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________________ zramaNabhagavate-2 187 tAva Avyo che?" " hA. sAmAnya che." ema javAba Ape. mA te 100 DigrI ! AvI hatI teozrInI sahanazIlatA. saMyamI jIvanamAM deSa na lAge te mATe ghaNA sAvadha rahetA. jesalamera jevA vikaTa ane viSama kSetrano vihAra paNa kaI jAtanI sahAya-sagavaDa vinA, bhomiyA vinA, karela. jesalameranA rAjA A jANI tAjuba thaI gayA hatA! vinaMti karIne rAjamahelamAM laI gayA hatA. upadeza sAMbhaLe ane vinaMti karI ke AvA raNapradezamAM niHsahAya vicarIne mane kalaMkti na karaze. vaLatAM sahAyano upayoga karazo. adhikArIone paNa sUcanA ApI. paraMtu saMyamanA khapI sUrIzvare eka ja divasamAM 27 mAIlane ugra vihAra karI, jesalamerathI pikaraNa pahoMcI gayA. sahAya na lIdhI te na ja lIdhI. pUjyazrIe ghaNAM zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryo karyA. 14 varSane saMyamaparyAya pALI, 70 varSanI vaye saM. 2020nA vaizAkha suda 11nA divase virAra (muMbaI) mukAme samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmyA. evA jJAnI-tapasvI sUrivarane lAkha lAkha vaMdana ! bahumukhI pratibhAvAna, viziSTa guNopeta; saMdha-ekatAnA saMyojaka, kSamatA-mamatA ane samatAnA saMgama, guNanidhi sUrI deva pU. AcArya zrI vijaya omakArasUrIzvarajI mahArAja gujarAtanA pazcima bhAgamAM, surendranagara jillAmAM AvelA nAnakaDA gokuLiyA gAma jhIMjhuvADAmAM pitA IzvarabhAIne kuLamAM, mAtA kaMkubenanI kukSie saM. 1979nA Aso suda 13nA divase pUjyazrIne janma thaye hate. saMsArI nAma cInubhAI hatuM. 11 varSanI kema vaye janmAntarIya vairAgyanA saMskAre UbharAI AvyA ane cInukumAre bALamuni OMkAravijayajInA rUpe dAdAguru zrI vijayabhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanAM caraNomAM jIvana samapita karyuM ! pitA IzvarabhAI paNa sAthe ja saMyama svIkArIne zrI vilAsavijayajI tarIke jAhera thayA. dIkSA grahaNa karIne pUjyazrI jJAna-dhyAna ane vaiyAvacchamAM raMgAI gayA. teozrInI gurubhakti apratima hatI. "kAravijaya"nA madhurA saMbodhanathI zarU thatuM gurudevanuM eka eka vAkya pUjyazrI mATe maMtra samAna hatuM. A apratima bhaktine lIdhe pUjyazrI para gurukRpA paNa abhuta rIte varasavA lAgI. teozrIne pUchavAmAM AvatuM to teozrI kahetA ke, mArI pAse je kAMI che te gurukRpAnI deNa che. mAruM pitIkuM AmAM kazuM ja nathI. bhaktidhArA ane kRpAdhArAne A rIte samAntare vahetI jevI e eka dhanya dazya hatuM ! DIsAnA cAturmAsa daramiyAna, hajI te bIjuM ke trIjuM ja comAsuM hatuM, paNa nAnakaDA bAlamunine pU. gurudeva kahe che : "Aje tAre pravacana ApavAnuM che." pUjyazrI mUMjhAyA. paraMtu gurudevanAM vacanene "tahatti" kahIne svIkAravAnI vAta ja zIkhyA hatA. vyAkhyAnane ja paNa anubhava na hatA. AthI gurudevane kahyuM, "sAhebajI! mane kAMI AvaDatuM nathI." gurudeve kahyuM, "tuM vardhamAnadezanA ane gautama pRcchA 2010_04
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________________ 188 zAsanaprabhAvaka kevI kaDakaDATa vAMce che ! basa eka caritranI prata laIne besI javAnuM. pahelAM mArI pAse vAMcavAnuM ane pachI vyAkhyAnasabhAmAM." pUjyazrIe vinayathI ATale ja uttara ApyuM, "jI." te divasathI saMskRta caritranA gurjara anuvAdathI je pravacana dhArA cAlu thaI te gurudevanA AzIrvAda pUrvaka dIkSitajIvananAM 54 varSa sudhI akhaMDa vahetI rahI ! teozrI saraLa, recaka ane asarakAraka vyAkhyAna ApatA. kalAka sudhI teozrI sAme besI, jAhnavInAM khaLakhaLa vahetAM nIra samI prAsAdika vANI sAMbhaLavI e jIvanane lhAve hato ! pitAnA bhinna bhinna anubhave vArtAlApamAM saraLa Dhabe gUMthI letA. nityanuM saMgAthI mita temAM vadhu rasALatA UbhI karatuM. pUjyazrInI bahuzrutatA zrotAmAM camatkAra jagavatI ane zrotA abhAvathI vyAkhyAnamAM tarabatara banI jatA. pUjyazrInI sapramANa, gaura dehayaSTi pahelI ja najare darzakanA cittamAM ane khI chApa mUkI jatI. maraka maraka thatA eThe parathI mIThA zabdo vahetA. bhavya lalATa ane prabhAvazALI ne darzakane pitAnA tarapha kheMcI rAkhatA. mUMjhavatA praznonI ArapAra jaIne tene ukela lAvavAnI teozrInI kuzAgra medhAthI leke khUba prabhAvita thatA. teozrInuM zilpazAstra ane jotiSazAstra viSenuM jJAna vArI javAya evuM hatuM ane Ajanazakti paNa adbhuta hatI. pracaMDa pratibhA ane asAdhAraNa medhAnA svAmI pUjyazrIne saM. 2006mAM pUjyapAda gurudeve paMnyAsapade ArUDha karyA ane saM. 2010nA mahA suda 1ne zubha divase mahesANAmAM AcArya padathI alaMkRta karyA. tyArathI pUjyazrI AcAryapravara zrI vijayaOMkAsUrIzvarajI mahArAja nAme sukhyAta banyA. pU. gurudevanI vRddhAvasthAne lIdhe teozrInI vihArayAtrA sImita kSetramAM cAlI. zAstrIya paribhASA vAparIe te, pUjyazrIe eka majAno pradeza kSetrAvagrahanA rUpamAM svIkAryo hate. DIsA-vAvanA e vistAramAM pUjyazrInI vihArayAtrAe tyAMnAM lekamAM apUrva dharmajAgRti ANI. ThekaThekANe nUtana jinAlaya ane upAzraye thayAM. pUjyazrInI pAvana nizrAmAM anuSThAna karAvavA mATe bhaktonI heDa macI rahetI. gurukRpA ane svakIya sAmarthyane lIdhe teozrInI prabhAvakatA khUba ja khIlI UThelI. charI pAlita saMgha, upadhAne, pratiSThAe, aMjanazalAkA, dIkSAo ItyAdi satata pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM cAlyA ja karatAM. jeneto paNa pUjyazrInAM preraka pravacana sAMbhaLI prasanna thatA, ane niyame grahaNa karatA. pUjyazrIne bALake khUba ja priya hatAM. temane bALakothI gherAyelA jevA e lhA hatA. Ama, aneka virala sadguNonA saMgama sama pUjyazrI eka labdhapratiSTha AcArya hatA. paraspara virodhI gaNAtA bhAve paNa pUjyazrInA vyaktitvamAM otaprota thaI rahetA. puSpanI maLavAnI sAthe sAthe vajAnI kaTheratA paNa pUjyazrImAM hatI. agninI uSNatA sAthe hima samAna zItaLatA paNa hatI. teozrInA jIvanamAM tapa ane tyAga, saMyama ane siddhAMtanAM rahasyo tANAvANAnI jema vaNAI gayAM hatAM. pUjyazrInA 54 varSanA saMyamajIvananA suvarNakALamAM, temanI nizrAmAM, aneka yazodAyI svAra kalyANakAryo thayAM, tenI yAdI bhalabhalAne sAnaMdAzcarya janmAve tevI che ! temAM saM. 2044nA caitra-vaizAkha mAsamAM amadAvAdamAM bharAyeluM zramaNasaMmelana jenA mAdhyama dvArA karela saMdha-ekatAnuM kArya teozrInA yazasvI jIvananuM senerI zikhara banI rahyuM! 2010_04
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________________ zramaNabhagavaMte-2 saM. 2044nA vaizAkha suda pAMcamanA divase blaDaprezarane lIdhe, lAMbA samayanI asvasthatAne kAraNe maMdatAne anubhava karatA hatA. sAMje cheDe ArAma lAgavAthI pratikramaNa zarU karAvyuM. svasthatAthI pratikramaNa karyuM. abhuThThio jAte khAye. be legassane kAusa zarU karyo ane kAusagga dhyAnamAM ja pUjayazrI rAtrinA 8-30 kalAke kALadharma pAmyA. aneka saMgha ane aneka mahAna puruSoe pUjyazrIne bhAvabhInI zraddhAMjali ApatAM kahyuM che ke, teozrI saMghazramaNanA ajoDa netA hatA, anekene preraNAnA pIyUSa pAnArA ane vAtsalyane dhodha vahAvanArA mAyALu gurudeva hatA. sakaLa jenasamAjane zrImanA javAthI na pUrI zakAya evI khoTa paDI che. evA samartha sUrivarane kaTi keTi vaMdana ! ("jena" patranA zraddhAMjali vizeSAMkamAMthI sAbhAra.) dhIratA ane samatAnA sAgara; sadaguNonA bhaMDAra pU. A. zrI vijayabhadrakarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja vi. saM. 1958nA pioSa suda 12nA divase siMha lagna ane dhana rAzimAM, pUrvASADhA nakSatramAM, mahesANu najIka dhINoja mukAme zeThazrI jagajIvanadAsanAM dharmapatnI gaMgAbenanI ratnakukSie pUjyazrIne janma thayo. temanuM saMsArI nAma bhAIlAlabhAI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. temanAmAM bALapaNathI ja dhAreluM ane AdareluM kAma niSThAthI pUrNa karavAnI kuzaLatA ane makkamatA hatI. bhAIlAlabhAIne traNa bhAIo ane be bahena hatAM. bALapaNathI ja gAmamAM rahelAM zebhAyamAna ane dedIpyamAna jinamaMdira ane upAzrayenA sAMnidhye temane dharmanA saMskAra maLyA hatA. chatAM saMsArI Asakti dharAvatA kuTuMbIjanenI mamatAne vaza thaI temanAM lagna caMpAbahena sAthe thayAM ane teone tArA nAmanI putrI thaI. paraMtu bhAIlAlabhAIne aMtarAtmA te pahelethI ja vairAgyavAsita hatA. evAmAM saM. 1980mAM gAmamAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna saMyamayegI pU. zrI metavijayajI mahArAjanA saMparkamAM mukAvAthI dharmabhAvanA vRddhi pAmI. e comAsAmAM pUjyazrI pAse temaNe upadhAna karyA. cAturmAsa daramiyAna pUjyazrI pAsethI saMyamanI sArI evI tAlIma meLavI. vairAgyabhAva vadhu ne vadhu daDha thato gayo ane saMyama levAnI bhAvanA jAgI. eka bAju putrI nAnI hatI ane bIjI bAju mAtApitAne virodha hate. tethI kAlakSetra sivAya bIjo upAya na hatuM. dIkSA levAno nirdhAra aphara hovAne lIdhe temaNe AkhI jIvanapaddhati badalI nAkhI. te samayamAM vepArArthe cheka paMjAba sudhI jaI AvanAra bhAIlAlabhAIe vepAra cheDI dIdho ane amadAvAda nAgajI bhUdharanI paLe AvIne vasyA. tyAM nokarI svIkArI, paNa e zarate ke mAruM savAranuM ArAdhanA vagere kArya karIne AvIza ane sAMjanA pratikramaNa-cevihAra Adi mATe vahelAM nIkaLI jaIza. amuka dhArmika divasoe rajA rAkhIza. ema amadAvAdamAM aneka munivaronA paricayamAM AvatA rahyA ane saMyama levAnI bhAvanA tIvra thatI rahI. saMsAramAM rahevuM akAruM lAgavA mAMDyuM. saM. 1986mAM 2010_04