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________________ karUNA ane prajJAmUrtinuM mahAprasthAna [1] bApujInA AkhA jIvananI nAnImoTI samagra pravRttionAM preraka e ja to hatAM, ema vicAra karanArane jaNAyA sivAya nahi rahe. e emanuM prathama tatva karuNA ane bIjuM prajJA. prANImAtramAM ane khAsa karI manuSpavargamAM ochevatte aMze karuNuM hoya ja che ane gaNyAgAMThayA mANasomAM prajJA paNa hoya che. paraMtu bApujInI karuNuM ane temanI prajJA vizvanI vartamAna vibhUtio tema ja bhUtakALanI vibhUtio karatAM paNa sAva nokhI tarI Ave che. sAdhAraNa mANase pitAnA svalpa paNa duHkhane pacAvI nathI zakatA tethI teo pitAnuM duHkha samajavA ane tene nivAravA banatuM badhuM ja karI chUTe che, jayAre teo bIjAnA duHkhane pacAvI zake che. eTale bIjAo duHkhI che ema jovA chatAM te duHkha nivAravA temanI buddhi jAgarita thatI nathI. keTalAka asAdhAraNa kaTimAM Ave evA saMte bIjAnA duHkhane, pitAnA duHkhanI ja jema, pacAvI nathI zakatA, tethI teo pitAnuM duHkha nivAravA mATe prayatna kare tevI rIte bIjAnuM duHkha nivAravA mATe paNuM prayatna kare che. paraMtu ema to e prayatna ane e tAlAvelI maryAdita hoya che. kema ke e prayatna ane e tAlAvelI pitAnA jIvanane bhege agara pitAnA jIvanane heDamAM mUkIne nathI levAtAM, jyAre bApujInuM mAnasika baMdhAraNuM sAva judA prakAranuM hatuM. teo bIja harakeIna duHkhane pitAnA aMgata duHkhanI jema ja pacAvI zakatA nahi. tethI teo harakoI duHkhInuM duHkha jatAM tenuM kAraNa zodhatA, tene nivAravAnA ilAje zodhatA ane te ilAjene amalI rUpa ApavA tathA apAvavA eTalo badhe ugra prayatna ane ugra tAlAvelI sevatA ke ene lIdhe temanuM samagra jIvana aneka vAra heDamAM mukAtuM hoya ema lAgatuM. bIjI eka rIte vicArIe te paNa bApujInI karuNa bIjA koInI karaNa karatAM judI koTinI hatI ema lAge che. dhaNa jaNa evA che ke jeo bIjAnuM zArIrika-Adhibhautika duHkha joI tene sahI nahi zake ane te duHkhane nivAravA banatuM badhuM karI paNa chUTe. vaLI bIjA keTalAka evA
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________________ darzana ane ciMtana paNa karuNAvaMta hoya che ke jeo bIjAnA mAnasika-Adhidaivika duHkhane Adhibhautika duHkha karatAM vadhAre agatya ApI tene nivAravA upara ja vadhAre bhAra mUke che. trIjA vaLI evA paNa karuNAvaMta saMta heya che ke jeo tRSNa jevI vAsanAo ke je sakaLa duHkhanuM mULa che tene ja kharuMAdhyAtmika duHkha lekhI tenA nivAraNa mATe puruSArtha kare che. paraMtu bApujInI karuNAne AvI koI maryAdA na hatI ema temanI AkhI jIvanakathA kahe che. bApujI harakoInAM Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika duHkhane nivAravA mATe ja jANe janmyA ane mRtyune bheTyA na heya. tethI ja temanI karuNA mahAkaruNA koTinI hatI ema mAnavuM rahyuM. ema te koIne koI jAtanI prajJA sAcA kavio, lekhako, kalAkAra ane saMzodhakomAM hoya ja che; paNa jene gazAstramAM kartamarA tarIke oLakhAvavAmAM AvI che tevI prajJA prajJAzALI gaNAtA vargamAM paNa moTe bhAge nathI ja hatI. RtaMbharA prajJAnI mukhya khAsiyata e che ke te satya sivAya bIjA kazAne saMgrahI ke pacAvI nathI zakatI. asatyane chAMTe ke asatyanI chAyA paNa te sahI ke jIravI nathI zakatI. jyAM asatya, aprAmANikatA ke anyAya jovAmAM Ave tyAM te prajJA pUrNa rUpe bhabhUkI UThe che. ane anyAyane miTAvI devAnA daDha saMka9pamAM ja pariName che. bApujInI dareka pravRtti emanI RtaMbharA prajJAnI sAbitI che, tethI ja temanI prajJAne paNa mahAprajJA kahevI paDe che. prazna e che ke bApujI ApaNA ja jevuM mATInuM pUtaLuM hatA. temane zarIra-janma paNa bIjAnI peThe amuka deza ane amuka kuLamAM thayela. tema chatAM bIjA koImAM nahi anubhavAyela evI mahAkaruNA ane mahAprajJA temane sahaja rIte kyAMthI varI? Ane utara zarIra-janmamAMthI meLavI nathI zakAte. saMskAra-janma, citta-janma ke Atma-janmanI vicAraNAmAM ja e praznane sahaja uttara maLI rahe che. janma-janmAntaranI sAdhanAnuM saMcita pariNAma na hoya te bAlyakALathI AvI karuNA ane prajJAnAM bIje lAdhavAM asaMbhava che. cheka nAnI uMmaranuM bApujInuM jIvana kahe che ke temanAmAM karuNa ane prajJAnAM sUkSma bIje vidyamAna hatAM. jema jema uMmara, abhyAsa, avalokana ane javAbadArIo vadhatI gaI tema tema e sUkSma bIjo tvarita gatie vikasatAM ane phAlatAM-phUlatAM gayAM. bIjAnuM duHkha nivAryA sivAya ajaMpa
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________________ adhya. vaLavAnI ane anyAya sAmano karyA vinA cena nahi paDavAnI emanI kRttie emane mATe eTalAM badhAM vividha ane eTalAM badhAM moTAM kAryakSetre sarjAvyAM ke koI paNa eka mAnavIne jIvanamAM ItihAse evI ghaTanA nedhI nathI. karuNA ane prajJAnAM janmasiddha sUkSma bIjee mAtra kabIravaDanuM ja rUpa dhAraNa karyuM na hatuM, paNa teNe vizvavaTanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM hatuM ema temanA chellA upavAsa ane dilhImAM prArthanA vakhate thatAM pravacano jotAM kahevuM joIe. karuNA ane prajJA e AdhyAtmika ta che, zAzvata che. ene vikAsa ane enI dazyamAna pravRtti je ke maryAdita zarIravATe ja thAya che, paNa te teTalA maryAdita zarIramAM samAI nathI rahetI. enAM AMdolana ane enI pratikriyAo mera prasare che. bApujInI karuNA ane prajJAnAM AMdolane mAtra amuka kema ke amuka deza pUratAM ja rahyAM nathI, duniyAnA dareka bhAgamAM vasatI dareka kAmamAM enA paDaghA paDyA che ane tethI ja AkhI duniyA Aje AMsu sArI rahI che. jo ke bApujInuM zarIra vilaya pAmyuM che, paNa temanI mahAkaNuM ane mahAprajJA UlaTAM vadhAre vikAsa pAmI vizvavyApI banyAM che. sadhaLA mAnavamAM vasatA jIvanatatvanI aMdara je brahma athavA je saccidAnaMdano aMza zabda rUpe vAsa kare che te ja sakaLa jIvadhArIne aMtarAtmA che. bApujI videha thayA eTale brahmabhAva pAmyA. Ane artha e che ke emanI karuNuM ane prajJAnA vikasita phaNagAo anekanA aMtarAtmAnA UMDANamAM ropAI gayA ane ekarasa thaI gayA. bApujInI kRza Aya kyAM? temanI paLepaLanI vividha pravRttio, mati mUMjhavI nAkhe evI javAbadArIo ane jaTila samasyAo kayAM? chatAM e badho bhAra sUtAM ane jAgatAM bApujI prasanna vadane hosabhera UMcakatA te kone baLe? A praznane uttara emanI karuNA ane prasAnA vikAsamAM rahelA che. temaNe karuNA ane prajJAnI je ekadhArI upAsanA karI, je AdhyAtmika jIvana khIlavyuM, je brahmatatva anubhavyuM, je anya jIvAtmAo sAthe tAdAmya sAdhyuM, teNe ja emane pravRtio ane javAbadArIone govardhana uThAvavAnI tAkAta a. gAMdhIjInI sadA jhavatI jIvanagAthA ja Izvara ane AdhyAtmika tattvanA baLane jAjavalyamAna purA che. paNa AdhyAtmika teja sUryanA tejanI peThe game teTaluM prakAzamAna ane jAjavalyamAna hoya chatAM
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________________ dAna ane ciMtana daSTivihIna aMdhane mATe te kazA kAmanuM nathI. UlaTuM evA tejathI aMdha daSTi vadhAre gUMgaLAya che. AthI ja te bApujInI duhAranI ane anyAyapratIkAranI vRtti jema jema ugra banI tema tema AdhyAtmika dRSTiviheNA aMdha vadhAre mUMjhAyA ane roSe bharAyA. paNa e ja bahu te dehane haNa zake. karaNa ane pratAne te te sparza paNu na zake. je mahAkaruNA ane je taMbharA prajJA cheDe vakhata pahelAM eka maryAdita dehanI vATe kAma karI rahI hatI, te karuNA ane pratA pitAne avalaMbana ApanAra kRza kAyane aMta thatAM mAnavatAnA mahAdehamAM samAI gaI temAM vasatA aMtarAtmAnAM zuddha tane sparze te pitAnuM kAma sadA anaMtamukhe jArI rAkhaze emAM zaMkA nathI. sUrya asta thAya tyAre tene nAza nathI thatuM, mAtra te anyatra prakAze che; tema bApujInI karuNA ane prajJA have e kRzakAya dvArA na prakAzatAM mAnavatAnI virATa kAyA dvArA prakAzavAnI ja. mAnavatAne virATa deha ja emanI karuNA-prajJAnuM teja vahana karavA jANe samartha na hoya ane te mATe ja jANe te emAM ekarasa thaI gaI na hoya-ema ghaTanAkrama ane bApujInI nirbhayatA jotAM lAge che. have ApaNe aMtarAtmAmAM emanI karuNA ane prajJAnA aMzo jhIlIne ja kharI zraddhAMjali ApI zakIe. -saMskRti * meM tA. 12-2-48ne divase gujarAta vidyApIThamAM bApunA zrAddhaprasaMge maLela prArthanAsabhAmAM Apela bhASaNa.