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________________ 139 ATha rucakapradeza nibaMdhana- zAstrakAranI zailI, vicitra vAtanuM mahattvaaMtarmuhUrta- samudyAta varNanano hetu- "caudapUrvadhArI nigodamAM, ane jaghanyajJAnI mokSe enuM samAdhAna- lavaNasamudra ane mIThA pANInI vIraDI- kevA zAstrAbhyAsano niSedha?- A dehadhArInI pUrNa kasoTI karajo- pUrvApara niHzaMka zraddhAmAM paNa kalyANa morabI, bI. bhA. vada 7, ravi, 1946 mumukSu bhAIo, gaI kAle maLelA patranI pahoMca pattAthI ApI che. te patramAM lakhelAM praznono TUMko uttara nIce yathAmati lakhuM ATha rucakapradeza saMbaMdhInuM prathama tamAruM prazna che. uttarAdhyayana siddhAMtamAM sarva pradeze karma vaLagaNA batAvI eno hetu evo samajAyo che ke e kahevuM upadezArthe che. sarva pradeze kahevAthI zAstrakartA ATha rucakapradeza karma rahita nathI evo niSedha kare che, ema samajAtuM nathI. asaMkhyAta pradezI AtmAmAM jyAre mAtra ATha ja pradeza karma rahita che, tyAre asaMkhyAta pradeza pAse te kaI gaNatImAM che ? asaMkhyAta AgaLa tenuM eTaluM badhuM laghutva che ke zAstrakAre upadezanI adhikatA mATe e vAta aMtaHkaraNamAM rAkhI bahArathI A pramANe upadeza karyo, ane evI ja zailI niraMtara zAstrakAranI che. aMtarmuharta eTale be ghaDInI aMdarano game te vakhata ema sAdhAraNa rIte artha thAya che. paraMtu zAstrakAranI zailI pramANe eno artha evo karavo paDe che ke ATha samayathI uparAMta ane be ghaDInI aMdaranA vakhatane aMtarmuharta kahevAya. paNa rUDhimAM to jema AgaLa batAvyuM tema ja samajAya che, tathApi zAstrakAranI zailI ja mAnya che. jema ahIM ATha samayanI vAta bahu laghutvavALI hovAthI sthaLe sthaLe zAstramAM batAvI nathI, tema ATha rucakapradezanI vAta paNa che. ema mAruM samajavuM che; ane tene bhagavatI, prajJApanA, ThANAMga ityAdika siddhAMto puSTi Ape che. vaLI mArI samajaNa to ema rahe che ke zAstrakAre badhAM zAstromAM na hoya evI paNa koI zAstramAM vAta karI hoya to kaMI ciMtA jevuM nathI. tenI sAthe te eka zAstramAM kahelI vAta sarva zAstranI racanA karatAM zAstrakAranA lakSamAM ja hatI, ema samajavuM. vaLI badhAM zAstra karatAM kaMI vicitra vAta koI zAstramAM jaNAvI hoya to e vadhAre samata karavA jevI samajavI, kAraNa e koI viralA manuSyane arthe vAta kahevAI hoya che; bAkI to sAdhAraNa manuSyo mATe ja kathana hoya che. Ama hovAthI ATha rucakapradeza nibaMdhana che, e vAta aniSedha che, ema mArI samajaNa che. bAkInA cAra astikAyanA pradezane sthaLe e rucakapradeza mUkI samudaghAta karavAnuM kevaLI saMbaMdhI je varNana che, te keTalIka apekSAe jIvano mULa karmabhAva nathI ema samajAvavA mATe che. e vAta prasaMgavazAta samAgame carco to ThIka paDaze.
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________________ bIjuM prazna 'caudapUrvadhArI kaMI jJAne UNAM evA anaMta nigodamAM lAbha ane jaghanyajJAnavALA paNa adhikamAM adhika paMdara bhave mokSe jAya e vAtanuM samAdhAna kema ?' eno uttara je mArA hRdayamAM che, te ja jaNAvI dauM chuM ke e jaghanyajJAna bIjuM ane e prasaMga paNa bIjo che. jAnyajJAna eTale sAmAnyapaNe paNa mULa vastunuM jJAna; atizaya saMkSepamAM chatAM mokSanA bIjarUpa che eTalA mATe ema kahyuM; ane 'eka deze UNuM' evuM caudapUrvadhArInuM jJAna te eka mULa vastunA jJAna sivAya bIjuM badhuM jANanAra thayuM, paNa dehadevaLamAM rahelo zAzvata padArtha jANanAra na thayuM, ane e na thayuM to pachI lakSa vagaranuM pheMkeluM tIra lakSyArthanuM kAraNa nathI tema A paNa thayuM. je vastu prApta karavA caudapUrvanuM jJAna jine bodhyuM che te vastu na maLI to pachI caudapUrvanuM jJAna ajJAnarUpa ja thayuM. ahIM 'deze UNuM' caudapUrvanuM jJAna samajavuM. 'deze UNuM' kahevAthI ApaNI sAdhAraNa matithI ema samajAya ke caudapUrvane cheDe bhaNI bhaNI AvI pahoMcatAM ekAda adhyayana ke tevuM rahI gayuM ane tethI rakhaDyA, paraMtu ema to nahIM. eTalA badhA jJAnano abhyAsI eka alpa bhAga mATe abhyAsamAM parAbhava pAme e mAnavA jevuM nathI. arthAt kaMI bhASA agharI athavA artha agharo nathI ke smaraNamAM rAkhavuM temane durlabha paDe. mAtra mULa vastunuM jJAna na maLyuM eTalI ja UNAI, teNe caudapUrvanuM bAkInuM jJAna niSphaLa karyuM. eka nayathI evI vicAraNA paNa thaI zake che ke zAstro (lakhelAMnAM pAnAM) upADavA ane bhaNavAM emAM kaMI aMtara nathI, jo tattva na maLyuM to. kAraNa beye bojo ja upADyo. pAnAM upADyAM teNe kAyAe bojo upADyo, bhaNI gayA teNe mane bojo upADyo, paraMtu vAstavika lakSyArtha vinA tenuM nirupayogIpaNuM thAya ema samajaNa che. jene ghera Akho lavaNasamudra che te tRSAturanI tRSA maTADavA samartha nathI; paNa jene ghera eka mIThA pANInI vIraDI che, te potAnI ane bIjA keTalAkanI tRSA maTADavA samartha che; ane jJAnadraSTie jotAM mahatva tenuM ja che; topaNa bIjA naya para have draSTi karavI paDe che, ane te e ke koI rIte paNa zAstrAbhyAsa haze to kaMI pAtra thavAnI jijJAsA thaze, ane kALe karIne pAtratA paNa maLaze ane pAtratA bIjAne paNa Apaze. eTale zAstrAbhyAsano niSedha ahIM karavAno hetu nathI, paNa mULa vastuthI dUra javAya evo zAstrAbhyAsano to niSedha karIe to ekAMtavAdI nahIM kahevAIe. TUMkAmAM ema be praznonA uttara lakhuM chuM. lekhana karatAM vAcAe adhika samajAvavAnuM bane che. topaNa AzA che ke AthI samAdhAna thaze ane te pAtrapaNAnA koI paNa aMzone vadhAraze, ekAMtika draSTine ghaTADaze, ema mAnyatA che. aho anaMta bhavanA paryaTanamAM koI sapuruSanA pratApe A dazA pAmelA evA A dehadhArIne tame iccho cho, tenI pAsethI dharma iccho cho, ane te to haju koI AzcaryakAraka upAdhimAM paDyo che ! nivRtta hota to bahu upayogI thaI paData. vAru ! tamane tene mATe ATalI badhI zraddhA rahe che tenuM kaMI mULa kAraNa hastagata thayuM che ? enA para rAkhela zraddhA, eno kahelo dharma anubhavyuM anarthakAraka to nahIM lAge ? arthAta haju tenI pUrNa kasoTI karajo; ane ema karavAmAM te rAjI che, tenI sAthe tamane yogyatAnuM kAraNa che, ane kadApi pUrvApara paNa niHzaMka zraddhA ja raheze ema hoya to tema ja rAkhavAmAM kalyANa che ema spaSTa kahI devuM Aje vAjabI
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________________ lAgatAM kahI dIdhuM che. AjanA patranI bhASA ghaNI ja grAmika vAparI che, tathApi teno uddeza eka paramArtha ja tamArA samAgamano icchaka rAyacaMda(anAma)nA praNAma.