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________________ pU. gurudevanI smRtithI sarjana le. zrI kautilAla hAlacaMda vorA, (gAMdhIdhAma - kaccha.) [vartamAna kALamAM, zrI saMghanA cAre aMgomAM ochA vadhatA aMze pravartatI 'sukhazIlatAnI vRtti ke AvI vRttinI kAraNabhUta manodazA ke pravRtti IcchanIya ke AvakArya vAstavikatA nathI. A 'avAstavika paristhiti pradUSaNa bane te pahelAM, samasta zrI saMghe vAstavikatA ane zAstrakathita AcaraNAnA mUlyonuM puna: pratyakSIkaraNa karavuM anivArya che. sva. pUjayapAda gurudeve temanA yugamAM zrI saMghamAM pravartatI zithilatAnA nivAraNanI maMgalecchAthI ja "koddhAra" karI zrI saMghanA te samayanA jarjarIta kalevarano kAyAkalpa karyo hato. A kAyAkalpanI prakriyAnI puna: pratiSThAnI AjanA zrI saMghane prakarSa AvazyakatA che. A zreyakAraka satyanA punaruccAraNa ane puna: Alekhana dvArA pariNatIyukata pravRttinI anivArya AvazyakatA prati, bhAvanAzIla lekhake savizeSa rUpe dhyAnAkarSaNa karyuM che, je AvakArya che. saMpAdaka] '': ': 1. utA. mane gaurava che ke, huM jaina 'kuLamAM janmyo chuM. mane gaurava che ke, huM tristutika chuM ane mane gaurava che ke, mArA gurudeva sva. pU. A. ke. zrI vi. yatIndra sU. ma. hatAM. prAta:smaraNIya prabhu zrI. vi. rAjendrasUrIzvarajI ma. ke, jeozrIne janma AjathI 150 varSa pUrve thayo hato, tethI mArA gurudevanA pU. gurudeva hatA. - sva. pU. gurUdevezanI 150mI janma-saMvatsarInA zubha prasaMge pU. gurudeva dvArA sthApita a. bhA. zrI rAjendra jaina navayuvaka pariSada dvArA prakAzIta thanAra "zrI rAjendra jayoti" nAmanA smAraka grantha mATe sva. pU. gurudevezane zraddhAMjali rUpa eka kRti mATe AmaMtraNa AvyuM tyAre, mane mUMjhavaNa thaI ke, mArA pU. gurudevanA parama upakArI pU. gurudevezanA vize emanA aneka ziSyamAMne eka, huM, zuM lakhuM? aneka zaMkA-AzaMkA vacce paNa manamAM eka bhAvanA baLavattara banavA lAgI ke, pU. gurudeveza ke jeozrIe mane jinezvara bhagavaMtanA dharmanuM yathArtha svarUpa samajAvyuM che enA kAraNe mArA para te pUjayazrInuM je athAka traNa che te traNa kiMcitarUpe adA karavAne A avasara che. A bhAvanAthI sva. pU. gurudevezane A smRtyAMjali samarpita karavAne mAro namra bhAva che-prayAsa che. tristutika samAja prati AsthA ane niSThA dharAvanArAo Aje mukhyatve, rAjasthAna, madhya pradeza ane gujarAtanA tharAda vistAramAM vase che. A pradezanI prajA vyavasAyArthe muMbaI, madrAsa, kalakattA, amadAvAda, mahArASTra, karNATaka, bihAra, baMgAla badhe ja ochI vadhatI saMkhyAmAM vaselA che. A sthaLomAM sva. pU. gura dezanI smRtinI jhAMkhI karAvatA aneka smArako tathA dharmasthAna che. chatAM e vAta aphajanaka che ke, sadgara,devano ApaNane yoga maLyo chatAM e pU. guru devezanA upakAraka upadezone ApaNe yathArtha rUpe AcaraNamAM anusaratA nathI. Aje, vAtAvaraNa vijJAnayuganuM che. sarvatra vijJAnanI 'havA" ThasoThasa bharAvA lAgI che. A vijJAnanI savizeSa jANakArI AjathI 100 varSa pahelAM sva. pU. gurudeveza zrI. vi. rAjendra sU. ma. pAse hatI. emanA agAdha jJAnanI sarvAgINa sAkSI samAna "abhidhAna rAjendra koSa" jevA mahAna gaLyo ApaNI vacce mojuda che. jeno duniyAbharamAM phelAvo thayo che. Aje paNa tenI mAMga cAlu hovAthI jenA punaHmudraNanI AvazyakatA UbhI thaI che. AvA asIma jJAnI pU. gurudevezanuM jIvana kevuM hatuM? A pUjaya puruSane prApta thayelI jIvana jIvavAnI koyakAraka kaLAne ApaNe AMzika rUpe paNa anusarIe to ApaNA manane bhramita karatI sAMsArika Adhi-vyAdhi ke upAdhI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM ApaNA AcAra-vicArane bhramita ke dUSita karI zake nahIM. AjanA vijJAnayugamAM mAnavanI hAlata "sue te 'samAdhI ane UThe to "upAdhI' jevI che." Ajano upAdhIgrasta mAnavA jAgRta avasthAmAM eka paLa samAdhI eTale ke AtmAnI zAMti, AtmAnuM ekAgrapaNa mANI zakato nathI. AnuM kAraNa e che ke "e" dina-pratidina saMsAranI mAyAjALamAM vadhu ane vadhu lapeTAto jAya che. vijJAna yugano vikAsa thayo che emAM zaMkA nathI paraMtu rAjendra ti Jain Education Intemational
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________________ A vikAsanI sAthe sAthe vinAzanI zakayatAo ane vikarALatA dina pratidina vadhatI ja jAya che. eka purAtana' paMkita che ke ? "bhagatajI vicAre beTA, hAya, have zuM thAze ? duniyA to palaTAtI cAlI, hAya, have zuM thaze ? jUnAM gADA choDI loko UDe che AkAze dariyAne taLIye jaI mahAle, maratA nA acakAze, hAya have zuM thAze ?" A paMkitae to Aje jUnI' thaI gaI che. Aje to mAnavI havAI jahAja ke dariyAI jahAjathI paNa AgaLa vadhI aMtarIkSayAtrA karI caMdra upara pahoMrayo' che. ane sUryane nAthavAnA prayatno karI rahyo che. Ama chatAM, mane thAya che ke, huM 18mI sadImAM janmyo hota te 'sAruM hatuM. AjanI viSama kRtrimatAthI ane vijJAne pedA karelI vikArALatAethI to bacavA pAmyo hota. Aje to kRtrima kharAka, kRtrima havA, kRtrima pANI, kRtrima kRtrima vAta, kRtrima vahevAra. kayAMya saccAIno raNakAra dekhAto nathI. nisargane nijAnaMda najare paDato nathI. jANe ke mAnava AgaLa vadhavA mATe mAnava maTI dAnava banavA mAMDayo che. kayAMya "ApaNApaNA"nI ke "svasvabhAva sthiti" nI bhAvanA ke pariNatI zodhI jaDatI nathI. jayAM juo tyAM phakata huM ane tame, tArU ane mArUM AgaLa vadhIne kahIe te "mArUM mArA bApanuM ane tamArAmAM mAro bhAga" jevI darekanI manedazA tathA pravRtti che. AvI paristhitimAM sva. pU. gurUdevezanA jIvananA aneka prasaMge smaraNapaTa para Ave che. A sarva prasaMgonuM smaraNalekhana kare to te A smAraka grantha paNa tenAthI ja bharAI jAya eTale eka-be prasaMgonuM Alekhana karavuM ja ahIM ucita samajuM che A prasaMga che mohana kheDAne, sva. pU. gurudevezanA jIvana kALanA aMtima divasonI Atma-sAdhanAnA anupama avasarane. poSa mahinAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDInA aMdhArIyA pakSanA e divaso hatA rAjagaDhanA upAzrayamAM pUjayazrI sthiratA karI rahyAM hatA. aneka anuyAyIo, anurAgIo tathA zraddhALu strI-puruSo dUra dUrathI gurUdevezane "zAtA pUchavA" AvatA hatAM. divase paNa pUruM ajavALuM na pahoMce evA A upAzrayamAM rAtre AvanAra ke janAra ekabIjA, ekabIjA sAme athaDAtAM hatA. A joIne koIkane thayuM ke, eka nAno dIvaDo kayAMka mUkIe to sagavaDa rahe. Ama vicArI eka koDIyAne dIvaDe eka bAju mUkavAmAM Avyo ke jenI pU. gurUdevezane jANakArI paNa na hatI. teozrI to Atma-sAdhanAmAM lIna hatAM. thoDo samaya pasAra thayo tyAM eka bhAI AvyA. A bhAIe upAzrayamAM dIvaDo joI kahyuM ke: Aje to ahIM eka koDIyAne dI mUkavAmAM Avyo che kAle te koI IlekaTrika battIo mUkI deze." gurUdeveze A sAMbhaLyuM ane sAdhuo agnikAyanI hiMsA karato dI na vAparI zake tevo upadeza ApanAra teozrIe A dIvo tyAMthI turata ja dUra karAvyo. "huM mAnuM chuM ke, jamAnA pramANe AgaLa vadho. paraMtu jamAnAnA AMdhaLA anucara na bane ane ADaMbara dekhADavA jIvahiMsA thAya evI pravRtti na karo. te gurUdevezanA anuyAyI thayAM sArthaka. prasaMgathI pUjyazrImAM rahelI samatA tathA sAra-grahaNanI bhAvanA spaSTa dekhAI Ave che. eka nAne mANasa paNa sAcuM kahe che, e svIkAratAM temane AnaMda thato. Avo ja bIjo prasaMga che ke, "akalamaMda ko IzArA kAphI" e kahevatane yathArtha puravAra kare che. eka vakhata, pU. gurUdeveza vyAkhyAna ApI rahyA hatAM ane e vyAkhyAnamAM vyasanatyAgano upadeza cAlI rahyo hato. pUjyazrI pharamAvI rahyAM hatAM ke, vyasananA gulAma na bane. vyasana vikationA ghAtaka ane pratIka che. cA, pAna, bIDI, sigareTa tamAku, dArU, jugAra, vi vyasananI parAdhInatA para pUjayapAda zrI vivecana karI rahyA hatA. A vivecanA cAlu hatI ane teozrIe chIMkaNI suMdhI, A joI eka vRddhAe Takora karI ke : gurudeva ! kSamA karajo paNa Apa pote chIMkaNInA vyasanathI baddha che ane vyasanatyAgane upadeza ApI rahyA che. A banne vAtano meLa besato nathI" A Takora sAMbhaLI sva gurudeveze e ja ghaDIthI chIMkaNIne tyAga karI, pratyakSa pramANa puruM pADayuM, ke je koI paNa jIva, potAnI AtmazakitathI nirNaya kare to game tevA vyasana para kSaNa mAtramAM vijaya meLavI zake che. AvI vinamratApUrNa tyAMgavRttimAM teozrInI udAttatA samAyelI hatI jyAre Aje koI koIne Takora kare e gamatuM ja nathI. - pUjayazrImAM aparigraha vratanI AcaraNA Adarza hatI. teozrIe Adarza ane AcaraNAne ekarUpa banAvI dIdhA hatA. pUjayapAda potAnI 'upadhI' siAdhune rojanI vAparavAnI ke upayoga karavAnA sAdhana-sAmagrI] eTalI svalpa rAkhatA hatA ke jethI khuda upADI zake. ziSya temane sAmAna--upadhI' upADe e teozrIne rucatuM na hatuM. ene paNa teozrI parAdhInatA ke parAzrayIpaNAnuM pratIka mAnatA hatA. pU. gurudeveza Aje svadehe vicaratA hota to ? ApaNane sAcA rAhabaranI - rAhabarInuM saubhAgya sAMpaData. AtmasAdhanAnA mArgamAM Aje je kSatio dRSTigocara thAya che te na thAta. have zuM ? , gurudeveza Aje hayAta nathI paNa teozrInA jJAna ane upadezAmRtanuM AbehayAta (svarga) to amara che. pU. gurudevezanA "A Abe-dhyAta"nuM amaratva prApta karavA ApaNe jJAnayukata AcaraNAno mArga svIkAravo paDaze. A mArge samAjanuM, zrI saMghanA pratyeka aMganuM navasarjana thaze. A navasarjana sva gurudeveze karelA kriyA dvAra rUpI samAjanA kAyAkalpane krAMti ane kAMtiyukata banAvaze. A krAMti ane kAMtinI sAdhanA-paritApane pazcAttApanI prakriyAmAM pUjayapAda prabhu zrI rAjendrasUrIzvarajI ma. nI smRti sRjanatAnI sAdhaka banaze. kAyaro ane bhIrujanonI smRtimAMthI zeSa eTale ke bAdabAkImAMthI vadhela avazeSa ja rahe che. jayAre mahApuruSanI smRti sarjanakartA bane che. sva. pUjyapAda te mahApuruSomAM paNa mahAyogIrAja hatA ! vI. ni. saM. 2503 Jain Education Intemational Jain Education Intermational