Book Title: Divyadeep 1967 Varsh 04 Ank 03
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536789/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vImA | mAM yuvAna aAjathI traNeka varSa pahelAM mane maLelA. tyAre e bI. e.nA chellA varSamAM hatA. gaI kAle e pharI mane mahayA tyAre vImA bharAvIne pAchA pharatA hatA. meM saheja pUchayuM : **uMmara tA nAnI che. atyArathI vIme zuM karavA UtarAvyA ? ?? | e kahe : "jiMdagIne zA bhAse ? kAca jevI A kAcA, kaMIka thA te A vImA mArI patnIne kAma tA lAge." | mArAthI pUchAI gayuM; " te sAthe prabhunuM nirmaraNa, dAna ane sAmAcike paNa karatA ja haze ? ?? | mArA prazna sAMbhaLI e jarAka UMcA sAde bATa : * A kevI vAta ? A uMmara te kaMI AvuM badhuM karavA mATe che ? e mATe huju ghaNAMca varSo AgaLa paDyAM che. '' A uttarathI mane hasavuM te AvuM paNa cUpa rahyo. diothaIva varSa 4 thuM he prabhA ! mane sadabuddhi Apa ke je paristhitine huM na badalI zakuM ene svIkAra karI lauM. mane evuM " sAhasa apa ke je banI zake tema hAsa te paristhitine badalI nAkhu. A zakaya ane azakayanI vaccenA taphevita pArakhavAnI vivekabuddhi paNa tuM mane Apaje. aMka 3 jo Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInI preraNAthI " akhila bhAratIya ahiMsA pracAraka samiti nI racanA traNa varSa pahelAM devanAra katalakhAnAnA virodhamAM thaI hatI. dezabharamAM thatA yAMtrika katalakhAnAM aTakAvavAnA giratha prayatna jenA dvArA thayA hatA. enA ja pariNAme vaDApradhAna zrI lAlabahAdura zAstrIe vacana ApyuM ke e have nahi thAya. e ja samiti taraphathI tAjetaramAM bihAranA duSkALa pIDita pazuone maphata cAro khavarAvavAnu kendra rAjagRha khAte kheAlyuM jenI vyavasthA zrI mAnakara karI rahyA che. pUjya gurudevazrInI preraNAthI rAjagRha khAte cAlatA mata pASaNa pazu kendramAM rAjanAM 70 pazue cArA ane ghAsathI tRpti meLavatAM dekhAya che. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ co. 2 acala che. khAdI grAmodyoga bhavananA kAryakare zrI kAkubhAI ane zrI maNIbahena nANAvaTInA nimaMtraNathI 8 pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjane tA. 15-5-67nA divase khAdI grAmodyoga bhavanamAM svAdhyAya goThavyuM hatuM. te prasaMge temAM jIvananuM dhyeya pUrNatA ane tene pAmavA jIvananI samagra pravRttione e dizAmAM gativaMta kema banAvavI te aMge Apela mananIya ciMtananI TUMkI noMdha. ***** jIvanane pUrNa kema banAvavuM? $ qfmaH pUmirva quta pUm aite manuSya mATe gauravaprada ane zreSTha vAta te qfsya pUrNamAvAya pUrvamevAvALuM ! enA dilamAM jalate dharmane dIpaka che je gADha gAMdhIjInI prArthanAmAM A subhASitane samA- aMdhakAramAM prakAza Ape che. veza hato ane e subhASita pratyeka prabhAtanI keTalAka kahe che ke amAre dharma sAro che, huM prArthanAnA vAtAvaraNane arpaNanA maMgaLamaya gaLamaya kahuM chuM "dharma e dIpaka che. ane je dIpaka bhAvathI bharI detuM. emAM samarpaNanI ullAsamaya prakAza pAthare che ane pathadarzaka bane che te sAro abhilASA che. che. e amAre ke tamAre nathI, Acare tene pravRttinuM kendra nivRtti che. paNa nivRtti che. dIpaka prakAza mATe che, jhaghaDavA mATe nahi." meLavavA pravRtti Avazyaka che. ghaNA to dIpakanA prakAzane upayoga karavAne badale manuSya jIvana e eka prayANa che, yAtrA che, enA nAma para jhaghaDavAmAM ja ene pUre kyAMka javAnuM che, AgaLa dizA che paNa dhyeya karI nAkhe che. nizcita ane acala che. manuSya pAse A dIpaka che. A dIpaka manuSyane ApaNe kayAM pahoMcavAnuM che ? pUrNatAe khATA raste jatAM reke che. ane mAnava jyAre pahoMcavAnuM che. pahoMcanAra pUrNa che paNa kAma- sArA rastA upara jAya che tyAre enA mukha upara lebhanI apUrNatAmAM e pUrNane bhUlI gayA che. prasannatAne e prakAza camakAve che, hRdayamAM AnaMda pUrNane lakSyamAM rAkhI prayANa kare te ja pUrNamAM ane abhayanI ujajavaLatA pAthare che ane pravRttimAM maLI pUrNa banavAnuM che. AlAdane ANe che. paNa je manuSya kharAba manuSya pUrNa na pyAsI che. tame joze ke rastA upara caDhe ke tarata hRdayamAM bhaya UbhuM kare saMsAramAM badhA prANIonI garadana ane dRSTi che, mukha upara ciMtAnuM AvaraNa lAve che ane nIce che. paNa manuSyanI daSTi AkAza prati che. AnaMdane uDADI de che. pachI e manuSya mukta enuM mastaka unnata che. manuSyane kahevuM paDe che ke hAsya paNa karI zakato nathI. nIce joIne cAla. kAraNake e uMce joIne ApaNe svArthanuM ja kAma karyuM jaIe te cAle che. ene upara javuM che. prANIomAM thAka lAge paNa sevAnuM kAma karIe te AnaMda zreSThatA manuSyanI che kAraNake manuSyanI daSTi ane prasannatA prApta thAya che. tamArA pitAne pUrNa pratye che. je manuSya pAse pUrNanI A daSTi anubhava tamane nathI kahetA ke ghaNIvAra svArthanuM nathI, pUrNatAnI abhIpsA nathI e manuSya kAma karatAM karatAM mANasa jIvanathI paNa kaMTALI pazaothI bhinna nathI. jAya che. jyAre paramArthanuM kAma mANasane eka eka kavie kahyuM che ke AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, prakArane saMteSabharyo AnaMda Ape che. ane maithunamAM je kAma manuSya kare che e kAma dhanapatio thAkI jAya che. emanI pAse senuM, te pazu paNa karI zake tema che. cAMdI, hIrA khUba hoya chatAM paNa thAkI jAya che Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 kAraNake emanI pravRttinA mULamAM mAtra svA ja che. AnaMda teA paramAtha thI ja maLe. paramA mAM eka prakAranuM recreation che. prArthanA e paramA che. e karIe chIe tyAre dehabhAva bhUlIne divyatA prati prayANa karIe chIe. pUrNatA prApta karavI e ja jIvananuM parama dhyeya che. eka nAnA-zA khIjamAM kevuM moTu vRkSa saMtAyeluM che ! kerI khAtAM khAtAM A vicAra karyAM che? A kerInI geTalInA hRdayamAM poDheluM vRkSa hujArA karI ApI zake ema che! e rIte A dehamAM vasatA AtmAmAM asaMkhyAta zakitaothI paripUrNa paramAtmA che. ApaNA svArtha, ApaNAM kaSAye, ApaNA vikAra A divyatAne AvRta kare che. prAnA A divyatAne pragaTa reveal kare che. prAnAnI pAchaLa A ja bhAvanA che. gItAmAM kahyuM che ke druta AtmanAtmAnaM AtmAe ja peAtAnA uddhAra karavAnA che. tu tArA nAza na kara. tu ja tArA mitra che ane tuja tArA zatru che. mitra ! tArA uddhAra karavA bhagavAna nahi Ave. leAkeA pratIkSA karatA beThA che e bhrama che. bhagavAna AvavAnA hAta tA sekaDA varSa pahelAM AvyA hAta ! He is not a Creator but Indicator bhagavAna manAvavA nahi paNa khatalAvavA AvyA che. zuM bhagavAna ahIM AvI zakatA hAta te A badhAM yuddho karavA deta kharA? kUtarAnI jema satata laDatA mANasAne e aTakAvata nahi ? zuM ApaNAM duHkhAne dUra beThA beThA joyA kare evA niSThura che ? paramAtmAne ApaNe samajI zaktA nathI. ApaNe ApaNI kalpanA pramANe ja AkAra ApIe chIe. bhUle ApaNe karIe ane enA doSa bhagavAna upara nAkhIe ! divyadIpa AjathI nava varSa pahelAM sAbaramatI jelamAM kedIe AgaLa pravacana karavAnA prasaga AbyA hatA. meM kahyuM hatu ke tamane jelamAM nAMkhanAra polisa suparinTenDanTa ke sarakAra nathI. tamane jelamAM lAvanAra tamArA vicAra ane tamArA AcAra che. tame rastAmAM jatA haiA ane eka sarasa vastu jue; manamAM praleAbhana thAya. thAya ke A vastu laI lauM ? paNa jo ApaNA AtmA mitra hAya tA kaheze "A temptation pralobhana che, A mAruM nathI. mArAthI na levAya." Ama vivekavata AtmA pote ja peAtAne controlmAM rAkhe. paNa vivekavAna na hAya ane praleAbhanathI prerAI jAya teA peAlIsathI pakaDAya. te emAM peAlIsa gunegAra nathI. tame ja tamArA zatru khanI tamArI jAtane peAlIsanA hAthamAM soMpavA jevI nirbaLa, DhoSita banAvI che. tame tamane na pakaDI zake te tamane peAlIsa pakaDe. jo tame tamArA vicArane pakaDA tA tamane peAlIsa kema pakaDI zake ? jUThAMne polIsa DarAvI zake, pakaDI zake eTale jelamAM mokalanAra ApaNI vRttio ja che. ApaNI vRtti ApaNI duzmana bane teA AkhuM vizva duzmana ane. ane ApaNI vRtti ApaNA mitra ane pachI saMsAramAM koI nukasAna karanAra nathI. satyanA patha upara cAlanAra sadA svataMtra che. du:kha denArA pArakA nathI, ApaNe ja chIe. Aje dezamAM paNa pArakA leAkeA karatAM ApaNA leAkeA vadhAre nukasAna karI rahyA che ne? AjanI paristhiti vikaTa che. dezamAM asthiratA che. sarakAra ja nahiM paNa mAnava asthira che. manuSyanI vikalatAnuM kAraNa mananI asthiratA che. vikalatAmAM ane asthiratAmAM ja Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 divyadIpa jIvana vitAve kema cAle? pUrNatAne prApta zilpIe prANAyAmathI zarIrane pUtaLAM jevuM sthira karavAnuM dhyeya che. jIvana vikalatAmAM pUruM thAya banAvyuM hatuM. eTale kaMI khabara ja na paDe. te kAma adhUruM rahI jaze. A pUrNatAnuM kAma mRtyudeva manuSyanI weakness nirbaLatA manuSya nAha kare to koNa karaze? jANatA hatA. manuSyanI nibaLatA e ja te ahiMsaka vastuone vyApAra e attarano mRtyu che. pUtaLAthI mANasane judo pADavA mUMjhAyelA vyApAra che. attara vece ke na vece te paNa mRtyudeve mANasanI A nirbaLatAnuM zaraNa lIdhuM. sugaMdha maLe. tema satya, sadAcAra ane nItine eNe kahyuM : "sarasa! khUba sarasa karyuM che ! vyApAra kare tene Arthika lAbha sAthe pAramArthika mAnavajAtanA ItihAsamAM A zilpI Aja lAbha maLe che. ane tame dhAre te A pAramArthika sudhI kaI pAkyA nathI. zuM adbhuta kAma che. lAbha tame pravRtti karatAM karatAM ahIM meLavI paNa nAnI zI bhUla rahI gaI che!" A sAMbhaLatAM zake che. te tarata zilpI Ubhe ja thaI gayuM. "mArA badhAM leke pavitratAnI bhAvanAthI praveza zilpamAM bhUla? kayAM bhUla che?" mRtyudeve ene kare te A sthAna ane pravRtti ane pavitra sparzatAM kahyuM H A ja bhUla che. A tAre ahaMkAra e ja tArI nirbaLatA- bhUla. ane e ja tAruM banI jAya. mRtyu ! ahaMkAra na karyo hota mRtyu paNa pravRtti karatAM karatAM ahaMkAranuM visarjana tane sparzI na zakata. mArAmAM bhUla koNa kADhI karavAnuM che e satata lakSyamAM rahevuM joIe. - DI jai zake? A ahaM mANasane pADI de che. nahi te patana thAya. A saMsthA che. saMsthA eTale aneka vyaktimane eka rUpaka yAda Ave che; eka zilpI enuM zubha hetu mATenuM eka sthAne milana. hate. ene garva hatuM ke mArA jevAM pUtaLAM emAM kadIka manaduHkha paNa thAya. kAryakara beTe kaI ja na karI zake. pUtaLuM evuM sarasa banAve nathI, kAryakaranI bhAvanA beTI nathI paNa kArya ke jenAra bhUlI jAya ke AmAM mANasa keNa karatAM A aha AvI jAya. "huM" e bahu ane pUtaLuM keNu? eka vAra zilpInuM mRtyu najIka vAMke che. eno AkAra ja vaka che. AvyuM. zilpIne thayuM ke mRtyune mArI kalA kema sevA ane ciMtananA amRtamAM A ahaMnuM batalAvavI? eNe bAra pUtaLAM banAvyAM. bAre viSabindu na paDI jAya te mATe satata jAgRta pitAnAM jevAM. AkRti, raMga, AMkhanI pAMpaNa rahevAnuM che. ane nAka - badhuM ja nakhazIkha enA jevuM ja. AjathI trIsa varSa pahelAM mAre ahIMthI pachI e bAra pUtaLAMnI vacce pote sUI gaye. nIkaLavAnuM thayuM hatuM tyAre A jagyA aMgrejI tyAM mRtyune dUta AvyA. ene thayuM ke A tera mAlathI bharelI hatI. Aje e ja jagyA dezI vyakitaomAMthI kene uThADuM? jene sparza karIza mAlathI ane bhAratIya bhAvathI bharelI che. te marI jaze, khoTAne pakaDIza to yamarAjA A jotAM ApaNane sahaja vicAra Ave che gusse thaze. dUta pAcho gaye. yamarAjAne kahyuM ke sevAnI bhAvanA sthaLanuM kevuM rUpAntara karI nAkhe che ? ke kayA zilpIne lAvuM ? tyAM eka nahi paNa eka Ama A sthaLanuM thayuM tema A dehamAM sarakhA tera zilpI che. pachI mRtyudeva AvyA. vasatA AtmAnuM pUrNa rUpAntara pUrNa paramAtmAmAM joyuM te vAta sAcI hatI, oLakhI ja na zakAya. thaI jAya evI zubhecchA. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jhapATe jaladI lAge kAraNake zarIranA cells nabaLAM thayAM hoya che. (gatAMkathI cAlu) bIjA tane duHkha devAmAM nimitta bane che kAraNake tAruM puNya ochuM che. puNyanA cells jene AtmAnA amRta tatvane anubhava nathI baLavAna heta te enI zuM tAkAta che ke tene thaye te mara maruMnA ja vicAra kare che. anubhave te kAMI karI zake ! thayA pachI thAya ke mare che koNa? jene svabhAva maravAne che e mare che. maravAne svabhAva ApaNuM puNya na hoya tyAre te eka sAmAnya zarIrane che te bhale e mare ! huM kema maruM ? mANasa paNa ApaNane herAna karI zake che. mANasa jyAM sudhI kama che tyAM sudhI A maraNa cAlyA zuM, DhekuM paNa nimitta bane. TekuM vAge, karavAnAM. karmanI AsakitathI bhava cAlu rahe che. haemorrhage thAya ane marI jAya. A eka nimitta che paNa mULa te jIvavAnuM puNya evo kaI ja AnaMda ke tahevArane divasa nathI ke mazAna baLatuM na hoya. badhAnI rajA hoya pUruM thayuM, AyuSya pUruM thayuM. paNa smazAna te cAlu ja hoya che. e batAvI gharamAM dIvo baLato hoya, tela khUTyuM hoya Ape che ke dehane mATe mRtyu anivArya che. tyAM bAraNuM khUle, havA Ave ane dIve olavAI AtmA mATe te A maraNa e mAtra dehano jAya. keI kaheH bAraNuM kholyuM eTale olavAye; palaTe che. pachI gabharAmaNa zI? aphasa zo? ema nathI. divela khUTayuM ja hatuM eTale e derI saLagavA mAMDe tyAre derIne bIje cheDo to baLI baLIne paNa khalAsa thaI ja javAno hate. AgathI ja nathI. Aga bIje cheDe AvavAnI ja ApaNe aMdarathI sabaLa banavAnuM che. aMdarathI che. je divase janmyA te divase maraNa lAgu sabaLa kema banavuM? jJAna ane cAritrya e paDyuM ja che. maraNa janmathI jUduM nathI. A aMdaranI tAkAta che. karma Ape che jJAnanI samajaNa pachI game te ghaDIe mRtyu Ave; vadhe ArAdhanAthI ke zuddha cAritryathI. nathI. kAraNake sleTa cekhI che nabaLAM banelAM tattvone sabaLa karavA passparisaMvAdathI A asIma zraddhA utpanna thAya port letA pahelAM injection Ape che jethI roga ke huM AtmA chuM ane AtmA vAsanAthI gherAyele Ave tyAre sAmano karI zake. che. eTale saMsAramAM sukha ane duHkha che. je duHkha Ave te pahelAM duHkhane jANI le. vAsanAthI gherAyela na hoya te duHkha che ja nahi. pachI duHkha Ave te ajANyuM nahi lAge. duHkha bIjo duHkha daI zake che kAraNake ApaNI te be ja che. jyAM ghara che tyAM duHkha che; medAnamAM vAsanAe ApaNane nabaLA banAvyA che eTale tema nathI. mATe ja duHkha nathI. mATe ja bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke eno e lAbha le che. mahela nathI joIta, medAnamAM javuM che. mahelamAM zarIramAM prANapoSaka tattva ochAM thAya jela che. mastI medAnamAM che. sarasamAM sarasa tyAre ja reganI asara thAya. paNa cells sabaLa mahela hoya paNa tene khUNe te haze ja. jyAM hoya te cepa na lAge. TI. bI.nI hospiTalamAM khUNe hoya tyAM duHkha jarUra hoya. medAnamAM khUNe bALakane jaladI nathI laI javAtAM kAraNa ke nathI te duHkha paNa nathI. TI.bI.nA germsne sAmane karavA emanAM zarIra zAMti, samatA ane jJAnadazAthI vicAra karIe taiyAra nathI. tevI ja rIte gharaDAMone regana tyAre thAya che ke je leke sarva mamatAno tyAga Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa karI jaMgalamAM beThA e jeTalA sukhI hatA enA karADamA aMze paNa ahIMnA karoDapati sukhI nathI. je badhuM cheoDI karIne beThA ane ciMtA nathI. duHkha kayAM che ? mamatAmAM. mamatA nathI tyAM duHkha paNa nathI. samatAmAM sukha ane mamatAmAM du:kha. je vyakita pratye mamatA thaI tyAM duHkha UbhuM thayuM. enI vicAraNA thAya, enAmAM mana ramyA kare, pachI AdhyAtmika pragati kyAMthI thAya ? jema pataMga dorAthI baMdhAyele che ema jIva mamatAthI baMdhAyelA che. game tyAM jAya paNa mamatAnA dvArA ene pAche nIce laI Ave. A duHkha mamatAnA khUNAmAM che. cakravatIoe jyAre rAjya cheADI cAritrya lIdhuM haze tyAre cAritryamAM kevI mIThAza dekhANI haze ! chADavAmAM mardAnagI che. bhegu karavAnu kAma to bhikhArIe paNa kare che. potAnA zramathI meLaveluM cheDavAmAM cakravartInu dila joie. je choDI zake che enI mahattA meATI che. cakravatI Ane lAgyuM ke du:kha mamatAmAM che. jeTalI ke mamatA eTalAM duHkha. kAI duHkhI hAya ke sukhI -tenA pratye ane eTalI zubha bhAvanA rAkhavI, mamatA nahi. zubha bhAvanAmAM sattu bhaluM thAe evI bhAvanA hAya. mamatAmAM ciMtA UbhI thAya che, du:kha bIjAnu ane upAdhi tamArI. upAdhi kema AvI ? mamatva paDeluM che eTale. cakravatI cheDe tyAre bhAgAne taNakhalu jANI cheDe. je du:kha Ape, magajamAM upAdhi UbhI kare e nakAmuM che ema jANI cheADI de che. je vastu cheADavA beThA tenI kiMmata magajamAM hAya tA na choDAya. je cheDA tenI kiMmata ochI lAge ane jene mATe cheDA tenI kiMmata vadhAre lAge teA choDI zakA. nahitara jIva chUTe nahi, chUTI jAya te pAchaLathI khaLatarA thAya. cha khaMDanuM 39 rAjya taNakhalA jevuM gaNI cheDayuM ane samatAnuM siMhAsana meLavyuM. cAritryanI majA e che ke tamArAmAM aMdarathI khumArI Ave, mastI AvI jAya. tyAga sahaja lAge. pachI vastu sAme Ave paNa mUrchA na jAge. nispRhInAM jeTalAM kAma thAya eTalAM spRhAvALAnAM na thAya. choDo tyAre kahA ke tucchane cheDayu ane paramane meLavyuM. akSayasukhanuM kAraNa, paramasukhanuM kAraNa tyAgadharma che, cAritryadhama che. cAritrya ane jJAnathI AtmAmAM evI zakti utpanna thAya ke pApa ene aDI paNa na zake. vizvanI kAI tAkAta enAthI baLavAna nathI ! huM AtmA chuM. huM jemAM vasuM chuM e dehane duHkha Ave che temAM kAraNa duHkha ApanArAM nathI paNa ka che. te e karmane khalAsa karavAM che. jema kAMTA vAge te na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI vedanA thAya tema kama lAgyAM heAya tyAM sudhI eka athavA bIjI rIte du:kha AvyA kare che. huM AtmA chuM. evI pratIti thayA pachI pUrNatA mATe badhI ja kriyA karatAM AnaMda thAya che. karAe eka khAI boardingnA doDhasA mATe rasAI banAve ane ghera jaine potAnA dvIkarA mATe banAve. pelA boardingnA karA sArA che, dekhAvaDA che, bhaNelA che paNa emAM mArApaNAnI ruci nathI. eTale emane jamADatAM manamAM ruci nahiM jAge ane game tema karIne kAma pUru karaze. paNa pelA sAmAnya peAtAnA putrane joine ruci thAya che, ullAsa jAge che kAraNake e mAre putra' che e jAtanI samajaNa che. tyAM dekhAva ke bhaNatara nahi paNa saMbaMdhane sthAna che. e zramita hoya te paNa dIkarA mATe kAma karatAM veTha na lAge. AtmA samajAya pachI dharmakriyA karavAmAM je ruci jAge te samyag dananuM pariNAma che. samyag dRSTi AtmA kriyA nizcaya ane vyavahAra Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa daSTithI kare. badhI kriyA kare paNa dhAvamAtAnI guru banIe. A AzAmAM khUba saMnyAsIo jema kare. dehane navaDAve, khavaDAve tyAre kahe AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA: "ame meTA AzramaAtmA, tuM A dehamAM che eTale Ane navaDAvavA vALA chIe. tamane badhI jAtanI sagavaDa ame paDe che, khavaDAvavo paDe che. tuM na hoya te ApI zakIzuM." rAjAne hasavuM te AvyuM paNa bALavAnuM ja rahe." mauna rahyA. eNe kahyuM ke huM ene guru banAvuM ajJAnIne dehane mATe mUrchA che. mucha jenA AzramanuM AMgaNuM lAMbAmAM lAMbu hoya. pachI tyAM bhaya. bhaya asaMbhavita vastune saMbhavita rAjA jevA nIkaLe. darekanuM AMgaNa pahelAnA banAve che. saMnyAsInA AMgaNa karatAM moTuM hatuM. eka AtmabhAva ane dehabhAvamAM zuM pharaka che? ra bhAga , , 9 saMnyAsI je cUpa hatA enI pAse gayA te dehabhAvamAM aMdarathI bIkaNa che. huM marI jaIza. tyAM AMgaNuM ja nahi. mAruM lUMTAI jaze, mAruM zuM thaze? Ama pUchayuM te kaheH jetA nathI! A kSitija kalpanAthI asaMbhavitane saMbhavita karI de. je e ja te mArA AzramanuM AMgaNuM che. "dharatI kAle banavAnuM nathI te banavAnuM che ema mAnI le cheDo AbhakI pichADI." Abhane oDhuM chuM Aje ja upAdhi UbhI kare. je vastu AvavAnI ane dharatIne bichAvuM chuM. kSitija prati jyAM nathI tene bhayathI belAvI le. sudhI cAlI zakAya e badhuM AzramanuM AMgaNuM ja je mANasa bIkaNa hoya, aMdhArAthI bIta gaNuM chuM. hoya te aMdhArAmAM beThe hoya to vicAra kare ke kaI paNa vastune maryAdita karIe eTale aMdara kaI che te nahi ne ! aMdara kaMi nathI emAM pUrAI jaIe. mukitane anubhava anaMtapaNa "kadAca hAya" evo vicAra karI saMbhavita mAM ja thAya. kare che. emAM jarAka pataruM hAle ke lAkaDI para mANasa vicAra karato thAya ke A dekhAya prakAza paDe eTale ene e kaMIka samajI bhaya- che enI pAchaLa je nathI dekhAtuM e mahatvanuM bhIta bane. moTAbhAganA leke dehabhAvane lIdhe che. adekhatAne dekhatA thavA mATe divya aMjana bhayanA vicAra dvArA asaMbhavitane saMbhavita kare che. joIe, divya daSTi joIe. AtmadazA AvI pachI kaI jAtane bhaya dekhatAne sahu dekhe paNa na dekhatAne dekhe nahIM. saMbhavitane asaMbhavita kare. kahe ke mArA enuM nAma samyagra dRSTi che. badhuM kare paNa AtmAne zuM nukasAna thavAnuM che? thAya te dehane AtmAne bhUle nahi. thavAnuM che. pachI keIthI na Dare. AtmAnI have bIje vicAra. parisaMvAdanuM bIju zakti abhaya che. * . pAna-ke je huM amara rahevAne chuM, marate bhaya hoya te smazAnamAM dhyAna lagAvI kema nathI te ahIMthI kyAM javAne? ane jyAM jaIza bese? bhaya hoya tene te rAte gharamAM jatAM paNa tyAM sAthe zuM AvavAnuM? bIka lAge. dehabhAva bIkaNa che. ahIM je huM karaNa karavAne te sAthe eka rAjAe ekavAra saMnyAsI banavAnuM AvavAnI. ahIM badhuM goThavAyeluM che. kAMI karavuM jAhera karyuM. e gurunI zodhamAM hatA. ghaNA ya paDatuM nathI. jyAM A jIva janme che tyAM badhAM saMnyAsIoe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe enA sagAM thaine Ave che. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puNya ane pApa. divyadIpa jIva Ave che tyAre jIva ekale Ave che. prApti thAya che. ane prApta thayeluM hoya tene keIkane moTuM kuTuMba hoya che, keIkane kaMI ja viyega thAya che. nahi. te A ekapaNuM ane A anekagaNuM e puNyane lIdhe anukULa maLe tyAre namra bane. kenI goThavaNI ? ane pApane lIdhe pratikULa maLe tyAre samabhAva pUrvajanmamAM je puNya ane pApa karyuM te rAkho. pratikuLa Ave tyAre anukULa banI jAo. pramANe A janmamAM goThavaNa thAya che. A , pratikULane anukULa thAo te pratikULane evI sUkSma gUthaNI che ke emAM buddhi paNa pratikaLa banyA vinA ja cAlyA javuM paDe. kAma nathI karatI. lekane sukha bhegavavuM game che paNa duHkha AtmA eka bhavathI bIjA bhavamAM jAya che bhegavavuM nathI gamatuM. sukha ane duHkha e be tyAre jatI vakhate sAthe keNa Ave che? pitAnI karaNIthI ja prApta thAya che, banne bhegavI AtmA sAthe karma nAmanI sattA Ave che. laIe te ja mukti thAya. kama eka che paNa karmanI be vastu bane cheH kavivara lakhe cheH pagamAM derInI gUMca paDI hoya tyAre kUdAkUda karavAthI te vadhAre gUMca paDe. jIva eka gatimAMthI nIkaLI bIjI gatimAM e vakhate te besIne zAMtithI khelavAthI ja jAya che tyAre puNya ane pApa enA paraphekanAM e ukale. bhemiyAM bane che, sAthI bane che. ema ApaNuM kamane lIdhe gUMca paDI jAya mitra paNa sAthe nathI AvavAne ane duzamana te vakhate zAMti ane samAdhAna rAkhavAne badale paNa sAthe nathI AvavAne. ane ahIM rahI dhyAna, mauna ane svAdhyAya karavAne badale dhAMdhala javAnA che. paNa e nimitte karelAM puNya-pApa dhamAla karIe te ene ukela kema thAya ? badhuM ya sAthe haze. pratikULa thAya paNa tuM anukULa thaI zake. saMsAranI A haLavI bAju te juo. je eka RSinI cAmaDI utAravA jallAda AvyuM bApa mahenata karI, paisA bhegA karI dIkarA mATe te RSi kahe ke tuM kahe tema huM UbhuM rahyuM ke mUkIne jAya e dIkarAnI bApane prema karavAnI jethI cAmaDI utAratAM tane kyAM ya vAge nahi. rIta kevI? bApane agnisaMskAra dIkare ja kare. A pratikULane anukULa. bALavAne haka dIkarAne hakathI maLe. pratikuLatA vakhate duHkhamAM duHkha vaDe vadhAre saMsArane prema Aga lagADavAno ja ne! kare, ArtadhyAnamAM divasa pUro kare enA karatAM jeTalAM sagAM Aga lagADe eTalAM dUranAM nathI kahe ke A divasa paNa pUre thaI jaze. vAdaLa lagADatAM. zoka ane saMtApa najIkanAthI Ubhe khasatAM prakAza pAcho AvavAne ja che. thAya che. joke jene sneha kahe che emAMthI ja A vicAra kene Ave? je parisaMvAda kare che A badhAM duHkhene dAvAnaLa Ubho thAya che. tene Ave. e pitAne ja pUche ke zuM A nimittemAM A jagatamAM je kAMI bane che te puNya ane eTalI tAkAta che ke tane duHkha ApI zake ? pApanA kAraNe bane che. tene lIdhe sukha ane duHkha tane kaNa de che? nimitto nahi, tArA duHkhane yoga thAya che. kalakhyuM paNa na hoya tenI pUrvajanmanuM devuM de che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 sAdhune sahu vadana kare paNa rastAmAM gAMDA maLe teA gALa de. tyAre sAdhu zuM vicAra kare ? eNe gALa kema dIdhI, tuMkArA kema dvIdhA ? ema nahi. paNa vicAre ke A gAMDA che, ene kamanA urjAya che. mAre enA nimitte AvuM sAMbhaLavAnA udaya che. te jIva, tu sAMbhaLI le. eka ka` khAMdhe che, bIjo samatA rAkhe che. bhagavAna pArzvanAthane dharaNendra pUje che ane sAmAnya kamaTha herAna kare che. eka upAsanA kare che, bIjo upahAsa kare che. e benI vacce samatA rAkhavI, tulya maneAvRtti rAkhavI e ja tA vicAraNAnI majhA che. A samajaNa jeTalI jeTalI jIvanamAM AvatI jAya, teTalAM teTalAM janma sudharatAM jAya. devu... pUru karIza tA leNiyAta nahi Ave. jIve esIne zAMtithI vicAra karavAnA che ke kamAM khAMdhyA che enuM piraNAma puNya ane pApa che. emAM mAre samatulA rAkhavA sadA jAgRta rahevu joie. vItarAga pAse cakravartIne na heAya evI riddhi siddhi hAya che ane yAgI pAse na heAya evI tyAgavRtti che. A enuM combination vItarAgamAM jovA maLe che. Aje tamArI zrImaMtAi tamane deva, guru ane dharmAMnI najIka lAvavAne badale AghA laI jAya che. kharI zrImatAI kaI? jema jema dhana Ave, jema jema sagavaDatA maLe tema tema deva, guru ane dharmAMnI najIka laI jAya. e vaibhava zuM kAmanA ke je vaibhava ApaNane AtmAthI dUra laI jAya ? (kramazaH ) divyadIpa pu. gurudevanA janmadina zrAvaNa zudi khIjane tA. 7mInA rAja pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanI 46mI vaSa~gAMTha hatI. e divase vahelI savArathI aneka bhAI bahenA tee zrIne abhinaMdavA AvI rahyAM hatAM. pravacananA samaye keTa `diranA TrasTIe tathA anya pratiSThita AgevAnA temanAM sabhASaNa dvArA lAgaNI ane zubhecchAo vyakta karavA AvI paheAMcyA hatA. paraMtu peAtAnA guNagAna peAtAnI hAjarImAM ja thAya te pujyazrIne gamyuM nahi tethI temanI gerahAjarImAM ja pravacana sabhAmAM keTalAka bhASaNeA thayA. e samaye pahelAM te zrI tehacaMda jhaverabhAI jee temanI 81 varSanI uMmara sudhI khUba ja svastha hatA, ane kayAre ya pUjyazrInA pravacaneAmAM hAjara rahyA sivAya rahetA nahi. tee hamaNAM ghaNA asvastha hAvAthI A prasa Mge temaNe eka patra saMdeza mekalelA je DIvAIna nAleja seAsAyaTInA sahamaMtrI zrI sI. TI. zAhe vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA hatA. " AjathI seALa varSa pahelAM pU.zrIe bhAvanagara vaDavAmAM cAturmAsa parivartana kareluM tyAre tyAM bhayaMkara Aga lAgatAM. jAte jIvanu bekhama kheDIne agiAra jag2Ane ugArI lIdhelAM, ahIM muMbaImAM padhAryAMtyArathI jaina-jainetarA, dezI-paradezIe vacce zAsana sevA ane jIvadayAne lagatAM je adbhuta kAryo karyAM; "DivAIna nAleja sAsAyaTI - divya jJAna saMgha'nI sthApanA karI ane AdhyAtmika tathA ciMtanathI bharapUra "divyadIpa " mAsikanuM prakaTIkaraNa karyuM ; cAlu varSImAM bihAra ane gujarAtanI saMkaTagrasta prajAne rAhata apAvavA meATI rakamanAM phaMDa karAvI tenA sakriya amala karAvyA, gheADAka vaSaeN pahelAM mukhainA ItihAsamAM pahelI ja vAra vanAM ATha divasa katalakhAnAo baMdha rahe te mATe saphaLatApUrNAMkanA prayatnA karyAM, e ane evI aneka kSetre je sevAe pU. mahArAjazrIe ApI che te kadIya visarAya tema nathI." e pachI zrI kATa saghanA pramukhazrI cunIlAla bhAIe jaNAvyuM ke pU. zrI e muMbaimAM padhArIne te ghaNAMye suMdara kAryAM karyAM che paraMtu kATanA upAzraye padhArIne teozrIe amArA sa`ghanA upAzraya Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa 43 devadravyanA devAmAMthI mukta karAvyo che ane ekalAkha parama AtmasAdhaka che. teja sakaLa jagatanI sAcI navahajAra apAvI sAdhAraNane taratuM karyuM che. uparAMta saMpatti che. pote saMyamanA mArge cAlI svAnubhavanA suMdara pustako pragaTa karAvyAM, bIjI paNa aneka baLe samAjane dhama ane mokSanA mArge saMcaravAnI prakAranI sevAo ApI che te kadIye visarAze nahIM. preraNA Ape che. ApaNA zAstromAM AvA mahAnubhAvone e pachI yuvaka baMdhU bhAIzrI caMdrakAMta dozIe prabhAvaka puruSa tarIke varNavavAmAM AvyA che. AvA jaNAvyuM ke pu. gurudevanI jIvana jIvavAnI paddhati, viziSTa prakAranI prabhAva vyakitaomAM ApaNe pUrya vyAkhyAnanI apUrva zailI, emanuM mohaka vyaktitva mahArAjazrIne jarUra mUkI zakIe. teozrImAM e evA che ke emanI vANI hRdaya sAMsarI utarI jAya ajaba prabhAva bharyo che ke nAstikajane paNa temanI che ne cetanane bhInuM bhInuM karI nAkhe che. cInI pAsethI preraNA meLavI Astika ane saMskArI AkramaNa vakhate ane 1965nA pAkIstAnI AkramaNuM banIne ja jAya. teozrInI dalIlo evI sacoTa hoya vakhate ApaNA je sainike dehAMta thayA agara bhayaMkara che ane sAthe sAthe vANImAM paNa evo prabhAva hoya rIte ghavAIne apaMga thayAM temanAM kedrakhenA bhalA che ke zrotAone sAMbhaLavAmAM ajaba AnaMda maLe che. mATe ane emanAM bALakonA zikSaNa mATe karelA sArA phaMDe (je anukrame gavarnara vijyAlakSmI paMDita mAnavajIrvananI mahattA zI che ane AtmAnuM zreya kema sAdhavuM tene sAcA ane saraLa mArga teozrI ane mahArASTranA rAjyapAla zrI ceriyanane soMpelA) tene lagatI tathA paradezanA jijJAsu vidvAne AvIne madhuravANIthI ApaNane harahameza saMbhaLAvI rahyA che. dharma ane saMyamathI mAnavI saMsAramAM paNa kema prakAzapUjya mahArAjazrI pAsethI ApaNA dharma ane dezanI maya rIte jIvana jIvI zake te sArU preraNA meLavavA saMskRtinI kevI sarasa bhAta laIne jAya che tene teozrInI vANInuM zravaNa karavuM jarUra Avazyaka che. lagatI vAto rajU karI hatI. - tyArabAda chele DIvAIna noleja oNsAyaTInA chellA varSomAM teozrIe jIvadayAnuM mahAna kArya dAnavIra pramukhazrI mANekalAla cunIlAle atyaMta suMdara kArakuM che te che AraMdhyuM che te badala ApaNe sau teozrInA atyaMta pravacana karI, AgaLanAM vakatAoe vyakta karyA mujaba RNuM chIe. muMbaI jevA aneka kAmothI vasAyelA pU. zrI nAM suMdara, svAdhya sAthenA dIrgha Ayu mATe ane pacaraMgInuM bIruda pAmelA zaheramAM teozrIe zubha manokAmanA vyakta karI hatI. pitAnA prabhAvazALI vyaktitvathI dhArmika divasemAM katalakhAnAM ba dha rAkhavAno TharAva karAvI mahAna pura SArtha karyo che te mATe ApaNe teozrIne jeTalA zeThazrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha dhanyavAda ApIe teTalA ochA che. muMbaIne pagale anya zaheromAM paNa katalakhAnA baMdha rAkhavAno TharAve thayA tene badhe ja yaza alabatta teozrIne phALe sajjano ane sannArIo! jAya che. paramapUjya citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInA janmadinanA tAjetaramAM bihAranA dukALa pIDitAne bhojana AnaMdadAyaka prasaMge Apa saunI samakSa be zabdo ApavAno prabaMdha karavAnuM puNyakArya paNa teoe bAlatAM mane ghaNA harSa thAya che. pUjya mahArAjazrI athAga mahenata laIne upADI lIdhuM che ane Aje Aje 46 mAM varSamAM praveze che. AjanA maMgala prasaMge hajAro bhUkhyAone bhejana maLe che. gujarAtamAM beThelI ApaNe sau zAsanadevane prArthanA karIe ke teozrI ane dharamapura vagere sthaLoe AvAM kAryo thaI rahyA dIrgha AyuSya bhogave ane sadA sarvadA taMdurasta ane che te paNa teozrInI preraNAne AbhArI che. AnaMdI rahe ane ApaNane saune dharmanA jJAnanuM AjanA yuvaka vargane temaja jainetarane paNa amRta pIvaDAvatA rahe. jIvananuM mahatva samajAvIne teozrIe sAco rAha AcAryo ane munimahArAje e A yuganA batAvyuM che ane dharma paLAvyuM che, teozrInI dharmanuM saujanyamUrti ApeluM mananIya pravacana Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa rahasya samajAvavAnI zailI evI ajaba che ke dharmane to ApaNe evuM jIvana na jIvIe jethI ApaNane nahIM mAnanAranA hRdayamAM paNa teozrInA vacane ApaNA pratye Adara jAge ! ApaNA vicAronI sRSTi hRdaya saMsaravA utarI jAya. suMdara hoya ane jIvana kartavyathI sabhara hoya to ApaNane ApaNA pratye Adara jAgyA vinA rahe ? | divyajJAna saMghanI sthApanA paNa teozrInI preraNAne AbhArI che. saMgha dvArA prasiddha thatI patrikA janmadina jevI rIte utsAhanuM kAraNa banI jAya ane pustaka ApaNane sAcI preraNA Ape che. A evI rIte keIkavAra aMdara avalokananuM kAraNa paNa badala paNa teo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. banI jAya che. zuM varSa sarI gayuM ? je varSa sarI gayuM te bahu nukasAna che. paNa je varSane gAMThe bAMdhI dIdhuM AjanA teozrInA janmadinanA zubha prasaMga hoya te kAyadAmAM che. nAnAmAM nAnA mANasa paNa pharIthI A5 saunI ane mArI vatI zAsanadevane huM enA nI thatA rAsanadana 4 potAnI duniyAmAM kaIkane madadagAra banI potAnA . prArthanA kara' chuM ke paramapUjya citrabhAnu mahArAja varSanA gAM? bAMdhI zake che. taMdurasta rahI ghaNuM ghaNuM lAMbu AyuSya bhogave ane sthaLe sthaLe jIva dayAnA ane mokSa pamADanArA ghaNIvAra ApaNe jagatamAM madada mATe badhAMyanI aneka satkAryo teozrInA haste thatA rahe. * tarapha najara nAMkhIe chIe paNa potAnA tarapha najara nathI nAMkhatA. jyAM sudhI aMdara najara na saunAM saMbhASaNe pUrAM thayAM tyArapachI pU. pragaTe, aMdara najara na jAya tyAM sudhI madada kadI gurudevazrI vyAsapITha para padhAryA ane saunA paNa maLatI nathI. abhinaMdanane ke uttara ApatAM emaNe kahyuM: kaI paNa kArya thAya temAM dravya, kSetra kALa ane ApaNe badhA yAtrI chIe, anAdikALathI bhAva bhAga bhajave che. mArI kAryasiddhiomAM A kSetrane ApaNA pravAsa cAlu che. AtmAnuM darzana karavuM prabhAva apUrva che. dravya eTale je karavAnuM, kSetra eTale e ApaNI jAtrAnA pravAsanuM lakSya che. jayAM karavAmAM Ave, kALa eTale je samayamAM kAma ApaNe A jagatamAM mAtra prazaMsA mATe, stu- thAya, ane bhAva eTale je vyakti kAmane prAraMbha tio sAMbhaLavA mATe nathI AvyA. ApaNe je kAMI kare che enA AtmAne udalAsa. A cAra vastuo kAma karIe chIe e AtmatRpti mATe karIe chIe bhegI thAga che tyAre kAma thAya che. OAra kAma thAya che. * ApaNAM kAmane kAI jANe nahi, attaranI jema aMdara AvuM cAranuM samanvayavALuM vAtAvaraNa thAya tyAre aMdara sAcavI rAkhIe te kevI majA Ave ! AvA mahAna kAryo thAya che. ke bhale kAmanAM vakhANa kare paNa kAma karanAra vakhANamAM na paDI jAya. A jIvanayAtrAne e uddeza jema jhADane pAMgaravA mATe pANInI jarUra che tema he ke jayAM sudhI ApaNA jIva vAsanAmAMthI mukti mANasane puSita, 59lavita ane vikasita rAkhavA na pAme tyAM sudhI zubha kAmamAM ApaNuM mana, tana mATe zubhechAnA siMcananI jarUra che. e zubhecchAnAM ane dhana lAgI ja rahe. siMcana jeTalAM reDAtAM jAya ema jIvana pAMgaratuM huM to eTaluM ja IcchuM ke Reverence jAya che. towards one's own life tame jiMdagI pratye jIvana TUMkuM hoya ke lAMbu hoya-game eTaluM Adara keLave. bhale huM thoDuM jIvuM ke ghaNuM jIvuM paNa hoya paNa e lokonI zubha bhAvanAothI pavita evuM jIvuM ke dareka varSamAM mane mArI jiMdagI pratye hoya ane ApaNu zubha saMka9pathI suMdara hAya. Adara jAgavo joie. ApaNane bhagavAna tarapha Adara jAge, guru pratye Adara jAge paNa je Adara mArA jIvanayAtrAnA pravAsamAM tamArI bhAvanAo jagAvI rahyo che. ene potAne ja potAnA pratye je e mAruM bhAthuM che, tamArI zubhecchAo e mArI Adara na hoya to bIjAnA pratye Adara khAlI che. mUDI che. * Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaheramAM vizALa pravRtti mass movement karavI ka samAcAra sAra ja e mATe moTI moTI seminar bharavI. ka keTa zrI zAMtinAthajInA upAzraye pU. munizrI A seminar vakhate je je vyakitaone citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM nAnI moTI kalyANa- masses para jAhera prajA para control kAbU hAya kArI vividha pravRttio cAle che temAM saMpa ane evI AgevAna vyaktione bhAga levA AmaMtraNa saMgaThana dvArA samAjanA koyane vicAra pradhAna che. ApavuM. A hetu mATe binapakSIya dhoraNe sAmAjika tA. 30-7-67nA roja baporanA be vAge rAjakIya ane dharmakSetre ema dareka kSetre dareka pakSanA aNuvrata haiAlamAM" "Morality inDemocracy' kAryakarone sAthe levuM. pU. zrI e nItinA praznane lokazAhImAM nitikatA" aMge eka parisaMvAda khUba ja mahatvane gaNIne, Arya saMskRtinA vikAsamAM goThavavAmAM Avelo, emAM pU. gurudevazrI, munizrI mAnanArA vizALa daSTibiMdu dharAvanArA harakeInA sAtha vijayamani. manizrI rAkezajI, sAkSara zrI jainendra- ane sahakArane mahatvane gaNya hate. kamAra, zrI cImanalAla sI. zAha tathA sarvodaya netA kAraNake Aje dezanI garIbI, rAjadvArI zrI zaMkararAva deve potapotAnA vicAro darzAvelA. vAtAvaraNanI azAMti ane ApaNI saMskRtine je pU. gurudeve e samaye pAMca AMgaLIone dAkha prakAre anAdara thai rahyo che tenI sudhAraNA karavA ApatAM jaNAveluM ke dareka AMgaLInuM amuka sthAna hareka kSetre kAbU dharAvanAra AgevAne ke netAone ane vyaktitva che. amuka prasaMge ekanuM mahatva heAya sAtha jarUrI banI rahe che. dezamAM jAgRti lAvavA te bIjA prasaMge bIjAnuM che. pratyeka AMgaLI pitAnI mATe have Collective LeadershipnI, sAmUhika pharaja adA kare che. tilaka vakhate aMgUTha AgevAna AgevAnonI doravaNInI jarUra che, evA pU. zrInA bane te cUpa karavA tarjanI UbhI thAya ane vaTI maMtavya sAthe zrI zaMkararAva deva saMmata thayA hatA. paheravI hoya to vaLI anAmikA taiyAra thAya. tema ane have e dizAmAM anya AgevAne sAthe vadhu chatAM huM jayAre khAvuM hoya tyAre badhI ja AMgaLIo zaS | carcA ke patra vyavahAra karI pU. gurudevane thayelI pragati eka sAthe thaI jAya che, bhegI thaIne samUhamAM kAryo viSe vAkepha karaze. karatI thaI jAya che. te vakhate nAnI moTI e badhuM ! badhu 4 gayA mArca mahinAmAM muMbaInI prakhyAta je.bI. bhUlAI jAya che. evI ja rIte samAjanI dareke dareka pITITa garlsa hAIskala taraphathI pU. zrI ne pravacana vyaktie, pachI te game te kSetramAM hoya paNa tene ApavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AveluM. tyArabAda pitAnI pharaja adA karavAnI che. jayAre badhI vyaktio e samaye ApavAmAM Avela pravacanathI prabhAvita thaIne Ama bhegI thaIne eka banI jAya che tyAre ja samUha bhIkhAjI esa. baMgAlI ga9rsa hAIskUlanA kAryakartAbaLathI e suMdara ane saphaLa kAryo karI zake che. e paNa vinaMti karI hatI. eTale tA. 2-8-67nI ka sarvodaya netA zrI jayaprakAzajI tA. 5 julAie roja savAre 11 thI 12 sudhI e zALAnI 8-9-10nA pU. zrIne maLavA padhArelA tyAre hamaNAM sarvatra pAzcAtya vagamAM abhyAsa karatI bALAo samakSa pravacana havA phelAtI jAya che , ane AryasaMskRti naSTa thatI ApyuM. pravacana samaye teozrInI "maitrIbhAva"uparanI jAya che tene pharI kema sajIvana karavI te aMge carcA nitya prArthanAthI zaruAta karI, enI ja u5ra mana, karatAM ja vicAre vyakata karelA tenA anusaMdhAnamAM vacana ane kAyAne saMvAda kema kara tathA jIvanamAM zrI jayaprakAzajIe suprasiddha AgevAna netA zrI mitrI, maditA. I Aii mitrI, muditA, karUNA ane mAdhyasthabhAve dvArA kema zrI zaMkararAva deva sAthe vAta karI hatI. zrI deva samanvaya karavo te suMdara rIte samajAvyuM hatuM. muMbaI AvyA hovAthI vadhu carcA vicAraNA karavA pravacananA aMte jevI rIte je. bI. pITITanI vidyApra. mInA darzanArthe tA. 31-7-67nA roja keTanA rthinIoe potAne vAparavA maLatA paisAmAMthI bacAvIne upAzraye padhArelA. pU. gurudeve temanA vicAra mArgadarzana 5. zrI ne priya evI mAnava rAhata pravRtti mATe rUpiyA rUpe raju karIne tene sakriya svarUpa ApavA TUMkamAM ApyA hatA tevIja rIte A bALAoe rU. 2503nI nIce mujaba sUcana kareluM. bheTa dharI hatI. je DIvAIna noleja sosAyaTI mAraphata dezabharamAM AryasaMskRtinI jayota prajavalita cAlatA mAnava rAhata kendro upara khare samaye sahAya karavA ane prajAmAM jAgRti lAvavA mATe moTAM moTAM mATe pahoMcADI devAmAM Ave che. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 pU. tapasvI munizrI Ja La bha dra sAga 2 jI kATanA zrI zAMtinAthajI maMdiranA upAzraye birAjatA prasiddha vakatA ane mahAna tatvaciMtaka pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInA sAMnidhyamAM rahelA tapasvI pU. munivarya zrI khaLabhadrasAgarajI mahArAje gata varSe aDDAi karelI ane te sArI rIte pUrNa thatAM bIjA varSe mAsakSamaNa karavuM tevI bhAvanA senDelI. Akhare e khIja va AvI gayuM ne A varSanuM cAturmAsa zarU thatA, aSADha zudi bIjanA rojathI mahAma gaLakArI mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryAnI hiMmatapUrNAMka zarUAta karI ! e mAsakSamaNanA samaya daramiyAna teozrInI zarIranI sukhAkArI ane AdhyAtmika zAMti apUrva hatAM. 30 mA upavAsanA chellA divasa sudhI pravacanamAM besatA ane harahamezanI dhArmika kriyAe acUka karatA. nirvijJa temaNe 30 divasanAM upavAseA pUrA karyAM ane zrAvaNa zudi bIjanA rAja sekaDo strI, puruSA ane bALakoe utsAhabharyA vAtAvaraNa vacce divyadIpa gurupUjana karyuM. te samaye ApaNA samAjanA pratiSThita grahasthA paNa upasthita thayelA jemAM dAnavIra zeThazrI mANekalAla cunIlAla paNu upasthita hatA. A mAsakSamaNa nimitte pU mahArAjazrInAM sa'sArIpaNanA laghubaMdhu zrI rAyacaMda bAlubhAI taraphathI kATanAM daherAsaramAM aSTottarI zAMtisnAtra sahita poMcAhnikA mahAtsava apUrva ullAsabharyA vAtAvaraNa vacce ujavAyelA. zrAvaNa zuda trIjanA rAja aSTottarI zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM Avelu je prasaMge mu`baImAM birAjamAna saMkhyAbaMdha sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAjo tathA zaheranA ane dUradUranAM parAnAM bhAI baheneAe paNa lAbha lIdheA hatA. pU. mahArAjazrInA zubha sa'kalpa pU. gurunA pratApe nirvighne paripUrNa thatAM, teezrInA mukha para pUrNAnandanA anubhava thatA hatA. * jarUra vasAvA : pravacaneA ane prasa'gA, kathAe ane kavitAo, mathana ane mananathI sabhara divyadIpanA bIjA varSanA 24 aMkAnI pAkA pUDAmAM bAMdhelI daLadAra phAila mAtra pAMca rUpiyAmAM ghara beThAM vasAve. tevI ja rIte divyadIpanA trIjA varSanA 12 aMkAnI majabUta khAInDIgamAM cAra rUpiyAmAM maLaze. ane phAila sAthe vasAvanArane ATha rUpiyAmAM ApavAmAM Avaze. * -tatrI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrama vacce sukhada vizrAma zrI mAtAjI eka moTA khetaramAM AvelA eka jUnA mAruM TikaTika baMdha karuM, ApanI rajA hoya te. makAnanA meTA khaMDamAM eka ghaNAM varSonuM dAdAjInuM ane e baddhizALI kheDUte tene javAba ghaDiyALa hatuM. e deDha karatAM paNa vadhu varasathI . A bhAI, tArI A vAta kaMI barAbara nathI. satata cAlatuM rahyuM hatuM. ekavAra paNa aTakayA tuM e vAta kema bhUlI jAya che ke, tArI dareka vinA e pitAne Tika Tika avAja saMbhaLAvatuM TikaTikanI vacce tane ArAma karavA mATe eka rahyuM hatuM. e kheDUta roja savAre meDA parathI eka sekanDa te maLI ja rahe che. nIce Utarate ane sauthI pahelAM e ghaDiyALa pAse jate ane barAbara cAle che ke nahi tenI ghaDiyALe e vAta para ghaDIbhara vicAra karI khAtrI karI lete. eka savAre e enA rojanA joyA. ane pachI jANe kaMI thayuM na hoya tema krama pramANe ghaDiyALane jovA te oraDAmAM dAkhala pAchuM potAnuM kAma karavA lAgI gayuM. thaye tyAre ghaDiyALa tene kahevA lAgyuM: "sAheba, ApaNA mATe A vArtA zuM sUcave che? mane ahIM deDhaso karatAM paNa vadhu varasa thayAM e ema sUcave che ke tame je vyavasthitapaNe ane e badhe vakhata meM jarApaNa aTakyA vinA, kAma kare te emAM kAma ane ArAmanAM tattva leza paNa cUka vinA, samaya batAvavAnuM mAruM ekabIjAnI sAthe samatala banI jAya che. ane ke kAma karyuM che. paNa have mane thAka lAgavA mAMDyo tame je niyamita rIte kAma kare te tamAre mATe 2 che. mane thAya che ke have huM ArAma karuM ane ghaNI upAdhi ne mahenata bacI jAya che. * 2000 Tele. Phone 3 2 8 0 6 9 GRAMS : With best compliments from : SURYAKANT SHAH & Co. ART SILK & COTTON MERCHANTS COMMISSION AGENTS. 41/45, Nakhoda Street, 1st floor, Tambakanta, BOMBAY - 3 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 20-8-67 * divyadIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. 5ra khudAne baMdo dehapradhAna zikSaNanAM pariNAma A satyakathA che. enuM nAma hAjI kAsama. lekene AjakAla hiMsA para bhAre zraddhA beThI khudAne e khare baMde hato. lagAtAra cAlIsa varSa lAge che. emane thAya che ke hiMsAthI badhA prazna teNe kalakattAmAM hAtha rikSA calAvavAnuM kAma karyuM. ukale che. paNa A bhrama che. gharamAM mA-bApa paNa A vizALa hadayanA hAjI kAsama dara zukravAre chokarAMne tamAro lagAvI de che. eTale eno artha kherAta karatA. paNa emane kherAta karavAnuM nusakho e thayo ke emane prema ane samajAvaTanI temanI nekhI prakArane hate. dara zukravAre garIba mANase zakita upara eTale vizvAsa nathI eTale tamAcA pAsethI eka pAInuM paNa bhADuM lIdhA vagara teo upara che. zALAmAM paNa ema ja bane che. chokarA temane pitAnI rikSAmAM ghera pahoMcADI detA. A meDe Ave te tene niyamitatAne pATha bhaNAvavA kAma mATe teo dareka zukravAre kalakattAnI aneka mATe "caudamuM ratana" mAstara batAve che. pachI myunisipala ane sarakArI hospiTala pAse pahoMcI chekare niyamita AvavA mAMDe eTale mAstara jatA. te divase jemane hospiTalamAMthI ghera javAnI kaheze ke jue chokare ke sIdho thaI gaye! rajA maLI hoya temAMthI vadhumAM vadhu garIba heya seTI paDI eTale saddaguNanI preraNuM thaI gaI. tevA dardIne teo rikSAbhADuM lIdhA vagara gherI eTale sadaguNanI preraNA mATe soTIne sparza, pahoMcADI AvatA. | | daMDe keTale lAbhadAyI che ema kahe che! temanI A anokhA prakAranI sevAnI jANa paNa e te vyAja mATe mULa mUrva evA badhI hospiTalamAMnA satAvALAone paNa thaI jevuM thayuM. seTI paDavAthI chokare niyamita AvatA gayelI eTale hospiTalanI narse ja, temane takalIphe te zIkhe. paNa bhege bItAM paNa zIkhe. kaI na paDe ane beTI pUchaparachamAM temane samaya mAre te enAthI dabAI javAne ene pATha maLe. na bagaDe te mATe sahAya yogya hoya tevA dadI Ama nirbhayatA gaI ane niyamitatA AvI. have onAM nAma sUcavI detI. hAjI kAsama AvA tame ja kahe ke nirbhayatAnI kiMmata vadhAre ke : dardIone AnaMdavibhera dhaMI temane ghera pahoMcADI niyamitatAnI? A te caNA laIne kallI kADhI AvatA ane AzIrvAda ApatA ane pAmata ApavA jevuM thayuM? ethI zuM phAya? chokare cAlIsa cAlIsa varSa temaNe A bhalAInuM cAra dahADA nizALe gaye. paNa vAta visAre paDI kAma TADha, taDake ke varasAdanI darakAra karyA vagara eTale pAcho hato tene te! Ama niyamitatA aviratapaNe karyuM. ekapaNa zukravAre temanuM A te gaI ja gaI, paNa bhayabhItatA ghara ghAlI gaI. saddakArya baMdha rahyuM na hatuM. . AvuM jokhamakAraka che ! bIkane mAryo te kare traNeka varSa pahelAM zukravAranA ja divase jyAre Aje mA-bApa ke zikSakane vaza bane che. paNa temanuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre temanI ja rikSAmAM nIka- kAla UThIne keAI guMDAne vaza banaze. AvuM belI hAjI kAsamanI smazAnayAtrAmAM hajAre hindu zikSaNa bALakane dehapradhAna banAve che. AmAM te muslima, zIkha ane IsAIoe bhAga laI mAnava deha upara damana thAya te tarata ja sAmAne zaraNe hRdayanA A garIba samrATane asaMkhya puSpAMjali thavuM evuM zikSaNa maLe che. AvI tAlImathI arpaNa karI hatI. AkhA nAgarika zAstrane aMta AvI jAya che. - bha, ja, vorA - vinobA bhadraka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAina leja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe laeNTIna cembarsa, dalAla sTrITa, muMbaI naM. 1 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.