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________________ bhAga-2 U prArthanA jayavIyarAya sUtra tvI niHsvArtha
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________________ prArthanA jayavIyarAya sUtra bhAga-2 - niHsvArtha : prakAzaka : paramArtha parivAra " - , it kAM tamAma 'f , paNa karI -nAnA tamAma mArA nAkA Iin ka kaaddAtAjaka kAkA kAkI karI muka 5741- Fift makarasaMkara mAtAjI wyAra -vAra mArAmA " kat, nA,kaka jI. , madha, kaphaka mI .koma. maka, te mA che. ' karI dIdhA che jaya jaya zakatA hatA. kaI jANI nanres janaka - HERE TEE dAudI che kakakakaka ja karI Try kara che DAkIda ## . rav/Ts, ET e### na kanakaLI f += mahArAjanA karI THiri Dif It is tithiaa hilli
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________________ ptisthAna : parama ke. saMghavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 pharAsa to ja paramabhAI : 9820441030 alpezabhAI : 9867162234 rAjubhAI : 9867170852 aMkItabhAI : 9867170831 na = * ka " traff #farmers - - - mA kAra" 11. El[ti BathiyyAyana - the ht thi Feir kAkA, kAkA tA ENG. GEET . A mArA rAma ke mArI . che ja e E
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________________ () sukata sahabhAgI ASS T EvAta zrI sidhdhAcala mAhitIrthAdhipati zrI AdinAthAya namaH zrI saMbhavanAtha svAmIne namaH zrI padama-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kaMcana-kalApUrNa-kalAprabhasUri sadRgurUbhyo nama: adhyAtmayogI pa.pU.A.de.zrI.vi kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA ziSyarana pravacana prabhAvaka pa.pU.A.de.zrI.vi.pUrNacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI preraNAthI sarvazreSTha tIrthAdhirAja zatruMjaya mahAtIrthe pAlItANA nagare AvelA zrI kaccha vAgaDa - sAta - covIsI jaina samAja saMcAlita zrI velajI dAmajI bhaNazAlI jaina yAtrika bhavanamAM thayela jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI pustaka prakAzanano lAbha lIdho che. tenI khuba khuba anumodanA : nodha : gRhastha A pustakanI mAlikI karatAM pUrve 3.40 jJAnakhAtAmAM jamAM karavAnAM raheze.
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________________ : noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha 4/e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 , ke -kanataSakAraka S . Eii Eith nAma " 1 ( koi zika hifty-eifefr, - SHEET // 13.8 - ka karI zake? jI - thakaakgI ra f .ka. ke amArI - r - 1 - # dhana, kAraka Rajkarama NI, bApA ke maK Kka karADa kAu1, mArA karI zakAya karI, range ka Ir') it fmAma" nAma " - ke, ja darajISA , A Eaa nA nAma para ja
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________________ prastAvanA bilDIMgamAM eka ghare putrano janma thayo. bilDIMgamAM sarvatra AnaMda chavAI gayo. bAjunI bilDIMgamAM yuvAnanAM lagna hatAM. saMgIta saMdhyAno kAryakrama cAlato hato, tyAre ja, jenAM lagna hatAM te yuvAnanuM mRtyu thayuM. bilDIMgamAM sarvatrazoka chavAI gayo. A ghaTanAnI vAta ame gurubhagavatane karI tyAre gurubhagavaMte amane eka paMkti samajAvI, "ekaghare dhavala maMgalahuve, eka ghare ruve bahunAra re, ekarAmArame kaMtazuM ekachaMDe zayala zaNagAra re." dekhAtAM vizvamAM rojanA prAyaH 1 sekaMDamAM cAra manuSyano janma thAya che ane be manuSyanuM mRtyu thAya che. tethI rojanA 3,45,600 manuSyano janma thAya che, tathA 1,72,800 manuSyanuM mRtyu thAya che. saMsAranuM kAramuM svarUpa jotAM ame dhrUjI UThyA. gurubhagavaMtane kAramAM saMsArano aMta kevI rIte lAvavo? e prazna pUchyo. guru bhagavaMte saMsArano aMta lAvavA mATe amane "prArthanAsUtra"nI samaja ApI. gamatAno gulAla e nyAye "prArthanA" pustaka paramArtha parivAra prakAzita karI rahyo che. prArthanA-pustakamAM jinAjJA viddha tathA guru bhagavaMtanA Azayaviruddha nirupaNa thayuM hoya to micchAmidukkaDam... dhyAna doravA namra vinaMtI sAthe.. paramArtha parivAra
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________________ anukramaNikA * paDAva 6 , 01 ja paDAva 7 ....... ..... 23 4 paDAva 8 ................ .. 48 paDAva 9 ....... ..... 71 ke paDAva 10 . 88 jhaka paDAva 11 ............... ( 2 nANAkakaNaka/lI ja kAma karatI che. (A).155//wisgr # dilthish Mov/ 11atistatus, ts . staff-that-thsA | mAnadatwith #aa. nI i . . kapAi che, ke ja maNA LATES: ke , ' . ' tuM nI 1 *! INba karanAra kAnat : Che , che. IrdAkAta:kama 5:
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________________ I /CSo]III || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | ne anaMtalablinidhAna-gautamasvAmine nama:ll paDAva: 6 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUjana RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH dayAnaMda sarasvatI ApaNe bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe bhegA thayA chIe. ekavAra svAmI dayAnaMda sarasvatI maMdiramAM gayA hatA tyAM emaNe zivaliMga para uMdara pharato joyo ane emane vicAra Avyo ke je potAnuM rakSaNa nathI karI zakato e mAruM zuM rakSaNa karaze? jyAM jyAM bhagavAnanI mUrti che tyAM tyAM bhagavAne rakSA karavA AvavuM paDe evI dayAnaMda sarasvatInI mAnyatA che kema ke temane bhagavAnanA svarUpano bodha ja nathI. jyAM jyAM potAnI mUrti che tyAM e mUrtinI rakSA karavA bhagavAne AvavuM paDe to e bhagavAna na kahevAya, cokIdAra kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM maMdira bane ke tUTe enAthI bhagavAnane koI matalaba na hoya. jo bhagavAna maMdira bane ke tUTe enuM dhyAna rAkhe che to eno matalaba bhagavAnamAM rAga che ane jenAmAM rAga hoya e bhagavAna na kahevAya. ghaNA pUche che ke dharatIkaMpamAM derAsara kema paDyuM? derAsaranI rakSA bhagavAne kema na karI? derAsaranI rakSA karavAnuM kAma zAsanarAgI deva-devI Adi kare. bhagavAna thoDA kare? deva-guru-dharmanA svarUpanI samajaNa indrabhUti gautama yajJa karAvatA hatA, tyAM sudhI deva-guru-dharmanA bodhamAM goTALo hato. paNa samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna pAse deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa samajayA. jevuM deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa samajAyuM ke tarata agiyAreya prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ gaNadharoe bhagavAnane jIvana samarpita karI dIdhuM. gaNadhara bhagavaMta ApaNane paNa kahe che ke jo tamAre kalyANa karavuM hoya to bhagavAnanI upAsanA-bhakti karavAnI ane bhagavAnanI bhakti karyA pachI prArthanA karavAnI, jo ke tame bhakti karo to enuM phaLa maLavAnuM ja che, chatAM bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavAthI zubhakAmanAono daDha saMkalpa thaze. tethI zubha bhAvanAonI vRddhi thaze. saMsArI jIvo AzAvAdI duniyAmAM moTA bhAganA lokone saMsAra parathI vairAgya thato nathI. kAraNa ke, saMsArI jIvo saMsAramAM 100% AzAvAdI che. sabhAH "kaI rIte?" gurujIH "Disembara mahinAmAM opana grAunDamAM eka yuvAnanAM lagna hatAM. aNadhAryo varasAda Avyo. lagnanI sAjasajAvaTa para pANI pharI vaLyuM. saMsArI jIvoe potAno ola inDiyA reDiyo cAlu karyo. phalANo keTarara hota to badhuM phAsTa meneja thaI jAta. jo grAunDamAM Doma hota to vAMdho na Avata. devatAoe banAvelI chappana karoDa jAdavonI nagarI dvArikAno jo nAza thaI zake to tArA dIkarAnAM lagnamAM aNadhAryo varasAda na AvI zake? kharekhara to ahIM saMsAranA svarUpano vicAra karavo joIe ke pudgala dhokhebAja che. e kyAre dhokho Ape-dago kare- eno koI bharoso nathI. enI jagyAe saMsArI jIvo AzAvAdIdarajI che. beThAM beThAM AzAonAM thIMgaDAM mAryA ja karaze." sabhAH "saMsArI jIva AzAvAdI darajI kema banyo che?" gurujI: "dhIre dhIre prIta kero dIvaDo pragaTAvyo. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ anAdi kALathI saMsArI jIvane bhramanA kAraNe bhautika sukhomAM ja sAcA sukhanI AsthA besatI gaI. bhautika sukha jANe AtmAno svabhAva nahoya! evI dRDha mAnyatA thatI gaI." sabhA "AvuM kema banyuM?" gurujIH "gurunAM rakhopAMnAM ghUMTaDenA DhAMkyo. gurunAM hitavacana sAMbhaLavA jIvataiyAra nathI." sabhAH "hita vacano eTale zuM?" gurujI: "bhautika sukho vikArI che. jenI AgaLa-pAchaLaduHkha ja hoya che. bhautika sukho duHkhopacAra che. gurunA AvAM hitavacano na sAMbhaLyAM. tethI kavi AgaLa kahe che, vAyaro vAyo re bheMkAra, upara mehulAno mAra, dIvaDo nahI re pragaTe.." arthAt sAcA sukharUpI dIvaDo nahIM pragaTe. sabhAH "eno matalaba ke ame AzAvAdI darajI maTIne saMsAranA be TukaDA karI nAMkhIe evA luhAra banIe.." gurujI: "paraphekTa, gaNadhara bhagavaMta prathama prArthanAmAM jIvane je pugala rasikatA arthAt bhavAbhinaMdIpaNuM enA be TukaDA nahIM paNa cUrecUrA karI nAkhavA eTale ja bhava-nivvao arthAt prathama prArthanA. bIjI prArthanAmAM gaNadhara bhagavaMta bhagavAnane kahe che ke mArAmAMthI kadAgraha cAlyo jAya. kadAgrahane kAraNe je mArga hoya te mArga barAbara samajI nathI zakAto. sabhAH "zrAvakamAM kadAcahano tyAga hoya?" gurujI: "zAstramAM bhAva pavakanAM lakSaNo ApyAM che temAM lakhyuM che ke "savvastharfmanisI" sarvaviSayamAM kadAgraharahita." prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ trIjI prArthanA- "ISTaphalasiddhi" koI jIvane "bhavanibeo", maggANasAriA"AvI gayA che pachI paNa icchAo to rahevAnI ja che. saMsArI jIva icchA vagarano na hoya. icchA be prakAranI che. Atmika icchA ane bhautika icchA. iSTaphalasiddhimAM Atmika icchA nathI levAnI paNa bhautika icchA levAnI che. bhautika icchA be prakAranI che: (1) dharma avirodhI (2) vAsanApUrti kare tevI. arthAt rUchannasiddhi vidhinna niSpatti. bhavanirvedamAM ane maggANusAriA pAmelA jIvanA AtmA upara paNa pApakarma lAgelAM che. tethI jIvanI dharmasAdhanAne DAyarekTalI ke inaDAyarekTalI pApakarma DisTarba na kare, enA mATe trIjI prArthanA iSTaphalasiddhi." loga-viruddhaccAo AtmavikAsa mATe hRdayanI komaLatAo jarUrI che. AthI ja potAnA AtmAnI jema bIjAno vicAra paNa e rIte rAkhavAno che ke ApaNA nimitte ene cittasaMkleza na thAya. ApaNe evI beparavAI na karAya yA kaThoratA na rakhAya ke jethI ApaNI manamAnI pravRttinA kAraNe bIjAone saMkleza thAya. A doSa TALavA mATe loka-viruddha AcaraNano tyAga karavAno che. sabhAH "lokaviruddhamAM zuM Ave?" gurujIH "niMdA, droha, koInAM nANAM pAchAM na ApavAM vagere. tame jenI niMdA karI tene saMkleza thatAM karma baMdhAya che ane AgaLa jatAM dharama tarapha durbhAvavALA bane che. tethI bhavAMtaramAM paNa ene bodhi, sadudharmaprApti durlabha bane che. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ "niro na jokapitto" " nindu-tyAyAm'' e dhAtu parathI nindA zabda banyo che. jugupsA arthamAM kutsA' artha vAparIe chIe. kutsA=avakSepa. kSepa = pheMkavuM. avakSepa = nIce pheMkavuM. niMdA karavI eTale zuM? nIce pADavo, nIcuM utAravuM, imeja, presTija, pratibhA nIce pADavI. koIne najaramAMthI nIce utAravuM te niMdA." sabhAH "niMdAno janaka koNa che? niMdA zAmAMthI janme che? arthAta tenuM brIDiMga senTarakyuM?" gurujI: "vAMdAnAM utpattisthAno gaMdakI, gaTaranI morI vagere che. ema niMdAnA utpattisthAno irSyA, jugupsA, lobha, abhimAna, krodha vagere che, je AtmAne pIDA ApanArAche. tamAre sArA lAgavuM che tethI bIjAmAM khAmI hoya ke na hoya tene AgaLa karIne sAmevALAne halakA cItaravAM enuM nAma niMdA. iSyanI bhUmikA rUpamAM kAmadevane zaramAve,sAmarthyamAM indrane paNa pAcho pADe evo rAvaNa sItA pAchaLa kAmAMdha che. karagare che, chatAM sItAe rAvaNa sAmuM joyuM nathI." sabhAH "vyabhicArI naTa-naTIo kyAMka najare caDhI jAya to ame UbhA rahIne TagaraTagara joyA karIe chIe. emanI sAthe selphI levA paDApaDI karIe chIe." gurujIH "vicAravA jevuM che. dazaratha rAvaNanI cAkarI karatA. gAmegAma rAvaNanA nAmanA rAsaDAo levAtA hatA evA rAvaNane paNa jovAnI sItAne icchA nathI. tame naTa-nadIone jovA UbhA rahI jAva. emanI sAthe phoTA paDAvo. emanA oTogrApha lo. kharekhara to naTa-naTIoe prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ mekaapanA lapeDAo ja lagADelA hoya che. jyAre rAvaNa kudaratI sauMdaryavAna che chatAM sItA enI sAme jovA taiyAra nathI." sabhAH "rAvaNa vyabhicArI che?" gurujIH "naTa-naTIonI chApa satI strI ke mahApuruSa tarIkenI che? naTanaTIonAM lapharAMo, parAkramo tamArA dhyAnamAM nathI? rAvaNanA jIvanamAM vyabhicAra to dUranI vAta che, kevA sajjana che te ApaNe joIe. rAvaNa digvijaya karavA nIkaLyA che. naLakuberano vijaya karavA kuMbhakarNa rAvaNanI AjJAthI gayA. naLakubere AzALI vidyA vaDe potAnA nagaranI AsapAsa so-yojana paryata agnimaya killo karelo hato. temAM evA agnimaya yaMtro goThavelAM hatAM ke jemAMthI nIkaLatA kaNIyA jANe AkAzamAM agni utpanna karatAM hoya tevA dekhAtA hatA. AvA durjaya killAno Teko laI, krodhathI prajavalita agnikumAranI jema e naLakubera subhaTothI viMTaLAIne rahyo hato. sUIne UThelA puruSo jema grISma RtunA madhyAhna kALanA sUryane joI zake nahIM tema kuMbhakarNa vagere jItavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, killAnI sAme paNa joI zakyA nahIM. tethI A durtadhya pura kharekhara durladhya che evuM samajI utsAhabhaMga thavAthI pAchA AvyA. tethI rAvaNa pote tyAM AvyA ane killAne jItavAnA upAyono bhAIo sAthe vicAra-vimarza karavA lAgyA. e daramiyAna naLakuberanI patnI uparaMbhAe eka dUtIne mokalIne samAcAra mokalyA ke uparaMbhA tamArI sAthe krIDA karavAne icche che. tamArA guNathI tenuM mana to harAI gayeluM che. mAtra zarIra ja ahIM raheluM che. mAnada ! A killAne rakSaNa karanArI AzALI nAmanI vidyA che te uparaMbhA potAnA zarIranI jema tamane AdhIna karI deze. jethI hatheLImAM rahelA prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ AmaLAnI mAphaka A nagarane naLakubera sahita prApta karazo." vibhISaNe dUtIne kahyuM, "vamastu'. ema kahIne vidAya karI. gussAmAM rAvaNa vibhISaNane bolyA ke are ! kulaviruddha kArya te kema svIkAryuM? re mUDha ! ApaNA kuLamAM koI puruSe raNabhUmimAM zatruone pRSTha ane parastrIne hRdaya kadI ApyuM nathI. are vibhISaNa ! AvA vacanathI paNa te ApaNA kuLane kalaMka lagADyuM che. tArI AvI mati kema thaI? sItAno tyAga thavAnuM kAraNa khAnadAna ane sadAcArI evA rAvaNanI sAme paNa jovA taiyAra na hatA evA sItAjI laMkA-vijaya pachI ayodhyAmAM sukhethI rahe che. kALakrame sItAjI garbhavatI thayA. pativratA strInuM sthAna kyA patinA hRdayamAM na hoya? emAM paNa garbhavatI thAya eTale patnInuM mAna ora vadhI jAya che. tethI sItAnI zokyanA dilamAM tela reDAya che. zokyanA dilamAM irSyA utpanna thaI che. tethI sItAne halakI cItaravA mATe kapaTapUrvaka strIoe sItAne kahyuM ke, ame rAvaNanA rUpanAM vakhANa bahu sAMbhaLyAM che. rAvaNanuM rUpa AlekhIne batAvo ne? sItAjIe kahyuM ke rAvaNa azokavATikAmAM mane maLavA Avato tyAre mArI daSTi nIcI rahetI hovAthI, meM rAvaNanAM sarva aMgo joyAM nathI, mArI daSTi enAM caraNa upara ja paDI che. tethI huM rAvaNane zI rIte AlekhI batAvuM? sapatnIonA AgrahathI saraLa prakRtivALA sItAjIe rAvaNanAM caraNa AlekhyAM ane te ja samaye rAma tyAM AvI caDyA eTale zokyo bolI, "svAmI! juo tamArI priyA sItA adyApi rAvaNane saMbhAre che. he nAtha ! juo. sItAjIe pote rAvaNanA be caraNa AlekhyA che. haju sItA rAvaNanI ja icchA kare che. te Apa dhyAnamAM rAkhajo te sAMbhaLI rAme gaMbhIrapaNe moTuM mana rAkhyuM ane sItAdevIne na jaNAya tema tyAMthI tatkALa prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ pAchA vaLI gayA. sItAnI irSAthI A vAta dAsIo dvArA zokyoe lokamAM phelAvI. tethI loka paNa sItAnI niMdA karavA lAgyuM. kharekhara sItAnI irSyAthI zokyone zuM phAyado thayo? rAme sItAno tyAga karyo tethI traNa khaMDano svAmI lakSmaNa raDe che. rAma duHkhI, satI sItAne patino viyoga. zuM phAyado thayo?" sabhAH "ahIM sItAjInI bhUla na hatI chatAM zokyoe khoTI vAta karI e bhUla. paNa kharekhara koI kaMjUsa hoya ene to A kaMjUsa ema kahevAya ne?emAM to pApa na lAge ne?" gurujIH "dazavaikAlika nAmA AgamamAM dazamuM "sabhikSu" adhyayana che. emAM lakhyuM che ke " paraM varnAsi mAM susItte" je bIjAne koI divasa ema na kahe ke A kuzIla, halako, durAcArI, abhimAnI, nirdaya, mAyAvI, jUTho, labADa vagere che. evuM na kahete bhikSu che. kaMjUsane paNa kaMjUsa kahe to tene dveSa thAya tethI "netra supenna na vajJA " jenAthI bIjAne krodha thAya tevAM vacano kahevAM nahIM." sabhAH "eka vyakti amArA dhyAnamAM che. abajopati che chatAM bhaiyA pAse zAka paNa rAtre sauthI chelle vadhyuM hoya tevuM levA Ave. kapaDAM paNa jyAM sela lAgyuM hoya tyAMthI le. dIvALInuM bonasa vocamenane pAMca rUpiyA ja Ape. AvI vyaktinI niMdA thaI jAya che, to zuM karavuM?" gurujI: "samajo ke koI vyakti atyaMta kaMjUsa che, to e eno durguNa che. evI vyaktinI niMdA na thaI jAya mATe, 14 pUrvadhara zayyabhavasUri ma.sA.ApaNane davA Ape che "gALiyaM patteyaM punna-pAva" tamAre vicAravAnuM che ke potAnA karelA puNya-pApa dareka pote bhogave che. koI mANasa baLato aMgAro hAthamAM le to e pote baLaze. huM kAMI baLavAno prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ chuM? e je kaMjUsAI kare che, enAthI e badanAma thaze. huM badanAma thavAno nathI." sabhAH "eMThA moDhe bole to?" gurujI: "tamArI javAbadArI AvatI hoya to kahevAnuM, bAkI mAthuM mAravAnuM nahIM." sabhAH "deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA kare to paNa cUpa rahevAnuM?" gurujIH nikyo na phoDapa to koInI paNa niMdA na karavI. emAM adhama eTale pApI, madhyama eTale laukika sadgaNIo, uttama eTale lokottara sadgaNIonI niMdA na karavI e artha levo. paNa je adhamAdhama arthAt je jagatane pApa tarapha laI janArA che tenI to niMdA karavAnI. ninyo na koipa no no artha vyAkaraNa mujaba sarvatra niMdAtyAga thAya che. jyAre dharmazAstra mujaba je loko jagatamAM unmArga pravartAve che temanA sivAyanI niMdAno tyAga. naviniMdA mAraga kahetA gozALo potAnI jAtane sarvajJa tarIke oLakhAve che. jagatamAM unmArganuM sthApana karI rahyo hato tethI samavasaraNamAM badhAnI vacce bhagavAne kahyuM ke tuM jUTho che, tuM daMbhI che. tuM e ja mukhalIputra gozALo che. mArI pAsethI ja nimittazAstra bhaNIne potAnI jAtane sarvajJa kahevaDAve che. bhagavAna evuM bolyA ke gozALo AkheAkho Ubho saLagI gayo." sabhAH Ane niMdA na kahevAya?" gurujIH "naviniMdA mAraga kahetA, sama pariNAme gahagahatA. sagA bApane maracuM lAgI jAya evuM mayaNA jAheramAM chaDecoka bolI che. kAraNa ke pitA jAheramAM unmArganI sthApanA karI rahyA che. Aje paristhiti bahu kharAba che. raste rakhaDato mANasa paNa ApaNA dharmane TapalI prArTanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ mArI jAya evI hAlata che. kalikAla sarvajJanI badaboI karavA maMjarI nAmanuM kalpita pAtra lakhI enI sAthe premanI vAtovALI navalakathAo lakhAya che ane vaMcAya che. mAkubhAIno saMgha nIkaLyo ane manubhAI paMcolIe TikA-TippaNa karatI navalakathA lakhI che. varSo pUrve zrAvako sametazikhara yAtrA karavA nIkaLyA. dilhImAM neharujI maLyA. neharujIe pUchyuM ke kyAM jAo cho ? to kahyuM ke sametazikhara. to neharujIe kahyuM ke bhAkharA-nAMgala jAva, e sAcAM tIrtho che. e zrAvakone basanI vyavasthA karAvIne bhAkharA-nAMgala javA ravAnA karI dIdhA. deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karato hoya to tamArI zakti hoya to teno pratikAra karavo joIe. zakti na hoya to UbhA thaI zakAya, UbhA thavAnI zakti na hoya to kAnamAM AMgaLI nAkhI devAnI. deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLavAthI pAyamAla thaI javAya." mAtra zabdakozanA AdhAre arthana karAya. sabhAH "bhagavAna mahAvIre mAMsabhakSaNa karyuM evuM bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che." gurujI: "zabdonA artha mAtra kozanA AdhAre na thAya. siMdha dezamAM be vastu prominanTa che. siMdha dezamAM mIThuM pedA thAya che, jene siMdhAlUNa kahevAya che. bIjuM siMdha dezanA ghoDA prakhyAta che. siMdha dezamAM je pedA thAya tene saindhava kahevAya. vyakti jamavA beThI che tyAre saidhava Anaya (mIThuM lAva) bolyA to tyAM saidhavano artha mIThuM thAya che. ane yuddhanA medAnamAM seva Anaya bolyA to tyAM ghoDo artha karAya. prArthanA : 2 10 paDAva : 6
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________________ dareka dravyamAM cha rasamAMthI koI ne koI rasa hoya che. vastunA guNadharma, vIrya, vipAka jovuM paDe. sUMTha uSNavIrya che, paNa vipAke madhura che. tIkhI vastu pitta utpanna kare che. gaLI vastu pittanuM zamana kare che. AmaLAmAM pAMca rasa che. bIjI eka vanaspatimAM paNa pAMca rasa che. AmaLA ane bIjI vanaspatimAM guNa-vIrya-vipAka sarakhuM che paNa prabhAva sarakho nathI. mATe prabhAva paNa jANavo paDe. davA mATe kyuM dravya anupAnamAM vAparavuM, na vAparavuM enI jANakArI joIe. A badhI jANakArI vagara kevaLa kozanA AdhAre artha karavA jAya to bhagavAnane mAMsAhArI kahevA jevuM thAya. bhalA bhAI! mAMsa uSNavIrya che. enAthI koI divasa lohInA jhADA maTe? pittajavarane nAzaka auSadha levuM paDe." mArkAra eTale bilADI artha thAya. ema mArjara nAmano vAyu paNa che. e vAyune nAza kare mATe evA auSadhane mAri kahevAya. A saMdarbha phorena skolarone khabara na hovAthI zabdArtha karIne mUkavAthI AvA goTALA thayA che. ApaNA bhagavAna mATe gametema bolAya chatAM zAMtithI beThA rahIe te kema cAle? roja dADo Uge ne moMkANanA samAcAra Ave chatAM ApaNe kuMbhakarNanI UMghamAMthI UThatAM ja nathI. kANAMga sUtramAM 6 kAraNa ApyAM che jenA kAraNe vyaktimAM unmAda pedA thAya che. te 6 kAraNamAMthI 4 kAraNa niMdAno ApyAM che. emAM (1) arihaMtonI (2) emaNe batAvela dharmanI (3) bhAvAcArya, upAdhyAyanI (4) caturvidha saMghanI niMdA. uparokta cAra niMdAthI jIva pAgala banI jAya che." prArthanA : 2 11 11 paDAva : 6
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________________ arihaMtAdinanI niMdA na thAya sabhAH "arihaMtAdiparamAtmAnI niMdA kevI rIte thAya?" gurujI: "arihaMta paramAtmAnA atizaya, jojanagAmInI vANI, meruparvata DolAvyo, emanA jJAnalakSmI, gAMbhIryAdi guNo magajamAM na bese mATe emanA mATe paNa elaphela bole. A rIte arihaMta paramAtmAnI niMdA kare che." sabhAH "AcAryabhagavaMtanI paNa niMdA thAya?" gurujI: "niMdA karavAvALA koIne nA mUke. A AcArya to amArA khoLAmAM moTA thayA che. meM emanA seDAM lUkyAM che. Aje AcArya thayA eTale zuM? amArA aMdhArAmAM gayA e ajavALAnI vAto kare?" sabhAH "zAstrIya udAharaNa kharuM?" gurujI: kalikAlasarvajJa nAnI uMmaramAM AcArya thayA che. brAhmaNone zramaNo sAthe vera tethI majAka uDADavA hemacaMdrasUri ma.sA.ne pUchyuM, "ta% pItam ? (chAza pIdhI?) pIta zabdanA be artha thAya-pIdhuM ane pILuM. kalikAlasarvajJajIe vaLato javAba Apyo "tarjhana tu jIta apa tu tam eTale ke chAza sapheda che, pILI nahIM. AvuM ja eka vAra digambarAcArya kumudacaMdrasUrie rAjasabhAmAM sabhAjano vacce kahyuM ke A bALaka mArI sAthe vAda karaze ? tyAre hemacaMdrasUri ma.sA. badhAnI vacce kahe che ke nAno bALaka kapaDAM na pahere. meM to kapaDAM paheryA che. je kapaDAMnapahere te bALaka kahevAya!" sabhAH "najIkanA bhUtakALamAM gurubhagavaMtanI niMdAno javAba Apyo hoya tevuM udAharaNa kharuM?" eka vAra eka zrAvake vRddhicaMdra ma.sA.ne vAta karI ke Apa melAM kapaDAM pahero cho paNa mUlacaMdajI ma.sA. to dhoLAM, svaccha kapaDAM pahere che. prArthanA : 2 TUS . 1ra karI , , , , , , , , ' , , *** ,
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________________ kharekhara to zrAvake be sAdhubhagavaMto vacce soyanuM kAma karavuM joIe. enA badale A zrAvake kAtaranuM kAma karyuM. ahIMyA guNiyala AcArya bhagavaMtanI niMdA thaI rahI hatI. tethI vRddhicaMdrama.sA.e khUba sarasa javAba Apyo ke huM gayA bhavamAM kheDUta hato eTale mArAmAM melA rahevAnA saMskAra rahI gayA che. jyAre mUlacaMdajI gayA bhavamAM brAhmaNa hatA. tethI brAhmaNanA saMskAra rahI gayA che tethI dhoLAM, svaccha kapaDAM pahere che. paNa tuM gayA bhavamAM caMDAla hato.tethI tArI najara cAmaDA para che, tethI ja bAhya jue che, AtmIka guNIyalatA joto nathI. dharmavirodhI bolanArane tarata baMdha karAvatA paNa AvaDavuM joIe. enAthI sulabhabodhi thavAya. eka sthAnakavAsI bhAIe eka gurubhagavaMtane kahyuM ke patharA pUjavAthI mokSa maLato hoya to huM DuMgare DuMgarA pUjuM ! A kaMI prazna pUchavAnI rIta che ? taraNatAraNa bhagavAnanI pratimA mATe patharo zabda vAparyo. guru ma.sA.e IMTano javAba paththarathI Apyo ke moDhe kapaDuM bAMdhavAthI mokSa maLato hoya to huM kapaDAMnA tAkA ne tAkA bAMdhuM. jIve sulabhabodhi thavAno rasto (1) arihaMta paramAtmA (2) emaNe prarUpita dharma (3) AcAryaupAdhyAya (4) caturvidha saMgha (5) devalokanA devatA A pAMcanA varNavAda, prazaMsA, guNastava karavAthI jIvasulabhabodhi bane." sabhAH "he bhagavAna! ApanA samayaAgama)mAM niyANuM karavAnI nA pADI che. chatAMya bhavobhava tamAruM zAsana maLajo ema bolavAthI zAsana maLe ne?" gurujI: "zAsana meLavavA puNya to bAMdhavuM paDaze ne? uparokta pAMcanA varNavAda karavAthI puNya baMdhAze, zAsana maLaze. prArthanA : 2 13 paDAva : 6 . darara, kAda krAima , t;" in , ,, , , , 5[
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________________ deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA na thAya evuM karavuM joIe enA badale tame deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA thAya evuM karyuM-karAvyuM eTale paDisiddhANaM karaNe " doSa Avyo. uttama puruSonI imeja prabhAva vadhe evuM karavuM joIe. evuM na karyuM tethI kiccANamakaraNe doSa lAgyo." sabhAH "uttama puruSonI mahAnatA vadhe evuM kArya koNe karyuM che?" gurujI: "gozALo svabhAve TIkhaLI che. game tyAM game tenI sAthe paMgo laI le. gozALAe eka jagyAe zrApa Apyo ke mArA gurunA tapanA tejathI mahollo baLI jAya ! vyaMtara devoe prabhunI bhaktinA kAraNe mahollo bALI nAMkhyo." sabhAH "A vyAjabI kahevAya?" gurujI: vAstavamAM vanaspati, kIDI, vAMdA vagere jIvonI hiMsA thaI chatAM vyAjabI eTalA mATe ke moTA puruSonI hInatA nathAya enA mATeno prayatna che. Indra mahArAjA bhagavAnanA janma vakhate udghoSaNA karAve che ke bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI mAtAnuM koIe ahita vicAryuM to enA mastakanA sAta TukaDA karI nAkhIza. Indra mahArAjAe A jAherAta dvArA prabhune loka najarathI upara UThAvavAnuM kAma karyuM che. moTA puruSone halakA pADavA, imeja toDI nAkhavI e bahu moTuM pApa che. vartamAnanuM tamAruM bhautika zikSaNa deva-guru-dharmane halakA pADavAnuM moTA pAye kAma kare che. nyUjha peparo paNa deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatA nathI.AvA nyUjhapeparane kharIdavA e paNa parokSa rIte deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karI kahevAya." sabhAH "ApaNo dharma to maitrIbhAvamAM nathI mAnato?'' prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 6
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________________ gurujI: "maitrI nikhila sattvapu. maitrIno artha zuM? parahitaciMtA e maitrI che. samaSTinuM hita karavA mATe adhamAdhama jIvane toDI pADavo e paNa maitrI kahevAya. ghaNIvAra adhamAdhama jIvone cUpa karavAmAM paNa maitrI che. maitrI eTale paMpALavuM evo artha nahIM samajavAno. gozALAnI unmArgagAmI pravRtti toDI pADIe paNa prabhujInI maitrIja hatI. nAgazrInI kathA nAyadhammakatAmAM draupadInA pUrvabhavanI vAta che. caMpAnagarImAM somadeva, somabhUti ane somadatta nAme traNa sahodara baMdhu hatA. temane anukrame nAgazrI, yajJazrI ane bhUtazrI nAme traNa strIo hatI. vArApharatI eka-eka divasa sarve eka-ekane ghare bhojana karavA jatAM. ekavAra nAgazrIe ajANatAM kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka rAMdhyuM. tene hiMga vagere dravyathI sArI rIte vadhAryuM. pAchaLathI jarA cAkhatAM tene jarAka kaDavuM lAgyuM. eTale temAM thayela dravyano kharca vyartha na jAya te mATe pAtramAM juduM rAkhI mUkyuM. bIjA bhojanathI badhAMne jamADyAM. evAmAM dharmaghoSasUrinA dharmaruci nAme muni mAsakSamaNane pAraNe nAgazrInA ghare AvyA. nAgazrIe "A zAkamAM thayelo kharca vRthA na thAo" evuM vicArIne kaDavuM zAka te munine vahorAvyuM. aho ! A strInI buddhine dhikkAra che, jene ghera tapanA tejathI kAMcanagiri jevA munivara padhAryA temane teNIe ukaraDA jevA gaNyA. kalpavRkSa, sUrya, kAmakuMbha ane puNyodaya jevA munine e pApI strIe AkaDo, rAhu, kuMbhArano kuMbha ane khAbociyA jevA gayA. AhAra laIne muni guru pAse AvyA. jJAnagurue te AhAra ayogya (viSamizrita) jANI ziSyane kahyuM, "niravadya sthAne jaIne paraThavojI, tame cho dayAnA jANare, bIjo AhAra ANI karI che, tame karo | prArthanA : 2 15 paDAva : 6 - ra, jama pAtha para kitad+ E
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________________ niradhArare." dharmaruci ma.sA.e zAka thoDuM paraThavyuM. zAkamAM svAdiSTa padArtho nAkhelA hovAthI kIDIo AvI. zAka khAtAM kIDIo marI gaI..."dIThA dIThA re jIvonA saMhArare!" ma.sA. vicAre che, "jo huM bIjA jIvone abhayadAna ApuM ane A AhAra vAparuM to mArI jiMdagIno aMta thAya che paNa te sAthe bhavano paNa aMta thavo saMbhava che. ane paraThavIza to kIDIonI virAdhanA thavAthI bhavanI vRddhi thaze." sabhAH "guruAjJA to paraThavavAnI hatI ane pote vAparI gayA to guruAjJA bhaMgano doSa na lAge?" gurujI: "gurUAzAnA mAtravarDasa(zabdo)ne pALavAnA nathI. guruvacananA audaMparyane paNa pALavAnuM che. guruAjJAnuM aidaMparya paNa teo samajelA hatA." sabhAH "e zenA AdhAre kaho cho?" gurujI: "sujhAyamAM spaSTa lakhyuM ke "tame cho dayAnA jANa re" arthAt dharmaruci ma.sA.jJAnI che mATe ja vicAre che ke mArA gurunI paNa AjJA che ke zuddha sthAne jaIne A AhAra paraThavI devo. to mArA peTa jevuM zuddha bIjuM sthaLa kyAMya paNa jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. mahAtmA AvyA nahIM tethI sahavartI jovA jAya che. mahAtmA kALadharma pAmyA. caMpAnagarImAM dharmaghoSasUri ma.sA.nA ziSyo mahollemaholle, galI-galIe, poLe-poLe kahe che ke anyA, apuNyA, pApINI, durbhagIomAM lIMboLI jevI sabhAH "lIMboLI jevI eTale zuM?" gurujI: "koI paNa vyakti bhUkhI hoya to pIpaLAnAM pAna khAya paNa 16 usia : karI karI nathI karI
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________________ lIMboLI na khAya. evI atyaMta anAdeya nAgazrIe kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vahorAvIne sAdhune mArI nAkhyA. caMpAnagarInA loko pAsethI somadeva vagere brAhmaNoe vAta sAMbhaLI. brAhmaNo bhayaMkara gusse thayA. brAhmaNonA AgevAno bhegA thaI enA ghare Ave che. aprArthita evA mRtyunI icchAvALI thaI che? caudazanA divase bhAgyazALIono janma thato hoya che. jyotiSInI daSTie e kahe che ke tuM hInacaturdazInA divase janmelI che, pApINI. AkrozabharyA zabdo saMbhaLAve che. enA kulanuM abhimAna nIce pADe che. kapaDAM, dAgInA badhuM laI le che. tarjanA, tADanA kare che. enI niMdA kare che, lAkaDIothI mAre che, dhikkAre che, dhUke che. gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. haDakAyA kUtarAnI jema koI ene gAmamAM paNa rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. koI UbhI paNa rahevA detuM nathI. sAMdhAvALA jUnAM kapaDAM lAja DhAMkavA rahevA dIdhA che. hAthamAM eka tUTeluM ThIkaruM ane pANI mATe phUTelo ghaDo rahevA dIdho che. mAkhIono samudAya enI pAchaLa cAle che. e ja bhavamAM 16 mahAroga utpanna thayA. kALa karI chaThThI narakamAM gaI." sabhAH "bIcArInI AvI hAlata karI? kSamA na rAkhavI joIe?" gurujI: "A bIcArI nathI. adhamAdhama jIva che. asthAne kSamA e guNa nathI. kapUra guNakArI chatAM nALiyeranA pANImAM na nakhAya. nALiyeranA pANImAM nAkho to mRtyulAve. konI niMdA karavAthI pApa na baMdhAya? uttama puruSonI niMdA kyAreya nahIM karavAnI. madhyama eTale mArgane pAmelAnI paNa kyAreya niMdA na karavI. laukika saguNInI niMdA na karavI. adhama loko cora-kasAInI paNa niMdA na karavI. prArthanA : 2 17 paDAva 6. kakakaka na
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________________ doSadaSTivALA kAgaDA jevA hoya che. ene ukaraDo ane marelA uMdaro ja dekhAya. bagIcAmAM UgelAM phUlo na dekhAya. saMvatsarInA divase khAya enI paNa niMdA na karAya. niMdA kevaLa potAnA doSonI ane je adhamAdhama jIvo che, je mArgane dhakko pahoMcADe che, unmArgane sthApe che, zAsananA pratyanika che. e badhAMnI niMdA nahIM karo to pApa baMdhAze." sabhAH "prabhAvanA mATe baheno paDApaDI karatAM hoya che, enI niMdA karAya?" gurujI: "prabhAvanA mATe paDApaDI karanAranI paNa niMdA na karAya. ene guru ma.sA. samajAvaze. paNa tamAre niMdA na karavI. varSo pahelAM duSkALa vagere kAraNasara anAja vitaraNa karavA nIkaLelA yuvAno gADIo corAmAM ThAlavI jAya ane kahe ke ame AgaLanA gAmamAM jaIe chIe. tame tamArI rIte laI lejo. kAryakartA pAchA AvyA. anAjanA DhagalA jemanA tema. eka dANo paNa ocho na thAya. ApavA chatAM jAte le nahIM. ApaNI vRtti nIce gaI kema ke zrImaMta gharanI strIo paNa prabhAvanA mATe paDApaDI kare. A ApaNI tuccha vRtti, azubha lezyAnA pratIka che. prabhAvanA mATe jhUMTAjhUMTI na hoya. ivana mAMgavuM e keTaluM nAnapabharyuM haze ke zAMtanu zeThe corI karI paNa mAMgyuM nahIM. khAnadAna mANasa mAgI zake nahIM." sabhAH "ame to phrenkalI kahI daIe ke mArI Agraha karavAnI Teva nathI. tame jAte mAMgI lejo." gurujI: "tamArI Agraha karavAnI TevanathI e koI guNa nathI, paNa e to doSa che. Agraha karavAnI Teva nathI to Teva pADa. kazuM ja phrenkalI maMgAya nahIM." sabhAH "sAdhu bhagavaMto vagere to vasati vagerenIyAcanA kare che?" prArthanA : 2 18 karI ApavAda dau ke, phira karI | usid : kAkI = 3 4,199 * *
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________________ gurujIH "mAMgavAno janma zAmAMthI thayo e jovAnuM. sAdhubhagavaMta paNa mAge che ane bhikhArI paNa mAge che. paNa baMnemAM pharaka che. bhikhArI lAcArInA kAraNe mAge che. jyAre sAdhu bhagavaMtane ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavuM che. ahiMsaka rIte AjIvikA calAvavA mATe yAcanA sivAya bIjo koI upAya jagatamAM nathI. ahiMsaka AjIvikA calAvavAnI vRtti che. mATe e koI doSa nathI, guNa che. prajAnuM kauvata haNAI jaI rahyuM che. jeTaluM maphatamAM maLatuM hoya eTaluM gharabheguM karo evI vRtti pedA thaI rahI che. mAgavAmAM mAgavAmAM phera che mAgavAnI vRttinA avaguNanA cheDA cheka AcArya padavI mAMgavA sudhI pahoMcatA hoya che. sAbaramatImAM suzrAvaka javAnamalajI pratApacaMdajI beDAvALA. potAnI zrAvikA zAka pIrasavAnuM bhUlI gaI hoya to khAlI roTalI vAparIne UbhA thaI jAya paNa zrAvikA pAse zAkamAgyuM nathI. mULa vAta, deva-guru-dharma tathA ene pUraka vyavasthAonI niMdA karanAranI niMdA karavI paDe." sabhAH "rIta-rivAjonI niMdA na thAya?" gurujI: "nA, pUrvakALamAM mANasa bAjoTha para thALI rAkhIne vAparato hato. tamane A paraMparA orthoDoksa lAge che. jyAre eka phorenara inDiyA Avyo. tene vAparavA mATe bAjoTha Apyo to eNe potAnI DAyarImAM lakhyuM ke inDiyAmAM dareka vyaktine vyaktigata DAyaniMga Tebala ApavAmAM Ave che. komanaDAyaniMga Tebala nathI. e khUba khuza thayo. kharekhara Arya rIta-rivAjo e dharmanA pUraka hatA enI niMdA na karAya ane koI niMdA karato hoya to bacAva karavo. - prArthanA : 2 18 paDAva : 6
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________________ mULa vAta, niMdA e pArTanarazipavALo bijhanesa che. emAM be jaNa hoya to jAme, ekalA niMdA jAme nahIM. ahIM eTaluM dhyAna rAkhavuM ke lokaviruddha niMdA ityAdi pravRtti jIvanamAM na joIe. rAvaNanA jIvanamAM bhavanirveda che. saMsArane asAra mAne che tethI ja dharaNendra rAvaNanI bhakti karavA icche che tyAre rAvaNa bhaktinA phaLa tarIke mokSa ja mAMge che. arthAt saMsArane asAra ja mAne che to ja mokSa mAge ne! mokSa mAge che tethI mArgAnusaritA paNa che. jIvanamAM bhautika suvidhAo paNa che ke jenAthI jIvana astavyasta na thaI jAya. arthAt iSTaphalasiddhi paNa che. jyAM sudhI sItAnuM apaharaNa nahotuM karyuM tyAM sudhI lokaviruddha eka paNa pravRtti na hatI. traNa khaMDano mAlika che chatAM enA jIvana upara koI AMgaLI cIMdhI zake evo eka paNa avaguNa nathI. 100% jenTalamena che. rAvaNanA jIvanamAM eka paNa vastu lokaviruddha nahIM dekhAya. nikAcita karmanA kAraNe sItAnuM apaharaNa thayuM. rAma sAthe yuddha cAlu che. je divase marI gayo te divase paNa bhagavAnanI bhakti karavA jAya che tyAre ema nathI kaheto ke huM jItI jAuM. paNa bhagavAnane kahe che ke prabhu, mane samAdhi maLajo . bhavobhava tamAruM zAsana maLajo . ApaNA jIvanamAM anaMtIvAra logaviruddhaccAo, gurujaNapUA, paratthakaraNa AvyuM che. 4,5,6 prArthanA ghaNIvAra jIvanamAM AtmasAt paNa 1lI, rajI prArthanA jIvanamAM na hoya to 4,5,6nI koI tAtvika velyu nathI , sabhAH "logaviruddhaccAo, gujaNapUA, paraFkaraNe jenA jIvanamAM hoya paNa bhavanirveda, mArgAnusAritAnahayato kalyANa na thAya." gurujI: "4,5,6 jenA jIvanamAM che paNa 1lI, rajI prArthanA jenA prArthanA : 2 20 paDAvaH 6
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________________ jIvanamAM nathI ane dharma pamADavo sahelo. jenA jIvanamAM saMskRti, maryAdA hoya tene dharmapamADavo sahelo. 1lI, rajI prArthanA vinA 4,5,6 prArthanA jIvanamAM anaMtIvAra AvI hatI. tethI gaNadhara bhagavaMte 1lI, rajI prArthanA pachI 4thI, pamI, 6ThThI prArthanAmAgI." sabhAH "jenA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che, dA.ta. smagalara che ene dharma karavAnuM mana thAyato dharma karI zake?" gurujI: "jenA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che evA jIvoe jAheramAM dharma na karAya." sabhAH "kema na thAya?" gurujIH "zAsananI apabhrAMjanA thAya." sabhAH "dharmamAM Avaze to smagaliMgano dhaMdho chUTI jaze." gurujI: "dharmamAM AvavAnI nA nathI pADI. upAzrayanA daravAjA khullA che. sajjana mobhAdAra vyakti game tyAre AvI zakaze, jayAre moTI lokaviruddha pravRtti karanAra jAheramAM dharmana karI zake. dAna paNa jAheramAM na ApI zake. smagaliMga karIne paisA lAvyo eTale khoTI rIte kamAyo che, mATe tene jAheramAM dAna nahIMthAya." sabhAH "smagalara jAheramAM derAsara banAve to zuM karavAnuM?" gurujI: "saMghamAM ApaNuM koI nathI sAMbhaLavAnA bAkI saMghAcArya pagalAM laI zake. dA.ta. AvA smagalare banAvelA derAsaramAM paga paNa mUkAya nahIM ane koI paga na mUke. | mAruM comAsuM muluMDamAM hatuM. saMvatsarInI rAtre huM prAyaH 12.30 vAge mAtru paraThavavA nIce Avyo. maMDapamAM ja mAtrAnI kUMDI hatI tyAM rasoDAmAMthI dhUmADo nIkaLatAM joyo. meM tyAM tapAsa karI to zIro, maga prArthanA : 2 paDAvaH 6 21
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________________ 12.30 vAge thaI gayA hatA. meM pUchyuM ATaluM vaheluM kema banAvyuM? to rasoiyo kahe ke cAra orDara che, zuM karuM? have huM tamane kahuM ke A madhyarAtre baneluM che. vAsI che, khAtAM nahIM. to tame mAno?" ..vizeSa vAto avasare... prArthanAH 2 2 2. paDAva : 6
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________________ paDAva : 7 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe ApaNe sudharmAsvAmI bhagavaMte banAvela "jayavIyarAya sUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. (1) bhavanirveda (2) mArthAnusAritA (3) iSTaphalasiddhi (4) lokaviruddhano tyAga (5)gurujanapUjA (6) parArthakaraNa (7)sadguruno yoga (8) temanA vacananI sevA.. AbhavamakheDA gaNadhara bhagavaMte ahIM sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM che. pachInI je mAMgaNIo che te pUrvAcAryakRta che. sabhAH "gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema adhUruM sUtra banAvyuM?" gurujIH "gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema 8 prArthanA sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM te vicArIe. tame kahyuM ke gaNadhara bhagavaMte kema adhUruM sUtra banAvyuM. sUtra adhUruM choDavAnuM saMbhavita kAraNa (1) vyaktine AvaDatuM na hoya to adhUruM choDe (2) vyaktinA kAmamAM ThekANuM na hoya to adhUruM choDe. (3) kArya karatAM kAMI vighna AvI gayuM hoya to kAryaadhUruM rahI jAya. gaNadhara bhagavaMte ATha prArthanA sudhI ja sUtra banAvyuM paNa AgaLanuM sUtra na banAvavAmAM eka paNa uparokta kAraNa nathI. (1) gaNadhara bhagavaMto zratanA pAragAmI che. tethI temane AvaDatuM nathI evuM to nathI ja. (2) tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA paTTadharanA kAmamAM ThekANuM na hoya e vAtamAM dama nathI. (3) jayavIyarAya sUtra banAvatAM koI vighna paNa AvyuM nathI. chatAM." sabhAH "te kALe AgaLanI prArthanAonI jarUra nahIM hoya." prArthanA : 2 ra3 paDAva : 7
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________________ gurujI: "nA, te kALe paNa AgaLanI prArthanAnI jarUra hatI. dA.ta. bhave bhave tumha calaNArNa bhavobhava mane tamAruM zAsana maLajo. cothA ArAmAM paNa pUrepUro caturvidha saMgha mokSamAM nathI javAno tethI temane paNa jyAM sudhI mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhI bhavobhava prabhunuM zAsana maLajo evI prArthanAnI jarUra che ja." sabhAH "pahelI ATha prArthanAnI aMtargata pAchaLanI prArthanAo AvI jatI haze." gurujI: "barAbara, tame mahenata karo to badhA javAba AvaDI jAya evI tamArI zakti che. bhAratanuM baMdhAraNa eka copaDImAM lakhAI jAya paraMtu baMdhAraNanuM arthaghaTana karavA mATe hajAro pustako ochAM paDe. eTale gaNadhara bhagavaMte 8 prArthanAmAM je mAMgyuM hatuM te ApaNA jevA maMda kSayopazamavALA na samajI zake eTale vistRta karIne ApyuM." sabhAH "prathama ATha prArthanAmAM "bhave bhave tumha calaNANuM" -bhavobhava tamAruM zAsana maLajo evI prArthanAno samAveza kyAM karavAmAM Avela che?" gurujI: "sadgara jogI..."mAM AvI jAya. sadguru zAsanamAM ja hoya. zAsana bahAra sadguru che ja nahIM tethI InDAyarekTalI to A vAta AvI jatI hatI. paNa ApaNe na samajI zakIe tethI anDaralAina karIne arthAt separeTasamajAvI hoya athavA dvibaddha subaddha e nyAye paNa lakhI hoya. gaNadhara bhagavaMte karela ATha prArthanAne yathArtha samajIne pUrvAcArya bhagavaMtoe e prArthanAone ApaNA bodha mATe vistRta karI che." sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvone!" gurujIH "laukika udAharaNa laIe. vaDIlo kahetA ke gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavA joIe. A paMktino zabdArtha thAya che ke dareka gAmamAM ghara hovuM joIe. bhAratamAM 6 lAkha gAmaDAM che. cha lAkha gAmamAM ghara bAMdhavA mATe puSkaLa prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 24
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________________ paisA joIe. eTalA paisA kamAvavAmAM mANasa TenzanamAM UMdho vaLI jAya. kadAca puNya hoya ane puSkaLa paisA che tethI bihAramAM ghara lIdhuM. tamane koI pUche ke bihAramAM ghara kema lIdhuM? mArA pitAjI kahI gayA ke gAmegAma ghara hovA joIe. mATe bihAramAM koI svajana nathI chatAM ghara lIdhuM. kharekhara tamArA pitA je kahI gayA che teno matalaba evo thAya che ke dareka vyakti sAthe evA mIThA saMbaMdho rAkhavA ke anya gAmamAM javAnuM thAya to parAyuM na lAge. potAnuM ja ghara lAge. ethI e gAmamAM paga mUkavAmAM saMkoca na thAya. samajo ke tamAre amadAvAda javuM che ane tyAM covihAra karavA che. tame pADozI sAthe sArA saMbaMdha rAkhyA che. temanI putravadhU amadAvAdanI che to tarata kaheze ke mArA piyara jajo. tyAM badhI vyavasthA thaI jaze. mArA piyariyAMne ja tamArA covihArano lAbha Apajo. tamArA pitA kahI gayA ke gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavA arthAt tAro svabhAva sAro rAkhaje. AjubAjuvALA sAthe kaTakaTa karato nahIM. kacarAnA DabbA vagere mATe mAthAkUTa karato nahIM. bAjuvALA nAnA chokarAM gaMdakI karI jAya to jhaghaDavA mATe jato nahIM. AvI lAkho hitazikSAo gAmegAma ghara bAMdhavAmAM rahelI che." sabhAH "gAmegAma saMbaMdha rAkhavA ema ja lakhyuM hota to?" gurujI: "varasAda paDe to loko kahe ke A varase sonuM varasyuM. kharekhara to sonuM nathI varasyuM paNa pANI varasyuM che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karIne A rIte bhASA bolAtI hoya che. bhASAnI amuka prakAranI maryAdAo AvavAnI tethI samajavAmAM takalIpha thAya.mATe ja gurunI jarUra paDe. mATe sAdhu bhagavaMtonA paknIsUtramAM aMtopakhrasta na vAie, na paDhie... ahIMkramano vyutkrama karyo che. prArthanA : 2 25 paDAva : 7
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________________ sabhAH "krama zuM hoya?" gurujIH "je na bhaNya, na bhaNAvyuM ne badale je na bhaNAvyuM na bhaNyuM. Ama lakhavA pAchaLa zAstrakAra gurugamathI bhaNavAnI vAta kare che. mATe kramano vyutkrama karIne lakhyuM che." sabhAH "A arthaTIkAmAM lakhyo che?" gurujI: "mane bhaNatAM prazna thayelo tethI meM suvizAlagacchAdhipati pUjaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne Ano artha pUchAvyo. to emaNe A artha karI Apyo. mane khUba saMtoSa thayo. | mULa vAta, baMdhAraNanI copaDIo bajAramAM maLe che chatAM vakIlo pAse tamAre artha samajavA javuM paDe che. neTa upara sarca karo to davAnI mAhitI maLe chatAM DaoNkTaranI jarUra paDe che. jIesaTInA niyamo gupta nathI chatAM sI.e. pAse javuM paDe che." sabhAH "sI.e. jeTaluM jIesaTInuM jJAna nathI mATe javuM paDe che." gurujI: "pUrvAcAryo jeTaluM jJAna ApaNane nathI tethI ja pUrvAcAryoe je Agamo upara TIkA, bhASyAdi jo lakhyAM che te mULa AgamanA ja artha che. chatAM e bhASyAdine mAnavA nahIM e bahu gaMbhIra bhUla che. dA.ta. tamArA pitA kahI gayA ke samAjamAM koInI sAthe bagADato nahIM. emAM paDozIno ullekha na karyo hoya to paNa samajavAnuM ja hoya ke paDozI sAthe bagADAya ja nahIM. tame tamAro kakko laIne besI jAva ke pitAjI kyAM lakhIne gayA che ke paDozI...pitAjI to samAja sAthe na bagADavAnuM lakhI gayA che. A ja kakko kharo karo e vyAjabI nathI. ATha mAgaNInI aMdara gaNadhara bhagavaMte je mAMgyuM, emAM badhuM AvI gayuM hatuM. zuM maMgAya eno pUrepUro bodha emanI pAse hato. chatAM pUrvAcArya dvibadhdha subaddham nyAye athavA to spaSTa bodha thAya evA udAtta prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 26
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________________ AzayathI AgaLanI prArthanAo banAvI che. ApaNI vAta cothI prArthanA logaviruddhaccAonI cAlatI hatI. loga sArA, sajjana loko ane e lokone je na gamatuM hoya teno tyAga enuM nAma "logaviruddhaccAo. ahIM sajjana loko ja levA paDaze. sajjana=ziSTa jana. jaina levA evuM na samajavuM. TUMkamAM, duniyAmAM jeTalA ziSTajana che e lokone nathI gamatuM evI vastuno tyAga eTale logaviruddhaccAo." sabhAH "ziSTajana arthAt sajjana kone gaNavA?" gurujI: "jene sukRto sahaja gamatAM hoya, sArAM kAmo gamatAM hoya ane kharAba kAmo na gamatAM hoya. ene ziSTajana arthAt sarjana kahevAya. loka viruddha pravRtti be prakAranI AvazeH 1) je pravRtti sIdhesIdhI niMdya lAgaze jema ke, vezyAno dhaMdho karavo, katalakhAnuM calAvavuM, smagaliMga karavuM, jugAra ramavo A badhI spaSTa ayogya pravRttio che. AmAM bahu samajavAnI jarUra na paDe. jyAre bIjI loka viruddha pravRttimAM spaSTa, sIdhuM, dekhItuM pApa na dekhAya. dA.ta. vaDIlothI judAM rahevAnuM, dAru, smagaliMga-vezyAnA dhaMdhAmAM sIdhuM pApa dekhAze. tame vaDIlothI judAM svataMtra raho emAM AvuM sIdhuM pApana dekhAya chatAM evI pravRttiono paNa tyAga karavo.' sabhAH "Aje to dekhItuM pApa dekhAya emAM samajAvavA jaIe to paNa sAme gaLe vaLage." gurujI: "tamArI vAta sAcI che, eka yuvAnane eka sajajanabhAI samajAvavA gayA ke tuM mahine 15 hajAra rUpiyA dArU-sigAreTa pAchaLa UDADI nAkhe che. 12 mahinAnA 1 lAkha 80 hajAra thAya ane 10 varSanA 18 lAkha rUpiyA thaI gayA. A 18 lAkha rUpiyA bacAvyA hota to tArI prArthanA : 2 27 paDAva : 7
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________________ pAse Aje 60 tolA sonuM hota. vyasanI yuvAne kAkAne vaLato savAla karyo ke tamArI uMmara keTalI thaI? to kAkAe javAba Apyo ke 60varSa, yuvAne pharI savAla karyo ke tame dArU, sigAreTa pIo cho? to kAkA kahe ke nA to tamArI pAse 360 tolA sonuM hovuM joIe ne! che tamArI pAse 360 tolA sonuM? jaDa ane vakra loko evA hoya che ke tame ene samajAvavA jAva to tamane gaLe vaLage. koI sajjane dArU, sigAreTanuM sevana jIvanamAM kyAreya karyuM nathI chatAM kensara thAya to kaheze ke dArU-sigAreTa na pIdhAM chatAM kensara thayuM to amane zAMtithI pIvA do. mAthAkUTana karo. bhalA mANasa ! sigAreTa vagere pItA na hatA chatAM kensara thayuM to vicAra kara ke je pIe che tene to kensaranA cAnsa keTalA vadhI jAya?" sabhAH "vaka jaDato kaheze ke mArA dAdA rojanI 60bIDI pItA hovA chatAM kAMI na thayuM, 83varSa jIvyA." gurujI: "AvA jaDa, vakrane samajAvI na zakAya. vyasano paNa mAtra bhautika AzayathI nathI choDavAnA." sabhAH "Ape gaI kAle kahyuM ke "ninyo na joDapato" emAM adhamAdhama jIva sivAya bIjA koInI niMdA na karavI. amArA ghare koI vastu corI jAya to enI paNa niMdA na karAya?" gurujI: "nA, tame AryadezanI satyaghaTanAothI paricita nathI. bAkI kevA kevA adbhuta udAharaNo tamane sAMbhaLavA maLe. mukundarAya pArAzaryajIe potAnI mAnI vAto lakhI che te vAMco to samajAya. mArAM bAnAM avasAna pahelAMnA traNeka varSe banelI hakIkata che. bAnA piyaranA gAma morabImAM eka bhAI rahetA hatA. paNa bhAvanagara Ave tyAre bA pAse AvatA rahetA. teo mArI mAne phaI kahetA ane prArthanA : 2 28 paDAva : 7
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________________ chevaTanAM varasomAM to vAraMvAra AvatA. koI paNa kAraNe temane hastalAghavanI (corI) Teva paDelI te chUTatI ja na hatI. pachInAM varasomAM sAva nirdhana thaI javAthI e Teva vadhI hoI, be-cAra miniTa paNa oraDAmAM ekalA paDavA dIdhA hoya to kaMIka vastu to jAya ja. chatAM bA temane jamIne javAnuM ke bapora pachI chAMyo DhaLe javAnuM kahetAM tyAre mane ghaNo cittaleza thato. bAne A bhAInI Teva bAbate khabara hatI. chatAM paNa teo temane hetathI avanavuM khavaDAvatAM. miSTAnna banAvI detAM ane avanavAM athANAM kADhI khavaDAvatAM. unALAmAM to bA temane paMkho ya nAkhatAM. vAta sAcI ke e bhAI bahu bhAvathI jamatA ane vAraMvAra phai-phaI kahI bALapaNanI vAto saMbhAratA. eka vAra teo savAramAM mArA ghare AvyA. bAe jamavA rokyA.bA gharamAM hatAM ane huM bAjunI oraDImAM be-traNa pustako mUkavA ne eka pustaka levA gayo. pustaka gotatAM be-traNa miniTa thaI. pAcho Avyo tyAre Tebala parathI be nAnI vastuo gayelI. meM aMdara jaIne bAne kahyuM, "ApaNe sahu jANIe chIe ke e bhAI Ave che tyAre kaMIka vastu jAya che toya besavAnuM, jamavAnuM zA mATe kahevuM?" bAe kahyuM, "bhAI! huM jIvuM chuM tyAM sudhI re 'vA de."kahI bA muMgA thaI gayAM. bAe zrIkhaMDa karI khavarAvyo. paMkho nAMkhatAM, jUnI vAto saMbhAratAM baMne beThAM. huM rasoDAmAM jaI lusalusa jamI ophise javA nIkaLyo. jatAM jatAM kaheto gayo ke mane A badhuM gamatuM nathI. ophisethI pAcho ghera Avyo tyAre meM bAne pUchyuM, "huM garama thaI, bolIne ophisa gayo tyAre tamAre mane kaMI kahevuM hatuM? bAe kahyuM ke tane AvaDA moTAne mAre zuM kahevAnuM hoya? meM kahyuM ke tame mArI sAme jotA'tA tyAre zuM vicAra AvatA'tA?" prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 29
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________________ bAe kahyuM ke mane to tyAre tArA bApA yAda AvatA'tA. ame ekavAra ApaNA gAmaDe gayA. tyAre oraDAnI cAvI jenI pAse hatI te kamarUdInabhAIe kahyuM ke tamArA phalANA sagA paMdara di'pahelAM AvyA hatA ane cAvI mAMgI ke tame sAmAna rAjakoTa maMgAvyo che, mATe levA AvyA che. ema kahI eka moTuM kabATa, eka peTI, tAMbA-pittaLanA ke rUpAnAM vAsaNa laI gayA che. tArA bApu kaMI bolyA nahIM. pachI oraDAmAM gayA. paTAro ughADyo. tyAM tALuM toDI ghareNAM vagere laI gayA hatA. mane A vastusthiti jotAM duHkha thayuM tyAre tArA bApAe kahyuM ke A vAta koIne, bA suddhAMne nA kahevI. mUMgA rahetA ane khamI khAtAM zIkhavuM. ApaNA nasIbanuM nahotuM ema mana manAvavuM. e yAda AvatAM mane thayuM ke e bApano tuM dIkaro thaI Ama kema vatyo?tamane samajAyuM haze ke tamAre gharethI koI vastu corI jAya to niMdA to bahu dUranI vAta che." sabhAH "zrAvaka AvI rIte koI corI karI jatuM hoya te sahana kare ? kyAM sudhI sahana karavAnuM?" gurujIH "bhautika nukasAnamAM jeTaluM sahana thAya teTaluM karavuM. sahana karazo to sAruM che. jyAM sudhI tamArI samAdhiTakatI hoya tyAM sudhI sahana karavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. | mULa vAta, lokaviruddha be prakAre cheH (1) jemAM pApa spaSTa dekhAya, (2) jemAM pApa spaSTa na dekhAtuM hoya. jema ke mA-bApathI alaga rahevuM vagere. tamArI bahena vidhavA thaI che. enA sAsarIpakSamAM koI nathI. tyAre bhAI tarIke tamArI javAbadArI vidhavA bahenanA bharaNapoSaNanI Ave. tamAre cUM ke cA karyA vagara bharaNapoSaNa karavAnuM. tame gADIomAM pharo ane bahenanuM bharaNapoSaNa na karo to na cAle paNa Aje samAja prArthanAH 2 30 paDAva : 7
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________________ vyavasthA tUTI gaI che. tame hAtha UMcA karI nAkho to koI kahenAra rahyuM nathI. bAkI samAjavyavasthA hoya to sajjano tamAro hAtha pakaDaze. mAya lAipha ijha mAya lAipha e vAta ahIM na cAle. ahIM sajjano paNa Involve thaze. ahIM cUko to gaNadhara bhagavaMto tamane cUkyA kaheze. mATe gaNadhara bhagavaMto bhagavAna pAse prArthanA kare che. loka viruddhaccAo." sabhAH " 12 vratadhArI zrAvaka hoya ane enI vidhavA bahenanA bharaNapoSaNanI javAbadArI chatI zaktie na le to lokaviruddha pravRtti kahevAya? gurujIH "hA, 100% lokaviruddha pravRtti kahevAya. zAstrakAro jenAmAM jeTalI bhUmikA mujaba khAmI haze te khAmI taTasthatApUrvaka jarUra batAvaze. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM jarA paNa mArAtArAno bhedabhAva nathI. lokaviruddha pravRttimAM mIrAMnA jIvanane joIe. mIrAMnA lagna rAjagharANAmAM thayelAM che. aMbANI phemilInI putravadhUono dabadabo kevo hoya? enuM sTeTasa kevuM hoya? enI pAse paisAnI relamachela kevI hoya?" sabhAH "ATalA paisAvALAne to pArTI, zopiMga, phezanamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno TAima jana maLe." gurujI: "mIrAM rAjarANI che. emane koI gRhakArya vagere karavAmAM na hoya. mIrAMnAM navAM navAM lagna thayAM che ane patinuM mRtyu thaI jAya che ane mIrAM vidhavA thayAM che. tame hovato mIrAne zuM zikhAmaNa Apo?" sabhAH "bIjAM lagna karI le. AkhI jiMdagI kevI rIte nIkaLaze?'' gurujI: "bIjo pati karaze eTale jiMdagI nIkaLI jaze? bIjo pati nahIM mare enI geraMTI che? AryadezanI vAto sAMbhaLo to khabara paDe. gaMgaDozInI vAta che. gaMgunAM lagnanAM be-traNa varSamAM ja pati marI gayo. bIjAM lagnanI vAta karI prArthanAH 2 31 paDAva : 7
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________________ (emanA samAjamAM gharagharaNAM-bIjAM lagna thatAM hatAM). to gaMguvahu ciDAIne kahetI ke AvI vAta mArI AgaLa nahIM. je dhaNIne meM jIva dIdho enuM gAmataru (mRtyu) thayA ke huM ene cheha (dago) dauM to huM kyA bhavamAM chUTuM?" sabhAH "nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thAya to jiMdagI nIkaLe kevI rIte?" gurujI: "dharmamAM mana lagADavAthI jiMdagI sukhapUrvakanIkaLI jAya." sabhAH "dharmagamavo to joIe ne?" gurujI: "dharmamAM na gamavA jevuM zuM che? bIjo pati be varSamAM marI jaze to? pati nathI to zuM thayuM? parivAramAM sAsu-jeThANI vagere to che ja ne?dharmamAM mana lagADavAnuM. sAmayika pratikramaNa karI zakAya. bAkInA TAimamAM gharanAM kartavya Avaze. patinA sAthe je TAima maLato hato te dharmamAM lagADI devAno. mIrAM vidhavA thayAM. bIjAM lagnanI vAta nathI. zrIkRSNanI bhaktimAM potAnuM mana lagADI de che. bIjAM lagnano vicAra suddhAM nathI karatAM. mIrAMnA pado vairAgyamaya che. chatAM mIrAMnA jIvanamAM lokaviruddha pravRtti che." sabhAH "zuM che?" gurujIH zrIkRSNanI bhakti game tyAM rastA upara paNa karavA besI jAya. vINA vagADe, bhagavAnanAM gIto gAya. AryadezanI strIo Ama rastA para na gAya. rAsaDA paNa na le. game tyAM besI na javAya. game tyAM bhajana na kare. game tyAM nAce nahIM." sabhAH "bhajana ja gAyachene?'' gurujI: "strIothI jAheramAM game tyAM bhajana karavuM, nAcavuM vagere na thAya." prArthanA : 2 32 paDAva : 7
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________________ sabhAH "maMdodarIe aSTApada parvata para nRtya karyuM che." gurujI: "maMdodarIe bhagavAnanI sAme nRtya karyuM che.' sabhAH "strIthI bhagavAnanI sAme nRtya thAya?" gurujIH satI maMdodarIe karyuM te khoTuM che? maMdodarI strI nathI?" sabhAH "maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM te sAruM ke khoTuM?" gurujI: "satI maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM e sAruM che. mIrAMe karyuM e khoTuM che." sabhAH "maMdodarI ApaNAM che eTale sAruM ane mIrAM bIjA dharmanAM che mATe khoTuM?" gurujIH "vAha bhAI vAha! kRSNa kare te lIlA ane bAkI badhAM kare te guno evuM nathI.maMdodarIe bhagavAna sAme nRtya karyuM e khoTuM nathI kAraNa ke tyAM koI puruSanI hAjarI nathI." sabhAH "rAvaNa hAjara che ne?" gurujI: "bhAI, puruSano artha ahIM parapuruSa levAno che. rAvaNa to teno pati che. Arya dezamAM strI potAnA pati sivAya anya koI paNa puruSanI hAjarImAM nRtya na kare. jayAre mIrAM bhajana gAtAM rastA upara nAce tyAre tyAM aneka parapuruSo hoya mATe khoTuM che. mArAtArAno bheda nathI. zrAvikA baheno paNa rastA para nAce to khoTuM ja kahevAya. bhale e bhagavAna mahAvIranA upAsaka hoya. khoTuM to khoTuM ja kahevAya. temAM bhedabhAva na hoya." sabhAH "koi pati-patnI baMne derAsaramAM Ave. anya koI puruSa nathI to strI bhagavAna sAme nRtya karI zake?" gurujI: "hA, karI zake. emAM kAMI khoTuM nathI. mahilAmaMDaLa pUjA bhaNAvatI vakhate dAMDiyA vagere rame che te khoTuM nathI. baheno derAsaramAM A prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 33
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________________ rIte bhakti karatAM hoya tyAre bhAIoe viveka rAkhavo joIe. AryadezanI vAto sAMbhaLazo to AnaMdacakita thaI jazo. tAnasene rAjadarabAramAM ekavAra kaheluM ke dareka rAgonI viziSTa tAkAta hoya che. hiDoLa rAgathI hiMDoLA ane zeraDInA saMcAo cAle che. zrI rAgathI akAlane mArI haTAvAya ane lIlI hariyALI thAya che. bhAgyazrI rAga zuddha rAgamAM gavAya to sarasvatI mAtAnuM sarjana thAya che. tevI ja rIte dIpaka rAga gAvAthI agni vagara dIpaka pragaTa thaI jAya che. rAjAne Azcarya thayuM ke jo kharekhara tamArA dIpaka rAgamAM tAkAta hoya to ahIMyA ghInA dIvAo tame dIpaka rAgathI pragaTAvI Apo. tyAre tAnasene javAba Apyo ke rAjAdhirAja e huM nahIM karI zakuM kema ke sAme meghamalhAra rAga gAvo paDe. nahIM to cha mahinA sudhI mAre taLAvamAM chAtIsamANA pANImAM besavuM paDe tyAre temAMthI pragaTelo dAha zAMta thAya. rAjAe kahyuM ke tame cha mahinA darabAramAM nahIM Avo to cAlaze. paraMtu mAre tamArA dIpaka rAganI tAkAta jovI che. rAjAbhiyogane kAraNe vaDApradhAna zrI narendra modIjInA gAma vaDanagaramAM saMgItanI kasoTI thaI ane tAnasena dvArA dIpaka rAga gavAtA badhA dIpaka agni vagara pragaTyA. paraMtu tAnasene rAganA pratApe zarIramAM lAgelA dAhane kAraNe doDIne taLAvamAM jhaMpalAvyuM ane chAtIsamANA pANImAM rahevAnuM zarU karyuM. bIje divase savAre te gAmanI nAnI dIkarIo pANI bharavA AvI ane temaNe tAnasenane jotAveta ja kahyuM ke ApanuM nAma tAnasena che ne? ane ApanA iMgita parathI jaNAya che ke Ape dIpaka rAga gAyo lAge che. tAnasene pUchyuM ke beTA tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI? baMne dIkarIoe javAba Apyo ke ame paNa saMgItanA upAsaka chIe ane Apa amAre tyAM padhAro. ame tamane meghamalhAra saMbhaLAvIzuM ane prArthanA : 2 34 paDAva : 7
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________________ Apano dAha zAMta thaI jaze. paraMtu Apa amane eka vacana ApavuM paDaze ke Apa amAruM nAma gupta rAkhazo. kAraNa ke e jamAnAmAM parapuruSanI hAjarImAM jAheramAM strIo gAtI nahatI. tAnasenane AvakArIne tAnA rIrI potAnA ghare temanuM svAgata karIne meghamalhAra rAga saMbhaLAve che ane tAnasenano dAha zAMta thaI jAya che. ane e ja divase tAnasena rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thAya che. rAjAe tarata pUchyuM ke tame to kahetA hatA ne ke huM cha mahinA sudhI nahIM ApI zakuM to Aje Apa kevI rIte AvI gayA? tyAre tAnasene kahyuM ke huM vacanathI baMdhAyelo chuM eTale nAma nahIM ApuM paNa raiyatamAM be nAnI dIkarIo che teo taLAvamAM pANI bharavA AvI ane mArA iMgita AkAra parathI temaNe kahI dIdhuM ke tame dIpaka rAga gAyo che ane temaNe mane meghamalhAra rAga saMbhaLAvyo che ane mAro dAha zAMta thayo che. A paNa saMgItanA sAta sUronI sUrAvalinI kamAla che. rAjAe have jida pakaDI ke mane e baMne dIkarIonAM nAma Apo. tAnasene AnAkAnI to ghaNI karI paNa rAjAbhiyoganA kAraNe temaNe baMnenAM nAmo ApyAM. ane baMne dIkarIone rAjayasabhAmAM hAjara thavA kaheNa mokalavAmAM AvyuM. baMne dIkarIoe rAjayasabhAmAM javAne badale potAnA gharamAM ja samAdhi lIdhI ane Aje paNa te baMne dIkarIonA balidAnane saMgItakAro AlApanI aMdara tAnArIrInAM nAmo vAparIne aMjali Ape che. Aje jovAlAyaka sthaLomAM A baMnenAM balidAnanI yazogAthArUpa daherIonAM darzana mATe loko ToLe vaLe che. mIrAM to bhajana gAtAM hatAM paNa tame to inDiyana AiDiyalamAM tamArI dIkarIone halakAM gIto gAma vacce gAvA mATe protsAhita karo evA cho. prArthanA : 2 35 paDAva : 7
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________________ AdezamAM kevI maryAdA hatI te A be panihArIonI vAta uparathI tamane samajAze." sabhAH "strIone goMdhI rAkhavAnIne?" gurujI: "tamAruM mAthuM ThekANe nathI mATe tamArA moDhAmAMthI AvA zabdo nIkaLe che. bAkI... jaliyAvAlA bAganI ghaTanAthI duHkhI saradAra ujamasiMha phorenamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM ghaNA aMgrejone mAryA ane jayAre saradAra bhAgatA hatA tyAre eka yuvatIe jANI karIne potAno paga ADo karIne saradAra ujamasiMhane nIce paTakyA. paDavAnA kAraNe pakaDAI gayA tyAre lokoe pUchyuM ke tamArI pAse baMdUka to hatI ja. tame kema e yuvatI para baMdUka na calAvI ? tyAre ujamasiMhe kahyuM ke huM bhAratIya chuM. ame chokarI para AMkha paNa nathI UThAvatA to baMdUka to kevI rIte UThAvuM? bhAratIya saMskRti tamane khabara hota to kadAca AvuM na bolata ke strIone goMdhI ja rAkhavAnI?" sabhAH "rAma, lakSmaNa, sItA vanavAsamAM gayA tyAre eka mahAtmA sAme sItAe nRtya karyuM ane rAma lakSmaNe vAjiMtra vagADyA. sItA mATe lakSmaNa parapuruSa hatA to sItAjInI A pravRtti logaviruddha na kahevAya?" gurujI: "ahIM sItAjInA jIvanamAM logaviruddha nahIM batAvI zako. kAraNa ke lakSmaNa atyaMta maryAdAvAna che. sItAjInA apaharaNa bAda sItAjInA dAgInAo maLyA to lakSmaNa kahe che ke meM kyAreya paNa bhAbhInI sAme joyuM nathI. tethI hAra, kuMDala, baMgaDI vagere nahIM oLakhI zakuM. paNa roja emanA caraNe namaskAra karato hato tethI temanA pAyalane oLakhI zakIza. AvA lakSmaNa diyara che mATe cAle. bAkI bIjA koIdiyara hoya to na cAle." sabhAH amArAM bhAbhIo to baMgaDI paheratAM ja nathI." prArthanA : 2 36 paDAva : 7
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________________ gurujI: pUrvakALamAM vidhavA strI hAthamAM baMgaDI vagere paheratI nahotI. Aje sadhavA strIo paNa baMgaDI paheratI nathI te lokaviruddha che. je vidhavA hAthamAM baMgaDI pahere te paNa lokaviruddhamAM Avaze. jeTalA paNa ziSTapuruSamAnya rItarivAjo che te rIti-rivAjono lopa te lokaviruddhamAM Avaze." sabhAH "ame baMne pati-patnI chIe ane gurumahArAja padhAryA hoya to mArI patnI guru ma.sA.nI sAme nRtya karI zake ne? sItAjIe ma.sA.nI AgaLa nRtya karyuM hatuM ne?" gurujI: "karI zake. paNa pahelAM bhUmikA jovI paDaze ke ma.sA. kaI bhUmikAnA che, mArA jevA sthavira kalpI hoya to na thaI zake. samatAnI bhUmikAvALA hoya ane kare to vAMdho nahIM. kadAca amAro praveza vagere che ane baheno harSamAM nAcavAnuM cAlu kare to mAre kahevuM paDe ke maryAdA rAkhavI paDaze. cothA ArAmAM maMdodarIne parapuruSanI sAme nAcavAnI chUTa na hatI. e kALa to atyaMta maryAdAvALo hato. chatAM niSedha che. to paMcama kALamAM to sutarAma niSedha karavo ja paDe." sabhAH "dIkarA-dIkarInAM lagnamAM nAcatAM na AvaDatuM hoya to 50-50 hajAra rUpiyA ApIne koriyogrAphara rAkhe che!" gurujI: "tamArI to vAta thAya tema nathI ! ghaNAne lagna vageremAM nAcavuM nathI. ghaNAne gharamAM TIvI lAvavuM nathI, gharamAM e.sI. lAvavuM nathI. chatAM kema lAve che ?'' sabhAH "sTeTasa thaI gayuM che mATe !" gurujI: "nA, lokasaMjJAnA kAraNe. badhAMnAM lagnamAM saMgItasaMdhyA hoya eTale ApaNe rAkhavI ja paDe. badhAMnA ghare TIvI hoya eTale ApaNe TIvI prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 37
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________________ lAvavuM ja paDe. badhAnA ghare esI. hoya to ApaNe e.sI. rAkhavuM ja paDe. AnuM nAma che lokasaMjJA. loka eTale ahIM gADariyo pravAha evo artha levAno che. saba sebUrA roga, kyA kaheMge loga." sabhAH "lephTaAuTa phIla thAya che." gurujIH "hA, ene thAya ke huM mArkeTamAMthI bahAra pheMkAI jaIza.lagnamAM rAtribhojana tyAga, saMgItasaMdhyA nahIM, AiskrIma, breDa, pAMu jevI abhakSya koI vastu nahIM. A badhuM karavA jaIza to badhuM hacamacI jaze. sAheba! mane mAro chokaro kaheze ke pappA, A mArI dIkSA nathI, mArAM lagna che. Ane kahevAya lokasaMjJA. lokasaMjJA e doSa che. logaviruddhaccAo e guNa che. lokasaMjJAmAM gADariyA pravAhano Dara che, je doSarUpa che jyAre logaviruddhaccAomAM ziSTapuruSono Dara che, e guNarUpa che. TI.vI. AvyuM to TAima bagaDyA, mana bagaDyA, jIvana bagaDyA, zarIra bagaDyAM chatAM tame TI.vI. gharamAM lAvyA. A lokasaMjJA che. yuvAnone kothaLA jevA jInsa anukULa AvatA nathI. leMghojhabhbho anukULa che chatAM kothaLA jevA jInsa pahere che. " sabhAH "amAre svajanano zoka hoya to laMghA-jhabhbhA paheravAM paDe che." gurujI: "tamArA jevAmAMthI ja ekayuvAna mane maLyo. ene enA pitAnuM zoka hovAthI ra mahinA leMgho-jhabhbho paheryA. mane kahe ke sAheba! atyaMta kampharTa lAge che. zarIra pataluM thAya, jADuM thAya, penTamAM to Tenzana paNa leMghAmAM nADuM hovAthI koI Tenzana nahIM. chatAM paheratA nathI, kAraNa ? lokasaMjJA. TeTu karAve, duHkhe chatAM badhAM karAve to ApaNe paNa karAvo. A che lokasaMjJA. prArthanA : 2 paDAvaH 7
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________________ phorena gayA. skAyaDAiviMgamAM Dara lAge chatAM nahIM karIe to loko zuM kaheze? A che lokasaMjJA. soLa varasanI chokarI sADI pahere to koNa leze ? A che lokasaMjJA." lokasaMjJA thakI lokabahu bAhulo rAulodAsa savi uvekhe, eka tuja ANazuM jeharAtA rahe, tehane enija mitradekhe... badhAM ja AvA nathI hotA. eka bahene mane vAta karI ke huM sADI paheruM chuM. mArI dIkarI skUlamAM bhaNe che. enI mITiMga hoya to skUlamAM paNa sADI paherIne jAuM chuM." sabhAH "bI.ema.sI.nI skUla haze." gurujIH "enI chokarI jyAM bhaNe che tyAM jUhI cAvalAnI dIkarI paNa enA ja klAsamAM bhaNe che. evI moDarna skUlamAM paNa A bahena sADI paherIne ja jAya. badhAM emane phona karIne pUche ke A sADI kyA DijhAInara pAse taiyAra karAvI? uparanA udAharaNamAM mAro kahevAno artha eTalo ja che ke saMskRti, sadAcAra, dharma mATe ApaNane garva hovo joIe." sabhAH "saMskRti, sadAcAra viruddha vartana karanArAone inphiriyara phIla karAvatAM AvaDavuM joIe." gurujIH "hA, AvaDavuM joIe. na AvaDatuM hoya to zIkho paNa saMskRtisadAcArone choDIne tame vesTarna kalcara apanAvI lo te na cAle." laukika saudarya-lokottara sauMdarya prArthanAsUtramAM pahelI 6 prArthanAne laukika sauMdarya kahyuM che. pachInI prArthanAne lokottara sauMdarya kahyuM che. zAstramAM khUba sarasa vAto Ave. tapanA bAra prakAra batAvyA ene be bhAgamAM vibhAjita karyA che bAhya ane che prArthanA : 2 39 paDAva : 7
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________________ atyaMtara, upavAsa e bAhya tapa che. AlocanA svAdhyAya e atyaMtara tapamAM samAI jAya che. sabhAH "je bahArathI thAya te bAhya tapa ane je aMdarathI thAya te atyaMtara?'' gurujI: "Avo artha nathI levAno. jinazAsana sivAya bIje paNa maLe tene bAhyamAM lIdhuM che ane je jinazAsanamAM ja maLe tene atyaMtaramAM lIdhuM upavAsa mAsakSamaNa e bAhya tapa che. bIjA dharmamAM paNa mRtyuMjaya tapa vagere Ave che." sabhAH "mRtyuMjaya tapamAM pharALa, phuTalevAya?" gurujI: "upavAsamAM pharALa, phuTavagere je cAlu thayuM te temanA dharmanI khAmI na kahevAya. e cAlu karanAranI khAmI kahevAya. jaina dharmamAM rAtribhojananI nA che. chatAM tame karo to te tamArI khAmI kahevAya, jaina dharmanI nahIM. anya dharmamAM upavAsamAM kazuM khAvAnuM na hoya tethI tapa tyAM paNa che ane ApaNe tyAM paNa che. mATe bAhya tapamAM lIdhA. - jyAre svAdhyAyAdi to ApaNe tyAM ja che." sabhAH "svAdhyAya eTale dhArmika pustakanuM vAMcana-paThana ja ne? e to anya dharmomAM paNa che. to svAdhyAyane anya dharmamAM nahIM ema kema kIdhuM?" gurujI: tame svAdhyAyano artha zuM karyo?sophA para besIne copaDI vAMcavI te? e artha ApaNe tyAM nathI. svAdhyAya karavo hoya to sauthI pahelAM tamArA jIvanamAM pApatyAgano saMkalpa joIze. AlocanAno svAdhyAya tyAre ja gaNAya ke jayAre tame iriyAvaliyam karIne saMkalpapUrvaka beso." sabhAH "iriyAvahiyam karatA to 1 miniTa lAge emAM zuM navAi?" gurujIH "hastameLApanI kriyA be miniTanI ja hoya che paNa jiMdagIbhara prArthanA : 2 40 paDAva : 7
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________________ tamArI paduDI nIkaLI jAya che ne ! bhale iriyAvaliyam sUtramAM 1 miniTa lAge paNa temAM 1824120rIte mAphI mAgavAnI hoya che." sabhA "1824120rIte mAphI?" gurujI: "pa63 prakAranA jIvonI hiMsA rAgathI ane dveSathI ema be prakAre thAya che. (2) te jIvonI hiMsA abhiyA, vatiyA vagere 10 prakAre thaI zake manathI,vacanathI, kAyAthI traNa prakAre. hiMsA karavI ane karAvavI ane anumodavI ema traNa prakAre thaI zake. bhUtakALamAM hiMsA thaI hoya, vartamAnakALamAM thatI hoya ane bhaviSyamAM thavAnI hoya ema traNa prakAre mAphI mAMgavAmAM Ave che. vaLI te mAphI arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu,deva, guru ane AtmA emanI sAkSIe mAgavAmAM Ave che tethI: pa6342 410x3x3x346 =1824120rIte mAphI maMgAyache. anya darzanIyone pApa keTalI rIte lAge che eno khyAla nathI. emanA dhyAnamAM ja nathI ke AvI rIte paNa pApa lAgI zake. dA.ta. kamaTha saMnyAsa laIne beTho che. khullA roDa para unALAmAM paMcAgni tapa kare che. unALAmAM, upAzrayamAM garamI lAge che to roDa upara kevI garamI hotI haze! emAM covihAra upavAsa karIne dhyAna kare. atyAre ApaNA kyA ma.sA. AvuM kare che?" sabhAH "enAmAM ajJAnatA che." gurujI: "khAlI koIne kahI do ke e ajJAna che teTalA mAtrathI na cAle. sAthe sAthe samajAvavuM paDe ke ajJAnatA zuM che? jema saMsAramAM koIne dAnavIra batAvavo hoya to enI traNa-cAra pravRttio dAnavALI jaNAvavI joIe. pachI loko ene dAnavIra jAhera karaze. sabhAH "kamaThamAM ajJAnatA zuM?" gurujI: "kamaThane khabara nathI ke pote sAdhu che? ATalI bhaDabhaDatI agni prAunA : 2 paDAva : 7 41
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________________ pragaTAve che. zarIranuM bhale kaSTa sahana kare paNa agni to sarvabhakSI che. emAM keTalAM badhAM jIvaDAM, pataMgiyAM vagere baLIne khAkha thaI jAya? have jene sarvabhakSI agnimAM pApa dekhAtuM nathI e vyakti e pApa kevI rIte choDaze ? pApa choDyA pahelAM pApa, pApa to lAgavuM joIe ne? pApa samajAya to ja pApa choDazo. samajyA vinA pApa kevI rIte choDazo? gAMdhIjI to opana mAInDeDa hatA ke mArA jIvanamAM je bhUlo thaI che te game tenI sAme kabUla karavAmAM mane jarAya khoTuM lAgatuM nathI. ApaNAM zAstro game tenI sAme pApo kansesa karavAnI nA pADe che. pApa to saMvijJagItArtha guru AgaLa ja prakAzita karavAM joIe." sabhAH "pApa, game tenI AgaLa kabUla kema na karAya? A to nikhAlasatA na kahevAya?" gurujI: tame kadAca jIvanamAM kusaMganA kAraNe sigAreTa pIdhI hoya to tamAro dIkaro nAno che tene kahevAya? nA. kema?" sabhAH "bApa sigAreTa pIto hato to dIkarAne zuM nA pADaze? mATe dIkarAnI bagaDavAnI pUrI zakyatA che. tethI dIkarAne na kahevAya." gurujI: "badhI vastumAM viveka joIe. dA.ta. kadAca bila geTsa rojanuM 1 karoDanuM dAna kare che ane mane AvIne kahI jAya ke 1 varSanuM dAna jayAM jarUra hoya tyAM mane lAbha Apajo . A vAta tamane meM kahI dIdhI. pAlItANA tIrthanI rakSA mATe 10 karoDanI jarUra che to tarata tame zuM kahezo? bila geTse kIdhuM che to tyAMthI maMgAvI lyo. tame je 1-2 karoDa vAparavAnA hatA te paNa baMdha thaI jAya. kAMI paNa kahetA pahelAM viveka joIe. ema prAyazcita game tenI pAsethI na levAya." sabhAH "pAdarIo prAyazcita Ape che. prAyazcitanI vidhi emanA zAstramAM batAvI che. to Ape kahyuM ke AlocanA atyaMtara tapa che e anya dharmamAM prArthanA : 2 42 paDAva : 7
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________________ nathI. to A virodhAbhAsa na Avyo?" gurujIH "pAdarI prAyazcita Ape che. emanA graMthomAM prAyazcitanI vAta paNa lakhI haze chatAM AlocanA emanA dharmamAM nathI. kAraNa ke emane pApa kone kahevAya enI samaja ja nathI." sabhAH "khUna karIe to pApa lAge e to pAdarI paNa mAne." gurujI: manuSyanuM khUna karo to pApa lAge e to pAdarI paNa mAne. paNa, tamArA skUTara nIce uMdarakacaDAIne marI gayo to enuM prAyazcita tame pAdarI pAse levA jazo to prAyazcita nahIM Ape kAraNa ke emanA dharmamAM manuSya sivAya bAkInI jIvasRSTine jIva mAnyo ja nathI. jIva ja nathI mAnyo to tenI hiMsAnuM prAyazcita kyAMthI Apaze?" sabhAH "pAdarI arthAt anAryadarzana manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM jIva nathI mAnatA mATe prAyazcita nahIM Ape. jayAre AryadarzanamAM to manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM jIva mAnyo che. e to prAyazcita ApI zakene?" gurujI: "manuSya sivAya bIjI jIvasRSTimAM paNa jIva che evuM Aryadarzana mAne che paraMtu pApa-puNyanA phaMDA barAbara kliyara nathI." sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne?" gurujI: "ceDA rAjAnI dIkarI ekavAra jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDyAM hatAM. tyAM eka saMnyAsIno Azrama Avyo. saMtoe ceDA mahArAjAnI dIkarI che evI khabara paDatAM bolyA ke ceDA rAjA amArA rAjA hatA. ane rAjakumArIne rasto batAvavA AvyA. thoDe sudhI cAlyA pachI dUrathI ja nagarano rasto batAvI dIdho paNa pote AgaLa sudhI mUkavA na AvyA." sabhAH "kema?" prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 7 43
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________________ gurujI: "khetaranI AgaLanI jamIna kheDelI hatI. kheDelI jamInamAM cAlatAM aLasiyAM vagere jIvonI virAdhanA thaI jAya mATe tyAMthI ja rasto batAvyo... mULa vAta, anya jIvasRSTimAM anya dharmavALA jIva mAne che, paNa pApa-puNyanA phaMDA kliyara nathI. ceDArAjAnI dIkarI gRhastha che. gRhasthane rasto batAvavAthI e raste cAlatAM emanAthI je hiMsA thaI e hiMsAmAM saMtanI paNa bhAgIdArI AvI." sabhAH "kevI rIte?" gurujI: "emane rasto batAvavAthI emanI paNa bhAgIdArI AvI. ceDArAjAnI dIkarI e raste cAlIne ghare gayA. cAlatAM hiMsA thaI ke nahIM? emanA dharma mujaba Ane pApa ja mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI to ene A pApanuM prAyazcita zuM Apaze? huM kadAca koI gRhasthane muMbaI javAno rasto batAvuM to ApaNA zAstro mujaba mane prAyazcita Avaze.anya dharmaguruone pApa-puNyanA phaMDA kliyara nathI. anya dharmamAM sAmAjika kartavya, dhArmika kartavya vagere bheda kliyara nathI. samajo ke derAsara toDavA mATe tamArA kAkAno dIkaro Avyo che tyAre tamAre ene aTakAvavo joIe. e aTakAvatAM te mRtyu pAmI jAya to paNa tamane pApa na lAge. enI jagyAe tamArI gADI laIne bhAgato hoya ane tame jhagaDyA ane emAM e mRtyu pAmyo to tamane pApa lAgaze. kAraNa ke tame gADI mATe je jhagaDyA te bhautika jhagaDo hato ane derAsara mATe jhagaDo e dharmayuddha hatuM. prArthanA : 2 44 paDAva : 7
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________________ pAMDavo ane kauravo vacce je jhagaDA hatA te bhautika bAbate hatA mATe ene dharmayuddha na kahevAya. jene pApa-puNyanA phaMDA kliyara nathI to propara prAyazcita kevI rIte Apaze? saMvijJa-gItArtha guru ja sAMgopAMga AlocanA ApI zake. AlocanA e jaina zAsananI monopolI che. evI rIte (1) bhavanirveda,(2) mArthAnusAritA, (3) iSTaphaLasiddhi, (4) lokaviruddha tyAga (5) gurujanapUjA ane (6) parArthakaraNa. A cha prArthanAmAM je mAgaNI karI che te tame anya dharmamAM paNa pAmI zako cho. suhagurujogo ane taayaNa sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA e lokottara sauMdarya che. jainadharma atyaMta prAmANika che ke je darzanamAM jeTalo vikAsa thaI zake teTalo ullekha kare che. cha prArthanA pachI AgaLano vikAsa koI sAdhakamAM dekhAya to emAM te-te dharmazAstro vagere kAraNa nathI paNa aMtarano sahaja ughADathatAM kevalajJAnAdi prApta thAya che. 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM 14 lAkha maLyuSya che. emAM saMjJA paMcendriya manuSya kevala aDhIdvIpamAM che. emAM moTA bhAganA manuSyo anArya che. emanAmAM kAMI dharma jevuM nathI. vartamAna duniyAnA pariprekSyamAM joIe to manuSyanI moTI saMkhyA khristIo ane musalamAnonI che. pachI hindu vagere Ave. emAM jainadharma pALanArA bahu ochA. emAM paNa sAdhu to khUba ja ochA che." sabhAH "mAikro mAinoriTI che." gurujIH "vAta sAcI che. sAdhuonI saMkhyA mAikromAinoriTImAM che. saMvijJa-gItArtha zuddha prarUpaka paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu bhagavaMtanAM tamane darzana thAya to tamane lAge ke A yunika che." prArthanAH 2 45 paDAva : 7
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________________ sabhAH "amane atyaMta ahobhAva thAya." gurujI: "khAkha ahobhAva ? AvA gurubhagavaMtanI niMdA thAya ? gurubhagavaMta vyAkhyAna 5-10 miniTa moDuM mUke to tamAruM mana UMca-nIcuM thAya ane tamAro bakavAsa cAlu thaI jAya. yunika vyaktine pAmIne mana UMcuMnIcuM karAya? tamArA mATe sugurulokottara nahIMlaukika ja che." sabhAH "amane kema sugara lokottara na kahevAya?" gurujI: "kadAca zAsanarakSAnuM koI kArya tamane suguru bhaLAve to, emAM paNa bArgeniMga karAvo evA cho. kadAca koro to ela.Ai.sI.nA meDiklemanA jema haptA bharo ema hapta-hapta kAma karo evA cho. emAM jo phorsa karyo to to amAruM AvI ja banyuM. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmI ane zreNika mahArAjA jevuM kAma nathI karAvI zakyA tevuM kAma kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane kumArapALa mahArAjAnI joDI karAvI zakI che. guru para bahumAna kevuM gajabanuM ! eka vAra guru ma.sA.e mAdarapATanAM kapaDAM paheryA tyAre kumArapALa mahArAjAe kahyuM ke Apa mArA guru thaIne AvAM kapaDAM pahero to mArI AbarUnuM zuM? tyAre guru ma.sA. kahe che ke tane tArI AbarUnI ciMtA che. tArA sAdharmikanI koI ciMtA kharI? tarata lAkho rUpiyAno savyaya sAdharmika mATe karyo. Ane kahevAya suhaguruno yoga. mane nathI lAgatuM ke guru ma.sA.e izAro karyo hoya ane kumArapALa mahArAjAe kAma na karyuM hoya. guru ma.sA. kALa karI gayA tyAre raDe che ke mArA gharanA anAjano eka paNa dANo gurunA peTamAM nathI gayo." sabhAH "sAhebajI, ame e apekSAe to nasIbadAra ne! ke amAre tyAM to gurubhagavaMta gocarI AvI zake che?" gurujI: "o nasIbadAro ! 15-20-40me mALe kema rahevA gayA cho?" prArthanA : 2 paDAvaH 7 46
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________________ sabhAH "uparathI dekhAya ne ke guru AvI rahyA che. amAre nayasAranI jema jhADa para caDhIne jovuM na paDe mATe 40me mALe rahevA gayA chIe." gurujI: "tamArI bhaktinA utkRSTabhAva jotAM ekasUcana karavAnuM mana thAya che ke uparathI guru dekhAtAM tamane vaMdananI tAlAvelI lAgaze. 40mo mALa ane guru vaccenuM aMtara 14 rAjaloka jeTaluM lAgaze. 40mA mALethI sIdho kUdako mAratAM nahIM. nahIMtara tamArA rAma ramI jaze. tamArI bhaktinI khUba khUba anumodanA. A to thaImajAka...! rAjakoTanA ajaina parivAranI vAta che. emaNe emanA ghare saMnyAsIne jamavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. badhuM thoDuM thoDuM pIraseluM. thALImAM pUraNapoLI eka ja mUkelI. saMnyAsIe aDadhI pUraNapoLI khAdhI eTale gharanA mAlika garamAgarama bIjI pUraNapoLI pIrasavA lAgyA. tyAre saMnyAsIe potAno saMkalpa kahyo ke pote pUrNapAtra ja jame che (arthAt pAtramAM ekavAra jeTaluM lIdhuM hoya teTaluM ja vApare che. bIjI vAra letA nathI.) te divase gharanA mAlika ane temanAM patnI savAre ja nahIM, sAMje paNa na jamyA. emaNe prAyazcita rUpe upavAsa karyo. potAnI bekALajIthI divasamAM eka ja vakhata pUrNapAtra bhojana lenAra vRddha saMnyAsIne bhojana mATe nimaMtrI temane bhUkhyA rAkhyA e khedanA kAraNe koLiyo jamomAM jaI zake evuM ja na hatuM. tamArA AMgaNe gurubhagavaMtonA pagalAM ja thatAM nathI. kyAreka pAchA jAya to tamane aphasosa thAya che? ...vizeSa vAto avasare.. prArthanA : 2 47 paDAva : 7
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________________ paDAva : 8 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH ApaNe bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe prArthanAsUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. bharatacakrIe daMDaratnathI aSTApadanA dAMtA pADyA, tethI aSTApada parvata sIdhA-UMcA staMbhanI jema caDI na zakAya tevo thayo. emAM bharatacakrIe parvatanI pharatA mekhalA jevA tathA manuSyothI ullaMghana na thaI zake tevA eka ekayojanane aMtare ATha pagathiyAM banAvyAM. ATha yojananAM pagathiyAM caDhIne jAo to tamane bharata mahArAjAe banAvelAM abhuta tIrthanAM darzana thAya. tevI ja rIte (1) bhavanibaeNo, (2) maggANasAriA, (3) iTTAphalasiddhi, (4) logaviruddhaccAo (5) gurujaNapUA, (6) paraFkaraNa, (7) suhagurujogo (8) tavayaNa sevaNA.... aSTApada parvatanA ATha pagathiyAM caDho to bhagavAnanAM darzana thaze ema prArthanAsUtranAM ATha pagathiyAM caDyAM to ApaNI aMdara paramAtmA pragaTa thaze. arthAta ApaNAmAM AMtarika sauMdarya pragaTe. sabhAH "amArI aMdara prArthanAsUtranA ATha sTepsa pAmavAmAM zuM rUkAvaTa Ave che?" gurujI: "thiyeTaramAM skina para lakheluM Ave ke rUkAvaTa ke liye kheda hai, tyAM rUkAvaTanuM kAraNa philmanI paTTI Adi kapAi javuM che. ema ApaNI aMdara prArthanAsUtranA AThasTepsamAM rUkAvaTanAM kAraNo nIce mujaba cheH (1) saMsAranA svarUpano vicAra karatAM ja nathI tethI bhavanirveda Avato prArthanA : 2 48 paDAva : 8
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________________ nathI, bhavanA svarUpanuM ciMtana karIe to vairAgya Ave. bhavanuM ciMtana nathI eTale vairAgya nathI Avato. saMsAra asAra che emAM koI zraddhAnI jarUra nathI. pratyakSa dekhAya ja che. saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM vicitra che. jigarajAna mitro duzmana thAya, pati-patnI jhagaDe. patnI patithI alaga paisA bhegA kare. pati-patnI ekabIjA para kesa kare. mA-dIkaro jhagaDe. mA-bApathI saMtAno alaga rahevA jAya." sabhAH "eka patideva ophisathI ghare vahelA AvI gayA. patnIe pUchyuM ke kema Aje ophisathI vahelA ghera AvyA? to patideve javAba Apyo ke Aje eka kAmamAM bhUla thaI to zeThe kahyuM ke narakamAM jA. tethI huM ghare Avyo kemake mArA mATe ghara e naraka ja che." sabhAH "tame bIjAnuM udAharaNa laIne kahevA mAgo cho, ke amAruM ghara e naraka che, paNa zAstro to zAlibhadranA gharane paNa naraka ja kaheze. gurujI: paNa tame bhavAbhinaMdIpaNA (saMsAramAM sukha che) nAM cazamAMthI saMsArane juo cho tethI ghara eka maMdira mAno cho tethI vairAgya thato nathI. bAkI A saMsAramAM kyAMya paNa najara karo, vairAgya thayA vagara raheze nahIM. (2) ApaNAmAM prajJApanIyatAno abhAva hovAthI "mArgAnusArIpaNuM AvatuM nathI. mATe saraLa banavAnI jarUra che. (3) iSTaphalasiddhi nathI tenI pAchaLa saMkalpano abhAva che. mATe daDhasaMkalpavAna banavAnuM. (4) "logaviruddhaccAo" ApaNAmAM nathI enuM kAraNa, maryAdAo ApaNane gamatI nathI. mATe maryAdAvAna banavAnI jarUra che. (5) "gurujaNapU" jIvanamAM nathI kema ke kRtajJatA guNa ja nathI. mATe kRtajJa banavAnI jarUra che. prArthanA : 2 49 paDAva : 8
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________________ (6) "paraWkaraNa" jIvanamAM nathI enuM kAraNa svArtha che. mATe ApaNe niHsvArtha banavAnI jarUra che. (7) suhaguru-(8) temanI sevA na gamavAnuM kAraNa ApaNane anuzAsana gamatuM nathI. mATe ApaNe samarpita banavAnI jarUra che. ApaNI mULa vAta, logaviruddhaccAonI cAlI rahI che. narasiMha mahetAne bhagavAnanA bhajanamAM rasa che. emane saMsAranI paMcAtamAM rasa nathI. navAM navAM bhajano banAve che. eka sajjanaimAnadAra-guNiyala vyakti che. jyAre tamane bhagavAnanAM stavana banAvatAM AvaDe? are ! bIjAe banAvela stavano pAkAM karI zako? narasiMha mahetA pote bhajano banAve che. eTale emanAmAM buddhi che, e to sAbita thAya che. ApaNA jevA mUrdhanathI. dhAre to buddhi hovAthI dhaMdho karI paisA kamAI zakavAnI emanAmAM AvaData che. paNa saMsAranI pravRttiomAM rasa nathI. bhagavAnanAM navAM navAM bhajana banAvavAmAM ane gAvAmAM rasa che." sabhAH "A to guNa kahevAya. Ane thoDI khAmI kahevAya?" gurujIH "narasiMha mahetAe lagna karyA che. emanI dIkarI kuMvarabAIne brahmacarya pALavAnA adhyavasAya nathI tethI lagna karAvavAnI javAbadArI mA-bApanA zire Ave. jAnanI, kariyAvara vagerenI vyavasthA mArA bhagavAna karaze. bhagavAnanA bharose beThA che. jayAre gharamAM hAMDalA-kustI cAle che ane pote bhajanamAM masta che. - sAdhu 24 kalAka dharma karI zake, gRhastha 24 kalAka dharma nathI karI zakato. jene 24 kalAka dharma ja karavo hoya tene bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tAre saMsAra choDI sAdhu thavuM paDe. koI kahe ke mane saMsAranI javAbadArIo phAvatI nathI. A javAbadArIothI kaMTALyo chuM ne pAcho kahe ke saMsAramAM prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ rahevuM che to zAstramAM to kahyuM ja che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM hoya to javAbadArI Avaze. ekalo dharma ja gamato hoya to sAdhudharma svIkAra. bhagavAnanI AzA che ke je bhUmikAmAM tame cho te bhUmikAnI javAbadArImAMthI chUTavAnI vAta nathI. dharmanA anuyAyIone bejavAbadAra banAvavA nathI mAgato. paraMtu, saguNI, saMskArI, kartavyaniSTha banAvavA mAge che. tethI ja bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke mAtra dharmaArAdhanA karavI hoya to sAdhudharma che. sAdhudharma ArAdhavA jevo lAge paNa ArAdhI na zake enA mATe gRhastha dharma che. tame lagna karyA che tethI arthopArjana karavAnI tamArI javAbadArI Avaze.arthopArjana karavAnA samaye paNa tame bhagavAnanAM bhajana gAyAM karo e ucita nathI. gharamAM hAMDalAM kustI karatAM hoya ane tame kaho ke huM to bhajana gAyA karIza to e gRhastha tarIke ucita na kahevAya. narasiMha mahetA keTalA sIdhA, sAdA ane sadAcArI che. chatAM emanI AbarU kevI kharAba thaI?" sabhAH "zuM kharAba thaI?" gurujI: "narasiMha mahetAne AvatA jue ane dukAnadAro AghApAchA thaI jAya. sajjana mANasa che. ene nA kevI rIte pADavI? pAchuM maphatamAM ne maphatamAM keTalI vAra ApavuM? AvA sajjana vyaktinI AbarU bekAra thaI. saMsAramAM beThA cho to sAMsArika javAbadArI vahana karavI ja paDaze. anya koI saMtAnAdi javAbadArI vahana karI zake ema nathI to tamArA zire arthopArjana Avaze." sabhAH "ceDAmahArAjA hastha hatA chatAM temaNe potAnI dIkarIone huM lagna nahIM karAvuM evI bAdhA lIdhI, te ucita che?" - prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8 51
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________________ gurujIH "pitA tarIkenI tamArI je javAbadArI AvatI hoya te javAbadArI vahana karanAra koI anya vyakti hoya to tame e javAbadArImAMthI mukta thaI zako cho. ceDAmahArAjAnI javAbadArI vahana karanAra anya maMtrI Adi hoya to emaNe bAdhA lIdhI hoya to anucita nathI. UlaTuM ucita che. enI anumodanA karavI joIe. narasiMha mahetAne kuMvarabAInAM lagnanI javAbadArI lenAra nathI. ghare jAna AvavAnI che. chatAM koI taiyArI nathI. A ucita na kahevAya.' sabhAH "bhagavAna ja ApaNI javAbadArI vahana karaze." gurujI: "bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja badhuM thAya che paNa eno matalaba evo nathI karavAno ke puruSArtha baMdha karI devAno. tame to kAle savAre UThIne bhagavAnano jApa karazo ane kahezo ke bhagavAna AvIne rasoI banAvI jaze. to AvuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI." sabhAH "emanA jIvanamAM bIjI koI lokaviruddha pravRtti?" gurujIH sAdhu evA mane bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnI chUTa che, chatAM bhaktimAM maryAdA Avaze. jema ke huM rastAmAM rAsaDA levAnuM cAlu karI dauM e cAle? derAsaramAM stavano bolatAM nAcavAnuM cAlu karuM e cAle? derAsaramAM bhagavAnanI sAme ALoTuM to cAle? bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM hoya to jamatAM jamatAM levAya? azucisthAnomAM bhagavAnanuM nAma levAya? evI rIte eka gRhastha tarIke paNa amuka eriyAmAM bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya chatAM tyAM paNa nAma le, bhajana gAya te ucita na kahevAya." sabhAH "A pArziyala eproca-bhedabhAvano abhigama na kahevAya?" gurujI: "paisAnA kAraNe bhedabhAva kare te cAle. TrenamAM pharsTaklAsa khAlI jAya. sekaMDa klAsa Akho khIcokhIca bharelo hoya chatAM pharsTaklAsamAM prArthanA : 2 para paDAva : 8
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________________ besavA na de. tyAM koI bhedabhAva tamane lAgato nathI. 95-96% AvyA hoya chatAM eDamizana na maLe ane 50% vALAne e ja phekalTImAM eDamizana Ape. A bhedabhAva nathI? pUrvanA RSimunioe jAti vagereno guNanA AdhAre bheda karyo to ene pArziyala eproca kahevo e ucita nathI. mULa vAta, amuka karmo udayamAM AvatAM vAra lAge paNa lokaviruddha pravRttimAM tatkALa tenuM mAThuM pariNAma jovA maLatuM hoya che. thoDA vakhata pahelAMnI vAta che. eka ophisare 50lAkha rUpiyAnI lAMca lIdhI. sIbIAivALAne DAuTa gayo ke A ophisara phUTelo lAge che. tethI tapAsa jArI rAkhI ane ophisara raMge hAtha pakaDyo. tethI tene kasTaDI thaI. pUchaparacha cAlatI hatI e daramiyAna enI dIkarI ane patnIne atyaMta AghAta lAgyo ke lokone moTuM zuM batAvavuM? tethI baMnee ApaghAta karI lIdho. eka rUmamAM mAnI lAza laTake che. bIjI rUmamAM bahenanI lAza laTake che.joIne dIkaro stabdha thaI gayo.bApane kasTaDImAM samAcAra maLyA. kaoNrTamAM arajI karI ke mane javA do. mAro dIkaro ghare ekalo che. e gAMDo thaI jaze ke ApaghAta karI leze. ene jAmIna maLyA. bIjA divase bApadIkarAe ApaghAta karI lIdho. lokaviruddhanuM kevuM phaLa maLyuM? rAvaNa traNa khaMDano dhaNI che. sItAnuM apaharaNa karyuM to yuddhanA medAnamAM maravAno vakhata Avyo.yudhiSThire lokaviruddha kArya-jugAra ramyo to jaMgalamAM javuM paDyuM." sabhAH "yudhiSThira jevA mahApuruSane paNa sahana karavuM paDe?" gurujIH "lokaviruddha karo to bhalabhalAne sahana karavuM paDe. bhagavAna mahAvIra jene mahAtmA kahe che e satyakI vidyAdhara je kSAyika samyakta prArthanA : 2 53 paDAva : 8
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________________ pAmyA che e pAmavAmAM ApaNane keTalA bhavo thaze e to bhagavAna jANe. evA satyakI vidyAdharane lokaviruddhanA kAraNe kamote maravAno vakhata Avyo. lokaviruddhano tyAga karavo hoya to, "mahAjano yena gataH sa panthA" uttama puruSonA mArga para cAlavAnuM ane emanuM ja anukaraNa, anumodana karavuM emAM jajIvananI saphaLatA che." gurujaNapUA 1) bhavanirvedathI saMsAra paranI daSTi UThI javAthI saMsAra asAra lAgyo. 2) mArthAnusAritAthI citta saraLa banyuM tethI tattvatarapha jhoka Avyo. 3) iSTaphalasiddhithI citta svastha banyuM. 4) logaviruddha pravRttinA tyAgathI cittamAM komaLatA AvI. sadgurunA yoganI bhUmikA majabUta karatAM gaNadhara bhagavaMta AgaLa prArthanA kare che, "mArA jIvanamAM gurujananI pUjA ho." sabhAH "gurujanapUjAmAM kono samAveza thAya?" gurujIH "gurujana pUjAmAM mAtA-pitA, upakArI yA guNiyala vaDIla pUjya puruSonI pUjA arthAt vinaya-sevA-bhakti. ahIMyA gurujanamAM sAdhubhagavaMtane nathI levAnA. (1) mAtA-pitAdi Ave eTale UbhA thavuM, hAtha joDavA, emane Asana devuM, (2) trikALa praNAma karavA (3) levA-mUkavA javuM (4) emanI hAjarImAM UMcA sAde bolavuM nahIM, (5) koInI sAthe e vAta karatAM hoya tyAre vacce bolavuM nahIM, (6) emanAthI nIcA Asane besavuM. prArthanAH 2 5 4 paDAvaH 8
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________________ (7) koI Adeza kare tyAre Adezane hA jI,tathAstu vagerethI svIkAravo. (8) emane pUchIne badhuM karavuM. (9) emanA jamyA pahelAM jamavuM nahIM. (10) bIjAnI AgaLa emanA ja guNa gAvA. (11) emane ja AgaLa lAvI, jaza apAvavo. A vinayanA prakAro che." sabhAH "sevA ane bhaktimAM zuM pharaka che?" gurujIH "sevAmAM (1) emane ApaNA potAnA karatAM sArI vastu ApavI. dA.ta. sArAM khAnapAna, mulAyama vastra, gAdalAM vagere (2) roja emanI pagacaMpI karavI, (3) emanI bImArImAM khAsa samaya kADhI emanI sevAmAM rahevuM. (4) emanuM kAmakAja karavuM vagere. bhaktimAM (1) aMtaramAM emanA pratye athAga bahumAna rAkhavuM. (2) bahumAna pramANe emanI adaba jALavavI ane (3) vizeSa bhakti kArya karavuM. tathA (4) bIjAo AgaLa emanuM gaurava vadhAravuM.(5) kadI emanI niMdA karavI nahIM ke sAMbhaLavI paNa nahIM. paNa (6) emanA doSa DhAMkavA ane guNa gAvA. emano svabhAva ugra hoya to paNa sahana karI levo. paNa emane dhikkAravA nahIM." sabhAH "sAhebajI ! Apane nathI lAgatuM ke A badhI vAto pustakamAM sArI lAge. vAstavika jIvanamAM zuM A zakya che? mA-bApanI AvI sevAbhakti karIe to loko mAvaDIyona kahe?" gurujIH "itihAsathI paricita nathI eTale nahIM paNa najIkanA bhUtakALathI paNa paricita nathI mATe AvuM bolo cho. bAkI vAMco.. mukuMdarAyajIe potAnA mAtuzrInI vAto lakhI che. paraNIne AvIne kAma upADI lIdhuM. huM anAja sApha karuM ne jo dANo heThe paDe to sasarAne ke bAijIne na game. I dANo nIcethI upADAya nahIM. vINIne cokamAM paMkhI mATe naMkhAya. paNa jhADu kADhIne e dANo na levAya. roja be-be prArthanAH 2 papa paDAva : 8
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________________ kilo jAra savAra-sAMja pArevAMne naMkhAtI. paNa dANA vINatAM A kALajI rAkhavAnI vAta sAsujIe ekavAra kahI pachI bhUla na thaI. mukuMdarAyanA mAtuzrI kahe che ke huM navI paraNIne AvI. dIvAsaLInI DabbI navIsavI AvelI. savAre eka saLI vaparAya. bapore devatA(agni)bharavAno. sAMje devatAne cetAvIne(phUMka mArIne) rAMdhavAnuM, koDiyAM peTAvavAnAM. mArA pitAjIne tyAM dIvAsaLI bahu joI hatI eTale agni bharavAnI Teva nahIM. eka divasa savAramAM ja be dIvAsaLI ane sAMje devatA sarakho bharelo nahIM eTale trIjI dIvAsaLI vAparavI paDI. A vAtanI sasarAne khabara paDI eTale "Aje divasa sAro che, murata sAruM che' kahI amane alaga karyA. vaDIlonuM anuzAsana kevuM? karakasara khavarAvya-pIvarAvya nahIM, paNa evI ke dANo sApha karatI vakhate eka paNa dANo DhoLAvo na joIe.pArevAMne be-cAra gaDiyAM (mApa) jAra naMkhAya. paNa letAM ke nAMkhatAM dANo DhoLAvo na joIe. vADAmAMthI ghera sosaravI nIraNa lAvI Dhorane nAMkhavA savAre-rAtre nIkaLavAnuM paNa taNakhaluM heThe na paDavuM joIe. chANa letAM, chANAM thApatAM, sUkavatAM chANa coMTI na rahevuM joIe. dhoyelAM kapaDAM evI rIte saMkelavA ke paheratI-oDhatI vakhate vAra ja na lAge. A badhI vAtomAM bhUla thAya to dAdAne na game. karakasara evI ke cAra divase eka dIvAsaLI (mAcIsanI saLI) vAparuM." sabhAH "amAre to jamatAM jamatAM keTalAya dANA nIce paDe" gurujI: "dakSiNa bhAratanA prasiddha kavi tiruvalluvare lagna pachI patnIne kahyuM ke huM jamavA besuM tyAre pATalA para soyo (cIpiyo) ane pANIno eka vATako acUka mUkavA. patnIe patinI AjJA svIkArI. savAre ane sAMje pati jamavA bese tyAre badhI sAmagrI sAthe soyo-vATako paNa acUka mUke. prArthanA : 2 56 paDAva : 8
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________________ pacAsa varSa lagnajIvananAM pUrNa thayAM, chatAM eka paNa vAra soyAno upayoga thayo nathI. ane chatAM patnIne pUchavAnuM mana thayuM nathI ke roja be vakhata soyA-vATakAne mUkavAnI, lUchavAnI A badhI kaDAkUTa zA mATe? eka divasa patie ja pUchyuM ke soyo-vATakAne mUkavAnI A kaDAkUTa zA mATe evo prazna tane thato nathI? patnI kahe che ke kaDAkUTa zAnI? tame kaho te karavAmAM to AnaMda ja Ave ne! A che vaDIlonI bhakti.." sabhAH "pati soyo zA mATe mUkAvato hato?" gurujI: "eka divasa patie khulAso karyo. bhAtano eka paNa dANo nIce paDI jAya to, soyA vaDe ene laI pANImAM DUbADI, zuddha karIne e dANo khAI levo e AzayathI soyo-vATako mUkavAnuM kaheluM. patine 50varSamAM eka paNa vArasoyAno upayoga karavo na paDyo paNa 50varSa sudhI A rIte soyo mUkyA karavI ane e saMbaMdhI manamAM prazna paNa na thavo e kAMI nAnI-sUnI ghaTanA na hatI. | mULa vAta, mukuMdarAyanA mAtuzrInI vAta,sahunAM kapaDAM nadIe dhoI Ave. gAyane nIraNa-pULo kare, dohe ane enA chANAMya e thApe. mukuMdarAyanA dAdA kahetA ke koI mA enAM jaNyAMnI saMbhALa le enA karatAM vahu gAyanI vadhAre saMbhALa le che. saunAM kapaDAM evAM bagalAnI pAMkha jevAM UjaLAM hoya ane karacalI vagaranA hoya jethI evo vahema paNa na jAya ke A vahuThAma mAMjIne ke chANA thApIne UThI che. gharanuM badhuM daLaNuM vahu ja daLe ane chatAM kAmamAM kyAMya doDAdoDa na lAge. moDhA para kyAMya thAka na vartAya. eka divasa dAdA jamavA beThA. pApaDa joIne dAdAe pUchyuM: A pApaDa kyAMthI? mArI phaie kIdhuM ke bhAbhIe vadhyA che. A sAMbhaLatAM dAdAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. jamIne eka cUMka ane rUpAnI kaMkAvaTI dAdAe prArthanAH 2 pa7 paDAva : 8
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________________ mAtuzrIne ApyAM. mAsIbA ghare AvelAM tyAre mAtuzrI mATe kahyuM ke vahumA to ekalapaMDeso mANasane hetathI khavarAve evAM che. eka vAra jamavAmAM seva hatI. dAdAne khabara paDI ke seva vahue vaNI che. to dAdIne kahyuM ke tame vahune kAmamAM hAtha detA hova to?dAdIe kahyuM ke vahu mane hAtha aDADavA nathI detAM. jUnApAnAM kapaDAMnAM godaDAM sIve che. mane kahe che ke tame karatAM hova I karo. tame gAzo, bolazo e sAMbhaLIza. huM navarI besI nathI zakatI eTale karuM chuM. | mArA pitAjInAM lagna pachI be varSe dAdInI AMkho cAlI gaI. dAdI kahetAM ke vahu eTale mUla na thAya. e gharanAM mANasonI to zuM paNa pArakAnI ye saMbhALa le che. rAjakoTamAM roja 60 mANasa ApaNe tyAM jamatuM. savAra ane sAMja gharamAM huM AMdhaLI, tame sau chokarAM nAnAM, rasoiyo ke mANasa na hatuM. e ekale hAthe rAMdhatI. e joIne koIne paNa thAya ke A ekalapaMDe kAmamAM kema pahoMcatI haze?" sabhAH "bhale ATalI badhI vaDIlonI bhakti kare paNa sAsu=AMsuja." gurujI: "A tamArI bhUla che.. dAdI AgaLa kadAca koI mArA mAtuzrInI bhUla kADhe to dAdI sAMbhaLavA paNa taiyAra na thAya. dAdI phariyAda karanArane kahI deke "tame to zuM paNa mArI sagI dIkarI ke dIkaro AvIne mane kahe toya huM A vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. mArI vahunI bhUla thAya ja nahIM. ne koka vAra thAya to e evI sIdhI paDe ke temAM sahunuM bhaluM ja hoya." AgaLa vAta karatAM dAdI kahe ke, eTalI vAta sAcI ke tame koI enA uparavAMka DhoLo, ALa caDhAvo toya e bacAva na kare ne huM pUchIza to e evo javAba deze ke jemAM koInuM ye ghasAtuM I nahIM bole. bahu thAya to prArthanA : 2 58 paDAva : 8
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________________ eTaluM kahe ke ene ema lAgyuM haze, ema rAkho. mane zuM pUcho cho? eTale mArI pAse mArI vahuno vAMka kADhavA koIe AvavuM nahIM. nahIMtara mane tamArA para vizvAsa nahIM rahe. mArI putravadhUto mAMjIne pANiyAre UgatA sUraja sAme melyuM hoya evI tAMbAnA beDAM jevI cokhkhI ne UjaLI che. vicAravA jevuM che ke sagA dIkarA-dIkarI para jeTalo vizvAsa nathI eTalo vizvAsa putravadhU para che. chatAM tame kahetA ho ke sAsu = AMsu to tamArI mAnyatA tamane mubAraka." sabhAH "pUrvakALanI ghaNI vAtomAM zravaNa jevA dIkarAnI vAta Ave che. to Aje zravaNa kema pAkatA nathI?" gurujIH "zravaNa pAkatA nathI. emAM traNa vAto che. (1) laoNrDa mekolenuM bhaNatara mA-bApanA upakArone bhUlAve che. (2) mA-bApane saMtAno mATe samaya nathI. (3) saMtAnonuM ghaDatara karatAM AvaDatuM nathI mATe zravaNa nathI pAkatAM." sabhAH "ghaDatara kevI rIte karAya?" gurujIH "ApaNe mukuMdarAyanAM mAtuzrInI vAta karI, emanI ja ghaTanAthI tamane samajAvuM. ekavAra mukuMdarAyajI paDozanA chokarA sAthe ramatAM ramatAM jhagaDyA. emAM chokarAne pachADI, chAtI upara caDhI besI enA moMmA dhULa bharelI. eTale enI mA I chokarAne teDIne phariyAda AvelI. meM ghare AvIne mAtuzrIne kIdhuM ke I gALa zeno kADhe? gALa kADhe eTale moMmAM dhULa to bharuMja ne? mAtuzrIe kIdhuM ke enA moDhAmAM dhULa bharavAthI have pharI vAra e gALa nahIM kADhe ema tane lAge che? ke vadhAre tArI hAre bAjhaze? prArthanA : 2 pa9 paDAva : 8
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________________ e chokarAnI mA to A pahelAM ApaNe tyAM AvI nathI. I chokarAnA mAvatara A ghara mATe kevA mata bAMdhaze? ApaNe zuM chIe, kevA chIe e kAMI jANatA nathI. potAnA chokarA karatAM tuM kharAba che ema ja mAne. eka vAra tArI ane A gharanI chApa kharAba paDI te I pAchA enAM sagAM oLakhItAMmAM saune kahe to e chApa bhUMsAtAM keTalI vAra lAge?tArA kapaDAM para zAhI DhoLAya to eno DAgha kADhatAM keTalI kaDAkUTa thAya?keTalo vakhata bagaDe? tuM DAhyo dIkaro thaIne sau hAre samajIne re 'to hovato? eNe gALa kADhI tyAre enI hAre bAjhavAne badale te ene kIdhuM hota ke bhAI! tuM hoMziyAra. tane na phAvatuM hoya to ramata baMdha. ema kahyuM hota to jhagaDo na thAta." sabhAH "A rIte saMtAnone samajAvavA jaIe to to phesabuka, vhoTsaepa havAmAya." gurujIH "phesabuka cho ne havA khAtI. nahIMtara tamAre gharaDAMgharanI havA khAvAno vakhata Avaze." sabhAH "gurujaNapUAmAM mA-bApanI bhakti karavAnuM kahyuM to mA-bApanI kaI kaI icchAo pUrI karavAnI?" gurujI: "gurujaNapUAmAM tamArA upakArI, mA-bApa vagere lIdhAM che. tamArA upakArI mA-bApa dhArmika ja hoya evo koI niyama nathI. e saMsArI jIvo che. jemaNe tamArI upara upakAra karyA che. emano svabhAva sAro, guNiyala, dhArmika hoya evo ekAMta nathI. ahIM mA-bApa vagerenI bhautika tathA dhArmika icchAo paNa pUrI karavAnI Avaze. e gurujaNapUAmAM jaze. dhyAna eTaluM rAkhavAnuM ke, bhautika icchAo saMskRti, sadAcAra, dharmane avirodhI joIe." prArthanA : 2 6O paDAva : 8
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________________ sabhAH "pitAjI zaoNrTalAvavAnuM kahe te lAvI ApavI?" gurujI: "nA, zorTasaMskRtiviruddha che mATe na lAvI apAya." sabhAH "pikyaranI TikiTa ?" gurujI: "nA, parastrIne piksaramAM jovI e sadAcAramAM Avaze? AvI ApaNI saMskRti che? mATe pikyaranI TikiTa na lAvI apAya." sabhAH "pitAjI rimerejanI vAta kare to?" gurujIH "pitAjI rimerejanI vAta kare emAM pAtra vidhavA, anyanI strI na hoya, kuMvArI kanyA hoya ane tamAre vrata na hoya to pitAjInAM lagna karAvI ApavAM e gurujaNapUAmAM Avaze." sabhAH "AnuM zAstramAM udAharaNa che?" gurujIH "hA ! eka tApasIe ceDAmahArAjAnI dIkarI sujeThAnuM citra AlekhIne zreNika mahArAjAne batAvyuM. zreNika mahArAjAe tApasIne pUchyuM ke, A strInuM citra tame tamArI buddhithI AlekhyuM che ke koI strInA rUpadarzanathI doryuM che? tApasIe kahyuM ke jevuM rUpa meM joyuM che tevuM yathAzakti doryuM che. rAjAe pUchyuM ke he bhadra! muktAvali(motInI mALA)nI jema A bALA konA vaMzamAM utpanna thaI che? caMdralekhAnI jema te hAla kaI nagarIne alaMkRta kare che? kSIrasAgarane lakSmInI jema kyA dhanya puruSanI e putrI che ?kyA pavitra akSaro enA nAmamAM AvyA che ?sarasvatIe kaI kaLAthI tenA para anugraha karyo che? koI puruSa rane tenA karane grahaNa karyo che? tApasIe javAba Apyo ke he rAjan ! vaizAlI nagarInA adhipati ane haihaya vaMzamAM utpanna thayelA ceTaka rAjAnI te kumArI sarvakaLAno bhaMDAra che ane sujeSThA tenuM nAma che." sabhAH "zreNika rAjAe nAma khUba sarasa rIte pUchyuM ke kyA pavitra akSaro prArthanAH 2 61 paDAva : 8
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________________ te bALA nAmamAM AvyA che? bIjuM te bALA keTaluM bhaNelI che ? e pUchavAnI rIta paNa sarasa hatI ke sarasvatIe kaI-kaI kaLA dvArA tenA para kRpA karI che?" gurujI: "rUci anuyAyI vIrya hoya che je philDamAM tamArI rUci hoya e pramANe kSayopazama thAya. mULa vAta, bIjA divase zreNika rAjAe suSThAnI yAcanA karavA mATe eka dUtane zIkhavIne caTaka rAjA pAse mokalyo. saMdezo ApavAmAM hoMziyAra dUta tarata vaizAlI pahoMcIne caTaka rAjAne namIne bolyo, ke he rAjana! mArA svAmI magadhapati zreNika tamArI kanyA sujeSThAnI mAMgaNI kare che. mahAna puruSone mATe kanyAnI mAMgaNI karavI te kadI paNa lajjAkAraka nathI. ceTaka rAjA bolyA, "are dUta! tAro svAmI potAthI ajANyo lAge che. je vAhIkuLamAM utpanna thaI haihaya vaMzanI kanyAne icche che. samAnakuLanA varakanyAno vivAha thavo yogya che. mATe huM zreNikane kanyA nahIM ApuM. tuM cAlyo jA." dUte AvIne te vRttAMta zreNika rAjAne kahyo. tethI zatruothI parAbhava pAmyo hoya tema te ghaNo kheda pAmyo. te vakhate abhayakumAra pitAnA caraNakamaLamAM bhramararUpe thaIne Ubho hato. te bolyo ke pitAjI ! zokana karo. huM ApanI icchA pUrNa karIza." sabhAH "ahIM vidhavA ke anya strI hota athavA abhayakumArane vrata hota to A vAkya na bolata. barAbara?" gurujIH "hA." sabhAH "pachI zuM thayuM?" gurujI: "72 kaLAmAM mAsTara abhayakumAre zreNika mahArAjAnuM citra doryuM. guTikAthI varNa (kalara) tathA svara (avAja) badalAvI, vaNikano veza laIne prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ temaNe vaizAlI nagarImAM ceTaka rAjAnA aMtaHpuranI pAse eka dukAna bhADe lIdhI.aMtaHpuranI dAsIo je vastu levA Ave te kiphAyata bhAve ApavA lAgyA. sAthe sAthe dAsIo jue te rIte zreNikarAjAnA citrapaTanI nitya pUjA karavA lAgyA. te joIne dAsIe pUchyuM ke A citra konuM che? " teNe kahyuM ke "A rUpa zreNika rAjA je mArA devatulya che tenuM che." zreNikanuM daivI rUpa jevuM dAsIoe joyuM hatuM tevuM varNana karIne sujeThAne kahyuM. sujeSThAe potAnI sakhI jevI eka sarvathI jayeSTha dAsI hatI tene AjJA karI ke te zreNikanuM citra mane satvara lAvIne batAva. te jovAnuM mArA manamAM ghaNuM kautuka che. te dAsIe abhayakumAra pAsethI ghaNA AgrahathI te citra laIne sujeSThAne batAvyuM. atyaMta suMdara citra joI sujeSThA yoginInI jema netrakamalane sthira rAkhI, temAM lIna thaI gaI. teNe kahyuM, ke "sakhI! A suMdara citra jenuM che tene huM pati karavA icchuM chuM. mAro meLApa koNa karAvaze? jo A manohara yuvAna mArA pati nahIM thAya, to mAruM hRdaya pAkelAM cIbhaDAMnI jema be bhAga thaI jaze." dAsIe abhayakumArane vastusthiti jaNAvI. abhayakumAre kahyuM ke "huM thoDA ja samayamAM tamArI sakhIno manoratha pUrNa karIza. huM eka suraMga khodAvIne te dvArA rAjA zreNikane ahIMlAvIza. te vakhate je ratha Ave temAM tArI sakhIe tatkALa besI javuM." sabhAH "sujeThAnAM lagna zreNika sAthe thayAM?" gurujIH "nA." sabhAH "kema?" gurujI: sujeSThA bhAgavAnI hatI te vAta potAnI nAnI bahena celaNAne karI. celaNAe kahyuM ke huM tArA vagara ekalI nahIM rahe. tethI sujeThA celaNAne sAthe laIne bhAgI paNa banyuM evuM ke dAgInAnI peTI levAnI prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ bhUlAi gai. peTI levA sujeSThA pAchI gaI. tyAre ja zreNika rAjA AvyA ne tarata celaNAne laIne bhAgI gayA ane sujeThA rahI gaI." sabhAH "sujeSThA ane calaNA mAtA-pitAne kIdhA vagara bhAgavA taiyAra che. to mAtR-pitRbhaktinI khAmI kahevAya?" gurujI: "jarUra, ATalI mAtR-pitRbhaktinI khAmI kahevAya." sabhAH "ayogyakuLanA vyakti sAthe lagna nathI karyA to khoTuM zuM?" gurujIH "saMtAnanAM lagna kyAM karavAM e adhikAra mAtA-pitAno che. eTalA mATe ATalI khAmI kahevAze. paNa eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke celaNAe jenI sAthe lagna karyA te jAti-kuLa mujaba ja karyA che. paNa AjanA inTarakAsTa merejamAM jAti-kuLanI vyavasthA toDI nAkhI che. emAM mAtR-pitR bhaktinI khAmI kharI, sAthe jAti-kuLanI vyavasthA toDavAnuM pApa vadhAre lAgaze. mULa vAta, gurujaNapUAmAM abhayakumAre zreNika mahArAjAnAM lagna karAvyAM. A abhayakumAranI vAta gurujaNapUAmAM Avaze.pitAnAM lagna mATe abhayakumAre keTalA bhogo choDyA? anya dezamAM jaIne rUpa parivartita karIne ghara-parivArathI dUra rahyA, kevaLa pitRbhakti khAtara.. bhISma pitAmaha-gurujaNa pUjA mATe pote AjIvana brahmacarya lIdhuM A paNa gurujaNapUAmAM jaze." sabhAH "je putra mA-bApanI bhakti karaze te gurujaNapUAmAM jaze." gurujI: "je paNa vyakti mA-bApanA vinayaviveka karaze te mAtR-pitRbhakta kahevAze. paraMtu gaNadhara bhagavaMta je gurujaNapUjA kahe che emAM tyAre ja samAveza thaze ke jyAre bhavanirveda, mArgAnusAritA vagere AgaLanI prArthanA emanA jIvanamAM haze to gurujaNapUAmAM samAveza thaze. prArthanA : 2 64 paDAva : 8
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________________ AgaLa meM je paNa udAharaNo ApyAM temanA jIvanamAM bhavanirvedAdi prArthanA che? to jagurujaNapUAmAM samAveza thaze. bAkI nahIM." sabhAH "mA-bApa amArA upakArI 100% vAta sAcI paNa sAhebajI ! svabhAva atyaMta kharAba. eka vAra tame sahIne batAvo." gurujI: Arya ! tuM to svabhAvanI vAta kare che, paNa tuM nAno hato tyAre tAro svabhAva kevo hato? rastA uparanA kAdavamAM besI jato hato ne? A mA-bApane keTalo trAsa Apyo? mane kaho, mA-bApano sAva Avo kharAba svabhAva che? tuM game tyAM 1-naMbara, 2-naMbara karI jato. mA-bApa AvuM kare che?" Arya ! Tu bI pheMka, huM tamane upakArInI bhakti karavAnI vAta karuM tyAM ja tamArI rADArADa cAlu thaI jAya. huM kahuM ke kAkA tamArA upakArI kahevAya. to zAstramAMthI udAharaNa laI Avaze ke zrIpAla mahArAjAne emanA kAkA ajitasenarAjAe mArI nAkhavAno prayatna karyo hato, pAMca varasanI uMmare ghara choDIne bhAgavuM paDyuM, to AvA kAkA upakArI kahevAya? Arya! tame kyAMyathI paNa chidra kADhIne UbhA raho cho. AvA ekAda udAharaNa lAvIne duniyAbharanA badhA kAkAone apakArI citaravAnI koziza karo cho. Arya ! tuM e kema nathI joto ke pAMca varSa sudhI ramADyA haze, lAlana-pAlana karyuM haze. kAgaDA vagerethI bacAvyA haze. AvA to aneka upakAra kAkAe karyA haze. A tamane kema dekhAtuM nathI? Arya ! tamArA mA-bApano svabhAva kharAba hoya to paNa tamAre bhakti karavAnI ja che. tamAre sadgurunI jarUra hoya to paMcamahAvratadhArI vagere che ke nahIM e jovAnuM Avaze. paNa mA-bApa mATe jovAnuM nathI ke mAbApa dhArmika che ke nahIM? mArgAnusArI che ke nahIM? mA-bApa jevAM paNa hoya prArthanA : 2 65 paDAva : 8
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________________ paNa tamAre emanI bhakti karavAnI che. kema ke tamArA mAbApa vagere tamArA upakArI che. sabhAH "AvuM thoDuM hoya?" gurujI: "kAlasaurika kasAIno dIkaro sulasa dhArmika che. khuda abhayakumAra jene gaLe lagADe che e sulasa pitAnI bhakti kare che. pitAne dhAtuviparyAsa thayo che. tethI ThaMDuM pANI Ape to pitAne dhagadhagatuM sIsuM lAge che. je paNa bhakti kare te UlaTI paDe che. tethI abhayakumArane vAta kare che ke huM zuM karuM ke jethI pitAjIne zAtA maLe? tame pahelA naMbare mA-bApa vagere upakArInI bhakti karo nahIM. kadAca bhakti UlaTI paDe to?" sabhAH "AkhA gAmamAM kahetAM pharIe." gurujI: zuM kaho?" sabhAH "bApa re bApa, keTaluM karavAnuM? karyA pachI paNa emane kAMI kadara na hoyato karavAno matalaba zuM? keTaluM sahana karyuM !" gurujI: "tame gajaba sahana karyuM. kharekhara "tamArI sahanazakti samIpe to pRthvI paNa jhAMkhI paDe." sabhAH "kaTAkSa nahIM mAro gurujI: "to zuM kahuM ? sAcuM kahuM to tamane loko pAsethI simpathI (sahAnubhUti) joIe che. emAM koI tamane kahI de ke kharekhara te khUba sahana karyuM. ame AvuM sahana na karI zakIe to tamArAmAM pAvara AvI jAya." sabhAH "himoglobIna 18 thaI jAya." gurujI: "rastAmAM je maLe enI AgaLa upakArInI niMdA cAlu karI do. mA-bApane uMmaranA kAraNe magaja para kAbU ja nathI. pahelAM to thoDuM paNa khabara paDatI hatI. have to jarAya khabara paDatI nathI. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ bhalA bhAI ! mA-bApane khabara paDatI nathI te khabara tane paDI gaI ne? to pachI tuM AkhA gAmane kema khabara pADe che? lokone khabara pADIne tAre zuM kAma che?" sabhAH "jIvahalako thAya. sulase abhayakumArane vAta karI ja hatI ne?" gurujI: "sulasa tamArI jema ukaLATathI bharelo na hato paNa pitAnI bhaktinA puNyathI bharelo hato. pitAne zAtA kema maLe eno rasto zodhavA mATe abhayakumArane vAta kare che. tulase pitAnI je bhakti karI te gurujaNapUAmAM Ave." sabhAH "mA-bApa anyAya kare to paNa bhakti karavAnI?" gurujIH prasenajita rAjAe potAnA dIkarA zreNikamAM rAjA banI zake evI yogyatA joI paNa A vAta bIjA dIkarAo na jANe to sAruM ema vicArIne prasenajita rAjAe zreNikano anAdara karyo ane bIjA kumArone judA judA dezo ApyA tyAre zreNikane kAMi ApyuM nahIM. kema ke teo jANatA hatA ke Akhare to A rAjya zreNikanuM ja che. paraMtu A vAta zreNika mahArAjA jANatA nathI. rAjA emano anAdara kare che tethI ghara choDIne gayA. jyAre pitAe aMta samaya najIka jANIne bolAvyA tyAre pUrvanA koI apamAna yAda na karatAM tarata pitAnI sevAmAM AvI gayA. sabhAH "zreNika rAjAno pitAe anAdara karyo chatAM aMta samaye bolAvyA to tarata AvI gayA. jyAre e ja zreNikano dIkaro koNikamAM gurujanapUjA nathI. UlaTuM pitAne jelamAM nAkhI savAra-sAMja so-so cAbuka mArato hato. koNikanA jIvanamAM gurujanapUjA nathI ne?" gurujI: "nA, koNika paNa uttama dharmAtmA che. paNa pUrvanA verane kAraNe A pravRtti thAya che. jayAre karma haTyuM tyAre tarata ja pitAne jelamAMthI mukta karavA mAge che. emAM zreNika mahArAjAne lAgyuM ke roja to hAthamAM cAbuka prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ laIne Avato hato ane Aje to lohadaMDalaIne Ave che. mane lohadaMDathI mArI nAkhaze. tenA karatAM jAte ja maraNane zaraNa thAuM evuM vicArIne zreNike tatkALa tAlapuTa viSa jillAnA agrabhAge mUkyuM ane mRtyu pAmyA. A jANIne koNike tatkALa chAtI kUTIne pokAra karyo ane vilApa karavA lAgyo ke he pitAjI ! huM pitRhatyAnA pApakarmathI pRthvI para advitIya pApI thayo. pitAjIne pAmavAno mAro manoratha paNa pUrNa na thayo. pitAjI! tamArA prasAdanuM vacana to dUra rahyuM paNa meM tamAruM tiraskArabharyuM vacana paNa sAMbhaLyuM nahIM. have bhRgupAta, zastra, agni ke jaLathI mAre maravuM te ja yukta che. atizokagrasta thayelo koNika maravA taiyAra thayo. maMtrIoe samajAvyo. | divase divase pitAnA virahanA zokathI kSINa thato joIne maMtrIoe vicAryuM ke Ama ja cAlyuM to avazya koNika mRtyu pAmaze. tethI maMtrIoe pitRbhaktinA bahAne atyaMta jUnA tAmrapatramAM lakhyuM ke, "putre ApelA piMDAdika mRta pitA paNa meLavI zake che." A tAmrapatra temaNe koNikane vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. tethI ThagAyelA koNike pitAne piMDAdi ApyA." sabhAH "tyArathI A piMDAdidAna cAlu thayuM?" gurujIH "hA, tyArathI ja cAlu thayuM che. mArA ApelA piMDAdikane mArA mRta pitA bhogave che AvI mUDha buddhithI dhIre dhIre kovike zoka choDI dIdho. chatAM paNa koI koI vAra pitAnI zayyA ane Asana vagere jovAmAM AvatAM zoka utpanna thavA lAgato. tethI te rAjagRhImAM rahevA azakta thayo tethI rAjadhAnI badalI. bhAratanI rAjadhAnI dilhIne badalIne bIjI karavI hoya to keTaluM agharuM kAma che? Aje TekanolojI che chatAM agharuM che. to te kALamAM AvI prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 8 68
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________________ TekanolojI na hatI chatAM AkhI rAjadhAnI badalI. jyAre paNa zreNika mahArAjAne so so haMTara mArato tyAre jelamAM koIne nahoto javA deto. chatAM phakta mAtRpaNAnA dAkSiNyathI calaNAne jatAM nahoto aTakAvI zakato. tyAre paNa mAtAnAvinaya vagere badhuM karyuM che. zreNika mahArAjA sAthe vera pUrvabhavanA niyANAnA kAraNe thayuM. tamArA upakArI mRtyu pAme to tame 6 mahinA moja-zokha baMdha karI zako?" sabhAH "amane paNa koNikanI jema amArA upakArInI yAda Ave tethI ame gharamAM emano phoTo lagADatAM nathI." gurujIH "jIvatAM to upakArInA upakArane mAnyA nahIM. maryA pachI phoTo to lagADo jethI kadAca phoTo jotAM tamane tamArA upakArInA upakAra yAda AvI jAya. pabamAM javuM hoya to pabano Dresa koDa hoya che e paherIne ja pabamAM javAya. tyAM dhotI, sADI na cAle. ema dharmarUpI pabano paNa DresakoDa che. kRtajJatAno DresakoDa paherazo to ja dharma dIpaze. mATe dharmarUpI pabamAM mAya lAipha ijha mAya lAipha rUpI DresakoDa nahIM cAle. vartamAnamAM kyAMka kyAMka sAsu vahunA vyavahAra joIe tyAre amane lAge ke, jANe ame bhArata-pAkistAnanA rAjadUta hoIe. ame vahoravA AvyA hoie ane samajo ke sAsu koI vastu vahorAvavAnuM bhUlI gayA to vahu te vastu bAjumAM mUke paNa bolaze nahIM ke A vastu vahorAvavAnI rahI gaI che. ame rAjadUta kharA ne ! eTale pAkistAnanI sarahada para vastu mUkI de. pachI A pAkistAnI laIne vahorAve paNa inDiyAvALA bole nahIM ke sAsumA, A vastunI vinaMtI karI?" sabhAH "sAsune bolavA jAya to jamAlapura tyAM ja UbhuM thaI jAya." prArthanA : 2 69 paDAva : 8
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________________ gurujIH "jo AvI hAlata hoya ke vAte vAte jamAlapura UbhuM thatuM hoya to tame jati(sAdhu) kema nathI banatA?" sabhAH "sAdhu thavAnI neTa prekTisa cAlu che." gurujI: "neTa prekTisamAM zuM karo cho?" sabhAH "dIkSA laine colapaTTo paheravAno che. tethI ame neTa prekTisanA bhAgarUpe thrI-phortha paheravAnuM cAlu karyuM. dIkSA pachI jIrNa kapaDAM paheravAnAM hoya tethI ame phADelA jinsa paheravAnuM cAlu karyuM. dIkSA pachI macchara vagerenA pariSado sahana karavAnA hoya tethI ame slIvalesa TIzarTa paheravAnuM cAlu karyuM che." gurujI: "dIkSA pachI cAraNamuni thavAnA lAgo cho, eTale plenamAM UDo cho? lAkho dhanyavAda tamArI neTa prekTisane. ...vizeSa vAto avasare... prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 8
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________________ || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | || anaMtalablinidhAna-gautamasvAmine nama:/ paDAva : 9 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe prArthanA sUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. emA gurajaNapUjAnI vicAraNA karatA hatA. vartamAnakALamAM bahu moTI jamAta pedA thaI che ke je mAne che ke vI Ara bAyaproDakTa. mA-bApa amArA upakArI nathI. ame to ADapedAza chIe. jeo mA-bApanA upakAra mAnavA taiyAra nathI emanA jIvanamAM gurujaNapUjA kyAMthI hoya? ghaNA nAstika loko evA che ke je upakArIone lakkaDa-dhakkaDa letAM nathI. phUTabolanI jema kIka mAratAM nathI. paNa, upakArIonI bhakti kare che. chatAM emanI vaDIlonI bhaktinI gaNadhara bhagavaMta prArthanAsUtramAM je gurujaNapUjA batAve che, emAM gaNatarI nahIMthAya. gaNadhara bhagavaMta je gurujaNapUAnI vAta kare che. emAM samAviSTa thavuM haze to bhavanibaeNo, magANusAriA vagere joize. enA vinAnI nAstikanI upakArInI bhakti gurujaNapU nathI . sabhAH "bhavanibeo vagaranI upakArInI bhaktithI zuM baMdhAya?" gurujIH "nAstikanA jIvanamAM bhavanibeo vagere nathI. paNa upakArIonI bhakti niHsvArtha bhAve kare che to puNya baMdhAze." sabhAH "upakArIne UlaTI thAya to potAnA hAthamAM lai le. kapaDAM bagaDI gayAM hoya to sApha karI nAkhe. upakArI bImAra thAya to potAnA dAgInA vecIne hospiTalanuM bila bhare. AvI upakArInI bhakti hoya ane prArthanA : 2 71 paDAva : 9
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________________ svArthathI kare to puNya na baMdhAya?" gurujIH svArtha hoya to puNya na baMdhAya. | mULa vAta, nAstiko badhAM kAMI guMDA badamAza nathI hotA. emanA jIvanamAM paNa upakArIonI bhakti hoya che chatAM e bhaktine gurujaNapUAmAM samAviSTa nahIM karI zakAya." sabhAH "jaina dharmasivAyanA saMto paNa saMsAra asAranI vAta kare ?" gurUjI: "caitanya saMpradAyanA baDebAbA saMta thayA hatA. beThabAbA ekavAra mArga uparathI jatA hatA tyAM eka kUtarI UMcuM moDhuM karIne royA karatI'tI. bAbAjIe tyAM rahela eka vRddha bAIne pUchyuM ke kUtarInA rovAnuM kAraNa zuM? e vRddhAe kahyuM, "bAbA ! A kUtarIne cAra bacyAM hatAM. baccA khovAI javAthI kUtarIe kAMi khAdhuM-pIdhuM nathI ne Ama UMcA avAje satata royA kare che." A sAMbhaLI bAbA e kUtarI pAse jaIne besI gayA ne kahyuM, "koNa konuM saMtAna ? koNa konA mAtA-pitA ? saMsAranAM baMdhana pAyA vagaranA che. mA! tamane pUrvanA puNyanA kAraNe A tIrthamAM janma maLyo che. A avasarane niSphaLa na javA devo ghaTe. mAyAnA khela Aja sudhI joyA. have nitya niraMtara prabhusmaraNa karo ane sAdhusaMgamAM jIvana vItAvo. amArA Azrame padhAro. tyAM prasAda lejo ne re 'jo." saMto paNa saMsAra asAranI vAta karatA hatA." sabhAH "pachI kUtarInuM zuM thayuM?" gurujI: saMta jevA cAlavA lAgyA tyAre saMtane ekITaze joIne sAMbhaLI rahelI kUtarI paNa saMtanI pAchaLa cAlavA lAgI. saMta AzramamAM AvyA ne meDI para gayA. to e kUtarI paNa saMtanI pAchaLa meDI upara caDI gaI. tyArathI e kUtarI tyAM ja rahI. saMta jyAM-jyAM kIrtana karavA jAya tyAM tyAM sAthe jatI." prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 9 72
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________________ sabhAH "vaDIlonI bhakti karanAra vyakti Astika che. saMsArane asAra mAne che chatAM vaDIlonI bhakti svArtha athavA lAgaNInA kAraNe kare to puNya baMdhAya?" gurujI: "vyakti Astika che saMsArane asAra mAne che, tethI tenAmAM bhavaniOo paNa che. paNa vaDIlonI bhakti svArthathI kare che athavA lAgaNIthI kare che. tethI puNya baMdhAya nahIM. vaDIlonI bhakti svArthathI kare to eno artha tAmasI vRtti che ane lAgaNIthI kare to rAjasI vRtti che. tAmasI ane rAjasI vRttithI puNya na baMdhAya. paratthakaraNa gurujanapUjAthI kRtajJatA Ave che jayAre parArthakaraNamAM svArthatyAga thAya che. saMsAra rasika jIvomAM mAtra svArtha svArtha ane svArtha ja che. sabhAH "sAhebajI ApanI dRSTimAM doSa lAge che. bAkI pitA-putrIno kevo gajabano prema hoya che?" gurujI: "Arya ! tuM pitA-putrInA premanI vAta kare che? putrI 18-20 varSanI thAya. je gharamAM moTI thaI e gharanAM badhAM sabhyone choDIne parAyA ghare cAlI jAya e putrIne pitA upara prema che? 18-20varSa sukha pitAnA ghare lAgatuM hatuM. mATe tyAM rahI. have sukha patinA ghare lAge che mATe badhAne choDI de che." sabhAH "sAhebajI! javuM paDe che." gurujI: "Arya! tuM kahe che ke dIkarIne sAsare javuM paDe che. arthAta majabUrI che. to lagnane mATe 6 - 6 mahinA sudhI zopiMga karI zake ? majabUrImAM mANasane zopiMga sUjhe? prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 9
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________________ krikeTara AuTa thAya tyAre majabUrIthI pIca choDavI paDe tyAre phoTo paDAve che? ke moTuM nIcuM rAkhI peveliyanamAM jAya che? majabUrIthI gRhatyAga karanArane phoTo paDAvavAnuM mana kema thAya? majabUrImAM paDAvelA phoTAomAM gulAbI goTA jevA moDhAM Ave? mULa vAta, saMsArI jIva nAno hato tyAre mA-mA karato moTo thayo, have mitro-mitro karato thayo. pachI patnInI jarUra paDI, tyAre patnI-patnI karato thayo. svArtha sivAya saMsAramAM che zuM?" sabhAH "logaviruddhaccAo ane gurajaNapUAnI prArthanA pahelAM paratthakaraNenI prArthanA karavI joIe ne !" gurujI: "loka viruddha pravRtti tamArA jIvanamAM che ane paropakAra karavA nIkaLo to te zobhAspada na bane. game teTalAM cerITInAM kAryo karo chatAM jIvanamAM logaviruddha pravRttionA kAraNe paropakAranA kAryanI velyu jeTalI thavI joIe eTalI nahIM thAya. tamArA jIvanamAM tamArA upakArI vaDIlone vinaya-viveka nathI ane tame paropakAranA pharistA thaine nIkaLo to tenI velyu thavAnI vAto to dUra paNa TIkApAtra bano. Aje evI keTalIya vyaktio che je potAnA mA-bApanI bhakti karatAM nathI ane paropakAra kare che te TIkApAtra bane che. mATe, gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe logaviruddhaccAo, gurujaNapUA pachI paraWkaraNa mUkyuM..." sabhAH "pahelI 6 prA.nA AtmasAt karela jIva samyagudRSTi ja hoya evo ekAMta nathI. prathama guNasthAnake rahelAM jIvamAM prathama 6 prArthanAo AvI zake che. jenAmAM prathama 6 prArthanA AvI gaI che evo mithyAtvI jIva, mithyAtva avasthAmAM Topa levalanuM puNya bAMdhe che. prArthanA : 2. 74 paDAva : 9
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________________ gaNadhara bhagavaMta kamAlanI khUbI sAthe ApaNAmAMthI doSa tyAga ane guNaprAptinA rastA batAve che. pahelI 6 prArthanA sudhI bhale mithyAtva che. paNa evA puNyanuM upArjana karAve che jethI sadguruno yoga thAya. paropakAra AkAlamete parArthavyasaninaH ! tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA jIvadaLamAM anAdi daza guNa hoya che. emAM ekaparopakAra che. keTalAka jIvo Alkoholika(dArUDiyA) hoya che. koIka jIvo varkoholika hoya che jyAre tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo durgatimAM hoya to paNa paropakAroholika hoya che. dhannAsArthavAha samyagudarzana pAmyA pahelAM paNa kevA paropakArI hatA! AsaMstasya mahecchasyA'nanya sAdhAraNaH shriyH| paropakAraikaphalA, rUco himruuceriv|| dhannA sArthavAha pAse koinI dhAraNAmAM na AvI zake teTalI tathA caMdranI kAntinI mAphaka paropakAra karAvavAnA phaLavALI ghaNI lakSmI hatI. eka vakhata dhannA sArthavAhane vasaMtapura javAnI icchA thaI tyAre teNe sarva nagaramAM potAnA mANasa pAse paDaha vagaDAvI evI ghoSaNA karAvI ke, " dhasArthavAha vasaMtapura javAnA che. mATe jeo temanI sAthe AvavA icchatA hoya te cAlo. jenI pAse pAtra nahIM hoya tene pAtra Apaze. jene vAhana nahIM hoya tene vAhana Apaze. jene sahAya nahIM hoya tene sahAya Apaze. jene pAtheya nahIM hoya tene pAtheya(bhAtuM) Apaze. mArgamAM cora lokothI ane zikArI prANIonA upadravathI te sarvenI rakSA karaze. je koI azakta haze teonuM potAnA baMdhunI jema pAlana karaze.' sabhAH "kadAca amArA sagA bhAinI zrAvikA piyara, hospiTalamAM ke prArthanA : 2 7pa paDAva : 9
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________________ aMtarAyamAM hoya to paNa ame amArA sagA bhAIne jamADatAM nathI." gurujI: "Arya! tamArI vAta sAMbhaLatA mana khATuM thai jAya. kharekhara, tame bolyA tevI paristhiti hoya to tame pRthvI upara bhArarUpa cho. DhAMkaNImAM pANI laine..." sabhAH "ame amArA janmadivase, lagnanI tithi vagere divase mitrone pArTI ApIe chIe. e paropakAra ja kahevAya ne?" gurujI: "tamArI janma divasa, lagnatithinI pula pArTI vagerene paropakAra na kahevAya. paraMtu vyabhicAra kahevAya. AvA vyabhicAro to AryadezanA bhaMgI-koLInA chokarAomAM paNa na hatA. I know about your every party, please shut your mouth!" sabhAH "amane mA-bApe saMskAra na ApyA tethI AvA divaso AvyA." gurujI: "bhUlyA tyArathI pharI gaNavAnuM, jAgyA tyArathI savAra e nyAye have tamArA saMtAnone to saMskAra Apajo. tamArA saMtAnone skUlamAM kyAreka cokaleTa De, kyAreka madhara De, kyAreka cilDransa De ujavatA hoya che. ema tame tamArA saMtAnane anukaMpA De, sAdharmika bhakti De, sAdhu-sAdhvI vaiyAvacca De, pAThazALA De, derAsara zuddhikaraNaDe, jIvadayADe, AvADe rAkhIne saMskAra Apo." sabhAH "samajAyuM nahI." gurujI: "samajo ke tamArA dIkarAnI uMmara traNa-cAra varSanI che. enA hAthe paropakAranAM kAryo karAvo. dA.ta. tamArI bilDIMga 20 mALanI che. dareka phalora para 4-4 ghara che. eTale ToTala 80 ghara thayAM. badhAM jaina che tethI tamArA sAdharmika che. tamArA dIkarA pAse dareka ghare 10 rUpiyAnI eka mosaMbI ityAdithI bhakti karAvI zakAya ane vinaMtI kare ke, mane sAdharmika bhaktino lAbha Apo. A rIte sAdharmika bhaktiDe ujavI zakAya. prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 9
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________________ eka divasa bilDIMganA vaoNcamena, jhADuvALA, kAmavALA sevaka bhAione evI ja rIte mohanathALa vagere dvArA anukaMpA karIne anukaMpADe ujavI zakAya. eka divasa sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI vaiyAvacca karavA laI jAo." sabhAH "AnAthI phAyado zuM thAya?" gurujI: tamArA nAnA dIkarAne A rIte sAdharmika bhakti 10-20vAra karI hoya to e ene yAda raheze. pachI moTo thAya ane paryuSaNamAM sAdharmika bhaktinuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLaze eTale tarata bolaze ke meM AkhI bilDIMganI AvI sAdharmika bhakti karI che. gurujI kahI zakaze ke Aje to tuM AkhA muMbainI bhakti karI zake eTalo saddhara che tethI tAre AkhA muMbaInI bhakti karI zakAya. bIjuM nAnapaNamAM A rIte sAdharmika bhakti karI hoya tethI bilDIMganA badhAM ene oLakhatA thAya. sajjana puruSono paricaya vadhe. tethI jAheramAM koi lokaviruddha pravRtti karavI hoya to zarama Ave. kadAca karato hoya to loko eno kAna kheMcI zake. nAno hato tyAre keTalo guNIyala hato, Aje kema bagaDI gayo che vagere hitavacano dvArA mArga upara lAvI zakAya. moTA thaIne kadAca tamane gharamAMthI kADhI mUke to 50jaNa ene kahevAvALA nIkaLe. A rIte enA jIvanamAM paropakAranA kAraNe lokaviruddha pravattino tyAga, gurujanapUjA vagere AvI zake. A rIte mahine hArDalI 3-4 hajAranA sadvyaya mAM tamArA saMtAnanuM adbhuta saMskaraNa thAya." sabhAH bhISmapitAmahe pitAjInAM lagna mATe thaine pote brahmacarya lIdhuM. A badhI paropakAranI vAto philmamAM sArI lAge. rIyala lAIphamAM AvuM thoDuM hoya che?" prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 9
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________________ gurujI: Arya! skUla, TI.vI novela vAcavAnA kAraNe tamAro ApaNA sAcukalA itihAsa sAthe paricaya nathI bAkI hindI philmanI sTorI jevI bhISmapitAmahanI vAta na lAgata. "mArI nADa tamAre hAtha, hari saMbhALajo re." evAM aneka pado racanAra jANItA gujarAtI bhaktakavi kezavalAla(saMvata 1907thI 1952) nA pUrvajonI vAta che. RgnAtha bhaTTa tera-cauda varSanI vaye nava varSanI kanyA sAthe paraNelA. e RgnAtha bhaTTa 21 varSanI vaye sakhata mAMdA paDyA. bacavAnI AzA na rahI. vaDIla vaidyoe nidAna karyuM ke, kSaya roga thayo che. bIjA divase savAre patnIe patine pradakSiNA karI. gharanA deva samIpe jai saMkalpanuM jaLa mUkI raDI paDyA. patinI sevA cAlu karI. rAtre sUvAnuM maLe to teo sAsunI pAMgate sUI rahetA. prabhunI kRpAthI RgnAtha bhaTTa cha-ATha mahine sAjA thavA lAgyA. gharamAM haratA-pharatA thayA ne varase to ghoDA jevA sAjA thai gayA. RgnAtha bhaTTanI mAe putravadhUne kahyuM ke, beTA ! mArI pAMgate sUvAnI have jarUra nathI." paNa vahue kahyuM, "mA, mAruM sthAna tamArI pAMgate ja che." thoDA vakhata pachI bahAragAmathI AvelA naNaMde bA pAse icchA pragaTa karI ke, "bhAbhIne sImaMta Ave to huM jhaTa rAkhaDI bAMdhuM." "huM paNa pautranuM moTuM jovAnI AzA e jIvuM chuM" evuM mAe kahyuM tyAre vahue kahyuM ke, emane beThA karavA meM bhagavAna pAse jIvanabharanuM vrata lIdhuM che." vicAravA jevuM che ke 16-18 varSanI chokarI pati mATe thaine AjIvana brahmacaryalaI zake che. A to hamaNAMnI javAta che. tamane mAikala jeksana, salamAnanI vAtomAM rasa che. to pachI A tyAga-vairAgyanI vAto hindI philmanI sTorI jalAgene! bAkI... prArthanA : 2 78 paDAva : 9.
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________________ mULa rAjasthAna gaDhasivAnAnA rahevAsI hAla amadAvAdamAM rahetA sItAdevI vaMzarAjajI bAlaDanA jIvananI emanA bhANeja kiraNa bAphanAe mane vAta karI ke mArAM mAsI kharekhara gajaba paropakArI. amArA ghare muMbaI 1-2 kalAka mATe AvyA hoya to paNa bilDIMganA vaoNcamenane 100-100 rUpiyA ApatAM jAya. mArI bilDIMganA vaoNcamena mane pUche ke tamArA mAsI kyAre AvavAnA che? | mArAM mAsI, mAsA, moTo dIkaro kuzalajI ane nAno dIkaro saMtoSajI traNeya pAsethI paisA le. ghaNIvAra to emanA diyaranA dIkarA azokajI pAsethI paNa paisA mAMge ke mane paisA Apo pachI tamane ApuM chuM. gharamAM badhAne ema ke sonuM letAM haze, paisA bhegA karatAM haze. paNa mRtyu pachI tijorI kholI to na maLe sonuM ke na maLe rUpiyA. emanI smazAnayAtrAmAM zAkavALA, vAsaNavALA, kAmavALA seMkaDo loko AvyA hatA. badhAM poka mUkIne raDatAM hatAM ane bolatAM hatAM ke zeThANIe amArA para ghaNA upakAra karyA che. tame kaho cho tevuM mane paNa pahelAM kiraNa bAphanAe vAta karI tyAre hindI philmanI sTorI jevuM lAgatuM hatuM paNa huM emanA gharanA rasoiyAne malyo tyAre emanA mRtyunA 4 varSa pachI paNa rasoiyAnI AMkhamAM AMsu hatAM. mArI zeThANI gAme jAya to mArA ghara mATe paNa acUka mIThAinuM pekeTa laine ja jAya. ekavAra paNa bhUlyA nathI ane mane dIkarAnI jema sAcavyo che. rojanA 5000 rUpiyAnuM dAna na kare tyAM sudhI zeThANI navakArazI na karI zake. jo kadAca dAna karavAnuM rahI gayuM hoya to emane cena na paDe. 5000 rUpiyAnuM dAna kare pachI ja emane cena paDe. A vAta meM emanA rasoiyA pAse sAMbhaLI tyAre lAgyuM ke, "Arya! ApaNane ApaNA dezano bhavya itihAsa khabara nathI. ApaNA bhavya itihAsathI ApaNe ajANa prArthanA : 2 79 paDAva : 9
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________________ hovAthI "We are realy backward"." sabhAH "gurujI ApanI vAta sAcI che. bhAratanI galIe galIe AvI sItAdevIo ane gItAdevIo hatI..." gurujI: "enI jagyAe bahu duHkhanI vAta che. misa inDiyA banavA thanaganatI nadIothI galIo UbharAya che." sabhAH "Ape kahyuM ke lokaviruddhaccAono tyAga, gurujanapUjA na hoya to paNa paropakAra pravRtti TIkApAtra bane to paropakAra karavo ke nahIM ?" gurujI: "rAmAyaNamAM prasaMga Ave che. vajakarNa rAjAe guru bhagavaMta pAse pratijJA lIdhI ke, arihaMta deva tathA nigraMtha gurubhagavaMto sivAya huM bIjA koine namIza nahIM. paNa, siMhodara moTo rAjA hato tethI tene na name to varI thAya mATe vajakarNa rAjAe potAnI vIMTImAM munisuvrata svAmInI maNimaya pratimA sthApana karI. pachI potAnI vIMTImAM rahelA prabhunA bibane namana karIne te siMhodara rAjAne chetaravA lAgyo. A vAtanI jANa sihodara rAjAne thai tethI te vajakarNa upara caDhAI karavAno hato e vAta sihodaranA rAjamahelamAM corI karavA AvanAra corane khabara paDI. tethI teNe sAdharmikapaNAnA saMbaMdhathI corI penDiMga rAkhIne vajakarNane samAcAra ApyA. coranA jIvanamAM logaviruddha pravRtti corI che, chatAM paropakAra karavA jAya che. evI ja rIte tamArA jIvanamAM kyA levalanuM logaviruddha che? tathA gurujaNapUAmAM zuM khAmI che? baMne vAta saMvijJagItArtha gurubhagavaMtane pUchI emanA mArgadarzana mujaba paropakAranI pravRtti karavI." sabhAH "cora koNa hato?" nagarIe gayo hato. tyAM kAmalatA vezyAnA premamAM paDyo ane vezyAne prArthanA 2 80. paDAva : 9
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________________ siMhodara rAjAnI rANI jevAM kuMDala joitAM hatAM. tevAM kuMDala levAnI to tenI zakti hatI nahIM mATe rAjAne ghare corI karavA gayo hato. amAre gocarI 4ra doSarahita lAvavAnI che. emAM eka doSanuM varNana karyuM ke ghaNIvAra gRhasthane khabara paDe ke gurubhagavaMta caitrIonI vagere karAvavA padhAraze to gocarIno lAbha maLe tethI saMtAnanA lagna pahelAM moDAM kare. sAdhu bhagavaMtane vahoravA mATe thaine lagna AgaLa pAchaLa kare. gRhasthanA pakSe A udAratA che. paNa sAdhu bhagavaMte upayoga rAkhavo joie. mULa vAta e ke kevo paropakAra jagatamAM che... jayAre tamAre dIkarAnA lagnamAM sAdhu bhagavaMta gocarI Ave to gocarI maLe?" sabhAH "tamane AiskrIma vagere abhakSya na cAle." gurujI: "amane na cAle, to tamane cAle? tamArA bhagavAna ane amArA bhagavAna alaga che ? bhagavAne AiskrIma vagere abhakSya kahyA che to tamane kevI rIte cAle?" sabhAH "sAdhu vahorI jAya to ochuM paDe enA DarathI abhakSya rAkhe che." gurujI: "Arya!tArI cUka che. tuM zrAvakonuM ATaluM nIcuM levalana samaja. koinA moDhA upara khIla thayo hoya to ene koDha thayo che ema na kahevAya. barapha, AiskrIma vagere jamaNavAramAM rAkhavuM te khIlanA sthAne che. vahorAvavAnA bhAva nahIM te koDha che. ahIM khIla jeTalo ja roga che, koDha nahIM. kadAca 50 sAdhu bhagavaMta gocarI Ave to AnaMdita thaI jAya evA zrAvako che. eka zaheramAM banelI satya ghaTanA che. eka guru bhagavaMtanI pAse nAnuM bALaka AvI ma.sA.ne pUchavA lAgyuM ke Apa vihAra kyAre karazo ? ma.sA. e pUchyuM ke kema AvuM pUche che? bALaka bolyo ke Apa vihAra karazo pachI mammI dUdha pIvA Apaze. nahIMtara Apane vahorAvI de che. ATalI nabaLI paristhitimAM sAdhu bhagavaMtane vahorAvavAnA gajaba bhAvo che. tyAM prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 9 81
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________________ tame ema kaho ke zrAvakone sAdhu gocarI vahoravA Ave e na game e vAtamAM koi mAla nathI. mULa vAta, tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA jIvanamAM vagara dharma pAme paNa kevo gajaba paropakAra hoya che te ApaNe dhannA sArthavAhanA jIvana uparathI joyuM. zrIpAla mahArAjAnA mayaNAsuMdarI sAthe lagna thayAM. guru bhagavaMtanA saMparkathI dharma pAmyA che. tyAra bAda potAnuM rAjya levA jatA hoya che tyAre rastAmAM zrIpAla mahArAjAne joine vidyA sAdhakane thAya che ke A mAro uttarasAdhaka thAya to sAruM. A mahApuruSa che." sabhAH "zrIpAla rAjAne jotA ja khabara kevI rIte paDI ke A mahApuruSa che?" gurujI sAhitya darpaNamAM lakhyuM che ke, "rAti muni vayiti !" mANasanI AkRti parathI khabara paDI jAya che ke, puruSa lakSaNavALo che ke nahIM? zrIpAla rAjA batrIsa lakSaNavALA che. batrIsalakSaNo puruSa mAro uttarasAdhaka thAya to mArI vidyA siddha thai jAya. vidyA siddha karavAmAM vacce koI vighna Ave to uttarasAdhaka vipnane dUra karI zake. vidyA siddha thavAmAM je koi takalIpha Ave e badhI takalIpha pahelAM uttarasAdhakane Ave. emAM mRtyu paNa thai zake." sabhAH "vidyAsAdhaka jApa kare eTale vidyAsiddha nathai jAya?" gurujI: "tame OM pAvatI bolo eTale padmAvatI hAjarAhajUra na thai jAya? ivana vAsude cakravartIne paNa devI-devatAne bolAvavA mATe aThThama karavo paDe che. tamAre vidyA siddha karavI hoya to vidyAnA adhiSThAyaka devIdevatA tamArI parIkSA karaze. emane ema vidyA siddha na thAya." sabhAH "lUMTArAo beMka lUTavA Ave to pahelA vaoNcamena mare. pachI menejara vagereno vAro Ave ema ahIM pahelA uttara sAdhaka mare." prArthanA : 2 paDAvaH 9
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________________ gurujIH "hA, zrIpAla mahArAjAne badhI khabara che ke AmAM kevA kevA problema AvI zake che. zrIpAla mahArAjAne A vidyAsAdhaka sAthe koI levA devA? vidyAsAdhaka pAsethI zrIpAla mahArAjAne kAMI joIe che? vidyAsAdhaka kAkA-mAmAro soro vai? bhaviSyamAM vidyAsAdhaka kAma lAgaze evo koi Azaya che? sabhAH "ame to navo vepArI mArkeTamAM dhaMdho karavA Ave to helpa karIe. phyucaramAM amane kAma lAgaze e eMgalathI." gurujIH "kAma na Ave to?" sabhAH "AkhA gAmamAM kahetAM pharIe ke mANasa bekAra che. kAMI kadara nathI. gurUjI: "mATesto tamAruM udAharaNa nathI levAtuM, zrIpAla mahArAjanuM udAharaNa levAya che. sabhAH "gurujI ! e zrIpAla mahArAjA che tethI paropakAra kare. ame mahArAjA banIzuM pachI karazuM." gurujIH "zrIpAla mahArAjane gharanuM ghara nathI. patnI piyara che. mA paNa potAnA sasarAne tyAM che. beMka belensa kazI nathI. Ama juo to pote rastA upara che chatAM potAnuM kAma paDatuM mUkIne vidyAsAdhakane madada kare che. niHsvArtha bhAve uttarasAdhaka thAya che. Aje paropakAra... loko bolyA kare, "phUlo ke zahera me ho ghara apanA." kharekhara ApaNI AjubAju svArthathI UbharAtI gaTaro bharelI che. tethI zrIpAla mahArAjA jevAM udAharaNo ApaNA magajamAM bese nahI." sabhAH "zrIpAla mahArAjA nI jema madada karavAnI vAta to dUranI che. lepaTopa upara koI kaMpanIne kvoTezana ApatA hoie tyAM koI sAdharmika amArI oNphisamAM AvI jAya to tarata lepaTopa baMdha karI nAMkhIe. jo ene khabara paDI jaze ke X.Y.Z. kaMpanIne kvoTezana ApyA che to e paNa prArthanAH 2 83 paDAva : 9
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________________ kvoTezana Apaze to?" gurujI: "mane ema hatuM ke tame inkamaTekSa ke selsaTekSa oNphisarathI ja DaratA hazo. paNa have khabara paDI ke sAdharmika evA vepArIthI paNa tame Daro cho..! mAya goDa! koi mAruM lUMTI jaze. huM lUMTAI jaIza AvA keTakeTalA bhaya taLe jIvo cho. to paropakAra kyAre karazo? - vidyA sAdhakathI chUTA paDyA pachI lAiphamAM kyAMya maLaze ke nahIM e khabara paNa nathI. potAnuM koi kArDa ke naMbara Apato nathI. are ame tamAre deza AvazuM tyAre jarUra maLazuM evuM paNa kAMi kahyuM nathI." sabhAH "ame tarata kahI daie ke tame lonAvalA raho cho, to ame lonAvalA pharavA AvazuM tyAre tamAre tyAM ja UtarazuM ema kahIne tarata bukIMga karI nAkhIe chIe." gurujI: mATe to karmasattA tamArA puNyanuM bukIMga karatI nathI. gaoNDa blesa yu!" sabhAH "bhautika bAbatamAM koine paNa phrImAM ke niHsvArthabhAve paropakAra karavAthI lAbha zuM?" gurujI: "svArtha ogaLaze to ja paropakAra thaze. svArtha ogaLyA vinA paropakAra karavo zakya ja nathI. vidyAsAdhakanI vidyA siddha thayA pachI zrIpAla mahArAjA AgaLa jatA hoya che, tyAM eka vyakti suvarNa siddhi karI rahyo che." sabhAH "emAM keTalo TAima jAya? e TAima vesTa karavA jevo che?" gurujI: "tamArI vRtti prophezanala thaI gaI. tame gAyane 2000 rU. nuM ghAsa Apo to mahine keTaluM dUdha Apaze? evo savAla pUchatA thayA. kAraNa ke, tame badhe paisAnAM ja lekhAMjokhAM rAkho cho." prArthanA : 2 84 paDAva : 9
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________________ sabhAH "sAhebajI amArI najara kamarziyala thai gai che." gurujI: "sAcI vAta che. mA-bApa bImAra hoya to emanI bImArIne paNa paisAnA lekhAjokhAMthI gaNazo. tame mahine tamArI pAchaLa 10 hajAra rUpiyA vAparyA to 50varSamAM 60 lAkha rUpiyA kharca karyA e dekhAtA nathI. kadAca varasanA vacale divase dAna karavA nIkaLyA to paNa savAla haze. 80 jI mAM keTalA TakA beniphiTa? suvarNasiddhikArane suvarNasiddhi thai ane zrIpAla mahArAjAne kahe che ke ATaluM sonuM letA jAo. tyAre zrIpAla mahArAjA kahe che ke, "koNa upADe iNa bhAra?" zrIpAlane sonuM bhAra lAge che, tame 10upavAsa karyA hoya to paNa 10kilo sonuM Ape to upADI lyo ne? zrIpAla mahArAjA saMsArI jIva che chatAM maphatanuM sonuM bhAra lAge che. zrIpAla mahArAjAnA jIvanamAMthI kAMika zIkhajo . tamArI oNphisamAM sAdharmika vepArIo AvatA hoya to pahelA emane mIThuM moTuM karAvavA dvArA sAdharmika bhakti karI zakAya, pachI bIjI vAta ! khavaDAvavA-pIvaDAvavAnI vAta to AryadezomAM core ne cauTe cAle amRtasaranA suvarNa maMdiramAM rojanA 1 lAkhathI vadhu bhakto bhojana le che. 2 lAkhathI vadhu paMjAbI roTI pakAvavAmAM Ave che." sabhAH "ATalI roTI bane kyAre?" gurujI: "10 hajAra roTI 1 kalAkamAM banI zake evuM mazIna vasAvyuM che. roTI banAvavA mATe rojano 7 hajAra kilo ghauMno loTa, 1200 kilo cokhA, doDha Tana rojanI masUra dALa, 500 kilo ghIno vaparAza thAya che. rAMdhavA mATe roja 1OO ela.pI.jI. silinDara, 5 hajAra kilo lAkaDAM vaparAya che. 4pa0 karmacArIo kAma kare che. bhakto paNa pIrasavA, vAsaNa prArthanA 2 paDAva : 9 85
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________________ uTakavA vagere sevA Ape che. savAra-sAMja traNa lAkha thALI, vATakA ane camacIo sevako dhUe che. tamArAM vaDApradhAna narendra modIjIe paNa pIrasaNIyA banIne sevAno lAbha lIdho hato. dararoja eka lAkhathI vadhu ane tahevAromAM AnAthI bamaNAM loko jame che." sabhAH "oNphisamAM A rIte to sAdharmika bhakti rAkhIe to vepArIo phAyado ja UThAve." gurujI: "bhakti karavAthI lUTAi jaizuM. A ja tamArI aMdara raheluM mithyAtva bolI rahyuM che. kharekhara tamane phAyado thAya che. tame tamArI dukAne AvanAra sAdharmikane badAma katarIthI bhakti karI to tamane puNya baMdhAya. kharekhara sAdharmika vAparIne tamArA upara upakAra kare che. bharata kSetramAM paMcamakALa che, kalaha-kaMkAza hoI zake, koI viziSTa jJAnI gurUbhagavaMta paNa nathI, chatAM je saMgha che te ratnanI khANa che. vartamAnamAM je loko ema kahe ke saMgha nAza pAmyA che to zAstrakAro kaheze ke ene saMghanI bahAra karavA. pUrvakALamAM lokomAM svArtha ocho hato. bIjA mATe ghasAtAM hatAM. mATe emane khAlI Taca ApavAno raheto hato. arthAta bhavanirvedamaggANusAriA AvI jAya, kAma thaI jAya. Aje to badhuM pAyAthI zIkhavavuM paDe ema che. prathamanA 6 guNa jenAmAM hoya te jIva sugurune pAmavAnI yogyatAvALA che. jema sagAI thai. lagnanIDaeNTa nakkI thai, kaMkotrI chapAI gaI. vaheMcAI gai. jAna laIne gayA. A badhI jema lagnanI pUrva taiyArI che. evI ja rIte pahelAM 6 guNa pAmelAne sagurunA yogane yoga kahIzuM. bAkI jIvone sadguruno yoga nathI thato, saMparka thAya che. jene sadguruno yoga thayo che tenA AtmAno vikAsa thaze. AtmAno vikAsa na thAya to samajavAnuM ke, sadgarano yoga nathI maLyo. saMparka thayo che. prArthanA 2 86 paDAva : 9.
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________________ skUlamAM vidyArthIone oNpana De hoya che jyAre ApaNo paropakAramAM klojhaDe che. ApaNAM jIvanamAM paropakAramAM panaDe Ave eja prabhune prArthanA.. ...vizeSa vAto avasare... prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 9
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________________ || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | || anaMtalablinidhAna-gautamasvAmine namaHll. paDAva: 10. jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe ApaNe bhegA thayA chIe emAM prArthanA sUtranuM AlaMbana laine vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. prArthanA sUtramAM ApaNe paraFkaraNa sudhI pahoMcyA hatAM. bhavaniOo ane maggANusAriyA A be prArthanA jenA jIvanamAM nathI e jIvono paropakAra mokSamArganI bahArano kahevAze. sabhAH "game tevo paropakAra hoya to paNa?" gurUjI: "hA, tamane to sagAM-snehIo mATe ghasAtAM paNa Unayo ane TADhIyo vAya che. "badhAnuM mAre ja karavAnuM? AkhI jiMdagI A ja gaddhAvaitarAM karavAnAM?"AvA zabdo tamArA mukhamAMthI nIkaLe che. jyAre jayapuranI eka kanyAnI vAta che. kanyAe phorenamAM joba mATe eplikezana karI. tyAM eka karoDa rUpiyAnA pekejavALI phezana DijhAinara tarIkenI joba maLI gaI che. phorena javA mATe potAnA gharethI gADImAM besI eraporTa jatI hoya che. rastAmAM eNe garIba bALakane nagna avasthAmAM joyo. kanyAne vicAra Avyo ke huM videzamAM phezana DijhAInaranuM kAma karavA jAuM chuM ane mArA dezanAM bALakone paheravA kapaDAM nathI. tethI eraporTa jatI gADIne pAchI vALI ane potAnA ghare pAchI AvI. mAre videza javuM nathI. mAre AvA paisA nathI joitA. tyArabAda garIba bALakone potAne tyAM rAkhavA lAgI. emane bhaNAvavAnuM, khavaDAvavAnuM, rAkhavAnI badhI javAbadArI pote vahana karavA prArthanA 2 88 paDAva : 10 88
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________________ lAgI. enA mATe pote peInTIMga karIne vece tenA paisAthI bALakonuM bharaNapoSaNa kare. jotajotAmAM enI pAse 200-300 bALako thaI gayAM. A kevo gajaba paropakAra kahevAya ! chatAM zAstra kaheze jo prathama be prArthanA jIvanamAM nathI to A niHsvArtha bhAve thatA paropakArane paNa mokSamArganI bahArano paropakAra kahevAze. eTaluM dhyAna jarUra rAkhavuM ke AvI paropakArI vyaktine dharma pamADavo apekSAe sahelo che. paNa je potAnAM sagAM mATe paNa ghasAvA taiyAra nathI tene dharma pamADavo agharo che. AryadezanI vAto....paropakAranI vAto dakSiNa saurASTramAM soraTha jillAmAM vaMthalI nAme gAma che. i.sa. 1800nI AsapAsa tyAM eka brAhmaNa kuTuMba rahetuM hatuM. temAM raghunAtha nAme eka chokaro hato. tenI patnI lIlabAInI vAta che. raghunAtha ane lIlabAIno saMbaMdha nAnapaNathI thai gayelo. lIlabAI ATheka varSanAM thayAM haze tyAre zItaLAnA bhayaMkara rogamAM paTakAyAM. temAMthI sAjA to thayAM paNa baMne AMkho taddana gumAvI. raghunAthanI mA jovA AvyA ane kheda karyo tyAre lIlabAInI mAe kahyuM. choDInA bApa kahetA hatA ke have A AMdhaLIne paraNAvI koinA para bhAra nAkhavo nathI. raghunAthanI mAe kahyuM, "chokarIe AMkho khoi tethI zuM e tamArA gharamAM bhArarUpa thaI che kharI? peTanuM kayuM kAMI bhArarUpa thAya? to bena ! mAreya e peTanI jaNI ja che. enI AMkha javAnI haze to gaI, paNa chokarIne paraNAvI dejo. A enA bApanuM ghara che. vakhata jatAM bhAIonuM thaze. paNa mAruM ghara to lIlInuM potAnuM che." Ama kahI chokarIne mAthe hAtha pheravatAM kahyuM : "lIlI, beTA ! oluM ghara to tAruM potAnuM che, ho mADI!" ne AvI kheMcatANane aMte agiyAreka varSanI vaye prArthanA : 2 89 paDAva : 10
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________________ lIlabAInA raghunAtha sAthe lagna thayAM. ne cauda-paMdara varSanI vaye teo sAsare AvyA. - sAsu viSe vAta nIkaLatAM teo kahetAM, "paraNIne sAsare AvI tyArathI mane kadI nathI lAgyuM ke mAre AMkha nathI. mane pagale-pagale dorIne, dareka vastu ApIne sAsue mArI para upakAra ja karyo che. sAsunI cAkarI huM karuM, tene badale mArI cAkarI sAsue karavI paDe e vAtanuM mane duHkha thatuM. tyAre mArA sAsu mane kahetAM ke prabhue mane A rIte avasara Apyo che ne cAkarI karI chUTuM to temAM mane nA na kahevAya. vaLI bIjAne puNya raLavA devAmAM ya puNya che. te vahune tenA sAsu garama rasoI jamADatAM. ATha-daza divase vagara avasare zIro karI khavaDAvatAM. gharanAM kapaDAM sAsu dhotAM ne, e kapaDAmAM sauthI vadhu svaccha kapaDAM vahunAM rahetAM! roja savAranA mAthuM oLI, vahunA kapALe cAMllo karI detAM. lIlabAIne sauthI vadhAre sukha to e lAgatuM ke, bapore sAMje, rAtre, navarAza maLe tyAre sAsu vahunuM mAthuM khoLAmAM rAkhI sUvaDAvIne mAthe hAtha pheravatAM, kuTuMbanI jUnI vAto karatAM. vratakathA kahetAM ne pado gAtAM." sabhAH "sAsu AvI rIte rAkhe to vahune to jalasA ja thaI paDe." gurUjI: "badhAMne tamAro aMzoArAmanA jokhAthI jokhatAM nahIM. rAtre sAsunA paga dabAvavAnI lIlabAIe haTha lIdhI tyAre sAsue kahyuM, "mArA pagadu:khatAM nathI, dAbo mA"! duHkhe to ja dabAya evuM kyAM che bAijI? vahue kahyuM, bhagavAna AgaLa ghIno dIvo dharIe chIe te kAMi bhagavAnamAM teja ochuM thayuM hoya te vadhAravA dharIe chIe evuM nathI. huM to paga eTalA mATe dAkhuM chuM ke tethI mAruM mana bharyuM rahe ne thAya ke mArI sAsunA caraNe meM mAro harakha dharyo che. prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 10
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________________ vicAravA jevuM che, ATha varSanI AMdhaLI chokarIne potAnI vahu banAvatI ane AkhI jiMdagI enI kevI cAkarI karavI? A kevo paropakAra? chatAM A paropakAra tyAre ja mokSamArgano gaNAze ke prathama be prArthanA jIvanamAM haze to. suhagura jogo mokSano mArga cAmaDAnI AMkhe joI zakAya ema nathI. e AMtarika mArga che. aMtarano ughADa guru ne jinavacanathI thAya. pratyeka buddhane svayaMsaMbuddhane potAnI meLe ughADa thaI zake che." sabhAH "svayaMbuddha eTale zuM?" gurujI: "bodhi pAme arthAta cAritra svIkAre te bAhya nimitta vinA svayaM buddha-jAgRta hoya, dA.ta. tIrthakara, samarAditya vagerene koI nimitta maLyA pachI jAtismaraNa thAya ane bodha pAme evuM nahI." sabhAH "pratyeka buddha eTale zuM?" gurujI: "bAhya nimitta vinA buddha na bane. dA.ta. karakaMDu rAjAe haTTAkaTTA baLadane jIrNa thaI gayelo joI, vairAgya pAmI cAritra lIdhuM. evI ja rIte mahotsavanA bIje divase enI mALAo karamAyelI joI vairAgya pAmI cAritra lIdhuM. pratyeka buddhane AvI koI ghaTanAthI jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAthI cAritra mArgano khyAla AvI javAthI jAte cAritra lai pALI zake che." sabhAH "pratyekabuddhane tathA svayaMbuddhane sAdhuveza koNa Ape?" gurujIH "pratyeka buddhane devatA sAdhuveza Ape. svayaMbuddha sAdhuvezano svIkAra jAte paNa karayA AcArya pAse paNa kare. mULavAta, pratyekabuddha, svayaMbuddha bannene gurunI jarUra nathI. kemake emane AMtarika ughADa potAnI jAte thAya che. AnA sivAya bAkInA jIvone gurunI jarUra paDaze. tamArAmAM 6 prArthanA AtmasAt thai hoya to prArthanA : 2 91 paDAva : 10
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________________ guru phaLe che." sabhAH "paMdaraso tApasamAM 6 prArthanA AtmasAta thaI che?" gurujIH "paMdaraso tApasamAM gajaba koTino bhavanirveda che. mokSa maLato hoya to kAcI sekanDa saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. ApaNe to khAlI bolavA pUratuM ja bolatAM hoIe chIe ke, Apo Apo ne mahArAja amane zivasukha Apo ne! paMdaraso tApasane to kharekhara zivasukha ja joie che." sabhAH "ame bolIe chIe "tArA vinA vIra mane ekalaDuM lAge." gurujIH gappAM mAro nahIM, vIra vagara tamane to majA ja che." sabhAH "amAre mokSamAM javAnI nA nathI. anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM duHkho ja joyA che. pa-25 bhava sadgatinA bhava maLI jAya. emAM pharI sukho bhogavI pachI mokSe ja javuM che. mokSamAM javAnI amArI nA nathI." gurujI: "Ane spaSTa gujarAtImAM UMThAM bhaNAvyA kahevAya. paMdaraso tapasone khabara paDI ke aSTApada tIrthanI yAtrA mokSano hetu che. pote anya dharmanA upAsaka hovA chatAM aSTApada tIrtha AvyA. Ane kahevAya mArgAnusArI kSayopazama. tethI mArgAnusArIpaNuM paNa che." sabhAH "tApaso aSTApadane mokSano hetu sAMbhaLIne aSTApadapara AvyA evo zAstrapATha kyAM che?" gurujI: "tazANaparva mokSadetuM kRtvA tapasvina: mULa vAta, bAkI dharmanA nAme keTakeTalA gatakaDAMo cAle che. emAM kyAya 1500tApaso phasAyA nahIM ane aSTApada para AvyA." sabhAH "dharmanA nAme cAlatAM gatakaDAMonuM ekAda udAharaNa Apone?" gurujI: "ijiptavAsI loko bilADIone rahevA mATe paththaranAM moTAM maMdiro bAMdhatAM, bilADIone deva tarIke pUjatA. tathA dara varSe bilADIono mahotsava ujavatAM. prAcIna ijiptamAM gharamAM pALelI prArthanAH 2 paDAva : 10 9ra
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________________ bilADInA kAnamAM AbhUSaNo paherAvavAmAM AvatAM ane kuTumbanA eka ati mAnanIya sabhya tarIke tenI pratye vartana karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM jyAre bilADInuM mRtyu thatuM tyAre mAliko bhramara muMDAvatAM. pADozIo paNa smazAna yAtrAmAM hAjarI ApatAM. mRtyu pAmela bilADInA zarIramAM sugaMdhI dravyo bharIne mANasanA zabanI jema tene kapaDAmAM vIMTIne khAsa kabaramAM dATavAmAM AvatI hatI. 15OO tApasanA jIvanamAM mokSanI sAdhanAne anukULa, dharma avirodhI tathA dharmamAM pUraka bhautika icchAonI pUrti che. mATe ISTaphalasiddhi paNa temanA jIvanamAM che. 1500 tApasonuM jIvana pAradarzaka che. ziSTa puruSa anDara lAina karIne kahI na zake ke AmanA jIvanamAM A khAmI che. tethI logaviruddhano tyAga paNa emanAmAM che. 1pa00 tApasanA jIvanamAM vaDIlonI sevA ItyAdi che. arthAta gurUjaNapUA paNa che. 1500tApasanA jIvanamAM paropakAranI vRttio paNa che. arthAta paratthakaraNa paNa che. pAMcaso-pAMcaso-pAMcaso nA traNa gRpa che. 1-2-3 upavAsanA pAraNe 1-2-3 upavAsa kare che. pAraNe sUkI sevALa vApare che. ApaNane vaidya amuka ukALA Ape to moDhAmAM mUkI na zakIe. ApaNI jIbha to rasamAM atyaMta lolupta che. A paMdaraso tApasI jevuM vApare che evuM kadAca vAparavAnuM Ave to UlaTI thaI jAya. gAyanA chANa jevI phIkkI sevALa vAparIne sAdhanA kare che. chatAM emane aMdarano mArga sAMgopAMga khUlyo nathI. aMdaranA mArge saDasaDATa caDavAnuM che te mArge caDI nathI zakatA. guNIyalatA avvala kakSAnI prArthanA : 2 93 paDAva : 10
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________________ che. Atmika zaktio vadhI che. eTale ja aSTApada tIrthanA eka eka yojana paheluM, bIjuM, trIjuM pagathiyuM caDI zakyA che. A paMdaraso tApasanA jIvanamAM bhautika jhAkajhamALano jarA paNa prabhAva nathI." sabhAH "kevI rIte?" gurujI: "aSTApada parvata upara vidyAdharo, devI devatAonI avarajavara hoya. vidyAdharo vimAnamAM besIne upara jatAM hoya. devatAo AvatA hoya. paNa koithI aMjAyA nathI. koinAthI prabhAvita thayA nathI. A tarapha gautamasvAmI bhagavaMta pote caramazarIrI che. enI khAtrI karavA mATe aSTApada tIrtha para padhAryA che. 1500 tApasI gautama svAmIne AvatAM jue che. vicAra Ave che ke AvA kadAvara zarIravALA kevI rIte caDhaze? sAdhanA karI zarIra sUkavI nAMkhyuM che, chatAM ame caDhI zakatA nathI. to A mANasa kevI rIte caDhaze? paraMtu gautamasvAmIjI sUryanA kiraNo pakaDIne caDhI gayA. tApasIne thayuM ke A mANasamAM dama lAge che. tethI vicAre che ke A vyaktinI rAha jovA jevI che. gautamasvAmI yAtrA karI rAtre tyAM rokAyA." gurujI: "gautamasvAmIjI bhagavaMta potAnA mokSanI khAtrI karavA mATe bhagavAnanI rajA laine jAtrA karavA AvyA hatAM. jAtrA thai gai pachI rAtri kema rokAyA?" sabhAH "bhagavAne kIdhuM ke svalabdhithI jAtrA kare te te ja bhave mokSe jAya mATe rAtri rokAyA." gurujIH "Arya! bhagavAne kIdhuM ke svalabdhithI jAtrA kare che te ja bhave mokSe jAya. jAtrA thai gai. have rokAvAnI jarUra zuM?" sabhAH "bhagavAnanI adbhuta pratimAnI bhakti karavA mATe rokAyA haze." prArthanAH 2 84 paDAva : 10
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________________ gurujI: "bhagavAnanI pratimA karatAM sAkSAt tIrthakara vadhAre abhuta nahIM? sAkSAt bhagavAnane choDIne tyAM rokAvAthI zuM phAyado vadhAre. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sthApanA nikSepa karatAM bhAva nipAnA bhagavAna caDhI jAya. mATe "nAmAkRti dravya mAvai" A krama lakhyo che. tame to kaho cho ke bhagavAnathI alaga paDavAnI emane kyAreya icchA nathI. to rAtri rokAvAnI jarUra zuM?" sabhAH "Apa ja kahone?" gurujIH "ApaNe adhUruM sAMbhaLIe chIe eTale problema che. bhagavAne zuM kIdhuM te vAco, "thoDachAparve kinAnnatvI, vakSetre sa vidhyati |'' je aSTApada tIrthamAM jinezvarone vAMdIne rAtre rokAya te mokSa pAme che. mATe rAtre rokAyA che, e mukhya kAraNa che. gautamasvAmI prAta:kALe nIce UtaravA lAgyA. rAha joI rahelA tApasoe temane joyA ane temanI pAse AvIne namIne kahyuM ke, huM taponidhi mahAtmA ! ame tamArA ziSyo thaie ane tame amArA guru thAo. "gautamasvAmI bolyA ke, "sarvajJa bhagavaMta mahAvIra prabhu che te ja tamArA guru thAo" ATalAM varSothI emanA magajamAM je gerasamaja hatI. te badhI eka ja dezanAmAM dUra thai. samyagadarzana pAmI gayA. atyAra sudhI samyagadarzana pAmyA na hatA. atyAra sudhI emanAmAM mithyAtva hatuM." sabhAH "emanAmAM kyuM mithyAtva hatuM?" gurujI: anAbhigrahIka mithyAtva. tame citra doryuM hoya to varlDa phemasa citrakAra tamAruM citra jotAM tarata kahI de ne, ke A citramAM zuM khAmI che? ema gautama svAmIe emanI khAmI dUra karI. prArthanA : 2 (95 paDAva : 10
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________________ ahIM jovA jevuM e che ke gautama svAmIe emane kIdhuM ke mAbApanI bhakti karavA jevI che ? ApaNuM jIvana misTara klina hovuM joie, arthAta sapta vyasana na hovA joIe, mArgAnusArInA 35 guNo hovA joie, AvuM kazuM kIdhuM? tame paropakAra karo, svArtha to anaMtakALathI karatA AvyA chIe, AvuM kahyuM? saMdhyAnA raMgo jevuM kSaNabhaMgura A jIvana che, AvuM kahyuM? pANInA parapoTA jevuM manuSyanuM AyuSyache,evuM kahyuM? inazorTa, saMsAra asAra che, evuM kahyuM? nA." sabhAH "gautamasvAmIjIe zuM kahyuM?" gurujIH "gautamasvAmIjIne khabara che ke A sAdhakonI khUTatI kaDI kaI che. avalakakSAnA sAdhako che. 100TacanuM sonuM che." sabhAH "lokhaMDanI mekha zuM hatI? gurujI: "zAstrIya paribhASAmAM kahuM to emanA jIvanamAMthI moharAjanuM saMghayaNabaLa avidyAno nAza thaI gayo che, paNa moharAjA je siMhAsana para beThelo che e viparyAsane dUra karavAnI jarUra che." sabhAH "e viparyAsa zuM che?" gurujI: "deva-gurU-dharmanI bAbatamAM phaMDAklIyara nathI." sabhAH "AvA uttama sAdhakane dharmanI bAbatamAM phaMDA klIyara nathI? DAyajesTana thayuM!" gurujI: "Arya! uttama sAdhaka che enI nA nathI paNa sthULa eTale moTA moTA dharmanI khabara paDe che sUkSma bAbatamAM khabara paDatI nathI. dA.ta. tame koInA gharethI sonAnA dAgInA corI lyo e kharAba kahevAya, enI khabara paDe che. paNa sUkSma corInI khabara paDatI nathI." sabhAH "paMdaraso tApasAnA jIvanamAM sUkSma corI zuM?" gurujI: "paMdaraso tApasa che, arthAta saMnyAsI che. pAraNe sUkI sevALa prArthanAH 2 96 paDAva : 10
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________________ vApare che. sUkI sevALa jyAMthI le che tenA mAlikanI rajA le che? mAlikanI rajA lIdhA vagara laie to sUkSma adattAdAnanuM pApa lAge. amAre medAnamAM mAtru paraThavavAnuM hoya to paNa ame jagyAnA mAlikanI rajA svarUpe aNajANaha jasuggaho kahIe chie. mane mAtru paraThavavAnI rajA Apo. amane dhULanuM DhekuM paNa joie to rajA vagara na laie. kadAca laie to sUkSma adattAdAnanuM pApa lAge, AvI sUkSma guNa-doSanI tApasone khabara nathI. tamane to moTAM pApo paNa khabara na paDe. tame sAdhu ma.sA.pAse Avo to Tebala para vastu paDI hoya te laIne kholavA mAMDo. A doSa kahevAya enI tamane khabara paDe? kadAca masA. tamane kahe ke, Ama koInI vastu pUchyA vinA na levAya, tothobaDuM caDI jAya." sabhAH "sahaja vAMcIe chIe. kAMI aMgata jANavAnI jijJAsAnathI." gurujIH "Ane jijJAsA na kahevAya. Ane kutUhala kahevAya. aprazasta kutUhaladoSa kahevAya. AvAM aneka kutUhala ApaNAmAM paDyAM che. upavAsa hovA chatAM mAthuM mArIe ke Aje vAparavAmAM zuM hatuM? mAthuM to mArIe paNa aprazasta kutUhalone adharma mAnavA paNa taiyAra nathI. paMdaraso tApasone sUkSma guNa-doSamAM khabara nathI paDatI kAraNa ke emanA dharmazAstramAM sUkSma guNa doSonI samaja ApI nathI. jeTalI guNa doSonI samaja ApI che teTalI samaja tathA AcaraNa emanAM jIvanamAM che. ApaNane ApaNA zAstroe guNa-doSano jeTalo bodha Apyo che, te bodhanI samaja paNa nathI. guNa kyAre Avaze e to bhagavAna jANe. ahIM jovA jevuM che. paMdaraso tApasamAM temanA dharma mujabanuM saMtapaNuM hatuM. nayasAranA jIvanamAM paNa emanA dharmazAstra mujabano bodha ane gRhasthapaNuM hatuM. nayasAra nA jIvanamAM logaviruddhacAo, gurUjaNapUA, paratthakaraNa che." prArthanA 2 paDAva : 10
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________________ sabhAH "kevI rIte?" gurujI: "nayasAra grAmaciMtaka che arthAta mukhI che. jAhera jIvanamAM che. gAmano mukhI hovAthI logaviruddha pravRti enA jIvanamAM nathI. mATe to rAjAno mAnIto che. logaviruddha pravRti karanAra moTA vyaktinA mAnItA na hoya. gurajaNapUAmAM upakArInI bhakti che. rAjA mATe lAkaDuM levA Avyo che emAM kyAMya ghAlamela nahI. pUrNa bhaktino bhAva che. paropakAra paNa jIvanamAM che mATe to bhUkha lAgI che chatAM jaMgalamAM atithine vaparAvIne vAparuM evI bhAvanA che. ane guruno yoga thayo. gurue paNa yogyatA joi. bhUmikA taiyAra che paNa deva-guru-dharmanA bodhamAM cUke che. mATe "deva-guru oLakhAvIyA re, dIdho vidhinavakAra, pazcima mahAvidehamAM re, pAmyo samakita sArare..." sabhAH "nayasAranA jIvanamAM bhavanibaeNo ke mArgAnusArIpaNuM che?" gurujI: "nayasArane guru je rIte upadeza Ape che te jotAM lAge che, ke bhavanirveda haze tethI ja deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM." sabhAH "saMsArane asAra mAne che evI khabara kevI rIte paDI?" gurujI: "gurunI sAthe vAta thai haze emAM saMsAranI asAratA jaNAI haze. dA.ta. AyakhAno za etabAra ? saMsAramAM badhuM nAzavaMta che. sAthe Avaze ApaNo karelo varma. vagere vAto thai hoi zake. enA uparathI gurue deva-guru-dharma bodha Apyo. tethI jaNAya che ke bhavanirveda che. mArgAnusArI kSayopazama che tethI rasto batAvavA jAya che. guru upadeza ApavAnI vAta kare che. tyAre nayasArane A kyAM AMgaLI detAM hAtha pakaDyo evuM lAgatuM nathI. UlaTAnuM evuM bole che ke Apa Apano ziSya samajIne mane kaho.... e jotAM mane lAge che ke nayasAramAM bhavvanirvedAdi prArthanA : 2 98 paDAvaH 10
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________________ prathama 6 prArthanA che chatAM saMvijJagItArtha guru kahe e pramANabhUta... tApasone suhaguruyoga kevalajJAnanuM kAraNa banyuM. jayAre nayasArane samyadarzananuM kAraNa banyuM." sabhAH "paMdaraso tApasanuM zuM thayuM? gurujIH "gautama svAmIne kIdhuM ke tame mArA guru pachI gautama svAmIe kahyuM, bhagavAna mahAvIra ApaNA guru che tyAre ja devatAoe sAdhuveza Apyo. dIkSA lIdhI ane tyAMthI vihAra karyo. vihAra karatAM mArgamAM koI gAma AvatA bhikSAno samaya thayo eTale gautama gaNadhare tApasa munione pUchyuM ke, tamArA pAraNA mATe zuM vastu lAvuM? tApasa munioe khIra maMgAvI." sabhAH "dIkSA pahelAM upavAsa-chaTha-aThThamanA pAraNe upavAsa-chaTha-aTTama karatAM. have sIdhI khIra mAMgI, A kevuM?" gurUjI: "tamAro prazna vyAjabI che. koI vyakti potAnA ghare roja ekAsaNAM, AyaMbila karatA hoya ane pAlItANA jaIne chUTuM vApare to prazna thAya ke traNa jagatamAM AvuM tIrtha nathI. tyAM AvIne chUTuM kare che ane ghare roja AyaMbila ekAsaNAM kare che. ema 1500 tApasamunione gautama svAmI guru maLyA pachI je tattva guru pAse sAMbhaLyuM tyAre lAgyuM ke alaukika tattva maLyuM che. zarIra kRza thaI gayeluM che. AvA guru pAsethI tattva pAmavuM che ane zarIrane TakAvavuM haze to vAparavuM paDaze mATe khIra mAMge che. bAkI rasanendriya lolupa nathI. mATe bolyA paramAtra... bAkI vartamAna kALanI ghaTanA kahuM? eka yuvAne dIkSA lIdhI. bIjA divase eka nirdoSa mohanathALano TukaDo dAdA-gurue nUtana dIkSitanA pAtramAM mUkyo. tyAre nUtana dIkSite gurune prazna karyo ke gurudeva, zuM meM vAparavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI che? dAdA gurudeve tarata mIThAino TukaDo laI | prArthanA : 2 99 paDAva : 10
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________________ lIdho ane bolyA."zAbAza! zAbAza!" sabhAH "koNa mahAtmAhatA?" gurujI: "emanuM nAma ApIza e emane gamaze nahIM mATe nathI kaheto. paNa emanA guru mahAna tapasvI che. mATe emanA jIvanamAM A guNa Avyo. vartamAnakALanA nUtana dIkSita mIThAI choDI zake to zuM paMdaraso tApasa muni na choDI zake? zarIra tapanA kAraNe kRza thaI gayuM che, sadguru pAsethI tattva pAmavA mATe zarIraTakAvavuM jarUrI hatuM mATe khIra maMgAvI che. gautamasvAmI eka pAtramAM ekanuM peTa bharAya teTalI khIra lAvyA. pachI badhAne kahyuM, "he! maharSio! sau besI jAva ane khIrathI pAraNuM karo.' sarvenA manamAM thayuM ke ATalI khIrathI zuM thaze? tathApi ApaNA gurunI AjJA ApaNe mAnavI joIe. evuM vicArI badhAM eka sAthe besI gayA. gautamasvAmIe akSaNa mahAnasa labdhivaDe te sarvene pAraNuM karAvyuM.ApaNA puNyodayathI jagadaguru zrI vIra paramAtmA ApaNane dharmaguru tarIke prApta thayA che. temaja pitAtulya bodha karanAra AvA muni maLavA e paNa bahu durlabha che. mATe ApaNe sarvathA puNyavAna chIe. A pramANe bhAvanA bhAvatAM sevALa vagere pAMcaso tApasone kevalajJAna utpanna thayuM. datta vagere pAMcaso tApasone dUrathI prabhunA pratihArya jotAM ujjavaLa kevalajJAna utpanna thayuM. temaja koDinya vagere pAMcasone dUrathI bhagavAnanAM darzana thatAM kevalajJAna maLyuM." sabhAH "pAMcaso tApasane khIra vAparatAM kevalajJAna thayuM. jyAre amane te khIra uparaaSa thAya che." gurujIH "kema?" sabhAH "mAravADIo bhAta vAparatA nathI. paNa bhAtano jeTalo sToka 100 paDAva : 10 - zika kA kaka prArthanA : 2 wI hatat: 14nA kAkA makAne rajU
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________________ bacAvyo hoya, e badhA sToka khIra banAve emAM pUro karI nAkhe che. khIramAM bhAta sivAya kAMi hotuM nathI. mAravADIonI khIra amane uparache. gurujIH "bhaluM thAo tamAruM!" paMdaraso tApasamAM jevI yogyatA che tevI ja yogyatA tAmalI tApasamAM che. paNa tAmalI tApasane sadguru yoga nathI tethI lona lAIpha mithyAtvaavasthAmAM ja rahyA." sabhAH "tAmalI tApasamAM sarakhI jayogyatAnuM pramANazuM?" gurujI: "mRtyu pAmyA pachI Indra thatAM, ratnanA zAstra vAMcatA samyagadarzana pAmyA enI uparathI lAge che jo saguruno yoga thayo hota to manuSyabhavamAM paNa samyagdarzana pAmI kadAca AgaLano vikAsa paNa karI zakata. vicAravA jevuM che ke ATaATalI yogyatA pachI paNa sadguru na maLe tevuM bane che." sabhAH "tAmalI tApasane ratnonA zAstra vAMcatAM evo zuM bodha thayo haze ke samyagdarzana pAmI gayA?" gurujI: "samitiguptinuM jJAna, vAMcatA lAyaka jIva che mATe samyagudarzana pAmI gayA haze. dA.ta. saMnyAsI lAkaDAnI vastumAM vApare che tene kamaMDaLa kahe che ane sAdhu bhagavaMta lAkaDAMnA vastumAM vApare che tene pAtarA kahe che. upalaka najarathI bannemAM khAlI nAma alaga che evuM jene samitinuM jJAna nathI ene lAgaze bAkI koI pharaka nahIM lAge. - sAdhunI pAtro vAparavAnI vidhi niravadya haze. pAtarAne hAtha lagADavo haze to paNa pUMjIne leze, pUMjIne mUkaze, vAparavAmAM je pAtrA vAparaze ene kapaDAthI sApha karaze. e kapaDAne parimita jalathI svaccha karaze. e jalane niravadya sthAne paraThavI deze. e kapaDuM evI rIte sUkAvaze ke be ghaDI pahelAM sUkAI jAya. nAhaka vAyukAyanI hiMsA na thAya enuM dhyAna prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 10 101
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________________ 1. rAkhaze. A pAtarAne divasamAM be vAra paDilehaNa karaze. sAMje pAtrAne bAMdhIne mUkI deze jethI koI jIva marI na jAya. A pAtarA bAMdhavAnI vidhi paNa niravadya. sarvatra jIvadayA haze. jenI pAse samitinuM jJAna nathI tene mAtra kamaMDaLa ane pAtarA vacce nAma bheda lAgaze. tAmalI tApasa samiti guptinuM varNana vAMcatA samyagadarzana pAmI gayA hoya. athavA bhagavAna kone kahevAya e vAMcatAM sAMbhaLatA samyagadarzana pAmI gayA hoya. | tIrthakaranuM varNana vAMco emAM tamane eka vikAra nahIM dekhAya jyAre ajJAnI vyakti bhagavAnanA svarUpanuM evuM varNana kare ke je vAMcatA vicAra Ave ke bhagavAnane gusso karavAno hoya? trIjuM netra kholavuM paDyuM eTale zuM? bhagavAna nAcatA hoya evuM varNana vAMcatA thAya ke nRtya e to vikAra che. vikAra to saMsArI evA mane paNa sAro nathI lAgato to bhagavAnamAM vikAra hoya? tamArI aMdara vikAra hoya to ja tame nAcI zako." sabhAH "prazasta nRtyamAM paNa vikAra hoya?" gurUjIH "cAhe prazasta nRtya hoya ke aprazasta nRtya hoya paNa nRtya vikAra vinA na ja thai zake. pUrNa vyaktinA svarUpanuM varNana karo emAM vikAra batAvo eTale tarata samyagdaSTinA kamyuTaramAM erara Avaze. ..vizeSa vAto avasare... kaDaka kahI . prArthanA : 2 102 102 paDAva : 10
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________________ || zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | || anaMtalablinidhAna-gautamasvAmine namaH | paDAva: 11 jaLa bharI saMpuTa patramAM,yugalIka nara pUMjata RSabha caraNa aMguThaDe, dAyaka bhavajala aMtaH bhavano aMta lAvavA mATe ApaNe prArthanA sUtranI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. emAM ApaNe suhagurujogo sudhI pahoMcyA chIe. ApaNA jIvanamAM sadgurunA mukhya be rola che. 1. pratibodha 2. anuzAsana pratibodha-prati=UlaTuM, bodha=jJAna ApaNane je jJAna che e jJAnathI UlaTuM jJAna ApavuM enuM nAma pratibodha. sabhAH "udAharaNathI samajAvo ne?" gurujIH "eka yuvAnane yuvatI gamI gaI che. ekapakSI prema che. e yuvatI je kolejamAM bhaNatI haze tyAM eDamizana levAno plAna karaze. enA ja klAsamAM tathA enI ja bAjumAM besavAnI TrAya karaze. enI sAthe vAta karavAnI TrAya karaze. yuvatI jyAMthI pasAra thatI haze tyAM Ubho raheze. sabhAH "prema thAya to traNa kalAka basasTaoNpa para Ubho rahe." gurujIH yuvatInA gharanI AjubAju AMTA mAravAnI koziza karaze. yuvatInI bahenapaNIo sAthe mitratA karavAnI koziza karaze. paraMtu e yuvatI atyaMta saMskArI che. enI sagAI anya yuvaka sAthe thai gai che. e yuvaka rAma jevo saMskArI che ane A yuvatI sItA jevI satI che. ene pelA romiyo upara koi prema-lAgaNI nathI. A romiyo yuvatInA nAmanA jApa karyA ja kare che. AvA yuvakane tame zuM samajAvazo?" - prArthanA : 2 103 paDAvaH 11
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________________ sabhAH "A vana sAiDa aphera che. tuM AkhI jiMdagI mAthA paTakIne marI jaiza to paNa te yuvatI tArI nahIMthAya." gurujIH yuvaka kahe mArAthI bhUlAtuM nathI. huM ApaghAta karI nAkhIza." sabhAH "thoDA divasamAM badhuM bhUlAI jaze. tane tArI potAnI vAta upara hasavuM Avaze. rAvaNane paNa ekapakSI premanA kAraNe maravuM paDyuM. tuM samajI jA. gAMDo thA mA." gurujI: "basa sadguru tamane A ja vAta samajAvavA mAMge che ke tamAro vana sAIDa aphera che. tuM mAne che ke ghara mAruM che. tuM marI jaIza. gharane kAMI nahIM thAya. ane ghara tUTI jaze to tuM tUTI jaiza, kAraNake tane eka pakSI prema che. tane pudgala upara bharoso che ke, A mAruM che. paNa tArI A bharosAnI bheMsa pADo jaNaze. tamArI je pudgala para zraddhA hatI ke A pudgala mAro mitra che. tAraNahAra, bhagavAna lAge che. e badhI tArI aNasamaja che. e aNasamajane dUra karavI enuM nAma ja pratibodha. Aja sudhI pudgala taraNatAraNahAra lAgatuM hatuM e buddhithI UlaTI buddhi ApavI e ja pratibodha. arthAta pudgalamAM sukhanI buddhi hatI. vAstavamAM sukhanI buddhi AtmAmAM che. eno ahesAsa saguru karAvaze. sukha-du:khanA phaMDA kliyara karAvaze. jagatamAM melerIyA, svAInaphalu, TAIphoIDa vagere badhA rogonI davA che. DaoNkTara roga mujaba davA Ape ema sadguru bhAvaroganAM spezyAlIsTa che, DokTara che. jevo dardIe pramANe davA Ape. siddharSi gaNI rAtre upAzrayamAM AvyA tyAre sadguru e sarvaviratinI TebaleTa ApI. prArthanA : 2 104 1 /4 paDAva : 11
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________________ bhIla-bhIlaDIne jaMgalamAM saddaguruno yoga thayo. prathama dravyathI dezaviratino upadeza Apyo. (samyagudarzananI vAta na karI). deza-viratinA pAlanathI dharmapAmyA." sabhAH "deza-viratimAM zuM bAdhA ApI?" gurUjIH "mahinAmAM eka divasa hiMsA na karavI. eka divasa hiMsA baMdha karAvIne ahiMsAmAM upAdeya buddhi karAvIne bhIla, bhIlaDIne dezaviratinITebaleTa ApIne pratibodha karyA. bhagavAna caMDakauzika sarpa mATe speziyala gayA ane bujha-bujha caMDakoziyA kahyuM. jyAre gozALo bhagavAnanA ziSya tarIke badhe potAne oLakhAve che. cha varSa sudhI sAthe rahyo che. chatAM gozALAnI upekSA karI. aMta samaye lAgyuM ke dharma pAmaze. tethI gautama svAmIne pratibodha karavA mUkyA ane banI zake eTalA kaThora vacanothI pratibodha karavA jaNAvyuM. caMDakauzike DaMkha mAryo chatAM tyAM kyAMya kaThoratA nahIM ane gozALAne pratibodhamAM kaThoratAno upayoga karAvyo. arpattadattane methIpAka ApavA jevo lAgyo to saddagurue hADakAM UtArI nAkhyA ane pratibodha kya. vaMkacUlane enA jIvanamAM bananAra ghaTanAnA AdhAre bodha ApI pratibodha karyo. anAthi munie zreNika mahArAjAne samyagadarzananI TebaleTa ApavA dvArA pratibodha karyo. cilAtIputranA eka hAthamAM suSmAnuM ma zuM che. bIjA hAthamAM lohIvALI talavAra che. AvI hAlatamAM gurune kahe che ke, mane dharma kaho ane gurue upazama-viveka-saMvara traNa zabdo rUpI TebaleTa cilAtIkumArane ApIne tenuM hita karyuM." - prArthanA : 2 105 pakava : 10
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________________ sabhAH "AvI hAlatamAM Apane pUchyuM hota to Apa zuM kaheta?" gurujI: "mArI sAme marelI cakalI paDI hoya to paNa huM joI zakto nathI, to manuSyanuM marDara kareluM mAthuM laine, hAthamAM khullI talavAra sAthe mane kahe ke, dharma kaho to huM to bhAgI ja jAuM. Ane dharma pamADavA gayA to ApaNA bAra vAgI jAya. AvA kesane henDala karavAnI mArI bhUmikA nathI. davA badhI sArI hoya paNa kyAM dardIne kaI davA devI enuM jJAna hovuM jarUrI che. zrIpati zreSThIne kamaLa nAmano putra hato. te dharmathI parADamukha ane sAte vyasanamAM tatpara hato. pitAe ekavAra tenI AgaLa dharmanI vAta karI te sAMbhaLI kamaLa bolyo ke he pitA! jIva kyAM che? svarga kyAM che? mokSa kyAM che? A badhuM to AkAzane AliMgana karavA jevuM ane ghoDAnA zIMgaDA jevuM kevaLa asatya ja che. tapa-saMyama vagere kriyAonI tame prazaMsA karI cho. paNa e to kevaLa ajJAnI manuSyone chetaravA mATe ja kahela che. pitAjI eka vakhata kamaLane vyAkhyAnamAM laI gayA. pravacana bAda pUchyuM. samajAyuM? to bolyo, gurunA kaMThamAM rahelI gAMTha bolatI vakhate 108 vAra UMcI-nIcI thaI te meM gaNI paNa jyAre guru phAsTa zabda bolyA tyAre gaNAI nathI. bIjIvAra ana | bhagavaMtanA vyAkhyAnamAM laI gayA. pravacana bAda pUchyuM. samajAyuM tyAre kamaLa bolyo. gurunI pATa nIce kANuM che. te daramAM keTalI kIDI aMdara gaI ane keTalI kIDI bahAra AvI te gaNI. samajI zake che ke A jIva nAstika, saptavyasanI che chatAM ekavAra e nagaramAM sUra bhagavaMta padhAryA. zrIpati zreSThIe kamaLanI sthitI jaNAvI tene pratibodhanI vinaMtI karI. sUri bhagavaMte kamaLane pUchavuM che vatsa tuM kAmazAstra jANe che? kamaLa kahyuM ke, huM zuM jANuM? Apa ja teno kAMi sAra hoya te kaho. sUri bolyA, he kamaLa! sAMbhaLa, strIo cAra prakAranI prArthanA : 2 106 paDAva : 11
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________________ hoya che. padminI, hastinI, citraNI ane zaMkhinI. temAM padminI strI uttama hoya che. pachI pachInI strIo utaratI hoya che. AcArya bhagavaMte kamaLane eka divasa padminI strInI mAhitI ApI. e pramANe vAtomAM rasa paDavAthI kamaLa haMmezA sUri bhagavaMta pAse javA AvavA lAgyo ane koI vakhata zRMgAranuM, koIvAra IndrajALanuM, koIvAra bIjuM varNana sAMbhaLIne, guru para rAgI thayo. ema karatAM mAsakalpa pUrNa thayo. tyAre vihAra karatI veLAe sUrijIe tene kahyuM ke, he kamaLa! have ame vihAra karIe chIe tethI amArA samAgamanA smaraNa mATe tuM kAMIka niyama grahaNa kara. te sAMbhaLI hAsya para prItivALo kamaLa hAMsI karato bolyo ke, he pUjaya! mAre ghaNA niyamo che, te Apa sAMbhaLo. 1) mArI IcchAthI koI vakhata maravuM nahIM. 2) naLiyA, ITa vagere khAvA nahIM. 3) dUdhamAM thoranuM dUdha pIvuM nahIM. 4) AkhuM nALiyera mukhamAM nAMkhavuM nahIM vagere ghaNA niyamo mAre che. upahAsavALA kamaLanAM vacano sAMbhaLI sUrijI bolyA, "are kamaLa ! amArI sAthe paNa hAsya karavAthI aneka bhava upArjana thAya che. atyAre hAsyano vakhata nathI mATe koI paNa niyama le. te sAMbhaLIne kamaLa jarA lajjA pAmIne bolyo ke, - mArA paDozamAM eka vRddha kuMbhAra rahe che. tenA mAthAnI TAla joyA pachI ja mAre khAvuM. te vinA mAre khAvuM nahIM. e niyama Apo. gurUe lAbha joIne niyama Apyo. eka vakhata kamaLa koi kAmathI rAjadarabAramAM gayo hato. kAmamAM ane kAmamAM madhyAhna thai gayo. tethI jamavAnuM ghaNuM moDuM thayuM. pachI ghare AvIne te jamavA bese che. teTalAmAM tenI mAtAe tene niyama yAda karAvyo ke tAre kuMbhAranI TAla jovAnI bAkI che. kuMbhAra mATI levA gAmanI bahAra gayo hato. tethI kamaLa paNa gAma bahAra gayo. dUrathI eka khADAmAM vAMko prArthanA : 2 107 paDAva : 11
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________________ vaLIne mATI khodatAM kuMbhAranI TAla joIne "e joI, joI"ema kamaLa jorathI bolyo. te vakhate kuMbhAra mATI khodatAM sonAmahorano nidhi prApta thayo hato. kamaLa joI gayo lAge che tethI jo te rAjAne kaheze to rAjA sarva nidhi laI jaze. evI zaMkA thavAthI kuMbhAre kamaLane kahyuM ke, "alyA kamaLa ! ahIM Ava. ardho bhAga tAro."chatAM kamaLa bolyo, "joi joi" tethI kuMbhAre kahyuM ke badhuM tuM laI jA paNa tANIne bola bola nA kara. te sAMbhaLIne kamaLane kAMika zaMkA thavAthI tenI pAse gayo ane nidhi joyo. tethI vicAravA lAgyo ke hAMsIthI lIdhelA eka nAnA niyamathI paNa mane Avo moTo lAbhathayo. to daDha zraddhAthI dharma karyo hota to keTalo moTo lAbha thAta? guru ma.sA. e nAstika, saptavyasanIne 12 vratadhArI zrAvaka banAvyo. tethI TIcarsa + TekanolojI= Toparsa. saMvijJa gItArtha guru hoya ane bhagavAne batAveluM bAdhAonuM vyavahAra nayanuM mALakhuM hoya to vyakti Topa upara pahoce. sabhAH "saMgItamAM kyo rAga kyAre gavAya enuM paNa jJAna jarUrI che. dA.ta. bhairava rAga savAre prathama praharamAM ja gavAya. jyAre bhairavI rAga game tyAre gavAya. paNa prasaMganA samApanamAM ja gavAya. darabArI rAga madhyarAtrie, jyAre mAlakauMsa rAga rAtre 12 thI 3 mAM gavAya. to enI iphekTa Ape. saMgItanA rAga gAvAmAM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. to koInuM hita karavAmAM agAdha jJAna joIe. ApanI vAta sAcI che." gurue khAsa jovuM paDe ke sAmevALA vyaktinI bhUmikA kaI che. enI mAnyatA zuM che? jenAmAM samyagadarzananA sAMsA hoya ene samyagadarzana pamADavuM paDe. lAge ke jIva dravyathI dezavirati pALIne samyagadarzana tathA dezavirati pAmI zake ema che to ene pahelA dravyathI dezavirati pamADaze. dezaviratinA pAlana dvArA bhAvathI samyagadarzana tathA prArthanA : 2 108 paDAva : 11
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________________ bhAvathI dezavirati pamADaze. jema bhIla-bhIlaDIne deza-virati pamADI. je dIkSA laI zakto hoya evA jIvane bhAI tuM roja eka sAmAyika karane! keTalo lAbha thAya. ene sAmAyika karato kare to doSa lAge. ene pahelAM dIkSA ja batAvavI joIe. have koInA manamAM dhUna caDhI jAya ke dIkSA ja sauthI UMco dharma che. tethI je Ave tene eka ja gIta gAyA kare ke bAbalAne dIkSA kyAre Apo cho? tamAre hajI keTaluM saMsAramAM rahevuM che? AvuM na bolAya. sAmenuM pAtra dharma mATe zuM abhigama rAkhe che te jANavuM paDe. ADedhaDa bolyA karo to sAcI vAta kahevAmAM paNa doSa lAgI zake. dharmamAM mAnato nathI evA jIvane tame kaho ke bAbalAne dIkSA Apa. to e jIva samajaze ke ahIM to badhAne celA joIe che. saMsArI jIvane sauthI vahAlI cIja potAnA saMtAno hoya ane e saMtAnone tame AvatAveMta mAMgavA mAMDo te kema cAle?" sabhAH "zAstramAM evuM udAharaNa kharuM ke bhUmikA jANyA vagara upadeza Apyo hoya... ane cUka thai gai hoya...?" gurUjI: "hA, eka ajaina rAjA dharma tarapha lagAva hovAthI dareka dharmanA saMnyAsIne rAja darabAramAM bolAvIne dharmanuM zravaNa karato hato. emAM eka guru bhagavaMta tyAM padhAryA ane rAjAnI bhUmikA, lAyakAtanA vicAra vagara ja sIdhuM zuddha deva-guru-dharmanuM svarUpa kahyuM, jemAM spaSTa phalita thatuM hatuM ke, arihaMta, jaina sAdhu ane jainonA dharma sivAya bIjuM badhuM khoTuM che. rAjA guNIyala hato. badhuM sAMbhaLyuM paNa enA manamAM UlaTI chApa paDI ke A sAdhu anyanI niMdA kare che. sAdhunI maryAdA jALavI, mATe kazuM bolyA nahIM paNa chApa UlaTI paDI. guru bhagavaMtane paNa TyUbalAITa to thaI ke, baphAI gayuM che. bIjA gItArtha guru maLyA. emane vAta karI to emaNe kahyuM ke A bhUla kahevAya. prArthanA 2 109 paDAvaH 11
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________________ huM te ja pradezamAM vihAra karuM chuM. kadAca rAjA mane bolAvaze to tamArI bhUlane rIpera karavAnI koziza karIza. bIjA gurubhagavaMta vihAra karatA e ja rAjayamAM gayA ane rAjAe dharma zravaNa karAvavA mATe rAja darabAramAM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. gurubhagavaMta rAja darabAramAM gayA ane rAjAe pUchyuM, "dharma kone kahevAya? "emaNe je je darzano jene jene dharma mAne che te batAvyuM. rAjAe pUchyuM AmAM sAco dharma kyo? gurujIe kahyuM tuM ja abhyAsa karIne taTasthatAthI nirNaya kara.. rAjA dharma pAmyo." sabhAH "dIkSA ApI hoya tyAre lAyaka hoya ane pachI lAyakAta cAlI jAya to zuM karavAnuM?" gurUjI: "AgamamAM 500 ziSyonI vAta Ave che. gurubhagavaMta pRthvIne pAvana karI rahyA che. vihAra karatAM sAIDamAM caMdraprabha svAmInuM tIrtha AvatuM hovAthI gurubhagavaMtane vinaMtI karI ke amAre caMdraprabha svAmIjInAM tIrthanAM darzana karavA javuM che.gurubhagavaMte kahyuM ke ApaNe saMyama yAtrA mahatvanI che, tIrthayAtrA nahIM. saMyamayAtrA karatAM vacce tIrthayAtrA Avaze tyAre darzana karazuM paNa ziSyone tIrthayAtrAnI dhUna mAthAmAM savAra thaI. badhAe bhegAM thaine nirNaya karyo. guru bhale nA pADatA, ApaNe to jAtrA karazuM ane jAtrA karavA mATe gurune aMdhArAmAM rAkhI badhAe vihAra karyo. gurune khabara paDI ke ziSyoe jAtrA mATe vihAra karyo che. guru ekAMtamAM beThA ane vicAravA lAgyA ke huM bhagavAnanI je AjJA che te ja kahyuM che. chatAM mArA ziSyo bhagavAnanI AjJA kema nathI mAnatA ? kadAca meM jIvanamAM kyAMka bhagavAnanI AjJAo utthApI che tethI nathI mAnatA. AvuM vicArI gurue potAnuM selpha onjharvezana cAlu karyuM. potAnA jIvanamAM taTasthatAthI jotAM emane potAnA jIvanamAM bhUladekhAI nahIM. prArthanA : 2 11) paDAva : 11
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________________ tethI vicAre che ke A ziSyo ayogya che. tethI dIkSA UtArI levI joie. tethI guru ogho pAcho levA mATe ziSyo pAchaLa gayA. ziSyo gurune AvatAM joIne bhAgyA. pAchaLa guru, AgaLa ziSyo-pakaDApakkI cAlu thai. emAM eka ziSya hAthamAM AvI gayo. guru ene samajAve che ke te A pRthvIkAyAdinI virAdhanA mATe dIkSA lIdhI che? tyAM ja siMha AvI gayo. gurU-ziSya samajI gayA ke have bacavuM agharuM che tethI aMtima ArAdhanAmAM lAgyA. ziSyane paNa pastAvo thayo ke, mArAthI bhUla thaI gaI. A pramANe aMtima ArAdhanA karatAM siMha baMnene khAI gayo. kALa karIne baMnenI sadgati thaI. kalyANa thayuM ane 499 ziSyoe yAtrA karIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyuM. mULavAta, yogyatA nAza pAme to dIkSA paNa choDAvavI paDe." sabhAH "jAtrA karavAnuM mana thAya to dIkSA choDI devAnI, AmAM vadhAre paDatuM nathI?'' gurujI: "Arya! tArI vAta sAcI che. paNa, ahIM guru tarIke koNa che? te jovuM paDe. ahIM je AcAryabhagavaMta guru tarIke che te bhAvAcArya che. emanA jIvanamAM evI koI khAmI nathI ke emanA ziSyo emanAmAMthI khoTuM karatAM zIkhyA hoya. bhAvAcArya e tIrthakaratulya che. AvA AcArya bhagavaMtane ayogyatA lAgatAM AvuM hArDa sTepa lIdhuM hoI zake... bhagavAna mahAvIra caMDakauzika sarpane pratibodha karavA DaMkha khAya che. 15 divasa tyAM UbhA rahe che. ane gozALo potAne bhagavAnano ziSya ja mAne che. sAthe ja vicare che chatAM upekSA kare che ane caMDakauzika jevA dRSTiviSa sarpane bodha pamADe che. lAyakAta, geralAyakAta jovI paDe." sabhAH "ApanA ziSyo A rIte yAtrA karavAnuM kahe to Apa dIkSA UtArI nAkho? athavA zuM sTepalo?" prArthanAH 2 11 1 paDAva : 11
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________________ gurUjI: "kadAca mArA pa-7 ziSyo thaI gayA. emane evI IcchA thaI ke amAre pAlItANA yAtrA karavA javuM che. meM samajAvyuM ke jyAre avasara Avaze tyAre jaIzuM. hAla saMyama ArAdhanA karo. chatAM ziSyo na mAnyAto huM uparokta AcArya ma.sA. jevuM sTepa na laI zakuM." sabhAH "kema?" gurUjI: "kAraNa ke mArA khudanA jIvanamAM keTalAya paramAtmAnI AjJAviruddha pravRttio mArA ziSyoe joI che. dA.ta. meM vagara kAraNe paNa sUryodaya pahelA vihAra karyo che. vagara kAraNe ke sAmAnya kAraNe AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparI che. meM navakalpI vihAranI maryAdA vagara kAraNe toDI che. AvI anekAneka bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddhanI pravRtti mArA jIvanamAM ziSyoe joi che. have mAruM jIvana khAmIvALuM che ane huM paramAtmAnI AjJAnI zekhI mAruM to ziSyone DAyajesTa nahIMthAya. uparokta AcArya bhagavaMte selpha oljharvezana taTasthatApUrvaka karyuM. emane emanA jIvanamAM eka khAmI dekhAI nathI ke mArA ziSyo mArI arthAt bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanI mArI vAta na mAne. jyAre mArA jIvanamAM AvuM kazuM nathI. tethI mArAthI dIkSA utAro evuM na kahI zakAya. lAbhAlAbha vicArIne kadAca yAtrA paNa karAvavI paDe. A badhuM saMvijJagItArtha nakkI karI Ape ane te pramANe sTepa levA paDe. ApaNI buddhi pramANe na calAya. TopalevalanA gurumAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno samAveza thAya pachI gaNadhara bhagavaMtono samAveza thAya. sabhAH "amArA evA moDhAM nathI ke paramAtmA ke gaNadhara bhagavaMta guru tarIke maLe." gurujI: "tethI atyaMta DIpreza thai javAnI paNa jarUra nathI. bhale prArthanA 2 11 2 paDAva : 11
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________________ caudapUrvadhara, dasapUrvadhara vagere viziSTa jJAnI guru paNa tamane maLyA nathI. chatAM saMvigna-gItArtha guru Aje paNa hAjara che." sabhAH "paMca mahAvratadhArI gurupadamAM na Ave?" gurujI: "paMca mahAvratadhArI gurupadamAM ja che paraMtu e saMvijJa-gItArtha na hoya to te mArgadarzaka guru na banI zake. sabhAH "gRhastha guru hoI zake?" gurujI: "gRhastha bahuzruta hoya ane tamArA jIvanamAM dharmanI preraNAdi ApyA hoya to te kalyANamitra kahevAya. paNa guru na kahevAya. gurupada mATe to eTalisTa paMcamahAvratadhArI joIe." sabhAH "Aje to gRhastho guru tarIke pUjAya che." gurujI: "asaMyatanI pUjA-e accheruM che. 9mA- 10mA bhagavAnanA vaccenA kALamAM gRhastho guru tarIke pUjAya te accheruM gaNAyuM che." sabhAH "Ape kahyuM ke, paMcamahAvratadhArI gurupadamAM Ave paNa mArgadarzaka guru to saMvijJa-gItArtha ja banI zake. AvuM kema?" gurujI: "DaoNkTara enesthesiyA ApavAmAM cUkI jAya to dardI marI jAya.enesthesiyA ocho paNa na apAya, vadhAre paNa na apAya. saMvijJagItArtha jANI zake ke, utAvaLa karavA jevI che ke nahIM? dA.ta. bAhubalI RSabhadeva bhagavAnano dIkaro che. nAnapaNathI moTo bhagavAne karyo che. bhagavAne saMskAra ApavAmAM kAMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI." sabhA: "bhagavAnanA khoLAmAM ja moTA thayA che." gurujIH "sAcI vAta che, chatAM baMne bhAInuM yuddha thayuM emAM bhagavAna vacce paDyA? zAstramAM be matAMtara Ave che. emAM ekamAM lakhyuM bAra varSa sudhI yuddha cAlyuM keTalA jIvono saMhAra thayo chatAM bhagavAne samAcAra mokalyA?" sabhA: "bhagavAnane khabara che ke chelle dIkSA levAno che." prArthanA 2 113 paDAva : 11
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________________ gurUjI: "chelle dIkSA levAno che to hAla dIkSA le to vAMdho che? saMvijJa gItArthamAM kevI dhIraja hoya. dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa 1 varSa sudhI koI samAcAra mokalyA ke bAhubalI mArI dezanA cAle che. tuM kema nathI Avato? bahu moTo thaI gayo che? have dezanAnI tAre jarUra nathI? huM tAro pitA chuM. mane vaMdana karavAmAM zuM vAMdho? mane vaMdana karIza to tuM nAno thaI jaIza? Avo eka paNa zabda nathI bolyA." sabhAH "12 mahinA pachI kema samAcAra mokalyA?" gurUjI: "loDhuM tapyuM hatuM. have ghA mAravo jarUrI hato. eTale samAcAra mokalyA. paNa e samAcAra paNa eTalA ja mokalyA ke...." sabhAH "zuM samAcAra mokalyA?" gurUjI: "vIrA morA gaja thakI utaro, gaja caDe kevalana hoya re." bAhubalI vicAre che. marUdevA mAtAne to gaja upara kevalajJAna thayuM hatuM. vaLI bhagavAnanA sAdhvIjI evA bahena ma.sAhebo jUThuM paNa na bole. huM gaja upara beTho paNa nathI. Ama vicAra karatAM khabara paDI ke, gaja upara eTale pUrvadIkSita kevalajJAnI bhAIone vaMdana na karavA rUpa je abhimAna che, te ja gaja (hAthI) che. o AIsI! satya samajAyuM, DagaluM bharyuM ane kevalajJAna thayuM." sabhAH "kAza AvA gurU maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya." gurujIH "TubI phrenka" vagara yogyatAe AvA guru maLe to paNa kalyANa na thAya. kamaThane pAnAtha bhagavAna maLyA chatAM yogyatA na hatI to bhagavAna tattva samajAvavA jAya che to sAme gaLe paDe che..." sabhAH "zuM gaLe paDyo?" gurujIH "hajAro loka vacce bhagavAnanuM apamAna karatAM bolyo. "kamaTha kahe suNo rAjavI ! tuma azva khelAvo..." tame rAjakumAra cho. ghoDA prArthanA : 2 114 paDAva : 11
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________________ khelAvavA e tamAruM kAma che. dharma-adharmae to amAro viSaya che." sabhAH "tyAre bhagavAne zuM karyuM?" gurujI: "kamaThamAM yogyatA na hatI tethI tenI upekSA karI ane tyAre sevaka pAse AganI javALAomAMthI kASTha kaDhAvyuM ane emAMthI sApa kADhIne batAvyo." sabhAH "sApajkhana mAre?" gurUjI: "sApanI prakRti gussAvALI hoya che. pote aDadho baLI gayo che. bhayaMkara dAhache. saMjJI paMcendriya hovAthI badhI khabara paDe che. eka tarapha pote jenA kAraNe baLelo che te vyakti che. bIjI tarapha prazamarasagna bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanI AkRtine joyA ja kare che. sApanuM upAdAna yogya hatuM. mATe sApane bhagavAnano upadeza, AkRti asara karI gayA jyAre kamaThane bhagavAna dvaSanuM kAraNa banyA. TUMkamAM, yogyatA hoya to ja paramaguru paNa kalyANa karI zake. bAkI to bhaDako ja thAya." sabhAH "sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke bhagavAna to hita hoya to ja pravRtti kare. ahIM kamaThanuM hita to na thayuM ne?" gurUjI: vAta sAcI, paNa tyAM hAjara hajAro lokonuM hita thayuM." sabhAH "zuM hita thayuM?" gurUjI: "unmArgathI je impasa thaI jAta te na thayA. kamaThathI Impasa hatAM mATe ja loko ekaThA thayAM hatAM. pachI khabara paDI ke adharma che." sabhA: "adharma zuM?" gurUjIH "saMnyAsI AvI rIte tapa kare, temAM virAdhanA che. tethI khoTuM che." sabhAH "zrAvaka sAdharmika bhakti kare temAM paNa keTalA moTA cUlA vagere hoya che, to temAM pApa na lAge?" prArthanA : 2 paDAva : 11 1 1 5
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________________ gurUjI: "zrAvaka gRhastha che. bhUmikA badalAtAM dharma badalAI jaze. pArzvanAtha prabhu saMnyAsI evA kamaThane samajAve che ke "Ane dharma na kahevAya." mULa vAta, vArANasI nagarInA hajAro loko ane sApanuM hita thayuM." sabhAH "kamaThanuM hita na thayuM ne?" gurUjI: "ekAMte paramaguruthI paNa hita thAya evuM nahIM maLe. ina ToTAlITI jovuM paDe. eka vakhata RSabhadeva prabhu samavasaraNamAM dezanA ApI rahyA che. samavasaraNanA 20 hajAra pagathiyAM hoya che. 20 pagathiyAMe 1 mALa thAya. eTale 1000 mInI hAITa upara bhagavAna birAjamAna che. dezanA ApI rahyA che. e dezanAmAM bharata cakravartI paNa AvyA che. bhavya jIvothI vyApta evI sabhA joine harSa pAmelA bharatacakrie prabhune pUchyuM, he jagatapati! jANe traNa jagata ekatra thayA hoya evI tiryaMca, nara, devamaya sabhAmAM koI evo puruSa che ke je ApanI peThe tIrthane pravartAvI A bharata kSetrane pavitra karaze? tyAre bhagavAne marIcinuM nAma ApyuM ke mAro putra marIci A bharatakSetramAM A covIsInA chellA tIrthakara thaze. bharata mahArAjA samavasaraNamAMthI marIci pAse gayA. marIcine vaMdana karatA bharata mahArAjAe kahyuM, tame tripRSTha nAme prathama vAsudeva thazo. mahAvidehamAM priya mitra nAme cakravata thazo. te tamArA vAsudevapaNAne tathA cakrIpaNAne huM vaMdato nathI. temaja tamArA A parivrAjakapaNAne huM vaMdato nathI. paNa tame covIsamA tathaMkara thazo tethI huM tamane vaMdu chuM ema kahI mastake aMjali joDI, traNa pradakSiNA karI. bharatezvare marIcine vaMdanA karI. A sAMbhaLIne prArthanA : 2 116 paDAva : 11
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________________ kuLamada karavAthI marIcie nIca gotra karma bAMdhyuM. ahIM marIcinuM to ahita ja thayuM ne? chatAM Ina ToTAliTI jovAnuM. bharatanuM hita thayuM. samavasaraNamAM beThelAM keTalAMya jIvonuM hita thayuM haze." sabhAH "A sAMbhaLIne zuM hita thayA?" gurUjI: "bhagavAnanA vaMzamAM kevA kevA uttama jIvo janamyA che te khabara paDatAM sArAM kuLa-jAti upara mAna thAya te sArI vAta ja che. enAthI sukuLamAM janma maLe. sukuLa AtmakalyANa mATe eka phekTara che." sabhAH "tridaMDIne vaMdana karAya?" gurUjI: "sarvajJa AjJA ApatA hoya to karAya." sabhAH "bharata mahArAja bhagavAnanI rajA laIne gayA hatA? gurUjI: "ti kRtvA vInuzAmaviya maratezvara: marIci vandituM mancA, bhgvNtmivaa'bhygaat|" jema DokTaranA dAMta pILA hoya, DaoNkTaranI cAmaDIno raMga kALo hoya, DaoNkTaranA vALa sapheda thaI gayA hoya chatAM tamane TrITamenTa karAvavAmAM koi problema nathI. DaoNkTaramAM be vastu hovI joie. eka to te lAlacu na hovo joIe. DaoNkTara lAlacu hoya to na cAle. kAraNake lAlacanA kAraNe oparezana karI nAkhe. bIjA naMbare DaoNkTara niSNAta hovo joie. kadAca DaoNkTaralAlacu na hoya paNa niSNAta na hoya to na cAle. Ama to gurumAM ghaNA guNo hovA joIe. Arya dezamAM utpanna thayelo hovo joIe vagere.... ghaNA guNo gurumAM hoya temAM be guNo to hovA ja joie. 1) gurunaHspRhI hovA joie. 2) ubhayajJa arthAta niSNAta joie." sabhAH "ni:spRhI na hoya to?" prArthanA : 2 1 17 paDAva H 11
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________________ gurujI: "niHspRhI na hoya to tamane potAnI spRhA pramANe DhALavAnI koziza karaze. dA.ta. tamArA jIvanamAM bhaNavAnI agatyatA ApavA jevI hoya ane gurune cha'ri pAlita saMghamAM nizrA ApavI haze to tamane saMghanuM mahatva samajAvaze. kadAca tame bhaNavA dvArA phAsTa samyagudarzana pAmI kalyANa thaI zake ema hovA chatAM potAnI icchA mujabanA kAryomAM joDaze. jenAthI tamArA hitamAM rukAvaTathavAnI saMbhAvanA che." sabhAH "guru niSNAta che paNa spRhAvALA che to cAle?" gurujI: "bhautika spRhA hoya to niSNAta guruthI paNa hitanI saMbhAvanA nathI. mASatuSa muninA guru niHspRha paNa che ane niSNAta paNa che. jo spRhAvALA hota to kahI deta ke mAruM kAma karyA kara. jJAna to caDatuM nathI. gokhavAnuM choDI de. jayAre guru niHspRhI tathA niSNAta hatA to mAruSamAtuSa pada gokhavA ApI dIdhuM. vicAravA jevuM che ke chokarAo mASatuSamuni tarIke bolAvatA thayA chatAM gokhavAnuM choDAvyuM nathI. A ja vAta batAve che ke guru niHspRhI che, tathA mAruSa-mAtuSa gokhavAthI kalyANa thayuM tethI niSNAta paNa che." sabhAH "ubhayajJa guru eTale zuM?" gurujI: "jJAnanaya-kriyAnaya, vyavahAranaya-nizcayanaya, utsarga-apavAda vagerenA jJAtA hoya ene ubhayajJa guru kahevAya. AvA guru mATe yathArtha kahevAya che ke, "ziza diye bhI guru mile to bhI sastA jANa." taayaNa sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA jene sadguru ane temanA caraNanI sevA maLI gaI che te jIvono saMsAra paribhramaNano vijhA pUro thavA Avyo che. guru je davA Ape te barAbara levI arthAt temanA anuzAsanamAM rahevuM. jema meghakumArane prArthanA : 2 118 paDAva : 11
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________________ saddaguruno yoga thayA pachI pATA uparathI UtaratI gADI bhagavAnanA anuzAsananA kAraNe pAchI caDI gai. sabhAH "Apano sadguru jogomAM samAveza thaI jato haze ne?" gurUjI: "bhImasena joSIne anurAdhA pauDavAle pUcheluM ke Ape kyA rAganuM sarjana karyuM che. dareka diggaja saMgItakAra potAnA nAme eka rAganuM sarjana karI jAya che. e diggaja saMgItakAranI namrokti AvI hatI, "beTI! rAga ke sRjana kI kyA bAta karatI ho? hama to abhI "sAse re "taka bhI nahIM pahuMce hai!" bhImasena joSIjInI to namrokti hatI paNa mArI to vAstavikokti che ke huM to sadgurunA caraNanI raja banuM to mArI jAtane dhanya mAnIza. ahIM A pustakamAM jeTaluM paNa samajAvyuM che temAM mAruM kazuM nathI. guru bhagavaMto pAsethI je jANyuM-sAMbhaLyuM te lakhyuM che. temAM jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam tathA dhyAna doravA namra vinaMtI sAthe." ne micchAmi-dukkaDama . prArthanA 2 prArthanA : 2 119 1 19
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________________ : noMdha: A pustaka Apane anya koI nAme prakAzita karavuM hoya to aMdaranI meTara yathAvat rAkhIne prakAzita karavAno hakka paramArtha parivAra Apane Ape che. A pustaka vAMcyA pachI jarUra na hoya to nIcenA ThekANe parata karavI Ara. ke. meTala IMDasTrIjha |4|e, javAhara menzana bilDIMga, grAunDa phlora, phaNasa vADI, vinaya hoTalanI bAjumAM, muMbaI - 400 004 mo. 9820441030 GE ka
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________________ paramArtha-parivAra dvArA prakAzita pustakoH 11) sArAMza 02) sukhanA samIkaraNo 03) zrAviko 04) samaja 05) samarpita 06) saMyukta parivArano mahimA 07) atithI sakora eTale vihora sevA grupa 08) saMkarI maMDaNa 09) mane veSa zramaNano maLajo... 10) rAMNa bhAga - 1 (komaraNa, sneharaNa, daSTiroga) 11) raNa bhAga - 2 (komaraNa, teharaNa, daSTiroga) 12) kSamAdharma bhAga - 1 (upakArIkSamAM, apekorIkSamA) 13) kSamAdharma bhANa - 2 (vipAkakSamAM) 14) kSamAdharma bhAga - 3 (vacanakSamA, dharmakSamA) 15) prArthanA bhAga - 1 (jayavIyaroya sUtra) 16) prArthanA bhAga - 2 (jayavIyarAya sUtra) 17) adbhuta 18) puruSArtha 19) avatAra mAnavIno.. 20) Azaro 21) vANI 22) ItihAsa 23) zrAvi (hindI) 24) saMyukta parivAra 8 mahimA (hindI) 5) tithI sAra (hindI) 26) Final Verdict (sArAMza) 27) Authentic Sukh (sukhanA samIkaraNo) 28) Ideal House Wife (zrAviko) 29) Importance of Joint Family (saMyukta parivArano mahimAM) 30) Wish You All the Best (jA saMyama paMthe dIkSArthI) 31) Dedicated (samarpita) 32) Marvelous (adbhu ta) 33) Journey of Enlightenment (2422bel Hiset) 34) Vihar Seva Group (vihora sevA grupa). 35) Understanding (samaja).