Bujjijja Tiuttejja

Author(s): Priyam
Publisher: Ashapuran Parshwanath Jain Gyanbhandar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034127/1

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bujjhijja ttiuTTejjA jANo baMdhana toDo baMdhana aDhAra pApasthAnaka paricaya ane parAjaya priyam * preSaka 0 zA. bAbulAla saremalajI "siddhAcala", senTa ensa skula pAse, hIrA jaina sosAyaTI, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-380005. mo. 9426585904 E-mail : ahoshrut.bs@gmail.com

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Sins hiMsA ...... asatya corI maithuna parigraha krodha mAna mAyA lobha. INDEX rAga dveSa ..... kalaha . abhyAkhyAna. paizunya........... rati-ati..... paraparivAda mAyAmRSAvAda mithyAtvazalya .............. Page 1 4 7 10 13 16 19 22 25 28 ... 31 34 37 40 43 46 49 52

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hiMsA karuNAsAgara carama tIrthapati zrImahAvIra svAmIe potAnI dezanAmAM kahyuM che ke jinazAsananuM hArda kAMI hoya to e jIvadayA che. duniyAnA badhAM ja dharmo jIvadayAmAM samAI jAya che ane duniyAnA badhAM ja pApo hiMsAmAM samAI jAya che. mATe ja kahyuM che prathama pApasthAnaka para upakAra sama dharama nahI bhAI parapIDA sama nahI adhamAI parama pAvana zrI AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che esa khalu mohe hiMsA karavI e bahu moTuM ajJAna che. esa khalu mAre hiMsA e ja mRtyu che kAraNa ke je hiMsAthI mukta thaI jAya che te mRtyuthI paNa mukta thaI jAya che. esa khalu Narae hiMsA e ja naraka che. kAraNa ke hiMsA che to ja naraka che. mane kahevA do, ke ApaNe badhAM duHkhathI bahu DarIe chIe, ApaNA sukhanI ApaNane ghaNI ciMtA che, ApaNane unI AMca paNa na Ave e mATe ApaNe badhuM ja karI chUTIe chIe. duniyA AkhInA dhamapachADA Ama to duHkhathI chUTavA mATe ane sukhane pAmavA mATe ja che. paNa chatAM ya AkhI ya duniyA duHkhI che, kAraNa ke ene duHkhanuM kAraNa ja khabara nathI. hiMsA Dan 1

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eka pAgalakhAnAmAMthI be pAgala bhAgI chUTyA. doDatA doDatA gAmanI bahAra nIkaLIne dariyA kinAre AvyA. tyAM eka hoDI maLI gaI. halesA mAratAM mAratAM dUra nIkaLI gayA. tyAM eka pAgale kahyuM "A hoDImAM to kANuM che. pANI aMdara AvavA lAgyuM. have zuM karazuM ?" bIjo pAgala kahe, "ciMtA na kara, bIjuM kANuM pADI de. ekamAMthI pANI Avaze ne bIjAmAMthI jatuM raheze." ApaNI sthiti e pAgalo jevI che. hiMsAnA kAraNe duHkha Ave che, ane pachI e duHkhane dUra karavA mATe ApaNe bIjI hiMsA karIe chIe. duHkhathI bacavuM hoya, to eka vAta magajamAM barAbara Fit karI do - Violence is the root of the pain. - tamArI samagra dinacaryAnuM sUkSma nirIkSaNa karo - kyAM kyAM keTalI keTalI hiMsAo paDI che ? asaMkhya ane anaMta jIvono kaccaraghANa thAya che, pachI eka koLiyo ApaNA moDhAmAM jAya che, agaNita kIDAonI caTaNI thaI jAya che, pachI ApaNuM vAhana enA mukAme pahoMce che. ApaNe eka svIca ona karIe chIe. enI sAthe ja paMcendriya jIvonI karapINa hatyAnuM mITara ApaNe nAme cAlu thaI jAya che. What do you think ? zuM A Bill ApaNe nahIM cUkavavuM paDe? eksIDanTamAM eka ja kSaNamAM zarIranA phace pharacA uDI jAya, enA karatA bahetara che ke ApaNA jIvanamAM thatI hiMsAone ApaNe tilAMjali ApI daIe. kensaranI hospiTalamAM cIsAcIsa karatAM karatAM ApaNe jo marI jaIe, enA karatA bahetara che ke ApaNe jIvadayAne ApaNo prANa banAvIe. - Aje kama se kama ApaNe evo saMkalpa karIe ke je hiMsA mAtra moja-zokha mATenI hoya, je hiMsA phakta dekhADA mATenI hoya, ane je hiMsA phakta TAIma-pAsa mATenI hoya, e hiMsAne to huM vALIjhUDIne sApha karI nAkhIza. have ghAsamAM ALoTavuM ke abhakSya bhojana jamavA e mAro bhUtakALa banI jaze. have zokha mATe IlekTrIsITI vAparavI ke pharavA javuM hiMsA

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e mArA mATe azakya banI jaze. have huM vizvanA dareka jIvamAM mArI jAtanA darzana karIza. jeTalI mane mArA sukhanI ciMtA che, eTalI ja huM emanA sukhanI paNa ciMtA karIza. prabhue kahelA samasta SaTkAyanA jIvo e mArA vhAlasoyA svajana che. emanI thoDI paNa pIDA e mArA mATe tyAjya banaze. hiMsA e gaMdhAto svArtha che. hiMsA e krUratA ane niSThuratA che. hiMsA e tuccha ane sAMkaDA hRdayanI nIpaja che. hRdaya jo vizALa bane, to AkhI duniyAmAM potAnA parivAranA darzana thAya ane hiMsA karavI, e taddana azakya thaI jAya. ApaNane sahune ahiMsAnI A ja pariNati prApta thAya. e bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. hiMsA 3 Zuo

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bIjuM pApasthAnaka araja parama pAvana zrI AcArAMga sUtra kahe che - saccammi dhiiM kuvvahA etthovarae mehAvI savvaM pAvaM kammaM jhosai tame satyane tamArI managamatI vastu banAvI do, je satyane cAhe che tenA badhAM ja pApo nAza pAmI jAya che. pApa e zuM che ? je ApaNA sahaja svabhAvane mAphaka nathI e pApa che. jenAthI ApaNe DisTanDa thaI jaIe chIe e pApa che. Lie-Detector jevuM mazIna A ja Principal upara kAma kare che. Please think well. ApaNI eka bahu moTI gerasamaja e che ke pApathI sukha maLe." je ApaNane bhItarathI sAva ja DahoLI nAMkhe, e sukha kaI rIte ApI zake ? zAstro to spaSTa kahe che - turaa pApAt duniyAnuM koI paNa duHkha eka mAtra pApathI ja Ave che. zAstro to hajI paNa AgaLanI vAta kare che - esa khalu dukkhe pApa e ja duHkha che. We know. khoTuM bolanAra mANasa nIce joI jAya che, dilamAM gilTI phIla kare che. bolavAmAM thoDo acakAya che. bolyA pachI pastAya asatya

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che. A badhuM asatya-pApanA tAtkAlika phaLo che. kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrAcArya yogazAstramAM asatyanA bIjA phaLo kahe che - manmanatvaM kAhalatvaM mUkatvaM mukharogitAm / totaDApaNuM, bobaDApaNuM, mUMgApaNuM A badhAM khoTuM bolavAnA phaLo che. khoTuM bolanArane moDhAnA rogo paNa thAya che. praznavyAkaraNa nAmanA AgamasUtramAM satya bolavAno aparaMpAra mahimA jaNAvatA kahyuM che ke - duniyAmAM je paNa maMtrayoga, japayoga, vidyA, devo ane samRddhio che, je paNa zAstro, zikSaNo ane Agamo che, te badhAno AdhAra satya che. - salvADuM tAruM sance paTTiyADuM | chagananA mobAIlanI rIMga vAgI, chagane naMbara - nAma joIne dIkarAne phona risiva karavA kahyuM. dIkarAe phona risiva karyo. chagane ene IzAro karyo eTale e bolyo : "halo, aMkala ! pappA ema kahe che ke e ghare nathI, bahAra gayA che." khoTuM bolavAthI jyAre baphAI jAya ane ApaNe pakaDAI jaIe, tyAre ApaNane jarUra duHkha thAya che. paNa jyAre ApaNe pakaDAIe nahIM, tyAre ApaNane duHkha thAya kharuM ? Dagale ne pagale jarA-tarA vAtamAM khoTuM bolIne ApaNane maLyuM zuM ? zuM khoTuM bolavAthI ja jIvanamAM sukha maLe ? zuM khoTuM bolavAthI ja paisA maLe ? zuM khoTuM bolavAthI ja ApaNI chApa sArI paDe. If you say yes, then you are in a dark ignorance. mane kahevA do, ke ApaNe ApaNI AbhA, ApaNuM teja, ApaNuM gaurava ane ApaNI samRddhi A badhuM ja ApaNe khoTuM bolIne gumAvyuM che. ghora aNasamajamAM ApaNe sonuM vecIne dhULa kharIdI che. asatyane svIkArIne ApaNe vacanasiddhinI labdhi gumAvI che, saubhAgya ane samRddhi gumAvI che. sArA mitro ane sAco prema paNa gumAvyA che. esatya

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ApaNe tyAM eka kAlakAcArya thaI gayAM. emanA jIvanamAM eka evI ghaTanA banI gaI, jemAM yA to emaNe khoTuM bolavuM paDe ane yA to marI javuM paDe. kAlakAcArye marI javuM pasaMda karyuM, paNa e khoTuM na bolyA. jIvanamAM kSudra ane tuccha bAbato mATe ThaMDe kaleje khoTuM bolatA pahelA e sattvazALI AtmAne yAda karajo. satya pratyenI emanI niSThAne oLakhavAno prayAsa karajo. I promise you. pachI asatya bolavuM e tamArA mATe azakya banI jaze. say I know, tamArI paNa kyAreka lAcArI hoya che. koI majabUrI hoya che. You say - khoTuM bolavuM paDe che. paNa bhagavAna kahe che, tame duHkhI ho, to ya tame satyanA ja zaraNe jAo, kAraNa ke enA vinA duHkhono aMta zakya ja nathI. satya e ApaNA sahunI Adata banI jAya. e ja bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 6 asatya

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corI jIvanamAM kyAre paNa corI karavAnuM mana thAya, tyAre ApaNe ApaNI jAtane eka ja prazna pUchavo joIe ke zuM koI mArA paisAnI ke mArI vastunI corI kare, to e mane gamaze ? jo nA, to pachI mAre bIjAnI vastunI ke bIjAnA paisAnI corI zI rIte karI zakAya. trIjuM pApasthAnaka jinazAsanano artha zuM che khabara che ? bRhatkalpa AgamamAM kahyuM che - jaM icchasi appaNato jaM ca Na icchasi appaNato / taM icchaha parassAvi ettiyaM jiNasAsaNaM // tame jevuM potAnA mATe Iccho cho ane jevuM potAnA mATe nathI IcchatA e rIte tame bIjA mATe paNa Iccho A ja jinazAsana che. potAnA mATe kAMIka bIjuM vicAravuM ane bIjAnA mATe kAMIka bIjuM vicAravuM - ahIMthI ja badhAM pAponI zarUAta thAya che. ane pApanuM pariNAma haMmezA kharAba ja hoya che. yogazAstramAM kahyuM che daurbhAgyaM preSyatAM dAsya- maGgacchedaM daridratAm / - corInA pAMca phaLa che (1) daurbhAgya (2) naukarapaNuM (3) cAkarapaNuM (4) zarIranA avayavono chaMda (5) garIbI. eka cora jeTaluM corato hoya che, enAthI vadhu e gumAvato hoya che. e gumAvato hoya che eno Aloka. e gumAvato hoya che eno paraloka. corI

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e gumAvato hoya che eno dharma. e gumAvato hoya che enuM dhairya. e gumAvato hoya che enI vRti. e gumAvato hoya che enuM sukha-cena. cora haMmezA bhayabhIta hoya che. cora kadI zAMtithI sUI zakato nathI. cora haMmezA cAre bAju zaMkAthI joto raheto hoya che. corathI enA svajano paNa trAsI jatAM hoya che. hakIkata A che. cora koIne nathI lUMTato, e potAnI jAtane lUMTato hoya che. zrAddhaguNavivaraNa graMthamAM kahyuM che - vavahArasuddhI dhammassa mUlaM savvannU bhAsaNa / dharmanuM mULa kAMI hoya to e vyavahArazuddhi che. vyavahArazuddhithI arthazuddhi thAya che. arthazuddhithI AhArazuddhi thAya che. AhArazuddhithI dehazuddhi thAya che. dehazuddhithI manazuddhi thAya che. zuddha tanamanathI je dharma karavAmAM Ave, te dharma saphaLa thAya che. khoTo paiso, pApano paiso, corIno paiso, A badhuM khataranAka sApa jevuM che. ene ApaNe saMgharyo haze, to eka divasa e ApaNane DaMkha mAraze ja. ne e divase ApaNe kyAMyanA nahIM rahIe. Please, save your self. eka corane dehAMtadaMDa ApavAno hato. ene jovA mATe thoDA loko bhegA thayA. emAM chagana paNa hato. chagana jovA lAgyo. jallAde corane IlekTrIka khurazI para besADyo. coranuM AkhuM zarIra dhrujavA lAgyuM. have basa, svIca cAluM thAya eTalI ja vAra... jallAde corane pUchyuM. "tArI koI chellI IcchA che ?" cora kahe, "mAro hAtha pakaDI ne, khUba Dara lAge che." mane kahevA do, ke je kSaNe ApaNA pApo pokAraze, e kSaNe ApaNo koI ja hAtha pakaDaze nahIM, e kSaNe aMge aMgamAM pArAvAra vedanA haze, e kSaNe ApaNuM hRdaya rItasara taraphaDatuM haze, paNa e kSaNe ApaNane bacAvanAra corI

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koI ja nahIM hoya. uttarAdhyayana AgamamAM kahyuM che appA mittamamittaM ca sukRta karato AtmA pote ja potAno mitra che. ane duSkRta karato AtmA pote ja potAno zatru che. aupapAtika AgamamAM aMbaDa parivrAjakanI vAta Ave che. emaNe potAnA 700 ziSyo sAthe zrAvaka dharma svIkAryo hato. eka vAra garamImAM padayAtrA karatAM karatAM e badhAMne khUba tarasa lAgI. tyAM najIkamAM ja pANI hatuM. paNa e pANI ApanAra koI na hatuM. vinA Ape levuM e to corI kahevAya. ne corI karavA mATe teo haragIjha taiyAra na hatAM. asahya tarasamAM aMtima ArAdhanA karIne teo devaloke sidhAvyA. AvA hoya jinazAsananA zrAvaka. ApaNe sahu A bhUmikAne prApta karIe e ja zubhecchA saha viramuM chuM. jinAjJAvirUddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. corI 9 Zuo

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cothuM pApasthAnaka saMskRta zabdakoSamAM maithunano eka paryAyavAcaka zabda Apyo che - pazukriyA. je vastu pazuone paNa sulabha che ene choDI devA ane je vastu devone paNa durlabha che, ene meLavI levA mATe ApaNane A bhava maLyo che. anAdikALathI ApaNe eTalA ja mATe saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyA chIe ke ApaNane hajI sudhI viSayavAsanA chUTatI nathI. zAstro kahe che - aNubhuMjai mehuNAsatto saMsAramAM jeTalAM duHkho che, te badhAM ja maithunamAM Asakta jIva bhogave che. eka kUtaro che. Ama-tema bhaTakI rahyo che. tyAM enI najara eka hADakA para paDI. e khuzakhuzAla thaI gayo, eNe hADakuM moDhAmAM laI lIdhuM. ene jorajorathI bacakA bharavA lAgyo. hADakAne to e bacakAthI zuM thavAnuM hatuM ? ulaTuM kUtarAnA moDhAmAMthI ja lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. kUtaro e lohIne ja pIvA lAgyo. e ene bahu svAdiSTa lAgyuM. e bicArAne evI misunderstanding thaI gaI ke e hADakAmAMthI ja A svAda Ave che. jora jorathI e hADakAne bacavA bharavA lAgyo. IndriyaparAjayazatakamAM A ghaTanAnuM varNana karIne kahyuM che, ke maithuna e barAbara AvI ja ghaTanA che. mANasa evI gerasamajamAM rAce che, ke koInAthI ene sukha maLI rahyuM che, bAkI hakIkatamAM to e duHkhI ja thaI rahyo hoya che. mane kahevA do, ke jenA mATe A duniyA lAkho ne karoDo pApo karI rahI che, jenA mATe A duniyA divasa-rAta heyA-hoLI karI rahI che, jenA mATe A duniyA AtmA ane paralokane bhUlI rahI che, jenA - 10 zaithad

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mATe A duniyA naraka ane tiryaMcanA duHkhonI bAbatamAM AMkha ADA kAna karI rahI che, e hakIkatamAM sukha nathI, paNa duHkha ja che. moharAjAe AkhI duniyAne UMdhA cazmA paherAvyA che ne eTale ja AkhI duniyA UMdhA ravADe doDI rahI che. kadAca, Ane pApa kahevAya eTaluM ya enA magajamAM bese ema nathI. dazavaikAlika Agama kahe che mUlameyamahammassa mahAdosasamussayaM maithuna e adharmanuM mULa che. maithuna e moTa-moTA doSono ukaraDo che. mAtra eka ja vAranA maithunamAM be thI nava lAkha jeTalA garbhaja paMcendriya manuSya jIvonI ghora hiMsA thAya che. mAtra eka ja vAranA maithunamAM asaMkhya saMmUrchima jIvonI katleAma thAya che. ane mAtra eka ja vAranA maithunamAM agaNita beIndriya jIvono kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya che. parama pAvana zrIbhagavatIsUtramAM nALikAnA udAharaNathI samajAvyuM che, ke maithunamAM keTalI badhI hiMsA rahelI che ! zuM ATaATalA jIvone motanI vedanA ApIne sukhI thavA javuM e vyAjabI kharuM ? e sukha pAchuM sAcuM nahIM, paNa ApaNuM mAneluM, bhrAmaka. hakIkatamAM du:kha ja. Let me say, A eka jAtanI krUratA paNa che ane eka jAtanI mUrkhatA paNa che. - chagane eka vAra enA bosane kahyuM, "mArI vAIphe kahyuM che, ke bosane kahejo ke pagAra vadhAre.'' bose javAba Apyo, "sAruM, huM mArI vAIphane pUchI laIza.'' A evuM pApa che, jemAM phasAyelo jIva haMmezA gulAma hoya che, parAdhIna hoya che, duHkhI hoya che. hakIkatamAM sukha bahAra che ja nahIM. sukha to bhItaramAM che. sukha AtmAmAM che ane ApaNA AtmasvarUpane pragaTa karatAM jinazAsanamAM che. je jyAM che ja nahIM, e tyAM kyAMthI maLe ? cakravartI maithuna 11

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ane devo paNa sukhI nathI hotA. seMkaDo ne hajAro rANI hovA chatAM rAjA maratA sudhI atRpta rahyA che. eka paNa mANasane tRti ApavI e paNa duniyAbharanA bhogonA gajA bahAranI vAta che. yAda karo sthUlibhadrajIne ane sudarzana zeThane. yAda karo sItAjIne ane aMjanAjIne. keTakeTalA viSama saMyogomAM paNa emaNe potAnuM zIla TakAvI rAkhyuM hatuM ! ApaNe to emanA vArasadAra chIe. emano amUlya vAraso ApaNe TakAvI rAkhIe. e ja bhAvanA saha viramuM chuM. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya, to micchAmi dukkaDam. maithad

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pAMcamuM pApasthAnaka regraha I ask you first a question. which sin is the biggest sin ? kayuM pApa sauthI moTuM pApa che ? koInI hatyA e moTuM pApa che ke saMgraha karavo e moTuM pApa ? Still we are in darkness. bAIkanA vhIla nIce galUDiyuM AvI gayuM to ApaNe gurudeva pAse prAyazcitta levA doDI gayA chIe. divALImAM gharanI sApha-sUpha karavA jatAM koI IMDuM phUTI gayuM. to ApaNe rotA rotA upAzrayamAM pahoMcI gayA chIe. paNa kadI ApaNe vedanA sAthe e pApanuM prAyazcitta levA gayA kharA? ke gurUdeva ! A varSe 10 lAkha vadhAre kamAyo chuM. A parigrahanuM bhayaMkara pApa mArAthI thaI gayuM che. No, we don't feel it as a sin. e ApaNane pApa lAgatuM ja nathI. to samajI lo ke je pApa ApaNane pApa ja na lAge, e sauthI moTuM pApa. hiMsA ane jUThanA pApamAM to hajI kadAca ApaNane pastAvo thaze, e pApa kadAca ApaNane raDAvaze. e pApanuM to kadAca zuddha prAyazcitta paNa thaze, parigrahanI bAbatamAM AvuM kazuM ja banatuM nathI. ane mATe ja A pApano mela ApaNA AtmA upara vadhu ne vadhu gADha thato jAya che. mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAjA jJAnasAramAM kahe che - parigraho grahaH ko'yaM viDambitajatrattrayaH ? zani ke maMgaLanA grahathI duniyA eTalI duHkhI nathI jeTalI e parigrahathI duHkhI che. kharekhara sauthI krUra koI graha hoya, to e parigraha ja che. parigraha 13

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chagana eka vAra lonAvAlA gayo hato. vaLatA ghATa para TeksI pUrapATa doDI rahI hatI. tyAM DrAIvare ekAeka cIsa pADI. chagane pUchyuM, "zuM thayuM ?" DrAIvara gabharAIne bolyo. "breka pheIla thaI gaI che. have zuM karazuM ?" chagana kahe, "ema kara, pahelA mITara baMdha karI de, bIjuM badhuM pachI joyuM jaze." parigraha. je badhuM bheguM karavA mATe huM mArI AkhI jiMdagI bagADI rahyo chuM, e badhuM bheguM thaIne mAruM mota to nahIM bagADI de ne? enI ciMtA ApaNane kharI? Remember, bheguM kareluM bheguM nahIM Ave, paNa bheguM karavA mATe bheguM kareluM pApa jarUra bheguM Avaze. jenA para ApaNane mamatva che, e kharekhara ApaNuM duzmana che. samajI lo ke kadAca marIne ApaNe ApaNI ja tijorImAM vAMdA ke garoLI tarIke janma levo paDaze. ApaNA ja sTempa-peparamAM kaMthavA thaIne kacarAI javuM paDaze, ApaNA ja phleTamAM karoLiyA thaIne jALA bAMdhavA paDaze ne ApaNI ja jamIna para ghAsa thaIne ugavuM paDaze. zuM ApyuM ApaNane parigrahe ? saMgharelo sApa paNa kAma lAgaze, e ApaNI junI gerasamaja che. hakIkatamAM saMgraha e ja sApa che. je divasa-rAta mANasane kAtila ThaMkha mArato rahe che. parigrahamAM ciMtA che. trAsa che, duHkhonA DuMgare DuMgarA che. sukha to che saMtoSamAM.sukha to che niHspRhatAmAM. cAha gayI ciMtA gayI manavA beparavAha jisako kachu na cAhiye vohI zahenazAha parigrahanuM pApa jyAre tamArA manamAM pravezatuM hoya, tyAre tame eka kalpanAcitrane juo. paramAtmA zrI mahAvIra svAmI dhyAnamagna che. upara AkAza ne nIce dharatI che. emanI pAse phUTI koDI ya nathI. are, emanA zarIra para vastra suddhA nathI. kazuM ya nathI. ne to ya parama prasannatA emanA mukha para chalakAI rahI che. emanA rome rome sukhanI saravANIo phUTI rahI che. keTalA sukhI che e ! jANe AkhI duniyAnA betAja bAdazAha parigraha 14

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che e. A ja batAve che, ke sukha kAMI meLavavAmAM nathI, sukha to tyAgamAM che. sukha koI vastu pAchaLa doDavAmAM nathI, sukha to ene choDavAmAM che. sukhanuM A sAyansa duniyAne samajAI jAya, to e keTalI sukhI thaI jAya ! kama se kama ApaNe ApaNAthI enI zarUAta karIe, e ja zubhecchA saha viramuM chuM. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya, to micchAmi dukkaDam. parigraha 15 Zuo

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chaThuM pApasthAnaka samavasaraNanI bAre parSadA bharAyelI hatI. prabhu vIranI amRtavANI khaLa khaLa vahI rahI che. samagra parSadAnA aMtaranA mela dhovAI rahyA che. dezanA pUrI thaI. prabhu vIranA prathama gaNadhara UbhA thayA. prabhune traNa pradakSiNA ApI. prabhune vaMdana karyA ane vinayapUrvaka eka prazna karyo, "he bhagavan! krodha karavAthI zuM phaLa maLe ?" badhAM jijJAsApUrvaka prabhunA mukha tarapha joI rahyA che, prabhu zuM javAba Apaze, tenuM badhAne kutUhala che, tyAM to prabhunA hoTha pharakyA, pharI e madhura ane gaMbhIra nAda vAtAvaraNamAM guMjI uThyo... gautama ! koI vyakti dezona pUrvakoTi sudhInuM utkRSTa samayanuM cAritra pALe enAthI ene je puNya ane je zuddhi maLI hoya, e badhuM ja puNya ane badhI ja zuddhi phakta eka muhUrtanA krodhathI baLIne khAkha thaI jAya." jaM ajjiyaM carittaM desUNAe vi puvvakoDIe / taM pi kasAiyamitto hArei Naro muhutteNa || This is the fact. krodhathI maLavAnuM kazuM ja nathI, ane gumAvavAnuM che sarvasva. zA mATe krodha karavo ? koI ApaNA kAbumAM nathI rahetuM eTalA mATe ? Well, jo ApaNuM mAthuM ya ApaNA kAbumAM na rahetuM hoya, to ApaNe bIjA to konA upara kAbu rAkhavAno Agraha rAkhI zakIe ? bIjI vAta, konA upara gusso karavo ? jeNe ApaNuM kAMI bagADyuM che, enA upara ? to pachI krodha upara ja gusso karavo joIe. kAraNa ke hakIkatamAM eNe ja ApaNuM bagADyuM che. chagana enI patnI mATe moMghI sADI laI Avyo. paNa patnI to gusse thaI gaI. chaganane khUba Azcarya thayuM. "tane gusso Ave che ?" patnI kahe, "mane kAMI kaho ja nahIM, mane bahu gusso Ave che." chagana kahe, "paNa zA mATe ? te Demand karI'tI evI sADI huM laI Avyo. - 16 kriodha

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e bhAre che, sArI paNa che ne tane game paNa che. barAbara ne ?" patnI kahe, "hA", chagana kahe, "to pachI tane gusso zA mATe Ave che ?" patnI kahe, "mane eTale gusso Ave che, ke meM je kahyuM e tame laI AvavAnA ja hatA, to meM nekalesa kema na maMgAvyo ?" Yes, Anger is always stupid. IZZLI SEl 21314gi gia g nathI. mANasa jyAre potAno Tempara gumAvato hoya che, tyAre e potAnuM ghaNuM badhuM gumAvato hoya che. duniyA kahe che ke gussAmAM mANasa saMbaMdhone gumAve che. sAyansa kahe che ke gussAmAM mANasa potAnA svAthyane gumAve che. bhagavAna kahe che ke gussAmAM mANasa saMbaMdha ane svAthyanI sAthe sAthe sukha-zAMti paNa gumAve che. prazamaratimAM kahyuM che - krodhaH paritApakaraH krodha e evI Aga che je jIvatA mANasane zake che. I ask you, gusso choDavo che ? If yes, to aham ane Agraha choDI do. A bemAMthI ja gussAno janma thato hoya che. bhagavAna to AnA karatAM paNa AgaLa hatA. parama pAvana zrI AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM appainne AvuM thAya, evo abhiprAya suddhA bhagavAnanA manamAM na hato. eka paNa upasarga vakhate prabhune leza mAtra gusso na'to Avyo. kAraNa ke zUlapANie Avo svabhAva rAkhavo joIe, caMDakauzike mArI sAthe AvuM vartana karavuM joIe. saMgame mane vagara vAMke herAna na karavo joIe. gozALAe mArA pratye kRtajJatA rAkhavI joIe, govALiyAe krUratA na dAkhavavI joIe, evo eka paNa abhiprAya prabhuno na hato. abhiprAya apekSAmAM pariName che, apekSA AgrahamAM pariName che, krodha. - 17

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Agraha krodhamAM pariName che. ane krodha durgatimAM pariName che. krodha karavo eTale bIjAnI bhUlanI sajA ApaNI jAtane ApavI. krodha karavo eTale AMkho baMdha karIne pUrapATa DrAIva karavuM. krodha karavo eTale ApaNA puNyanI tijorIne gaTaramAM khAlI karI devI. pAMca-paccIsa rUpiyA mATe parasevo pADatA ApaNe ApaNI amUlya saMpattine sAva ja veDaphI nAkhIe e kevuM ? Aje saMkalpa karIe-krodha to nahIM nahIM ne nahIM ja. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. krodha

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sAtamuM pApasthAnaka mAma lAkho varSothI duniyAnA vicArako ciMtana karatA AvyA che ke duHkhanuM mULa zuM che ? zuM pratikULatA e duHkhanuM mULa che ? nA, kAraNa ke pratikULatA veThIne ya mANasa sukhI thato hoya evuM dekhAya che, zuM duzmana e duHkhanuM mULa che ? nA, kAraNa ke duzmano hovA chatAM mANasa svastha hoya, evuM jovA maLe che. to pachI duHkhanuM mULa zuM che ? siddhasena divAkarasUri mahArAjAe dvAtriMzikA graMthamAM Ano sacoTa javAba Apyo che. duHkhamahaGkAraprabhavam duHkhanuM mULa che eka mAtra ahaMkAra. mANasa potAnA ahaMkArathI ja duHkhI hoya che. apamAna duHkhI nathI karatuM. paNa huM sammAnane ja lAyaka chuM Avo ahaM duHkhI kare che. azAtA duHkhI nathI karatI, paNa huM zAtAne ja yogya chuM. evo ahaM duHkhI kare che. nukazAna duHkhI nathI karatuM, paNa mane satata phAyado ja thayA kare, evI lAyakAta huM dharAvuM chuM Avo ahaM mANasane duHkhI kare che. A che sAtamuM pApasthAnaka mAna. duniyAnuM eka paNa pApa evuM nathI jemAM hiMsA na hoya. tame koI paNa pApanI vAta karo. yA emAM bIjA jIvanI hiMsA che. yA potAnA AtmaparikSaNanI hiMsA che. bIjA jIvanI hiMsA thAya ke na paNa thAya. potAnA AtmapariNAmanI hiMsA to dareka dareka pApamAM avazyapaNe hoya ja che. zikArIe bANa choDyuM. haraNa bacI gayuM, to ya hiMsA thaI che. konI hiMsA ? zikArInI potAnI hiMsA. mATe ja parama pAvana zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che - tumaMsi NAma sa cceva jaM haMtavvaM ti mannasi e tuM ja che jene tuM mAravA mATe Icche che. mAna 19

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hiMsA pApa che. kAraNa ke enAthI ApaNo AtmA ghAyala thAya che. jUTha pApa che kAraNa ke enAthI ApaNo AtmA jakhI thAya che. corI, mathuna ane parigraha pApa che. kAraNa ke enAthI ApaNo AtmA cUMthAI jAya che. krodha pApa che. kAraNa ke enAthI ApaNo AtmA DahoLAI jAya che. barAbara e ja rIte ahaMkAra e pApa che. kAraNa ke enAthI ApaNA AtmasvarUpanI katala thAya che. chagana eka vAra pAgalakhAnAnI mulAkAte gayo. eNe joyuM ke be pAgalo sakhata rIte jhagaDI paDelA. chevaTe bIjA pAgalo vacce paDyA. e baMnene eka moTA pAgala pAse laI gayA. baMnee potapotAno kesa raju karyo. eka kahe ""I'm prime minister of India." bIjo kahe, "No, I'm prime minister of India." chagana joI ja rahyo. e vicAravA lAgyo ke bhagavAna jANe. A moTo pAgala konI phevara karaze ! tyAM to eNe Disijana ApyuM. "Both cases are refused, Because I'm prime minister of India." moTA bhAganI duniyAnI sthiti A pAgalo jevI che. jemaNe potAne kAMIka samajI lIdhuM che. I'm something jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che ahaM mameti mantro'yaM mohasya jagadAndhyakRt ahaM ane mama - huM ane mAruM A mohano evo maMtra che jeNe AkhI duniyAne AMdhaLI karI dIdhI che. have karavuM zuM ? zI rIte A aMdhApo dUra karavo ? ayameva hi naJpUrvaH pratimantro'pi mohajit / huM ane mAruM A baMnenI AgaLa eka "na' lagADI do mAna

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to A aMdhApo dUra thaI jaze. 'ta huM 'na mAruM I'm nothing I have nothing basa, AkhI duniyAnI samasyAo pUrI. kalikAlasarvajJe yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke ApaNe je je vastunuM abhimAna karIe, te te vastune ApaNe gumAvI daIe chIe. paisAnuM abhimAna karazo to paisAne gumAvI dezo. rUpanuM abhimAna karazo to rUpa gumAvI dezo. baLanuM abhimAna karazo to baLa gumAvI dezo. jJAnanuM abhimAna karazo to jJAna gumAvI dezo. hakIkatamAM ApaNI pAse evuM che ja zuM ? jene ApaNe abhimAna karIe ? pUrvanA mahApuruSonuM je puNya hatuM. emanI je zakti hatI. emano je prabhAva hato, enI kamparamAM ApaNe kyAM ? keTalA ApaNA doSo...! keTalA pApo..! keTakeTalI bhUlo..! e badhAno vicAra karIe to abhimAnano aMza paNa ApaNAmAM na rahe. ahane jItavAmAM ApaNe sahu saphaLa banIe e ja bhAvanA saha viramuM chuM. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. mAna

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AThamuM pApasthAnaka mAyA cauda pUrvenuM navanIta je AgamamAM samAyeluM che. te parama pAvana zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra. temAM mAyAnuM phaLa batAvatA kahyuM che - mAyA mittANi NAsei / / mAyA mitrono nAza kare che. mitro enA thaI zake, je saraLa hoya. jenA manamAM kaMIka bIjuM hoya, bolavAnuM kaMIka juduM hoya ane karavAnuM kAMIka trIjuM ja hoya, enA mitro enAthI trAsI jAya che. ane dhIme dhIme enI mitratA choDI de che. bIjAne chetarIne je mANasa harakhAya che. e hakIkatamAM aMdhArAmAM hoya che. puSpamAlA graMthamAM kahyuM che ke bhuvaNaM vaMcayamANA vaMcayaMte svameva hi jeo duniyAne chetare che, teo hakIkatamAM potAnI jAtane ja chetare che. mitro dUra thAya e to bahu nAnuM phaLa che. mAyA karavAthI sukhazAMti paNa dUra thAya che. ane sadgati paNa dUra thAya che. tiryaMcagatimAM mAyAnI pradhAnatA hoya che. mAnavabhava pAmIne jeo mAyAne choDI zakatA nathI, Dagale ne pagale mAyA karyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI, teone bhavAMtaramAM tiryaMcagatimAM javuM paDe che. parama pAvana Agama zrI sUtrakRtAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che - AgantA gabbhA aNaMtaso je ghora tapa karIne zarIrane sAva ja sUkalakaDI karI de paNa mAyA na choDI zake, te anaMtavAra garbhavAsa le che. mAyI

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mane kahevA do, ke koIne chetarIne ApaNane je maLe che, tenI kiMmata ApaNe anaMta vAra jAnavaranA avatAro laIne, anaMta vAra kIDA-makoDAnA avatAro laIne ane anaMta kALa nigodanI jelamAM pUrAIne cUkavavI paDe che. parama pAvana zrI AcArAMgasUtra kahe che - mAI pamAI puNa ei gabhaM je mAyAvI che ane je pramAdI che tene pharI pharI garbhavAsamAM AvavuM paDe che. zuM A kiMmata cUkavavAnI ApaNI taiyArI che kharI ? prabhu parama karUNAthI ApaNane rokI rahyA che, rahevA de bhAI, A sodo karavA jevo nathI. kamAvAnuM AmAM kazuM nathI ane je gumAvavAnuM che eno koI pAra nathI. ' chagane eka vAra cazmAnI dukAna kholI. vekezanamAM eno dIkaro ya dukAne besavA lAgyo. eka vAra dIkarAe pUchyuM. "pappA, A phremano bhAva zuM che ?" chagana kahe, "tuM sAva DaphoLano DaphoLa ja rahyo. AvI rIte bhAva nA pUchAya." dIkaro kahe, "to kevI rIte pUchAya ?" chagana kahe, "jo, gharAka phremane pasaMda karI le ane kiMmata pUche, eTale kahevAnuM - hajAra rUpiyA... thoDuM aTakIne jovAnuM ke e thaDake che ? jo e na thaDake to kahevAnuM - phremanA. ane hajAra rUpiyA... jarAka aTakavAnuM ane jovAnuM ke e thaDake che ? jo na thaDake to bhAra daIne kahevAnuM - dareka glAsanA. Well, gharAka ullu banI jaze, doDha-be hajAra vadhArAnA maLI jaze, paNa e ullu banelo gharAka ghare jaIne ghasaghasATa sUI gayo hoya, ane pelo hoMziyAra dukAnadAra aDadhI rAte ya paDakhAM pheravyA karato hoya, to kharA arthamAM ullu koNa banyuM ? saraLatA ane pAradarzakatA e ApaNI kharI samRddhi che. ene raphedaphe karIne be paisA maLatA paNa hoya, to ene nA kahI dejo. mAyAvI chetarIne paNa duHkhI ja hoya che, saraLa vyakti chetarAIne paNa sukhI ja hoya che. mAyAvI kAMI pAmIne ya hakIkatamAM gumAvato hoya mAyA. 23

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che. saraLa kAMI gumAvIne paNa hakIkatamAM pAmato hoya che. bALaka badhAMne game che. kAraNa ke e saraLa che. lokapriyatA e saraLatAnuM sIdhuM pariNAma che. mAyAvI potAnA karatUtothI ulTuM lokomAM aLakhAmaNo thato hoya che. mAyAnuM sauthI moTuM nukazAna e che ke enAthI AtmAnI zuddhi thavI azakya banI jAya che. karuNAsAgara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmIe uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che sohI u ujjubhUyassa je saraLa hoya enI ja zuddhi thaI zake. mAyAnA pApe rukamI rAjAnA eka lAkha bhava vadhI gayA. mAyAnA pApe lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIne asaMkhya kALanI rajhaLapATa karavI paDI. zuM A pariNAmo ApaNane maMjUra che ? jo nA, to Aje saMkalpa karIe, mAre haMmezA bALaka jevA saraLa banI rahevuM che. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya, to micchAmi dukkaDam. 24 mAyA

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navamuM pApasthAnaka cho. nAkhI cagI gayo cAra gaNo potAnA lakSyane AMbavA mATe eka pravAsI nIkaLyo che. enA rastAnI bAjumAM eka nAno khADo Ave che. e khADo joIne e pravAsIne kAMIka adhurapano anubhava thAya che. enI yAtrAne bAju para mUkIne e kyAMkathI thoDI mATI laI Ave che. e khADAmAM nAkhI de che. ene ema ke AnAthI e khADo pUrAI jaze. paNa A zuM? jevI eNe mATI nAMkhI, ke tarata ja e khADo vadhu UMDo thaI gayo. e pravAsI to sAva ja bhoMTho paDI gayo. have zuM karavuM ? A to adhurapa vadhI gaI. pharI e kAme lAgI gayo. Ama tema bhaTakIne ghaNI badhI mATI laI Avyo. nAkhI e khADAmAM. ne gajaba... e khADo ulTAno cAra gaNo UMDo thaI gayo. e pravAsI behada duHkhI thaI gayo. pharI e mATI bhegI karavA macI paDyo. pharI khADo pUryo... bilkala pUrAvAne badale e khADo hajI vadhu UMDo thaI gayo. pharI mATI.... yAtrA bAju para rahI gaI. lakSya bhUlAI gayuM. pravAsInI gADI ADe pATe caDI gaI. e hAMphI gayo. e herAna-parezAna thaI gayo. e duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayo. ne to ya.. enI adhurapanI pIDA, eno khADo pUravAno prayAsa... A badhuM cAlu ne cAlu ja rahyuM. e pravAsI eTale ApaNe pote. lakSya eTale mokSa ane yAtrA eTale mokSamArganI ArAdhanA. A yAtrAmAM eka khADo Ave che. A khADo eTale lobha. tRSNA. enI vizeSatA kaho ke vicitratA kaho, jema jema ene pUravAno prayAsa karo tema tema e vadhu ne vadhu khodAto jAya che. lobhakhAniragAdheyaM, duSpUrA kena pUryate ? yA tAM pUriyituM kSiptaiH, pUraNaireva khanyate // lobhanI A khANa agAdha che. lobha _ 25

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ene pUravI e bahu muzkela che. ene pUravA mATe emAM je je nAMkho enAthI ja e vadhu ne vadhu khodAtI jAya che. chagana eka vAra rastA parathI jato hato. ene rastA parathI eka ghoDAnI nALa maLI. e rAjIno reDa thaI gayo. e nAcavA ne kUdavA ja lAgyo. lokoe ene pUchyuM, "zuM thayuM ?" chagana to evo nAce... evo nAce. loko kahe, "thayuM zuM e to kahe." chagane pelI nALa batADIne kahyuM, "have traNa nALa ne eka ghoDo ja bAkI rahyo." jANe e badhuM ya rastA parathI maLI jaze. bicAro chagana.. lobha eka jAtano mAnasika roga che. e eka jAtanuM gAMDapaNa che. eka prakArano vaLagADa che. e jene vaLage che. e mANasa mota sudhI doDyA ja kare che. doDyA ja kare che, doDyA ja kare che. - I ask you one question, zuM lobha tamane pApa lAge che kharuM ? tamane kaMIka joItuM hoya, to tame kaMIka bhUla karI rahyA cho, evuM tamArA magajamAM bese kharuM ? lobhamAM zuM pApa, e kadAca ApaNo prazna che, lobha e sarva pApano bApa, e jJAnIono javAba che. parama pAvana Agama zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra kahe che - loho savvaviNAsaNo lobha sarvanAza notare che. devo paNa je pApathI kharaDAyelA che, e pApa che lobha. kSapakazreNimAM dazamA guNasthAnaka sudhI je pApa AtmAno pIcho nathI choDatuM, e pApa che lobha. duniyAnA moTA bhAganA jIvone paLe paLe je pApa satAve che, e pApa che lobha. mammaNa zeTha sAtamI narake gayA e to ApaNane badhAne khabara che. lobha 26

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paNa e zA mATe sAtamI narake gayA e khabara che ? tame jene jalasA kaho ke tAgaDadhinnA kaho, evuM kazuM ja mammaNa zeThe karyuM na hatuM. e to bicAro tela ne coLA khAto hato, phATelA kapaDA paherato hato. to ya e narake gayo, che...ka sAtamI narake. zA mATe ? kAraNa e ja hatuM - lobha. AjanA lobhIonI hAlata kadAca makhkhaNa karatAM ya kharAba thavAnI che. zAstramAM kyAMya evuM nathI lakhyuM ke mammaNe corI karI. zAstramAM kyAMya evuM nathI lakhyuM ke mammaNe anIti karI. e to kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM nadImAMthI lAkaDuM kADhavA mATe majUrI karato hato. toya lobhanA kAraNe e sAtamI narake gayo. Think well. ApaNuM zuM thaze ? lobha ne thobha kahI daIe ane saMtoSane AtmasAt karI laIe, emAM ja ApaNuM kalyANa che. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. lobha

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dazamuM pApasthAnaka caga ApaNI barAbara nIce asaMkhya asaMkhya asaMkhya yojano pasAra thaI jAya tyAM eka vyakti bUmo pADI rahI che - brahmadatta... brahmadatta.. brahmadatta. ane e vyaktinI paNa asaMkhya yojano nIce eka vyakti bUmo pADI rahI che.. kurumatI... kurumatI... kurumatI.. baMne asahya vedanAne bhogavI rahyA che, evI vedanA ke je ahIMnA katalakhAnAonI vedanAne paNa sArI kahevaDAve... hajI to emaNe asaMkhya asaMkhya asaMkhya.. karoDo abajo asaMkhya varSo sudhI e bhayAnaka vedanAne sahana karavAnI che. What do you think ? kayuM pApa karyu haze emaNe ? Yes, that was rAga. e baMne pUrvabhavamAM eka bIjAnA rAgamAM lapaTAyA hatAM. brahmadatta chellA zvAsa sudhI kurumatIno rAga choDI zakyo na hato. kurumatI... kurumatI... karatA karatA ja e mRtyu pAmyo ane eno AtmA sIdho sAtamI narakamAM jato rahyo. kurumatI brahmadattanA rAganA pApe marIne sIdhI chaThThI narakamAM pahoMcI gaI. Please tell me, kurumatIe brahmadattane zuM ApyuM ? ane brahmadatte kurumatIne zuM ApyuM ? mane kahevA do, ke teo jene sauthI vadhu cAhatA hatA, teo jenA premamAM pAgala hatA, te ja temanA kharA duzmana hatAM. samAdhitaMtramAM kahyuM che mUDhAtmA yatra vizvasta stato nAnyad bhayAspadam / yato bhItastato nAnya-dabhayaM sthAnamAtmanaH | -- rAgIne je game che e ja enA mATe sauthI vadhu bhayaMkara hoya che. rANI AtmatinI je vAtathI DarIne dUra bhAgato hoya che. enA jevuM AtmAnuM abhaya-sthAna bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. 28 rANa

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chagana thAkI pAkIne ophisathI ghare Avyo. baMne dIkarAo vacce khAra laDAI jAmI hatI. chaganano pitto gayo. eNe rItasaranI rADa pADI, "tame be Akho divasa jhagaDyA ja karo cho, tamArA vacce manameLa ja nathI." nAno dIkaro kahe, "nA pappA, amAro haMmezA manameLa hoya che. amArA baMnenuM mana eka ja che. mAre paNa moTuM epala khAvuM che ane bhAIne paNa moTuM epala khAvuM che." jyAM rAga che tyAM yuddha che. tyAM azAMti che. tyAM saMkleza che. rAga e nAga che. je ApaNe samajI paNa na zakIe, e rIte ApaNane kAtila DaMkha mArato rahe che. AkhA saMsAranuM... cAra gatinA duHkhonuM. coryAzI lAkha yoninI rajhaLapATanuM koI mULa hoya, to e che rAga. eka mAtra rAga. rAga cAhe paisAno hoya, strIno hoya, zarIrano hoya. sattAno hoya ke sammAnano hoya, e ApaNane eTalA mATe ja thAya che, ke ApaNe te te padArthone barAbara oLakhyA ja nathI. saMsArano eka paNa padArtha evo nathI, ke jenI evI lAyakAta hoya ke ApaNe enA para rAga karIe ne e rAga yogya hoya. rAgathI chUTavAno A ja upAya che. e vastune oLakho. barAbara oLakho. ene mAtra uparachallI dRSTie nahIM juo. ene Ara-pAra juo. eno mAtra vartamAna na juo, enA bhUta-bhAvi paNa juo. ne A badhuM jo juo, to khalAsa, e ja kSaNe rAga ogaLI gayA vinA raheze nahIM. 1444 graMtha kartA pU.haribhadrasUri mahArAjA yogazatakanI TIkAmAM kahe atattvadarzananibandhano hi rAgaH sa hi tattvadarzane nivartata eva | khoTuM jovAnA kAraNe ja rAga thato hoya che. jyAre sAcuM jovAmAM Ave tyAre to e rAgane dUra thaye ja chUTako che. rAga ra9

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dIkarAno kharo cahero parakhAI jAya, tyAre enA para rAga kyAM rahe che ? pacAsa varSa pachInI sthiti samajAI jAya. to strInA rUpa upara rAga kyAM jAgI zake che ? paisAno aMtima aMjAma samajAI jAya. to pachI enA parano moha kyAM Ubho rahe che ? - eka bhUMDane ukaraDA ane bhUMDaNa para je rAga thAya che ane ApaNane ApaNA viSayomAM je rAga thAya che, e be vacce hakIkatamAM koI ja pharaka nathI, kAraNa ke aNasamaja to baMne bAju samAna ja che. Let's beat our rAga. e sivAya mokSa maLe evI koI ja zakyatA nathI. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 30 rANa

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agiyAramuM pApathAnaka zreSTha mittI me selvamUPsu - A jinazAsanamAM enTara thavA mATeno enTrI pAsa che. bhagavAna kahe che, ke jyAM sudhI duniyAnA eka paNa jIva pratye tArA hRdayamAM dveSabhAva che, tyAM sudhI tane mArA zAsanamAM praveza maLavo zakya nathI. mAtra sAmAyika-pUjA karIne jo ApaNe ApaNI jAtane jinazAsananA sabhya mAnatA hoIe, to hajI ApaNe jinazAsananA tattvane barAbara samajyA nathI. AtmanirIkSaNa karo, konA pratye ApaNA dilamAM dveSa che ? enA pratyenI ApaNA hRdayanI badhI ja kaDavAza kADhI nAkho. hRdayamAM enA pratye maitrIbhAvanuM mAdhurya bharI do. jinazAsana kahe che, AnA vinA bIjI badhI ArAdhanAo vyartha thaI jaze. samarAdityakathAmAM kahyuM che - egassa tao mokakho'NaMto bIyassa saMsAro / upazamabhAvano guNAkAro karIne guNasenano jIva mokSe jato rahyo ane dveSabhAvanA guNAkAro karIne agnizarmAno jIva anaMta saMsAranI vATe caDI gayo. bIjAe zuM bhUla karI ? eno zuM vAMka hato ? ApaNo zuM bacAva hato ? evuM kazuM ja jovA ke sAMbhaLavA mATe karmasattA taiyAra nathI. karmasattAnI to eka ja vAta che. ke tame dveSa karyo ne ? have tame enuM phaLa bhogavo. - Please tell me, ApaNe zA mATe dveSa karazuM ? koIe ApaNane herAna karyA mATe ? to e to ApaNA ja karmanuM phaLa hatuM. sAmI vyakti to nimittamAtra hatI. enA para dveSa karIne ApaNe pharI karmo bAMdhavA ? ne pharI duHkhI thavuM ? dveSa 31

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zA mATe ApaNe dveSa karazuM ? koI vyakti kharAba che - doSita che mATe ? to e bicArI enA karmonuM phaLa bhogavavAnI ja che, to ApaNe paDelAne lAta mArazuM ? enA para dveSa karIne ApaNe ya doSita thaI jazuM? to pachI ApaNAmAM ne enAmAM pharaka ja zuM raheze? ne pachI ApaNe ene dhikkArIe e paNa zI rIte yogya Tharaze ? duniyAnI pApIthI ya pApI, nIcathI paNa nIca vyakita hoya, enA upara paNa dveSa karavo e ucita nathI ja. ucita che jIva mAtra pratye maitrIbhAva. ucita che guNavAno pratye pramodabhAva. ucita che duHkhI pratye karuNAbhAva ane ucita pApI pratye mAdhyacyabhAva. asadbhAva, dveSabhAva, verabhAva e sarvathA anucita che. chagana eka vAra TahelavA nIkaLyo. tyAM to bAjunA makAnanI bArImAMthI eka IMTa paDI. chagana jarAka mATe bacI gayo, nahIM to mAthuM ja phUTI jAta. chagana dhuApuA thaI gayo. IMTa upADIne e makAnamAM jato rahyo... batAvI dauM ene... samaje che zuM enA manamAM... ThokI ja dauM ene.. AvA vicAronA dhamasANamAM chagana dhaDAdhaDa dAdarA caDato hato. tyAM daravAjo AvI gayo. chagane IMTathI ja daravAjo khakhaDAvyo. dhADuM dhADu dhA..... ne bAraNuM khulyuM. sAme doDhaso kilo vajanavALo ne cha phUTanI hAITavALo pahelavAna Ubho che. chagananA to ene jotAnI sAthe motiyA marI gayA. e rItasara dhrujavA lAgyo. pelA pahelavAne to trADa nAkhI... "ave vecA hai re ?" chagana bolI zakato nathI. te ta.pha pha. thAya che. zuM kahevuM e ya sUjhatuM nathI. tyAM to pahelavAne hajI jorathI trADa nAkhI, "vota vayoM gayA ?" chagana mAMDa mAMDa bolyo. " ApI Ta zira 11 thI na, to tene jo mAyA " bhale hasavAnI vAta che. paNa bhagavAna ema kahe che, ke jo zarIranI surakSA mATe dveSabhAva para vijaya meLavI zakAto hoya, to AtmAnI surakSA mATe dveSabhAva para vijaya kema na meLavI zakAya? pahelavAna kadAca vadhumAM _ 32 dveSa

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vadhu eka mRtyu Apaze. dveSabhAva anaMta mRtyu Apaze. DaravuM hoya to bhItaranA doSothI Daro. bahAra koIthI DaravAnI jarUra ja nathI. ApaNI ane mokSanI vacce be ja vastu che. rAga ane dveSa. e baMne jatA rahe, eTale mokSa ApaNA hAthaveMtamAM che. tripiTaka graMthamAM kahyuM mIrAgo tti mavA, moSo tti mavA || rAga bhAMgI jAya eTale tame bhagavAna. dveSa bhAMgI jAya eTale tame bhagavAna. A jIvanamAM AthI vadhu bIjuM kazuM ja karavA jevuM nathI. ane AthI vadhu bIjuM kazuM ja karavA jevuM nathI. ane AthI vadhu bIjuM kAMI che paNa nahIM. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 33

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bAramuM pApasthAnaka kalaha kalahano artha che yuddha- laDAI-phAITiMga-jhagaDo. keTalAka loko evA hoya che, jemane jhagaDo na kare to cena na paDe. keTalAka loko evA hoya che ke jemane DhizUma DhisUma vALI muvI jovAnI khUba ja majA Ave che. keTalAka bALakonuM priya ramakaDuM pistola hoya che. ne priya viDiyo gema phAyariMganI hoya che. A badhuM ja pApasthAnaka che. kalahane kAraNe duniyAmAM vakhatovakhata lAkho ne karoDo mANaso maratA AvyA che. kalahane kAraNe lohInI nadIo vahI che. kalahane kAraNe verabhAvanI hoLIo saLagI che. kalahane kAraNe sukha-zAMtinuM satyAnAza nIkaLI gayuM che. sukhI thavA mATe kalaha karavo, e jIvavA mATe jhera khAvA barAbara che. nItivAkyAmRta graMthamAM lakhyuM che. puSpairapi yuddhaM nItivido necchanti jeo nItinA jANakAro che, teo to phUlothI paNa yuddha karavA IcchatA nathI. yuddha ja kharAba. pachI e zastrothI hoya ke phUlothI hoya. ApaNe to ApaNA doSo sAthe laDavAnuM che. emanA para vijaya meLavavAno che. ApaNA jIvananI sArthakatA emAM ja rahelI che. parama pAvana Agama zrI AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che - judhArihaM khalu dullahaM A bhava - A sAmagrI kharekhara durlabha che eno upayoga bhItaranA doSonI sAthe yuddha karavAmAM ja karavA jevI che. A ja che ApaNI zUravIratAnuM kharU kAryakSetra. jo A kharUM kAma bAkI 34 kalaha

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rahI jatuM hoya, to bahAra ApaNe game teTalI uthala-pAthala karIe. game teTalAne cUpa karI daIe, game teTalA para vijaya meLavI laIe. e badhAno kazo ja artha raheto nathI. - chaganano chokaro eka vAra skulamAM ghaNo moDo Avyo. Ticare ene rijhana pUchyuM, e kahe, "mArA mammI-pappA phAITIMga karatA'tAM eTale..." Ticara kahe "emAM tuM moDo kema Avyo ?" e kahe, "mammI-pappA mArA ja bUTathI phAITIMga karatAM'tAM." pati ke patnI para zUrAtana batAvavuM saheluM che, sAsu ke vahu para ruAba mAravo hajI sahelo che. nokara ke paDozI sAthe taDAphaDI karI devI biskula kaThina nathI. kharuM sattva joIe che bhItaranI viSayavAsanAne jItavAmAM, kharuM baLa joIe che pramAdone samApta karI devAmAM. ahIM jeno patro TUMko paDe che, e bahAra kadAca AkhI duniyAne jItI le, to ya hakIkatamAM e parAjita che, hArelo che. parama pAvana Agama uttarAdhyayana sUtra kahe che - egaM jiNejja appANaM eso se paramo jao eka potAnI jAtane jItI le e parama vijaya che. eka kUtarAnI lAIphane kadI tame joI che ? enuM khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM, rahevAnuM, sUvAnuM. kazuM ja nizcita nahIM. sIdhA zabdomAM kahIe to koI ja jAtanuM ThekANuM nahIM. ahIM jAya to tyAM badhA ha ha kare ane tyAM jAya to tyAM badhA ha ha kare, Aje thoDuM khAvAnuM maLyuM ne kAle kadAca bhUkhyA ya rahevuM paDe. ThaMDI-garamI-varasAda All seasons are the tuftimes for him. Can you imagine ? How is his life ? ugi sal badhAM duHkhonI vacce ya jo teo paraspara jhagaDe nahIM ne, to ya teo thoDA sukhI thaI jAya. bIjA kUtarA sAme ghurakiyA karavA, jora jorathI bhasavuM, doDavuM, pAchaLa paDI javuM ne karaDI khAvA sudhInA prayatno karavA... A badhI laDa 35

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vRttithI kUtaro zuM kare che ? He just makes his tuf-time more horrible. Are you agree with me. O.K. Now I come to the point. eka kUtarAnI lAIphamAM enI rItanA du:kho hoya che. tema ApaNI lAIphamAM ApaNI rItanA duHkho hoya che. duHkho to ApaNe paNa che ja. uparathI Ajano mANasa ghaNI bAbatomAM kUtarA karatAM paNa vadhu kharAba jiMdagI jIvato hoya che. paNa to ya jo e paraspara jhagaDavAnuM choDI de, to ya e kaMIka sukhI thaI jAya. bIjA sAthe bolAcAlI karavI, gALAgALI karavI. mArAmArI para AvI javuM, korTa sudhI javuM A badhuM ja potAnA paga para kuhADo mAravA jevuM che. kalaha badhI rIte kharAba che. Aloka mATe paNa ane paraloka mATe paNa. Let's be free from it. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 36 kalaha

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teramuM pApasthAnaka abhyAkhyAma eka gharamAM derANI ane jeThANIno jhagaDo thayo. derANIe AvezamAM ne AvezamAM jeThANIne kahI dIdhuM - "ATalo badho ruvAba zAno mAro cho ? tame to vAMjhiyaNa cho vAMjhiyaNa. sAta varasa thayA laganane, hajI sudhI eke ya chokaruM thayuM che ?" vAta pUrI. jeThANI emanA rUmamAM jatAM rahyA. bAraNuM baMdha thaI gayuM. eka kAgaLamAM jeThANIe lakhyuM, "vAMjhiyaNa - evuM maheNuM sahana na thavAthI huM mAruM jIvana TUMkAvI rahI chuM.' khAsso samaya thayo. daravAjo khulyo ja nahIM. che'ka emanA pati AvyA tyAre temaNe daravAjo kholyo. aMdaranuM dazya joIne e bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDyA. paMkhA upara phAMso khAdhelI emanI patnInI lAza laTakatI hatI. nAno bhAI bhAbhI doDI AvyA. dazya joIne avAcaka thaI gayA. nAnA bhAIe ciTThI vAMcI. tarata phADI nAkhI. moTA bhAIne hospiTalamAM eDamiTa karyA. smazAnayAtrA nIkaLI. moTA bhAI ghare to AvyA paNa satata raDatA rahyA ne bolatA rahyA. Akhare eNe zA mATe ...? nAnA bhAI ane bhAbhI hRdayamAM e bojo bharIne beThA hatA. jene jIvanaparyaMta teo utArI zake tema na hatA. -- A che pApasthAnaka... abhyAkhyAna.. koInA upara koI doSanuM AropaNa. dekhItI rIte kadAca e nAnuM pApa lAge. But we can see, pApa kadI nAnuM hotuM ja nathI. parama pAvana Agama zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che kANaM kANeti No vae / kANAne paNa kANo na kahevo. teNaM core tti No vae / abhyAkhyAna 37 -- Zuo

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corane paNa cora na kahevo. dharma to ghaNI UMcI vastu che, ApaNI mAnavatA ane ApaNI sajjanatA paNa ApaNane abhyAkhyAna karavAthI roke che. koIe eka vAra chaganane kahyuM, "tuM magana mATe ghaNuM sAruM bole che, paNa magana tArA mATe ghaNuM kharAba bole che." chagana ciDAIne bolyo, "ame baMne khoTuM bolIe chIe." abhyAkhyAna koIne ya gamatuM nathI. We Know very well. ApaNane ya nathI gamatuM. bIjAne nahIM gamatuM karIne ApaNe zuM kamANI karI? bIjAne aLakhAmaNA thayA. saMbaMdha bagaDyo. ApaNuM ne enuM mAthuM kharAba karyuM. tyAre simyuezana AnA karatA paNa bagaDaze. This is nothing but a pure foolishness. abhyAkhyAnane choDavuM hoya, to enI zarUAta AMkhathI karavI joIe. badhAMne mIThI najarathI juo. AMkhomAM amI bharI lo. badhAM sArAM che. khUba sArA che, ema mAnIne cAlo. AvuM mAnIne cAlavAthI pahelo phAyado e thAya che, ke sAmevALI vyakti kadAca kharAba paNa hoya, to ya tamArI sAthe to sArI rIte ja vartana karaze. bIjo phAyado e che ke aMtarathI bIjAne sArAM ja mAnyA haze, to kadI paNa temanA mATe abhyAkhyAna karavAno prasaMga ja nahIM bane. ApaNuM hRdaya, ApaNI AMkha ane ApaNI jIbha- jo ATaluM amImAM jhaboLI daIe to ApaNuM AkhuM ya jIvatara ne janmojanama dhanya thaI jAya. abhyAkhyAna e hiMsA che. zastro dvArA thatI hiMsA karatAM paNa A hiMsA vadhu bhayaMkara che. kAraNa ke zastronA ghA hajI kyAreka rujhAya che. zabdonA ghA rujhAtA nathI. mahAbhAratamAM kahyuM che - rohate sAyakairviddhaM vanaM parazunA hatam / vAcA duruktaM bIbhatsaM, na saMrohati vAkkSatam // 38 - abhyAkhyAna

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je jaMgala bANothI vIMdhAI gayuM hoya ane kuhADAothI chinna bhinna thaI gayuM hoya, e pharI ugI nIkaLe che. paNa marmavedhI kharAba zabdothI vANI dvArA je prahAro karavAmAM AvyA hoya, enA ghA rujhAtA nathI. eka bAju kIDInI paNa dayA karanArA ApaNe paMcendriya manuSyanI AvI bhayaMkara hiMsAmAM nimitta na banI jaIe, e mAtrane mAtra abhyAkhyAnatyAgathI ja zakya banI zake tema che. Let's try for it. jinAjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. abhyAkhyAna 39

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vaizunya paizunyano artha che cADIcugalI - game tyAMthI bIjAnA doSo jovAnI vRtti. hRdayamAM IrSyAnuM jhera hoya ane AMkhomAM tIkhAza hoya e pezunya che. mANasa hakIkatamAM bIjA koIne nathI joto. potAnI jAtane jue che. jevo e pote che, evA ene bIjA dekhAya che. koI sajjanane pUcho ke duniyA kevI che ? e kaheze - duniyA sajjana che. koI durjanane pUcho ke duniyA kevI che ? e kaheze - duniyA durjana che. We see ourself only. - caudamuM pApasthAnaka bhISma pitAmahe eka vAra duryodhana ane yudhiSThirane bolAvyA. baMnene kAgaLa ane kalama ApI. duryodhanane kahyuM ke AkhA hastinApuranA sajjano nuM lisTa karI lAva. yudhiSThirane kahyuM ke AkhA hastinApuranA durjanonuM lisTa karI lAva. sAMje baMne hAjara thayA. baMnenA kAgaLa sAva korA hatA. nagara enuM e ja hatuM. tyAM coro, jugArIo ane dArUDiyA paNa hatA ane saMto, sajjano ane dAnavIro paNa hatAM. chatAM yudhiSThirane koI durjana na lAgyuM ane duryodhanane koI sajjana na lAgyuM. duniyA anAdikALathI AvI ne AvI ja che. zAstro kahe che na kadAcidanIdRzaM jagat duniyA kyAre paNa AvI na hatI, evuM nathI. duniyAmAM durjano paNa haMmezA rahevAnA ane sajjano paNa haMmezA rahevAnA. rAma ke jamAne meM bhI rAvaNa kA vaMza thA kRSNa ke samaya meM bhI mojUda kaMsa thA, itihAsa meM kabhI aisA samaya nahIM AyA jaba sarovara meM baga nahIM kevala haMsa thA / 40 pazunya

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lAkha rUpiyAno savAla e ja che ke ApaNane zuM dekhAya che ? durjanane ApaNe sajjana tarIke joIzuM, to enAthI durjana sajana thaI javAno - evuM to DephineTalI na kahI zakAya, paNa enAthI ApaNI sajjanatA surakSita thaI javAnI, eTaluM DephineTa che. chaganathI eka vAra bahu moTI bhUla thaI gaI. e bhUla jAhera thaI jAya, to chagananI bahu moTI badanAmI thaI jAya evuM hatuM. kamanasIbe eka pAMca varSano TeNiyo chagananI A bhUla joI gayo hato. chagane e TeNiyAne kahyuM, "jo tuM A vAta koIne nahIM kahe ne, to huM tane sarasa cokaleTa ApIza." TeNiyo ya jabaro nIkaLyo. e kahe, "mane cokaleTa nathI bhAvatI.' chagane kahyuM, "tuM A vAta ekadama khAnagI rAkhIza to huM tane navuM krikeTa-beTa ApIza. TeNiyAe tarata chaNako karyo. "e to mArI pAse che." chagana kahe, "huM tane sarasa jinsa apAvIza." TeNiyAe dharAra virodha noMdhAvyo. enuM mAre zuM karavuM che ?" have chagana akaLAyo, bola, to tAre zuM karavuM che ?" TeNiyo lucce hasIne bolyo, "mAre to A vAta badhAne kahevI che." paizunya e negeTivano pakSapAta che. mIDiyA negeTIvane ja pramoTa kare che. e samAjanA pazunyanuM pratika che. chAtI para hAtha rAkhIne ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchIe, ke ApaNane sArI ghaTanAnA samAcAramAM vadhAre rasa che ? ke kharAba ghaTanAnA samAcAramAM ? mAnavatAnuM koI sAruM kAma thayuM hoya enA NewsnuM ApaNane vadhAre AkarSaNa che ? ke pachI khUna, corI ne kaubhAMDonA NewsnuM ApaNane vadhAre AkarSaNa che ? mane kahevA do ke bahArathI ApaNe bhale yudhiSThirane pasaMda karatA hoIe, bhItarathI ApaNA hRdaya siMhAsana para to ApaNe duryodhanane ja besADyo che. asat - no A pakSapAta ja sAbita kare che, ke bhItarathI ApaNe duryodhana ja chIe. jyAre ApaNI potAnI ja kanDizana ATalI siriyasa che, tyAre ApaNe paizunya. 41.

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bIjAnI IrSyA karIe, emanA doSo joIe, emanI cADI-cugalI karIe ane emane durjana tarIke sAbita karavA mATe mathAmaNa karIe, e keTalI karuNa vAta ! duniyAno dareka jIva hakIkatamAM siddhano AtmA che. sonAnI lagaDI zo-rUmamAM hoya ke gaTaramAM hoya, e sonAnI lagaDI ja che, enI kiMmatamAM koI ja phera paDato nathI. AtmA para karmono kacaro ne doSonI gaMdakI lAgI hoya, to ya enA bhItaranA siddhasvarUpane koI phera paDato nathI. AkhI duniyAmAM ApaNe bhagavAna joIe ane pezunyanA pApathI mukta thaIe e ja bhAvanA saha viramuM chuM. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 42 pazunya

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paMdaramuM pApasthAnaka zaiva-arcava "sthAnaka rati eTale gamo, arati eTale aNagamo. be bilADI vacce je hAlata uMdaranI thAya, evI hAlata rati-arati vacce ApaNA AtmAnI thAya che. aNagamo ApaNane nathI gamato. aNagamAnI dazAne ApaNe asamAdhinI dazA gaNIe chIe. But we don't know. gamAnI dazA paNa asamAdhinI ja dazA che. samAdhi ene kahevAya ke jemAM AtmAnI svasthatA hoya. samAdhi ene kahevAya ke jemAM AtmA enA svarUpamAM sthira thaI gayo hoya. A sthiratA aratimAM paNa nathI ane ratimAM paNa nathI. phakta anAdi kALanA kusaMskArone kAraNe ApaNane evo bhrama thAya che ke ratimAM ApaNe sukhI chIe ane aratimAM ApaNe duHkhI chIe, hakIkatamAM rati ane arati baMnemAM AtmA duHkhI ja hoya che. sukha to che svarUpamAM. sukha to che AtmaramaNatAmAM. bahAranA sukha-duHkha para ApaNe eTalA badhAM kendrita thaI gayA chIe, ke A bhItarI tattva pratye ApaNe sAva ja bedhyAna thaI gayA chIe. mATe ja parama pAvana Agama zrI AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che - kA araI ke ANaMde etthaM pi aggahe care zuM arati zuM rati - AnI ya jyAre paravA nahIM rahe tyAre ja tane parama sukha maLaze. kSudrane ja sarvasva mAnIne jIvatA ane enI pAchaLanI doDamAM AkhI jiMdagIne veDaphI detA jIvo virATathI vaMcita banI jAya che. jJAnIo emane joIne karuNAthI dravI jAya che, emanuM haiyuM bolI uThe che. kema vyAkuLa tuM banI doDe che TIpAM pAchaLa? pyAsane khUba vadhArI de samaMdara maLaze. AtmAnuM sukha dariyA jeTaluM che ane duniyAbharanuM viSayasukha TIpAM rati-arati 43

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jeTaluM che. TIpAM khAtara dariyAne gumAvavAnI bhUla moTA bhAganA jIvo karI rahyA che. chagana eka vAra magananA ghare gayo. e Dorabela vagADavA ja jato hato ke aMdarathI jhagaDAno avAja saMbhaLAyo. chagane kAna mAMDyA, magananI patnI ene dhamakAvI rahI hatI. "A tamArA svabhAvanuM to kAMI ThekANuM ja nathI. bhIMDA kara bhAMDA kara bhIMDA kara - kahI kahIne mAro jIva khAI gayA. somavAre bhIMDAnuM zAka banAvyuM to tUTI ja paDyA enA para. maMgaLavAre bhIMDAnuM zAka banAvyuM, to khAIne kahyuM, "majA AvI gaI." budhavAre jamIne cUpacApa jatA rahyA. guruvAre pUchyuM ke "bhIMDAnuM zAka kema banAvyuM ?' ne Aje kaho cho ke huM bhIMDAnuM zAka thALImAM paNa nahIM lauM." to tamArA svabhAvanuM mAre samajavuM zuM ?" kharo prazna e nathI ke ApaNI IcchA pUrI thatI nathI, kharo prazna to e che ke ApaNI IcchA sthira nathI ane nirmaLa nathI. gamo paNa mANasano bhrama che ane aNagamo paNa bhrama che. gamA-aNagamAnI vyAkhyA vyaktie vyaktie badalAya che. eka ja vyaktie paNa jema jema samaya jAya, tema tema gamA-aNagamAnI vyAkhyA badalAtI jAya che. zAMtithI vicAra karIe, to ApaNane khyAla Ave ke A eka evI bAbata che, jemAM ApaNe sareAma chetarAIe chIe. ApaNe jo kharekhara hoMziyAra hoIe, buddhizALI hoIe, Smart hoIe, to paheluM kAma A ja karavA jevuM che. gamAaNagamAnI rati-aratinI gulAmImAMthI chUTI javAnuM. sukha duHkha baMne vAdaLa jevA nahIM Abhane levA devA, jIva sadA khoTuM bharamAyo ghaDI-be ghaDI taDako chAyo. A paLa paNa vItI jAvAnI koI cIja kyAM che TakavAnI ? rati-arati XX

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bheda kadI nA A samajAyo ghaDI be ghaDI taDako chAyo. rati-arati e mAtra vicAra nathI, e mAtra lAgaNI nathI, e pApa paNa che. rati-aratinA khoTA khyAlomAMthI ja duniyAbharanA aDhaLaka pApono janma thAya che. mane kaMIka game che ane kaMIka nathI gamatuM, to huM pApo karavAno ja. rati-arati khuda paNa pApa ane rati-arati pAponA janaka paNa. rati-arati khuda paNa duHkha ane rati-arati duHkhonuM mULa paNa. ApaNe sahu jaldImAM jaldI A pApathI chUTI jaIe e ja bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. rati-arati 45

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sauLamuM pAparasthAnaka paraUravAda para eTale ApaNA sivAyanI vyakti. parivAda eTale niMdA. bIjAnI niMdA karavI ene paraMparivAda kahevAya. maladhArI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAno eka adbhuta graMtha che - bhavabhAvanA. emAM eka zrAvikAnI kathA Ave che. eno vairAgya jabaradasta hato. enI ArAdhanA bejoDa hatI. eno tapa kharekhara adbhuta hato. enAmAM eka paNa doSa zodhyo ya jaDe ema na hato. eno svAdhyAya eTalI parAkASThAno hato ke ene eka lAkha zloko kaMThastha hatAM. paNa eka gojhArA divase enAmAM eka doSe praveza karyo, ne eno vairAgya osarI gayo, ArAdhanA maMda thaI gaI, tapanuM sUrasUriyuM thaI gayuM. zloko jhapATAbaMdha bhUlAvA lAgyA. AkhuM gAma enA para phiTakAra varasAvavA lAgyuM ne chevaTe rAjAe ene dezanikAlanI sajA pharamAvI dIdhI. kayo hato e doSa ? paraMparivAda. kerInA rasano AjIvana tyAga karI devo e hajI kadAca sahelo che. paNa ekAda varSa ke ekAda mahinA mATe paNa niMdAno tyAga karavo e kaThina che. kAyotsarga ke svAdhyAyanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe moDA sudhI jAgavuM ApaNane agharuM lAge che, paNa jo niMdA karavA besIe, to kyAM savAra paDI jaze, eno paNa ApaNane khyAla nahIM rahe. AmAM kAraNa bIjuM kazuM ja nathI, sivAya tIvra rasa. burAI pratyeno ApaNo DhoLAva. kerI khAvAmAM kadAca svAda Avaze, kadAca zarIra puSTa thaze, niMdAthI A bemAMthI kazuM nathI thatuM. phakta jIva evI bhramaNAmAM rAce che, ke niMdA dvArA eNe bIjA upara vijaya meLavI lIdho che. e enA karatA caDiyAtI sAbita thaI gayo che. e ja badhA karatAM mahAna che. A bhramaNA ene vadhu ne vadhu niMdA karavA mATe prere che, ne e A kAdavamAM vadhu ne vadhu phasAto jAya che. puSpamAlA graMtha kahe che - 46 para parivAda

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paradosaM japato na lahai atthaM kajaM na sAhei / mittaM pi kuNai sattU, baMdhai kammaM mahAghoraM || je niMdA kare che. tene niMdA karavAthI kAMI paisA maLatA nathI, enAthI enuM koI kAma thatuM nathI. ulTa niMdA karavAthI mitra paNa zatru thaI jAya che ane AtmAne mahA bhayaMkara karma baMdhAya che. chagana eka vAra bajAramAM gayo. tyAM enI bAjumAM be bahenapaNIo vAta karatI hatI. chagane enA kAna saravA karyA, to ene saMbhaLAyuM - "pelI khuzI to haMmezA enA patinI niMdA na karyA kare che. evuM te kadI karAtuM haze ? mAro pati bhale dArUDiyo che, bhale jugArI che, kyAreka e corI paNa kare che, to ya huM koIne kahetI nathI." bhale ApaNane hasavuM Ave che, paNa hakIkatamAM A ApaNI ja vAta che. niMdA kharAba che - A vAta upara paNa ApaNe badhAM sahamata chIe ane niMdA ApaNAthI chUTatI ja nathI. A vAta upara paNa ApaNe sau ekamata chIe. kavi RSabhadAsajI kahe che - mA khamaNane pAraNe eka sikva laI khAya, paNa nara niMdA navi taje nice narake jAya. je vyakti mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa kare, dareka pAraNAmAM ekAsaNuM kare. e ekAsaNAmAM pAchuM eka ja dravya vApare. e dravya paNa phakta eka ja dANo vApare. to paNa... ATalo ghorAtighora tapa karanAra vyakti paNa.. jo niMdA na choDe, to e nakkI narakamAM jAya. mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAje paNa kahyuM che - niMdaka nizce nArakI niMdA kare te avazya narakamAM jAya che. paraMparivAda

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paraparivAdathI maLe zuM ? ane paraparivAdathI gumAvavAnuM zuM ? anaMta karuNAnA sAgara prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe potAnA kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM joyuM ke A pApa che. enAthI jIva duHkhI ja thAya che. ApaNA hita mATe bhagavAne ApaNane upadeza Apyo, ke AnAthI dUra raho. have ApaNe prabhunA upadezane anusaravuM ke ApaNI rucine anusaravuM, e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. jinAjJAne anusarazuM to sukhI thaIzuM. ApaNI rucine anusarIne niMdAmAM paDyA, to duHkhI thaIzuM. pasaMda ApaNI. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 48 paraparivAda

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sattaramuM pApasthAnaka chAyA-mRSAvAda asthAnaka mAyA eTale chaLakapaTa ane mRSAvAda eTale jUTha. AThamuM pApasthAnaka mAyA che. ane bIjuM pApasthAnaka mRSAvAda che. paNa jyAre mAyA sAthe mRSAvAda bhaLe, tyAre e eka alaga pApasthAnaka thaI jAya che. mAyAmRSAvAda. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtoe A pApano eka alaga pariNAma joyo che. mATe tene alaga pApasthAnaka tarIke sthAna ApyuM che. gozALAe prabhune kahyuM hatuM ke "Apa mArA guru. huM Apano ziSya." hajI to prabhuno sAdhanAkALa cAlato hato. prabhue upadeza ApavAnI zarUAta paNa karI na hatI. chatAM dAkSiNyathI prabhune tenI vAtamAM mona sammati ApI. gozALo prabhunI sAthe sAthe pharavA lAgyo. prabhunI sAthe pharavAnA eNe ghaNA lAbho paNa uThAvyA. paNa eka divasa e prabhuthI chuTTo paDI gayo. eNe jAhera karyuM ke huM ja sarvajJa tIrthakara chuM. eNe jAhera karyuM ke huM mahAvIrano ziSya nathI. A hato mAyA-mRSAvAda. hajAro-lAkho lokone eNe AnA dvArA avaLe pATe caDAvI dIdhA. AgaLa vadhIne prabhunI eNe ghora AzAtanA paNa karI ane potAno anaMta saMsAra vadhArI dIdho. zuM maLyuM gozALAne mAyA-mRSAvAda karavAthI ? zuM phAyado thayo ? pApa e haLAhaLa jhera che, ATaluM jo ApaNA magajamAM phITa thaI jAya to samajI lo ke pachI mokSa ApaNA hAthamAM che. hakIkata to e che ke jhera eTaluM khataranAka nathI, pistola ke boba eTalo bhayAnaka nathI, akasmAt ke kensara jevA rogo eTalA bhayaMkara nathI, jeTaluM bhayaMkara pApa che. paNa ApaNI kamanasIbI evI che, ke pApa ApaNane pyAruM lAge che ane dharma ApaNane aLakhAmaNo lAge che. ApaNA bhavabhramaNanuM AnI sivAya bIjuM koI ja kAraNa nathI. dekhItA lAbha mATe ThaMDe kaleje mAyA-mRSAvAda karatI vyaktine khyAla ja nathI, ke e kharA lAbhane gumAvI rahI che, ne keTakeTalA nukazAnone notarI rahI che. mAyA-mRSAvAda,

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chaganane eka vAra vicAra Avyo, ke chokarAnA abhyAsanI bAbatamAM paNa mAre kaMIka dhyAna ApavuM joIe. eNe chokarAne bolAvyo. pUchyuM bola, 2 + 2 = keTalA thAya ? chokarAe jarA vicArIne kahyuM, ''4'' chagane kahyuM, "zAbAza, le A 4 cokaleTa InAma.'' chokaro kahe "pahelAM khabara hota to 16 kaheta.'' mAyA-mRSAvAdamAM koI ja lAbha nathI. je khoTuM ja che, enuM koI sAruM pariNAma zI rIte hoI zake ? kadAca enuM koI tAtkAlika sAruM pariNAma dekhAya, to paNa, eno pAyo to khoTo ja che. e ImArata kyAM sudhI Takaze ? e ImArata kaDaDabhUsa thaI jaze, tyAre e vyakti pahelA karatA paNa vadhu duHkhI nahIM thaI jAya ? pApa karavuM jeTaluM saheluM hoya che, eTaluM ja enA pariNAmothI chaTakavuM muzkela hoya che. mAyAnI sajjhAyanI eka kaDI che mukha mITho juTho mane, phUDa kapaTano koTa re mukhe to jI jI kare, cittamAM tA ke coTa re mAyA-mRSAvAda karanAra vyakti Ama to mIThuM mIThuM bole che, paNa enuM mana jUThuM hoya che. kUDa-kapaTano e jANe killo hoya che. ApaNI sAme to e jI jI kare che, paNa enuM mana cokhkhuM nathI hotuM. We have to think ourself. ApaNe ApaNuM kevuM nirmANa karavuM che ? koIne dekhADavA, koIne lagADavA, koI para chApa pADavAnA ApaNA jeTalA prayAso che, eTalA prayAso jo ApaNe AtmasAkSika AtmanirmANamAM karIe to ApaNuM kalyANa thaI jAya. AkhI duniyA ApaNA para phidA thaI jAya. to ya ApaNI sadgati nathI thavAnI ane AkhI duniyA ApaNA para thUMke, to ya ApaNI durgati nathI thaI javAnI. to pachI duniyAne jovI ja zA mATe ? AtmAne ja na joIe ? parama pAvana Agama zrI AcArAMga sUtra kahe che 50 mAyA-mRSAvAda

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Na logassesaNaM care te tamAma lokeSaNAne choDIne tArA AtmAnuM hita thAya evuM kAma karI le. lokeSaNAmAMthI ja mAyA Ave che. lokeSaNAmAMthI ja mRSAvAda Ave che. lokeSaNAmAMthI ja mAyA-mRSAvAda Ave che. ApaNe jaldIthI samajaNanA gharamAM praveza karIe, ane sarva pApothI mukta thaIe evI bhAvanA sAthe viramuM chuM. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. mAyA-mRSAvAda

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aDhAramuM pApasthAna mithyAtvaza mithyAtva eTale ajJAna. zalya eTale kAMTo. anAdi kALathI ApaNA AtmAne je kAMTo duHkhI karI rahyo che, enuM nAma che mithyAtvazalya. aDhAre pApasthAnakomAM koI rAjA hoya, to e che mithyAtvazalya. ajJAna che mATe ja hiMsA thAya che. ajJAna che mATe ja jUTha bolAya che. ajJAna che mATe ja corI karAya che. AkhI duniyAnuM eka paNa pApa evuM nathI, ke je ajJAna vinA thaI zake. mATe ja zAstromAM kahyuM che ajJAnaM khalu kaSTaM rAgAdibhyo'pi sarvapApebhyaH / arthaM hitamahitaM vA na vetti yenA''vRto lokaH / / rAga, dveSa vagere bIjA badhAM pApo karatAM paNa koI vadhAre bhayaMkara hoya, to e che ajJAna. jenAthI DhaMkAyelo mANasa A vastu mArA hitamAM che ke ahitamAM- e jANI zakato nathI. mithyAtva e paDado che. mithyAtva e aMdhakAra che. mithyAtva e aMdhApo che. yuddhabhUmi para seMkaDo zatruo gherI vaLyA hoya, e samaye mANasa jhokA khAto hoya, e jokhamI che. e ghasaghasATa sUI gayo hoya, e vadhu jokhamI che ane e bebhAna thaI gayo hoya, e atyaMta jokhamI che. mithyAtva e bebhAnInI dazA che. AtmAe anaMtakALa AmAM ja vItryo ane pariNAme tamAme tamAma karmo ane tamAme tamAma doSo AtmA para tUTI ja paDyA. AtmasvarUpano kaccaraghANa vaLI gayo. duniyAnuM eka paNa duHkha evuM nathI je ApaNA AtmAe anaMta vAra sahana na karyuM hoya. sAte narakanA coryAzI lAkha narakAvAsamAMthI pratyeka narakAvAsamAM ApaNo AtmA anaMta vAra janmI cUkyo che. saMsAranA koI paNa kIDA-makoDA tarIke ApaNe eTalI vAra janmI cUkyA chIe, ke jo enA DeDa-boDIjha sAcavI rAkhavAmAM Ave, to enAthI anaMtA cauda rAjaloko bharAI jAya. satya ghaNuM kaDavuM che. ApaNo samagra mithyAtvazalya para

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ItihAsa khUba ja dardanAka che. e badhAM dardInA mULamAM mithyAtvazalya vinA bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. zuM karavuM che have ApaNe ? hajI ajJAnadazAmAM ja beThAM rahevuM che ? jo ApaNI A ja sthiti rahI, to A samagra ItihAsanuM punarAvartana karavAnI ApaNe taiyArI rAkhavI paDaze. chagana eka vAra hospiTalamAM eDamiTa thayo. pAMca-cha to ene phekcara thayA hatAM, AkhA zarIre pATA-piMDI hatI. magana enI khabara kADhavA Avyo. e to eno sIna jotAnI sAthe ja DaghAI gayo. eNe pUchyuM, "tArI AvI hAlata kema thaI ?'' chagana kahe, "phakta Mis-understanding nA kAraNe.'' magane kahyuM, kaI Mis-understanding ?'' chagane javAba Apyo, "huM rAte bAIka laIne nIkaLyo hato. Full Speed hatI. sAme mane be lAITa dekhAI, mane thayuM ke be bAIka AvatI lAge che. huM vaccethI nIkaLI jAuM... basa.. ATalI ja Mis-understanding. ajJAnane kAraNe chaganano eksIDanTa thayo. ApaNo Akho ya saMsAra eka horibala eksIDanTa che, jenA mULamAM A ja kAraNa che mithyAtva ajJAna. Aje Education mATenA prayAso vadhyA che. sarakAra abajo rUpiyAnuM pANI kare che. nAno mANasa paNa lAkhonA kamaratoDa kharcA kare che. paNa zuM ene Education kahI zakAya kharuM ? zuM enAthI jJAna maLe kharuM ? mane kahevA do, ke A badho ghora ajJAnano prasAra che. mane yAda Ave che pelI AryarakSitanI mA, jeNe potAnA dIkarAne kahyuM ke "beTA, bhale rAjA tAruM sAmaiyuM kare, bhale AkhuM nagara tArI pAchaLa gAMDuM thAya, paNa emAM huM jarAya rAjI nathI, beTA, A cauda vidyAo to saMsAra vadhAranArI che. mAro dIkaro saMsAra vadhAre emAM huM zuM khuza thavAnI hatI ? mArA dIkarA, tAre jo mane khuza karavI hoya ne ? to tuM evuM jJAna bhaNa, jenAthI tArA bhavabhramaNano aMta AvI jAya. ApaNA jIvananI sArthakatA bhagavAnanA vacanane ghUMTI ghUMTIne mithyAtvane mithyAtvazalya 53

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dUra karavAmAM che. ApaNA jIvananI saphaLatA jinazAsananA abhuta jJAnavArasAne jALavavAmAM che. sarva pApono aMta paNa AnAthI ja thaI zakaze, ane sarva duHkhono aMta paNa AnAthI ja thaI zakaze. Let's effort to achieve the right knowledge. jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. 54 _mithyAtvazalya