________________ Freedom from Opinions. .. .. Freedom from Opinions..... What if she had been hurt by her Guru's words? The strong and harsh words of her Guru hit her ears like thunder. But Mrugavati was a dedicated ascetic, so, she remained quiet. Then, would she have attained the right knowledge and right faith? When one is devoted to his Guru, one does not argue. Hence, one should decide to shorten his field of relations, become the master of his mind and try to change oneself from within. It was Mrugavati's mistake. Her Guru was angry and said, "Aren't you aware of the time?" What would Mrugavati reply? "I will ignore any opinions expressed about me. I will not express any opinions about anyone I want to learn to accept my faults." What would be the reaction of a dedicated saint? Check yourself------ What feelings would she have for her angry Guru? If your mind becomes restless upon hearing opinions of others, it implies that you are still an ordinary person. Mrugavati very softly and humbly said, "O Guru! I lost track of time. I have committed a big mistake. Please forgive me and my mistake and give me repentance." Whereas, if you can remain calm, regardless of what others say, it implies that you are on the path of becoming Parmatma's true disciple. One who is devoted never opposes, never argues and does not becomne sad. He accepts his mistake. The sinful karmas, It is our nature that we are flattered when someone praises us, talks good about us and gives good opinions. But if someone speaks adversely about us, we are disappointed. bound via thoughts upon hearing what others say, are much more than those bound by the 18 types of sins like stealing, lying, possessiveness, violence, etc. Mrugavati was neither unhappy nor disappointed. "I want to begin this experiment right now. Neither will I express my opinions, nor will I pay attention to the opinions of others." At that moment, feelings of exceptional devotion and worship arose within her. It is mentioned in the Aagam that these pious feelings of worship and devotion annihilates all her karmas and at that instance, she attained omniscient knowledge and right faith. ***** What if she had become unhappy and disappointed? (28) 29
