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________________ 22 tithicarcA maMDANa ane kalezavRddhi - tithicarcAno prazna tapAgaccha saMghane mATe kalaMkarUpa nIvaDyo che. chellAM cAlIza varSo daramiyAna A kalaMke, tapAgacchanI zAtimAM, svasthatAmAM, samatAmAM, ekatAmAM ane nUramAM suraMga cAMpI che. AnAM maMDANa saM. 1992nA varSamAM thayAM. te agAu be varSa pahelAM thayelA munisaMmelana vakhate potAnI asahiSNu ane kadAgrahI vRttine laIne amuka vargane pitAnA kadAgrahanI sthApanAmAM sAMpaDelI niSphaLatA, kadAca, AnA utthAna mATe javAbadAra hatI. saM. 1992mAM, laukika paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA zudi pAMcamanI vRddhi AvI, tyAre surisamrATa ane pU. AcArya zrI vijayasiddhisUrijI mahArAja vagere mUrdhanya AcAryoe ArAdhanAmAM be pAMcamane badale be cotha karIne, bIjI ethe (laukika paMcAMganI pahelI pAMcame) saMvatsarI mahAparva ArAdhavAno nirNaya jAhera karyo. A nirNaya tapAgaccha saMghanI zAstrazuddha praNAlikAne anusAra karAyo hato. paNa, "cAlu cIle to badhA cAle, emAM zI navAI? kharI hoMziyArI te navo cI pADavAmAM che!"--A vicAre eka vargo, A praNAlikAthI viparIta, laukika paMcAMganI cothe saMvatsarI karavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane be pAMcama kAyama rAkhI. AthI saMghamAM meTo vikhavAda janamyo. AgevAnonI dUradazI daSTie AmAM saMgha-saMgharSanAM cihano joyAM. emaNe ene aTakAvavA prayAsa Adaryo. sUrisamrATe kahyuM :
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________________ [50] A. vi.naMdanasUrismArakagraMtha "jema A varSe, tema AvatA varSe paNa A pramANe be pAMcama AvanAra che. A vakhate ApaNe karelA sarvamAnya nirNaya anusAra ArAdhanA kare. comAsA pachI badhA AcAryo bhegA maLIne A aMge vicAra karIne je ucita jaNAze tema nirNaya laIzuM." paNa pilA varge Ano asvIkAra karyo. upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanA zabdomAM kahIe to "kalahakArI kadAgraha bharyA, thApatAM ApaNuM bola re"-jevI e varganI mane dazA banI gaI. pariNAme, tapAgaccha saMghamAM A prazna para be pakSa paDI gayA; ekatithipakSa ane betithipakSa evAM enAM nAma paDyAM. saM. 193mAM paNa e ja pramANe bheda rahyo. baMne pakSe pota potAnI mAnyatA sAcI TharAvavAnA tamAma prayAso zarU thayA. emAM vartamAnapatro ne patrikAo dvArA ekabIjAne khoTAM TheravatAM lakhANe tathA sAcI-khoTI ne sArI-narasI rajUAta thavAM lAgyA. ane gALAgALIonuM pramANa paNa khUba vadhavA lAgyuM. comera nindA, kalezane ISyanAM thara jAmatA gayA. ene niyamanamAM rAkhanAra koI na hoI e purajozathI phAlavA lAgyA. AnA pariNAme, saMghahitaciMtaka, saraLa ane taTastha puruSanAM haiyAmAM bhAre viSAda vyApI gaye. A matabheda dUra karIne aikaya karAvavAnA emanA prayAsanuM pariNAma niSphaLatAmAM AvatAM, emanAM mana kheda anubhavI rahyAM. A divasomAM sUrisamrATanI paristhiti AvI hatI? emano siddhAnta e hatuM ke "chApAM ane lekho lakhavA-lakhAvavAthI cheTA rahevuM, sAdhue emAM kadI rasa na levo." eTale cAlatI gALAgALIthI teo pUrA alipta hatA. keInI joDe laDavuM nahi, paNa kaI sAmethI laDavA irache ane Ave che, potAnA sAcAM siddhAntanI sabaLatA puravAra karavA, enI joDe carcA karIne ene sAcA mArge lAvavo." A emanI vyavahAra-nIti hatI. tithicarcAmAM lagabhaga teo mauna hatA. Ano artha e nahi ke teo A praznanuM samAdhAna nahotA IcchatA; teo AnA samAdhAna mATe khUba Atura hatA, ne jyAre jyAre jarUra jaNAya, tyAre tyAre e mATe taTasthapaNe prayAsa paNa karatA. ane eTale ja, jyAre saMghanA ane baMne pakSanA AgevAnone AnA samAdhAna aMge kAMI vATAghATe karavI hoya, ke mArgadarzana joItuM hoya, tyAre sUrisamrATa vagara emane koI ja mArga na rahe. e leke vAraMvAra emanI pAse AvatA. ane tyAre sUrisamrATa paNa pUrI nikhAlasatAthI, keInIye zehamAM taNAyA vinA, potAne je sAcuM lAgatuM te kahetA, ne mArgadarzana ApatA. tithicarcAmAM, sUrisamrATa jeTalI ja haiyAukalata zrI vijayanandanasUrijInI paNa hatI. keTalIka vAra to sUrisamrATane je rasto sUjhe, e ja AmanA manamAM paNa anAyAse Ugato.
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [51] sUrisamrATa jevuM mArgadarzana ApavA dhAre, evuM ja A paNa ApatA. ane e kAraNe, tithi aMgenI saghaLI vAtomAM ne vicAraNAomAM teo pUre rasa letA, ne e rIte sUrisamrATanI javAbadArImAM sahabhAgI banatA. paNa, sUrisamrATa ane zrI vijayanandanasUrijI, baMnenI pariNAmagAmI dIrdhadaSTimAM cikkasa vasI gayuM hatuM ke "je IrAdAothI ane hetuthI navA tithimatanuM pravartana thayuM che, te jotAM A vAtanuM samAdhAna koI upAye thAya tema che nahi. baMne pakSe saraLatA hoya, sAcI vAta samajavAnI ne svIkAravAnI vRtti hoya, te ja samAdhAna zakya bane." eTale e mATe thatA prayAso emanI najaramAM lagabhaga nirarthaka ja hatA. chatAM, samAdhAnanA prayAsamAM potAno je sahakAra apekSita haya, te ApavAmAM emaNe kadI kacAza na karI. eka prayAsa saM. 1993mAM thayo. AmAM mukhya bhAga sAmA pakSanA AgevAnoe lIdhelo. emanI vinaMti anusAra evuM nakkI thayuM ke "ekatithipakSe sUrisamrATa, AcArya zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAja vagere ane sAmA pakSe tenA janmadAtA AcArya, badhAe khaMbhAtamAM bhegA maLIne A praznano niveDo lAva." sAmA pakSanI pAkI kabUlAta meLavyA pachI, potAnI anicchA chatAM, zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAja vagerenA anurodhathI, emanI sAthe sUrisamrATe nAdurasta tabiyate paNa jAmanagarathI vihAra karyo, paNa A vihArane mArga aradhe kapAye ke tarata ja sAmo pakSa pharI gaye! eNe gallAtallAM karavA mAMDyAM, jUThANane Azraya, je emanA taraphathI apekSita ja hate, lI. A vakhate zrI vijayanandanasUrijIe e pakSanA AgevAnone khUba Thapake Akhe; ane te pachI sUrisamrATe e praznamAMthI rasa ocho karI nAkhyo. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAje samAdhAnanI vATAghATe cAlu rAkhI. enA pariNAme saM. 1998mAM evo nirNaya thaye ke "zeTha kastUrabhAI lAlabhAI A prazna hAthamAM le. teo eka madhyastha (lavAda) nIme, e lavAda zAstrArthanA mAdhyame baMne pakSanAM maMtavya jANe. ne pachI e je nirNaya Ape, e badhAne kabUla-maMjUra." A anusAra eka musaddo ghaDIne emAM baMne pakSanA eka eka AcArya sahI karI, ane e kastUrabhAI zeThane suparata karyo. e musaddA para sUrisamrATanI saMmati ane salAha meLavavA mATe zeThe jANItA jaja zrI suracaMdabhAI pI. badAmI, zrI bhagubhAI sutariyA, zrI camanalAla lAlabhAI, zrI jIvatalAla pratApazI, ane zrI pipaTalAla dhArazI, A pAMca gRhasthone sUrisamrATa
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________________ [ para ] A. vi.na'nasUri-smArakatra tha pAse meAkalyA. e vakhate sUrisamrATa taLAjA hatA. emaNe musaddAnI vAta karIne temAM sUrisamrATanI samati ane salAha mAMgI. sUrisamrATanu maMtavya evuM hatuM ke * zAstrArtha bhale thAya, paNa e lekhita na thavA joI e; e tA jAhera ane maukhika ja hovA joIe.' A maMtavya dharAvavA pAchaLa emanI UMDI dIghadiSTa kAma karatI hatI. A bAbata lakSyamAM rAkhIne sUrisamrATa vatI zrI vijayanandanasUrijIe ja vAta upADI : "jAhera ane maukhika rIte zrI vijayarAmacadrasUrijIne zAsrA karavA hAya, te temAM amArI samati che. " badAmI kahe : "sAheba ! A musaddAmAM jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArtha karavAnI ja vAta che." A sAMbhaLIne emaNe e musaddo vAMcavA mAMgyA. badAmIe e kADhI ApatAM emaNe mATethI vAMcyA. emAM lakhelu : " pAlitANA - tA. 19-4-42 : vaizAkha suda 4-ravivAra. * zrI sakaLasa`ghanI tithicarcA sabaMdhI matabhedanI zAntine mATe niNya meLavavAne sAru zeTha kastUrabhAI lAlabhAI je traNa madhyasthAnAM nAmeA lAve temAMthI amAre bannee (AcArya zrI sAgarAnasuri tathA AcArya zrI vijayarAmacadrasUrie) e nAmeAnI pasaMdagI karavI. emAM je eka nAma baMnene samata Ave tene sarapaMca nImI, te, ane pakSAnA matabyAne sAMbhaLIne, je nirNaya Ape te amAre baMnee kabUla rAkhI, te mujaba varatavuM, A mujaba varatavAnu... aMdhana anenA ziSya samudAyane majUra raheze. "vijayarAmacaMdrasUri dA. peAte. AnaMdasAgara, dA. pote," A vAMcIne emaNe kahyuM : "sahI karanAra ane AcArya jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArtha vinA paNa potapAtAnu matabdha madhyasthane samajAvI zake che. AmAM jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArtha evA koI zabda che ja nahi. e sAMbhaLIne badAmIe musaddA laIne punaH kharAkhara vAMcyA, ane tarata emaNe khUlyu ke " ApanI vAta barAbara che. '" pachI pUchayu : "tA pachI sAheba ! jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArtha kaI rIte thAya ? " zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe kahyu : " e traNa rIte thaI zake che. eka, rAjasabhAmAM goThavavA hoya tApaNa thaI zake che; bhAvanagara rAjya che, valabhIpura rAjya che, pAlitANA rAjya paNa che. jyAM karavA hoya tyAM ame taiyAra chIe. '' Ama anavu' te atyAre asabhava che. ' badAmI kahe : "" 4
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________________ [53] vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka to pachI dayALu dAdAnI pavitra chAyAmAM pAlitANAmAM hiMdustAnane sakala saMgha bhege kare, ane tyAM catuvidha saMghanI hAjarImAM zAstrArtha thAya." badAmI kahe: "paNa AvuM karavAmAM ghaNI dhamAla thavAno saMbhava rahe." eTale zrI naMdanasUrijI kahe : "emAM dhamAla zI thAya ? be jaNe jAhera, maukhika zAstrArtha kare ane bAkI tamAma varga zAMtithI sAMbhaLe. baMne jaNA potAnA pakSakArone zAMta rahevA bhalAmaNa karI zake che. ane chatAM tamane A paNa ThIka na lAgatuM hoya, te trIjo rasto e che ke tame pAMca jaNA, chaThThA zeTha kastUrabhAI -ATalAnI hAjarImAM jAhera, maukhika zAstrArtha thAya. pachI madhyastha je nirNaya Ape te baMnene kabUla rahe. ATaluM to thavuM ja joIe." pAMcamAMnA eka jIvAbhAIe A sAMbhaLIne kahyuM : "Apano je rIte vicAra hoya te Apa lakhIne amane Apo." trIjA vicAramAM pAMcenI saMmati dekhIne emaNe te ja vakhate eka musaddo ghaDyo. emAM lakhyuM ke : "tA. 3-5-142 vikrama saMvata 192nI sAlamAM zanivAranI saMvatsarI tathA vi. saM. 1999nI sAlamAM budhavAranI saMvatsarI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe tathA temanA gurujIe tathA temanA sAdhu-samudAye je karelI, te zAstrathI ane zrI vijayadevasUrIzvarajInI paraMparAthI viruddha che, mATe te saMbaMdhamAM pahelavahele maukhika ane jAhera zAstrArtha vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe amArI sAthe karavo paDaze. teoe tapAgacchanA sarva AcAryone jaNAvyA sivAya saMvatsarI judI karelI hovAthI temane ja pahelAM prazno ame pUchIzuM, ane te praznonA uttara teoe maukhika ApavA paDaze. ane pachI A saMbaMdhamAM teo paNa amane prazno pUchI zakaze. tyArabAda tithi saMbaMdhamAM paNa te pramANe zAstrArtha karAze. ane temAM madhyastha je pheMsalo Apaze te amAre baMnene kabUla rAkhavo paDaze. joke madhyastha tarIke zrIsaMghamAMthI baMne pakSene saMmata vyaktio nImAya te ame vyAjabI mAnIe chIe. chatAM TharAva pramANe madhyastha tarIke jene tame nIme temAM amAre vAMdho upayogI nahi hevAthI amAre vAMdhe levo nathI. "madhyastha tarIke nakkI karAyela vyakti amArA zAstrArthanA viSayane barAbara samajI zake tema che ke nahi, tema ja prAmANika che ke nahi, te mATe amAre paNa tene tapAsavI paDaze. zAstrArtha vakhate baMne pakSa taraphathI jemane hAjara rahevAnI IcchA haze, teo bhAga laI zakaze."
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________________ [54] A vininasUri-smArakagraMtha A musaddo sUrisamrATane vaMcAvI, temanI saMmati laIne e A pAMca gRhasthone paNa vaMcAvyuM. ane temane suparata karyo. teo A laIne gayA. paNa, e musaddo sAmA pakSane nAmaMjUra thaye. kAraNa, pelA musaddAmAM je chaTakabArIo rahetI hatI, emAMnI eka paNa AmAM zodhI jaDe ema nahotI. A pachI saM. 1 lmAM sUrisamrATa baTAda hatA tyAre zeTha kastUrabhAI tathA zA. camanalAla lAlabhAI A aMge emanI salAha levA tyAM AvyA. emaNe pUchayuM : A rIte musaddA ghaDI, temAM baMne AcAryonI sahIo lIdhI che, ane A rIte zAstrArtha rAkhela che, to A bAbatamAM Apane ze abhiprAya che ? ane zI salAha che? " Ano javAba ApatAM zrI vijayanaMdasUrijIe kahyuM : prathama te AvI pravRtti bane che ja kema ? saMghamAM huM hou ke bIje hoya, paNa kaI saMghathI judI pravRtti karavA mAge che te vyakti pAsethI saMghanA AgevAnoe khulAso mAgavo joIe, ApaNe ema nathI karatA, e ja ApaNI nabaLAI che. bIju, tame amArI saMmati-salAha levA AvyA che, te te sahI karanAra baMne AcAryone pUchIne AvyA che ke ema ne ema ja?" - zeTha kahe : "huM mArA vicArathI ja Avyo chuM." zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe kahyuM : "to pachI amArI salAha ke sUcanAno upayoga ze ? kAle e baMnemAMthI koI paNa ema kahe ke amAre temanI salAha ke sUcanAnI jarUra nathI, to amArA salAha-sUcanane artha raheze ane amArI salAha ke sUcanAnI jarUra hoya, to A tamAre musaddo rada karI, pharI na musaddA ghaDAvI, ane temAM "cAra A pakSanA AcAryo ne cAra sAmA pakSanA AcAryonI AmAM saMmati levI. e rIte lakhavuM joIe. nIce baMne AcAryonI sahIo levI joIe, ne pachI baMne pakSanA cAra cAra AcAryo pAse javuM joIe. ane, lekhita zAstrArtha koI ThekANe hoya ja nahi. evA zAstrArthane zAstrArtha paNa kahI na zakAya. jAhera ane maukhika rItanA zAstrArthane ja zAstrArtha kahevAya. mahAna kavi ane vidvAna zrI harSanA "khaMDanakhaMDakhAdya" graMthamAM paNa kahyuM che ke- tathA meva ning:-"vAdI-prativAdInI maukhika carcAmAM ja nigraha thAya." tyAM paNa "lakhANamAM nigraha" nathI kahyo. ane A tame ghaDela ane mAnya karela musaddo amane maMjUra nathI eno artha e nathI ke, ame zAstrArtha karavA nathI IcchatA ! zAstrArtha je jAhera ane maukhika rIte karate hoya to emAM amArI saMmati ja che.
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [55] ane, jAhera, maukhika zAstrArthamAM je sAcuM Tharaze, teno svIkAra karavA amo taiyAra ja chIe. emAM amAre kaI Agraha samajavo nahi. paNa, lekhitamAM-je rIte tame nakakI karyuM che-amArI saMmati na samajavI. kema, ke emAM madhyasthane koI pakSa taraphathI pAMcase maLe, koI hajAra Ape, ne koI vaLI be hajAra paNa Ape." zeTha kahe : "AmAM evuM nahi bane." emaNe kahyuM : "nahi bane to ghaNuM sAruM. paNa amArI to jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArthamAM ja saMmati che. AmAM nahi." chevaTe zeThe kahyuM: "have Apane bIju kAMI kahevAnuM na hoya to ame jaIe chIe." AmAM saheja cIDano ane aNagamAna bhAva hato, e teo tarata varatI gayA. emaNe tarata ja kahyuM : "tame kurAna ne talavAra laIne AvyA che, ema na samajavuM. (arthAtu) amArA musaddAmAM saMmati Ape, nahi to A badhA apayazano Topale ApanA mAthe che, evuM samajaze nahi." pachI zeTha UbhA thayA. vaMdana karIne rajA mAgI, tyAre emaNe potAnA pelA musaddAnI nakala zeThane ApI, ane kahyuM : "le, A amAre javAba che." e laIne jatAM jatAM zeTha kahe "mane ThIka lAgaze to huM A musaddA ApIza." eTale tarata ja zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe javAba vALyo : "tame je kAryane aMge amArI saMmati, sUcana ne salAha levA AvyA che, tenI jarUra hoya to Apaje, nahi te tamArI marajI." zeTha gayA. zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijI te bhaviSyanI nakkara kalpanA karIne ja beThA hatA ke (1) ApaNe musaddo maMjUra nathI ja thavAne. ane, ethI ApaNane to lAbha ja che. ApaNI taTasthatA nibaMdha rahe che. (2) zAstrArtha mATe utsuka baMne pakSe ghaDelA musaddA pramANe lavAda nImAze, zAstrArtha lekhita thaze, ane emAM potAnAthI zakya tamAma prayAse sAmA pakSavALA A pakSanI saraLatAno lAbha uThAvaze. pariNAme, A pakSane nukasAnI ja bhogavavAnI raheze apayazanA ja bhAgIdAra banavuM paDaze. jUnA musaddA anusAra lavAdanI nimaNuka karIne zAstrArtha karavAnuM sahI karanAra baMne AcAryoe ane zeTha kasturabhAI e nakkI karyuM, ane tenAM sthaLa-samaya paNa nakkI karI lIdhAM. boTAdathI sUrisamrATa rahizALAnA derAsaranI pratiSThA mATe tyAM padhAryA. tyAMthI pAchalA raste zrI vijayanandanasUrijI avAranavAra girirAjanI yAtrAe AvatA. ekavAra
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________________ [56] A. vinadanasUri smArakagraMtha teo traNa-cAra munirAje sAthe jatA hatA, ne rastAmAM ja AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIno meLApa thaI gayo. baMnee sAthe yAtrA-caityavaMdanAdi karyo. ane rAyaNapagalAnuM cityavaMdana karatI vakhate emaNe vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIne taLAjA ane boTAdamAM thayelI uparanI vAto kahI saMbhaLAvI. AvI ja rIte ekavAra girirAja upara zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAjano meLApa thaI gayo. emaNe kahyuM : "nandanasUrijI! cAle, tamArI joDe vAto karavI che." ane baMne peDhInI ophisarUmamAM jaIne beThA. baMnee ghaNI vAto karI. emAM emaNe zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAjane vinayapUrvaka spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM : "mahArAja ! Apa bheLA cho, A kyAMka Apane phasAvI na jAya, enuM dhyAna rAkhaje ! Apa A zAstrArtha to kare che, paNa evuM thaze ke Apa ene prazna nahi pUchI zako, ne e Apane badhuM pUchI leze. bIju; A zAstrArtha amane baMdhanakartA nathI. ane, jAhera ane maukhika rIte karavo hoya te hajI paNa ame taiyAra chIe." pachI baMne chUTA paDyA. zAstrArthane je nirNaya levAyo hate emAM kAMI pheraphAra thaI zake ema hatuM nahi. e zAstrArtha zarU thAya te pahelAM, emAM madhyastha-paMca tarIke nImAyelA vidvAna Do. pI. ela. vaidya rahizALA sUrisamrATa pAse AvyA. emaNe to upAzrayamAM pravezatAM ja baMdha pALyo : "vara vanAvAtatsw"--mAtra vaMdana karavA mATe ja A chuM." arthAt zAstrArtha viSe kAMI vAta karavA nathI AvyuM. Ama kahIne emaNe sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma karyA. e jevA beThA, evuM tarata ja surisamrATe potAnI svabhAvagata nikhAlasatA ane spaSTatAnI vRttithI kahyuM : "tamAre zAstrArtha amane kaI rIte baMdhanakta nathI, e samajI rAkhaje." Ano dora pakaDatAM zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe kahyuM : "Ano artha e na samajaze ke ame baMdhAvA mAgatAM ja nathI. paNa, jAhera ane maukhika zAstrArthanI vAta hoya te hajI paNa ame baMdhAvA taiyAra ja chIe." A pachI bIjI aupacArika vAto karIne De. vidyA gayA. pAlitANAmAM likhita zAstrArtha thayo. emAM kacAza rahI gaI hoya tema, madhyastha-pace chelle baMne AcAryone eka sthAne bhegA karIne baMne nI maukhika parIkSA lIdhI. ane e pachI je nirNaya (cukAdo) emaNe Akhe, e jagajAhera che. e cukAdA vakhate saune surisamrATanI ane zrI vijayanandanasUrijInI dIrdhadaSTinI sAcI pratIti thaI. ane, e dIrdhadaSTino amala nahi karavAnA paripAkarUpe, tithicarcAnA praznanuM samAdhAna to bAju para rahyuM, UlaTuM e praznane lezamAM vRddhi ja karI !
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [57] 23 tithicarcA (2) samAdhAnane nakara chatAM niSphaLa prayAsa saM. 190 mAM bharAyelA munisamelanano pradhAna hetu e hato ke saMghamAM amuka aze phelAyelA anicchanIya vAtAvaraNane dUra karavuM, ane bhaviSyamAM evuM na thavA pAme tevI vyavasthA karavI. A hetune amala samelane eka sarvasaMmata paTTakarUpe agiyAra niyama ghaDIne karyo. paNa aphasa, samelane ghaDelA e niyamo kAgaLa para ja sacavAyA ! samelana pachI e ja varSamAM vAtAvaraNa anicchanIya banatuM gayuM. e anirachanIya vAtAvaraNane kAyamI banAvanAra tithicarcAne janma thayo. ene lIdhe sammalane ghaDelA niyamo paikI trIjA niyamano ane enA anusaMdhAnamAM navamAM niyamana khulleAma bhaMga thaze. bIjA niyamonA pAlana tarapha paNa lAparavAhI sevAtI thaI. navA tithimatanuM valaNa saMghanI zAMtimAM bhaMgANa pADanAruM nIvaDyuM. pachInAM ATheka varSamAM te tapAgaccha azAntinuM dhAma banI gaye! azAtinA A kalaMkane nivAravA, pahelAM kahyuM tema, keTalAka prayAsa thayA, paNa e niSphaLa banyA. paNa ema chatAM zAtipriya vyaktioe e aMge prayatno zarU ja rAkhyA. navA tithimatanA vRddha puruSe paNa A mATe sakriya hatA. paNa emanAM AMtarika paribaLo ja emanA e prayatnone nAkAmiyAba banAvatAM hatAM. e paribaLo chinnabhinnatAmAM mAnatAM hatAM, saMpamAM nahi. AthI vRddha mahApuruSonI sakriyatA nirAzAmAM ja pariNamatI. saM. 2000nA varSe tithibhedano aMta lAvIne azAMti dUra karavAno eka saMgIna, suMdara prayatna thayo. paNa, dara vakhate banatuM ema, A prayatna paNa niSphaLa ja rahyo. vAta Ama banI hatI ? saM. 2000nuM comAsuM sUrisamrATa khaMbhAtamAM rahyA hatA. yogAnuyoga, navA tithimatathI kaMTALelA ne enA nivAraNa mATe prabaLa utsukatA dharAvanAra AcArya zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja paNa tyAM ja comAsu hatA. A e ja khaMbhAta hatuM,
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________________ [58] A. vinadanasUri-smArakagraMtha jyAM saM. 1992 pahelAM tapAgacchanA koI paNa samudAyanA munirAje jainazALAnA upAzraya UtaratA ne comAsuM karI zakatA. ane, 1992 pachI A ja khaMbhAtanA saMghanI ekatAne tithilezanI Age bALIne khAkha karI nAkhI hatI ane saMghanA be vibhAga thaI gayA hatA; ekatithine mAnanAra sAdhu jenazALA'e jatA baMdha thayA; jainazALA" e betithipakSane upAzraya banI gaI! A varSe, sUrisamrATa bhALinA upAzraye hatA. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja jainazALAe hatA. baMne pUjyavare zAMti mATe atIva utsuka hatA. eka divasa baMne pUjyavare staMbhana pArzvanAthanA derAsare bhegA thaI gayA. zrI vijayanandanasUrijI sAthe ja hatA. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja sUrisamrATano hAtha pakaDIne pagathiyAM caDyA. derAsaramAM badhAe sAthe cityavaMdanAdi kriyA karI. te pachI bahAra nIkaLIne pagathiyAM UtaratAM UtaratAM zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja sUrisamrATane kahe : have tamArI uMmara vRddha thaI che, mArI uMmara paNa vRddha thaI che. have kaI rIte A tithino jhaghaDo paDI jAya to sAruM." surisamrATe tarata ja kahyuM : "tame jema kahe tema ApaNe karIe, huM e mATe taiyAra ja chuM." ATalI vAta karIne baMne pUjyavaro chUTA paDavA. baMnenA mukha para nikhAlasatA taravaratI hatI. paryuSaNa pachI bIje ja divase zrI vijayalakSamaNusUrijI vagere munio surisamrATa pAse AvyA; ne emaNe vAtanI zarUAta karI : "tithi bAbatane kaleza dUra karavA ApaNe ka raste le? e aMge Apa doravaNI Apo." sUrisamrATe spaSTa kahyuM : "zrI labdhisUrijI mahArAja je rIte kahe te rIte huM taiyAra ja chuM. meM taMbhanAjInA derAsare paNa A ja kahyuM che." eTale zrI vijayalamaNasUrijI zrI vijayanandanasUrijIne kahe : "Apa kAMI rasto batAvo." zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijI te samajatA hatA ke, zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAjanI game teTalI IcchA hoya, paNa A prayatnamAM, jemane zAMti joItI ja nathI evAM pari. baLanA pratApe, saphaLatA maLavAnI ja nathI. ane e paribaLone "bhAI-bApu" kahevAno kaI ja artha nathI. Ama chatAM, zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAjanI saraLatA ane
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [59] saMpanI bhAvanA je saphaLa bane to uttama kArya bane, evI IcchAthI, emaNe vAjabI mArga dekhADatAM kahyuM : "saM. 1992 pahelAM ApaNe keIe paNa tapAgacchamAM be bIja, pAMcama, AThama, agiyAraza, caudaza, pUnama ke amAsa kyAreya karela nathI; tema ja bIja vagere parvatithine kSaya paNa karela nathI. laukika paMcAMgamAM bIja vagere tithinI vRddhi ke hAni hoya to paNa ArAdhanAmAM bAre parvatithinI vRddhinahAni ApaNe karI nathI, tema karAtI paNa nathI. A praNAlikA Aja sudhI avicchinnapaNe cAlI AvI che. e praNAlikAmAM saM. 12mAM ne 1993mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcama be karI, saMvatsarI sakala saMghathI judI karIne, pahele pheraphAra tamArA pakSavALAe karyo, ane tithimAM matabheda pADyo. ethI kalezanI paraMparA vadhI. eTale have tamArA pakSavALAe e vRddhi-hAni choDI devI joIe. ema thavAthI A tithicarcAne aMta AvI jAya che, ane kaluSita vAtAvaraNane aMta paNa ApoApa AvI jAya che. A eka rasto che. ane bIjo rasto e che ke saM. 192-93mAM zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI vageree ravivAranI tathA budhavAranI saMvatsarI tapAgacchathI judA paDIne karI che, ane tapAgacchanA tamAma AcAryone jaNAvyA vinA tathA temanI saMmati vinA karI che, te te 1992-93nI saMvatsarI zAstra ane paraMparA pramANe vAjabI che, ema jAhera ane maukhika rIte sAbita karI Ape to tithicarcAno aMta Ave." A sAMbhaLI zrI vijayalakSamaNusUrijI kahe: "have zAstrArtha vagerenI vAta javA de; bIjo koI rasto batAvo." "A sivAya bIjo rasto mArI pAse nathI. have to tame ja mArga kADhe." zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe spaSTatA sAthe kahyuM. e barAbara samajatA hatA ke Ama karyA sivAya koI upAye tithileza aTake ema nathI; bIjo ekeya upAya kAragata nIvaDe ema nathI. A pachI zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAjanI sUcanAnusAra nakakI thayuM ke pUjya nemisUrijI ma. tathA pUjya labdhisUrijI ma. bhegA maLIne saMvatsarI ane tithi bAbatamAM eka nirNaya kare, ane e nirNaya baMne pakSane mAnya karavAne. ane tapAgarane paNa e nirNaya maMjUra rahe. vaLI, baMne pUjyamAM kadAca matabheda rahe, to teo baMne maLIne tapAgarachanA traNa ke pAMca AcAryone nIme, ane temane e matabhedane nikAla lAvavAnuM sape. e nikAla saune maMjUra rahe." A nirNayamAM potapotAnA pakSakAra AcAryonI lekhita saMmati baMne pUjyavare meLavI le, ema paNa nakkI thayuM.
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________________ [ 60 ] A. vinanasUri-smArakatra tha A niyathI khabhAtamAM AnaMda chavAI gayA. tithipraznanA sauthI vadhu kaDavAM phaLa khaMbhAte bhogavyAM hatAM, eTale ene A nirNayathI vizeSa AnaMda thAya e svAbhAvika hatuM. A nirNayane sa`mati ApatA zrI sAgarAnaRRsUrijI mahArAja tathA zrI vijayanItisUrijI mahArAja vagere vRddha puruSonA patra) sRrisamrATa para aDavADiyAmAM ja AvI gayA che, e vAtanI bhALa maLatAM zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja taraphathI munirAja zrI vikramavijayajI tathA zrI bhAskaravijayajI e aMge AnaMdu vyakta karavA AvyA. e vakhate zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe emane pUchyuM : " tamAruM kAma keTale paheAMcyuM ?" javAba maLye : " prayAsa cAlu che, hajI vAra lAgaze." A taka jhaDapIne zrI vijayanadanasUrijIe kahyuM : " yAre sa. 1992mAM tame badhAe jIddI saMvatsarI-zanivAranI-karI, tyAre zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe sAdaDI gAme cAmAsu` rahelA tamArA pUjya gurumahArAjanI ( zrI vijayalabdhisUri mahArAjanI ) AjJA meLavI, temanI AjJAnusAra zanivAranI sa'vatsarI jAhera karI hatI; ane tenA moTAM moTAM posTaro chapAvIne bahAra pADavAM hatAM, je atyAre paNa meAjUda che. te A vakhate jayAre, khuda zrI vijayalabdhisUri mahArAja pote samAdhAnanA mArga kADhe che, ane samAdhAnane nirNaya lAve che, tyAre zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe pote ema ja kahI devuM joIe ke * pUjaya vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAjanI AjJAthI 1992mAM bhAiravA zuda pAMcama e karI hatI, ne zinavAranI savatsarI mAnya karI hatI, te atyAre teozrI je samAdhAna kare, ane je eka nirNaya lAve te mAre ane amAre-sane kabUla ja che.' A rIte emaNe zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja upara lekhita samati mAkalI ApavI ja joI e." zrI bhAskaravijayajIe kahyuM : "sADInI vAta huM nathI jANatA." tyAre zrI vikramavijayajI kahe : " naMdanasUrijI mahArAja je kahe che, te barAbara che. " A pachI pharI ekavAra zrI vijayalakSmaNusUrijI sUrisamrATa pAse AvyA. e kahe : " zrI vijayarAmacadrasUrijInI sahI kadAca na Ave te cAle ke kema ? kema ke, zrI vijayapremasUrijI mahArAjanI sahI Ave emAM emanI sahI AvI ja jAya che. " AnA javAkhamAM zrI vijayanandanasUrijIe spaSTa zabdomAM jaNAvyuM : " AmAM tA rAmaca'drasUrijInI sahI joI e ja. jyAre tithicarcAnA niveDA lAvavA mATe sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja ane vijayarAmaca'drasUrijIe pI. ela. vaidyanI madhyasthatA svIkArI hatI tyAre lavAdanA pratijJApatramAM zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe potAnA guru zrI vijaya
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [61] premasUrijInI hayAtI chatAMya pitAnI ja sahI karI hatI; zrI vijya premasUrijInI sahI nahotI karAvI. eTale A nirNayamAM paNa zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijInI sahI hovI ja joIe." zrI vijayalakSmaNasUrijI kahe: "emaNe pI. ela. vaidya vakhate sahI ApI che, eTale ja AmAM sahI ApavA vicAra nathI." Ano uttara ApatAM sUrisamrATe kahyuM : "A vicAra emano vAjabI nathI. kAraNa, huM tema ja vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja je nirNaya lAvIe, te kadAca pI. ela. vaidyanA cukAdAne maLatA Ave temAM viyarAmacaMdrasUrine kAMI vAMdho nathI. ane kadAca amAre nirNaya vidyanA cukAdAthI judo Ave, te pI. ela. vidya amArA baMnenI sAthe zAstrArtha karI zake che. eTale emAM paNa vijayarAmacaMdrasUrine vAMdho hoya ja nahi." AnI puravaNI karatAM zrI vijayanandanasUrijIe kahyuM : "pI. ela. vaidyanA nirNaya vakhate vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIe sahI ApI che, eTale AmAM ApavAnI jarUra nathI, e emanuM kathana bilakula vAjabI nathI, mAtra bahAnuM ja che." thoDA divaso pachI sUrisamrATa saparivAra khaMbhAtathI eka mAIla dUra AvelA zakarapara gAme padhAryA. tyAM pATaNavALA saMghavI zeTha nagInadAsa karamacaMda vaMdanAthe AvyA. zeTha kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa te vakhate tyAM beThA hatA. nagInabhAIe vaMdana karIne besatAM besatAM kahyuM : "sAheba ! have A tithinuM badhuM cokakasa patI jaze." ATaluM kahI, khissAmAMthI eka kAgaLa kADhIne zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIne vaMcAvyo. e vAMcIne tarata ja zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIe emane rokaDuM parakhAvyuM: "have e patavAnuM nathI, e lakhI rAkhaje !" Apa Ama kema kahe che, sAheba?" nagInabhAI akaLAI gayA. zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijI kaheH "A patramAM vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI khaMbhAta AvavAnuM lakhe che. eTale mane lAge che ke have patavAnuM nathI. kharI rIte to temaNe zrI vijayalabdhisUri mahArAjane lakhI devuM joIe ke "tithi bAbatamAM Apa je samAdhAna lAvaze te mAre kabUlamaMjUra che." ahIM AvavAne zuM artha che? meM te ekavAra vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAjane paNa, staMbhanAjInA dere bhegA thayA tyAre, kahyuM hatuM ke "mahArAja ! ApanI bhAvanA ghaNI uttama che, saraLatAthI bharelI che. kaI rIte A tithicarcAne aMta Ave, ane saMghamAM ekatA sthapAya tevI ApanI sAcI bhAvanA che. paNa A bAbatamAM Apane jaza maLavo ke Apane jaza Ape, e ApanA hAthamAM nathI, ema mane lAge che." A sAMbhaLIne nagInabhAI avAka banI gayA.
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________________ [62] A. vinadanasUri-smArakatra tha ane Akhare banyu. paNa ema ja. zrI vijayananasUrijIe kahyA pramANe, zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAje tithicarcAnA niveDo lAvIne samasta tapAgacchamAM zAMtimaya akatha sthApavAnu... je uttama kArya hAthamAM lIdhuM hatuM, te kArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijInA khabhAtamAM Agamana pachI DahoLAI javA pAmyuM ! pariNAme, zrI vijayalabdhisUri mahArAjanI hArdika bhAvanA niSphaLa banI. emanA taraphathI sUrisamrATane jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM ke " ame amArA prayatnomAM niSphaLa nIvaDavA chIe, have samAdhAna nahi thAya. Apa khuzIthI vihAra karaze." chinnabhinnatAmAM mAnatAM AMtiraka pirabaLonA A prabhAva hatA ! kaheA ke, saMghanI zAMtinA kALa hajI pAkaLyA na hatA !
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________________ 28 tithicarcA (3) vi. saM. 2004 saMvata 2004mAM saMvatsarImAM bheda Avyo. laukika paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya hato, eTale be saMvatsarInI ArAdhanA tapAgacchamAM traNa rIte thaI. betithivALAnA nAme sukhyAta navA pakSe pAMcamano kSaya kAyama rAkhIne cotha-pAMcama bhegA gaNa maMgaLavAre saMvatsarI ArAdhI. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja vageree pAMcamanA kSaye cotha athavA trIjano kSaya karIne cotha ne somavAre saMvatsarI ArAdhI. sUrisamrATe ane bIjAoe, saM. 1lpara, 1961 ne 198lmAM tapAgacchanA mAnya vRddha mahApuruSoe ane zrI sakala saMghe zrI vijayadevasUra tapAgacchasaMghanI seMkaDo varSothI cAlI AvatI zAstrAnusArI avicichane praNAlikA anusAra je rIte pAMcamanA kSaye anya paMcAMganA AdhAre chaThano kSaya karIne zuda cothe saMvatsarI karelI, te ja rIte A varSe (2004mAM) paNa anya paMcAMganA AdhAre bhAdaravA suda chaThane kSaya svIkArIne zuda cotha ne maMgaLavAre saMvatsarI jAhera karI ane ArAdhI. sUrisamrATa svayaM to vRddhAvasthA ne azaktinA kAraNe AmAM vizeSa rasa nahetA laI zaktA, paNa emanI sUcanA ne mArgadarzana anusAra zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijI emAM pUrato rasa letA hatA.
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [71] A traNa rItanI saMvatsarInI ArAdhanAmAM banyuM evuM ke betithivALA ne sUrisamrATa vagerenI saMvatsarI maMgaLavAre sAthe thatI hatI, jyAre zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja vagerenI samavAre thatI hatI. AnI carcA ne tophAne khUba cAlyAM. kaI rIte sUrisamrATa vagere semavAramAM Ave, e mATe athAga prayAsa thayA. patra-patrikAonA thekaDA bahAra paDavA lAgyA. gALAgALInI paNa sImA na rahI. paNa surisamrATane ArAdhanAmAM rasa hata-sAcI praNAlikA mujabanI ArAdhanAmAM; emane A khaTapaTa, carcA ke kalezamAM jarAya rasa na hatuM. emanA taraphathI spaSTa jAhera thayuM ke "ame te ApaNuM zuddha praNAlikAnusAra chaThanA kSaye pAMcama akhaMDa rAkhIne cothe saMvatsarI karavAnA chIe. betithivALA sAthe amAre koI nisabata nathI. amAre to prAmANika praNAlikA ne ArAdhanA sAthe ja saMbaMdha che." emanI A jAherAtathI vireAdhIonA virodhamAM bhAre uchALo AvyA. tA. 11-8-48 nA "muMbaI samAcAra'mAM sUrisamrATane IrSyALu, vyaktiSI, mUSakanItivALA, kubuddhi vAparanArA, azAnti phelAvanArA vagere svarUpe cItaravAmAM AvyA. 16-8-48nA muMbaI samAcAramAM emanI gaNatarI mitradrohImAM karAI. ane kaleza-kalahathI alipta rahIne racanAtmaka zAsanaprabhAvanA karavAnI temanI taTastha vRttine lIdhe temane nirmaLa ane navA pakSa tarapha DhaLatA ka5vAmAM AvyA. A badhAM lakhANathI asvastha na thatAM svastha ne mauna rahevAnI vinati karatA aneka samaju-vicAraka AtmAonA patro sUrisamrATa para ane emanA ziSya para AvyA. evA eka patramAM zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijI upara bhAvanagarathI zrI vijayalalitasUrijIe lakhyuM hatuM ke- "vi. zrI haMsasAgarajInAM henDabIlo-lekha aneka vAra vAMrayAM. te vakhate manamAM evI vicAraNA AvI ke zrI naMdasUrijI gurubhakta che, te emanAthI A lekhe, A lakhANo sahana nahi ja thAya. chatAM samatA karIne beThA che, te emanI vidyAne ane saMyamathutine ja AbhArI che. paNa Aje muMbaI samAcArane eka lekha je senagaDhathI lakhAya che, te zeTha juThAbhAI sAkaracaMda letA AvyA ane vyAkhyAnamAMthI UThayA bAda aneka dharmapremI manuSyoe vAM. vAMcavAvALA ane sAMbhaLavAvALA-baMnenA manamAM atyaMta glAni thaI. have huM paNa lagabhaga sittera varSano vRddha, bAvana varSano dIkSita sAdhuM chuM, te mArI hArdika bhAvanA e ja che ke " manniAvara raDhita vAvata'evI dhIratA rAkhI jevI rIte Aja sudhI upekSaNIya lekanI upekSA karatA AvyA che evI ja gaMbhIra vRtti rAkhaze. jenI ApaNe Aja sudhI ceSTA joI manamAM dayAnA
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________________ [36] A. vi.naMdanasUri smAragraMtha pariNAma lAvatA AvyA chIe tenA dayApAtra ke carcApAtra ApaNe na banIe evI mArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. pachI te " " vahunA supu"--vidvAnone vadhAre lakhavAnuM na hoya. e ja." paNa, sUrisamrATa ne zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIvAstavamAM meza aDaga hatA. bhayAnaka jokhamakArI vAvaToLamAM paNa jeo avicalita rahetA, emane AvI patra-patrikAo. zI asara karI zake? e te nilepa ane nirvikAra ja rahyA. A arasAmAM munirAja zrI darzanavijayajI tripuTIe eka patra zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijIne lakhyuM. emAM maMgaLavAranI saMvatsarI khoTI hevAnAM pramANe, tathA bIjI zaMkAone ullekha hato. enA javAbamAM zrI vijayanandasUrijIe khUba spaSTatA, nikhAlasatA ane nIDaratAthI eka patra lakhyo. e eka ja patramAM emaNe Aja sudhI nIkaLela tamAma patra-patrikAonAM lakhANane nirarthaka banAvI dIdhAM. rAmabANa je emano e patra ApaNe paNa vAMcIe vaDhavANa kempa, jeTha vada 6 ravi. vaDhavANa kempathI vijyanaMdanasUri, tatra muni zrI darzanavijyajI, muni zrI jJAnavijayajI tathA muni zrI nyAyavijayajI yegya anuvaMdanA. jeTha vada 3ne guruvAre zrAvaka giradharabhAI sAthe mokalela patra pahoMcyuM. saMvacharI saMbaMdhI tamee keTalAka khulAsA pUchAvyA, paNa AvI bAbato mATe rUbarU maLI khulAsA meLavavA vyAjabI che te to jANe che. atyAra sudhImAM tamoe tamArA taraphathI paMcAMge chapAvyAM te tamoe amane jaNAvyuM nathI tema koI jAtano khulAso paNa pUchA nathI. tyAra pachI tamArA taraphathI tamoe jaina parva tithine ItihAsa" nAmanI pustikA chapAvI te paNa tamAe amone jaNAvyuM nathI tema koI khulAse pUchAvyo nathI, ane have atyAre khulAsA pUchAvavAne artha zuM? "vi. tA. 7-6-1948 somavAranA 'muMbaI samAcAramAM Avela ATakala amoe, amArA gurumahArAjAe keIe paNa Apela nathI, tema chapAvela paNa nathI, tema chApAmAM koNe Apela che te paNa ame jANatA nathI. amo prAyaH chApAmAM ApatA nathI tema ja lakhAvatA nathI, chatAM amoe te Apela che athavA lakhAvela che ema je kaI mAne te tenI potAnI samajaNa vagaranuM che.
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [77] 15ramAM jodhapurI caMDAzu caMDU paMcAMganA banAvanAra paMDita zrIdhara zivalAlane ja te vakhate pUchAvatAM teoe lakhyuM hatuM ke amAruM paMcAMga brahmapakSI che. te mAravADa dezamAM mAnya che. tamArA dezamAM saurapakSa mAnya che to te pramANe tamAre chaThane kSaya kara." ane A saMbaMdhamAM 15ra zrAvaNa suda 15 no jaina dharma prakAza"no pustaka 12, aMka 5 me, tathA 15ra aSADa vada 11 nuM "sayAjI vijaya" vAMcazo to vizeSa khulAse thaze. ane "zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjano paNa potAnI hayAtImAM e pramANe ja (chaThanA kSayano) mata hato. te paNa temAM tamane spaSTa jaNAI Avaze. tA. 18-5-'37nA AtmAnaMda prakAza" pu. 34, aMka 12mAmAM A. zrI vijayavalabhasUrijI paNa lakhe che ke "svargastha gurudevanI AjJA mujaba 15ramAM bhAdaravA suda 6no ja kSaya mAnyo hate." te je te vakhate zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje tamArA lakhavA pramANe bhA. zu. panA kSaye pAMcamane ja kSaya Adezya hota to A rIte A. zrI vijayavallabhasUrijIne pitAnA gurudevanI viruddha lakhavAnuM kAMI paNa kAraNa hoya tema ame mAnatA nathI. vaLI tame lakho cho ke A. zrI vijayasiddhisUrijI kahe che ke "huM pahelethI ja pAMcamane kSaya mAnato Avyo chuM ane bIjAoe paNa pAMcamane kSaya karI udaya cothe saMvacharI karI che. e paNa taddana khoTuM che. te vAta 198nnA 'vIrazAsana, varSa 11nA aMka 41 tathA 44mAM A. zrI vi. dAnasUrijInA khulAsAmAMthI spaSTa jaNAze. kAraNa ke temAM A. zrI vi. siddhisUrijI to zuM paNa sakala zrI tapAgacchIya caturvidha saMghamAMthI keIe paNa bhA. zu. pano kSaya mAnyo na hato, paNa anya paMcAMganA AdhAre chaThano ja kSaya mAnyo hato te vAta spaSTa che. vi. tamo lakho cho ke "bhAdaravA zuda no kSaya karI zuda 4ne maMgaLavAre saMvacharI karavAthI A. zrI vi. rAmacaMdrasUrijInI sAthe saMvacharI thaze. ane AthI temano pakSa sAce che evuM bhadrika tathA bhadayA zrAvako mAnaze." te paNa tamAruM mAnavuM cheTuM che, kAraNa ke temanI ane ApaNI saMdhazkarI eka divase AvavAthI kaMI eka thaI javAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke teo pAMcamano kSaya kare che, jyAre ApaNe chaThane kSaya mAnavAne che. ane ApaNe e vicAra karIe to lokAgaccha vagerenI saMva charI paNa ApaNI sAthe Avaze to zuM ApaNe te vakhate tevA thaI jazuM ? mATe te vAtamAM kAMI paNa bhaya rAkhavAno hoya nahi. vaLI tamoe lakhyuM ke "Ama A bAbata upara khUba vicAra karazo ane kalamavAra samAdhAna jaNAvazojI. ane vigatavAra khulAso karazojI." to amArA kSayopazama pramANe amoe prAyaH dareka muddA upara prathamathI ja vicAra karelo che. "TV thI e pAThanI vyavasthA tema ja "kSa prava.' e vacananI vyavasthA paNa amArA
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________________ [ 78 ] A. vi.naHnasUri-smArakatra tha dhyAnamAM ja che ane darekanA amArA kSayApazama pramANe vigatavAra khulAsA che, paNa kAgaLamAM e badhA ja khulAsA thaI zakatA nathI. khAkI A. zrI vijayAnasUrijI (zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja), pa'. zrI gaMbhIravijayajI gaNijI mahArAja, lavAranI pALanA upAzrayavALA paM. zrI pratApavijayajI gaNijI mahArAja vigere ApaNA vaDIle zAstra ane paraparAne AdhAre ja cAlanArA hatA, paNa peAtAnI kalpanAnA AdhAre cAlanArA na hatA. teo bahuzruta, bhavabhIru, anubhavI ane zrI vItarAgazAsananA sa`pUrNa premI hatA. teo zAstra ane paraparAne jarA paNa virodha Ave evuM kadI paNa kare evu mAnavAne kAMI paNa kAraNa nathI. zAstrAnusAri, avicchinna, suvihata paraparA pramANe seMkaDA varSothI A eka ja dhorI mArga cAlyA Ave che. sa. 1952mAM A. zrI sAgarAnadasUrijIe judI sabazkarI karI, temaja sa'. 1992-1993mAM A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI, temanA gurujI, tayA temanA anuyAyIoe judI savaccharI karI. khAkI bhAratavarSanA tamAma sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA--e caturvidha saMgha A ja dhArI mArga upara cAlyA Ave che. ane ame paNa zAstra ane paraparAe te ja dhArI mArgamAM cAlyA jaIe chIe. chatAM paNa jyAre A. zrI sAgarAnadsUrijI saM. 1952nI savacchI sa'badhI sakala saMghathI potAnI judI AcaraNA, tathA A. zrI vi. rAmacadrasUrijI sa. 1992-1993nI savacharI saMbaMdhI sakala saMghathI potAnI judI AcaraNa zAstra ane vijayadevasUrijInI paraparA pramANe vyAjabI che ema amArI rUbarUmAM, jAhera ane maukhika rIte sAbita karaze te ame paNa amArA vicAra cheDavAne tema ja micchA mi dukkaDam. ApavAne taiyAra ja chIe. ane emAM amArI kadI paNa Agraha samajavA nahi. vaLI tamAe lakhyuM ke ' bhAvi saMghanI rakSA tathA ekatAne khAtara amArI namra vinati che.' te te saMbadhamAM jANavuM je saMghanI rakSA ane ekatA bhA. zu. 5 nA kSaye pAMcamane kSaya mAnavAmAM ja, ke bhA. zu. 5 nA kSaye trIjane kSaya karavAmAM ja hAya evu amAne lAgatuM nathI. paNa sa'. 1952, 1961, 1989 pramANe sakala zrIsaMghe Acarela dhArI mAge cAlavAmAM ja saghanI ekatA sacavAze ane te ja amAne vyAjabI lAge che. * 66 "tamAe tamArI jaina parva tithinA itihAsa' nAmanI pustikAmAM patra 44 me lakhyuM che ke sa`. 1961mAM zrI sAgarajI mahArAje paNa kapaDavaMjanA saMghanI ekatA mATe saghane anya paMcAMga mAnya rAkhavA dIdhu hatu '; te A vakhate paNa teoe sa. 1961mAM kapaDava'janI jema anya pacAMgane mAnya rAkhI chaDhano kSaya karI sakala zrIsaMghanI sAthe bhAdaravA zuda 4 magaLavAre zrI savaccharI karavI, te ja amAne vyAjabI lAge che. ane te ja sa*dhanI sAcI ekatA sAcavavAnI sAcI bhAvanA kahevAya. tamAre paNa te ja rIte preraNA karavI, te ja vyAjabI che.
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________________ vAtsalyanidhi saMghanAyaka [7] zrI kalpasUtra, zrI nizIthasUtra tathA cUrNi, tathA yugapradhAna zrI kAlikAcArya bhagavAnanI AcaraNa vagere aneka pramANene anusare tema ja trikAlAbAdhita jaina zAstrAnusAri tapAgacchIya zrI vijayadevasUrIya paraMparA pramANe tema ja zrIdhara zivalAlavALA jodhapurI caMDAMzugaMDu paMcAMgane AdhAre, vaLI 1952, 1961, 198lmAM amadAvAdanA DahelA upAzraya, lavAranI poLane upAzraya, vIrano upAzraya, vimaLano upAzraya, vagere tamAma upAzrayavALAe ane hindustAnanA sakala zrI tapAgacachanA AcAryoe, sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA, e caturvidha saMghe Acarela AcaraNa mujaba A varSe paNa saM. 2004 nuM saMvacharI mahAparva bhAdaravA suda 4 maMgaLavAre tA. 7-9-48nA reja ArAdhavuM te ja ane vyAjabI lAge che. tamAre paNa A ja pramANe saMvacharI parva ArAdhavuM te amane ucita lAge che, vyAjabI lAge che, ane hitakara lAge che. pachI jema tamArI marajI. saM. 195ranI zrIsaMghanI AcaraNAthI atyAra sudhImAM koI paNa jAtanI garabaDa UbhI thaI nathI. tema bhaviSyamAM thaze evuM amAruM mAnavuM che ja nahi. "munizrI darzanavijayajInI tabiyata have sArI haze." ke spaSTa ane suMdara che A patra! enI saraLa, sabhya bhASA, vAMcanArane tarata ja samajAI jAya evI che. zabda zabda zrI vijayanaMdanasUrijInI dIrghadazI buddhimattA niItare che. zAMtinI sAcI cAhanA ane zAMtinA mArganI emanI UMDI sUjhabUjha A patranI pUrvabhUmikAmAM paDyAM che. kAza, A addabhuta zaktipujano pUro lAbha laI zakAye hota te?