Divyadeep 1969 Varsh 06 Ank 04

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536814/1

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tame zu ema mAne che ke ma phAsu nIne pahecA rahevAthI tamane zAMti maLaze ? zAMti to tamArA puruSAtha mAM che-tamArA sAMta buddhipulAkanAM hathita kAyiAM che. ka janma vinA sAMjanA 45 panArane te zAMsine bajaze azAMti ja maLe che. - catrabhAnuM divyadIpa mA bhayanA mULamAM hiMsA * lAya e hiMsAnI ja pratikriyA che. mANasanA manamAM paDelI hiMsA ane kraratA bahAra bhacu jamAve che. jeTalA pramANa mAM hiMsA vadhAre e TalA pramANa mAM bhaya paNa vadhAre. A bhacunI avasthAmAM mANasa barAbara vicArI zakatA nathI ane vivekapUrvaka joi paNa zakatA nathI. te vakhate tenAmAM pArAnI jema pharatuM asthira tanya kriyA karatuM haiyu che. | eka cAra cArI karavA nI yA. vaja jevuM enuM paDa chaMda zarIra hatuM ane evI ja enA hAthamAM baMdU ke hatI. aMdhArAne AzirA laI e eka havelImAM peDhA. paNa A zu ? sAme eka bhayaMkara baMdUkadhArI enA sAme tAkIne ja zobhe che ! bhayaMthI e chaLI gayA. have ? na to A gaLI javAyuM na pAchA bhAgI javAyuM. eNe baMdUkane gheADe dAkhI dIdhA ane eka moTA dhaDAkA sAthe sAme rahelA vizALa kAcanA cUrecUrA. cekiyAto deDI cATyA. pakaDAyelA cAra vicArI rahyo : "zu' huM ja kAcamAM ane vikarALa lAgatA hatA ?' bhayu mAM mANasa sAme rahelA potAnA pratibiane pote paNa eALakhI na zake. - citrabhAnuM varSa 6 : aMka 4: kaTobara

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ja dvA 25 thI manamAM prazna udbhavyoH "bhUla thatAM pahelAM samajaNa duniyAnI vAto kAna upara athaDAya to athaDAvA kema nathI AvatI ? zAMti cAhuM chuM chatAM azAMti che, paNa emane tamArA vicAronA pradezamAM ane mArA cittane kema harI le che?' manamAM laI jatA pahelA vicAreH "A manamAM levA jevu che? mArA AtmAne hitakArI che? che to bhale A prazna bhaktanA manamAM udabhavyo, mArgadarzana Ave, nahi to bahArathI ja ravAnA karuM." mATe pU. gurudevanA caraNe e beThe. "zAMti jIvanamAM e , "zAMti jIvanamAM kema nathI AvatI ? zAMti samajAya che, gama che, dvArapALanI jarUra che. gharamAM pravezadvAra AgaLa paNa anubhavAtI nathI, zA mATe ?' bhA rahIne zuM kare che ? ghaMTI vAgI te bAraNuM jarUra khAle, paNa zuM badhAne AvavA do che ? nA. pU. gurudeve sahaja mitathI kahyuM : saMsAramAM je viveka dAkhave che te viveka vAtomAM zAMti meLavavAnA be bhAga che. pahelA mArgamAM ane vicAromAM kema na jALavo ? mAnavI sahuthI judo thAya che, ekalo paDe che. khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM. savAmAM, maLavAmAM. bAlavAmAM. manamAM eka gaLaNuM . gayA pachI ja jIvanacaryAmAM vecchAthI sva para aMza mUkI sarvane svIkAravA lAyakane AvakAre. tyajI mAtra svamAM ja DUbakI mArI, svamAM ja mata rahe che. eka vAta na bhUlaze. dareka vyakti enA raMgAyelA vicArone. rAgadveSane laIne Ave che vyakita kharAba paNa A mArga bahu Akare che saMsAramAM nathI paNa enA vicAre rAgadveSathI raMgAyelA che. rahevA chatAM zAMtine AsvAda cAkhatA rahevuM, jIvananA jhaMjhAvAtamAM paNa zAMtine dIpaka prajavalita "tame kharAba che" evI vAta sAMbhaLIne koI rAkhavo. A mATe jAgRti (awareness) anivArya mANasa tamane maLavA Ave. enA vicAro te che. sakriya hovA chatAM akriyanI prasannatA sAMbhaLelI vAtathI raMgAyelA che. have e te tamane anubhavavAnI che. e dRSTithI ja jue ne ? jayAM sudhI tame ene siddha karI na Ape ke tame kharAba nathI, paNa sAruM ja pratyeka kriyAmAM jAgRti ANavAnI. jAgRtinI che tyAM sudhI e sAcuM che ane enI dRSTie tame jota enI pravRttine ajavALe. kAMI paNa bolatAM pahelAM, kArya karatAM pahelAM vicAra karavAnuM rahe che, ja karavuM te vicArIne ja karavuM. Atma ne anulakSIne ja dareka vyakita je vicAronA cazmAM paherIne kArya karavuM. Ave che tenA e cazmAne utAravAno prayatna karavo, bane eTalo puruSArtha karavo. na utare to pachI - hA, jIvanamAM ghaNIvAra evuM jovA maLe che ke AvanAra vyakita cazmA paherIne ja vAta kare che e tame vicArIne kare paNa tamArI sAthenI vyakti paristhiti svIkArI levI. ajJAna ke aNasamajanA kAraNe vagara vicAryuM ja kArya kare tyAre jIvanamAM azAMti AvI jAya; paNa pachI duHkha kayAM zAMti ane svasthatA ene choDIne cAlyA javAnuM nathI. ahIM ja te gumAvavAno prazna kayAM ? tamArI prAptinI kasoTI che. bhAgI bhAgIne kayAM - ka vatsalA amIta bhAgaze ? na gamatI vAto to jayAM jaze tyAM thoDI ghaNuM eka yA bIjI rIte sAme AvavAnI ja.

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* AMtara vaibhava : gatAMkathI cAlu ] mANuone svasaMcAlita rIte (automatically) Aje duniyA AvA camatkAra pAchaLa, AvA kheMcAvAnuM zarU thayuM. je paramANuo kheMcAIne dhutAruo pAchaLa doDI rahI che. hAthamAMthI rAkha aMdara AvyAM, AtmAne sparyA ane AtmA kADhe te badhA jevA deDe. are bhAI! dharatImAM sAthe baMdhAtA gayA e karma, karma bIjuM kAMI rAkha kayAM ochI che te have addharathI rAkha nathI. sArA ane kharAba vicAra karIne vizvakADhavAnI jarUra paDI ? mAMthI je paramANuo (atoms) AtmAe jyAM camatkAra pAchaLanI doTa che tyAM pakaDyA e kama. samajaNa kayAMthI ? camatkAra samAjane ja roke jyAM sudhI A karma khare nahi tyAM sudhI che. camatkAra AvatAM prakAza, prajJA ane puruSArtha AtmA kamamAMthI mukata bane nahi, tyAM sudhI ochAM thaI jAya enI ja asaramAM AtmA ane manane rahevuM na paDe. paNa jevI enI asara kAyama mATe nIkaLI camatkAra e ajJAnanI ja sudharelI AvRtti gaI tyAM AtmA sahaja banI gayo, mULa che.. camatkAra karanAra ajJAnI che ke enI pAchaLa deDanA? ghaNIvAra bhaNelA jeTalA ajJAnI banI nI A nI svarUpane pAmI gayo. " doDe che eTalA te abhaNa paNa nathI deDatA. A karma che te ja janma maraNanI jeNe vicAra karavAnI zakita bAjumAM mUkI ghaTamALa che. dIdhI e khalAsa thaI gaye. manamAM sArA ke kharAba je vicAra Ave - duniyAmAM camatkAra jevuM kAMI nathI. je vastu che, te enA sajAtIya paramANuone kheMcI lAve hitI nathI te kadI AvI zakatI nathI, lAvI che. sArA vicAronuM phaLa puNya che ane kharAba zakAtI nathI ane je lAve che eNe ene evI vicAronuM phaLa pApa che. rAga ane dveSanA kaLAthI kayAMka chupAvI che je tame joI zakatA lAu baka dvArA jevA sajAtAya paramANu nathI. eTale ja tame ene daivI vastu kaho cho. pakaDAya tyAM ene anurUpa janma thAya, rUpa maLe, ane pachI te enI pAchaLa kalpanAnI dera AyuSya nakkI thAya, smRti vadhe ane sAruM ke chUTI ja mUke che. kharAba karavAnI zakita prApta thAya. prajJAne camatkArathI khalAsa karavAnI nathI - sArA vicAra karyA hoya, e vicArone paNa jJAnathI vadhAre vikasAvavAnI che. sukRtya dvArA AkAra ApyuM hoya te suMdara zarIra maLe, taMdurasta mana maLe, mananI prakriyA lehacuMbaka jevI che. AtmAnI jyAM jAva tyAM AvakAra maLe, jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA sAkSIe mana vicAra kare che. mana vicAranI je mATe preraNuM maLe. dizAmAM paDyuM te pramANe rAga ane dveSa baMdhAyAM. paNa manamAM kaIne mAravAno vicAra karyo manamAM cAlatA rAga ane dveSa e ja tyAM zreSane janma thayo. A kaeNrSanuM lehacuMbaka lehacuMbaka. rAga ane dveSa thayA, lehacuMbaka pApanAM paramANuone saMgraha ja jAya. jyAM sudhI AvyuM ane vizvamAMthI jhINA (karmarUpI) para- Sa manane bALyA kare tyAM sudhI e kharAma

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para paramANuone kheMcyA ja kare. A kharAma paramANue AtmA sAthe baMdhAtAM jAya tema sArA vicAra karavAnI, sArAM kAryAM karavAnI Atmazakita dhIme dhIme kSINa thatI jAya. koI pUche ke meM dasa varSa pahelAM mAtra dveSa ja nahi paNa eka vyakitanuM ghaNuM ja kharAma karI nAkhyuM hatuM; chatAM e pApanAM paramANu e mArA upara haju asara kema karatAM nathI? huM te ArAmathI meAjamajAha karyA karuM chuM...! AjanA tarkavAdamAM mANasanI sAme A moTA prazna Ubho thAya che. "jo mANasane kharAkha vicAra kharA. paramANuone pakaDe te e ka baMdhanathI evA mANasa te vahelA khalAsa thai javA joie, du:khI du:khI thavA joie. paNa ene badale je pApa kare che, cArI kare che, jUThThuM bele che, leAkeAne phasAve che, jIvatA mArI nAkhe che e tA duniyAmAM sanmAna ane sthAna bhAgavatA dekhAya che tenuM zuM? zu ka rAjAne tyAM paNa nyAya nathI ? " ema nathI. mitranuM mAthuM khUba duHkhatuM hoya tyAre tame ene enesInanI goLI ApeA. jevA e gALI meDhAmAM nAkhe eTale kaheA : "have tAruM mAthu UtarI jaze. '' paNa zuM tarata ja UtarI jAya che? e zarIramAM jaI potAnuM kAma zarU kare, dhIme dhIme paMdara miniTa, pacIsa miniTa pachI AkhA zarIramAM prasare pachI ja mAthAnA duHkhAvAne ArAma (relief) maLe. goLI lIdhI ane sAruM thayu ema nathI. vAyaDI vastu khAdhI hAya, vAla khAdhA hAya ane khAine, ArAmathI kahe ke jue, me vAla khAdhA, uparathI ilAyacI paNa khAdhI, chatAM mArA uparavAlanI kAI asara thaI ? bhAi ! hamaNAM asara nahi thAya paNa cAra-cha kalAka javA de. divya dIpa *Ime dhIme e jyAre tArA zarIramAM prasaraze, pachI je vAyu UbhA thaze, je herAnagati UbhI thaze te tuM joje. ema mANasa azubha kare che enI tarata asara nathI thatI, ene paNa AtmapradezanI sAthe maLI vipAkane samaya paripakava thavA mATe gheADA vakhata lAge che. pachI ja enuM pariNAma (result) jaNAya che. ghaNIvAra A janmamAM kareluM karmAM dhImedhIme prasaratAM AvatA janmamAM enI asara jaNAya che. zuM sAMje sUtA pahelAM lIdhelI UMghanI geALI U'dhI gayA pachI vadhAre UMgha nathI ApatI? dareka kama potapotAnI rIte, peAtAnA svabhAva pramANe vyakata thAya che, udayamAM Ave che, koine rUpa maLe te paisA nathI maLatA ane jene dhananI rAzi maLe enAthI rUpa risAi jAya che. eka yuvAna karoDapatine kahetAM sAMbhaLelA, mAre mAthe A TAla paDI gaI che, have te whig paherI paherIne thAkI gayA. jo kAI mAre mAthe vALa ugADe teA eka lAkha rUpiyA ApI dauM. kAinI pAse rUpa che te keAinI pAse cAtu che; koInI pAse dhana che te kAinI pAse buddhinA vaibhava che; koinI pAse zarIranu sAma che teA kAinI pAse prajJAnI smRti che. A badhuM Ama kema ? zuM bhagavAna pakSapAtI (partial) che ? kAIne rUpasuMdara banAve te koine kadarUpA ? koIne 80 varSa bakSe tA kAIne cAlIsa ? kAine tavagara manAve tA kAine raka ? je pakSapAta kare e bhagavAna hoI zake ja nahi. bhagavAnane pakSapAta kevA ? ApaNe je karyuM, ApaNe je vALyuM te ja have laNavAnuM.

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* 53 | divya dIpa zrI lAlabahAdura zAstrInI AyuSyanI dorI pitAnuM nAma ane mRtyu thAya tyAre kALotrImAM tUTI te raziyAnA vaijJAnike paNa laMbAvI na bicArA bhagavAnanuM nAma ! zakyA, sAMdhI na zakyA. saMdhAvAnuM hoya te kema bhAI? bhagavAnane AvI rIte vacamAM sAMdhavAnuM nimitta maLI jAya paNa jo tUTavAnuM ja kema lAve che ? ane te paNa kharAba kAmamAM? hoya te uttama nimitta paNa na maLe. jIvananI yAtrA je divase samApta thavAnI hatI te ja musIbata Ave, duHkha Ave ke Apatti divase samApta thaI. Ave tyAre bhagavAna kayAM dUra che? A karmavAda che, enI sAme izvaravAda pUche : " paiso kema kamAya ? " kahe: paNa che. emAM Izvara ja vizvane kartAbhartA "Business Administration ne special manAya che. paNa mANasa ghaNe ustAda che. e course lIdho hato, ghaNI hoMzIyArI ane IzvaravAdamAM mAne paNa che ane nathI paNa mAnato. AvaDatathI dhaMdho karyo te paise Avye." jyAre devALuM phUke tyAre pUcho : "devALuM kema kADhayuM ?" svArthanAM kAma hoya, pitAthI thAya evAM kaheH "bhagavAne kaDhAvyuM, huM zuM karuM ?" saphaLatAnAM kAma hoya tyAre bhagavAnane yAda paNa nathI karatA. paNa jyAM musIbata AvI, duHkha bhagavAnane bolAve paNa jarUra paDe tyAre ja. tUTI paDyuM tyAM jhaTa daIne bhagavAnane lAvIne bhagavAnane yAda kare ja che te zraddhAthI vacamAM mUkI de. enI upAsanA nahi kare? paNa mANasane kaI pitAe hajI sudhI kaMkotrImAM ema bhagavAnamAM zraddhA nathI, jarUra pUrate ene upayoga ja kare che. e te bhagavAnane paNa nathI lakhyuM ke amArA putranAM lagna bhagavAna chetarI zake che. kare che. nA, tyAM to lakhe ke "amArA ciraMjIva chagananAM lagna ame pUname nakkI karyA che. " "Man is a rational animal." mANasa bhagavAne nahi. tyAM bhagavAnanI zI jarUra ? dareka vastune buddhithI siddha karI ApavA mAge kAraNa ke lagnotsava che, zahanAIo vAgavAnI che. je kare tene buddhithI nyAya Ape. jyAM che, moTAI dekhADavAnI che, vaibhavanuM pradarzana vyartha tarkavAda che tyAM karmavAda kayAMthI? karavAnuM che, chAtI phulAvIne maMDapamAM pharavAnuM paNa je karmavAda samajAya to manamAM che, "dIkarAne bApa che nA?' bIje ja prazna udbhave. paNa jyAre keImarI jAya tyAre zuM lakhe? je gaI kAle bhUla karI, kharAba sobatamAM "bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM." maravAnI vAta AvIne ke ajJAnamAM rahIne keIne nukasAna karyuM, keNa mAthe le? na davA ApanAre le, na Ijekazana karma bAMdhyuM te A jannemAM bhegavavuM paDe. ApanAre le, na snehI le ke na mitra le. kaI paNa "bhogavavuM ja paDe" ema nathI. pazcAttApa kahetAM keI na le. badhAM eka avAje kahe, ane tapanA baLathI e karmane bALI paNa zakAya. bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM." korTamAM kesa cAle ane gunegArane janmotsavamAM, lagnamAM, AraMbha samAraMbhamAM phAMsInI sajA phaTakArI devAmAM AvI. paNa e

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divya dIpa zuM keTenI chellI sajA che? nA, enI upara manamAM saMkalpa karyo je huM sAro thAuM vaDI adAlata che. tyAM hArI jAya te enI te garIbo mATe moTAmAM moTI haoNsipaTala kheluM. upara suprIma korTa che. huM dhanapati chuM eTale davAo laI zakuM chuM, ema gayA janmamAM je karma bAMdhyAM e UMghanI goLIo kharIdI zakuM chuM ane thoDA AtmAnI AsapAsa jarUra baMdhAI gayAM. paNa samaya mATe dardIne visarI zakuM chuM. paNa jemanI je e suSupta (dormant) avasthAmAM hoya, pAse kaI ja sAdhana nathI e kevA taraphaDatA haze? haja eno udaya na thayo hoya to te avasthAne prArthanA karI, aMdara rahelI Atmazakitane abAdhAkALa kahevAmAM Ave che. evI avasthAmAM jAgRta karI, sabaLa saMkalpa karyo ane jIvanamAM tame je prayatna kare, jAgI jAo, prabaLa palaTo Avyo. puruSArtha kare te e pApane Dhagale kadAca aMdarathI saMka95nuM cakra phare ane AsapAsanA puNyamAM paNa pheravI zakAya. vAtAvaraNamAM palaTe AvI jAya. saMkalpavALA cIkaNa nahi evAM kamane puruSArthathI pheravIne puruSa ja mahAna banyA, e duniyAmAM addabhuta mAnavI jIvana palaTAvI zake che. palaTe lAvI zakayA. - amerikAmAM rekaphelara (Rockfellar) rekaphelare saMkalpa karyo : huM sAre thAuM eka vAra mAMdA paDyA. zarIramAM khUba saNakA mAre. niSNAtone bolAvyA, davAo karI, ane lekenI sevA karuM, leke mATe paise kharacuM, saMsthAo kheluM. iMjekazane lIdhAM paNa saNakA eAchA na thAya. DaoNkaTaranuM mAnavuM hatuM ke oNparezana karavAthI savAra paDI ane rokaphelare chUTe hAthe dAna kadAca AMkha gumAvavAno vAro Ave. devAnuM zarU karyuM. ene nAme cAlatI saMsthAo AzvAsana ApavA saha Ave paNa daImAM Aje vizvavikhyAta che. bhAga keNa pADe? eka rAtrie jyAre nehIo icchAzakti (will power)thI azAtAnuM ane svajane zAMtithI UMghI gayAM hatAM tyAre karma palaTAI gayuM. azAMtimAMthI zAMtimAM AvyA. rekaphelara dardathI khUba pIDAtA hatA. emane manamAM zubha saMkalpanuM bIja vAvo. vicAra AvyuM : mArAthI have kaI sAruM kAma thavAnuM che, e huM mAnatA hatA ke dhanathI duniyAne kAma huM karIza ja." jhukAvI zakAya che, AkhA vizvane caraNe namAvI navI saMkalpazakitathI tamArAmAM evuM baLa zakAya che, paNa e ja dhana mAruM zArIrika duHkha Ave, evI tAkAta Ave ke kharAba karma pheMkAI dUra nathI karI zakatuM. saNakA mAre che ane mAruM jAya ane duHkha ApanAruM tattva sukhamAM mAthuM phATI jAya che. have zuM karuM? sahana palaTAI jAya. thatuM nathI. abAdhAkALamAM-karma haju udayamAM na AvyuM je mAruM dhana mane AvA duHkhamAMthI heya tyAre sArA vicAre, sArA saMkalpa sAruM bacAvI zakatuM nathI te e dhana pAchaLa mAre vAtAvaraNa, sArA mitro maLe te e mANasa ghelA thaIne zAne maravuM?" kharAba kamane sArAM karI zake.

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diya dIpa papa apaMga avasthAmAM pratikuLa dazAmAM saMkalpa rAjya choDyA pachI bhatRharI beThA beThA baLa keLavyuM te pratikULa kevuM anukULa banI gadaDI sIvI rahyA hatA, tyAM sAMja paDI gaI. gayuM te helana kelaranA jIvanamAM jovA jevuM che. soya dorAmAMthI sarakI gaI. uMmarane lIdhe suMdara daSTivALA, sArA zravaNavALA ane AMkhonuM teja ochuM thaI gayuM hatuM, prakAza vAcALane emanA gAmamAM paNa ghaNA oLakhatA ochA hatA, bhatuM harIne soya parovavI hatI. nathI ane helana kelara (Helen Kellar) jevI eTalAmAM tyAMthI lakSmIdevI pasAra thatAM hatAM adha, baherI ane mUMgI strIne AkhI duniyA pUchyuM : "bhartuharI ! A zuM phATelI gAdaDI sAMdho oLakhe ! jene maLavAmAM sau gaurava anubhave che ? le, A navI rezamI gaMdaDI laI le." kAraNa zuM ? pratikULatAmAM manobaLa vaDe bIjI bhaharIe kahyuM : "mAre tamArI godaDI nathI zakitaone e bahAra lAvI. AMkha gaI e joItI. mAre to mArI ja gaMdaDI sIvavI che." nikAcita kama hatuM, cIkaNuM kAma hatuM, e lakSmIdevIe khUba Agraha karyo paNa bhartuharI mATe kaMI zakya nahotuM paNa eNe parizramathI aphara rahyA. aMte thAkIne devIe kahyuM: "huM bIjI zakitao khIlavI. apaMgatA upara vijaya khAlI hAthe kema jAuM? bole tamAre zuM joIe meLavIne duniyAne batAvI ApyuM ke Atma- che? kaMIka to mAgo ja." zakitanuM sAmrAjya kevuM prabaLa che! "le, A soyamAM doro parovI Apo ! " Atmazaktine khyAla Avaze pachI "bhagavAna jyAM laI jaze tyAM jaIza', "takadIramAM je "zuM kahe che? mAgI mAgIne A mAgyuM?" lakhyuM haze te thaze, evA nirbaLa vA nahi devIe pUchyuM: tamAre sukha nathI joItuM?" bolo. pachI te prArthanA karaze "prabhe ! mane bhatRharIe kahyuM : "je citta aMtarayAmImAM tuM prakAza Apa. raste kApavAnuM kAma mAruM che. lAgI gayuM ane pharI pAchAM sukha, sAhebI, bhega mAre raste je huM nahi kApuM to bIju kaNa maLe to sukhanI eSaNAmAM mana tRSNAmAM lAgI kApaze ? " jAya. aMtarayAmImAM lAgeluM mana sukhanI leke vimAnanI vATa joIne beThA che. je eSaNAmAM lapase te upara janAruM mana nIce narasiMha mahetA mATe vimAna AvyuM te mAre AvI jAya. A godaDI ThIka che, sIvatAM sIvatAM mATe kema nahi? huM game tevA dhaMdhA karuM paNa aMtarayAmImAM huM DUbI gayo chuM te zA mATe ekavAra tilaka karIza, dhUna lagAvIza to vimAna sukhanI eSaNAmAM manane javA dauM ? sukha ane jarUra Avaze. paiso Ave che paNa aMte azAMti mUkIne jAya eraNakI corI kare, diye soyako dAna che. mAre azAMti nathI joItI. mAre A phATelI upara caDhakara dekhate, kaba Ave vimAna?" gadaDI majAnI che. na ene kaI levA Ave ke ema vimAna nahi Ave. evA bhramamAM na na ene mATe keIne IcchA thAya; na ene mATe paDaze. jIvananA paramatone jANIne tamAre mArAmArI ke na kei jhaghaDA." mATe zuM zakaya che, zuM karI zakAya tema che te bhale A rUpaka kathA che paNa enI pAchaLa jANI le. vicAra che, ciMtana che.

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divya dIpa da prApta paristhitimAM sukha ane saMtoSa mAnI * premanA TebhA ja TyUnathI. prArabdhane jagADe to mANasa jarUra upara AvI zake. paristhitine preraNA banAvI zake. bhAvanagaranA mahArAjA eka saMtanA darzane gayA. saMta pAse e beThA hatA, tyAre ociMtI - A paristhitine palaTAvavAnI che ane e kAma enI najara saMtanA aMgarakhA para gaI. bhAre Ine mathI eNpavAnuM, tamAre karavAnuM che. kasabathI e sIveluM hatuM. enA bakhiyA ne TebhA . bhagavAna bolatA hota to kaheta ke tane bhAre kalAmaya hatA. ene sIvanAro darajI pAse ja ATaluM badhuM to maLyuM che. have kAma kara. A baMde hatA. rAjAe bahAra nIkaLatAM darajIne pUchayuM, divasa bhIkha ane madada tuM zuM mAgyA kare che? 'A aMgarakhu tame sIdhuM ke ?' darajIe hA kahI. *no, have madada nahi. paruSAtha. have sTImara rAjA kahe, "mane paNa AvuM ja sIvI Apo. game te baMdare nahi jAya paNa nizcita baMdare ja tame mAMgaze eTalI majUrI maLaze, paNa yAda rAkhajo TebhA to AvA ja joie.' javAnI. - 1 kaptAnane jAgRta karavAnuM che. sAvadhAna | darajIe kahyuM : "annadAtA Apane mATe kAma karuM ane emAM khAmI hAya !" aThavADiyA pachI kaptAne plan ane chart sAme rAkhavAnAM ghaNI ja khaMtathI taiyAra kareluM suMdara TebhAvALuM che. vizALa samudranA kinAre keTalAM baMdare che aMgarakhuM darajIe hAjara karyuM. rAjAe joyuM. e ane kaye kaye baMdare tAre javAnI zakyatA nathI? khuza thayA. enI kalA para mugdha thayA. paNa saMtanA .. je kaptAnanI sAme sarasa- chart hoya, aMgarakhA jevA vyavasthita ne ekadhArA TebhA emAM e dizAmAM naukAyaMtra goThavI dhIme dhIme e na hatA. dizAmAM AgaLa vadhatA jAya che. rota ane rAjAe kahyuM : "kAma sAruM che. tame tamArI divasa patha pAse jAya ane aMdara naja, kalA batAvI che, paNa A TebhA pelA saMtanA aMgarakhA jevA to nathI ja." AnnatuM jAya. ke. " karmavAda samajAya pachI divase jAya, varSo darajIe kahyuM : "annadAtA ! meM hAthathI, AMkhathI,. mArI AvaDatathI thAya eTaluM kAma karyuM che. paNa jAya ane AtmA enA dhyeya tarapha najIka ane pelA aMgarakhAmAM to A badhAnI sAthe mAro najIka AvatA jAya. ' hRdayane prema paNa kAma karato hato. eTale huM zuM - enA jIvanamAM nirbaLatA nahi sabaLatA karuM ? premanA TebhA pharIpharI kyAMthI lAvuM ?' che. enA vicAromAM nirmAlyatA nahi, saMkalpa - citrabhAnu baLanuM darzana che. jyAM saMkalpa che tyAM ja saphaLatA che. 8. pU. gurudeve temanA pATInA cAturmAsa che A , , (saMpUNa) chedaramiyAna AMtarabhavanI vyAkhyAnamALA rAkSImAM che paDadho zarU karI hatI. tenA saLaMga ATha vyAkhyAne prathama "AMtaravaibhava" pustaka rUpe prakAzita che - jyAre te ema bele : "huM duniyAmAM koI ja thayAM che. A pustakanI kiMmata 1-50 che ane nathI." tyAre cAre taraphathI paDaghA saMbhaLAya che: "tuMja saMsthAnI ophisa tathA megharAja pustaka bhaMDAra amAruM sarvasva che." paNa jyAre te ema kaheH "huM ? che (gaDIjInI cAla pAyadhunI) mAMthI maLaze. kAMIka chuM." tyAre saMbhaLAya che ke tuM kaMI ja nathI!" che. - taMtrIe ! 3 Pre - citrabhAnu che . * * ja

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= madhura milana =ka (noMdha : luhAra cAlanA saMghe devakaraNa menyAnanA agAzImAM bAMdhelAM paryuSaNAnA vizALa maMDapamAM mAnavamedanI samakSa pU. gurudeva citrabhAnue ApeluM pravacana tA. 2-9-69) gharamAM lagna prasaMga AvatAM utsAhanA ApaNe badhA bhagavAna rASabhadevanA umedavAra atirekamAM tame gharane raMgA, lagnanA be cAra chIe. kenA hAthamAM prabhune hAtha Avaze te divasa pahelAM gIta gAvAnAM zaru kare, suMdara khabara nathI. zuM bhagavAna sAthe A jIvanane lAITe goTha, sarvatra AnaMda ane utsAhanuM joDavA evI ja keI sAdhanA, tanmayatA, ekAgratA vAtAvaraNa jAme. A te eka bhavanuM lagna che, jemAM ane tIvratA nahi joIe ? AnaMdanA aMte sevAnuM che, maLyA pachI vikhUTA bANa calAvavAnI kriyA ghaNuM jANe paNa je paDavAnuM che, hAsya pachI AMsu sAravAnAM che. AvA ekAgra che e ja lakSyane vadhI zake che, saphaLatA eka lagna mATe keTalI badhI taiyArI? prApta kare che. bANa calAvavA mAtrathI rAdhA jemAM AnaMda pachI azva nathI, ega pachI nathI maLatI. viga nathI evuM lagna mahApuruSee zodhI mANasane mAtra kriyA nathI tAratI. kriyA kAyuM. game eTalI vAra kare paNa e kriyAmAM ekAgratA AnaMdaghanajIe gAyuM : "aSabha jinezvara na hoya, tanmayatA na hoya te e vikriyA prItama mAre.. banI jAya che. bhagavAnanI sAthe lagna karyuM. pUjA karI, zAnti snAtra bhaNAvyuM, tapa A e svayaMvara che jemAM hajAra paraNavA karyuM paNa A badhuM zA mATe? kone mATe? Ave paNa eka ja paraNI zake. bAkInA navase A badhuM karavA khAtara karavAnuM che ke prabhu sAthe navvANuM te pAchA ja jAya. ekarUpa banavA, tadRrUpa ane taddacitta banavA? ApaNe sahu umedavAra jarUra chIe paNa kalpasUtramAM lakhyuM che ke je kalpasUtrane svayaMvaranI zarate ghaNuM AkarI che. je e zarato ekavIsa vAra sAMbhaLe te trIjA bhavamAM mese pUrI karI zake e ja bhagavAnane hAtha jhAlI zake. jAya. te jeNe ekavIsa vAra ja nahi paNa pahelAnA jamAnAmAM kanyAne paraNavA hajAre Kra betAlIsa vAra sAMbhaLyuM te zuM ene Dabala rAjakumAre AvatA. svayaMvara racAte, rAdhAvedanI mekSa maLavAne ? zarata mukAtI. upara pharatI pUtaLInuM pratibiMba nA, ekavIsa vAra kalpasUtra sAMbhaLavAnI telanI kaDAImAM joI pUtaLInI jamaNI AMkha paNa jarUra nathI. zAstro te AgaLa vadhIne kahe vidhe te ja kanyAne hAtha meLave. je rAdhAveda che ke "ikkovi namukkAre" eka ja vAra kare te ja kanyAne paraNI zake. namaskAra kare. hAthamAM hAtha levA mATe AkarI zarate jinezvara rASabhadevane je ekavAra namana batAvI. ekAgratA, ekacittatA, datta mana ane kare che pachI e nara hoya ke nA hoya, abhaNa varSo sudhI sAdhanA karIne dhanuSya ane bANa heAya ke bhaNela hoya, vRddha hoya ke yuvAna hoya upara meLaveluM prabhutva. paNa e tarI jAya che.

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58 divya dIpa tame kaheze ke meM te bhagavAnane anekavAra divAne kahyuM: "gurudeva, ApanI AjJA haze vaMdana karyuM che, chatAM mokSanAM dvAra mAre mATe te rAjya sAcavIza paNa AjathI yaza ke apajaza, kema khUlyAM nathI. vijaya ke parAjaya je kAMI maLaze tenI sAthe ekavAra nahi, anekavAra vaMdana karyA tema mAre kAMI ja lAgevaLage nahi." chatAM vizvAsa nathI ke jIvanI zI gati thAze? saMtanI AjJA anusAra rAjya sAcavyuM, eka bAju zAstra kahe che ke ekavAra prajAjanA hitasvI banI suMdara rIte rAjyanuM namana karanAra tarI jAya che jyAre bIjI bAju sukAna saMbhALyuM. ATalA namana pachI ya daDha zraddhA nathI ke manamAM kadI ahaMkArane vicAra sarakhe nathI mukita thaze Avyo ke A rAjya "huM" calAvuM chuM." kAM sUtramAM khAmI che, kAM vaMdanAmAM ! ApaNe 'huM te mAtra gurunI AjJA pramANe emane ApaNAmAM khAmI zodhavAnI che. bhUla pakaDAze nekara banI mAtra hukama ja uThAvI rahyo chuM." te ja sUtrane artha jIvanamAM avataraNa pAmaze. roja mALA kare, japa kare, bhagavAnanuM nAma mahApuruSoe kahyuM namana tAre che paNa le ane rAjya saMbhALe. pite divAna nathI ema kayuM mana ? samajIne ja divAnagIrI karI. ekAgratAvALuM namana, mana, vacana ane , khUba yaza maLe, prajA mAna ApavA bhegI kAyAnA arpaNavALuM namana, apa Na ja nahi thaI. paNa divAna mAna levA mATe hAjara na paNa samarpaNavALuM namana. rahyo. cIThThImAM lakhI jaNAvyuM: "huM maMtrI naDui, sarva samarpaNa thayuM pachI e koIne ya paNa gurunA caraNomAM samarpita thayele sAmAnya nathI, prabhune kahe che: "huM tamAro ja chuM; tana, mAnavI ja chuM. emanA AdezathI karyuM che, meM mana ane dhanathI prabhu tamAre chuM." kAMI karyuM nathI. yaza guru ane apajaza varSo pahelAnI vAta che mutsadagIrIthI divAnI paNa gurune." karanArane kAne tyAgIne saMdeze paDyo, aMtarane AnuM nAma samarpaNa, aMtaranuM namana. spazI gayo ane vairAgya AvyA. e sanyAsInA jeNe jIvana samarpaNa karyuM e mAnapatra kapaDAM paherI guru pAse Avya, kahyuM : ApanuM levA Ubhe nathI raheto. je mAnapatra levA Ubhe. vacana mane tIranI jema lAgI gayuM. have huM thAya e zAsana, vItarAga ke AtmakalyANa mATe kuTuMbane nahi, prajAne nahi paNa Apane kAma nathI karatA. thaI gaye chuM." jyAM sudhI A vRtti samajAya nahi, tyAM gurue vicArapUrvaka kahyuM : "tuM sAdhu thAya sudhI "eka namaskAra' nahi samajAya. te sArI vAta che paNa rAjyanI AsapAsa dumane ghere ghAlIne beThA che, AvA samaye rAjyane, eka ja namaskAra - paNa te ApaNA yaza. prajAjanene tArI jarUra che. tArA vinA rAjya nAmanA vadhAravA mATe nahi paNa je karIe te keNa sAcavaze ? jA, pAcho jA. jaIne tArI zAsana mATe. pharaja adA kara." samarpaNa pachI nAmanAnI bhUkha kevI ?

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divya dvIpa bhUkha jAge, nAmane mATe kAma thatu hAya tA aMdara pUche : "tane A zu vicAra Avye ? tuM yaza, mAna levA mATe UbhA thayeA ? kIrtinI AvI paDApaDI ?', Aje te badhe nAmanI ja paDApaDI che. nAmane lIdhe kAma thatu nathI ane thAya che e peAlu che. je kAMcana, kAminI, kIrti ane kAyA pAchaLa doDe che e bhagavAnathI dUra jAya che. A cAra kakkAnI pakaDamAM AvyA pachI e bhagavAnane paNa potAnI mAMga pUrI karavA mATenuM sAdhana ja samaje che. anAdikALathI A AtmA jaDanI sAthe, zarIranI sAthe, bhAganI sAthe joDAyeA che. joDANanA kAraNe tRpti nathI. bhega bhAgavatA marI jAya to paNa tRpti thatI nathI. prabhunA mAga e ja tRptinA mArga che. have navuM jIvana jIvavAnu che. e jIvavA mATe suMdara, droNa, apUrva avasara maLyA che. avasara cUkayA tA mAnavI game. AhAra, nidrA, maithuna ane parigraha bIjA janmamAM zakaya che. pazuthI mAMDI deva sudhI badhA jIvA A cArane mATe jIvatA hAya che. paNa sAdhanA karavA, paramatattvanI sAthe caitanyane joDavA A eka ja janma che, manuSya janma. A janma jo mArAmArImAM, saMpradAyeA ane patheAnA kheMcatANamAM, saMcaya karavAmAM pUrA thai jAya te ApaNI pAse zuM rahevAnuM ? jIvananI paLepaLa upayAgI che. e paLa khoTI rIte kharacAi na jAya, veDaphAI na jAya te jotA rahejo. 59 rAjakumAra, nagarazeThanA dIkarA ane ma`trIputra AvaDatanI kasoTI karavA nIkaLI paDyA. nagarazeThanA dIkarA udyamI ane zramazIla hatA. eka gAmamAM vepArIne tyAM khUba gharAkI jotAM e madade lAgyA. sAMje chUTA paDatAM vepArIe ene ane enA e mitrAne jamavA elAvyA ane AkhA divasa zrama karyAnA pacIsa rUpiyA ApyA. ma MtrIputra buddhivAna hatA. AgaLa vadhatAM e rAjasabhAmAM gayA. tyAM eka bALaka mATe e strIe 'mA"nA huka puravAra karavA AvI hatI. rAjA nyAya na karI zakayA. bALaka sapattivAna hatA. A maMtrIputre kahyuM : bALakane suvADo ane talavArathI e sarakhA bhAga karI, bannene vaheMcI Dho. sAcI mA, jenA aMtaramAM bALaka pratye sneha hatA e kheAlI UThI; mAre mAro dIkaro nathI joitA, bhale e laI jAya.' ene dIkara levA hatA paNa mArIne nahi. maMtrInA nyAyathI rAjA mugdha thayA ane ene hajAra rUpiyA ApI, jamADIne vidAya karyAM. AgaLa jatAM A traNe eka nagaramAM praveza karyAM. gAdIvArasa na heAvAthI hAthIe sUMDhamAM rAkhelI mALA rAjakumArane gaLe nAkhI, eneA rAjyAbhiSeka thayA. zrama karyAM teA pacIsa maLyA, buddhi laDAvI teA hajAra maLyA; paNa jenuM puNya hatu eNe teA rAjya meLabyu. rAjya puNyathI maLyuM paNa kAne maLyuM ? mAnavane, pazune nahi. je rAjya mAnavane maLyuM e mAnavajanma keTalA puNyathI maLye enA tA vicAra kare ? je puNyathI rAjya maLyuM enA karatAM keTalA puNyanA rAzi bhegA thAya tyAre vivekabhayuM... mAnava jIvana maLe ! rAjya tA maLe ane cAlyuM ya

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60 jAya paNa A mAnava janmamAM je bhAthu bAMdhIe, je utpAdana karIe e eka bhava nahi, bhaveAbhava sAthe Ave. paNa manuSya janmanI kiMmata kAi samajatuM nathI. savAranA UThayA, doDAdoDa karI, rAgadveSa karyAM, kAmanA karI, sAMje AbyA, thAkayA ane UMghI gayA. savAranA UThe tyAre e ja thAka, e ja udAsInatA. mANasAnAM jIvana evAM ke UMghamAM paNa zAMti nathI. svaptAmAM paNa rAgadveSa tA cAlu ja che. svapnAmAM rAja zayatAna dekhAya paNa ekavAra bhAgyayeAge bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya te doDatA doDatA mahArAjazrIne kahevA Ave. ekavAra bhagavAnanAM dana thayAM, rAja kema thatAM nathI? paNa jeNe AkhuM varSa evuM ja bharIbharIne khagADyuM che enuM saravaiyuM chelle evuM ja Ave ne ? badhAne chetarI zake paNa e mRtyune chetarI zakatA nathI. mRtyu Ave ane mukha upara AbhA dekhAya e suMdara jIvana jIvyAnI nizAnI che. mukha upara bhaya dekhAya e kaluSita jiMdagInu pratibiMba che. ene te mRtyune vicAra paNa thatharAvI mAre. AkI mRtyu jevI kAi sArI vAta nathI. UMgha na Ave ane mANasa gALI le. mRtyu e UMghanI meTI AvRtti che. marI gayA pachI kAI game te kahe, zuM lAge vaLage? mRtyu thayuM, AkhI sleTa sApha thai gaI. A thIMgaDAvALu zarIra, ene mRtyu ja sAMdhI zake. eka jhATakA lAge ane navA janma le. divya dIpa ahIM gharaDAne kAi kheAlAve nahi ! gharanA paNa kahe : "jAtrAe jAe." lAMkhI jAtrAe jAya teA gharavALAne paNa nirAMta. nakAmA (unwanted)ne mRtyu kAmanA (wanted) manAve. jene kAi sUMghatu nahAtu ane have sahu ramADe; gharamAM khAme AvatAM sahu kUdAkUda kare. A mRtyuthI DaravuM zA mATe? mAnavInuM jIvana, enAM mRtyA, enI vRttie, ene DarAve che. duniyAnI sAme paDado nAkhI zakAya, paNa AtmAnI sAme nahi ! AtmAnI sAme manamAM cAlatA lAvAne kayA vaNakara DhAMkI zakayA che? 1941 mAM svAta'tryanI caLavaLamAM bhAga letAM ame pakaDAi gayA. jelamAM lai javA TrakamAM besADyA. jelanuM mukhya dvAra AvatAM amane utAryA ane aMdara javA kahyuM. e ja vakhate polisa hAthakaDI paherAvIne eka cArane kheMcI lAvatI hatI. amane aMdara javA kahyu te ame te zAMtithI aMdara gayA, paNa pelA cAra javA. mATe AnAkAnI karatA hatA. ene ghasaDIne aMdara lAvyA. amane khabara hatI ke aMdara gayA pachI A grade (a vargamAM) mUkaze, khAvA roTalA Apaze, je divasa ATalA khUTaze te divase kADhI mUkaze. jyAre pelA cArane te| sakhata kedanI sajA thavAnI hatI. jelamAM dAkhala thatI vakhate amane AjhAdI mATe tyAga karyAneA, deza khAtara jIvana samarpita karyAMnA AnaMda hatA. pelAne cArI karyAMnA zaramanA zeraDA hatA. amArA AtmA niya hA, tenA bhayabhIta hateA. jelanA daravAjo nahiM, paNa kareluM kRtya mAnavIne DarAve che.

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divya dIpa sArA rahevAnuM duniyA ke samAja mATe pAra utarI jAya. ene rAjI karavAnuM che, ene nahi, pitAne mATe. duniyA upara bahu madAra ekane ja rAjI karavAne che. bAMdhaze nahi. je kare te AtmAne pUchIne kare, AtmAnI hAthI mukhase dAna nIkale, saMmati hoya te ja kAma kare. kIti pAchaLa, kIDI kuTumba saba khAve." bhoga pAchaLa hajAre janma veDaphI nAkhyA. have Aje ApaNe mUThIbhara khAMDathI rAjI thanArI eka janma mAtra A eka janma AtmA khAtara duniyAmAM AvyA chIe. mUThIbhara khAMDa nAkhaze apI de, ahIM vyAkhyAnamAM badhuM sAruM lAge, ane kIDIo deDI Avaze. duniyAne rAjI karavI sAcuM paNa lAge paNa duniyAnI pakkaDa (grip) baha sahelI vAta che. paise vere ane vAhavAha bahu jabarI che. kIti, nAmanA, vAhavAha sAdhune maLe, mAna ane sthAna maLe. paNa enAthI aMdara paNa cheDe kharI? AtmAnI vAta karavI judI vAta beThele rAjI thAya che? che, eno anubhava karavo judI vAta che. AtmAnI UMghI gayelA mAnavIne aMdarane jagADI de che. vAta nahi, anubhava karavAnuM che. jyAM sudhI * zAMta paLomAM bolI UThazeH "sta ! tuM AtmAnI anubhUti na thAya tyAM sudhI kriyA jarUra duniyAne ramADI zakaze, mane nahi. badhA ya ne kare paNa yiA anubhUti mATe che e na bhUlaze. rAjI karI zakaze, mane nahi. huM badhuM jANuM chuM." jyAM anubhava thayo pachI badhuM chUTI jAya. aMdara je badhuM jANe che ene rAjI bhagavAna mahAvIrane siddha thayA pachI paDikakaravAmAM ja jIvananI mahattA che. maNa nathI karavA paDatAM. je meLavavAnuM hatuM te mahApuruSoe kahyuM: tuM ekane ja rAjI meLavyuM pachI karavAnuM badhuM chUTI gayuM. kara, sau rAjI thaI jaze." phUla khIle che phaLa mATe. phaLa AvyuM eTale bIrabala maMtrI thaye te pahelAMnI vAta che. pAMkhaDIo paDI jAya, kharI ja jAya. akabara bAdazAha enA upara khUza thaye ane jIvananI sAdhanA nirmaLatA mATe che, AtmAkahyuM ke tuM je mAge te ApavA taiyAra chuM" bIrabale paNuM prApta karavA mATe che. AtmAnI sAthe kahyuM: "mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. phakata Apa aikyatA sAdhI pachI badhI kriyA kharI paDe che. rAjasabhAmAM praveza kare tyAre mArA khabhA para bhagavAnane svAmI banAvavA mATe, bhagavAnanI hAtha mUkIne pagathiyuM caDhe." sAthe lagna karavA ApaNe sahu nIkaLyA chIe; bAdazAhane thayuM ke ANe mAgI mAgIne zuM kaNa saphaLa thaze, keNa bhagavAnanI sAthe tallIna mAgyuM? paise nahi, rAjya nahi, ho paNa nahi banaze e te jJAnI jANe. jJAnInI najaramAM mAtra khabhe hAtha mUkavAne. bhagavAnane hAtha pakaDavAne che. gAmamAM A vAta prasarI gaI. badhAne thayuM paryuSaNa parva e lagnanI taiyArI che. ghaNAM ke bIrabala bAdazAhane aMgata mANasa lAge che. - - lagna karyA have prabhunI sAthe lagna karavAnAM che. have bAdazAha pAse javAnI jarUra nathI. bIrabala parvanA divaso paramatatvane maLavA mATenI dvArA ApaNuM kAma thaI jaze. taiyArI che. huM ema nathI kaheto ke minisTaranI bhAI nirmaLa thavuM e ja lagnanI taiyArI che. baMdhI kare. bhAIbaMdhI kare te rAjAne rAjA rAgadveSa viheNuM banI vItarAga sAthe maLavuM evA AtmA sAthe kare. e rAjI thAya te beDe e ja te madhumilana che!

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ka be : samAcAra sAthe DesavAlA, mukitalAla vIravADI a 1, bhagavAnadAsa zAha, cemburanI pAse Adhunika yaMtrathI taiyAra thatA caMdubhAI zAha, je. Ara. zAha, je. ema. zAha tathA devanAra katalakhAnAe jeno ane janetAnA manamAM | ku. vatsalAbena amInane samAveza thato hate. aneka jAtanI bhItio utpanna karI che. pU. gurudevanA netRtva nIce eka pratinidhimaMDaLa muMbaI myunisipala na pU. gurudeva ane gavanara hai. ceriyana kaeNperezananI ophisamAM mubaInA meyara zrI jamiyatarAmabhAI jozIne tA. 2-9-69 maMgaLavAre bapore sADAtraNa vAge mayuM hatuM. pU. gurudeve petAnA manamAM UbhuM thayeluM duHkha vyakata karatAM jaNAvyu" : " ahiMsA e ApaNA dezanA mukhya siddhAMta che. mUgAM ane nirdoSa prANIonI hatyA e A pavitra siddhAMtanA bhaga samAna che. paNa kamanasIbe mAMsAhAra dinapratidina vadhatA jAya che, mAMsa khAnArAone pracAra vadhate. jAya che. ahiMsAnA pracAra ghaTyo che, tyAM cAMtrikaraNa dvArA thAkabaMdha rIte hajAra prANIonI hatyA thatAM ahiMsAne varelA amArA saunI lAgaNI dubhAya e svAbhAvika che. ahiMsA e mArA jIvananA mukhya maMtra tA. 4-9-69 khapere pAMca vAge vAla kaeNzvaramAM che ane ApaNA dezamAM thai rahelI hiMsA baMdha thavI ja Avela DivAina noleja sosAyaTInI oNphisamAM joie, huM sahiSNutAmAM mAnuM chuM ane eTale ja hiMsaka mahArASTranA garvanara heM. cerina pU. gura devane maLavA Adelane zarU karavAne rAha mane khapatA nathI. yuthI aAvyA hatA. mUgAM prANIonI katala zarU thatAM enuM pramANa vadhye ja nizcita samaye DaeNA. cericana AvatAM DivAina jaze ane te kayAM jaine aTakaze ? mATe cAMtrike noleja sesAcuTI vatI zrI sI. TI. zAha, ku. katalakhAnuM na thavuM joie ane hiMsA aTakavI vatsalAbahena amIna ane ke. pramAdA pI. zAhe joie. @ meyara zrI jamiyatarAmabhAI jozIe zAMti- terethI ane kATa zAMtinAtha jaina saMgha taraphathI purvaka sAMbhaLIne pratinidhi maMDaLane jaNAvyuM : "" vyakita zrI cunIlAlabhAI kezavajI tathA zrI navInacaMdra -gata rIte mUMgA prANIonI katala thAca tene huM paNa kaMpANIe emanuM svAgata karyuM hatuM. virodhI chuM paraMtu bIjA lokonI lAgaNIne paNa ApaNe pU. guru deva sAthe ekAMtamAM eka kalAka sudhI samajavI joie. devanAra katalakhAnAno mukhya hetu vAta karatAM pU. guru deve mAnavasevA upara vadhu prakAza sekAna' Arogya jaLavAya ane davAmAM temaja bIjA pAtharyo. Aja kAla ghaNA leAkAne kIDanInI pharicAi che kAryomAM vaparAtI tenI ADapedAzane yogya rIte te tevA daradIone rAhata ApanArAM mazIna upayoga thAya ane krUra ane nirdoca rIte prANIonI kevI rIte vadhu pramANa mAM lAvavAM e aMge paNa hatyA thatI aTake e che. sthAnika lokonI jarUriyAtane paNa vicAraNA thai. pahoMcI vaLavA sivAya AmAM nikAsa ke keAI vyApArI a te pU. gurudevanA caraNAmAM mAthuM namAvatAM heta nathI ja ane sarakArI kaTAsivAyu vadhAre utpAdana gavarnarane AzIrvAda ApatAM pU. guru deve kahyuM : karavAno ke jarUriyAta karatAM vadhAre prANIonI katala " AtmAnuM darzana thatAM jAgelI mAnavasevA e ja karavAne kAI IrAde nathI tenI huM saMpUrNa khAtrI Ape - sAcI sevA che. aMtarane, manane vizALa karI chuM. pratinidhimaMDaLamAMpU. gurudeva, pU. baLabhadrasAgara tathA sahune samAve. bhedabhAva vinA karelI sahaja sevA suvazrI ratilAla nANAvaTI, kAMtilAla IzvaralAla, jIva- a tarane zAMti Ape che. ? rAja bhANajI, cunIlAla kezavajI, navInacaMdra ke'pANI, vidAya veLAe kavInsa TyUnA bhAIoe gavarnaranuM pratApasiMha cUrajI vallabhadAsa, sadA jIvatalAla, bacubhAI hArateArAthI bahumAna karyu hatuM.

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LLLLLLLLllllllllllllllllllllllll ta mane na svIkAre e ja yogya che. "pAvana banIza to svIkAraze'- A pavitra AzAe paNa mane pAvana banavAnI taka maLaze. ane pAvana banIza eTale tArAmAM ne mArAmAM pachI aMtara raheze kharuM? 66 alpet" It is in the fitness of things that thou shouldst not accept me, as such. Surely thou wouldst accept me, if hallowed I returned ! with this benign hope looming large before me, I may at least gain an opportunity for self-purification. And once this consecration is accomplished, where shall exist this endless rift between thee and me ? * from : Lotus Bloom' by : Chitrabhanu . Compliments for ments from With Best Com Lion Pencils Pvt. Ltd. Chatons Pvt. Ltd. Barar House Abdul Rehman Street ombay-3. 237/239 Abdul Rehman Street Bombay-8. rrrrr*7*rrrrrrrrrrrrsrrrrrrrrrrrr77

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tA. 1-10-69 divya dIma rajI. naM. ema. eca 5ra * payuMSaNa : parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA divase najIka AvatA ekadhAra pravacana ApyuM. prabhunI vANIne jIvaMta karI, gayA ane bhaktone hRdalAsa vadhate ja gayo. ekatva bhAvanA samajAvatAM sahune vicAravaMta bhAvikanAM hRdaye "zuddha ane saraLa bhAvanAothI karI mUkayA. 'huM ekalo chuM mAruM duniyAmAM koI bharAvA lAgyAM nathI.' pravacana pUruM thayuM, prasannatAnuM vAtAvaraNa huM mArA aMtarane kaSAyathI mukta karI nirmaLa chavAyuM. AtmAnI bhUkha AgaLa zArIrika agavaDatA kema na banuM ? 5rigrahanA bhAramAMthI mukta banI gauNa banI gai. haLave kema na khanuM ? pavitratAmaya vAtAvaraNumAM , bhabhava janmamaraNanA pherAmAM aTavAyela AtmAne. rahIne prabhunI najIka kema na AvuM ?" thAka te asaddha che jene prabhunI A vANI sAMbhaLavA bhAvanAo bhAvAtI gaI, bAdha karatAM AMta- maLe tene ja thAka Utare. * rika zuddhi mATenI utkaMThA vadhatI gaI, paryuSaNu parva semavAra tA. 15-9-69 zrImatI nirmaLAbahena tA. 8-8-69 semavArathI zarU thayAM. .. zAMtilAla jhATakIyAe ucca ghInI bolIthI, emanA pU.gurudevanA pravacanane lAbha levA protAvarga maTyo. vajane sAthe pU. gurudevane bArase sUtra vaherAvyuM kalpasUtramAMthI vIsa tIrthaMkaranAM jIvananI sAdhanA ane vAcana zarU thayuM. ane emanA jIvananI viziSTatAnuM vAcana zarU thayuM. pU. gurudeve samajAvyuM : "bIjI gAMThA tA khUle zanivAra tA. 13-9-69 AvyuM. gaNadharavAda paNa mananI gAMTha khUlavI bahu AkarI che. mananI gAMTha sAMbhaLavAne udalAsa bamaNA thayo. bapore aDhI vAge na chUTe to bArase sAMbhaLeluM zuM kAmanuM ? je hRdaya pravacanano prAraMbha hovA chatAM agiyAra vAgyAthI gAMThathI bhAre thayuM che tene have haLavuM nahi kare te mAnavapravAha zarU thayo. keTa zAMtinAtha jaina upAzraya kayAre karaze ? kudarata mATe sapheda jhaMDI (coTalI) vizALa hovA chatAM upAzrayanA traNa mALa tathA pharakAve chatAM mAnavI enA mananI gAMTha nahi khole ? bAjumAM AvelI bajhArageITa skUlanA badhA mALa upara varSothI bArasAnuM zravaNa karatA AvyA che, ghaNAne te lAuDaspIkaranI khAsa gAThavaNa karavA chatAM doDha vAgyA have moDhe paNa thaI gayuM haze. paNa zravaNa mAtra kAna, pachI te aMdara paga mUkavAnI paNa jagyA na rahI. mATe ja nathI, paNa aMtara mATe che. uparanA mALa upara jayAM mAtra pU. gurudevanI pavitra tapasvIonAM tapa zAMtipUrvaka pUrA thayAM, parvanA vANIne ja lAbha laI zakAya ema hatuM tyAM pU. divasemAM karelI arAdhanA niviMdane pUrNa thaI, dAnagurudevanA darzanAthe pU. zrI ne phoTo mUkavAmAM AvyuM. vie dAna karI parigrahane bhAra ocho karyo ane paNa aMte kaTa zAMtinAtha jaina saMghanA TrasTIoe kSamApanAnA divase kSamAnI Apa-le karIne tyAM hAtha joDIne zrotAjanene sAMkaDe mAMkaDe, zArIrika haLavAM karyA agavaDatA veThIne paNa bane teTalAne samAvavA mATe tA. 21-9-69 ravivAre keTa zAMtinAtha jene vinaMti karI chatAM anekane dAdarA upara ubhA rahevAnI upAmayathI tapasvIonuM bahumAna karatA suMdara pagabhara jagyA na maLatAM nirAza thaIne cAlyA varaghoDo nIkaLe. tapasvIonAM mukha upara AtmajavuM paDyuM. zuddhine praznAva hatA, (teja hatuM, ane varaghoDAmAM 'gaNudharavAda' eTale vidvAnonA manamAM UbhA cAlanAra bhAvikajanenAM manamAM tapasvIoe karelA thayelA tattvajJAna agenA prazno ane prabhu mahAvIranA tapanI anumodanA hatI. "je huM na karI zako te A aMtasparzI pratyuttare. varSothI enuM zravaNapAna karavA cha karI zakayA. emanuM AtmabaLa kevuM alaukika che. chatAM dara varSe mAnavamedanI kema UbharAtI jAya che! dhanya che, e AtmAo, hara vaMdana che mArA emane." pU. gurudeva mAtra prazno ane enA uttara ApIne ja evA bhAva anekanA aMtaramAM hatA. . na aTakyA paNa e uttarane jIvanamAM kema utAravA varaDA bAda svAmivAtsalyamAM hajArAe AvIne e aMge suMdara vivecana karyuM. samayanI maryAdA hevA lAbha lIdhe ane koTa zAMtinAtha jaina saMgha sAdharmikanI chatAM pU. gurudeve aDhI vAgyAthI sADApAMca sudhI bhakita karI dhanyatA anubhavI. mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAna isaMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla 4. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna | teja sAsAyaTI (rica kAna saMdha) mATe 'kavInsa " 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che,