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________________ appA so pa ra ma pA ( AtmA hI paramAtmA hai) - DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla (prasiddha vidvAna evaM ojasvI vaktA ) ( ToDaramala smAraka bhavana e-4, bApU nagara, jayapura 302015 ) jainadarzana kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yaha hai ki vaha kahatA hai ki sabhI AtmA svayaM paramAtmA haiM / svabhAva se to sabhI paramAtmA haiM hI, yadi apane ko jAne, pahacAne aura apane meM hI jama jAya~, rama jAya~ to pragaTarUpa se paryAya meM bhI paramAtmA bana sakate haiM / jaba yaha kahA jAtA hai to logoM ke hRdaya meM eka prazna sahaja hI utpanna hotA hai| jaba 'sabhI paramAtmA haiM, to paramAtmA bana sakate haiM - isakA kyA artha hai ? aura yadi 'paramAtmA bana sakate haiM - yaha bAta sahI hai to phira 'paramAtmA haiM' - isakA koI artha nahIM raha sakatA hai, kyoMki bana sakanA aura honAdonoM eka sAtha saMbhava nahIM haiM / bhAI, isameM asaMbhava to kucha bhI nahIM hai, para Upara se dekhane para bhagavAna hone aura ho sakane meM kucha virodhAbhAsa avazya pratIta hotA hai, kintu gaharAI se vicAra karane para saba bAta ekadama spaSTa ho jAtI hai / eka seTha thA aura thA usakA pA~ca varSa kA ikalautA beTA / basa do hI prANI the / jaba seTha kA antima samaya A gayA to use cintA huI ki yaha choTA-sA bAlaka itanI vizAla sampatti ko kaise saMbhAlegA ? ataH usane lagabhaga sabhI sampatti becakara eka karor3a rupaye ikaTThe kiye aura apane bAlaka ke nAma para baiMka meM bIsa varSa ke lie sAvadhi jamAyojanA (phiksDa DipAjiTa ) ke antargata jamA karA diye / seTha ne isa rahasya ko gupta hI rakhA, yahA~ taka ki apane putra ko bhI nahIM batAyA, mAtra eka atyanta ghaniSTha mitra ko isa anurodha ke sAtha batAyA ki vaha usake putra ko yaha bAta taba taka na batAye, jaba taka ki vaha paccIsa varSa kA na ho jAve / ( 5 )
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________________ appA so paramappA : DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla pitA ke acAnaka svargavAsa ke bAda vaha bAlaka anAtha ho gayA aura kucha dinoM taka to bacIkhucI sampatti se AjIvikA calAtA rahA, anta meM rikzA calAkara peTa bharane lgaa| caurAhe para khar3e hokara jora-jora se AvAja lagAtA ki do rupaye meM relave sTezana, do rupaye meM relave sTezana, " ******** aba maiM Apa sabase eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki vaha rikzA calAne vAlA bAlaka karor3apati hai yA nahIM ? kyA kahA ? nahIM / kyoM ? kyoMki karor3apati rikzA nahIM calAte aura rikzA calAne vAle bAlaka karor3apati nahIM huA karate / are bhAI, jaba vaha vyakti hI karor3apati nahIM hogA, jisake karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM to phira aura kauna karor3apati hogA ? para bhAI, bAta yaha hai ki usake karor3apati hone para bhI hamArA mana use karor3apati mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA; kyoMki rikzAvAlA karor3apati ho - yaha bAta hamAre citta ko sahaja svIkAra nahIM hotI / Aja taka hamane jinheM karor3apati mAnA hai, unameM se kisI ko rikkA calAte nahIM dekhA aura karor3apati rikzA calAye - yaha hameM acchA bhI nahIM lagatA; kyoMki hamArA mana hI kucha isa prakAra kA bana gayA hai / 'kauna karor3apati hai aura kauna nahIM hai ?' - yaha jAnane ke lie Aja taka koI kisI kI tijorI ke noTa ginane to gayA nahIM / yadi jAyegA bhI to batAyegA kauna ? basa, bAharI tAma-jhAma dekhakara hI hama kisI ko karor3apati mAna lete haiM / dasa-pA~ca naukara-cAkara, munIma - gumAzte aura baMgalA, moTarakAra, kalakArakhAne dekhakara hI hama kisI ko karor3apati mAna lete haiM, para yaha koI nahIM jAnatA ki jise hama karor3apati samajha rahe haiM, ho sakatA hai vaha karor3oM kA karjadAra ho| baiMka se karor3oM rupaye udhAra lekara kala-kArakhAne cala nikalate haiM aura bAharI ThATha-bATa dekhakara anya loga bhI seThajI ke pAsa paise jamA karAne lagate haiM / isa prakAra garIboM, vidhavAoM, brahmacAriyoM dvArA unake pAsa jamA karAye gaye karor3oM rupayoM se nirmita bAhya ThATha-bATa se hama use karor3apati mAna lete haiM / isa saMbhAvanA se bhI inkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki jise hama karor3apati sAhUkAra mAna rahe haiM; vaha logoM ke karor3oM rupaye pacAkara divAlA nikAlane kI yojanA banA rahA ho / ThIka yahI bAta sabhI AtmAoM ko paramAtmA mAnane ke sandarbha meM bhI hai| hamArA mana ina calatephirate, khAte-pIte, rote-gAte cetana AtmAoM ko paramAtmA mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA / hamArA mana kahatA hai ki yadi hama bhagavAna hote to phira dara-dara kI Thokara kyoM khAte phirate ? ajJAnAMdhakAra meM DUbA hamArA antar bolatA hai ki hama bhagavAna nahIM haiM, hama to dIna-hIna prANI haiM; kyoMki bhagavAna dIna-hIna nahIM hote aura dIna-hIna bhagavAna nahIM hote / aba taka hamane bhagavAna ke nAma para mandiroM meM virAjamAna una pratimAoM ke hI bhagavAna ke rUpa meM darzana kiye haiM, jinake sAmane hajAroM loga mastaka Tekate haiM, bhakti karate haiM, pUjA karate haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki hamArA mana DA~Te-phaTakAre jAne vAle janasAmAnya ko bhagavAna mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA /
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________________ khaNDa 4 : dharma, darzana evaM adhyAtma cintana hama socate haiM ki ye bhI koI bhagavAna ho sakate haiM kyA ? bhagavAna to ve haiM, jinakI pUjA kI jAtI hai, bhakti kI jAtI hai| saca bAta to yaha hai ki hamArA mana hI kucha aisA bana gayA hai ki use yaha svIkAra nahIM ki koI dIna-hIna jana bhagavAna bana jAye / apane ArAdhya ko dIna-hIna dazA meM dekhanA bhI hameM acchA nahIM lagatA / bhAI, bhagavAna bhI do taraha ke hote haiM - eka to ve arahaMta aura siddha paramAtmA jinakI mUrtiyA~ mandiroM meM virAjamAna haiM aura una mUrtiyoM ke mAdhyama se hama una mUrtimAna paramAtmA kI upAsanA karate haiM, pUjana-bhakti karate haiM, jisa patha para ve cale, usa patha para calane kA saMkalpa karate haiM, bhAvanA bhAte haiM / arahaMta aura siddha kAryaparamAtmA kahalAte haiM / dUsare dehadevala meM virAjamAna nija bhagavAna AtmA bhI paramAtmA haiM, bhagavAna haiM, inheM kAraNaparamAtmA kahA jAtA hai / 7 jo bhagavAna mUrtiyoM ke rUpa meM mandiroM meM virAjamAna haiM, ve hamAre pUjya haiM, paramapUjya haiM, ataH hama unakI pUjA karate haiM, bhakti karate haiM, guNAnuvAda karate haiM; kintu dehadevala meM virAjamAna nija-bhagavAna AtmA zraddhaya hai dhyeya hai, paramajJeya hai, ataH nija bhagavAna ko jAnanA, pahacAnanA aura usakA dhyAna karanA hI usakI ArAdhanA hai / samyagdarzana- jJAna cAritra kI utpatti isa nija bhagavAna AtmA ke Azraya hI hotI hai, kyoMki nizcaya se nija bhagavAna AtmA ko nija jAnanA hI samyagjJAna hai, use hI nija mAnanA, 'yahI maiM hU~' - aisI pratIti honA samyagdarzana hai aura usakA hI dhyAna karanA, usI meM jama jAnA, rama jAnA, lIna ho jAnA samyakcAritra hai / aSTadravya se pUjana mandira meM virAjamAna 'parabhagavAna' kI kI jAtI hai aura dhyAna zarIrarUpI mandira meM virAjamAna 'nijabhagavAna' AtmA kA kiyA jAtA hai / yadi koI vyakti nija AtmA ko bhagavAna mAnakara mandira meM virAjamAna bhagavAna ke samAna svayaM kI bhI aSTa dravya se pUjana karane lage to use vyavahAra-vihIna hI mAnA jAyegA, vaha vyavahArakuzala nahIM, apitu vyavahAramUr3ha hI hai / isI prakAra yadi koI vyakti Atmopalabdhi ke lie dhyAna bhI mandira meM virAjamAna bhagavAna kAhI karatA rahe to use bhI vikalpoM kI hI utpatti hotI rahegI, nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti kabhI nahIM hogI; kyoMki nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti nijabhagavAna AtmA ke Azraya se hI hotI hai / nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti ke binA samyagdarzana - jJAna cAritra kI utpatti bhI nahIM hogI / isa prakAra use samyagdarzana- jJAnacAritra kI ekatArUpa mokSa mArga kA Arambha hI nahIM hogA / jisa prakAra vaha rikzA vAlA bAlaka rikzA calAte hue bhI karor3apati hai, usI prakAra dInahIna hAlata meM hone para bhI hama sabhI svabhAva se jJAnAnanda svabhAvI bhagavAna haiM, kAraNa-paramAtmA haiMyaha jAnanA - mAnanA ucita hI hai / isa sandarbha meM maiM Apase eka prazna pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki bhArata meM abhI kisakA rAja hai ? kyA kahA, kAMgresa kA ? nahIM bhAI ! yaha ThIka nahIM hai, kAMgresa to eka pArTI hai, bhArata meM rAja to janatA - jarnAdana kA hai, kyoMki janatA jise cunatI hai, vahI bhArata kA zAsana calAtA hai; ataH rAja janatA-jarnAdana kA hI hai /
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________________ appA so paramappA : DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla ukta sandarbha meM jaba hama janatA ko jarnAdana (bhagavAna) kahate haiM to koI nahIM kahatA ki janatA to janatA hai, vaha jarnAdana arthAt bhagavAna kaise ho sakatI hai ? para jaba tAttvika carcA meM yaha kahA jAtA hai ki hama sabhI bhagavAna haiM to hamAre citta meM aneka prakAra kI zaMkAe~-AzaMkAe~ khar3I ho jAtI haiM, para bhAI, gaharAI se vicAra kareM to svabhAva se to pratyeka AtmA paramAtmA hI hai-isameM zaMkA-AzaMkA ko koI sthAna nahIM hai| prazna-yadi yaha bAta hai to phira ye jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA vartamAna meM ananta duHkhI kyoM dikhAI de rahe haiM ? uttara-are bhAI, ye saba bhUle hue bhagavAna haiM, svayaM ko svayaM kI sAmarthya ko bhUla gaye haiM, isI kAraNa sukhasvabhAvI hokara bhI anantaduHkhI ho rahe haiN| inake duHkha kA mUla kAraNa svayaM ko nahIM jAnanA, nahIM pahacAnanA hI hai / jaba ye svayaM ko jAneMge, pahacAneMge evaM svayaM meM hI jama jAyeMge, rama jAyeMge, taba svayaM hI anantasukhI bhI ho jaaveNge|| jisa prakAra vaha rikzA calAne vAlA bAlaka karor3apati hone para bhI yaha nahIM jAnatA hai ki __ 'maiM sva yaM Dapati haiM'-isa kAraNa daridratA kA duHkha bhoga rahA hai| yadi use yaha patA cala jAye ki maiM to karor3apati haiM, mere karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM to usakA jIvana hI parivartita ho jaavegaa| usI prakAra jaba taka yaha AtmA svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko nahIM jAnatA-pahacAnatA hai, tabhI taka anantaduHkhI hai, jaba yaha AtmA apane paramAtmasvarUpa ko bhalIbhA~ti jAna legA, pahacAna legA to isake duHkha dUra hone meM bhI dera na lgegii| ___ kaMgAla ke pAsa karor3oM kA hIrA ho, para vaha use kA~ca kA Tukar3A samajhatA ho yA camakadAra patthara mAnatA ho to usakI daridratA jAne vAlI nahIM hai, para yadi vaha usakI sahI kImata jAna le to daridratA eka kSaNa bhI usake pAsa Tika nahIM sakatI, use vidA honA hI hogaa| isI prakAra yaha AtmA svayaM bhagavAna hone para bhI yaha nahIM jAnatA ki maiM svayaM bhagavAna huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki yaha ananta kAla se ananta duHkha uThA rahA hai| jisa dina yaha AtmA yaha jAna legA ki maiM svayaM bhagavAna hI hU~, usa dina usake duHkha dUra hote dera na lgegii| isase yaha bAta sahaja siddha hotI hai ki hone se bhI adhika mahatva jAnakArI hone kA hai, jJAna hone kA hai| hone se kyA hotA hai ? hone ko to yaha AtmA anAdi se jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA hI hai, para isa bAta kI jAnakArI na hone se, jJAna na hone se jJAnAnandasvabhAvI bhagavAna hone kA koI lAbha ise prApta nahIM ho rahA hai| hone ko to vaha rikzA calAne vAlA bAlaka bhI garbhazrImanta hai, janma se hI karor3apati hai, para patA na hone se do roTiyoM kI khAtira use rikzA calAnA par3a rahA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jinAgama meM jJAna ke gIta dila kholakara gAye haiN| kahA gayA hai ki "jJAna samAna na Ana jagata meM sukha ko kAraNa / iha paramAmRta janma-jarA-mRtu roga nivAraNa / / / isa jagata meM jJAna ke samAna anya koI bhI padArtha sukha dene vAlA nahIM hai / yaha jJAna janma, jarA aura mRtyu rUpI roga ko dUra karane ke liye parama-amRta hai, sarvotkRSTa auSadhi hai|" 1. paMDita daulatarAma : chahaDhAlA, caturtha DhAla, chanda 4 /
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________________ khaNDa 4 : dharma, darzana evaM adhyAtma-cintana aura bhI dekhiye "je pUraba ziva gaye jAhi aru Age jaihaiN| so saba mahimA jJAnatanI muninAtha kahai haiM / Aja taka jitane bhI jIva ananta sukhI hue haiM arthAt mokSa gaye haiM yA jA rahe haiM athavA bhaviSya meM jAveMge, vaha saba jJAna kA hI pratApa hai-aisA muniyoM ke nAtha jinendra bhagavAna kahate haiN| samyagjJAna kI to ananta mahimA hai hI, para samyagdarzana kI mahimA jinAgama meM usase bhI adhika batAI gaI hai, gAI gaI hai| kyoM aura kaise ? mAna lo rikzA calAne vAlA vaha karor3apati bAlaka aba 25 varSa kA yuvaka ho gayA hai| usake nAma se jamA karor3a rupayoM kI avadhi samApta ho gaI hai, phira bhI koI vyakti baiMka se rupaye lene nahIM aayaa| ataH baiMka ne samAcAra-patroM meM sUcanA prakAzita karAI ki amuka vyakti ke itane rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, vaha eka mAha ke bhItara nahIM AyA to lAvArisa samajhakara rupaye sarakArI khajAne meM jamA karA diye jaaveNge| usa samAcAra ko usa navayuvaka ne bhI par3hA aura usakA hRdaya praphullita ho uThA, para usakI vaha prasannatA kSaNika sAbita huI, kyoMki agale hI kSaNa usake hRdaya meM saMzaya ke bIja aMkurita ho gye| vaha socane lagA ki mere nAma itane rupaye baiMka meM kaise ho sakate haiM ? maiMne to kabhI jamA karAye hI nhiiN| merA to kisI baiMka meM koI khAtA bhI nahIM hai| phira bhI usane vaha samAcAra dubArA bArIkI se par3hA to pAyA ki vaha nAma to usI kA hai, pitA ke nAma ke sthAna para bhI usI ke pitA kA nAma aMkita hai, kucha AzA jAgRta huI, kintu agale kSaNa hI use vicAra AyA ki ho sakatA hai, isI nAma kA koI dUsarA vyakti ho aura sahaja saMyoga se hI usake pitA kA nAma bhI yahI ho| isa prakAra vaha phira zaMkAzIla ho utthaa| isa prakAra jAnakara bhI use pratIti nahIM huI, isa bAta kA vizvAsa jAgRta nahIM huA ki ye rupaye mere hI haiN| ataH jAna lene para bhI koI lAbha nahIM huaa| isase siddha hotA hai ki pratIti binA, vizvAsa binA jAna lene mAtra se bhI koI lAbha nahIM hotaa| ataH jJAna se bhI adhika mahatva zraddhAna kA hai, vizvAsa kA hai, pratIti kA hai| isI prakAra zAstroM meM par3hakara hama saba yaha jAna to lete haiM ki AtmA hI paramAtmA hai (appA so paramappA), para antar meM yaha vizvAsa jAgRta nahIM hotA ki maiM svayaM hI paramAtmasvarUpa haiM, paramAtmA hU~, bhagavAna huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki yaha bAta jAna lene para bhI ki maiM svayaM paramAtmA hU~, samyakazraddhAna binA duHkha kA anta nahIM hotA, caturgatibhramaNa samApta nahIM hotA, sacce sukha kI prApti nahIM hotii| samAcAra-patra meM ukta samAcAra par3hakara vaha yuvaka apane sAthiyoM ko bhI batAtA hai| unheM samAcAra dikhAkara kahatA hai ki 'dekho, maiM karor3apati hU~ / aba tuma mujhe garIba rikzevAlA nahIM smjhnaa|' 1. paMDita daulatazama : chahaDhAlA, caturtha DhAla, chanda 8 / khaNDa 4/2
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________________ appA so paramappA : DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla isa prakAra kahakara vaha apanA aura apane sAthiyoM kA manoraMjana karatA hai, eka prakAra se svayaM apanI ha~sI ur3AtA hai| isI prakAra zAstroM meM se par3ha-par3hakara hama svayaM apane sAthiyoM ko bhI sunAte haiN| kahate haiM'dekho, hama sabhI svayaM bhagavAna haiM, dIna-hIna manuSya nhiiN|' isa prakAra kI AdhyAtmika carcAoM dvArA hama svayaM kA aura samAja kA manoraMjana to karate haiM, para samyazraddhAna ke abhAva meM bhagavAna hone kA sahI lAbha prApta nahIM hotA, AtmAnubhUti nahIM hotI, sacce sukha kI prApti nahIM hotI, AkulatA samApta nahIM hotii| ___ isa prakAra ajJAnIjanoM kI AdhyAtmika carcA bhI AtmAnubhUti ke binA, samyagjJAna ke binA, samyakzraddhAna ke binA bauddhika vyAyAma banakara raha jAtI hai| samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita ho jAne ke uparAnta bhI jaba koI vyakti paise lene baiMka meM nahIM AyA to baiMkavAloM ne reDiyo sTezana se ghoSaNA kraaii| reDiyo sTezana ko bhArata meM AkAzavANI kahate hai| ataH AkAzavANI huI ki amuka vyakti ke itane rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, vaha eka mAha ke bhItara le jAve, anyathA lAvArisa samajhakara sarakArI khajAne meM jamA karA diye jaaveNge| AkAzavANI kI usa ghoSaNA ko rikze para baiThe-baiThe usane bhI sunA, apane sAthiyoM ko bhI sunAI, para vizvAsa ke abhAva meM koI lAbha nahIM huaa| isI prakAra aneka pravaktAoM se isa bAta ko sunakara bhI ki hama sabhI svayaM bhagavAna haiM, vizvAsa ke abhAva meM bAta vahIM kI vahIM rahI / jIvana bhara jinavANI sunakara bhI, par3hakara bhI, AdhyAtmika carcAyeM karake bhI AtmAnubhUti se achUte raha gye| samAcAra-patroM meM prakAzita evaM AkAzavANI se prasArita ukta samAcAra kI ora jaba svargIya seThajI ke una abhinna mitra kA dhyAna gayA, jinheM unhoMne marate samaya ukta rahasya kI jAnakArI dI thI, to ve tatkAla usa yuvaka ke pAsa pahu~ce aura bole "beTA ! tuma rikzA kyoM calAte ho ?" usane uttara diyA-"yadi rikzA na calAyeM to khAyeMge kyA ?" unhoMne samajhAte hue kahA-"bhAI, [tuma to karor3apati ho, tumhAre to karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiN|" atyanta gamagIna hote hue yuvaka kahane lagA "cAcAjI, Apase aisI AzA nahIM thI, sArI duniyA to hamArA majAka ur3A hI rahI hai, para Apa to bujurga haiM, mere pitA ke barAbara haiM, Apa bhii...|" vaha apanI bAta samApta hI na kara pAyA thA ki usake mAthe para hAtha pherate hue atyanta sneha se ve kahane lage-- "nahIM bhAI, maiM terI majAka nahIM ur3A rahA huuN| tU sacamuca hI karor3apati hai| jo nAma samAcAra-patroM meM chapa rahA hai, vaha terA hI nAma hai|" __atyanta vinayapUrvaka vaha bolA-"aisI bAta kahakara Apa mere citta ko vyartha hI azAnta na kreN| maiM mehanata-majadUrI karake do roTiyA~ paidA karatA hU~ aura ArAma se jindagI basara kara rahA hai| merI mahatvAkAMkSA ko jagAkara Apa mere citta ko kyoM udvelita kara rahe haiN| maiMne to kabhI koI rupaye baiMka meM jamA karAye hI nhiiN| ataH mere rupaye baiMka meM jamA kaise ho sakate haiM ?"
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________________ 11 khaNDa 4 : dharma, darzana evaM adhyAtma-cintana atyanta gadgad hote hue ve kahane lage ... "bhAI tamheM paise jamA karAne kI kyA AvazyakatA thI? tumhAre pitAjI svayaM bIsa varSa pahale tumhAre nAma eka karor3a rupaye baiMka meM jamA karA gaye the, jo aba byAja sahita tIna karor3a ho gaye hoNge| marate samaya yaha bAta ve mujhe batA gaye the| yaha bAta sunakara vaha ekadama uttejita ho gyaa| thor3A-sA vizvAsa utpanna hote hI usameM karor3apatiyoM ke lakSaNa ubharane lge| vaha ekadama garma hote hue bolA-"yadi yaha bAta satya hai to Apane abhI taka hameM kyoM nahIM batAyA ?' ve samajhAte hue kahane lage-"uttejita kyoM hote ho ? aba to batA diyaa| pIche kI jAne do, aba Age kI soco|" "pIche kI kyoM jAne do ? hamAre karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM par3e rahe aura hama do roTiyoM ke liye muhatAja ho gye| hama rivazA calAte rahe aura Apa dekhate rhe| yaha koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM hai, jo aise hI chor3a dI jAve, Apako isakA javAba denA hI hogaa|" "tumhAre pitAjI manA kara gaye the|" "Akhira kyoM ?" "isalie ki bIsa varSa pahale tumheM rupaye to mila nahIM sakate the| patA calane para tama rikzA bhI na calA pAte aura bhUkhoM mara jaate|" "para unhoMne aisA kiyA hI kyoM ?" "isalie ki nAbAligI kI avasthA meM kahIM tuma yaha sampatti barbAda na kara do aura jIvana bhara ke lie kaMgAla ho jaao| samajhadAra ho jAne para tumheM byAja sahita tIna karor3a rupaye mila jAveM aura tuma ArAma meM raha sko| tumhAre pitAjI ne yaha saba tumhAre hita meM hI kiyA hai / ataH uttejanA meM samaya barbAda mata karo / Age kI soco|" isa prakAra sampatti sambandhI saccI jAnakArI aura usa para pUrA vizvAsa jAgRta ho jAne para usa rikzevAle yuvaka kA mAnasa ekadama badala jAtA hai, daridratA ke sAtha kA ekatva TUTa jAtA hai evaM 'maiM karor3apati hU~' aisA gaurava kA bhAva jAgRta ho jAtA hai, AjIvikA kI cintA na mAlUma kahA~ calI jAtI hai, cehare para sampannatA kA bhAva spaSTa jhalakane lagatA hai / isI prakAra zAstroM ke paThana, pravacanoM ke zravaNa aura aneka yuktiyoM ke avalambana se jJAna meM bAta spaSTa ho jAne para bhI ajJAnIjanoM ko isa prakAra kA zraddhAna udita nahIM hotA ki jJAna kA ghanapiNDa, Ananda kA rasakanda, zaktiyoM kA saMgrahAlaya, ananta guNoM kA godAma bhagavAna AtmA maiM svayaM hI huuN| yahI kAraNa hai ki zraddhAna ke abhAva meM ukta jJAna kA koI lAbha prApta nahIM hotaa| kAlalabdhi Ane para kisI Asannabhavya jIva ko paramabhAgyodaya se kisI atmAnubhavI jJAnI dharmAtmA kA sahaja samAgama prApta hotA hai aura vaha jJAnI dharmAtmA use atyanta vAtsalyabhAva se samajhAtA hai ki he Atman ! tU svayaM bhagavAna hai, tU apanI zaktiyoM ko pahacAna, paryAya kI pAmaratA kA vicAra
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________________ 12 appA so paramappA : DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla mata kara, svabhAva ke sAmarthya ko dekha, sampUrNa jagata para se dRSTi haTA aura svayaM meM hI samA jA, upayoga ko yahA~-vahA~ na bhaTakA, antar meM jA, tujhe nija - paramAtmA ke darzana hoMge / jJAnI guru kI karuNA-vigalita vANI sunakara vaha nikaTa bhavya jIva kahatA hai "prabho ! yaha Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM, maiM bhagavAna kaise ho sakatA hU~? maiMne to jinAgama meM batAye bhagavAna banane ke upAya kA anusaraNa Aja taka kiyA hI nahIM hai / na japa kiyA, na tapa kiyA, na vrata pAle aura na svayaM ko jAnA-pahacAnA - aisI ajJAnI - asaMyata dazA meM rahate hue maiM bhagavAna kaise ho sakatA hU~ ?" atyanta snehapUrvaka samajhAte hue jJAnI dharmAtmA kahate haiM "bhAI, ye banane vAle bhagavAna kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha to bane banAye bhagavAna kI bAta hai / svabhAva kI apekSA tujhe bhagavAna bananA nahIM hai, apitu svabhAva se to tU banA-banAyA bhagavAna hI hai / aisA jAnanA - mAnanA aura apane meM hI jama jAnA, rama jAnA paryAya meM bhagavAna banane kA upAya hai| tU eka bAra sacce dila se antara kI gaharAI se isa bAta ko svIkAra to kara, antar kI svIkRti Ate hI terI dRSTi para-padArthoM se haTakara sahaja hI svabhAva - sanmukha hogI, jJAna bhI antaronmukha hogA aura tu antar meM samA jAyagA, lIna ho jAyagA, samAdhistha ho jAyagA / aisA hone para tere antar meM atIndriya Ananda kA aisA dariyA umar3egA ki tU nihAla ho jAvegA, kRtakRtya ho jaavegaa| eka bAra aisA svIkAra karake to dekha !" "yadi aisI bAta hai to Aja taka kisI ne kyoM nahIM batAyA ?" " jAne bhI de, isa bAta ko, Age kI soca / " "kyoM jAne deM ? isa bAta ko jAne binA hama atyanta duHkha uThAte rahe, svayaM bhagavAna hokara bhI bhogoM ke bhikhArI bane rahe, aura kisI ne batAyA taka nahIM / " " are bhAI, jaMgata ko patA ho to batAye, aura jJAnI to batAte hI rahate haiM, para kauna sunatA hai unakI, kAlalabdha Aye binA kisI kA dhyAna hI nahIM jAtA isa ora / suna bhI lete haiM to isa kAna se sunakara usa kAna se bAhara nikAla dete haiM, dhyAna nahIM dete / samaya se pUrva batAne se kisI ko koI lAbha bhI nahIM hotA / ataH aba jAne bhI do purAnI bAtoM ko, Age kI soco / svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko pahacAno, svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko jAno aura svayaM meM samA jAvo / sukhI hone kA ekamAtra yahI upAya hai| kahate-kahate guru svayaM meM samA jAte haiM aura bhavyAtmA bhI svayaM meM samA jAtA hai / jaba upayoga bAhara AtA hai to usake cehare para apUrva zAnti hotI hai, saMsAra kI thakAna pUrNataH utara cukI hotI hai, paryAya kI pAmaratA kA koI cinha cehare para nahIM hotA, svabhAva kI sAmarthya kA gaurava avazya jhalakatA hai / AtmajJAna, zraddhAna evaM AMzika lInatA se Arambha mukti ke mArga para ArUr3ha vaha bhavyAtmA cakravartI kI sampadA aura indroM jaise bhogoM ko bhI tuccha samajhane lagatA hai / kahA bhI hai " cakravartI kI sampadA aru indra sArikhe bhoga | kAgabITa sama ginata haiM samyagdRSTi loga // '
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________________ khaNDa 4 : dharma, darzana evaM adhyAtma-cintana pitA ke mitra rikzevAle navayuvaka se yaha bAta rikzA sTeNDa para hI kaha rahe the / unakI yaha bAta rikze para baiThe-baiThe ho hI rahI thii| itane meM eka savArI ne AvAja dI "ai rikzevAle ! sTezana calegA?" usane saMkSipta-sA uttara diyaa-"nhiiN|" "kyoM ? calo na bhAI, jarA jaldI jAnA hai, do rupaye kI jagaha pA~ca rupaye lenA, para calo, jaldI clo|" "nahIM, nahIM jAnA, eka bAra kaha diyA na !" "kaha diyA para..." usakI bAta jAne do, aba maiM Apase hI pUchatA hU~ ki kyA vaha aba bhI savArI le jAyagA? yadi le jAyegA to kitane meM ? dasa rupaye meM, bIsa rupaye meM........? kyA kahA, kitane hI rupaye do, para aba vaha rikzA nahIM claayegaa| "kyoM ?" "kyoMki aba vaha karor3apati ho gayA hai|" "are bhAI, abhI to mAtra patA hI calA hai, abhI rupaye hAtha meM kahA~ Aye haiM ?" "kucha bhI ho, aba usase rikzA nahIM calegA, kyoMki karor3apati rikzA nahIM calAyA krte|" isI prakAra jaba kisI vyakti ko AtmAnubhavapUrvaka samyagdarzana-jJAna prakaTa ho jAtA hai, taba usake AcaraNa meM bhI antara A hI jAtA hai / yaha bAta alaga hai ki vaha tatkAla pUrNa saMyamI yA dezasaMyamI nahIM ho jAtA, phira bhI usake jIvana meM anyAya, abhakSya evaM mithyAtvapoSaka kriyAe~ nahIM rahatI haiM / usakA jIvana zuddha sAtvika ho jAtA hai, usase hIna kAma nahIM hote| vaha yuvaka savArI lekara sTezana to nahIM jAvegA, para usa seTha ke ghara rikzA vApisa dene aura kirAyA dene to jAvegA hI, jisakA rikzA vaha kirAye para lAyA thaa| pratidina zAma ko rikzA aura kirAye ke dasa rupaye de Ane para hI use agale dina rikzA kirAye para milatA thaa| yadi kabhI rikzA aura kirAyA dene na jA pAve to seTha ghara para A dhamakatA thA, muhallevAloM ke sAmane usakI ijjata utAra detA thaa| Aja vaha seTha ke ghara rikzA dene bhI na jAvegA / use vahIM aisA hI chor3akara cala degaa| taba phira kyA vaha seTha usake ghara jAyegA ? hA~ jAyagA, avazya jAyagA, para rikzA lene nahIM, rupaye lene nahIM, apanI lar3akI kA riztA lekara jAyegA, kyoMki yaha patA cala jAne para ki isake karor3oM rupaye baiMka meM jamA haiM, kauna apanI kanyA dekara kRtArtha na honA caahegaa| isI prakAra kisI vyakti ko AtmAnubhava hotA hai to usake antar kI hIna bhAvanA samApta ho hI jAtI hai, para sAtizaya puNya kA bandha hone se loka meM bhI usakI pratiSThA bar3ha jAtI hai, loka bhI usake sadvyavahAra se prabhAvita hotA hai / aisA sahaja hI nimitta-naimittika sambandha hai| - jJAta ho jAne para bhI jisa prakAra koI asabhya vyakti usa rikzevAle se rikzevAloM jaisA vyavahAra bhI kadAcit kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra kucha ajJAnIjana una jJAnI dharmAtmAoM se bhI kadAcita asadvyavahAra kara sakate haiM, karate bhI dekhe jAte haiM, para yaha bahuta kama hotA hai|
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________________ appA so paramappA : DaoN0 hukamacanda bhArilla yadyapi abhI vaha vahI mailA-kucailA phaTA kurtA pahane hai, makAna bhI TUTA-phUTA hI hai, kyoMki ye saba to taba badaleMge, jaba rupaye hAtha meM A jaaveNge| kapar3e aura makAna zraddhA-jJAna se nahIM badala jAte, unake lie to paise cAhie, paise, tathApi usake citta meM Apa kahIM bhI daridratA kI hIna bhAvanA kA nAmonizAna bhI nahIM paayeNge| __ usI prakAra jIvana to samyakcAritra hone para hI badalegA, abhI to asaMyamarUpa vyavahAra hI jJAnI-dharmAtmA ke dekhA jAtA hai, ghara unake citta meM raMcamAtra bhI hIna bhAvanA nahIM rahatI, ye svayaM ko bhagavAna hI anubhava karate haiN| jisa prakAra usa yuvaka ke zraddhA aura jJAna meM to yaha bAta eka kSaNa meM A gaI ki maiM karor3apati haiM, para karor3apatiyoM jaise rahana-sahana meM abhI varSoM laga sakate haiN| paisA hAtha meM A jAya, taba makAna bananA Arambha ho, usameM bhI samaya to lagegA hii| usa yuvaka ko apanA jIvana-stara uThAne kI jaldI to hai para adhIratA nahIM, kyoMki jaba patA cala gayA hai to rupaye bhI aba mileMge hI, Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM, varasoM lagane vAle nahIM haiM / usI prakAra zraddhA aura jJAna to kSaNabhara meM parivartita ho jAte haiM, para jIvana meM saMyama Ane meM samaya laga sakatA hai / saMyama dhAraNa karane kI jaldI to pratyeka jJAnI-dharmAtmA ko rahatI hI hai, para adhIratA nahIM hotI, kyoMki jaba samyagdarzana-jJAna aura saMyama kI ruci (aMza) jaga gaI hai to isI bhava meM, isa bhava meM nahIM to agale bhava meM, usameM nahIM to usase agale bhava meM, saMyama bhI AyegA hI, anantakAla yoM hI jAne vAlA nahIM hai| ataH hama sabhI kA yaha parama pAvana kartavya hai ki hama saba svayaM ko sahI rUpa meM jAneM, sahI rUpa meM pahacAneM, isa bAta kA gaharAI se anubhava kareM ki svabhAva se to hama sabhI sadA se hI bhagavAna hI haiM-isameM zaMkA-AzaMkA ke lie kahIM koI sthAna nahIM hai / rahI bAta paryAya kI pAmaratA kI, so jaba hama apane paramAtmasvarUpa kA samyagjJAna kara usI meM apanApana sthApita kareMge, apane jJAnopayoga (pragaTajJAna) ko bhI sampUrNataH usI meM lagA deMge, sthApita kara deMge aura usI meM lIna ho jAveMge, jama jAveMge, rama jAveMge, samA jAveMge, samAdhistha ho jAveMge to paryAya meM bhI paramAtmA (arahaMtasiddha) banate dera na lgegii| ___are bhAI ! jainadarzana ke isa adbhuta paramasatya ko eka bAra antar kI gaharAI se svIkAra to karo ki svabhAva se hama sabhI bhagavAna hI haiM / para aura paryAya se apanApana tor3akara eka bAra dravyasvabhAva meM apanApana sthApita to karo. phira dekhanA antara meM kaisI krAnti hotI hai, kaisI adbhuta aura apUrva zAnti upalabdha hotI hai, atIndriya Ananda kA kaisA jharanA jharatA hai| isa adbhuta satya kA Ananda mAtra bAtoM se Ane vAlA nahIM hai, antara meM isa paramasatya ke sAkSAtkAra se hI atIndriya Ananda kA dariyA umdd'egaa| umar3egA, avazya umar3egA, eka bAra sacce hRdaya se sampUrNataH samarpita hokara nija-bhagavAna AtmA kI ArAdhanA to karo, phira dekhanA kyA hotA hai ? bAtoM se isase adhika kucha nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai / ataH yaha maMgalabhAvanA bhAte hue virAma letA hU~ ki sabhI AtmAe~ svayaM ke paramAtmasvarUpa ko jAnakara, pahacAnakara svayaM meM hI jamakara, ramakara ananta sukha-zAnti ko zIghra hI prApta kreN|