Atmanand Prakash Pustak 096 Ank 07 08

Author(s): Pramodkant K Shah
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/532050/1

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza SHREE ATMANAND PRAKASH che , pustaka : 96 % aMka 7-8 vaizAkha-jeTha me-juna : 99 Maa Atma saMvata : 103 4 3 vIra saMvata : 2525 % 4 vikrama saMvata : 2055 % vIrapUruSavad yo hi jano jAnAti jIvitum / mat prajJAlavaccAsau dhanyo'sti kuzalI kRtI / / je vIra puruSanI jema jIvI jANe che ane prANa puruSanI jema marI jANe che te puNyazAlI dhanya che, kRtAtha che. He is meritorious, successful and blessed, who knows to live like a hero and also to die like a wiseman. (kalyANa bhAratI cepTara-4 : gAthA-13 # pRSTha 519 ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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marsamNika lekha krama lekhaka pRSTha (1) sAcA jainanA lakSaNa (kAvya ) .. . preSaka : mukeza saravaiyA 49 (2) saMsAranA sava bhoga vilAsamAM jalakamalanI jema alipta raho ..... pU. munizrI rAjaratnavijayajI ma. sA. 50. (3) zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAM praveza aMgenI I akhabArI yAdI.... khAMtilAla jI. zAha 53 (4) pU. ja mUvijayajI ma. sAhebanuM jesalamera jJAna bhaMDAra mATe apUrva yogadAna.... pramezacaMdra gAMdhI 54 (5) mehanabhAinA manamehaka anubhavo ... (6) (sva.) zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI saMgharSabharI preraka jIvanagAthAnuM vimocana .... (7) pU. zrI ja'bravijayajI ma. sAhebanA vyAkhyAno (gatAMkathI cAlu-haptA 13mo) (8) dhama mANasane tAre che ... TAiTala 3 A sabhAnA navA peTrana membarazrI zrImati lIlAvatIbena kAMtilAla zAha-muMbaI pratikuLatAnA samayamAM kadAca AMkhamAMthI AMsuo vahI jAya te vyathita na thaze.... paraMtu e kaparA samayamAM aMtaramAMthI ApaNu satva vahI na jAya enI takedArI rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che.... sales dhama nahIM karI zakavAnA ghaNA badhA sAcA kAraNe hoI zake che paraMtu dhama na gamavA mATenuM TheI kAraNa nathI hotu'.... dharma nahIM thavAnuM kAraNa tamArI jAtane pUche..... dhama thato nathI ? ke gamatuM nathI ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha sAcA jainanA lakSaNa sAce jenI te ja gaNAye, kama svarUpa je jANe re; A udaya zubhAzubha jyAre, haSa zeka tava nANe re. sAca0 1 jIvanamAM jina vacana utAre, rAga-dveSane vairI gaNe, samabhAve bhavasAgara tarata, kSamA khaDagathI kama haze. sAcA 2 viSaya-kaSAya gaNe AvakAraNa, dayA dAnamAM prema dhara; paranA sukhamAM nija sukha samaje, kuvAsanA para vijaya kare. sAce 3 bele svAhAdU zailIthI, naya nikSepanuM jJAna lahe; prabhu AjJAne prIte pALe, nija de paraguNane kahe. sAca0 4 sevAmAM sadudhamane samajI, ape prANa para kAje; jaLakamaLa sama rahe nita jagamAM, vRtti rAkhI jinarAje. sAca0 5 devaguru sadUdhama pichANe, dravyaguNe paryAya mere zivakara samakita dipa prakAze, avidyArUpI timIra re. sAca0 6 preSaka : mukeza saravaiyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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[ zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza saMsAranA sarva bhoga vilAsamAM jalakamalanI jema alipta rahe lekhaka : pU.A.zrI sUryodayasUrijI ma.nA ziSya pU. munizrI rAjaratnavijayajI ma. sAheba prabhu jyAre yuvAvasthAmAM pravezyA tyAre vAta pachI karavI !! vastutaH A eka aNaemaNe yazodA nAmanI rAjakanyA sAthe lagna samaja che, jema ke je ghaDiyALanI cAvI pUrI karyA. zAstra neMdhe che ke paramAtmA Ajanma thaI na hoya te ghaDiyALa cAlu rahe che ane virakta hoya che. emanA lagna thayA paNa je ghaDiyALanI cAvI pUrI thaI gaI hoya te nikAcita bhegakamanA kSaya mATe ja che. ethI ghaDiyALa baMdha rahe che, ema je prabhunA nikAja "arihaMta vaMdanAvali'mAM A aMge cita bhegakama kSINa na thayA hoya teo stuti karAI che ke "maithana parISahathI rahita lagnAdi pravRttimAM joDAya che ane je prabhunA je naMdatA nijabhAvamAM, ne bhegakarma nikAcita bhogakama kSINa thayA hoya teo nivAravA vivAha kaMkaNa dhAratA! mAtra lagnAdimAM joDAtA nathI. prabhu mallinAtha, bhAgAkarmakSayanA lakSyathI lagna karanAra prabhu lagna- prabhu neminAtha vagerenA jIvana jIvanamAM paNa evA virakta/alipta rahe che ke prabaLa purAvA che. AthI pelA sudhajanAnA emanA janA kamena nAza thaI jAya che ane kathanano cheda uDI jAya che. mugdhajanAnI e virakta bhAva hovAthI navAM karmo joradAra baMdhAtA vAta te "mahAbhAratamAMthI vicitra Adaza nathI. prabhunI A anAsakti, kAjaLanI keTaDImAM svIkAranAra pelI svaccha dI strInI vAta jevI rahevA chatAMya kAjaLanA kalaMkathI mukta rahevAnI hAsyAspada che. kaThina sAdhanA samI che AvI anAsakti dvArA eka svacchadI strI roja mahAbhAratanI kathA prabhu jagatane Adeza Ape che ke bhaga sAMbhaLavA Ave. kathAne aMte keke ene vilAsathI mukta na ja thavAya. tevI sthiti hoya pUchayuH "kema keI Adaza svIkAryo ke nahi?" te bhegamAM jalakamalanI jema alipta raho. "hA, hA, meM draupadIno Adaza apanAvyo arthAta kamala jema kAdavamAM janme che ane che" "ema? enuM satItva svIkAryuM lAge che?" kAdava vacce jIve che chatAMya enAthI alipta "nA nA, meM to enA pAMca patitvanI vAta rahe che ema ApaNe paNa bhegamAM janmavA svIkArI che. e pAMca pati kare, te huM paNa ane jIvavA chatAM enAthI alipta rahevAnI pAMca pati karI zakuM ne !!!" strI belI.... kaLA AtmasAt karavI joIe... vastutaH draupadInuM pAMca patitva enA pUrvAkeTalAMka mugdhajane A adbhuta Adeza karmAdhIna hatuM ane enuM mahAsatItva Adarza ApanAra prabhunA lagna prasaMgamAMthI avaLe rUpa hatuM. ema paramAtmAnuM lagna bhegakarmAdhIna Adaza grahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIre pahelAM che ane emAM jhaLahaLatA abhuta virakti, lagna karyA ane pachI dIkSA svIkArI, mATe aMtarathI nyArAM rahevAnI mahAna kaLA, parama ApaNe paNa pahelAM te lagna ja karavA, dIkSAnI AdarzarUpa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna : 99 prabhue Apela aliptatAnA A Adeza atyaMta mUlyavAna che. pUjya upAdhyAyajI zrI yaze.vijayajI mahArAje ' adhyAtmasAra 'nA pAMcamAM adhikAramAM eka sarasa vAta karI che, je AsaktithI lepAya che-kharaDAya che e ja ka kha dhanathI dhAya che, jema zleSmanI cIkAzamAM kharaDAyelI mAkhI emAM ceATI jAya che tema....ane je AsaktithI lepAtA nathI te krama ba'dhanathI kha dhAtA nathI, jema sUkA mATInA piDa divAla para coMTatA nathI ema !! kevI majAnI vAta che A....AnAthI nizcita thAya che ke kakha dhane AdhAra pravRtti nahi, paraMtu pariNita che. pariNAme badha" A kathana eTale ja pracalita che ne ? alakhatta, pariNatinA nirmANamAM pravRtti sahAyaka bane che. ethI enI upekSA karavA jevI nathI. A vAta * sa pUrNa satya che, tema enI sAthe sAthe kamabaMdhanA kAraNarUpe pravRtti karatAM pariNati vadhu caDhiyAtI che, A vAta paNa sapUrNa satya ja che e bhUlAvuM na ghaTe. AthI ja te paramAtmAe ApaNane alipta - anAsakta pariNati keLavavAnA adbhuta Adaza ApyA che. vyavahAramAM paNa jyAM Asakti hAya che tyAM ja bAMdhana haiAya che. eka saMta ziSya sAthe vihAra karI rahyA hatA, sAmethI eka kheDuta gAyane dAratA dAratA AvI rahyA hatA e dRzya nihALIne gurue ziSyane prazna karyA: 'gAyane kheDutanu' baMdhana che ke kheDutane gAyanuM?? - 'bhaMte, gAyane kheDutanu' kha'dhana che, ' ziSyAe kahyuM: gurue smita veratAM kahyuMH 'nA, hakIkatamAM kheDutane gAyanuM badhana che ' ziSye vicAramAM caDI gayA. bhalA, adhana deraDu te kheDutanA hAthamAM che teA pachI kheDutane gAyanu` baMdhana zI rIte ? emaNe guru samakSa muMjhavaNu vyakta karI. guru rahasyabharyu ' hasyA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 51 e arasAmAM cAra-pAMca kUtarAM jorathI bhasatAM bhasatAM gAya tarapha dhasI AvyAM gAya bhaDakI ane deraDu choDAvIne jhaDapathI bhAgI chUTI. kheDute gAyane pakaDavA pIchA karyAM. AgaLa gAyu ane pAchaLa kheDuta !! gurue ziSyAne A dRzya khatAvIne pelu' rahasya chatuM kayuM: 'jue dekhItI rIte bhale gAyane kheDutanu baMdhana hAya, paraMtu vAstavikatA e che ke kheDutane ja gAyanA mamatvanuM madhana che. ethI ja e gAyanI pAchaLa doDe che. jyAre gAyane Avu koi madhana nathI mATe e kheDutanI paravA karyA vinA DhADe che ? ziSyAnA aMtaranI AzakA ogaLI gaI. ApaNI sthiti paNa A kheDuta jevI che. ApaNe bhale strI-sa'patti-ghara-vaibhava vigere para ApaNuM svAmIttva mAnatA heIe. kijaMtu kharekhara tA e badhAnuM mamattva=Asakti ja ApaNA para svAmIttva dharAvatI hAya che ane ApaNane karmInA badhanamAM AMdhatI hAya che. * nAnasAra " mahAgraMthamAM eTalA ja mATe mamatvane eka evu. Azcaya janaka madha gaNAvAyu` che ke e badhana jIva nAMkhe che strI-sa*patti Adi anya padArthoM para, paraMtu phalasvarUpe maLya che AsaktinA AvA abhizApa che!!! jIva khuda peAte, pelI vyakti / vastue nahi ! ! , prabhu mahAvIre lagna jevI atya'ta gADha * Asakti sarjanArI pravRttimAM ya savathA virakta rahIne ApaNane anAsaktinA - aliptatAne Adeza ApatAM jANe jaNAvyu` che ke kA~vaza AvI pravRtti karavI paDe teA paNa e rAcImAcI-nAcIne tA na ja kare. jo rAcIne AvI pravRtti karazeA tA krama badha jAlima thaze ane anAsakta bhAva dharaze! teA kama ba`dha nahivata thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only ApaNe prabhuneA A, bhegeAmAM jalakamalanI jema alipta rahevAnA Adeza ataramAM akrita

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para karIe ane e mATe jiMdagInI pelI vAta- vikatAnuM satatuM ciMtana karIe ke - zAyada IsIkA nAma duniyA hai, kaI A rahe hai ke jA rahe hai, udhAra eka duhA cheDe cAhake jA rahe hai, udhara kucha lega janAjA uThIke jA hehe. zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza idhara vAha vAha hai, udhAra ThaMDI kaDI Aha hai, kabhI sukha hai kabhI dukha hai, hase jindagI kahate hai" muMbaI samAcAra dainika tA. 3-9-97mAMthI sAbhAra zokAMjali zrI khAMtilAla phatecaMda zAha (uSA TreDarsavALA) bhAvanagara mukAme tA. 10-4-99nA rAja duHkhada avasAna pAmela che. teozrI A sabhAnA peTrana sabhya hatA, teozrI A sabhA pratye atyaMta lAgaNI dharAvatA hatA. sabhAnA viziSTa prasaMgoe khAsa hAjarI ApI sabhAnA kAryomAM mAgadazaka banatA hatA. teozrInA nikhAlasa svabhAvanA kAraNe vyApArI vargamAM paNa temanI sArI evI lekacAhanA hatI. teozrI bhAvanagara jaina che. mUrtipUjaka tapAsadhanA nivRtta kAryazIla matrI ane aneka saMsthAo sAthe saMkaLAyelA hatA. temanA duHkhada avasAna nimite saddagatanA AtmAne zraddhAMjali arpavA zaheranI aneka saMsthAo temaja bhAvanagara jaina zve. mUrtipUjaka tapAsaMghanA upakrame eka zekasabhA tA. 13-4-9nA roja nUtana AyaMbila bhuvanabhAvanagara khAte rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. teozrInA duHkhada avasAnathI temanA parivAra para AvI paDela A duHkhamAM sabhA jADI samavedanA pragaTa kare che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA saddagatanA AtmAne parama zAMti Ape tevI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. li. zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna : 99 ] zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya : egaSTa krAMtimA', mu'baI-400 036 3 akhabArI yAdI 3 vidyArthImAM praveza meLavavA aMge Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dhAraNa 10/12 pachInA DIpleAmA/snAtaka kakSAnA abhyAsakramamAM abhyAsa karavA icchatA zvetAmbara mUtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIo/vidyArthInIo mATe zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya mu`khai dvArA sa McAlita vidyArthIgRhamAM juna 1999 thI zarU thatA navA satrathI praveza meLavavA mATenA arajI patrako tArIkha 15mI me, 1999 thI ApavAmAM Avaze, 13 mahArASTra rAjyamAM (1) adherI ( muMbaI ) tayA (2) pUnA ane gujarAta rAjyamAM (1) amadAvAda (2) vaDodarA (3) vallabha vidyAnagara tathA (4) bhAvanagara khAtenA vidyArthIgRha temaja amadAvAda khAtenA kanyA chAtrAlayamAM pAtratA dharAvatA umedavArAne lAyakAtanA dheAraNe merITa mujaba praveza ApavAmAM Avaze. umedavAre dareka vidyArthIgRha mATe alaga alaga arajI patraka bharavAnuM raheze ke 12 sAyansa pachInA enjinIyarIMga/meDIkala zAkhAmAM abhyAsa karavA icchatA vidyArthIo mATe eka alaga ( MULTIPALL) arajIpatraka banAvela che. A kakSAnA vidyArthIoe A arajIpatraka bharavuM jarUrI che. vidyArthIoe pALavAnA niyame tathA dhArAdheAraNu sAthenA kerA arajIpatrakanA rUA. 5/- tathA TapAla kharcanA rUA. 3/- je te zAkhAmAM athavA te uparanA saranAme rekarDathI, TapAla TIkITAthI athavA manIorDara dvArA meAkaLyethI kAr* arajIpatraka umedavArane mekalI ApavAmAM Avaze muMbai-36 tA. 10-5-1999 judA judA TrasTanI sITemAM praveza meLavavA icchatA umedavAroe je te dRSTAtAnI bhalAmaNanA patra arajIpatraka sAthe joDavA jarUrI che. TrasTa sITInI yAdI mATe alaga rUA. 5/- tathA TapAla kharcanA rUA. 3/- rIkaDethI, TapAla TIkITa athavA manIorDara dvArA mekalI ApyuMthI A yAdI meAkalI ApavAmAM Avaze. je te vidyArthIgRhamAM praveza meLavavA mATenA sa'pUrNa bharelA arajIpatraka svikAravAnI chellI tArIkha 25mI juna, 1999nI che. jAhera parikSAnuM pariNAma na Avyu. hAya teoe pariNAmanI rAha joyA vagara pravezapatra bharI meAkalI ApyuM. piraNAma maLyethI guNapatrakanI pramANIta nakala divasa pAMcamAM pAchaLathI mekalI ApavI, tArIkha vItyA bAda Avela arajIe dhyAne levAmAM Avaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only khAMtilAla jI. rAha mAnad ma'trI

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[ zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza pUjya jaMbuvijayajI mahArAja sAhebanuM jesalamera jJAna bhaMDAra mATe apUrva gadAna -amezacaMdra gAMdhI jaina sAhitya ane saMskRtinA aNamola saMgraha samAna jesalamera jJAna bhaMDAranA graMthonuM saMzodhana, saMrakSaNa ane uddhAra mATe AgamaprabhAkara muni zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja sane 1950mAM pAda vihAra karIne jesalamera padhAryA hatAM ane tyAM deDha varSa rahI AkhA jJAna bhaMDArane emaNe punaH vyavasthita taiyAra karyo ane zrI jena vetAmbara konpharansanA Arthika sahagathI teoe zrama sAthe vistRta sUci taiyAra karI hatI, A pachI zAstra saMzodhaka, zruta sthavira, vidvadaya pUjyapAda thI ja buvijayajI mahArAja sAheba gata varSanuM (saM. 2054nA varSanuM) cAturmAsa jesalameramAM rahyA hatAM, je salameramAM pAMceka mahinA rahIne saMpUrNa jJAna bhaMDAranA graMtho ane tADapatrIonI kepyuTara upara kopekaTa DIska (sIDI) temaNe taiyAra karAvela che. muluMDamAM rahetA sAhitya premI zrI pramezacaMdra gAMdhI Disembara-98mAM jesalamera gayA hatAM ane teoe pUjyapAda thI ja buvijayajI ma.sA nuM kArya najare joyA pachI A lekha taiyAra karIne konpharansa saMdezamAM prasiddha karavA Apela che te atre prasiddha karatAM gaurava anubhavIe chIe. * taMtrI daza vaikAlikamAM che ke "paDhamam nANuM tao gumakhA ane nagaranA prAsAda, jALI-jharUkhAonI dayA prathama dayA pachI jJAna. jJAna kriyAmAM bArIka kamanIya nakazI dharAvatI vizALa ane mokSa kAraNuM-jJAna sAthenI kriyAja mekSanuM kAraNa ramaNIya havelIone kAraNe jagavikhyAta banya bane che. nava58 ArAdhanAmAM paNa paMca parameSThine che. paraMtu A badhA upara ziramora sama namaskAra vaMdana karyA pachI jJAna-dazana-cAritrya- AkarSaNanuM mukhya kAraNa tenA ati prAcIna tapanuM eTaluM ja mahatva mukavAmAM Avyu che. tADapatrIya kAgaLa upara suvarNa ane rUperI jaina dhama TakI rahyo che ane uttarottara zAhIthI lakhAyelA jaina graMtha bhAMDAra che. vikAsa pAmyo che te tenA jJAna bhaMDAre je jesalamera killAthI aMdara lagabhaga 500ApaNA pUrva munipuMgave vyavasthita mukI gayA 200 phuTanI uMcAI upara ATha jenamaMdira che tene AbhArI che. pATaNa, khaMbhAta, surata, AvelA che. jemAM mukhya zrI pArzvanAtha jInAlaya amadAvAda, vallabhIpura ane jesalameranA jJAna che. te uparAMta zrI saMbhavanAtha jinAlaya, zrI bhaMDAre prakhyAta che. zItalanAtha jinAlaya, zrI caMdraprabha jinAlaya, - rAjasthAna rAjyanA uttara bhAgamAM Avelu zrI rASabhadeva jinAlaya, zrI aSTApadajI jinAjesalamera je pAkistAnanI sarahada lagolaga laya, zrI zAMtinAtha jinAlaya ane zrI mahAvIra AveluM che te tenA kalAmaya jinabhavane, bhavya, svAmi jinAlaya che. A sthAnane AjanI hazata devavimAna samAna bhAsatA jinAlayanA bhASAmAM "mInI pAlitANA' paNa kahe che, kAraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna : 99] zrI zatruMjaya tItha pachI ekI sAthe najIkamAM vadhumAM vadhu pratimAene sa' jesalameramAM che. kulle 6600 pratimAe jesalameramAM birAjamAna che. zrI su'bhavanAthajI maMdIranA bheAMyarAmAM zrI jinabhadrasurI jJAna bhaMDAra sacavAyele che. A DAramAM lAMbA ane lagabhaga 750 thI paNa vadhAre atiprAcina hastalikhIta grathA che. saithI prAcinatama prati * vizeSAvazyaka mahA bhASya nI che je vikramanA dazamAM zatakanA pUrvAdhamAM lakhAyelI che, jenI . la'khAI 315 IMca ane paheALAi rA IMca che. A jJAna bhaMDAranI sUcI sane 1950mAM thayela ane A samasta jJAna bhaMDArane vyavasthita karI zramasAdhya vistRta sUcI vi sa. 1951mAM AgamaprabhAkara munizrI puNyavijayajIe karela che. A sUcIpatramAM pratyeka graMthanu nAma, tenI bhASA, tenA kartA, tenA racanA samaya, tenA lekhana sa'vata / agara vikramane zataka, tenI hAlata tathA lakhAi, paheALAinA sUcImAM samAveza karela che. zrI jaina zvetAmbara kAnpharansa taraphathI vividha sasthAo ane vyaktionA anudAnathI A kAya' thayela che, dareka prathAnI kASThapaTTikAo, dorIo, vastranA baMdhana karIne elyuminiyamanA DakhkhAmAM alaga alaga mukIne, te DakhkhA leAkha'DanA kabATanI aMdara mukavAmAM Avela che. A jJAna bhaMDAramAM javA mATe phakta 26' x 2nI DAkAbArI jevA daravAjo che. lekhaDanA pATIyA bhaDAramAM laI jaI kamATa ara banAvavAmAM Avela che. A graMtha bhaMDAramAMnA amuka zraAAnI mAikrophilma banAvIne tyAre nezanala AkAMivjha, nezanala myujhIyama, dilhImAM rAkhavAmAM Avela che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 55 A graMtha bharaMDAranu* keTaleAka selamera kalekazana zrI jaina zvetAmbara kAnpharanse taiyAra karAvela te amadAvAdanI ela. DI. InsTITayuTa epha inDolejIe 1972mAM bahAra pADela che. hAla A sa``zu` jJAna bha'DAranA dareka sra'skRta ane prAkRta gra tha ane tADapatrIonI kompyuTara upara kempekaTa DIska ( sIDI )tu pUjya munivaya zrI ja'truvijayajI ma sAnI dekharekha ane mA daza`na mujaba chelrA pAMca mahinA thI kAma cAlI rahyu che ane have puru thavAnA Are che. lagabhaga 18 thI 20 bhAIo divasa ane rAtrI A kAya mAM joDAyelA che, jenA aMdAjIta kharca 15 lAkha uparAMta thayela che. A lakhanAra mIDala DIsembaramAM jesalamera gayela tyAre 1150 thI vadhAre DIska taiyAra thaI gayela ane thADuM ja kAma bAkI hatuM. jemalamera jJAna bhaDAranA TrasTIone dhanya che, temaNe kampyuTara upara sIDI banAvavA A majurI ApI. tA. 26 DIsembara 98nA rAja jaina bhavana jesalameramAM A DIska sadhane apavyu karavAne mahAtsala rAkhavAmAM AvanAra hatA. For Private And Personal Use Only jesalameranA vizALa ane nikaTa gaNuAtA jJAnabhaDAranuM sa zeAdhana Agama prabhAkara munizrI puNyavijayajI mahArAje karyA bAda pUjya ja khuvijayajI mahArAje jesalameranA jJAnabhaMDAranA pracA kompyuTara upara kempekaTa DIska ( sIDI ) banAvarAvIne emaNe suuMdara udAharaNa puru pADhyuM che. A kAyathI ApaNA amUlya jJAna vArasA bhAvi jaina peDhIne 1400/150+ varaso sudhI acUka maLaze ane vadhAre ne vadhAre phelAro. (kAnphransa sadezamAMthI sAbhAra )

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56 mehanabhAinA manamehaka anubhava " | [zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza | [jenA haiye thI navakAra, tene karaze zuM saMsAra" pustakamAMthI sAbhAra.] anahada padayanA lIdhe jaina kuTuMbamAM ochAmAM ochI hovI joIe ema lAgatAM janma thaye. sAthe sau dhArmika pravRttionA e dizAmAM prayatno AdaryA. aDhI mahinA saMskAra maLyA. navakArathI badhuM ja maLe ane sudhI bAjarAno roTalo ne pAchuM be vakhata roga-zeka-bhaya vagere aniSTa tatvo dUra thAya ne deDha mahinA sudhI phakta bAphelA maga eka ema jANavA maLyuM hatuM, tethI bALapaNamAM ja vakhata jama. phAvI gayuM. AyaMbila karIne saMkaTanA samaye navakAra gaNuta ne saMkaTa dUra thatuM. jIvI zakAya evI zraddhA beThI. sastA ane bAreka varSanI vaye lAlabAgamAM eka mavAlI TakAu kapaDAM paheryA. ekaMdara mAro eka cheka dabaDAvavAmAM na phALe. tethI haMTara kADhI divasane khaca 20 na.pai. eTale Avate. mAravA AvyA, tyAre te haTara gUMTavIne meM tene temAM 30 paisAnuM dUdha umeravAthI ArAmathI sAme phaTakAryo te raDate jaIne pitAnA saradArane jIvI javAya ema lAgyuM. sadbhAgye patnI teDI Avyo. huM te ghare jaIne palaMga nIce ' B ane putrIne paNa sAtha maLe saMtAI gaye ne navakAra gaNavA lAge dAdImAe, Avaka mATe moTA vAhane hAMkavAnuM lAyasansa temane manAvI lIdhA. Ama mahAsaMkaTamAMthI meLavyuM tyAre mane 24 vaSa thayelA. dhaMdhAmAM bacI javAthI navakAra uparanI mArI zraddhA hariphAI hovAthI apramANika thavuM paDatuM, eTale meM dhadhe choDyo, tethI mArA bhAgane na vadhu majabUta thaI. - mane gusso bahu ja Avate, je mane pasaMda pitAnA phALe javAthI TekSa vadhu bhAre paDyo. AthI bhAIe mane samajAvyuM ke tArA bhAgathI nahotuM. sudharavA mATe huM dararoja pratikramaNa, caityavaMdana, sAmAyika, tapazcaryA, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, tArA kharca karatAM vadhAre TekSa bacI jAya che tethI tAruM kuTuMba amane bojArUpa nahi thAya. dhArmika vAcana karate chatAM gusso ghaTyo nahi. me pharIthI bhAga cAlu karyo, tyArathI dhaMdhA lagna pachI ekavAra pitAjIne paNa lapaDAka saMbhALavAmAM je samaya jate te bacce ane mArI hatI tathA doDha varasanI putrIne paNa Akho divasa dhArmika vAcana ciMtana thatuM rahyuM. mArate. gharamAM paNa A prakArano gusso joIne patnI bImAra thatAM gAmanA tathA zaheranA . patnIthI rahevAtuM nahi ane kahetI ke, 'ATalA DokaTara dvArA kSayanuM nidAna thayuM. sAravArabadhe dhama karavA chatAM gusso kare che te yogya 3 rUpe 90 iMjekazana lIdhA paNa sudhAro na nathI? huM kahetA, "sArA hetuthI gusso karuM chuM che. tyAM eka sAdhamika mitre pustakamAMthI tethI kharAba na gaNAya." 23 varSanI vaye jaDela upAya kahyo. "roga maTADavA navakAranA jANavA maLyuM ke, zuddhi jALavavAthI dama pAMca pada akSareakSara UMdhA kramathI gaNavA." ArAdhanA jaladI phaLe. nyAyapUrvaka meLavelI meM tathA patnIe UMdhA navakAra gaNavAnuM cAlu sAmagrIthI jIvananirvAha karAya te ja pUrI zuddhi karI dIdhuM. tenA pratApe muMbaI jaIne niSNAta thAya. dhamanI zarUAta mArgAnusArInA pahelA DokaTarone batAvatAM jANavA maLyuM ke kSaya nathI. guNa "nyAyasaMpanna vaibhava" eTale ke nyAyathI nyunAITIzano DAgha che, kemapenanI sAmAnya meLavela sAmagrIthI thAya che. A mATe jarUriyAta geLI khavaDAvI ane sArU thaI gayuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna : 99 ] 28 varSanI vaye paMDita dhIrajalAla TokarazI zAhanI bALagraMthAvalinI traNa pustikA, 1. mahAtmAnA meLApa r. mana jItavAnA mArga ane 3. siddhidAyaka siddhacakra vAMcavAthI navakAranu varNa`na mane gamI gayuM. dararoja samajapUrvaka navakAranuM. varNana vicAravAnu zarU karI dIdhuM. pahelAM 40 miniTa lAgatI paNa jema jema vadhu jANavAnuM maLatu gayu tema tema samaya vadhu lAgatA gayA. dararAja eka vakhata navakAra samajI jatAM kA kalAka lAgavA mAMDyA. e pUrU thayA pachI 115 vAge datazuddhi, snAna tathA leAjana vagere thaI zakatuM. AnI jakharI asara thaI. cha mahinAmAM gussA ghaNA ja ghaTI gayA. dhama nA Adeza pALatA thayA ne 26 varSa jUnA damane vyAdhi maTI gayA, jeneDAka tadna sArI thai gai che DAkTaroe asAdhya kahyo hatA. have mAru vatA'na sudhayu, tethI sAnA mArA taraphanA aNugamA ghaTavA lAgyA. mArI buddhimAM vadhAre thavA lAgyA. ane te samuddhi thatI gai, tethI leAkeAmAM Adara pAmyA. mane siddhi ane labdhie jarUrI jaNAtI paNa jyAM sudhI enA durupayeAga mArA hAthe thAya ema hoya tyAM sudhI te na maLe te sAruM evI bhAvanA rahetI. 36 varSanI vaye dharmajanA jADejA naubhAnI gaLAnI takalIpha maTe tA sAruM evA bhAva thatAM gaLAne hAtha aDakyo ke tarata ja DaeN'Daka pasAra thavAnA anubhava thatAMnI sAthe sAru' thai gayuM. aNudhAryAM banAva hatA paNa mane thayuM ke mArAmAM zakti pragaTa thaI haze. me. jAtanirIkSaNa kayu` tA jaNAyu ke "koi mAru' bagADe te paNa te sudhare ane te sukhI thAya evA bhAva rahyA kare che, '' 37 varSanI vaye tA. 6-1-70nAM amArA cha e baLadezane rajakAthI Apharo thayA hatA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 57 mANase kahyuM ke aThavADIyA pahelAM eka majabUta gAyane rajakAthI Apharo thayA hatA ne tarata marI gai hatI. sAravAra karavA jeTale paNa samaya na maLyA. me tatkALa badhAne sAru thai jAya e bhAvanA sAthe navakAra ulaTA samajavAnuM' cAlu karyu. 'dareka miniTamAM navakAra samajI lIdhA. tyAre joyu te badhA baLadeAne sAruM thaI gayu` hatu`. A pachI amArI vADInA cAkIdAra za'bhu khAreTanI Doka eka bAju vaLatI na hatI, tene khAreka divasa thai javAthI ci'tA karavA lAgyA hatA. tene sAru thaI jAya evA bhAva sAthe ulaTA navakAra TUMkamAM samajI gayA. ame chUTA paDyA. peDhe ghare pahoMcyA tyAre khakhara paDI ke pratyakSa pramANeAthI baMne putrI ane patnIne paNa navakAra samajI javAnI icchA jAgI. 1971mAM mArcathI ogasTa sudhI darAja dADha samajavAnI ArAdhanA karatA thai gayA. kalAka samajAvyu. ane tee paNa navakAra amuka kaSTo ApaNA bhalA mATe hAya che mArI lAMbI bImArInA kAraNe hu' dhama tarapha vaLyA chu' eTale ' bhalu* karanAra muzkelIo ' sivAyanI muzkelIo dUra thAya evI bhAvanA sAthe navakArane prayAga karavAnuM nakkI karyu. For Private And Personal Use Only lAyajAthI pagapALA sa'gha sutharI paheAMcyA tyAre saghapatinI mALa hIrabAi jeThA khetune paherAvatI vakhate hAjara rahevA ame jIpa gADImAM jatA hatA. jyAre bhADA gAmamAM pahoMcyA tyAre vALavA chatAM gADI vaLI nahi, breka mArIne bhIMta tarapha jatAM rakI. have sutharI nahi javAya ema lAgyuM. navakAra cAlu karI dIdhA pAchI hAMkI joi te cAlI. vALI joi te vaLI. sabhALapUrvaka sutharI sudhI DhAMkI gayA tyAM oLakhItA DrAyavara hatA tene gADI tapAsI

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58 AtmAna prakAro jovAnuM kahI ame upAzrayamAM pahoMcyAM. DrAyavare ke InA nikAcita karmo hoya tyAre tenI bIjA DrAyavarane teDIne jIpa hAMkI jaI paNa takalIpha dUra thaI zake ema na hovAthI meM thoDuM cAlIne paiDAM ApoApa vaLI jatAM prayatno karyA chatAM Akho navakAra pUro thaI taLAvanI pALa para caDI gaI ane pakhaDe paDI zakyo nathI. amArI va DInI kUtarI khAI zakatI gaI. vALavAnuM sTIariga kAma karatuM na hatuM na hovAthI tene sAru thaI jAya evA bhAva badhAne navAI lAgI ke bADAthI sutharI sudhI sAthe navakAra samajavAno prayatna karyo. huM A gADI kema AvI zakI ? e DrAyavarane jyAre A navakAra pUro karI na zakyA. thoDA divase magajanI takalIpha thaI tyAre DokaTaroe kaheluM te marI gaI. sevALanI saLIo kAvAthI tenA ke jiMdagIbhara e lAMba aMtara calAvI zakaze. gaLAmAM saDA thaI gayA hatA AyuSya vadhu na nahi. eka sAthe paMdara mAIla ja calAvI rahI zAvI hoya ke majabUta na hoya tene bacAva mukela che. zakaze. teNe mane maMtra dvArA sAjo karavAnI vinaMti karI. meM navakAra samajavAnuM zarU karyuM eka sAdhvIe dIkSA pahelAM potAnA kharajavA ane tenA pitAnI upara pIcho karatA jaNA. mATe mane pANI maMtrI ApavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. pAchaLathI tene taddana sAruM thaI gayuM. meM pANI pakaDIne samajatAM A navakAra para na karIne te pANI temane ApatAM temane sudhAro navakAranA pratApe mArI pavitra IcchAo tarata phaLavA lAgI che. jyAre lAyajAnAM derAsaranI laI gayA ane sAruM thaI gayuM. jaNA. AthI bIjI vakhata pANI maMgAvI eka pratimAnI hIrAnI TIlaDI corAI gaI hatI eka harIjananI yogyatA joIne jIvananAM tyAre meM bhAvanA bhAvI ke, laI janArane sadbuddhi rahasya samajAvyAM tenAthI tenuM jIvana nIti suje ane pAchI mUkI jAya. dazeka divasamAM ane dhamamaya thaI gayuM che. eka nAstika gaNAtA kaI TIlaDI pAchI mukI gayuM, jemAM mAtra eka hAIskUlanA heDamAstarane navakAranI samajaNa lAla kaNa ochA hatA. temanA zAstranA AdhAre samajAvatA mahAAstika vaDIlenI sagavaDa mATe yAtrAe javA ane thaI gayA che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA javA vadhu sArI gADI hoya eka hAIskUlanAM mukhyazikSikAne siddha to sAruM ema mane lAgyuM ane mArA bhAIe avasthA samajAvavAthI temane siddha thavAnI be mahinAmAM pitAnI meLe ja sArI gADI jhaMkhanA jAgI che. mokalAvI dIdhI. navakArane samajavAnuM zIkhavavAthI ghaNAnAM eka yuvAnanA gaLAmAM moTI gAMTha nIkaLI jIvana badalAI gayAM che. maMdabuddhivALAnI buddhimAM hatI. davAthI maTI nahi. tene je tyAre mane vadhAro thayo che. sadbuddhi thaI gaI che jemane thayuM ke tenI gAMTha maTI jAya to sAruM. e nimitte dhArmika kriyAo veTha lAgatI hatI temane navakAne eka vakhasamajI gaye. thaDA samaya pasathI bharelI lAgavA mAMDI che. pachI tenI gAMTha maTI gaI hatI ! AvA kaliyugamAM pavitra thavA mATe Astika amArA vistArano jabaro cara cerI kara thaI janArAnI saMkhyA vadhatI jAya che e vAnuM baMdha kare evA bhAva jAgatAM meM navakAra kharekhara moTAmAM moTo camatkAra jaNAya che. samajIne pUro karyo. be varSe te core carI jarUra che temane sahAya karavAnI. navakAranA karavAnuM cheDI dIdhuM have te pitAnA ghamanAM bhAvaguNo viSe samajAvavAnI vyavasthA thaI zake saMtanI bhakti kare che ane lekenI sevA kare che to ghaNAnuM kalyANa thaI jAya ema che. 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-junA 9 ] sva. zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI saMgharSabharI, preraka jIvanagAthAnuM vimocana | gujarAtanA audyogika jagatanA tejasvI "liviMga veIsa" (jIvaMta avAja) banI jyotirdhara sva. zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI prathama che. eka sArthaka jIvanane-apUrvamAnavaparAkramane puNyatithi prasaMge jANItA sAhityakAra ane adbhuta kalA kasabathI kaMDAravAmAM Avye che. jenadazananA abhyAsI che. kumArapALa desAInI zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI jIvanakathAnA lekhaka AphatonI AMdhI vacce samRddhinuM zikharazrI kumArapALa desAIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke AmAM jIvanakathAnA vimocanane hRdayasparza smaraNa. vyakti jIvanabhara gupta rAkhe evI ghaNIye jali ApatA kAryakrama amadAvAdanA TAgora ghaTanAo che. ghora nirAzA, jIvaleNa bimAholamAM yojAye hatA. zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI rIo ane mAnasika yAtanA ane mUjhavaNethI jIvanakathAnA vimocana prasaMge emanA uttama gherAI gayelI vyaktie jIvanayuddha khelIne kaI zrAvaka tarIkenA umadA guNonuM smaraNa karavAmAM rIte saphaLatA meLavI enI vAta AmAM Ale che khAI che emanI A jIvanakathA sAthe emanA AvyuM hatuM temaja aneka kSetramAM emaNe A patnI zAradAbahenanI samapaNukathA vaNAyelI karelA dAnanI sAthosAtha navasArImAM jarUriyAta che. Arthika, mAnasika ane zArIrika saMgharSone vALA sAdhamikaeN mATe samarpaNa phaleTa, zrI pAra karIne uttamabhAIe virATa audyogika mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanuM amadAvAdamAM stha- sAmrAjya UbhuM karyuM ane pachI emAMthI pAyela kanyA chAtrAlaya, zrI zatruMjaya tIrtha para maLelI saMpattine lekakalyANanA mArge visarjana prakRti ane paryAvaraNanI jALavaNI mATe kareluM kayuM". A kathA ekAda dAyakA pachI kaI vAMcaze mAtabara dAna ane tapovana saMskAra pITha tathA te tene ema lAgaze ke AvuM jIvana jIvavuM jinAlaye, upAzraya ane dharmazALAmAM ApelA zakya haze kharuM? samAraMbhanA pramukha zrI dAnanuM sahue smaraNa karyuM hatuM. dIpacaMdabhAI gADIe zrI yu. ena. mahetAne A prasaMge zrI yu. ena. mahetAnI jIvana- pitAnA vahAlaseyA nAnAbhAI tarIke oLakathAnuM vimocana karatAM vikhyAta baMdhAraNavidda, khAvIne emanA jIvanamAMthI bhaviSyanI peDhIne ciMtaka ane sAhityakAra Do. ela. ema. maLanArI preraNAone sAketa karyo hate. A siMdhavIe kahyuM ke sva. yu. ena. mahetAnI jIvanakathAnuM vimocana karyA bAda De. ela. jIvanakathAmAM saMgharSa vacce jovA maLatuM apUrva ema. siMghavIe A graMtha zrImati zAradAmAnava parAkrama che, vyavasAyanI saphaLatAnI sAthe bahenane arpaNa karyA hatA. samAraMbhanuM kuzaLa jIvananI sArthakatAnI A romAMcaka kathA che saMcAlana karatA zrI mukeza paTele ema kahyuM ke jIvanano hetu yaza ke artha nathI, paNa vizALa jevI a jIvanagAthA preraka che evI ja enI kalyANa bhAvanA che ane e jemanAmAM pragaTa AlekhanarIta addabhuta che aMte TorenTa parivAra thayA che evA zrI yu. enamahetAnA jIvananI vatI amadAvAda IlekaTrIsITI kaMpanInA meneuDI mathAmaNa ane gahana mama sudhI enA jiMga DirekaTara zrI cInubhAI zAhe uttamabhAI lekhaka Do. kapArapALa desAI pahoMcI zakyA che. sAthe gALelI kSaNane yAda karIne AbhAravidhi A jIvanakathA jeTalI viziSTa che eTaluM ja karI hatI ane kahyuM hatuM ke zrI uttamabhAI AgavuM, preraka ane hRdayasparzI enuM Alekhana temanI bhAvanAo, Adarzo ane satkAryothI che A jIvanakathA zrI uttamabhAI mahetAne AvatI peDhIne preraNArUpa banI raheze. : For Private And Personal Use Only

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60 [ zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza Morn-crA Dr. Dr.Secorweggery pUjyapAda gurudeva munirAjazrI bhuvanavijyAnevAsI pa. pU. AgamaprajJatAraka gurudevazrI SjaMbUvijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA vyAkhyAne ka hajI AM [hapta 13 me ] [guru vANuM bhAga-1mAMthI sAbhAra...] (gatAMkathI cAlu) eka tApasa hato. satyavAdI hatA ane te A mANasane ema thayuM ke vaLI A kaI gAmanI bahAra rahetA hatA. have evAmAM banyuM jAtane roga. eNe DeAkaTarane pUchyuM ke A roga evuM ke dhADapADuo dhADa pADavA mATe A kaI jAtane? DokaTara kahe ke "God only gAmamAM AvyA. gAma lokone AgaLathI khabara knowes" arthAt phakta bhagavAna ja jANe che. paDavAthI badhA pitAnA dara-dAgInA laIne ApaNane paNa IrSyA Adi vabhAvagata doSane gAmanI bahAra moTI jhADI hatI temAM bharAI eka eve vyAdhi lAgu paDe che ke ene IlAja gayA. have dhADa-pADuo AvyA gAmamAM joyuM. gurU bhagavaMte-jJAnI mahAtmAo ja jANe che. gAma AkhuM khAlI eTale teoe vicAra mANasanA svabhAvamAM je sAmyatA haze te karyo ke gAmanI bahAra rahelA tApasane pUchIe. enI vANI paNa mIThI haze. anaMta puNyanA yanA e satyavAdI che mATe e satya kaheze. teoe udaye ApaNane vANI maLI che. vANIno upayoga tApasane pUchayuM, eTale tApase pahelAM te kahyuM priya bolavA tathA bhagavAnanI stuti karavA mATe ke je jANe che te belatI nathI ane je kara joIe. jyAre ApaNe te teno upayoga jANatI nathI te bole che.. jema-tema bolavAmAM arthAt patharo pheMkavAmAM ja karIe chIe. pU. hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje AMkhe jANe che paNa bolatI nathI. jIbha cAritranI be vyAkhyA karI che. eka to e ke na jANatI nathI paNa bole che. Ama vAraMvAra pAMca mahAvrata ane bIjI aSTa pravacanamAtA. belavA lAgyo. eTale pelA coree kahyuM ke AmAM paNa bhASAsamiti para vadhAre bhAra mUka S; tame satya bele. tamArI satyavAdI tarIke prasiddhi che. kAraNa ke... mANasanI mati, kaLa vagere che. kAM to asatya bole, tamArI prasiddhi bhale tenI vANI parathI pArakhI zakAya. jyAre ApaNe maTI jAya. A mahAtmAe vicAra karyo ke te kaDavI vANI rUpI bANo ja sAmAne mArIo khoTu bolIza te mArI prasiddhi dhULamAM maLI chIe ApaNAmAM jarAye sabhyatA nathI. bhagavAna jaze. mATe teNe satya kahI dIdhuM ke A jhADImAM kevaLajJAna pAmyA. zenA baLathI? maunanA ja bharAyA che chevaTe pariNAma e AvyuM ke ne? maunanI sAdhanAmAM khUbaja tAkAta che. vANI coroe badhAne lUMTI lIdhA ane mArI nAkhyA. sAcI temaja hitakArI bolavI joIe. bIjAnI A kezika nAmano RSi sAtamI narake gaye. hiMsA karanArI, ahita karanArI, sAcI vANuM mahAtmAo kahe che ke AvuM satya na bolavuM paNa bolavI joIe nahIM. jenAthI asaMkhyanA jIvana roLAI jAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna: 99] jIvanamAM jeTalI vANInI saccAI jarUrI zeThe te pramANe karyuM. te kaI mANasa che teTalI ja nyAya ane nItinI paNa jarUra doDate doDate AvIne kahe zeTha A tamArI che. nItithI karelI kamANI mANasane satkAya pAMcazerI bajAramAM rakhaDatI hatI, upara tamArUM karavA prere che. eka zeTha hatA. zeThane tyAM moTo nAma che. pachI bIjI vakhata A zeTha te pAMcakariyANAne vepAra cAle. A zeThe kayuM zuM? zerIne taLAvamAM phekI de che. taLAvamAM mAchaluM levAnAM ane devAnAM bane kATalAM judA rAkhe. gaLI jAya che. e mAchaluM mAchImArane tyAM zeThane be putra hatA temAM ekanuM nAma vadhi jAya che, mAchImAranA hAthamAM pAMcazerI Ave rAkheluM ane bIjAnuM nAma ghaTiye rAkheluM. A che. nAma vAMce che. doDate zeThane AvIne kahe zeThane jyAre mAla levAno hoya tyAre vadhiyAne che- zeTha! A tamArI pAMcazerI che, laI le kahe maNIkuM lAva. eTale te meTuM maNika jUo nItinuM dhana jyAM haze tyAMthI pAchuM ja lAve ane jyAre devAnuM hoya tyAre ghaTiyAne AvavAnuM che. zeThane nItinA vepAranI pratitI bUma pADe tethI nAnuM maNikuM lAve. A thaI pachI zeThane khUba ja sukha-sukha thaI gayuM. anAtinA vepAsthI zeTha khuza thAya. have moTA Aje mANase Dekorezana pAchaLa lAkho chokarAne paraNA, vahu gharamAM AvI. eka eka rUpiyA khace che paNa eka saLagatA dilane divasa vahue sasarAne kahyuM ke bApujI Apa : sAMtvana ApavA eka Ano khacavA taiyAra nathI. vadhiyA ane ghaTiyA ema kahIne kene belA paNa A bahAranA vaibhavane mANasa jema-jema che? evuM te koInuM nAma ApaNA gharamAM che. vadhArato jAya che tema-tema tenI bhUkha vadhatI nahIM eTale sasarAe badhI vAta vahune karI. * jAya che. tene jIvanamAM apUrNatA ja lAge che. vahu dhamarane pAmelI hatI. tene thayuM ke A jyAre mANasa je potAnI aMdarano vaibhava vadhAre anItinA paisAthI ja gharamAMthI mAMdagI jatI nathI te jIvana eTaluM badhu sukhamaya banI jaze ke ane purUM khAvA maLatuM nathI mATe teNe potAnA ra tenI kalpanA paNa nahIM Ave. AMtaravaibhavanuM sasarAne kahyuM ke tame nyAyathI vepAra karo. A sukha evuM che ke tame jema-jema keIne sukha anItinA paisA Ave che mATe ja AvA kaMkAsa Apo tema tamAruM sukha vadhatuM jaze jyAre gharamAM cAlI rahyA che sasarAne gaLe vAta utarI bahAranA vaibhavanuM sukha evuM che ke tame jema teNe nItithI vepAra zarU karyo. cAre bAju jema Apazo tema khUTI jaze. kadAca vRddhi zeThanI pramANikatAnA vakhANa thavA lAgyA gharAkI pAmaze te paNa AMtara vaibhava jeTaluM te nahIM. sArA pramANamAM rahevA lAgI. ane thoDA ja tame sAmAne jeTalo prema Apaze tema tamAre vakhatanI aMdara sAcA zeTha tarIke prasiddhi thaI prema vRddhi pAmate jaze. bahAranI cIjone tame ane khUba AbAdI vadhavA lAgI. zeTha sukhI thaI jema jema vadhAre karatA raheze tema tema tame gayA. zeThane pachI pratitI thaI ke A vahu apaNa banatA jaze. jyAre AMtara vaibhava jema lakSaNavaMtI che ane tenAthI ja A gharanI jema ApatA jaze tema-tema pUrNa banatA jaze. AbAdI vadhI che, gharamAM khUba ja tenuM mAna vadhyuM. eka vakhata vahue kahyuM ke tame eka samakitanI mukhya nizAnI anukaMpA che. sonAnI pAMcazerI banAve. tenI para "sAcA anukaMpA eTale dayA nahIM. paraMtu bIjAnuM duHkha zeTha" evuM nAma lakho tene bajAranI vacce joIne e AkuLa-vyAkuLa banI jAya. tenuM mUkI do. pachI juo A nItinuM dhana, hRdaya kaMpavA lAge te anukaMpA. dayAne tenAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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62 ( zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza ghaNe utarate darajo che. bhagavAnanA hadayamAM ke IcchA te AkAza jeTalI anaMta che parigrahane anukaMpA cikkAra bharelI hoya che. basa dhyAna ochA karI na zako to kAMI nahIM paraMtu dharatAM paNa temanA magajamAM eka ja vicAra IcchAnuM te parimANa karo. ApaNuM zarIra ghUmI rahyo hato ke huM A jagatanA jIvane kevI AkhuM azucithI ja bhareluM che. mANasane rIte duHkhathI mukta karuM ? tenuM kema hita karuM ? saMDAsamAM besI rahevAnuM mana thAya kharUM? game basa Aja eka laganI hatI. tyAre te e tevuM uttamamAM uttama bhejana paNa A zarIrarUpI jagatanA tamAma jIvene mATe pUjya banI gayA. gaTaramAM jatA kebrI dudhavALuM banI jAya che? dharmane prANa karUNA che. jyAre saMgama are ApaNe jamyA pachI paNa ApaNane miTa mahAvIra bhagavAnane cha cha mahinA sudhI upasa thAya to enI sAme ApaNe eka kSaNa mATe karyA tyAre te koI divasa bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM joIe kharA ? tyAMthI bhAgI chUTIe. duniyAmAM pANInuM eka biMda AvyuM nathI paraMtu jyAre badhA mazIna kAcA mAlamAMthI pAke mAla bahAra A saMgama vidAya le che tyAre bhagavAnanI paDe che. jyAre A zarIrarUpI ekaja mazIna Akho karUNAthI chalakAI uThe che. basa emane evuM che ke te pAkA mAlane kAryo karIne bahAra e ja vicAra Ave che ke A bicAro cha-cha pheMke che ane e mAlane je paNa na game. mahinA mArA saMsagamAM rahyo chatAM dagatimAM uttamamAM uttama miSTAna peTamAM jatAM ja viSTa jaze kevI bhagavAnanI karuNA..! ATa-ATalA rUpe pariNAma pAme che. bahArathI suMdara dekhAtA upasargo karyA chatAM tenA para kevo ajoDa prema..! A zarIramAM keTalI azuci bharelI paDI che? mahApurUSa kahe che ke A zarIra paMpALavA mATe mANasa haMmezAM nAmane amara banAvavA nathI. arthAta piSavA mATe nathI paNa zeSavA mATe irache che. nAmane nahIM paNa kAmane amara che. ApaNe divasa ane rAta dehanI pUjAmAM ja banAvatAM zIkho. evA satkAryo karo ke tamAruM paDyA chIe. jyAre zAstrakAro pharamAve che ke dehanA kAma amara banI jAya. nahIM paraMtu devanI pUjA kare. mANasane badhe - jIvananI siddhi dharmarUpI dhana kamAvAmAM vaibhava maLe eTale e ema ja mAne che ke rahelI che. nahIM ke paisA kamAvAmAM khAvAnuM mAro janma saphaLa.. paNa mahApurUSe kahe che pIvAnuM kAma to jIva dareka yonimAM karatA ke janma saphaLa nahIM paNa dhama vinA niSphaLa... AvyuM che. A jIvanamAM paNa enuM e ja paramAtmAnA rUpa sivAya jagatamAM kaI evuM kArya cAlu raheze te pachI saMsAranA pherA kayAMthI adabhuta rUpa nathI. A zarIramAMthI samyakajJAna, TaLavAnA? jyAre dharmanuM mahatva samajAya che samyakdarzana ane samyaphacAritra rUpI traNa tyAre A jIvana keI ucca keTInuM banI jAya che. ratna kADhI le. jema samudramAM agAdha pANI hiMsA karavAthI mANasa dagatimAM jAya che. raheluM che tema A AtmAmAM akhUTa khajAne mAMsAhAra karavAthI-mahAraMbhane karavAthI-mahA- bharela che. parigraha karavAthI nArakImAM jAya che. zAsAmAM bhavarAga ane bhAvaroga-A be moTA re paMdara karmAdAna Ave che je narakamAM laI janArAM ApaNane lAgelA che. ApaNuM cittanA eTalA che. karmAdAna eTale zuM? karmanuM AdAna kama kaluSita pariNAma che ke rAga-dveSa ne mehamAM bAMdhavAno vepAra, parigrahanI icchAthI ja mANasa citta khuba ja vyAkuLa baneluM che. jyAM sudhI AvA karmAdAnenuM sevana karatA hoya che. kAraNa A bhAvago che tyAM sudhI bhavaroga rahevAno. For Private And Personal Use Only

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me-juna : 99 ] dhama rUpI jhaverAta kamAvA mATe guNAne vaibhava joize. je guNA rUpI vaibhava nahIM hoya te dharUpI jhaverAta meLavI nahIM zake. have dhamane ceAgya banavA mATenA cAthe| guNa .. lekapriyatA... dharma karanAra mANasa leAkeAmAM priya hovA joie. eka bAju khUba ja tapazcaryA karatA hAya ane bIjI bAju kaMjusane kAkA hoya teA tenA vakhANa thAya ke hAMsI... je mANasa dhama karatA hoya e koi divasa kAinuM ghasAtu khele nahIM ane enu paNa kadAca kAI dhasAtu bele tA paNa kadIe tenA para gusse thAya nahIM. ihulAka virUddha ane paraleAka virUddha kAipaNa kAya` na karo. ihaleAka virUddha-jIvanamAM keinI paNa ni*dA na karavI, duniyAmAM saiAthI vadhAre gaLI cIja kaI ? garaja....garaje gadheDAne paNa bApa kahevA paDe. ane AnAthI paNa gaLI cIja ni`dA che. ni'dAnA rasa evA che ne ke mANasa kalAkeAnA kalAko sudhI sAMbhaLyA kare ne te paNa tene kaTALe Ave nahIM. jIvanamAM A cAra vastu geAkhI leA. cAlaze,jAya che. dezanA sAMbhaLIne gurU mahArAjane pUche phAvaze, bhAvaze, gamaze. kAipaNa vastu game tevI hAya te| tene yAgya banatAM zIkheA. A nahIM cAle e magajamAMthI kADhI nAkhe|. leAkapriya mANasa banavu hoya te nIcenI bAkhatA dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joie. che ke bhagava'ta A vakhate cAmAsAmAM e sAdhu bhagavata ahIM rahyA hatA emAM eka tapasvI hatA. ane bIjA khAudharA....A enI kai gati thaze ? eka gAmamAM eka muni mahArAja rahetA hatA. teo mAsakSamaNune pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karatA hatA. lokomAM khUba ja khyAti hatI. kevA tapasvI.... kevA tyAgI.... evAmAM kAi khIjA sAdhu mahArAja tyAM pharatAM-pharatAM AvI caDyA. cAmAsAnA samaya najIka hatA. tethI teja gAmamAM cAmAsA mATe rahe che. upAzrayamAM A mahArAjanI upara utare che. A mahArAja darareAja vaheAravA mATe sIDI parathI nIce utare che. temanAM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 63 manamAM eka ja vicAra Ave che. are re...kAM A tapasvI ane kayAM huM ? huM' kevA zithila.... uttamakuLamAM avataryA chatAM tapa-tyAga karI zakatA nathI. A rIte dararAja teo peAtAnA AtmAna nide che. jyAre dararAja traNa traNa vakhata vaheAravA jatA A mahArAjane joine pelA tapasI mahArAja vicAre che ke A kevA jIbhane paravaza che, dhikkAra che A bhUkhaDI khArasa ne ! A pramANe enI niMdA karyA kare che...gAmanA zrAvaka Ave tyAre paNa temanI pAse tapasvI mahArAja AnI ja ni'dA karyAM kare che. have cAmAsu' pUrU' thayuM'. A pATaliputranI vAta che. tyAM kAika keLI bhagavaMta padhAre che, gAmanA leAkeA dezanA sAMbhaLavA A sAMbhaLI gurUbhagavaMta kahe che sAMbhaLA! je tapasvI muni hatA. te marIne du^timAM jaze ane sa'sAramAM dhaNu* bhaTakaze. jyAre tame jene khAudharA kahe che. e zeADA kALa pachI mekSe jaze. A sAMbhaLIne gAma leke Azcaya cakita thai gayA. gurU bhagava'te kahyuM ke je tapasvI muni hatA temaNe AkhA divasa niMdAnA ja dhadhA karyuM jyAre pelA sAdhue peAtAnA AtmAne nidyo che ni'dyA karavAthI tathA ahaMkAra AvavAthI mAsa hajAro varSoMnA tapane dheAi nAMkhe che. bAhubalIne kevaLajJAna thavAmAM ahaMkAra ja A AbyA hatA na... ! nahi te kevI ugra tapazcaryA hatI... paNa jyAM ahaMkAra bhAgyA ke tarata kevalajJAna....! khAlI namavAnA vicAra paNa mANasane cheka kayAM sudhI lai jAya che ? cetanA upayAga.... A cetanA eka raMgIna cIja che tene jevA padAya nA sa`ceAga karAvIe tevA raga lAge che. sadguNAthI ragIe tA For Private And Personal Use Only

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[ zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza sadguNo Ave ane durguNothI raMgIe te dharmagurUe tene kahyuM ke alyA tuM zuM kare che? duguNa Ave. guNavAnanI niMdA karavI tane zuM prArthanA karatAM AvaDe che? pele chokare e te ati bhayaMkara pApa che. bhagavAnanI kahe che ke jeo badhI prArthanA to svara ane pAse saraLa hRdayanI prAthanA jaladI pahoMce che. vyaMjana athavA bArakhaDImAMthI ja banelI che. eka maMdiramAM dharmagurU prAthanA karAvatA hatA. huM bhagavAnane AkhI bArakhaDI kahI daI chuM badhA sArI rIte prArthanA jhIlatA hatA. temAM ane kahu chuM ke bhagavAna A bArakhaDImAMthI eka nAno chokaro hato. te paNa pitAnA tame tamArI prArthanA banAvI lejoA sAMbhaLI hAthanA maTakAthI.... prAthanA karatA hatA.... dharmagurU hasI paDyA. kevuM saraLa hadaya !" (kramazaH) E3%ers. There were researm circulars ago, Io3 jemanI bhakti sarva prakAranAM bhayanuM bhajana karanArI che ane sakala mane rathanI siddhi karanArI che. tevA zrI arihaMta devane amArI keTa keTi vaMdanA he mand-MRST TIME 3) Stability 3 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza" mAsika uttarottara pragatinA sopAna sara kare tevI hArdika manokAmanA ane zubhecchA sAthe... snadnou megapro Indchem Marketing Corporation 32, Shamaldas Gandhi Marg, Saraf Mansion, Mumbai-400 002 Phone : 2617367-68 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhama mANasane tAre che.... eka zeTha. lAkhAnAM lekhAM-jokhAM kare ane karADAneA kArAbAra sabhALe, zrIma'tAi kharI, paNa AchakalAinuM... nAma nahi ! emAMya pAchu' zeThanA haiye dhama vaselA. bhalAi emane bhAve ane sAdagI emane phAve. jJAnanI vAtamAM UMDI ruci dharAve. paDita madanameAhana mAlavIyAjI mATe emane gajabanA AdarabhAva. emanA paDyo khela jhIle. kadIka mana mu'jhAya te paDitajI pAse paheAMcI jAya. patijI parAmaza karI pathadarzana Ape kALa upara koineA kAmU nathI cAlatA. eka vakhata zeThaneA kaparA kALa zarU thayA, zeThanA kArAbAra tUTavA lAgyA. emanI peDhIe DUbavA lAgI... jANe dharmInA ghera ja dhADa paDI ! navAM nANAM kAi dhIre nahi. jUnA leNiyAta nANAM meLavavA takAdA kare, zeThanI mati mUjhAi. emanu" mana dvidhAmAM aTavAyu', kArebAra kema karIne calAvavA ? paDita mAlavIyAjIne A vAtanI jANu thai. temaNe zeThane kheAlAvyA. zeTha AvyA. paDitajIe pUchyuM : ' zeTha, kArAbAra kema cAle che? ' * pa'DitajI ! kaparA kALa AvyeA che. AkharUnA dhajAgarA thAya evA dahADA AvyA che.... zeTha DhIlA avAje melyA. 6 paNa Ama udAsa thavAthI tA kAMi upAya nahi ja maLI jAya ne ? ' mane te kAMi sUjhatuM ja nathI....zu karu ? ' mAre te tamane kaIka bIjI ja vAta karavAnI hatI ' paDitajI elyA. zI vAta ? ' amArI kAzI vizvavidyAlaya mATe ApanA taraphathI meATI rakamanu dAna maLe tevI apekSA che. ? * pa`DitajI ! mArA ghA upara namaka kAM chAMTA che ? leNiyAtAnA takAdA mane ujAgarA karAve che, tyAM tamane dAna te zI rIte Apu?" zeTha, huM sAme cAlIne tamArI pAse dAna mAguM chuM. have zuM karavu' te tamAre nakkI karavAnuM che! Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zeTha vicAramAM paDyA. paDitajInI vAtamAM ka'ika UMDA mama' haze ema temane lAgyuM. temaNe vicAyu ke, Ameya karoDo rUpiyA gumAvyA che, te have thADA vadhAre ! kAla kANe dIThI che ? bhaluM karavAnI vAta heAya tyAM bhAvine bhaya nA rakhAya ! ' zu* vicAre che, zeTha ? ? 5 DitajI! ApanI vAta pAchI kema ThelAya? ' tA pachI elA rakama....' * eka lAkha rUpiyA.... ' * eTalI rakamathI kAMi nA thAya... ' paMDitajI khelyA. paNa atyAre mArA sa'joge..... . zeTha aTakI gayA. ' sa'jogA tA pharIthI sudharI jaze....' tA lakhA e lAkha rUpiyA....' ' nA hajI rakama vadhAre.' 'traNa lAkha rUpiyA,... ' 'zeThajI ! cAlA pAMca lAkha pUrA lakhAvI de....' zeTha ghaDIbhara vicAramAM paDyA ane pachI melyA, * ThIka che, jevI ApanI icchA, zeThe pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnA ceka meAkalI ApyA. paDitajIe A vAta vividha akhabAra dvArA jAhera karI. leAkeA vAta jANIne vismayamAM paDyA, saiAne lAgyu ke, jo zeThanI peDhI DUbI hAya teA pAMca lAkhanuM dAna zI rIte kare? leAkeA khATI aphavAo phelAvIne zeThane badanAma karavA beThA che.... ! leAkeAne zeThanA pratye zraddhA jAgI, sAe temane tyAM pharI thApaNA mUkavAnu zarU karyu. leNiyAtAe takAdA badha karyA. zeThanA sUjoge pharIthI saLe kaLAe khIlI UThyA. temane kAreAbAra pharIthI dhamadhamI uDyo. DUbatI peDhI taratI thai ! * zeThe pa'DijIneA AbhAra mAnyA paDitajI kahe, zeTha dhama ja mANasane tAre che. tame mana mATuM karyu tene tamane badale maLyA 3DI bhAvanA bhAvajo, dilamAM dayA rAkhajo bhaluM karanAranuM bhUMDU kadIya thatu' nathI ne kadI thazeya nahi. dhama AkRtamAM ya rAhata Ape che. dhamanA pa'tha mAnavIne sadAya adhikAra Ape che. [ lekhaka zrI lakSmIca`drabhAi che. sa`ghavInA pustaka STAMta ratnAkara'mAMthI janahitArthe` sAbhAra.... ] For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shree Atmanand Prakash 02 :e o Regd. No. GBV. 31 ekatA tyAM unnati tyaktvA virodha sakalaM, jAtidharmanibandhanam / anyonyasaumanasyena, sarve sAghayatonnatim / / , prati 5 jAti ane dharmanA bhedone AgaLa karI upajAvelA badhA virodhane zamAvI do ane paraspara mIThA dilathI eka thaI unnati sAdhavA lAgI jAo. Remove all quarrels engendered by putting forth racial and religious differences, seek unity of hearts and ascend to the path of progress. zrI AmAnaMda prakAza The. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageiTa, bhAvanagara-364 0 01 From, ta'trI : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara mudraka : sAdhanA mudraNAlaya, dANApITha pAchaLa, bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only