Book Title: Ante Ashwasan Konathi Male Che Author(s): Sukhlal Sanghavi Publisher: Z_Darshan_ane_Chintan_Part_2_004635.pdf Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/249274/1 JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLYPage #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMte AzvAsana konAthI maLe che? [2] bApujI brahmabhAva pAmyAne ATalA divasa vItyA paNa ApaNuM AMsa baMdha paDatAM nathI, rudana aTakatuM nathI. reDiyo upara koInI ApelI aMjali sAMbhaLIe agara koI paNa prakAranuM chApuM sAMbhaLIe -pachI bhale dainika, sAptAhika, mAsika ke anya prakAranuM hoya, koI paNa bhASAnuM hoya, koI paNa kAma, paMtha ke rASTranuM hAya-te temAMthI bApujInA nidhanathI vyApela zakane ja vAMcIe chIe ane vAMcatAMveMta ja ApaNuM hRzya bharAI Ave che. koI bIjAne dilAsa ApanAra bAkI rahetuM ja nathI. AvuM rudana advaita jagate enA ItihAsamAM kadI paNa joyuM hoya tema jANamAM nathI. AvuM mahArudana zA mATe? utara maLe che ke mahAkaruNAne viga paDyo che. bApujInI karuNA keI paNa saMta ke mahaMtanI karuNA karatAM nokhA ja prakAranI hatI. trividha duHkhanA tApathI tapI rahela mAnavatAne zAnita ApavA mATenI temanI dhagaza ane temanA prayatna e paNa jagate Aja sudhI nahi joyela evI ja vastu che. enuM varNana karavA mATe buddhi ane vANInAM sAdhano sarvami imavati-e nyAye alpamAtra banI jAya che, adhUrAM paDe che. - jyAre hijaratIone kaI AzvAsana ke dilAse ApavA azakta hAya, jyAre apahRta strIone keI paNa khUNAmAMthI uddhAranI AzAnuM kiraNa na dekhAtuM hoya, jyAre ke paNa eka varga upara tenA virodhI varga dvArA akathya satAmaNa cAlI rahI hoya, ane jyAM sarakAra ke bIjA zubhecchakenA kaI paNa prayatna kAragata na thatA heAya tyAM te dareka duHkhIne pitAnA aMgata caritrabaLa ke tapasyAbaLathI rAhatane dama keNa kheMcAvatuM? e te bApujInI jIvatI ane avizrAnta kAma karatI karuNA ja hatI. bApujI amArA mATe kAMIka karaze ja evI khAtarI dareka duHkhIne dilAse ApatI. ane bApujIne duHkhanI mahAhALI hAravAno prayatna paNa ke addabhuta ? ne AkhalImAM vartela kALA keranA agnine teonI karuNA eka rIte mAre te kalakattAmAM vartela hatyAkAMDane bIjI rIte. bihAramAM saLagelI heLIne eka Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -] darzana ane ciMtana rIte zamAve to dilhInA mahAdAvAnaLane khIjI rIte. AgamAM rahIne Aga khUjhavavAnA prayatna cAlu hoya tyAre paNa pAkistAnanA dUra dUranA bhAgAmAM saLagI rahela jvALAne kevI rIte zamAvavI, enI sakriya vicAraNA paNa ekasarakhI cAlatI hoya. AvuM mahAkaruNAnuM virATa dRzya zuM jagate kadI joyuM hatuM? tethI ja to Aja badhA raDI rahyA che, sahune anAthatA lAge che, pachI bhale te game tevA samRddha ke zUra hoya, agara namra sevaka ke mahAna adhikArI hoya, ema lAge che ke je kAma ApaNA gajAnI bahAranuM hatuM ane che, te kAmane eka ja mANasa potAnI sathI pahoMcI vaLatA. A lAgaNI ja saune raDAvI rahI che. hiMdustAnanI bahAranA samajadAra lokA paNa ema mAnatA ke ApaNA vizvazAMtinA prayatno retI uparanA mahela jevA che. e prayatno pAchaLa kAI nakkara bhUmi nathI. vizvazAnti mATe je nakkara bhUmi joIe te kAIne samajAtI nathI ane samajAya te te avyavahAru lAgatI, eve vakhate AvI nakkara bhUmikA sujhADanAra ane tene ekale hAthe vyavahAru siddha karI batAvanAra puruSane hide janma ApyA che, e ja kayAreka lezakalahathI TevAyela mAnavatAne sthAyI sAntinA saMskAro pUrA pADaze, AvA AzAstabha paDe tyAre te kema 4 raDe? ane ApaNe joIe chIe ke hajI rudana karatAM kAI thAkatuM nathI. jo bApujI mahAna karuNAnI virATa mUrti hoya to temanA viyeAganuM duHkha tethI ye paNa virATa hoya ja. A uparAMta khIA kAraNe paNa ApaNA duHkhamAM vRddhi thAya che. ApaNe jANatA hatA ke sokreTisanI hatyA zrIkAne hAthe thAya, krAIsTanI hatyA nyU lakAne hAthe thAya, paNa hiMdu mAnasa tA emanA jevA mahAsata ke RSi ke tapasvInA khUnanA vicAra suddhAM karI zake nahi. hiMdu mAnasanA AvA gauravathI ApaNuM mana unnata hatuM. rAjaleAbhanA kAraNe ane khIjA kAraNAe hiMdu jAtimAM paNa aneka khUna thayAM che paNa kAI sAcA tapasvI ke sAcA saMtanuM khUna tenA kaTTaramAM kaTTara virodhI hoya evA hiMdune hAthe kadI paNa thayuM nathI. hiMdu mAnasamAM Ave je bhavyatAnA ane dharmanA UDI saMskAra hatA te saMskAranA lApathI--tene lAgela kalaMkathI AkhuM hiMdu mAnasa jANe zaramAI gayuM che ane e ja UMDI zarama paNa tenAM AMsunI vATe jANe vahI rahI che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhya hiMdu kalpanA pramANe mAnavatArUpa puruSanuM mukha brAhmaNa. brAhmaNa mukha bane te enA guNane kAraNe. kayA guNe ? zuM ghAtaktAnA ? nahi, nahi, kadI nahi. naramedha-pazumedha-nI prAkRta bhUmikAmAMthI brAhmaNa kyAre ya UMce caDyo hate ane teNe te yajJamAM piSTamaya pazune sthAna ApI ahiMsAnI ucca bhUmikA paNa siddha karI hatI. eNe samarti tane pATha paNa saune zIkhavavA mAMDyo hato. e brAhmaNa sarva bhUtonA hitamAM dareka rIte rata thaye hate. enuM jIvana tanmaya thayuM hatuM. AvA brAhmaNatvane kalaMkita karanAra koI eka paNa brAhmaNa vyaktimAM ke nAnAmoTA tevA vargamAM kema saMcaryo haze? zuM hiMdutva ane brAhmaNatvane have zatamukha vinipAta zarU thayuM haze ke jethI te samUtahite ratanI ja hatyAne saMkalpa kare? mahAkaraNanuM avasAna karavAne saMkalpa paNa mahAna e kharuM, paNa e saMkalpa krUra ane kaThora hoI anArya ja hovAne. ane je puruSanA mukhasthAne virAjavA lAyaka gaNAyela brAhmaNamAM ane te paNa cittane pAvana karavAnI khyAti pAmela brAhmaNa vaMzamAM te anArya saMskAra udbhave te pachI hiMdujAti ane brAhmaNazreSTha mATe kayuM sAruM tatva bacavA pAmyuM gaNAya? A vicArathI paNa samajadAra kakaLI UThe che ane AMsu khALI zakatA nathI. have dilAse koNa Apaze?--e ja ekamAtra ApaNuM jhaMkhanA che. je dilAse ApavA Ave te ja dilagIrI, gamagInI ane zokano bhAga bane che. prasanna vadane ane himmatabharela hRdaye AvIne koI AzvAsana Ape evuM najare nathI paDatuM. tyAre paNa chevaTe bApujI ja pitAnA viyegathI kakaLI UThela duniyAne AzvAsana ApatA dekhAya che. jANe bApujI adazya rahI sahune ekasarakhI rIte kahetA na hoya ke tame zuM mane nathI eALakhe? ane oLakhe hoya te raDe che kema? zuM huM kyAre ya rahyo hate? zuM meM tamane prasanna vadane kartavya karavA ane marI phITavA nathI kahyuM? meM je tamane kahyuM hatuM te ja je meM AcaryuM che ema tamane lAgatuM hoya ane tame mArA upara e ja vizvAsa dharAvatA ho to pachI raDe che zAne ? gaLagaLA thAo cho zAne ? raDavuM, dIna banavuM, anAthatA anubhavavI e gItAmAM ke koI paNa dharmazAstramAM varSe ja manAyuM che, te tame mane zraddhAMjali ApanAra badhA bahAdura bane ane satya tema ja karuNAnuM AcaraNa karavAnA mRtyuMjayI yuddhamAM khapI jAo.