Jivan ka Safar

Author(s): Banechand Malu
Publisher: Z_Ashtdashi_012049.pdf
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/210548/1

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banecanda mAlU bolA-bar3A madhura hotA hai bcpn| bholA-bhAlA, chalakapaTa rahita mn| AsapAsa kI ghaTanAoM meM bekhbr| haMsate-khelate patA nahIM kaba bIta jAegA yaha sphr| jIvana kA saphara (AtmA aura mana kA saMvAda) maine pUchA- phira? bolA bacapana meM hI mata ho jAo thir| Age clo| yaha kizorAvasthA hai| kitanI sundara vyavasthA hai| ghara kI jimmedArI se mukt| haradama khelane-kUdane ko unmukta, khAo pIo aura mauja kro| aisI jindagI se kyoM Daro? maineM pUchA-Age? bolA-kyA jaldI hai kyoM jAte ho bhAge? abhI to nazIlI javAnI AI hai, hara ghar3I raMgIlI rasIlI bAteM suhAI hai| Age kI mata soco vaha saba karate raho jo mana bhaae| javAnI meM to hotA hI aisA hai, koI mastI meM nAce, to koI romAMTika gAnA gaaye| patA nahIM lagatA-samaya kaise bIta jaaye| janma sthAna se zmazAna taka kA choTA sA sphr| ise bhI taya karane meM na jAne, AdamI ko kitane lagAne par3ate haiM ckkr| maiM to janmate hI bolA calo choTA sA rAstA hai kara leM jaldI se paar| javAba milA basa abhI? abhI to Aye hI ho, abhI to kucha dekhA hI nahI hai sNsaar| maiMne kahA-saMsAra? maiM to jAne ke lie AyA huuN| thor3I sI sAdhanA karUM aura ho jAU~ paar| kyoMki saMsAra to hai ekadama asaar| maiMne kahA-acchA! to usake bAda? bolA-dhIraja rkho| abhI to AyegA jIvana kA asalI svaad| aba taka pUrI ghara gRhasthI basa jaayegii| beTiyAM byAha kara calI jAyeMgI, beTe byAheMge bahueM AyeMgI, pote hoMge potiyAM hoMgI, dohite hoMge, dohitiyAM hoNgii| pUrI phauja ikaTThI ho jaayegii| bhare pUre parivAra meM patA hI nahIM clegaa| praur3hAvasthA kaba gujara jaayegii| bolA dhattere kii| kisane bhara diyA yaha vicAra? binA dekhe kaise jAnoge? khuda dekha lo to merI bAta maanoge| 0 aSTadazI / 1690

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kizorAvasthA meM Draga eMva naze kA majA to liyA, para natIjA dekhakara ekadama Dara gyaa| javAnI meM bhoga viAlasa meM to rahA lipta jarura, para kho baiThA jIvana kA sahI dizA darzana, aura gaMvA baiThA grur| praur3hAvasthA meM parivAra to pUrA basa gayA para, rAta dina gRhakleza, IrSyA, dveSa kA nAga gaharA DaMsa gyaa| bahuta sundara Age aba? Age aba? Age aba tuma vRddha ho gaye ho, tumheM bujurga kaheMge saba hara bAta meM tumase salAha leNge| ghara meM tuma saba se bar3e hoMge, saba tumako mAna deNge| hara bAta meM tumako Age rkheNge| saba tumhAre sAre jIvana ke, anubhavoM kA mIThA phala ckheNge| kyA hI garva kI bAta hogI, jaba sAre samAja meM tumhArI, coTI para khyAta hogii| maiMne kahA-are vAha! jIvana aisA sundara hai? taba to Ananda kA samundara hai| taba to jI karatA hai jiye hI jaaeN| jAne kI jaldI kyoM mcaayeN| vRddhAvasthA bhI A gaIalabattA apane samaya se pahale hI aaii| hAlata yaha huIkAnoM se kama sune aura AMkhoM se muzkila se de dikhaaii| dAMtoM ne kaba kI apanI rAha lI, kamara jhuka gaI, sahAre ke lie hAthoM meM lAThI aaii| mujha se salAha mAMganI to dUra, kabhI kisI kI galatI para Toka dUM to sunanA par3eaise hI bakatA hai, buddhi jo stthiyaaii| bolA-hAM-hAM / tabhI to kahatA hUM itanI jaldI kyA hai? jo Ananda yahAM hai vo aura kahAM hai? maiM bharamA gayAmana kI bAtoM meM A gyaa| bar3e tarIke se dikhAye gye| sabja bAgoM meM lubhA gyaa| sArI jhijhaka nikAla kara, ho gayA khar3A kasa kara kmr| cala par3A taya karane, jIvana ke lambe saphara kI ddgr| yaha rAstA hI aisA hai, eka bAra cala par3A to bhaTaka gayA, bharamA gayA isase mujhe usane AgAha bhI nahIM kiyaa| bhaTakane se bacane kA koI gurumaMtra bhI nahIM diyaa| bujurgIyata kI ijjata to dUra, merI ghara meM hAjirI bhI kisI ko nahI suhaaii| bhagavAna kA nAma kabhI sIkhA to nahIM thA, para aisI durdazA meM patA nahIM kahA~ se A gayA, bolA-bhagavAna! hAtha jor3akara tumhArI detA hUM duhaaii| aba jaldI bulaao| janma sthAna se zmazAna taka kA, choTA sA saphara, aba aura lambA mata bnaao| aba aura lambA mata bnaao| kolakAtA huA yahabacapana meM hI AsapAsa ke vAtAvaraNoM ko dekha mana ekadama kuNThA se bhara gyaa| 0 aSTadazI / 1700