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________________ zrI sImaMdharasvAmIne vinaMtI "mokSamArgasya netAraM, bhetAraM krmbhuubhRtaam| uttama kSamAdi bhAvo e ja zaraNe ho. anAdi moha-ajJAnane lIdhe jaDa pratye. jhAtAraM vizvatatvAnAM, baMda tad guNa lbdhye||" rAga ane jIva pratye dveSane AdhIna thaI, 21maye samaye navAM karma upArjanA he jina2Aja! he prabhu! he niSkA2Na karUNAnA 2vAmI! tame nirAgI, karI cA2gaMtanA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI 2hyo chuM. te ajJAnane dU2 karI. iirvekArI, ccidAnaMda 2varU5, 2AhajAdI, anaMtANI, anaMtadarzI ane 2-va2svarU5no nirAya purAvo-2Ata-riA- oida 2varUpa evo A mA railokayaprakAzaka che. zrI sadagurUnA pa2ma anugrahathI jANyuM ke mArUM 2svarUpa chuM, eka chuM, asaMga chuM, sarva pa2 dravya, pa2NAvathI huM anya chuM. cAMyogamAM paNa sattAe evuM ja che. te guNone prApta ka2vA- pragaTa ka2vA he nAtha! huM 2helAM deha, strI, putra, dhana, dhAma koI mArAM nathI. A deha ke je asucithI tamAre zaraNe Avyo chuM. bharelo che, maLa - mUtranI khANa che, roga-javAnuM nivAsadhAma che, e dehanuM e 2svarUpe pragaTa ka2vAno eka ja upAya ApazrIe prakAzyo che ke jene mamatva tyajIne-anAdinI sukhazIlatA tyajIne, teno upayoga, mArA evuM 2varUpa prApta che. pragaTa che evA niSkA2NakarUNAnA svAmI zrI 2ccadAnaMda 2svarUpane pAmavA ApanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana ka2vAmAM, jineva2 bhagavaMtano athavA emanI nizrAmAM rahela AtmajJAnI, gItArtha, apramattabhAve karUM evI zakata-jAgRti Apo. anAdinI Azrava nigraMtha gurU bhagavaMtano yoga pAmI, emanI nizrAmAM sarvavirati dhAraNa karI, pariNati-mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAyo ane azubhayogano sarvArpaNabhAve zrI jinAjJAnuM 2AvAMgINapaNe ArAdhana ka2vuM. viti dvArA tyAga karI, yathAzakita pa7 mede saMvara ane 12 bhede nirjarAnuM | he nAtha mane bhavAMtare zrI mahAvideha chotramAM birAjamAna evA ApazrIno sevana ka2to. AjJAvicaya Adi dharmadhyAnanuM AlaMbana leto. AmAge prayakSa yoga ane mokSaprApaka bIjI sarvasAmagrI prApta thAya, te mATenI aMdhakane adhika nirmaLa karUM evI karUNA karo. anAdi ajJAnathI pITha yogyatA mArAmAM pragaTe evI karUNA karo. te mATe niraMtara catu: za2Nano rAjalokamAM paribhramaNa ka2tAM ka2tAM, tenA ekeka pradeze anaMtA svIkA2, A bhava-pa2bhavanAM kRtyonI tIvra gaha ane ullAsapUrvaka janma-ma2Na karyA che. jayAM jayAM gayo tyAM tyAM tathA prakAranA svapa2nAM 2katonI anumodanA tathA povana dvArA utakRSTa ArAdhakabhAva ahaM-mamatvabhAva karyA, ane te bhAvone jJAnavicAra karIne vorirAvyA pragaTo ApazrInA anugrahathI tathA zrI gurU bhagavaMtanA caraNa rovanathI nahi hovAthI jagata AkhAnI aghika2NanI cAvI mane karmathI bhAre karI 2hI ApanA pratye avihaDa anurAga pragaTo. "tameva sanna ni:saMvaMnaM nirdi che te vorisarAvuM chuM have atyaMta durlabha evA bodhibIjanIApanA paSyamA....." nAM akhaMDa parriNAma ho. ApazrIe prakAzela nava tatvanuM anugrahathI mane prApti thAo, jethI anAdikALanI dehAtmabudhdhino tyAga yathArtha zradhdhAna ho, jenA pariNAme jaDa-cetanano, sva-pa2no karI, "huM arAMga zudhdha racaitanyasvarUpa AtmA chuM ervI draDha pratIti viveka-bhedajJAna thAya ke ''huM dehAda svarUpa nathI, deha, strI, putrAdi thAya-evuM bhAna thAya jenA phaLa rUpe atyaMta durlabha evA sarvavirati koIpaNa mArAM nathI. huM zudhdha caitanya svarUpa avinAzI evo AtmA cAritrane grahaNa karavAnI bhAvanA thAya. hAla cArvaviratine dhA2Na karavA che." A AtmabhAvanA niraMta2 bhAvatAM bhAvatAM rAga-dveSanI atyaMta arAmartha hovAthI darzAvaratinAM je vrato lIdhAM che, tenuM A zudhdhane laNo maMdatA, tyAga, vairAgya, zama, rAMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA, Asitakaya, niraticA2paNe pAlana ho. ane A bhave ke bhavAMtare vahelAmAM vahelI take RArvavirati Adi zubha bhAvo ApanA anugrahathI mArA AtmAmAM pariNAma dravya-bhAva pArvave2te dhA2Na karUM evI clIva bhAvanA pragaTAvo-zakita pAmo, Apo. jagatanA jIva mAtra sAthenA vyavahA2mAM AtmasamadarzItva ane he nAthI he prabho! ApazrInA anugrahathI, A pramANe mArA parama zradhdhAnamAM pa2mAma samadarzItvanI draSTi pragaTo. anAdino pudgala upakArI, mArgadAtA zrI gurU bhagavaMtanA ca2NamAM-za2NamAM sarvArpaNa pratyeno 2ga ane jIva pratyeno dveSa 62 thaI, yathocita bhAve niraMtara 2heno, ApazrInI AjJAnuM AzravatyAga, rAMva2 vItrI-pramoda-karUNA ane mAdhya2tha bharI pariNati ane pravRtti jIva mAtra upAya- ArAdhana karatAM ka2tAM evI pAtratA pragaTo ke A deha choDavAnA sAthe ho. ahaM- mamatvanI atyaMta maMdatA thAo, pAMce IMdriyonA viSayabhUta aMtima samayanuM jJAna mane traNa divasa agAu thAya jethI padArthomAM 2helI sukhanI prAMti dU2 thaI. mArA sahaja svAbhAvika samaghama2NanI-paDatama2NanI apUrva taiyArI karI zakuM.. sukha-svarUpano nizcaya thAo. e traNa divasa da2myAna pa2ma maMgala ane pa2ma uttama evA zrI anAdinI vAMkucita 2vArthavRtti nAza pAmI, kRtajJatAbhAva sahitanI ahita bhagavaMta, zidhdha bhagavaMta, sAdhu bhagavaMta ane zrI kevaLI bhagavaMte pArtharakatA pragaTo. zrI gurU bhagavaMtanA ca2Na-za2NamAM 2hI dAna, prakAzelA-prarUpelA dharmanuM cArvArpaNabhAve za2Na ho! jANe-ajANye thayelAM, zIla, tapa, bhAva, paDu Avazyaka, zrI jineva2 52mAmAnI dravya-bhAva A bhavanAM ane janma jamAMta2nAM mArAM 2rva kRtyonI tIvra gaha ho aoo pUjA, zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM suMda2 ArAdhana, AtmaciMtana, samatAno traNa kALanAM, traNa lokanAM Atmazudhane lakSe thayelAM 2-pa2nAM abhyA2, Adi dvArA da2roja yathAzakita Azravano tyAga ane 21rvasukRtyonI hArdika anumodanA ho! rAMva2-nirjarAmAM pravRtti karAvo. - anAdikALathI Aja diMna sudhImAM, cA2 gatinA paribhramaNa da2myAna, A badhA dvArA neizaya thAo ke cAre saMjJAo mAro svabhAva nathI. corAzIlAkha chavAyonimAM 2helAM anaMta jIvo sAthenA vyavahA2mAM anAda pAMce Idriyo ane mana mArUM 2varUpa nathI, jethI sahajabhAve uttarottara viSaya mithyAvane lIdhe. 2svArthavRttine kAraNe, je kaMI anucita vartana dvArA vAsanA ane upAyo-nokaSAyonI jIvanamAM maMdatA thAya, ane dayA, zAMti, emanA dravya-bhAva prANone dUbhavyA hoya, jIvItavyathI 2hita karyA hoya, 21matA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya, Adi guNo pragaTe ane vRdhdhane Adi sarva aparAdhonI, huM mana-vacana-kAyAthI temanI pAse kSamA mAMguM chuM. pAme. zrI gurU bhagavaMtanI nizrAmAM dezaviratino svIkA2 thAo. temaja mArA jIva pratye temanAM tevA vanonI kSamA ApuM chuM. Atmawte chedaka pa2ma upakArI zrI rAzurU bhagavaMtanA caraNamAM mAre jagatanA jIva mAtra sAthe maitrIbhAva ho; temanI sAthe anAdikALathI sarvArpaNabhAve 'ti thaI temanI kRpAthI temaja ApazrInA anugrahathI, rovelA 21rva vaiva-virodhone trividhe trivihai vorisarAvuM chuM. te sarva jIve upara bhAvelI doSatyAga ane guNagrahaNanI mArI bhAvanA rAphaLa thAo. vahelAmAM vahelI take Atma-kalyANane pAmo. te mATe teo niraMtara anAdinA aThaM- gama temaja rAMyogamAM rahelA jaDacetana padArthonuM mamatva bIjAnA hitamAM lIna che. anAdikALathI paradoSa darzananI draSTithI jIve ane mahatva nAza pAmI, zrI deva-gurU-dharma-zAsana pratye tIvra mamatva, du:khI du:khI thaI 2hyA che. tene badale have. sarva jIvo pa2doSa darzanathI anurAga, bahumAna pragaTe evI karUNA karaze. te mATe niraMtara bA2 virAma pAmI. paguNadarzana ane 2svadoSadarzana ta2pha vaLI, kRtajJatA bhAva bhAvanAonuM ciMtana ho. jenA dvArA eka dhanya paLe, nirvikalpa upayoga Ihata jagatanA jIva mAtranA hite2vI ane paropakA2-pa2AyaNa bano. thatAM AtmAnI anubhUti thAo, dravya karma-nokarma-bhAvakarmathI bhina mArA jagatamAM koI jIva pApa na karo, du:khI na thAo, jijJAnanuM ArAdhana karatAM IccadAnaMda 2varUpanuM rAMvedana thAo. ka2tAM pArvajIvo 2Akala karmacAzathI mukata thaI. anaMta- avyAbAdha mArI zAvata avinAzI 2svarUpano nizcaya thaI, anitya evA samAdhisukhane pAmo. rayogomAM 2helI nityapaNAnI bhAMti nAza pAmo. aAraNa evA A vizeSamAM RNAnubaMdhanA saMbaMdhe A bhavamAM bhegA thayelA kuTuMbIjano vAMcamA2mAM vyAdha vakhate ke ma2Na vakhate strI, putra, Adi parivAra ke sAthe, jANe-ajANye temanI sAthe je kaMI anucita vyavahA2, avinaya, dhana-dolata koI ja mane zaraNa ApI zake tema nathI, bacAvI zake tema aparAdha, abhakata thayAM hoya te badala sarvanI trividhe trividya kSAmAM mAthuM nathI. vyavahA2 nayathI zrI paMca pa2oTI bhagavaMto ane Ape kahelo dharma, chaM-micchAmi dukkaDama (3 vA2). mAM-2 2rva aparAdhonI teo kSamA. tathA nizcayanayathI mAro vItarAgabhAva, pa2ma matAbhAva ane mArA Apo. huM paNa tamA2A A deha pratye thaelA 1rva apa2AponI kSamAM ApuM
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________________ chuM. koI sAthe kiMcita mAtra paNa rAga ke dveSa ke moha na ho. ane tamane he prabhu! A bhavasAga2thI mane have tAze. eka tAraNe ja mane AdhA2 che! ' zavane paNa khAsa bhalAmaNa che ke tamone mahAna puNyanA udayathI A evA bhAvapUrvaka huM samavasaraNamAM yathAsthAne beTho. jagatanA jIva mAtra jinazAzAna, Ada maLyAM che te sarva sAmagrIno Atma kalyANa arthe sukhI thAya evI atyaMta karUNa jenA layamAMthI niraMta2 vahI 2hI che, apramattabhAve upayoga karI A bhavane sArthaka karajo. mRSAvAdanA kA2NarUpa rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnano 21thA nAza karI jemAM have, bhavAMtare jemanA pratyakSa yogane AtmazreyArthe pAmavA, meM je niraMtara sarvajJa, sarvadarzI, vItarAga thayA hovAthI traNe kALa ane traNe lokanA bhAvanA bhAvI che e mArA parama ArAdhyadeva zrI sImaMdharadAdAnA dhyAnamAM svarUpane yathArtha rIte jaNAvanArA che, traNe lokonA hitakArI upadezaka che. lIna thAuM chuM. zrI sImaMdhara dAdAnI sAkSIe, A bhavamAM uccarelAM evA aciMtya sAmarthyanA 2svAmie jagatanA jIva mAtra sukhI thAya evI dezavirati vrato AdimAM je aticA2- anAcA2 lAgyA hoya te vai0nI hiSkA2Na karUNAthI dezanA zarU karI:kSamApanA mAgato micchAmi dukakaDama dauM chuM, temaja deva-gurUnI sAkSIe "he bhavyo! jagatanA jIva mAtra anAdikALathI sukhane ja jhaMkhe che. ane bhAvathI pAMca mahAvrata dhA2Na karuM chuM ane bhAvuM chuM ke mane bhavobhava sAcuM te mATe ja purUSArtha karI rahyA che, chatAM niraMtara trividha tApa (Ade, vyAdhi sAdhupaNuM prApta thaze. ane upAdhi)thI baLatA ja dekhAya che. eka samaya mAtra paNa ene zAMti A pramANe zubha bhAvanAo bhAvatAM bhAvatAM huM, pUrNa vItarAga, pArvajJa, nathI. to tenuM zuM kAraNa? tenuM kAraNa to eka ja che ke "pote koNa che? zarvadazI, pa2ma karUNA sAga2 zrI sImaMdha2prabhunA sukha kayAMthI maLe?' eno yathArtha nizcaya nahi thayo chevAthI. te potAnA 22Na-zaraNa-2svarUpamAM lIna thato mArA zudhdha AtmasvarUpamAM lIna 2AMta 2svarUpane bhUlI, pa2mAM potApaNAnI temaja jemAM gukhano aMza mAtra thAuM chuM- "sarvathI (dravyakarma-nokarma-bhAvakarma) sarva prakAre huM bhina chuM, paNa nathI evA jaDa padArthomAM sukhanI bhrAMtithI, anAdikALathI du:khI thaI eka kevaLa zudhdha caitanya svarUpa, paramotkRSTa aciMtya zu2svarUpa mAtra 2hyo che. A zrAMtino nAza, sat deva evA arihaMta paramAtmA ane temanI ekAMta zudhdha anubhavarUpa huM chuM. tyAM vikSepa zo? vikalpa zo? bhaya zo? nizrAmAM 2helA, temanI AjJAnA ArAdhaka, paMca mahAvratadhArI, zudhdha kheda zo? bIjI avasthA zI! huM mAtra nirvikalpa, zudhdha zudhdha, prakRSTa prarUpaka evA raghurU ja, karI zake che. tethI temane yathArtha oLakhI, temanA zudhdha paramazAMta caitanya chuM. huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM. huM nijasvarUpamaya zrImukhethI vastunA svarUpane yathArtha rAmajI, nizcaya karI, pArva bhrAMtino upayoga karuM chuM. tamaya thAuM chuM. zAMti: zAMti: zAMti" nAza karI, temanI nizrAmAM pArvaviratirUpa dravya-bhAva cAritra aMgIkA2 Ama zAMta 2varUpamAM lIna thato thato. aMta samaye cAra prakAranA karI, temanI AjJAnuM niraticA2 pAlana ka2vuM e ja eka mAtra sukhI AhA2no paccakakhANa pUrvaka tyAga karI, sAgAreka anazana 2.vIkA2to, thavAno upAya che. jaDa-cetana zarva saMyogamAMthI mamatvabhAvane pratyAkhyAnapUrvaka Ama kahI prabhueniSkAraNa karUNA karI, kramaza: rAta deva-2tagurU ane vorirAvato, dehamAM Anma budhdhi ane AtmAmAM dehabudhdhine sarvathA 24tu dharmanuM yathArtha 2varU5 21majAvyuM. 2 ma2ta lokAlokanA svarUpane . upayoga pUrvaka vorisarAvato vorisarAvato, he mA pa2ma ArAdhya zrI ' paddhavya ane nava tatva dvArA prakAzI, jaDa- cetanano - 2 pa2no viveka sImaMdharadAdA! ApanA sAnidhyamAM AvavA mATe mane pa2ma madadagAra, karAvyo. cAre gatinAM bhayaMkara du:khonuM varNana karI, 22mA2nI kalyANamitrarUpa evA mRtyune atyaMta harSapUrvaka ullAsapUrvaka huM AvakArUM asA2tAno, aza2NatAno viveka karAvyo. atyaMta ekAgra citte, bhAvavibhora thaI. prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM mArA AtmAmAM - have aMta samaye asaMgapaNe, nirmohapaNe, yathArtha samarasapaNe, sa-darzananA utkRSTa pariNAma pragaTyA... "tameva sarja ni:saMrja saM nihi 2sva2svarUpamAM tallIna upayogavALo banI, anaMta catuSTaya svarUpa evA padhdhama" nA nirmaLa pariNAma pragaTatAM, a2hata e ja mArA deva, emanI, he zrI sImaMdhara svAma! Apa ane Ape kahelA trikALa jayavaMta dharmanAM : nizrAmAM rahela nigraMtha gurU e ja mArA gurU ane emaNe kahelo dharma e ja Azraya ane zANapUrvaka A deha choDI, ApazrI jayAM birAjamAna cho te mAro dharma che ema draDha zradhdhA thaI. AtmAnA cha padanuM bhAna thayuM. mahAvideha kSetramAM nivAsa karI rahela, ApanAM pa2ma bhakata evAM A zradhdhAnAM prabhAve jaDa-cetanano, 2.va.52no evo viveMka pragaTa thayo AtmajJAnI, dhyAnI, dezaviralIdhara zrAvikAchanI kukSIe huM avataraNa ke"huM dehAda 2svarUpa nathI, saMyogamAM 2helA kuTuMbIjano ke dhana-dolata koI pAmuM ke je zrAvaka kuLamAM mane mokSa prApaka sarva sAmagrI sahajabhAve prApta mArAM nathI. huM rAta-ci-AnaMda 2svarUpa evo AtmA chuM. evuM ja thAya. garbhakALathI ja ApanI pa2mabhakatanAM piyUSa maLe, uttama jagatanA jIva mAtranuM svarUpa che, AtmarAmadarzIvabhAva pragaTatAM temane AcA-vicA2nA rAM2kA2 paDe. bALapaNathI ja zrI gurUmukhe zrI navakAra abhayadAna devAnA utkRSTa pa2NAma pragaTayA, rAMsA2nI anityatA, pAmI, SaDu dravya-navatatvanAM svarUpane 2AmajI, sva-pa2no vivekavALo aza2NatA, avA2tA samajAtAM bhava nirveda pragaTayo. dravya-bhAva thAuM. yathAzakita Azravano tyAga ka2to, saMva2-nirjarAmAM pravRtti ka2to, zarvaviratinA pariNAma pragaTyA. paDa Avazyaka, dravya-bhAvathI zrI jinapUjA, zrI navakA2nuM dhyAna, Adi pachI huM mArA 2thAnethI ubho thaI, pitAzrInI 2jA laI, prabhu pAse jaIne anaSThAno rUDI rIte zrI gurUbhagavaMtanI nizrAmAM zevato, ApazrInI meM vinaMti karI ke "he prabhu! have A bhayaMka2 bhavasAga2thI mane tAro. mA2A AjJAno parama ArAdhaka thAuM. maitrI, Adi cA2 ane anitya, aza2Na, pa2 karUNA ka2ze." prabhueM kahyuM 'he vatsa! enA mATe pArvavata e ja Adi bA2 bhAvanAone AtmasAta ka2to, AtmazudhdhinA lakSe zreSTha upAya che." meM kahyuM "prabhu tahatti." prabhunI AjJA thatAM, tu2ta ja dAna-zIla-tapamAM bhAvapUrvaka utkRSTa vIrya hovata, mAMrA zudhdha Idra mahArAjAe mane neveSa ApyA ane zrI gaNapa2 bhagavaMte "kare AtmasvarUpanuM niraMtara ciMtana karato, tyAga, vairAgya, upazama ane bhaMte" uccarAvI mane jAvajajIvanuM sAmAyika vrata grahaNa karAvyuM. huM dhanya ApanI Azraya bhakitamAM atyaMta draDha thAuM evI he prabhu! mArA pa2 karUNA thaI nAcI uThayo. karo. zrI prabhujInA caraNamAM ni:zaMkapaNe. RArvArpaNabhAve. kevaLamokSanI rAMsA2nI anityatA, azaraNatA, asAratA, ekAMta du:khamayatAno abhilASAthI ja rAmapata thaI, zArvAgINapaNe emanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana ApazrInA vacananA AlaMbane evo draDha nizcaya thAo ke rAMsA2 pratye ka2tAM ka2tAM, eka dhanya diva2o, dhyAnadhArAmAM lIna thatAM, kApaDazreNIe utkRSTa nirveda pragaTe- zArvaviratinA pariNAma pragaTe- eka ja jhaMkhanA ho ke caDhI jatAM cA2ghAtI karmono kSaya thatAM lokAloka prakAzaka kevaLajJAna kayAre ATha varSano thAuM ane ApazrInI nizrAmAM AvI 2Arvavirati dhA2Na pragaTayuM. zeSa AyuSya prArabdhapaNe veca2tAM. AyuSyanA aMte karUM? kayAre mArA zudhdha-budhdha svarUpane pAmuM? Ama ApazrI pratyenI zaileSuka2Na karI, ayogI guNasthAnakane 2parzI, huM cAdi anaMta bhoge Azraya bhaktithI mArA AtmAnA pradezepradeza, dehanA araNya-mijajA, urdhvagatine pAmI ridhdha zIlA para, avyAbAdha rAmAgharAkhamAM roma-roma evA 2sAI jAya ke "tuM hi tuM hi"no eka nAda pragaTe. birAjamAna thayo. ane te samaye ja zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA ane zrI vipadhdha ATha varSa pUrAM thatAM, eka dhanya divase saMdezavAhaka zubha samAcAra bhagavaMtanA anugrahathI eka jIvana avyavahA2 rAzimAMthI bahAra Avyo, laIne Ave che ke ApazrI amAza naga2nA ughAnamAM morAryA cho. je kALakrame jinAjJA AdhatAM ridhdha dazA pAmazo. evI ja rIte, temanA sAMbhaLatA ja romarAjI vika2svarU thaI jAya che. hRdayamAM AnaMda samAto anugrahathI anaMtA jIva paraMparAe ridhdha dazA pAmaze. huM sarvathA nathI. saMdezavAhakane atyaMta rAjI karI, ame sau kuTuMbIjano ApazrInAM RNamukata thayo. darzane AvIe chIe. rAmova2A2NamAM birAjamAna ApazrInAM darzana thatAM >> zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH jabyuM nAcI uThe che. he bA2 guNonA 2svAmi! he anaMta catuSTayAnA nAthA he pArvajJa, 2rvadarzI, vItarAga prabhu he aDhA2 doSathI 2hita nAtha! he pa2ma karUNA 2Aga2! ta2Na tAraNa evA ApazrInAM darzana karIne huM dhanya thayo! kRtArtha thayo!