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________________ A jaMbUsvAmI lekhaka : zrI bApulAla kALidAsa sadhANI- vIrakhAla ' ghaTamAM gheADA thanamane, Atama vIMjhe pAMkha; aNudIThelI bhAmamAM, jobana mAMDe AMkha. --meghANI " mA, khApujI, mane pUjyapAda sudharmAsvAmInA aMtevAsa svIkAravAnI rajA Ape !" bhAre sa`kAca sahu elAyelA e zabdo jANe vijaLIzA paDayA. ghaDIbhara tyAM stabdhatA prasarI rahI. gheADI vAre bhAMgelA svare khAe kahyuM: "zu kahe che, beTA, tu?" e zabdamAM upAlaMbha hatA ke AghAta te samajI zakAtuM nahAtuM, " khA! bhagavAnanI zramaNa para'parAmAM samAI javAnI anujJA Ape| mane!" " beTA ! tuM jANe che ke ATha zreSThikanyA sAthe tArAM te lagna lIdhAM che; ane vivAhanA maMDapA paNa baMdhAI cUkayA che. e ATha zreSThIene huM zI rIte mAM batAvuM?" svastha thavA mathatA pitAe vyathAbharyA avAje kahyu.. " eTale ja kahuM chuM khApujI ! mane atyAre ja saMsAramAMthI vidAya ApeA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA nAnakaDA saMdezavAhaka banavA mATe mArA aNue aNu talasI rahyo che." sa'kAca dUra thatAM kumAra jaMbUnA avAjamAM vadhAre ne vadhAre nizcalatA pragaTa thatI jatI hatI. "C vivAhanA maMDape zuM vikherI nAMkhuM ? e zreSThIone zu' nA kahAvI dauM"? e ATha koDabharI kanyAonAM hRdaya upara vapAta karuM? jabU! beTA! tuM have nAnA na kahevAya, zreSThIone ApelA vacananI javAdArI tAre samajavI ghaTe!" pitAnA zabdonI aMdara hRdayanuM rudana ne aMtaranA AghAta lapeTAyelAM hatAM. " javAmadArInuM bhAna jAgI vidAya yAcI rahyo chuM. lagna pachI UThayu heAvAne lIdhe ja bApu! huM atyAre ApanI te mArA pagamAM sAMkaLa paDI jAya. UDa UDa thavA
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________________ ' zrI bApulAla kALIdAsa sadhANI-vIzmAla' : Aya ja prUsvAmI 191 mathatu" paMkhI pa'jare purAI jAya, e pahelAM mAre UDI javuM che, khApu ! mane rajA ApA! ' " jammU ! vatsa ! tArI uMmara hajI nAnI che. saMsAranA rAgabhAga te joyA nathI. vaLI lagnanA khare Ubhele tu amAruM ekanu` eka saMtAna che. tuM amArI abhilAkacarI na nAkha; tArA lagnAtsava mANavA amAruM hRdaya kevu... rAcI rahyu che.! AvI AnananI ghaDIe tu amArI AzAnA bhaMga na kara beTA!" mAtAnA khelamAM vacce vacce hIbakAM umerAtAM jatAM hatAM. SA 66 mA, bApujI ! huM peDhIe jatA, mitromAM geASTI karatA, tyAreya mana tA sa`sAranA aTapaTA praznomAM ja aTavAyA karatuM hatuM; paNa mane thatuM ke, * alyA, tu teA hajI nAnuM azru che, tAru emAM kAma nahi !' paNa Aje svAmI sudharmAjInI vANImAM AtmAnA sAmarthyanI vivecanA sAMbhaLIne mArI laghugraMthI TaLI gaI, mArA aMtarAtmA nizcaya karI kheDA ke Aje badhI anukuLatA maLI che te prApta avasarane vadhAvI le! cetI jA ! atyAre saMsAranA piMjare purAI jaIza tA AvatI kAla tA, kANu jANe, kevI Ugaze ? mATe ja kahu' chuM ke khA! mane vidAya Ape ! mArA hRdayane rAgabhAga sparzatA nathI. nirdoSa haraNIe samI e zreSThiputrIene phAMsalAmAM nAMkhavAnA vyatha prayatna adha rAkhe| ! khApujI, mane mApha karo !" ja mUkumAranA avAjamAM jeTalI ArdratAbharI AjIjI hatI, eTalI ja bhArAbhAra spaSTatA hatI. RSabhadatta zreSThI gAdI upara DhagalA thaIne paDayA. mAtA dhAriNInI AMkhamAM AMsu UbharAI AvyAM. jabU kumAra svastha rahevA mathatA besI rahyA. thoDIka svasthatA maLatAM RSabhadatta zreSThIe peDhIethI mukhya munImane khelAvI, A praznanA ukela lAvavA ATha zreSThIone, peAtAnI gRhiNIe ane pIThIbharI kanyAo sAthe, tarata ja AvI javAnI vinati karavA meAkalyA. thoDIka vAramAM ja samudrapriya Adi AThe zreSThIe, peAtAnI patnI ane putrIe sAthe, tyAM AvI paheAMcyA. * sau dIvAnakhAnAmAM eThAM. vAtAvaraNamAM gamagInI ane gAMbhIryAM bharyAM' hatAM. saunI dRSTi RSabhadatta zeTha tarapha sthira thaI hatI. emanA teA hAzakAza ja UDI gayA hatA. peDhI upara kuzaLatAthI ghaDIkamAM lAkhAnA seADhA utAranAranI vANI jANe Aje harAI gaI hatI. ghaDIbhara tyAM nistabdhatA chavAI gaI. chevaTe samudrapriya zreSThIe savinaya uccAyu : " zeThajI ! kumAveA ! zI AjJA che ApanI ? " RSabhadatta zreSThInA zarIre parasevA vaLI gayA. kapALa upara AvyAM; emaNe takiyAnA Azraya zeAdhyA. saune thayu` ke sattAnA AvaDI vimAsaNa zuM anubhavI rahyA che ! vasupAlita zreSThIe kahyuM : " hRdayamAM Apa zI vyathA veThI rahyA che? je hAya te amane kahe| ane ApanA mananA bhAra haLavA karo ! amane ApanI AjJA kamAveA." prasveda bahu UpasI AnaMdI zreSThI Aja
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________________ 192 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya suvaNu mahAtsavapratha ' " zreSThIe ! mAre Apa sahunI mAphI mAgavAnI che...." RSabhadatta zeTha vizeSa khAlI zakayA nahi. emanA gaLAmAM zeASa paDI gayA, emanI AMkhamAM azrue UbharAI AvyAM. evu' zu' anyu` che ke Apa Ama bhAMgI paDA che? kaheA teA kaI upAya thAya." " vAta evI che zeTha, ke jenA kAI upAya mane dekhAtA nathI! ApaNA saunA utsAha upara vaprahAra thayA che. mArI AzAe bhAMgIne bhukko thaI gaI che." RSabhadatta eTalu` khelIne aTakI paDayA. " ame ApanA du:khanA sahabhAgI chIe zreSThI ! je hAya te svastha thaI ne kahA !" samudrapriyanAM patnI padmAe AvatAbharyA svare kahyuM. AkhA dIvAnakhAnAnuM vAtAvaraNu vyagra anI gayuM hatuM, " amArA jammU kahe che ke * mAre bhagavAnanA zramaNu saMghamAM saMmilita thaI javuM che; mane rajA Ape." mAre zuM karavuM te mane sUjhatuM nathI. ATalA zabdo mAMDa mAMDa melIne RSabhadatta DhaLI paDayA. e sAMbhaLIne sau hatacetana banI gayAM. saunAM vadana blAna thayAM. zreSThipatnIe hathelIomAM mAM chupAvI DUsakAM bharavA lAgI. " evuM kevI rIte banI zake, zeThajI ? AvatI kAlanuM teA lagnanuM muhUrta che. Apa ja bUkumArane samajAve cha sAgaradatta zeThe mauna tADatAM kahyuM. kAMIka svastha thatAM RSabhadatta zreSThIe kahyuM : " zeThajI ! tame mane zuM kahe| ? jammU tA mAruM rAMkanuM ekanuM eka ratana che. me ene samajAvavAmAM kAMI khAkI rAkhI haze ? paNa e te haTha laIne beThA che. e kahe che: " mArA pagamAM javAbadArInI sAMkaLa paDe e pahelAM mane vidAya Ape!! lagnanAM baMdhanamAM nAMkhI e koDabharI kanyAonAM jIvana na karamAve ! huM have ghaDIbhara paNa gharamAM rokAvAno nathI. ' pachI nirupAya khanI Apane nimaMtryA. enAM lagna mANavAnA amane keTalA badhA AnaMda hatA! paNa yauvanane AMgaNe UbhelI mArI dIkarIo jevI A AzAbharI kanyAo sAthe huM kevI rIte IMge ramI zakuM ?" ATaluM sAMbhaLatAM zreSThIputrI samudrazrI dIvAnakhAnAmAMthI UThI gRhaudyAna tarapha gaI. enI pAchaLa saMcanI pUtaLI samI khIjI sAte kanyAe gaI. Ape vAta te sArI karI zeTha ! paNa pIThIbharI kanyAenAM lagna ema kevI rIte adhdhara rAkhI devAya? jamrakumArane Aje lagnane Agale divase ja-A zuM sUjhayuM che? A te| amArA hRdayane bhAMgI nAkhe evI vAta che. A niraparAdha kanyAonA to kaI vicAra kara ! ApaNAM khAnadAna kuTuMbAnI pratiSThAno vicAra kara ! jabUkumArane samajAvA ! emane kahA, beTA ! A ghaDIe have chaTakI na javAya : lagna karI le. mAtapitAnA-- abhilASa pUrA karaza, koDabharI kanyAonA nisAsA na le. pachI yathAavasare bhale bhagavAnanA paMthe vicarajo. kumAre paNa vicAravu' ghaTe." kuberadatta zeTha vInavI rahyA. " jaMbU kumArane ahIM ja elAvIe. tame ene samajAveA. huM tamArI sAthe ja chuM, jAva, dhAriNI, jammUne khelAvI lAve !" patinI AjJA thatAM lathaDate pagale zeThANI putrane melAvavA gayAM. dIvAnakhAnAmAM marmAghAta jevuM mauna prasarI rahyuM. *
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________________ zrI bApulAla kALIdAsa sadhANI-vIrakhAla' : Aya jakhUsvAmI 193 gRheAdyAnamAM gayelI samudrazrI pAchaLa AvatI sAta sakhIone nIrakhI rahI. yauvananI uSA UgatAM khIlI rahelAM puSpAthI sakhIonA aMtastalane spa`vA e mathI rahI. jANe eka ja mAtAnI putrIe hAya tema sarve sAthe besI gaI. kANu pahelu ele e ja saunAM manane prazna thaI paDayo. sauthI nAnerI jayazrI AchuM hAsya karatI ane saunI lAgaNIne vAcA ApatI khelI : " baheno, zuM gaDamathalamAM paDI gaI che. Aje ? saunAM aMtara khAlI nAMkheA. ApaNe zu vicAravAnuM che Aje ? " " ela jayazrI ! ela ! Aja te tuM ja ApaNAM haiyAMnI vAta khelI de! sauthI nAnerI tuM ! tuM sauthI priya che amane!" zarama ne sa`kAcathI jayazrI nIce joI gaI. enA gaura vadana upara ratAza UpasI AvI. " tane kAMI zaMkA che, jayazrI ?" kanakazrIe meAM U McuM karatAM kahyuM . ** ApaNA sabhyamAM za'kA karavAnA aparAdha huM nahIM karuM. mane sakoca thAya che kanaka ! paNa vaDIleA samakSa te tamAre ja pratighASa karavA paDaze." " jayazrI ! tyAM huM aMtaranA khela sabhaLAvIza. ahIM tuM ApaNAM aMtaranAM kapATa kheAlI de!" samudrA belI. 66 ApaNe zuM navuM kahevAnu che, samudrA ? vyApArI pitAenA vyApArakhela eka hAya, ema zreSThIputrIenA gaLAmAM phUlahAra tA mAtra ja bUkumArane ja hAya! bhAga ke yogamAM ApaNe badhI sakhIe ja brUkumAranI sAthe ja rahevAnI; enA pagalAMmAM ja ApaNAM pagalAM paDavAnAM ! '' jayazrI bhAvadrekamAM unmatta khanI gaI. enI AMkhamAM tejakaNIe jhagatI hatI. " sAcuM mahenI ! sAcuM! ApaNe sakhIe tyAM hAIzu, jyAM ja bUkumAra !" jayazrInA hAthamAM samudrAe peAtAnA hAtha mUkI dIdheA----jANe eNe vacanapAlananA kAla ApyA. sarva sakhIe prasannatA anubhavI rahI. vaDIleAne je vAta pahADa samI bhAra-ejavALI lAgatI hatI, ene A UgatI kumArikAe phUla jevI haLavI mAnI rahI! * mAtA dhAriNI ja bU kumArane laI dhIre pagale tyAM AvI paheAMcyAM. ja bUkumAranA namelA mastakamAM vaDIlo pratye vinaya hateA, pagamAM svasthatA hatI, bhAvavAhI caherA upara nizcaLatAnAM teja jhaLahaLatAM hatAM. ja bUkumAre vaDIlo pAse beThaka lIdhI, te ja paLe samudrazrI, prazAnta tejamUrti ezI sAta sakhIe sAthe AvIne, peAtAne sthAne geAThavAI gaI. gheADI vAra tyAM mauna prasarI rahyuM. " ja bhrUkumAra !....." kuberadatta zreSThInA gaLAmAMthI muzkelIthI nIkaLatA avAjane aTakAvavA haMmadIvaDIze| hAtha UMcA karatI samudrazrI UbhI thaI gaI; sAthe ja sAte sakhI UbhI thaI ne aMjila joDI rahI. vihvaLa zreSThIsamudAyamAM svasthatAthI epatI samudrA Adra svare khAlI : " vaDIlo ! ame AThe sakhIenA hRdayamela Apa sAMbhaLI lo, pachI Apane je niNaeNya levA hAya te sukhethI leze." ki
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________________ 194 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya suvarNa mahotsava bola beTA! tuM ja Ane ukela karIne amAre hRdayabhAra e che kara !" zamaNudatta zreSThIe AzAbharyA avAje kahyuM. bApu! vAgdAnanI ghaDIthI amArA mane maMdiranA Asane jaMbUkumAra birAjI gayA che. ane cittanI corImAM ame emane varI cUkI chIe. amArA AtmAnAM lagna thaI cUkyAM che. ame AThe sakhIo ja bUkumArane vInavIe chIe ke amArA kaumArya upara suhAgane abhiSeka kare! jIvanamAMgalyanI mALA amArA kaMThamAM Ape ! ame ApanA paganAM baMdhana banIzuM nahi, dInatA dAkhavIzuM nahi, ApanI AjJA haze te ame paNa bhagavAnanA paMthe ApanI sAthe vicarIzuM ane mahAmanA satI gaMdanabALAnA samudAyamAM samAI jaIzuM." samudrAnA avAjamAM kaMpa hate. ene deha tharathara kaMpato hato. ene jANe hRdayane vAcA ApI zake evA zabdo pUrA jaDatA nahotA. "beTA samudrA!" RSabhadatta zreSThI belI UThayA. vaDIla! Apa kazuM duHkha na lagADaze ! amArA hRdayamAM kaI kSebha ke viSAda nathI; amArA hRdayanA aNue aNunI e vAcA che." padmazrIe samudrAnA kathanamAM pUrti karI. have kaIne kazuM bolavAnuM rahyuM nahi. saue vidAya lIdhI tyAre paraNavanArAMonA caherA vimAsaNamAM hatA; jyAre paraNanArAMnAM vadana upara ullAsa vilasato hate. vyathAne haiyAmAM bhaMDArI daI zreSThIo lagnanI taiyArImAM paDI gayA, tyAre rAjagRhImAM cakale ne cauTe vAtonA gabArA caDavA lAgyA. keI kaheH "RSabhadatta zeTha bhAre jabarA; jabU kumAre saMsAratyAganI haTha lIdhI eTale rUpabharI kanyAone sAme lAvI UbhI rAkhI dIdhI. jaMbUkumAra paThIbharI navayauvanAone joI gAMDe banI gayA, dIkSAnI vAta ja bhUlI gayo !" kaI vaLI kaMI vAta kahevA lAgyA. paNa chevaTe lagnotsava UjavavAmAM AvyuM, varavadhUoe maMgalagRhamAM praveza karyo. lagnamAMgalyanAM sUkto uccAratA pavitra purohitanI sAkSIe ja bUkumAranA hastamAM paramelAsathI AThe kanyAoe ekasAthe pitAnA hasta samarpita karI dIdhA. emanA sauMdarya veratA vadana upara tyAre jANe AnaMdanI sago caDatI hatI. zreSThIAvAsanA bIje mALe sevikAoe zayanakhaMDane zaNagArI dIdhuM hatuM. vizALa khaMDamAM zAnta prakAza relAvatA dIpake suvAsita dravyothI havAne bharI detA hatA. gRhasevikA navavadhUone zayanagRhamAM praveza karAvI cAlI gaI. thoDI ja vAramAM jabU kumAra AvI pahoMcyA. yauvananA jaLamAM laherAtAM kamaLa pupethI navavadhUonI veNImAMthI mahekatI megarAnI suvAsa AlAda upajAvatI hatI. bele samudrazrI ! have tamArI zI apekSA che?" jaMbU kumAre samudrazrI tarapha daSTi karatAM kahyuM. e dRSTimAM prema ane svajanatA bharyA hatAM. ame to amAruM hRdaya Apane samarpita karI cUkI chIe." mRdu svare samudrathI bolI. eTale ?"
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________________ zrI bApulAla kALIdAsa sadhANI- vIrakhAla' : Aya ja pUsvAmI 15 66 * samarpita thayelAM hRdaya tA ArasI jevAM hAya che, temAM te mAtra ApanA hRdayanI pratichAyA ja paDaze ! ' "mArI teA abhilASA che ke prAtaHkALe bhagavAna sudharmAsvAmInA caraNeAmAM besI jAuM !'' " ApanA pagale cAlIne ame paNa mahAmanA satI coMdanabALAnA sAdhvIsa dhamAM samAI jaIzuM; amArA e; pUrvaniya che A ! " jayazrInI vAcA UghaDI. " jo tamArA saunA e ja nizcaya che te samudrazrI! ApaNe sahu have ArAma karIe. madharAta vItI cUkI che. hamaNAM prabhAta thaI jaze ne prasthAnanI taiyArI karavAnI raheze." ja khUkumAre kahyuM. " AjanI rAta nAtha ! gumAvavAnI na hAya. milananA A apUrva avasara vArevAre sAMpaDavAnA nathI. AjanI ghaDIne ApaNe madhurajanImAM pheravI nAkhIe." samudrazrI svasthatAthI khelatI hatI. 'madhurajanI ? " kanakazrI camakIne khelI UThI. " bhaDakI nA UTha mahenI! savAramAM AtmAne paMthe vicaranArAMnI madhurajanI kevI hAya te mAre tane samajAvavAnuM na hoya" samadrazrInA hAi para smita chalakatuM hatuM. " kahe! samudrazrI ! madhurajanI kevI rIte mANIzuM ? " ' (C * priya ! jJAnagoSThI ane dhavaneAdathI aMtarane bharI laIe. AtmasAdhanAmAM e bhAtuM khanI raheze. paNa mAre eka vAMdhA che deva !" " kaheA samudrazrI ! je kahevuM hAya te mukta mane. " " Apa amane bahumAnathI kema sA che ? ApanA hRdayamAM haju paNa zu aMtara ? jabukumAra aMtaranA ekatArA samA e khelane sAMbhaLIne prasannatA anubhavI rahyA. samudrazrIne jANe e maunamAM ja AtmAnI ekatAnA javAba maLI gayeA. "nAtha ! covananA sukhane visArI AtmAnaMda tarapha doranArA bhagavAna sudharmosvAmInI maMgaLavANI amane saMbhaLAveA." nabhasenA kheAlI. " sUkto ane zabdo to enAM e ja che. Apta puruSonI vANImAM e susvAdya anI jAya che. sAMbhaLA e vANI 66 egohaM natthi me koi nAhamannassa karasai / evaM adINamaNaso appANamaNusAsai || ego me sAsao appA nANadaMsaNasaMjuo / sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, save saMjogalakkhaNA // puruSa-kaDamAMthI nIkaLatAM e sUkatA jANe mahAdheASazA paDachaMdA pADI rahyAM. " e vANI mAnavIne samajAvatI hatI: 'AtmA parAdhIna nathI, khaDita nathI; e eka svayaMpUrNa svataMtra ekama che. dInatAne kha'kherI nAMkhIne AtmAnu` rAjya calAve. AtmA zAzvata che. te jJAna-darzananI anubhUtithI cidhana che. vizvaneA rAjarAjezvara che. anya save / khaLabhAvA che; saMjogeAnA mAhamAMthI-ajJAnamAMthI AvirbhAva pAmelA
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________________ * zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya suvarNa mahotsava aMze che. ene khaMkherI nAkhe. AtmA to acaLa vyakti tarIke svayaMbhU prakAzI raheze, vaya ane kALanAM baMdhana ene naDatAM nathI." bhagavAnanI A vANI sAMbhaLIne mArI laghutAgraMthi TaLI gaI bhagavAnanA nAnakaDA saMdezavAhaka banavAnA abhilASa jAgyA." sAce ja Arya ! ApanA mukhe A vANuM sAMbhaLIne amArAmAM paNa AtmabhAna pragaTe che; ama nArIjAtinA prANa jAgI UThe che; amArI dInatA sarI jAya che. e vacanonA saMdarbhamAM Apa amane kAMIka navanIta Ape, je amArA jIvananI mUDI banI rahe " kanakavatI vInavI rahI. kanaka! deha bhale strIne hoya, paNa ethI AtmAne koI baMdhana nathI. puruSAtmA sarakhI ja strI paNa saMpUrNa zakti che, AtmAnI adhiSThAtrI che, svayaM prakAzita divya ti che. te parAdhIna ke parAzrita nathI. jIvane je satAve ke parAdhIna banAve che te saMsAra vyavahAranAM baMdhana che. je ghaDIe jIva-strI ke puruSa-A vAta samajI leze tyAre e vizvanI mahAzakti banI raheze; pachI ene koI dInatA-hInatA anubhavavAnI nahIM rahe. AtapuruSanI e vANImAM mAre vizvAsa che" ja bUkumAra hRdayastha vANI saMbhaLAvI rahyA. basa nAtha! basa ! ame have Atmanirbhara banI vicarIzuM, amArI paramAnaMdaprAptine kaI bAhya baMdhana have rUMdhI zakaze nahi." AThe navavadhUonAM vadana pulakita banI gayAM. "jabU kumAra! dvAra khela" nIsaraNInA dvAra pAsethI aparicita avAja Avyo. ke e?" "huM prabhava cora; ApanAM darzana IcchuM chuM." . jaMbU kumAre dvAra kholI nAMkhyAM : "bhAI prabhava! tame?" jayapura narezane huM putra. pitAnI avamAnanAthI jaMgalamAM gaye, cora luMTAru banya. ApanA lagnotsave lebhA. nidrAprasAraNa ane tAleddaghATinI kaLAothI dvAra samIpa AvyuM. madhurajanInI rAtrIe jJAnavilAsa sAMbhaLIne huM thaMbhI gaye. mArAM AMtaracakSu khUlI gayAM. corI karavA AvelA mane Ape ja lUMTI lIdho ! Apa mArI sevA svIkAre. mArA zire Apane punita hAtha sthApa!" prabhava dIna banI vInavI rahyo. prabhava! tArA hRdayamAM navala prabhAta UgI cUkayuM che ! tAruM kalyANa thAo. huM te hamaNAM ja svAmI sudharmAjInA caraNomAM cAlyA jaIza." jaMbU kumAra ! jyAM Ape tyAM huM e mAro nirNaya che. huM mArA pAMcaso sAthIo sAthe Apane aMtevAsa svIkArIza." prabhave jaMbUkumAranA caraNa pakaDI lIdhA. to cAle ApaNe sau udyAnamAM birAjelA Arya sudharmAsvAmInA caraNamAM pahoMcI jaIe." ane dharmAgAramAM eka ja dharmanAda guMjI rahyo :- arihaMte saraNaM pavajjAmi / siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi / sAhU saraNaM pavajjAmi / kevalipannattaM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi /