Inner Journey Part 01

Author(s): Namramuni
Publisher: Parasdham Mumbai

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“Divine attraction” without which "Divine Worship" is not possible, is called “Samveg”.
Until Chandanbala had not seen Parmatma she had mixed feelings, both of attachment and detachment, for her kingdom and luxuries. But, the moment she set her eyes on Lord Mahavir, their inner vision got connected. From that moment her mind, heart and soul constantly began longing and yearning for Parmatma and to be with HIM forever. She was thirsty for HIS guidance and impatient to hear HIS words. She longed to fill her heart with Parmatma's essence.
The impatience that had set in her entire being, the eagerness to imbibe the Paramtatva (ultimate reality) of Parmatma in her heart made her restless everywhere and thus, she did not enjoy any material pleasures. That is why, although Chandanbala was sent back to the palace, where she had the opportunity to lead the life of a princess and enjoy the luxuries of the palace, she was not happy in the palace and constantly felt unsettled. She led a grand life, but she was not contented with these luxuries.
Though she lived with her near and dear ones, amidst the luxuries of the palace, she felt lonely. She had everything at her disposal but her heart starved to meet her Lord Mahavir and to be with Parmatma. She felt a strong longing to hear Parmatma's discourse and his soothing words.
The following lines clearly explain her state. “Pa ke tujko kya mein mangu, kuch nahi hai sujta..... Ek tera naam meri rag rag mein hai gunjata...!”