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And without further loss of even a minute's time I returned in brother's car to Hampi to have the last glimpse of that yet lightshowering body of Gurudeo without the spirit.........!
Undescribable was my shock and unsolvable, at the same time. was the mystery ............ ................ The mystery of saving Parul's life and sacrificing his own at the altar of the Divine and the Destiny! Howsoev r pre - planned may be the Great Master's departure from life, it has remained gracefully puzzling myself and also to Parul herself, when later she came to know about this in total.
Really, whatsoever “Co-incidental", some mysteries are unsolvable and the compassionate grace of the Greats are beyond our comprehension and understanding-especially in this case of Parul's recovery and the Great Master's passing away !!
Thus Gurudev passed away and tranformed himself into another higher world of Mahavideha and left and handed over all of us to the loving care of the Holy Mother - who, though very very humble loving and unassuming (som what like Chachaji-Gurdial Mallikji), was equally rare soul, having same spiritual heights in the realm of self-realization. Moreover, the crystal clear knowledge, the Great-Grand Mother-like love and com assion of hers, put Parul and all of us very close to hers.
At the very first sight and first meeting, the Holy Mother had seen and indicated the potentialities of Parul. But we were not able to bring her to the Mother more closely due to the great tragic event of loss of not only the Gurudev, but also of my elder brother a worth disciple of Gurudeo and President of this Hampi Ashram Shri. Chandubhai Toliya, who had mysteriously died in a Motor Accident, exactly one month before Gurudeo, on Gandhi Jayanti day the 2nd October 1970, but with Gurudeo's uplifting grace.
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