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________________ imtihAna para kSaNa bhara 0 DaoN0 vizvambhara vyAsa (hindI vibhAga, bhUpAla nobalsa mahAvidyAlaya, udayapura) abhI kala kI hI bAta hai eka vizvavidyAlaya ke eka variSTha vyAkhyAtA ko katipaya chAtroM kI hiMsaka vRtti kA kopa-bhAjana honA pdd'aa| imtihAna meM unhoMne ImAnadArI ko apanAyA thA, basa yahI unakA aparAdha thaa| kahA jA sakatA hai yaha koI nayI aura cauMkAne vAlI bAta nahIM hai, Aye dina hI aisA dekhane-sunane ko milatA hai| bhale yaha na ho nayI aura cauMkAne vAlI bAta.... lekina kyA yaha socane aura vicArane kI bAta nahIM hai ki aisA kyoM hotA hai ...kyA imtihAna bahuta jarUrI hai-aura inakI paramparita 'gaDAra' ko miTAne aura naye rAste kI talAza kI kucha AvazyakatA vizvavidyAlayoM meM chAtra-asantoSa ke yoM aneka kAraNa ho sakate haiM / kabhI-kabhI to akAraNa sI dIkhane vAlI bAteM bhI kAraNa bana jAtI haiM athavA banA dI jAtI haiM / asantoSa kI pariNati hotI hai tor3a-phor3a, hiMsA, AgajanI Adi-Adi meN| pichale eka-do dazaka kI isa prakAra kI ghaTanAoM para dhyAna deM to hameM patA lagatA hai ki inakI jar3a meM do bAteM pramukha rahI haiM-chAtra-pariSadoM ke cunAva aura priikssaaeN| pichale do-tIna varSoM meM to chAtra-asantoSa se sambaddha vividha vAradAteM apane carama para pahu~ca gaI-mI lagatI haiN| vizvavidyAlaya parisaroM meM rAjanaitika daloM kA avaidha praveza bhI kama cintanIya nahIM hai| bihAra, uttara-pradeza, dillI Adi ke sandarbha meM to yaha bAta aura bhI jora dekara kahI jA sakatI hai / saca to yaha hai ki sArI kI sArI yaha hindI-paTTI chAtra-asantoSa ke liye behada badanAma rahI hai| kabhIkabhI to choTI bAtoM ko lekara asantoSa umar3a par3A hai / ArakSaNa Adi kAraNoM ko lekara huI vyApaka toDa-phor3a kI koI bhI vicAravAn zikSAzAstrI, prazAsaka avahelanA nahIM kara sktaa| hai na majedAra bAta yaha ki eka sAla meM imtihAna Ayojita ho aura dUsare meM pariNAma prakAzita / rahA savAla par3hAI kA, para isakI paravAha kauna karatA hai ? ise to adhikAdhika hatotsAhita karane meM hI sabakA kalyANa hai| bihAra ke vizvavidyAlayoM ke sambandha meM to yaha bAta aura bhI adhika sahaja-bhAva se kahI jA sakatI hai| sAla bhara meM muzkila se 40-80 dinoM ke bIca hI par3hAI ho sakI ho| chAtra-loga kulapatiyoM, prAcAryoM kA gherAva karane, unake gharoM ko kSatigrasta karane, basoM ko jalAne tathA idhara-udhara kI sarakArI sampatti ko tor3ane-phor3ane, naSTa karane meM lage rahe / aura imtihAna ? kauna denA cAhatA hai imtihAna ? saca bAta to yaha hai ki imtihAna apanI sArthakatA bilkula ga~vA cuke haiM / lekina kareM bhI kyA ? gale kI aisI haDDI bana gaye haiM ye, ki na andara jAtI hai na bAhara nikalatI hai| asala meM anivArya burAI haiM ye. kaheM ki jinase piNDa chur3AnA AsAna nahIM hai| yoM to sabhI vizvavidyAlayoM meM thor3I-bahuta nakaleM hotI haiM, lekina pichale dinoM meraTha vizvavidyAlaya ne to isa kSetra meM apane viziSTa pratimAna sthApita karane meM saphalatA hAsila karalI ho jaise| tatsambandhI vahA~ kI rapaToM ko par3ha-sunakara kise vitRSNA nahIM ho jaayegii| meraTha se lagAkara bulandazahara taka ke 53 parIkSA kendroM meM sAmUhika nakala
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________________ imtihAna para kSaNa bhara kA raurava abhiyAna apane carama para thA jahA~ / meraTha meM sthiti aura bhI vicitra thI / bA~Tane se pahale hI invIjIleTarsa ke hAthoM se jujhArU chAtroM ne kApiyA~ jhar3apa lI thiiN| tatpazcAt to chAtracchA balIyasI / majAla thI koI unase kucha kaha Dhe / ghara le jAnA thA kucha ghara le gaye / nahIM to pUrvAyojita mahAyakoM ke dimAga kA AsarA to kahIM jAne se rahA / kuMjiyoM kitAboM kA nirvAdha prayoga to aura eka mAmUlI bAta thii| kahIM-kahIM tI prAdhyApakoM ne bhI khule mana se madada dene meM AtmakalyANa mAnA / hA~, becAre ImAnadAra prAdhyApaka bhaya aura udvignatA kI manaHsthiti se parIkSA bhavana meM ho rahA yaha aniyantrita utpAta dekha rahe the 1 ++++ bAisa cAMsalara ina saba sthitiyoM se ekadama anabhijJa rahe hoM, yaha bAta bhI nahIM thI / para vaha nirlipta aura nirvikAra bane rahane meM hI apanA bhalA dekhate the| ve jAnate the ki parIkSAe~ sthagita karanA unake hita meM nahIM hai / para bhAgya ne adhika dUra taka unakA sAtha dene se inkAra kara diyA / samAcAra-patroM ne bar3I berahamI se yaha saba kucha prakAzita kara diyA / pariNAma yaha huA ki lagabhaga 23 kendroM kI parIkSAe~ bilkula radda kara denI par3IM / parIkSAeM radda kara dene kA yaha nirNaya chAtroM ke halaka ke nIce AsAnI se utara jAne vAlA ho, yaha bAta nahIM thii| virodha kI lapaToM ne meraTha kAleja ko hI svAhA karake dama liyA / eka posTa Aphisa bhI agni kI bheMTa ho gayA / becArA vRddha posTamAsTara bar3I muzkila se jAna bacA pAyA / lar3akoM kA yaha hAla thA to lar3akiyAM kaise pIche rahatIM sAmUhika nakala ke isa pavitra anuSThAna meM ve bhI kUda pdd'iiN| unakI zikAyata vAjida thI ki yaha sirpha lar3akoM kA hI mUla adhikAra to nahIM hai na ? aura pichalI bAra parIkSAe~ jaba puna: Arambha huIM to upadrava aura hiMsA apane carama para thii| nakala kA yaha anapekSita mAhaula meraTha vizvavidyAlaya kI nijI vizeSatA hai, yaha kahanA anya vizvavidyAlayoM ke prati anyAya ho gayA / bihAra ke adhikAMza vizvavidyAlayoM meM kamobeza inhIM dRzyoM kI punarAvRtti huI hai, aura ArA kA to nArA hI thA - 'corI se sarakAra banAI, corI se hama pAsa kareMge / ' dUsarI AjAdI ke Agamana ke sAtha logoM ne eka santoSa kI sA~sa lI thI calo aba saba kucha ThIka-ThAka ho jAyagA, para pratyAzA pUrI nahIM ho paaii| yaha eka aisA gambhIra prazna hai ki rASTra ke agraNI vicAraka bhI cintA binA nahIM raha sake haiM / svayaM jayaprakAza bAbU kI cintA bhI unake vaktavyoM se spaSTa jhalakatI thI / zikSA paddhati meM pUrI taraha se parivartana para jora dete hue tathA tatsambandhI duravasthA para duHkha vyakta karate hue ve kahate the --' zAyada chAtra- samAja yaha bhUla gayA hai ki 1974 meM svayaM unake dvArA nIta Andolana kA yaha eka mukhya muddA thA / ' imtihAna meM bar3e paimAne para galata tarIke istemAla karane ke prazna para bhI ve gambhIra cintA prakaTa karate haiN| aba to dUsarI AjAdI vAlI sarakAra bhI havA ho gii| vartamAna sarakAra se logoM ko bahuta apekSAe~ thIM, kintu - ? prazna hai Akhira imtihAna kA uddezya kyA hai ? yAdadAzta, abhivyakti aura yadAkadA nirNaya / basa yahI to na ? para Ajakala ke imtihAna to chAtra kI yAdadAzta ko hI sarvAdhika ahamiyata dete najara Ate haiM / isa bAta ko bilkula najarandAja kara diyA jAtA hai ki nirNaya bhI usakA eka Avazyaka aura mahattvapUrNa pakSa hai| majedAra bAta to yaha haiM ki kahIM parIkSArthI apanI rAya vyakta karane kA prayAsa karatA hai to parIkSaka use gambhIratA se nahIM letA / vizvavidyAlaya mAtra parIkSA kendra banakara raha gaye haiN| parIkSAe~ Ayojita karanA, kApiyA~ ja~cavAne kI vyavasthA karanA aura jaise-taise pariNAma prakAzita karavA denA / basa ye hI dhyeya raha gaye haiN| yaha nahIM ki imtihAna ke taura-tarIkoM meM sudhAra ke prazna ko lekara soca-vicAra huA hI nahIM hai / samayasamaya para samitiyA~ banI haiM, gAte-ba-gAte goSThiyAM huI haiM, nAnA prakAra ke nUtana tarIkoM kI talAza kI gaI hai / jaise yaha ki 'AbjaikTiva TaisTa' kA tarIkA apanAyA jAya tAki nakala kI nArakIyatA se mukta huA jA sake, para yaha bhI koI nirApada tarIkA hai, kahA nahIM jA sakatA / 'oNpana buka ekjAminezana' kI paddhati para bhI vicAra kiyA gyaa| para isase kyA parakha karanA cAhate haiM ? yAdadAzta aura nirNaya ina do bAtoM kA to aisI paddhati meM koI hI kAma nahIM raha .
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________________ 46 karmayogI zrI kesarImalajI surANA abhinandana grantha : tRtIya khaNDa -.0.0.0 .0.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-........................................... jAtA / 'kvezcana baiMka' kA tarIkA kAragara hogA-yaha mAnakara kaI vizvavidyAlayoM ne ise aMgIkAra kiyaa| lekina pratyAzita pariNAma sAmane nahIM A paaye| pichale kucha samaya se idhara 'inTaranala esaisamenTa' para adhika dhyAna diyA jAne lagA hai| nizcaya hI TaisToM kI saMkhyA to isameM bar3ha jAtI hai magara apekSita uddezya kI prApti yahA~ bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| 20 pratizata saizanala mArksa hote haiM, jabaki 80 pratizata bAhya parIkSAoM para nirbhara karate haiM / 20 pratizata meM aMkoM kA lena-dena eka hAsyAspada, para dilacaspa pratispardhA ko Amantrita karane vAlA hotA hai| lagatA hai zikSA ke AdhikArika vidvAn aura vizeSajJa aba parIkSA ke aise hI kisI tarIke kI talAza meM tallIna haiM, jisameM adhyayana ko adhikAdhika hatotsAhita kiyA jA sake aura hA~ parIkSA-karma bhI jisameM ArAma se Ayojita ho ske| xxxxxxx X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X aNAsavA thUlavayA kusIlA, miuMpi caNDaM pakarenti sIsA / -uttarA0 1113 AjJA meM na rahane vAle, binA vicAre kucha kA kucha bolane vAle ziSya mRdu svabhAva vAle guru ko bhI kruddha banA dete haiN| xxxxx X X X X X xxxxxxx xxxxxxx