Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 12

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008120/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jAvoparivo tamA jenA Adarza prasaMgo (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika dRSTAMto) bhAga-12 presDa : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : smRti yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. kiMmata 22-00 AvRtti trIjI * tA. 15-1-2016 * nakala : 3000 pUrvenI nakala tA. 16-4-2013 thI 17,000 amadAvAda : prAptisthAno jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.7 7 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 * rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 7 mo. 9427652794 * zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 7 mo. 9825011729 tiraMjatabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI : * prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhruva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-400003 : phota : 23438758, 9322279986 * nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA pUMThAnI) kansezanathI 6 35 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 13 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 6 2 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAeM (hindI) bhAga 1 se 6 pratyeka kA 17 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastu pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,06,000 nakala chapAI

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2 2 navA pustakamAM lAbhanI skImo : A pustako khalAsa thatAM dara 1-2 varSe navA chapAya che tethI pustaka prakAzananA kAryamAM dAtAoe lAbha levA mATe mItezabhAIno saMparka mo. naM. 09427613472 amadAvAda karavA vinaMtI. 1. nakala traNa hajAramAM phora kalaramAM phoTo-meTara chapAvavA : TAITala peja 4 upara Akhu pAnuM 6 6,000, aDadhuM pAnuM 2 3,000. 2. 'pustaka sahAyaka bhakti'mAM nAma eka lITImAM chApavA : 2 1,000 BE GENTLE, BE GREAT kalikAlamAM cotarapha bhogavAda, vilAsavAda vadhI rahyo che. durjanatA duniyAmAM sulabha che, sajjanatA durlabha che. "A bhava mIThA to parabhava koNe dIThA'' A sUtra moTA bhAganA manuSyono jIvanamaMtra banI cUkyuM che. tevA kALamAM paNa sattvazALI jIvo puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana rUpI F.D. ekaThI karI paralokathI parama lokanA sauMdarya mATenA prayatno karI rahyA che. cAlo, evA uttama jIvonA guNonI anumodanA karIe e ja zubha abhyarthanA. aneka guru bhagavaMto tathA ArAdhakoe prasaMga mane ApyA che, jaNAvyA che, teono paNa RNI chuM. aMte prabhunI AjJA viruddha kAMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to biviSe micchAmi dukkaDam - paM. bhadrezvaravijayanA ziSya muni yogIratnavijaya mamatA eTale du:khone AmaMtraNa, samatA eTale sukhone nimaMtraNa

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1. aho! A kevI vaMdanIya udAratA!! zatruMjaya girirAjanI chatrachAyAmAM AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kulacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. nA sAnnidhyamAM teozrInA saMsArI suputra kumArapALabhAI dvArA karAvavAmAM Avela cAturmAsika ArAdhanAmAM dAkhavavAmAM AvelI udAratA varNanAtIta hatI. (1) cAturmAsa pravezamAM 3000 bhAvikone cAMdInI gInI prabhAvanAmAM apAI (2) comAsAmAM thayela 30 hajAra AyaMbilanA ArAdhakone 30 hajAra cAMdInI gInInI prabhAvanA (3) aDhAIvALAne 1grAma sonAnI gInI (4) siddhitapavALAne rUA. 11 hajAra (5) mAsakSamaNavALAne 5 grAma sonAnI tathA cAMdInI gInI (6) 151 upavAsa karavAvALA nairobInA tapasvIne 10 tolA sonuM, 4 ki.grA. cAMdInuM sanmAna patra (7) comAsAmAM eka rUA.nI koI TIpa nahIM (8) paryuSaNa karavA Avela eka hajAra bhAvikone 5 grAma cAMdInI gInI (9) paryuSaNamAM 9 divasanI AMgI mATe 40 lAkha kharmA (10) pU.paM.caMdrazekharavijayajI ma.nA guNAnuvAdamAM 3 hajAra mANasane 1 grAma cAMdInI gInInI prabhAvanA (11) pAMtrIzuM, aThayAvIzuM, ane aDhArIyuM karAvIne ArAdhakone anukrame 35, 28, 18 hajArathI bahumAna karyuM. 2. garbhapAta to nahI ja e parivAramAM eka dIkarI pachI dIkarAno janma thayo. parivAramAM AnaMda chavAyo. cAra varSa bAda pharI peTamAM saMtAnano vAsa thayo. 'ame be ane amArA be" e sUtrano e kALa hato. umaralAyakathayA pachI to svabhAvathI lAyakabano.

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aneka kuTuMbomAM e sUtranI bhUtAvaLa lAgu paDI cUkela hatI. ghaNAM kahevAtA sudhArakoe (?) salAha ApI ke have trIjA saMtAnane janma to na ja apAya. zrAvikAe badhAnI vAto sAMbhaLI paraMtu mAtRtva dharma tathA jainagharma paNa tene manAI karatuM hatuM. keTalIka mAthAkUTonA aMte zrAvikA makkama rahetA trIjA saMtAna tarIke dIkarAno janma thayo. traNe saMtAnonA bhaNatara bAda prathama dIkarI ane dIkarAnA lagna thayA. paraMtu trIjA saMtAnarUpI dIkarAe kolejano uccattara abhyAsa pUrNa karyo, khUba sArA mArka pAsa thayA. koleja daramyAna ja dharmano joradAra raMga lAgatA gurU bhagavaMtano satsaMga pAmatA dIkSAnA bhAva jAgyA. bhara yuvAna vaye dIkSA laI Atma kalyANa karyuM, kuLanuM nAma jinazAsananA gaganamAM ujavALyuM. jo mAtAe kadAca kahevAtA sudhArakavAdIonI vAta mAnI hota ane garbhapAta karAvyo hota to...? 3. ajena banyA jenA dharmanagarI khaMbhAta tathA vaTAmaNa cokaDIthI 18 ki.mI.nA aMtare AveluM nAnakaDuM gAma rohiNI. paTela, darabAra, rAjapUta vagere maLI kulle 3OOO nI vastI dharAvatuM gAma. AjathI cAra varSa pUrve jeTha mahinAnA dhomadhakhatA tApamAM pU.A.bha.zrI nararatnasUrijI ma.sA.nI padharAmaNI thaI. tyAre kayAM khabara hatI ke A padharAmaNI gAma mATe kAMIka zubha saMketanA eMdhANa rUpa haze ! roboTa + hadaya = mAnavI

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5 !! sAMjanA vihA2 vakhate pUjayazrIe jANe ko'ka saMketano zaMkha vagADatA hoya tema gAmamAM jinAlaya nirmANa karavAnI preraNA karI. grAmajanoe tene saharSa jhIlI letAM phAgaNa suda 2, tA. 93-28, budhavAranA roja zAntidAyaka zrI zAMtinAtha paramAtmAnI pratiSThA thavA pAmI. pratiSThA avasare gAmanI pratyeka vyakti harSanA kilo caDhI hatI. gAmavAsIo eka bIjAne moM mIThuM karAvatA hatA. ne nAcagAna karatA hatA. eka paNa jaina ghara vinAnA saubhAgyazALI evA A gAmamAM ghaNAM jainetaro roja sevA-pUjA bhakti kare che. kula 143 bALako pUjA kare che. 'zrI siddhi bhadraMkara mahilA maMDaLa' nI sthApanA bAda gAmanI 48 jainetara baheno roja sAmAyika ane saMdhdhA bhakti kare che. to gAmanA yuvAnoe zrI navakAra yuvaka maMDaLa"nI sthApanA karela che. A mArga upara varSanA ATha mahinA daramyAna 700 thI 80 pUjaya sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtono vihAra thAya che, samasta gAmajano khUba ja suMdara rIte vaiyAvaccano lAbha laI rahyA che. jinAlayanI bAjumAM ja suMdara nutana upAzrayanuM nirmANa thayela che. jyAM grAmajano khUba ja bhaktibhAvapUrvaka dharma ArAdhanA kare che. A vakhate pAMcamA varSe paNa parvAdhirAja paryuSA mahAparva daramyAna prabhu mahAvIranA janmakalyANaka dine svapnanA caDhAvA bolAvAyela paryuMpaNamAM aneke roja ekAsaNA, aneka biyAsaNA karyA. koIke 30 upavAsa, pratikramaNamAM 70 thI 80 bhAvuko tathA yogIna banI zako to anyane upayogI to banazone?

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saMvatsarI mahAparvanA divase 28 ekAsaNAM, 18 besaNAM, 41 upavAsa ane 94 bhAvakoe pratikramaNa karela. gAmanAM bALako pratikramaNa daramyAna sUtro bole che. gAmanI saMgItA nAmanI eka bAlikA pAMca pratikramaNa, jIvavicAra sudhI bhaNela che. gata varSa sudhI satata cAra cAturmAsa pUjaya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonAM atre thayA che. dhanya che A grAmajanone ! ke jeo jainone ya zaramAve evI prabhubhakti karI rahyA che. sAthe zrI zAMtinAtha paramAtmAnI pratiSThA pachI cAra varSamAM khUba ja samRddha ane dharmaniSTha banyA che. tyAre ja to grAmajano A paramAtmAne saMkaTaharaNa, du:khabhaMjana, zAMtidAyakanA nAme saMbodhana kare che. 4. eka bhavamAM be bhavana thAya kAzmIra gayelA e yuvAnanI vAta. sagAI thayA pachI A yuvAna, potAnA sAsare kAzamIra gayelo.... paNa.... vahelo pahoMcyo eTale upAzrayamAM gurunizrAe pratikramaNa - sAmAyika karavA beTho, kAMbala oDhelI che. zrAvaka zrAvikA upAzrayamAM vaMdana karavA Ava-jA kare che. emAM eka yuvatIe... A yuvakane vaMdana karyA... yuvake acAnaka, najara uMcI karIne kahyuM. "huM sAmAyikamAM chuM, sAdhu nathI." yuvake yuvatIne joI... ne... yuvatIe yuvakane joyo, chelle khabara paDI. jenI joDe sagAI thaI che e ja A che. yuvatI kahe..."meM tamane guru mAnIne vaMdana karyA. sAdharmakasIdAya kerIbAya to jainamAMthI mainatvanI vidAya

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have... tamArI joDe lagna na thAya. ne...eka bhavamAM be bhava paNa na thAya." yuvatIe dIkSA laI AtmakalyANa karyuM. 5. "mA' nI sAcI sevA aneka jAjaramAna saMghothI dhamadhamatA muMbaInuM eka paruM kAMdivalI. temAM eka atyaMta dhArmika kuTuMba che. temAM mukhyatve mA,dIkaro, vahu, pautrI, pautra vigere badhAnI dharmabhAvanA ekaMdare sArI. dIkarAnA ghare dIkarA chatAM potAnI mA pratye evo ja uchaLato bhAva. mAne khUba sAcave, khUba sevA kare. pote zrImaMta samAjamAM AgaLa paDatuM astitva dharAve, saMghamAM paNa khUba mAnya vyakti hovA chatAM mAno parama bhakta. ATalI moTI uMmara thavA chatAM mAno vinaya haju sudhI cUkyo nathI. roja uThIne mAne hajI paNa page lAge che. karmanI balihArI mAne asAdhya-vyAdhi lAgu paDyo. aneka DokaTaro, vaidya, hospiTalo, TesTo, davAo, parejIonA cakkara cAlyA. mA mATe paisAne pANInI jema kharcA. nidAnamAM asAdhya kensara AvyuM. dIkaro dharmane pAmelo hato. tene thayuM ke DaoNkaTaranA kahevA mujaba mA 6 mahinAthI vadhu jIvavAnI nathI ane dIkaro vicAravA lAgyo. je mAe mane nAnAthI moTo karyo, bhaNAvyo, gaNAvyo, samAjamAM saMghamAM uMcu sthAna apAvyuM. A rIte bahu moTo laukika daSTie upakAra karyo. tauparAMta laukikathI aneka rIte caDhI jAya evo lokottara upakAra karyo ke nAnapaNathI jaina dharmanA saMskAro pA2Ne supAtradAnabparANe supAtradAna.

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ApyA. sudeva-suguru pAse parANe paNa laI gaI. na gamavA chatAM nAnapaNathI dharma - kriyAomAM joDyo. InAma-lAlaco ane dabANapUrvaka ane paMcapratikramaNa, navasmaraNa sudhInA sUtro gokhAvyA. jIvavicAra vigerenA ghare Tayuzana goThavI artho karAvyA. jIvanamAM AvatA du:khone pacAvI denAra jainadharmanuM tattvajJAna, karmavijJAna, roja rAtre nAnA hatA tyAre vArtAo, yuktio dvArA skraya soMsaravuM utAryuM. mAnA A anaMtA upakArone vALavAno bahu moTo avasara maLyo che. mAre mAtra mA nI zArIrika sevAthI aTakavuM nathI paNa tenA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya, aMta samaye samAdhi maLe, parabhava sAro maLe enI paNa vizeSathI kALajI karavI che. ane jo huM samAdhi ApavAmAM nimitta banIza to ja mAM nA RNamAMthI kaIMka aMze mukta thaIza. tarata ja AkhA parivAra ne bhego karyo. mAnI zArIrika temaja Atmika kALajInA mahatvanA nirNayo karyA ane upakArI gurubhagavaMtonA mArgadarzana heThaLa gRha jinAlaya mATe navo ploTa kharIdavAno hato. te kharIdI temAM mAtra 1 ja mAsamAM sArA muhUrta upakArI mAnA hAthe benamUna gRhajinAlayanI pratiSThA karAvI. bhagavAna satata dekhAyA kare e rIte mAnI pathArI rAkhI. AkhI rUmamAM satata prabhu ja dekhAyA kare e rIte phoTAo lagADyAM. dararoja sAMje potAnA madhura kaMThe samAdhimaya gIto saMbhaLAve. viziSTa divase maMDaLo bolAvI upakArI mAnI pathArI pAse bhAvanAo goThave. najIkanA upAzrayamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta Ave to AgrahapUrvaka vinaMtI karIne ghare laI ja Ave. mAnA hAthe vahorAvaDAve ane sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane bAjumAM besADI samasyAvikTanathI kemake prabhuniSTa che.

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preraNAdAyI vAto karAvaDAve.divasamAM vAraMvAra namaskAra mahAmaMtro, dhUno, suMdara gItonI keseTo saMbhaLAvyA kare. avasare avasare upakArI mA nA nAme tenI pAse anumodanA karAvIne dAnAdinA sukRto karyA ja kare. A badhI Atmika ArAdhanAo sAthe saMDAsa-bAtharUmathI mAMDIne tamAme tamAma sevA koI nokara pAse nahi paNa jAte ja dIkarA ane vahue ullAsapUrvaka karI che. 6 mahinA sudhI dIkarAe ophisa-dhaMdhAne taddana gauNa banAvI dIdho hato. Ama, bAhya ane atyaMtara baMne sevA dvArA khUba samAdhibhAva dIkarAe ApI mAnA RNa mAMthI kaIka aMze mukta thayAno ahesAsa A dIkarAe mANyo hato. dhanya che A mAtRbhakta suputrane ! dhanya che enI sAcI samAdhidAyaka sevAne ! zuM ApaNe paNa AmAMthI preraNA laIzuM ? 6. dhana patnI nahi, dharmapatnI ItihAsamAM noMdhAyelI nahIM, paNa ApaNI AsapAsa banelI A satya ghaTanA che. lagna pahelA banne jaNa maLyA, thoDIka aupacArika vAto thayA pachI yuvAne yuvatIne pUchyuM, "tuM mane pasaMda che paNa... mArI eka zarata jo tuM maMjUra rAkhatI hoya to ja ApaNAM lagna zakya bane." yuvatIe pUchayuM : "tamArI zarata zuM?" motaoj kAyama mATe mota eTalejamokSA.

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yuvAna kahe ke, "mArA pappAne be vAra hArTa eTeka AvI gayA che eTale mArI pathArI roja rAtanA pappAnI bAjumAM thaze. kemake... na jANe rAtanA acAnaka pappAne eTekano humalo Ave ne te vakhate huM pAse suto houM to pappAne tarata hospiTalAIjha karI zakuM ne chelle emane navakAra to saMbhaLAvI zakuM ne ! bola ! A zarata jo tuM mAnya karatI hoya to mAre tArI joDe ja lagna karavA che." e vakhate... A ja AbohavAmAM ucharelI e yuvatI je bolI, te sAMbhaLatA pelo yuvaka gadgad banI raDI paDayo. jo tamArA hAthamAM rUmAla hoya ne dayamAM jo bhAvukatA hoya to A vAMcatA tamAre ya AMsu luchavAM ja paDaze. e yuvatI bolI " A zarata na kahevAya, samarpaNa kahevAya. pitRsamarpaNa kahevAya. kartavyanA pAlanamAM huM tamane pUrepUro sAtha ApIza." yuvake yuvatIno hAtha bhAvuka banI pakaDI lIdho ne enuM hRdaya bolyuM, "mAruM puNya che ke tArA jevI jIvanasaMginI maLaze." thoDAka vakhatamAM dhAmadhUmathI lagna thaI gayA. sAMja DhaLI, rAta caDhI, yuvAne patnIne kahyuM, "ApaNI vAta yAda che ne ?" navoDhA patnI kahe ke, "tamArI pathArI patharAI gaI che." yuvake joyuM to pappAnI bAjumAM ja pathArI pAtharelI hatI paraMtu kula traNa pathArI hatI. eka pappAnI, eka mArI, trIjI konI ? e yuvAne pUchayuM..."bAju mAM bIjI pathArI kema ?" navoDhA bolI, "kema ! eka bAju tame suvo to pappAnI bIjI bAju huM suIza! yuvAne Azcarya sAthe pUchyuM "tuM? " navoDhA bolI, "hA, huM ya sUIza. kokavAra tamArI uMgha na uDe ne pappAne takalIpha thAya to zuM? ApaNe saMsArIne sRSTi sudhare to sukha, sAdhaoo draSTi sudhare to sukha

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vArApharatI jAgIzuM. mArA ya pappA ja che ne! yuvAnanI AMkho baMdha thaI gaI ne baMdha AMkhethI prabhunA pADanA, kRpAnA, dayAnA, AbhAranA be azru jharyA, AvI patnI maLavA badala...!! lagnanI prathama rAtri thI ja pitAnI aDakhe paDakhe sUnArA A yuvAna pati-patninI roja ekavAra anumodanA karajo . ne emanA brahmacarya pAlanane, emanA satvane ane pitR bhaktine roja vaMdanA karajo ane AvI pitRbhakti ane brahmacaryanI zaktinI prabhu pAse yAcanA karajo ...!! 7. namaskAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva vi. saM. 2068nI sAla. vizALa sAdhu samudAyanA gacchAdhipati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nuM cAturmAsa avasthAna suratamAM hatuM. eozrInA AjJAnuvartI sAdhuonuM suratamAM sAta alaga alaga sthAnamAM cAturmAsa. pUjayazrI tapadharmanA khUba ja premavALA. emaNe A cAturmAsamAM mAsakSamaNa (mRtyuMjaya) tapanI jabbara preraNA karI. samasta surata zahera nA bhAvikoe A preraNA bhakitabhAvathI ane zraddhAthI jhIlI ane samasta suratamAM 801 thI paNa vadhu mAsakSamaNanI jabbara nirjarA karAvanArI tapasyA thaI. tapasvIonI zobhAyAtrA vagere adbhuta zAsanaprabhAvanA thaI. tapasvIone pAraNAM karAvavAnuM bhavya Ayojana nakkI thayuM. pAraNAMno lAbha levAnuM saubhAgya konuM? te mATe bolI bolavAnuM zarU thayuM. potAnA pitAjI pArasamalajI jaine 69 varSanI jaipha vaye mAsakSamaNa karyuM enI khuzAlImAM A tapanI eagerness is good, but angerness is bed.

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che , , , , , , [ 12 , , , , , , , bhavya ujavaNI karavAnI bhAvanA suputra hemaMtabhAI (sI.e.)nA manamAM hatI ja. bolI uparane upara vadhatI cAlI, potAnI zakti bahAra AMkaDo AgaLane AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato. eka moTA AMkaDA upara bolI aTakI, potAnI evI zakti hatI ja nahi, chatAM Avo apUrva benamUna prasaMgano lAbha levA mana atyaMta lAlAyita hatuM. emaNe namaskAra mahAmaMtrano nava vakhata jApa karyo. manomana parama tAraka arihaMtadevane prArthanA karI ke " he prabhu ! ATalI moTI rakamanuM sukRta karavAnI mArI zakti nathI, mane lAbha levAnA atyaMta manoratha che. he nAtha ! agara Apane AgaLa AmAM mAruM bhAvisAruM dekhAtuM hoya to huM AgaLanI bolI boluM, mane Apa A amUlya lAbha apAvajo." prArthanA bAda emaNe hAIjampa karI AgaLano AMkaDo rUA. 3ra lAkha bolI dIdho. bolI emane maLI gai. emano AnaMda AsamAne pahoMcyo. ghare jaI mAtAjIne praNAma karyA. zrAvikA mAtAjIe dayanA AzIrvAda ApyA, "beTA te zAlibhadranA jIva saMgama bharavADa jevuM suMdara sukRta karyuM che." camatkAra have sarjAya che. potAnI kaMpanI je traNa traNa varSathI nukasAnImAM cAlatI hatI tenuM phAyadA hI phAyadAmAM yu Tarna thayuM. bahu ja thoDA samayamAM peDhI tarabatara banI gaI. nukasAnIno uMdho grApha AvakamAM uMco thato cAlyo. bolInA paisAthI atyaMta adhika maLI gayuM. adhikAdhika sukRta karavAnI manobhAvanA saphaLa karavAnI zakti maLI, taka jhaDapatA rahevAthI bhAvanA phaLatI banatI cAlI. AvuM che dharmanuM mahAbhya...! Never be Crazy and Lazy.

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8. bhavya bhAvanA (1) zeThazrI dIpacaMdabhAI gArDo darapAMca divase eka karoDanuM dAna kare che. dharmamAM dAna uparAMta moTI hospiTalo dvArA dardIone dardamAM rAhata Ape che. kacchanA dharatIkaMpamAM jabbara dhananuM sukRta karela 1200 bALakone dattaka laI emanA pAlaka mA-bApa banyA. aneka AMdhaLA ,baherA-mUMgA apaMganI zALAomAM noMdhapAtra dAnano pravAha vahAvyo che. (2) rAjasthAnanA sirohI jillAmAM AvelA pAvApurI tIrthanI pAMjarApoLamAM dara varase ke. pI. saMghavI parivAra rUA. sAta karoDanuM sukRta kare che. (3) lagabhaga I. sa. 2063nI sAlamAM satata 36 IMca varasAdanA kAraNe jhuMpaDapaTTI vagere kAcA makAnomAM rahenArA anekAneka nara-nArIo khUba ja muzkelImAM AvI gayelA. A muzkelInA samaye jaino mana mUkIne varasI gayA. Aphatagrasta ghaNAM kuTuMbone anekarIte pharI ghara vasAvI ApI samAdhidAnamAM puNyathI prApta thayelI potAnI lakSmIne dhanya banAvI ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNyamAM pheravI kADhI. are ! varasAdathI atyaMta palaLI gayelAM ane maravAnI aNIe pahoMcI gayelA lagabhaga 3500 kabUtarone ATha divasa sudhI satata sAravAra ane khAnapAna Adi dvArA jIvatadAna apAvyuM. muMbaInA dAdara ane AsapAsanA parAonA jaina yuvAnonI AvI, nircAja jIvamaitrInA bhAvavALI kevI bhavya bhAvanA !! (4) ratalAmamAM eka AcArya mahArAjanA comAsAno praveza ane jinamaMdira pratiSThAnA zubhaprasaMge jainetaromAM 400 Cold mind is golden mind.

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14 4 maNa lADu prItidAna rUpe lokonA moDhA mIThA karAvyA. lokomAM jaina dharmanA anuSThAna pratye Adara pragaTyo ane AvA prasaMgo pharI Ave tenI IMtejArI thaI. vartamAnamAM ghaNAM nAstiko phariyAda karatA hoyache ke jeno to mAtra maMdiro ane upAzcaryA banAvavAmAM ja potAnI saMpatti veDaphe che. nAstikone eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tamArI mAnyatA saMpUrNa khoTI che. jinAlaya ane ArAdhanA bhavananA nirmANanuM sukRta e khUba zreSTha sukta che. tenI sAme hospiTalo ke koleomAM krama ApavI sAmAnya lAbhadAyaka che. uparathI hospiTalomAM cAlatA mAcAro, garIbone paDatI takalIpho ane kolejo dvArA sI.e. ema.bI.e. DaoNkaTaro banI sarakAranA TeksomAM goTALA, dardIone binajarUrI oparezanA dvArA lUMTavA vagere aneka dezadrohI, samAjadrohI, mAnavatAdrohI, pravRtio thAya che tenuM pApa konA mAya hA eTaluM jarUra che ke jainoe pUra, bhUkaMpa, pAMjarApoLo jevA aneka muzkelIomAM ajabanA dAnano pravAha vahAvIne khUba lAbha lIdho ja che ane satata letA ja rahe che. 9. AMtaracakSu khullA ja che. e zrAvakanI uMmara 87 varSanI che. emaNe potAnA jIvanamAM pAMca karoDathI adhika saMkhyAmAM navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karela che. dararoja snAtra-jinabhakita-pa mAM sAro evo samaya zubhabhAvamAM pasAra kare che. teozrI upadhAna tapamAM hatA. samAcAra prabhunuM zaraNa sadA mATeto saMsAranuM maraNa sadA mATe.

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maLyAke tamArI dukAna (sonAnI-hIrAnI) saMpUrNa lUMTAI gaI che. tamo upadhAnamAMthI nIkaLI ghare Avo. emane aDhArIyuM pUruM thayuM hatuM paNa caudase nIkaLAya nahIM e zAstrIya niyama mujaba e nikaLavA taiyAra na thayA. saddaguruoe apavAde emane nikaLavAnI chUTa ApI. emanA putranI AMgaLI dukAnanI lUMTa vakhate gUMDA lokonA hAthe kapAI gaI, khUba lohI nIkaLyuM paNa A suputra vicAre ke AMgaLI kapAI eno aphasosa nathI paraMtu have mAre aMjanazalAkAmAM prabhunA mAtA-pitA banavAnuM nahI rahe. A vayovRdhdha zrAvake potAnI lakSmI aneka rIte dAnamAM vahevaDAvI che. sAdharmika bhakti to emano atyaMta priya viSaya ! AjanI tArIkhe banne AMkho gumAvI hovA chatAM 8-10 saMbaMdhIo pAsethI sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne jIvavicAra navattatvanI gAthA paNa gokhe che. aneka sAmAyika kare che. emanuM nAma khaMbhAta vAsI tArAcaMda aMbAlAla zAha (hAla muMbaI) ! teozrI vairAgya dezanAdakSa AcArya zrI vijaya hemacandra sUrIzvarajI ma.nA saMsArI bhAI che. emaNe emanI putrIne ThAThathI dIkSA apAvela che. dhanya.. dhanya..anumodanA vAraMvAra! 10. jaya ho ahiMsA dharmano prabhAvatIbena cInubhAI zAha. uMmara 88 varSa. hAla kAMdIvalI (vesTa) muMbaI rahe che. I.sa. 2001nI sAlamAM e bimAra paDyA. bimArI bhayaMkara. DaoNkaTara kahe, " eka hajAra dardImAMthI mAtra eka jIvI zake evo A bhayaMkara jIvaleNa roga che. kALA ane suMvALAvALanA rakhevALo vALa2vAnA thAyato kheda ofka2zo.

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huM emanI TrITamenTa karU chuM, paNa sauthI chellA pariNAma mATe tamo taiyAra rahejo..." prabhAvatIbena khUba dharmI ane emanA pUtro paNa khUba vivekI, dharmamArga samajelA. emaNe DaoNkaTaranI davA sAthe ja dararoja eka jIvane abhayadAna ApavAnuM zarU karyuM... 40 divasa sudhI pANInA TIpA vagara rahelA prabhAvatIbenane pachI thI jIvonI jANe duA maLI... 40 divasamAM e taMdurastI tarapha javA lAgyA... ane kramazaH saMpUrNa taMdurasta banyA. Aje 88 varSe paNa eo dharmArAdhanAmAM khUba dilacaspI dharAve che... ahiMsA paramo dharmanI jaya ho... 11. dhanya che AvA sAdharmikone mULa kheDA nivAsI, hAla devakInaMdana (amadAvAda)mAM rahetA navanItabhAI zAha. teonA pitAzrI nAnapaNamAM ja mRtyu pAmyA. mAtA pAse paisA na hatA. tethI lokonA kAma karI gujarAna calAvatA hatA. teo 11 dhoraNa bhaNyA tyAM sudhI to temanA gharamAM lAITa paNa na hatI, pagamAM cappala paNa paheryA na hatA. koIke paisA ApI bhaNAvyA, pachI nokarI maLI, pachI davAnI dukAna karI ajaina kanyA nAme caMdrikAbena sAthe lagna karyA. davAnI phekaTarImAM bhAgIdAra banyA. nasIba ADenuM pAMdaDu saryuM ane AgaLa vadhatAM pote davAnI phekaTarI nAkhI. kheDA hAIve para kAjIpurA ane bIjI phekaTarI kheDAmAM. kAjIpurA 1985mAM phekaTarI nI ja jagyAmAM vihAradhAma banAvyuM. tyAM mANasa rAkhyA ane maMdiramAM jato patthara ja prabhu banI zake to mAnavazuM mahAmAnava(1) |

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vihAra karatAM sAdhu bhagavaMto ane sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI gocarI - pANInI vyavasthA suMdara rIte thAya che. phekaTarInI sAmenI jamIna laI tyAM vihAradhAma 2010 thI cAlu karyuM. 2011 DIsembaramAM daherAsaranI pratiSThA karAvI, tyAM gharaDAghara paNa banAvyuM, hospiTala, pAMjarApoLa badhuM thaI rahyuM che. te uparAMta temanA zrAvikA caMdrikAbena ajaina hovA chatAM khUba premALa che. sAdhu-sAdhvI tyAMthI vihAra karIne jAya pachI AgaLanA gAmomAM jo temane gocarI-pANInI vyavasthA na thaI zake tevI hoya to teo jAte rasoI karI TIphIno laIne temane vahorAvavA jAya che. temaja temane davAo mokale che. vartamAnamAM aneka gAmaDAo bhAMgI jatA sAdhu-sAdhvIne vihAramAM muzkelI na paDe te mATe aneka bhAvikoe svadravyathI aneka sthAne vihAradhAmo taiyAra karyA che. aneka gAmomAM jainanA gharo baMdha thatA te grAmavAsI jainoe rasoDA paNa cAlu karyA che. dhanya ho temanI devagurudharmabhakti ne !!! 12. kALI majUrI karIne paNa bahenone sAcavanAra. amadAvAdanA kAlupura vistAramAM AvelI dozInI poLamAM rahetA lAgaNIzIla bhAI hemendrabhAI zAhanI A vAta che.. hemendrabhAInA mA-bApa mRtyu pAmyA che. bhAio kuTuMbIjano alaga rahe che. 2000 rUA. nA TuMkA pagAramAM ghara calAve che. patnI sAthe chUTAcheDA levA paDyA che tema chatAM traNa pAgala bahenonI sevA cAkarI karIne sAcA arthamAM rakSAbaMdhana ujavI rahyA che. hemendrabhAInI traNa baheno bhAnumatI jIbhano ghA zIupUrAya paNa jIbhathI anyane lagelo ghA varSo bAda paNa na pUrAya |

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(60 varSa) nIrUbena (45 varSa) alakAbena (35 varSa)ne kudarate khAmIvALI sarjI che. hemendrabhAInA zabdomAM ja temanI vAta sAMbhaLIeH "mArI lAgaNIo ane premanI bhASA te samajI zakatA nathI. paraMtu huM bhAI tarIkenI javAbadArImAMthI jo uNo utaruM to A abolA jIvanuM koNa? sva. pitAzrI zIkhavacaMdabhAI kApaDanI dukAna calAvatA hatA tyAre gharanI paristhiti sArI hatI. paraMtu kApaDanI dukAna bhAgIdAre pacAvI pADI, e pachI gharanI paristhiti khUba ja kharAba thaI gaI. e samaye 2 dhoraNa sudhI abhyAsa karIne mAre kAma dhaMdho karavo paDyo. pitAjIne dama, TI.bI., zvAsa, eTeka jevI aneka prakAranI bimArIoe gherI lIdhA tyAre maratA maratA traNeya bahenone sAcavavAnI javAbadArI mArA mAthe mUkatA gayA. chelle mAtuzrI gajIbena mRtyu pAmyA tyAre paNa dIkarIone sAcavavAno kola ApatA gayA hatA." hemendrabhAIe Arthika taMgImAMthI bahAra nikaLavA mATe nAnI moTI nokarIthI kaMTALIne eka be vAra lohI vecIne paNa paisA kamAvavA prayatna karela paraMtu bahenone duHkhI karI nathI. hemendrabhAI lagna jIvana aMge vAta karatA kahe che, "patnInI IcchA traNe bahenone raste rajhaLatI mUkIne gharathI alaga rahevAnI hatI. paraMtu e mArAthI zakya na hatuM eTale patnI sAme korTamAM javuM paDyuM, temAM samAdhAna karIne traNa lAkha rUpiyAno kharca thaI jatA devAnA DuMgaramAM dabAI gayo chuM. saMbaMdhIono sahakAra laIne meM paisA to bhegA karyA. paraMtu chevaTe huM barabAda thaI gayo." "kAMI vAMdho nahi, paNa mArI baheno mATe rAjIkhuzIthI hasato phoTo sahune game to kAyama haksato mANasa..

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sahana karavA haju paNa huM taiyAra chuM." junA jamAnAnuM lAkaDAthI jaDeluM khakhaDadhaja ane atyaMta astavyasta rAcaracIluM dharAvatA gharamAM Akho divasa guma suma besI rahe che. hemendrabhAI Akho divasa savAre 10 thI rAtanA 8 vAgyA sudhI dukAnanI sarvisa karIne pAchA phare tyAre paNa koIpaNa prakAranI saMvedanA jovA maLatI nathI. bahenone jAte koI paNa prakAranuM kAma karI zakavAnI trevaDa paNa nathI. rAtre pezAba karAvavA mATe hemendrabhAIne traNathI cAra vAra uThavu paDe che. teo ne haMmezA rAtre aDadhA jAgatA ane aDadhA sUtelA rahevuM paDe che. pote jANe che ke baheno saheja paNa kazuM navu zIkhI zake tema nathI chatAM roja rasoDAmAM rAMdhatA hoya tyAre bahenone ubhI rAkhIne kevI rIte raMdhAya evuM samajAvatA hoya che. traNeya bahenonI mAnasika paristhiti e che ke Apo to khAya bAkI sAmethI kayAreya pUchatA nathI bhAnumatI bahena vAraMvAra bimAra paDI jAya che. tAva Ave tyAre aneka rAtonA ujAgarA karavA paDe che. hemendrabhAI kahe che ke "e bhale kazuM ja zIkhI zake tema na hoya paraMtu Ama karavAmAM mane majA Ave che. traNa duHkhiyArI baheno sAthe A rIte samaya pasAra karIne bhAI uparAMta mA-bApa banavAnA prayatna karuM chuM. hemendrabhAIne sAruM rAMdhatA AvaDatuM nathI. AthI bahenone sAruM khavaDAvavAnI IcchA thAya tyAre bahArathI miThAI, nAsto vagere lAvIne khavaDAve che. vAra tahevAra hoya tyAre aDosa paDosamAMthI koIne rAMdhavA bolAve che. varSothI savAre eka ja TAIma jame che sAMje khAkharA ke dUdha khAIne bhAI baheno calAvI le che. maMda buddhi janma + jakhama + jokhama + ma = jiMdagI gA

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nagara bhAvanagara | 20 hovAthI baheno nhAvAmAM cokasAI rAkhatI nathI eTale mAthAmAM vAraMvAra jU paDI jAya che hemendrabhAI temanuM mAthu sApha karI Ape che. vALaMdane ghare bolAvIne vALa kapAvI nAkhe che, jethI bahenone rAtre uMgha sArI Ave. maMdabuddhinA kAraNe koInA bharose ghara choDIne javAmAM jokhama hoya che. kayAMka pharavA jAya ane vAgI jAya ke paDI jAya to svajanane ulamAMthI cUlamAM paDavA jevo ghATa thAya che. paraMtu hemendrabhAI gharamAM ekalA ja hovAthI pharajiyAta Ama karavuM paDe che. ekavAra bhAtanA osAmaNamAM lapasI javAthI traNeya bahenone IjA thatA davAkhAne laI javI paDI hatI. ekavAra gesanuM silinDara kADhIne cora laI gayA hatA. vartamAnamAM sukhI gharomAM paNa svastha mA-bApane pAMjarApoLamAM (gharaDAgharamAM)raMgecaMge mUkI AvIne khuza thanArA dIkarAoe tathA mAtA-pitAnI saMpatti vigere mATe bhAIobaheno sAthe korTe caDhanArA vyaktioe A prasaMga parathI preraNA pAmIne kAMIka jAgRta thavA jevuM kharuM hoM..! ! 13. pratikULatAmAM dharma hAla amadAvAdano rahevAsI yuvAna. dhaMdhA mATe phekaTarI cAlu karI. jaina kuTuMbanI yuvatI sAthe lagna thayA. patnI jaina kuTuMbamAM janmelI hovA chatAM patnIne jaina dharma pratye saheja paNa mAna nahi. ajaina deva-devIone mAne, bAdhA rAkhe, pUjA kare. A yuvAna to roja jinapUjA kare, vyAkhyAnamAM jAya. patnI jhaghaDo kare ane nA pADe. amuka vAra to pUjAnAM kapaDAM paNa phADI nAkhyAM chatAM prabhunI zradhdhA mATe - No Comment only Commitment

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paNa gurubhagavaMtanA satsaMganA prabhAve yuvAne pUjA-jinavANI cAlu rAkhyAM. sAthe makkamatApUrvaka sAmAyika paNa karavA mAMDayo. divasamAM 10bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe. are ! AgaLa vadhIne zrAvakanA bAra vrata paNa uccaryA che. dara pUname zrI zaMkhezvara prabhunI jAtrA karavA paNa jAya che. sAdhu - sAdhvInI avasare bhakti kare che. saMghanI bhakti kare. pratikULatA vacce paNa sattva phoravI ArAdhanA karanAra yuvAnane natamastake vaMdanA ane anumodanA to karazo ne...!! 14. lagnano abhuta jamaNavAra vidvadrarya pU. A. zrI abhayazekharasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM vi. saM. 2061mAM upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA thaI, sthaLa hatuM e vizvanaMdIkara jaina saMgha, bhagavAnanagarano Tekaro, pAlaDI, suzrAvaka zrI kIrtibhAI paMcAsarAvALAe paNa upadhAna karyA. eka bhAvanA pragaTI ke cothuM vrata levuM ja che. bIjA paNa bhAgyazALIone preraNA karatAM bIjA 43 yugalo ane traNa beno taiyAra thayA. samUhamAM te sahue brahmacarya vrata uccarAvyuM. kIrtibhAInA traNa dIkarAmAMthI eka dIkarAnA lagna prasaMge rAtre pArTIno vicAra gharamAM sagA-saMbaMdhIo karI rahyA hatA. kIrtibhAI vicAramAM paDyAM. rAtribhojana to narakanuM dvAra che. ATalA badhAne rAtribhojana karAvIne ApaNe kaI narakamAM javuM che.? nA, mAre Ano koIka upAya vicAravo ja rahyo. dIkarAne samajAvyuM ke, "jo tArI bhAvanA thAya to saMsArI saMbaMdhIone janmaane ApavA mAMgo cho? zrImaMtanebsaMtAnane?

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badale sAdharmika bhAIone AmaMtraNa ApI baporanuM svAmivAtsalya goThavIe to kema ? sAthe rAtribhojananA pApathI bacAze." dIkarAe vAta svIkArI. kIrtibhAIne khUba AnaMda thayo. 300 jeTalA sAdharmikone dUdha thI paga dhoI sAdharmika vAtsalya karyuM. sAthe darekane 3 mahinA cAle teTaluM sIdhu - sAmAna ApI jinAjJA mujaba anaMtI karmanirjarA ane lakhalUTa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM upArjana karyuM. dhanya ho jinazAsananA uttama zrAvakonI bhAvanAne !! he jaino ! tame paNa saMsArI sagAI karatA sAdharmikanI sagAIne mukhya banAvI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhazone..!! sAdharmikonA mukhanA zabdo, "maMdabhAgI amane badhA loko dhikkAre che, jayAre sAdharmikanA nAte tame amArI bhakti karI eTale amane saMgha ane jinazAsana para bahumAna thAya che." 15. uttama muhUrtano prabhAva Azare 5 varSa pUrve amadAvAdanA esa. pI. rIMga roDa pAse, surabhita vATikA sosAyaTImAM nautamabhAIe ghara lIdhuM sAthe suMdara jinAlaya banAvavAnI bhAvanA jAgI.jagyA nakkI karI. somapurAne eDavAnsa rakama ApI. koNa jANe kema ? paraMtu daherAsaranA kAmamAM joIe tevo vega Avato na hato rakama ApavA chatAM patthara pUratA pramANamAM AvatA na hatA. mULanAyaka zrI sumatinAtha prabhu kyAMthI maLe? te mATe zAsanaratna kumArapALa vI. zAha ne vAta karatAM temaNe naMdAsaNanuM nAma sUcavyuM. tyAM jovA jatA pratimAjI khUba manamohaka lAgyA. ma2Na e AkharI ane AzI ksoTI che. ]

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jogAnujoga tyAM virAjamAna pU. nayacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA. pAse vAsakSepa karAvI bhAvollAsapUrvaka ghare lAvyA. pAchaLathI tapAsa karatAM samajAyuM ke te samaye puSyanakSatra hatuM. uttama muhUrta uttama prabhujI lAvavAnI sAthe kAmamAM khUba vega AvavA mAMDyo. zikharabaMdhI daherAsara akalpanIya jhaDapathI pUrNa thayuM. pAlaDIthI 15 ki.mI. dUra hovA chatAM pAMca divasanA mahotsavapUrvaka paMcakalyANakanI ujavaNI, aMjanazalAkA sAthe pratiSThA thaI, jemAM 1500 mANasanI sAdharmika bhakti thaI. pratiSThA bAda aneka bhAviko ahIM pUjA kare che. sAthe pauSadhazALA paNa banAvI che. zreSTha muhUrtanA aneka prabhAvo Aje paNa anubhavAya che. aneka saMghonA TrasTanuM oDITa saMbhALI rahelA nautamabhAI vakIla sahune bhakti mATe padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. 16. ajenanuM parivartana pU. paryAya-sthavira munirAjazrI jayacandra vi. ma. sA.nA ziSya pU. jayapadha vi. ma. sA. ne vi. saM. 2048 jalagAMva cAturmAsa mATe javAnuM thayuM. vacce vihAramAM amalanera rokAvAnuM thayuM. upAzrayamAM 12 varSano chokaro saphAI kare. nAma pUchatAM eNe kahyuM "anila vAgha". thoDI ghaNI vAto karatAM mahAtmAne khyAla Avyo ke "AnA gharamAM mAMsa vigere khavAya che. paraMtu A chokaro khAto nathI." jalagAMva cAturmAsamAM dara ravivAranI zibiramAM anilane enI yogyatA jANI bolAvyo. zibiro dvArA jaina dharma pratyenI zraddhA khUba vadhI. mAMsane kAyamI alavidA karI tyArabAda maraNane satata smaraNamAM rAkhe to sAdhako

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24:0 !! navasArI tapovanamAM saMskRta pAThazALAmAM anilane abhyAsa karAvyo. pUjA sevA- navakArazI- cauvihAra karato thayo. kaMTha madhura hovAthI prabhu bhakti - stavanA khUba sarasa kare. 4 varSamAM paMDita tarIke taiyAra thaI hAlamAM auraMgAbAdamAM pAThazALAmAM paMDita tarIke bhaNAve che. bhAvathI bolo ke adbhuta evA jinazAsanane vaMdana ! vaMdana ! 17. namaskAra samo nahi maMtra vAsaNA-amadAvAdamAM rahetA alakAbenanA moTA bhAIne amuka kAraNe pagamAM parU thayuM. pAkavAnuM eTaluM vadhI gayuM ke cheka DhIMcaNa sudhIno paga pAkayo. ane davA-upacAro cAlu paNa koI phera nahi. DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke, "have eTalo paga kapAvI nAkho naktira hajI vadhaze." badhA DarI gayA. alakAbenane namaskAra mahAmaMtra ane AyaMbila yAda AvyA. basa have navakArano japa ane AyaMbilano tapa e ja zaraNa hojo. savAranA 4 vAgye uThI zraddhA bhaktipUrvaka dhUpa - dIpaka karI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa cAlu karyo. prabhu pUjA - guru vaMdana - AyaMbilanA paccakkhANa bAda pAchA jApamAM lIna thaI jatAM. ekalA bhAtanuM AyaMbila 15 miniTamAM karI pAchA navakAra jApamAM goThavAI gayA. Azcarya e sarjAyuM ke eka ja divasanI sAdhanAnA prabhAve bhAInA paganI pIDA ghaTavA lAgI, parU sukAvA mAMDayuM. rAta sudhImAM to paganI pIDA zAMta thatA jAte cAlavA lAgyA. prAyaH 24 kalAkamAM alakAbene 23 sAmAyika karyA. dAna ApyA bAda mAnanI apekSAA na rAkho. na

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DaoNkaTarane batAvatAM DaoNkaTara paNa vicAramAM paDyAM. How it is Possible ? navakAramaMtranA japa, AyaMbilano tapa e mahAmAMgalika che. ane Impossible ne paNa possible karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. hasatAM hasatAM sukha bhogavo to pApa vaLagI jAya hasatAM hasatAM du:kha bhogavo to pApa saLagIjAya. 18. jayaNA-pAlanano uttama prema | usmAnapurA amadAvAdanA zrI minAkSIbena vardhamAnI. thoDA varSa pUrve dIkarInA lagna aSADha suda 10 nA nakkI thayA. cha aThAI mAMthI eka aSADhI aThAInA divase jayaNA pAlana mATe lIlottarIno lagnamAM saMpUrNa tyAga, lIlA maracAM, lImaDo,lIMbu ke AIskrIma to nahIM ja paraMtu AsopAlavanA toraNa paNa nahi. plAsTIkanA phUlathI zaNagAra karyo. baraphanA pANIne badale kALA mATInI koThImAM pANI bharAvI ThaMDu karyuM. varavadhU mATe mAtra gulAbanA be hAra. savAranuM jamaNa ane bapore vidAya ! tame paNa lilotarIne abhayadAna Apazo ne..! A zrAvikA sUryAsta pachI mahemAnone paNa rAtre pANI sivAya kAMI ApatA nathI. 19. cAMdInuM jinAlaya thoDA varSo pUrve baneluM e jinAlaya sAdA paththaramAMthI banyA bAda prabhukRpAe vistAra khUba samRddha banyo. zakti vadhatAM ( mAMNIneAnI zikSAne badaledharmanuM zikSaNa jotA zIkho. ]

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saMghe Akhu jinAlaya ArasanuM banAvavAno vicAra karyo. eka gurubhagavaMte samajaNa ApI ke AnA karatAM AkhuM jinAlaya cAMdIthI maDhI do to jinAlayanI zAna khUba vadhaze. pUjyazrInI preraNAne jhIlI saMghe 5 karoDanA kharce AkhuM daherAsara cAMdIthI, maDhavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. A jinAlaya kyAM AvyuM che e zodhavAnuM kAma tamAruM.... e ja amadAvAdamAM eka khyAtanAma parivAranA baMgalAmAM varSo jUnuM cAMdInuM jinAlaya khUba vizALa ratha tarIke taiyAra kareluM che. 6 "rI" pALatA saMghamAM paNa laI javAyela che. AkhuM jinAlaya pholDIMga che, chUTuM paNa karI zakAya che. (1) 20. anumodanA.. anumodanA.. pAlItANAmAM 3 mahinAnA bALake upavAsa karyo. muMbaImAM poNA 3 varSanA bhulakAe aThThAI tapanI ArAdhanA karI. eka mahAna zrAvikAe vizva rekorDa 51 upavAsa cauvihAra karyA. DabhoInA eka mahAna zrAvake bhayaMkara garamInA divasomAM paNa covihArA 31 upavAsa karyA. eka zrAvake jiMdagImAM kayAreya TI.vI., vIDIyo ke thiyeTaramAM pizcara joyuM nathI. A kALamAM bahu uMco Adarza Ubho karyo che. dalapatabhAI bogharAe zrAvaka vargamAM vizva rekorDarUpe (4) lAMbu jIvavA jatA jANavu vadhu jarUrI che. ]

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(7) (8) gogA gA 27 lAgalagATa 34 varSa sudhI AyaMbila karyA. arthAt 11 hajAra upara AyaMbila,154 oLInI ArAdhanA. suzrAvaka bhogIbhAIe 'zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH' A maMtra bolyA bAda paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka 1 karoDa khamAsamaNA ApyA. sAbaramatInA e bhAgyazALIe prabhune pAraNAMmAM padharAvavAno caDhAvo 14 lAkhamAM lIdho.mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI evA vRddha mAjInA hAthe pAraNAMmAM prabhu padharAvaDAvyA. Azcarya e che ke e mAjI emanA koI saMbaMdhI na hatA. 21. prabhuno janmotsava banyo mRtyu -mahotsava nAnakaDuM nagara paNa khUba dhArmika. temAM viduSI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanA grupanuM cAturmAsa. sAdhvIjI-bhagavaMtanI pravacana-zailI ane samajAvaTanI kaLA vigerene kAraNe badhA anuSThAno khUba jAmyA. AkhuM nagara dharmanA raMge raMgAyuM. avasare prabhu neminAtha dAdAno janmotsava sTeja progrAma pUrvaka karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. badhI taiyArIo cAlu che. temAM 56 dikumArI tarIke nAnI-nAnI 11 bALAonI pasaMdagI thaI. temane nRtyanI TrenIMga apAI gaI ane badhI bALikAonA abhinaya suMdara hovAthI temane sTeja progrAmamAM bhAga levAnI pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta dvArA sammati maLI gaI. chelluM aThavADiyuM bAkI hatuM ane pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte vyavasthApakone preraNA karI ke "dikkumArInA badhA Dresa ekasarakhA Always clean your Heart, Hand & Head.

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ane AkarSaka karAvI zakAya.' "jarUra sAheba! thaI jaze paraMtu teno nakaro rUA. 200 laIne pachI te ja bAlikAone bheTa ApI daIe to kema ?' eka bhAIe vAta mUkI ane nakkI thayuM. sanuM mApa levAI gayuM. sIvaDAvavA apAI gayA ane dareka bAlikAne rUA. 200 bharI javA jaNAvI dIdhuM. eka bAlikAnA ghare sAMje dhamAla zarU thaI. e bAlikA 9 varSanI umaranI hatI. gharanA ane mAnA saMskAronA kAraNe prabhunI khUba rAgI hatI.aThavADiyA pachI AvanArA prabhunA mahotsavanI ane temAM dAdA sAme dikumArI banI nRtya karavAnI puNyapaLanI rAha joIne beThI hatI ane rUA. 200 bharavAnA samAcAra maLatAM mammIne vAta karI. "mammI ! dikumArInA presanA rUA. 200 ApIza ? "beTA ! ApaNI pAse eTalA rUpiyA nathI. ApaNe garIba chIe.' paNa pelI chokarI to jIde caDhI. tene dAdAnA mahotsavamAM nRtya karavuM ja hatuM. "mammI ! game te rIte tuM rUA. 200 nI vyavasthA karI Apa, nahi to dAdAno mahotsava huM ujavI nahi 'beTA ! tArA pitAjIne marI gayAne 5 varSa vItI gayA. koI kamAnAruM nathI. huM khAkharA, pApaDa karIne gharanuM mAMDa-mAMDa pUruM karuM chuM. beTA ! tuM khUba nAnI che. tane mArI kathanI zuM kahuM ? A vakhatanuM gharabhADuM paNa kema cUkavIza tenA TenzanamAM jIvuM chuM.2 divasa pahelAM kariyANuM kharIdyuM che, tenA paisA paNa cUkavavAnA bAkI che. mATe beTA !' bolatA bolatAM ja mammI raDavA jevI thaI durguNonI napharata+guNonI nakSata + dharmamAM gharyarata= AbhAkhUbasUrata

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gaI. dIkarIne potAnA bAhupAzamAM laI cUmIo bharavA lAgI.' 'have jIda na kara. huM tane khUba cAhuM chuM. jIvanamAM tuM ja mAruM svasva che. tArI badhI ja IcchA Aja sudhI meM pUrI karI che. tane kayAMya ochuM AvavA dIdhuM nathI paNa .....Aje huM lAcAra chuM, beTA ! huM lAcAra chuM.' bolatA bolatA mAM DuskA bharIne raDavA mAMDI. eka bAju dIkarI parano atizaya rAga che tathA bIjI bAju paristhitivaza lAcArI che. baMnenA dvanTe tene bebAkaLI karI dIdhI che. bALA bhale nAnI che paNa samaju che. tarataja paristhiti samajIne jIda choDI dIdhI. mammIne zAMta karavA lAgI ane potAnI kAlI-ghelI bhASAmAM bolavA lAgI, "mammI! tuM jarAya ciMtA na kara. huM tArI dIkarI nathI paNa dIkaro chuM. huM moTI thaIza pachI khUba kamAIza. tane badhI ciMtAothI mukta banAvI zeThANI banAvIza. tane badhI ArAdhanA karavAno samaya phALavI daIza. basa ! mammI ! tuM 3-4 varSa pasAra karI le. pachI tAro A dIkaro (!) tane sukhI sukhI karI deze." beTI taraphathI maLatuM AzvAsana ane choDI dIdhelI jIde mA ne thoDI svastha karI. pachI baMne paraspara bheTI paDyAM. cUmIo bharI ane baMnee haLavAza anubhavI. rAtre sAdhvIjIne maLavA mATe A nAnakaDI chokarI pahoMcI gaI. mukhya sAdhvIjI pAse jaIne raDavAnuM zarU karyuM. mammIne sAMtvanA ApavA jIda choDI dIdhI hatI paNa prabhu pratyeno bhaktibhAva, prabhunI dikakumArI thaI nRtya karavAnI bhAvanA evIne vepArI pAI pAIno hisAba rAkhe to sAdhakapalapalano hisAba rAkhe

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,, , , , , , ,[ 30 ka. , . . . evI hatI. tethI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta AgaLa raDatAM raDatAM bolavA lAgI : "gurujI ! evo to meM kayo guno karyo, pApa karyuM ke dAdAnA mahotsavamAM dikakumArI thaI mane nAcavAnuM nahi maLe. zuM ame paisA na bharI zakIe to bhagavAnanI bhaktimAMthI bAkAta thaIzuM ? gurujI ! amArI garIbInA kAraNe kayAreya prabhujIne koI viziSTa dravya caDhAvI zakatA nathI. Apa gurujIone sArI vastu vahorAvI zaktA nathI ane koI prabaLa puNyodaye dikakumArI banI nRtya karavAnuM saubhAgya hAla prApta thayuM hatuM, te DresanA rUA. 20) na bharI zakavAthI nAza pAmyuM. Apa kaIMka karo. mAre dAdAnI dikakumArI banavuM ja che." bALAnI prabhu pratyenI bhakti nihALIne sAdhvIjIe kahyuM "tAre rUA. 200 bharavAnA nathI ane bhagavAnanI dikumArI banI jeTaluM nAcavuM hoya teTaluM nAcavAnI chUTa che.' A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja pelI chokarI to tyAM ja UbhI thaI nAcavA mAMDI. 'gurujI ! Ape khUba upakAra karyo. Apano upakAra kyAreya nahi bhUluM." jota jotAmAM bhavya janmotsavanI ujavaNIno divasa AvI gayo. savAre 9-00 vAge progrAma zarU thavAno che. AgalI rAtathI ja eka ja adhyavasAya cAle che. mAre savAre dAdAnI dikakumArI banavAnuM che. prabhu AgaLa nRtya karavAnuM che. khUba majA Avaze. khUba karma khapaze. khUba puNya baMdhAze. je paNa navA vyakita maLe enI AgaLa eTalA ja ullAsapUrvaka A ja vAta karyA ja kare. tenA dayamAM AnaMda mAto nathI. rAtre svapnamAM paNa 'sa paheryo, sAme bhavya dAdA neminAtha bIjAnA AvA vacano zAMtithI gaLI javA te paNa moTutapa che.

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gAlagAgA gAgA 31 birAjamAna che ane huM nRtya karI rahI chuM.' evuM ddazya nihALyuM. savAre vahelA uThI taiyAra thaI. sauthI pahelI sTeja AgaLa pahoMcI gaI. progrAma zarU thayo. have teno vAro Avyo. jenI rAha te divasothI jotI hatI te paLa AvI gaI. nepathyamAMthI hAthamAM rakSA poTalI laI nAcatI -nAcatI sTeja para AvI. uchaLatA bhAvapUrvakanuM tenuM viziSTa nRtya badhAnA AkarSaNanuM kendra banyuM. tenA paganI pratyeka thIrakI ane hAvabhAvomAM prabhu pratyeno avihaDa prema dekhAto hato. hAthamAM rakSApoTalI laI eka pradakSiNA ApI, bIjI pradakSiNA nRtya karatAM karatAM ApI ane trIjI pradakSiNA jayAM pUrI thaI ane uchaLatAM bhAvollAsa sAthe eno AyuSyano dIvaDo tyAM ja bujhAI jatA paMDitamaraNa prApta thayuM. prabhuno janmotsava tenA mATe mRtyuno mahotsava banI gayo. dhanya che e bALikAnA bhAvone ! enA A zubha bhAvone ya ApaNAM bhAvathI vaMdana...!!! 22. devadravya to mAre nA ja khape eka bhAgyazALI e yogya-uttama somapurAne aneka jinAlayonA kAma apAvyA. te badala e somapurAe e prabhubhaktane 100 grAma sonuM ApavA chatAM temaNe A sonuM levAno dharAra InkAra karI dIdho. somapurAnuM dravya devadravyanuM kahevAya. te na ja cAle e bhAvanAthI. bhaktanI bhAvanA to lAjavAba hatI paNa sAthe prabhubhakta e somapurAe nahIM naphAnA dhoraNe jinezvara paramAtmAnI vivekI mATe 'bole tenA bora vecAya,' avivekI mATe 'na bolavAmAM nava guNa'

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500thI vadhu pratimAjI jinabhaktane arpaNa karI. A che jinabhaktanI AjJApratibaddhatA ane somapurAnI kRtajJatA. 23. girirAja ! tAro prabhAva che, aparaMpAra | gujarAtanuM pATaNa zahera. tyAM paMDita prabhudAsabhAI pArekha jijJAsuone dhArmika abhyAsa karAvatA hatA tyAranI vAta. emanAM sthAnanI bahAra haidaraalI nAme muslima yuvaka bese. e saMpUrNa mUMgo hato. eka akSara bolI na zake. alabatta, IzArAthI samajavAnI enI zakti khUba vikasvara hatI. paraMtu vANIno vaibhava enAthI bAra gAu dUra hato. e ghaNIvAra dharmabhAvanAthI prerAIne pATImAM moTA akSare 'hiMsA na karo... jUTha na bolo ...' vagere sUcanAo lakhIne potAnA muslima birAdarone batAvato. pustakAlayamAM pustako levA-mUkavAnuM kArya paNa IzAre IzAre kare. lagabhaga 40 varSo bAda prabhudAsabhAI eka vAra zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrA karI rahyA hatA. tyAM pAchaLathI jozabharyo umaLakAbharyo avAja Avyo : "prabhudAsakAkA' kAkAe pAchaLa dRSTi karI, to teo AzcaryathI stabdha banI gayA. e avAja pelA mUka muslima yuvAna haidaraalIno hato. prabhudAsakAkAe pUchayuM ke, "are ! tuM ahIM kyAMthI ? ane tane A spaSTa vANI kayAMthI maLI ?" haidaraalIe harakhAtAM harakhAtAM uttara Apyo : "kAkA, e kahevA ja tamane sAda karyo che. vAta ema banI ke mArI sevAthI khuza thayelA AcArya mahArAja zrI vijaya udayasUrIzvarajI mahArAje Immediate alalaidi am + Me oi Diate sal.

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mane eka vAra kahyuM ke," tuM pAlItANA jaIne zatruMjayagirirAjanI yAtrA kara, dAdAnA prabhAve tAruM A mUMgApaNuM dUra thaI jaze, udayasUridAdA jevA saraLa mananA sAdhupuruSanI vANI saphaLa ja nIvaDaze, ema mAnIne huM zraddhAbhera zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrA karavA Avyo. jIvananI e sarvaprathama yAtrA hatI. sADAtraNa hajAra pagathiMyA caDhIne jayAM meM AdIzvaradAdAnA darzana karyA, tyAM ApoApa ja koI prayatna vinA mArA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDyA ke, "dAdA tuM mahAna che?" basa, te kSaNathI mAro aMtarAya tUTI gayo. huM svastha mAnavInI jema tyArathI badhuM barAbara bolI zakuM chuM. e pachI varSo varSa huM ahIM yAtrAe Avato rahuM chuM. Aje ya e rIte yAtrAe Avyo. 24. nayanomAM teja Ape, cakSudAtA bhagavAna muMbaImAM vasato eka saMpattisamRddha, saMskArasamRddha jaina parivAra. saMpatti karatAMya saMskAronI samRddhi caDiyAtI. e parivAranI suzIla kanyAnAM lagna levAyA. lagnano divasa hato tA. 19-12011no. badhI dhAraNAne dhULamAM meLavI de ane aNadhArI rIte AphatanI jhaMjhAjhaDI varasAvI de enuM ja nAma to saMsAra ! lagnanI AgalI sAMje tA. 18mI jAnyuArIe kanyAne AMkhomAM ekAeka koI takalIpha evI thaI gaI ke sadaMtara dekhAtuM baMdha thaI gayuM, AMkhe aMdhApo AvI gayo. bIje ja divase lagna hatA, ethI kanyAnI ciMtA vadhI gaI. eNe rAtre "mAne vAta karI. "mA"e gussAmAM koI nirNaya nakyatA, ati AnaMdamAM breIne vAyadonatA

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tatkAla to haiyAdhAraNA ApIne kahyuM "bahu zramanA kAraNe A thayuM haze. tuM atyAre zAMtithI ArAma karI le. savAre badhuM sarasa thaI jaze." paraMtu aMdarathI to "mA" khuda sakhata ciMtAgrasta banI gaI hatI. kanyAe "mA"nI sUcanA pramANe karyuM. paraMtu savAre UThatAM vaMta ene khyAla AvI gayo ke, takalIpha to e ja cAlu che. A kAmacalAu 'riekazana'nathI, kAyamI samasyA che. potAnI samagra bhAvi jiMdagI aMdhakAramaya banI javAnA majabUta bhaya vacce savAyI majabUtAIthI kanyAe potAnA saMskAronuM hIra jhaLakAvatI vAta tyAM ne tyAM ja mAtA-pitAne karI : "lagna AjanA ja che. ethI samaya gumAvyA vinA hamaNAM ja mArA zvasurapakSane A durghaTanAnI jANa karI do ane lagnanI mAMDavALa karI do. ApaNe emane aMdhArAmAM nathI rAkhavA ke bojarUpa paNa nathI banavuM.' mAtA-pitAnI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. ethI dIkarInuM jIvana aMdhakAramaya thatuM hatuM, to paNa emaNe vicArano amala karyo ane vevAI-jamAIne jANa karIne lagna kensala karavAno prastAva mUkyo. kharI kamAla have thaI. jamAI paNa prakAzapremI jIvanazailIno svAmI nIkaLyo. anyanA hita khAtara potAnA hitane gauNa karavAnI niHsvArtha bhAvanAthI prerAIne eNe potAno tvarita makkama pratibhAva Apyo : "lagna Aje ja thaze ane mArI sAthe ja thaze. ene hara koI sthitimAM svIkArI laIza ane sAcavI laIza." gaLagaLA thaI gayelA kanyAnA pitAe kahyuM : "zAMtithI vicAro. A kSaNavArano savAla nathI. A to jiMdagIbharano sukha e uttama phaLa cheto du:khae uttamadavAno samaya Avyo che.

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savAla che." jamAIe dhAradAra uttara Apyo : "dhAro ke A ja takalIpha gaI kAle mane thaI hota, to Aje mArA mananI jhaMkhanA zI hota? athavA to A takalIpha lagnanA be-cAra divasa bAda amArA bemAMthI koIne thaI hota, to zuM ame eka-bIjAne choDI zakata ? jo nA, to pachI Aje ene huM kema choDI zakuM ?" ane lagna nirdhArita samaye nirdhArita sthaLe raMgecaMge thaI gayA. lagna pachI daMpatI pAlanapura gayA. tyAM jANItA ane niSNAta DaoNkaTarane AMkha batAvI. emaNe kahyuM : "bahu muzkela kesa che. madrAsa jAva to kadAca kAMI thAya to thAya." navavadhU prabaLa zraddhAsaMpanna hatI. eNe patine kahyuM : 'madrAsa pachI jaIzuM. pahelAM ahIM nikaTanA mArA vatananA gAmo dAMtarAI (rAja.) jaIe. tyAM bhagavAna munisuvratadAdAnuM jinAlaya che. mane emanA para pUrNa zraddhA che. tyAM pUjA karIe, pachI madrAsanI vAta." baMnne dAMtarAI gayA. e divase bannee AyaMbila tapa karyuM, bhAvapUrvaka pUjA karI, snAtra bhaNAvyuM ane aMte zAMtikaLaza paNa karyo. zAMtikaLaza bAda jayAM enuM snAtrajaLa AMkhe lagADyuM, tyAM ja AMkhe jhaLahaLatuM teja lAdhyuM. banne AMkhonI rozanI pAchI AvI gaI. vaMdana ho.. aciMtya ciMtAmaNI zrI munisuvrata bhagavAnane...!! vaMdana ho.. e paramAtmA pratyenI te daMpatinI aTala avicala zraddhAne.....!! 25. saMskAradagI mA nAma enuM mokSA. hAla tenI uMmara 6 varSanI che. paNa panInA AMsumAMgaNIpUrIravAne patinAtenI mAMgaNIpUrIratAnILe.

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pUrvanI koI jabarajasta ArAdhanA karIne Avelo e jIva che ke tene atyaMta saMskArI-kuTuMbamAM janma maLyo. garbhakALathI ja mAtAe khUba saMskAro ApyA. garbhakALamAM jIvana khUba dharmamaya banAvyuM. mAnI eka ja bhAvanA ke "mArA ghare AveluM saMtAna durgatimAM na javuM joIe.' janmathI ukALeluM pANI, uMmara thatA navakArazI, cauvihAra, bhagavAnanA darzana-pUjA, sAmAyika, abhakSyano saMpUrNa tyAga, kaMdamULano tyAga. haju sudhI mokSAnuM bhojana, kaMdamULa, barapha, ThaMDApINAM, cokaleTa vagerethI abhaDAyuM nathI. te pAMca varSanI hatI ane eka prasaMga banI gayo. skulamAMthI eka divasa mATe Tura javAnI hatI. savAre nIkaLI rAtre pAchA AvavAnuM hatuM. mammIe ukALelA pANInI voTarabega ane nAstAno Dabbo taiyAra karI Apyo ane mokSAne samajAvI dIdhuM 'beTA ! TuramAM to badhu jamavAnuM abhakSya haze, kaMdamULavALuM haze. pANI kAcuM haze, tethI te koIpaNa vastu na khAtI. bhUkha lAge tyAre DabbAmAMthI khAje ane voTarabegamAMthI pANI pIje. beTA! vacce vacce badhAne AIskrIma, cokaleTa, keDabarI vigere Apaze, paNa tuM kAMI letI nahIM, beTA ! haju A abhakSya vastuthI tAruM moM gaMdu thayuM nathI, to bhUlecUke TuramAM moM gaMdu nA karatI. abhakSya cIjo khAvAthI khUba pApa lAge. narakamAM javuM paDe mATe beTA ! dhyAna rAkhaje." mokSAne samajAvI TIcarane paNa badhI vAta samajAvI dIdhI. ATalI nAnakaDI chokarI tene kadAca kAMI khabara na paDe ane nAnA chokarAone sArI-sArI vastuo game, bhAve tethI khAI paNa le, tethI TIcarane paNa samajAvI dIdhuM hatuM. garIba peTapUravA majUrI kreto amIra mana bha2vAmajUrI je.

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39 nddin mammI to skulamAM mUkIne gaI. basa upaDavAne vAra hatI. TIcare nAstAno Dabbo ane voTarabega bharAvelA, paNa ghaNAM chokarAonI javAbadArInA kAraNe bhUlathI Dabbo ane voTarabega potAnI ophIsamAM ja rahI gayA ane basa upaDI. sthAne pahoMcyA. TIcara to vyavasthAmAM hovAthI mokSAnI kALajI laI zakyA nahi. jAta-jAtanI khAvAnI vastuo keTabarI, cokaleTa, AIskrIma badhAne vaheMcAI rahyuM che. tenI badhI bahenapaNIo mastIthI vAto karatI hatI. hastI-khelatI vAparI rahI che paNa mokSA temAMnuM kAMIpaNa letI nathI. enI bahenapaNIo khUba Agraha kare che chatAM te ghasIne nA pADe che. nAnakaDI 5 varSanI hovA chatAM AIskrIma vigerenuM ene AkarSaNa nathI kemake te khUba pApabhIrU che. baporanA bhojanano samaya thayo. pelA TIcara to mokSAne sAva bhUlI ja gayA ane mokSAnI kasoTI AvI. thALIo goThavAI gaI. eka pachI eka svAdiSTa vAnagIo pirasAya che. paNa mokSAne badhAmAM abhakSya hovAnI zaMkA rahyA kare che. ane mammIe paNa nA pADI che tethI kAMI letI nathI. chevaTe khAlI be purI khAIne divasa pasAra kare che. Akho divasa pANI pIdhuM ja nathI ane khAvAmAM be purI ja vAparI che. Tura pUrI thaI gaI. ghare AvI Dabbo ane voTarabega bharelA che. mokSA DhIlI thayelI jaNAya che tethI mammIe pUchyuM 'beTA ! kema kaMI khAdhu nathI ?' 'mammI ! TIcara mAro Dabbo tathA voTarabega bhUlathI skule bhUlI gayelA.' muzkelImAM madada mAMgazo to muzkelI bAda paNa upakAra mAthe raheze.

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to zuM te bahAranI abhakSya cIjo vAparI?" nA mammI ! teM ja to samajAvyuM che ke bahAranI koI vastu na khavAya. khAIe to bahu pApa lAge. ApaNe narakamAM javuM paDe, tethI AkhA divasamAM be purI sivAya kAMI paNa meM khAdhuM pIdhuM nathI." beTA ! pANI paNa nathI pIdhuM. bIslarInuM to cokhuM hoyane ?" "mammI ! bhale bIslarInuM pANI paNa te kAcuM ane aLagaNa to hoya ja ne? te kevI rIte pIvAya?' mokSAnA pApabhIratAthI bharelA zabdo sAMbhaLI mammInI AMkhomAMthI harSAzru AvI gayAM.mokSAne daya sarasI cAMpI vAtsalyathI navaDAvI dIdhI. mammIne 5 varSa sudhI pote ApelA saMskAro saphaLa lAgyAM. dhanya che dharma kaTTara A bALAne !!! ethI ya vadhu dhanya che saMskAra dAtrI tenI mAtAne !!! Aje ApaNI vacce AvI aneka dharmasaMskAradAtrI mAtAo vase che. he mAtAo ! saMtAnano Avato bhava sudhare enI paNa avazya jAgRti rAkhIne vadhumAM vadhu dharma saMtAnane samajAvajo , karAvajo e ja zubhecchA. 26. sAcI saMvatsarI "mahArAja sAheba ! 70 varSa vaTAvI cUkelA amArA pramukha sAheba Apane svabhAvanA kaDaka ane jIddI jevA lAgatA haze, paNa kharekhara kahuM ? emanA haiyA jevI komaLatA bhAgye ja sahanazIlatAnI je hada Ave che to saMpatinI paNa hada kharI ne (2)

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jovA maLe che." dakSiNa gujarAtanA eka saMghamAM koIka zrAvake eka gurubhagavaMtane jayAre khAnagImAM AvI rIte vAta karI, tyAre sahaja rIte ja gurujIe sAmo prazna karyo, "evuM tame kayA AdhAre kaho cho ? Ama to e bahu kaDaka lAge che.." eTale ja to Apane A vAta karavA Avyo chuM" e zrAvaka bolyo, ane pachI eNe eka adbhuta ghaTanA gurujIne kahI saMbhaLAvI. amArA saMghamAM ghaNAM varSothI e TrasTI ane pachI pramukha pade rahyA che. emanI lAgavaga-sattA ghaNI ! atyaMta prAmANika ! paNa spaSTa vaktA ! lazkarI zistamAM mAnanArA ! ekavAra saMghanA eka bhAIne navA TrasTI tarIke levAnI vicAraNA zarU thaI. bIjA badhA TrasTIo, e navA bhAIne TrasTI tarIke levA lagabhaga taiyAra ! paNa amArA pramukha sAhebane e bhAI mAphaka AvelA nahi. eTale emaNe TrasTImaMDaLamAM rajUAta karI ke "e bhAIne jo TrasTI tarIke levAnA hoya, to pachI emanI sAthe huM kAma nahi karI zakuM. huM rAjInAmuM ApI daIza., tame khuzIthI emane lo..." A zabdo dhamakIrUpa na hatA, paNa emanI saccAIno raNakAra hato. TrasTIo 'pramukha sAheba jAya' e koIpaNa bhoge IcchatA na hatA. eTale chevaTe pelA bhAIne navA TrasTI banAvavAnuM radda karavAmAM AvyuM A badhI vAta kAMI chAnI rahe? pelA bhAIne khabara paDI mota paNa mahephIla banI zake kemake..

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ane emane pramukha sAheba upara bhAre krodha caDyo. "emaNe mane TrasTI banatA aTakAvyA..." A vicArane kAraNe evo to vairabhAva baMdhAyo ke saMghamAM pramukha sAheba mATe niMdA-TIkA karavAmAM koI kamI na rAkhI. A badhA samAcAra pramukha sAhebane maLyA. e mauna ja rahyA, paNa emanA manamAM gaDamathala to cAlatI ja hatI. saMvatsarIno e divasa ! bArasAstranuM vAMcana pUruM thayA bAda sAdhu to rUmamAM jatA rahyA. hajI upAzrayanA holamAM pramukha sAheba, TrasTIo ane saMghanA ghaNA badhA mANaso to ubhelA ja hatA. e vakhate pramukha sAhebe kamAla karI nAMkhI, badhAnI vacce bilakula zarama rAkhyA vinA e pelA bhAI pAse pahoMcI gayA, "mArA nimitte tamane kaMIpaNa duHkha thayuM hoya, to huM kSamA mAMguM chuM. tame mane mApha karazo ne?" mahArAja sAheba ! tyAre huM paNa hAjara hato, meM najaro najara A prasaMga joyo che. pramukha sAheba pelA bhAInA pagamAM namI gayA. hAthathI emanA pagane sparza karavA jeTalA nIce namI paDyA. huM to khUba Azcarya pAmyo. pramukha to uMmara-sattAzANapaNamAM ...badhI rIte pelA bhAI karatAM caDiyAtA ! paNa to ya .. meM spaSTa joyuM, pramukha sAhebanA mukha upara sAco kSamApanAbhAva hato, leza paNa kapaTa-dekhAva nahi. ha ! gadheDInA peTanA... tuM zuM kSamA mAMgavA hAlI nIkaLyo che." AvA tiraskAra bharelA zabdo sAthe e bhAIe pramukhane dhakko mAryo. pramukha be-traNa DagalAM dUra phaMgoLAyA. ame be miniTa pAse na besavAvALA be-cAra divasa satata yAda Laze. |

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badhA to stabdha thaI gayA. e bhAInA moDhA parano tiraskAra bhAva joIne hebatAI ja gayA. pramukha udAra cahere, kazuM bolyA vinA dhImI cAle saMghanI ophisa tarapha cAlatA thayA. amane badhAne thayuM ke "pramukha sAhebane jAheramAM thayelA AvA apamAnathI sakhata AghAta lAgyo haze, emane AzvAsana ApavuM joIe..." ame thoDAka zrAvako emanI pAchaLa thoDIvAra bAda ophisamAM pahoMcyA, pramukha sAheba mAthuM nIcuM DhALIne beThA hatA. jevA ame pahoMcyA ke tarata emaNe mAthuM uMcu karyuM, hA ! emanI AMkho bhInI hatI. amArA e vayovRddha-sattAdhIza-kaDaka pramukha 2DatA hatA. "tame bahu mana para nahI letA. e bhAIno svabhAva ja evo che. ame badhA emane oLakhIe ja chIe ne? tamAro koI ja doSa nathI..." amArAmAMthI koIke AzvAsananA zabdo uccAryA. "tame khoTuM samajI beThA cho." pramukha sAhebe e vakhate javAba Apyo. "mAruM apamAna thayuM, eno mane vAMdho nathI. ATalA varSonA anubhava bAda eTaluM to pacAvI ja zakuM chuM. paNa mArI bhAvanA hatI ke huM e bhAInA manamAMthI vairanI gAMTha ogALI nAkhIza. mArA nimitte emanA kaSAyo vadhe, e yogya to nathI ja ne? paNa huM niSphaLa gayo. emanA Avezane huM dUra na karI zakyo. emanA AtmAne keTaluM nukasAna thaze?" ane pharI emano avAja gaLagaLo thaI gayo, e AgaLa bolI na zakyA. "sAhebajI ! A che amArA pramukha sAhebanA haiyAnI - navApaDAna apAvanAra, navA pagapaherAvaze! |

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komaLatA ! koNa karI zake AvI kSamApanA ? koNa potAnA ahaMkArane ogALI zake ? koNa paralokano sAco vicAra karI zake ?" kalpasUtramAM sauthI chelle ApavAmAM AvelA e zabdo dareke dareka jainoe potAnA gharamAM jayAM satata najara paDe, tyAM lakhAvI rAkhavA joIe. A rahyA e zabdo ! jo khamai vassa asthi ArAhaNA / jo na khamai tassa natthi ArAhaNA / tame mAsakSamaNa karo, siddhitapa karo, lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA dAnamAM kharcI nAMkho... eTalA mAtrathI tame prabhunA zAsananA sAcA ArAdhaka banI zakatA nathI ja. prabhu zAsanano sAco ArAdhaka e ja che ke "je tamAma jIvo sAthe hArdika kSamApanA kare." je AmAM uNo utare, e jaina ja nathI. dakSiNa AphrikAnA vartamAna pramukha nelsana maMDelAne yuvAnInA 27 varSo sudhI jelamAM pUrI rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. svataMtratA bAda nelsana maMDelA pramukha banyA tyAre jelanA adhikArIo vigerene apamAna ke sajA na karatA sahunI vacce sanmAna karyuM. kevI mahAna kSamA !! prabhunI AjJA che ke gharanA nokara ke bhaMgI para paNa krodha thayo hoya tene ApaNe bhAvapUrvaka micchAmidukkaDam ApIe nahi, khamAvIe nahi to ApaNuM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa AtmAnI begalA joDena cAlanAra anekabeki.mI. jADecAlaze!

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43 zuddhi karI na zake. zakya hoya to paryuMpaNa pUrve ja ane chevaTe pratikramaNa pUrve micchAmidukkaDam bhAvapUrvaka karavA joie. saMvatsarI pratikramaNa bAda AkhA gAmane micchAmidukkaDam Apo to pratikramaNa zuddha thatuM nathI, te khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhazo. 27. TeNIyAe karAvI svadravyathI pratiSThA pU.A.bha.zrI rAjazekhara sUrIzvarajI ma.nI nizrAmAM ujavAyela AgarA pratiSThA mahotsavanI bhavyatA ane divyatA kevI hatI, tenI eka mahAna ghaTanA jANakArI Ape che. pratiSTha pUrve AgarA vAsIo dvArA bhagavAnanI pratiSThA karAvavA mATe paDApaDI thaI. bhagavAna badhA apAI gayA. suzrAvaka babalu bhAIno nAno bALaka devAMza sA.zrI pIyuSapUrNAzrIjI pAse pahoMcI gayo ane vinaMtI karI ke. kAMIpaNa karo paNa eka bhagavAna to mAre joIe ja, bALakanI bhAvanA phaLI. dhunAtha bhagavAnano lAbha maLyo. bALake pitAzrIne kahI dIdhuM ke, "pitAjI ! mArA bhagavAnanA paisA huM ja bharIza ane bALake bhegA karelA rUA. aDhI lAkha bharIne svadravyathI pratiSThA karAvI." 28. manAI manAI manAI pAlItANA jaina maMdiromAM jInsa, skarTa paherI darzananahIM thaI zake. zIkhonA suvarNa maMdiramAM praveza meLavavo hoya ke pachI ajameranI khvAjA pIra daragAhamAM praveza meLavavo hoya to tene TrasTanA vastra-paridhAnanA cokkasa niyamonuM acUka pAlana karavuM kyAreya bheTa na ApanAra ApaNane suMdara phUlo arpaze.

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pharajIyAta hoya che. tema vartamAnamAM pAlItANAnAM jaina maMdironA darzane jatA yAtriko mATe khAsa vastra paridhAna pharajIyAta karavAno TrasTe nirNaya lIdho che. darzana ane pUjA mATe jatA yAtrALuo mATe A niyama lAgu paDI cUkyo che. darzana karavA jatA ghaNAM bhakto zatruMjaya parvata upara jInsa, skarTa, zorTasa, baramuDA, caDDA jevA kapaDAM paherIne jAya che. maMdiromAM dhArmika maryAdA jaLavAya e jarUrI che. deva darzana karavA Ave che ke pachI deha pradarzana karavA ? vastra pradarzananI jANe hariphAI yojAI hoya tevuM lAge che. chellA varSomAM aneka bhaktonA paheraveza dhArmika lAgaNI sAthe susaMgata na hoya tevuM lAgyuM che. AthI TrasTa ja AvA yAtrikone vinAmUlya poSAka Apaze. puruSone leMgho ane kaphanI tathA strIone salavAra kamIjha ApavAmAM Avaze. zatruMjayanA sagAla poInTa para ceInja rUma banAvavAmAM Avaze.ahIM ja mobAIla phona paNa jamA karAvI devA paDaze. A mATe svayaM sevakone rokI javAbadArI soMpAze ane teo bhaktonuM dhyAna paNa doraze. saMskRti rakSA dvArA dharmarakSA thAya ane pratyeka yAtrikone sAcI yAtrA thAya, tevo AvakAradAyaka nirNaya levA mATe TrasTaborDane lAkha-lAkha abhinaMdana... jaino jAgajo ! AvA uttama nirNayane AvakArI te ja pramANe vezabhUSAmAM upayoga rAkhazo. 29. sAdhunAM darzana puNyam ApaNI hAjarI nahIIcchanAra, ane zAMti maLaze.

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sAhebajI ! nIcenA mALe padhArazo ?' zAnA mATe ?" mArI dIkarIne mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA?" zuM thayuM che?" kamaLo thayelo, rAtre vakaryo ane kamaLI thaI. enA lIdhe ja komAmAM jatI rahI che. bebhAna che. DaoNkaTara kahe che ke 'be-cAra kalAka mAMDa jIve'...Please ! padhArazo ?' bolatA bolatA e dIkarInA bApano svara bhIno banI gayo. muMbaInI hospITalamAM ATheka mahinA pUrve banelo A prasaMga ! eka vRdhdha mahAtmAne hospITalamAM dAkhala karelA, emanI sevAmAM je yuvAna sAdhu rokAyelA, emane pelA bhAIe karagaratA hoya, ema vinaMti karI. mahAtmA to tarata ja nIce utaryA, rUmamAM gayA. Akho. parivAra hAjara ! joyuM to chokarInuM zarIra ekadama pILuM paDI gayeluM. uMmara haze Azare 21 varSa ! mahAtmA vicAramAM paDyA. "A bahena to komAmAM che, bebhAna che. huM mAMgalika saMbhaLAvuM, paNa e kyAM sAMbhaLavAnA che?" zuM nAma che tamArI dIkarInuM ?' bhAI e nAma kahyuM. 'jarAka nAma thI ene bolAvo ne ?' sAhebajI ! e to sAta divasathI komAmAM che. ene ApaNA duHkhomAM AMsuna pALIra, khUbaAMsu pADI rahyAA che.

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nAmathI bolAvavAno koI artha nathI." 'chatAM ekavAra nAmathI bolAvo to kharA ?" mahAtmA nA Agrahane kAraNe pappAe dIkarIne nAmathI bolAvI. ane Azcarya sarjAyuM. dIkarIe eka ja paLamAM AMkha kholI. je kAma sAta divasanI davAothI mAMDIne koIpaNa upAyathI na thayuM e kAma khAlI nAmanA ullekha mAtrathI thaI gayuM. Akho parivAra AnaMdanA AMsu vahAvavA lAgyo. mahAtmAe navakAra-mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM, chokarIe hAtha joDI sAMbhaLyuM. chelle mahAtmAe ogho uMco karyo. A rajoharaNa laIne pachIja jIvana pUruM karazone ?" 21 varSanI kanyAe bhayaMkara bimArI vacce, AMkho paTapaTAvIne, jarAka mAthuM halAvIne saMmatti ApI ane mA-bApanI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu sarI paDyA. e ja paLe chokarIe chellA DacakA khAdhA, prANa nIkaLI gayA. mAtra chellI pAMca-dasa miniTa mATe AMkha khulavI, sAdhunA ane oghAnA darzana thavA, dikSAnI hArdika saMmati ApavI..ane tarataja prANa nIkaLI javA..AvuM uttama maraNa ApaNane saune maLe e ja prabhune aMtarathI prArthanA ! ( = U) kyAreya hAra nahI paherAvanArAphoTane khUbamitI suMdara hAra paherAvaze.

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buka AjanA jIvo zubha kArya jana sattane e prasaMgo pustaka A prasaMgo pustaka viSe abhiprAyo 1. pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrI rAjendrasUri ma.sA. : A prasaMgo pustaka (vAMcyA pachI) anumodanA tathA suSupta sattvane jAgrata kare che.. jIvanamAM kAMIka paNa zubha kArya karavAno uttama manoratha pedA kare che. AjanA jIvone uttama AlaMbananI jarUrata che, te mATe A buka bodhaka, mArgadarzaka, saraLa, zorTa ane svITa jevI che. 2. muni saumyaratnavijayajI : vyAkhyAnamAM A prasaMgo kahevA jevA zreSTha che. A pustakane khUba AkarSaka banAvo tevI vinaMtI che. tethI ghaNA vAMcaze ane vAMcavAthI ghaNAne lAbha thaze. (4 pAnAnuM TuMkAvIne) 3. bhadrezabhAI, bhUtapUrva pramukha : pAMcakuvA kApaDa mahAjana : "beMgaloramAM gayelo. UMgha na AvatAM mitra pAse vAMcavA pustaka mAMgyuM. khUba suMdara pustaka che ema kahI mitre jaina Adarza prasaMgo vAMcavA ApyuM. vAMcatA hRdaya pulakita banI gayuM. ApaNA AtmAnI unnati mATe ApaNe kazuM karatAM nathI. prasaMgo vAMcI preraNA maLI. dilamAM bhAva jAgyA ke dharma ArAdhanA mATe paNa ApaNe samaya phALavavo khUba ja jarUrI che." 4. rAjendrabhAI : rAjagArDana, amadAvAda : "pU. zrI ! A pustaka mArA suzrAvikAe vAMcyuM. khUba gamyuM... vAMcI ghaNAM badhAnuM kalyANa thAya te bhAvanAthI A suMdara pustakanA pracAramAM amAre rU. pa000no lAbha levo che..." 5. zrI surezabhAI nAthAlAla phUdaDAvALA gAMdhInagara : pU.ma.sA. nI. preraNA thavAthI jaina Adarza prasaMgo badhA bhAga vAMcyA. vAMcatA bhAvanA thavAthI eka divasa pUjA karanArA badhAne gulAbanA phUlathI pUjA karavA prabhAvanA karavAno lAbha lIdho. khUba AnaMda thayo. A saMghamAM varSothI koI vizeSa lAbha levAnI bhAvanA thaI nahotI. A prasaMgo pustako vAMcavAthI A vi.saM. 2070nI sAlamAM rathayAtrA pachInA saMgha sAdharmika vAtsalyano rU. 1,11,0OOmAM moTo lAbha levAno bhAva jAgyo. amAro parivAra pUjyazrIno sAdara RNI che. AvA prazaMsApUrNa anya anekonA paNa abhiprAya AvyA che.

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A pustaka para ghare beThA parIkSA ApanArA bhAvikonA hRdayanA sara (1) surezabhAI, gAMdhInagara 21mI sadImAM durAcArono rAphaDo phATyo che. AvA kaparA kALamAM sAdhu sAdhvI pedala vicarI durAcArI prajAne sadAcArI banAvavA mathI rahyA che. uttama jIvonA prasaMgonuM AbehUbavarNana A pustakamAM saraLa bhASAmAM karela che, je vAMcanAranA hRdayamAM soMsaravuM utarI jAya tevuM che! roja jinapUjA, rajAnA divase sAmAyika zarU karyuM. mahinAmAM 10 tithi brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza. Itara komanA mANasone A copaDI vaMcAvatA teo navakAra gaNatA thayA che. pustakanI prabhAvanA karavAnuM nakkI karela che. () jaina, nArAyaNanagara roDa, u.17 varSa huM mArA mitranA ghare cesa ramavA gayelo. tyAM A pustakano bhAga-2 vAMcyo. gamI jatAM prAptisthAna para jaI cha bhAganuM pustaka pepara sAthe lIdhuM. pepara pAchu ApavAnA chellA 3 divasa bAkI rahyA hatA. prathama divase 7 thI 12 pAMca kalAkamAM eka ja beThake pustaka pUruM karyuM. pharI vAMcatA lAgyuM ke pustaka mAtra vAMcavA ane javAba zodhavA mATe ja nathI paNa jIvanamAM utAravA mATe paNa che. vAMcatA zradhdhA khUba vadhI. pustakano vadhu pracAra karavA mArA mitrone paNa be pustaka lAvI ApyA. prasaMgo vAMcyA pachI roja 14 niyama levAnI bhAvanA che. (3) paMktibena, gAMdhInagara, u.ra1 varSa mArA gharamAM huM sauthI nAstika gaNAu chuM. mane kyAreya derAsara, pUjA, sAmAyika gamatA nahotA. pustaka vAMcana bAda derAsara darzana, pUjA karavAnuM bhUlatI nathI. vyAkhyAnamAM saLaMga ra-3 sAmAyika karatI thaI chuM. sAthe comAsAmAM 20 divasano tapa paNa karyo. | dIkarAne saMpattino ke sadaguNono, kayo vAraso Apavo che? ]