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________________ sAMvatsarika kSamApanA Aje paryuSaNanA chellA divasa che. paryuMSaNamAM ApaNe traNa mukhya kAma karavAnAM hAya che; sAMvatsarika kSamApanA, tapazcaryAM, ane mahApuruSAnI jIvanakathAnuM zravaNu. ApaNe prathama sAMvatsarika kSamApanAne vicAra karIe. prathama pratikramaNane khyAla lAve. prati=pAchA ane kramaNa=javuM te. eTale peAtAnA dararAjanAM kAryAM, vacanA ane vicArA upara pAchA javuM ane kyAM bhUla thaI che, te joI levuM, ane tenI sAthe tevI bhUla pharIthI na thAya tevA dRDha nizcaya karaveA tenuM nAma pratikramaNa, zAstromAM ema kahevAya che ke 22 tIrthaMkaranA sAdhuo je paLe bhUla thAya te ja paLe pratikramaNa karI letA, te pApanuM mithyA duSkRta karatA ane pachI khIjAM kArya karatA. je manuSya ucca jIvana gALavAne Icche che, tenuM kartavya e che ke je paLe bhUla thaI jAya, te ja paLe te bhUlane sudhArI levI. brAhmaNeAmAM e rivAja che ke jyAM jateAI tUTe tyAMthI navI jatAI paheryAM vinA AgaLa pagaluM paNa na bharAya. tene garbhita artha e che ke janAI e mana, vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhisUcaka traNa dArAnI vaNelI heAya che. have janAI tUTI eTale manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI kAI duSkRtya thayuM, te| pachI jyAMsudhI te duSkRtyanI zuddhi na kare ane navI janAI na pahere eTale pharIthI mana vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhi rAkhavAnI pratijJA na kare, tyAMsudhI te brAhmaNu AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. have manuSya eTalA badhA sAvadha ke apramatta na rahe ke jethI bhUla thAya ke tarata ja tenuM prAyazcita karI zuddha thAya, mATe niyama rAkhavAmAM AvyA ke AkhA divasanA kAryAnuM nirIkSaNa-pratikramaNa
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________________ 132 paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAnA dararAja sAMjare karavuM. dararAjana ane teA pAkSika karavuM. pAkSika paNa na bane te cAra mAse karavuM. ane te paNa na ane te chevaTe eka varSe tA karavuM ja karavuM. savatsara eTale varSa. ane sAMvatsarika kSamApanA eTale AkhA varSamAM ApaNAthI kAI pratye jANatAM ke ajANatAM vera virAdha thayA hAya tA tenI kSamA yAcavI, ane ApaNe bIjAne kSamA ApavI. zatrutA eka varSathI vadhAre teA naM ja rAkhavI. A sAMvatsarika kSamApanAnA saMbaMdhamAM vidhi e che ke je kAIsAthe veravirAdha AkhA varSamAM thayA heAya tenI kSamA prathama mAgavI ane tenI kSamA maLe pachI pratikramaNa karavuM. bAIbalamAM lakhyuM che ke "tuM tArI AhUti devane caDAvavA AvyA hAya, paNa jo tane yAda Ave ke tArA kAI paDeAzI sAthe tAre aNabanAva thayeA che, te tuM te AhUti madiranA oTalA para mUkIne te tArA paDeAzIne tyAM jaje. tenuM mana manavaje, ane tenI sAthe maitrI karIne pAchA Avaje ane pachI te AkRti devane caDhAvaje." jyAMsudhI kAI ApaNA verI hAya athavA ApaNane kAi pratye vera hAya, tyAM sudhI kharI zAMti prApta thaI zake nahi. ApaNe sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa karyAM pachI je kAI maLe tene kahIe chIe ke " micchAmi brekaDA mULa saMskRta zabda e che ke miA me duSkRtam mArI doSa-mArAthI thavA pAmeluM azubha kRtya mithyA thAo-eLe jA. AvI kriyAthI pApanA saMskAra jatA rahe che, ane mana uparathI bhAra ochA thatA jAya che. A badhuM samajapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave tA ja kharA lAbha che, kSamA mAgavAthI huMpaNuM nAza pAme che, ane kSamA ApavAthI udArabhAva khIle che. 39 paryuSaNanA divaseAmAM khIjI agatyanI bAbata tapazcaryAM che. tapazcaryAnA upayAga iMdriyanigraha ane zarIranA AreAgya vAste che. zarIra aDDA iMdriyane vaza thaI joIe te karatAM vadhAre khArAka le che. amerikAnA prasiddha zArIrika vijJAnazAstrI lakhe che ke
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________________ sAMvatsarika kSamApanA 133 ApaNe je khArAka hAla khAie chIe, tenA karatAM ardhA athavA trIjA bhAganA khArAkanI ApaNane jarura che. manuSya cAvI cAvIne dhIme dhIme khAya, teA je khArAka khAya, tenA moTA bhAganuM leAhI anI jAya, maLa tarIke ghaNeA thADA bhAga nIkaLe, eTale ochA khArAkathI tene cAlI zake, ane te echA kheArAkamAM paNa tene joItI puSTi maLI jAya. manuSya ghaNIvAra peTane pUchIne nahi paNa chA indriyane pUchIne khAya che; tethI tenI pacAvavAnI zakti hAya tenA karatAM vadhAre khAvAne dorAya che, ane AthI aNuM thAya che. ajINu e badhA rAgeAnuM mULa gaNAya che. A ajINumAMthI bacavA mATenA sAthI uttama upAya ekAzana, upavAsa Adi sAdhane che. jyAre manuSya zarIrarUpI dhaTImAM navA khArAka e nAkhe che, athavA khIlakula nAkhatA nathI, tyAre te jaTharAgnine jUnA kacarA pacAvavAne vakhata maLe che, ane A rIte zarIrane bagADa nAza pAme che. kharI vAta tA e che ke ApaNI pacAvavAnI zakti hAya, tenA karatAM paNa thoDuM ochuM khAvuM; paNa te chatAM kAI bhUlane lIdhe ajINuM thaI jAya tA ekAzana ke upavAsa karavAthI te ajju nAza pAme che, A rIte zArIrika nirAgItAmAM tapazcaryAnA bhAga che, te uparAMta jyAre manuSya ekavAra jame che ke upavAsa kare che, tyAre te sArI rIte vicAra karI zake che, dhyAna karI zake che. upavAsanA pAse vasavuM evA thAya che. mATe upavAsIe te AtmAnI pAse vasavAne-AtmAnA guNNA vicAravAnA ane tene jIvanamAM utAravAnA prayatna karavA joie. tapazcaryAnA sabaMdhamAM eka bAbata e yAda rAkhavA jevI che ke zarIra e sayamanuM pramaLa sAdhana che, e dharmanuM prathama sAdhana che, mATe ugra tapazcaryA karI tene mArI nAkhavAnuM nathI, paNa tenI sAthe evI rIte vartavAnuM che ke te ApaNuM svAmI thavAne badale ApaNA kAbumAM rahe ane ApaNI IcchAnusAra varte. paryuSaNamAM trIjI bAbata mahApuruSAnA jIvananI kathAnuM zravaNu a
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________________ 134 paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne che. kathAo te dara varSe sAMbhaLIe chIe. amuka pAse eka karoDa rUpIA che, evI vAta sAMbhaLIne besI rahIe ane teNe kareDa rUpIA kema meLavyA, te sAdhanono vicAra na karIe ane te sAdhano prApta karavA ApaNe prayatna na karIe to te kareDAdhipatinA ItihAsanA zravaNathI zuM ? ApaNe Aje mahAvIra prabhunA jIvanamAMthI eka ja bAbata avalokIzuM. mahAvIra prabhune svAzraya-ekalA ubhA rahevAnI zakti anupama hatI. ApaNe badhAM ToLAMnI vRttivALA chIe. jema gADarIo pravAha cAle tema cAlanAra chIe. zrI mahAvIra prabhune inTe kahyuM ke "tamane bhaviSyamAM ghaNuM upasargo thavAnA che, tamArI anujJA hoya to huM tamArI sAthe rahI tamane sahAya karuM." zrI mahAvIra prabhue pratyuttara Apyo ke "tIrthakare-svabhujA baLavaDe saMsArasamudra taryA che, tare che ane taraze." tIrthakara keI ne mukti ApI zake nahi. manuSyanI mahattA e ja che ke tenA pitAnA sivAya keI teno uddhAra karI zake nahi. je bIjAnI ApelI mukti maLatI hoya to te muktinI kAMI kiMmata hoI zake nahi. zrI mahAvIra prabhue kahyuM ke tame tamArA potAnA paga upara ubhA rahe. zrI buddha paNa kahyuM che ke tame tamArA potAnA dIpaka thAo. ToLAMnI vRtti e svavikAsanI vighAtaka che. tyAre manuSya svAzrayI thaI potAno vikAsa kema karI zakato nathI ? tenAM traNa kAraNe cheH vAsanA, zAsavAsanA ane dehavAsanA. manuSya leone khuza karavAne leke jethI khuza thAya tevI rIte varte che, paNa jene prasanna karavo joIe te AtmAne prasanna karato nathI. sarvane khuza rAkhavA jatAM te koIne paNa khuza rAkhI zakato nathI, ane te manuSya kadApi nirbhaya banato nathI. pracalita rUDhIne gulAma thaI manuSya potAnA AtmAnI svataMtratA gumAvI bese che, pachI tene vikAsa zI rIte thAya ? zAstramAM je kAMI lakhAyuM hoya, pachI te koNe lakhyuM, kayA saMyogomAM lakhyuM, tene vicAra karyA vinA te
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________________ sAMvatsarika kSamApanA 135 badhuM mAnI levAnI vRtti te zAstravAsanA. jyAM mana ane vANuM pahoMcatAM nathI tevI AtmAnI vAta zAstro zI rIte karI zake to pachI je AtmajJAnI thavA Icache tene potAnA anubhava upara vadhAre AdhAra rAkhavo paDe che. zAstro eTale anubhavIoe lakhelAM pustaka. bhUtakALanA anubhavIonA vacanothI je ApaNe vartamAna anubhava judo paDato hoya to zuM ApaNe zAstravAsanAthI baMdhAI ApaNuM anubhavane kheTa mAne ? zAstro ane bIjAnA anubhavo karatAM paNa AtmavikAsamAM svAnubhava ja vizeSa lAbhakArI nIvaDe che. ApaNI bhUla haze to te sudharaze, paNa jyAM ApaNuM hRdaya ke mana kabUla na kare tevI vAta svIkAravI, ethI to aMdhazraddhA janme che, ane pragati aTake che. dehavAsanA-manuSya potAne-AtmAne bhUlathI-ajJAnathI deharUpa mAne che. ane A dehabuddhithI bahirAtmabhAva prakaTe che, ane tethI manuSya niraMtara maraNathI DaryA kare che. A zarIra nAza pAmavAnuM. paNa huM te amara chuM. ane zarIra eto meM amuka kAma karavAne paherela Dagale che, e vicArane anubhava na thAya, tyAMsudhI dehavAsanA rahevAnI, ane dehavAsanAne lIdhe manuSya svAzrayI banatA aTake che. je lokavAsanA, zAstravAsanA ane dehavAsanA para jaya meLave che, tene vikAsa ghaNuM tvarAthI thAya che. traNa baMdhanothI mukta thayela te jIva pitAnuM badhuM lakSa pitAnA aMtargata sAmarthyane anubhava karavAmAM vApare che, ane chevaTe pote je svarUpe che tene sAkSAtkAra kare che. svAzrayI manuSya ja kharo paropakAra karI zake che. jene kAInI AzA nathI te ja kharI sahAya bIjAne ApI zake. mATe svAzrayI banI paropakArI thAo. tA. 28-8-30 maNilAla nabhubhAi dozI