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________________ -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-................ svAnubhUti kI ora : antaryAtrA 0 zrI sohanarAja koThArI, [jilA evaM satra nyAyAdhIza, jayapura (rAjasthAna)] adhyAtma jagat meM hamAre samagra vyaktitva kI sarvAMga sAdhanA kI carama niSpatti kI sarvamAnya evaM sugama paribhASA hai-svAnubhUti" aura jisa prakriyA se nikalakara vyakti ko svayaM kI anubhUti kA sAkSAtkAra evaM milana hotA hai use AdhyAtmika bhASA meM 'yoga' kahA jAtA hai-isa yoga kI prakriyA ke liye vibhinna prakAra ke prANAyAma, yoga-Asana, dhyAna-mudrA Adi aneka zrama-sAdhya kriyAe~ apanI-apanI ruci ke anusAra vyakti evaM vyaktiyoM ke kaI sAmUhika saMsthAna apanAte haiN| cetanA kI anUbhUti yA svayaM kA bodha, isameM merI bahuta varSoM se ruci rahI hai, para zramasAdhya prayogoM meM maiM kabhI rasa nahIM le pAyA, kyoMki isa viSaya para gaharAI se cintana ke bAda merA apanA cintana yaha hai ki sama-viSama paristhitiyoM meM, madhyastha bhAva meM rahakara binA zrama ke yadi hama sArI zaktiyoM ko gahanatApUrvaka pratikSaNa sahajatA se apanI cetanA kI ora yA dUsare zabdoM meM svayaM kI khoja meM, atala gaharAI kI ora unmukha kara sakeM, to hamArI cetanA se milana kI mahAyAtrA kA prArambha ho jAtI hai aura nizcita hI hama cetanA kI ora bar3ha jAte haiM / bAhara ke sAre apane kAryoM meM vyasta rahate hue bhI pratipala hamArA cintana yaha bana jAnA cAhiye ki hama koI aisA kArya na kareM, jisase hamArI AtmA kaluSita yA malina ho jAya, yA hamAre vicAra, vANI va pravRtti kA koI bhI aMza, hamArI antarcetanA ko mUcchita kara de, yA hamArI sajagatA yA sacetanA jar3atA yA suSupti se AcchAdita ho jAya / bAhara kI gaMgA yA jamanA dhArApravAha bahatI rahe, usameM koI Apatti nahIM hai, para andara kI sarasvatI kA ajasra pravAha bhI sUkha nahIM jAya, isa bAta kA bhI pUrA dhyAna rahe aura tabhI hamAre zarIra, mana aura AtmA ke triveNI saMgama kA yoga hamArI jIvAtmA ko akSuNNa pAvana tIrthasthalI banA sakatA hai| bAhara ke sAre kolAhala ke madhya bhI antardhvani kA nAda pratipala gUMjatA rahe, vastuoM kI raTa lagAte rahane para bhI, andara kA ni:zabda 'ajapA jApa' satata rUpa se calatA rahe, paudgalika padArthoM se prApta saMgIta, nRtya, suvAsanA, dAya, rasa ke sAtha-sAtha prANoM kA saMgIta-svAsoM kA nRtya, romaroma meM cetanA kI chavi, kaNa-kaNa meM jIvana rasa va bhAvoM kI sugandha meM, hamArI AtmA aharniza pratiSThApita rahe, tabhI hamArI sAdhanA pa.lavatI ho sakatI hai aura hama apanI anubhUti karane meM saphala ho sakate haiN| Avazyaka yaha hai ki sahajatA kI dizA meM, hamArA dhyAna pUrNatayA vyApaka bana jAe, tana aura cetanA jo ki alaga-alaga virodhI tattva haiM, unheM hama taTastha evaM sAkSI bhAva se alaga-alaga svarUpa meM, darzana kara sakeM aura hamAre zarIra va mana kI saMvedanA hamArI AtmA ko prabhAvita na kara sake, tabhI hama svayaM ko jAna sakate haiM, va hamArA svayaM se milana ho sakatA hai| santa bhIkhaNajI ne isI vyApaka dhyAna ke svarUpa ko bahuta hI sahaja zabdoM meM bhAva gAmbhIryatA prakaTa karate hue rAjasthAnI bhASA meM nimna prakaTa karate hue rAjasthAnI bhASA meM nimnalikhita choTe se pada meM parilakSita kiyA hai je samadRSTi jIvar3A, kare kuTumba pratipAla / antar mana nyArA rahe, jyoM dhAya ramAve bAla / / 00
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________________ svAnubhUti kI ora antaryAtrA 127 vastutaH hamArI sArI vinnA, gati, pravRtti hara samaya rAta aura dina pratyeka par3I aura pala sote-jAgate, uThate-baiThate, isI prakAra kI bana jAya ki jo hama dikha rahe haiM, aura kaha rahe haiM, vaha apanA nahIM hai aura jo apanApana antarnihita hai, vo hamAre ina sAre bAhya kAryoM se prabhAvita na ho, usakI jar3atA hamAre cetanA ko AcchAdita yA malIna na kara de, mahAtmA kabIra ke zabdoM meM hamArI AtmA kI jhInI caddara malI na ho jAya aura svaccha rahe para isa cintanA ke liye yaha Avazyaka hai ki hama apane mana, vacana evaM zarIra kI sArI gatividhiyoM ko eka samatala para samasvara meM rkheN| jo hama soceM, vaisA hI kareM aura jaisA kaheM vaisA hI kareM, aura tabhI hamArA dvaitabhAva dUra ho sakegA aura hamako apanI jAnakArI prApta karane meM sugamatA rhegii| mana meM vicAra kucha aura cala rahe hoM aura vANI meM vicAra use anyathA prakaTa hoM aura zarIra meM hamArI sArI gatividhiyAM mana va vANI ke viparIta cale, taba hamako apane nAnAvidha mukhauTe pahanane ke liye vimatAoM evaM visaMgatiyoM kA sahArA lenA par3atA hai aura isI jor3a-tor3a kI udher3abuna meM, yaha sArA jIvana bIta jAtA hai. hamArI jaTilatAe~ nirantara bar3hatI jAtI hai aura usameM jIvana ke Ananda kA lota sUkha hI nahIM jAtA balki usameM amRtatattva kA zoSaNa hokara kevala vAsanA evaM Asakti kI kIcar3a hI hamAre hAtha lagatI hai, jisameM se bAhara nikalane ke hara prayAsa ke sAtha hama usake dala-dala meM pha~sate hI jAte haiM / isaliye yaha Avazyaka hai ki hama saralatA, sahajatA yA RjutA kI ora bddh'eN| mana ke vicAra, vANI ke udgAra va zarIra kA vyavahAra, sAre eka se bana jAya aura hama sphaTika kI taraha bana jAe~ va bhItara va bAhara eka se svarUpa meM, hamArA bAhya vyavahAra va antar kA AkAra spaSTa ho jAya isI meM svAnubhUti prakaTa hotI hai / cetanA kI antara yAtrA meM, hamAre sAmane pahalA vikaTa avarodha svayaM hamArA mana hai mana kI kalpanAe~, AzA-AkAMkSAe~, tRSNA-vAsanAe~, ananta vicAroM ke mAdhyama se, hamako apane bAre meM socane kA avakAza hI nahIM lene detI, hamAre mastiSka meM anagina vastuoM kI smRti ke ambAra bhare par3e haiM itihAsa bhUgola, sAhitya, kalA, vijJAna Adi aneka viSayoM ke bAre meM, hamArI sUkSma se sUkSma jAnakArI karane kI anavarata ceSTA to jIvana bhara calatI hI rahatI hai aura jo vastue~ vartamAna meM nahIM hai, unheM prApta karane va unakI mahatvAkAMkSA rakhane evaM unake svapna saMjone meM, hamAre jIvana kA pratyeka kSaNa zIghratA se bIta jAtA hai aura hama kabhI bhI eka kSaNa ruka jAyeM to lagatA hai ki hama na to kahIM pahu~ca pAye haiM aura na kucha bana hI pAye haiN| vicAroM kI isa saghana bhIr3a ko pAra karanA asaMbhava nahIM to durUha kArya avazya hai / antar yAtrA meM isa pahale avarodha ko pAra karanA muzkila ho jAtA hai va vyakti vicAroM ke jabaradasta hamale se AkrAnta hokara, apanI hAra mAna letA hai aura mana se Age bar3hane kA sAhasa nahIM kara paataa| isaliye svAnubhUti kI ora caraNa bar3hAne meM, hamako pahale nirvicAra banane kA abhyAsa karanA par3egA yaha to asambhava hai ki jaba taka mana hai, taba taka koI vicAra hI na Ae, aura yaha bhI hamAre apane sAtha hI nirmamatA hogI ki hama apanA damana kara, balAt apane vicAroM ko rokeM aura vicAroM ke atizaya vega pravAha ko eka sthAna para rokane ke prayAsa kI tIvra prati kriyA bhI ho sakatI hai jisakA pariNAma aura bhI bhayaMkara ho sakatA hai| AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki jaise-jaise hamAre mana meM saMkalpa-vikalpa jagate raheM, vaise-vaise unako unake Adisrota kI ora pratikramaNa karate raheM aura apane mana ko unase khAlI karate raheM, tAki bAlI mana meM apanI anubhUti kI cintanA usa khAlI sthAna ko ghera kara vyApaka bana ske| ataH svAnubhUti kI ora bar3hate caraNoM ko sarvaprathama ghanIbhUta vicAroM ke AkramaNakArI kolAhala karatI bhIr3a ko pAra kara nirvicAritA kI tarapha bar3hanA Avazyaka hogA / antaryAtrA kI dizA meM jaba vicAroM kI gahana AtatAyI bhIr3a ko pAra karane meM hama samartha ho jAte haiM, taba hamAre sAmane atIta kI smRtiyoM kI jakar3ana evaM bhaviSya kI AkAMkSAoM kA gurutvAkarSaNa, hamako Age va pIche khIMcatA huA, parivartanazIla samaya kI ghATiyoM meM lA paTakatA hai, jisase bAhara nikalanA hamAre lie AsAna nahIM ho pAtA / vizva kI hara jar3a vastu meM lambAI, caur3AI, U~cAI hotI hai para usameM astitva nahIM hotA, kyoMki astitva ke lie samaya kA honA Avazyaka hai aura samaya hI cetanA kI diyA hai| jagat kI sArI hI vastue~ kSaNabhaMgura haiM, parivartanazIla hai para .
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________________ 328 DISISION karmayogI zrI kesarImalajI surANA abhinandana grantha : caturtha khaNDa 1 samaya zAzvata hai, jo sadA thA, aura sadA rahegA aura usakI dhArAoM meM saba cIjeM baneMgI va miTeMgI, para samaya kI dhArA avicchinna rahegI / saMbhavataH isaliye AtmA yA cetanA kA eka nAma 'samaya' bhI diyA gayA hai, jo usake zAzvata, sanAtana, anAdi, ananta, tatva hone kA dyotaka mAtra hai / hama Amataura para samaya ke tIna bhAga karate haiM, atIta, vartamAna va bhaviSya, lekina yaha vibhAjana kRtrima evaM galata hai, kyoMki atIta sirpha smRti meM hai aura kahIM bhI nahIM hai va isI taraha bhaviSya kevala kalpanA meM hai aura kahIM nahIM hai aura hai to sirpha vartamAna isaliye samaya kA eka hI artha ho sakatA hai, vartamAna ; jo hai vahI samaya hai aura yaha cetanA ke antima khaNDa kA aNu hai aura vo itanA sUkSma hai ki hama yadi pratikSaNa sajaga na raheM to usakA bodha hote hI vaha atIta kA aMga bana jAtA hai aura hama usa aNu se vaMcita ho jAte haiM / aisI sthiti meM hamArA citta itanA zAnta aura nirmala bana jAe ki hama vartamAna ke choTe se aNu kI jhalaka pA leM aura jisa kSaNa hamane ise sthira kara diyA ki hama apane astitva se paricita ho gae, samaya ke darzana ke sAtha hI AtmA ko upalabdha ho gae, usase sAkSAtkAra kara liyA / mana saMgraha hai, atIta aura bhaviSya kA jo nahIM hai aura bIca kI sUkSma rekhA vartamAna ko pAne ke lie, zAnta citta honA Avazyaka hai| ataH nirvicAritA ke sAtha-sAtha hamArI mahAyAtrA kA agalA caraNa atIta aura bhaviSya kI bhayAvahI andherI, gahana ghATiyoM ko pArakara, vartamAna ke rAjamArga para aba - sthita ho jAya va samaya ko sthira kara deM, tabhI hamArI yAtrA sugama ho sakatI hai| , nivicAritA va samayAtItatA yA sthirayoga kI prApti ke bAda, tIsarA aura sabase bhayaMkara avarodha jI hamAre sAmane antar yAtrA ke bIca meM, mu~ha bAe khar3A rahatA hai, vaha hai ahaM kI caTTAna / hamAre apane ahaM se hI sAre vikAroM evaM kaSAyoM kA prajanana hotA rahatA hai aura jaba taka ahaM kI caTTAna ko tor3akara hama ahaMzUnyatA meM praveza nahIM kara pAte taba taka AtmA se sAkSAtkAra lagabhaga asambhava ho jAtA hai / ahaM meM jahA~ avarodha utpanna hotA hai vahA~ phodha prakaTa ho jAtA hai, jisakA svAbhAvika pariNAma hotA hai-pratizodha, hiMsA, saMgharSa, yuddha Adi jo apanI pUrI vibhISikA meM samUcI mAnava jAti kA vinAza karane kI sambhAvanA rakhate haiN| ahaM ko poSaNa karane vAlI vRtti kA nAma lobha hai, jisake dharAtala para tRSNA kI viSa bela phailatI hai aura mAyA ke lubhAvane kintu AtmaghAtI phala paidA karatI hai / ahaM kA bAhya svarUpa abhimAna, mamatA, Asakti, ghRNA, dveSa meM parilakSita hotA hai| lAkhoM-karor3oM kI sampadA kA eka hI bAra meM tyAga kara dene vAle, apane putra-putrI evaM bhare-pUre parivAra se alaga hone vAle va varSoM saMnyAsa kI sAdhanA karane vAle, akiMcana RSi-muni bhI ahaM se apane ko mukta nahIM kara paate| ve bhI apane ziSyoM va dhAraNAoM kA moha nahIM chor3a pAte / yaza kAmanAeM unako bhI ghere rahatI haiN| pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki ziSyoM ke saMgraha va yazalipsA kI vRddhi meM, unakI lokeSaNA kama nahIM ho pAtI aura unake tyAga meM vaibhava kA anurAga hI chipA raha jAtA hai aura isa kAraNa se na to ve ahaM kA pASANa hI tor3a pAte haiM aura na AtmA ke Ananda kA nirjhara hI unameM phUTa kara pravAhita ho pAtA hai / mAna-apamAna kI bhAvanA se koI viralA hI vyakti achUtA raha pAtA hai| bar3e-bar3e sAdhu-santa apanI prazaMsA va dUsaroM kI nindA meM rasa lete haiM aura unakI kiMcit sI nindA unake sAmane itara sampradAya yA mata ke dUsare sAdhu-santoM kI prazaMsA se unake cehare para roSa kI rekhA khiMca jAtI hai, taba lagatA hai ki ahaM kI caTTAna ko tor3ane meM ve asamartha aura asahAya ho gae haiM / jaba taka ahaM nahIM chUTatA taba taka ve usa nAva kI taraha bhaTakate rahate haiM jo laMgara se baMdhI hone ke kAraNa ghaNToM pAnI meM ghUmatI phiratI hai va kisI kinAre taka nahIM pahu~ca pAtI aura eka hI paridhi meM cakkara khAtI rahatI hai| isaliye cetanA se milane kI dizA meM bar3hate caraNoM ko na kevala vicAroM kI saghana AkrAmaka bhIr3a cIranI par3atI hai yA atIta va bhaviSya kI gahana ghATiyoM ko hI pAra karanA par3atA hai balki unako ahaM kI caTTAna ko bhI vidIrNa karanA par3atA hai aura tabhI vyakti AtmAnanda ke jharate - bahate nirjhara meM cetanA kI anubhUti prApta kara sakatA hai aura vastutaH jo vaha hai usameM usakA milana ho jAtA hai| ataH svayaMsiddhi yA svAnubhUti ke uparokta tIna nivicAritA, samayAtItatA ahaMnyatA nizcita sopAna haiM, jinake mAdhyama se hama apanA gantavya prApta kara sakate haiN| merA apanA anubhava hai ki vyApaka evaM sahaja dhyAna kI prakriyA se RjutA yA nirmala citta ke dharAtala para
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________________ svAnubhUti kI ora : antaryAtrA 326 nirvicAritA, samayAtItatA va ahaMzUnyatA kI ora, hamAre caraNa kramazaH bar3hate jAya~ to usa yAtrA kI avadhi meM hI hamako kucha aise choTe-moTe anubhava svataH hote jAe~ge, jinakI AsAnI se kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI, para jinake liye vizeSa prayAsa karanA apekSita hI nahIM rhtaa| zAnta evaM nirmala citta kI sAdhanA ke avirala evaM vyApaka dhyAna kI prakriyA meM, vyakti na kevala apane isa janma kI ghaTanAoM ko hI smRti meM lA sakatA hai, balki apane pUrvajanma kI ghaTanAoM ko bhI sAkSAt jAna sakatA hai| 'jAtismaraNajJAna' kI vizruta vidhA hamAre nirmala citta kA hI sahaja pariNAma hai jo antara darzana ke sAtha-sAtha kisI bhI prabuddha vyakti ko saralatA se prApta ho sakatI hai| janma se pUrva ke jIvana kI smRti, hamAre vartamAna jIvana kI kaI rahasyapUrNa gutthiyoM ko sulajhAne va samajhane meM sahAyaka ho sakatI hai aura isa artha meM, pUrvajanma-smRti hamArI apanI antaryAtrA meM mahattvapUrNa yogadAna de sakatI hai| pUrvajanma kI smRti kevala vaicArika yA bauddhika stara para ho sakatI hai, yaha bAta nizcita hai| isakI kyA sImAe~ haiM aura isa krama meM kaba kahA~ rukanA Avazyaka tathA anivArya ho jAtA hai ? vo isa prayoga meM kyA ? bAdhAe~ kyoM A jAtI hai ? yaha svayaM meM eka vistRta vivecana kA viSaya hai para yahA~ itanA kahanA hI paryApta hogA ki pUrvajanma kI spaSTa saMsmRti sambhava hai aura ise vizeSa zramasAdhya upalabdhi ke rUpa meM yA AzcaryapUrNa tarIke se dekhanA yA kahanA na to sahI hogA aura na ucita hai| vyApaka dhyAna kI sahaja prakriyA meM, jaba hamArI yAtrA cetanA kI ora prArambha ho jAtI hai, taba hamAre bhAvoM meM eka apUrva jAgaraNa A jAtA hai aura indriyoM va mana se pare, hama apane hRdaya, prANa, bhAvoM meM jisakI cAha karate haiM, vaha prApta ho jAtI hai| yaha to nizcita hai ki antaryAtrA meM calane vAlA vyakti kabhI padArtha kI cAha yA kAmanA to rakhanA nahIM cAhegA para kabhI-kabhI vaha virATa cetanA kI anubhUti ke aMza ko sAkSAt karane kI jijJAsA meM una mahApuruSoM ke (cAhe ve bhagavAna, tIrthakara, guru, mahAtmA, kisI bhI nAma se pukAre jAte hoM) darzana karane kI icchA rakha letA hai aura jisa mahApuruSa kI cetanA se vaha apanI nikaTatA mahasUsa karatA hai, usako dekhane va usase preraNA prApta karane kI usakI svAbhAvika kAmanA bana jAtI hai| isa zubhecchA ke pariNAmasvarUpa nirmala citta kI ArAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti apane bhAvoM meM apane ArAdhya kA darzana kara letA hai, aura kabhI-kabhI to aisA spaSTa pratIta hotA hai ki hamAre iSTadeva hamAre samakSa, muditamanA AzIrvAda dene kI mudrA meM, sAkSAt upasthita haiM aura hamArI sArI duzcintAe~ mAtra unake darzana se hI dUra ho jAtI haiM / merA to apanA anubhava yaha hai ki hamArI icchA mAtra se hI hamAre ArAdhya deva kI cetanA, apanI daihika chavi meM, prakaTa hokara hamArI samasyAoM kA nirAkaraNa svata: kara detI hai / vastuta: ve kSaNa bahuta hI sukhada evaM AhlAdapUrNa hote haiM / bauddhika vizleSaNa ke AdhAra para to yaha anubhava zabdoM meM abhivyakta karanA sambhava nahIM hai. para jisane apane bhAvoM meM apane ArAdhyadeva ko sampUrNa rUpa meM ramA liyA hai aura jisakA citta nistaraMga jhIla kI taraha bananA Arambha ho gayA hai, use apane icchita ArAdhyadeva ke darzana nizcitarUpa se smaraNa karate hI ho sakate haiM va usakI antaryAtrA ko sugama banA sakate haiN| jAtismaraNa jJAna va bhAva-darzana ke sAtha-sAtha vicAroM ke sampreSaNa kA kArya bhI unake liye sahaja sulabha ho jAtA hai, jo nirmala citta banAne kI prakriyA meM avarodhoM ko pAra karane kA saMkalpa lekara cetanA se milane kI dizA meM cala par3e haiN| manovaijJAnika bhI isa bAta ko svIkAra karane lage haiM ki vicAroM kI taraMgeM vikIrNa kara hama dUsaroM taka pahu~cA sakate haiM to isameM saMzaya karane kI to koI guMjAiza nahIM raha gaI hai ki vicAroM kA saMpreSaNa sambhava nahIM hai / cetanA kI ora unmukha yAtrI ke liye, yaha prayoga kabhI-kabhI usa samaya Avazyaka ho jAtA hai, jaba vaha zarIra aura vANI se nivRtti aura ni:zabdatA kI tarapha bar3hane laga jAtA hai aura usake mana kI pravRtti hI mukta rahatI hai, taba vaha apane vicAroM ke mAdhyama se, apane Avazyaka kArya kara letA hai yA anya logoM ko prabhAvita kara yA karA letA hai| apane se gurutara vyaktiyoM se preraNA prApta karane yA apane paripArzva ko pariSkRta kara zuddha vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa karane va isI se apanI yAtrA ko sulabha banAne kI dizA meM, jaba-jaba yaha prayoga Avazyaka hotA hai, taba-taba sAdhaka isakA saphalatAparvaka prayoga letA hai, aura isake liye use AzcaryakArI kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, para itanA avazya sahI
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________________ 330 karmayogI zrI kesarImalajI surANA abhinandana grantha : caturtha khaNDa ........................................................................... hai ki antaryAtrA ke liye yaha sahaja hai| use prayAsa nahIM karanA pdd'taa| hamAre AtmArthI saMtajana vipadAgrasta bhakta-janoM ko dekhakara manobhAvoM se hI vyathA bhAMpa lete haiM aura kabhI-kabhI apane vicAroM se hI vyathA kA nirAkaraNa kara dete haiN| yaha isI nirmala citta avasthA va zubha bhAvanA kA hI pariNAma hai| anta meM yahI kahA jA sakatA hai ki cetanA se milana kI jo antima niSpatti hai, vaha kevala anubhUti janya hai, zabdAtIta hai va svayaM-cetanA-nirAkAra va nirUpama hai ataH ise zabdoM meM vyakta karanA saMbhava nahIM hai aura jaba antima niSpatti zabdoM meM nahIM bA~dhI jA sakatI, to usake AdhArabhUta mArga RjutA kI ora sahaja satata vyApaka dhyAna aura nirmala citta avasthA tathA usake bAdhaka evaM sAdhaka tattvoM ko bhI zabdoM meM samAveza karanA asambhava nahIM to kaThina avazya hai aura maiM nahIM jAnatA ki maiMne jo kucha apane zabdoM meM vyakta kiyA hai, usameM mere vicAra yA bhAvoM ko kitanI abhivyakti mila sakI hai, para itanA maiM avazya kaha sakatA hU~ ki mere zabda, usa dizA, mArga evaM mArga ke avarodhoM kI ora, jo vyakti kI apane se sAkSAt karane kI yAtrA meM sannihita hai, kiMcit bhI saMketa sUtra bana pAe, to maiM ise virATa cetanA kI kRpA kA hI prasAda samajhakara apane ko saubhAgyazAlI smjhNgaa| .