Adbhut

Author(s): Niswarth
Publisher: Parmarth Pariwar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032869/1

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bhUto, che ni:svArtha

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addabhuto A ni:svArtha : prakAzaka : paramArtha parivAra

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ke, jAjha ' - B+ 4 + avAja . : prAptisthAna : parama ke. saMghavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4|e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 : noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEdadadadadada

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hajAra sukRta-nimitta pa.pU. tapasvI munirAjazrI tapoyaza vi.ma.sA.nA saMyama jIvananI anumodanArthe hastaka | saMjaya, kamaleza, bhAveza, rAjeza, rameza, rAju-bhAvina, cirAga, pArtha, hiteza, vizAla, nakula, jIgara- aMkita mahetA, aMkita vedamuthA, aMkita zAha, aMkita DI. mahetA, aMkita dozI kuNAla caMdana, kuNAla bAphanA, kuNAla gurjara ityAdi TLE : - A A A N /ANS N

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amArI yAtrA aMdhArAthI ajavALAM tarapha amArA jIvanamAM eka tabakko hato ke jemAM jIvanano artha mAtra pAzcAtya jIvanazailInuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karavAno hato. rojha-De, cokaleTa-De jevA Dejha manAvavAmAM ja jIvananI saphaLatA mAnatA hatA. paraMtu Past is Passed pa.pU. zramaNa-nigraMtha gurubhagavaMtono jIvanamAM praveza-paricaya thayo ane aMdhArAmAMthI ajavALA tarapha javAnI dizA maLI. amane khabara paDI ke. |mahAjano yena gata : suprinthA : 5 uttama puruSonA mArga para cAlavAnuM ane emanuM ja anukaraNa anumodana karavuM e jIvananI saphaLatA che. evA ja eka uttama puruSa eTale pa.pU. munirAjazrI tapoyazavijayajI ma.sA. jemaNe potAnA jIvanamAM 5000thI adhika upavAsa tapanI tapazcaryA karI che evA tapasvI munirAjanA 14mA dIkSA divasanI ujavaNIno lAbha amane maLyo eno amane aparaMpAra AnaMda che. A prasaMge pUjya tapasvI munirAjanA jIvana-caritranA preraNAdAyI prasaMgo gurubhagavaMte pravacanamAM amane jaNAvyA. e prasaMgo amane khUba gamatAM pustakarUpe prakAzita karI rahyA chIe. A pustakamAM jinAjJAviruddha kAMI paNa ajANatAM nirupaNa thayuM hoya to enuM micchAmidukkaDam tathA dhyAna doravA namra vinaMtI sAthe Apano paramArtha - parivAra hastaka cirAga saMghavI maMdAra (mevADa) hAla bhAyaMdara

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|| zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | ne abhuta che. jaLa bharI saMpUTa patramAM yugalika narapUjaMta RSabha caraNa aMgUThaDe dAyaka bhavajala aMta" RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA caraNanI pUjA karIe to bhavano aMta Ave. ApaNe paNa A bhavathI kaMTALyA chIe ane eno aMta lAvavA mATe bhegA thayA chIe. dIkSA tithinI ujavaNI hoya ke derAsaranI pratiSThA hoya ke anya koI dhArmika prasaMga hoya, enI pAchaLano hetu ApaNane A bhava kharAba che e ahesAsa karAvavAno ane evA kharAba bhavano aMta lAvavAno che, barAbara ne? Aje paramapUjya tapasvI munirAjazrI tapoza vijayajI ma.sA. no dIkSA divasa che. ene anulakSIne zrAvakoe A prasaMganuM Ayojana karyuM che. to Aje ApaNe vicAraNA karIe ke ApaNA jevA ja athavA ApaNA karatAM vadhAre zokhIna, tophAnI jIvo paNa saMyoga thatAM kevA mahAna bane che. temanI vAto ApaNe karavI che. AsanabhavI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvo AsannabhavI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvonuM zAstramAM varNana Ave che. eka AcArya mahArAja sAhebe sAdhvIjI ma.sA.ne kahyuM ke vaMdanArthe Avela A nAno bALaka carama zarIrI lAge che. sAdhvIjI ma.sA. e pUchyuM ke Apane kevI rIte khabara paDI ke A carama zarIrI che. A.ma.sA.e jaNAvyuM ke AsannabhavI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALA jIvomAM vayajanya doSo na hoya. uMmara sAthe amuka prakAranA doSo saMkaLAyelA hoya che. nAnapaNamAM mUrkhAmI, akkala ochI, tuccha vastuno rAga hoya. yuvAnImAM unmAda, ghaDapaNamAM niHsAtvikatA vagere hoya. AsannabhavI dakkkkkkk: 640000000004 du

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puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvo nAnI uMmaranA hoya, dharma na pAmyA hoya, AtmA, paraloka, puNya-pApanI samaja na paNa hoya, chatAM emanA mAM vayajanya doSo na hoya. nAnAM chokarAM yuvAno- vRddha jano kevA hoya? | nAnA chokarAne tame snAna karAvIne gharanI bahAra mUko. bahAra jo dhULa hoya to paNa tarata e dhULamAM ALoTavAnuM zarU karI deze. rastA parathI pasAra thatAM bALakane kAMI vastu joItI hoya ane tame na laI Apo to rastA upara sUI jAya. tame sonAnI vIMTI Apo to rasa nahIM paNa mAcisanI chApa, thamsaapanAM DhAMkaNA, goTI, lebala AvI tuccha vastuo bhegI karaze. sonuM nahIM game. prAyaH bALako raDavuM, jhagaDavuM, mArAmArI, kheMcatANa, AvI tucchatAothI ja bharelA hoya. juvAnImAM hasI-majAka, ThaThThI mazkarI thatI hoya....dA.ta. premajI lavajI nAma sAMbhaLe eTale majAka sUjhe. dAdA lavajInuM gujarAtI beThuM bhASAMtara premajI che. game tyAM najara doDAvavI, abhimAna evuM ke bAIka calAve to jANe ApaNane lAge ke cakravartI rAjA pasAra thayo. gADImAM moTethI Tepa cAlu rAkhe.AkhArAjyamAM enA jevA koI smArTa nahIM evI mAthAmAM rAI bharelI hoya. arIsA sAme kalAko pasAra kare. ghaDapaNamAM rodaNAM royA karaze. mAruM to koI nathI, mArI to koIne kAMI paDI ja nathI. ame gharamAM chIe evuM koI gaNatuM ja nathI. mAruM zarIra kevuM thayuM, uMbaro thayo DuMgaro eTale uMbaro oLaMgavo e DuMgara oLaMgavA jevuM thayuM che. pAdara paradeza jevuM thayuM. khAvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI. AvA prakAranI ciMtAthI vyApta ghaDapaNa hoya che. jyAre AsannabhavI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALA jIvomAM AvA prakAranA doSo jaNAze nahIM. A jIvo nAnapaNamAM paNa tophAna, mastI karaze nahIM. dhamAla macAvaze nahIM. yuvAnImAM unmAda, vikAro jovA nahIM maLe.

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ghaDapaNamAM niHsAtvikatA jovA nahIM maLe. AcArya ma.sA. sAdhvIjIne kahe che ke A bALakamAM AvA doSo dekhAtA nathI. A bALaka zAMta, gaMbhIra che. bAkInAM bALako upAzrayamAM paNa dhamAla macAve, rastA para sUI jAya ke ALoTe, nAnI-nAnI tuccha vastumAM paNa emanAmAM Asakti dekhAze. AvA puNyazALI jIvo kevA parivAromAM janme? sAmAnyataH AsannabhavI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALA jIvono janma sukhI-saMpanna parivAramAM thAya. bhoga sAmagrI paNa puSkaLa maLe paNa emAM cakanAcUra na thAya. nAnapaNamAM svajano khamA-khamA karIne bolAve. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane sarakhAvavAnI ke ApaNane jo koI khamAkhamA kare to ahaMkArI svachaMdI thaIe ane moTA thayA pachI vinaya zIkhavADavAmAM dama nIkaLI jAya. ApaNe kyAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA hatA ? zAlIbhadra puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA che. pitA devalokathI 33 peTI kapaDAM, 33 peTI dAgInA, 33 peTI bhojana sAmagrI A rIte rojanI 99 peTIo mokalAve che. devatAI bhojana, kapaDAM, dAgInA chatAM nirlepa. ApaNe kevI rIte vartIe? have ApaNI kathA kahuM. jo rU.5000nI DIza hoya evA jamaNavAro saLaMga aThavADiyuM hoya to e vAtanI gerenTI ke ApaNuM peTa bagaDe. kAraNa ke ApaNe khAvAmAM viveka rAkhI zakIzuM nahIM.5OO0 rU. DIza hoya evA koI prasaMgamAM gayA hoya to TAmeTA, paMcAu vagere sUpamAMthI ekeyane khAvAmAM bAkI na rAkho. chelle DejharTa sudhI badhA ja kAunTaronI mulAkAta lezo ja ane dareka AITama moDhAmAM padharAvazo. peTanI maryAdAno vicAra karazo nahIM. zAlIbhadranI jema 99 peTI Utare to ApaNe to marI ja jaIe.

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ApaNane to 100% roga thAya. ApaNI jIbha kaMTrola ja na karI zake. ApaNe to lagna prasaMga hoya tyAre tyAM gupta rIte tapAsa karAvI laIe. nAITrojana AIskrIma vagere che? kaI-kaI AITama che? jethI karIne ApaNe barAbara e ja AITamo upara tUTI zakIe barAbara ne ? ekapaNa vastu skipa karavAnI bhAvanA na hoya. enA mATe jamavAmAM traNa kalAka nIkaLe to traNa kalAka kADhazuM. sUpathI cAlu thayela sapharane chelle DejharTa sudhI pahoMcatA 2 thI 3 kalAka thaI jAya. peTa sAtha na Ape to davA lezuM. 2-3 vAra phrezarUmamAM jazuM, paNa ekeya vastu bAkI na rahevI joIe. bhale bIjA divase vAchUTa thAya. AjubAjumAM koI besI na zake to vAMdho nahIM paNa, mArI jIbhane caTAkA maLavA joIe. sabhAH "zAlIbhadra paNa devalokamAMthI AvatI peTIono yathAyogya upayoga karI ja letA hatA tethI ja roja navI peTIo AvatI hatI ne ?" gurujI: "tamAro kahevAno matalaba spaSTa che ke zAlIbhadra paNa sAmAnya mAnavInI jema ja jhApaTatA hatA. paraMtu dhyAna rAkhavA jevI vAta e che ke mahApuruSone puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hovAthI uttama bhoga sAmagrIo maLe, paNa e bhoga sAmagrIone akarAMtiyAnI jema na bhogave.ApaNe to jANe chappaniyA (saMvata 1956) nA dukALamAMthI AvyA na hoIe ema jhApaTIe chIe. koI jamaNamAM gayA ane tyAM 100 vAnagIo hoya to 100 e vAnagIo peTanI darakAra karyA vagara upayoga karavAnA, bhale lujhamozana thAya. mahApuruSo kevI rIte varte? mahApuruSane peTamAM garabaDa lAge to ghare rasamalAI banAvI hoya ke camacama banAvI hoya e maganA pANIthI ja calAve. pahelA naMbara upara AvA mahApuruSonI tabiyata bagaDe nahIM. kadAca karmanA yoge bagaDI to paNa khAvA pIvAmAM pUrato kaMTrola rAkhI zake.

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prasaMgopAta paricitonA gharethI paiDA ItyAdi AvyA hoya ane tamArA hAthamAM boksa AvI jAya to boksa pUruM thaI jAya ne? gharanA bIjA sabhyone khabara paNa na paDe ke mIThAInuM boksa AvyuM hatuM. khAvAnI kevI lAlasA? puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanAM udayavALA jIvomAM vayajanya doSo jovA na maLe. khAvA-pIvA, rahevA-oDhavAmAM viveka dekhAya. tamane jamatAM jue to sAmevALAne khabara paDI jAya ke bhAI sAheba khAudharA che. IlAcIkumAra yuvAnI prApta karelA chatAM emanAmAM kyAMya vijAtIyanuM AkarSaNa na dekhAya. emanA mA-bApa vicAre che ke dIkarAne saMsAra nA koI bhoga lalacAvI nathI zakatA. bALaceSTAo jovA na maLe. yuvAnImAM virakta che jayAre ApaNI najara to pataMgiyAnI mAphaka pharyAja karatI hoya ne ? koI sAruM rUpa dekhAya tyAM coMTI ja paDe ne ? puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA jIvomAM, Asakti na dekhAya, bhogamAM loluptA na dekhAya, yuvAnI hovA chatAM vikAra na dekhAya. mATe IlAcI kumAranA mA-bApa, mitrone kahe che ke IlAcI kumArane lagna karavAnuM mana thAya evuM karo. IlAcI kumAranuM jIvana kevuM nirvikArI haze. AvA vairAgI jIvo dIkSA le, AtmakalyANa kare, mokSe jAya to tamane Azcarya na thAya. tame to kaho ke AvA jIvo to mokSamAM ja jAya ne ? sabhA : amArI bALaceSTAone bIjAM AvAM kaMIka udAharaNo Apo ne ? gurujI: tame kalAsamAM bhaNatAM ho ane koI anya vidyArthIthI bhUla thAya to tame enI ThekaDI uDADone ? ghaNIvAra vAkya racanAmAM bolatAM zikSakathI paNa bhUla thaI jAya to tamane majA paDe ne ! pachI e bhUla badhAne kahIne pAchI majA lUTavAnI. zikSaka bhaNAvatA hatA ane bolyA ke "huM kAle nahIM AvuM kAraNake sAle kI lAsTa zAdI hai !" ane vidyArthIo sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja hasavA lAgyA. zikSake pUchyuM tame kema hasyA ? to vidyArthIoe kahyuM ke ApanA sALAe pahelAM keTalI zAdI karI che ke kAle lAsTa zAdI che! kharekhara zikSake e ma bolavAnuM hatuM "lAsTa sAle kI zAdI hai."

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enI jagyA sAle kI lAsTa zAdI bolAI gayuM. tamane to have majA paDI gaI. vidyAdAtA gurUnI paNa majAka uDADatAM zarama Ave ? agAunA zikSako kevA hatA? RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA janma pachI kalpavRkSa vagerenA nAza thatAM bhagavAne bhASAjJAna vagere tyAranA lokone ApyuM. bhagavAna jyAre bharata, bAhubali, brAhmI, suMdarIne bhaNAvatAM hatAM tyAre zuM bharatAdithI bhUla nahIM thaI hoya? AvA arthano anartha thAya evI vAkya racanAnI bhUla bharatAdithI thaI nahIM hoya? vAkyaracanAnI bhUla thAya to paramAtmA RSabhadeva haze? e bhUla thAya to AkhA gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITe ? koIthI bhUla thAya to hasavAnuM maLe ! huM mArA saMsArI jIvananI ja vAta karuM. ame eka progrAmamAM gayA hatA. tyAM eka bhAI potAnuM vyaktavya ApI rahyA hatA. emAM bolavAnuM hatuM ke " mArI nasamAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM lohI vahI rahyuM che. ane emanAthI bolAI gayuM ke" mArA blaDamAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM lohI vahe che. basa progrAma patyA pachI cAlu thaI gayuM- blaDamAM lohI vahe che. amAre to nasamAM lohI vahe tamAre blaDamAM lohI vahe. adbhuta ! adbhuta ! pachI e bhAI jyAre maLe tyAre e ja vAta ke blaDamAM lohI vahe che. blaDa eTale lohI, lohImAM lohI vahe che. A khoTo vAkya prayoga thayo. eka ema.bI.bI.esa. thayela yuvAnane jeThANI, derANI zabdo konA mATe vaparAya te khabara na hatI. eTale mitrone pUchyuM ke jeThANI kone kahevAya ? moTA bhAInI patnIne jeThANI kahevAya. yuvAna bolyo oha! mArAM bhAbhI che, e mArAM jeThANI paNa che. eTale ke bhAbhI mATe be zabdo che. "bhAbhI ane jeThANI," yuvAnane khabara na paDI ke mArAM bhAbhI e mArI zrAvikAnA jeThANI thayA. mAre bhAbhI ja kahevAya, jeThANI na kahevAya. AvI bhUla koInAthI

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thaI jAya to zuM thAya? 20 jaNane kahevAnuM mana thAya ke Aje khUba majA. AvI gaI. A vAta 20 jaNane jyAM sudhI nahIM kahIe tyAM sudhI ApaNane AyaMbilanuM khAdheluM paNa nahIM pace, kemake ApaNAmAM nAme gaMbhIratA ja nathI. paNa mAre Aje tamane evA puNyAtmAonI vAto karavI che ke je jIvo ApaNA jevA ja hatA. kyAMka kyAMka to ApaNane paNa pAchaLa mUkI de evA puNyAtmAo paNa sadyoganA yoge kevA uttama mahApuruSo banyA enA udAharaNa levA che. ahIMyA mahApuruSonA jIvananI sAMbhaLelI vAto lakhI che. e keTalA mahAna banyA enI upara najara karajo. emanA bhUtakALane joIne tame emanI niMdA vagere karazo to tamane pApa lAgaze. tame tamArI jiMdagImAM elyuminiyama, jarmana silvara, pittaLa jevA vyaktione bahu sAMbhaLyA haze. paraMtu Aje eka pleTInama jevA mahApuruSane oLakhIe. bALapaNanI vAta eka bALakanI vAta che. bALaka hoziyAra guNIyala che. bALakanA pitAe svajana pAsethI kAraNavazAt udhAra paisA lIdhA haze. plega vagere rogacALo vakaratAM bALakanA pitA mRtyu pAmyA. bALaka nAno che, gharamAM vaDadAdImA che. ekavAra jemanI pAsethI udhAra paisA lIdhA hatA e puNyAtmAne rastA upara bALaka maLyo. puNyAtmAe bALakanI pAse paisAnI mAMgaNI karI ke tArA pitA pAsethI paisA levAnA bAkI rahI gayA che. bALakanI gharanI paristhiti evI na hatI ke paisA cUkavI zake. bALaka hoziyAra ane pratibhAzALI hovAthI ugharANI karanAra puNyAtmAne prazna pUchyo ke Ape paisA kone ApyA hatA? puNyAtmAe javAba Apyo ke tArA pitAne. bALake kahyuM mArA pitA devalokamAM che. tyAMthI laI lyo. jene ApyA enI pAsethI ugharANI karo. puNyAtmA cAlatA thayA.

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A bAju bALaka ghare Avyo. ane rastAnI athathI iti sudhInI vAta dAdImAne karI. dAdIe vAta sAMbhaLatA ja bALakane samajAvyuM ke jo ApaNe ApaNI garaje paisA lIdhA hatA. Aje ApaNI paristhiti nathI, chatAM Avo javAba na apAya. tuM hamaNAM ja emanA ghare jA ane emanI mAphI mAMga ane kaheje ke amArI paristhiti thaze tyAre ame dUdha paisA dhoIne ApazuM. bALake dAdInA mArgadarzana mujaba karyuM. gurujIH "tame koIne Avo uDAu javAba ApI zako?" sabhA: "nA, ame Avo rapha javAba na ApI zakIe." gurujI: "paNa Avo rapha javAba ApanAra kalpanA paNa na thaI zake eTalA moTA prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMta thayA." eka pitAe potAnA nAnA bALaka sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhela nAnA bALamunie je tophAno karyA che te koI gharamAM paNa na karI zake. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA zrAvaka-zrAvikA Ave enA pahelA ja A bALamuni rastA uparathI nAnI kAMkarIo vINIne bhegI karI rAkhe. bAlakanI uparathI nIce vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAone kAMkarAo mAre. gurujI: "tame koI AvAM tophAna karI zako? tame koIe AvAM tophAna karyA che ? " sabhA : "ame AvA tophAna karyA paNa nathI, ame karI paNa na zakIe. ApaNe to nizALathI sIdhA ghare ane gharathI sIdhA nizALa jAya evA DAhyA chokarA hatA." gurujIH AvAM tophAna karatAM bALamuni pAse zuM apekSA rakhAya ?" sabhAH "hemakhema dIkSA pALe to sAruM." gurujI : "sAta-sAta vakhata saMskRta bhaNavA chatAM kakko na ghUMTI zakanAra A ja bALamuni emanA gurubhagavaMtonI kRpAnA baLe 40 hajAra zlokonuM saMskRta bhASAmAM sarjana karI zakyA. prAkRta TeksTabukane hAtha paNa na lagADanAra

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bALamuni prAkRtabhASAmAM 45-4pa miniTa sudhI satata vyAkhyAna ApI zakyA. trIjA dhoraNamAM nApAsa thanAra A bALamuni 45 Agama bhaNyA. je uMmara unmAda, vikAra ne pedA kare evI 25 varSanI uMmare chedagraMtha bhaNyA. chedagraMtha eTale prAyazcitanA graMtha. kayA pApanuM zuM prAyazcita Ave evuM zIkhavanAra A chedagraMtha game tene bhaNAvAya paNa nahIM. evA gaMbhIra graMtha emane emanA vaDIloe bhaNAvyA. A chedagraMtha apariNatane bhaNAvI devAya to ulkApAta macI jAya. tamane ema lAge ke je hemakhema dIkSA pALe to sAruM e bALamuni gurukRpAnA baLe Atmika kalyANa karI zakyA." eka yuvAna kaoNlejamAM bhaNe, mastI tophAna khUba kare. pUrvakALamAM loko TopI paheratA hatA. A yuvAna ane enI mitra ToLakI roDanI baMne bAju oTalA upara UbhI rahI jAya. mitra ToLakI hAthamAM pataMga cagAvavAno mAMjo rAkhe. eka cheDe eka mitra pakaDe, bIjA cheDe bIjo mitra pakaDe. ane rastA uparathI cAlatA mANasanI TopI sudhI dorI lAve ane dorIthI TopIne uDAve. gurujI: "tame AvI rIte koInI TopIo uDAvI che?" sabhA :- "ame viDIyo gema upara koInI TopI uDADI zakIe, bAkI lAiva TopI uDADavAnI amArI tAkAta nathI." paNa AvI rIte cAlatAM lokonI TopIo uDAvanAra yuvAna dIkSA le e kalpanAmAM AvI zake ? majAka mazkarI karanAra yuvAna prAkRta - saMskRtamAM dhArAbaddha pravacana ApI zake e tamArA magajamAM bese ? AvA prakAranI mazkarI karanAra yuvAna jaina zAsananA ajoDa graMthanuM bhASAMtara lakhI zake A vAta tamArA magajamAM bese? Aje tame jemanI dIkSAtithi nimite A kAryakrama rAkhyo che te gurubhagavaMta paNa saMsArIpaNAmAM haravA-pharavA ane khAvAnA gajaba zokhIna hatA. ane Aje kyA levala upara pahoMcyA te joie. tamArA mArA ApaNA badhA karatAM vadhAre rapha javAba ApanAra vadhAre L L, MMMMMM - Go % 500sY0Y

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tophAnI-mastIkhora jIvo jo sAdhanA zikharane sara karI zakatAM hoya to ApaNe kema na karI zakIe ? janma ane bALapaNanI vigatoH to cAlo ApaNe pUjaya tapoyaza vi. ma.sA.nA saMsArI jIvanathI Aja divasa sudhInI sAdhanAnI sapharanuM vihaMgAvalokana karIe. vijApura tAlukAmAM devaDA gAmamAM cImanalAla DAhyAlAla pArekhanA ghare putrano janma thayo. phaIe nAma rAkhyuM ramaNalAla. ramaNalAla ane tamAruM baMnenuM jIvana sarakhAvatA jajo. ramaNalAla haravA-pharavAnA bhAre zokhIna. tamAre to svimiMga karavuM hoya to maphatalAla bAthamAM jaI zako. paNa gAmaDAmAM maphatalAla bAtha kayAM hoya? taLAvomAM nahAvA mATe paDe. paNa unALAmAM taLAvo sUkAI jAya. paNa jo icchA hoya to rasto ApoApa maLe. taLAvo sUkAI jAya to kUvAomAM nahAvA mATe paDe. savAre kUvAomAM nahAvA jAya. baporanA 12 thI 4 nizALa hoya, lezana hoya nahIM. bhaNavAmAM jhAjho rasa nahIM. eTale khetaramAM jAya, jhADanI DALIe laTake. jhADanI DALIo upara hiMcakA bAMdhIne jhUlA khAya. eka jhADathI bIjA jhADe kUde! ekavAra eka jhADanI DALIthI kUdIne bIjA jhADanI DALI pakaDavA jatA hatA. vacce eka chokarAe lAkaDI rAkhI to nAka upara lAgI enuM nizAna hajI paNa che. svAdanA rasiyA zaheramAM to bhUkha lAge to zivasAgaramAM ke sukhasAgaramAM jAya. gAmaDAnA loko khetaramAM jAya. kerI toDe, gharethI mIThuM, maracuM laI jAya. tyAM bhabharAvIne khAya. kyAreka AMbalI khAya, kyAreka zeraDInA khetaramAMthI zeraDI khAya. atyAre to rAtre 12 - 2 vAgyA sudhI rakhaDavuM hoya to badhe lAiTa che. jayAre gAmaDAmAM te vakhate lAiTa AvI na hatI. A loko mahinAmAM 10-12 divasa munalAiTa (caMdraprakAza) no upayoga karI moDI rAta sudhI hututu, kho, laMgaDI, thappo ramatA hatA. SASASASASASASASASkk

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navarAtri Ave eTale gAmamAM aMbAmAnA maMdire dAMDIyA rame, gAtA sAruM AvaDe eTale pote gAya ane badhAne gavaDAve. dAMDiyA ramavAno gajaba zokha. gurujI: ramaNabhAI ane tamArAmAM kAMI pharaka lAge che?" sabhAH "amArI kArbana kopI ja lAge che." jIvanamAM puNyodayano vaLAMka jIvanamAM eka vaLAMka upara puNyano udaya thayo. emanA gAmanI nizALamAM heDamAsTaranI badalI thaI. navA heDamAsTara AvyA. A navA heDamAsTara dhArmika vRttinA hovAnA kAraNe bALakone bhautika jJAnanI sAthe-sAthe dharmanAM saMskAro paNa ApatA hatA. heDamAsTaranI cakora najaramAM ramaNalAla AvyA. kaMdamULamAM rahelA anaMtAnaMta jIvonuM jJAna heDamAsTare ramaNalAlane ApyuM. ramaNalAlane baTeTA, kAMdA, lasaNa vagere kaMdamULa prANathI paNa pyArA hatA. paNa anaMtAnaMta jIvono nAza mArI jIbha mATe thAya che evo vicAra AvatAM ramaNalAle kaMdamULano tyAga karyo. heDamAsTara vAtsalya pUrvaka vidyArthIone sadAcAronuM jJAna ApyA ja karatA hatA. evAmAM mahAna parvaparyuSaNa AvyA. heDamAsTare ramaNalAlane pauSadhanI preraNA karI ane ramaNalAle pauSadha karyo. amadAvAdamAM mAmA ma.sA.nI preraNA AjathI 75-80 varSa pUrve aMgrejInI 4 copaDI sudhI abhyAsa karyo heDamAsTare ApelA kaMdamULatyAga-pUjA vagerenA saMskAro yathAvat hatA ane dhaMdhArthe amadAvAda AvyA. ahIM kezavalAla devacaMdanI vAsaNanI dukAne nokarIe rahyA. mAsika 60 rU. pagAra hato. ramaNalAlanA kAkAI (pitarAI) mAmAe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. pUjyazrI e samaye amadAvAdamAM vicaratA hatA. avAra-navAra emanA vaMdanArthe javAnuM thatuM hatuM.

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mAmA ma.sAhebe dharmanI preraNA karatAM potAnA bhUtakALanI vAta karI ke huM jamanAbhAI bhagubhAInI milamAM nokarI karato hato. mAre savAre pAMca vAge nokarI para javuM paDatuM hatuM. paNa meM emAM varSItapa cAlu karyuM. varSItapanuM biyAsaNuM huM TIphInamAM sUkI vastuthI karI lauM ane bIju biyAsaNuM huM sAMje ghare karuM. A vAtanI jANa mAlikane thatAM emane mane kIdhuM. biyAsaNAnA divase 11 vAge AvavAnuM 4 vAge cAlyA javAnuM. ema karatAM mAruM varSItapa thayuM. A vAta mAmA ma.sA.e ramaNalAlane kahI ke nokarI sAthe dharmaArAdhanA chUTavI na joIe. ane e ja arasAmAM comAsI caudaza AvI. comAsAnA divaso hatA. ramaNalAla avAranavAra vaMdanArthe jatA hatAM. emAM ra1 upavAsa karyA. nAnapaNamAM heDamAsTare pauSadha karAvyA hatA. e pauSadhano rasAsvAda AtmAe mANyo hato. tethI 21-21 upavAsa pauSadha sAthe karyA. zeTha kezavalAlajIe paNa saharSa rajA ApI. eTaluM nahIM paNa khAsa AgrahapUrvaka potAnA ghare pAraNuM paNa karAvyuM. pAraNA pachI gAmaDe gayA. mUrkhatAnuM udAharaNa eka vAra bhAratanI krikeTa TIma ane pAkistAnanI krikeTa TIma vacce phAinala meca hatI. eka saradArajIe enA mitra mullA nasarudina sAthe 500 rU.nI zarata lagADI ke bhAratanI TIma Aje jItaze. mullAe kahyuM bhAratanI TIma hAraze ane bhArata hArI gayuM. bIjA divase saradArajIe enA mitra lallune kahyuM ke mAre to 1000 rU.nuM nukazAna thayuM. mitra lallu bolyo te to zarata 500 rU.nI lagADI hatI ne rUA.1000nuM nukazAna kevI rIte gayuM. saradArajIe javAba Apyo ke rAtre hAI-lAITsa upara pAchA rUA.paCC lagADyA hatA. A saradArajI to tamane pAgala lAge ne! tame AvuM ja karo cho. haravA-pharavA deza-videza jAo cho, 500 rU.nuM nukazAna to thayuM. arthAt pApa lAgyuM. paNa tame ATalAthI aTakatA nathI. deza-videza pharavA gayelA

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tyAMnA phoTo-viDIyo tamArA mitro lalluone phesabuka vagere upara mUkIne pAchuM bIjA 500 rU. nuM nukazAna karo cho arthAt pApanA guNAkAra karo cho. paNa ramaNabhAI tamArA jevA mUrakha na hatA. paNa pAkA vANiyAnA dIkarA hovAthI ra1 upavAsanuM pAraNuM karyA pachI gAmaDe jaIne 60 to 70 zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI sAdharmika bhakti potAnA kamAyelA paisAthI rAkhI ane tapadharmanuM ujamaNuM karI puNyanAM guNakAro karyA. tapadharmanuM ujamaNuM eTale sukRtanA guNAkAro. pApanI anumodanA, ujamaNI eTale duSkRtanA guNAkAro. tamane sukRtanA guNAkAra phAve? ke duSkRtanA guNAkAra phAve? 23-25 varSanI uMmare karelA 21 upavAsathI evI saphara cAlu thaI ke dara varSe paryuSaNamAM to aThThAI pauSadha sAthe ja karavAnI . aThThAInI saphara saLaMga 50 varSa sudhI cAlI saLaMga 21 varSItapa karyA. emAM paNa paryuSaNanI aThThAI mUkavAnI ja nahIM. A badhI aThThAIomAM 6 upavAsa sudhI to pANI paNa na vAparyuM hoya. kadAca jarUra paDe to 7mA ke 8mA upavAse pANI vApare. ArAdhanAnI gADI cAlatI hatI. emAM parivArajano e lagna karAvI dIdhAM. sAMsArika baMdhana chatAM ArAdhanAvRtti lagnane ekAda varSa thayuM haze ane vi.saM. 2017 (I.sa. 1961) mAM parama zAsaka prabhAvaka A.de zrI vi. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM usamAnapurA amadAvAdamAM upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA thavAnI hatI. e upadhAnatapanI ArAdhanAmAM ramaNabhAI sajoDe joDAyA. emanI ArAdhanAnI vRtti ajaba gajaba. emano svabhAva evo zAMta ke koInI paNa niMdA kuthalI emanA jIvanamAM dekhAya nahI. phAlatu TAIma bagADavo emane phAve ja nahIM, vinaya viveka evA adbhuta! emanI AvI abhuta prakRti tathA ArAdhanA hatI. kapUracaMdabhAI sAdaDIvALA lAlabAga muMbaI rahetA hatA. e paNa upadhAnamAM tapamAM joDAyA hatA ane 10,000 rU mAM pahelI mALa lIdhI hatI.

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ramaNabhAInI adbhuta ArAdhaka vRtti jotAM kapUracaMdabhAIne svataH ullAsa thatAM pa000 rU.mAM ramaNabhAInI paNa mALa lIdhI. vicAra karavA jevo che. rUA.5 hajArane pa varSe bamaNAM karo to AjanI tArIkhamAM 5000 nI kiMmata karoDa rUpiyA jeTalI thAya. ramaNabhAInI ArAdhanAnI kevI gajabanI masta phakIrI haze ke kapUracaMdabhAIne emanI mALa levAnuM mana thayuM! ramaNabhAI upadhAna karavA gayA tyAre jyAM nokarI karatA hatA, tyAMnA zeThe kahyuM ke doDha mahinAnI rajA maLaze nahIM. kadAca upadhAna karavA javuM ja hoya to nokarI choDI do. ramaNabhAInA manamAM ekavAra saMkalpa thaI gayo to pachI e saMkalpamAM pAchI pAnI kare e bIjA. upadhAna karIne pAchA AvyA. navI nokarI gotavAnI hatI. tyAre bIjA divase jUnA zeTha rastA upara maLyA. zeThe pUchyuM ke upadhAna pUruM thaI gayuM? ramaNabhAIe kahyuM kAle ja Avyo chuM. to zeThe kahyuM ke have bIje nokarI gotatA nahIM, ApaNe tyAM ja AvI jAo. keTalI prabhukRpA! - ramaNabhAIe zeThane kahyuM ke huM 1 kalAka rAtre kAma vadhAre karIza paNa savAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne pachI ja huM AvIza ane sAMje paNa mane covihAra mATe rajA ApavI paDaze. to ja mAre nokarI karavI che. bAkI mArI dharmArAdhanA cUkAya tyAM mAre nokarI karavI nathI. ghara nAnuM paNa dila moTuM! 10 x 10 phUTanuM emanuM ghara hatuM. emAM traNa saMtAna ane pati-patnI ema 5 jaNA rahetA hatA. emanA mAtRzrI muMbaI hatA. tyAM bImAra thayAM. muMbaI khAte jagyA nAnI, paristhiti nahIM. tethI mAtRzrIne amadAvAda lAvyA. 10 x 10 phUTanI jagyAmAM 6 jaNA thayA.emAM ramaNabhAIne sALo na hovAthI emanAM sAsu paNa ekalAM hatAM tethI emane paNa e ja gharamAM lAvIne rAkhyA. 10 x 10 nI rUmamAM 7 jaNA thayA. ramaNabhAInI mAtRzrI pathArIvaza hatA. emanI badhI ja sevA ramaNabhAI khUba ullAsapUrvaka karatA 6666666nnNdd f4f6666666666666

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hatA. ane samaya jatAM mAtRzrI samAdhipUrvaka mRtyu pAmyA. ramaNabhAIne nityakrama savAre pratikramaNa karavAnuM. tyArabAda pAMjarApoLanAM upAzrayamAM guruvaMdana-darzana-paccakakhANa laIne ghare AvavAnuM. pAMjarApoLanuM upAzraya emanA gharethI cAlatAM 10 miniTa thAya. pachI paccakakhANa pALavAnuM. tyArabAda pUjA-vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA jJAna-maMdira jAya. tyAMthI dukAne nokarI mATe javAno nityakrama banI gayo hato. baporanA ghare jamavA mATe Ave. emAM aDadho kalAka sADIonA pUMphatAnuM kAma karatAM jemAM ekAda rUpiyo maLe. pachI dukAne jAya ane rAtre dukAnathI 9 vAge ghare Ave tyAra bAda pratikramaNa karI, rAtre 10-12 nAmuM lakhatA. bhADAnA makAnamAM rahetA hatA, tyAM makAna-mAlika lAITa bila bhare. tethI 9-30 vAge lAITa baMdha karAvI nAkhe. to pote roDa uparanI lAITamAM nAmuM lakhatAM. ghara to nAnuM eTale dAdara upara caDhatAM vaccenA bhAge bAjumAM besI pratikramaNa karI letA. | tamane pa miniTanA aMtare vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnuM hoya to kaho ke bhAI ekTivA laI gayo hato. ghare ekTivA na hatuM mATe AvI zakyo nahIM. pAMca miniTanA aMtare paNa tame cAlIne pahoMcI nathI zakatA, kAraNa? tamAruM lakSya ja nathI. bAkI, ATalA nAnA gharamAM besavAnI jagyA na maLe, tyAM ArAdhanA kevI rIte thAya? chatAM badhuM thaI zake. mana hoya to mALave javAya. A ramaNabhAIno nityakrama thaI gayo hato. emAM varSItapanI ArAdhanA cAlu karI. gharamAM evI paristhiti nathI ke ghIno zIro karI varSItapanA biyAsaNAmAM vAparI zake. eTaluM ja nahIM, varSItapanA biyAsaNAmAM dUdha vAparavAnI paNa paristhiti nahIM. mArA dIkarA-dIkarIne dUdha pUratuM maLI zake nahIM ane huM dUdha vAparuM sAruM na kahevAya. mATe varSItapamAM dUdha, ghIno zIro kazuM nathI vAparyuM. talanA telamAM zIro karIne vAparyo che. chatAM sAdhanAnI mastImAM koI pharaka nahIM. jaProche ja060606090670000666

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tamane to ghInA DabbAmAM ke dUdhanA kaeNnamAM jhaboLIe to paNa vAMdho na Ave tevI tamArI paristhiti che chatAM varSItapanuM mana thAya ? jo ke varSItapa karo to thoDA carabInA thara Utare. chatAM paNa varSItapa karo ? ramaNabhAIno varSItapa nirvina pUrNa thayo. jIvana jarUriyAtomAM karakasara karIne bacata karelA rUpiyAmAMthI e jamAnAmAM 60 jaNane pAlItANA laI gayA. ane varSItapanuM pAraNuM pAlItANA karyuM. kamANIno sadupayoga eka yuvAna mahine 50-60 hajAra rUpiyA kamAya che. e yuvAnane gurUbhagavaMte pUchyuM ke kadAca tuM A varSe 5 karoDa rUpiyA kamAI jAya to tuM dharmamAM keTalA kharce ? A kalpanA karavAnI che, bAdhA nathI. yuvAna lAMbA vicAra pachI kahe che ke 4 thI 5 lAkha rUpiyA vAparuM. gurUbhagavaMte pUchyuM ke bAkInA paisAnuM zuM kare ? ghara-gADI-goDAuna levuM che. A badhuM enI yAdImAM hatuM. vicAravA jevuM che. ramaNabhAI pAse nokarImAMthI bacata karatAM-karatAM thoDA rUpiyAnI bacata thaI to emAMthI 60 jaNane pAlItANA laI gayA. kadAca kharco thoDo vadhI jaze to pagAramAMthI kapAta karAvI laIza. paNa mAre sAdharmikone pAlItANA laI javA che. vicAra karo ke jenI pAse potAnuM ghara paNa nathI. bhADAnA gharamAM paMkho paNa nathI. roja dUdha paNa vAparatA nathI. varSItapamAM ghIno zIro paNa paravaDato nathI. evA zrAvakanA aramAnanI UMcAIno grApha juo. ane 5 karoDa AvyA to eka Tako paisA paNa hajAra vicAra karI dharmamAM vAparavA taiyAra thaIe evA ApaNe chIe. ApaNA ze nistAra thAya ? kadAca, tamArA taraphathI vyAkhyAnamAM peMDAnI prabhAvanA hoya to vyAkhyAnamAM AvelA bALakane 10 paiDA ApatA tamAro jIva cAle ? nA cAle, jIva kapAI jAya. mane ghaNIvAra vicAra Ave ke tame dharmanA kSetramAM mammaNanA D.N.A.to nathI dharAvatAne? bAkI saMsAramAM 50 lAkhanI oDI

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letAM vicAra nathI Avato. bicArI mArI rAdhA... gADI vagara kevI rIte jIve ? mATe rAdhA mATe oDI lAvI Ape ane dharma mATe phUTI koDI paNa na ApI zake. kalyANamitra sAthe milana varSItapanuM pAraNuM thayuM. amadAvAda padhAryA. gurubhagavaMtanA vaMdanArthe upAzraya gayA hatA. AtmArthI vyaktine kalyANa mitro sahaja maLI jatA hoya che. gurubhagavaMtane vaMdana karyA pachI tyAM vaMdanArthe padhArelA suzrAvaka tapasvI samrATa velacaMdabhAIno bheTo thayo ke jemaNe potAnA jIvanamAM 47 varSItapa karyA. badhA ja varSItapamAM 6 vigaIno tyAga karelaemAM vacce saLaMga 700 adRma karyA enA pAraNe paNa 6 vigaIno tyAga karela. velacaMdabhAI kevA custa zrAvaka haze enI eka ghaTanA jaNAvuM. emanA dIkarA kumudabhAIe ekavAra penTa paheryuM. to velacaMdabhAIe spaSTa zabdamAM kahI dIdhuM ke mArA gharamAM AvA kapaDAM cAlaze nahIM. kumudabhAInI uMmara 13-14 varSanI hatI. AvA kapaDAM paheravA hoya to ghara choDIne ravAnA thaI jAo. AvA custa-saMskArI maryAdAvAna zrAvaka hatA. evA velacaMdabhAIe pUchyuM ke varSItapanuM pAraNuM karyuM? ramaNabhAIe kahyuM ke deva-gurunI kRpAthI sarasa pAraNuM thaI gayuM. satata varSItapanI abhuta ArAdhanA velacaMdabhAIe ramaNabhAIne mArmika Takora karIH "kAMI jarUrI nathI ke eka varSItapa pUro thAya to pAraNuM karavuM ja joIe. saLaMga bIjo varSItapa karI zakAya." ramaNabhAIe pAraNuM karI lIdhuM hatuM. paNa velacaMdabhAInI mArmika Takora emanA hRdayane ArapAra vIMdhI gaI. ramaNabhAIe pahelo varSItapa 48 varSanI uMmare karyo hato. bIjA varSe emaNe varSItapa cAlu karyo. saLaMga 21 varSItapa karyA.70 varSe dIkSA lIdhI pachI paNa emane varSItapa cAlu rAkhavA hatA. paNa guru ma.sAhebe pAraNuM karAvyuM. 20 varSItapamAM

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badhAja upavAsa-covihAra emAM eka varSItapa chaThThathI karyo, eka varSItapa aThThamathI karyo. emAM T.B. thatAM aDadhA varSItape aThThama baMdha karyA. upavAsathI varSItapa cAlu rAkhyA. dareka varSItapamAM paryuSaNanI aThThAI karavAnI to nakkI. baMne zAzvatI oLImAM upavAsa AyaMbila karavAnuM paNa biyAsaNuM karavAnuM nahIM. 21 saLaMga varSItapamAM 3 vAra siddhItapa karyA. tathA ekavIsa divasa pauSadha sAthe be vAra 21 upavAsa saLaMga karyA. ATalI ugra tapazcaryA chatAM ghare evI paristhiti nathI ke pauSTika vastuo biyAsaNAmAM maLe. chatAM mana makkama che. jaina zAsanamAM tamArI pAse keTalA paisA che tenI kiMmata nathI. paraMtu tame paisAno keTalo tyAga karo cho, tame kevA ArAdhaka cho enI kiMmata che. zrAvaka garIba hoya ke zrImaMta hoya e ja mukhya nathI. bALakono vicAra ATalI ugra tapazcaryAmAM paNa potAnA saMtAnono vicAra kare ke huM dUdha, zIro vAparuM ane mArA saMtAno na vAparI zake mArAthI kevI rIte vAparI zakAya. vartamAnamAM bApAo juo. bahAra ekalA pharavA jAya. game tyAM hoTalamAM khAI le. e vicAra paNa potAnA bALakano na kare ke mArA bALakanuM zuM? videza pharavA jAya to paNa be varSanA chokarAne mUkIne jAya. emano jIva kema cAle che? potAnA saMtAnone mUkIne pharavA javAnuM mana thAya te mA-bApa kahevAya ke rakhaDuo kahevAya ? mane to A badhAM Dhora ja lAge. Dhora Ama ja rakhaDatAM hoya ane game tyAM caratAM hoya. mane to tamArA ane pazu vacce kazoya pharaka nathI dekhAto mAtra pharaka zIMgaDA ane pUMchaDAno che. A manuSya Dhorane zIMgaDA ane pUMchaDA hotA nathI. tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIone ghare 3-3 gADI-nokara cAkara hoya to paNa, zani-ravivAre gurU ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM sAmAyika hoya to tyAM pahoMcADavAnuM paNa karI zakatA nathI. potAne rakhaDavuM hoya to zrIlaMkA paNa

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ekalA jaI zake che. AvA mA-bApa mArI dRSTie to sAva kaMgALa, garIba ja che. adbhuta sAdharmika bhakti ramaNabhAI vyAkhyAnamAM roja jatA hatA. tyAM emane rasikabhAI pUnAvALA no bheTo thayo ke je chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha kare... e zrAvaka pUnAthI padhAryA hatA. tapasvIonA mitra paNa tapasvI. mukeza aMbANInA mitro abajopati ja hoya ne ? ghaNAne kevA mitro hoya - rakhaDu, sigareTa pItA, dArU pItA, jugAra ramatAM, AvA mitro pAchA emane jAnathI paNa pyArA hoya, paNa AvA mitrothI cetavuM. ramaNabhAI vyAkhyAna pachI rasikabhAIne maLyA. ane potAnA ghare sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha ApavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. nokarImAMthI paisAnI thoDI-thoDI bacata karIne paisA bhegA karyA hoya enA uttama sukRtomAM lAbha le. rasikabhAIe kahyuM ke huM ekalo nathI, bIjA 9 jaNA mArI sAthe che. ramaNabhAIe ekapaLano paNa vicAra karyA vagara badhAne potAnA ja ghare sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha ApavA mATe vinaMtI karI. 10 bAya 10 nA gharamAM 9 sAdharmikane jamavA mATe laI jAya che. vicAravA jevuM che. emanI zrAvikAnA manamAM zuM thayuM haze ke gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe ne ke upAdhyAya ATo, enA jevuM ramaNabhAI karI rahyA che. evo vicAra emanA zrAvikAne Avyo haze? nA, meM ekavAra pUchyuM hatuM ke tame AvI rIte sAdharmikone ghare laI jatA to ApanA saMsArI zrAvikA akaLAI na jAya?to emaNe kahyuM ke mArAM saMsArI zrAvikA to eTalA khAnadAna che ke eNe kapaDAMne sattara thIgaDAM lagAvyA che. paNa mane kIdhuM nathI ke tame mane eka sADI nathI laI ApI. AjakAlanI strIo to ANAmAM piyaramAMthI so-so sADI lAvI hoya ane gharamAM kapaDAnAM khaDakalo thayo hoya chatAM 'lagnanI enivarsarImAM tame mane sADI gIphaTa ApI nahIM tenI phariyAda kare jayAre ramaNabhAInAM zrAvikA sattara thIgaDAM mAre che chatAM eka akSara nathI bolatAM. > > > > > > > > > > ,

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tamane thIMgaDA mArIne calAvanAra AvI uttama ArAdhaka zrAvikAnA guNo apIla kare ? ke pachI mArka jhukarabarga ke je dhaMdhAmAM TAIma na bagaDe tethI kabATamAM eka sarakhAM sAta kapaDAMnI joDa banAvIne rAkhe. jethI roja kyAM kapaDAM paheravAM, enuM mecIMga e badhAmAM TAIma na bagaDe mATe eka sarakhI sAta joDa taiyAra rAkhe jethI dhaMdhAmAM vadhAre samaya ApI zakAya evA prophezanala jIvanI vAta vadhAre apIla kare ? sabhAH "ramaNabhAIe emanI zrAvikAne sADIne badale paisA ApyA haze?" gurujI: "hA,emane jIvanamAM ekavAra paisA ApyA. ramaNabhAIne dIkSAnA muhUrta pachI vAyaNA karavA jatAM bahumAnamAM AvelA paisA dIkSA pUrve emane ApyA hatA." sabhAH "basa, e paisAthI sADI lAvyA haze." gurujI: "tamArAM cazmAMthI mahAna vyaktione nahIM juo. je paisA dIkSA vakhate ApyA hatA, te temaNe rAkhI mUkyA. ane pU.tapoyazavi.ma.sAnI prathama dIkSAtithinI ujavaNImAM navakArazI karAvI, emAM savyaya karyo. eka rUpiyo paNa potAnA kAmamAM lIdho nathI ke bacAvyo nathI." atyaMta sahayogI zrAvikAno adbhuta sAtha ramaNabhAIne pAlItANA comAsuM karavA javuM hatuM. jyAM nokarI karatA tyAM 900 pagAra hato. paNa zeThe kahyuM, jo tame comAsuM karavA jazo ane pachI pAchA ahIMyA nokarI karavA Avazo to 700 rUpiyA ja pagAra ApIza. comAsuM karIne AvyA pachI ramaNabhAI bIjI nokarI gotatA hatA. zrAvikAe kahyuM tyAM ja nokarI karo huM 700 rUpiyAmAM ghara calAvI laIza. tame ciMtA karo nahIM. ApaNe vadhAre paisAnI jarUra zuM che ? Aje emanAM zrAvikA 80 varSanA che. paNa svAbhimAna kevuM? 1-2 kilo khAkharA karIne AjIvikA calAve paNa koInI madada levAnI vRtti nahIM. A zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI sAtvikatA joIe to mAno yA na mAno jevI kathA jais844jaM

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lAge. tapoza vi ma.sA.e potAnA saMsArI zrAvikAnI vAta AgaLa karatAM kahyuM ke e bIjAne jamADavAmAM evA ke "emanAthI to bhUta paNa dharAI jAya." bhUtane game teTaluM khAvAnuM Apo to paNa dharAya nahIM evA bhUta paNa dharAI jAya arthAt jamADavAmAM atyaMta udAra emanuM manobaLa paNa khUba ja majabUta. mArA saMsArI dIkarAe paryuSaNa parvamAM 16 upavAsa karyA hatA. 12mA upavAse putrane gAla upara jherI jIvaDuM karaDI gayuM. putranA mukha upara moTo sojo Avyo. tarata ja hospiTalamAM eDamiTa karavo paDyo. ane oparezana karAvavuM paDyuM. huM tyAre parama zAsaka prabhAvaka pa.pU.zrI caMdrazekhara ma.sA.nI. nizrAmAM sAbaramatI khAte hato ane cosaTha pahorI pauSadha karyA hatA. dIkaro 13 mAM upavAse hospiTalamAM pAraNAnI jIde caDhyo paNa zAradAbene paMpALI, samajAvI hospiTalamAM paNa chellA cAra upavAsa pUrNa karAvyA. ane dIkarAne DhIlo thavA na dIdho. A bAju mane sAbaramatI saMdezA paNa mokalyA nahIM. pAMcamanA pAraNAM pachI mane hakIkata khabara paDI. suzrAvikA zAradAbenathI tame prabhAvita thAo? sudhA mUrtie pati nArAyaNamUrtine kaMpanI calAvavA mATe madadanI jarUra paDI to kaMpanIne sudhA mUrtie henDala karI, to tamAruM moTuM pahoLuM thaI jAya ke ATalI moTI kaMpanIne sudhA mUrtie henDala karI! tamane ema thAya ke eka ja putra che ane e bImAra che, jherI jIvaDuM karaDI gayuM che, emAM 12mo upavAsa, oparezana karAvavuM paDyuM. potAnA zrAvaka hAjara nahIM. ghare evI paristhiti nahIM chatAM AvI hAlatamAM dIkarAnI davA karI. sAthe bAkI rahelA 4 upavAsa paNa pUrNa karAvyA. ane potAnA zrAvakane enI dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM kyAMya aMtarAya paNa na karyo. tame suzrAvikA zAradAbenathI prabhAvita thAo? ke sudhA mUrtithI ja prabhAvita thAo?

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sabhAH "amArA hAla to bahu kharAba che. ophisamAM kAma karatAM hoIe tyAre phona Ave ke 1 kilo TAmeTAM ApI jajo ne." gurujI: "chatAMya hajI AMkha khulatI nathI ane saMsAramAM beThA cho." amerikana kaMpanI janarala moTarsa gADIo banAve che. koi nAnA dezanuM jeTaluM bajeTa hoya eTaluM to enuM Tarnaovara che. ATaluM moTuM Tarnaovara chatAM potAnA grAhako sAtheno emano vyavahAra saMtoSadAyaka che. ekavAra eka grAhake phariyAda karI ke tamArI kaMpanInI gADI vicitra che. kaMpanIvALAe pUchyuM ke zuM takalIpha che? grAhaka kahe ke huM AiskrIma levA AiskrImavALAnI dukAne gADImAM jAuM chuM. huM venIlA (AiskrImanuM nAma badalyuM che.) laIne pAcho gADImAM AvuM to gADI tarata sTArTa thaI jAya che. paNa kyAreka-kyAreka huM baTaraskoca (X. Y. Z, AiskrIma laIne pAcho AvuM ane gADI sTArTa karuM to gADIne sTArTa thatAM vAra lAge che. ApaNane A phariyAdamAM vajUda na lAge ne? grAhakane hAtha joDIne kahevAnuM mana thAya ke bhAI mAthuM pakAva nahIM. paraMtu kaMpanInA menejare kahyuM amAro enjinIyara tamAre tyAM Avaze ane ene tame tamArI samasyA batAvajo. nirdhArita divase enjinIyara grAhakanA ghare pahoMcyA. grAhaka ane enjinIyara baMne AiskrIma pArlaramAM AiskrIma levA gayA. venIlA AiskrIma lIdho ane gADI sTArTa karI. gADI cAlu thaI gaI. bIjA divase baTaraskoca AiskrIma lIdho. gADI sTArTa karI paNa gADI cAlu thatAM vAra lAgI. enjinIyarane paNa vAtamAM dama lAgatAM gaMbhIratAthI vAta vicAravA lAgyo. gurujI: "tame enjinIyaranI jagyAe ho to tame zuM vicArata?" sabhA: "amane to gADImAM bhUta ja lAgata." gurujI: "bhUtane bhUta lAge emAM kAMI navAI nahIM. enjinIyare gaMbhIratAthI vAta upara kAma karatAM khabara paDI ke venIlA AiskrIma khUba vecAya che. tethI

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teno sTaoNka bahAra ja paDyo hoya che. eTale jevo koI grAhaka oNrDara kare ke tarata venIlA AiskrIma maLI jAya. paraMtu baTaraskoca aMdara hovAthI baTaraskaoNcane kADhatAM vAra lAge che. tethI gADInuM eNnjina ThaMDu thaI jAya che. ane gADI sTArTa thatAM vAra lAge che. grAhakane saMtoSa thayo. vizva vikhyAta kaMpanI potAnA grAhakane kevo saMtoSa Ape che A sAMbhaLI tamAruM moTuM pahoLuM thaI jAya che. paraMtu, eka sAmAnya paraMtu, eka sAmAnya paristhitinA zrAvaka potAnA 9-9 sAdharmikone potAnA ghare bhakti karavA laI jAya ane uparathI yathAzakti 5-11 rUpiyAthI paNa bhakti kare. A bhakti joIne tamane thAya ke kharekhara potAnA sAdharmikanuM kevuM dhyAna rAkhe che. sAdharmikanI kevI anumodanIya bhakti! tamArI paristhiti to sArI che ne? tame to sAdharmika bhakti karatAM ja hazone? tamAro ekapaNa divasa sAdharmika bhakti vagarano nahIM jato hoya ne? kadAca tamAro koI divasa sAdharmika bhakti vagarano gayo haze to tamane e divasa vAMjhiyo lAgato hazene? te divase karoDonuM nukazAna thAya ane mana jevuM duHkhI thaI jAya evuM tamAruM mana duHkhI thaI jatuM hazene? eka vakhatanI vAta che ramaNabhAInI uMmara 49 varSa hatI. dukAnane beThA hatA, tyAM emanAM zrAvikA dukAne AvyAM. gurujI: "tame mane koI kahI zakazo emanA zrAvikA dukAne kema AvyAM ?" sabhAH "zAkabhAjI levA gayAM haze eTale vicAryuM haze dukAne thaIne ghare jAuM mATe AvyAM haze." gurujI: "AryadezanI zrAvikAo Ama vagara kAraNe pharyA na kare." sabhA : "potAne lagnaprasaMge kyAMka bahAra javuM haze. gharanI cAvI ApavA AvyAM haze athavA chokarAone mUkavA AvyAM haze." gurujI: "AryadezamAM strI potAnA patine evuM kahe paNa nahIM ke tame chokarAone rAkho. pote sahana kare paNa patine kAma na bhaLAve." GY00404040404IsYY0670670670670 P 0000000000666

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sabhA: "Apa ja kaho ke e kema AvyAM hatAM." gurujI: "to have sAMbhaLo ! emanA zrAvikAe dukAne AvIne ramaNabhAIne kahyuM ke jahAMpanAhanI poLa pU. adhyAtmayogI kalApUrNa sU.ma.sA. padhAryA che. pU. A. ma.sA. padhAryA AvuM kema kahevA AvyA haze?" sabhA : "pU. sAhebajI camatkArI haze. emanA vAsakSepathI dhaMdhAmAM khoTa na Ave tethI emano vAsakSepa laI Avajo kahevA AvyA haze." gurujI : "tame pAkA vANiyA cho. dhaMdhA-paisA sivAyanI bIjI koI vAta tamArA manamAM lAgatI ja nathI. emanA zrAvikA AvA koI kAraNathI nahotA AvyA. emanA zrAvikAe dukAnamAM AvIne vAta karI ke pU.A.ma.sA. AvatI kAle brahmacarya vrata levaDAvavAnA che. vyAkhyAna daramyAna eTalo ullAsa emane thayo ke sIdhA dukAne gayA. brahmacarya levuM hoya enA nAma lakhAvAnA che to ApaNuM nAma lakhAvI daIe ?" zrAvikAnI adbhuta bhAvanA ramaNabhAI atyAre dukAnamAM che. kAma dhaMdhe gayA che. tyAM emanA zrAvikA AjIvana brahmacaryanI vAta kare che. ramaNabhAIe emanI zrAvikAnI vAta vadhAvI lIdhI. ane bIjA divase adhyAtmayogI pU.A.de zrI vi. kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAsethI AjIvana brahmacaryanuM vrata lIdhuM. tame ophisa gayA ho ane tamAro mitra AvIne kahe ke cAla, nIce gADI UbhI che. badhA mitro embIvalI lonAvalA jaIe chIe to tame kevA taiyAra thaI jAo! ghare pappA-mammIne paNa pUchavA raho ? sIdhA ophisathI lonAvalA bhAgo ne ! basa evI ja rIte ramaNabhAIe kAcI sekanDamAM hA pADI dIdhI. A vicAravA jevuM che. DAyAbiTIsavALAnI cA jevI phikkI hoya evo phikko emano saMsArano rAga hato. jethI rastA upara patnI sAthe vAta karIne duSkara evuM brahmacarya vrata AjIvana levA taiyAra thaI gayA. ane patnI tyAMthI ja sIdhAM ja upAzraya jaIne nAma lakhAvI AvyA. AjIvana brahmacarya vrata 49

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varSanI uMmare lIdhuM tyAre emanAM patnInI uMmara 45 varSanI hatI. zAstramAM to lakhyuM che ke abrahma e to "dAvAnala guNavana taNo, rAjadhAnI moharAyanI, pAtaka kAnana meha" abrahma e to guNarUpI vanamAM dAvAnala jevI che. abrahma e to moharAjAnI rAjadhAnI che. abrahma e to pAparUpI jaMgalane mATe megha samAna che. pAparUpI jaMgalamAM varasAda paDe to gAMDA bAvaLo UgI nIkaLe. ema ja abrahma AtmA upara vikAra vAsanAnA gAMDA bAvaLo ugADI de che. dAvAnalathI Akhe AkhAM jaMgalo baLIne rAkha thaI jAya. ema A abrahma e evo bhayaMkara doSa che ke guNarUpI vanane bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe. A abrahma e to moharAjAnI rAjadhAnI che. moharAjA ahIMyAthI potAno kaMTrola kare che. eka tarapha AvA uttama zrAvaka-zrAvikAnA jIvana che. bIjI tarapha lagnanA 2pa- varSanI ujavaNImAM pharI lagna karavAnAM tamArAM nATakonA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM dayA Ave. mAkhI jema viSTA para coMTI hoya tema tame saMsArarUpI viSTA para coMTyA cho. sahaja kalpanA thaI jAya ke je vyakti gRhasthapaNAmAM ajabagajabanyAgI, tapasvI, daDha manobaLavALA che to dIkSA leze to emanA guNo soLekaLAe khIlI UThe ne? zAstramAM eka nagaranI vastInuM varNana karatAM eka ghaTanA lakhe che ke e nagaramAM eka cAraNa strI ane eno pati nagara jovA AvyA. jotAM-jotAM sAMja paDI gaI. eTalAmAM beu jaNa chUTA paDI gayA. e jamAnAmAM mobAila to hato nahIM. potAnA dhaNIne ghaNo zodhyo paNa patto lAgyo nahIM. tethI cAraNa strIe rAjAnI pAse jaIne kahyuM ke "mArA dhaNIthI huM vikhUTI paDI gaI chuM, mATe mane mArI dhaNI meLavI Apo. " rAjAe enA patinI oLakha thAya mATe nizAnI pUchI to patnIe kahyuM ke "nAma rANo che ne jamaNI AMkhe kANo che. rAjAe te ja vakhate paDe (paDaha) vagaDAvyo ke "nAme rANo ane jamaNI AMkhe

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kANA hoya te savAre darabAramAM Avajo."savAra thaI tyAM jamaNI AMkhe kANA ane nAme rANA darabAramAM sarve AvavA mAMDyA. ekaMdare saMkhyA gaNI to 999 thayA. cAraNa strIne temAMthI teno pati zodhI levAnuM kahyuM paNa temAM enA pati na hato. rAjAe bIjIvAra paDo (paDaha) vagaDAvyo. pahelAnAM 999 sivAyanA bIjA nAme rANA ane jamaNI AMkhe kANA bhegA thayA jemAMthI eno pati maLI gayo. | vicAro A nagaranI vastI keTalI haze? emAM nAme rANA ane pAchA jamaNI ja AMkhe kANo evA pahelI vAramAM 999 AvyA. pAchA bIjIvAramAM bAkI rahelA AvyA. muMbaI keTaluM moTuM zahera che. emAM mAnI lo ke nAme rameza ane jamaNo hAtha kapAyelo hoya, AvuM kombInezana gotIe to keTalA rameza AvA maLe? kadAca, 10-15 paNa na maLe. eTale vicAravA jevuM che ke e nagaranI vastI keTalI haze? mAre vAta e karavI che ke e nagaranI vastI atyaMta ghaNI haze ema ramaNabhAImAM saMsArIpaNAmAM ATalA guNo hatA to sAdhupaNAmAM temaNe kevA kevA adbhuta guNo AtmasAta karyA haze . abhI to Isa bAjha kI asalI uDAna bAkI hai! abhI to Isa paride kA IstahAna bAkI hai! abhI abhI to lAMghA hai, samudra ke kinAro ko! abhI to pUrA AsamAna bAkI hai! saMsAramAM tame joyuM haze. putra ke putrIno janma thAya. kadAca karka rAzi Ave. karka rAzimAMDa,ha be ja akSara Ave. AmAMDa uparathI to DAhyAlAla vagere be-cAra nAma maLe. je pAchA vartamAnamAM koIne game nahIM. ha upara keTalA nAma maLe emAM paNa tamAre be akSaramAM joIe, navuM nAma joIe, pAchuM arthapUrNa joIe, pAchuM dhArmika joIe. moTA bhAganAne to manapasaMda nAma pADI zake eTaluM puNya paNa hotuM nathI.

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sabhAH "nAma mATe hamaNAM ja ATalo krejha che ke pahelA paNa Avo ja kejha hato?" nAma aMge siddharAja jayasiMhanuM adbhuta dRSTAMta gurujI: "nAma mATe to pahelAM paNa krejha hato. zAstramAM vAta Ave che ke pATaNamAM prakhyAta jayasiMha rAjA thayo. jayasiMha rAjAe potAnA nAma sAthe siddharAja zabda joDI dIdho, eTale te siddharAja jayasiMha kahevAyo. ekavAra pATaNanA brAhmaNo tIrthayAtrA karavA himAlaya parvate gayA. tyAM acalanAtha nAme yogI maLyA. tenI sAthe siddhi ne buddhi nAme be yoginIo paNa hatI. tyAM vAta nIkaLatAM emaNe pUchyuM ke tamArA rAjAnuM nAma zuM che ? brAhmaNoe kahyuM ke "siddharAja jayasiMha"eTale siddhi ane buddhie pUchyuM ke tamArA rAjA pAse evI zuM siddhi che ke emaNe emanuM nAma siddharAja dharAvyuM che? brAhmaNo bolyA amane to emanuM nAma siddharAja jayasiMha che eTalI ja khabara che, bAkI emanI pAse kaMI siddhi che te kAMI khabara nathI. siddhi ane buddhi baMne keLanA patra para besIne pATaNa siddharAjanI rAjasabhAmAM AvIne jamInathI addhara UbhI rahI. siddharAje satkAra karyo. ghaNI vAto thaI pachI baMne yoginIoe pUchyuM ke tame siddharAjanuM biruda zA kAraNathI dharAvo cho? siddha nAma to te dharAvI zake ke je AkAzamAM pharato hoya, sApone khelAvato hoya, ATha mahAsiddhi kabaje karI hoya, siddharAja A yoginIone javAba ApI zakyA nahIM. ane ciMtAtura thayA. maMtrIo paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA. paNa kAMI bolI zakyA nahIM. siddharAjane vicAra Avyo ke mArA maMtrIo mArI pAsethI ATalo pagAra le che, paNa kharI vakhate buddhi calAvI zakatA nathI. maMtrIono pagAra mAthe paDyo. siddharAje baMne yoginIone kahyuM tame Aje AvyA cho. mATe thAkelA hazo. huM paNa thAkelo chuM, tethI tame vizrAma karo. kAle vAta karazuM. rAjA rAjamahelamAM gayo yoginIo potAnA utAre gaI. rAjA bahu ja ciMtAtura

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thaI gayo. tenI sudhA ne nidrA baMne jatA rahyA. A ciMtAmAM eka vikalpa maLyo ane te hato nivRtta vRddha maMtrI harapALa. badhI hakIkata vRddha maMtrI harapALane rAjAe nivedana karI. harapALa maMtrIe kahyuM tame e yoginIo pAsethI ATha divasanI mudata mAMgijo . harapALa maMtrIe rAjAne jaNAvyuM ke tame mane caMdrahAsa lokhaMDanI talavAra Apo. huM tenI mUTha kAyama rAkhIne talavAra sAkaranI banAvI laIza. paNa evI banAvIza ke jonArane lokhaMDanI lAge. pachI te talavAra tamane khAvAnuM kahIza. eTale tame AkhI talavAra khAI jajo. tenI mAtra mUTha raheze eTale huM tamAro hAtha pakaDI laIne kahIza ke have ATaluM to yoginIone khAvA do. te vakhate tame kahejo ke eMThI hovAthI dhoIne Apo. eTale huM kahIza ke emAM dhovAnI kAMI jarUra nathI. chatAM Apa kaho cho to lyo, dhoIne ApuM. dhoIne lokhaMDanI mUTha emanA hAthamAM ApatA teo khAI zakaze nahIM ane parAsta thaIne cAlI jaze. ATha divasa pachI sabhA bharANI tyAre harapALa maMtrIe rAjAne kahyuM ke he mahArAja! tame kAMI evI apUrva kaLA batAvo ke jethI A yoginIo siddhi ane buddhi rAjI thAya. ane sahu loka paNa joIne rAjI thAya. rAjAe hasIne kahyuM ke puruSonI botera kaLA che. temAMthI je kaLA kaho te kaLA dekhADuM. harapALa maMtrI bolyA ke he mahArAja ! mane lohabhakSaNanI kaLA batAvo. mAre te kaLA jovI che kema ke koI ThekANe e kaLA meM joI nathI. eTale rAjAe kahyuM ke maMgAvo tyAre tamane game te loha huM, tenuM bhakSaNa karI jAuM. A pramANe vAta thaI tyAM ja zIkhavI rAkhelo subhaTa ekadama rAjasabhAmAM Avyo ane rAjAne salAma bharIne bolyo ke he mahArAja ! kalyANapuranA svAmI paramAra rAjAe Apane hAthI, ghoDA, ratha ane hathiyAro vagerenI puSkaLa bheTa mokalI che. ane A eka caMdrahAsa talavAra khAsa tamAre mATe mokalI che ane e talavAra myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI ane talavAra camakavA lAgI. rAjA talavArane SelesleeIelesleesIdI 28 blessel eleselleTara jeTalA

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hAthamAM laIne prazaMsA karavA lAgyo. harapALa maMtrI ekadama UbhA thaIne bolyA ke AvI to ghaNI talavAro joI che. tame tamArI kaLA batAvo. rAjAe kahyuM ke tame loha maMgAvyuM? eTale tarata ja harapALa maMtrI bolyA ke bIjuM lokhaMDa zuM maMgAvavuM ?tamArA hAthamAM che, te talavAra ja khAI batAvo. rAjAe to te talavAra khAvAnI zarU karI. talavAra lagabhaga pUrI khavAI gaI ane mAtra mUTha bAkI rahI eTale harapALa maMtrIe hAtha aTakAvyo. tame AkhI talavAra khAI gayA to have mUTha paNa khAI jazo emAM kAMI navAI nathI. amAre A baMne yoginInI zakti jovI che. mATe emane khAvA Apo. rAjA kahe ke meM bolI (eThI karelI) talavAra temane kema ApuM? harapALa maMtrI kahe ke ema hoya to lAvo huM dhoIne temane ApuM, rAjAe tene mUTha ApI eTale maMtrIe dhoIne yoginIonI sAme dharIne kahyuM ke lyo ATaluM have tame khAI batAvo. ne na khAI zakatAM ho to mAna mUkIne siddharAjAne page lAgo." adbhuta nAma maLyuM munirAja zrI tapoyazavijaya ma.sA. sahaja guNane sArthaka nAma maLavuM e keTaluM kaparuM che te ApaNe siddharAja jayasiMhanI vArtAthI joyuM. paNa puNyAtmAoe AvI kAMI paNa mAyA karavI paDatI nathI ane sahaja ja guNane anurUpa nAma maLI jatuM hoya che. ramaNabhAIne varSothI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI. te bhAvanA ghara-saMyogo jotA 70 varSanI uMmare bhAvanA sArthaka thaI. ane adhyAtmayogI pa.pU.paM.pra. zrI bhadraMkara vijaya gaNivarya nA praziSya paM.pra. zrI hAIzramaNa vijayajInA ziSya munirAja zrI tapoyaza vi. ma.sA. tarIke jAhera thayA. guNane anurUpa sahaja nAma maLyuM. 70 me varSe paNa zarIranuM puNya ane mana majabUta. kalAkanA 6 kimIno vihAra badhIja upadhi sAthe ja karI zakatA hatA. Aje to 30-35 varSano yuvAna paNa kalAkanA 6 kimI cAlI nathI zakato. dIkSApUrve khAsa bhaNavAnuM thayuM na hatuM. kevala 2 pratikramaNa ja AvaDatA hatA. dIkSA pachI guru ma.sA.nA mArgadarzana mujaba pAMca pratikramaNa, pagAma

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sajajhAya, aticAra, pakakhIsUtra, stavano, sajajhAya, caitya vaMdanA, vi. gokhyuM. 70 varSe dIkSA laIne 2 varSamAM 1000 thI vadhAre gAthA gokhI. 70 varSe pakakhIsUtra pAkuM karIne guru kRpAnA baLe pratikramaNamAM bolyA. vAMcanano gajaba zokha, dIkSA laIne 14 varSamAM 50 hajArathI vadhAre gujarAtI pAnAonuM vAMcana karyuM haze. meM "rAga "bukanuM kAcuM kAma ApyuM to 24 kalAkanI aMdara 180pAnA vAMcIne ApI dIdhA. pAchuM vAMcana kevuM! "180 pAnAmAM lakhelI vAta prasaMgopAta bolI jAya ke mAre AyaMbila hatuM.gocarImAM mIThuM ochuM hatuM. meM vAta karI mIThuM ochuM che. tarata mane kahe kAma rAga. TUMkamAM kahuM to, bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata jevuM emanuM vAMcana nathI. uMmaranA 85me varSe paNa pAMca gAthAnuM stavana navuM gokhIne avAranAra sAMje pratikramaNamAM bole. ma.sA. nI vividha AcAranI abhuta ArAdhanA * darzanAcAranI ArAdhanA - saMsArIpaNAmAM svadravyathI trikALa pUjA kare. aSTa prakArI pUjAmAM bhagavAnanA abhiSeka mATe gAyanuM tAjuM dUdha rabArIne tyAM roja savAre levA jatA. cokhkhuM ghI vagerethI bhagavAnano abhiSeka karatA. tamAre pArakI zAhI-pArakI lekhaNa ane mahuM mAre mArA mAvajI bhAI jevuM che. sAdhu thayA tethI dravyabhakti baMdha thaI. paNa roja trikALa devavaMdana, 108 logassano kAussagna kare. 27 mALA, khamAsamaNA, kAussaga jApanI vidhi be kalAka cAle. * cAritrAcAra :- dIkSA laIne jJAnAcAra-darzanAcAranI ArAdhanA to khUba sarasa karatA hatA. cAritrAcAramAM bhikSAvRtti evI adbhUta nirvadyacaryA che je jaina zAsananI advitIya bheTa che. 77 varSanI jaiphavaye paNa 6 thI 7 sAdhu bhagavaMtonI gocarInI bhakti, mAMDalInI pANInI bhakti ne pAchuM potAnuM pANI gharomAMthI ja lAvavAnuM. 82 varSa sudhI gocarI, gharomAMthI ukALeluM pANI, caMDila paraThavA javAnuM. kadAca pAMcavAra aMDila thayuM hoya to paNa 82 varSa paraThavA jAya. pramAda nahIM karavAno.

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zarIrane gajaba ghaDyuM che. ekavAra evuM banyuM ke .. sAdhujIvananI mAMDalInI vAto gRhastha vagerene utsarga mArge na karAya. paNa tame hAlatAM-cAlatAM eThuM mUkatA ho cho tethI ATaluM jaNAvuM chuM. mAMDalInI gocarI lAvavAnI hatI. munirAjazrI gocarI gayA. matibhramanA kAraNe gocarImAM 16 roTalI jeTalo khapa hato. gaNatarImAM bhUla thatA 48 roTalI gocarImAM lAvyA. 3ra roTalI gocarImAM vadhAre AvI. gocarImAM anya vastuo paNa AvI hatI. anya mahAtmAoe paNa gocarI khapAvavAno lAbha lIdho. badhAe potAnA zarIranI kSamatA karatAM vadhAre vAparyuM. chatAM 24 roTalI vadhI. e vakhate munirAjazrInI uMmara 77 varSa che. ekAsaNAnuM tapa che. emAM pote paNa pUratuM vAparyuM che. pachI 24 roTalI vadhAre che. mAMDalImAM AcArya ma.sA. ne kahI dIdhuM ke 24 roTalI mUkI do. ekAsaNAmAM 24 roTalI khapAvI ! bhalabhalAne thaI jAya ke Aje gocarI paraThavI paDaze. gocarI kema paraThavAya ? paraMtu munirAjazrIe prayatna karyo. 1-2 kalAka besIne paNa roTalI khapAvI dIdhI. gocarI paraThavAmAM bahu virAdhanA hovAthI herAna thaIne vAparyuM. bhagavAnanI AjJApAlananA pakSapAtanA kAraNe bIjA divase emanA zarIra upara paNa AnI kAMI viparIta asara bIjA divase na thaI ! cAritranA AcAranuM gajaba pAlana koInA jIvana caritranI vAta karatAM kyAreka atizayokti thaI paNa jAya paNa huM jarApaNa atizayokti vagara taTasthatAthI boluM chuM. mArA joga thayelA che. emanA joga bAkI hovAthI emanA paDileNa karelA bhagavAna mane kAma na Ave. tethI roja savAra-baporanA huM bhagavAnanuM paDileNa karuM. rojano A ja krama raheto. eka divasa evuM thayuM ke huM koI kAryanA kAraNe paDileNa karI zakAyo nahIM. huM jayAre paDileNa karavA gayo. tyAre emanuM badhuM

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ja paDilehaNa tathA amArA benI pAtrAnI jhoLI vagerenuM paDileNa thaI gayuM hatuM. meM kahyuM ke huM spaMDila paraThavA gayo hato. pachI vaMdanArthe zrAvaka AvyA hovAthI bhagavAnanuM paDilehaNa Aje thayuM na hatuM. pU. tapoyaza vi.ma.sA. e vagara paDilehaNanA bhagavAna upara Adeza mAMgIne badhuM paDilehaNa karI lIdhuM hatuM. meM kahyuM phakta khAlI Adeza pharIthI mAMgI lyo. badhuM paDilehaNa pharI karavAnI jarUra nathI. ekavAra paDilehaNa thaI gayuM eTale vAMdho nathI. paNa emanuM mana mAnavA taiyAra nahIM. emanuM mana dubhAyA kare ke kazuMka khoTuM thaI gayuM. avidhi thaI gaI. badhuM ja paDilehaNa pAchuM karyuM. A prakAranI ghaTanA 3-4 vAra thaI. dareka vakhate emaNe pharI vAra paDilehaNa karyuM. zrAvaka-zrAvikAo gocarI mATe vinaMtI kare to acUka emanuM dhyAna rAkhI avasare lAbha ApavA jAya. 80 - 82 varSe paNa evuM nahIM ke huM 7 me mALe nahIM AvuM, huM 15 miniTanA raste gocarI nahIM AvuM. zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI vinaMtI hoya to 82mA varSe paNa 20 me mALe gocarI gayA che! amAruM comAsuM muMbaI arthaprAIDa saMghamAM hatuM. pAraNA pAMcame AjubAjuvALA TAvaromAMthI ghaNI vinaMtI Ave. kyAMka 30 upavAsa, kyAMka 16, kyAMka siddhitapa huM A tamAma tapasvIne saMtoSa ApavA jAuM to 100 mALa thaI jatA hatA. aThThAivALA vagere bAkI rahI jatA hatA. meM kIdhuM ke ame be ma.sA. chIe. bIjA ma.sA. 82 varSanA che. huM moTI tapazcaryAvALAne ghare jAuM to paNa 100 mALa thAya che. huM aThThAivALAne saMtoSa nahIM ApI zakuM. 82 varSanI uMmare kahe ke pAraNA pAMcamanA divase huM vhoravA jaIza. meM kIdhuM, kevI rIte zakya thAya? hAjarajavAbI tarata kahe ke zuM huM 82 varSe pAlItANA jAtrA na karI zakuM ? jo jAtrA karI zakuM to dhIme-dhIme 40 mALA kema na caDhI jAuM ?

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vicAra karo ke arthaprAIDa bilDIMganA 20 mALA, tathA anya bilDIMgonA thaIne 30 mALA caDhIne emaNe aThThAinA tapasvIone saMtoSa Apyo ! pAlItANA jAtrA karavI e dharma che, ema gocarI javuM e paNa prabhunI AjJA che. gocarI to dIkSA lIdhI hoya to ja javA maLe. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana e eka prakAranI jAtrA che ane 50 mALA caDhyA. kadAca tamane thaze ke phakta pAraNA pUratuM ATalo ullAsa haze. samajo ame baMne vAparavA beThA chIe. emanuM ekAsaNuM thaI gayuM ane mane kAMI ghaTyuM enA mATe 10-15 mALa sudhI javuM paDe to eka sekanDano paNa vicAra na kare. tame bolo eTale e to taiyAra. uMmaranA 82-83 varSe eka yuvAnane zaramAve tevI rti dharAve ! have zarIra thAkyuM che. paNa manathI kyAre DhIlA nathI paDatA. pratikramaNanI adbhuta ArAdhanA eka vAra saMsArI jamAI amadAvAdathI AvyA. mAMDalImAM pratikramaNa cAlu thaI gayuM hatuM. jamAIne spaSTa kahI dIdhuM ke pratikramaNa pachI maLI zakAze. jamAI kahe ke mArI Trenano samaya thaI gayo che. to kahe tamArA vaMdana thaI gayA. pratikramaNa mAMDalImAMthI choDIne alaga thaze nahIM ane pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM ja karyuM. amadAvAdathI cheka muMbaI anya kAme AvelA jamAI vaMdana karavA AvatA pratikramaNa cAlu thaI gayuM to calo Aje pAchaLathI pratikramaNa karI laIza evo koI nabaLo vicAra ja nahIM. are, eka varSa pUrve amAre bhIvaMDI comAsuM hatuM. emane caudazanA divase tAva Avyo to pATa upara sUtAM-sUtA pratikramaNa karyuM. paNa alaga karavAnI vAta nahIM. ane pratikramaNa bhaNAvavAno ullAsa atyaMta, eka paNa divasa eka paNa sUtra bolavA mATe pramAda, kaMTALo emanA jIvanamAM jovA na maLe. roja pratikramaNa bhaNAvavA maLe to jIvanano lahAvo samaje.

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AcAra custatA abhuta! be divasa pahelA ja varasAda paDato hato. meM kIdhuM ke bolo TIphIna maMgAvavuM che. to kahe nabaLI vAta karavAnI ja nahIM. 3-4 vAge varasAda raheze tyAre ekAsaNuM karazuM. na rahyo to upavAsa karIzuM. 85 varSe paNa nitya ekAsaNAM. hamaNAM ekAMtare AyaMbila kare che. sADhaporisIthI ochuM karavAnuM nahIM. be ghaDI nitya sADhaporisI paNa hamaNAM 6-8 mahinAthI kare che. bAkI nitya purimuThTha ekAsaNuM ja karavAnuM. jIvanamAM upavAsa 5000 thI adhika karyA haze. sabhA : "AvA mahApuruSonA jIvana caritra sAMbhaLavA chatAM amane ArAdhanA karavAno ullAsa kema nathI thato ?" gurujI : "daza dRSTAMtathI durlabha manuSya bhavane jo barAbara samajazo to ekapaNa prazna nahIM Ave." daza daSTAMta paikI abhuta vAta | daza dRSTAMtamAM eka dRSTAMta Ave che. eka sarovara che, sarovaranI sapATI lIlathI AcchAdita thaI gaI che. sarovara bahu vizALa che. emAM jorathI havAno jhapATo Avyo ane lIlathI AcchAdita sapATI upara kANuM paDyuM. aMdara kAcabo che, e kAcabAe e kANAmAMthI AkAzamAM pUnamanA caMdrane joyo. kAcabA pAse kaMI phona hato nahIM, mATe selphI laI zakyo nahIM. paNa bIjA kAcabAone bolAvavA gayo. pAcho jorathI havAnA jhapATo AvatAM kANuM purAI gayuM. zAstramAM lakhyuM che, pAcho Avo jorathI havAno jhapATo Ave, pUnamanI rAta hoya, kAcabo e kANA pAse Ave ane ene A dazya jovA maLe. A keTaluM azakya che ? enA karatAM azakya manuSyabhava maLavo te che. vacce eka AcArya ma.sA. narmadA kenAlane aDIne vihAra karatA hatA.sAthe rahelA bhAIe narmadA kenAlamAM pANInI sapATI upara magarane joyo. AcArya ma.sA.nI najara pANInI sapATI upara paDe tyAM to magara

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pANImAM aMdara cAlyo gayo. AcArya ma.sAhebe sAthe rahelA munivarane kahyuM ke mAre to Aje kAcabA jevuM thayuM. ATaluM bolyA ane AcArya ma.sA. kALadharma pAmI gayA! A saMsAramAM kyAre paNa kAMIpaNa thaI zake che. eka yuvAna rAtre 9:00 vAge pratikramaNa karIne ghare javA nIkaLyo. pachI game te jIvaDuM mane karaDI gayuM. AkhA zarIre cAMdA paDavA mAMDyA. 10 miniTamAM ja moTuM sUjhI gayuM. e yuvAnane bolAvavo paDyo. yuvAna mArI hAlata jotAM bolI UThyo ke 9:00 vAge barAbara hatuM ane 9:10 miniTe kevuM thaI gayuM. A saMsAramAM game tyAre game te thaI zake che. manuSya bhavanI durlabhatA samajAze to ArAdhanAmAM vega Avaze. ApaNane bhautika sukho para atyaMta rAga che. ane saMsAranA bhautika sukho 18 pApa sthAnakanA sevana vagara kyAre paNa prApta nahIM karI zakAya. 18 mAMthI koIne koI pApa to sevavuM ja paDaze. AvA saMsAranA sukho pAchaLa ApaNe pAgala thayA chIe. bhautika sukhanA rAganA kAraNe ApaNe ApaNI pramANikatA gumAvI beThA chIe. sabhAH "kevI rIte pramANikatA gumAvI che?" gurujI: mArI pAse eka yuvAna Avyo. enA svajane enA gAmamAM koI sAmAjika pravRttio mATe "bhavana" banAvavAmAM rUA.20-25 lAkhano savyaya karyo haze. A yuvAna mane kahe ke amArA ghare eka garIba chokarI AvelI je amArA gharanuM pharnicara joyA ja kare. sAhebajI bhavana banAvavA karatAM A garIba chokarIne paisA ApI dIdhA hota to e keTalI khuza thaI jAta. bhavanamAM paisA vAparIne zuM phAyado ? AnI jagyAe koI garIbane paisA ApI do to keTaluM sAruM ! meM kahyuM tArI samaja bahu sArI che.eka kAma karaje, tArAM lagna thAya pachI tArI patnIne laIne pharavA yuropa na jato. enA badale e paisA garIbane ApI daIza to e keTalI khuza thaze!

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bIjA-trIjA divase e yuvAna mane vaMdanArthe Avyo. mane kahe A duniyA bahu gaMdI che. meM kIdhuM tane zuM anubhava thayo? to kahe, sAhebajI mArI potAnI ja vAta karuM. Ape mane lagna pachI yuropa na javAnI vAta karI paNa huM to 1 mahinAmAM yuropa jAuM chuM. 2-3 lAkhanI caTaNI thaI jaze. mane e nathI dekhAtuM ke huM A paisA garIbone ApI dauM to keTalA garIbone khAvAnuM maLI jAya. paNa mane mArA svajana jo "sAmAjika bhavana" banAve, emAM paisA Ape to khoTuM lAge che ane mane mArI bhUla nathI samajAtI. ane gAmane salAha ApuM chuM. vAstavamAM, pAchuM svajananI bhUla paNa nathI. emanuM "bhavana" to keTalAya sAmAjika, dhArmika kAmomAM kAma Avaze. jyAre mArA 2-3 lAkha rUpiyA to pANImAM ja jaze. mAre mArA svajananAM kAryonI anumodanA karavI joIe. enA badale cora koTavAla ko DAMTe evo ghATa thayo che. ApaNe ApaNI pramANikatA gumAvI dIdhI che tethI ApaNane ApaNA doSo dekhAtA nathI. bIjAnA guNone paNa doSa tarIke khapAvIe chIe. pharavAno rAga hovAthI 2-3 lAkhanI caTaNI e caTaNI nathI lAgatI paNa sArthaka lAge che. koI vyakti upara dveSa hoya to enA karelAM sArAM kAmonI anumodanA nathI thatI paNa niMdA thAya che. ApaNane je gamI jAya enA gAmanuM kUtaruM paNa game ane enA gAmanA patharA paNa game. ane jo vaiSa thayo to enA gAmamAM sevana vaMDara-sAta ajAyabIo hoya to paNa nahIM game. agnizarmAne guNasena upara dveSa thatAM agnizarmA karuNa dazAne prApta thayo. AvA aMgata rAga-dveSa ApaNA jIvanamAM AvyA to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA maLaze to paNa ApaNane nahIM bacAvI zake." sabhAH "amane dharma to karavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. amArA dharma karavAnA bhAva paDI gayA che." gurujI: "are saMsAranuM svarUpa jo ! lokone keTalI bhayaMkara vedanAo che.

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hospiTalanuM svarUpa joI lyo.AMtakavAdIone hiMsA karavAmAM majA Ave. tame kAMI AMtakavAdI nathI. to pachI ahiMsAmaya sAmAyikamAM kema rasa nA Ave ? saMsAramAM to Dagale ne pagale satata hiMsA karavI paDe che ? | Dagale ne pagale dIkarA-dIkarIo apamAna karatAM hoya chatAM temane 10 karoDa vArasAmAM ApavA che ane dharmamAM 2 hajAra rUpiyA lakhAvyA hoya te paNa tamArA dimAgamAM rajisTara thaI gayA hoya ke dharmamAM paisA vAparyA. saMsAramAM vAparelA paisA dekhAya nahIM paNa dharmamAM vAparelA paisA dekhAya. pUjaya tapoyaza vi. ma.sA.e paristhiti na hovA chatAM banI zake eTalI deva, guru ane sAdharmikanI bhakti karI. emanA jIvanamAMthI kAMI bodha lejo ane jIvanane sArthaka karajo . Trampa amerikAnA vijhA jaldI ApatA nathI. amerikA javAvALAne bahu takalIpha thAya che. e ja simyuezana amArI paNa thaI che. tamane amerikAnA vIjhA jaldI maLatA nathI amane mahAvidehanA vIjhA maLatA nathI. A bharatanI mahephila amArA kAmanI nathI. thoDA puNya ochA paDyA manuSya bhava, jaina kuLa,dharma badhuM maLyuM paNa bhAratamAM maLyuM. kAza mahAvidehamAM maLyuM hota to ! amane mahAvidehanA vIjhA maLe to eka sekaMDa mATe paNa ahIMyA UbhA rahevAnI taiyArI nathI. ghaNIvAra vicAra Ave ke evuM zuM pApa karyuM haze ke jethI mahAvidehamAM janma na maLyo. ghaNo aphasosa thAya che ke bharatakSetramAM janamavuM paDayuM jayAM viziSTa jJAnIo paNa nathI. pAcho huMDA avasarpiNI kAla. tamAre ghare gocarI vahoravA AvatA paNa amane zarama Ave evI tamArI raheNIkaraNI che. basa bhagavAna pAse eka ja prArthanA karIne beThA chIe,yAcaka thaIne mAMgI rahyo che vItarAga tArI pAse, 8 varSanI kumaLI vayamAM saMyama lezuM svAmI kane, basa ApaNe sau vahelI take sImaMdhara prabhunA caraNamAM ApaNI chellI meca ramIne zAzvato siddhipadano varlDakapa jItI laIe e ja sadAyanI zubhAbhilASA sAthe jinAjJA viruddha nirupaNa thayuM hoya to micchAmidukkaDam...

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: noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala InDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030

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paramArtha-parivAra dvArA prakAzita pustako : 1) sArAMza 2) sukhanA samIkaraNo ) zrAvikA 4) samaja 5) samarpita 6) saMyukta parivArano mahimA 7) atithI satkAra eTale vihAra sevA grupa 8) saccaurI maMDaNa 9) jA rAMyama paMthe dikSArthI 10) rAga bhAga-1 (kAmarAga, teharaNa, daSTirAga) 11) rAga bhAga-2 (komaroga, sneharaNa, daSTiroga) 12) kSamAdharma bhAga-1 13) kSamAdharma bhAga-2 14) adbhuta 15) Final Verdict (sArAMza) 16) Authentic Sukh (sukhanA samIkaraNo) 17) Importance of Joint Family (saMyukta parivArano mahimA) 9C) Ideal House Wife (Silasi) 9C) Dedicated (FHhla) 20) Wish You AIthe Best (jA saMyama paMthe) 21) vA (hindI) 22) saMyuvapirivArachI hinA (hindI) 27) tithIsAra (hindI)