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________________ 133 AgaLanI saMgatithI upAdhi- izvara para vizvAsa- rAtridivasa eka paramArthanuM ja manana- duHkhanuM kAraNa mAtra viSamAtmA- samavRttithI samAdhi- dehabhAva dekhADavo pAlavato nathI- bhaviSyajJAna, siddhio prapratye arUci vavANiyA, bIjA bhAdaravA suda 2, bhoma, 1946 AtmavivekasaMpanna bhAI zrI sobhAgabhAI, morabI. Aje ApanuM eka patra maLyuM. vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayo. niraMtara tevo ja saMtoSa ApatA rahevA vijJapti che. atra je upAdhi che, te eka amuka kAmathI utpanna thaI che, ane te upAdhi mATe zuM thaze evI kaMI kalpanA paNa thatI nathI; arthAta te upAdhi saMbaMdhI kaMI ciMtA karavAnI vRtti rahetI nathI. e upAdhi kaLikALanA prasaMge eka AgaLanI saMgatithI utpanna thaI che. ane jema te mATe thavuM haze tema thoDA kALamAM thaI raheze. evI upAdhio A saMsAramAM AvavI, e kaMI navAInI vAta nathI. izvara para vizvAsa rAkhavo e eka sukhadAyaka mArga che. jeno draDha vizvAsa hoya che, te duHkhI hoto nathI, athavA duHkhI hoya to duHkha vedato nathI. duHkha UlaTuM sukharUpa thaI paDe che. AbhecchA evI ja varte che ke saMsAramAM prArabdhAnusAra game tevAM zubhAzubha udaya Avo. paraMtu temAM prIti aprIti karavAno ApaNe saMkalpa paNa na karavo. rAtri ane divasa eka paramArtha viSayanuM ja manana rahe che, AhAra paNa e ja che, nidrA paNa e ja che, zayana paNa e ja che, svapna paNa e ja che, bhaya paNa e ja che, bhoga paNa e ja che, parigraha paNa e ja che, calana paNa e ja che, Asana paNa e ja che. adhika zuM kahevuM ? hADa, mAMsa, ane tenI majjAne eka ja e ja raMganuM raMgana che. eka roma paNa eno ja jANe vicAra kare che, ane tene lIdhe nathI kaMI jovuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI sUMghavuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI kaMI cAkhavuM gamatuM ke nathI kaMI sparzavuM gamatuM, nathI bolavuM gamatuM ke nathI mauna rahevuM gamatuM, nathI besavuM gamatuM ke nathI UThavuM gamatuM, nathI sUvuM gamatuM ke nathI jAgavuM gamatuM, nathI khAvuM gamatuM ke nathI bhUkhyuM rahevuM gamatuM, nathI asaMga gamato ke nathI saMga gamato, nathI lakSmI gamatI ke nathI alakSmI gamatI ema che; tathApi te pratye AzA nirAzA kaMI ja UgatuM jaNAtuM nathI. te ho topaNa bhale ane na ho topaNa bhale e kaMI duHkhanAM kAraNa nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa mAtra viSamAtmA che, ane te jo sama che to sarva sukha ja che. e vRttine lIdhe samAdhi rahe che. tathApi bahArathI gRhasthapaNAnI pravRtti nathI thaI zakatI, dehabhAva dekhADavo pAlavato nathI, AtmabhAvathI pravRtti bAhyathI karavAne keTaloka aMtarAya che. tyAre have kema karavuM? kayA parvatanI guphAmAM javuM ane alopa thaI javuM, e ja raTAya che. tathApi bahArathI amuka saMsArI pravRtti karavI paDe che. te mATe zoka to nathI, tathApi sahana karavA jIva icchato nathI ! paramAnaMda tyAgI ene
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________________ icche paNa kema ? ane e ja kAraNathI jyotiSAdika tarapha hAla citta nathI. game tevAM bhaviSyajJAna athavA siddhionI icchA nathI. tema teono upayoga karavAmAM udAsInatA rahe che. temAM paNa hAla to adhika ja rahe che. mATe e jJAna saMbaMdhe cittanI svasthatAe vicArI mAgelA prazno saMbaMdhI lakhIza athavA samAgame jaNAvIza. je prANIo evA praznanA uttara pAmavAthI AnaMda mAne che teo mohAdhIna che, ane teo paramArthanAM pAtra thavAM durlabha che ema mAnyatA che, to tevA prasaMgamAM AvavuM paNa gamatuM nathI paNa paramArtha hetue pravRtti karavI paDaze to kaMI prasaMge karIza. icchA to nathI thatI. Apano samAgama adhika karIne icchuM chuM. upAdhimAM e eka sArI vizrAMti che. kuzaLatA che, icchuM chuM. vi. rAyacaMdanA praNAma.