Guru Amrut ki Khan

Author(s): Priyam
Publisher: Ashapuran Parshwanath Jain Gyanbhandar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034132/1

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guru amRd kaI khana zAstra, paraMparA ane anubhavanA puNya-prayAgamAM sudhA-snAna karIne gurutattvanI asmitAne mANavAno durlabha avasara priyam

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WELCOME kharekhara nyAla jenA nAmathI ya mRtyunA motiyA marI jAya enuM nAma amRta. enuM bindu ya maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. to pachI enI khANa maLI jAya, to to kahevuM ja zuM ? nyAla, kharekhara nyAla. ahIM mukhara banyo che A ja anubhava. jAta-anubhavano A AnaMda khANane mANavAnI A majA Aje ujANI banI rahI che. padhAro, lagAvo DubakI Apa saunuM hArdika svAgata che.

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yaha tana viSa kI velaDI guru amRta kI khAma sIsa dIe jo guru mile to bhI sastA jAta

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laghutA meM prabhutA bace eka vAra huM gurudevane rAI-muhapatti (dvAdazAvarta vaMdana) karI rahyo hato. koI vaMdanArthI AvyA. vaMdana karIne gurupUjana karavA devAnI vinaMti karI. gurudeve pATa pAse paDela thALI tarapha IzAro karI pustaka para pUjA karavA kahyuM. vaMdanArthIe gurudevanA caraNa para pUjana karavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI ne gurudeva sahajarUpe bolI uThyA : '"guru karatAM jJAna caDhiyAtuM che.' prazamaratimAM kahyuM che (68 -- gurvAyattA yasmAcchAstrAraMbhA bhavanti sarve'pi / sarva zAstro gurune AdhIna che. -- kalpasUtra pharamAve che - gAriyA pa--vAya nAnaMti / - ame kahelA AcAro paNa jo tame gurune pUchyA vinA pALazo, to e anAcAro banI jaze. chello nirNaya guruno raheze. kAraNa ke guru dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva-AtmA A badhuM joIne nirNaya karaze. gurudevane A badhuM nathI khabara evuM nathI. emaNe ja to amane A jJAna ApyuM che. paNa gurudevanI A adbhuta laghutA che, ke jJAnanI samakSa potAne 'hIna' tarIke prastuta kare che. 7)

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navayauvananI jhaMcAra 84 varSanI vaye - nAdurasta tabiyate - lagabhaga satata rahetAM chAtInA duHkhAvA sAthe - AbohavAonI asaro sAthe - sAmAnyathI sUtA sUtA svAdhyAya karatAM gurudeva jo ekadamAM TaTTAra besIne lakhatAM ke jussAsabhara saMbodhana karatAM dekhAya, to samajI levAnuM ke yA to tarakSA' nI vAta che ne yA to zAsananA koI praznanI vAta che. A bAbatomAM gurudeva kadI vRddha nathI, balka sadA samRddha che. zratabhakti eTale mULamAM siMcana pariNAme samagra jinazAsana lIluMchama. yaE

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aho ajAyabI # potAnA guNAnuvAda karAvavA - ati nIcI kakSA. # potAnA guNAnuvAdathI rAjI thavuM - nIcI kakSA makSa potAnA guNAnuvAda aTakAvI devA - ucca kakSA # potAnA guNAnuvAdamAM harSa na thavo - ati ucca kakSA eka vAra gurudevanA janmadivasanI guNAnuvAda - sabhA hatI. paryuSaNamAM caudaze gurudevano janmadivasa. gurudeva padhAryA. mArI jagyA nIce - pATanI barAbara sAme. guNAnuvAda AgaLa cAlyA. pUjya-zrAvako ghaNuM suMdara bolyA. gurudeva barAbara mArI sAme. meM barAbara mArka karyuM. gurudevanA caherAnI eka rekhA paNa badalAI nathI. so TakA sAkSIbhAve - taddana nirlepabhAve gurudeva mAtra hAjara hatA. mAtra hatA. paNa bhaLyA na hatAM. prazasAnA e pUramAM taNAyA na hatAM. upaniSadonuM upavana yAda Ave - pratiSThA zrAviSTA samAjJAtA marSifmaH - maharSio nAmanA ane kIrtine bhUMDaNanI viSTA samAna gaNe che.

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nirahitInIdha keTalAMka pustakono prasAra jo lekhaka-prakAzakAdi nAma vinA thAya, to samudAya Adino bheda na naDe. jJAna prasAra khUba sAro thAya ane jinazAsanane tathA lokone khUba sAro lAbha thAya evI zakyatA hatI. A badhI paristhiti samajIne gurudeva vinA nAme te prakAzano karAvavAno nirNaya karyo, je kharekhara durlabha udAharaNa che. mane ghaNI vAra khoTo prazna thato ke kalAko sudhI prabhubhakti karavI e zramaNajIvanamAM keTaluM ucita ? caityavaMdana thaI gayuM. bahu thaI gayuM. paNa gurudevanA A guNo joyA pachI eno javAba maLI gayo. prabhu hRdayamAM vase eTale prabhunuM zAsana hRdayamAM vase, ane pariNAme dunyavI tRSNAonI jagyA ja na rahe. tyajIza IcchA muktinI paNa saMta thaIne huM kadA. apramatta sAdhune mokSanI paNa IcchA na hoya, to pachI "nAmanA'nI kAmanA kyAMthI hoya ?

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puNyaprakopa jo A phoTo A copaDImAM Avyo che, to A copaDI kensala." presavALA stabdha hatA. eka zabda bolavAnI amArI hiMmata na hatI. amane khabara nahIM ke candramAMthI ya aMgArA kharI zake. vAta ema banI hatI ke "raDI phora prinTa' thayelA pustakamAM chelle chelle dAdA gurudevonA phoTA sAthe gurudevano paNa phoTo ApI devAyela. paMkaja sosAyaTInA-smRtimaMdiramAM bhoLA presavALAoe e phoTAnA muphanA darzana gurudevane karAvI dIdhA. khabara nahIM, e emanI bhUla hatI ke emanuM saubhAgya hatuM. emaNe dhAryuM haze ke AcAryazrI khuza thaze, paNa A puNyaprakopamAM emane khuzInA badale khumArInA darzana thayA. jinazAsananI guNAtmaka garimAno sAkSAtkAra thayo. saMjJopaniSad yAda Ave - nAma-rUpe hi saMsAro, mAye svahastato hi te /

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kva tadarthaM tvadAyAsaH ? kRtaM tan mAnasaJjJayA / / nAma ane rUpa e ja to saMsAra che. emane e tAre tArA hAthe ja bhuMsADavAnA che. to pachI tuM emane citaravA mATeno prayAsa zI rIte karI zake ? saryuM have to mAnasaMjJAthI. - gurudeva dvArA prerita-likhita-saMpAdita prakAzanonI saMkhyA lagabhaga 900 nA AMkaDAne vaTAvI gaI che. emAM nirapavAdapaNe eka paNa prata-pustaka-pustikAmAM gurudevano phoTo nathI. prakAzanonA TAITala pejIsamAM gurudevanI be vastu AMkhe uDIne vaLage. potAnA upakArI gurudevo pratyeno jhaLahaLato rAga, jAtA pratyeno jhaLahaLato virAga. gurudevamAM saMveganI vyAkhyA kevI phiTa bese che ! nizcalo yo'nuraagH| yaE

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rajI-puruSa 'tamAre emanA paisA levAnA hoya to. huM progrAmamAM nahIM AvuM." vartamAnakALanA rAjAmahArAjA kahevAya tevA zreSThIone gurudeve kahelA A zabdo hatAM. anItinA karoDo rUpiyA paNa ApaNA tIrtha/saMsthA AdimAM Ave, e vikAsa nahIM paNa vinAza che, evuM gurudevazrI mAnatA, kahetA ane temaNe potAnuM vacana zilAlekhanI jema pALIne paNa batAvyuM. na zrImaMtonI paravA karI, nA 'nizrAdAtA tarIkenI prasiddhinI yAda Ave paramapAvanA zrI AcArAMgasUtra... nibiMdra naMhiM... sarvaM sattve pratiSThitam / sattvazALI puruSa badhA lAbhone pAme che.

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cha8prakAza e divasa hato cAturmAsa parAvartanano. lAbhArthInA ghare eka rUmamAM huM hato ne gurudeva hatA. sUrimaMtranA jApano samaya thayo. meM IzArA sAthe gurudevane pUchyuM, "ahIM jApanuM goThavI dauM?" gurudeve spaSTa aNagamA sAthe nakArasUcaka saMketa karyo - mane kAraNa samajAI gayuM. je jagyAe jApanuM goThavavA mATe meM anujJA mAMgI hatI, te DabalabeDa vALo palaMga hato. bhale gAdalA tyAMthI laI levAmAM Avela paNa palaMga to e ja.. Aje cauda varSa pachI paNa e aNagamo mArI smRtimAM aMkita che. parama pAvana zrIuttarAdhyayanasUtranuM AkhuM ya brahmasamAdhi adhyayana e be kSaNanA aNagamAmAM jIvaMta banyuM hatuM.. ghArAne vare marahU! e aNagamo na hato. 'brahma'no gamo hato. hRdayanI vAta kahyuM, to gurudeve mane e be kSaNomAM A 'gamA'nI prasAdI ApI hatI. mane je AgamothI nathI maLyuM, e gurudevathI maLyuM che.

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brahmazuddhi cAturmAsa bAda eka moTA tIrthamAM poSadazamInI ArAdhanA mATe javAnuM hatuM. upadhAnanI mALa bAda nIkaLIe ne e tIrthamAM pahoMcIe tyAM to samaya thaI jAya. cha'rI pALatA saMgha sAthe e tIrthamAM javAnI vAta AvI. lAbhArthIo taiyAra hatAM. yAtrikonI saMkhyA paNa thAya ema hatI. saMgha sAthe javAmAM e kSetranI pratikULatAo naDavAnI na hatI. chatAM vIsa-paccIza mahAtmAonA samudAya sAthe gurudeva vinA saMghe e tIrthamAM padhAryA. saMgha kADhavAnI nA pADI dIdhI. na vAjA-gAjA.. na zAhI rasoDA.. na lokonA ToLA.. na rajavADI sAmaiyA... saMghayAtrAne TALavAnI A rIta parama gurudeva pAsethI emane vArasAmAM maLI che. sthAna-vihAra AdimAM vijAtIyanA darzanAdithI svayaM mukta rahevAno ane Azritone mukta rAkhavAno A sIdho, saraLa ne saphaLa prayAsa. dara varSe gurudeva aneka saMghayAtrAone TALatA ja rahe che. keTalAMka kAraNika apavAdo sivAya temaNe saMghayAtrAmAM nizrA ApavAno svIkAra karyo nathI.

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pU. mahopAdhyAyajInA upadezarahasyanA zabdo yAda Ave - kiM bahuNA iha jaha jaha rAgaddosA lahuM vilijjti| taha taha payaTTiyavvaM, esA ANA jiNiMdANaM // jinezvaronI aMtima AjJA to e ja che, ke jema jema rAga-dveSo jaldIthI vilaya pAme, e rIte vartavuM. garamAgarama vinaMtionI upekSA karIne ThaMDA kSetramAM ThaMDakathI comAsuM karatAM gurudevazrInA nirNayo jyAre nA samajAya, tyAre tenuM samAdhAna uparokta gAthAmAMthI maLI rahe che. Health is lost, Nothing is lost Wealth is lost, Nothing is lost Character is lost, Everyhing is lost yaE

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cha84Jhya cAturmAsAdimAM sAthe kayAM sAdhvIjI che, enI amane khabara nathI. koI sAdhvIjI amane kadI vaMdanA kare, evI ahIM sisTama nathI. koI zrAvikA amArI pAse Ave, evI emanI hiMmata nathI. vijAtIya paricaya zuM hoya, eno amane paricaya nathI. bharayuvAnInA A varSo kyAM gayA, enI amane khabara nathI. kALa khUba bagaDyo che, evo amane koI anubhava nathI. A ApabaDAI nahIM, gurubaDAI che. AnuM saMpUrNa zreya gurudevane. jo A chAyA na hota, to kadAca kyAranA ya ame garamIthI marI gayA hota. ema kahevAya che ke gurudevanI *pAcanazakti nabaLI che. paNa mane AmAM gerasamaja lAge che. gaUTIdivaDDamsa pamattassa jevA (mahAnizIthasUtra Adi) AgamanA vacanone gurudeve khUba suMdara rIte pacAvyA che. * zArIrika - hojarInI. 11

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hidvacana A vakhate pAlItANAmAM tame daza sthAnomAM paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvI. badhethI tamArA mATe khUba suMdara abhiprAyo AvyA. tamArA badhAnI khUba khUba anumodanA. vyAkhyAnakAre be vastu mATe sAvadha rahevuM. (1) ahaMkAra na karavo - badho yaza prabhune - prabhunA zAsanane Apavo. (2) vijAtIya paricaya na karavo. vyAkhyAnakAra mATe A bahu moTuM bhayasthAna che. guruvako sthitA vidyA gurubhaktyA tu labhyate - gurugItA vidyAnuM nivAsasthAna che gurumukha. vidyAnI prApti thAya che gurubhaktithI. 12

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| guratavAso brahmacarya || tattvArthabhASyanuM pU, umAsvAti mahArAjanuM A vacana. gurudevane ba...rA..ba..2. asthimajjA. vihAraupAzraya-vyavasthA-agavaDa-sagavaDa.. badhA muddAone gauNa karIne gurudeva 'sAthe' no brahmanAda kare eTale aMdaranI-bahAranI badhI ja goThavaNo vIkherAI jAya, ne badhAM 'sAthe goThavAI jAya. kevo majAno A maMtra ! sA...the." zuddha brahmacaryano zreSTha ane prAyaH eka mAtra upAya gurukulavAsa che. mATe ja kahevuM paDyuM - gurukulavAsa e ja brahmacarya che. dhannA AvakahAe, gurukulavAsaM na muMcaMti / - pupamAtmA je ziSyo yAvat jIvita gurukuLavAsane tajatA nathI, te ziSyo bhAgyavaMta che. 13

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suttA amuNINo "juo, tame hamaNAM jatA nahIM, huM ahIM chuM tyAM sudhI tame paNa ahIM rahejo." hajI to gurudeva raMgamaMDapamAM padhAryA ne tyAM rahelA eka vRddha mahAtmAne A zabdo kahyAM. kAraNa ? Ama to baporanA ekAMtamAM gurudeva ekalA ja prabhubhakti karavA mATe derAsaramAM padhAryA hatA. paNa gurudeve joyuM, ke bahAranA raMgamaMDapamAM baheno pUjA bhaNAvI rahyA che. gurudeve saMkSipta bhakti karavAno nizcaya karyo haze, paNa eTalo samaya paNa bahenonI hAjarImAM pote ekalA hoya, evuM emane mAnya na hatuM. A ghaTanA vakhate emanI uMmara hatI 73 varSa. A hato sAdhutAno ujAsa. yAda Ave parama pAvanA AcArAMga sUtra - sAdhu e, je jAgRta hoya. juvvaIhiM saha kuNato, saMsaggi kuNai sayaladukkhehiM / strI sAthe sobata karanAra samasta duHkho sAthe sobata karanAra jANavo. 14

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Certificate of Merit ziSya, bhakta, koI upakRta ke koI viziSTa guNAnurAgI cAra moDhe guruguNa gAya e sAruM jarUra che, paNa enA karatAM vadhu mUlyavAna ane vadhu prAmANika hoya che vaDIlo - gurudevonA abhiprAyo, jemano aMza ahIM prastuta che. - "rAjendravijaya ane hemacandravijaya A bene comAsuM karavA mokaluM, eTale mane emanI ciMtA nathI rahetI. (emanI saMyamanI zuddhinI bAbatamAM huM nizcita chuM.)" - sUri prema (jyAre pU.candrazekharavijayajI AdinA svataMtra cAturmAso zarU thayA na hatA, tyAranI A vAta che, mATe vAcake gerasamaja na karavI.) ## "bola, tuM hemacandravijaya jevo svAdhyAya kyAre karIza ?" - nUtana dIkSitane sUri premanI preraNA eka mumukSu gurudevathI bhAvita thayo. vaLI eka bIjA prabhAvaka pravacanakArathI AkarSAyo. eka mumukSue pU. gacchAdhipatizrI jayaghoSasUri mahArAjA pAse salAha mAMgI, 15

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mAre kyAM dIkSA levI ? pUjyazrIno abhiprAya temanA ja zabdomAM - "pATa gajAvavI hoya to tyAM dIkSA le, saMyamanuM sAruM pAlana karavuM hoya, to hemacaMdrasUrijI pAse dIkSA le." # jAo, svAdhyAya to pachI paNa thaze. atyAre hemacaMdravijayanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI lo. - vairAgyavRddhi mATe sUri premanI zramaNone preraNA. | # gurudevanI dIkSA vakhate kula pAMca bhAIonI dIkSA hatI. pAMcamAM gurudevanI uMmara sauthI nAnI. sahaja rIte temano naMbara chello Ave. pAMca nUtanadIkSitomAM teo sauthI nAnA bane. paNa sUri preme dIkSAvidhimAM temano naMbara prathama rAkhyo. temane sauthI moTA banAvyA. tresaTha varSa pahelA - dIkSAnI ya pahelA parama gurudeve temanAmAM e badhuM ja joI lIdhuM haze, je ApaNe Aje joIe chIe. 'ArSadRSTi'nuM kevuM adbhuta udAharaNa !

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bhuddha bhArgadarathI (1) pAlItANA pAse kIrtidhAma, rAjasthAnamAM sevADI gAma, jIvitasvAmInuM nAdiyAgAma... AvA keTalAya gAmomAM jinAlayamAM gurudeve praveza karyo ne vihArano progrAma badalAI gayo. progrAmanI AvRtti sudharyA kare, e pAvana paraMparA Aje ya cAlu che. prabhubhaktimAM 'bhAna' nI kSaNo jema ghaTatI jAya, tema bhakti zuddha banatI hoya che. ATalA varSonuM avalokana kahe che - bhaktinI bhInAzamAM gurudevanuM bhAna vadhu ne vadhu ogaLatuM ogaLatuM vilIna prAyaH banI gayuM che. duniyA jene gAMDapaNa kahe ne jJAnIo jene sAcI bhakti kahe, e vastu gurudevane maLI cUkI che. rAjasthAnanA pezuA gAmamAM zrIkuM thunAtha jinAlayano suvarNajayaMti mahotsava. karoDonI uchAmaNIo, bAdazAhI ThATha mATha. piMDavADAthI pazuA tarapha vihAra karyo. nAnA AcAryazrI sIdhA padhAryA. gurudeva "nAdiyA" thaIne padhAravAnA 17

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hatAM. pravezanA divase joradAra sAmaiyuM hatuM. paNa, gurudeva na padhAryA. bIjo divasa. trIjo divasa. gurudeva to jIvitasvAmInI jIvaMta bhaktimAM masta banI gayA hatA. emane loka nahIM, lokanAtha joItA hatA. bhapako nahIM, bhakti joItI hatI. TrasTIonA AgrahathI cothA divase gurudeva padhAryA. adbhuta sAmaiyu - 11 lAkha rUpiyAnA caDAvAthI gurupUjana - bharacaka maMDapa - darekane 100 rUA. nI prabhAvanA.. ne gurudeva taddana nirlepa. je khuda prabhumAM lepAI gayA hoya, emane vaLI zeno lepa lAgI zake ? yAda Ave bhaktAmarastotra.. nAnyaH kazcin mano harati nAtha bhavAntare'pi | "gurudeva to hajI derAsaramAM ja che. tame derAsara jaIne AvyA ? gurudevanI bhakti joI ?" "sAhebajI ! ame to keTalA badhA phoTA pADIne AvyA chIe." - bahAragAmathI Avela vaMdanArthIo. (5) "namutyu' zuM vastu che ne devavaMdana' nI zI asmitA che, e jANavuM hoya, to koI paNa 18 yaE

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divase savAre jinAlayamAM gurudevanI pAchaLa goThavAI javuM. e divasa kharekhara yAdagAra banI jaze. trilokatIrthavaMdanA, Ardatya, arihaMtanI vANI haiye samANI, tIrtha-tIrthAdhipati, bhAve bhajo arihaMtane, RSabha jinarAja muja Aja dinA atibhalo, vimalastuti, prabhudarzana sukhasaMpadA, parama prArthanA.. A badhA ja sarjano gurudevanA aMtaramAM vahetI bhaktigaMgAnA nicando che. zratoddhAra-ziSyasamudAyAnuzAsana-svAdhyAyadhyAna-sUrimaMtra jApa-lekhana-vAMcana-zrIsaMghanA kAryo vagerenI sAthe sAthe gurudeva 'sAIDamAM" (As A side business) 'arihaMta' no jApa kare che. jenI kula saMkhyA cha karoDane vaTAvI gaI che. bhaktirbhAgavatI bIjaM, paramAnandasampadAm / - mahaoN. caoNviMganI prabhu bhakti mokSanuM ananya kAraNa che. 19

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janya sAheba nAnAnA progrAmamAM na javuM, e niyama Ape bIjA mATe rAkhavo, mArA mATe nahI." pa.pU.AcArya zrImadvijaya ratnAkarasUrijI ma.sA.e gurudevane A zabdo kahyA, tyAre ame saha emanA Adarane joI ja rahyA. AcAryazrIne gurudeva sAthe khUba ja AtmIyatA che. potAnI nizrAmAM thatI abhutA zAsanaprabhAvanAmAM gurudevanI nizrA maLe, te mATe temaNe A vAta karI. temane khabara hatI ke potAnAthI nAnA paryAyanA nizrAdAtA potAnA AgamanathI gauNa na banI jAya, te mATe zrAvakonA Agraha chatAM gurudeva tevA progrAmamAM padhAratA nathI. uparokta zabdomAM amane be vastu jovA maLI. gurudevanuM saujanya ane AcAryazrIno adbhuta guNAnurAga. to sevija guruM ciya, mukkhatthI mukkhakAraNaM paDhamaM ] - mannadhArA vhemacaMdrasUrei ma. mumukSue mokSanI prathama kAraNa rUpa saddagurune ja sevavI.

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dariyAdilI aneka vighno ane praznomAMthI parizramapUrvaka pasAra thatI prakAzana prakriyAmAM potAnA ziSya ke bIjAnA ziSya evo bheda rAkhyA vinA gurudeve aneka mahAtmAonA saMpAdanone jinazAsananuM kArya gaNIne prakAzita karAvyA che. AvI udAratAmAM gurudevane samudAyabheda paNa kadI naDyo nathI. Aje ya hastaprati jevI durlabha ane amUlya vastu paNa saMzodhaka mahAtmAone joIe, tyAre gurudeva samudAya Adino bheda joyA vinA udAratAthI pAThavI Ape che. purANonuM peluM subhASita yAda Ave - ayaM nijaH paro veti, gaNanA laghucetasAm / udAracaritAnAM tu vasudhaiva kuTumbakam || A mAro ne A pArako, evI gaNatarI mudra cittavALA lokone hoya che. jeo udAra che, temanA mATe to AkhI duniyA potAno parivAra che. 21.

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auhArda "gurudeva ! jo e ApanI pAse jIvavicArAdi bhayA che, to Apa emanA vidyAguru thayA. emaNe Apano upakAra mAnavo joIe." eka AcArya mATe meM gurudevane A zabdo kahyA hatAM. mane khabara hatI ke teo samudAyasahita gurudevanA virodhI che. temaNe aneka prakAre gurudevanI niMdA Adi karI che. mArA zabdomAM jarA Aveza hato, phariyAda hatI, aNagamo hato.. kema upakAra na mAne, evo Agraha hato, ne gurudeve javAbamAM mAtra cha akSara kahyA - "to mAne ja che ne !" mane javAba na samajAyo, paNa gurudeva samajAI gayA. vaidika graMtha ItihAsa yAda Avedvissaampi ca doSAn ye, na vadanti kadAcana / kIrtayanti guNAMzcaiva, te narAH svargagAminaH || jeo duzmanonA paNa kadI doSo bolatA nathI, paNa temanA ya guNo ja gAya che, teo svargamAM jAya che. 22 yaE

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sahRdayatA pAvApurI tIrthamAM eka saMvedanazIla vaktAno kAryakrama hato. gurudeva Ama to koI kAryakramomAM na padhAre, paNa e vaktA pratyenA guNAnurAgathI padhAryA. svayaM AcArya thaIne eka zrAvakanuM vaktavya hRdayathI sAMbhaLI rahyA ne gaLagaLA thaIne AMkhone chalakAvI rahyA. ahaMkArano eka samAnArthI zabda che ahaMkriyA. ahaM hoya to kriyA kare ne ? 'ahaM' ja vilIna ... basa.. pachI to hradaya ja sarve sarva. anaMta asmitAnA badhAM ja dvAro khullA. kyAMka vAMcI hatI A paMktio pahADanI UMcAIne choDyA pachI A nadI pahoMcI zakI sAgara sudhI. dappo mUlaM viNAsassa 1 maladhArI hemacandrasUri ma. abhimAna-garva (saLa) vinAzanuM mULa che. 1 23 -- Se 7)

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JrathakaraNe cA eka parivAre dIkSA lIdhI. pitAmunine be putramunione bhaNAvavA mATe paMDitanI jarUra paDe ema hatI. varSo pahelAnI A vAta. pagAra zI rIte cukavavo, enI ciMtA thaI. e samaye AjanA jevI anukULatAo na hatI. potAnA ziSya na hovA chatAM gurudeve temane khUba haMpha ApI. "tama-tamAre putramunione bhaNAvo, badhI javAbadArI mArI." - Ama kahIne gurudeve temane nizcita karI dIdhA. Aje putramunio vidvAnA AcArya bhagavaMta thaIne jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. majAnI vAta A che - AvA parArthamAM koI takatI-benaraborDa to na ja lAge, paNa gurudeve ATalA varSomAM kadI paNa A upakAranI maukhika abhivyakti paNa karI nathI. upakAranI duniyA kharekhara alaukika hoya che. peluM kAvya yAda Ave - iyamuccadhiyAmalaukikI, __mahatI kA'pi kaThoracittatA / upakRtya bhavanti niHspRhAH, parataH pratyupakArabhIravaH || udAttacitta puruSonI A kevI kaThoratA ! kevI moTI alaukikatA ! upakAra karIne pachI evA niHspRha thaI jAya, ke jANe potAne kAMI khabara ja nathI. lAge che aMdarathI DaratAM haze. Sp) 24

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pAtrA teo, ke have pelAM pratyupakAra karavA na AvI jAya !!! gurudevanA mukhe sAMbhaLelI eka vAta - parama gurudeva sUri prema zarUAtanA varSomAM vihAra karIne eka gAmamAM AvyA. tyAMnA upAzrayamAM ghaNA badhAM junA-tUTelA pAtrA, tApaNI vagere hatuM. pUjyazrIe te badhAMne sAMdhyA ane sarasa kalara karI dIdho. jethI te bIjAne upayogamAM AvI zake. have te pAtrA vagere navA jevA thaI gayA. pUjyazrI to te jyAM hatAM, tyAM ja mukIne vihAra karI gayA. pharI pAchA jyAre pUjyazrI e gAmamAM AvyA tyAre temAMthI eka paNa pAtrA Adi nA hatAM. pUjyazrIne saMyamIono lAbha maLyAno apAra AnaMda thayo. kevo parArtha ! kevI sevA ! pelI paMktio kadAca pUjyazrI mATe ja banI haze.. e zreSThatama upakAra che upakAromAM upakRtano jemAM paricaya paNa na ho. muddAnI vAta have Ave che. parama gurudeva pAsethI guNonI prasAdI pAmIne gurudeve paNa AvI sevA karI haze. tUTuM tUTuM thatA jinazAsananA keTalAMya aMgone sAMdhyA haze. keTalAM ne keTalAM prakAranAM jIrNoddhAro karyA haze.. keTakeTalA raMgarogAna karIne jinazAsananI zAna vadhArI haze. paNa enI ApaNane kema khabara paDe ? gurudeva potAnA gurudevonI ghaNI vAta kare, potAnI nahIM. 3patya bhavanti niHspRha | ra5

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gururthAta eso savvo guruppasAo mayaNAsuMdarInA A zabdone gurudeva ghaNI vAra potAnA saMdarbhamAM kahe. potAnA utkarSanuM badhuM ja zreya potAnA traNa pU.premasUrijI, pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ane gurudevone Ape pU. paM.padmavijayajI. - dIkSA pUrvethI ATalA varSomAM gurudevanI jeTalI vAcanAo sAMbhaLI che, temAMthI apavAdarUpe eka paNa vAcanA evI na hatI, jemAM temaNe potAnA gurudevonA guNAtmaka udAharaNo na ApyA hoya. je haiye hoya, e sahaja rIte hoThe AvI jAya ne ? potAnA gurudeva dvArA likhita eka pustakanuM saMpAdana karyA pachI gurudeva enI prastAvanA lakhI rahyA hatA. prastAvanAmAM potAnA gurudevano paricaya ApavAno zarU karyo. hAtha cAlato gayo, pAnA bharAtA gayA, paNa gurudeva dharAtA ja na hatAM. pariNAma e AvyuM, ke pustaka karatAM prastAvanA moTI thaI gaI.. gurubhaktinI dhArA gaMgA banI gaI. prastAvanA pustaka karatAM bamaNI thaI gaI, ethI ya vadhI gaI. ne svataMtra pustaka astitvamAM AvyuM. sAttvikatAno teja sitAro. A pustakanI be AvRtti thaI. tenI ghaTanAonA skeca prakAzita thayA. A KHE 26 pi

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ja pustakanA AdhAre be saMskRta mahAkAvyo ne eka saMskRta caritra banyuM, eka IMglIza sTorI banI, ne gurudeva hajI nA dharAyA to eka pokeTa buka - saMkSipta caritra banyuM. saba dharatI kAgaja karuM kalama karuM vanarAI | sAta samaMdara syAhI karuM guruguNa likhA na jAI || ApaNe A bolIe chIe, gurudeva anubhave che. Aje paNa gurudeva bolatAM ke lakhatAM game te muddA parathI pAchA gurutattva para AvI jAya che. mANasa game tyAM jaIne pAcho ghare ja AvI jAya tema. yAda Ave mIrAMbAI mohe lAgI lagana guru caranana kI bhavasAgara aba sUkha gayo che miTa gaI duvidhA taranana kI mohe lAgI lagana guru caranana kI bharatanA saMta mahAvidehamAM, premaprabhA, siddhAntamahodadhipremasUrIzvarA, siddhAntamahodadhimahAkAvyam, premamandiram, paramapratiSThA- khaMDakAvya, bhuvanabhAnavIyamahAkAvyam - A badhAM ja sarjano gurudevanI chalakatI gurubhaktinI abhivyakti che. 2 7.

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gurusevA thoDA mahinA pahelAnI eka ghaTanA. eka guru-ziSya bIjA upAzrayathI vaMdanArthe padhAryA. huM temane vaLAvavA gayo. jatAM jatAM gurujI derAsaramAM darzana karI rahyA hatAM. temanA ziSye mane kahyuM, "mane evA AzIrvAda Apo ke huM gurujInI khUba sevA karuM." thoDI vAramAM temanA gurujI AvI gayA. mane kahyuM, "ene AzIrvAda Apo, khUba bhaNe.." manomana haM e guru-ziSyanI joDIne vaMdI rahyo. ziSyane gurunI khUba sevA karavI che. gurune ziSyane khUba bhaNAvavo che. kadAca huM kadI A saMvAdane bhUlI nahIM zakuM. majAnI vAta e che, ke A saMvAda navo nathI. juga juga juno che. gurudeva jyAre parama gurudevanuM vastrapratilekhana karavA jatAM, tyAre parama gurudeva kahetA - "kema Avyo ? jA, copaDI laIne besI jA." kevo majAno saMyoga ! eka bAju kRtajJatA sabhara bhakti ane bIjI bAju niHsvArtha hitabuddhi. karmazAstrono gurudeve karelo jabarajasta svAdhyAya, 08 TE 28 pi

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kalAkonA rAtri-parAvartano, nUtana karyasAhityano padArthasaMgraha, A badhuM ja vastutaH gurusevAnI saMvedanAnuM pariNAma hatuM. chelle chelle TapAla vyavahAra, mAMDalI vyavasthA ane vyAkhyAnA javAbadArI A triveNI saMgamanA gurudeva puNyaprayAga banyAM, jenA aMtastalamAM sevAnI sudhAsaravANIo phUTI phaTI eka bhAvatIrthanuM sarjana karI rahI hatI. yAda Ave aMgavijjAno aMtarnAda- guramajhuittassa - AgamonA rahasyo gurubhaktane ja ApavA, bIjAnuM e pacAvavAnuM kAma nahIM. yAda Ave upaniSadono saMdeza - mumavite teyam yogyatAnI amArI pahelI ne eka mAtra zarata che - gurubhakti . bahu spaSTa che maharSiono abhiprAya - jJAnadAyaka bhavodadhitAraka guru pratye ya jene kRtajJatA nathI, sahaja uchaLato bhaktibhAva nathI, e jJAna mATe - sAdhanA mATesiddhi mATe taddana ayogya che. jo e ya yogya hoya, to duniyAmAM ayogyatA jevI koI vastu ja nahIM rahe.

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gurukRpA "jA, A vakhate tuM jeTalA sAdhuo sAthe comAsuM karavA jaIza, enA Dabala sAdhuo sAthe pAcho AvIza." sUri preme A zabdo gurudevane kahyA, ne camatkAra... pAMca ThANA gayA hatAM, daza thaIne AvyA. parama gurudevanI vacanasiddhi. kRpA banIne gurudeva para varasI. vijJAna A bAbatamAM sAruM lAge che - jyAM hariyALI hoya, tyAM vAdaLa varase. maoNkSamUrta guraoNH kRpA - gurutA mokSanuM mULa gurukRpA che. yaE

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vijJatA kAna phADI nAkhe evA hornanA avAjathI zramaNo thoDA dUra khasI gayA. AgagADInuM eMjina rAkSasI avAja karatuM pasAra thayuM. dhumADAnA goTegoTA uDavA lAgyA. eka pachI eka DabA pasAra thaI gayA. hajI ya jANe AkhuM ya vAtAvaraNa paDagho pADI rahyuM. eka zramaNa vicAramagna banI gayA, AgagADInI keTalI badhI virAdhanA. ne A gADImAM to TapAlo paNa jAya. jo huM koIne posTakArDa paNa lakhuM, to A virAdhanAmAM mArI paNa bhAgIdArI thaI jAya. nA nA e to mane na pAlave... ne e zramaNe tyAM ne tyAM saMkalpa karyo. AjathI patravyavahAra baMdha. ne kharekhara tyAra bAda lAMbA samaya sudhI temaNe koIne eka posTakArDa paNa lakhyuM nahIM. jANo cho e zramaNa koNa hatA ? e hatA pUjyazrI. yAda Ave yogasAra -- R DS upasarge sudhIratvaM, subhIrutvamasaMyame / lokAtigaM dvayamidaM, muneH syAdyadi kasyacit // upasargamAM atyaMta dhIratA ane asaMyamamAM atyaMta bhIrutA. A baMne lokottara asmitA koInAmAM hoya, to e che zramaNa. 31 7)

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pApabhIrutA e zramaNavRMda vihAra karatuM karatuM sAme gAma pahoMcI gayuM. paNa hajI sUryodaya thayo na hato. badhAMne khUba Azcarya thayuM. AvuM kema thayuM ? vicAra karatAM khyAla Avyo, ke temaNe jyAre pAMca vAgyAnuM anumAna karyuM hatuM, tyAre hakIkatamAM sADA traNa vAgyA hatAM. majAnI vAta e hatI, ke AkhA zramaNavRMdamAM koInI paNa pAse ghaDiyALa na hatI. vihAra bhUlathI vahelo thaI jAya e anAbhoga ane ghaDiyALa rAkhavI e anAcAra, enI e munione spaSTa samaja hatI. e parama pAvana vRndamAM eka hatA pUjyazrI. jemaNe saMyamajIvananA pAMtrIza varSa sudhI ghaDiyALano parigraha svIkAryo nathI. yAda Ave Agama... chinnaso amane azvine... 09 TE dhana te munivarA re... je jina-ANA pALe.... 32 70)

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Os pariNatinuM pIyUSa "ATalAM varSa AnA vagara cAlyuM che to have na cAle ?" vRddha munionI vyavasthAnA AzayathI gurudevathI guptapaNe sAIkalavALAnI goThavaNa karavAmAM AvI. paNa sAIkalavALAnI aNa AvaData(!)thI gurudevane enA pratyakSa darzana thaI gayA. gurudeve uparokta zabda kahyAM ne sAIkalavALAne vidAya ApavI paDI. gurudeve saMyamajIvananA 51 varSo sudhI vihAramAM eka sAIkala suddhA rAkhI nathI. duniyAnuM sarvazreSTha vAhana che jinavacana.. nivvANamane varanANaI... je aMtarmuhartanI aMdara ja AtmAne parama padanI prApti karAvI zake che. je e vAhanane pAmI le, ene bIjA vAhanano vicAra paNa zI rIte AvI zake ? gurudeve agavaDatAone vadhAvI che, nAdurasta tabiyate paNa khuzI khuzI sahana karyuM che, paNa mANaso, sAIkala Adi vAhana ke sAthe cAlatA rasoDAnI sagavaDo pratye haMmezA lAla AMkha rAkhI che. pachI, cAhe mahArASTranA vihAro hoya ke rAjasthAnanA... aSTAvakragItAmAM kahelI yathAprAptavartitA gurudevanA jIvanano eka paryAya banI che. jinavacananA avihaDa rAga ane tenI samyak pariNati vinA A zakya ja nathI. 33 S 79)

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sUkSma jaMyatrya nA, have huM e daravAjethI nahIM AvuM." suratamAM darzana karIne gurudeva pAchA upAzraya padhArI rahyA hatAM. upAzrayano pahelo daravAjo Avyo, te baMdha hato, tALuM na hatuM paNa AMkaDo lagADela hato. bIjA daravAjA sudhI javA mATe 40-50 pagalA bIjA cAlavA paDe ema hatuM. meM jhaDapathI te moTo AMkaDho pharAvavA mAMDyo ne daravAjo kholI dIdho. gurudevane A virAdhanA pasaMda na paDI. temaNe uparokta zabdo kahyA ane pharIne paNa bIjo daravAjo, je khullo ja raheto hato, tyAMthI padhAryA. cAritra viNa nahIM mukti re... mArA jevA e bolI zake, yAda rAkhI zake, samajAvI zake, paNa gurudeva to ene sparzI gayA hatAM. sparzajJAnanI kevI adbhuta abhivyakti ! gurudevane khabara hatI, ke saMyamamAM kompromAIjha eTale mokSamAM kompromAIjha. parama pAvana zrIuttarAdhyayana sUtrano kevo majAno saMvAda... nivvaIUImo virajI vepha... mokSa ane mokSamArga ane prApta thAya che, je saMyamI che. 34 yaE

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esaNAsamie "bhagata ! emanA TAIme lAvajo." bapore gurudeva mATe "cA" vahorI lAvavA mATe amArA bhagata ma.sA. taiyAra thayA ne gurudeve A zabdo kahyA. gurudevane khabara hatI ke e tIrthamAM vizALa saMkhyAmAM sTApha che, ne bapore e sTApha mATe cA bane che. gurudevane e paNa khabara hatI ke sTAphanI cA ane speziyala cA vacce lArI ane tAjamahAla hoTala jeTalo pharaka haze. gurudevane e paNa khabara hatI ke sTAphanA TAIme vAparavAmAM jApa vagerenA rojanA samayamAM pheraphAra karavo paDaze. paNa gurudevane svAda ane samaya karatAM saMyamanuM mUlya vadhAre hatuM. e jANatA hatAM, ke jinazAsanamAM evI niyatatA mAnya nathI. mATe ja sAdhunI vihAracaryA ane bhikSAcaryA e baMne aniyata hoya che, evuM AgamamAM kahyuM che - PsaU/samiNa lenU gAme gayo re.. zata zata vaMdana e mUrtimaMta Agamane. 35

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kharekhara Aphiradana "jo, ogho Ama nahIM, Ama mukAya." hato nUtana dIkSita, gurudeve mane A zabdo kahyA ne saMyamanI duniyAmAM huM pA pA pagalI bharavA lAgyo. oghAne jamIna para be rIte mukI zakAya, eka rItajemAM tenI mahattama dazIo jamInane sparze ane bIjI rIta jemAM dazIono mAtra agra bhAga jamInane sparze. gurudeva mane bIjI rIta zIkhavI rahyA hatA. kAraNa ke A rItamAM dazIo ochI melI thAya. jyAre temano kApa kaDhAya (temane dhovAmAM Ave), tyAre ochA pANIthI kAma patI jAya, ne vadhu virAdhanA na thAya. rasa haze to rasto maLaze. gurudevane saMyamamAM rasa hato, to rastA taiyAra ja hatA. ApharIna thavuM ja hoya to moTI moTI jIvahiMsA karatAM sAdhano para nahIM, paNa sUkSma sUkSma jIvadayA karatAM saMyama para ja thavA jevuM che, evuM nathI lAgatuM ? yAda Ave praznavyAkaraNa Agama - sevamUviyANa pAvayaUAM moviyA suphiya - jinazAsanano uddeza ane jinazAsananuM hArTa eka ja che sarva jIvo pratye dayA. yaE

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9kaMI naJJ # lava-egejamenTa pachI lagnanA varaghoDAne badale dIkSAnA varaghoDAmAM sAmela thaI vIza varSanI navayuvAnavaye saMyama svIkAra karyo. # zArIrika nabaLAInA kAraNasara pUjyoe kerI vaparAvavAno Agraha karyo, to dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDyA. ja saMyamajIvananA pAMtrIza varSa kerIno tyAga karyo. parimita AhAra ane parimita dravyothI ja samagra jIvana pasAra karyuM. Aje paNa A ja krama cAlu ADaMbara, presaprasiddhi, nAmanA, phoTA, prasaMgoe moTI moTI vyaktione bolAvavI, AgaMtuka pAse svaprazaMsA karavI- A badhI vastuo gurUdevane kadI sparzI nathI. gurudevanA virAganI mastI joIne e vastuo kadAca dUrathI ja samajI gaI haze. roMga naMbara. # gurudevanA bhakto keTalA ? AMgaLInA veDhA vadhI paDe eTalA. bhaktANI keTalI ? kabUtaranI kalagI jeTalI. 37

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yAda Ave siddhAnta mahodadhi - maes rajhitamanA na babhUva sUriH, bhaktA tu naiva janitA vanitAbhiyA'sya - badho rAga jyAre jina ane jinazAsana para kendrita thaI gayo hoya, tyAre bhakto mATe zuM bAkI rahe ? nArImAtra bhayasthAna tarIke samajAI gaI hoya tyAre bhaktAmaNIno udbhava ja kyAMthI thAya ? parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra yAda Ave - vaM tu haMmaryArissa sthIvido maryA - brahmacArIne strInA maDadAthI paNa bhaya che, ne citrathI paNa. gurudeve Agamone mAtra vAMcyA nathI, mAtra vAgoLyA nathI, mAtra pacAvyA nathI, paNa enI pariNatimAM khuda oLaghoLa thaI gayA che, evuM nathI lAgatuM? mane lAge che ke gurudevanA vizeSaNo emane anyAya karatAM haze. gurudeva mAtra vairAgyadezanAdakSa nathI, svayaM vairAgyano tejapUMja paNa che, gurudeva mAtra zratoddhAraka nathI, mRtanI pariNatimAM nakhazikha otaprota paNa che. 38 yaE

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evameva "ApaNe ema ne ema rahIzuM." siddhAcalanI chAyAmAM unALAmAM navvANuMmAM ne dazerAthI upadhAnamAM nizrA ApavAnI rajA apAI ne prazna Avyo ke vacce zuM karIzuM ? tyAre gurudeve uparokta javAba Apyo hato. tIrthanA mahimAthI ne potAnA prabhAvathI cAturmAsAdi Ayojana zakya hovA chatAM - vAjA-gAjA ne bhIDa saMbhavita hovA chatAM gurudevanI sahaja vRtti A hatI - ema ne ema. aSTAvakragItA gurudevamAM vAMcI zakAya - vimeva yathAsuratam - ajJAnI sukhI thavA mATe phAMphA mAre che. jJAnI ema ne ema sukhI hoya che. sukhanuM parama rahasya A ja che ema ne ema.... vimeva... je gurudevano svabhAva banI cUkyuM che. gurubhaktiprabhAveNa tIrthakRt-darzanaM matam / - pU. DharemadrasUri ma. gurubhaktinA prabhAve sAkSAt tIrthaMkaranuM darzana thAya che. 39

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guruH sAkSAt parabrahma "bhagavAnanuM nAma lo." jesalameranA vihAramAM nAnakaDA gAmamAM ajaina loko gurudevanA darzana karavA AvyA, ne gurudeve temane A zabdo kahyA, tyAre te lokono sahaja javAba hato "amAre to tame bhagavAna, amAre bIjA kayAM bhagavAna ?" mane lAge che ke e loko bhoLA nahIM, paNa vicakSaNa hatA, jemaNe pahelA ja darzane kAnti, prasAda, saumyatA vagere guNone parakhI lIdhA hatAM. yogagraMtho sAkSI pUre che kAntiH prasAdaH svarasaumyatA ca yogapravRtteH prathamaM hi cihnam / - -- kadAca koI vadhu vicakSaNa vyakti Ave, to tene niSpannayogInA lakSaNo paNa jaNAI Ave - ddoSavyapAyaH paramA = tRptiaucityayona: samatA 4 yurthI... doSono vilaya, parama tRpti, aucitya yoga, parama samatA.. harisevA solaha barasa, gurusevA pala cAra - jevA zabdono artha have kaMIka samajAya che. - 08 THE 40 70)

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gandhaH zumo.. yogagraMthomAM yogInuM eka lakSaNa A kahyuM che - emanA zarIramAMthI sugaMdha AvatI hoya. vagara snAna - vagara attare gurudevanuM zarIra suvAsita hoya che. je suvAsa gurudevanA vastromAM saMkrame che. Aje paNa gurudevanA ziSyo te khAsa-suvAsa parathI gurudevanA varatrone aMdhakAramAM paNa oLakhI zake che. yogInuM bIjuM eka lakSaNa che - jhAntiH - teja - tejasvitA. eka moTA tIrthamAM gurudevanuM cAturmAsa hatuM. e tIrthanA saMcAlaka eka divasa bolyA vinA na rahI zakyA - "gurudevanI cAmaDI kevI che... ekadama rezama jevI. ame sAbu ghasI ghasIne marI jaIe chIe, to ya kAMI thatuM nathI." jaM devANavi pujjo, bhikkhAniraovi siilsNpuno| bhikSA upajIvI chatAM jo zIlanI suvAsathI saMpUrNa hoya to te devothI paNa pUjAya che. 41

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maitrIbhAva yogagraMthomAM yogapravRttinuM prathama lakSaNa kahyuM che maitryAviyu viSayeSu zvetaH / jIvamAtra - guNAdhika - duHkhI ane avinIta A viSayomAM jenuM mana maitrIpramoda-kAruNya ane mAdhyasthya bhAvanAthI yukta hoya. - gurudevano A svabhAva che. badhA mATe sAruM ja bolavuM. badhAnuM sAruM ja jovuM. badhAnuM sAruM ja IcchavuM, ne badhA mATe sArA ja thaI javuM. gAMdhIjInuM eka vAkya che - loko mane mAna Ape che, kAraNa ke huM lokone mAna ApuM chuM. gurudevanI AdaraNIyatAnuM rahasya A yogalakSaNamAM raheluM che. 08 THE maitrI pareSAM hitacintanam 1 mahaoN. vinavinacanI ma.sA. maitrI = bIjAnA hitano vicAra. 42 70)

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vAra amadAvAda-vAsaNA khAte tapasvI pU. himAMzusUrijI prerita aSTApada sthApatya tIrthano bhavya pratiSThA mahotsava hato. kalyANakonI zAstrIya vidhimAM gurudeva tanmaya banI jatAM. navayuvAna jevA taravarATathI maMtroccAra karatAM ne bhaktimAM bhIMjavI de evuM prAsaMgika saMbodhana karatAM. prabhunA janmanA samaye jemaNe gurudevane joyA hoya, teo. jIvanabhara e anubhavane bhUlI na zake. A utsavamAM dAdA gurudeva pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijInA bena ma.sA. paNa hatAM. gurudevane gadgad kaMThe temaNe kahyuM, "sAheba pachI Apa cho." gurudeva vaLatI ja paLe bolI. uDyA, sAheba ja che." pUjyazrInA gayA pachI ApazrIe emano vAraso jALavyo che, evuM kahevAno e sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtano Azaya hato ne gurudeve adbhuta vAta karI, huM chuM ja nahIM, pUjyazrI ja che. pAkSikakSAmaNAstramAM eka zabda Ave che. riyasaMtiyaM - mAruM kazuM ja nathI, je che, e badhuM ja gurunuM. 43

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kahevAya che ke sUtra to mAtra dizA dekhADe che. ApaNe e dizAmAM AgaLa cAlavAnuM hoya che. ApaNe joI zakIe chIe, gurudeva AgaLa che. A samarpaNane ane astitvanA visarjanane samajavA mATe ApaNI samajazaktino pazno TUMko paDaze evuM nathI lAgatuM ? guru mAnuSa kari jAnate, te nara kahie aMdha / - saMta vIra jene guru manuSyamAtra lAge che, paramezvara nahIM, te nara aMdha che. 44 yaE

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gurudevanI IcchA gocarI vAparIne hospiTalamAM javAnI hatI. mahAtmAnI khabara kADhavA. mAre sAthe javAnuM hatuM. gurudevA to pAMca miniTamAM vAparI le. mArI oLI cAlatI hatI. mAruM AyaMbila pUruM thAya tyAM sudhI gurudevane rAha jovI paDe. AvuM na thAya, te mATe meM gocarImAM mAtra pravAhI lIdhuM. be miniTamAM AyaMbila pUruM. mane taiyAra thayelo joIne gurudevane khyAla AvI gayo, ke meM kevI rIte AyaMbila karyuM haze. gurudeva nArAja thaI gayA. mane Thapako Apyo ane kahyuM ke "jA, have huM tane sAthe nahIM laI jAuM." ane kharekhara gurudeva bIjA mahAtmA sAthe hospiTalamAM padhAryA. peluM subhASita gurudevamAM kevuM phITa bese che - vajrAdapi kaThorANi, mRdUni kusumAdapi / lokottarANAM cetAMsi, ko hi vijJAtumarhati // vaja karatAM paNa kaThora ane puSpa karatAM paNa komaLa AvuM hoya che lokottara puruSonuM mana. ApaNA jevA tene zI. rIte samajI zake ? mAtra potAnA ziSya para nahIM, samagra caturvidha saMgha para gurudeve anarAdhAra vAtsalya varasAvyuM che. 45

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gurudevanI keTaleka IcchAo (1) AkhI duniyAmAM AdhyAtmika krAnti thavI joIe. (2) gAme gAma yogya pravacanakAro dvArA jAhera pravacano, skula pravacano, koleja pravacano thavA joIe, jemAM saMskAro, mUlyo, saMskRti ane sadAcArano saMdeza. asarakAraka rIte Apavo joIe. vizvanuM samasta jaina sAhitya yogya upAyo dvArA vibhinna jaina saMghomAM surakSita banI jAya. jinazAsananI sarvoparitA siddha karatuM sAhitya aMgrejI ane anya mukhya bhASAomAM taiyAra thAya ane vizvabharanI lAIbrerIomAM mokalAya. (5) gAme gAma eka ahiMsAyAtrAnuM Ayojana thAya. jemAM AkarSaka rIte jIvadayA ane karuNAno saMdeza ApavAmAM Ave. (6) zaikSaNika-saMsthAomAM saMskAravardhaka sAhitya/patrA mokalavAmAM Ave. (7) badhAM ja vidhAnasabhyo/sattAdhIzone preraka sAhitya/ patra mokalavAmAM Ave. 46 yaE

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(8) : samasta zrIsaMghamAM prema ane saMpanuM vAtAvaraNa thaI jAya. kyAMya saMkleza na rahe. (9) zrIsaMgha ane Itara loko - badhAM ja samajI zake evuM zrImahAvIrasvAmInuM caritra prakAzana pAme. (10) zramaNa saMsthAmAM saMyamanI zuddhi jaLavAI rahe. (11) sahunA hRdayamAM jinazAsananI pratiSThA thaI jAya. (12) koI deva dvArA jinazAsana ane vizvanI samasyAono aMta Ave. We can see - gurudevanI IcchAonA kendramAM jinazAsana, vAtsalya ane karuNA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. AjJA guruNAmavicAraNIyA 1 gurunI AjJA vicAravA yogya nathI, paNa pAlana karavA yogya che. 47 LIS

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2vAdhyAya gurudeve bALapaNamAM eka tapa karela - pistAlIza Agama tapa. roja ekAsaNA karavAnAM. vividha kriyAo karavAnI. pravacanamAM te te AgamanuM varNana sAMbhaLavAnuM. tapa karatAM karatAM gurudeva roja bhAvanA bhAve- A AgamonuM adhyayana huM kyAre karIza ? kyAre ? ne A manoratho dvArA gurudeve je puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM sarjana karyuM, te puNya temane saMyamajIvana ApyuM, sadguru ApyA ne jJAnanI vizuddha paraMparA ApI. niryukti, bhASya, TIkA Adi sAthe gurudeve pistAlIza AgamonuM sAMgopAMga adhyayana karyuM. dhIrubhAI aMbANIe duniyAne eka thiyarI ApI - 'tame je joI zako cho, tene tame meLavI zako cho." A thiyarI khoTI che. jo e sAcI hota to duniyAmAM koI garIba na hota. sAcI thiyarI paramAtmAe ApI che. sAcI thiyarI ja nahIM, sAcuM lakSya paNa paramAtmAe ApyuM che. prabhu kahe che - meLavavA jevI koI hoya, to e AdhyAtmika samRddhi ja che. ane meLavavAnI thiyarI A che - 'tame jene jhaMkhI zako cho, ane tame meLavI zako cho.' jhaMkhanA.. zuddha manoratha, e adhyAtmavizvanI prathama mUDI che. adhyAtmasAra A ja vAta kare che - viSa zuddhagovarA| basa, jhaMkho ane meLavo. 48 yaE

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aMdhakaJLa eka taravariyo yuvAna ekAeka jinAlaya ane upAzrayano anurAgI banI gayo. muMbaInA prAcInatama jinAlayo ne lAlabAga, bhAyakhalA vagerenA upAzraya enA sAMkaLI nivAsasthAna jevA banI gayA. sadgarunI vANI ane savAre bhIMjavI detI, bapore prabhu pAse ekAMtamAM e enA kapaDAMne azruthI bhIMjavI deto, ne madharAte ene samavasaraNanuM svapna AvatuM. savAre sadgurue je pravacanamAM kahyuM hoya, e ja ene prabhunI dezanAmAM saMbhaLAtuM. jinavANI enA svapnane bhIMjavI detI. saMvedanAnA A ghoDApUramAM mAtra A bhavanA ja nahIM, paNa jANe bhavobhavanA paDaLo dhovAI gayAM. sadgurunI vANIe ene pIgALIne enuM navasarjana karyuM. prabhue smita karIne enuM svAgata karyuM ne samavasaraNe enA svapnane sAkAra karyuM, kharekhara. koNa hato e yuvAna ? kahevAnI jarUra che kharI ? 48

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maryAdAyai namo namaH eka jyotamAMthI aneka jyota pragaTe, e rIte gurudevanI pAchaLa be dIkSA thaI. (1) jemanI sAthe sagAI thayela te sarasvatIbahena (2) sagAM nAnA bahena vijayAbahena. Aje te baMne pUjyo pU.sA. zrIsvayaMprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. ane pU. sA.zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. - baMnenA 50-50 thI vadhu ziSyAo che. temAM ya pU.sA. zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. to pravartinI pade birAjamAna hovAthI prAyaH aDhIso zramaNIonA nAyikA che. vadhumAM gurudevanA saMsArIpaNe bhatrIjI paNa dIkSA laIne pU.sA.zrI divyayazAzrIjI ma.sA. nAma dhAraNa karI aneka ziSyAo sAthe vicarI rahyA che. A sivAya paNa aneka samudAyomAM evA zramaNI pUjyo che, jeo saMyamajIvananA prerakasrota tarIke vairAgyadezanAdakSa gurudevano upakAra mAne che. eka bAju potAne guru mAnatA zatAdhika zramaNIo hoya, ne bIjI bAju zrutoddhAranuM virATa kArya hoya, to paNa gurudeve eka paNa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtane pruphavAMcana, presakopI kriyezana, mudraNavyavahAra vagere eka paNa kArya sopyuM nathI. tala jeTaluM paNa nahIM. OS THE 50 70)

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mRtodvAra nimitte paNa sAdhu-sAdhvInA vyavahAra thAya - saMparka thAya, e gurudevane ISTa nathI. Aje 83 varSanI uMmare paNa gurudeva khuda potAne ya temAM apavAda samajatAM nathI. ne mATe ja Aja sudhI A maryAdAne akhaMDapaNe jALavI rAkhI che. mane lAge che ke vaSnavI sayA 3nA jevA gaMbhIra zAstravacanonI racanA vakhate gurudeva vidyamAna hota, to zAstrakAroe udAharaNa tarIke gurudevanuM dRSTAnta jarUra ApyuM hota. praznano javAba prazna zrAvaka - gurudeva ! ApanuM nAma ghaNuM moTuM che ? gurudeva - nAmathI sadgati maLaze ? gurudeva - Aje pa000nuM nukazAna thayuM. ziSya - kaMI samajyo nahIM. gurudeva - Aje counter dekhAyuM nahIM. e hAthamAM hoya to 5000 vAra arihaMtanuM smaraNa AvatAM jatAM anAyAse thaI jatuM. 51.

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iha saMto tatthasaMtAI pUjyazrIe saMyamaparyAyanA 65 varSamAM je daherAsaranA eka paNa vAra darzana karyA che enI bhAvayAtrA AjanA samaye paNa ahobhAvathI cAlu che. ghaNA jinAlaya to Aju bAjunA, gokhalAnA prabhujIne paNa yAda karI rAtrInI nIrava zAMtimAM bhaktisabhara banI jhUmI uThe che. evuM to anekavAra anubhavyuM che ke rAtrInA 1-2 vAge uMgha uDe ane kAnamAM spaSTa-bhAvavibhora zabdo saMbhaLAya. pUjyazrI simaMdharasvAmI pAse pahoMcIne jANe tyAMnuM varNana Live karatAM hoya evI mahAvidehanI bhAvayAtrA cAlatI hoya. THE ajaba dhuna 'ahaiM'nI lAgI re... para 70)

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akkhANa rasaNo indriyomAM jIbhane sahuthI durbhaya kahI che paNa durjaya ke sujya e koI para lebala thoDI mArI zakAya che ? je mArA jevA mATe durjaya che e ja gurudeva mATe sahelAIthI jItI zakAya che. ekavAra gocarImAM eka anukULa vastunI gurudevane vinaMtI karI. haMmezanI jema anukULa vastunI emanAthI nA paDI gaI. meM kahyuM, 'AmAM zuM vAMdho che ?" gurudevane AvI bAbatamAM pahoMcI vaLavA muzkela che. mane kahe na khAIe to zuM vAMdho che ? gurudeva ! AvuM vAparazo to zarIrathI kAma laI zakazo. gurudeve je zabdo kahyA che... gAMDA ! A uMmare to aNasaNa karavAnuM hoya. ApaNe upavAsamAM kadAca AhAra saMjJA akabaMdha rAkhatA hazuM jyAre gurudeva vAparatAM hoya to paNa upavAsanI ja nirjarA pAmatAM haze. 53