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This put me into thought-duality. On one hand I was not willing to leave serious-state-entering Gurudeo and on the other this attachment and duty towards Parul was also puzzling. Gurudev internally knew this in his knowledge in silence and his "remote blessings' not only went on taking care of parul, but also curing her.
But I could not hold myself. Saluting the silence-entering ailing Gurudeo, with unpleasant permission (order) of the Holy Mother and with a heavy heart of mine, I had to reluctently leave Gurudeo at Hampi and to return to Bangalore home.
What a surprize ! No sooner I reached Bangalore and entered my home, Parul joyously got up from her bed on seeing mel Grace of Gurudev had saved her completey !! But............ but...... the unexpected happened at Hampi......
Fully recovered Parul went on resting and relaxing in my presence with the Great Master's compassionate Grace, but he himself?
A lightening trunk call from Hempi gave me tremendously grave shock :
"PARAMGURU NIRGRANTH SARVAGYA DEV......Gurudeo breathed his last with full awareness entering rare SAMADHI of the Self Realization. He is no more. Come back soon."
Greatly lost, rather robbed by my destiny, I replied the calling colleague from Hampi, "Very greatly I have lost Gurudeo I Ho saved dear little Parul's life, but not his own-atleast for ourselves............Alas 1 Om Shanti Il Wait, I am returning at once,"
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