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Glimpses of Sentiments
I GET OSCILLATED
Oh Graceful!
At times I feel if my tears have been showering in a desert!
Is it not turning a cry in the wilderness ?
Like 'ghee' poured in ashes my tears flowing after you would not go waste?
Inspite of nurturing with my own tears, I hope, you would not be like a palm tree not giving its cool shadow to anyone. Isn't it ?
Sometimes a thought also comes.
Let there be a lake of my tears flown for you.
Do my tears go waste just without any reason?
I get oscillated between faith and the state wherein there is absence of faith.
How helpless have I become?
Being Supreme, at least hold my hand.
It is a small request Will you please not accept ?
Still would you not come ?
Then who will call you?
Who would daily appeal to you, convince you ? In this manner, who would pamper you daily?
But who else is there to fill my begging bag?
O Lord! why are you giving me so much trouble?
I get feelings of being roasted; Why do you make me so tired? Whether you come or not
why do you keep me waiting, waiting and only waiting?
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