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77. Journey Eternal On the 6'h day of Falguna Vad in VS 1957, Shrimad arrived in Rajkot. He was suffering from chronic intestinal disorder. His physique was rapidly deteriorating and he had become so weak that he needed assistance to even get out of bed. In a letter he wrote from Rajkot about his failing health, he included a wonderful verse on the nature and sentiments of the Soul. In a brief letter to Sukhlalbhai Chhaganlal of Bharuch, he wrote:
"My infinite salutations to Chandraprabhswami, a model of infinite peace! When pain causing karmas come to fruition, why should there be joy or grief Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti" (Ref. Vachnamrutji - 953)
He was thus indifferent to the severe discomfort of his body, remaining in a wonderful state of equanimity. One who has conquered death does not fear it, for death is end of the body, not of the Soul, which is immortal.
Shrimad was staying in Rajkot with Shri Nanchandbhai Anupchand but moved to Narmada Mansion at the outskirts of the town for fresher air. One day his condition became quite serious and his mother grew very concerned. Shrimad consoled her: "Whatever will happen, will be the day after tomorrow," and said no more. He then asked Devba to chant the rosary.
Shrimad had become so much weak that he could not even sit upright. On the eve of his deh vilay (passing away), Shrimad, in the presence of his younger brother Mansukhbhai, Revashankarbhai, Narottambhai and others, said presciently:
"Do not worry. This soul is immortal. It is going to attain a very sublime state. So, conduct yourself with equanimity and continue to remain absorbed in self-meditation. There is no time left for this body to impart the jewels of wisdom. Nevertheless, you must continue your endeavours for spiritual progress."
At 2.30 in the night, Shrimad caught a severe cold. At the time he said:"Do not worry. Your fellow-being will pass away in a self absorbed state."
The cold improved with treatment. Shrimad asked his younger brother, Mansukh to move him to a couch. Mansukh was reluctant to move him as he was so weak, but Shrimad insisted. Mansukh re-arranged the couch, so that he could lie in a meditative posture.
