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we may not get a chance again in infinite transmigration. That is why Lord has advised us to live each day as if it is the last day of our life. That is why it is advisable to leave the attachment of body, wealth, family and do worry for, concentrate on, contemplate on and do the dhyaana of the Soul only.
Contemplate that my Soul has transmigrated through four gatis (human, animal, hell and heaven), twenty-four dandakas (24 places for the Soul to endure the karmas) and eighty four lakhs jeevaayonis (where jeeva takes birth i.e. forms body) since infinite time. While our Soul has transmigrated through infinite life cycles; we had established relationships and had been attached to the infinite jeevas and believed them as our own. Due to greediness, covetousness and avariciousness we had accumulated too much wealth and believed it as our own. But by the grace of Lord! I have now realized my mistake and hence keeping all the omniscient and emancipated Soul as witness, I now renounce everything pertaining to my all past births wholeheartedly mentally, physically and by words. Now I have no relation with all that. Vosirami (renounced)! Vosirami!! Vosirami!!! One should have these three deep desires: - after renouncing arambha-parigraha (possessions) when will be the holder of mahavratas (sainthood)? During my last days I will do alochana (introspection, examine
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