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________________ 223 huM kartA, huM manuSya, huM sukhI, huM duHkhI e vagere prakArathI raheluM dehAbhimAna, te jenuM gaLI gayuM che, ane sarvottama padarUpa paramAtmAne jeNe jANyo che, tenuM mana jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tyAM tene samAdhi ja che muMbaI, phAgaNa vada 14, budha, 1947 dehAbhimAne galite, vijJAte prmaatmni| yatra yatra mano yAti, tatra tatra smaadhyH|| huM kartA, huM manuSya, huM sukhI, huM duHkhI e vagere prakArathI raheluM dehAbhimAna, te jenuM gaLI gayuM che, ane sarvottama padarUpa paramAtmAne jeNe jANyo che, tenuM mana jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tyAM tene samAdhi ja che. ApanA patra ghaNI vAra vigatathI maLe che, ane te patro vAMcI prathama to samAgamamAM ja rahevAnI icchA thAya che. tathApi .... kAraNathI te icchAnuM game te prakAre vismaraNa karavuM paDe che; ane patrano savigata uttara lakhavA icchA thAya che, to te icchA paNa ghaNuM karIne kvacita ja pAra paDe che. enAM be kAraNa che. eka to e viSayamAM adhika lakhavA jevI dazA rahI nathI te; ane bIjuM kAraNa upAdhiyoga. upAdhiyoga karatAM vartatI dazAvALuM kAraNa adhika baLavAna che; je dazA bahu ni:spRha che; ane tene lIdhe mana anya viSayamAM praveza karatuM nathI, ane temAM paNa paramArtha viSe lakhatAM kevaLa zUnyatA jevuM thayA kare che, e viSayamAM lekhanazakti to eTalI badhI zUnyatA pAmI che; vANI prasaMgopAtta haju e viSayamAM keTaluMka kArya karI zake che, ane tethI AzA rahe che ke samAgamamAM jarUra Izvara kRpA karaze. vANI paNa jevI AgaLa kramapUrvaka vAta karI zakatI, tevI have lAgatI nathI; lekhanazakti zUnyatA pAmyA jevI thavAnuM kAraNa eka evuM paNa che ke cittamAM UgelI vAta ghaNA nayayukta hoya che, ane te lekhamAM AvI zakatI nathI, jethI citta vairAgya pAmI jAya che. Ape eka vAra bhaktinA saMbaMdhamAM prazna karyuM hatuM, te saMbaMdhamAM vadhAre vAta to samAgama thaI zake tema che. ane ghaNuM karIne badhI vAtane mATe samAgama ThIka lAge che. topaNa ghaNo ja TUMko uttara lakhuM chuM. paramAtmA ane AtmAnuM ekarUpa thaI javuM (!) te parAbhaktinI chevaTanI hada che. eka e ja laya rahevI te parAbhakti che. paramamahAgyA gopAMganAo mahAtmA vAsudevanI bhaktimAM e ja prakAre rahI hatI; paramAtmAne niraMjana ane nirdeharUpe ciMtavya jIvane e laya AvavI vikaTa che. eTalA mATe jene paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra thayo che, evo dehadhArI paramAtmA te parAbhaktinuM parama kAraNa che. te jJAnIpuruSanAM sarva caritramAM aikyabhAvano lakSa thavAthI tenA hRdayamAM virAjamAna paramAtmAno aikyabhAva hoya che; ane e ja parAbhakti che. jJAnI puruSa ane paramAtmAmAM aMtara ja nathI; ane je koI aMtara mAne che, tene mArganI prApti parama vikaTa che. jJAnI to paramAtmA ja che, ane tenA oLakhANa vinA paramAtmAnI prApti thaI nathI, mATe sarva prakAre bhakti karavA yogya evI dehadhArI divya mUrti - jJAnIrUpa paramAtmAnI - ne namaskArAdi bhaktithI
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________________ mAMDI parAbhaktinA aMta sudhI eka laye ArAdhavI, evAM zAstralakSa che. paramAtmA A dehadhArIrUpe thayo che ema ja jJAnI puruSa pratye jIvane buddhi thaye bhakti Uge che, ane te bhakti krame karI parAbhaktirUpa hoya che. A viSe zrImada bhAgavatamAM, bhagavadagItAmAM ghaNA bheda prakAzita karI e ja lakSya prazasyo che; adhika zuM kahevuM ? jJAnI tIrthaMkaradevamAM lakSa thavA jainamAM paNa paMcaparameSThI maMtramAM "namo arihaMtANaM" pada pachI siddhane namaskAra karyo che, e ja bhakti mATe ema sUcave che ke prathama jJAnI puruSanI bhakti; ane e ja paramAtmAnI prApti ane bhaktinuM nidAna che. bIjuM eka prazna (ekathI adhika vAra) Ape ema lakhyuM hatuM ke vyavahAramAM vepArAdi viSe A varSa jevuM joIe tevuM lAbharUpa lAgatuM nathI; ane kaThaNAI rahyA kare che. paramAtmAnI bhakti ja jene priya che, evA puruSane evI kaThaNAI na hoya to pachI kharA paramAtmAnI tene bhakti ja nathI ema samajavuM. athavA to cAhIne paramAtmAnI icchArUpa mAyAe tevI kaThaNAI mokalavAnuM kArya vismaraNa karyuM che. janaka videhI ane mahAtmA kRSNa viSe mAyAnuM vismaraNa thayuM lAge che, tathApi tema nathI. janaka videhInI kaThaNAI viSe kaMI atra kahevuM joga nathI, kAraNa ke te apragaTa kaThaNAI che, ane mahAtmA kRSNanI saMkaTarUpa kaThaNAI pragaTa ja che, tema aSTamahAsiddhi ane navanidhi paNa prasiddha ja che; tathApi kaThaNAI to ghaTArata ja hatI, ane hovI joIe. e kaThaNAI mAyAnI che; ane paramAtmAnA lakSanI to e saraLAI che, ane ema ja ho. xxx rAjAe vikaTa tapa karI paramAtmAnuM ArAdhana karyuM, ane dehadhArIrUpe paramAtmAe tene darzana ApyuM ane vara mAgavA kahyuM tyAre xxx rAjAe mAgyuM ke he bhagavAna ! AvI je rAjyalakSmI mane ApI che te ThIka ja nathI, tAro parama anugraha mArA upara hoya to paMcaviSayanA sAdhanarUpa e rAjyalakSmInuM pharIthI mane svapna paNa na ho, e vara Apa. paramAtmA diMga thaI jaI 'tathAstu' kahI svadhAma gata thayA. kahevAno Azaya evo che ke ema ja yogya che. kaThaNAI ane saraLAI, zAtA ane azAtA e bhagavadbhaktane sarakhAM ja che, ane vaLI kaThaNAI ane azAtA to vizeSa anukULa che ke jyAM mAyAno pratibaMdha darzanarUpa nathI. Apane to e vArtA jANavAmAM che; tathApi kuTuMbAdikane viSe kaThaNAI hovI ghaTArata nathI ema UgatuM hoya to tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke paramAtmA ema kahe che, ke tame tamArA kuTuMba pratye niHsneha ho, ane tenA pratye samabhAvI thaI pratibaMdha rahita thAo; te tamAruM che ema na mAno, ane prArabdhayogane lIdhe ema manAya che, te TALavA A kaThaNAI meM mokalI che. adhika zuM kahevuM ? e ema ja che.