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You are now convinced pratiti that it is wrong to keep intense mental notes. Now you will experience anubhav the benefits of not doing so. You will gradually taste the benefits of this and then it will manifest in your conduct charitra. This is how it works.
So if one wants to be free of such conduct acharan, one must first have a conviction pratiti of it, then one will come to experience anubhav it and then the negative conduct charitra will go away. So everything happens through a scientific process and hence the results are scientific. If you want to climb stairs, can you do it in one leap? You can only do it step by step. You cannot do it in one leap.
You have never heard this word nondha keeping mental notes, before, have you? Is this not the first time?
Making intense mental notes increases enmity
So do not keep an intense mental note of anything. What have you gained so far by keeping such notes? On the contrary, miseries have increased. So do not keep intense mental notes. Have you not observed that Dada does not keep any notes?
Questioner: I experienced that today. Otherwise, we would not know that you do not make mental notes.
Dadashri: But you must be seeing that Dada does not keep a note, do
you not?
Questioner: Yes, you do not keep notes but you remember everything, do you not?
Dadashri: Yes, I remember but I do not keep notes.
Questioner: What is the difference between the two, Dada?
Dadashri: When an intense mental note nondha is made on someone, it means that one is harboring revenge within. And to remember yaad means it is merely related to 'this man has certain weakness in him', that is all. I remember that he has certain weakenss within him so that I can.