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________________ 586 vadhAre vicAranuM sAdhana thavA A patra lakhyuM che muMbaI, caitra vada 12, ravi, 1951 vadhAre vicAranuM sAdhana thavA A patra lakhyuM che. pUrNajJAnI zrI RSabhadevAdi puruSone paNa prArabdhodaya bhogavya kSaya thayo che, to ama jevAne te prArabdhodaya bhogavavo ja paDe emAM kaMI saMzaya nathI. mAtra kheda eTalo thAya che ke, amane AvA prArabdhodayamAM zrI RSabhadevAdi jevI aviSamatA rahe eTaluM baLa nathI; ane tethI prArabdhodaya chatAM vAraMvAra tethI aparipakva kALe chUTavAnI kAmanA thaI Ave che, ke jo A viSama prArabdhodayamAM kaMI paNa upayoganI yathAtathyatA na rahI to pharI AtmasthiratA thatAM vaLI avasara gavaSavo joIze, ane pazcAttApapUrvaka deha chUTaze; evI ciMtA ghaNI vAra thaI Ave che. A prArabdhodaya maTI nivRttikarma vedavArUpa prArabdhano udaya thavA Azaya rahyA kare che, paNa te taratamAM eTale ekathI doDha varSamAM thAya ema to dekhAtuM nathI, ane paLa paLa javI kaThaNa paDe che. ekathI doDha varSa pachI pravRttikarma vedavArUpa udaya kevaLa parikSINa thaze, ema paNa lAgatuM nathI, kaMIka udaya vizeSa moLo paDaze ema lAge che. AtmAnI keTalIka asthiratA rahe che. gayA varSano motI saMbaMdhI vyApAra lagabhaga patavA Avyo che. A varSano motI saMbaMdhI vyApAra gayA varSa karatAM lagabhaga bamaNo thayo che. gayA varSa jevuM temAM pariNAma AvavuM kaThaNa che. thoDA divasa karatAM hAla ThIka che, ane A varSe paNa tenuM gayA varSa jevuM nahIM topaNa kaMIka ThIka pariNAma Avaze ema saMbhava rahe che; paNa ghaNo vakhata tenA vicAramAM vyatIta thavA jevuM thAya che, ane te mATe zoca thAya che, ke A eka parigrahanI kAmanAnA baLavAna pravartana jevuM thAya che; te zamAvavuM ghaTe che; ane kaMIka karavuM paDe evAM kAraNo rahe che. have jema tema karI te prArabdhodaya tarata kSaya thAya to sAruM ema manamAM ghaNI vAra rahyA kare che. atre je AData tathA motI saMbaMdhI vepAra che, temAMthI mArAthI chUTavAnuM bane athavA teno ghaNo prasaMga ocho thavAnuM thAya tevo koI rasto dhyAnamAM Ave to lakhazo; game to A viSe samAgamamAM vizeSatAthI jaNAvI zakAya to jaNAvazo. A vAta lakSamAM rAkhazo. traNa varSanI lagabhagathI evuM vartAyA kare che, ke paramArtha saMbaMdhI ke vyavahAra saMbaMdhI kaMI paNa lakhatAM kaMTALo AvI jAya che, ane lakhatAM lakhatAM kalpita jevuM lAgavAthI vAraMvAra apUrNa choDI devAnuM thAya che. paramArthamAM citta je vakhate ekAgavata hoya tyAre jo paramArtha saMbaMdhI lakhavAnuM athavA kahevAnuM bane to te
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________________ yathArtha kahevAya, paNa citta asthiravatu hoya, ane paramArthasaMbaMdhI lakhavAnuM ke kahevAnuM karavAmAM Ave to te udIraNA jevuM thAya, tema ja aMtavRttino yathAtathya temAM upayoga nahIM hovAthI te AtmabuddhithI lakhyuM ke kahyuM nahIM hovAthI kalpitarUpa kahevAya. jethI tathA tevAM bIjAM kAraNothI paramArtha saMbaMdhI lakhavAnuM tathA kahevAnuM ghaNuM ochuM thaI gayuM che. A sthaLe sahaja prazna thaze, ke citta asthiravata thaI javAno hetu zo che ? paramArthamAM je citta vizeSa ekAgavata rahetuM te citta paramArthamAM asthiravata thavAnuM kAraNa kaMI paNa joIe. jo paramArtha saMzayano hetu lAgyo hoya, to tema bane, athavA koI tathAvidha AtmavIrya maMda thavArUpa tIvra prArabdhodayanA baLathI tema thAya. A be hetuthI paramArthavicAra karatAM, lakhatAM ke kahetAM citta asthiravata varte. temAM prathama kahyo te hetu vartavAno saMbhava nathI. mAtra bIjo hetu kahyo te saMbhave che. AtmavIrya maMda thavArUpa tIvra prArabdhodaya hovAthI te hetu TALavAno puruSArtha chatAM kALakSepa thayA kare che; ane tevA udaya sudhI te asthiratA TaLavI kaThaNa che, ane tethI paramArthasvarUpa citta vinA te saMbaMdhI lakhavuM, kahevuM e kalpita jevuM lAge che, to paNa keTalAka prasaMgamAM vizeSa sthiratA rahe che. vyavahAra saMbaMdhI kaMI paNa lakhatAM te asArabhUta ane sAkSAta bhrAMtirUpa lAgavAthI te saMbaMdhI je kaMI lakhavuM ke kahevuM te tuccha che, AtmAne vikaLatAno hetu che, ane je kaMI lakhavuM kahevuM che te na kahyuM hoya to paNa cAlI zake evuM che, mATe jyAM sudhI tema varte tyAM sudhI to jarUra tema vartavuM ghaTe che; ema jANI ghaNI vyAvahArika vAta lakhavA, karavA, kahevAnI Teva nIkaLI gaI che. mAtra je vyApArAdi vyavahAramAM tIvra prArabdhodaye pravRtti che tyAM kaMIka pravRtti thAya che. joke tenuM paNa yathArthapaNuM jaNAtuM nathI. zrI jina vItarAge dravya-bhAva saMyogathI pharI pharI chUTavAnI bhalAmaNa kahI che, ane te saMyogano vizvAsa paramajJAnIne paNa kartavya nathI; evo nizcaLa mArga kahyo che, te zrI jina vItarAganA caraNakamaLane viSe atyaMta namra pariNAmathI namaskAra che. je prazna AjanA patramAM bIDyAM che teno samAgame uttara pUchazo. darpaNa, jaLa, dIpaka, sUrya ane cakSunA svarUpa para vicAra karazo to kevaLajJAnathI padArthanuM je prakAzakapaNuM thAya che ema jine kahyuM che te samajavAne kaMIka sAdhana thaze.