Athadamal Talo

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008842/1

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athaDAmaNa TALo - dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita athaDAmaNa TALo ! jema A roDa upara ApaNe kALajIpUrvaka cAlIe chIe. pachI sAmo mANasa game tevo kharAba hoya ane ApaNane acADI jAya ane nukasAna kare e judI vAta che. paNa ApaNo nukasAna karavAno IrAdo na hovo joIe. ApaNe ene nukasAna karavA jaIe to ApaNane ja nukasAna thavAnuM che. eTale haMmezAM dareka athaDAmaNamAM bannene nukasAna thAya. tame sAmAne duHkha Apo ne tenI sAthe tamane duHkha ema ne ema, ona dhI momenTa paDyA vagara rahejanahIM! e athaDAmaNo che. eTale meM A dAkhalo Apyo che ke roDa uparanA vAhanavyavahArano zo dharma che ke athaDAzo to tame marI jazo. athaDAvAmAM jokhama che. mATe koInI joDe athaDAzo nahIM. evI rIte A vyavahArika kAryomAM paNa acakAzo nahIM. athaDAmaNa TALo! -dAdAzrI E-ELIGINAL

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezananA anya prakAzano) trimaMtra 1) dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAna 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 pratikramaNa pratikramaNa (saMkSipta) 5) tIjadoSa darzanathI.... nirdoSa paisAno vyavahAra 7) paisAto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 8) pati-patnIno vyavahAra (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 9) pati-patnIno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 10) mA-bApa chokasaMto vyavahAra 11) mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 12) vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 13) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI.... 14) vANIto siddhAMta 15) vANIno siddhAMta (saMkSipta) 16) vANI, vyavahAramAM... 17) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 18) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) 19) karmanuM vijJAna 20) bhogave tenI bhUla 21) banyuM te nyAya 22) eDajasTa evarIvhera 23) athaDAmaNa TALo 24) "Who Am I?"

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'dAdA bhagavAna' koNa jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 5ranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana ryuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM.'' 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. UlTuM dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pU. DaoN. nIrubahena amInane svarUpajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. teozrI dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pU. DaoN. nIrubena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarupajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne dhanyatA anubhave che. - jaya saccidAnaMda. saMpAdakIya 'athaDAmaNa TALo' ATaluM ja vAkya jo jIvanamAM sIdhesIdhuM UtarI gayuM, teno saMsAra to rUpALo thaze ja paNa sIdho saDasaDATa mokSa paNa sAme cAlIne Avaze ! A nirvivAda vAkya che ! akrama vijJAnI saMpUjya dAdAzrIe ApelAM A sUtrane apanAvI keTalAMya loko tarI gayAM ! jIvana sukha-zAMtimaya thayAM ne mokSanA rAhI banI gayA ! A mATe mAtra dareke draDha nizcaya karavAno che ke 'mAre koInI ya athaDAmaNamAM AvavuM nathI. sAmo khUba athaDAvA phare to ya mAre athaDAvuM nathI ja, game te rIte.' basa, ATalo ja nizcaya jeno thaze, ene kudaratI rIte aMdarathI ja sUjha paDavA mAMDaze, athaDAmaNa TALavAnI ! rAtre aMdhArAmAM rUmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya ne sAmI bhIMta Ave to ApaNe zuM karIe ? bhIMtane lAta mArIne kahIe ke 'tuM vacce kyAM AvI ? khasI jA, A mAruM ghara che ?!' tyAM to kevAM DAhyA thaIne AMdhaLAnI jema hAthathI bAraNuM phaMphoLatA zodhIne nIkaLI jaIe chIe. kema ? to tyAM samajaNa che ke ADAI karIza to bhIMte mAthuM athaDAze ne phUTaze ! sAMkaDI zerImAMthI rAjA pasAra thato hoya ne sAmo Akhalo mAraphADa karato Ave, tyAM rAjA AkhalAne zuM ema kahe ke, 'khasI jA, mAruM rAja che, mArI zerI che. mane rasto Apa ?!' tyAM to Akhalo sAmo zuM kahe, 'tuM rAjA, to huM mahArAjA ! AvI jA !' eTale tyAM bhalabhalA rAjAnA ya rAjAne dhIme rahIne khasI javuM paDe ne oTale caDhI javuM paDe. kema ? athaDAmaNa TALavA. A sAdI vAta parathI eTaluM ja samajIne nakkI karavAnuM ke je koI ApaNane athaDAvA Ave, te bhIMta ne AkhalA jevAM ja che. mATe ApaNe athaDAmaNa TALavI hoya to DAhyA thaIne khasI jAva ! jyAM ne tyAM athaDAmaNa sAme Ave to tene TALajo ! jIvana niSlezamaya jaze ne mokSa thaze. DaoN. nIrubahena amInanA jaya saccidAnaMda.

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athaDAmaNa TALo ! ta Ava athaDAmaNamAM... koInI ya athaDAmaNamAM nA AvIza ane athaDAmaNane TALaje.' A amArA vAkyanuM jo ArAdhana karIza to TheTha moze pahoMcIza. tArI bhakti ane amAruM vacanabaLa badhuM ja kAma karI Ape. sAmAnI taiyArI joIe. amAruM eka ja vAkya jo koI pALe to te mokSe ja jAya. are, amAro eka zabda "jema che tema' Akho ja gaLI jAya to ya mokSa hAthamAM AvI jAya tema che. paNa ene 'jema che tema' gaLI jA. amAro eka zabda eka dahADo pALe to gajabanI zakti utpanna thAya ! aMdara eTalI badhI zaktio che ke game tevI athaDAmaNa koI nAkhI jAya to ya te TALI zakAya. je jANI-joIne khAImAM paDavAnI taiyArImAM che, evAMnI joDe athaDAmaNamAM besI rahevuM che ? e to kyAre ya mokSe nahIM jAya paNa tane ya enI joDe besADI rAkhaze. alyA, e kyAMthI posAya ? jo tAre mokSe ja javuM hoya to AvAM joDe bahu doDhaDAhyA ya nahIM thavAnuM. badhI ja bAjuthI cogaradamathI sAcavavAnuM, nahIM to tamAre A jaMjALamAMthI chUTavuM haze to ya jagata, nahIM chUTavA de. mATe gharSaNa utpanna karyA vagara "skUthalI' bahAra nIkaLI javAnuM che. are, ame to tyAM sudhI kahIe chIe ke jo tAruM dhotiyuM jhAMkharAmAM bharAyuM hoya ne tArI mokSanI gADI UpaDatI hoya to mUA dhotiyuM choDAvavA nA besI rahIza ! dhotiyuM mUkIne doDI jaje. are, eka kSaNa paNa ekeya avasthAmAM athaDAmaNa TALo coMTI rahevA jevuM nathI. to pachI bIjA badhAnI to vAta ja zI karavI ? jyAM tuM coMTaTyo eTale tuM svarUpane bhUlyo. jo bhUlecake ya tuM koInI athaDAmaNamAM AvI gayo, to teno nikAla karI nAkhaje. sahaja rIte e athaDAmaNamAMthI gharSaNanI cakamaka uDADyA vagara nIkaLI jaje. TrAphikanA laoNthI TaLe athaDAmaNa ! jema A roDa upara ApaNe kALajIpUrvaka cAlIe chIe ne ! pachI sAmo mANasa game tevo kharAba hoya ane ApaNane athADI jAya ane nukasAna kare e judI vAta che. paNa ApaNo nukasAna karavAno IrAdo na hovo joIe. ApaNe ene nukasAna karavA jaIe to ApaNane e nukasAna thavAnuM che. eTale haMmezAM dareka athaDAmaNamAM bannene nukasAna thAya. tame sAmAne duHkha Apo to tenI sAthe tamane duHkha ema ne ema ona dhI momenTa paDyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. e athaDAmaNo che, eTale meM A dAkhalo Apyo che ke roDa uparanA vAhanavyavahArano zo dharma che ke athaDAzo to tame marI jazo, athaDAvAmAM jokhama che. mATe koInI joDe athaDAzo nahIM. evI rIte A vyavahArika kAryomAM paNa athaDAzo nahIM. athaDAvAmAM jokhama ja che haMmezAM. ane athaDAvAnuM koIka dahADo bane che. kaMI mahinAmAM baso vakhata thAya che ? mahinAmAM keTalAM vakhata Ave che evuM ? praznakartA: ko'ka vakhata ! be-cAra vakhata. dAdAzrI : haM. te eTalAM sudhArI levA ApaNe. mAruM kahevAnuM, zA mATe ApaNe bagADIe, prasaMgone bagADavA e ApaNane zobhe nahIM. A che te TrAphikanA laoNjha badhAM, e laoNnA AdhAre cAle che, emAM potAnI samajaNe koI nA cAlene ? ane AmAM potAnI samajaNe ja ! kAyadA nahIM ? pelAmAM to koI dahADo aDacaNa nathI AvatI, e kevuM sarasa TrAphika goThavAyeluM che. have A jo kAyadA tame samajIne cAlo, to pharI

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athaDAmaNa TALo aDacaNa nahIM Ave. eTale A kAyadAo samajavAmAM bhUla che. kAyadA samajAvanAra samajadAra hovo joIe. A TrAphikanA laoNjha pALavA mATe tame nizcaya karelAM hoya che, to kevA sarasa paLAya che ! kema emAM ahaMkAra jAgato nathI ke bhale e kahe paNa ApaNe Ama ja karavuM che. kAraNa ke e TrAphikanA laoNjhamAM e pote ja buddhithI eTaluM badhuM samajI zake che, sthaLa che eTale, ke hAtha kapAI jaze, tarata marI jaIza. evuM A athaDAmaNa karIne AmAM marI jaIza e khabara nathI. AmAM buddhi pahoMcI zakatI nathI. A sUkSma vastu che. AnAM nukasAna badhAM sUkSma thAya che ! prathama prakAzya A sUtra ! eka bhAIne ekAvananI sAlamAM A eka zabda Apyo hato. mane e saMsAra pAra karavAno rasto pUchato hato. meM ene "athaDAmaNa TALa' kahyuM hatuM ane AvI rIte tene samajaNa pADI hatI. e to evuM baneluM ke huM zAstra vAMcato hato, tyAre mane AvIne kahe ke, 'dAdAjI, mane kazuMka jJAna Apo." e mAre tyAM nokarI karato hato. tyAre meM ene kahyuM, 'tane zuM Ape ? tuM AkhI duniyA joDe laDhIne Ave che, mArAmArI karIne Ave che.' relavemAM ya ThokAThoka kare, Ama paisAnAM pANI kare ne relavene je kAyadesara bharavAnA che, te nA bhare ane uparathI jhaghaDAM kare, A badhuM huM jANuM. te meM ene kahyuM ke, tane zIkhavADIne zuM karavAnuM ? tuM to badhA joDe athaDAuM chuM te !" tyAre mane kahe che 'dAdAjI, A tame je jJAna badhAne kaho cho, e to mane kaMI zIkhavADo." meM kahyuM, 'tane zIkhavADIne zuM karavAnuM ? tuM to roja gADImAM mArAmAra, ThokAThoka karIne Ave che." sarakAramAM dasa rUpiyA bharavA jevo sAmAna hoya to ya vagara paise bharIne lAve ane vIsa rUpiyAnA cA-pANI pAI de lokone ! eTale amAre to dasa bace nahIM. ulaTAM dasa vadhAre vaparAya, evo nobala (!) mANasa. athaDAmaNa TALo te "Avo Avo' tyAM kahyuM ke pelo khuza khuza thaI jAya. te pachI mane kahe che, "A tame mane kaMIka jJAna zIkhavADo. meM kahyuM, 'tuM to roja vaDhavADo karIne AvuM chuM. roja mAre to sAMbhaLavuM paDe che." "to ya kAkA, kazuMka Apo, kazuMka to Apo mane." e kahe che. tyAre meM kahyuM, 'eka vAkya ApuM, jo pALuM to.' tyAre kahe che, "cokkasa pALIza." meM kahyuM, koInI ya athaDAmaNamAM nA AvIza." tyAre kahe, "athaDAmaNa eTale zuM, dAdAjI ? mane kaho. samajaNa pADo." meM kahyuM ke, "ApaNe sIdhA cAlatA hoIe, te vacamAM thAMbhalo Ave to ApaNe pharIne javuM ke thAMbhalAne athaDAvavuM ?" tyAre e kahe, nA. athaDAIe to mAthuM tUTI jAya." meM kahyuM, 'A sAmethI bheMsa AvatI hoya to tAre Ama pharIne javuM ke ene athaDAIne javuM ?" tyAre kahe, 'athaDAIne jauM to mane mAre. eTale Ama pharIne javuM paDe." pachI kahyuM, sApa Avato hoya to ? moTo paththara paDyo hoya to ?" tyAre kahe, ene ya pharIne javuM paDe." meM kahyuM, "koNe pharavuM joIe ?" tyAre kahe, ApaNe pharavuM paDe." meM kahyuM, 'zA sAruM ?" tyAre kahe, 'ApaNA sukha mATe. ApaNe athaDAIe to ApaNane vAge !" meM kahyuM, "A duniyAmAM keTalAMka loko patharA jevA che, keTalAMka loko bheMsa jevA che, keTalAMka gAyo jevA che, keTalAMka manuSya jevA che, keTalAMka sApa jevA che. keTalAMka thAMbhalA jevA che, badhI jAtanA loka che. emAM have tuM athaDAmaNamAM nA AvIza. e rasto karaje." te 1951mAM samajaNa pADI'tI. te atyAre ya e kAco nathI paDato. e koInI athaDAmaNamAM Avyo ja nathI tyAra pachI. A zeTha Ama enA kAkA thAya, te jANI gayelAM ke A athaDAmaNamAM Avato nathI. eTale e zeTha jANI-joIne saLIo kara kara kare. e AmathI saLI kare, tyAre Ama pharIne nIkaLI jAya. e AmathI saLI kare to Ama pharIne nIkaLI jAya. aDavA nA de. koInI ya sAthe athaDAmaNamAM Avyo ja nathI, 1951 pachI.

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athaDAmaNa TALo 5 vyavahAramAM, TALo athaDAmaNa Ama ! ApaNe A gADImAMthI nIkaLIe ne tarata pelAM majUro te 'heya... ahIM Ava, ahIM Ava !' pelA doDatAM be-cAra jaNa Ave. cala uThAvI le.' sAmAna uThAvI lIdhA pachI tyAM AgaLa kakaLATa mAMDIe bahAra nIkaLIne, 'mAstarane bolAvuM chuM, phalANuM karuM chuM, ATalAM badhA paisA levAtAM haze. tuM Ama karuM chuM, tema karuM chuM ?" alyA mUA, nA karAya ahIM AgaLa, athaDAmaNa nA karIza. e aDhI rUpiyA kahe to ApaNe ene paTAvIne kahevuM, bhaI, kharekhara to rUpiyAnuM che vastu, paNa tuM be laI le haiMDa'. ApaNe jANIe ke coMTI paDyA eTale ene vadhatuM-ochuM ApIne nikAla karI nAkhavAno. tyAM athaDAmaNa nA karAya. nahIM to pelo akaLAyane bahu, te gherathI akaLAyelo ja hoya, te sTezana para kakaLATa mAMDIe to mUA A pADA jevo che, hamaNe cappu mArI deze A. teMtrIsa Take mANasa thayo, batrIsa Take pADA ! koI mANasa vaDhavA Ave, zabdo bombagoLA jevA AvatAM hoya tyAre ApaNe jANavuM ke athaDAmaNa TALavAnI che. ApaNAM mana upara asara bilakula hoya nahIM, chatAM kaMIka asara ociMtI thaI, tyAre ApaNe jANIe ke sAmAnA mananI asara ApaNA para paDI; eTale ApaNe khasI javuM. e badhI athaDAmaNo che. e jema jema samajatA jazo tema tema athaDAmaNane TALatA jazo. athaDAmaNa TALe tenAthI mokSa thAya che ! A jagata athaDAmaNa ja che, spaMdana svarUpa che. mATe athaDAmaNa TALo. athaDAmaNathI A jagata UbhuM thayuM che. ene bhagavAne verathI UbhuM thayuM che, ema kyuM che. dareka mANasa, are, jIvamAtra vera rAkhe. vadhu paDatuM thayuM ke vera rAkhyA vagare rahe nahIM. te pachI sApa hoya, vIMchI hoya, baLadiyo hoya ke pADo hoya, game te hoya paNa vera rAkhe. kAraNa ke badhAnAmAM AtmA che. Atmazakti badhAnAmAM sarakhI che. kAraNa A pudgalanI nabaLAIne laIne sahana karavuM paDe che. paNa sahana karatAMnI sAthe e vera rAkhyA vagara rahe nahIM ane Avate bhave e enuM vera vALe pAchuM ! 6 athaDAmaNa TALo koI mANasa bahu bole to enAM game evAM bolathI ApaNane athaDAmaNa nA thavI joIe. e dharma che. hA, bola to game tevAM hoya. e kaMI bolane evI zarata hoya che ke 'athaDAmaNa ja karavI.' A to savAra sudhI athaDAmaNa kare evAM loka. ane ApaNAM lIdhe sAmAne Dakho thAya evuM bolavuM e moTAmAM moTo guno che. UlaTuM evuM koI bolyuM hoya to tene dAbI devuM, tenuM nAma mANasa kahevAya ! sahata ? tahIM, solyuzana lAvo ! praznakartA : dAdA, athaDAmaNa TALavAnuM Ape je kahyuM, eTale sahana karavuM ema artha thAya ne ? dAdAzrI : athaDAmaNa TALavAnuM eTale sahana karavAnuM nathI. sahana karazo to keTaluM karazo ? sahana karavuM ane 'sprIMga' dabAvavI, e be sarakhuM che. 'sprIMga' dabAvelA keTalAM dahADA raheze ? mATe sahana karavAnuM to zIkhazo ja nahIM, solyuzana karavAnuM zIkho. ajJAna dazAmAM to sahana ja karavAnuM hoya che. pachI eka dahADo 'sprIMga' UchaLe tema badhuM pADI nAkhe, paNa e to kudaratano niyama ja evo che. evo jagatano kAyado ja nathI ke koIne lIdhe ApaNe sahana karavuM paDe. je kaMI sahana karavAnuM thAya che bIjAnA nimitte, e ApaNo ja hisAba hoya che. paNa ApaNane khabara nathI paDatI ke A kayA copaDAno ne kyAMno mAla che, eTale ApaNe ema jANIe ke ANe navo mAla dhIravA mAMDyo. navo koI dhIre ja nahIM, dhIrelo ja pAcho Ave. ApaNAM 'jJAna'mAM sahana karavAnuM hotuM nathI. jJAnathI tapAsa karI levI ke sAmo 'zuddhAtmA' che. A je AvyuM, te mArA ja karmanA udayathI AvyuM che, sAmo to nimitta che. pachI ApaNane A 'jJAna' ITaselpha ja pajhala solva karI Ape. praznakartA : eno artha ema thayo ke manamAM samAdhAna karavAnuM ke A mAla hato, te pAcho Avyo ema ne ?

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athaDAmaNa TALo dAdAzrI : e pote zuddhAtmA che ne A enI prakRti che. prakRti A phaLa Ape che. ApaNe zuddhAtmA chIe, e paNa zuddhAtmA che. have banne sAmasAmI badhA hisAba cUkave che. emAM A prakRtinA karmano udaya, te pelo Ape kaMIka. mATe ApaNe kahyuM ke A ApaNA karmano udaya che ne sAmo nimitta che, e ApI gayo eTale ApaNo hisAba cokhkho thaI gayo. A 'solyuzana" hoya, tyAM pachI sahana karavAnuM rahe ja nahIM ne ? Avo phoDa nahIM pADo, to sahana karavAthI zuM thaze ? eka dahADo e "sprIMga' kUdaze. kUdelI strIMga tame joyelI ? mArI "sprIMga" bahu kUdatI hatI. ghaNAM dahADA huM bahu sahana karI lauM ne pachI eka dahADo uchaLe to badhuM ja uDADI mUkuM. A badhuM ajJAna dazAnuM, mane eno khyAla che. e mArA lakSamAM che. eTale to huM kahI dauM ne ke sahana karavAnuM zIkhazo nahIM. e ajJAna dazAmAM sahana karavAnuM hoya. ApaNe ahIM to phoDa pADI devo ke AnuM pariNAma zuM, enuM kAraNa zuM, copaDAmAM paddhatisaranuM joI levuM, koI vastu copaDA bahAranI hotI nathI. athaDAyA, ApaNI ja bhUlathI ! A duniyAmAM kaMI paNa athaDAmaNa thAya e tamArI ja bhUla che, sAmAnI bhUla nathI. sAmAM to athaDAvAnAM ja che. 'tame kema athaDAyA ?" tyAre kahe, 'sAmo athaDAyo eTale !' te tame AMdhaLA ane e AMdhaLo thaI gayo. praznakartA : athaDAmaNamAM athaDAmaNa karIe to zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : mAthuM phUTI jAya ! to athaDAmaNa thAya eTale ApaNe zuM samajI javuM ? praznakartA : ApaNI ja bhUla che. dAdAzrI : hA, ane te tarata eksepTa karI levI. athaDAmaNa thaI eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke "evuM kevuM huM bolI gayo ke A athaDAmaNa athaDAmaNa TALo thaI !! bhala potAnI jaDe eTale thaI gayo Ukela, pachI pajhala solva thaI gayuM. nahIM to jyAM sudhI ApaNe "sAmAnI bhUla che" evuM khoLavA jaIzuM to koI dahADo ya A pajhala solva nahIM thAya. "ApaNI bhUla che" ema mAnIzuM tyAre ja A jagatathI cheDo Avaze. bIjo koI upAya nathI. bIjA badhA upAyo gUMcavanArA che ane upAyo karavA, e ApaNo aMdarakhAne chupo ahaMkAra che. upAyo zAne mATe khoLo cho ? sAmo ApaNI bhUla kADhe, to ApaNe ema kahevuM ke "to pahelethI ja vAMko chuM." buddhi ja saMsAramAM athADI mAre che. are, eka bAyaDInuM sAMbhaLIne cAle to ya paDatI Ave, athaDAmaNa thaI jAya, to to A to buddhibena ! temanuM sAMbhaLe to kyAMno kyAMya pheMkAya jAya. are, rAtre be vAge uThADIne buddhibena avaLuM dekhADe. bairI to amuka vakhata bhegI thAya paNa buddhibena to niraMtara sAthe ne sAthe ja rahe. te buddhi to 'DIthrona" (pheMkAvI de) karAve tevI che. jo tamAre mokSe ja javuM hoya to buddhinuM jarAya sAMbhaLavAnuM nahIM. buddhi to evI che ke jJAnI puruSanuM paNa avaLuM dekhADe. alyA, jenAM thakI tane mokSa prApta thAya tema che, temanuM ja avaLuM dIThuM ? te tamAro mokSa tamArAthI anaMta avatAra cheTo thaI jaze ! athaDAmaNa e ja ApaNI ajJAnatA che. koInI ya joDe athaDAmaNa thaI, e ApaNI ajJAnatAnI nizAnI. sAcuM-khoTuM bhagavAna jotAM ja nathI. bhagavAna to evuM ja jue che ke "e game te bolyA, paNa kaMI athaDAyuM to nathI ne ?" tyAre kahe, "nA." "basa, amAre eTaluM ja joIe.' eTale sAcuM-khoTuM bhagavAnane tyAM hotuM ja nathI. e to A lokone tyAM che. bhagavAnane tyAM to kaMDha ja hoto nathI ne ! athaDAya, te badhAM bhIMta ! bhIMta athaDAI to bhIMtanI bhUla ke ApaNI bhUla ? bhIMta joDe ApaNe nyAya mAMgIe ke "khasI jA, khasI jA.' to ? ane ApaNe

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athaDAmaNa TALo kahIe ke "ahIM rahIne ja javAno chuM.' to ? konuM mAthuM phUTI jAya ? praznakartA : ApaNuM. dAdAzrI : eTale koNe cetavuM paDe ? emAM bhIMtane zuM ? emAM kono doSa ? jene vAgyuM teno doSa. eTale bhIMta jevuM jagata che. bhIMtane athaDAva to matabheda bhIMta joDe paDe kharo ? bhIMtane tame athaDAI gayA koI vakhata ke bAraNAMne, to te ghaDIe matabheda paDe bAraNAM joDe ke bhIMta joDe ? praznakartA : e bAraNuM to nirjIva vastu che ne ? dAdAzrI : eTale jIvane mATe ja tame ema mAno cho ke A e athaDAyo mArI joDe, A duniyAmAM je athaDAya che e badhI ja nirjIva vastu hoya che. athaDAya che e jIvaMta nA hoya, jIvaMta athaDAya nahIM. nirjIva vastu athaDAya. eTale tamAre bhIMta jevuM ja tarata samajI levAnuM eTale Dakho nahIM karavAno ! Ama thoDIvAra pachI kahIe, 'heMDo, cA kADho." hamaNe eka chokaruM DhekhALo (paththara) mAre ane lohI nIkaLe, eTale chokarA upara zuM karo ? gusso karo. ane tame jatA ho ane DuMgara uparathI eka patharo paDyo. te vAge ne lohI nIkaLe to pachI zuM karo ? gusso karo ? nA. enuM zuM kAraNa ? pelo DuMgara uparathI paDelo che ! pachI A chokaro pastAto hoya ke A kyAM thaI gayuM mArAthI. A DuMgara uparathI paDyo, te koNe karyuM ? eTale A duniyAne samajo. mArI pAse Avo to ciMtA nA thAya evuM tamane karI ApuM. ane saMsAramAM sArI rIte raho ane vAIpha joDe pharo nirAMte ! ane chokarAM-chokarIo paiNAvo nirAMte. pachI vAIpha khuza thaI jaze, "kahevuM paDe kevAM DAhyA karI ApyA, mArA dhaNIne !" kaheze. have vAIphane koI pADozI baI joDe vaDhavADa thayelI hoya ane enuM magaja tapI gayeluM hoya ane ApaNe bahArathI AvyA to e tapI 10 athaDAmaNa TALo gayeluM bole, to ApaNe zuM karavuM pAchuM ? ApaNe tapI javuM pAchuM ? evAM saMjogo UbhA thAya che, tyAM AgaLa eDajasTa thaIne ApaNe cAlavuM joIe. kyA saMjogamAM have tapelI che Aje, konI joDe tapI gayelI hoya, zuM khabara paDe ? eTale ApaNe puruSa thayA, matabheda na paDavA daIe. e matabheda pADe to ya vALI levuM. matabheda eTale athaDAmaNa ! sAyansa samajavA jevuM ! praznakartA: ApaNe kleza nA karavo hoya paNa sAme AvIne jhaghaDe to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : A bhIMta joDe laDhe, to keTalo vakhate laDhI zake ? A bhIMta joDe eka dahADo mAthe athaDAyuM, to ApaNe enI joDe zuM karavuM? mAthe athaDAyuM eTale ApaNe bhIMta joDe vaDhavADa thaI eTale ApaNe bhIMtane mAramAra karavI ? ema A khUba kleza karAvatuM hoya to te badhI bhIMto che ! AmAM sAmAne zuM jovAnuM ? ApaNe ApaNI meLe samajI javAnuM ke A bhIMta jevA che, AvuM samajavAnuM. pachI koI muzkelI nathI. praznakartA : ApaNe mauna rahIe to sAmAne UMdhI asara thAya che ke Amano ja doSa che, ne e vadhAre kleza kare. dAdAzrI : A to ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM che ke huM mauna thayo, tethI AvuM thayuM. rAtre mANasa uThyo ne bAtharUmamAM jatAM aMdhArAmAM bhIMta joDe athaDAyo, to tyAM ApaNe mauna rahyA tethI te athaDAI ? mauna raho ke bolo tene sparzatuM ja nathI, kaMI lAgatuM-vaLagatuM nathI. ApaNA mauna rahevAthI sAmAne asara thAya che evuM kazuM hotuM nathI ke ApaNA bolavAthI asara thAya che evuM paNa kazuM hotuM nathI. "onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' (mAtra vaijJAnika saMyogika purAvA) che. koInI ATalI sattA nathI. ATalI ya sattA vagaranuM jagata, emAM koI zuM karavAnuM che ? A bhIMtane jo sattA hoya to Ane sattA hoya !

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athaDAmaNa TALo Ama jIvana jIvAya ! athaDAmaNa TALo A bhIMtane ApaNane vaDhavAnI sattA che ? evuM sAmAne che. ane enA nimitte je athaDAmaNa che, e to choDavAnI nathI. nakAmI bUmAbUma karavAno zo artha ? enA hAthamAM sattA ja nathI tyAM ! mATe tame bhIMta jevA thaI jAone ! tame bairIne TaiDakAva TaiDakAva karo to tenI mahIM bhagavAna beThelAM che, te noMdha kare ke A mane TaiDakAve che ! ne tamane e TaiDakAve tyAre tame bhIMta jevA thaI jAo, to tamArI mahIM beThelA bhagavAna tamane "helpa' kare. mATe bhUla ApaNI hoya to ja bhIMta athaDAya che. emAM bhIMtanI bhUla nathI. tyAre mane loko kahe che ke, "A loko badhA kaMI bhIMta che ?" tyAre huM kahuM chuM ke, 'hA, loko e paNa bhIMta ja che." e huM joIne kahuM chuM. A kaMI gamyuM nathI. koInI joDe matabheda paDavo ane bhIMta joDe athaDAvuM, e be sarakhI vastu che. e bemAM phera nathI. A bhIMtanI joDe athaDAya che, e nahIM dekhAvAthI athaDAya che ne pelo matabheda paDe che te paNa nahIM dekhAvAthI matabheda paDe che. AgaLanuM ene dekhAtuM nathI. AgaLanuM ene solyuzana jaDatuM nathI eTale matabheda paDe che. A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha badhuM kare che e nahIM dekhAvAthI ja badhuM kare che ! te Ama vAtane samajavI joIene ! vAge teno doSane, bhIMtano kaMI doSa kharo ? te A jagatamAM badhI bhIMto ja che. bhIMta athaDAya eTale ApaNe kharI-khoTI karavA enI joDe nathI jatAMne ? ke "A mAruM kharuM che' evuM laDhavA mATe bhAMjagaDa nathI karatAM ne ? evuM A atyAre bhIMtanI sthitimAM ja che. AnI joDe kharuM karAvavAnI jarUra ja nathI. je athaDAya che ne, te ApaNe samajIe ke e bhIMto ja che. pachI 'bAraNuM kyAM che enI tapAsa karavI to aMdhArAmAM ya bAraNuM jaDe. Ama hAtha halAvatAM halAvatAM jaIe to bAraNuM jaDe ke nA jaDe ? ane tyAMthI pachI chaTakI javAnuM. athaDAvuM nathI evo kAyado pALavo joIe ke koInI athaDAmaNamAM AvavuM nathI. bAkI, A to jIvatAM ja nathI AvaDatuM. paiNatAM nahotuM AvaDyuM, te mahAparANe paiNyA ! bApa thatAM nathI AvaDatuM, ema ne ema bApa thaI gayo. chokarAo khuza thaI jAya evuM have jIvana jIvavuM joIe. savAramAM badhAe nakkI karavuM joIe ke 'bhaI, Aje koInI sAmasAme athaDAmaNa na Ave, evuM ApaNe vicAra karI lo.' athaDAmaNathI phAyado thAya che e mane dekhADo. zuM phAyado thAya che ? praznakartA : duHkha thAya. dAdAzrI : duHkha thAya eTaluM ja nahIM, A athaDAmaNathI atyAre to duHkha thayuM, paNa Akho dahADo bagaDe ane Avato bhava pAchuM manuSyapaNuM jatuM rahe. mANasapaNuM to kyAre rahe ke sajjanatA hoya to mANasapaNuM rahe. paNa pAzavatA hoya, godA mAra mAra kare, zIMgaDA mAra mAra kare, tyAre pachI tyAM AgaLa mANasapaNe pharI Ave ?! gAyo-bheMso zIMgaDA mAre ke mANasa mAre ? praznakartA: mANasa vadhAre mAre. dAdAzrI : to mANasa mAre to pachI ene jAnavaramAM javuM paDe. eTale tyAM AgaLa be pagane badale cAra paga ne pUchaDuM vadhArAnuM pAchuM ! tyAMnuM kaMI jevuM tevuM che ! tyAM kaMI duHkha nathI ? bahu che. jarA samajavuM paDe, Ama kema cAle te ! athaDAmaNa, e ajJAnatA ja ApaNI ! praznakartA : jIvanamAM svabhAva nathI maLatA, tethI athaDAmaNa thAya dAdAzrI : athaDAmaNa thAya, tenuM ja nAma saMsAra che ! praznakartA : athaDAmaNa thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ?

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athaDAmaNa TALo dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA. jayAM sudhI koInI paNa joDe matabheda paDe che, e tamArI nirbaLatAnI nizAnI che. loka khoTAM nathI. matabhedamAM bhUla tamArI che. lokonI bhUla hotI ja nathI. e jANI-joIne karato hoya to ApaNe tyAM AgaLa mAphI mAgI levI ke 'bhaI, mane A samajaNa paDatI nathI." bAkI, loka bhUla karatAM ja nathI, loko matabheda pADe evAM che ja nahIM. jyAM athaDAmaNa thaI, tyAM ApaNI ja bhUla che. praznakartA : athaDAmaNa TALavI hoya to ya thAMbhalo vacce Ubho hoya, to ApaNe bAjue rahIne khasI javuM. paNa thAMbhalo ja ApaNA para paDe to tyAM zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : paDe eTale pachI khasI javAnuM. praznakartA game teTaluM khasI javA jaIe to ya thAMbhalo ApaNane vAgyA vagara rahe nahIM. dAkhalA tarIke, ApaNI patnI athaDAya. dAdAzrI : athaDAya, te ghaDIe ApaNe zuM karavuM, te khoLI kADhavAnuM. praznakartA : sAmo mANasa ApaNuM apamAna kare ne ApaNane apamAna lAge, enuM kAraNa ApaNo ahaMkAra che ? dAdAzrI : kharI rIte sAmo apamAna kare che, te ApaNo ahaMkAra ogALI nAkhe che ane te ya pelo 'DrAmeTika' ahaMkAra jeTalo eksesa ahaMkAra hoya te ogaLe, emAM bagaDI zuM javAnuM che ? A karmo chUTavAM detAM nathI. ApaNe to nAnuM bALaka sAmuM hoya to ya kahIe, have chUTakAro kara. samAvo sarva sAgara sama peTamAM ! praznakartA : dAdA, vyavahAramAM moTo nAnAnI bhUla kADhe, nAno enAthI nAnAnI bhUlo kADhe, vyu poInTanI athaDAmaNamAM, e kema ? dAdAzrI : A to evuM che ke moTo nAnAne khaI jAya. te moTo 14 athaDAmaNa TALo nAnAnI bhUmba kADhe. enA karatAM ApaNe kahIe mArI ja bhUla, bhUla jo mAthe laIe to eno ukela Ave. ame zuM karIe ? bIjo jo sahana nA karI zake, to ame amAre ja mAthe laI laIe, bIjAnI bhUlo nA kADhIe. te zA sAruM bIjAne ApIe ? ApaNI pAse to sAgara jevaDuM peTa che ! juone, A muMbaInI badhI ja gaTaranuM pANI sAgara samAve che ne ? tema ApaNe ya pI levAnuM. tethI zuM thaze ke A chokarAMo upara, bIjA badhAM upara prabhAva paDaze. e ya zIkhaze. bALako ya samajI jAya ke AmanuM sAgara jevaDuM peTa che ! jeTaluM Ave teTaluM jame karI lo. vyavahAramAM niyama che ke apamAna karanAra potAnI zakti ApIne jAya. tethI apamAna laI laIe hasate mukhe ! 'nyAya svarUpa', tyAM upAya tapa ! praznakartA : athaDAmaNa TALavAnI, 'samabhAve nikAla karavAnI ApaNI vRti hoya, chatAM sAmo mANasa ApaNane herAna kare, apamAna kare, to zuM karavuM ApaNe ? dAdAzrI : kazuM nahIM. e ApaNo hisAba che, to ApaNe teno 'samabhAve nikAla karavo che ema nakkI rAkhavuM. ApaNe ApaNA kAyadAmAM ja rahevuM ane ApaNe ApaNI meLe ApaNuM pajhala solva karyA karavuM. praznakartA : A athaDAmaNa thAya che, te 'vyavasthita'nA AdhAre ja hazene ? dAdAzrI : hA. athaDAmaNa che te 'vyavasthita'nA AdhAre kharI paNa evuM kyAre kahevAya ? athaDAmaNa thaI gayA pachI. 'ApaNe athaDAmaNa nathI karavI" evo ApaNe nizcaya hoya. sAme thAMbhalo dekhAya eTale ApaNe jANIe ke thAMbhalo Ave che, pharIne javuM paDaze, athaDAvuM to nathI ja. paNa ema chatAM athaDAmaNa thaI jAya tyAre ApaNe kahevuM, 'vyavasthita che.' pahelethI ja 'vyavasthita che" mAnIne ThaMDIe to to 'vyavasthita'no durupayoga thayo kahevAya.

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16 athaDAmaNa TALo gharSaNathI haNAya zaktio ! badhI Atmazakti jo kadI khalAsa thatI hoya to te gharSaNathI. saMgharSathI saheja paNa TakarAyA to khalAsa ! sAmo TakarAya to ApaNe saMyamapUrvaka rahevuM joIe ! TakarAmaNa to thavI ja nA joIe. pachI A deha javAno hoya to jAya, paNa TakarAmaNamAM nA AvavuM joIe. gharSaNa ekaluM nA hoya to mANasa mokSe jAya. koI zIkhI gayo ke mAre gharSaNamAM AvavuM ja nathI to pachI ene vacce gurunI ke koInI ya jarUra nathI. eka-be avatAre sIdho mokSe jAya. 'gharSaNamAM AvavuM ja nathI' evuM jo enI zraddhAmAM besI gayuM ne nakkI ja karyuM. to tyArathI ja samakita thaI gayuM ! eTale jo kadI koIne samakita karavuM hoya to ame geranTI ApIe chIe ke jAva, gharSaNa nahIM karavAnuM nakkI karo tyArathI samakita thaI jaze ! dehanI athaDAmaNa to thaI hoya ne vAgyuM hoya to davA karAve ke maTI jAya. paNa gharSaNa ane saMgharSaNathI je manamAM DAgha paDyA hoya, buddhinA DAgha paDyA hoya, tene koNa kADhe ? hajAro avatAre ya nA jAya. praznakartA : gharSaNa ane saMgharSaNathI mana ane buddhi upara ghA paDe ? dAdAzrI : are ! mana upara, buddhi upara to zuM, AkhA aMtaHkaraNa upara ghA paDyA kare ane tenI asara zarIra para paNa paDe ! eTale gharSaNathI to keTalI badhI muzkelI che ! praznakartA H Apa kaho cho, gharSaNathI zaktio badhI khalAsa thaI jAya. to jAgRtithI zakti pAchI kheMcAze kharI ? dAdAzrI : zaktio kheMcavAnI jarUra nathI. zaktio to che ja. have utpanna thAya che. pUrve je gharSaNa thayelAM hatAM ne te khoTa gayelI, te ja pAchI Ave che. paNa have jo navuM gharSaNa UbhuM karIe to pAchI zakti jatI rahe, AvelI zakti paNa jatI rahe ne pote gharSaNa na ja thavA de to zakti utpanna thayA kare ! athaDAmaNa TALo A jagatamAM verathI gharSaNa thAya che. saMsAranuM mULa bIja vera che. jenAM vera ane gharSaNa, be baMdha thayAM teno mokSa thaI gayo ! prema naDato nathI, vera jAya to prema utpanna thAya. komanasensa, evarIvhera eplikebala ! vyavahAra zuddha thavA mATe zuM joIe ? 'komanasensa' kamplITa joIe. sthiratA-gaMbhIratA joIe. vyavahAramAM 'kaoNmanasensanI jarUra. kaoNmanasensaeTale "evarIvhera eplikebala', svarUpajJAna sAthe kaoNmanasensa' hoya to bahu dIpe. praznakartA : 'kaoNmanasensa' kevI rIte pragaTa thAya ? dAdAzrI : koI potAne athaDAya, paNa pote koIne athaDAya nahIM, evI rIte rahe, to 'kaoNmanasensa' utpanna thAya. paNa pote koIne athaDAvo nA joIe, nahIM to 'kaoNmanasensa' jatI rahe ! gharSaNa potAnA taraphanuM nA hovuM joIe. sAmAnA gharSaNathI 'kaoNmanasensa' utpanna thAya. A AtmAnI zakti evI che ke gharSaNa vakhate kema vartavuM, eno badho upAya batAvI de ane eka vakhata batAve pachI e jJAna jAya nahIM. Ama karatAM karatAM 'kaoNmanasensa' bhegI thAya. mAre khAsa gharSaNa nahIM thavAnuM. mane 'kaoNmanasensa" jabarajasta eTale tame zuM kahevA mAgo cho e tarata ja samajAI jAya. lokone ema lAge ke A dAdAnuM ahita karI rahyA che, paNa mane tarata samajAI jAya ke A ahita ahita nathI. sAMsArika ahita nathI ne dhArmika ahite ya nathI ane AtmA saMbaMdhamAM ahita che ja nahIM. lokone ema lAge ke AtmAnuM ahita karI rahyA che, paNa amane emAM hita samajAya. eTalo A 'kaoNmanasensa'no prabhAva. tethI ame "komanasensa'no artha lakhyo che ke 'evarIvhera eplikebala.' hAlanI janarezanamAM 'komanasensa' jevI vastu ja nathI. janarezana Tu janarezana 'kaoNmanasensa" ochI thatI gaI che.

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athaDAmaNa TALo 17 ApaNuM vijJAna meLavyA pachI mANasa evo rahI zake. agara to sAmAnya janatAmAM ko'ka mANasa evI rIte rahI zake, evAM puNyazALI loko hoya che ! paNa e to amuka jagyAe rahI zake, dareka bAbatamAM nA rahI zake ! praznakartA : badhA gharSaNanuM kAraNa e ja che ne ke eka 'leyara'mAMthI bIjA 'leyara'nuM aMtara bahu vadhAre che ? dAdAzrI : gharSaNa e pragati che ! jeTalI mAthAkUTa thAya, gharSaNa thAya, eTalo UMce caDhavAno rasto maLe. gharSaNa nA thAya to tyAMnA tyAM ja rahezo. loka gharSaNa khoLe che. gharSaNathI pragatinA paMthe... praznakartA : gharSaNa pragatine mATe che, ema karIne khoLe to pragati thAya. dAdAzrI : paNa e samajIne nathI khoLatAM ! bhagavAna kaMI UMce laI jaI rahyA nathI, gharSaNa UMce laI jAya che. gharSaNa amuka hada sudhI UMce lAvI zake, pachI jJAnI maLe to ja kAma thAya. gharSaNa to kudaratI rIte thAya che. nadImAM paththaro AmathI tema ghasAI ghasAIne goLa thAya che tema. praznakartA : gharSaNa ane saMgharSaNano taphAvata zo ? dAdAzrI : jIva nA hoya te badhAM athaDAya, te gharSaNa kahevAya ne jIvavALAM athaDAya tyAre saMgharSaNa thAya. praznakartA: saMgharSathI Atmazakti rUMdhAya che ne ? dAdAzrI: hA, kharI vAta che. saMgharSa thAya teno vAMdho nathI, 'saMgharSa ApaNe karavo che" evo bhAva kADhI nAkhavAnuM huM kahuM chuM. "ApaNe" saMgharSa karavAno bhAva nA hoya, pachI bhalene "caMdulAla' saMgharSa kare. ApaNe bhAva 18 athaDAmaNa TALo rUMdhe evuM nA hovuM joIe ! gharSaNa karAve, prakRti ! praznakartA : gharSaNa koNa karAve che ? jaDa ke cetana ? dAdAzrI : pAchalAM gharSaNa ja gharSaNa karAve che ! jaDa ke cetanano AmAM savAla ja nathI. AtmA AmAM hAtha ghAlato ja nathI. A badhuM gharSaNa pudgala ja karAve che. paNa je pAchalAM gharSaNa che te pharI gharSaNa karAvaDAve che. jene pAchalAM gharSaNa pUrAM thaI gayAM che, tene pharI gharSaNa na thAya. nahIM to gharSaNane enAM uparathI gharSaNa, enAM uparathI gharSaNa ema vadhyA ja kare. pudgala eTale zuM ke e tadana jaDa nathI, e mizra cetana che. A vibhAvika pudgala kahevAya che. vibhAvika eTale vizeSa bhAve pariNAma pAmeluM pudgala, e badhuM karAvaDAve che ! je zuddha pudgala che, e pudgala AvuM tevuM nA karAvaDAve. A pudgala to mizra cetana thayeluM che. AtmAno vizeSa bhAva ane Ano vizeSa bhAva, be bhegA thaIne trIjuM rUpa thayuM; prakRti svarUpa thayuM. e badhuM gharSaNa karAve che ! praznakartA : gharSaNa nA thAya, e sAco ahiMsaka bhAva pedA thayo gaNAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, evuM kazuM nathI ! paNa A dAdA pAse jANyuM ke A bhIMta joDe gharSaNa karavAthI ATalo phAyado, to bhagavAna joDe gharSaNa karavAmAM keTalo phAyado ? eTaluM jokhama jANavAthI ja ApaNuM parivartana thayA kare ! ahiMsA to pUrepUrI samajAya evI nathI ane pUrI rIte samajavI bahu bhAre che. enAM karatAM AvuM pakaDyuM hoya ne ke 'gharSaNamAM kyAreya na AvavuM.' eTale pachI zuM thAya ke zaktio anAmata rahyA kare ne dahADe dahADe zaktio vadhyA ja kare. pachI gharSaNathI jatI khoTa nA jAya ! vakhate

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19 athaDAmaNa TALo gharSaNa thaI jAya to gharSaNanI pAchaLa ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe to e bhUMsAI jAya. eTale A samajavuM joIe ke ahIM AgaLa gharSaNa thaI jAya che, to tyAM pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. nahIM to bahu jokhamadArI che. A jJAnathI mokSe to jazo, paNa gharSaNathI mokSe jatAM vAMdhA bahu Ave na moDuM thAya ! A bhIMtane mATe avaLA vicAra Ave to vAMdho nathI, kAraNa ekapakSI khoTa che. jyAre jIvatA mATe eka avaLo vicAra Avyo ke jokhama che. banne pakSI khoTa jAya. paNa ApaNe enI pAchaLa pratikramaNa karIe to badhA doSo jAya. eTale jyAM jyAM gharSaNa thAya che, tyAM AgaLa pratikramaNa karo eTale gharSaNa khalAsa thaI jAya. samAdhAta samyak jJAta thakI ja ! praznakartA H dAdA, A ahaMkAranI vAta gharamAM ya ghaNI vakhata lAgu paDe, saMsthAmAM lAgu paDe, dAdAnuM kAma karatAM hoya, emAM ya kaMI ahaMkAra vacce TakarAtAM hoya, tyAM ya lAgu paDe. tyAM paNa samAdhAna joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, samAdhAna joIne ne ! e ApaNe tyAM jJAnavALo samAdhAna le, paNa jJAna nathI tyAM zuM samAdhAna le ? tyAM pachI judo paDato jAya, enI joDe mana juduM paDatuM jAya. ApaNe ahIM juduM nA paDe !!! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, TakarAvavuM nA joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : TakarAya che, e to svabhAva che. tyAM mAla evo bharelo lAvyA che. eTale evuM thAya che. jo evo mAla nA lAvyA hota to evuM nA thAta. eTale ApaNe samajI levuM ke bhAInI Adata ja che AvI. evuM ApaNe jANavuM. eTale pachI ApaNane asara nahIM kare. kAraNa ke Adata, AdatavALAnI ane "ApaNe" ApaNAvALA ! ane pachI teno nikAla thaI jAya che. tame aTakI raho tyAre bhAMjagaDa, bAkI, TakarAmaNa to thAya. TakarAmaNa na thAya evuM bane ja nahIMne ! e TakarAmaNathI 20 athaDAmaNa TALo ApaNe ekabIjA sAthe judA na paDAya evuM jovAnuM phakta. TakarAmaNa to avazya thAya. e to bairI-bhAyaDAne ya thAya. paNa te ekanAM eka rahIe chIe ne pAchAM ?! e to thAya. emAM koInA para kaMI dabANa nathI karyuM ke tame nA TakarAzo. praznakartA: paNa dAdA, TakarAmaNo na thAya evo satata bhAva rahevo joIene ? dAdAzrI : hA, rahevo joIe. e ja karavAnuM ne ! enuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM ne enA tarapha bhAva rAkhavAnAM ! pharI pAchuM evuM thAya to pharI pAchuM pratikramaNa karavAnuM. kAraNa ke eka paDa jatuM ja rahe, pachI bIjuM paDa jatuM rahe. ema paDavALAne ? mane to jyAre TakarAmaNa thatI hatI, eTale noMdha karato hato ke, Aje sAruM jJAna maLyuM ! TakarAvAthI lapasI nA paDAya, jAgRta ne jAgRta ja rahene ! e AtmAnuM viTAmina che. eTale A TakarAvAmAM bhAMjagaDa nathI. TakarAyA pachI sAmasAme juduM nahIM paDavuM. e ahIMyA puruSArtha che. ApaNuM mana sAmAthI juduM paDatuM hoya to pratikramaNa karIne badhuM rAge pADI devAnuM. ame A badhAnI joDe zI rIte meLa pADatAM hoIzuM? tamArI joDe ya meLa paDe che ke nathI paDato ? evuM che, zabdothI TakarAmaNa UbhI thAya che. te mAre bolavAnuM bahu, chatAM ya TakarAmaNa nathI thatI ne ? TakarAmaNa to thAya. TakarAmaNa to A vAsaNo khakhaDe ke nA khakhaDe ? pudgalano svabhAva che TakarAvuM te. paNa mAla bharyo hoya to. nA bharyo hoya to nahIM. amAre ya TakarAmaNa thatI hatI. paNa jJAna thayA pachI TakarAmaNa nathI thaI. kAraNa ke amAruM jJAna anubhavajJAna che ane ame nikAla karIne AvelA chIe, A jJAnathI ! badhuM nikAla karI karIne AvelAM chIe ane tamAre nikAla karavAno bAkI che. doSo dhovAya pratikramaNathI ! koInI athaDAmaNamAM Ave eTale pAchAM doSo dekhAvA mAMDe ne

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athaDAmaNa TALo athaDAmaNa nA Ave to doSa DhaMkAyelA rahe. pAMcaso-pAMcaso doSo rojanA dekhAvA mAMDe eTale jANajo ke pUrNAhuti pAse AvI rahI che. mATe jyAM ho tyAMthI athaDAmaNane TALo. A athaDAmaNo karI A lokanuM to bagADe che, paNa paraloka hau bagADe che ! je A lokanuM bagADe, te paralokanuM bagADyA vagara rahe nahIM ! A loka sudhare, teno paraloka sudhare. A bhavamAM ApaNane koI paNa jAtanI aDacaNa nA AvI to jANavuM ke parabhave paNa aDacaNa che ja nahIM ane ahIM aDacaNa UbhI karI to badhI tyAM ja AvavAnI che. traNa avatAratI geranTI ! athaDAmaNa nA thAya, tene traNa avatAre mokSa thAya tenI huM geranTI ApuM chuM. athaDAmaNa thaI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM. athaDAmaNa pudgalanI che ane pudgala, pudgalanI athaDAmaNa pratikramaNathI nAza thAya che. pelo bhAgAkAra karato hoya to ApaNe guNAkAra karavA, eTale rakama UDI jAya. sAmAM mANasa mATe vicAra karavo ke, 'eNe mane Ama kahyuM, tema kahyuM.' e ja guno che. A rastAmAM jatI vakhate bhIMta athaDAya to tene kema vaDhatAM nathI ? jhADane jaDa kema kahevAya ? je vAge e badhAM lIlAM jhADa ja che ! gAyano paga ApaNA upara paDe to ApaNe kaMI kahIe chIe ? evuM A badhA lokonuM che. 'jJAnI puruSa' badhAne zI rIte mAphI Ape ? e samaje ke, A bicArAM samajatA nathI, jhADa jevAM che. ne samajaNavALAne to kahevuM ja nA paDe, e to mahIM tarata pratikramaNa karI nAkhe. Asakti tyAM 'riekzana' ja ! praznakartA : paNa ghaNI vakhata ApaNe dveSa nA karavo hoya to ya dveSa thaI jAya che, enuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : konI joDe ? athaDAmaNa TALo praznakartA : vakhate dhaNI joDe evuM bane to ? dAdAzrI : e draSa nathI kahevAto. haMmezAM ya je Asaktino prema che ne, e riekzanarI che. eTale jo cIDhAya tyAre A pAchAM avaLA phare. avaLA pharyA eTale pAchAM thoDoka vakhate cheTAM rahyAM ke pAcho prema caDhe. ane pAcho prema vAge, eTale athaDAmaNa thAya. ne eTale pachI pAcho prema vadhe. jyAre vadhAre paDato prema hoya tyAM Dakho thAya. te jyAM kaMI paNa Dakho cAlyA karato hoya ne, tyAM aMdarakhAne prema che A lokone. e prema hoya to ja Dakho thAya. pUrvabhavano prema che, to Dakho thAya. vadhAre paDato prema che. nahIM to Dakho thAya ja nahIM ne ? A DakhAnuM svarUpa ja e che. ene loko zuM kahe che ? 'athaDAmaNathI to amAro prema thAya che." tyAre vAta sAcI che paNa. e Asakti athaDAmaNathI ja thayelI che. jyAM athaDAmaNa ochI tyAM Asakti nA hoya. je gharamAM strI-puruSane athaDAmaNa ochI thAya tyAM Asakti ochI che evuM mAnI levuM. samajAya evI vAta che ? praznakartA: saMsAra vyavahAramAM je aham rahe chekoI vakhata, to ene lIdhe taNakhA bahu jhare. dAdAzrI : e to ahamUnA taNakhA jharatAM nathI. e dekhAya che ahamUnA taNakhA paNa viSayanA AdhIna thaIne e hoya che. viSaya nA hoya tyAre A nA hoya. viSaya baMdha thAya tyAre pachI e ItihAsa ja baMdha thaI jAya. eTale jo brahmacarya vrata laIne rahe varasa dahADA mATe, to emane huM pUchuM chuM. tyAre kaheze, 'taNakhA ekya nahIM, kacakaca nahIM, khaTapaTa nahIM, kazuM ja nahIM, sTenDa sTIla !" pUchuM pAcho, jANuM AvuM thaI jAya have. eTale e viSayane lIdhe hoya che. praznakartA : pahelAM to ame ema samajatA'tA ke A gharanAM kAmakAja bAbatamAM athaDAmaNa thatI haze. te gharanAM kAmamAM helpa karavA

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24 athaDAmaNa TALo besIe, to ya athaDAmaNa. dAdAzrI : e badhI athaDAmaNo thavAnI ja. A jayAM sudhI vikArI bAbata che, saMbaMdha che, tyAM sudhI athaDAmaNa thavAnI. athaDAmaNanuM mULa ja A che. jeNe viSaya jItyo, tene koI harAvI zake nahIM, koI enuM nAme ya nA de. eno prabhAva paDe. athaDAmaNo sthULathI sUkSmatama sudhInI ! praznakartA: ApaNuM vAkya che ke athaDAmaNa TALo. e vAkyanuM ArAdhana karato jAya to TheTha moze pahoMcADe. emAM sthULa athaDAmaNa TALo. pachI dhIme dhIme vadhatA vadhatA sUkSma athaDAmaNa, sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa TALo e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : ene sUjha paDatI ja jAya, jema jema AgaLa jAya ne to enI meLe, koIne zIkhavADavuM nA paDe. enI meLe ja AvaDe. e zabda ja evo che ke, e TheTha mokSe laI jAya. bIjo 'bhogave enI bhUla' e paNa mokSe laI jAya. A ekaeka zabda mokSe laI jAya. enI geranTI ApaNI. praznakartA : to e sthULa athaDAmaNano dAkhalo Apyo, pelo sApano, thAMbhalAno kIdho. pachI sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama enAM dAkhalA, sUkSma athaDAmaNa kevI hoya ? dAdAzrI : tAre phAdhara joDe thAya che, te badhI sUkSma athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : sUkSma eTale mAnasika ? vANIthI hoya e paNa sUkSmamAM jAya ? dAdAzrI : e sthaLamAM. je pelAne khabara nA paDe. je dekhAya nahIM, e badhuM sUkSmamAM jAya. praznakartA : e sUkSma athaDAmaNa TALavAnI kevI rIte ? athaDAmaNa TALo dAdAzrI : pahelAM dhULa, pachI sUkSma, pachI sUkSmatara ane pachI sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa TALavAnI. praznakartA : sUkSmatara athaDAmaNo kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : tuM ko'kane mArato hoya, ne A bhaI jJAnamAM jue ke 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM, A vyavasthita mAre che." te badhuM jue paNa manathI tarata sTeja doSa jue, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : pharIthI kaho, samajAyuM nahIM barAbara. dAdAzrI : A tuM badhA lokonA doSa jouM chuM ne, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. praznakartA : eTale bIjAno doSa jovA, e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa. dAdAzrI : evuM nahIM, pote nakkI karyu hoya ke A bIjAmAM doSa che ja nahIM ane chatAM doSa dekhAya e sUkSmatara athaDAmaNo. kAraNa ke e che te zuddhAtmA che ane doSa judo che. praznakartA : to e ja mAnasika athaDAmaNa kIdhI te ? dAdAzrI : e mAnasika to badhuM sUkSmamAM gayuM. praznakartA : to A be vacce kyAM phera paDe che ? dAdAzrI : A mananI uparanI vAta che A to. praznakartA : eTale A sUkSmatara athaDAmaNa che, te ghaDIe sUkSma athaDAmaNa paNa joDe hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : e ApaNe jovAnuM nahIM. sUkSma juduM hoya ane sUkSmatara juduM hoya. sUkSmatama eTale to chellI vAta. praznakartA H eka vakhata satsaMgamAM ja vAta evI rIte karI hatI

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prAptisthAna) athaDAmaNa TALo 25 ke, caMdulAla joDe tanmayAkAra thavuM e sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa kahevAya. dAdAzrI : hA. sUkSmatama athaDAmaNa ! ene TALavI. bhUlathI tanmayAkAra thayuM ne, pachI khabara paDe che ne ke, A bhUla thaI gaI. praznakartA : to e athaDAmaNa TALavAno upAya phakta pratikramaNa ekalo ja che ke bIjuM kaMI che ? dAdAzrI : bIjuM koI hathiyAra che ja nahIM. A ApaNI nava kalamo, e ya pratikramaNa ja che. bIjuM koI hathiyAra nathI. A duniyAmAM pratikramaNa sivAya jagatamAM bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. UMcAmAM UMcuM sAdhana. kAraNa ke atikramaNathI UbhuM thayuM che jagata. praznakartA : e to eTaluM badhuM vismayakArI che. eka eka vAkya 'banyuM te ja karekTa (kha)', 'bhogave tenI bhUla', A badhAM eka eka je vAkyo che, e badhAM addabhUta vAkyo che ane pratikramaNa dAdAnI sAkSIe karIe chIene, to enA spaMdano pahoMce ja che. dAdAzrI : hA. kharuM che. spaMdana tarata ja pahoMcI ja jAya ane enuM phaLa Ave che. ApaNane khAtarI thAya che ke, A asara thaI lAge che. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, pratikramaNa to eTalAM jhaDapathI thaI jAya che, e ja kSaNe ! A to gajaba che, dAdA !! e dAdAnI kRpA gajaba che. dAdAzrI : hA, e gajaba che. vastu sAyanTiphika che. muMbaI : DaoN. nIrUbahena amIna 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se. 2.), muMbaI-4014 phona : (022) 4137616 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-38O. phona : (079) 642 1154, 463485 pheksa : 408528 Madras : Dada Bhagwan Foundation Ajit C. Patel, 9, Manohar Avenue, Egmore, Madras-600008. Tel : (044) 8261243, 8261369 Fax : 8261225 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue Dr. Bachubhai Patel, 902 SW Mifflin Road, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel.: (913) 271-0869 Fax : (13) 271-8641 Dr. Shirish Patel 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 U.S.A. Tel. : (909) 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 : Shri Maganbhai Patel 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 181-245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow, London, Middlesex, HA3 9NR U.K. Tel. : 181-204-0746 Fax :181-907-4885 Canada : Shri Suryakant N. Patel 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel. : (416) 247-8309 U.K.