Book Title: Vachanamrut 0017 063 Shikshapaath Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra Publisher: Jaysinhbhai Devalali Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/330091/1 JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLYPage #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zikSApATha 63. sukha viSe vicAra - bhAga 3 je sthiti hamaNAM mArI Apa juo cho tevI sthiti lakSmI, kuTuMba ane strI saMbaMdhamAM AgaLa paNa hatI. je vakhatanI huM vAta karuM chuM, te vakhatane lagabhaga vIsa varSa thayAM. vyApAra ane vaibhavanI bahoLAza e saghaLuM vahIvaTa avaLo paDavAthI ghaTavA maMDyuM. koTyAvadhi kahevAto huM uparAcAparI khoTanA bhAra vahana karavAthI lakSmI vagarano mAtra traNa varSamAM thaI paDyo. jyAM kevaLa savaLuM dhArIne nAkhyuM hatuM tyAM avaLuM paDyuM. strI paNa gujarI gaI. te vakhatamAM mane kaMI saMtAna nahotuM. jabarI khoTone lIdhe mAre ahIMthI nIkaLI javuM paDyuM. mArA kuTuMbIoe thatI rakSA karI, paraMtu te Abha phATyAnuM thIgaDuM hatuM. anna ane dAMtane vera thavAnI sthitie huM bahu AgaLa nIkaLI paDyo. jyAre huM tyAMthI nIkaLyo tyAre mArA kuTuMbIo mane rokI rAkhavA maMDyAM ke te gAmano daravAjo paNa dITho nathI, mATe tane javA daI zakAya nahIM. tAruM komaLa zarIra kaMI paNa karI zake nahIM, ane tuM tyAM jA ane sukhI thA to pachI Ava paNa nahIM, mATe e vicAra tAre mAMDI vALavo. ghaNA prakArathI teone samajAvI, sArI sthitimAM AvIza tyAre avazya ahIM AvIza, ema vacana daI jAvAbaMdara huM paryaTane nIkaLI paDyo. prArabdha pAchAM vaLavAnI taiyArI thaI. daivayoge mArI kane eka damaDI paNa rahI nahotI. eka ke be mahinA udara poSaNa cAle tevuM sAdhana rahyuM nahotuM. chatAM jAvAmAM huM gayo. tyAM mArI buddhie prArabdha khIlavyAM. je vahANamAM huM beTho hato te vahANanA nAvike mArI caMcaLatA ane namratA joIne potAnA zeTha AgaLa mArA duHkhanI vAta karI. te zeThe mane bolAvI amuka kAmamAM goThavyo, jemAM huM mArA poSaNathI cogaNuM pedA karato hato. e vepAramAM mAruM citta jyAre sthira thayuM tyAre bhArata sAthe e vepAra vadhAravA meM prayatna karyo ane temAM phAvyo. be varSamAM pAMca lAkha jeTalI kamAI thaI. pachI zeTha pAsethI rAjIkhuzIthI AjJA laI meM keTaloka mAla kharIdI dvArikA bhaNI AvavAnuM karyuM. thoDe kALe tyAM AvI pahoMcyo tyAre bahu loka sanmAna ApavA mane sAmA AvyA hatA. huM mArAM kuTuMbIone AnaMdabhAvathI jaI maLyo. teo mArA bhAgyanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyAM. jAvethI lIdhelA mAle mane ekanA pAMca karAvyA. paMDitajI ! tyAM keTalAka prakArathI mAre pApa karavAM paDyAM hatAM; pUruM khAvA paNa huM pAmyo nahoto, paraMtu eka vAra lakSmI sAdhya karavAno je pratijJAbhAva karyo hato te prArabdhayogathI paLyo. je duHkhadAyaka sthitimAM huM hato te duHkhamAM zuM khAmI hatI ? strI, putra e to jANe nahotAM ja; mAbApa AgaLathI paraloka pAmyAM hatAM. kuTuMbIonAM viyogavaDe ane vinA damaDIe jAte je vakhate huM gayo te vakhatanI sthiti ajJAnadraSTithI AMkhamAM AMsu ANI de tevI che; A vakhate paNa dharmamAM lakSa rAkhyuM hatuM. divasano amuka bhAga temAM rokato hato, te lakSmI ke evI lAlace nahIM, paraMtu saMsAraduHkhathI e tAranAra sAdhana che ema gaNIne, motano bhaya kSaNa paNa dUra nathI, mATe e kartavya jema bane tema karI levuM, e mArI mukhya nIti hatI. durAcArathI kaMI sukha nathI; mananI tRpti nathI; ane AtmAnI malinatA che. e tattva bhaNI meM mAruM lakSa doreluM hatuM. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- _