Atmanand Prakash Pustak 059 Ank 11

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531684/1

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SHRI AT MANAN PRAKAS parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA mAMgalika prasaMge prArthanA sada0A ghatignamahigr' vivAda: | bhUrbhuva: svastrayIzAnamAIntya praNidhmahe // sarve ahaMtAnuM pratiSThAna, sarva kalyANAnuM adhiSThAna ane pAtALa, pRthvI, svaga e traNeyanuM niyAmaka evA ahaMtapadane ame aNumIe chIe, kSamApanA yaTyanmanasA baddha yadyadvAcayA bhASita pApam / yadyatkAyena kRta mizyA me duSkRta tasya // je je pApavR ttaone se' manamAM saMkaHpelI hoya, je je pApavRttione meM vANIthI uccArI hoya ane je je pApavRttione meM' zarIradvArA AcarI hoya te te mArI pravRtti e-te te mArUM duSkata mathyA ho, zubhecachA. Na guNinaH santu sarve jJanu bharAyA: I sarve bhadrANi pazyantu mA kazcid duHkhabhAgU bhavet / / sarve prANIo sukhI thAo, sarve nirogI bane ane sarve kaheThANane ja che. koI paNa duHkhI na ho. pustaka para pustaka 53 bhAdaravA zrI jana to SAHITI. HjanA OLCISIR saM. 2018 For Private And Personal Use Only

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anukramaNikA 145 146 146 146 147 153 1 kSamA yAcanA kandanalAla kAnajIbhAI 2 sAcI prabhubhakti sukhanI cAvI cAjakastatra durlabha; - hAranI corI 6 mAnavatAnuM prAgaTya 7 ajArA tIrtha mu. zrI vizALavijayajI 8 pAMcamI thirA daSTinI sajhAya valabhadAsa taNuzI 9 svIkAra ne samAlocana a A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA AjIvana sabhya sAta amRtalAla ratIlAla (bhagatabhAI, bhAvanagara zeTha anaMtarAya harIlAla (kaMDalIkara) bhAvanagara 156 158 160 * * kharU Aje janma * * * * zrI choTAlAla maganalAla bhAvanagaravALA taraphathI A sabhAne zrI siddhanarAkAnuzAsananuM bheTa tarIke maLela che tenI sAbhAra noMdha levAmAM Ave che. "svAnubhava-cittana" jaina tatvajJAna upara saraLa zaulie lakhAyela anubhavasiddha nibaMdhone ane kAnA suMdara saMgraha. A sabhAnA upapramukha zrIyuta phatehacaMdabhAI jhaverabhAInA anubhavone nIcoDa raju karatA nibaMdho ane kAvyono saMgraha A graMthamAM karavAmAM Avyo che. tAjetaramAM pragaTa thayo ke tarata ja A graMthane sAro uThAva thaI rahyo che. Ape che. A graMtha haju na vasAvyA hoya te tarata maMgAvI levA vinati. mUlya rUA. be (pAsTeja alaga ) lakhAH zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAbhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra varSo pasa www.kobatirth.org bIjAnaMda kara bhAdaravA tA. 7-9-62 kSamA yAcanA ( pRthvI zikharINI ) pitA jananI te vaLI suda mhena ne khAMdhavA, sagA vaDIla ne zurA sakaLa vizvanA sau jIvA, dubhAyA mhArAthI, pharaja mama cukayA kadIya jo, kSamA vAMchu dainye, zuddha hRdayathI mApha karo-1 thayA du:khada huM kadI, sthuLa khaLe kam buddhithI, kucintya manamAM haze tama taNuM khurA DhethI, vaLI bheAMkayA krodhe, kaTu vacananA zaizya tamane, kSamA ghA doSonI priyajana ! yAvanta thaIne--2 kSamA karavI te ghaTe, prabhu kane kSamA yAcavA, vahe jharaNu vyi e vimalatA jage arpavA, kSamAvI anyAnya sukhakara thai Atma sarve, ane nitye mhAlI vibhu sadanamAM sneha pave-3 [ a'ka 11 ujjainalAla kAnajIbhAi

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sAcI prabhubhakti rakhiyA eka mahAna sUphI sa'takhAi hatAM. ApaNA bhaktomAM jevuM sthAna mIrAMnu che tevuM ja sUphI saMtAmAM bhiyAnuM ananya sthAna che. eka divasa khapeAranA vakhate eka hAthamAM jalatI masAla ane bIjA hAthamAM pANI bharelA kUMjo laI rakhiyA bahAra nIkaLI paDyAM ane bharabajAramAM allAhanuM nAma pokAratAM pharavA mAMDyAM leke AzcaryathI temanI sAme joi rahyA. koie vicitra AcaraNanuM kAraNa pUchyuM, rakhiyAe javAbamAM kahyuM ke pAkAratA temane A ' A mazAlathI hu` svarganAM tamAma sukhAne bhasmIbhUta karI devA mAguM chuM. kAraNa ke svarganI lAlacathI khuddAne cAhavA ete sAdA gIrI che. emAM sAce prema nathI. A kUjAthI huM narakanI Agane ThArI nAMkhavA mAgu chu. kAraNake narakanA bhayathI khudAne cAhavA e tA narI Darapeka pAmaratA che. sAcA premanA aDaga vizvAsa ane apAra ullAsa emAM kayAMthI maLe? rakhiyAnI A artha pUrNa upadezamaya vANI ApaNane sAcI prabhubhaktine sAcA mArga batAve che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sukhanI cAvI draupadI para saMkaTa AvavAmAM bAkI nahotI rahI, paNa bhayaMkara muzkelIomAM ye tenA svabhAva sadAya AnaMdI ane hasamukhA rahetA, ane te patinI sevAmAM pravRtta rahetI. zrIkRSNanAM patnI satyabhAmAne A joi khuba Azcaya thatuM. mANasa para ATaATalI AphatA Ave teA paNa bhAMgI paDavAne badale e haMsI UThe e ja temane mana keyaDA hatA. eka divasa temaNe draupadIne ATalA mAnasika sukhanu kAraNa pUchyuM. draupadIe javAbamAM kahyuM ke * sukhaM sukhaneha na jAtu labhyam duHkhena sAdhvI labhate sukhAni / sukhathI ja kAMi sukhanI prApti thatI nathI. arthAta sukhanI pAchaLa doDatAM tA sukha nAsI sAdhvI strIe du:khamAMthI sukhA meLave che. javAtuM, paNa tyAga ane sevA dvArA du:khane mAthe caDAvatAM sukha enI meLe ja kheMcAI Ave che. ' kharekhara sAcA sukhanI A ja rhusyamaya thAvI che. yojakastatra durlabhaH pratyeka akSara maMtra bharyuM ceTadAra che paNa tene ucita rIte vAparavAnI zakti tathA AvaData joIe. sama lekhake cAhe te zabdavaDe ipsita asara nIpajAve che. kAva kAipaNa zabdane kAvyamAM tenA prabaLa rUpamAM vyakta kare che. bAkI zabdamAM potAmAM kAMi ja khAmI nathI hotI. tema ja dareka mULamAM-vanaspatimAM khArAkarUpa nIvaDavAnA chevaTa ekAda guNu tA hAya che ja. paNa te guNanI pichAna heAvI joie. agAunA vaidonI A bAbatanI nipuNatA jANItI che e ja rIte ekeeka vyakti kAMI ne kAMI lAyakAta dharAvatI hAya ja che. mAtra tene tanA baMdhabesatA kAryamAM joDanAra koI hovuM joIe, ApaNA dezanI ghaNIkharI mAnavazakta hajI paNa vyatha paDA che-veDaphAya che. 6 chapUrvaka ene vividha pravRttiAmAM vAparavAmAM Ave tA rASTrIya vikAsanu kAma ghaNe aMze saphaLa thaI paDe. paraMtu AvA akSara, mULa ane vyaktinA sAcA ceAjake bahu ochA sAMpaDe che, da For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAranI cArI ema kahevAya che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA, kevalajJAna upAIne ane tIrthanI sthApanA karIne je samaye A bharatabhUminA pRthvItatrane potAnA pAvihArathI pAvana karI rahyA hatA, te samaye banelA A eka banAva che. sAMtanu nAmanA eka suzrAvakane 'devI' nAmanI suzrAvikA dha`patnI hatI. sAMtanunA janma dhanADhaya dharamAM thayeA hatA. sAMtanunA pitA ja mahA dhanavAna hatA ema nahi paNu peDhI dara peDhIthI e gharamAM zrImantAi cAlI AvatI hatI, ethI e dharamAM bhAgAbhAgamAM paNa sAnA-cAMdInAM vAsaNA vaparAtI hatAM. sAMtanu senAnA pyAle dUdha pItA ane cAMdInAM ramakaDe ramatA uryA; paNa enA janma pachI dharanI zrImantAIne dhIre dhIre dhasArA lAgye hatA. ane jayAre sAMtanu ummara lAyaka thayA tenAM mAtA-pitA svargavAsI banyAM, tyAre te e dharatI zrImantAi sArI rItie dhasAi javA pAmI hatI. ma AmAM Azraya pAmavA jevu` kAMI nathI. AvuM te| A jagatamAM dhaNuM bane che. puNya-pApane AdhIna e vastu che. puNyAyanA yAma vinA sa`patti maLe nahi. maLelI saMpatti ke tenI pAse ke jene puNyAya jIvanta hAya. puNyAya gA te pApAya AvyA, eTale vipula soMpattine pazu vahI jatAM vAra lAge nahi. eTalA mATe ja upakArI mahApurUSA pharamAve che ke-jyAre sampatti vidhamAna hAya, tyAre tenA saMgrahamAM ane te dvArA bhagApa bhAgamAM rAcavAne badale thAya teTalA sampattineA sadvyaya karI levA ! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sapattizAlI jema pApAya AvatAM daridra, akicana banI jAya che, tema daradra ane akicana evA paNa mANaso temane puchyAya thatAM vipula saMpattivALA banI jAya che. teoe paNa vicAra karavA joie ke-ame sa`patti pAmyA e vAstavika rItie amArI AvaData vagerenA prabhAva nathI, parantu pUrvakALamAM ame je puNya Acaryu haze, te puNya udayamAM Avyu tenA A pratApa che. ane ethI, jyAM sudhI puNyana yArI che tyAM sudhImAM amAre puNyathI maLelI A saMpattine vadhumAM vadhu sarvyaya karI levA joie.' e sAMtanu enA joradAra pApeAyanA pratApe saMpattihIna tA banI gayA, paNa dhIre dhIre e evI jA avasthAne pAmyAa:-khAvu zuM ? paheravuM zuM '-enI anepaNu ene moTI cintA thai paDI. jema jema e prayatna karatA gayA, tema tema e pAchA paDatA mayA ane tenI musIbatAmAM vadhArA thatA gayA. teNe navesarathI vyApAra karavAnA vicAra karyAM, paNa vyApAra zarU karavA mATeya dhana joie ane alpa paNa dhana tenI pAse rahevA pAmyuM. naheAtu, AthI te khUba ja vyagra cittavALA banI gayA tene lAgyuM ke-have jo jIvavuM ja hoya teA corInA ja Azraya levA paDaze. cerI karavA sivAya bIje kAi evA upAya mane jaNAtA nathI ke je upAyane AdarIne hu' amArA bannenAM peTa bharAya ane aMga DhaMkAya eTaluM paNa dhana pramA NakapaNe upAI zakuM !? dharanI AvI risthati sa MtanunI dharma tI suzrA vakA devIne padma mujhavuM! ra hatI A For Private And Personal Use Only

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148 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza samaju hatI, zANI hatI, game tevA du:khamAM vAtsalya karavAnuM ja mana hovuM joie ne ? patine AzvAsana Ape evI hatI; kema ke e sAdhamikane te devAnuM ja hoya te ciranArane corI dharmaniSTha hatI ! paraMtu huMya na maLe tyAre karavuM karatAM aTakAve e sAdharmikanuM kAma che ne ? ene zuM?-enI ene mana paNa pAkI muMjhavaNa hatI. badale, sAdharmikanI ja vastu eravAne vicAra ane Ama suzrAvika-zrAvikA pati-5nI ma. nirNaya, e zuM kahevAya ? paNa ahIM ApaNe e jevuM joIe ke--kevaLa vakhAnA mAryA A lokone vaNumAM divase pasAra karatA hatA, evAmAM prasaMga pAmIne sAMtanue kudevIne kahyuM ke have to corI corI karavAne nirNaya karavo paDe che ane corI karIne dravya meLavavA sivAya koI Aro nathI, corI jevuM pApa karavA chatAM paNa pitAnuM uttama kaLa karavAthI paNa je thoDuMkeya dravya maLI jAya to nindAya nahi, dharma nindAya nahi, sAdhamike vyApAra thaI zake ane vyApAramAMthI je dravyarjana nindAya nahi, enI cintA manamAM rahelI che. pArakuM thAya te ja ApaNAthI nabhI zakAya.' levuM paNa paDe teya sAdharmikanuM levuM. e paNa manobhAva heI zake. duniyAmAM kahevAya che ke-jevuM A vAta sAMbhaLIne kuMkadevI paNa citAmAM anna, tevo oDakAra. ame tenuM dravya gharamAM Ave paDI gaI. citA karate teNIne paNa lAgyuM ke- ane te mananA bhAvane bagADI mAre te zuM thAya, kharekhara corI karyA vinA Aro nathI, kema ke evI paNa citA zrAvaka-zrAvikAne heI zake che koI pAse mAgavAne hAtha laMbAvI zakavA jegI to deva, gurU ane dharma pratyenA amArA bhAvamAM koI temanI sthiti nahotI. mANavA karatAM te maravuM viparItatA pravezI jAya nahi anya kAInA dravyathI, sA, evuM emanuM dila hatuM. je rItie ucharelAM evo vicAreya zrAvaka-zrAvikAne Ave ne? hatA, tene vicAra karatAM te jhera ghoLI pIe paNa bhAgavAne hAtha dhare nahi, evI emanI manovRtti bannee nirNaya karI lIdho ke-"corI karavA sivAya hatI, ane corI karavA pAchaLa to e vicAra Are nathI ane corI sAdharmikanI vastunI ja hatA ke- kamAtAnI sAthe ja pAchuM pahoMcADI daiza! karavI. A nirNaya manamAM rAkhIne sAMtanuM sadhyAkALe e samajatI hatI ke-"bhArA svAmine vyApAra pratikramaNa karavAne mATe upAzraye gayo. sivAya kAMI AvaDatuM nathI ane vyApAra mATe saMpattizAlI zrAvake zrI jinamaMdira ane te dhana joie. te dhana have corI sivAya meLavI upAzraye dharmakriyA karavAne mATe jAya, te kevI zakAya tema nathI." rItie jAya ? potapotAnA vaibhavanusAra ThAThaAma kuMjIdevIe paNa patinA corI karavAnA mAThathI jAya. vastrAlaMkArathI susajaja banIne jAya. nirNayane sammata ApI; paNa pAcho vicAra thayo emAM paNa A jinazA emAM paNa zrI jinazAsananI prabhAvanA che, ke-corI karavI konI? ane, corI karavI zI AvAo paNa A maMdire ane ane A upAzraya rItie ? vicArIne teNe kahyuM ke-corI kare te vama kriyA karavAna ya che, AvA vicAra janArane ApaNA koI sArA sAdhamikanI ja vastu cora!" Ave ane jonAra je yogya hoya te enA haiyAmAM zrI jinanA dharma pratye AdarabhAva pragaTe tema ja A vicAra pAchaLa zuM tattva che, e samajavA ene paNa AvAM dharmAnuSThAna AcaravAnuM mana thAya, jevuM che. eka te cerI karavI ane teya pAchI anya sAdhamikanI vastunI ja corI karavI ! sAdharmika uttama vastrAlaMkArothI susajaja banIne upAzraya pratye te kevo bhAva hovo joie ? sAdharmikanuM te gayelA suzrAvake jayAre sAmAyikAdi krimA kare, For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAranI corI 149 tyAre vidhimAM jarUrI vastro sivAyanAM vastro ane ethI nahi, paNa A cerI ke mArI ja jalana pari alaMkAro utArIne bese. alaMkArone utArIne gAma che, evA vicArathI e kaMpI uThayA. sAmAyika-pratikramaNamAM besavAne vidhi pUrvakALamAM koI paNa vAtamAM suzrAvake pitAnI bhUla pahelI pracalita hato. on tapAse che. koI paNa nahi IrachavA jema banAva sAMtanuM jema upAzraye Avyo, tema ghaNuM su banya, te emAM mArI bhUla che ke nahi ane che te zrAvake pratikramaNa karavAne mATe AvyA hatA emAM keTalI che tathA che te e bhUla kema sudhare, ene eka zrI jinadAsa nAmanA zeTha paNa AvelA. emaNe vicAra suzrAvakane te heya ne ? je pArakI bhUla ja pitAnA kapaDAM sAthe potAnA gaLAmAM paherele hAra joyA kare ane potAnI bhUla jue nahi te aNapaNa utAryo ane te potAnAM kapaDAM bhego mUka samaju, samaju teja ke je potAnI bhUla pahelI jue sAMtanue A joyuM ane potAnA nirNayane amala ane pitAnI nAnI paNa bhUlane maTI banAvIne jue karavAnI taka maLI gaI. te zrI jinadAsa zeThanI pAse tathA pArakI bhUla jovAmAM paNa ene haiye pArakAnA ja besI gayo. hitanI cintA hAya ! game tevI bhUla karanAranuM paNa pratikramaNanI kriyA cAlu hatI ane briTo ja tA IrachAya ja nahi, andhakAra vyApI gayo. sAMtanue e aMdhakAramAM - zrI jinadAsa zeTha vicAre che ke-"A sAMtanunI zrI jinadAsa zeThane khetIne kImatI hAra uThAvI lIdhuM. ATalI badhI avadazA thaI gaI ? enA bApa dAdA sAMtanune corI karavI ja hatI, eTale eNe pratikramaNa mahA dhanavAna hevA sAthe teo : saMghanA agraNI karavAne dekhAva karyo haze paNa sAmayika nahi uccaryuM hatA. dAnathI ane paropakArathI temaNe zrI saMdhanI heya athavA te pachI pote pratikramaNa jhaDapathI karI AgevAnIne paNa dIpAvI hatI. AvA bApa-dAdAnA lIdhuM haze. saMtAna sAMtanune AvI rIte corI karavAno avasara have ja, zuM bane che, e kharekhara jovA jANavA AvI lAgyo ? mahA musIbatamAM mukAya gayA vinA jevuM che; ane, badhapAThaya emAMthI levA jevo che. sAMtanuM corI kare e bane nahi, eTale atyAre te zrI jinadAsa zeThe sakaLa saMdha sAthe pratikamaNa khUba ja viSama sthitine pAmele have joie ene karyuM ane saunI sAthe sAmAyika pAyuM. e pachI mAta-pitA marI gayA pachI mAre ja enI sArasaM. potAnAM vastrAlaMkAra paheravA jatAM, pitAne hAra bhALa rAkhavI joItI hatI. huM mArA kartavyane cUkyo, guma thayele jaNAya, enuM ja A pariNAma che. sAMtanue corI karI e kharekhara te mArI ja bhUla che, kema ke meM je mAruM temane khyAla Avyo ke-pitAnI pAse sAMtanuM kartavya adA karyuM hota te ene corI karavAne beTho hato, bIju kaMI eTaluM pAse beThuM nahotuM. vakhata Avata nahi. potAne kImatI hAra ane sAMtanuM Aje pratikramaNamAMthI vahele uThIne corAyo che. e jANyA pachI, A vicAra Ave ? cAlyo gayo hato. A bAbata dareke potapotAnA anta:karaNane pUchavAnI AthI zrI jinadAsa zeTha samajI gayA ke--mAre che. "hAra keTale badhe kImatI ? enI corI dharma hAra sAMtanue ja lIdho hovo joIe ane sAMtanue sthAnamAMthI ja ane te dharmakriyA karavAne bahAne ? hAranI corI karyAnI kalpanA AvatAMnI sAthe ja dharmasthAnamAM dharmakSiA karavAne bahAne Avela zrI jinadAsa zeTha kalpI uThayA. pitAne hAra cerA kare, enAmAM vaLI zrAvakapaNuM thAnuM ! evA nAmanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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150 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza zrAvakenI to barAbara khabara laI nAMkhavI ja joIe ! ghera gayo hato ane te hAra teNe potAnI dharmapatnI AvA AvA vicAra AvavA e saheluM ? ke, kuMjIdevIne soMpyo hate. sAMtanune kahevAthI kuMjIdevIe keTalI dhIraja hoya, kartavya pratye keTalI niSThA hAya jAyuM hatuM ke-A hAra dharmAmAM zrI jinadAsa zeThaane sAdharmikanI thai javA pAmelI avadazAne ne che; eTale bIje divase ja teNue potAnA patine keTale DaMkha lAge evuM hoya, tyAre zrI jinadAsane kahyuM ke- Apa A hAra laine e ja dharmAtmA jevo vicAra Avyo te vicAra Ave? zeThanI pAse jAo, temane A hAra Ape ane Aje "khabara laI nAMkhavI joie.-evI vRti kAra emanA hAthamAM mUkatAM kaheje ke " A hAranA vadhatI jAya che ane te sAthe anicchanIya banAvo AdhAre mane amuka rakama dharo !" e je rakama vadhatA jAya che. have te je kaI mahA dharmI paNa Ape te tame laI Avo ane emAMthI sAMtanue jevuM karyuM tevuM karavA jAya to e mAra vyApAra kare !" khAya, enuM kuTuMba vagevAya ane sAthe dharma tathA A sAMbhaLIne, sAtana muMjhAyo. tarata ja eNe dharmasthAnonI paNa bhAre apatriAjanA thavA pAme ! , | kuMjIdevIne pUchyuM ke- e zeTha zuM pitAnA hArane eTalA khAtara paNa, koI du:khImAM du:khI banI oLakhaze nahi ? ane, potAnA hArane oLakhIne gayelA paNa suzrAvake, saMtanu e jevuM karyuM tevuM tevuM A rAI e e zeTha cera tarIke mane koTavAla pAse pakaDAvI karavAnI bhUla karavA jevI nathI. e vAta paNa sama deze nahi ?' javI joIe ke-AvA prasaMge sAMbhaLIne kadI paNa kuMjIdevIe kahyuM ke- Apa khAtarI rAkho ke sAMtanue karyuM tevuM karavAnA vicAra nahi AvavA evuM kAMI ja nahi bane, cekasa e zeTha mahA joIe, paNa zrI jinadAse je karyuM tevuM karavAne ja dharmAtmA che, eTale e tamane pakaDAvaze te nahi vicAra Avavo joIesuzrAvaka pote duHkhamAM paNa khuzIthI tamane joItI rakama Apaze." AvI paDe tyAre zuM kare-e samajAvavAne mATe nahi paNa pitAnA sAdharmika bhAIne duHkho bane joIne, sAMtanu pUche che ke zuM dhamA pitAnA dukhane mAryo anAcaraNa AcaratA joIne, suzrAvake aparAdhIne paNa daMDa Ape-apAve nahi ?' zuM karavuM joIe e mATe varNavAmAM Ave che. e teya kuMdevI kahe che ke-"e zeTha mahA dhama vAta dareke dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joIe ke- huM game che. emanA vize tame AvI zaMkA paNa kare nahi. teya, mAre sAMtanunI jema ja e mahA dhArmika corI karavAnuM vicAra kare e mArA dharmane zobhe tamane pakaDAvavAnI tajavIja karI hatI ane ApaNe nahi !' phajeta thaI gayA hatA. emane hAra corAI gayo zrI jinadAsa zeThane te, bIjo koI ja vicAra ane tamArA upara zaMkA Ave evuM hovA chatAM AvavAne badale, pitA nA kavyo ane potAnI paNa emaNe kAranI corInI vAta jarAya bahAra bhUlane vicAra AvyuM ane eTale ja emaNe paDavA dIdhI nathI. ethI mane te lAge che ke-e pitAnA guma thayelA hAra viSe koIne kAMI kahyuM nahi. zeTha tamArA du:khe du:khI thatA haze ! je emanAthI emanAM manamAM te have e bAbatanI gaDamathala cAlatI kAMI kharAba thavAnuM hota te atyAra sudhImAM thaI hatI ka satanane enI musIbatamAM kema UgArI gayuM hota paNa hAra corAyAnI vAta gaNe-haNe paNa le ! sAMtanu paNa hAra uThAvI laIne sIdho potAne kyAMya saMbhaLAtI nathI. eTalA uparathI ane huM For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAranI corI 11 temane oLakhuM chuM te uparathI Apane khAtarIthI AjJA karI ke- " A hAra tIjora mAM mUkI rAkhe kahuM chuM ke, zeTha tamane pakaDAvaze te nahi, paNuM ane A zeThane pAMca hajAra hamaNAM ja gaNI Ape.' tamane madada karyA vinA paNuM raheze nahi; mATe, Apa jinadAsa zeThane patra paNa AjJAMkita hato. kazI paNa zaMkA manamAM rAkhyA vinA A hAra pitAnI AjJA sAme prazna uThAve evo-e nahoto laIne e zeThanI pAse jAo, A hAra e zeThane e samajato hato ke - e hAra ApaNe che e Apa ane A hAranA AdhAre uchInA paisAnI pitAjI paNa samajI zakyA ja haze, chatAM paNa mAga karo !" teo pAMca hajAra ApavAnI AjJA kare che, te tenI sAMtanune potAnA dharmapatnI kuMjIdevInI buddhimAM pAchaLa koI rahasya haze." AthI tarata ja teNe ane dharmabhAvanAmAM vizvAsa hato. enI paNa zrI pAMcahajAra sAMtanune gaNuM ApyA. zrI jinadAsa jinadAsa zeThanA hAra pacAvI pADavAnI dAnata nahotI. zeThe pahajAra laIne jatA sAMtanune kahyuM keene corI karavI paDI hatI, paNa enuM haiyuM cora " jue kaI vAte muMjhAze nahi. A te ThIka che, nahotuM. AthI teNe kaMidevInI vAta kabUla karI paNa jayAre tamane jarUra paDe tyAre tame vagara sakAro ane pote corele hAra laine te jinadAsa zeThanI mArI pAse Avaje." peDhIe paheco. zrI jinadAsane page lAgIne beThA. jevuM sAdharmika vAtsalya ! sAdharmika pratye ene Avelo joIne zrI jinadAsane paNa kevo bhAva have joIe, e AmAMthI zIkhavA AnaMda thayo. pitAnA manamAM je gaDamathala cAlatI hatI, tene ukela Avaze, ema zrI jinadAsane sAMtanunA gayA pachIthI, zrI jinadAse pitAnA lAgyuM. zrI jinadAsa sAdhamikanuM prasaMgAnurUpa patrane sAMtananI oLakha ApI kevA khAnadAna, vAtsalya karavAne IrachatA hatA ane e taka emane dharmazIla ane kamaMta kuTuMbane A nabIre che, e maLI gaI samajAvyuM. mahA muzIbatamAM mUkAI gayA vinA A paisA levAne Ave evo nathI ema samajAvyuM. zrI jinadAse sAMtanune tarata ja kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA. ethI sAMtaLumAM bolavAnI hiMmata AvI. paNa gaI kAle A ApaNe hAra carI gayA hatA eNe potAno gajavAmAMthI hAra kADhIne zrI jina ema kahyuM nahi. UlaTuM sAdharmika pratye ApaNuM . zuM kartavya che, e viSe ja zrI jinadAse pitAnA dAsanA hAthamAM mUkyo ane kahyuM ke- pAMca hajAranI jarUra che mATe A hAra laIne ApanI pAse Avyo ? chuM. Apa A hAra ApanI pAse rAkho ane Ama zrI vinadAsa zeThe khuba ja bhalI lAgaNI mane AnA upara pAMca hajAra dhIre ! sAthe, sAMtanunuM kema bhaluM thAya ane kema e sukhI thAya e ja eka bhalI bhAvanAthI pAMcahAra zrI jinadAsa zeTha te hAra hAthamAM AvatAM ja ApyA hatA ane zrI jinadAsa zeThanI e bhalI hAra pitAno che e samajI gayA, paNa e vakhate bhAvanA saphaLa thavA pAmI. zrI jinadAsa jevA emane puya peDhI upara hAjara hatA ane teNe paNa e hArane pitAnA hAra tarIke oLakhI kADha. puNyavAnanuM dravya paNa sAMtanunA puNyanA udayanuM zrI jinadAsa samajI gayA eTale putra kAMI ajugatuM karavuM ? belI nAkhavAnI bhUla kare te pahelAM te temaNe putrane sAMtanue ghera jaine zrI jinadAsa zeTha pAsethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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15ra zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza ANelA pAMca hajAranA dravyathI vyApAra zarU karyo. tame to mArI AMkha ughADI nAMkhI. huM mAruM enuM je lAbhAntarAya karma udayamAM AvyuM hatuM, sAdharmika pratyenuM kartavya bhUlI gayA hatA, te tame te bhagavAIne kSINa thaI javA pAmyuM hatuM ane mane jAgrata karyo. huM te tamAro e mATe have tenA lAbhAntarAya karmane kSaye parama thavA pAmyo. upakAra mAnuM chuM.' ethI, thoDA ja vakhatamAM sAMtanuM vyApAramAM phAvyo sAMtanue kahyuM ke- ApanA mahAna dhArmika ane tene aDhaLaka saMpatti prApta thavA mAMDI. paNAno A pratApa che. Apane ThekANe koI bIje kuMjIdevIe kahyuM ke pahelI take tame zrI jina- heta te mArI gati kayI thAta ? Ape te mAre dAsa zeThanI rakama vyAja sAthe pAchI ApI Ava. uddhAra karyo che, Ape mArA upara kevaLa dharma buddhie je upakAra karyo che, tene huM kadI paNa nahi visarI have te sAMtanuM pharIthI zrI jinadAsa zeThanI peDhIe pahoMce. pahelI vAra levA gayo hate ane na zakuM. te Apa mane mArI bhUla mATe kSamA kare. " ane A vAra devA gayo hato. teNe mULa rakama zrI jinadAsa kahe che ke nahi bhAi ! meM ane te sAthe te dina sudhInA te rakamanA vyAjanI je tamArA jevA mArA sAdharmika bhAinI sAra rakama paNa zrI jinadAsa zeThanA hAthamAM mUkI. saMbhALa na rAkhI ane ethI mArA sAdharmika bhAI zrI jinadAsa zeThanA harSane pAra rahyo nahi, 20 evA tamane je AvuM kArya karavAnI pharaja paDI, pitAnI rakama pAchI AvI ene emane harSa te mATe huM ja tamArA gunegAra chuM; ane tame mane e mATe kSamA kare, e ja mArI tamArI pAse nahe, paNa pitAne sAdharmika du:khamAMthI ugarI mAgaNI che, gayo ane teno uddhAra thai gaye ene e mahAnubhAvane harSa hatA. emane potAnuM kartavya adA joI kSamApanA? bannenI kSamApanA jevA jevI, karyAne saMtoSa hatuM ane pote kartavya adA karyuM jANavA jevI ane evo avasara AvI lAge enuM je suMdara phaLa AvyuM ane AnaMda hato. tyAre AcaravA jevI che. sAMtanune jarA paNa ochuM na Ave e mATe bane kSamApanAnA zuddha bhAvamAM ramatA chuTA paDe zrI jinadAsa zeThe potAnI rakama vyAja sAthe laI che. te pachI e nagaramAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra lIdhI, paNa e ja vakhate tIjorImAM mUkele hAra paramAtmA padhAre che. saunI sAthe bane suzrAvake kADhIne sAMtanune ApavA mAMDyo. bhagavAnanA darzane jAya che. tyAM bhagavAnanA zrImukhe e vakhate sAMtanunI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahya dharmadezanAnuM zravaNa karyA bAda, e banne pitajatAM hatAM. zaramathI enuM moTuM levAI gayuM hatuM. pitAnI bhUla mATe bhagavAna pAse prAyazcita mAge che. eNe zrI jinadAsa zeTha pAse potAnI bhUla kabUla karI, e mATe kSamA mAgI ane hAra saMbaMdhI vadhu AvA abhAo moTe bhAge to potAnA kAMI kahIne pitAne nahi zaramAvavAne zrI jinadAsa paritApathI ja zuddhi sAdhI le, bhagavAnanI dezanA zeThane vinaMti karI. sAMbhaLavAne maLelA leke to A bannenI vAta A prasaMga ja evo hato ke zrI jinadAsa sAMbhaLIne Azcaryamugdha banI gayA. jevA puNyavAnanI AMkhomAM paNa AMsu AvI gayA vinA rahe nahi. sAMtanune e kahe che ke- "bhUla tame -zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja; nathI karI paNa kharekhara te bhUla meM ja karI hatI. "paramArtha' mArca 19 mAMthI sAbhAra udadhRta. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnavatAnuM prAgaTaya dharmanuM AkharI kSetra AcaraNa che. tame roja ApaNe kahIe chIe tema mana vartatuM nathI. ApaNA pUjA, devadarzana karatA haze. mAkhyAna zravaNamAM ane ApaNA mananI vacamAM mAlika mana hoya che niyamita rIte jatA haze, ekAgratAthI dhyAnamAM ane nekara ApaNe hAIe ema lAge che. dharmanuM besatA haze, paraMtu e badhuM karyA chatAM ye jo antima dhyeya ApaNane mananA mAlika banAvavAnuM tamArA AcaraNamAM dharma nahi dekhAya, tamAre che. ApaNe dhArIe te mujaba vartana karavAnI vyavahAra zreSarUpa ke anyAyarUpa haze te pachI pUja, ApaNuM zakti hevI joIe. Ama ApaNuM mana devadarzana ke vyAkhyAnethI tame kaMI siddha karyuM nathI jyAre ApaNane AdhIna banyuM haze tyAre ja e ja phalita thaze. ApaNAthI dharmanuM AcaraNa thaI zakaze dharmanuM mukhya kAma mANasanA AcaraNamAM kabIra sAhebe A ja arthamAM kahyuM che ke : parivartana karavAnuM che. sAcuM zuM che e ApaNe tene ke harinAma hai, dene ke annadAna, badhA jANatA hoie chIe ApaNe sAcuM vartana tarane ke svAdhInatA, kUbane ke abhimAna, karavuM joie ema ApaNuM hRdaya ApaNane suya levA jevI varatu hoya to IzvaranuM nAma eTale che paNa kharuM, paraMtu ApaNA kherA saMskAra, kAyamanI jAgRti joIe. dAnamAM annadAna jevuM ApaNuM lobha, moha ke kAmanI vRttio ApaNane keI dAna nathI, jenAthI dayA karuNa ane baMdhutvanI jANe parANe khoTuM kAma karavA prere che. sAcuM vartana lAgaNI nirmANa thAya che. jIvana tarI javA mATe ke zuddha vyavahAra karavAnI ApaNuM mAnasika zakti sAcI rIte jIvana pAra karavA mATe ApaNI indri, bAI beThA hoIe ema ApaNane lAge che. jenA ApaNuM mana ApaNane svAdhIna hovA joIe. hAthane lakavo thaye hema tene hAtha dhAreluM kAma mananI upara savArI ApI hovI joIe. mana karI zakatA nathI, tema ApaNuM mana ApaNu khoTA ApaNA upara savArI karatuM haze te ApaNAthI sarakArane lIdhe satya AcaraNa-zuddha vyavahAra karI dharmanuM AcaraNa nahi thAya, abhimAnathI Akhare zakatuM nathI. pUja, devadarzana, vAMcana-manana ItyAdi DUbI javAze.. dareka kriyAne atima hetu ApaNA manamAM e zakti nirmANa karavAne che ke jenAthI ApaNane je sAcuM dharmanuM AcaraNa lAge che te karavAnI ApaNAmAM zakti Ave, ApaNuM abhimAna aneka prakAranA hoya che. kyAMka lema, moha dha iyAdi saMskAranuM baLa ochuM bhASA mATe abhimAna, kathAka prAnta mATe abhimAna thatuM , ApaNuM mana ApaNuM hAthamAM rahe, kyAMka dharma mATe abhimAna. AvA saMkucita ApaNuM mana svAdhIna bane ane ApaNe kahIe mAnasa ane svArthadaSTithI bhASA, prAnta ke dharmanuM ema kare. ghaNe bhAge te ema dekhAya che ke mana- utthAna thatuM nathI ja; UlaTuM enAthI pArAvAra saMskAre kahe che tema ApaNe vatIe chIe. nukazAna thAya che. pANImAM paDavAthI DUbI javAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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154 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza che ema nathI, pANImAM tarI na zakanAra te pAMceka ApaNuM manane svAdhIna banAvI zakIe chIe, paraMtu miniTamAM DUbI jAya che, paraMtu abhimAnathI te ene mATe ApaNI vRttio kayAM jAya che, kayA mANasa dhIme dhIme DUbate rahe che ane sAthe sAthe prabhanane kAraNe ApaNAthI sAcuM vartana dharmanuM bIjAone paNa bhADato rahe che. bhASAnA abhimAna AcaraNa thatuM nathI e ApaNe tapAsavuM paDaze. ne kAraNe Aje dezamAM je kaTutA ane vaimanasya ArasI vagara meDhA upara kayAM DAdha che e ja phelAyAM che te ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. zakAtuM nathI tema antaradaSTi vagara, manane tapasyA dharmanuM AcaraNa e sahelI vastu che ane vagara mananI azuddhio dekhAze nahi. mAnava ane muzkela paNa lAge che. jemane - vananuM sAcuM mahatva pazuomAM A mahattavane bheda che. pazu paMkhIo samajAyuM haze, jemanI daSTi sApha thaI haze e leke ArasImAM pitAne joI gabharAya che. cakalIo jIvananA dareka kAryane-dareka vyavahArane uttarottara thai ArasImAM bIjI che ema mAnIne ArasImAM bahAra banAvatAM sadAcArI banaze. evA lokone mATe dhamana kare. paraMtu A zakti hovA chatAMye potAnA mananI tapAsa AcaraNuM muzkela nahi bane paraMtu je lekIne jIvananA karatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe che. manane sAcI kiMmata nathI samajAI, khAI pI, mejamajA keTalIka jhINavaTathI tapAsavuM paDe che. karIne jIvana pUruM karavAnI jemanI vRtti haze, mAtra AtmanirIkSaNa karatI vakhate paNa mANasa dhanaprApti ke sattAprapti e jemano jIvanane mahatvanA pitAnA mananI vRttio ane Avezane sAcI rIte uddeza haze evA lokone mATe dharmanuM AcaraNa jevAmAM sArI rIte phela banI zake che te samajI zakAya. muzkela banaze. saMta puruSa, mahAtmAo, yuvAvatArI tema che. puruSa ApaNA jevA mAnavIo ja hatA. emanAmAM vijJAnanI zodhakhoLane kAraNe Aje duniyAnA samAM ApaNu jevI ja lAgaNIo ane vRttio koI paNa bhAgamAM je kaI banyuM hoya tenI khabara hatI. emane paNa mana hatuM, paraMtu emane jIvanane thoDIvAramAM maLI zake che, pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM ApaNA mahatva samajAyuM hatuM ane emaNe potAnI vRttione gAmamAM je kAMi banatuM tenI ja ApaNane khabara zuddha ane sApha karIne manane pitAnA AdhIna paDatI, gAmamAM kayAMya paNa akita ke anyAya thato banAvyuM. prANImAtrane mATe emanA manamAM dayA ane tyAM sevA ane sahakAra karIne e AphatamAM lokone karaNa vyApI. kayAMka paNa duHkha ke Apatti jotAM sahAya karI zakAtI, paraMtu Aje jagata nAnuM banyuM emanuM hRdaya dravI UThatuM ane Ama mAnavamAtranI che ane bIjA koI dezamAM rela, bhUkaMpa ke evI koI sevA karatAM karatAM e mahAna banyA. emaNe ja kudaratI Aphata AvI hoya to dezaparadezathI mAnavaApaNane jIvananuM jJAna ApyuM. samAja e AphatanA nivAraNa mATe madada mekalI zake che. Aje ApaNA dezamAM annanI taMgI che mAnava ane pazuomAM mahatvane bheda ane paradezathI ApaNe anna meLaH zakIe chIe ApaNe dhArIe te ApaNe paNuM e sakhta Ama jayAM jayAM mAnavatA pragaTa thAya che tyAM ja ane mahApuruSonI mAphaka ApaNI vRttione zuddha sukha nirmANa thAya che. ane sApha banAvI zakIe chIe. ApaNe paNa tA.rara-7-1961nA "janasaMdeza" mAMthI sAbhAra udhUta. For Private And Personal Use Only

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bheyara ajArA tIrtha lekhaka:-vRddhidharmajayaMtapAsaka muni mahArAja zrI vizALavijyajI (gatAMka pAnA 135 thI cAlu) cAra maLyA. ajArA pArzvanAtha maMdiramAM eka bhaya hovAnuM zeThane vicAra Avyo ke muslima senA ahIMnAM kahevAya che. e bhayarAmAMthI amuka amuka gAme maMdira ane mutine khaMDita kare evI paristhiti javAya che evI le kekti cAle che paraMtu temAM jovA karatAM maravuM bahetara che. AthI te akramane tathya keTaluM haze te kahI zakAya nahi, tapa karI derAsaramAM besI gayA. barAbara be divasa A bheMyarAnI saM. 1954 nI sAlamAM tapAsa pasAra thaI gayA tyAre rAtrinA samaye adhiSThAyaka deva prasanna thaI zeTha AgaLa hAjara thayA. zeThe saghaLI karavAmAM AvI hatI. e vakhate ghaNuM bhInAza ane dudhane lIdhe vadhu UMDe jaI zakAyuM nahotuM, eka hakIkata devane kahI saMbhaLAvI tyAre deve kahyuM: " A derAsaranA raMgamaMDapanA neya khUNAmAM khodavAthI chUpA mArga jevuM jaNAtuM hatuM paNa mArga ghaNe eka bheAMya nIkaLaze. temAM A derAsaronI pratimuzkela lAgatuM hatuM. A kAraNathI vadhAre tapAsa karavAnuM kAma aTakAvI devAmAM AvyuM hatuM. hAlamAM mAone bhaMDArI de je. e chupo mArga baMdha karI devAmAM Avyo che. vaLI, ahIMthI pAMca kesa dUra mAMgaDA gAma che tyAM ajArA pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtane kharA aMtaHkaA bhoMyarAmAM paMDita pratimAone me jaththo che. Aje paNa ahiM khedakAma karatAM khaMDita raNathI bhakti karanAra bhakta rahe che, te raktapittanA rogathI pIDAya che tene tyAM A pArzvanAthanI pratimA pratimAnA AkAra maLI Ave che. pragaTa thaze. e samaye e pratimAnuM havaNajaLa A bhoMyarA vize bAroTanA copaDAmAM nIce zarIre lagADavAthI tene raktapittano roga dUra thaze." mujaba lakhelI daMtakathA jANavA maLe che- Ama kahIne deva aMtardhAna thaI gayA. zeThanA ajArA gAmamAM eka dhanADhaya zeTha rahetA hatA. mananuM samAdhAna thayuM. temaNe vaLatA divasanI vahelI temane ajArA pArzvanAtha bhagavAna prati khUba bhakti savAre pratimAo utthApana karIne bheAMyarAmAM bhaMDArI hatI. e samaye A gAma sAdhAraNa hatuM ane dIdhI ne te zaTha deva vacana anusAra gAMgaDA gAme temAM sAta jina maMdira mojuda hatAM. gayA. tyAM jaIne jue che to ajArA pArzvanAthanI caudamAM saikAmAM alAuddIna khilaja -dihIthI 0 mUrti hAjara hatI. temanI najIka dIpane dhUpa prajaLI rahyAM hatAM. pATaNa upara caDI AvyA tyAre dilhIthI pATaNa AvavAnA bhAge AvatAM gAma-nagarone luMTI, tyAMnA ahIM pelAM raktapittavALA pravrubhakate prabhujInI maMdirane toDato pATaNa AvyuM. pATaNamAM khuba pUjA-pakhALa karI zarIra upara te navajaLa lagADavuM. lUMTa calAvI ane tyAMnA maMdira temaja mUrtine ema traNa divasa sudhI karatAM tenA zarIrane roga khaMDita karI nAkhI. saurASTramAM AvavAnA samA- naSTa thayo ane kAyA kaMcanavarNa banI gaI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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156 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza jayAre allAuddIna khilajInuM lazkara ajArAmAM khaMDita derAsara pAchaLa be derIo che. temAM AvyuM tyAre derAsaramAM prabhujInI mUtio na javA mATe traNa oraDAnI pAse daravAja mUkele che. jevAthI kaMdhe bharAIne ahiMnA cha derAsarone naSTa pahelI derImAM zrI pArzvayakSanI mUrti che. lekA karI nAkhyAM. eka mAtra maMdira bacI gayuM. tene gaNapatinI mUrti mAnIne pUje che. AjathI daza varSa agAu gAMgaDAmAM bhoyarUM bIjI darImAM eka hanumAnajInI mUrti che. ane bIjI hatuM, je TheTha ajAra sudhI jatuM hatuM. paraMtu have aMbikAdevInI mUrti che, tenA upara chaddhAra samayane samayanA parivartana thatAM te yarU baMdha karI lekha che devAmAM AvyuM che. khaMDita thayelA derAsaranI cAre bAjue divAla hatI. AvI daMtakathAo ahIM pracalita che. e sthAna zrAvakanA vaMDA tarIke oLakhAtuM hatuM, bIjA sthAne: ajArA pArzvanAthanA maMdiranI bhamatI taraphano derAsaranI bahAra dakSiNa dizAmAM eka derI che. eka jamInane TukaDo divAla baMdha hatA, te divAla temAM zrI RSabhadeva bha0nI pAdukA padharAvelI che. paDI jatAM tene pharI cAvI levA zrAvake e dhyAna tenI upara A prakAre lekha che-- na ApyuM ne sarakAre e jamIna kabaje lIdhI. saMvata 68 juna sura zanivAre khaMDita derAsaravALA vaMDAnI pUrva taraphanA eka vibhUti phALakATa zik - khAMcAnI jamInanI paNa evI sthiti thatAM e jamIna phaTALI zI DhIyarira nidAsI jIllAmAM paNa sarakArI jamIna sAthe bheLavI devAmAM AvI. dharmazALAnuM bAMdhakAma karatI veLA e jamIna hIrApura rezo manana " vecAtI levI paDI, zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanAM pagalAM nIce pUrva tarapha A gAmamAM ghaNuM khaMDita na pratimAo zrI AnaMdavimalasUri, dakSiNa tarapha zrI vijayadAnasUri, jainetaranA kabajAmAM hovAnuM jovAmAM Ave che. pazcima tarapha zrI hIravijayasUri, uttara tarapha savAI teo tene kAve te upayoga kare che. zrI vijayasenasUri temaja agnikhUNAmAM mehamuni, naiRtyakhUNAmAM tattvakuzaLa, vAyavyakhuNAma RSi nA aArA pArzvanAthanA maMdirathI pUrva dizAmAM. vIrajI, IzAna khUNAmAM upADa vidhAsAgarajI vagerenA jyAM Dhorone besavAne gaMdara che tyAM eka pAdukAo AThe dizAmAM sthApana karelI che. vaTavRkSanA mULa pAse eka khaMDita jina pratimAna pUrve A sthaLe derAsara hovAM joIe, mastaka paDeluM che. A mastaka zatrutha upara AvelA caumukhajInA derAsaramAM birAjamAna mULaA derI pAse rAyaNanuM jhADa che. nAyakanI pratimAne mastaka jevaDuM che. A khaMDita zrI ajArA pArzvanAtha jinAlayanI bAjumAM mukhAkRti tIrthakara bhagavAnanI hovA chatAM lokoe vaMDo hato, temAM eka khaMDita paDeluM derAsara hatuM. ene zItaLAdevInuM sthAnaka banAvI dIdhuM che. ene tyAM eka dharma zALA karAvavAmAM AvI che. navakAra devI mAnIne tenA upara siMdura vagere caDAvIne leke sI vagere saMghajamaNu ahIM thAya che. garama pANI AtmakalyANa kare che. paNa atyAre ahiM mukAya che. delavADA tarapha javAnA daravAjA divAle enI pAchaLa traNa oraDA che, temAM pUjArI rahe che vairAgI bAvAone UtaravA mATenuM eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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ajArA tIrtha 157. sthAna che tyAM zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanI eka dhyAnatha ajayapALanA jhADa: pratimA che. te cAreka phaTa UMcI che. tenA upAMgane ajayapALanA corAnI AjubAjue 7-8 zeDo cheDo bhAga khaMDita thayela che. tene jainetara phuTanAM UMcAM, jhINAM pAMdaDAMvALAM jhADa thAya che, jene judI judI mAnyatA rAkhIne pUje che. leke ajayapALanA jhADanA nAme oLakhe che. A jhADa zenAM che te hajI pArakhI zakAyuM nathI paNa ajArA pArzvanAthanA derAsarathI thoDe dUra uttara enAM pAMdaDAmAM e guNa che ke, tene vATIne game tarapha javAnA daravAje cAra phUTa UMcI cakrezvarI mAtAnI tevA gaDagUmaDa upara bAMdhavAmAM Ave to te gumaDuM eka pASANa mUrti ubhelI che. tenA pagano thoDA tarata gaLIne phUTI jAya che, pleganI gAMTha upara paNa bhAga khaMDita thayela che. te mUrti kaI chatrImAM ke - te asarakAraka phAyado kare che. derImAM nathI ke tene gAmanI rakSA karanArI devI tarIke oLakhe che. - A pAMdaDAM mATe lekanI mAnyatA evI che ke te letAM pahelAM tene levAnI vRkSa pAse yAcanA A cakezvarI devInI mUrtinI najIkamAM eka sthAna karavI joIe. AvI yAcanAne "vRkSa netaravuM ? che, tene leke A jayapAlanA corA nAme oLakhe che. ema kahevAmAM Ave che. vRkSane netaryA pachI zrIphaLa A cArAmAM khUba dhana daTAyeluM che evA lekamAnyatAnA vadhArIne tetarela vRkSanAM pAMdaDAM toDavAmAM Ave che. kAraNe sarakAre tyAM bedakAma karAvyuM hatuM paraMtu te ajArA pArzvanAtha bhagavaMtanA nava jaLathI vakhate aMdarathI eTalA bhamarA chUTayA ke e kAma jema ajayapALa rAjAno kuSTha roga naSTa thayo ema baMdha karI devAnI pharaja paDI. Aja paNa emane nhavaNa jaLathI roga dUra thavAnuM A corA pAse khaMDita pratimAonA ghaNuM leke mAne che. jainetara paNa e havaNuM jaLane avazeSa paDelAM jovAmAM Ave che, jerAmAMthI be "amI' saMjJA Ape che. ane potAnA zarIre kAuvi pratimAo nIkaLI AvI hatI. jene cALavAnA prayoga kare che, jinAlamAM padharAvavAmAM AvelI che tenuM varNana camatkAre agAu ApyuM che. ) eka vakhate eka kALa bAIe pitAnA putrane nakaLelI pleganI gAMTha upara havaNa jaLace paDavAne ahIMnA ujajaDa pradezamAMthI thoDA samaya pahelAM e e che. vize. enI mAM , prAcIna 15 jaina mUrtio maLI AvI hatI. jatAM chokarAne tadana ArAma thaI gayo. Aje paNa tIrthakadevanI temaja zAsanadevadevIonI A jinAlayamAM Aje paNa divya nATAraMbha khaMDita, akhaMDita mUrtio jamInamAMthI maLI thavAnA ane divya jyoti pragaTa thavAnAM karo Ave che. ajayapALanA corA nIcethI eka devInI ghaNIvAra jovAmAM Ave che. lokavANI che ke ahIM mUrti sahaja rIte maLI AvI hatI. tyAM vadhu khedakAma karavAmAM Ave te bIjI muti o maLI ekavAra kesarane varasAda varasyo hato. AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. ahIMthI maLI AvelI saM. 1954mAM jyAre derAsaranA jaNe ddhAranI mUrti mAMthI eka mati bhAvanagaramAM dAdA sAhebanA zarUAta karavAmAM AvI tyAre prAsAdanA zikhara maMdiramAM che ane bIjI mUrti muMbaInA geDInA 6 para saMdhyA samaye divya prakAza jAvAmAM Avyo maMdiramA che, huM anusaMdhAna pada 159 ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAMcamI cirA draSTinI sajhAya (1) draSTi dhirA mAMhe dana jAye, sama jANA OM, ratnaprabhA zrAMti nahIM vaLI kheAdha pratyAhAra vakhANA (2) e guNa vIra taNeA na visArU, dina sukSma, 3, rAta saMbhArU pazu TALI surarUpa kare je, samaktine vAtare bhAvArtha :A pAMcamI cirA draSTimAM, mithyAtva mAhanIya, mizramehanIya, tathA sakti mAnIyane graMthI bheda (kSaya)thavAthI svasvarUpanA svAnubhava zAya che. arthAta tela-vATa vigere bahAranA kRtrima sAdhanAthI pragaTa thayela dIpaka samAna prabhA A draSTimAM nathI, paNa svAnubhavathI prApta thayelI svAbhAvika ratnaprasA samAna medha thAya che, jethI nitya ( avinAzI )samyagdnAna-darzana pragaTa thAya che ane tethI anAdikALanA mithyAtvanI brAMti nAza pAme che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya, mithyAtva, ane ajJAnA nAza thavAthI 'kriyAnA viSayomAM AsakatapaNuM' tathA parapudgala ramatA nAza thavAthI pratyAhAra guNa eTale mana ane IdriyonA viSayAne jItIne vRtti sayamI banavAnA guNu pramaTa thAya che ane AtmAne sAkSAtkAra thAya che. AtmA kRtArtha bane che. anaMtakALanA sa MsAra parizramathI rahita karanAra tathA svasvarUpanuM bhAna karAvanAra evA anaMtakRpALu paramAtmA zrI vIraprabhunA asIma upakArane kSaNa mAtranI paN vismRti karyA vinA rAta dIvasa satatapaNe sArU chu, ane samakti dAtA paramopakArI zrI sadgurUdevana urjAsata bhAve vana ma' chuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir lekhaka:-valaladAsa nezI lIlA sarakhI, bhAse re, pese, siddhi pAse re --e (3) bAladhUNI dhara bhavaceSTA hatAM riddhisiddhi muvi ghaTamAM aSTa mahA bhAvA:-jema bALA zerImAM dhULanA dharA banAvIne krIDA kare che, te dharA kalpanA rUpa ja vAstavika nathI. svasvarUpane svAnubhava karanAra samyagajJAnI mahAtmAne pudgalanA vilAsA ke saMsAranI sarva ceSTA satya lAgatA nathI paNa dhuLanA ghara jevA lAge che arthAta asatya-asAra lAge che tethI AvA vizuddha jJAnI mahAtmAne ataramAM sarve siddhi-riddhi ane aSTa mahAsiddhi paNa AvIne rahe che te aSTa mahA siddhinuM varNana drazya tathA bhAvathI darzAve che. (4) viSaya vikAra na IMdriya joDe, Voi pratyAhArA re, kevala jAti te tattva prakAze, zeSa UpAya asA re-ebhAvArtha :-pAMca driyAnA viSayAnA Asakti bhAvathI nivRta thaSTane svasvarUpanA AnaMdamAM varte teja pratyAhAra (mana prakriya jaya ) che teja pAmanAra jJAnI AtmA saMsAranA sarve asatya ane asAra padArtharyAthI UddAsIna (virakta) khAte parama tattvajJAnarUpI sarvotama prakAzamAM AnaMdIta bane che. (5) zItala caMdanathI paNa upajA, te agni TaeNka jema vanane re, dharmajanita paNa bhAga tAM tema, lAge aniSTa te manane raeN,-ebhASA :-jema zItala caMdanathI utpanna thayele agni paNa samagra vananebALI nAMkhe che, tema game For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAMcamI thirAdaSTinI sajhAya 159 tevA yama-niyama-japa-tapa-vratAdisAdhanomAM jIvAtmA [ ajArA tIrtha pRSTa157thI cAlu ] vartato hoya to paNa jo bhautika bhAgomAM Asakta hato. bhargoddhAranuM kAma cAlu karatAM agra bhAga thaine rahetA hoya to potAnA AtmasvabhAvane bALI upara pAlakha bAMdhIne kAragaro jayAre zikhara upara nAMkhe che. AvaraNIta kare che. kAmakAja karI rahyA hatA tyAre ekAeka AkAzavANI mukha zAna sAthe ane aMtara chUTayo na moha thaI ke sAvaceta thAo, nIce Utaro. " A te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIne droha. cetavaNI sAMbhaLIne kArIgaro jevA nIce UtaryA zabda ayAmIo vA zuSkatAnIonI jema meDhethI tevI ja che pAlakha tUTI paDI. meTI maTI tatvajJAnanI vAta ke carcAo kare ane maMdiranA agra bhAga upara kaI veLA tejasvI aMtarathI bahirA-ma bhAve vatIne mahAsakta rahe te dIpaka prajavalato jovAmAM Ave che. te pAmara jIva jJAnane sanmArgane tathA jJAnI eka vakhata prabhujInI pUjA rahI gayelI paNa mahAtmAono droha kare che. divyanA viSayone jhera pAchaLathI tapAsa karatAM pUjA thayelI mAlama paDatI hatI samAna anicha mAnIne tenAthI nivRta thaine tathA saM. 19mAM jyAre mUrti uparane lepa grahavAsane pAza samAna ke baMdhana samAna jANIne jIrNa thaI gayo tyAre no lepa karAvavA mATe tenAthI nivRta thavA mATe satata prayatnazIla banIne amadAvAdathI be kArIgarone bolAvavAmAM AvelA. AtmajAgRtimAM rahe che. e samaye pUjArIe vahelI pakhAla-pUjA karI lIdhI (6) aMza hoya IhAM avinAzI, chevaTe prabhunI AratI ane maMgaLadI utAratI pudagala jala tapAsI re. vakhate lepa karanArA kArIgaro hathiyAro laIne prabhu cidAnaMdaghana suyaza vilAsI, nI AgaLa AvIne UbhA. goThIe temane kahyuM, kema hoya jagane AzI re-e- * prabhune maMgaLadIvo utArI lauM tyAM sudhI ' bhAvArtha :-darzana mohanIyane pazama thavAthI jeTale kArIgarAe javAba Ape ke, "have joyA tamArA aMze mehanIya karma sattAmAMthI abaMdhakabhAve kSaya thAvakane deva.' pAme che, teTale aMze Atma nirAvaraNa thAya che basa e ja samaye tepa jevo avAja thayA. e ane jeTale aMze AtmAnA nirAvaNatA thAya che sAMbhaLIne kArIgaronA hAthamAMnA hathiyAro heThA paDI teTale aMze Ama avinAzI bhAvane pAme che gayAM. A khAye derAsamAM prabhujIno jevo lAla raMga jethI te svAnubhavI, nirAvaraNI, avinA AtmA che tevo raMga sarvatra chavAI gaye. AkhA raMgamaMDapa A saMsAranI sarva racanAne pagalanI jAlano ane gabhArAmAM lAla ghaTA thaI gaI, tyAM sudhI ke tamAsa (pudagala racanAnuM nATaka) samajIne tenA eka mANasa bIjA mANasane joI na zake, A ghaTA udayamAM jarApaNu Akula asthira,ke bAsata dazeka mInITa sudhI rahI hatI. A joIne kArIgaroe na thatAM pitAnA asIma suyazakAraka kahyuM, "ame devane lepa nahIM karI zakIe AvA sacidAnaMda svarUpanoja vilAsI (bhakti) deva ame kayAMya kadI joyA nathI? ghaNI samajAvaTa bane che. vibhAva dazAmAM AmA e kamane karyA pachI kArIgaro mAnI gayA ane lepa karavA lAgI jAya, banIne je saMsAra paribhramaNa karyuM che te have ahIMnI AbehavA svabhAva dazAmAM potAnA svarUpane kartA-bhakti A sthaLanAM kudaratI havA pANI eTalAM sArAM ne para ravarUpano phakata draSTA rahIne saccidAnaMda ane svaccha che ke, bimAra mANasa davA lIdhA samagajJAna darzana cAritramAM magna rahIne kamabaMdha vinA ja taMdurasta banI jAya che. A sthaLanuM pANI nathI mukta banIne parama pada (mela) pAmavAne parama AsapAsanA pANI sAthe mukAbale karatAM ratale eka bhAgyazALI bane che. rUpiyAbhAra vajanamAM ochuM thAya che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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160 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza svIkAra samAlocanA bhagavatI ArAdhanA-bhAga 1le gujarAtImAM artha bhAvArtha taiyAra karanAra ane tenA upara temaNe ja 84000 kaleka pramANa saubhAgacaMda ga. turakhIyA. bRhatyAsa racela hatuM. Aje te saMpUrNa paNe upa labdha nathI, A paristhitimAM prApta thatAM nyAsane saMpAdaka-nagInadAsa gIradharalAla zeTha zuddha karavAnuM ane je nyAsa maLatuM nathI. tenuM kiMmata rUA. i-00 anusaMdhAna karavAnuM vikaTa kArya pU AcAryo A eka prAcIna ane mahAna graMtha che. sad- mahArAja zrAe karela che, jenA saMdarbha mAM A graMtha gatine mATe samAdhicaraNa atyaMta Avazyaka che ane pragaTa karavAmAM AvyA che. A viSayanA abhyAsIsamAdhicaraNa mATe samyagudarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane e e khAsa vAMcavA ane vasAvavA yogya che. tapanI ArAdhanA mATenuM vistRta varNana A graMthamAM jIvanayAtrAnA saMsmaraNa-lekhaka ane prakAzakaH ApavAmAM AvyuM che. adhyayana, ciMtana ane manana karavA yogya graMtha che. vakIla nyAlacaMda lakSmIcaMda, bhAvanagara AtmasiddhazAsaH- zrImad rAjacaMdra praNita) mUlya bAra AnA jaina siddhAMta graMthamALA maNake 38 mo A pustakamAM lekhake potAne vistRta jIvanavivecana lakhanAra bhegIlAla gIradharalAla zeTha paricaya Ape che. prakAzaka-jena siddhAMta sabhA, muMbaI jaMbusvAmI rAsa - saMpAdaka - De. ramaNalAla cImanalAla zAha prakAzaka - zeTha nagInadAsa maMchubhAI jaina sAhityodhyApaka phaMDa, sUrata. A kRtimAM zrImade AtmAne lagatuM Avazyaka kimata rUA. ra000 pUrNa rahasya darzAvI ApyuM che. AmAM zrImade je nirUpaNa karyuM che te jIvananA anubhavamAMthI ApeluM vANa vAcaka jasataNI keInamena adhUrI" hAI mAtra tArkika nathI paNa A mAnubhavathI thayela evA samartha bhASA prabhutvavALA pU. mahopAdhyAya siddha pratIti che. AdhyAtmika jIvananuM parama utkRSTa . cha zrI yazovijayajI kRta A jaMbUsvAmI rAsanuM rahasya AmAM che, mumukSoe khAsa vAMcavA ane saMpAdana temanA pitAnI ja hastAMlakhita prata uparathI ciMtana ane manana karavA yogya graMtha che. karavAmAM AvyuM che. saMskRta ane prAkRtamAM aneka graMthanI racanA karanAra pU. mahA pAdhyAya zrI yazezrI rAmazAnuzAlA -anupUrtikAra vijaya e gujarAtI bhASAmAM paNa ghaNI racanAo ane saMpAdaka, pU AcArya mahArAjazrI karI che. A rAsamAM emanuM gujarAtI bhASA uparanuM vijayelAvaNyasUrIzvarajI mahArAja prabhutva ghaNuM sAruM joI zakAya che. pU mahApAdhyAya prakAzaka:- zrI siddhahema prakAza samiti, 0 mahArAja ane jIvanaparicaya tathA temanI anya kRtio ! nAmAvali temaja aMtararAsa aMgenuM muMbaI TipaNa ApIne graMthanI upayogitAmAM vadhAre kalikALasarvajJa pU. AcArya mahArAja zrI karavAmAM Ave che. jaMbusvAmInuM A saMpAdana hemacaMdrasUrizvarajIe siddhahema vyAkaraNa cela che. ghaNuM ja AvakAradAyaka che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahendra jaina paMcAga (varSa 28 muM):- paNa AmAM umerIne A paMcAMga sarvajanatAne ke upayogI banAvavAmAM AvyuM che. sa. 2020nI hatAM:-pU. AcArya zrI vikAzacaMdrasurIzvarajI kiMmata sAlamAM adhika temaja kSaya bhAsa Ave che. janatA Re {. 1=25. AvA prasaMge gucavo na anubhave te mATe A sAMpata ane nirapata paddhati pramANe ghaNu paMcAMgamAM saM. 2019nA paMcAMganI sAthe saM. paMcAMgA dara varSe pragaTa thAya che. paraMtu jemane 2020nA phAgaNa sudhInuM paMcAMga paNa ApeluM che. sUmamAM sUkSama samayanI jarUra hoya temanI jarUri. A paMcAMga sahu kAIe, jainoe to khAsa apayAta A paMcAMga purI pADe che. hiMdu vrata tahevAre nAvI levA yogya che ane te mATe amArI bhalAmaNu che. zrI prasannamukha suracaMda badAmI bI. e. bI. esasI. bAra-eTa-le (cIpha jaja, mela kAjhIjha keTa*)nA ravivAra tA. 5mI ogasTa 1962nA roja thayela akALa avasAna aMge UMDA zAka ane dilasojInI lAgaNI ame yakta karIe chIe. sva. zrI badAmI dhArmika tathA keLavaNI viSayaka aneka saMsthAo sAthe saMkaLAyelA hatA. temaja jainadharma tathA vaidika tatvajJAnanA teo UMDA abhyAsI hatA. saMskRta sAhityanA paNa teo prakhara vidvAna hatA. - AvA zikSaNapremI, sAhitya upAsaka, sevAparAyaNu ane saMniSTha kArya karanA duHkhada avasAnathI jainasamAjane na pUrAya tevI khoTa paDI che, svargastha A sabhAnA eka AjIvana sabhya hatA. ame temanI bahuvidha sevAone aMjali ApIe chIe tathA temanA puNyAtmAne cira zAMtinI prArthanA karIe chIe. zrI caMdulAla sArAbhAI modI bI.e. (onarsa)nA maMgaLavAra tA. 7 mI ogaSTa 1962nA roja thayela avasAna aMge ame duHkha ane dilasejI vyakta karIe chIe. sva. zrI caMdulAlabhAI zrI jaina "vaitAMbara kerinsa, zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya temaja dharma, keLavaNI tathA samAjanI aneka nAnI moTI saMsthAo sAthe gADha saMparka dharAvatA hatA. teozrInA avasAnathI AvI sarve saMsthAone na pUrAya tevI sAcA ane pIDha kAryakaranI khoTa paDI che. AvI niHspRhI, dharmapriya ane zikSaNa premI vyakti ApaznI vaccethI jatAM kharekhara du:kha ane glAni thAya che. svargastha A sabhAnA jUnA peTrana hatA. ame svargasthanA sevAparAyaNu AtmAne zAzvata zAMti IcchIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Regd. No. G. 49 zAzvata jIvana pragaTAvacA aMtarAtmAne nirdeza. harigIta. kaSTotaNAM nimaNathI abhibhUta thaI gabharAya che ? zraddhAvaDe saMsAra calA kApatAM karamAya zuM ? AvI maLe che je prasaMge azubha ke zubhane viSe, karI tulyavRtti zAMtithI kara citta saMyama daza dize. nA tuccha tuM; nathI dIna tuM; sAmarthya tArUM je rahyuM, satata kAM kara citta lhAruM' ! Ayu niSphaLa vahyuM, nilepa banavA mAhajala saMparkathI taiyAra thaI, zubha sAdhavA sAkSI banI durvAsanA jItI lai, je je manuSya saMyamI che vacana, mana, kAyA thakI, saMprApta to che temane paramAtmapadanI vAnakI; che paramapadanI siddhinuM je lakSyabiMdu zAstranuM adhyAtmalakSI yukta che ezvarya prANI mAtranuM jIve anaMtA je krame siddhi gayA te mAnA, sAdara karI, avasAna karaje aMtarAvaganA; che mUlarUpa svabhAvagata te pAmavA taiyAra thA, zraddhA lahI pariNAma mATe bhAI tuM na adhira thA. malina mATIthI nIkaLatuM, mATI mAMhe laya thatu , aMtima bhAvI vizvanA je jaDa padArthonuM hatuM; tArI saMkalAnA nathI te bhAvi sAthe je have, ajJAta bhAvI vArasAthI jJAta thaI jA A bhave. jAgRta karI e supta zakti anavadhi sAmarthyathI, utkaMgamAM adhyAtma kSI. prApta karavA vAyathI; cirakALanAM je baMdhano priyatama have tuM tADaje, phattehuthI paramAtmapadavI prAptimAM mana Daje. * svAnubhava-ciMtana ? pA. 232-4 prakAzaka : khImaca'da cAMpazI zAha, zrI jaina samAnada sabhAvatI. mudraka : harilAla devacaMda zeDa, Ananda prInTIMga presa. bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only