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________________ 708 bIjA jeTha suda 1 zanie ApanA pratye lakheluM patra rALaja, bhAdaravA, 1952 bIjA jeTha suda 1 zanie ApanA pratye lakheluM patra dhyAna pahoMce to atra mokalI xxx1 jema cAlyuM AvyuM che, tema cAlyuM Ave ane mane koI pratibaMdhathI vartavAnuM kAraNa nathI, evo bhAvArtha Ape lakhyo te viSe saMkSepamAM jANavA arthe nIce lakhyuM che : jaina darzananI rItie jotAM samyagdarzana ane vedAMtanI rItie jotAM kevaLajJAna amane saMbhave che. jainamAM kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa lakhyuM che, te ja mAtra samajAvuM muzkela thaI paDe che. vaLI vartamAnamAM te jJAnano teNe ja niSedha karyo che, jethI tatsaMbaMdhI prayatna karavuM paNa saphaLa na dekhAya. jainaprasaMgamAM amAro vadhAre nivAsa thayo che to koI paNa prakAre te mArgano uddhAra ama jevAne dvAre vizeSa karIne thaI zake, kemake tenuM svarUpa vizeSa karIne samajAyuM hoya e Adi. vartamAnamAM jainadarzana eTaluM badhuM avyavasthita athavA viparIta sthitimAM jovAmAM Ave che ke, temAMthI jANe jinane xxx gayo che, ane loko mArga prarUpe . bAhya kuTAro bahu vadhArI dIdho che, ane aMtarmArganuM ghaNuM karI jJAna viccheda jevuM thayuM che. vedokta mArgamAM baseM cAraseM varSe koI koI moTA AcArya thayA dekhAya che ke jethI lAkho mANasane vedokta rIti saceta thaI prApta thaI hoya. vaLI sAdhAraNa rIte koI koI AcArya athavA te mArganA jANa sArA puruSo ema ne ema thayA kare che, ane jainamArgamAM ghaNAM varSa thayAM tevuM banyuM dekhAtuM nathI. jainamArgamAM prajA paNa ghaNI thoDI rahI che, ane temAM seMkaDo bheda varte che, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa "mULamArganI sanmukhanI vAta paNa temane kAne nathI paDatI, ane upadezakanA lakSamAM nathI, evI sthiti varte che. tethI cittamAM ema AvyA kare che ke jo te mArga vadhAre pracAra pAme to tema karavuM, nahIM to temAM vartatI prajAne mULalakSapaNe doravI. A kAma ghaNuM vikaTa che. vaLI jainamArga pote ja samajavo tathA samajAvavo kaThaNa che. samajAvatAM ADAM kAraNo AvIne ghaNAM UbhAM rahe, tevI sthiti che. eTale tevI pravRtti karatAM Dara lAge che. tenI sAthe ema paNa rahe che ke jo A kArya A kALamAM amArAthI kaMI paNa bane to banI zake, nahIM to hAla to mULamArga sanmukha thavA mATe bIjAnuM prayatna kAma Ave tevuM dekhAtuM nathI. ghaNuM karIne mULamArga bIjAnA lakSamAM nathI, tema te hetu draSTAMte upadezavAmAM paramazrata Adi guNo joIe che, tema ja aMtaraMga keTalAka guNo joIe che, te atra che evuM draDha bhAse che. e rIte jo mULamArga pragaTatAmAM ANavo hoya to pragaTa karanAre sarvasaMgaparityAga karavo yogya, kemake tethI kharekharo samartha upakAra thavAno vakhata Ave. vartamAna dazA jotAM, sattAnAM karmo para draSTi detAM keTalAka vakhata pachI te udayamAM Avavo saMbhave che. amane sahajasvarUpa jJAna che, jethI yogasAdhananI eTalI apekSA 1 ahIM akSara truTI gayA che.
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________________ nahIM hovAthI temAM pravRtti karI nathI, tema te sarvasaMgaparityAgamAM athavA vizuddha dezaparityAgamAM sAdhavA yogya che. ethI lokone ghaNo upakAra thAya che, joke vAstavika upakAranuM kAraNa to AtmajJAna vinA bIju koI nathI. hAla be varSa sudhI to te yogasAdhana vizeSa karI udayamAM Ave tema dekhAtuM nathI. tethI tyAra pachInI kalpanA karAya che, ane 3 thI 4 varSa te mArgamAM gALavAmAM AvyAM hoya to 36 me varSe sarvasaMgaparityAgI upadezakano vakhata Ave, ane lokonuM zreya thavuM hoya to thAya. nAnI vaye mArgano uddhAra karavA saMbaMdhI jijJAsA vartatI hatI, tyAra pachI jJAnadazA Avya krame karIne te upazama jevI thaI, paNa koI koI loko paricayamAM AvelA, temane keTalIka vizeSatA bhAsavAthI kaMIka mULamArga para lakSa Avelo, ane A bAju to seMkaDo athavA hajAro mANaso prasaMgamAM AvelA, jemAMthI kaMIka samajaNavALA tathA upadezaka pratye AsthAvALA evA so eka mANasa nIkaLe. e uparathI ema jovAmAM AvyuM ke loko taravAnA kAmI vizeSa che, paNa temane tevo yoga bAjhato nathI. jo kharekhara upadezaka puruSano joga bane to ghaNA jIva mULamArga pAme tevuM che, ane dayA Adino vizeSa udyota thAya evuM che. ema dekhAvAthI kaMIka cittamAM Ave che ke A kArya koI kare to ghaNuM sAruM, paNa draSTi karatAM tevo puruSa dhyAnamAM Avato nathI, eTale kaMIka lakhanAra pratye ja draSTi Ave che, paNa lakhanArano janmathI lakSa evo che ke e jevuM ekTa jokhamavALuM pada nathI, ane potAnI te kAryanI yathAyogyatA jyAM sudhI na varte tyAM sudhI tenI icchAmAtra paNa na karavI, ane ghaNuM karIne haju sudhI tema vartavAmAM AvyuM che. mArganuM kaMI paNa svarUpa kaMIkane samajAvyuM che, tathApi koIne eka vratapaccakhANa ApyuM nathI, athavA tame mArA ziSya cho, ane ame gurU chIe evo ghaNuM karIne prakAra darzita thayo nathI. kahevAno hetu evo che ke sarvasaMgaparityAga thaye te kAryanI pravRtti sahajasvabhAve udayamAM Ave to karavI evI mAtra kalpanA che. teno kharekharo Agraha nathI, mAtra anukaMpAdi tathA jJAnaprabhAva varte che tethI kyAreka te vRtti UThe che, athavA alpAMze aMgamAM te vRtti che, tathApi te svavaza che. ame dhArIe chIe tema sarvasaMgaparityAgAdi thAya to hajAro mANasa mULamArgane pAme, ane hajAro mANasa te sanmArgane ArAdhI sadgatine pAme ema amArAthI thavuM saMbhave che. amArA saMgamAM tyAga karavAne ghaNA jIvane vRtti thAya evo aMgamAM tyAga che. dharma sthApavAnuM mAna moTuM che, tenI spRhAthI paNa vakhate AvI vRtti rahe, paNa AtmAne ghaNI vAra tAvI jotAM te saMbhava havenI dazAmAM ocho ja dekhAya che, ane kaMIka sattAgata rahyo haze to te kSINa thaze ema avazya bhAse che, kemake yathAyogyatA vinA, deha chUTI jAya tevI draDha kalpanA hoya topaNa, mArga upadezavo nahIM, ema Atmanizcaya nitya varte che. eka e baLavAna kAraNathI parigrahAdi tyAga karavAno vicAra rahyA kare che. mArA manamAM ema rahe che ke vedokta dharma prakAzano athavA sthApavo hoya to mArI dazA yathAyogya che. paNa cinokta dharma sthApavo hoya to haju teTalI yogyatA nathI, topaNa vizeSa yogyatA che, ema lAge che.