Zakal Bhina Moti

Author(s): Kumarpal Desai
Publisher: Jaibhikkhu Sahitya Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034297/1

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kumArapALa desAI jhAkaLabhInAM motI

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI lekhaka kumArapALa desAI zrI jayabhikhkhuM sAhitya TrasTa 13)bI, caMdranagara sosAyaTI, jayabhikhkhuM mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380009

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arpaNa ZAKALBHINAN MOTI Author : Kumarpal Desai Publisher : Shri Jaybhikhkhu Sahitya Trust March, '99 saMvardhita AvRtti (c) kumArapALa desAI mUlya : 60 rUpiyA sva. cunIlAla nAraNadAsa vorA sva. caMpAbahena cunIlAla vorA mukhapRSTha tasavIra zrI vraja mistrI mudra ke tamArAM satkarmonI suvAsa parivAranI bhAvanA sevAyukta svabhAva ane dharmamaya jIvana amArI smRtimAM sadAya jIvaMta che. prakAzaka zrI jayabhikhkhuM sAhitya TrasTa, 13bI, caMdranagara sosAyaTI, jayabhikhu mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-38007

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GGGGGG BUGGGGGGG vAMcana ane ciMtananI keDIe cAlatAM prasaMgo ane vicAro sAMpaDatA rahe che. AvA keTalAka preraNAdAyI prasaMgo ane emAMthI jAgeluM ciMtana AlekhavAno ahIM prayAsa karavAmAM Avyo che. A prasaMgo jIvananI maulika dRSTi pradAna kare tevA che ane ethI ja e dvArA jIvana vize nUtana abhigama ane svastha ciMtana jAge tevI apekSA che. A pustakanA prakAzanamAM sva. cunIlAla nAraNadAsa vorA ane sva. caMpAbena cunIlAla vorAnA parivArano emane huMphALo sAthe ane uSmAbharyo sahakAra maLyo che. mahAyogI AnaMdaghana vize mahAnibaMdha lakhatAM adhyAtma ane tattvajJAnamAM rasa jAgyo. deza-videzanI sAMskRtika yAtrAe ene vyApa Apyo. judA judA dharmonA darzanano abhyAsa karyo ane emAMthI jhAkaLabiMdu jevA nAnA prasaMgamAMthI motI sAMpaDyAM, jenuM ahIM Alekhana karyuM che. 'gujarAta samAcAra'mAM dara budhavAre pragaTa thatI lokapriya evI "jhAkaLa banyuM motI" nAmanI kaoNlamamAM AmAMnAM keTalAMka lakhANo pragaTa thatAM hatAM te navesarathI taiyAra karIne AmAM mUkyAM che. A prasaMgamAM mAtra ciMtana ja nathI, balka mAnavamanano abhyAsa paNa anusUta che. A mATe 'gujarAta samAcAra 'no tathA sarvazrI zAMtibhAI zAha, zreyAMzabhAI zAha, bAhubali zAha, nirmama zAha ane amama zAhano AbhArI chuM. A pustakanA prakAzana mATe mArA svajana zrI mukuMdabhAI zAha ane zrI hemaMtabhAI zAhe khUba jahemata uThAvI che. A pustakamAM saMkalita thayelA prasaMgonA Alekhana pAchaLa zrI ramaNikabhAI paMDyAe Apelo sAtha ane sahayoga bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke A prasaMgamAdhurImAMthI jIvanaAnaMdanI thoDIka kSaNo maLI raheze. 21 mArca, 99 - kumArapALa desAI

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI anukrama 100 16 110 15 13 16 19 121 125 127 13) 133 1. rAyacaMda dUdha pI zake, lohI nahIM ! 2. maraNa che to maraNa che 3. ekaDe e ka ane bagaDe te be 4. svarga ane naraka mRtyu pachI nahi, paNa jIvanamAM ja che 5. zabdane pakaDanAra satyane pAmI zakato nathI 6. krodha karanAra potAnuM ja kAsaLa kADhe che. 3. mAtra sonA-cAMdI ja nahIM, cAMdo sUraja tArA hAthamAM 8 mAnavIe khuda Izvarane mAyAmAM lapeTI dIdho ! 9. vidyA sAdhya che, sAdhana nahi ! 10. budhanI talAza mahelamAM na hoya ! 11. jevuM ApaNuM aMtara, evI ApaNI Alama 12. pUrNatA e pragatinuM pUrNavirAma che. 13. paramAtmAne cAhavAnuM hoya, mAgavAnuM nahi 14. Aja bhagavAnane mATe, kAla bhagavAnane mAthe 15. manathI dorAI javAnuM nathI, manane doravAnuM che, 13. prabhuno sAco bhakta mAnavIne cAhato haze 17. jAgRti vinAnI kriyA ja DatA banI rahe ! 18. dharma e puNyano vepAra, paisAno nahi 19. kAMTAmAM gulAba 20. mukti tarapha mukha 21. UMce juo to kharA ? 22. potAnuM pratibiMba 23. zraddhAno camatkAra 24. kIrti ane kalyANa 25. mANasa banajo 26. baMdhana ane mukti 27. apekSAnI pele pAra 28. purAno vepAra jhAkaLabhInAM motI 29. vAda ke phariyAda ! 30. zraddhA, satya, zarata vepAra 31. karma ane dharma 32. jeTaluM ochuM, teTaluM vadhu ! 33. karma ane kAmanA 34. mana caMgA to.. 3pa. samarpaNanI zakti 35. ekokti ke saMvAda ? 37. rAtre mAMjo, savAre dhuo ! 38. khAlI peTa ane bharapeTa 39. sAmAna bacAvyo, paNa. maka 40. bamaNI phI 41. AcaraNa e ja oLakha 42. mAnavIno khajAno 43. upakAra ane apakAra 44. satyano dhakko 45. kaTorAno pIcho 46. phariyAda ke dhanyavAda 47. paraMparA ane parivartana 48. vINAno sUra 49. dhIraja ane samAja 50. "huM no saMsAra 51. traNa gaNI TIkA para. prIna ane artha 53. mAchalI ane sAgara 54. majabUta killo papa. AsaktinI nabaLAI 56. mAro retIno mahela 57. majanUnI AMkha pa8. pAchalo daravAjo 135 137 139 142 145 148 150 153 156 163 16 169

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GGGGGG BLOGGGGGG vAMcana ane ciMtananI keDIe cAlatAM prasaMgo ane vicAro sAMpaDatA rahe che, AvA keTalAka preraNAdAyI prasaMgo ane emAMthI jAgeluM ciMtana AlekhavAno ahIM prayAsa karavAmAM Avyo che. A prasaMgo jIvananI maulika dRSTi pradAna kare tevA che ane ethI ja e dvArA jIvana vize nUtana abhigama ane svastha ciMtana jAge tevI apekSA che. mahAyogI AnaMdadhana vize mahAnibaMdha lakhatAM adhyAtma ane tattvajJAnamAM rasa jAgyo. deza-videzanI sAMskRtika yAtrAe ene vyApa Apyo. judA judA dharmonA darzanano abhyAsa kyo ane emAMthI jhAkaLabiMdu jevA nAnA prasaMgamAMthI motI sAMpaDyAM, jenuM ahIM Alekhana karyuM | adhyApaka, patrakAra, sAhityakAra, dharmaciMtaka ane anekavidha sAhityika, sAMskRtika ane sAmAjika saMsthAnomAM kAryarata DaoN. kumArapALa desAInI pratibhAe aneka kSetromAM UMcAM zikhara sara karyA che. jIvanacaritra, vivecana, saMzodhana, bALa-sAhityamAM 90 pustakonuM sarjana emaNe karyuM che. gujarAta yunivarsiTInA bhASA-sAhitya bhavanamAM gujarAtI bhASAnA rIDara tarIke emanA mArgadarzana heThaLa agiyAra vyaktie DaoNkTareTanI padavI meLavI che, glorI oNpha jainijhama' ane sTorIjha phraoNma jenijhama' jevAM emanAM aMgrejI pustakone vyApaka nAmanA maLI che. ITa ane imArata, jhAkaLa banyuM motI, AkAzanI oLakha, pArijAtano parisaMvAda e emanI lokapriya kaoNlamo che. ramatagamatanA kSetramAM emanAM pustako, kaoNlamsa ane komenTrI bahoLI cAhanA pAmelAM che. saMskRti ane dharma-darzananA abhyAsI tarIke emanI mAMga deza-videzamAM puSkaLa rahe che. iMglenDa, amerikA, pUrva AphrikA, kaeNneDA, siMgApora, beljiyama, hoMgakoMga, maleziyA jevA dezomAM kula pacIsa vakhata videzapravAsa kheDyo che. iMglenDanI saMsthAoe zrI hemacaMdrAcArya evaoNrDa, jaina senTara opha nordhana kaeNliphaoNrniyAe gaurava puraskAra, navI dilhInI ahiMsA inTaranezanala sAhityika pradAna mATe Apela ahiMsA evaoNrDa ane amerikA ane keneDAnA 54 jeTalA senTaranuM pratinidhitva karatI " pheDarezana opha jaina eNsosiyezana oNpha northa amerikA (Jaina)'' dvArA enA pramukhano presiDanTa spezyala evaoNrDa enAyata thayA che. 1993mAM zikAgomAM yojAyelI varlDa pArlAmenTa oNpha rilijiyanamAM jaina dharmanA pratinidhi tarIke ane 1994mAM popa jhona pola(bIjA)nA nimaMtraNathI veTikana janAra pratinidhimaMDaLanA sabhya tarIke teo gayA hatA. mAnavIya mUlyo ane AdhyAtmika vArasAne preratA sarjana mATe emane traNa lAkha rU.no zrI dIvALIbahena mohanalAla mahetA evaoNrDa enAyata thayo. insTiTayUTa opha jainolaoNjI nAmanI vizvavyApI saMsthAnA ko-orDineTara, gujarAta sAhitya akAdamInA upapramukha, guja rAta vizvakoza TrasTa, vighAvikAsa TrasTa, anukaMpA TrasTanA TrasTI tarIke temaja akhila bhAratIya jaina zvetAMbara kaoNnpharansa, yazovijaya graMthamALA ane jayabhikhu sAhitya TrasTanA maMtrI tarIke temanI kAmagIrI jANItI che. eka vyakti enI bahumukhI pratibhAthI aneka kSetromAM kevuM viziSTa pradAna karI zake che tenuM jvalaMta dRSTAMta che DaoN. kumArapALa desAI. - mukuMda zAI 'gujarAta samAcAra'mAM dara budhavAre pragaTa thatI lokapriya evI "jhAkaLa banyuM motI' nAmanI kaoNlamamAM AmAMnAM keTalAMka lakhANo pragaTa thatAM hatAM te navesarathI taiyAra karIne AmAM mUkyAM che. A prasaMgamAM mAtra citana ja nathI, bale mAnavamanano abhyAsa paNa anusUta che. A mATe 'gujarAta samAcAra'no tathA sarvazrI zAMtibhAI zAha, zreyAMzabhAI zAha, bAhubali zAha, nirmama zAha ane amama zAhano AbhArI chuM. A pustakanA prakAzana mATe mArA svajana zrI mukuMdabhAI zAha ane zrI hemaMtabhAI zAhe khUba jahemata uThAvI che. A pustakamAM saMkalita thayelA prasaMgonA Alekhana pAchaLa zrI ramaNikabhAI paMDyAe Apelo sAtha ane sahayoga bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke A prasaMgamAdhurImAMthI jIvanaAnaMdanI thoDIka kSaNo maLI raheze. 21 mArca, 99 - kumArapALa desAI

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kumArapALa desAI sAhityasarjana vivecana [ AnaMdaghana : jIvana ane kavana I hemacaMdrAcAryanI sAhityasAdhanA zabdasaMnidhi | bhAvana-vibhAvana | zabdasaMnidhi 1 aba hama amara bhaye saMzodhana apragaTa madhyakAlIna kRtio gata saikAnI jaina dharmanI pravRttio [ AnaMdaghana : eka adhyayana [ jJAnavimalasUrikRta stabaka navalikAsaMgraha 1 ekAnta kolAhala | motanA samaMdarano marajIvo ! suvarNamRga B biMdu banyAM motI ! bhavanI bhavAI AMkha ane arIso 1 agama piyAlo [ ekaso ne pAMca u vyakti ane samaSTi T katharoTamAM gaMgA caritra I apaMganAM ojasa | mahAmAnava zAstrI | bALakonA buddhisAgarasUrijI D vIra rAmamUrti D lAla gulAba zrI mahAvIra jIvanadarzana te bhagavAna mahAvIra bhagavAna RSabhadeva ! phirAka gorakhapurI T sI. ke. nAyaDu bhagavAna mallinAtha D aMgUThe amRta vase 1 jinazAsananI kIrtigAthA | AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve | lAlA amaranAtha ! AphatonI AMdhI vacce samRddhinuM zikhara patrakAratva 1 akhabArI lekhana | sAhitya ane patrakAratva (saMpAdana) prauDha sAhitya T birAdarI | motInI mALA D keDe kaTArI, khabhe DhAla | vahetI vAto ciMtanalekho 1 jhAkaLabhInAM motI | motInI khetI D kSamApanA | zraddhAMjali E tRSA ane tRpti ] du:khanI pAnakharamAM AnaMdano eka Tahuko 1 jIvananuM amRta mAnavatAnI maheMka bAlasAhitya I vatana, tAro ratana | DAhyo Damaro | haiyuM nAnuM, hiMmata moTI motane hAtha tALI nAnI uMmara, moTuM kAma I jhabaka dIvaDI E parAkramI rAma | rAma vanavAsa ] sItAharaNa | vIra hanumAna D bhImasena D vAtonA vALa | cAlo pazuonI duniyAmAM 1-2-3 T Dhola vAge DhamADhama ! lokhaMDI dAdAjI ! sAcanA sipAhI saMpAdana 1 jayabhikhkhuM smRtigraMtha | zabdazrI | kavi dulA kAga smRtigraMtha haimasmRti | jayabhikhunI jaina dharmakathAo (bhAga 1-2) | narmada : AjanA saMdarbhamAM navalikA aMka (gujarAta TAImsa) 1 ojasa dIThAM AtmabaLanAM ratnayatrInAM ajavALAM sAmAyika sUtra : artha sAthe | zaMkhezvara mahAtIrtha | yazobhAratI | dhanya che dharma tane [AcArya vijayavallabhasUrinAM pravacanonuM saMpAdana] | Atmavallabha smaraNikA [gujarAtI vibhAganuM saMpAdana] | bAlasAhitya saMgoSThi parivartananuM prabhAta (gujarAta TAimsa) 1 ekavIsamI sadInuM vizva (gujarAta TAimsa) aMgrejI Kshamapana Non-violence: A way of life (Bhagawan Mahavir) Stories from Jainism Glory of Jainism

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1 AyacaMda dUdha pI zake, lohI nahi ! muMbaImAM rAyacaMdabhAI jhaverAtano dhaMdho karatA hatA. vepAra kheDe, paNa nIti-niyamathI, pUrI prAmANikatA ane saccAIthI. eka vAra eka sodo karyo. rAyacaMdabhAIe bAnAnI rakama ApI dIdhI. sAmA vepArI sAthe nakkI thayuM ke eNe amuka bhAve ATaluM jhaverAta A tithie ApavuM. baMnee karAranA kAgaLa para sahI karI. jhaverAtanA bajAramAM moTI UthalapAthala AvI. bhAva ekAeka vadhavA lAgyA. bIjI cIjamAM thoDI tejI-maMdI thAya. paNa A te jhaverAta ! bhAva vadhe eTale UMcA AsamAne ja pahoMcI jAya. vepArInA hoza-koza UDavA mAMDayA. dazA evI AvI ke vepArI nakkI kareluM jhaverAta kharIde to ene gharabAra harAja karavAM paDe.

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che ke jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ke rAyacaMdabhAI UthalapAthalathI mAhitagAra hatA. vepArInI dazA ne vyathA kevI haze, eno emano khyAla Avyo. sAme pagale cAlIne vepArInI dukAne gayA. dUrathI rAyacaMdabhAIne AvatA joIne ja vepArIne to parasevo chUTavA lAgyo. ene to potAno kALa sAme Avato hoya tema lAgyuM ! vepArI e dhrujatA avAje rAyacaMdabhAIne kahyuM : mApha karajo ! huM goThavaNa karI ja rahyo chuM, bhale mAruM sarvasva luMTAI jAya, paNa huM evacanI nahi banuM. tame saheje ciMtA rAkhazo je jhAkaLabhInAM motI phaka e karAranA kAgaLanA TukaDeTukaDA karI nAkhyA. te o bolyA, bhAI, huM jANuM chuM ke tame vAyadAthI baMdhAI gayA cho, paNa atyAre paristhiti palaTAI gaI che. tame kAra pramANe jhaverAta Apo, to bhaviSyamAM tamArI zI sthiti thAya, te huM kalpI zakuM chuM. rAyacaMda dUdha pI zake che, lohI nahi." vepArI emanA caraNomAM mUkI paDyo. e bolyo : tame mAnava nahi, paNa mAnavatAnI sAkSAt mUrti cho !" * * * nahi." rAyacaMdabhAIe kahyuM : "ciMtA tane nahi, paNa mane thAya che. " vepArI vacce bolyo, "nA, tame phikara na karazo. huM badhuM vecIneya karAranuM pAlana karIza." rAyacaMdabhAIe kahyuM : "bhalA mANasa, mArI ane tArI ciMtAnuM kAraNa A lakhANa ja che ne ? A lakhANane kAraNe ja tArI avadazA thAya tema che. to lAva ne, tArI ane mArI ciMtAno nAza karavA A lakhANano ja nAza karI nAkhIe. ApaNe baMne nakAmI ciMtAothI UgarI jaIzuM." vepArI e dayAmaNA moMe vinaMtI karatAM kahyuM, "paNa Apa evuM zA mATe karo cho ? huM be-traNa divasamAM mArI javAbadArI adA karI daIza." hajI vepArI vadhu kaMI bole te pahelAM to rAya caMdabhAIe hahahahahahahahahahaha 10 hahahahahahahahahahaha rAyacaMdabhAImAMthI rAjacaMdra banyA, kAraNa ke emanAM karmajagata ane dharmajagata ekarUpa hatAM. Aje mAnavI bahurUpInA jIvanathI hRdayathI bhAMgI gayo che. sAva kRtrima jIvana jIve che ke ADaMbarano aMcaLo oDhIne phare che. enuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke enuM je karmajagata che e dharmajagata nathI. enuM dharmajagata sAva vegaLuM che. maMdirano mAnavI judo ane maMdiranI bahArano AThamI judo. bhagavad kathA sAMbhaLatI. vyakti judI ane saMsArakathA kahetI vyakti paNa judI. vyaktinA vyaktitvanA A visaMvAde ja enuM jIvana khaMDita karyuM che. mAnavI badhuM meLave che, chatAM ene jIvana sAva khAlIkhama lAge che. e badhu pAme che, chatAM saghaLuM vyartha gayuM che evo bhAva ene pIDe che. mAnavI e ThaMbhanuM mahoruM kADhI nAkhavuM joIe. enuM asalI jIvana dharma ane karmamAM ekasarakhuM pragaTa thavuM joIe. to je ene karmano saMtoSa maLaze, ane dharmathI parama zAMti lAdhaze.

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T 2T maeNa che, to ramaeNa che ! = = = = = = = = = = = = = jelanI kALa-koTaDImAM eka kedI hato. ene phAMsInI sajA thaI hatI. kedI prabhuno pyAro hato. savArathI sAMja sudhI bhagavAnanuM nAma sTayo kare, sUvuM kevuM ? khAvuM kevuM ? haradama prabhu nAmanuM smaraNa ! jelano uparI A prabhubhajatA kedI para prasanna rahe. vAha ! zuM UMco jIva che ! AlAne badale mAlo jhaDapAI gayo lAge che. prabhunAma vinA paLa nA vitAvanAra kharAba vartaNUka na kare. AkhI jelanuM vAtAvaraNa prabhumaya thaI gayuM. eka divasa kharA bapore jelano uparI pharavA nIkaLyo. paNa Aja prabhunAmanI dhUna saMbhALAya nahi ! jelarane acaraja thayuM. pAse jaIne joyuM to phAMsInI sajA pAmelo kedI lAMbo thaIne paDelo ! 8888888888 12 88888888888 phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$$ jelarane thayuM ke nI A prabhubhaktinuM hRdaya baMdha paDI gayuM ne bhagavAne mokalelA vimAnamAM vaikuMTha pahoMcI gayo; nahi to rAma nAma vinA eka zvAsa paNa na lenAra Ama cUpa na hoya. jelare daravAjo kholAvyo. pAse jaIne joyuM to kedInAM nasakorAM bole; nirAMtanI UMgha kADhe. jelare kedIne jagADayo ne kahyuM : "bhalA, AvA tApamAM nIda kevI ? ane prabhunAma kyuM bisArA ?" kedIe kahyuM : "have tApa lAgato nathI. kAle hukama maLI gayo. mane phAMsI nahi thAya. sAta sAla jela bhogavavI paDaze. prabhu nAma smaraNano A pratApa che. mAruM kAma thaI gayuM. have nAhaka dInAnAthane herAna zuM kAma karuM ?" jo maraNa che to smaraNa che ?" jelarathI bolAI gayuM. * * * maraNa ane smaraNane keTalAM pragADha rIte sAMkaLI dIdhAM che ! jyAM maraNa che, tyAM smaraNa che. kiMtu vAstavamAM to maraNanI banAvaTa karavA smaraNanI daMbhI sRSTi racI che ! mAnavI jIvanane to chetarato ja rahe che, paraMtu smaraNathI maraNane mUrkha banAvavAnI koziza kare che !! nArakI jIvana jIvanAra kAzI mAM jaIne mokSa pAmavAnI cAhanA sukhe che. kAzI pahoMcatAM ja pApano nAza thAya evI AsthA rAkhe che. vAta-vAtamAM vaikuMTha meLavavAnI IcchA rAkhe che. jIvajo game te rIte paNa marajo to kAzImAM ja !

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI kAzInuM maraNa, gaMgAjaLanuM pAna ane prabhukIrtananuM gAna jo mAnavIne aMtima veLAe maLe to e mAne che ke enAM jIvanabharanAM pApa paLavAramAM khAkha thaI jAya che. pote popelAM asatya ane anAcAra ogaLI jAya che. kevI majAnI yukti che ! mAyAmAM racyApacyA mAnavIe mRtyune paNa mithyAthI vITALI dIdhuM che. vAta kare che mokSanI ane vadhAre che mAyA ! maranAranA kAnamAM prabhunAma ane maMtroccAra karavAmAM Ave che. A samaye bichAnA para krama ghUMTatAM mAnavI to enA manamAM jiMdagInA naphA-toTAnI ciMtAmAM paDelo hoya che. e vicAre che ke..... A jIvanamAM kaI IcchA vaNachIpI rahI ? kevI strI maLI ane kevI nArInI jhaMkhanA hatI ? keTalI sattA maLI ane kaI lAlasA adhUrI rahI ? dhana, siddhi ane samRddhino karyo bhaMDAra bharI zakyo ane lAkha-lAkha koziza karavA chatAM kaI tijorI khAlIkhama rahI ? - AvuM vicAranAranA kAnamAM maMtro raTavAthI zuM thaze ? "mukhame rAma aura bagalameM chUrI" jevo ghATa racAya che tyAM ! kAnamAM koI maMtroccAra saMbhaLAve che ane maraNazIlano AtmA to gotIgotIne pachInA janmanI mAyAnuM poTaluM bAMdhato hoya che. bAkI jIvana bagADanAra kadI potAnuM mota sudhArI zakato nathI ! 14 3 ekaDe eka ane bagaDe te be nimarAja nAmanA eka mahAna rAjavI thaI gayA. emanA dhana-vaibhavano koI pAra nahi. emanA aMtaHpuramAM deza-dezanI rUpavatI ramaNIo hatI. nimarAjanA dehamAM ekAeka bhayaMkara roga phATI nIkaLyo. jvarane kAraNe emanuM zarIra taraphaDatuM hatuM. vedanAthI e cIso pADatA hatA. aMgeaMgamAM lAhya baLatI hatI. nimarAjanI rANIo caMdana ghasavA beThI. emane rAjavInA deha para caMdananuM vilepana karavuM hatuM, jethI enAM baLatAM aMgone thoDI TADhaka maLe. rANIoe hAthe ratnakaMkaNa paheryAM hatAM. kevAM suMdara ratnakaMkaNa ! koI kavi hoya to joIne DolI jAya. koI jhaverI hoya to joIne mohI jAya. caMdana ghasavA beThelI rANIonAM kaMkaNo ekabIjA 15

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che $$$$$$$$jhAkaLabhInAM motI 777 "ekamAM zAMti, bemAM azAMti." * * * jhAkaLabhInAM motI che sAthe athaDAvA lAgyAM. e madhura avAja nami rAjanA kAnamAM zULanI peThe bhoMkAvA lAgyo. ekAeka gussAthI namirAja bolI UThacA : "are ! Avo karkaza avAja baMdha karo. eka to zarIranI ATalI vedanA che ane temAM pAcho Avo karkaza avAja koNa kare che ? maMtrI rAja, zeno avAja che A ?" maMtrIe kahyuM : "mahArAja, A avAja to rANIonAM ratnakaMkaNono che. " namirAja bolyA : "oha ! eka samaye kevo mITho madhura lAgato hato e ratnakaMkaNano avAja Aje e kAnamAM sIsuM reDe tevo lAge che. eka vAra jene sAMbhaLavA mATe huM jhaMkhato hato, e ja ratnakaMkaNano avAja Aje sAMbhaLavoya gamato nathI." maMtrI kazuM kahe te pahelAM catura rANI o vAta samajI gaI. kaMkaNano avAja ApoApa baMdha thaI gayo. namirAjane Azcarya thayuM. emaNe maMtrIne pUchyuM, "have kema avAja Avato nathI ?" maMtrIe kahyuM : "mahArAja, rANIoe emanA hAtha parathI eka-eka kaMkaNa kADhI nAkhyuM. emanA hAthe eka kaMkaNa rahevAthI have avAja Avato nathI." namirAjanA hRdayamAM ekA eka AnaMdano sUrya pragaTayo. teo bolI UThI : mAnavI Aje ekanI zAMti bhUlIne benI azAMti mATe udhamAta ane doDadhAma kare che. vyaktie ekalA rahIne AnaMda meLavavAnI zakti gumAvI dIdhI che. kyAreya e ekalo manamojathI laTAra mAravA nIkaLI jato nathI. kyAreya e ekalo koI paMktione mastIthI gIto-gAto jhUmI UThato nathI. kyAreya e ekalo potAnA AtmAnA khUNAone zodhavAnI yAtrA karato nathI. mAtra yaMtroe mAnavInuM jIvana parAvalaMbI banAvyuM nathI. mAnavIe mAnavInuM jIvana parAvalaMbI banAvyuM che. vyakti potAnA jIvanamAM bIjAnA tAle AnaMda meLave che. koInI TIkhaLamAM ene moja Ave che, koInI niMdAmAM ene e kSaya rasa maLe che. koInI hAnimAM lAbha jue che. ene cAlavA mATe, gAvA mATe koI "kaMpanI " to joIe ja. ekaDe eka ane bagaDe te be eTale ke be thAya eTale bagaDe. ekamAM saMvAda che, to bemAM visaMvAda che. ekamAM saMtoSa che, to emAM asaMtoSa che. ekamAM sneha che, to be thatAM Dheya Ave che. Avo, ApaNe 'eka'no AnaMda mANatAM zIkhIe. uhahahahahaphapha8 17 &

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4 svarga ane naraka mRtyu pachI nahi, paNa jIvanamAM ja che. eka samrATane svarga jovAnI IcchA jAgI. naraka nihALavAnI tAlAvelI thaI. eNe svarga ane narkanI vAto to ghaNI sAMbhaLI hatI. paNa vAtothI ene saMtoSa thayo nahoto, kAraNa ke kAMI svargane amuka prakAranuM batAve to koI vaLI judA ja prakAranuM kahe. evuM ja narkanI bAbatamAM paNa banyuM. je koI sAdhu, saMta, mahAtmA ke phakIra maLe e sahune samrATa pUche che ke mAre svarga ane narka pratyakSa jovAM che. tame to jJAna ane dhyAnamAM pAraMgata cho, enI madadathI mane A svarga ane narka batAvo. mahAtmAonI muzkelI vadhI gaI. emaNe svarga ane narkanI vAto to ghaNI karI hatI, paNa kadIya najaronajara 18 ****** jhAkaLabhInAM motI nihALyAM nahotAM. samrATane khabara maLI ke enA nagaranI bahAra eka jaina phakIra Avyo che. kahe che ke enI pAse sAdhanAthI meLavelI adbhuta siddhio che. samrATa jaina phakIrane sAme cAlIne maLavA garyA ane kahyuM ke Apa mane svarga ane narka batAvo. enI vAto sAMbhaLIne to huM dharAI cUkyo chuM, paNa have A vAta najaronajaramAM rUbarU karavI che. phakIre kahyuM : "tane jarUra batAvuM." ane ATaluM bolI phakIre samrATane kahyuM, "bhale tuM moTA rAjano samrATa hoya paNa tArA caherAne te kadI arIsAmAM joyo che kharo ? tArA jevA kadarUpA caherAvALo bihAmaNo mAnavI meM kyAMya joyo nathI. tArA caherA para mAkhIo baNabaNe che. tane joIne mane sUga caDe che. cAla hatI jA, mArA rastAmAMthI." samrATanA krodhano jvALAmukhI phATI UThyo. enI AMkho aMgArA varasAvA lAgI. hoTha krodhathI phaphaDavA mAMDayA. manamAM gusso phUMphADA mAravA lAgyo ane myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhIne e phakIranuM DokuM uDADI devA mATe talavAra vIMjhavAnI taiyArI karato hato, tyAM ja phakIre kahyuM, "samrATa ! basa, A ja che narka, joI le, tArI jAtane **** 19 **** 8

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$$$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI che a rIsAmAM ane tane narkano ahesAsa maLI jaze. AMkhomAM krodha, aMtaramAM apamAna ane manamAM satata saLagatI tArI badalo levAnI bhAvanA. basa, Ane joIza eTale tane narka najaronajara dekhAze. " samrATa zAMta thayo. svastha thayo. pastAvo thayo ane dhIre dhIre enA caherA para baLabaLatA kodhanA sthAne hasamukhI hAsyanI lakIra patharAI gaI. pelA phakIre kahyuM, "basa joI le. A ja che sAcuM svarga." samrATa phakIranA caraNomAM namI paDeco. zabdane passnA satyane pAmI zakato nathI Ama svarga ane narka e kyAMya bahAra nathI, kiMtu mAnavInA aMtaramAM che. moTAbhAganA mAnavI satata moTA svarga ane narkanI vacce AMTApherA mAratA hoya che. ghaNA mAtra narkamAM vasatA hoya che ane koI viralA ja jIvanamAM sAcA svargane pAmatA hoya che. svarga ane narkane mRtyu pachI zodhavAnAM nathI, paNa jIvanamAM ja eno anubhava hoya che. e koI judAM sthAnoe AvelAM nathI. koI judI evI duniyA nathI, paNa mAnavInA jIvana sAthe ja svarga ane narka vITaLAyelAM hoya che. svAmInArAyaNa saMpradAyanA sthApaka zrI sahajAnaMda svAmI Thera Thera upadeza Ape, lokone sAre mArge vALe. lUMTaphATa karanArI koma paNa e mano upadeza thI badalAI gaI. be rAIne badale bhalAI karavA mAMDI. eka vAra zrI sahajAnaMda svAmIne maLavA mATe dInAnAtha bhaTTa nAmanA saMskRtanA prakAMDa paMDita AvyA. emanI paMDitAI AgaLa bhalabhalA pANI bhare. zloko to eTalA badhA moDhe ke gaNyA gaNAya nahi. emanI sAthe vAdavivAddhamAM UtaravAnuM koInuM gajuM nahi. AvA paMDitajIno zrI sahajAnaMda svAmIe Adara karyo ane emane pUchyuM : $$$$44444 21 $$$$$$$$$ $$$$$$$$$$ 20 $$$$$$phaphaphaphake

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$? zAstra mukti na apAve teno abhyAsa karavAthI zo lAbha ? enAthI kaMI AtmAnuM kalyANa ochuM thAya ?" - vidvattAnA sAgarasamAM paMDita dInAnAtha svAmIjIne namI paDyA. emaNe vidvattA pUrI karI hatI, paNa teno marma svAmIjI pAsethI maLyo. jhAkaLabhInAM motI Apa to saMskRtanA prakAMDa zAstrI cho. ApanI vidvattAnAM saghaLe vakhANa thAya che. ApanI yAdazakti paNa ajoDa che. eka prazna pUchuM ?" "pUcho, jarUra pUcho." zAstrI dInAnAtha bhaTTane thayuM ke svAmIjI emanI parIkSA karavA mAge che. zrI sahajAnaMda svAmIe pUchayuM, "Apane keTalA zlokse moDhe che ?" paMDita dInAnAtha bhaTTa javAba vALyo, "pUrA aDhAra hajAra ! kaho to atyAre ja gAI saMbhaLAvuM." zrI sahajAnaMda svAmI e prazna karyo : "mAre e zloko sAMbhaLavA nathI, paraMtu tamArI pAsethI e jANavuM che ke A aDhAra hajAra lokomAMthI keTalA loko tamane mokSa apAvavAmAM sahAyarUpa banaze ?" paMDitajI to UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. emaNe Aja sudhI zlokano vicAra karyo hato, mokSano nahi. AthI emaNe Ama, zAstro e jIvanadIpaka che. jo e zAstrone saMcita bhAvanAomAM rahecI nAkhavAmAM Ave, jo e zAstrone mAtra jaDa kriyAomAM pheravI devAmAM Ave, to e zAstro zAstro nathI rahetAM, paraMtu mAnavInI jIvaMtatAne haNanArAM zastro banI jAya che. AdhyAtmikatAnI pahelI keDI e aMtara che. je aMtarane ajavALe e zAstra, je aMtarane avarodhe e azAstra, zAstra gokhavAnI vidyA nathI. AMkho mIMcIne AcaravAnA niyamo nathI. zAstra e to satyanA mArgane cIMdhanArAM che. jIvananI keDIne adhyAtma thI uca banAvanArAM che. zAstranA zabdone pakaDanAra enA satyane gumAve che, jyAre enA satyane pAmanAra paramAtmAnI samIpa pahoMcI jAya che. "oha ! svAmIjI ! enI to meM kyAreya gaNatarI karI ja nathI. evo hisAba to kadI meM mAMDyo ja nathI." to pachI ATalA badhA zloko yAda rAkhavAno artha zo ? ema to popaTa paNa kyAM zloka nathI bolatA ? je

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ha pha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$che badhAne mUtra vakIla bahAra pharavA nIkaLyA, ghaNA divasanI mahenatane lIdhe kaMTALI gayA hatA. eTale dUra dUra nIkaLI gayA. A vakhate gharamAM ramatI eka dazeka varSanI bALakI tyAM AvI. e vakIlanA kamarAmAM besIne ramavA lAgI ! eNe TebalanuM khAnuM ughADayuM ne emAMthI kAgaLiyAM bahAra T GT kADhacAM. krodha karanAra potAnuM kAsaLa kADhe che. muMbaInI kacerImAM eka moTo mukaddamo cAle. eka hoziyAra vakIle e hAtha dharelo. mukaddamo bahu gUMcavaNavALo hato. vakIle e jItavA mATe rAtadivasa eka karI nAkhyAM. kaMI keTalAMya kAyadAnAM pustako vAMcI nAkhyAM ! A badhA parathI mukaddamAnA kAgaLo taiyAra karyA, emAM keTalAMya pustakomAMthI laIne dAkhalA-dalIlo TAMkyAM. badhuM taiyAra karI vakIle e kAgaLo pharI vAMcI joyA. vAMcatAM teone khAtarI thaI ke kAma barAbara thayuM che. mukaddamo nakkI jItI zakAze. A badhA kAgaLo nakala karavA mATe ApavAnA hatA. e keTalAMka kAgaLiyAM Ama pheMkyAM, keTalAMka tema pheMkyAM, eka kAgaLamAMthI pataMga banAvavA beThI ! dasa varSanI chokarIne pataMga banAvatAM kema phAve ? paNa eNe to mahenata cAlu rAkhI. bhAre udyogI chokarI ! eka kAgaLa bagaDyo, to bIjo lIdho ! Akhare pataMga banAvyo, je laIne pharavA lAgI. pelA vakIla pharIne pAchA AvyA. pelI bALakI to AnaMdamAM ramatI hatI. eNe kahyuM, "bApu, juo A mAro pataMga ! meM banAvyo." vakIle pataMga joyo, paNa jotAMnI sAthe phALa paDI. are ! dIkarI e gajaba karyo. mArA mahattvanA kAgaLonuM ja kacuMbara karI nAkhyuM ! kevuM bhAre nukasAna ! vaLI AbarUno paNa savAla ! A vakhate bIjo koI bApa hota to gusse thaI jAta,

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI che paNa A vakIle kAgaLanA DUcA bhegA karatAM dIkarIne eTaluM ja kahyuM : bahena ! mArA kAgaLone na aDAya hoM." A vakIlanuM nAma zrIgovardhanarAma tripAThI. gujarAtI bhASAnA eka samartha sAhityakAra, jemaNe 'sarasvatIcaMdra' nAmanI amara kRtinI racanA karI. jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$ naLanA paganI apavitra pAnImAMthI peThelA kaLie udAra ane sAtvika naLa rAjAne duSTa ane dAnava bAhuka banAvI dIdho hato ! krodha jAgatAM mAnavI saghaLuM bhAna gumAvI de che. enI jIbha parano aMkuza jato rahe che. enI jAta paranI maryAdA cAlI jAya che. krodhathI mAtra potAnuM blaDapresara vadhArato nathI, paraMtu koI evuM mAThuM kAma karI bese che ke jenAthI ene jIvanabhara pastAvAno vAro Ave che. krodhane oLakhavA mATe gussAnuM bIja zodho. bIja maLyA pachI enAM khAtara-pANI baMdha karo. krodha para cokI rAkho to krodha kadI mAnavInuM kAsaLa kADhI zakaze nahi. A prasaMgano marma e che ke Aje cittanI AvI svasthatA kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. mAnavInuM jIvana utpAta, adhIrAI ane utAvaLathI gherAI gayuM che. e eTalI jhaDape doTa lagAve che ke te pote jIve che ke kema ane jIvyuM sArthaka thAya che ke eLe jAya che enoya vicAra karavAnI ene pharasada nathI. mAyAvI svapnonI pAchaLa doDato mAnavI niSpha LatA maLatAM krodha karI bese che. krodha aMdha che. mAnavInA sArAnarasAnA vivekano dIvo olavAya tyAre ja e krodha kare che. krodha Ave che eka taraMgarUpe ane emAMthI mAnavInA AkhAya manane gherI leto mahAsAgara banI jAya che. nAnakaDA gussAmAMthI bhayAnaka kodhanuM vaTavRkSa UbhuM thaI jaze. cittanA eka chidramAMthI e pravezaze ane sarvatra vyApI jaze. rAjA phaphapha phaphapha 27 phaphaphapha

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T7 jhAkaLabhInAM motI je yuvAna gabharAI gayo. eNe kahyuM, "are ! AMkho te koIne vecAtI apAtI haze ?" TaoNlsTaoNye kahyuM : "kaMI vAMdho nahi. e vepArI hAtha paNa kharIde che. tArA be hAtha ApIza to e tane rokaDA paMdara hajAra rUpiyA Apaze. tuM dhanavAna banI jaIza." hAtha ! hAtha te apAtA haze ? hatha jAya pachI zuM rahe ?" TaoNlsTaoNye haLavethI kahyuM, "jo bhAI ! tAre AMkha ApavI nathI, hAtha ApavA nathI, to e mANasa paga paNa kharIde che. tArA be paga Apaze to paNa tArI garIbI sAva dUra thaI mAtra sonA-cAMdI nahi, cAMdo-sUraja tArA hAthamAM saMta TaoNlsTaoNya pAse eka yuvAna Avyo. emanA pagamAM paDI dIna svare karagarato karagarato kahevA lAgyo. "huM khUba-khUba duHkhI chuM. mArI pAse kazI saMpatti nathI. mArI pAse eka paiso paNa nathI." TaoNlsTaoNye haLavAzathI kahyuM, "huM... tArI vAta samajyo, tAre dhana meLavavuM che. tAre saMpatti joIe che. kharuM ne ?" yuvAne hakAramAM mAthuM halAvyuM. TaoNlsTaoNye kahyuM, "jo tane eka sarasa upAya batAvuM. huM eka vepArIne oLakhuM chuM. e mANasanI AMkho kharIde che. enI pAse jA. tArI be AMkhanA e vIsa hajAra rUpiyA Apaze. " yuvAna TaoNlsTaoNyanI vAta samajI zakyo nahi. eNe akaLAIne kahyuM, "are ! Apa kevI vAta karI rahyA che ?" TaoNlsTaoNye kahyuM, "huM sAva sAcI vAta karuM chuM. jo tAre paisA joItA hoya to AkhuM zarIra vecI nAkha ! e vepArI mANasanA zarIramAMthI kaMI kaMI kImatI davAo banAve che. tArA zarIranA badalAmAM e tane eka lAkha rUpiyA Apaze !" yuvAnanI dhIraja khUTI. e bolI UThayo, "are ! Apa kevI vicitra vAta karo che ? eka karoDa rUpiyA maLaze toya huM mArA zarIrane - mArA prANane vecavAno nathI !" TaoNlsTaoNye hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "je mANasa eka lAkha

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$$$$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI che rUpiyA laIne paNa potAnA zarIrane vecavA taiyAra nathI. e jo ema kahe mArI pAse eka paisA jeTalIya saMpatti nathI, to e vAta kevI vicitra gaNAya !" TaoNlsTaoNye yuvakano AtmavizvAsa jagADatAM kahyuM : "huM navajuvAna ! A AMkho, A hAtha, A paga, A zarIra ane A prANa - e dhananA akhUTa bhaMDAra che. ene oLakha ane parizrama kara, potAnI najaramAM ja potAnuM mUlya ochuM ne kara. je potAnuM mUlya samaje che, ene mATe cAMdI, sonuM ja nahi paNa cAMTho ane sUraja paNa enA potAnA banI jAya che." 8 mAnavIe khuda Izvarane mAthAmAM | lapeTI dIgho! - - - - - - - - - - - -- -- -- -- -- Aje mAnavI e puSkaLa sukhasagavaDa meLavyAM che paraMtu eno AtmavizvAsa e gumAvI beTho che. vyasanathI vizvAsa jALavavA e koziza kare che. kyAreka jyotiSa ke pAMgaLI kRpAnA sahAre potAno AtmavizvAsa TakAve che. AtmavizvAsa e mAnavInA hRdaya mAM paDelI eka adbhuta zakti che. e azakyane zakya karI zake che. muzkelane AsAna banAvI zake che. vipattine saMpattimAM palaTAvI zake che. potAnI jAtane bhUlIne pArakAne khoLavA nIkaLelo mAnavI bIjAnI niMdAmAM meLavato to kazuMya nathI, paNa vadhArAmAM potAno amUlo vizvAsa gumAvI bese che. zaherane cheDe, rAjamArgathI dUra eka nAnIzI jhUMpaDI hatI. emAM eka DozI rahe, moM para karacalI. mAMDa mAMDa cAle. AMkhanAM teja paNa ochAM thayAM. rAtre DozI rasIvavA beThAM. aMdhArI jhUMpaDI ane sAva jhAMkho dIvo. soyamAM doro parove. mahenata ghaNI kare, paNa soyanA kANAmAM doro jAya nahi. Ama karatAM karatAM soya hAthamAMthI paDI gaI. bahu zodhI, paNa soya jaDI nahi. have karavuM zuM ? eka to aMdhAruM. bIjuM AMkhe ochuM dekhAya ane emAM vaLI soya zodhavAnI. dUra rAjamArga para dIvo jhaLahaLe. DozI to dIvAnA prakAzamAM doDI jaIne tyAM soya zodhavA lAgyAM. paNa soya 31 hahahahahahahahahaha

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI hoya to jaDe ne ? rAhadArIe AvIne pUchyuM, "DozI ! zuM khovAyuM che ?" DozIe kahyuM, "bhAI ! jhUMpaDImAM mArI soya khovAI che, paNa ahIMyAM prakAza hovAthI ahIM khoLuM chuM." rAhadArI kahe, "ahIM soya zodhe kaMI nahi vaLe. jhUMpaDImAM prakAza karo. tamArI sauya to tyAM che ne ?" soya khovAI che aMdhAsathI bharelI ghanaghora jhUMpaDImAM paNa enI khoja cAle che dIvAothI jhAkajhamALa rAjamArga para! ** jIvananI rAha, tarAha ane raphatAra AvI ja beDhaMgI ane ATalI ja besUrI saMbhaLAya che. mAnavIne zodhavuM che zAzvata satya, meLavavI che parama zAMti, ane pAmavI che paramAtmAne ! paNa enI A khoja evI vicitra che ke vAstavamAM e zodhe che lAlasA, pAme che AkAMkSA ane meLave che vAsanA ! mAnavIe potAnI malina vAsanAo ane kSudra eSaNAothI khuda Izvarane lapeTI lIdho che. kahe che ke ame prArthanA karIe chIe, paNa e prArthanAne baLabaLatI kAmanA ane vaNachIpI atRptinuM sAdhana banAvI dIdhI. badhuM tajIne eNe IzvaranI pUjAnI vAta karI. paNa samarpaNanA dekhAvanI pAchaLa UMDeUMDe mAMgaNAnI bhAvanA DagaDagI rahI che. jyAM kAmanA che, mAMgaNI che, AkAMkSA che, tyAM ja vAsanA vase 32 jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ! jyAM vAsanA hoya, tyAM vaLI prArthanA kevI ! mAnavIno rAga AmAM raMga pUre che. enI mAyA saghaLe pharI vaLe che. ane tyAga to kyAMya dUra cAlyo jAya che. paramAtmAne prAptinuM sAdhana banAvI dIdhA ! prArthanAne lAcAranI yAcanA banAvI dIdhI ! pUjAne nAme svArthano svAMga racyo ane dhIre dhIre dharma samastane mithyA vaLagaNo ane AvaraNothI chAI dIdho. parvane utsava banAvI dIdhA. enI AsapAsa mAyAnAM paDaLo coTADI dIdhAM. zaMkarano Adarza bhulAyo ane bhAMganA khela racAyA ! kRSNajanmanI mahattA vIsarI gayA ane jugAra phAlI nIkaLyo. mahAvIrano tyAga lopAI gayo ane dhanavaibhavanI relamachelanI bolabAlA thavA lAgI, parvo pavitratAne badale pAmaratAnAM pratIka banI gayAM. satyane badale vaMcanAnAM poSaka banI rahyAM. hRdayanA bhAvanuM sthAna bhapakA ane ADaMbare paDAvI lIdhuM. mAnavIno A rAga nitanavAM rUpa race che. je deva tRSNA chIpAve, tenI upAsanA cAle. je duniyAdArInA khelamAM vijaya apAve tenI bAdhA-AkhaDI cAle ! moTI kAmanA pUrI karanAro moTo doSa gaNAya. mAnavIe potAnI mAyAnA vepAramAM khuda prabhune paNa jotarI dIdho che. 33

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9] vighA sAdhya che, sAghana nahi ! ---- --- ----- --- jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$ pahelA be jaNe kahyuM : "aMdhAruM thAya che, mArga haju ghaNo kApavAno bAkI che. saMbhALIne cAlyo Ava." trIjAe javAba dIdho : "mArAthI ema ne ema AvI zakAze nahi. rastAmAM kAMTA paDyA che. aMdhAruM thAya che. ApaNI pAchaLa AvanArAone aMdhArAne lIdhe kaMI khabara nahi paDe mATe kAMTA vINavA jarUrI che." be jaNA AgaLa vadhI gayA. emanA grAmajano emanA svAgata mATe utAvaLA hatA, trIjo vidyArthI moDo pahoMcyo. paNa tyAM gurujI sAmA UbhA hatA. te bolyA : "tamAM traNemAMthI pAchaLa rahelo eka ja pAsa thayo che. vidyAno artha svArtha nahi, paramArtha che e e ekalo samajyo che." eka gurukuLa hatuM. traNa vidyArthIo ucca kakSAe uttIrNa thayA hatA. gurue kahyuM, "eka varase pAchA Avajo. tame vidyA kevI rIte pacAvI che, te jANIne padavI ApIza." traNeya vidyArthI ghera javA nIkaLyA. eka nAnakaDI pagadaMDI para thaIne rasto jato hato. sUraja DhaLI gayo hato. aMdhAruM cAre tarapha ghaTTa thatuM hatuM. sAthe sAthe raste kAMTA AvatA hatA. thoDo rasto to zULathI bharelo maLyo. pahelo vidyArthI pahelavAna hato. Akho rasto ThekI gayo. bIjo vyavahAru hato. teNe keDInA cheDe cheDe cAlIne kAMTALo rasto pasAra karyo. trIjo pITha parano bojo aLago karI kAMTA vINavA lAgyo ne rasto sApha karavA lAgyo. Aje vidyA vadhu ne vadhu ekalapaTA mAnavInI cIja banI rahI che. vidyAvAna kAM to vidyAno ghamaMDa rAkhIne phare che athavA to vidyAne kAraNe bIjAthI vegaLo rahe che. mAtra ekaThuM kareluM jJAna kAmanuM nathI. gokhI rAkhelI vidyA saheje upayogI nathI. vidyA to vyaktinA vyaktitvamAM oLaghoLa banI gaI hoya tyAre ja pacI gaI kahevAya, jyAre phaphaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 35 $$$$$$

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10] khudAnI talAza mahelamAM na hoya ! = = = = = = = = -- -- -- -- -- -- -- jhAkaLabhInAM motI che bIjAne garvanI durgadha nahi, paNa jJAnanI suvAsa ApatI hoya. Aje to vidyAnuM sarvatomukhI avamUlyana thayuM che. vidyAvAna koI tavaMgarane Azare tejINo banIne jIve che. samAjane vighAnA daMbha thI DArato e mAnavI AzrayadAtA AgaLa dayAmaNo banIne Ubho rahe che. vidyAnuM avamUlyana karanAra vidyAvAna ja che. eNe vighAnA sAdhyane sAdhana banAvI dIdhuM. A sAdhanane AdhAre eNe sattA ke saMpattine sAdhya banAvI. mahAbhAratanI bharI sabhAmAM, anubhavI bujhurgonI hAjarImAM ane mahArathIonI vacce draupadInAM cIra kheMcAyAM hatAM, tema Aje aneka lAla cu, prapaMcI ane paisAvAna du:zAsano vidyAnAM cIra kheMcI rahyA che. bhIma sivAyanA cAra pAMDavonI mAphaka vidyAvAno mUMge moDhe, nIcuM mAthuM nAkhI potAnI nabaLAIno svIkAra karI rahyA che. kyAre Avaze e vidyAnI khumArI ? e tyAre Avaze ke jyAre vighA paramArthamAM vaparAze. jyAre phUdAnanuM prajJAmAM rUpAMtara thaze. jyAre jIvana mAM vidyAnuM teja pragaTaze. basa, tyAre ja. balbano samrATa ibrAhIma AThama, jeTaluM moTuM rAjya dharAvato hato eTalo ja dariyAva dila mAnavI hato. sadA khudAnI talAza kare. eka vAra zAhI mahelanI vizALa agAsImAM samrATa mIThI nIda mANI rahyo hato. evAmAM kazo avAja saMbhaLAyo. sa mATenI cenanI nIMdamAM khalela paDI. madharAte koI bAraNuM khaTakhaTAvI rahyuM hatuM ! samrATanA gussAno pAra na rahyo. eNe agAsImAMthI ja avAja karyo, "are koNa che ? ATalI kALI rAte nIda harAma kare che ?" nIcethI javAba maLyo, "zahenazAha, e to huM UMTavALo 8888888888 36 8888888888 phaphapha phaphapha 37 ha jI

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI 7777 khabara paDI. khudAnI talAza mATe mahela choDIne jaMgalanI vATa lIdhI. hahahahahahahahahajhAkaLabhInAM motI 2007 samrATa kahe, "alyA, A aDadhI rAte tane mAruM zuM kAma paDyuM ?" | UTavALo kahe, "khudAvaMda ! mApha karajo ! paNa huM behada parezAna che. mAruM UMTa khovAI gayuM che. vahelI savArathI zodhuM chuM. paNa maLatuM nathI. mane ema thayuM ke kadAca ahIM AvyuM hoya to....." samrATa kahe, "tuM sAva pAgala lAge che. ahIM te UMTa zI rIte AvyuM hoya ? mArA mahelanI agAsImAM tAruM UMTa zodhavA Avyo che ?" UMTavALAe javAba vALyo, "samrATa ! huM pAgala chuM, to tame paNa kyAM pAgala nathI ?" samrATa kahe : "tArI akkala to ThekANe che ne ? AvI gustAkhInI sajA jANe che ne ?" UMTavALo kahe : "hA nAmadAra, mArI peThe tame ya pAgala cho. ATalA vaibhava mAM rahIne tame Izvarane zodhI rahyA cho, te pAgalapana nahi to bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? jo tamane A mahelamAM ane ATalA vaibhavamAM Izvara maLI jAya che to mane tamArA mahelanI agAsImAM mAruM UMTa kema na maLe ?" ATaluM bolIne UMTavALo to jato rahyo. paNa enA javAbathI samrATanA dila ane dimAgamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo. A banAvathI samrATa ibrAhIma Adamane sacAInI je vAta balbano samrATa samajyo, e bahu ochane samajAya che. mAnavI hajIya mahelamAM ja Izvarane zodhe che. hRdaMcamAM aMdhakAra dhAraNa kare che ane AtmAnI zodha mATe nIkaLe che. manamAM pArAvAra malinatA che ane chatAM prabhubhaktinI vAto kare che. jIvanamAM saccAIno chAMTo nathI ane chatAM rAmano upAsaka che. aMtaramAM lezamAtra karuNA nathI ane buddhanAM sUtro pokAre che. jIvanamAM pArAvAra hiMsA che ane mahAvIranI TaNA kare che. paramAtmAnI zodha evAM sthaLoe cAle che, jyAM e saheje vasato nathI. koI sattA dhAraNa karIne beThA beThA kare che, koI sevAno svAMga racIne khela kare che, koI gItonI dhUna macAve che, koI vaibhava ane ThAThanAM pradarzana kare che. paNa A be dhAMmAM kyAMthI hoya paramAtmA ? A ba dhAMthI para jAya te ja paramAtmAne pAmI zake. uhahahahahahahapha88 19 888888888

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11] jevuM ApaNuM aMta, evI AkhI Alama --------- ghora hatAzA ane gamagIna viSAdathI gherAyelA e yuvAne kahyuM, ke A khI duniyA mArI dumana che. A naThArA jagate mArI zaktione rUMdhI nAkhI, mArI tAkAtane toDI nAkhI ane mArA jIvanane chinnabhinna karI nAkhyuM ! kevI AvaData hatI mArI ! zuM pratibhA hatI mArI ! kevAM kevAM bhavya svapna racyAM hatAM, ane Aje to e svapno nahi, balka svapnono bhaMgAra paNa mArI pAse nathI.. e yuvAnane pUchyuM ke zA mATe jagate tArA jIvanamArgamAM kAMTAo pAtharyA ? zA mATe tArI jIvanasaritA rUMdhI nAkhI ? tyAre eNe eTaluM ja kahyuM ke je vyaktino moha ane cIjano lobha hato te mane maLI nathI. kyAreka gusso thatAM mitro mAM pheravI beThA che. mane zaMkA che ke jagatanI ekeeka ha $$$$$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahaha vyakti mane khatama karavA mAro pIcho pakaDI rahI che. hakIkatamAM A yuvAna hatAzAvo nahi paNa hRdayanI dubhavanAono zikAra banyo hato. jagata enuM zatru nahotuM paNa enI jAta eno zatru banI gaI hatI ! zaMkA-kuzaMkA, AzA-nirAzA, niMdA-kodha ane mohamAyA e bhAvanA o to mAnavInA hRdayamAM vase che. potAnI bhItaranI e bhAvanAo mAnavI judI judI vyaktionI khIMTI para TIMgADatI hoya che. je hRdayane krodhathI bhare che te sAme krodhane pAme che. je mohathI jue che ene badhe A sakti ja lAge che. je lobhI hoya che tene ema lAge che ke jagata AkhuM ene lUMTI levA mAge che. je zaMkAzIla hoya che te potAnA aMgata mAnavIo para paNa zaMkAno cAMpato cokIpahero rAkhato hoya che. jevI vyakti evo pratidhvani ! jevo mAnavI evuM vAtAvaraNa ! dubhavanAothI bharelo mAnavI cArekora viSAda ane hatAzAno anubhava kare che ane pariNAme potAnuM jIvana barabAda kare che. niMdA khora bIjA lokonA jIvananAM nAnAM nAnAM chidro zodhato phare che. kAraNa ke enuM AkhuMya hRdaya kuzaMkAthI kohavAI gayuM hoya che. krodhI mAnavI potAnA krodha parano kAbu gumAvI bese che ane ene kAraNe jagata tarapha satata haiyAvarALa kADhato hoya che.

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1 12 jhAkaLabhInAM motI je samaje che ke ApaNuM jIvana koI bIjo mAnavI haNI zakato nathI, ApaNI tAkAta koI khUMcavI zakatuM nathI, ApaNI zaktine koI azakti banAvI de tema nathI, e mAnavI ja hatAzAmAMthI bahAra Ave che. hRdaya mAMthI krodhane aLago karanAra ja AnaMda pAmI zake che. zaMkAnA saLavaLatA kIDAne khatama karanAra ja saghaLe zraddhA ropI zake che. potAnI paristhiti mATe bIjAne doSa devAno na hoya. koIne phariyAda karavAnI na hoya. koIne gunegAra TheravavAno nuM hoya. e mATe jo koIneya phariyAda karavAnI hoya to e ApaNI jAtane ane koIne sajA karavAnI hoya to te ApaNI dubhavanAone ! pUrNatA e pragatinuM pUrNavirAma che --- ---- ---- - - - - - - - - mulkamazahUra zilpI, baTana thovalDasana thaI gayo. eNe AkhI jiMdagI uttama kalAkRtio kaMDAravAmAM gALI. nArInI namaNAza hoya ke vIranI vIratA hoya, paNa potAnI zilpamAM ene anerI chaTAthI sAkAra kare. sahu kahe : "A zilpI to mugA paththarane bolatA karI paNa zilpIne saheje nirAMta nahi. e mAnato ke pragati mATe gati satata Avazyaka che ! AthI vaLI eka hAthamAM hathoDI ane bIjA hAthamAM TAMkaNuM le. potAnI kalAkRtine dhArI-dhArIne nIrakhe, emAM apUrNatA rahI gaI nathI enuM sUkSma anveSaNa kare. lokoe saMpUrNa kalAkRti kahIne vadhAvI hoya evI

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phaphaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI ha7747777 kRtimAMya ene apUrNatA jovA maLe. pharI hathoDI ane TAMkaNuM laIne besI jAya, enAthIya adakI evI mUrti ghaDI kADhe. eka vAra eNe mohaka suMdarInuM zilpa ghaDayuM. enAM aMgeaMga evI bArIkAIthI kaMDAryo ke jANe emAMthI saudarya nItaratuM ja lAge ! koI saudaryavatInI jIvatI-jAgatI manohara dehalatA ja dekhAya. zilpInI kArIgarI para sahu koI ApharIna pokArI gayA. AkhAya DenmArka deze A zilpane umaLakAthI vadhAvI lIdhuM. ja jhAkaLabhInAM motI che zilpI vivAdamAM kema DUbI gayo ? jIvananA sArthakyanA TANe e zoka kema anubhavI rahyo ? koIe zilpIne pUchyuM, "he mahAna kalAkAra ! tame zA mATe raDo cho ? Aje to tame siddhinI Toce birAjyA cho, tyAre AvuM kema karo cho ?" - thoDI vAre zilpI zAMta thayo. eNe potAnI kalAkRti sAme joIne kahyuM, "kalAkonA kalAkothI huM mathuM chuM, paNa mArA, A zilpamAM ghaNuM zodhavA chatAMya koI khAmI jaNAtI nathI." sahue kahyuM, "vAha ! ethI to AnaMdita thavuM joIe. jIvanamAM AvI ghaDI kyAreka ja Ave. kyAreka ja kalAkAra pUrNa kalAkRti ghaDI zake che. paNa jyAre e kalAkRti racAya tyAre aMtaranA AnaMdathI e nAcI UThe che. jyAre tame to codhAra AMsue raDI rahyA che." DenmArkanA zilpI thornAlDasane javAba vALyo, "bhAIo, mArA rudananuM rahasya temane samajAvuM che jyAre ApaNA koI kAryamAM apUrNatA lAge tyAre ja pUrNatA pAmavA AgaLa vadhavAnuM mana thAya che. pUrNatA pAmavA mATenuM preraka baLa ja apUrNatA che ! Aje A zilpamAM mane koI apUrNatA dekhAtI nathI. pUrNatAnuM bhAna thatAM pragati aTakI paDe che. ane tethI ja huM raDI rahyo chuM !" | kiMtu zilpInA hRdayamAM koI AnaMda na hato, mukha para viSAda chavAyelo hato. kalAkonA kalAko sudhI UMDA vicAramAM DUbIne zilpane nihALyA kare, paNa kyAMya khAmI jaDe nahi. saudaryavatInA zilpanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne dezavidezanA kuzaLa zilpIo mahAna kalAkRti jovA UmaTavA lAgyA. sahu koI zilpane jue ane enI nakhazikha saMpUrNatA mATe mAthuM namAve. cotarapha dhanyavAdanA zabdo guMjI rahyA hatA. kalAkAra para prazaMsAnAM puSponI jhaDI varasatI hatI, tyAre bArIka avalokana karatAM zilpI ekAeka raDavA lAgyo ! sahu AzcaryamAM DUbI gayA. anerA AnaMdanA samaye

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phaphapha phaphapha phaphajhAkaLabhInAM motI ja A prasaMga kahe che ke pUrNatA e pragatinuM pUrNavirAma che. pUrNatA sthitisthApaka che ane ahaMkAranI janaka che. pUrNatAno anubhava thatAM vikAsa rUMdhAI jAya che, prakriyA aTakI jAya che. pUrNatAne khoLazo nahi. sadI apUrNatAnI zodha karo. apUrNatAne oLakhanAra ja vikAsa tarapha gati karato rahe che. pratyeka apUrNatA eka paDakAra banIne Ave che. mAnavI eka pachI eka paDakAra jhIlato prakriyAne paMthe AgaLa vadhato Atmakhoja kare che. apUrNatAnA ahaMkArano vigalana che. pUrNatAnA visAmA karatAM apUrNatAnI saphara AnaMdadAyI hoya che. paramAtmAne cAhavAnuM hoya, mANavAnuM nahi eka navayauvanA enA patinA virahe sukAIne kAMTo thaI gaI hatI. eTalAmAM khabara AvI ke pati Ave che ! paNa re niSphara sAsu-sasarA ! navayauvanAne ekAMtamAM mUkI pote ekalAM ekalAM dIkarAnA sAme ye cAlyAM gayAM ! premadIvAnI yauvanAnuM aMtara talasI rahyuM che. Akhare e dIvAla ThekI patine maLavA doDI. A vakhate bAdazAha akabara zikArethI pAcho pharato hato. saMdhyATANuM thaI javAthI magaribanI namAjha paDhavA gAlIco pAtharIne e beTho hato. premadIvAnI bAI doDatI e gAlIcA parathI pasAra

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI thaI gaI. enA paganI dhULathI gAlIco raje bharAyo. bAdazAha kahe : "jAo ene abhI ne abhI hAjara karo." navayauvanAne tyAM hAjara karavAmAM AvI. bAdazAhe pUchayuM : "A beadabI karanAra tuM hatI ?" strI kahe : "mane khabara nathI, jahAMpanAha ! huM mArA patinI suratamAM magna hatI. kadAca huM ja houM, paNa hajUra ! Apa e vakhate zuM karatA hatA ?" "namAjha paDhato hato." "konI namAjha ? allAhanI ? chatAM Ape mane joI ? Ape rajoDAyelo gAlIco joyo ? eka mATInA mAnavImAM huM mastAna banI ne duniyAnA bAdazAhane bhUlI gaI, to Apa namAjhamAM hatA, ne mArA jevI nAcIja oratanI hastI vIsarI zakyA nahi ? hajUra ! dIvAnA thayA vagara koI deva aMtaramAM AvatA nathI !" jhAkaLabhInAM motI ke IcchA ke AkAMkSA vinAnuM AtmasamarpaNa hoya che. bhautika mAMgaNIne badale prabhu pratyenI mamatA ane magnatA ja mAtra hoya che. ghaNA mAnavIo bhaktinA oThA heThaLa mAgaNInI mAyA race che ! mAgaNInI lAgaNI to sadA vaNachIpI rahe che. eka mAgaNI pUrI thAya ke bIjI hAjarAhajUra ! vara maLe, to pachI ghara maLe. ghara maLyuM to vaLI sukhI saMsAra maLe ! mAganAra to sadAya bhUkhyo ja hoya che. enI bhUkhano koI cheDo ke aMta hoto nathI ! lAlasA ane vAsanA to saLagatA agnine satata uzkeratA ghI jevI che, je hRdayane sadAya baLabaLatuM ane bhaDabhaDatuM rAkhe che. bhakti e bhikhArIveDA nathI, bhakti e koI prAptinuM sAdhana nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane bhagavAna buddha mAnavIne A mAgaNInI lAlasAmAMthI bahAra kADhayo. bhIkha mAgavI hoya to svamAna khovuM paDe, AtmA bhUlavo paDe ane vyaktitva vecIne zudra thavuM paDe ! bhI kha jevI bhakita mAnavIne mArga bhulAvIne nirmAlya banAve che. bhaktimAM mAgavAnuM nathI, ApavAnuM che ! levAnuM nathI, devAnuM che ! mAgavAnI cAhanA choDI denAro mAnavI mahAmAnava banI jaze. mAgavAnI lAcArIne jo popavAmAM Ave to mAnavInuM hRdaya kAya2, pUjA svArthI ane bhakti bhikSA jevI banaze. akabara bAheMzAha cUpa thaI gayo. A prasaMgano marma e che ke sAcI bhaktimAM dunyavI lAlasA nahi, paNa mastIbharyuM dIvAnApana hoya che. kazI

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hahahahahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahahaha [14] muMjhAyelo mAnavI mAgaNInuM pAtra laIne bhagavAna pAse doDe che, paNa e pahelAM potAnI jAtane pUchato nathI ke A yAtanA AvI kyAMthI ? A upAdhi vaLagI kaI rIte ? AnI e zodha kare to khabara paDe che ke AmAMnuM kazuMya Izvare mokalyuM nathI. A badhI to pote ja sarjelI mAyAvI duniyA che. bhAva-abhAvanI AsapAsa mAnavIe potAnAM sukhadu:kha, AzA ne nirAzA lapeTI dIdhAM che. je mAgavAnuM mUkIne cAhanAthI paramAtmAnI ArAdhanA kare che e sAco Astika. bAkI je potAnI kAmanA pUrI karavA bhaktinI dhUna macAve che, te AstikatAnuM cAmaDuM oDhI pharatA nAstika che. Aja bhagavAnane mATe, kAla bhagavAnane mAthe mahArAja yudhiSThira hastinApuranI gAdIe birAjatA hatA. jJAnI ane dAnI tarIke emanI ghaNI moTI nAmanA. eka divasa bAraNe yAcaka Avyo. eNe mahArAja yudhiSThira pAse yAcanA karI. yudhiSThira rAjAne enI yAcanA yogya jaNAI. manamAM ene dAna ApavAnI icchA paNa thaI kiMtu saheja ALasamAM kahI dIdhuM, bhAI, kAle Avaje ne ! kAle tane jarUra ApIza." bAjumAM beThelo bhIma vicAramAM paDI gayo. yAcaka khAlI hAthe pAcho pharI gayo. manomana bhIma vicAre ke moTAbhAIe AvuM kahyuM zA mATe ? zuM dAnano mahimA teo vIsarI gayo ?

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phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI je "jA o ! jaladI jA o ! Thera Thera ghUmI vaLo ! pelA yAcakane hamaNAM ja bolAvI lAvo." comera mANaso doDI gayA. thoDA ja samayamAM yAcakane laIne AvI gayA. dharmarAjAe yAcakane kahyuM, "meM tane kAlano vAyado karyo hato, e mArI bhUla hatI. mAre je kAma karavAnuM che. te Aje ja karavuM joIe, vAyadAno vepAra AmAM na cAle." Ama kahI yudhiSThire yAcakane dAna ApIne saMtuSTa karyo. * * * che ke jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ke je bhIma bhAre UMDA vicAramAM DUbI gayo. ene thayuM ke jo A vize moTAbhAIne kaMI kahuM to kadAca avinaya lekhAze. Ama chatAMya moTAbhAInI bhUla to mAre sudhAravI ja joIe, nahi to emanA dAnIpaNAne kalaMka lAge. ekAeka bhImanA manamAM eka vicAra jhabakyo. jozabhera doTa lagAvIne cogAnamAM pahoMcI gayo. cogAnamAM paDelA nagArAne khuba jorathI vagADavA lAgyo. dharmarAjA yudhiSThire nagArAno sAda sAMbhaLyo. teo to navAI pAmI gayA. emaNe kahyuM, "are ! atyAre AvA samaye vaLI koNa nagAruM vagADI rahyuM che ?" sevakoe tapAsa karI, khabara lAvyA ke A to khuda emano nAno bhAI bhIma nagAruM vagADe che. mahArAja yudhiSThire bhImane bolAvyo ane pUchyuM, "are bhIma, tuM nagAruM vagADato hato ? zA mATe ?" moTAbhAI, tame kALane jItI lIdho, samayane bAMdhI lIdho enA AnaMdanA utsAhamAM huM nagAruM vagADato hato." bhIme javAba Apyo. mahArAja yudhiSThira tarata ja bhImasenanI vAta samajI gayA. emaNe rAjasevakone AjJA karI : phaphaphapha88888 52 88888888888 A prasaMgano marma e che ke vAyadAno vepAra ja vyaktinA jIvanane vaNa sAvI nAkhe che. kAla para rAkhanAranuM kAma koI divasa ke kadIya thatuM ja nathI. e sadA AvatI kAlanI AzAmAM ja lapeTAtuM rahe che, ane AvuM ThelAtuM rahe che. basa, Aje khUba kamANI karI lauM, ane AvatI kAle dharmanI upAsanA karIza ema vicAranAra aMte to roja kamAvAnI navI navI ghelachAmAM sapaDAto jato hoya che. dharma to ene cheka mRtyuno dhakko lAgavAno hoya tyAre ja ekAeka cokI jaIne yAda Ave che. kadI koI saMte ema kahyuM nathI ke "kAle" huM mArA paramAtmAnI pUjA karIza. saMtoe to sadA upAsanA karI ane kAlanI badhI ciMtA Izvarane ja soMpI dIdhI. Aja

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pha4044444 jhAkaLabhInAM motI ha00000000 bhagavAnane mATe ane bhaviSya bhagavAnane mAthe - e emanI jIvanarIti hatI. paramAtmAne pAmavAnI jhaMkhanA rAkhanAre kAlanI rAha jovAnI na hoya, je thaze te to Aje ja thaze. AvatI kAla to jhAMjhavAnAM jaLa jevI che, je tamane rojaroja kAlane mATe doDAvyA karaze ne Akhare bhAre tarasyAne pANInuM TIpuM paNa hAtha nahi Ave ! [15] manathI dorAI javAnuM nathI, manane doravAnuM che. ----------------- jhaghaDo manamAM hoya che. kAmamAM jhaghaDo hoto nathI. jhaghaDALu lokonI paNa jamAta hoya che. emanuM mana haMmezAM 'nAcavuM nahi to AMgaNuM vAMkuM' karyA karatuM hoya che. badhe jhaghaDo cAle to kaviomAM jhaghaDo kema na cAle ? lakhanau ane dilhInA urdU bhASAnA kavio vacce jhaghaDo cAle ! bhayaMkara jhaghaDo ! ekabIjAne gALothI ja navaDAve. sAme maLe to AMkho kADhe ! taka maLe to tIkho kaTAkSa karavAnuM na cUke. jhaghaDAnuM mULa kAraNa e hatuM ke ratha mokhannasa (ragIliMga) ke mujakkara (puMlliMga) che ? 55 phaphapha8888888

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je jhAkaLabhInAM motI je mirjhA sAhebe javAba Apyo, "juo, eno sAco javAba A che. ratha mAM jyAre strIo beThI hoya tyAre ratha strIliMga kahevAya. rathamAM jyAre puruSo beThA hoya tyAre puMlliMga kahevAya." jhaghaDo AgaLa vadhatAM aTakI gayo, ane sabhAno ratha AgaLa cAlyo. phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja ja koI kahe : "ratha puMlliMga." koI kahe : "ratha strIliMga." basa AmAM gALAgALI cAlI. vikhyAta kavi mijha eka vAra lakhanaunI sabhAmAM gayA. tarata ja jhaghaDALu lokoe ratha e paMlliMga che ke strIliMga che eno jhaghaDo khaDo karyo. emanI icchA sabhA toDI nAkhavAnI hatI. mirjhA sAheba UbhA thayA ane temaNe kahyuM, "bhAIo ! zAMta thAo. A jhaghaDo rahevA do." sabhA toDavA AvelA dilhInA lokoe kahyuM, "are ! zuM zAMta zAo ? A to amAro prANaprazna che. lakhanauvALA mAne che ke ratha puMlliMga kahevAya, jyAre ame mAnIe chIe ke ratha strIliMga kahevAya. pahelAM Ano sAco javAba Apo. pachI sabhA AgaLa cAlaze." pharI sabhAmAM ghoMghATa thayo. mirjhA sAhebe kahyuM, "bhAIo ! khAmoza thAo. ApaNe rathathI kAma che, liMgathI A prasaMgano marma e che ke manathI cAlanAra kadI mukti meLavI zakato nathI. manathI doDanAra kadI visAmo pAmI zakato nathI. manathI jonAra moha, mAyA ke kAmanAmAMthI kadI sukha pAmI zakato nathI. mananI majA ja e che ke e je zodhe che te meLave che. je meLave che tenA para jIve che. mane mAyA race che ane e khuda mAyAmAM lIna banI jAya che. manane sukha meLavavuM hoya to saghaLe sukha ja maLaze. manane duHkha gamatuM hoya to badhe duHkha ja dekhA deze. mAnavIe manathI dorAI javAnI jarUra nathI, manane doravAnuM che. nahi " sAme UbhelA tophAnIoe kahyuM, "mirjhA sAheba, A koI AsAna vAta nathI. A to sAhityanI vAta che. sAhityamAM zabdono jhaghaDo hoya che. amAro A jhaghaDo kyAranoya lakhanauvALA sAthe che. tame ja javAba Apo ke rastha e strIliMga che ke puMlliMga che ?" ////////////////////// 58 //////////////////////

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hahahahahahahahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI che najIka gayA. jaIne pUchyuM, "are ! Apa A madharAtanI veLA e divya pustakamAM zuM lakhI rahyA cho ?" devadUte UMce joyuM. eNe javAba vALyo, "A pustakamAM IzvaranA sAcA cAhakonAM nAma lakhuM chuM. je manuSyo sAcA dilathI Izvarane prema kare che emanAM nAma ekaThAM karuM chuM." bhakta abUbane nikhAlasatAthI pUchayuM, "zuM AmAM mAruM nAma lakhyuM che kharuM ?" nA." devadUte javAba Apyo. abubana kahe, "IzvaranA cAhaka tarIke mAruM nAma na lakhyuM hoya, to kazI harakata nathI. paraMtu eTaluM lakhI lo ke abUbana badhAM mAnavIone hRdayathI pyAra kare che." eTalAmAM to devadUta adRzya thayo. bIjI madha rAte pharI e pAcho Avyo. eNe sonerI pustaka abUbananI najara prabhuno sAco bhakta mAnavIne cAhato haze - -- -- --- -- --- -- sAme mUkyuM. bhakta abUbana, badhAM para samAna draSTi rAkhe, hoMze hoMze sahunI sevA kare. pArakAnA bhalAmAM potAnuM bhaluM jue. lakSmIno moha nahi. sattA meLavavAnI koI lAlasA nahi. basa, rAta-divasa mAnavanI sevA-suzru yA kare jAya. eka vakhate madharAte acaraja joyuM. UMghamAMthI ekAeka UThelA bhakta abUbane AkhA oraDAmAM prakAza prakAza joyo. madharAte AvuM ajavALuM kyAMthI ? jANe potAnA oraDAmAM sUraja Ugyo hoya ! abubane cAre tarapha najara pheravI. joyuM to eka khUNAmAM besIne devadUta sonerI pustakamAM kaMIka lakhI rahyA hatA. bhakta abUbana pathArImAMthI UbhA thayA. devadUtanI bhakta abUbane joyuM ke pustakamAM jeTalA IzvarabhaktonAM nAma lakhyAM hatAM, emAM enuM nAma sauthI paheluM lakhAyeluM hatuM. bhakta abubana AzcaryathI A joI rahyo. devadUta kahe, "janasevaka e ja sAco prabhu sevaka che. janatAne pyAra kayAM vinA prabhuno pyAra nathI maLato." * * ApaNe IzvaranI upAsanAne Agavo adhikAra banAvI $$$$$hahahahaha 59 hRhapharuphaphaphaka

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17] jAgRtivinAnI kriyA jasiA banI rahe ! ujajaphaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI che dIdhI che. ene AzramonI ANa ApI che. maMdiro ane derAsaronI lakSmaNarekhAmAM maryAdita karI dIdhI che. - maMdirane cAhanAra potAnI moTAI batAvavA mAnavanI upekSA karavA lAgyo che. paramAtmAne pAmavAno prayatna karanAra paranA AtmAne pAmara gaNI ADuM mo pheravI le che. Avo Izvarabhakta anya sahu koIne nazvara mAnIne emanI narotara upekSA kare che. mukhethI paramAtmA sarvavyApaka hovAnI vAta kare che, paNa hRdayamAM to e mAne che ke paramAtmA mAtra eka ja sthaLe, ane teya mArA AtmAmAM ja vyApta che. bAkI badhe durAtmAnI ja lIlA che ! sAco bhakta mAnavane dAnava mAnato nathI. kharo IzvarapremI saghaLe prabhuno vAsa jue che. A duniyAthI alaga thavA mATe e Azramo bAMdhIne judo raheto nathI. saMnyAsanAM bhagavAM dhAraNa karI anya sahurthI potAnI zreSThatA sAbita karato nathI. e to sIdho, sAdo, saraLa mAnavI banIne ja paramAtmAnI parama bhakti kare che. prabhuno sAco bhakta koI maThamAM ke maMdiramAM nahi maLe. koI AzramamAM nahi jaDe. e to A jagatanA koI khUNe ekalo beThobeTho saMsAranI vacce rahIne nijAnaMdanI mastIthI bhaktibhAvano ekatAro bajAvato haze ! eka gAma hatuM. gAmamAM mAtra cAra phUvA hatA. A cAra kUvAmAM paNa eka ja mITho kUvo hato. mIThA kUvAnuM pANI gAma AkhuM pIe ! eka divase be kUtarA laDavA lAgyA. eka nabaLuM. eka sabaLuM ! baMne sAmasAmA bhasyA. bhasavAmAMthI laDavA para AvyA. laDatAM laDatAM sabaLA kUtarAe nabaLAne dabAvyuM. nabaLuM kUtaruM pAchA page bhAgyuM. bhAgatAM bhAgatAM phUvAmAM paDayuM. savAre panihArI o pANI bharavA AvI, joyuM to aMdara kUtaruM. vAta tarata corA para pahoMcI. DAhyA gAmapaTela bahAra AvyA. emaNe pacIsa kaDIbaMdha juvAnone bolAvyA ne kahyuM.

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$$$$$jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahahaha kUvAmAMthI baso Dola pANI kheMcI kADho kUvo tarata zuddha thaI jaze." pacIsa juvAniyA maMDaDyA. baso Dola pANI kADhI juvAnI che ! vaLI teone vicAra thayo ke baso Dola bIjI paNa kADhI nAkhIe. basa ! pachI to pANI bilakula pavitra thaI jAya ! thoDI vAramAM bIjI baso Dola kheMcI kADhI. pachI sahu AvyA gAma paTela pAse. cAraso Dola pANI kADhavAthI paTela to rAjInA reDa thaI gayA. juvAniyAone zAbAzI ApI ane pUchyuM, paNa kUtaruM kyAM nAkhyuM tame ?" juvAniyA kahe, "are paTela ! ame to Dolo kheMcI pANI kADhaMcuM, paNa kUtaruM to hajI aMdara ja che." gAma paTele moTo nisAso nAkhyo. $jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$? bhAvanAno dhabakAra hoto nathI. pariNAme eka bAju kriyA cAle che ane bIjI bAju e ja cIlAcAlu jIvana vIte che. dharma to kyAMya dekhAto nathI. dharma e bahArathI lAdavAnI cIja nathI. dharma e ADaMbaranuM ghareNuM nathI. e to aMtaramAMthI UgatI ucca jIvana praNAlI che. Aje moTebhAge dharmanI kriyAo dhananA vyayanuM ke garvanuM sAdhana banI gaI che. pote ATalA upavAsa ke ekAdazI karyA enI gAI-vagADIne jAherAta kare che. enI najara upavAsa para che. upavAsanA pracAra para che. evA upavAsa aMtarazuddhine badale ADaMbaranuM mAdhyama banI jAya che. keTalAka mAtra jaDatAthI ja kriyAne vaLagI rahe che. je kriyAmAM jAgRti na hoya e mAtra kasarata ja banI rahe che. dhArmika kriyAne jIvanamAM tANAvANA mAphaka vaNavAnI hoya. eno dhajAgaro caDAvavAno na hoya. prasaMgano marma e che ke mAnavI AkhI jiMdagI dhArmika kriyAo kare che, chatAM dharmane e pAmato nathI. kriyA pAchaLa jJAna na hoya to kriyA sAva korIdhAkora raheze. dharmane mAtra AcAramAM pheravI nAkhanArA zuka kriyA kare che. emAM dharmanI

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18 gharma e puNyano vepArI, paisAno nahi. - --- -- --- -- -- --- -- eka gRhastha. mahAyA karatA hatA, yajJanuM phaLa paNa evuM ja mahAna. yajJa pUrNa thAya to yajamAna sadehe vargamAM jAya, yajJa mATe nikAma brAhmaNo ekatra karyA. pUrA eka hajAra brahANa ekaThA karyA. savArathI rAta sudhI maMtra jape. satata maMtra jape ja khavAnA. niyamita pATha cAle. yajJa AgaLa vadhe. pUrNAhutino samaye dhIre dhIre najIka Avato jato hato. svarganA rAjA indrane ciMtA peThI. ene thayuM ke A yajJa pUro thaze to mAruM iMdrAsana jaze. yajJa karanArA brAhmaNone yama-niyama pALavAnA hoya. yajJa daramiyAna brahmacarya ane aparigraha pALavAM joIe. rAjA IMdra maMtroccAra karatA brAhmaNonI vacamAM hIrAjaDita vITI goThavI dIdhI. je jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja brAhmaNo to ekadhArA jozathI maMtroccAra karatA hatA. paNa emAM eka brAhmaNanI najara e vITI para paDI. maMtra parathI enuM dhyAna kheMcyuM. pelI vastu para dhyAna karyuM. kutUhalathI e hIrAjaDita vastune joI rahyo. ene Ama ekITaze joto joIne bIjAe e tarapha joyuM. bIjAne joI trIjAe e tarapha joyuM ane ema eka pachI eka badhA brAhmaNo maMtroccAra bhUlIne hIrAjaDita vastune Tagara Tagara jovA lAgyA. Ane pahelA jonAra brAhmaNe dAvo karyo ke A vastu eNe pahelAM joI, mATe ene maLavI joIe. bIjAe eno asvIkAra karyo. eka vayovRddha brAhmaNe kahyuM ke vayane kAraNe potAne maLavI joIe. tyAM bIjAe kahyuM ke enA jeTalo zAstrapAraMgata koI nathI, mATe vidyAne kAraNe ene maLavI joIe. tyAM vaLI eka brAhmaNe kahyuM ke vaya ke vidyA e to sAmAnya che. dharmamAM to mahattva che tapanuM. moTA tapasvI tarIke A vastu mane maLavI joIe. yajJabhUmi vikhavAdabhUmi banI gaI. takarAra thaI. ekabIjA sAmasAme bAkhaDavA lAgyA. yajJa yajJanA ThekANe kahyo ane ahIM to aMdaroaMdara yuddha jAmI paDyuM. evAmAM pelI hIrAjaDita vIMTI ekA eka adRzya thaI gaI. sahu ekabIjAnAM moDhAM vako satA rahI gayA.

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19] kAMTAmAM gulAba phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja ja dharmanI Asa pAsa dhana-vaibhava vITaLAI vaLe tyAre AvuM thAya. sAco dharma bhulAI gayo che. bhAvanAnI upAsanA cAlI gaI che. AdarzanI prApti mATenI mathAmaNa dharmamAM kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. sarvatra dhananI bolabAlA che. - jenI pAse adhika dhana ane prabhunI pUjAno pahelo adhikAra. je dhana Ape te dhArmika kahevAya, pachI bhale e dhana khoTe mArge meLaveluM hoya ke garIbone cUsIne ekaThuM karyuM hoya. dharmabhAvanA na jANato mAnavI dhanika hoya to teno mahAdhArmika gaNavAmAM Ave che. Ama dhana dharmanuM gaLuM TUMpI rahyuM che. sAcI dharma-ArAdhanA kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. ahIM to vaibhavanI pUjA cAle che. dhananI relamachela uDe che. dhanikono jayajayakAra thAya che. dharmakAryamAM meLavelA puNyano nahi, paNa kharcelA paisAno hisAba maMDAya che. vadhu dhana vAparanArano DaMko vAge che. varaghoDAo vadhatA jAya che. paisAnI jAhojalAlInA dekhADAno koI pAra rahyo nathI. pariNAma e AvyuM che ke dharma dhananI dAsI banI gayo che. eNe dhanikone dhArmiko banAvI dIdhA. AvI paisA ane parigrahanI jhAkamajhoLamAM dharmanI bhAvanA khovAI gaI che ! dhomadhakhatA tApamAM traNa majUro paththara toDI rahyA hatA. najIkamAM eka devAlaya taiyAra thatuM hatuM, ane traNe enuM kAma karI rahyA hatA. rastA parathI eka rAhadArI pasAra thato hato. eNe pahelA majUrane pUchyuM, "are bhAI ! A tuM zuM kare che ?" thAkelA avAje majUre UMDA duHkha sAthe kahyuM, "juo ne, huM paththara toDI rahyo chuM. paththarane toDavAnuM kAma karI-karIne have to pArAvAra kaMTALI gayo chuM. paNa bIjuM kazuMya zuM ?" rAhadArI bIjA majUra pAse gayo. ene paNa e ja prazna pUchyo. bIjA majUre javAba Apyo : bhAI ! pApI peTanI A pIDA che. peTane khAtara phaphaphapha88888 66 88888888888 ////////////////////// 67 //////////////////////

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI AvI veTha karavI paDe che. zuM karIe ? jIvavA mATe kyAMka jotarAvuM to paDe ne ?" rAhadArI trIjA majUra pAse gayo. trIjA majUranA zarIra parathI parasevo vaheto hato. tApa akaLAvanAro hato, paNa e majura to AnaMdathI gIta gAto jAya ane paththara toDato jAya. rAhadArIe pUchyuM, "are bhAI ! tame zuM karo cho ?" gItanI mastImAM ane hathoDAnA ghAnA avAjamAM pahelI vAra to rAhadArInI vAta majUrane saMbhaLAI nahi. eNe pharI prazna pUchayo tyAre potAnA gItane vacamAM aTakAvIne trIjA majUre javAba Apyo, juo ! huM maMdira banAvuM chuM." A javAba ApatI vakhate e majUranA caherA upara AnaMda ane ullAsa UchaLato hato. enA hRdaya mAMthI gIta vahetuM hatuM. enI AMkhomAM navasarjananI camaka hatI. $jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$? che. jIvavA mATe kamAvuM jarUrI ane kamAvuM hoya to kAma jarUrI - evA gaNita sAthe AnaMda ke viSAdanI koI paNa lAgaNI sivAya jIvana vyatIta kare che. jyAre keTalAka potAnA kAryamAMthI sarjanano AnaMda mANe che. Avo AnaMda badhI jagyAe ane sarva kAryamAM hoya che. paraMtu kharI jarUra to eno anubhava karI zake tevA hRdayanI che. traNa majUroe ApelA uttaro jIvana pratyenAM traNa deSTibiMduo sUcave che. jIvana to enuM e ja che; paraMtu kharuM mahattva to jIvana jonAranI daSTinuM che. A daSTi ja viSAda ApI zake tema AnaMda paNa ApI zake. jIvana jovAnI dRSTi jevI hoya tevI sRSTi lAge. A dRSTi evI paNa hoya ke je gulAbane kAMTA banAvI che. ane evI paNa hoya ke kAMTAmAM gulAba khIlavI de. jagatamAM AvA traNa prakAranA mANaso jovA maLaze. keTalAka potAnA kAmane veTha gaNe che. jIvanane bojo mAne che. ciMtAno bhAra upADI rAta-divasa cAlyA kare che. bIjA prakAranA loko kAmane jIvananI jarUriyAta mAne

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1 20] je jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja mAruM jIvana dhyeya che. e mATe laDavA taiyAra chuM. prANa ApavA taiyAra chuM." gAmanA zreSThIne maLyo to eNe kahyuM ke, "mArI to eTalI ciMtA che ke A aDhaLaka dhana kaI rIte sAcavavuM ? AmAM ne AmAM to mane anidrAno roga lAgu paDaDyo che." koI yuvAnane pUchyuM to e bolI UThyo ke, "jIvanane AvA hetuthI bAMdhavuM joIe nahi. jIvana e to vahetA jharaNA jevuM che. gAtAM paMkhI jevuM che. mojamajA uDAvo, gAtA jAo. basa, A ja ApaNuM to jIvana." koI rUpasuMdarIne maLyo. to e namaNI nArI e javAba Apyo ke, "jIvana eTale ja rUpanI jALavaNI, bIjuM vaLI mukti tarapha mukha madhura ramaNIya prabhAte eka mumukSue akaLAIne bhagavAna buddhane kahyuM, prabhu ! mane A jagatano khela samajAto nathI. Apa kaho cho ke badhAne mokSa maLI zake. jo mokSa sahu koIne maLato hoya to pachI kema koIneya prApta thato nathI ?" bhagavAna buddhanA prazAMta caherA para hAsyanI eka lakIra UpasI AvI. emaNe jijJAsune kahyuM ke, "tuM eka kAma kara. A nagaramAM jA ane tapAsa kara ke konI zI zI cAhanA che ? dareka vyakti zuM meLavavA mathe che ?" mumukSu to rAjA pAse gayo, to rAjAe kahyuM ke, "basa, huM to rAta-divasa eka ja IcchA rAkhuM chuM ane te dumanano parAjaya, mArA rAjyano vadhu ne vadhu vistAra karavo, e ja sAdhusaMtone maLyo. koI maMdira baMdhAvavAnA kharcanI ciMtAmAM paDyA hatA, koI AzramanI vyavasthAmAM gUMthAyelA hatAM. keTalAka sevakonI sevA cAkarImAM baMdhAyelA hatA. koIe kahyuM ke kharca vadhyo chehave enA nibhAvanI ciMtA vadhatI jAya che. yuvAna pAcho Avyo. eNe jo huM to koIne yazanI jhaMkhanA hatI, koIne padanI cAhanA hatI, koI dhana mATe, to koI vaibhava mATe valakhAM mAratA hatA. mumukSu bhagavAna buddha pAse Avyo. eNe kahyuM ke,

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che ke jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja che prabhu ! mArA praznano uttara maLI cUkyo che. " tyAre bhagavAna buddhanA mukhamAMthI vANI sarI gaI : "mokSa to sahu koIne maLI zake che. mukti to che ja, paNa e tarapha mukha mAMDanArA kyAM che ?" ra1T UMce juo to kharA ! A prasaMgano marma e che ke mokSa ke mukti maLI zake tevI cIja che. paNa enI prAptinA sAcA prayatno ja kyAM - - - - - - - - Aje to mAnavI anya vastuonI prApti mATe gaDamathala kare che, doDadhAma ne utpAta kare che. Izvara tarapha to e pITha rAkhIne beTho che. jIvanane jANavA cAhanAre Izvara tarapha jovAnI jarUra che. bhagata ane jagata beno kyAreka meLa maLato nathI. mahAna majUrane phAMsI maLI. bhagatanuM jIvana jagatane gamatuM nathI. jagata ene sAMkhI zakatuM nathI. AthI ja ene khAmoza karavA kAM phAMsIno phaMdo lAve che, kAM to jherano kaToro. saMta majUra phAMsInA phaMdA tarapha UMce caDato hato. paNa sAthosAtha khaDakhaDATa hasato hato. majUranA virodhIo apazabdo bolatA hatA, paththaro mAratA hatA. paNa majUrano to eka ja javAba - mojIluM khaDakhaDATa hAsya ! phAMsI ApanAro jallAda paNa vicAramAM paDyo. A te kevo AdamI ! eNe keTalAyane phAMsIe caDAvyA hatA. koIne dhrujatA joyA hatA, koIne karagaratA joyA hatA, koI

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI motanA bhayathI bebAkaLA to koI sUnamUna joyA hatA, paNa koIne Ama hasatA joyA na hatA ! eNe mansUrane pUchyuM : "alyA, ATaluM khaDakhaDATa hase che zA mATe ? tuM koI vicitra mANasa lAge che. pAgala to nathI ne ?" mansUre kahyuM, "pyArA jallAda, tane khabara nathI ? Aje Akhare mAro vijaya thayo che." jallAda kahe, "tAro vijaya ? zAno ? tane to mota maLyuM che. A phAMsIno phaMdo dekhAto nathI tane ?" mansUre kahyuM, "jo ne, AkhI jiMdagI meM A lokone UMce jovAnuM kahyuM. Aja phAMsIne phaMde laTakatA mansUrane jovA mATe emane keTaluM UMce jovuM paDaze ?" mansuranuM A kathana jallAdane samajAyuM nahi, paraMtu mansuranA kathanamAM UMDo marma chupAyo hato. mANasa kyAreya UMce jue che kharo ? mAnavI mAtra potAnA zarIrane jue che. sukha-sagavaDa ane suvidhAno ja satata vicAra kare che. enA vicAra ane vartana zarIramAM ja pheraphUdaDI pharatAM hoya che. ApaNA vyaktitvane keTaluM badhuM dehamAM ogALI dIdhuM 74 jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ? kadAca koI bhaktino taMtu pakaDIe to tene paNa dehamAM dATI daIe chIe. koI daivI zaktino aNasAra maLe to AsaktimAM DubADI daIe chIe. navajAgaraNanI koI virala paLa ke cetananI navIna uSmA cIlAcAlu zarIranI upAsanAne pasaMda nathI. zarIramAM lapeTAyelo mAnavI kyAreya UMcuM joI zakato nathI. je zarIrane jANe che e bhavamAM bhaTakato rahe che. je zarIranI pAra jAya che jue che te ja satyane pAme che. mahAvIra ane buddha mAtra zarIrasukhanA vicAramAM na rahyA. potAnA zarIrathI UMce joyuM. je zarIrane vaTAvI jANe che e ja paramAtmA pAse jaI zake che. 75

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rara potAnuM pratibiMba ----------------- gAmanA core beThelA vRddhane eka musAphare prazna karyo : murabbI ! jaze eTaluM kahezo ke A tamArA gAma nA loko kevA che ? Thaga ke dhutArA che ? athavA to premALa ane vahAlasoyA che ?" gAmanA corA para beThelA vRddha javAba ApavAne badale sAmo prazna pUchyuM : "bhAI, tame je gAmamAMthI Avo cho tyAMnA loko kevA hatA ?" A prazna sAMbhaLatAM ja musAphara tADUkI UThaDyo ane jorazorathI bolavA lAgyo : are mArA gAmamAM jevA krUra ane duSTa mAnavIo hatA, evA to A dharatI para tamane bIje kyAMya nahi maLe. phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$ emanI luccAIno pAra nahi. e gAma choDIne A tarapha AvavAnuM kAraNa paNa e ja loko che. mArA e gAma karatAM to narka so daraje sAruM haze !" vRddhe kahyuM, "bhAI ! basa, to ahIMnA loko barAbara evA ja che. ahIM jevA nirdaya ane nipura mAnavI temane jagatamAM bIje kyAMya jaDaze nahi." eTalAmAM bIjo musAphara Avyo. eNe core beThelA vRddhane e ja prazna karyo ane vRddha paNa ene agAunI mAphaka e ja vaLato savAla karyo. pelA bIjA musApharanI AMkho bhAvathI bhInI thaI gaI. eNe vRddhane kahyuM : oha ! mArA gAmanA lokonI vAta ja nA karazo. emanA jeTalA dayALu ane premALa mAnavI o tamane jagatamAM nahi jaDe. gAmamAMthI vidAya lIdhI eno vasavaso to hajIya lAge che. paNa zuM thAya ? jarUrI kAma sara ahIM AvavuM paDayuM, bAkI mAruM gAma choDavuM mane na game." vRddha javAba Apyo : "bhAI ! basa, to ahIMnA loko tamArA gAmanA loko jevA ja che. ahIM jevA DhayALa ane premALa mAnavI tamane bIje kyAMya jovA nahi maLe." core beThelA A vRddhanA javAbo paraspara virodhI lAge che. paraMtu hakIkatamAM to baMne javAbo taddana sAcA che.

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[23] phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI jaja mANasa jevA hoya che, tevuM ja jagata tene dekhAya che. jevI enI daSTi hoya che, tevI ja sRSTi e race che. duniyA to eka darpaNa che. emAM sAro mAnavI satya, ziva ane sauMdarya joze. ene badhe ja premano pArAvAra UchaLato lAgaze. jyAre mAnavI svArtha ke dveSa-buddhithI jagatane joze to ene AkhuMya jagata svArthI ane prapaMcI lAgaze. ApaNe je bIjAmAM joIe chIe, te kharekhara ApaNe pote hoIe chIe. vyakti potAnI ja pratikriyA pArakAmAM jatI hoya che. jyAM sudhI jagata zubha ane sauMdaryavAna na lAge tyAM sudhI mAnavuM ke ApaNI draSTimAM kaMIka khAmI che. ApaNI jIvanarItimAM koI khoDa che, jene kAraNe jagata asuMdara bhAse che. zraddhAno camakAra tibeTamAM mArA nAmanA saMta thaI gayA. teo sAva sIdhA-sAdA AdamI hatA. haMmezAM bhaktimAM lIna rahetA. gurunI AjJA pALe ane saMyamI jIvana gALe. mArapAnI sAthe bhaNatA bIjA ziSyone manamAM dahezata peThI. emane thayuM ke nakkI, ApaNA guru A mArapAne emano uttarAdhikArI banAvaze. guranI gAdIe besavA ghaNA ziSyo talapApaDa hatA. emAMnA keTalAke mArapAno kAMTo dUra karavAnI yojanA karI. eka zi dhye AvIne bhalA-bhoLA mArapAne kahyuM, "are ! tAre mATe gurunI AjJA che - jo tane emanA para zraddhA hoya to A UMDI khAImAM kUdI paDavuM." gurue to AvI koI AjJA karI nahotI. mAtra ziSyoe A vAta upajAvI kADhI hatI.

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ha pha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$che badale teo to DUbavA lAgyA. mahAmuzkelI e ziSyoe emane DUbatA bacAvyA. ja phare jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja che mArapAe UMDI khAImAM jhaMpalAvyuM. enA sAthIo judA rastethI khAImAM nIce AvyA. emaNe to dhAryuM hatuM ke mArapAno mRtadeha maLaze paNa ene badale sAthIoe mArapAne eka vRkSa nIce samAdhimAM lIna banIne beThelo joyo. eka vAra mArapI nadI pAra karato hato. keTalAka ziSyoe kahyuM, "mArapA ! zAstramAM kahyuM che ke jenI guru para atUTa zraddhA hoya che, te pANI para cAlI zake che. tuM tArI zraddhA puravAra karI Apa." mArapAe to pANImAM jhaMpalAvyuM, AzcaryanI sAthe e pANI para cAlIne nadI pasAra karI gayo. ziSyonI vimAsaNano para na rahyo. vAta vahetI vahetI guru pAse pahoMcI gaI. ziSyoe gurune kahyuM ke "ame ApanuM nAma laIne, khoTuM bolIne ene khAImAM paDavAnuM, AgamAM jhaMpalAvavAnuM ke pANI para cAlavAnuM kahyuM. mArapAe ame kahyuM te pramANe karyuM, paNa ene UnI AMca paNa AvI nahi. ApanA nAmano mahimA apAra che." A vAta sAMbhaLatAM gurunA manamAM ahaMkAra jAgyo. eka vAra guru nadI pAra karatA hatA tyAre temaNe manomana vicAryuM ke jo mArA nAma para mArA pANI para cAlI zakyo to mArA mATe A vAta sAva AsAna gaNAya. emaNe ziSyone kahyuM ke, "juo, mArA nAmanA mahimAthI mArapA cAlyo emAM mAravAnI khUbI nathI, mArA nAmanI tAkAta che." ATaluM bolI guru pANI para cAlavA gayA. cAlavAne A prasaMgano marma e che ke mArapA gurunA nAmanA kAraNe pANI para cAlyo nahoto, paraMtu enI zraddhAne kAraNe pANI para cAlI zakyo. guru mahAne nathI, zraddhA mahAna che. sAcI zraddhAmAM samarpaNa hoya che; mAgavAnuM nahi paNa mUkavAnuM hoya che; zaMkA nahi paNa vizvAsa hoya che; paLojaNa nahi balka pratIti hoya che. jyAM zraddhA jAge che tyAMthI ahaMkAra nAse che. ahaMnI sImAne oLaMganAra ja zraddhAnA dvAramAM pravezI zake che. Aje Izvara pratye zraddhA dAkhavavAne badale enI sAthe zarata lagAvavAmAM Ave che. ATalo camatkAra kare to tAruM sata sAcuM, evo Izvarane paDakAra pheMkavAmAM Ave che. Ama Ajano mAnavI izvaranI kasoTI karavA nIkaLyo che ! ene IzvaramAM aDaga zraddhA nathI, paNa aMgata sukhamAM rasa che. IzvaramAM pratIti nathI, chatAM Izvara pAsethI Apatti haranAro camatkAra vAMcche che. he Izvara ! tuM ATaluM Ape to huM tane ATaluM ApuM evo badalAno vepAra cAle che. jyAre sAcI zraddhA to camatkAramAM nahi, samarpaNamAM vaselI che.

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[24] DIti ane kalyANa mahAprabhu caitanya sadAya bhaktimAM masta rahetA hatA. emanA eka parama mitra raghunAtha ziromaNi hatA. baMne vacce evI dostI ke jANe pu 5 ane parimala. raghunAtha ziromaNie nyAyazAstra para eka suMdara TIkA lakhI. eNe e potAnA parama mitra cetanyadaivane umaMga ane utsAhathI batAvI. caitanyadeva mitranI vidvattAthI prasanna thayA ane kahyuM ke, "sAce ja e bhuta che !" raghunAtha ziromaNinA aMtaranA zabdo bahAra sarI paDyA. emaNe kahyuM, "mitra ! A TIkA to mane bhAratabharano eka zreSTha paMDita banAvaze. mArI kIrti jagatabharamAM phelAI jaze. sAce ja mAruM jIvatara saphaLa thayuM. mAro zrama sArthaka banyo." caitanyadaive mitrane kahyuM ke teo paNa nyAyazAstra para AvI eka TIkA lakhI rahyA che. raghunAthanA hRdayamAM phALa paDI. e caitanyadevanA ghera gayA ane emanI pAsethI pustaka jhAkaLabhInAM motI ke laIne vAMcavA lAgyA. paNa jeNa pustaka vAMce tema emano cahero vadhu ne vadhu kALo paDato gayo. emanA mukha para ghero viSAda chavAI gayo. jANe nUra UDI gayuM hoya evo temano dekhAva lAgavA mAMDaco. caitanyadeva mitrano manobhAva kaLI gayA. emaNe raghunAthane pUchyuM, "kema, ATalA badhA vicAramAM paDI gayA ?" - raghunAthe kahyuM, "mitra ! tArI TIkA AgaLa mArI TIkA to tAMya nahi spe. mane ema hatuM ke mArI TIkAthI bhAratabharamAM kIrti meLavIza paNa tArI TIkA vAMcatAM ema lAge che ke have e vAta svapna banI jaze. oha ! mArI varSonI mahenata sAva vyartha gaI ?" caitanyadeva kazuM bolyA nahi. e rAtre baMne mitro jalavihAra karavA nIkaLyA. pUrNimAnI cAMdanImAM nAnI zI hoDImAM baMne nIkaLyA. baMne vAtomAM DUbI gayA. evAmAM caitanyaprabhue kapaDAmAM vITALelI eka pothI bahAra kADhI ane nadInA jaLamAM padharAvI dIdhI. raghunAtha ziromaNinA vismayano pAra na rahyo. emaNe pUchyuM, "mitra ! A te zuM karyuM? pANImAM pothI kema padharAvI dIdhI ?" haLavuM smita karatAM caitanyaprabhue kahyuM : "raghunAtha ! e to te jo celI nyAyazAstra paranI mArI TIkA hatI. ene

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25T hahahahahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahaha meM pANImAM padharAvI dIdhI." raghunAtha kahe, "are ! evI suMdara TIkAne te pANImAM padharAvI dIdhI ? AvuM kema karyuM ?" caitanya mahAprabhue kahyuM, "je graMtha mArA mitranI kIrtine haNI nAkhe te graMtha zA kAmano ! je graMthe tArA dila para ghA karyo, teno meM pANImAM ghA karyo." raghunAtha caitanyadevanA caraNomAM DhaLI paDyA. tyAre caitanyadeve kahyuM, "raghunAtha ! mArI kIrti mArA mitranI apakIrti bane te huM kevI rIte sahana karI zakuM? hakIkatamAM je kIrtino moha choDe che te ja kalyANa sAdhI zake che." mANasa banajo sAce je kyAreka kIrti mAnavInA garvanuM kAraNa bane che. kyAreka enI lAlasA banI jAya che. paNa jene kalyANa sAdhavuM che eNe kIrti ane apakIrtithI to para thavAnuM ja che, ethIya vizeSa "kIrti kerAM koTaDAM"mAM potAno AtmA gUMgaLAI mare nahi eno khyAla rAkhavAno che. kIrti jyAre vyasana bane che, tyAre e vyaktinA sAhajika vikAsane rUMdhI nAkhe che. kIrtinI khAkhane je zarIre coLI jANe te ja kaMIka karI zake che. kIrtine khAkha karyA pachI ja kalyANa sadhAya che. eka sAcAbolA saMta, eka gRhasthane tyAM AvyA. gRhasthane badhI vAtanuM sukha paNa prakRti evI ke saheje zAMta bese nahi. na hoya tyAMthI jhaghaDA raLI lAve. vAtanuM vatesara kare. dhamAla-dhAMdhala ane ADaMbarano pAra nahi. jevo puruSa hato, evI ja patnI hatI. puruSa jhaghaDo kare, to patnI baLatAmAM ghI home ! - saMte emane tyAM utAro to lIdho. paNa eka divasa kADhavo agharo banI gayo. kyAMya zAMti nahi, kazeya saMtoSa nahi. agninI bhaDabhaDatI jvALAo jevuM jIvana joI saMta to trAhimAm trAhimAm pokArI gayA. vahelI take vidAya lIdhI. vidAyanA samaye puruSa ane strIe AzIrvAda mAgyA. saMte mAtra be ja zabdo kahyA : mANasa banajo."

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI *** saMte vidAya lIdhI. dhamAliyo puruSa to saMtanI vAta bhUlI gayo, paNa enI patnI vicAramAM paDI ke saMte zA mATe ema kahyuM ke tame mANasa banajo ? zuM ame mANasa nathI ? zuM ame emane Dhora lAgyAM ? AvuM kema kahyuM ? pelI strIe puruSane vAta karI ane saMtanA upadezanuM rahasya pUchyuM. dhamAliyo puruSa paNa paLavAramAM vicAramAM paDI gayo. ene thayuM ke aMte Ama kema kahyuM haze ? varSo vItI gayAM. saMta pharI pAchA A zaheramAM AvyA. pelA puruSa ane tenI patnI saMtane maLavA gayAM, ane varSo pahelAMnA emanA AzIrvAdanuM rahasya pUchyuM. saMte potAnA sAmAnamAMthI eka kAca kADho. pelA puruSane kAca ApatAM kahyuM, "juo ! A eka daivI kAca che. emAM mANasa jevo hoya tevo barAbara dekhAya che. A kAcamAM tamArA sAcA rUpanuM pratibiMba paDaze." utAvaLI strI patinA hAthamAMthI kAca jhUMTavIne AturatAthI jovA lAgI. jevuM kAcamAM potAnuM pratibiMba joyuM ke chaLI UThI, ane cIsa pADIne bolI : "oya bApa re ! AmAM to huM kUtarI dekhAuM chuM. zerInA nAke besIne bIjI kUtarIo sAme ghurakiyAM karuM chuM. josajosathI bharuM chuM. Amatema dhasuM chuM. mane saheje jaMpa nathI. hAya ! hAya ! zuM huM kUtarI chuM ?" adhIrA puruSe tarata ja kAca chInavI lIdho ane emAM potAnI jAtane jovA lAgyo. to ene ukaraDAmAM ALoTato * jhAkaLabhInAM motI gadheDo jovA maLyo. baMnee kahyuM, "he saMta puruSa ! ame to mANasa chIe, ane AmAM to jAnavara dekhAya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM ?" saMte kahyuM, "bhAI ! A kAcamAM tame jevA cho, tevA ja dekhAzo. tamAruM bahAranuM rUpa nahi, paNa ataranuM sauMdarya AmAM pragaTa thAya che. bahArathI vyakti mANasa lAge, paNa aMdara to e pazu hoya che." pati-patnIne saMtanA "mANasa banajo" e upadezanuM rahasya samajAyuM. * * * Ama, mANase enA sAcA svarUpanI oLakha meLavavI joIe. bahArathI e bhale mANasa dekhAya che paNa hRdayamAM to e pazuonA durguNone saMgharIne jIve che ! eno aMdarano AkAra e ja sAco AkAra che. mANasa mATe sauthI agharI vastu e mANasa banavuM te che. enA AtmAmAM aneka guNonI samRddhi rahelI che, paNa mAnavI ene bhUlIne pazunA jevI vRttiothI jIvana gALe che. mAnavI potAnA mAnavasvabhAvane pragaTa karavAne badale pazuvRttine paMpALI-paMpALIne uzkerato rahe che. saccAI gumAvI beThelo mAnavI AkAra bhale mAnavIno dharAvato hoya, paraMtu enI aMdara to asura vRttiono meLo jAmyo che. n *** 87 ***********

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raka baMdhana ane mukti - - - - zekha pharIda. eka nagaramAM thaIne pasAra thatA hatA. emanI sAthe pAMca-sAta ziSyo hatA. rAjamArga upara ekAeka UbhA rahI gayA. guru thobhyA eTale ziSyo paNa aTakI gayA. zekha pharIde eka dRzya bhaNI AMgaLI cIMdhatAM potAnA ziSyone kahyuM : "juo, pelo mAnavI gAyane laIne jAya che. A drazya parathI mArA manamAM eka tAtvika prazna UThe che." ziSya gaNe ekasAthe pUchyuM : "kayo ?" zekha pharIda kahe : "A mAnavI gAyane laIne jAya che, paNa gAyane mAnavI e bAMdhI rAkhelI che ke mAnavI gAyathI baMdhAyelo che e moTo prazna che." je jhAkaLabhInAM motI ziSyo to khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA. emaNe kahyuM, "A te zuM moTI vAta ? AmAM vaLI tAtvika prazna zo ? sAva sIdhI vAta che. gAyane mANase bAMdhI che. enuM sIdhuM kAraNa paNa che ke doraDuM gAyanA gaLAmAM che ane te mANasanA hAthamAM che." zekha pharIda kahe, "tamane mAro prazna sahaja lAgyo, kiMtu mAro savAla e che ke jo gAyane mANase bAMdhI hoya to pachI mANasane phikara zI hoya ? have dhAro ke A doraDuM vacamAMthI koI toDI nAkhe to gAya mANasanI pAchaLa jaze ke mANasa gAyanI pAchaLa doDaze ?" ziSya -samudAya vicAramAM paDI gayo. emane thayuM ke guru koI majAka karatA nathI. emanI vAta gahanatAthI vicAravA jevI che. badhA ziSyoe svIkAra karyo ke jo doraDuM toDI nAkhavAmAM Ave to mANasanI pAchaLa gAya nahi doDe. gAyanI pAchaLa mANasa doDaze. zekha pharIde kahyuM, "mAruM tamane A ja kahevuM che. doraDuM bhale mANasanA hAthamAM hoya, paNa hakIkatamAM enA gaLAmAM vITaLAyeluM che. bahArathI ema lAge che ke gAyane mANase bAMdhI che. jarA UMDANathI jozo to jaNAze ke kharekhara to mANasa gAyathI baMdhAyelo che. "

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[27] apekSAnI pele pAra phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI che A prasaMgano marma e che ke baMdhana mAnavI potAnI IcchAthI svIkAre che. koI koIneya baMdhanamAM nAkhI zakatuM nathI. duniyAnI koI paNa zakti anyane bAMdhI zakatI nathI. mAnavIne potAne baMdhAvuM game che. baMdhananAM du:khomAM tavAvuM game che. lobhI vicAraze ke dhana ene bAMdhe che. kAmI vicAraze ke kAminI ene bAMdhe che. jJAnI vicAraze ke jJAna ene bAMdhe che. Asaktigrasta mAnaze ke vAsanA ene vaLagelI che. hakIkatamAM paristhiti sAva UlaTI che. paNa cAlaka mAnavI potAne AsapAsanAM baMdhanamAM baMdhAyelo batAvIne hamadardInI bhIkha mAgato hoya che. e kaheze ke ame karI e paNa zuM ? keTakeTalAM baMdhanothI baMdhAyelA chIe. keTakeTalI ciMtAo ane javAbadArI o thI gherAyelA chIe. AmAMthI chuTakA ro meLavavo agharo ja nahi, paNa azakya che. Avo catura mAnavI baMdhanonA phaMdAmAM phasAto jaze. bIjAnA para doSa nAkhI baMdhanothI vadhu ne vadhu gherAto jaze.. A baMdhanomAM e pote ja eTalo baMdhAI jaze ke pachI baMdhanonI tAbedArI sivAya enA jIvanamAM bIjuM kazuM bacyuM nahi hoya. vidarbha dezanA rAjAnuM nAma AnaMdavardhana hatuM. paNa enA jIvanamAM duHkhano koI pAra nahoto. AkhI jiMdagI sukhanI AzAmAM kADhI. ane sukha to kyAreya maLyuM nahi. cittamAM sadA tRSNAe vAsa karyo ane e tRSNA atRptinI Aga peTAvatI ja rahI. sukhanAM sAdhanonI tRSNAmAM eNe duHkha no dariyo khaDo karyo. - rAjA AnaMdavardhane prasanna rahevA mATe ghaNI koziza karI, paraMtu enA badhA ja prayatno vyartha gayA. enA caherA para sadAya nirAzA ane udAsI vasavA lAgI. Akhare AnaMdavardhana eka jJAnI puruSa pAse pahoMcyo. eNe kahyuM ke "mArI sukhanI lAlasA sadAya vaNabI pI rahI 88888888888 90 88888888888

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI che che. mArI tRSNA sadAya mane kaMjhADatI rahI che. mArI AzAo mAtra nirAzAnI jananI ja banI rahI. have karavuM zuM ?" jJAnI puruSe AnaMdavardhanane haiyAdhAraNa ApatAM kahyuM, "he rAjana ! tAre pUrNa sukha meLavavuM hoya to teno upAya sAva saraLa che. je koI kharekhara sukhI hoya tenuM paheraNa laI Ava. e paheravAthI tane pUrNasukhanI prApti thaze." rAjAe sAcA sukhanI zodha mATe cArekora rAjasevakone doDAvyA. Thera Thera tapAsa karI, rAjyano khUNekhUNo zodhI vaLyA. ghaNI tapAsane aMte jaMgalamAM eka AnaMdamasta sukhI mANasa maLI Avyo. A samAcAra sAMbhaLI rAjA AnaMThava dhananI khuzIno pAra na rahyo. eNe manamAM vicAryuM ke enuM paheraNa maLatAM huM sAcA arthamAM AnaMdavardhana kahevAIza. e kharekharA sukhI mANasane rAjasabhAmAM bolAvyo. ane rAjAe enuM paheraNa mAgyuM tyAre AnaMdanA phuvArA choDatuM masta hAsya karIne eNe kahyuM, oha ! meM to kadI paheraNa paheryuM ja nathI." che jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ke prayatna ane puruSArtha AdarIe, Akhare yojanA saphaLa thAya tyAre zuM ? tyAre ApaNe AnaMdathI nAcI UThatA nathI. haiyuM pulakti banIne thanaganI UThatuM nathI, kema ke eTale ja hisAba lagAvIe chIe ke A to meLavavAnI goThavaNa karI hatI ane maLI gayA. ane jo e vIsa hajArane badale mAtra daza hajAra maLe to svAbhAvika rIte aDadho AnaMda to thavo joIe, paNa mane to nirAzAmAM DUbI jaze, kAraNa ke ApaNI apekSA vIsa hajAranI hatI ane manane daza hajAra na maLyA, enI akaLAmaNa satata satAvyA karaze. vaLI kazuMya na maLe to jiMdagI hatAza banI jaze. eka phariyAda banI jaze. dila mAM eka darda AvI jaze ke bhUtakALa to veDaphAI gayo, paNa vartamAneya vyartha nIvaDayo. have pachI bhaviSya nI AzA zI ? AzA vinA pakSI o kalarava kare che. vRkSo vAyuno vIMjhaNo DhoLe che. AkAza camakatA sitArAothI chalakAI jAya che. keTalI badhI AnaMdanI mastI UbharAya che tyAM ! kazIya AzA vinA kareluM nAnakaDuM kArya keTalo virATa AnaMda Ape che e jIvanamAM eka vAra mANI to jojo ! sukhanI AzA choDavAmAM ja sAcuM sukha chupAyeluM che. apekSAne oLaMganAra ja AnaMdanA sImADe pahoMcI zake che. sAcA sukhanuM rahasya e che ke sukhanI AzA choDI devI. AzA mAnavIne khUba duHkhI kare che. ApaNe AzA rAkhI hoya ke amuka vyavasAya mAMthI vIsa hajArano nakSe karIzuM. e mATe ghaNI mahenata karIe. phaphapha$$$$$$ 92 888888888

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28 puNyano vepAra jhAkaLabhInAM motI 000000000 roTalo tene Apyo, paNa kUtarI bahu bhUkhI hatI. dhIre dhIre cAre roTalA khAI gaI. brAhmaNa mahAjana pAse pahoMcyo. mahAjana jANakAra hato. eNe badhAM sukRtyo sAMbhaLIne kahyuM, "mane AjanA sukRtyanuM puNya Apo. e huM moM mAgI kiMmata ApIne kharIdIza." brAhmaNa kahe : "Aje meM sukRtya karyuM ja nathI." "tame kUtarIne cAra roTalA khavaDAvyA e moTuM sukRtya hatuM. lAvo, eka tarapha cAra roTalA mUko, ne sAme mArAM hIrAmotI mUkuM." hI rAmotI chAbaDAmAM ThalavAyAM, paNa peluM palluM UMcuM na thayuM. brahANa bolI UThayo : "zeThajI ! mAruM puNya mArI pAse. mAre puNya vecavuM nathI !" eka brAhmaNa hato. yajJa kare ane dAna Ape. dAna ApatAM e nirdhana thaI gayo. gharamAM khAvAno joga paNa na rahyo. - gharanI strIe kahyuM, "tame cA ane dAnathI ghaNuM puNya ekatra karyuM che. paDozanA gAmamAM eka zeTha rahe che. e puNya kharIde che. jaIne thoDuM puNya vecI Avo ane dANAhUNI laI Avaze. " brAhmaNa zeThanA gAma tarapha cAlyo. strInA Agraha pAse e thAkyo hato. jaIne gAmanA pAdare beTho. sAthe patnIe cAra roTalA ApyA hatA, te kADhIne khAvA beTho. taratanI viyAyelI eka kUtarI AvI. e sAme AvIne pUMchaDI paTapaTAvIne khAvAnuM mAgavA lAgI. brAhANe eka puNya e prayatna kare maLatuM nathI. puSya mATe koI khAsa pravRtti AdaravAnI jarUra nathI. koI nizcita vicAra sAthe emAM kArya karavAnuM hotuM nathI. puNya e to ApoApa thatI jIvanapravRtti che. mAnavIne jANa paNa na hoya ane puNyanuM bhAtuM baMdhAtuM jAya. sukRtyanI

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kha thAda ke phariyAda ! - - - - - haja jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja haja che suma ja paNa na hoya ane sAhajika rIte sukRtya thatuM jAya. jIvananA yajJamAM ApoApa puNyanI saMprApti thatI hoya che. puNya vize kevo vicitra khyAla pravarte che ! puNya eTale jANe badalAnI bhAvanAthI karAto koI prayAsa. pArakAne kaMIka ApIe chIe ane te paNa parabhavamAM eTaluM pAchuM meLavavA mATe ! bIjAne madada karIe chIe paNa teya potAnI sukhAkArI mATe, dAna karatAM pahelAM puNyanI ciMtA karI e chIe, puNyanA mApadaMDathI dAnanI gaNatarI karIe chIe. e dIna dAna nahi paNa svArtha banI jAya che. e puNya puNya nahi paNa puNya kharIdavA mATe karelA prayatna banI rahe che. prAptinI jhaMkhanAthI prabhu keTaloya dUra vase che. jyAM svArtha hoya tyAM gati kyAM ? svArthamAM eka hisAbI samaja hoya che. puNyamAM aNasamaja ja eno AdhAra hoya che. paramArthamAM ja puNya vase che. puNya meLavavA mATe koI pUrvazarata hotI nathI. enI koI rIta nathI ke enuM koI mApa nathI. jIvanamAM ApoApa ane sAhajikapaNe thatI pravRttimAM ja puNyanAM bIja paDelAM che. sUphI saMta bAyajIda. IzvarabhaktimAM sadA masta rahe. game tyAM jAya, game te kare, paNa hRdayamAM satata prabhunuM raTaNa cAlyA kare. eka vAra potAnA bhakta-sAthIo sAthe rastA parathI pasAra thatA hatA. saMta bAyajIdanA paga cAle, paNa mane to UDI IzvarabhaktimAM DUbeluM hatuM. rastAmAM eka paththara hato. saMta bAyajIdanA page te vAgyo. pagamAMthI lohI vahevA mAMDayuM. saMta jamIna para besI gayA. pagamAMthI lohI vahyuM, paNa saMte pagane saheje hAtha aDADyo nahi. e baMne hAtha joDIne, mAthuM AkAza bhaNI UMcuM rAkhI prabhuno ahesAnuM mAnavA lAgyA. phaphaphapha88888 96 88888888888

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ujajaphaphajhAkaLabhInAM motI che saMtanI A rItathI enA sAthI vicAramAM DUbI gayA. eka bhakta to bolI UThayo : are ! Apa A zuM karo cho ? tame jamIna para besI gayA to ame mAnyuM ke page vAgelA ghAnI phikara karazo. A pagamAMthI to lohI vahyuM jAya che. paraMtu tame to hAtha joDIne prabhunI prArthanAmAM magna cho." saMta bAyajIde kahyuM, "sAthIo ! huM to Izvarano pADa mAnuM chuM. keTalo badho upakA rI che e ?" eka sAthIe sAmo prazna karyo : "AmAM pADa zeno mAnavAno ? Izvarane to tamAre pATha bhaNAvavo joIe. tame e nI yAdamAM DUbelA hatA, ane tamane Thesa vAgI... to vAMka kono ? vaLI juo to kharA, keTaluM badhuM lohI vahI gayuM ?" saMta bAyajIda bolyo : "tamane sAcA kA raNanI khabara nathI. A to zuLIno ghA soe gayo che. eNe jarUra mane phAMsI ethI bacAvI lIdho che. phAMsInA phaMdA AgaLa A kesanI zI visAta ? kharekhara e keTalo kRpALu che !" je jhAkaLabhInAM motI je AmAM kharo taphAvata daiSTino hoya che. sukha ane duHkha mAnavIne enI daSTine kAraNe maLe che. bhaktanuM duHkha sukhamAM palaTAI jAya che, kAraNa ke e jIvanamAM Apatti Ave to ene AsAna mAnI AnaMdamAM rahe che. e vicAre che ke keTalI moTI Apatti AvavAnI hatI, te keTalI nAnakaDI Apatti ApIne Izvare mane ugArI lI dho ! sAmAnya mAnavI duHkha paDatAM ja bebAkaLo bane che. paNa ene mAtra duHkha ja nahi, balka sukha paNa pIDAkAraka banatuM hoya che. ene thoDuM sukha maLe to vadhu sukhanI AzA rAkhaze. e AzA lAla sA banaze ane maLelA sukhano AnaMda enI pAse nahi rahe, je sukhe nathI maLyuM, eno viSAda enA hRdayane korI khAze. sukha ke duHkha koI sthitimAM nathI, mAnavInA manamAM che. A prasaMgano marma e che ke bhakta kadI bhagavAnane phariyAda karato nathI. sAmAnya mAnavI TuMHkha Ave eTale Izvarane phariyAda kare. bhaktane du:kha Ave eTale e Izvarane yAda kare ane eno upakAra mAne.

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30] zraddhA satya, zaeta vepAra -- -- -- -- -- - - - - - - - varasAda varasyo nahi, aSADha-zrAvaNa kosa gayA. dharatI baLavA mAMDI, khetaro dhaga dhagavA lAgyAM. sahu megharAjAne manAvavA upAya kare, paNa megharAjA kemeya Ave nahi. vAdaLa baMdhAyAM nahi ane anna pAkyuM nahi... gAmaloko bhegA maLyA. megharAjAne manAvavA vicAra karyo. ekaThA maLIne vicAra karyo ke prabhune manAvavA joIe. prabhu dhAre to AkhI pRthvI pANI-pANI thaI jAya. ghAsa thAya, anna pAke. badhAe yA karavAno vicAra karyo. homahavana ane prArthanAnI taiyArIo karavA mAMDI. gAmanI bahAra moTo yajJa zarU thayo. gAmaloko ekaThA thavA lAgyA. hahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI A samaye eka bALaka Avyo. hAthamAM chatrI sAthe Avyo. badhAne navAI lAgI. dharatI dhagadhage che, sUraja saghaLuM bALe che, tyAM A vaLI chatrI zA mATe lAvyo ? koIe majAka khAtara bALakane pUchayuM, "alyA ! A chatrI zA mATe lAvyo che ?" bALake kahyuM, "ApaNe badhA prabhune manAvavA ekatra thayA chIe. prabhu dayALu che. ane ApaNe pUrI zraddhAthI yajJa karIe chIe. e jarUra pANI varasAvaze. ane bhalA bhAI ! e vakhate A chagI bhIMjAto bacAvaze." bALakanI vAta sAMbhaLI AsapAsanA sahu koI hasavA lAgyA, bALake kahyuM, "huM chatrI lAvyo mATe tame mArI mazkarI karo cho. paraMtu chatrI e mArA puruSArthanuM ane mArI zraddhAnuM cihna che. tame yAda karo cho, paNa hRdayamAM temane tenA pariNAmamAM zraddhA nathI." badhA hasIne bolyA, "hA ! hA ! hamaNAM ja bAre megha tUTI paDaze ! tuM kho zraddhAvALo ane chatrIvALo !" kahevAya che ke ya cAlyo, prArthanAo thaI ane hajAro e zraddhALa nA yatnathI nahi, paraMtu eka zraddhALu nA yatnathI varasAda varasyo.

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI bALaka pANImAM chabachabiyAM bolAvato chatrI oDhIne laherathI cAlyo gayo. [31] karma ane gharma - ------ zraddhA e eka mahAna cIja che. paNa ApaNe zraddhAne zaratamAM palaTAvI nAkhI che. je Izvara ApaNI zarata kabUla rAkhe, e sAro. je prabhu ApaNuM mAgeluM tAtkAlika Ape e mahAna, A zraddhA nathI, zarata che; AsthA nathI, lAlasA che. AvI zarata mAnavIne A dhyAtmika banAvavAne badale apaMga banAve che. sAcI zraddhAnI imAratanA pAyAmAM ja AtmavizvAsa che. hRdayanI DhaMDha pratItimAMthI e jAge che ane kALamIMDha khaDakone e paLavAramAM toDI nAkhe che. raNamAM hariyALI phelAvI zake che. paramAtmAnI pAse javAnuM paheluM dvAra che zraddhA. jene IzvaramAM zraddhA nathI, te Izvarane kadI pAmI zakato nathI. e zraddhAmAM koI vAsanA nathI, lobhAmaNI lAlasA nathI. bhakti mATenI koI zarata ke upAsanAnuM vaLatara nathI. e hRdayamAMthI jAgelI eka virala anubhUti che. dilamAM TamaTamatA dIvAnI e malakatI jyota che. eka bAi zAhe tAja baMdhAvyo jamunAnA ghATe. eka zAhe gaganacuMbI TherAM bAMdhyAM zatruMjayanA pahADe, eke iskemijAjI (priyAprema) batAvI, bIjA e izkehakIkI (prabhu prema) pAchaLa anargaLa dhana kurabAna karyuM. e zAhanuM nAma motIzA ! AMgaNe hA thI jhUle. dariyAmAM vahANa Dole. sonA-rUpAM khajAnAmAM aparaMpAra. e motIzA zeThanA dIkarA khImacaMda zeTha. kALanA verApherA AvyA. pitAjI gayA. nANuM gayuM. dhaMdho khoravAyo. peDhI kAcI paDI. vi. saM. 1908nA zrAvama vada ekame peDhI baMdha karI, sarakArane jANa karI. svajanoe kahyuM : "dhaMdhAmAM to badhuM cAle. joje, je hoya te batAvI deto nahi, nahi to tane bAvo banAvI deze." $$$$$$$$$$$ 102 $$$$$$$phaka

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$ dariyAvadila khImacaMda zeThe kahyuM : "jenAM mAtA-pitAe paisAne hAthano mela mAnyo che. e paisA mATe mana meluM nahi khImacaMda zeThe dokaDA-pAI sAthe hisAba korTamAM rajU karI dIdho, ghareNAM-gAMThonuM pUruM lisTa ApI dIdhuM. jaja Abho thaI gayo. Avo koI zeThiyo janama dharIno joyo nahoto. re ! kAgaLa para te Ama kAMDAM kApI apAtAM haze ? khImacaMda zeTha dhIre pagale korTanI bahAra nIkaLI gayA, paNa tyAM to hAMphaLAphAMphaLA pAchA AvyA. jajane kahyuM : "mAre mAphI mAgavI che." jajane acaraja thayuM, "kema ?" "mArA kAnamAM eka vALI che. nIlama, hIrA ane motInI che. milakatamAM e noMdhavI rahI gaI che ! hamaNAM kAne hAtha jatAM e yAda AvI. noMdhI lo, sAheba !" jaja A sAMbhaLI gaLagaLA thaI gayA. phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$$ ghaNA ADaMbara poSI zakAya. dharma e samagratAmAM vase che, chaTA chUTA TukaDA mAM nahi. e khaMDita nathI, vibhAjita nathI. akhaMDita ane avibhAjya che. AthI vyakti evI jevI dharmajagatamAM hoya evI ja karmajagatamAM hovI joIe. Aje to dhArmika jIvanamAM bahurUpIpaNuM jovA maLe che. maMdirano mAnavI bajAranA mAnavIthI judo lAge che. nizALano vidyArthI vepAramAM judA ja saravALA mAMDe che. nizALamAM e zIkhe che ke be ane be maLIne cAra thAya ane e ja sIdhuM gaNita maMdira ke derAsaramAM cAle che. derAsarano oTalo choDIne e mAnavI jyAre dukAne bese che, tyAre enuM saghaLuM gaNita pharI jAya che. levAnuM hoya tyAre be ane be basaMbara pAMca thAya, ane ApavAnuM hoya tyAre be ane be be rAbara traNa gaNe che. dharmane vastra ke ghareNuM mAnanArA dharmane badale dhamabhA mAM ramamANa che. maMdiramAM pUjA karato ke ekarUpa thaIne IzvaranI upAsanA karato mAnavI jIvanamAM paLepaLa umadA dhArmikatAno anubhava kare tyAre ja e sAco dhArmika kahevAya. dharma e koI gatAnugatika mAnyatA nathI. vicAravihoNo jaDa karmakAMDa nathI. hRdayamAM jAgato kSaNika Avega nathI. e to vyApaka rIte jIvana jIvavAnuM tatva che. khImacaMda zeThe jIvanamAM dharma pALI batAvyo, kamanasIbe dharmane moTAbhAganA mAnavIo zarIra paranuM vastra mAne che. jyAre Iccho tyAre ene AsAnIthI aLaguM karI zakAya. keTalAkane mana deha para zobhatA alaMkAra jevo dharma che, jenAthI

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T32 jeTaluM ochuM, teTaluM vadhu! eka garIba brAhmaNa hato ! mAMDa mAMDa pUruM kare. enI kamANI ghaNI TUMkI ane parivAra ghaNo moTo hato. eka vAra kaMTALIne, thAkIne eka mahAtmA pAse gayo. sASTAMga daMDavat karIne saMta mahAtmAne AjIjI karatAM kahyuM, "are mahAtmAjI ! jIvana dhULa banI gayuM che. parivAra ghaNo bahoLo che. ane kaLiyugamAM lokonAM mana TUMkAM thayAM che. pariNAme bhikSA ghaNI ochI maLe che. kaMIka upAya batAvo, jethI A gharanuM gADuM gabaDe." saMta mahAtmA UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. emane brAhmaNa bhaNI ghaNI dayA AvI. aMte eka upAya kahyo. emaNe kahyuM, "jo, tane eka rasto batAvuM. tuM eka bakarI rAkha. cAro nahi Ape toya cAlaze. bakarI dUdha Apaze ane tAro phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI je thoDo nirvAha thaze." brAhmaNe bakarI rAkhI, cAro ApavAnA to sAMsA. AthI bakarI AsapAsa bhaTakavA lAgI. koInA gharamAM pesI jAya. badhuM DhoLI-phoDI nAkhe. koInA dANA khAI jAya to koInAM kapaDAM cAvI jAya. rastAmAM nAnuM karuM AvI jAya to ene mAthuM mArI pADI de. sAMje bakarIne khoLavA mATe brAhmaNane ghaNuM pharavuM paDatuM. mAMDa mAMDa ene zodhIne ghera lAve, paNa bakarI sAthe bIjA. kajiyA paNa Ave. duHkhI brAhmaNa to vadhu duHkhI thaI gayo. pharI e mahAtmA pAse upAya pUchavA gayo. eNe saMta-mahAtmAne kahyuM ke, "mArI garIbI to eTalI ja rahI, paNa A bakarI AvatAM UlaTI gAmanI upAdhi vadhI. mATe, Apa kRpA karI ane bIjo koI upAya batAvo." saMta mahAtmA pharI UMDA vicAramAM lIna thaI gayA. thoDI vAre emaNe kahyuM, jo bhAI ! bhUkha ane bakarInA duHkhamAMthI chUTavAno eka uttama upAya che. tuM eka gAya rAkha. tethI gausevAno lAbha maLaze ane puNya maLatAM tAruM duHkha ochuM thaze. vadhArAmAM tArI bakarIne sobata maLaze."

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI ke mahAtmAe enA khabaraaMtara pUchayA to brAhmaNe kahyuM, mahArAja! basa have to parama zAMti che. ApanA AzIrvAdathI bhAre AnaMdamAM che. khUba sukhI che." jhAkaLabhInAM motI garIba brAhmaNa gAya lAvyo. gAyane gharamAM khAvA na maLe eTale koInA khetaramAM ghUsI jAya. mola bagADe. bekarIne lIdhe gAmamAM jhaghaDA thatA to gAyane lIdhe sImamAM jhaghaDA thayA. vaLI koI ene DabbAmAM pUre to karagarIne choDAvavA javuM paDe, brahmANanI dazA to bhAre du:khadAyI banI. pharI mahAtmA pAse gayo ane kahyuM, he saMta mahAtmA ! mAruM to du:kha vadhyuM. kajiyA vadhyA. kaMIka upAya batAvo. nahi to Ama ne Ama huM marI jaIza." mahAtmA kahe, "are bahANa ! emAM mUMjhAya che zA mATe ? mUMjhavaNa mAMthI mArga kADhe e ja kharo mAnavI. ema kare, tuM pelI gAya kADhI nAkha." brAhmaNe gAya kADhI nAkhI. kheDUtonA jhaghaDA ghaTayA. sImADAnA kajiyA macI. thoDA divasa pachI saMtajane pUchayuM, "are brahANa, have kema che tamane ?" brAhmaNe kahyuM, "pahelAM karatAM ghaNuM sAruM che, mahArAja !" mahatmAe kahyuM, "he.... tArI vAta have barAbara samajyo. ema kara, have pelI bakarIne kADhI nAkha." brahANe bakarI kADhI nAkhI. thoDA divasa pachI pharI saMtajanane maLyo. $$$ 108 $$$$$ jeTaluM ochuM eTalo AnaMda vadhu. jIvananI jaLajathA je vadhArato rahe che, e AnaMdathI vadhu ne vadhu dUra jato rahe che. parigrahanI lAlasA eka Aga jevI che, je kyAreya olavAtI nathI. enuM mana parigrahamAM DUbeluM rahe che. jema bhautika sAdhana-saMpatti vadhArato jAya che ema navA prazno ane samasyAo UbhAM karato rahe che. mAnavI pAse jeTalI bhautika e jaNA vadhu eTalo e daridra. bhautika eSaNA jeTalI ochI eTalo e samRddha.

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[33] karma ane kAmanA -- - - - - - - bagadAda zaheramAM khUba moTI Aga lAgI. evAmAM vaLI pavana phUMkAyo, eTale Aga cotarapha phelAvA lAgI. samayasUcakatA vAparIne binakAsima ane tenAM kuTuMbIjano to baLatA gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayAM. paraMtu be garIba gulAmo emAM sapaDAI gayA. binakAsima anero amIra hato. ene mana tavaMgara ane gulAma sarakhA hatA. binakAsima A be gulAmone ugAravA mATe vAraMvAra moTA-moTA inAmanI jAherAta kare. kadAca koI marajIvo sAMbhaLe ane AgamAM jhaMpalAvIne sapaDAyelA gulAmone bacAve. paNa koI inAmano paDakAra jhIlavA AgaLa vadhatuM nahotuM. evuM koNa hoya ke je sAme cAlIne ribAmaNA motane hahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI svIkArI le. evAmAM pharatAM pharatAM eka oliyo AvI caDyo. eNe A amIrane hAMphaLo-phAMphaLo banIne Amatema AMTA lagAvato joyo. moTethI bUmo pADato joyo. oliyA e pAse jaIne amI rane pUchayuM, "are ! evI te kaI Aphata tamAre mAthe caDI AvI che ke tame ATalA badhA akaLAI gayA cho ?" are ! mArA be neka gulAmo A AgamAM sapaDAI gayA che. emane koI bacAvo ! koI bacAvo ! nahi to A AgamAM baLIne khAkha thaI jaze." oha ! ATalI ja vAta che ne." Ama kahIne pelo oliyo phakIra to AgamAM kUdI paDyo. baLabaLatI Aga ane gherAyelA dhumADA vaccethI jagyA karato e pelA gulAmAM pAse jaI pahoMcyo. ekane khabhe besADI bahAra lAvyo. vaLI AgamAM jhaMpalAvyuM ane bIjAne paNa bahAra laI Avyo. amIranA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. potAnA gulAmone e bheTI paDyo. enI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu hatAM. pelo oliyo phakIra to AgaLa cAlavAnI taiyArI karato hato. amIre jorathI bUma pADIne tene aTakAvyo ane kahyuM : "are ! marda ane masta mAnavI ! tuM kyAM cAlyo ? thoDI vAra thobhI jA." oliyA e amIra bhaNI nihALatAM kahyuM, "are $$$$hahahahahaha 11 phaphaphaphapha phaphapha

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI bhAI ! have mAruM zuM kAma che ? mane javA de." "are ! ema te kaMI javAya ? jatAM pahelAM tamAruM inAma to letA jAo." "are bhAI ! AmAM te vaLI inAma zenuM ?" amIra binakAsime kahyuM, "AgamAM phasAI gayelA mArA gulAmone bahAra kADhe tene mATe meM. eka hajAra dinAranuM inAma jAhera karyuM hatuM. tame e kAma karyuM che. mATe inAma letA jAo." oliyA phakIre hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "are amIra, A to mAruM kAma hatuM. emAM inAma zAnuM ? bIjA AdamIne Apatti vakhate madada karavI e hareka insAnanI pharaja che. meM mArI pharaja bajAvI che. ethI vizeSa kazuM karyuM nathI." A prasaMga kahe che ke mAnavIe karma karavuM joIe. paraMtu jIvanane sAcI rIte mANavA mATe karmathI kAmanAne vegaLI rAkhavI joIe. karma jyAre prayojanathI thAya che tyAre keTalIya IcchA ane AkAMkSAo ene cAre bAjuthI gherI vaLe che. karmamAMthI prayojana gayuM ke karmano AnaMda mAnavI pAmI zakaze. jIvananA sAcA sukha ane sanAtana AnaMdane mATe karmane kAmanAnI kedamAMthI mukta karavuM joIe. 112 34 mana caMgA to.... mahAbhAratanA yuddha pachI pAMDavo gotramardananA pApanuM prAyazcitta karavA mATe tIrthamAM javAno vicAra karavA lAgyA. temaNe zrIkRSNa mahArAja pAse tIrthATanamAM javAnI AjJA mAgI ane temane paNa tIrthATanamAM sAthe AvavAnI prArthanA karI pUrNa karyuM che "mArI A tuMbaDIne mArA vatI tIrthATanamAM navarAvajo. huM hamaNAM nIkaLI zakuM tema nathI." pAMDavo je je tIrthamAM gayA tyAM tyAM tuMbaDIne navaDAvatA rahyA. chelle dvArakAmAM AvIne e tuMbaDI zrIkRSNane ApI. zrIkRSNa sabhAnA dekhatAM e tuMbaDInA TukaDA karIne vATIne cUrNa banAvarAvyuM ane sabhAjanone eka-eka capaTI ApatAM kahyuM : 113

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ja jhAkaLabhInAM motI che phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja "A tuMbaDI aDasaTha tIrtha karIne AvI che, mATe eno prasAda levo joIe." sabhAjanoe tene momAM nAkhyuM to badhAne cUrNa kaDavuM lAgyuM. badhAnI sikala badalAI gayelI joIne hasatAM hasatAM zrIkRSNe kahyuM : "have e cUrNane ghUMkI nAkho. meM to pAMDavone samajAvavA mATe A yukti racI hatI. jema A tuMbaDIe tamAma tIrthomAM snAna karyuM chatAM kaDavAza gaI nahi, tema bAhya tIrthomAM aMtarAtmA zuddha thato nathI." bAhyasnAna ke bAhyadekhAvathI kazuM vaLatuM nathI. mananI pavitratA sadhAvI joIe. "mana caMgA to katharoTamAM gaMgA.' ke baLavAna hoya che. je manano upayoga kare te baLavAna. jeno mana upayoga kare te nirbaLa. mAlika kyAreka gulAma bane che. gulAma kyAreka mAlika bane che. mAnavI ane mana vacce mAlika-gulAmano saMbaMdha che. mana jyAre mAnavIne gulAma banAve che, tyAre enI khUbI anerI hoya che. ene khabara na hoya e rIte mana chAnuM-chapanuM ghUsI jAya che. dhIre dhIre kabajo jamAve che. eka divasa ghUsaNakhora mana mAnavIno samrATa banI jAya che. moTAbhAganA mAnavIonAM mana jIvananI koI goThavaNa, vataraNa ke vyavasthAmAM khUMpelAM hoya che. basa, ATalI sattA maLe pachI zAMtino zvAsa laIza. khera, lAkheka rUpiyA bhegA thaI jAya pachI kAmanI jaMjALa ghaTADIza. mAtra thoDI, sAva thoDIka dehavAsanA pUrI thAya pachI to saMnyAsa ja. paNa AvI vetaraNamAM mAnavInuM jIvana vaNasI jAya che. mana to eka maLaze ke bIjuM mAgaze. bIjuM hAMsala thayuM nahi hoya tyAM trIjAnI lAlasA jagADaze. mAnavI vicAre che ke Aje jarA goThavaNa karI laIe pachI kAle nirAMte jIvIzuM. mananI apAra kAmanAone kAraNe AvazyakatAono aMta Avato nathI. jIvanabhara mAnavI goThavaNanA gaDhamAMthI bahAra ja nIkaLato nathI. mAnavI 'caMgA' mananI mahattAne vIsarI gayo che. mana e parama zakti che. mana e ja moTI azakti che. jAgrata vyaktinuM mana zakti che. ajAgratanuM mana vinAza ne sarvanAza che. koI kahe che AnuM mana sAva nabaLuM che. saheja AghAta lAge ane e bhAMgI paDe che ! koI kahe ke Ane to thoDoka Thapako Apazo toya dhodhamAra raDavA mAMDaze. koIne rAteya mana jaMpavA detuM nathI ane pariNAme UMghanI goLI para gujAro karavo paDe che. hakIkatamAM mana nabaLuM che ja nahi. mana mana che. e nathI nabaLuM ke nathI sabaI. mAtra mAnavI nirbaLa

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f35 samarpaNanI zakti arabastAnamAM eka kuMbhAra daMpatI rahe. emane eke saMtAna nahi. ghaNo bhaktibhAva kare, Akhare hajharata musA prasanna thayA. kuMbhAra enI mAMgaNI jaNAvI. hajhUrata khuThA pAse gayA. emanI AgaLa araja karatAM kahyuM ke, "e ni:saMtAna kuMbhArane pharajaMda Apo." khudAe kahyuM, "enA nasIbamAM saMtAna nathI." hajharata musAe A samAcAra kuMbhArane kahyA. kuMbhAra ane tenI patnI - baMne tamAma AzA cheDIne khudAnI baMdagImAM masta banI gayAM. eka divasa e gAma mAM eka kalaMdara Avyo. kalaMdara eTale mahAna phakIra. A daMpatIe kalaMdaranI ghaNI sevA karI. kalaMdara prasanna thayo. kuMbhAre potAnI purANI mAMgaNI ju phaphaphaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$ doharAvI. eNe kahyuM, mAre saMtAna joIe che. Apa mane saMtAna Apo." mahAna phakIre kuMbhArane kahyuM, "mane thoDAM chANAM Apa !" kuMbhAre pAMca chANAM ApyAM. phakIre kahyuM, "jA, tane pAMca dIkarA thaze." kALakrame ene pAMca putro thayA. jharata musAne A khabara paDatAM teo khudA pAse gayA ane bolyA, "jo Ama bane to mArA vacana para vizvAsa koNa mUke ?" khudAe kahyuM, "kAle tArI vAtano khulAso ApIza." hajharata musA ciMtAmAM pharatA hatA. evAmAM eka mANasa Avyo ane bolyo, khudAne jarUra che chAtInA eka zera mAMsanI. kaho, koNa mane Apaze." badhA stabdha banIne UbhA rahyA. koNa sAme cAlIne prANa gumAve ? A samaye eka nagna phakIra dhasI Avyo ane e bolyo, "lAvo charo. khudAnA nAma para sarvasva kurabAna che. kADho trAjavAM, jokhI lo joIe teTaluM mAMsa." sahu acaraja pAmI gayA. bIje divase hajharata musA javAba levA gayA.

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ha jhAkaLabhInAM motI che khudAne kahyuM, "mArI vAtano khulAso karo." khudA kahe, "are ! khulAso to gaI kAle maLI gayo che. " "zo ?" hajharata musAe AzcaryathI pUchyuM. khudA kahe, "pelo phakIra mAre mATe sarvasva kurabAna karavA taiyAra thayo. je sarvasva samarpaNa kare che, tene kazuM asAdhya nathI. evA phakIranA AzIrvAdathI kuMbhArane dIkarA thAya temAM navAI zI ?" 39T eDokita ke saMvAda? - - -- sarvasva samarpaNamAM eka evI zakti che, je khuda Izvarane hAjarAhajUra khaDo karI de che. sarvasva samarpaNamAM eka evI tAkAta che ke je vyaktinA jIvanane saghaLI bAjue thI ajavALI de che. sarvasva samarpaNa sarvasva kurabAnI mAge che. mAnavI Izvara tarapha jAya che, paraMtu enI pAchaLa eno hetu kurabAnI karatAM kAmanAo saMtoSavAno hoya che. samarpaNa karatAM saMpatti ke samRddhi para enI vadhu najara hoya che. AvI bhakti e bhakti nathI. AvI zraddhA e zraddhA nathI. e to che nakarI zarata; jemAM bhakti vepAranuM rUpa le che. eka bAjuthI zraddhA ApavAmAM Ave che, paNa sAthosAtha badalAmAM saMpatti mAgavAmAM Ave che. AvI samarpaNavihoNI bhakti ke zraddhAne IzvaranI prApti kyAMthI thAya ? eka pAgalakhAnAmAM be pAgala rahe. pAgala kyAreka evuM kare ke DAhayAo paNa vicAramAM paDe. AvA be pAgala UMDA vicAramAM DULyA hatA. eka bole, bIjo sAMbhaLe. bIjo bolavAnuM zarU kare tyAre pahelo sAMbhaLe. | ilAja karanAra DaoNkTarane A vicitra rIta lAgI. baMne ekasAthe kema bolatA nathI ? bolatA bolatA kema jIbhAjoDI ke bAjhUMbAjhI para AvI jatA nathI ? DaoNkTarane Azcarya thayuM. kAna saravA karIne pAgalanI vAto sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. majAnI vAta to e ke A benI vAta mAM kazo meLa nahi. eka potAnI kaMIka vAta kare. bIjo enA jIvananI koI ghaTanA kahe. DaoNkTare vismaya pAmatAM baMne pAgalane pUchyuM ke, "tamArA pha phapha 119 $$$$$$ $ke 8888888888 118 $ $ u

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI hajahaka beyanI vAta judI che, emAM kazo meLa nathI, chatAM tame zA mATe vArApharatI bolo cho ? tame beya sAthe bolI zako cho, pachI emAM vAMdho zuM ?" pelA pAgaloe javAba Apyo, "amane bolavAnI rItabhAtano pUrepUro khyAla che. jyAre eka bole tyAre bIjAe cUpa rahevuM joIe, jeNe bIjAnI vAta sAMbhaLavI hoya eNe mauna sevavuM joIe." [37] be mAMjo, savAre ghao ! hakIkatamAM joIe to jamAnAnI raphatAra Aje evI che ke badhAM ja ekasAthe bole che. eka vyakti bIjI vyaktine maLaze tyAre mAtra "huM"nuM ja kIrtana karaze. dareka mANasa potAnI vAtamAM eTalo DUbelo che ke e bIjAnI sAthe saMvAda sAdhavA jAya che chatAM ekokti ja karato hoya che. potAnAM sukhaduHkha, potAnI baDAI, potAnI tabiyata ke potAnI siddhi-prasiddhi ja - bIjAnI anirachA hoya chatAM tenA para lAdato hoya che. je bIjAne jANavA cAhe che, eNe pote mauna sevavuM paDaze. je "ame"no bhAva anubhavavA mAge che, eNe "huM"ne choDavuM paDaze. AthI "huM" ogaLI gayA pachI sAcA premano prAraMbha thAya che. jyAM "huM" che, tyAM vivAda che. jyAM "ame" che tyAM saMvAda che. eka yogI pAse AvIne jijJAsue kahyuM, "yogIrAja! mAre sAcuM jIvana jIvavuM che. sAcuM kArya karavuM che. A mATeno mane mArga batAvo." yogIrAje e jijJAsune kahyuM ke, "tame najIkanI dharmazALAnA cokIdAra pAse jAo. enI sAthe raho. enI pAsethI tamane jIvanano mArga jaDI jaze." pelo jijJAsu dharmazALAnA cokIdAra pAse gayo. enI dinacaryA khuba dhyAnathI jovA lAgyo. cokIdAra sAmAnya mAnavI hato, paNa sAva saraLa ane nidaoNSa hato. pelA jijJAsu mAnavIne enI dinacaryAmAM kazuM rahasya dekhAyuM nahi. sA dhAraNa avasthAmAM cokIdAra jIvato hato. mAtra rAtre sUtI vakhate ane savAre UThyA pachI e zuM karato hato, enI khabara nahotI paDI. jijJAsue cokIdArane pUchyuM tyAre eNe javAba Apyo, kazuM khAsa karato nathI. rAtre sUtAM agAu badhAM vAsaNa phaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 121 phaphapha phaphapha phaphaphake phaphapha8988 120 pha8888888888

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che ke jhAkaLabhInAM motI che mAMjI nAkhuM chuM. savAre UThuM tyAre rAtri daramiyAna e vAsaNo para je dhULa caDI hoya te sApha karI nAkhuM chuM. vAsaNa cokhkhAM rahe te jovAnuM kAma cokIdAranuM che. AthI ja enI cokhkhAIno pUrepUro khyAla rAkhuM chuM." ji$tjune cokIdAranA A uttaramAMthI kazuM vizeSa jANavA na maLyuM. e nirAza thaIne yogInI pAse pAcho phuryo ane yogIne badhI vAta karI. aMte bolyo, "e cokIdAranA jIvanamAM evuM kazuM nahotuM, je mane sAco mArga batAvI 131 khAlI peTa ane bharapeTa zake. " enI vAta sAMbhaLIne yogIrAja khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA. emaNe kahyuM, "are bhAI ! enA jIvanamAMthI je jANavAnuM hatuM te tame jANyuM che kharuM, paraMtu teno kharo artha pAmI zakyA nathI. rAtre e vAsaNa mAMje che ane pharI savAre ene dhue che, emAM ja jIvananuM kharuM rahasya chupAyeluM che. rAtre tame tamArA manane barAbara mAMjI do ane savAre pharI ene dhoI nAkho. enA para saheje dhULa rahevA dezo nahi. Ama karazo to citta nirmaLa banaze. ane A ja che jIvanano sAco mArga !" eka nAnakaDA gAmanA lokoe sahunI sahiyArI madadathI eka maMdira taiyAra karavA mAMDyuM. koI IMTa lAve, koI cUno pIse, koI paththara ghase, to koI mATI nAkhe. Ama badhAnA sahiyArA zrama thI maMdira taiyAra thavA lAgyuM. sahune e maMdira upara prema jAgyo, kAraNa ke emAM pote pasIno pADyo hato. eka divasa savAre gAmano eka mAnavI najIkanA jhADa nI ce Ubho rahyo. enA caherA para udAsI hatI. enI AMkho nisteja hatI. gAmalokoe ene kAma karavA kahyuM. kAmamAM sahakAra ApavA jaNAvyuM. pelA mAnavIe javAba vALyo, "prabhunA maMdira mATe kone kAma karavAnI IcchA na thAya ? mArI kAma karavAnI tIvra icchA che. eka to sahunI sAthe maLIne kAma thAya eTale AnaMda Ave. vaLI maMdiranuM kAma eTale puNya paNa prApta thAya. paraMtu mArI sthitino tamane khyAla nathI. huM khUba phaka 123 phaka vyaktinA jIvanamAM cittanI jeTalI nirmaLatA haze, eTalI ja satyanI prApti sahaja banaze. saMta kabIre to kahyuM che ke cittane to gaMgAnA nIra jevuM nirmaLa banAvI do, pachI tamAre prabhune zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. khuda Izvara tamane zodhato zodhato tamArI pAse Avaze ! ujaka704 122 uhahahahahahahaha

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[39] $$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI che bhUkhyo chuM. bhUkhyo mAnavI mahenata kaI rIte karI zake ?" A vAta sAMbhaLIne gAmano mukhI pelA bhUkhyA mANasane potAne ghera laI gayo. bhAvathI bhojana karAvyuM. pharI maMdira para AvIne mukhI e potAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. paNa pelo mAnavI to pherI dUra Ubho rahI gayo. e ja rIte mo udA sa karIne Ubho rahyo. na eNe IMTa uThAvI ke na reta lAvyo. cUpacApa Ubho ja rahyo. A joIne pharI gAmaloko enI pAse AvyA ane pUchyuM : "vaLI kaI takalIpha AvI Apane ?" pelA mAnavIe kahyuM, "have to upAdhino pAra na rahyo. savAre khAlI peTa hatuM. to atyAre bharapeTa chuM. savAre nIco vaLI zakato hato. paNa have to eTaluM jamyo chuM ke saheja cAlavuM paNa AkaruM lAge che." gAmaloko A mAnavInI vRtti pArakhI gayA ane maMdira bAMdhavAnA kAma mAM gUMthAI gayA. sAmAna bacAvyo, paNa... pelo mAnavI jene kAma karavuM nathI enI pAse bahAnAM to aneka hoya che. pramAdInI pAse kAraNonI yAdI hoya che. koI kAma kare nahi, athavA to e eka ja kAma karaze - ane te kAma nahi karavAnuM bahAnuM zodhavAnuM. A prakAranA mAnavIo haMmezAM paristhitine doSa Ape che. emane dareka paristhiti pratikULa lAge che. jene bahAnAM zodhavAM hoya tene kyAMya anukULatA dekhAtI nathI. eka dhanavAnanuM ghara mahela jevuM moTuM hatuM. dhanavAnanA mahelamAM Aga lAgI. samayasara cetavaNI maLI. nokaro mAraphate gharanuM rAcaracIluM bahAra kaDhAvavA lAgyo. eka pachI eka cIja nokaro bahAra lAvavA mAMDyA. tijorI, hisAbanA copaDA ane paisA lAvyA, khurazI, meja ane kabATa lAvyA. dhanavAna bebAkaLo banI gayo hato. Aga vadhu ne vadhu phelAI rahI hatI. potAnuM mahela jevuM ghara bhaDake baLatuM joIne raDavA lAgyo. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. badhI cIjavastuo bahAra AvI gaI. dhanavAne sevakone pUchyuM : have kazuM gharamAM rahyuM to nathI ne ?" sevakoe javAba Apyo, "ame badhuM ja bahAra kADhI lAvyA chIe. kazuM rahyuM nathI. chatAM pharI eka vAra aMdara jaIne pha phapha phaphapha 125 6 phaphapha 124 phahahahahahahahahaha

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI hajahaka jarA joI AvIe. koI raDI khaDI cIja rahI gaI hoya to laI AvIe." sevako pharI baLatA gharamAM peThA. Agane haTAvatA ekaeka khaMDa jovA lAgyA. jo huM to eka nAnakaDA khaMDamAM dhanavAnano ekano eka putra paDyo hato. oraDo Akho baLI gayo hato ane dhanavAnano putra marI gayo hato. bahAra AvIne sevako jorathI raDavA lAgyo. potAnI jAtane phiTakAra ApavA lAgyA. emaNe kahyuM, "Aha ! ame kevA abhAgiyA ! ATaloya khyAla - Avyo. sAmAna bacAvyo, paNa enA mAlikane gumAvyo." [40] bamaNI phI grIsanA mahAna tatvaciMtaka saoNkreTisa pAse eka yuvAna Avyo. vicAraka saoNkreTisa chaTAdAra vaktA hato. enI vANInI mohinI ajaba hatI. enA jamAnAnA keTalAya yuvAno enI pAse chaTAdAra bhASaNanI kalA zIkhavA AvatA hatA. eka divasa Avo ja koI mahattvAkAMkSI yuvAna saoNkreTisa pAse Avyo. yuvAne potAnA hRdayanI icchA pragaTa karatAM | AjanA mAnavInI sthiti barAbara A ja prakAranI che. evA keTalAya abhAgI mAnavIo che ke jeo nAkhI devA jevo sAmAna ekaTho kare che, ane emAM ja potAnI jAtane khoI beThA che. jIvananI dRSTie sAva nakAmI evI bAbato mATe mAnavI jhajhUme che. bIjAnI IrSyA ane dveSamAM jIve che. rAtadivasa e vera vALavA aMtaramAM ajaMpo laIne phare che. A badhI mahenata nakAmo sAmAna bacAvavAmAM kare che. mAnavInI A sauthI moTI kamanasIbI che. enA jIvananI A sauthI gaMbhIra durghaTanA che. AkhuMya jIvana nakAmI vAto ane bAbato mATe veDaphI de che. doDadhAma karIne sAmAna meLave che, paNa aMte eno mAlika gumAve che. Apa grIsanA mAtra vicAraka ja nahi, paraMtu mahAna vaktA cho. ApanI pAsethI vedhaka ane sacoTa bhASaNa ApavAnI kalA mAre zIkhavI che." saoNkreTise enA prastAvano svIkAra karyo ane pelA yuvAnanuM haiyuM AnaMdathI nAcI UThayuM. phaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 127 ujaphaphaphapha phaphaphake ////////////////////// 126 //////////////////////

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phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI je samaja chIcharI hoya che. enA abhiprAyo uparachallA hoya che. satata zabdono upayoga karanAra enI pITha pAchaLa UbhelA manane bhUlI jAya che. zabdonA ochA vaparAzathI mAtra zarIranI zakti ja bacatI nathI, kiMtu mananI zakti vadhe che. AjanA samayanuM sUtra che : "zabdo bacAvo." jajhAkaLabhInAM motI hajahaka | eNe potAnI vANIne vahetI mUkI dIdhI. jIbha cAlavA nahi paNa doDavA lAgI. jarUrI ane binajarUrI evI badhI vAto eNe karavA mAMDI. ene potAnI vANInI chaTA batAvavI hatI pachI cUpa kaI rIte rahI zake ? enuM lAMbuM, DhaMgadhaDA vagaranuM bolavuM sAMbhaLIne saoNkeTise kahyuM, "jo bhAI ! tane huM bhASaNanI kaLA zIkhavIza kharo: paraMtu A zikSaNa mATe tAre bIjA karatAM mane bamaNI phI ApavI paDaze." pelo juvAna to camakI uThayo. ekA eka ATalo badho phI vadhAro kema thayo, enI ene kazI samaja paDI nahi. AthI saoNkreTisane pUchayuM, zA mATe mArI bamaNI phI ?" "tane eka vidyA zIkhavavAthI nahi cAle, mAre tane be vidyA zIkhavavI paDaze : eka to bhASaNa karavAnI kaLA ane e thIya vadhu mauna rahevAnI kaLA. AthI tArI bamaNI phI laIza." mAnavI bolavAnI kaLA zIkhyo che. paraMtu khAmoza rahevAnI kaLA gumAvI beTho che. e satata bolato ja rahe che. eno jivA indriya para kAbU rahyo nathI. satata bolanAra sapATI para jIve che. enI jIvananI karuha 129 hahahahahahahahahaha.

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[41] AvaraNa e ja oLakha eka vRddha aMdha bhikhArI rAjamArganI vacce ja Ubho rahyo. rAjAnI savArI AvatI hatI chatAM e vaccethI khasyo je jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja pelo aMdha vRddha dhakko khAIne nIce gabaDI gayo. UThatAM UThatAM e eTaluM ja bolyo. "basa, A ja kAraNa." pharI pelo vRddha bhikhArI rastAnI vacce Ubho rahyo. savArInI AgaLa cAlatA rAjAnA maMtrI AvyA. emaNe A bhikhArIne rastAnI vacce Ubhelo joIne kahyuM, "are ! rastAmAMthI khasI jAva, khasI jAva. rAjAnI savArI AvI rahI che." pelo aMdha bhikhArI to enI jagyAe ja Ubho rahyo ane bolyo. basa, A ja kAraNa." eTalAmAM rAjAnI savArI AvI pahoMcI. rAjAe rastAnI vaccovaca vRddha aMdha bhikhArIne Ubhelo joyo. rAjAe nIce utarI e vRddhane praNAma karyA ane hAtha jhAlIne saMbhALathI rastAnI bAjue UbhA rAkhyA. bhikhArI pharI hasyo ane bolyo, haM.... rAjA lAge che. basa, A ja kAraNa." AjubAju UbhelA lokone Azcarya thayuM. teo samajI na zakyA ke vRddha bhikhArI zA mATe hasato hato ane "basa, A ja kAraNa" ema bolato hato. nahi. rAjAnI savArInI AgaLa cAlanAra sainiko AvI pahoMcyA. sainiko rastA para UbhelA sahune bAjumAM khaseDatA hatA. savArIne mATe rasto cokhkho karatA hatA. emaNe aMdha bhikhArIne rastAnI vacce Ubhelo jo yo. eka sainike AvIne apazabda sAthe A aMdha bhikhArIne dhakko mAryo ane kahyuM, "bevakUpha, bhAna nathI tane. mArgamAMthI bAjue khasa. AMdhaLA te AMdhaLA ja rahyA. eTalIye gama nathI ke rAjAnI savArI Ave che ane ApaNe bAjue haTI jaIe. bhagavAna kyAMthI AvI khoparIo pedA karato haze ?"

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI che lokoe bhikhArIne AvuM bolavA pAchaLanuM rahasya pUchyuM. eNe eka ja vAkyamAM uttara vALyo ke, "teo je che te potAnA AcaraNane lIdhe ja evA 42 mAnavIno khajAno mAnavI janmathI brAhmaNa nathI ke janmathI zudra nathI. paraMtu e A ca raNathI uca che ane AcaraNathI adhama che. mAnavInI sAcI oLakhANa enuM AcaraNa che. A AMca raNa e ja mAnavInI sAcI saMpatti che. A saMpatti jenI pAse hoya te bhale sAva nidhana hoya tema chatAM mahA zrImaMta che, jenI pAse sAruM AcaraNa nathI enuM AkhuM AyuSya eLe jAya che, enI jIbha badhe kAMTA vAvaze. enI vANI veThanAnAM zULa UbhAM karaze. enuM vartana thoranI vADa jevuM banaze. vyaktinI kharI kiMmata enA AcaraNa parathI ja thaI zake. jenuM AcaraNa sAruM, te mAnavI UMco. rogiSTha mAnavI. roga evo ke parakhAya nahi. gAmaloko e ene gAmanI bahAra eka khaMDeramAM rAkhyo. A mAnavI ekalo e khaMDeramAM rahe. AvatA-jatA pAse bhIkha mAge. koI bALaka jAya to nAnuM kAma karI ApavA mATe kAkalUdI kare. koI panihArI pasAra thAya to pANI mAge. jIvana AkhuM bhIkha mAgIne gujAryuM. kAkalUdI, vinaMtI ane AjIjImAM gayuM. enuM mRtyu thayuM. gAmalokoe vicAryuM ke jo gAmanI vacce AvelA kabrastAnamAM dATIe to kadAca enA roganAM jaMtuo phelAya. koI vicitra rAga ene thayo hato ethI gAmane mAthe kadAca moTI Aphata AvI paDe. phaphapha phaphapha 133 kapha

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hahahahahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahahaha sahue nakkI karyuM ke e jyAM mRtyu pAmyo, tyAM ja enI daphanavidhi karI che. A mATe khADo khodavAmAM Avyo. khodatAM-khodatAM pAvaDA sAthe kazuMka athaDAyuM. lokoe joyuM to kImatI hIrA-jhaverAta dATavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. puSkaLa sonAmahoro hatI. badhA vicAramAM paDayA ke pelo rogIye kevo kahevAya ? ATaluM badhuM dhana hatuM, chatAM nirdhananI jema jIvyo. ATalI badhI samRddhi hatI, tema chatAM sahunI pAse baTakuM roTalA mATe kAkaludI karI. 43 mAnavInI hAlata pelA rogI jevI ja che. enA hRdayamAM khajAno chupAyelo che, ane e jIvanabhara ene bahAra zodhyA hRdayamAM ja sukha, zAMti ane saMtoSa vase che. ane e vyasanamAM sukha, vAsanAmAM zAMti tema ja dhanamAM saMtoSa zodhe che. kevI vicitra dazA che mAnavInI ? khajAno enI pAse che ane kastUrImRganI mAphaka enI pAsenA khajAnAne bhUlIne e jIvanabhara ahIM-tahIM doDadhAma kare che.. upakAra ane apakAra - - - -- vArANasImAM gaMgAghATa para eka vRddha snAna karavA UtaryA, paNa paga sarakI gayo ane DUbavA lAgyA. eka yuvAna tarata aMdara kUdI paDyo ane vRddhane bacAvI bahAra lAvyo. vRddhe kahyuM, "mAre lAyaka kaMI kAma hoya to kalakattA Avajo. huM tamane madaTha karIza." ane yuvakane potAnuM saranAmuM ApyuM. keTalAya mahinA bAda yuvaka pelA vRddhane maLyo ane thoDIka kavitAo temanI sAme mUkI bolyo, "A kavitAone ApanA 'pravAsI'mAM chApo to sAruM." kavitA vAMcI vRddhe kahyuM, "huM eka vAta kahuM ?" yuvake uttara Apyo, "kaho." vRddhe kahyuM, "huM A kavitAo chApI nahi zakuM. tame cAho to pelA upakAra badala mane pharI pAcho gaMgAmAM dhakelI zako che. " phaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 135 ujaphaphaphapha phaphaphake phaphaphapha8988 134 88888888888

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phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI ja e vRddha hatA, baMgALI sAmayika pravAsI'nA suprasiddha saMpAdaka sva. rAmAnaMda caTTopAdhyAya. ]i satyano ghakko - - - - - - - prasaMgano marma e che ke jIvana jIvavAnA be mArga che : eka pralobhanano ane bIjo saccAIno. vyaktinA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale eka yA bIjA rUpe nita navAM pralobhano Ave che. A pralobhanonuM rUpa evuM to sohAmaNuM hoya che ane enuM AkarSaNa eTaluM to mohaka hoya che ke makkama mana vinAno mAnavI pralobhanomAM vITAI jAya che. pralobhanuM kaThI saMto pI hotAM nathI. eka maLyuM eTale bIjAnI lAlasA jAge. ekanI anadhikAra prAptinI sAthosAtha aneka ayogya prAptinI jhaMkhanA jAge. sAcAM mUlyomAM zraddhA rAkhanArane Dagale ne pagale prilobhanano sAmano karavAno hoya che. jene jIvana kaMDAravuM hoya che eNe pralobhanano paDakAra satata jhIlavAno hoya che. jIvana ADedhaDa jIvanArane to sadA pralobhano lalacAmaNAM lAge che. patrakAra zrI rAmAnaMda caTTopAdhyAye upakArano badalo levA AvelA yuvakane sAva sAcI vAta kahI. dAna ke upakAra e bIjAne mATe nathI, paraMtu potAnA AtmAnA AnaMda mATe che. dAnanI jAherAta thAya to tyAgane badale garva Ave che. jyAre upakAra kahenAra mAnavI jevo apakArI bIjo koI nathI. eka yuvAna rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI ananya sevA kare. - rAta jue, na divasa jue. e yuvAna ghaNo dhanavAna hato. ene thayuM ke AvA saMtanA caraNe saMpatti dharI daIe emAM ja saMpattinI sArthakatA che. A yuvAna zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa pAse Avyo. emanA caraNomAM eka hajAra suvarNamudrA bheTa dha rI. rAmakRSNa paramahaMse pelA yuvAnane Adeza ApatAM kahyuM, A kacaro gaMgAmAM nAkhI Avo." yuvAna vimAsaNamAM paDaco, paNa e kareya zuM ? svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI AjJA uthApI zake tema nahoto. yuvaka doDyo. gaMgAkinAre Avyo. badhIya suvarNamudrAo ekasAmaTI nAkhavAnI enI hiMmata cAlI nahi. eka-eka mudrA gaNIne gaMgAmAM padharAvavA lAgyo. phaphaphapha phaphaphapha 137 uphaphapha phaphapha phaphaphaka

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****** jhAkaLabhInAM motI 9440 Ama gaNI-gaNIne mudrA nAkhavAmAM ghaNo samaya vItI gayo. yuvakane pAchA pharatAM vAra lAgI. svAmI rAmakRSNe pUchyuM tyAre yuvake jaNAvyuM ke eNe eka-eka suvarNamudrA gaNI-gaNIne gaMgAmAM padharAvI. zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa bolyA, "je jagAe tuM eka kadama uThAvIne pahoMcI zakyo hato, tyAM pahoMcavA mATe te nakAmAM hajAra kadama uThAvyAM." * * * mAnavInI sauthI moTI maryAdA e che ke je kAma tatkALa thaI zake tene mATe keTalIya vakhata lagADe che. e durguNa choDavA cAhe che, paNa eno ekAeka tyAga karavAne badale dhIre dhIre tyAga karavAnuM vicAre che. pariNAme e durguNamAMthI kyAreya bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI. dhIre dhIre tyAga karavAno koI artha ja nathI. koI mAnavI AgathI bhaDake baLato hoya tyAre emAMthI dhIredhIre nIkaLaze kharo ? jo e dhIre dhIre nIkaLe to mAnavuM ke ene Aga zuM che enI ja khabara nathI. satyane eka dhakkAnI jarUra hoya che. enI jANa thatAM ene apanAvavA mATe hiMmatanI jarUra hoya che. Ave samaye mAnavI eka-eka karIne gaNavA bese to pAra ja na Ave. je vastu paLamAM zakya hatI tene mATe varSo vItI gayAM. n 45 TorAno pIcho eka sUphI phakIra enI anAsakti ane AdhyAtmikatA mATe vikhyAta hatA. A phakIrane maLavA mATe eka bhikhArI enI chAvaNImAM gayo. eNe joyuM to phakIranI chAvaNI AlIzAna hatI. sonAnA khIlA sAthe to chAvaNInAM doraDAM bAMdhyAM hatAM. A damAma joIne bhikhArI Azcarya pAmyo. e ekAeka bolI UTho, "are ! huM kyAM Avyo chuM ? pIra sAheba ! meM to ApanI AdhyAtmikatA ane anAsaktinI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI hatI. Apane loko tyAgI ane vairAgI samaje che. paNa Apano A bAdazAhI ThATha joIne mane Azcarya ane aphasosa thAya che. ATalI badhI saMpatti hoya, tene niHspRhI kaI rIte kahI zakAya ?" * 139 000

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI sUphI phakIre hasatAM hasatAM javAba Apyo. "tame kaho to A badhuMya paLavAramAM choDI cAlI nIkaLavA taiyAra che ATaluM bolIne sUphI phakIra to UbhA thaI gayA ane tarata ja bhikhArInI sAthe cAlavA lAgyA. eTalI sAhajikatAthI badhuM choDI dIdhuM ke pagarakhAM paheravA paNa UbhA na rahyA. thoDuM cAlyA haze tyAM ekAeka pelA bhikhArIe akaLAtAM kahyuM, "are ! huM mAruM bhikSApAtra ApanI chAvaNImAM bhUlI gayo. have zuM karuM ? Apa ahIM UbhA raho. huM jaladI pAcho jaIne mAruM bhikSApAtra laI AvuM chuM." sUphI phakIre hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "tArA TorAe hajI tAro pIcho choDaco nathI. jyAre mAre tyAM sonAnA khIlA hatA. paNa te jamInamAM khoDacA hatA, hRdayamAM nahi !" bhikhArI sUphI saMtanI anAsakti oLakhI gayo. Asakti e ja mAnavajIvanamAM duHkhadAyI che. Asakti gaI eTale mamatva gayuM. A mamatva e ja mAraka che. mAnavI para e pahelAM mohajALa pAthare che ane pachI mAnavIne temAM phasAve che. 140 jhAkaLabhInAM motI dasa lAkhanI saMpatti dharAvanArane dasa rUpiyA gumAvatAM pArAvAra du:kha thAya che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke ene dhananI Asakti che. jyAM Asakti che tyAM mana che. jyAM mana che tyAM kAmanAno pAra nathI, vAsanAno cheDo nathI, AkAMkSAono aMta nathI. pada pIDAkAraka nathI. padanI Asakti pIDAdAyI che. A AsaktinuM bASpIbhavana thAya to ja mAnavI AnaMdathI jIvI zake; kAraNa ke Asakti jatAM AkAMkSAno aMta Avaze, eSaNA AthamI jaze, manano dora tUTaze. 'uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM yogya ja kahyuM che ke, "jema bagalImAMthI IMDuM janme che ane IMDAmAMthI bagalI thAya che tema mohamAMthI tRSNA jAge che ane tRSNAmAMthI moha thAya che." 141

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T phariyAda ke ghanyavAda jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$? pelA yuvakane Azcarya thayuM. eNe hIla-ceramAM beThelA mAnavIne pUchyuM, "are dosta ! mane hamaNAM ja Thokara vAgI ane mAruM mana Izvara pratye krodhathI bharAI gayuM. paNa tuM koI ajaba che. tArA baMne paga kapAI gayA che ane tema chatAM tuM hasato hasato gIta gAya che. " pelA apaMga mAnavIe kahyuM, "are ! huM to Izvarano AbhAra mAnuM chuM. hajI mArA bAvaDAmAM pUrI tAkAta che. meM to evA mANaso joyA che ke jemanA baMne hAtha ane baMne paga kapAI gayA hoya, paga kapAI gayA tethI zuM ? baMne hAtha bAkI che. baMne AMkho bAkI che ane bIjuM badhuMya bAkI che. mArA paga chInavAI gayA e mATe Izvara para krodha karuM ke ATaluM badhuM rahevA dIdhuM mATe eno pADa mAnuM ? huM to ATaluM badhuM ApavA mATe paramezvarane parama upakArI mAnuM chuM." eka yuvAnane haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala thatAM Thokara vAgI. aMgUThAmAMthI lohI vahevA mAMDyuM. aMgUThAno nakha UkhaDI gayo. yuvAne mAMDa-mAMDa pATo bAMdhyo, paNa manomana Izvara tarapha gusse thayo. ene thayuM ke A paramAtmAye kevo ? pote koI duHkhInI khabara levA Avyo ane potAne ja duHkhI banAvI dIdho. have keTalI muzkelI paDaze ? yuvake vadhumAM vicAryuM ke A Izvara kazuM samajato lAgato nathI. bIjA tarapha sahAnubhUti batAvavA janArane ahIM sahana karavuM paDe che. Ama manomana paramAtmAnI niMdA karato yuvaka liphTamAM beTho. liphaTamAM joyuM to hIla-ceravALo eka mANasa beTho hato. enA baMne paga kapAI gayA hatA. tema chatAM enA caherA para hAsya hatuM. mastIthI kaMIka gaNagaNI rahyo hato. $$$$$$$$$$$ 142 $$$$$$$ A prasaMgano marma e che ke mAnavI phariyAdathI jIvavA mAge che ke dhanyavAdathI jIvavA mAge che ? keTalAkane sadA phariyAda karavI game che. keTalAka Izvare je ApyuM te badala teno upakAra mAne che. zuM karavuM e to mANasanI marajI para AdhAra rAkhe che.

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[47] hahahahahahahahahajhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahaha paraMtu mAnavI je rIte kAma karaze teno enA jIvana para acUka prabhAva paDavAno ja. phariyAda karanAro manamAM nirAzAne poSe che. dhIre dhIre e udAsa banaze ane ApoApa ja badhAM kAmomAM ane aMte jIvanamAM pote nAsI pAsa banaze. bIjI bAju Izvarano AbhAra mAnanAro enA jIvananA jozane TakAvI rAkhaze. eno AnaMda akSata raheze. enI muzkelI o enA mananA ullAsanI AgaLa ogaLatI jaze, ane pharI e AzAbharyuM navuM kadama bharaze. Ama, sadA phariyAda karanAra jIvananI barabAdI vahore che. haMmezAM AbhAra mAnanAranuM jIvana AbAdIthI bharyuMbharyuM rahe che. paraMparA ane parivartana ekAeka bhayAnaka yuddha phATI nIkaLyuM. AkAzamAM vimAno cakarAvA levA lAgyAM. sAmasAmAM TakarAvA lAgyAM. pazu pakSIo potAno prANa bacAvavA bhAgI chUTayAM. gAya-bhe sa, kUtarA, bilADAM - badhAM potAno jAna bacAvavA doDavA lAgyAM. eka dIvAla para be gIdha beThAM hatAM. nirAMta hatI. temane na koI UcATa hato, ne koI ciMtA. nirAMte ekabIjA. sAthe vAto karatA hatA. koI pakSI e A joyuM. eTale gIdhanI pAse jaIne kahyuM , "cAla, cAla, yuddha phATI nIkaLyuM che. mAnavI jaMgalI banyo che. ekabIjAnA lohI mATe tarasyo banyo che. A

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$$$$$$$$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI 88888888 mAnavIonI laDAImAM ApaNe khuvAra thaI jaIzuM. hajI bacavAnI taka che." A vAta sAMbhaLIne baMne gIdha khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyAM. e vRddha ane anubhavI hatAM. e baMnee evI ThAvakI bhASAmAM $$$$$$ jhAkaLabhInAM motI ke pratiSThA kare che. ane Ane pariNAme ja satata alpavirAma, sarvatra visaMvAda jovA maLe che. gIdha parivartanane pArakhI na zakyA. mAnavI paNa kyAM A parivartanane oLakhe che ? e to bhUtakALano dora laIne cAle che. pariNAme paraMparAne ja parama ane carama bAbata gaNI UMDA khADA mAM jIvana vyatIta kare che. parivartanane pAmavA ane pArakhavA mATe viziSTa draSTi joIe. kahyuM, "are dayAvAna ! yuddha e to amAre mATe sonerI avasara che. mAnavInuM yuddha ane tenuM mota e to amAre mATe mahephila che." bIjA vRddha gIdhe kahyuM, "te amArAM zAstro kyAMthI vAMcyAM hoya ? amArAM zAstromAM to lakhyuM che ke gIdhanI sukhAkArI mATe ja Izvara mAnavIne yuddhamAM dhakele che. yuddha ane mAnavI e baMne bAbata Izvare gIdhane mATe sarjI che." bhAgI nIkaLavAnI salAha ApanAra nIcA moDhe pAcho pharyo. thoDI vAramAM yuddhanI moja mANavA gIdha pAMkho phelAvIne AkAzamAM ahItahIM AnaMdabhera ghUmavA lAgyAM. paraMtu evAmAM baoNmba paDyA. emanA avazeSa paNa zeSa na rahyA. sthitisthApakatAnI bhUmi para jIvananA kalaha ane kaMkAsanAM bIja ropAya che. mAnavInI kRpamaMDUpatA ja ene vicArathI aMdha banAve che. enA jIvananA anubhavo jaDa mAnyatAnuM rUpa le che. enA taraMgI khyAlonI Adaza tarIke $$$$ 146 $$$$$

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[48] phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$ vINA maLatAM ja bhajanika AnaMdathI nAcI UThaco. vINAnA tAra sAthe sUra vahevaDAvavA lAgyo. amAsanI rAtri hatI. nirjana vana hatuM. pahelAM to lUMTArAoe vINAnA sUra para kazuM dhyAna na ApyuM paNa dhIre dhIre enI emanA citta para asara thavA lAgI. emAMthI koI anero AnaMdra maLavA lAgyo. bhajanike barAbara jamAvaTa karI hatI. vINAvAdana pUruM thayuM tyAre to lUMTArAo bhAvavibhora banI gayA hatA. saMgItanI asara AgaLa lUMTArAonI duSTatA ogaLI gaI. badhA vRddha saMgItakAranA caraNomAM paDeyI, lUMTArAoe AMcI lIdheluM dhana pAchuM ApyuM ane vRddha bhajanikane salAmata rIte vana pAra karAvyuM. vINAno sUra hAthamAM vINA, kaMThamAM halaka, eka bhajanika vananI vATe cAlyo jAya, evAmAM keTalAka lUMTArAo AvyA. emaNe bhajanikane AMtayoM, dhAkadhamakI ApI. enI pAse je thoDIghaNI dhana saMpatti hatI te paDAvI lIdhI. eka lUMTArA e enI vINA paNa chInavI lIdhI. A bhajanika madhura vINAvAdana karato hato. eNe pelA lUMTArAone vINA pAchI ApavA vinaMtI karI. lUMTArAone thayuM ke A kevo mANasa che ? saMpatti mAgato nathI ane AvI vINA mAge che ? AvI najIvI cIjanuM e zuM karaze ? vaLI lUMTArAone A vAjiMtra kazA khapanuM lAgatuM nahotuM. emaNe bhajanikane enI vINA pAchI ApI dIdhI. mAnavIe saMpattine nahi, paNa saMgItane zodhavAnI jarUra che. A saMgIta haradama mAnavInA aMtaramAM vAgatuM hoya che. enI sUrAvalio satata vahetI hoya che, paraMtu saMpatti ane samRddhinI lAlasAne kAraNe mAnavI potAnA AtmAnuM saMgIta sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. $$$$$$ 149 $$$$$$$$

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[49] ha jhAkaLabhInAM motI chachachachachachachachache bhagavAna buddha pharI potAnA ziSyane pANI levA mokalyo. zi AnaMda kamane guru-AjJAnuM pAlana karato hato. AnaMda trIjI vAra pahADI jharaNA pAse Avyo, paraMtu pANI joIne enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. keTaluM nirmaLa jaLa ! kyAM pAMdaDAM ane kAdavathI DahoLAyeluM pANI ane kyAM cokhyuM kAca jevuM pANI ! ziSya AnaMde pahADI jharaNAmAMthI gurune kAje nirmaLa jaLa lIdhuM paNa sAthosAtha A prasaMgano artha vicAravA lAgyo. dhIraja ane samaja bhagavAna buddha vRddha thayA hatA te samayanI A vAta che. teo jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thatA hatA. emane khUba tarasa lAgI. ziSya AnaMda najIkamAM vahetA pahADI jharaNA pAse gayA. jharaNAmAMthI thoDI vAra pahelAM ja gheTAMnuM ToLuM pasAra thayuM hatuM. Ane kAraNe pANI khUba meluM hatuM. saDelAM pAMdaDAM ane kAdavathI DahoLuM hatuM. AvuM pANI levAya kema ? AthI AnaMda pANI lIdhA vinA pAcho pharyo, paraMtu bhagavAna buddha ane pharI pAcho pahADI jharaNAmAMthI pANI lAvavA mokalyo. nadI ghaNI dUra hatI. A jharaNAnA pANIthI ja tarasa chIpAvavI paDe tema hatuM. paraMtu hajI jharaNAnuM pANI malina ane DahoLAyeluM hatuM. ziSya AnaMda pANI lIdhA vinA pAcho mAnavInuM mana pelA jharaNA jevuM che. emAM vikAra, lAlasA ane vAsanAnAM vAvAjhoDAMnI gaDariyAM AvatI rahe che. jIvana che to jhaMjhAvAta che. saMsAra che to baLavAnuMjalavAnuM che. rAga ane dveSa tathA kAmanA ane vAsanAnA jhaMjhAvAtA jIvananadInAM nIrane DahoLAM karI deze, paraMtu akaLAvAnI ke mUMjhAvAnI jarUra nathI. DahoLAM nIra zAMta thAya tyAM sudhI dhIraja dharavAnI jarUra che. manathI mahAna thavAtuM nathI, kiMtu mananA jhaMjhAvAtone

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* jhAkaLabhInAM motI zAMta pADavAnA che. enI bhaDabhaDatI jvALAone dhIrajathI ThAravAnI che. A mATe manane jANavAnI ane pAmavAnI dhIraja joIe. dhIraja e mananI keLavaNI che ane sAcI samaja manane kumArge jatuM aTakAve che. - ****** 152 ....... 50 'huM'no saMsAra eka samrATane paramAtmA pAmavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI. eNe sattA choDI, rAjya tajyuM, saghaLI saMpattinuM dAna karyuM. garIba bhikhArI jevA vezamAM e jaMgalamAM Avyo ane tyAM vasatA tapasvI mahAgurunA AzramamAM rahevA lAgyo. mahAgurue ene taddana vicitra kAma soMpyuM. enuM kAma Azramano kacaro ekaTho karI dUra pheMkI AvavAnuM hatuM. AzramavAsIone mahAgurunI A vAta ghaNI nirdaya jaNAI. jeNe paramAtmA pAmavA kAje saghaLI saMpattino tyAga karyo, ene kaMI AvuM kAma te soMpAtuM haze ? koIe mahAgurune vinaMtI paNa karI ke A samrATane bIjuM kaMI kAma Apo to sAruM. tyAre mahAgurue kahyuM ke, "samrATa potAnI saghaLI sattA laIne ja AvyA che. enI pUrI parIkSA thaye huM emane bIjuM koI kAma soMpIza." 153

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI eka divasa A samrATa mAthA para kacarAnI TopalI mUkI rastA parathI pasAra thato hato. koI vyakti ene athaDAI eTale tarata e bolI UTho, "bhAI, Aje to ThIka che. bAkI paMdara divasa pahelAM Ama jo AMdhaLAnI mAphaka athaDAyo hota to tamane phAMsI maLI hota." mahAgurue A banAva jANIne kahyuM ke, "mArI vAta sAcI che. haju e samrATa ja rahyo che. bhale AzramamAM AvIne vasyo hoya." thoDA divasa pachI vaLI koI samrATa sAthe athaDAI paDayuM. samrATa kazuM bolyo nahi. paNa enI AMkhamAMthI gussAnA aMgArA varasatA hatA. ene je kaMI zabdothI kahevAnuM hatuM te AMkhathI kahI dIdhuM. mahAgurue jyAre A ghaTanA jANI, tyAre eTaluM ja kahyuM, "saMpatti choDavI sahelI che, paNa 'svayaM'ne breDavo muzkela che." pharI trIjI vAra AvI ghaTanA banI tyAre samrATe rastA para paDelI TopalI laIne verAyelo kacaro ekaTho karyo ane jANe kazuM na banyuM hota tema AgaLa cAlavA lAgyo. mahAgurune A ghaTanAnI jANa thaI tyAre temaNe rAjI thatAM kahyuM, "have samrATa sAdhu thavA mATe yogya che." 154 jhAkaLabhInAM motI je svayaMne bhUlI zake che, te ja satyane pAmI zake che. je ahane ogALI zake che teja IzvaranI najIka pahoMcI zake che. bAkI to dhana choDIne saMnyAsa lenAra jo aham na taje to eno e ja rahe che. jaMgalamAM paNa e potAno rAga laIne jaze. AzramamAM paNa anurAgathI jIvaze. aham ane Asaktine choDanAra ja satyane paMthe cAlI ja zakaze. je potAnI jAtane bhUle che e ja Izvarane pAmI zake che. bAhya cIjvastuo choDavAthI kazuM nahi sadhAya. sAcA sAdhake to aMtarathI choDavAnuM hoya che. eNe saMsArane nahi, paraMtu 'huM'ne choDavAno che, kAraNa ke A 'huM' game tyAM, game te sthitimAM saMsAra Ubho karI de che. 155

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51 traNa gaNI TIkA eka vikhyAta samAjasevaka. rAtadivasa sevAkArya kare, paraMtu jagata sAcA ane sArA mANaso pratye paNa dayALu nathI. A samAjasevakanI keTalAka loko TIkA kare. koI ene chUporustama batAve. kahe ke enA cAvavAnA ane batAvavAnA judA che. koI vaLI enA vize avanavI vAto uDADe. koI ene pratiSThAno mohI batAve, to koI ene cAritryano pAmara kahe, AvI keTalIya TIkAo thavA chatAM samAjasevaka tanmayatAthI potAnuM kAma karye jAya. kazAnI paravA na kare. niMdA sAMbhaLe eTale hasI kADhe. koIe samAjasevakane pUchyuM ke, "tamArI ATalI sakhata TIkA thAya che chatAM kema tamArA peTanuM pANI hAlatuM nathI ? 156 jhAkaLabhInAM motI koI mArI AvI TIkA kare, to to huM akaLAIne ene mArI besuM paNa tame to enIya sAthe hasIne vAta karo cho. AnuM rahasya zuM ?" samAjasevake enuM rahasya pragaTa karatAM kahyuM, "jarA tamArI eka AMgaLI mane dekhADajo." pelI vyaktie potAnI eka AMgaLI samAjasevaka sAme dharI. samAjasevake kahyuM, "juo ! tamArI eka AMgaLI mArI tarapha che to bAkInI traNa AMgaLIo tamArI tarapha che. Ano artha eTalo ke jyAre koI eka AMgaLI sAme kare che to enI jANa vagara ja traNa AMgaLIo potAnA tarapha batAve che. koInI tarapha AMgaLI karI e niMdA kare che to enAthI traNa gaNo prahAra enA potAnA para kare che. je jIbhano durupayoga karI jAta para traNa gaNo prahAra karatI hoya e vyakti tarapha gusso na hoya. enI to mane dayA ja Ave che." A vAta sAva sAcI che; kAraNa ke je pote jIvananA mArga para cAlI zakto nathI, e ja bIjAnA rAhamAM kAMTA vere che. pote tarI zakto nathI e ja bIjAne DubADavAnI koziza kare che. je UMce caDI zakato nathI e ja bIjAne 157

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI pADavAno prayatna kare che. je jIvanamAM kazuM karI zakato nathI, e niMdAkhora banI jAya che. niMdA mananI moTI bImArI che. jyAre manamAM bIjAnI niMdA karavAno bhAva jAge tyAre jANavuM ke mana mAMduM paDayuM che. svastha vyakti kyAreya koInI niMdAmAM paDatI nathI, bIjA enI niMdA kare to enA tarapha mAtra dayA ja dAkhave che. 158 para prA ane artha aho ! kevuM Azcarya ! eMsI varSanA vRddha kArlAilane potAnuM AkhuM zarIra badalAI gayeluM lAgyuM. snAna karyA bAda snAnagRhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne e potAnA zarIrane lUchavA lAgyo, to ema jaNAyuM ke je zarIrane e varSothI jANato hato. e zarIrane badale koI bIjuM ja zarIra pote lUchato hato. kArlAila vicAramAM paDavo ke je kAyA sAthe varSothI mAyA baMdhANI hatI, e manamohaka kAyA kyAM gaI ! je zarIra mATe pote garva dhAraNa karato hato, e zarIra ekAeka kyAM alopa thaI gayuM ? je dehanI suMdaratA jALavavA mATe eNe keTaloya samaya gALyo hato, te deha kyAMya dekhAto na hato. kArlAila parezAna thaI gayo. yuvAnI vItI gaI. deha para ghaDapaNa AvyuM ane have to ethIya vadhu, deha sAva jarjarita banI gayo. 159

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI kArlAila becena banyo. A te kevuM ! je dehane pote abhinna mAnato hato, te deha badalAI gayo; ane pote to hato evo ne evo ja rahyo ! kArlAilanA vismayano pAra na rahyo. pote che paNa peluM zarIra kyAM ? dhIre dhIre gahana ciMtanamAM DUbatA kArlAilanA manamAM ekAeka camakAro thayo. eNe enI jAtane pUchyuM : "are ! tyAre huM koNa chuM ?" ane A ja mAnavajIvanano mahAna prazna che. je A prazna pUche che te ja jIve che. je A prazna kadIya pUchato nathI te sadAya mRta rahe che. : ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchavAnuM che : "are ! huM chuM koNa ?" mAtra sAmAnya jijJAsAthI ke bALasahaja kutUhalathI A pUchavAnuM nathI. AdhyAtmikatAnI koI dAMbhikatAthI A savAla karavAno nathI. potAnuM romeroma khaLabhaLI UThe, AkhuMca astitva DolAyamAna thAya ane hRdayamAM bhAvonI bharatI caDe e rIte A prazna pUchavAno che. A praznano je uttara meLave che te tamAma praznano ukela pAme che. ene jIvanano artha ane bhavanuM sArthakya sAMpaDe che. 160 53 AvI ane sAgara ramatiyALa mAchalI, roja pANImAM gela kare. nita navI ramata khele. sahunI sAthe bhegA maLIne moja uDAve. A mAchalI roja eka vAta sAMbhaLe. koI mAchalI kahe, "Aha ! sAgara te kevo ! enI laMbAI ke UMDAI mApavAnuM ApaNuM gajuM nahi." bIjI mAchalI kahe, "oha kevo virATa sAgara ! jagatamAM ATalI virATa koI vastu nahi hoya ?" vaLI koI DAhI mAchalI kahe, "A duniyA AkhI pANIthI bharelI che. A sAgara eTale ja AkhI sRSTi." ramatiyALa mAchalIne je koI maLe te sAgaranI vAta kare. koI enA kadanI vAta kare, to koI enA rUpanI vAta kare. badhA jAtajAtanAM ane bhAtabhAtanAM varNana Ape. ramatiyALa mAchalI A badhuM sAMbhaLIne khUba parezAna 161

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI thaI gaI. e mAchalIonI rANI pAse gaI ane ene pUchyuM, "A sAgaranuM nAma sAMbhaLIne to huM vAja AvI gaI chuM. A sAgara che zuM ? e rahe che kyAM ?" mAchalInI rANIe hasatAM-hasatAM kahyuM, "are ramatiyALa ! A sAgaramAM to tAro janma thayo che. e ja tAruM jIvana che ane e ja tAruM jagata che. sAgaramAM tuM UcharI che ane sAgaramAM maraNa pAmavAnI che. sAgara tArI sattA che ane sAgara tane gherIne paDelo che. sAgara e ja ApaNuM sarvasva." mAnavInI dazA ramatiyALa mAchalI jevI thaI che. enI AsapAsa Izvara che, chatAM e dUra dUra ene zodhavA nIkaLe che. mAnavInuM astitva IzvarathI vIMTaLAyeluM che, paNa mUrchita mAnavInI AMkhe Izvara caDato nathI. mUrchA e bhramaNA che. amUrchA e Izvara che. mAnavI AvI amUrchA sAdhe to e Izvarane pAmI zake. mUrchita mAnavI to potAnAmAM rahelA Izvarane khoLavA mATe AkhI duniyA pheMdI vaLaze ! 162 54 majabuta killo eka saMnyAsI jaMgalamAMthI jagatamAM Avyo. Aja sudhI AzramamAM to yogIo ja maLyA hatA. jagatamAM evuM nahotuM. emAM to jeTalA bhagata hatA, enAthI bamaNA Thaga paNa hatA. saMnyAsIne eka saMsArIe kahyuM, "gurudeva ! A to saMsAra che. ahIM sArA mANaso maLe to maLe, balke naThArA to jarUra maLaze." saMnyAsIe haLavAzathI kahyuM : "je maLe te badhA sArA ja che ne ! kyAM koI duSTa che ?" pelA saMsArIe kahyuM : "paNa jo A duniyAno koI duSTa mAnavI tamArA upara hamalo zarU kare to ?" saMnyAsI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayo. eNe kahyuM, "are ! enI to kazI phikara nathI. mAro killo evo majabUta che ke 163

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$ game tevo humalAkhora enI eka eka kAMgarI paNa toDI na zake. basa, mArA e majabUta killAmAM jaIne besI rahIza." saMnyAsInI A vAta koI vidana saMtoSIne kAne pahoMcI ane vicAra karyo ke A saMnyAsInI bhALa meLavavI joIe. eka bAju saMnyAsa lIdho che ane bIjI bAju koI toDI na zake tevo majabUta killo bAMdhIne beTho che ! eka divasa A vidanasaMtoSI e sAdhune keda karyo ane pachI eNe kahyuM : "vAta to ghaNI moTI karatA hatA. kyAM gayo temA se pelo majabUta killo ?" saMnyAsI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayo ane potAnA hRdaya para hAtha mUkIne bolyo. juo, A che mAro abhedya killo. enA para koI humalo karI zakatuM nathI. koI ene toDI zakatuM nathI. enI aMdara che teno koI nAza karI zakatuM nathI." phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$$ humalo ene kazuM karI zakato nathI. bhayAnaka hathiyAra paNa enI AgaLa heThuM paDI jAya che. bhalabhalA virodhIo bhoMyabhegA thaI jAya che. jene A surakSita killAnI khabara nathI e sadAya zatruothI gherAyelo rahe che. bhaya ane motathI Darato e bahAra Azaro zodhe che. paNa bahArano Azaro kadI bacAvI zakato nathI. je aMtarano Azaro zodhe che, je potAnA AtmakillAne jANe che enI zAMti ane surakSA sadAya salAmata rahe che. prasaMgano marma e che ke je vyakti potAnA A majabUta killAne jANatI nathI, e sadAya bhaya ane Dara vacce jIve che. kyAre e jamInadosta thaI jaze enI ene paNa khabara hotI nathI. je A killAne jANe che e nirbhaya che. game tevo 8888888888 164 88888888888 $$$$44444 165 $$$$$$$$$

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fpapa AsaktinI nabaLAI ha ru jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$ sauthI garIba mAnavIne zodhato hato. evAmAM bAjumAMthI rAjAnI savArI pasAra thatI hatI. pUrI zAna-zaukata sAthe rAjA hAthI para birAjamAna hato. saMnyAsIe pelI dhananI kothaLI rAjA bhaNI pheMkI. badhA Azcarya pAmyA. keTalAka lokoe saMnyAsIne pUchyuM paNa kharuM ke, "tame to kahetA hatA ke A dhana huM garIbane ApIza. dhananI jarUriyAtavALAne ApIza. tame to bIjA koIne nahi ane rAjA e ApyuM. Ama kema ?" saMnyAsIe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, meM mArI dolata sauthI garIba vyaktine ApI che. je rAtadivasa dhananI bhUkhamAM piDAya che, dhanano ja vicAra kare che, ane dhanane mATe valakhAM mAre che, evA mAnavIne ApI che. A rAjA e duniyAnI sauthI vadhu garIba vyakti che. tenA jevo bIjo garIba koNa haze ? sAce ja meM mArI dolata dhananI sauthI vadhu bhUkha dharAvatA garIbane ApI che. je dhananI bhUkha mAM sauthI AgaLa che tenA jevo nirdhana ane garIba bIjo koNa hoya ?" eka saMnyAsI. hIna-du:kha yA nI sevA kare, muzkelIomAM phasAyelAone madada kare. eka vAra A saMnyAsI e potAnI AsapAsa bhegA thayelA lokone eka vajanadAra kothaLI batAvatAM kahyuM, juo ! A mArI dolata ! koI garIba mAnavIne ApavA mAMguM chuM." badhA garIbo e saMnyAsIne gherI vaLyA. kone dolata ApavI e nakkI thAya tema nahotuM. AthI saMnyAsIe ja Akhare pheMsalo Apyo : sAMbhaLo bhAIo ! A dolata dhananI sauthI vadhu jarUravALA garIba mAnavIne ApavI che." Ama kahI saMnyAsIe cAre tarapha najara pheravI. e 8888888888 166 $888888888 prasaMgano marma e che ke Asakti ja mAnavIne sauthI vadhu duHkhI banAve che. Asakti kadIya sukha ApatI nathI. saMtoSane ane Asaktine to sAta bhavanuM vera. AvI Asakti

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pa hahahahahahaha jhAkaLabhInAM motI hahahahahahahahaha mAnavInI zAMti harI le che. thoDuM dhana maLe che paNa dhananI Asakti eTalI che ke thoDA dhanathI saMtoSa mAnavAne badale vadhu dhana meLavavA mATe rAtadivasa ujAgarA kheMce che. mAnavInI lAlasA ja ene daridra banAve che. sAva bhikhArI jevo banAvI mUke che. kSudra banIne yAcanA karatAM paNa e acakAto nathI ane mATe game teno dAsa thavA haraghaDI taiyAra hoya che. jema lAlasA ochI tema prApti vadhu. jema Asakti ochI tema saMtoSa vadhu. je mAnavI ochAmAM ochuM Icche che te ja sauthI vadhumAM vadhu samRddha che. mANe retIno mahela nadIno hariyALo kAMTho hato. kAMThA paranI retImAM bALako ramatAM hatAM. koI retInuM ghara banAve, to koI retInuM maMdira banAve. koI retIno pahADe kare, to koI retIno mahela caNe. dareka bALaka potAnA kAmane sauthI sAruM gaNe. koI kahe, "mAro mahela kevo suMdara che ! enI AgaLa tAruM maMdira to pANI bhare." bIjo kahe, "mahelamAM to rAjA rahe. rAjA karatAM bhagavAna moTA. mArA maMdiramAM to bhagavAna vase." Ama karatAM karatAM kyAreka laDIjhaghaDI paDe. emAM koIno parvata tUTe, to pANIpata sarjAya. eTalAmAM sAMja paDavA AvI. aMdhakAra chavAvA lAgyo. saune ghera javAnuM yAda AvyuM.

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phaphapha phaphapha jhAkaLabhInAM motI badhAM bALako e mahela ke maMdira, e parvata ke makAna choDIne nIkaLI paDyAM. jene mATe ATaATaluM laDayAM-jhaghaDayAM e badhuM ema ne ema paDI rahyuM. eka vAra je "mArA' ane 'tArA' mATe laDAI cAlatI hatI, te aMdhakAra thatAM othamI gaI. T 57] majanUnI AMkha bALakoe aMdhakAra thatAM mAruM ane tAruM choDI dIdhuM paNa retImAM mahela caNato mAnavI aMdhakAranI veLA jANato hovA chatAM mAruM ane tAruM kyAM cheDI zake che ? mota sAme AvIne UbhuM hoya tema chatAM retInA mahela ke maMdiranI enI Asakti chUTatI nathI. A retInA mahela ema ne ema rahI javAnA che. ene mATe je kalahakaMkA sa kare e nakAmAM che. paraMtu mAnavI kyAM A mArA-tArAno bheda bhUlI zake che. AthI to mRtyu vakhate mAnavI jIvavAno valopAta kare che. AthI to retInA mahela bAMdhIne laI javA mAge che. nirarthakane mATe khUba jhaghaDe che. ane je mRtyu, hakIkata che tene bhUlI jAya che. aMdhakAra Utare e pahelAM ghera javAnI taiyArI karanAra ja sAco mAnavI che ! layalA ane majanuM. evA premI ke baMne paLanoya viraha sahana karI zake nahi. evAmAM majanune viraha sahavAno vAro Avyo. virahanA tApamAM majanU taraphaDavA lAgyo. Akho divasa rastA para rajhaLavA lAgyo. layalA-layalA-layalAnA nAmanI bUmo lagAvavA mAMDyo. jyAM jyAM layalA sAthe pharyo hato, tyAM besIne kalpAMta karavA lAgyo. ghora aMdhArI rAte paNa UMghamAMthI jhabakI jato ane layalAnA nAmanI vedanAbharI cIso pADato. gAmanA rAjAne majanunA behAlanI khabara paDI. ene virahI majanuM 5ra dayA AvI. majanane potAnI pAse bolAvyo, ane pyArathI eno vAMso paMpALatAM kahyuM, alyA majanU! tuM to kharo premI cho. Akho divasa $$$$$hahahahaha 171 uphaphapha phaphaphaphapha 88888888888 170 8888888888

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ha jhAkaLabhInAM motI chachachachachachachachache sajA tADUkI UThyo ane bolyo, "zuM bevakUpha jevI vAta kare che ? tArA layalAnA caherAmAM, AMkha mAM ke hoTha para AvI najAkata che ja kyAM ?" majabUe uttara Apyo, "mahArAja ! lacelAnI suMdaratA jovI hoya to e mATe majanUnI AMkho joIe. jo majanUnI AMkho nahi hoya to layalAnI suMdaratA tamane dekhAze nahi." phaphapha phaphapha phaphajhAkaLabhInAM motI ja layalA-layalA karyA kare che, nathI rAta joto, nathI divasa, nathI pUruM khAto-pIto." majabUe kahyuM : "layalA vinA eka paLa ekaso varSa jevI lAge che. layalA vinA mAruM haiyuM taraphaDe che, mAro AtmA jhUrI-jhUrIne AMsu sAre che." rAjA khaDakhaDATa hasI paDaco ane bolyo, "are maja ! joI tArI la calA ! Ama zuM gAMDo thaI gayo che ! tane layalA-layalA karato joIne mane thayuM ke lAva, eka vAra layalAne jouM to kharo ke te kevI suMdara che ? meM tArI layalAne joI. e to sAva sAmAnya chokarI che. mane to ema hatuM ke tuM ATalo badho valopAta kare che to kevI ya suMdara ramaNI haze ! kharekhara tArA jevo bevakupha meM koI bIjo joyo nathI. have cAla, mArI sAthe." rAjA majanUne potAnA aMtaHpuramAM laI gayo. emAMthI suMdarIo bolAvI. emane batAvatAM majanune kahyuM, "jo. maja ! tArI layalA to A suMdarIonAM rUpa ane kAmaNa AgaLa kazIya visAtamAM nathI. tArA mATe ApaNA rAjyamAMthI A bAra suMdarI o ANI che. AmAMthI ekane pasaMda karI le. layalAnI pAchaLa khuvAra thavAnuM rahevA de." maja khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyo. eNe kahyuM : "AmAMnI ekeya suMdarI mArI layalAnI tole AvI zake tevI nathI." Izvarane pAmavo hoya to bhaktanuM hRdaya joIe. paramAtmAne cAhavo hoya to e mATe AtmAno talasATa joIe. mIrAMnI Arata vagara kRSNa dekhAto nathI. narasiMhanI mastI vagara naMdakizora jaDato nathI. advaitanI bhAvanA vinA haeNta maTatuM nathI. ekatA vinA prema saMbhavato nathI. jyAM majanUnI AMkho che, tyAM layalAnuM rUpa khaDuM thAya che. jyAM sAco prema che, tyAM premanuM saudarya nIkhare che. jyAM kharI bhakti che. tyAM bhagavAna pragaTa thAya che. phaphaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 172 uphaphapha phaphapha phaphaphaka phaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 173 uphaphapha phaphapha phaphaphake

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI $$$$$$$che moTAbhAganA mAnavIo AvI chaTakabArI thI jIvana gALatA hoya che. AvI eka chaTakabArI pAdarIe zodhI kADhI. eNe thiyeTara-haoNlanA mAlikane eka ciThThI lakhI. emAM pa8] pAchalo daPvAjo mAre nATaka jovuM che, paNa koI na jue tema. mATe AgaLanA daravAjAne badale mane pAchaLanA daravAjAthI dAkhala thavAnI sagavaDa karI Apazo, jethI koI ja mane joI zake - - - - - - - - pAdarIne maeNnejarano javAba maLyo. "ApanI ciThThI maLI, paNa dilagIrI sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke ahIM evo koI daravAjo nathI ke je IzvaranI najaranI bahAra hoya." : varSo pahelAMnI vAta che.. iMglenDanA eka zaheramAM zekasapiyaranuM nATaka cAle. nATakane jonArA khUba khUba vakhANe. evuM nATaka ke haiyuM taraboLa banI jAya, A samaye samAjano eka varga ema mAnato ke nATaka jovuM e pApa che. nATaka jovuM e mithyAcAra che. jyAM Avo samAja hoya tyAM dharmanA AgevAnathI to nATaka jovAya kyAMthI ? paNa eka pAdarIne zekasapiyaranuM nATaka jovAnI utsukatA jAgI. eNe vicAra karyo ke nATaka jovA jevuM kaI rIte ? koI evo rasto maLe ke jethI nATaka jovAI jAya ane chatAM nATaka nathI joyuM ema kahevAya. A prasaMgano marma e che ke satya ane Izvara pAmanArane mATe kyAMya, kyAreya pAchalo daravAjo hoto nathI. satya meLavavA mATe satyanI rAha para ja cAlavuM joIe. emAM saheja paNa asatya bhaLe te na cAle, kAraNa ke thoDuM asatya satyanAM saghaLAM dvAra bhIDI de che. jIvanamAM mAnavI Izvarane meLavavA mathe che. pAra vinAnAM pUjA-bhakti kare che. sAthosAtha ema mAne che ke potAnuM thoDuM Izvara calAvI leze. Ama mAnI e ADe mArge phaMTAya che. 175 pha ka pha 174 $$$$$$$$$$che

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jhAkaLabhInAM motI che che ke je jhAkaLabhInAM motI che ke bane che evuM ke thoDuM asatya jALavavA mATe bIjAM ghaNAM asatyo bolavAM paDe che. e bIjAM UbhAM karelAM asatyone jALavavA mATe navAM jUThANAM sarjavAM paDe che. Ama, asatyanA biMdune bacAvavA mATe asatyano mahAsAgara racavo paDe che. eka asatyane bacAvavA jatAM asatyanI hAramALa baMdhAI jAya che. asatya AvatAM ja mAnavIno AtmavizvAsa AMgaLavA lAge che. enI nirbaLatAo pragaTavA lAge che. cotarapha bhayathI e gherAI jaze. thoDuM asatya ke saheja khoTuM enA AkhA jIvanane dInahIna, prapaMcI ane asatyamaya banAvI deze. 1 2 3 phaphapha phaphapha phaphapha 176 phaphapha phaphapha phaphaphaphake