Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 06

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536828/1

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ApaNA mAM jo yogyatA hoya te koi vastunI IcchA paNa karavI paDatI nathI; ApoApa ApaNI pAse deDI Ave che. sarovaramAM pANI Ave che tyAre mAchalAM kevAM gabharAI jAya che ! - citrabhAnuM hiyalIpA Alsdho red [ ka khaDo , roNa mAne chalA porTa e nAnsi viveka bIjA vizvayuddhanA jItanI A vAta che. amerikA e jApAnane chellI cetavaNI A pate saMdezA mA ka lAvyA : * tamArI hAra kabUla karI mAre hAra che. Ave nahitara vinAzaka bAbune sA ma ne kare. saMpUNa hAra nahi thAeA te akhanA palakArAmAM khavuM sApha karI nAkhIzu . " jApAnanI prajA phaphaDI ThI. tyAM dharmanA pracArArthe dha ma" guru e madirAmAMthI khuhAra acUA. 6 * gabharAze nahi, bhAgI na jaze. mArA matrAmAM evI zakita che ke philmanuM tamArA vALa paNa vAMke nahi karI zake. jue. e mArA camatkAra !'' 'ganuM raTaNa thayu', jA pe. thayA, ne ivani jja yeA. 'dhazrad ! enA hRdaya mAM zAnuM kiraNa pragaTayu nA pragaTayuM ane uparathI e khumAre zarU thayA. nAgAsAkI ane hIrozImA. sApha thaI gayAM. || mAnI zakita aNasamajabharyA raTaNamAM che ke samajaNa bhuca puruSa tha"mAM 2 vaSa : 7 e ke 6 Disembara - citrabhAnuM

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cheka sa madaSTi... A pU. gurudevanuM thANAmAM comAsuM zarU thatAM ja comAsuM pUrNa thavA AvyuM ane vIranI na dharmane bheda rahyo, na sthaLanuM aMtara. dUra dUrathI vANIthI jIvanamAM kAMIka parivartana anubhavatA AvatAM jaina ane jainetAo sAthe besIne kuMbhAra bhAIo ane bahenoe mane cAturmAsa svAdhyAya karyo. parivartana mATe vinaMtI karI. ane keTalAka jaine saunAM ghara pAvana karavA mATe pU. gurudevane khaLabhaLI UThayA? "gurudeva! A zuM! kuMbhArane vinaMtIo thavA lAgI. jainonI vinatI hatI tyAM tyAM cAturmAsa parivartana ? samAja zuM kaheze ? " jainetaro AvI pahoMcyA. emanA hRdayamAM bhAva hA, jyAM prema che, aMtaranI nimaLatA che, UbharAte hate paNa pitAnI manobhAvanA vyakata satsamAgamamAM rahIne AgaLa vadhavAnI tamannA che karatAM manamAM saMkoca anubhavatA hatA : "pU. pachI jaina kaNa ane jainetara koNa? vaNika keLu gurudeva amAre tyAM, jainetAne tyAM na padhAre?" ane kuMbhAra koNa? manane saMkeca vyakata thatAM na thatAM ja pU. samAja e te tame Ubhe karyo che. AtmAthIne gurudeve hasIne pitAnA jIvanane prasaMga TAMka : samAja paNa nathI ane koI sAmrAjya paNa varSo pahelAMnI vAta che. boTAdamAM mAruM nathI. ene te caitanya dekhAya che. mAsuM nakkI thayuM ane svAdhyAya zarU thaye. aMte emane tyAM ja comAsuM badalAvyuM. tyAMnI kuMbhAra vasatIne paNa ene raMga lAge vAjate gAjate badhA AvyA. sAmaiyAmAM jhAkaane emanI AturatA emane pravacananA samaya jhamAka nahete, meTuM benDa paNa nahotuM paNa pahelAM ja upAzraya haoNlamAM laI AvI. rasa haiyAnA AnaMdanI cheLe UDI ja rahI hatI. vadhatA gayA ane AgalI haroLa emanAthI ja "zerI vaLAvI sajaja kare, prabhu ghera Ave che.' bharAtI gaI A bhajananI dhUna sAthe maMjIrA ane DhelakathI jemane janmathI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM hatuM tenA vAtAvaraNane bhakita ane premathI bhIMjavIne bharI karatAM jemane pahelI ja vAra sAMbhaLavA maLyuM detA bhAvane joI pelA virodha karanArA bhAio paNa emane mana enI kiMmata vadhAre hatI. ogaLI gayA. emanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyAM. emanI vasatImAM pravacana goThavAyuM. gharapravacana haoNlamAM AgaLanI haroLamAM besavAnuM gharathI bheguM karyuM ane zrIphaLanI prabhAvanA karI. sthAna gumAvatAM jaina baheno pitAnI dubhAyelI comAsuM eke nahi, ane ke badalAvyuM. dareka kuMbhArane lAgaNI mArI AgaLa vyakata karavA AvyA. meM thayuM cAturmAsa mArA taraphathI mAre ghera thayuM che. kahyuM: huM mahAvIranI vANI mAnavamAtrane saMbhaLAvavA mAguM chuM, jijJAsuone ApavuM e ja A kuMbhAra bhAIone mArA pratyeno bhAva mAre mApadaMDa che. pachI emAM bheda kevo che ane kuMbhAravADAmAM mAruM cAturmAsa parivartana Aje paNa nathI bhUlya. bahenone A vAta spazI ane vahelA te che pahelAne mAna ApyuM. - kuM. vatsalA amIna

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[gatAMkathI cAlu] mASTaka (4) jJAnasAra * sika Mdare pUchyuM: kayuM rAjya ? kenuM rAjya ? vajIre kahyuM: e mRtyunuM rAjya che. A janmanI pelI pAra mRtyune tyAM e cAlI gaye che, jyAM ApatuM, amAruM, keAInu cAlatu nathI. tyAre sikadarane khyAla AvyeA: huM badhAyane vijaya karI zakuM chuM paNa mRtyune vijaya karI zakatA nathI. badhA upara mAruM sAmrAjya cAle che paNa mArA para mRtyunuM sAmrAjya cAle che. mRtyu kahe che ke cAla, tyAre duniyAmAM keI ene reAkI zakavA samartha nathI. tame kahe ke phojadAra mArA Dhesta che, Commissioner mArA oLakhItA che, bahu sArI vAta. jelamAM javAnuM hoya, peAlIsa ceAkInA lekaapamAM rahevAnuM heAya te tyAMthI kadAca cheDAvI paNa de. vAta kharAkhara che. evA dhaMdhA karyA hAya teA e ja kAma lAge ne ? pazu mRtyune tyAM javAnu thAya tyAre na AjadAra kAma lAge, ke na kamIzanara kAma lAge, kAi kAma na lAge. e vakhate badhI ja eLakhANa nakAmI. eka eLakhANu, kAma lAge. arihaMtanI tame kaheA: ariha Mtam zaraNam pavajajAmi. bhalA mANasa ! je eLakhANa chelle kAma lAgavAnI che ene AkhI jiMdagI tuM yAda paNa nahi kare ? jenuM nAma chelle levAnu che ene tuM koi divasa smRtimAM paNa nahiM ANe ? jenA AzareA tAre chelle levAnA che emAM tuM TharIza paNa nahi ? javAnA samaya Avaze tyAre gharanA leAkeA bhegA thaine kaheze: bApA, paisAmAM jIva rAkhaze nahi. paNa bApA tA mAthuM dhUNAve. bApAne saMbhaLAya echuM eTale dIkarA AvIne kAnamAM jorathI kahe: bApA, paisAmAM jIva rAkhaze nahi. paNa bApA zuM kare ? e jIva paisAmAMthI kevI rIte kADhe? AkhI jiMdagI jIva jemAM cAMTayA hAya te have chellI ghaDIe kayAMthI nIkaLe? kharI vAta e che ke puddagaLanI Akitane lIdhe chelle paNa paisAmAM ja ruci jAge, vagara kIdhe ja jIva emAM TharI jAya. mana parabhAvamAM che. parabhAvamAMthI mukata thavA svabhAvanuM ciMtana karavAnuM che. have, ema ja vicAra karavA ke huM parabhAvaneA kartA nathI. dhananA, gharanA, vaibhavane, dukAnaneA, ephisanA ke meTAmAM meATI phekaTarInA "huM kAineA kartA nathI, huM te mAtra dRSTA chuM. puNyanA udaya hatA eTale vadhavA mAMDayu, pApanA udaya AvyA eTale paDavA mAMDayuM. puNyanA udaya hoya tyAre paDavA mAge te paNa caDhavA mAMDe. khIjAmAM caDhavA mAge teA paNa paDavA ja mAMDe. ajJAnI kahe che ke 'huM karuM chuM.' are, tu zu karatA hatA ! jo tuM ja badhuM karate hAta teA badhA ja bhaNelA mANasa, graduates karoDapatie na thai gayA heAta ? Aje keTalAya aDadhA gAMDA jevA mANase karoDapati thai beThA che. na emane aMgrejI vAMcatAM AvaDe, na sarasa sahI karatAM AvaDe, na jene keTanAM maTana lagADatAM AvaDe. ene paradezathI meATI DigrIe laine AvelA 'sAheba, sAhema' kahe, kAgaLA upara nizAnI ke ceAkaDI mArIne kahe ke sAheba, ahIM ApanI sahI kare. A badhuM kema bane che? kAraNa ke zeThanu puNya che.

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80 bikAneranA zeThanI muMbai, kalakattA, madrAsa ane dilhImAM cAra mATI peDhIe hatI. zeTha bikAneramAM AnathI jIve eTale aDhaLaka jaise hatA, paNa jyAre zeThane kAgaLa lakhavAne hAya tyAre kAnA mAtra vagaranA ja lakhe. e te mAtra akSara lakhI jANe. hugamara lakhe te hiMga marI samajI levAnu. kAgaLa dasa varSa pachI zeTha peDhIenI mulAkAte nIkaLyA. muMbainI peDhInA nAnA munImAne zeThane jovAnI ghaNI ja icchA. eTale ete zeThane dhArI dhArIne jovA lAgyA. zeThe kAgaLa upara nizAnI karelI jagyAe sahI karI eTale munIma tA akSaro joine ajAyaba thai gayA. zeTha buddhizALI hatA eTale hasIne kahyuM : "munImajI, A akSarA sAme zuM jue che ? jovu hAya teA mArA A kapALa sAme jue !" vAta sAcI che. akSaramAM zu che ? ghaNA ya evA ghUMTI ghUMTIne metI jevA akSaro kADhe paNu mahine dahADe khissAmAM khaseA rUpiyA paNa na hAya. puNya ane pApanI A racanAmAM jIva kAM thaIne bese ane kartAnA bhAvamAM ka khAMdhe ja jAya. paNa je jJAnI che te samaje che: "jagatanA bhAvAnA huM kartA nathI. huM kAMI banAvI zakuM ema nathI, mArAthI kAMi banI zake tema nathI. huM teA sAkSI thaine rahevAnA.' sAkSI thavAnI majA teA era che. keTa mAM kesa cAle tyAre vADhI Ave, prativAdI Ave, vakIla Ave, selisiTara Ave, nyAyAdhIza Ave ane sAkSIe paNa Ave. mahenata badhAne karavAnI. vAdI ane prativAdIe peAtAnA kesane joIe tevA mareDa ApIne selisiTara pAse brIk banAve. kesamAM rahI gayelI khAmIe divya dvIpa magajamAM gADhavI karIne vakIle kA mAM Ave. ane nyAyAdhIza badhI ja dalIleA pUrvaka beTho beTho sAMbhaLe. ekAgratA kesanI sunAvaNI zarU thAya ane sAkSIne melAvavAmAM Ave. pUche....bhAie rUpiyA ApyA tyAre tame tyAM hatA ? " hA" keTalA ApyA ? " 501]- " kene ApyA ? 'phalANA bhAine'" sAkSI pUrI thaI. sAkSI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. ene kesa keAnI tarapheNamAM Ave tene vicAra paNa nahi, aphsAsa paNa nahi. eNe tA je joyuM te kahyuM ane patI gayuM. sAcA sAkSIne kAi vAMdheA nahi, ene kAMI lAge vaLage nahi. kesa pUro thAya, nyAyAdhIza eneA nyAya Ape tyAre kAMtA vAdI rUe kAM prativAdI rUe. ane hAre tene vakIla ghare jAya paNa khAvAnu na bhAve. jIva maLyA kare: mArA asIlanI Ijjata gai, e bicArA khalAsa thaI gayA, kharAkhara plead na karI zakayA. ane leka teA nyAyAdhIzane paNa na choDe. ' nyAyAdhIze amane anyAya karI nAkhyA.' paNa sAcA sAkSI tAke mAM Ave, UbhA rahe, jue, kahe ane nIkaLI jAya. e sAcA che pachI ene khATA kahevAnI hiMmata nyAyAdhIzane thAya kharI ? sAcA sAkSI khele ane enI AMkhamAM ane zabdomAM jora Ave. ghaNA varSo pahelAM aMtarIkSajInA kesamAM pU. sAgarajI mahArAjane keAmAM javu paDayuM. nyAyAdhIze kahyuM: tame have sAgada le ke hu A kaeNmAM je kahIza te izvaranI sAkSIe kahIza. pU. sAgarajI mahArAje seAga levAnI nA kahI. emaNe kahyuM: "huM Aje sogaMda lauM ene atha e thayA ke atyAra sudhI huM jUThuM khelatA hatA. me te jyArathI dIkSA

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divya dIpa lIdhI tyArathI ja sAcuM bolavAno nirNaya karyo dhyAnamagna AtmA sUma parabrahmamAM Akhone hatA. have Aje ATalA varSo pachI tamArI Akho cAlyA jAya che. AgaLa huM zuM segaMda levAno hate. nyAyA- je parabrahmamAM magna thaye ene duniyAnA dhIze emane sogaMda lIdhA vinA AgaLa bhoganI, jhagaDAonI, mAthApheDanI-A badhI vadhavAnuM kahyuM. aMdara satya hatuM te sogaMdanI paudagalika kathA nisteja lAge, nIrasa lAge. zI jarUra ? duniyAmAM cAlatI cAra kathAo-rAja kathA, paNa tame belavA jAo ane jIbhamAM deza kathA, bhajana kathA ane strI kathA-A lecA vaLe, AMkha mAchalIonI jema ramatI cArenI aMdara e zithilatA ja anubhave. hoya kAraNa ke aMdara asatya ramatuM hoya che. thAya ke AmAM zuM sAMbhaLavAnuM che? jene je je aMdara che te ja bahAra Ave che. bolavuM hoya te bolavA de. jAke manameM sAca basata hai, jUTha tahAMku pU. sAgarajI mahArAja pAse eka mATe na bhAve. " mANasa maLavA AvyA. vAta karatAM karatAM jenA manane sAcuM bhAve ene jUThuM bhAve ja dhaMdhAnI vAtamAM UtarI paDaze. moTA mahArAjanahi, jUTha enI sAme UbhuM rahI zake ja nahi. jIne sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM thayuM ke A kaMI UThe - satya jIvanamAM baLa lAve che, manane ema nathI ane pahelavahele AvyuM che eTale tAkAtavAna banAve che. * duniyAmAM jene sadA AgaLa vadhavuM hoya uThADavo paNa muzkela. rAtrino samaya thayo eTale tene pAye ane paga majabUta hovA joIe. moTA mahArAje kAusagga zarU karyo. pelA sAce sAkSI jyAM jAya tyAM ene saphaLatA ja bhAI belatA ja rahyA ane upAzrayamAM aMdhAruM vare che. eTale kAMI khabara na paDe. badhI vAta pUrI jenAmAM sAkSIpaNuM AvI gayuM e thaI eTale bhAI bolyAH "mahArAja ! Ape parabrahmamAM, bhagavAnamAM lAgI gayela che. te kAMI kahyuM nahi." tyAM moTA mahArAja belyAH - kAI kahe che ke bhagavAna vaikuMThamAM che, "namo arihaMtANuM." "e zuM vaLI ? tame kaI kahe che ke sapanA upara zayana karI mArI vAta sAMbhaLI ke nahi e te kaho?" rahyA che, keI kahe che ke vRMdAvanamAM che te pU. mahArAjajI bolyA: "are bhAI! mAre kaI kahe che ke siddhazilAmAM che paNa ahIM kAusagna karavAnuM bAkI hatuM ane te lAMbI kahyuM ke bhagavAne A beThA, ahIM ApaNAmAM ja vAta mAMDI. te vAta karI ane meM kAusagga, che. bhagavAna badhAnI aMdara nAnakaDI jagyA karyo. tArI vAta paNa thaI ane mAruM kAma paNa rekIne beThA che. AMkhanI kIkI karatAM paNa nAnI thayuM. ApaNe banne rAjI thayA." jagyAmAM paramAtmA beThA che. | samayanI kiMmata mANasane samajAI nathI, te AvaDo maTe mANasa AvA jhINA nahi te pudagaLanI kathAmAM samayane na lUTAvavA parabrahmamAM magna kevI rIte banI zake? de. pudagaLanI kathA bane tyAM sudhI kAne na paDe upAdhyAyae stavanamAM upamA ApI te sArI vAta che. kAraNa ke A duniyAmAM kahyuM: AMkhanI nAnI kIkImAM mATe hAthI e ja cAle che. samAI jAya che tema prabhu tame mArA nAnA-zA jyAre parabrahmamAM jIva lAgI jAya che pachI aMtaramAM samAI jAe che. pudagaLanI kathAmAM rasa na paDe.

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divya dIpa jene pugaLanI kathAmAM rasa na paDe enI AvA sukhIne pachI kaI sAcI zikhAmaNa pAse kaI sonA cAMdInI vAta kare te e senA paNa ApavA taiyAra nathI. garIba ke madhyama cAMdImAM ene zuM majhA Ave ? ene A varganAne te kaI kahenAruM paNa hoya paNa unmAdakAraka vastumAM zuM rasa paDe? paisAdArane kaNa kahevA Ave ? tamArA manamAM je khAvAthI mANasa gAMDo thAya, je pIvAthI thAya ke A paisAdAra che, keka dahADo enI magaja cAlyuM jAya, je jovAthI mana vyagra jarUra paDaze. zikhAmaNa ApavI javA de ne ! ane vikArI bane e badhAM padArtho unmAdakAraka che. bheMzanAM ziMgaDAM bheMzane bhAre. tamane to khabara ja haze ke dArUno, kahevAnuM mana thAya te paNa na kahI zakAya. bhAMgano unmAda UtarI jAya che paNa sonAno keTaluM badhuM nukazAna ? Aga lAgI hoya tema kepha ekavAra magajamAM caDhI gayA pachI ene chatAM enA bhayane lIdhe mANasa kAMI kahI na unmAda utarate navI. zake e navAi na kahevAya ? , jene senAne unmAda caDhaye ene pite pAMcamA jarjanA jIvanano eka prasaMga zuM kahe che e paNa samajAtuM nathI. che. enuM magaja eTaluM badhuM garama ke ene eka bhAI pAse saMpatti aDhaLaka thaI gaI eka evo kaDaka niyama ke e bole tyAre te e challenge karato kahe: tame kaho to keIe vacce bolavuM nahi. ekavAra savAranA huM na pitAnI pautrInI sAthe nAsta karI rahyA hatA, upAzraya bAMdhuM, tamAruM derAsara nahi breDa ane mura paNa have mAruM derAsara baMdhAvuM, jarUra paDe te Jam khAI rahyA hatA. huM navA bhagavAnane paNa banAvI zakuM chuM. khAnAM pautrIe kAMI joyuM ane bolI UThI: "dAdA dAdA " tyAM dAdA bolyAH "cUpa" A kephane lIdhe e kenuM apamAna karaze, pautrI cUpa rahI. nAsto pUre thaye eTale kenI avahelanA karaze tenA viruddhamAM jaIne pautrIne pUchyuM: "have kahe, zuM che tAre?" , UbhuM raheze e senAnA unmAdamAM paDelA pautrI belI: "dAdA, e to UtarI gayo jIvane khabara paDatI nathI. tamArA peTamAM. " "zuM UtarI gayo? e manamAM ema ja mAnatA hoya che ke " murakhamAM paDelo vAde." "huM! vAMde !" mAre tenA bApanI sADIbAra che ! have zuM vaLe ? vAta sAcI che. bhAI! tArI pAse eTaluM paNa je sAkSIbhAvamAM jIve che ane A badhuM sonuM che ke tuM keInI paravA kare ema unmAda nahi Ave. e kahe: saMpatti bhale hoya, nathI. bhAMgano kepha khATI chAza pIvAthI Utare paNa huM, ene paNa sAkSI chuM. joIe te vAparI paNa dhanane unmAda utAravo bahu muzkela che. nAkhIza. ene mAlika nathI mAtra paugalika vastuonA sukhane lIdhe enA sAcavanAre chuM. magajamAM ema thAya ke mAre have zravaNa A sAkSIpaNuM AvI jAya pachI aDhaLaka karavAnI jarUra nathI, keI have mane vadhAre samRddhinA svAmI bane tema chatAM paNa tame kahI zake ema nathI ane huM je kAMI kahuM namra raho, jAgRta raho, keInA paNa upadezane e ja barAbara che. grahaNa karavA taiyAra raho ane mitrone kahI

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83 divya dIpa rAkhe ke bhAI, jarA zikhAmaNa detA raheje, jJAnaH je lAve sAna amArI bhUla thAya te sudhAre karatA raheje. bahArathI vaja jevA dekhAtA mAnavanA saMsAramAM AvA mitra na hoya to jIvana aMtaramAM paNa puSpa jevI kamaLatA che. paNa nakAmuM che. A suSupta aMtarane keka jagADanAra maLe rIsa caDhe detAM zikhAmaNa bhAgyadazA to ja enI lAgaNIo pAMgare. paravArI. pU. gurudeve ravivAre (tA. 8-11-70) ApaNane kahenAra keNa che ? badhA ja vAha sAMje cha vAge zrI tri. ja. hAiskUlanA sneha vAha kahenArA che, jarUra paDe to dhakako mAranArA saMmelanamAM dAna mATe kahyuM na kahyuM tyAM janatA che. keIne tamAre mATe lAge che ? taraphathI arpaNane AnaMda UbharAto dekhAye. Aptamitra ja tamane sAcuM kaheze. zikhAmaNa jotajotAmAM dAnanI vRSTi thaI! deze paNa e tamane kaDavI lAge te jANavuM zALAnA snehasaMmelanamAM vAlIone ane ke tamAruM bhAvI nabaLuM che tamane koI bIjI saddagRhasthone saMbodhatAM zALAnA AcArya dizAmAM ja laI jaI rahyuM che. zrI upAdhyAye kahyuM kaI zikhAmaNa de ene kahevuM: "tamArA Aje ApaNe mATe AnaMdano divasa che. jevo mAre hitasvI mitra koNa che ane AvI ApaNe sarve zeTha tri. ja. ejyu. sosAyaTIe sAcI zikhAmaNa Ape ?" jela nehasaMmelanamAM navA varSanI zubhecchA vyakata karavA bhegA maLyA chIe. A zubha jene padagalika kathAmAM zithilatA lAgI avasare navA varSano maMgaLa saMdeza ApavA enuM mana dedipyamAna evI strInI ceSTAomAM munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAja paNa padhAryA che te ke enA zabdothI UbhI thatI ghUmarIo ane ApaNuM ahobhAgya che. A prasaMge padhArelA gUMcavaNamAM kayAMthI lAge? enA tarapha enuM pU. munizrI tema ja Apa sarve ne hArdika satkAra mana kevI rIte AgaLa vadhe ? karatAM khUba AnaMda thAya che. e strIone zravaNa kare paNa taTastha Ajano dina saMsthAnA ItihAsamAM ajoDa bhAvamAM rahe. enA tarapha enuM mana na laMbAya che ane suvarNa akSare aMkita thaze kAraNa kAraNa ke enA karatAM ene kaMIka vadhAre sAruM saMsthAnA rajata jayaMtI prasaMge kharIda karelI maLyuM che, rUpa karatAM caDhiyAtA evA paramarUpanuM vizALa jagAmAMthI cha-cha varSanA avirata prayAsa ene darzana thayuM che! bAda sarva prathama aDadhI upara jagAne kabaje je parabhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM AvyuM, je meLavavAnuM sadabhAgya prApta thayuM che. ane A kartA maTI daSTa banyo ane parabrahmamAM magna bhavya kampAunDamAM ApaNA samAjanuM snehabanyuM ene viSayonI kathA nisteja lAge. evA saMmelana maLI rahyuM che. tenA karatAM paNa adhika dilane have senAne unmAda kevo? ane te "maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM " vahAvatA strIonA hAvabhAvanI ghelachA paNa kevI? e te vidyAnA parama upAsaka ApaNe mahAna gurudeva have pitAnA AnaMdamAM ja masta che. (saMpUrNa) pU. munizrIne caraNakamaLathI A paTAMgaNa

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84 divya dIpa aMkita thAya che ane mane pUrNa zraddhA che ke emaNe spaSTa kahyuM che ke jJAnavinA-samajavinA have emanI Azi vaDe saMsthAnI bhavya karelI kriyA vyartha che. AjanA yuganAM eMdhANa vikAsa ejanA TUMka samayamAM ja mUrta svarUpa samajI zikSAmAM thatA pheraphArane ee AvakAre pAmaze mahAnubhAva kya nItizaTwI che. navI paddhatinI ucca keLavaNI, dharmanA thANA jaina saMghanA AmaMtraNane mAna saMskAra ane samAjanuM hita haiye dhAraNa karI ApI cAturmAsa gALavA padhArelA pU. munizrI kArya kare evA samAjane ghaDavAnI eo preraNA thANAnI jaina tathA jainetara prajAmAM eTalA priya Ape che. thaI paDayA che ke bhAgye ja emano paricaya AvA zikSaNa pracAramAM rasa dharAvatA ApavAno hoya chatAM eTaluM kahIza ke bhagavAna pragatizIla munizrI AgaLa ApaNI saMsthAnI mahAvIra pachI je aneka prabhAvazALI jainAcArye TUMka rUparekhA 2jU karuM te asthAne nahi thayA che emAM emanuM sthAna viziSTa che. lekhAya. A saMsthAnA saMcAlakoe pUrva prAthamikathI emanuM vyakitatva nIcenA subhASitamAM mAdhyamika stara sudhInA abhyAsanI sagavaDa spaSTa tarI Ave che. thANAnA bALako mATe pUrI pADI che. lagabhaga vadanaM prasAda sadane, hRdayaM sadayaM, sudhAmadhura vAcaH // 1700 bALake AmAM zikSaNa laI rahyAM che. karaNaM paropakaraNaM yeSAM, keSAM na te vandyAH // saMsthAne adyatana svarUpa ApavA hajI bhAratadeza jema kRSipradhAna che tema RSi ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI rahe che. saMsthAnuM zikSaNa pradhAna che. ahIM aneka dharma paraMparAnA trASi- sudhAravA pALI prathA-shiftsystem baMdha munio pedA thayA che. jemaNe saMpradAya, jAti, karavI Avazyaka che. ane tene mATe vadhArAnA deza, kALathI para jaI samagra mAnavajAti mATe oraDAo pUrA pADavA joIe. senITarI bloka zAMti, prema ane karuNAne divya saMdeza bAMdhavAnI cejanA hajI adhUrI ja che. vAcanAvahevaDAvyo che. AvA ja lakakalyANakArI AcArya laya ane DiTerIyama pUruM pADavAnI paNa zrI citrabhAnu mahArAja che. AvazyakatA che. A badhAne aMdAje kharca eomAM zAstranuM UMDuM jJAna, vidvattA ane rUA. 3,00,000] te ochAmAM ocho thavA vANa para prabhutva che. sarva dharma pratye samabhAva, saMbhava che. arvAcIna daSTi modern outlook, saMkucita AzA che ke pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnunA bhAvanAo tyajI vizALa draSTi apanAvavAne padAraviMdathI aMkita thayela A kampAunDamAM emane Agraha kaI paNa jaina ke jainetarane mAna amArI cejanAne sAkAra karavAmAM sahAyakatA upajAve che. cAturmAsa daramyAna sAMbhaLelAM emanAM maLaze ja." aneka pravacana parathI huM eTaluM niHzaMka kahI zrI prabhAkara bhAI mahetAnA manamAM eka zakuM ke gharagathu daSTAMte, rUpakakathA ane svAnubhavanA vicAra kuryo ke dhanADhaya varga pAse jaIne prasaMga parathI dharma, tattvajJAna ane adhyAtma- moTI rakamanI AzA rAkhavA karatAM gheragherathI vidyAnI agamya vAte nirAkAra ke sAkAra he paisA ekatrita karavA zuM beTA ? ane temaNe temane gaLe utAravAnI emanI zakita asA- pitAnA taraphathI se rUpiyA ApIne mAnya che. emanuM jIvana satata pravRttimaya che. zarUAta karI.

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vidyAnuM dAna ke dAnanI vidyA ? jhabhAvanadAsa 8manAdAsa hAirapha, nAnA thANA ja je zALAnA hajAra jeTalA bALa ke e jaina thANA maMdiranA upAzrayamAM jJAnasatra goThavAtAM traNa traNa divasa sudhI pU. gurudevanAM pravacana dvArA preraNAtmaka vicAro jhIlyA temanI ja zALAnA zeTha tri. ja. hAiskUlanA paTAMgaNamAM bALakonA vaDIla samakSa pU. gurudevane AvakArI maMgalasaMdeza kahevA namra vinaMtI karatA zALAnA AcArya zrI upAdhyAya,

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dehanuM paryaTana, vicAronuM parivartana saMtane samAgama thatAM sADAcAra mahinA AMkhanA palakArAmAM vItI gayA, jJAnagaMgAnuM pAnuM thatAM jIvanamAM saMka95 zakita jAgI, parivartana lAvavAnI nirmaLa bhAvanA jAgI. evA thANAnA Atura ane utsuka bhAvikA cAturmAsa parivartananA zubha divase pU. gurudevanI vANInuM pAna karatA jaNa ya che.

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tRSAtura AtmA kyAM nathI ? hAI-ve upara AvelA TAgAra nagaramAM rahetI janatAnAM bhAva ane bhakita bharAtAM pUjaya gurudeva tyAM padhAryA ane be divasanA mukAmamAM paNa traNa pravacana gaThavAyAM temAM chellA divase vizALa cogAnamAM jAhera pravacana | pitA pU guradeva.

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AnaMda che tyAM UMgha nathI, utsAha che tyAM thAka nathI aMdhArI rAtrie paNa AtamajJAnane prakAza meLavavA tatpara banelA vikrelInA zrotAjanemAM nAta jAtanA bheda bhulAye, kAma ane kuLane garva gaLI gayA ane '" hama saba eka hai " " hama sukha caitanyU hai ? nAda pU. gurUdevanA mukhe saMbhaLAM..

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divya dIpa 85 tyArabAda pU. gurudeve zrotAjanomAM jAgRti e vidhA che. paranA duHkhanI ciMtA karavAnI lAvatA vicAre vyakata karyAH dRSTi prApta thavI tenuM nAma vidyA che. Aje gautama pAse traNa vidyAthIo bhaNatA hatA. A jJAnanI jarUra che. be bhAI hatA. eke bAra varSa abhyAsa karI samAjane jJAnathI bAhya samRddhi khUba meLavI te bIjAe samRddha karavA gurunI AjJA levA AvyA. aMtarane samRddha karyuM. eka divasa be beThA hatA gurue kahyuM: sAMja paDavA AvI che, najIkamAM tyAre moTebhAI belveH "tuM Akho divasa nAnuM zu-maMdira che tyAM eka pachI eka jAta, vAMcyA kare che, AMkha baMdha karIne vicAryA kare * che, teM tArI yuvAnI barabAda karI. je meM karaDe ane prabhu pAse dI karIne Avo pachI vAta. ke rUpiyA bhegA karyA, je A mAre mATe baMgale, pahele vidyAthIM gaye, DuM-zuM ajavALuM mArI gADIo, are, mane maLavA te keTalA hatuM, mArgamAM kAMTA joyA eTale ThekaDe mArIne paDApaDI kare che... "huM" ke...." AgaLa nIkaLI gaye. manamAM thayuM cAle, mAruM sadbhAgya ke kAMTA na vAgyA. ! tyAM vacce ja nAnAbhAIe prazna karyoH - bIje vidyAthIM utAvaLa nIkaLe. kAMTAmAM e "huM" keNI e te mane kaho." moTAe paga paDatAM ja bolI UThazeH kayA mUrkha mArgamAM kahyuM: "e te mane ya khabara nathI "huM" keNu chuM." ja kAMTA rahevA dIdhA? moDhAmAM babaDATa hatuM, "je "huM" ne mATe tame vaitarAM karyA, pagamAM zULanuM duHkha hatuM. karaDo UbhA karyA, je "huM" ne maLavA hajAre trIjA vidyArthI nIkaLe ane paga kAMTAmAM Ave tyAre abhimAna karyuM e "huM" keNa paDatAM ja dIvAnA AchA prakAzamAM kAMTA vINavA chuM e jANe nahi, ene sAMbhaLe nahi, enI sAthe vAta kare nahi te tamArI badhI beThe. A kAMTA mane vAgyA tema bIjA koIne vAgaze te ?" kamANInuM saravaiyuM zUnyamAM na pariName ?" traNe vidyAthI dIvo karIne gurune vaMdana , badhuM karaje paNa ene jovAnuM, ene vicArakaravA gayA paNa trIjo moDo paDe tyAre gurue vAnuM, enI sAthe vArtAlApa karavAnuM bhUlatA pUchyuM: "vatsa ! tane moDuM kema thayuM ? nahi. ene ja nididhyAsa karavAnuM che, ene ja gurudeva! mArgamAM paDelA kAMTAne dUra karavAmAM sAMbhaLavAnuM che, enA ja sAnnidhyamAM rahevAnuM samaya lAge." che, enI ja maitrI karavAnI che. gurudeve hasIne kahyuM: "tAro vidyAbhyAsa tamane badhA chaDI jAya, duniyA enuM moDhuM pUre thaye. pelA be tarapha pharIne kahyuM: tamAre pheravI le tyAre e ja meTuM sAmuM karIne besaze. pharI adhyayana karavuM paDaze." ene nAma, bhASA, deza, jAti kAMI nathI. traNe sAthe bhaNyA, sarakhA uttara ApyA, tame kahe che: "huM gujarAtI, huM mAravADI, tema chatAM ekano abhyAsa pUre thaye, bIjAne huM marAThI, huM.." adhUre kema ? - A badhAM te khAMDanAM ramakaDAM che. nAnuM paranA duHkhane pitAnuM gaNavAnI samaja bALaka kahe mane kutubaminAra Ape, tAja

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divyadIpa 86 mahAla Ape. na Ape to revA bese. paNa banaze. bhale tamArA moDhAM judAM hoya, paNa kaMI jANe che ke A kutubaminAra paNa nathI avAja te eka ja rahe AMkha be paNa dRSTi ane tAja paNa nathI. A te khAMDa che. bALakane eka bane. mana AkAra che paNa samajadArane mana te mAtra dareka mAbApa ema ja icache ke mArA nirAkAra che, mAtra mIThAza ja che. bALakane eka dAgIne ocho haze cAlaze te paNa zALAnuM makAna nahi hoya te nahi cAle. ema ApaNA dehamAM badhA AkAra che. paNa jJAnIne mana caitanyanI mIThAza che. badhAmAM prajAne samRddha dAgInAthI nahi jJAnathI kare. caitanya vikasI rahyuM che. ekAMtamAM besIne ene prabhAkara bhAIe rUA. 100) thI zarUAta karI sAMbhaLe. paNa huM kahuM chuM ke eka bIjuM mIMDuM vadhArI - le te kAle ja kAma thaI jAya. tamArA AcArya tamane paiso maLe che te sukSetramAM vAve. zrI upAdhyAyanA hAtha nIce tamArAM bALaka paisA dIkarAne Apaze to eka dIkare khAze A bhaNe, AkAra le e emanuM sadbhAgya che. paNa zALAne Apaze te aneka pAmaze. ekane bApa banavA karatAM hajArenA bApa kema na bane? tamArA bALakane saMskAra saMpanna AcArya maLyA, zrI jayaMtIlAlabhAI jevA sahRdayI tamArI zakitane sadupayoga karavAne nagarazeTha maLyA ane sevAbhAvI nAgarike maLyA avasara AvyuM che te tamArA hRdayanAM dvAra A joIne mane AnaMda thAya che. khUlavAM joIe. aMtamAM-eTaluM ja kahevAnuM? Aje ahIM A paTAMgaNamAM evuM sthaLa mAtAvarI pitarASTraH cena vADho - vATitaH | kema na bAMdhe jemAM vizALa haila hoya, haiolamAM sabhAmadhye na zobhate haMsa madhye bako yathA // . suMdara pravRttio cAlatI hoya, bALakanuM adhyayana hoya, saMgIta haya, garabA hoya, jema haMsanI sabhAmAM bagale gheLo che chatAM bahene pagabhara karI zake evI udyogagRhanI zobhe nahi ema vidvAnonI sabhAmAM ajJAnI pravRtti hoya. kayAMthI zobhe ? tamArA sahunA tanamAM taMdurastI, manamAM jyAM tame raLo, kamAo, pedAza kare e zAMti, vicAromAM krAMti ane jIvanamAM samagra gAmamAM sarjana thavuM joIe. je sarjanamAM rIte zrI rahe evI zubhecchA. meDA paDaze to pazcAttApa karavAno vAro Avaze. - pU. gurudevanuM pravacana pUruM thayuM, dAnane tame evI havA UbhI na kare ke bIjA tamane pravAha zarU thayuM ane jotajotAmAM pacAsa saMskAra saMpanna jue. tamArA tarapha prerAya, hajAra bhegA thayA.' tamArAmAMthI kAMIka meLavIne samRddha bane ? paisAnuM dAna denAra jagatamAM dAtA tarIke tame sahu premanI derIthI baMdhAine raheje., Ine rahejo. paMkAya che, jIvananuM sarvasva arpanAra te sadA huM kacchI, huM mAravADI, huM gujarAtI, huM aNaprIchaLyA ja rahyA che ! brAhmaNa huM vANiye evI vAte lAvIne dIvAla na citrabhAnuM

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eka cAturmAsa pUrNAhuti thaka cAturmAsa pravezamAM umaLake che te pari. "amArA taraphathI keI avinaya thayo vartanamAM gAMbhIrya che. jJAnagaMgAnuM vaheNa hoya, ApanI vANI saMbhaLAvatAM DakhalagIrI pitAnA gAmamAM vALatAM je AnaMda thayo, hada UbhI karavAmAM AvI hoya, kaI bhUla thaI hoya, navapallavita thayAM e ja vaheNa bIjI dizAmAM AzAtanA thaI hoya te zrI sakaLa saMgha vatI vaLatAM AMkhamAM AnaMdane badale azru AvyAM, huM micchAmi dukkaDama mAguM chuM" haLavAM hRdaya bhAre thayAM. paNa jene mahAsAgarane tyArabAda thANAnA nagarazeTha zrI jayaMtIbhAI maLavuM che e vaheNa kadI aTakayuM che kharuM? thANAvAlAe pU. gurudevane thANAmAM mAsuM jene khullA medAnamAM viharavuM che e pathika karavA AgrahabharI vinaMtI karI. dIvAlamAM lAMbo samaya rahI zake kharo ? sAdhu zrI prabhAkarabhAI mahetAe pU. gurudevanA te phula jevA che, vicAronI suvAsa mUkIne samAgamathI jIvanamAM parivartana AvatAM je kAle AgaLa vadhatA ja jAya. pApI hatuM te Aje puNyazALI kema bane che, - pU. gurudevanuM chelluM pravacana sAMbhaLavA , je kAle niSphara hato te Aje premALa kema upAzrayane haila bharAI gayo. zanivAra bane che ane pU. gurudevanA pravacananA zravaNathI tA. 14-11-70 Atura zrotAjane ekatrita gharagharamAM narakanI kaDavAza ane kaTutAne badale thayA. pU. gurudeve "satyama, zivam ane suMdarama' svarganI mIThAza ane AnaMda kema UbhuM thAya A traNa sUtrothI jIvanane suMdara kema banAvavuM che te upara nAnuM zuM vivecana karyuM. Aje te samajAvyuM. tyArabAda thANa saMghanA pramukha pazcimamAM mahAvIranAM ahiMsA ane anekAntanI zrI rUpacaMdajIbhAI UbhA thayA ane gaddagadita kara 2. keTalI jarUra che ane AjanA navayuvAnane sAcuM hRdaye kahyuM: mArgadarzana maLatAM saMgharSane badale sarjana sADA cAra mahinA sudhI Apa sArI karavAmAM pU. gurudevanI vANI ane vicAre zailImAM je amRtapAna karAvyuM, thANAnI janatAne keTalAM preraNAmaya che te upara ghaNuM utsAhathI je samajAvyuM evuM amane A hAlamAM ja potAnA vicAre vyakata karyA. sudhI keIe paNa samajAvyuM nathI evuM pramANika- pU. gurudeva pratyene pitAne prema ane paNa huM kabUla karuM chuM. bhAva vyakata karatAM zrI devarAjajIe pU. guru"Aje Apane vidAya detAM amAre devane kAmanI vaherAvI. saMgha, Ape amArA upara karelo upakAra kema bhakatanI bhAvanAne pratyuttara ApatAM pU. bhUlI zake ? sAdhunI sAdhutA vihAra karavAmAM gurudeve jaNAvyuM che. cAturmAsa pUruM thayA bAda badhAne amRtapAna nAnAmAM nAno divasa, durjana sAthe saMga karAvavA vihAra karavo joIe paNa ame namra thaI jAya te, lAMbAmAM lAMbe banI jAya che bhAve vinaMtI karIe chIe ke vihAra karatAM ane lAMbAmAM lAMbo divasa sajajana sAthe saMga karatAM Apa thANu tarapha padhArI je bagIcAne thaI jAya te nAnAmAM nAne-ANu jevo-banI jIvaMta karyo che emAM amRtapAnanuM siMcana karatA jAya che. divasa ene e che paNa e divasomAM raheze ane AvatuM comAsuM thANAmAM ja karaze. saMga konI sAthe thaye enA upara AdhAra che.

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divya dIpa plena upaDatAM pahelAM badhuM barAbara cakkasa - divasanI nahi, paNa huM cAra-sADAcAra tame bhegA maLI nAnA karI nAkhyA. huM gharaDAne gADA sAthe sarakhAvI emanuM kadAca huM sAro houM paNa tame sArA na apamAna nathI karate paNa emane je akasmAta ho te ekanI sArapa keTalI cAle ? kayAM sudhI thAya e bahu nukazAnakAraka nathI eTaluM ja cAle ? sUcavuM chuM, paNa juvAnI e dIvAnI che. emAM pANInuM siMcana thAya paNa je bIja ja akasmAta thAya te jiMdagI jAya. ghaNAnI jiMdagI na hoya te phaNagA phUTe kayAMthI? meM bhale upa- maTakAmAM, pattAmAM dhULa thAya che. zarAba, suMdarI dezanuM pANI chAMTayuM paNa tame bIja che eTale ane jagaTAnA daityavRttibharyA AnaMdamAM te e kAma lAgyuM. bhale tame sahu abhivAdana ghaNAnI jiMdagI nAza thaI rahI che. AvI jiMdagIkaro paNa huM tamArAmAM rahelI bIja zakitanuM ene samAlI levA mane je avasara maLyo te abhivAdana karuM chuM. bahu suMdara hatA. ahIMnA prajAjanono je meM prema jo; sADAcAra mahinA ahIM Ana damAM, pramodamAM, hadayanI je saraLatA ane sahajatA joI bhASAnA, saMvAdamAM ane zAntimAM vItI gayA te mATe kemanA, jJAtinA bhedabhAva vinAnI ekatAne je atyaMta AnaMda che. ullAsa je tethI mAruM hRdaya pulakita thayuM che. AvatA cAturmAsa mATenI tamArI vinaMtI ahIM AvatAM pahelAM mane keIe pUcheluM. mAre mana ghaNA Adarane viSaya che, paNa baMdhanane nahi. caitra mahinA pahelAM huM nirNaya karato thANAmAM tamane sAMbhaLaze keNu? nathI. e vakhate huM jyAM beThe houM tyAM vahele tyAre meM kaheluM: zAnta-baMgalImAM besI te pahele. paNa mane jyAre keI vinaMtI karaze svAdhyAya ane AtmaciMtana karIza. paNa mArA tyAre kahIza ke pahelI vinaMtI thANAnI che. Azcarya vacce mane tame phUrasada ja ApI nahi. tamArA taraphathI je prema ane bhAva maLe kaI paNa zaherane bhulAve evo tame lAbha lIdhe. " che enAthI huM atyaMta prasanna chuM. ahIM vyAkhyAnamAM bahenomAM ane bhAIomAM meM tamane je vAta karI e mArA cintananI vRddho karatAM A ughADAM mAthAM vadhAre dekhAya che. sohAgI paLe hatI. ene kema vaTAvavI e mane rasa A yuvAnomAM che. tamArA hAthamAM che. e vaTAvaze te tame ja gADuM akasmAta accident kare te gabaDI samRddha banaze. javAya paNa planene akasmAta accident thI zrI saMghe micchAmi dukakaDe kahyuM. paNa mAre 8 S S 2. thAya te badhA khalAsa ja thAya. svabhAva ja che ke sAmAne kAMTe na nIkaLe tyAM huM juvAnIne plena sAthe sarakhAvuM chuM. sudhI mAre kAMTe na nIkaLe. te mArA taraphathI eno ekasIDenTa bahu khataranAka che ane emane keIne duHkha thayuM hoya te huM zrI saMgha pAse akasmAta thavAne saMbhava paNa ghaNo che. mATe ja micchAmi dukkaDama mAgI lauM chuM.

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* vihAra ane viraha * ravivAra tA. 15-11-70 nuM prabhAta dhamAlathI nahi paNa samajaNathI kAma kare. tame UghaDayuM ane thANa gAmanA bhakatajane jaina emane samajAve te tamArI vAta kabUla kare maMdiramAM AvI pahoMcyA. jemane vAjategAjate paNa samajAvazo nahi te AgaLa nahi vadhAya. lAvyA emane bhAvabharI vidAya ApavAnI hatI. "ahiMsA parame dharmanI vAta upAzrayamAM pU. gurudevanuM pravacana hAI-ve highway karI tame tamArAmAM rAjI thAo ane duniyAnA upara Avela InDIyana oIlanA peTrolapampa para mAMdhAtAonA, netAonA, vaijJAnikonA magajamAM bhAI zrI DuMgarazIbhAIe goThavyuM ane ravivAra ahiMsAnI vAta nahi utAro te jenA hAthamAM hovA chatAM savAranA sADA ATha vAgyAmAM zastra che, bomba che teo hiMsAthI duniyAne thANAthI ja nahi, paNa muluMDathI pAdavihAra karIne naSTa karI nAkhaze. sAdhvI zrIjI harakhazrIjI ane temanAM ziSyA duniyAmAM jIvavuM hoya te zAMtinI jarUra muluMDanA AgevAno sAthe AvI pahoMcyAM. che. ahiMsA haze te tame jIvI zakaze. je - jhADa nIce besIne pU. gurudeve thANAne hiMsA cAla raheze te Aje je bakarAM ane amRtavANIne chello lAbha ApatAM kahyuM: gAyane mAre che, te eka divase mANasane mAraze. Aje AvI rIte khullAmAM besuM chuM tyAre prAcIna samaya yAda Ave che. bhagavAna mane thAya che ke upAzrayamAM besanArA mAruM mahAvIra guNazailya nAmanA udyAnamAM vRkSa nIce eka vyAkhyAna nahi sAMbhaLe te bahu nukazAna besIne kevI madhura dezanA ApatA haze? tyAre nahi thAya paNa jenA hAthamAM bomba che e jAtanA, dharmanA, bhASAnA bhedabhAva bhUlIne sahu je nahi sAMbhaLe te vadhAre nukazAna thaze. sAthe besatA haze ! jAnavare paNa sAMbhaLatAM haze ! duniyAne samajAvanAra maLe te samajavA cAra dIvAlamAM besIne pravacana ApatAM 3. taiyAra che; paNa samajAvanAra anubhavI hoya, dIvAlamAM pUrAI gayA hoIe evo mUMjhAre hi " vizALa hRdayI hoya, bhASA upara prabhutva hoya ; thAya che. ane bhagavAnanAM vacane upara zraddhA hoya. mane thAya che ke dhama mukata kayAre bane? mahAvIrane dharma mUThIbhara mATe nathI paNa prANuM - Aje thANuM choDatAM huM mAnasika mathAmaNa mAtra mATe che, jIvamAtra mATe che. anubhavI rahyo chuM. huM ahIM AvyA tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIrano dharma-ahiMsA, saMyama anajAna stranger hato ane Aje thANuM ane tapane dharma zuM gharamAM pUrI rAkhazo ? choDuM chuM tyAre AtmIya vyakitaothI chUTe dIvAlamAM bharI rAkhaze? bIjAone nahi Apo? paDate houM evI anubhUti thAya che. have evI havA AvI rahI che ke thoDAka A cAra mahinAmAM keIe bIDI choDI, ahiMsaka lokone rahevuM hoya to eka ja mAga keIe paradArAgamana choDyuM, keIe mAMsAhAra che-ahiMsAno cAre bAju pracAra kare-jera chete hamaNuM chelalAM chellAM cAra marAThI julamathI nahi paNa premathI kAma le, dhAMdhala ke bhAIoe dArU choDa.

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divyadIpa mane AnaMda thAya che, kevI vicAromAM krAMti sAdhutAne vAraso nahi tyAM AcArya AvI rahI che. padavI kevI ? huM jAuM chuM paNa mArA vicArenI suvAsa ApaNe tyAM eka ja saMpradAya nathI. tapaApate jAuM chuM. tame tamAruM jIvana suMdara ga7nI ja vAta lauM te kahe rAmasUrIne gaccha, banAvaje, emAM prema ane maitrInI abhivRddhi valabhasUrIne gaccha. karajo. ame ekanI pAse sAMbhaLIne bIjA pAse thANuM saMghanA pramukha zrI rUpacaMdajIbhAIe jaIe te mAphI maMgAve, prAyazcita levaDAve. bhAre haiye gurudevane vidAya ApatAM kahyuMH AvA sAdhuone kahevAne zuM adhikAra ? pU. gurudeva thANAmAM AvI cAturmAsa karaze pUrNa vicAra karatAM ame koinI favourmAM evI amane koI divasa umeda nahotI ane nathI. amAre mATe dareka sAdhu mahArAja, muni pU. gurudevanA cAturmAsamAM ATalA badhA bhAI- mahArAja vaMdanIya che. bahene pravacanone lAbha leze evI amane AzA che jhanana zrAvakamAM che e dharmanA nAme nahotI. paraMtu amArA svAmI bhAIoe amane thaze te jainenuM nAma maTI jaze. jhanUnamAM dharma acAnaka lAbha Ape. nathI, zAMtimAM ane ahiMsAmAM dharma che. gurudeva ahIMthI vimAnamAM sarvadharma zikhara mATe tame kaI jhanUnamAM na paDaze. pariSadamAM jInIvA padhAryA e jainenA mukhya thANA saMgha taraphathI saMghane je ullAsa dharmatatvane samajAvavA padhAryA hatA, vepAra thaye, sAMbhaLavA je khajAne maLe e badhA athe nahi. emanA javAnA pahelAM samAjanA taraphathI huM pU. gurudevane pharI vinaMtI karuM chuM AgevAna deharAvAsI, sthAnakavAsI ane bIjA ke cAturmAsa karavA ahIM pharI padhAre ane ghaNuM AgevAnoe pU. gurudevane kahyuM ke Apane amane sahune lAbha Ape. vANI upara kAbU che, videzanI bhASAnuM jJAna zrI pipaTabhAIe aMtamAM kahyuMH pU. gurudeva che te Apa padhAre. temaNe lekhita vinaMtI karI. ApaNane jevuM pAna karAvyuM tevuM ja pAna gacchanA eka rUpiye jaze paNa aneka rUpiyAnA bhedabhAva vagara samagra samAjane ApatA rahe evI thANa saMghanI prArthanA che ane haMmezAM gurudeva jInIvA padhAryA ane sAmane raheze evuM ame gurudevane vaMdana karI vacana karanAranA jhanUnanI sImA na rahI. ApIe chIe. AcAryanI rajA laIne kema na gayA ? " zrI thANa saMgha vatI, zrI DuMgarazIbhAI eka AcArya hoya te rajA le paNa have vatI zrI popaTabhAIe sahune AbhAra mAnya te gharagharanA AcArya che. ane pU. gurudevane vihAra zarU thaye. maTakAne naMbara lAge, takadIra khUlI jAya, kamANI thAya evI AzAthI mahArAjane vAsakSepa le, evo saMgha bhego thAya ane AcArya padavI Ape evA AcAryo che. kamANI thaze

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************************************** bIjAe tane zuM kahyuM te tuM yAda rAkhe che, paNa te bIjAne zuM kahyuM te tane yAda rahe che? e ja tane yAda rahI jAya to bIjA zuM bole che, enI phariyAda karavAne avakAza tArA moDhAne nahi hoya ! -" pe"niel (21eug' You always keep in mind what others had spoken unto you, but do you really bear in mind what you had said unto others ? If you can store that in your memory, not the slightest scope shall be left for your mouth to utter a single plaint as to what others had bean hinting about you. from : Lotus Bloom by : Chitrabhanu Best Compliments nents from * With Best d Lion Pencils Pvt. Ltd. Barar House Abdul Rehman Street, Bombay - 3 Chatons Pvt. Ltd. 237/239 Abdul Rehman Street Bombay - 3 ************************************

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lA, 1-12-70 * divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. sara duniyAnI havA tamAre tyAM AvI rahI che. tamArA ki vahetAM pANI karI kapaDAmAM carabI, tamArI pArTImAM Non-VegetaripU. gurudevanu cAturmAsa parivartana (tA. 13-11-70) an khAvA, tamArI mIThAimAM maTananI carabI, tamArA zrI pratAcaMdajInI vinaMtothI temane tyAM nakkI thayuM. AIsakrImamAM iMDAM ane tamArA pauMA mAchalI zrI pratApacaMdajInuM jIvana sAduM che paNa mana uparanA bhImaDAnA bhAgamAMthI bane. AgaLa vadhIne bhakitathI bharapUra che. dekhAva ocho che paNa dila eka saMsthAnA bALakoe bhagavAnane abhiSeka dUdhathI vizALa che. temane tyAM bAMdhelA bhavya maMDa5mAM zretA- ke pANIthI nahi karatAM iDAthI karyo, kAraNa ke dUdha jana samakSa pravacana ApatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM: karatAM iDamAM vadhAre viTAmIna kharuM ne !!! Aje bhAratanuM jIvana mUchita che, moDhA upara A hiMsAnI havA sAme TakavA ahiMsAne vadhAremAM lAlI nathI, AMkhamAM AvyA nathI, A badhuM kyAM gayuM? vadhAre pracAra karavo paDaze. paNa ApaNe ApaNe khajAne dIvAmAMthI tela jAya te dIvo nisteja bane ema peTImAM rAkhIe ane vizva samakSa bhArata varSanI bhAratanI AMkha pAchaLa AdhyAtmikatAnuM tela nathI. ahiMsA, anekAMtavAda ane karmavAdanI vAta na mUkIe zuM AdhyAtmika dezamAM janma levA chatAM ApaNane te kema cAlaze ? jayAM hiMsAnI jalana che, katalanI AdhyAtmika prakAza prApta nahi thAya ? Aga che. mAMsAhArano pracAra che tene baMdha karavA mahAparAe ApelI vAta, vicAre ane dRSTi sAdhaoe ghumavuM joIe ane evA sAdhune kadA pramANe jIvavA prayatna karaze to bhAratanuM khaMDita koi gALa Ape, enI niMdA paNa kare, paNa sAdhu makitatva pharI akhaMDa thaze, jIvanamAM navajIvana Avaze, enuM kAma nahi choDe. je sAdhu gALathI kAma che? aMdhakAramAM prakAza prasaraze. te sAdhu sAdhu" nathI. ApaNuM saMskRti tyAganI che, AdhyAtmikatAnI eka sAdhu nadI kinAre beThA hatA ane nadInA che. ene TakAvavA Aje sAdhuo gAmegAma jaze, jemanuM pANImAM 0 [chIne DUbate joi bahAra kADhaye. bahAra jIvana mUrNita che emanAmAM prakAza lAvaze. nIkaLatAM ja vIchIe DaMkha mAryo. sAdhue ene jamIna | zarabata pIdhelAne pANI pAzo te nahi pIe upara mUkaye. pharI vIMchI pANImAM gayo ane rUbavA paNa je tRSAtura che ene ThaDe glAsa Apaze te lAgyo. phI sAdhue bahAra kADhaye, pharI vIchIe DaMkha e khuza thaze, kaheze "bhagavAna ! tAruM bhale kare.' mAryo. A joi eka ciMtake pUchayuM: mahArAja ! tame je tithie lIlAM zAka paNa na khAya tene kahe ke zuM kare che ! vIMchI DaMkha mAre che te paNa tame ene hiMsA na kara te kaheze: "ame kayAM hiMsA karIe bacAve che ? chIe ?' paNa je haMmezAM pazu mAratA hoya emane sAdhue hasIne kahyuM je A kama akkala vIcha. upadeza daie te emanA jIvanamAM palaTo Ave. ene dhama na choDe to huM mAro dharma kema cheDe je ahiMsAne pracAra kare tene pUrepUro sahakAra zakuM ? e ke dharma DaMkha mAravAnuM che, mAre dhama Ape. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryane kumArapALa sAtha na Ape bacAvavAne che. sAdhune dharma kaI jAtanA baMdha hota to Aja tame gujarAtamAM ahiMsaka na hota. vinA upa za ApavAne che. Aje tame ahIM dUdha mATe taraphaDe che to yuropanA bAMdhela, pANI mukta thatAM AsapAsanI jamInane bIjA dezamAM dUdha vadhI jatAM gAyone kApI rahyAM che harIbharI kare ema sAdhu e gAmegAma pharIne aneka! A varSa pUruM thatAM 38 lAkha gAyo kapAvavAnI che jIvanane vapalavita na kare ? AvA dezamAM bhagavAna mahAvIra, bhagavAna rAma pU. guru devanA pravacana bAda zrI pratApacaMde zrIphaLa bhagavAna buddhane upadeza jAya to zuM katala baMdha ane rUpiyAnI prabhAvanA karI, bALakomAM mIThAI na thAya? paNa ApaNe zuM kahIe ? "ApaNe ApaNuM vahecI, bapore pUjA rAkhI ane rAtre zrI manubhAinI saMbhALI le, bIjA jAya khADAmAM." paNa bhUlazo nahi, * bhAvanAthI divasanA kAryakrama utsAhathI pUro tha.. ka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla 2. zAhe, lipinI prinTare muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAInA mahera sosAyaTI (divya sAna saMgha) mATe "kavInsa ... 28/30, vAvasthara muMbai naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.