Atmanand Prakash Pustak 094 Ank 01 02

Author(s): Pramodkant K Shah
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/532035/1

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Shri Mahay ahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra pustaka : 94 sana 1996-97 2144:2043 4000000 GU BO 0000 40000000000 0000000 DDDDD DDDDDD. DODOBRO B K DO DDDDDDDDDDDD 00000 BARBEREDD **** 000000 60 40 www.kobatirth.org 990 0000000 GOODDDDDD zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA AgeITa, bhAvanagara - 364001. 00000000000 aga. A umAgaDha za For Yi Ting BOOD BED Private 000000000 DODDDDDD 200 HN VICHIGLE yfiel BOOOOOOO000000 sabhA 90 odbiddoo otel ot612 (+vesit And Personal Use On 6000DO nana *** BODOD BOD vAka phAila Exer 00 GOD Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandi 000 GOD GOOD DOROD 0000000 ** TOVARVA ODO BRO 10200 GOOD @D@@DO000000 0000000 ROD

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zrI jaina a.!?!! ' sabhA khArugeITa, DAvanagara zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza Shree Atmanand Prakash anAdizcetanasyAya duHkhapUrNA bhavabhramaH / rAgadveSAdisaMklezasamAzleSasudbhavaH / / * cetana (AtmA)nuM A duHkhapUNa bhavabhramaNa anAdikALathI cAlI rahyuM che, je tenA rAgadveSa Adi kalezAne AbhArI che. * This miserable wandering of the phenomenal soul in the transmigratory cycle is cbrried on from beginningless time. This wandering of it, is owing to its embracing passions-attachment, aversion and others. pustaka : 94 kArataka-mAgasara Atma saMvata : 101 vIra saMvata : 2543 vikrama saMvata 2053 navembara-DIsembara-96 aka : 1/2 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra krama lekha a nu * ma Ni kA lekhaka (1) te cAlaze.... (2) nUtana varSanA ma'gala prabhAte (3) st . cit ne AnaMdanI prApti www.kobatirth.org (4) auSadhe jyAM hAre che AsthA tyAM vijayI bane che ! (5) sAcA haiAya te sahune ajavALe (6) karmAMrAjAnI karAmata (7) bhAvanagara sthita kRSNanagara jaina derAsare sUrimaMtra AdinI bhavyAtibhavya ujavaNI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zrI khImaca'da cAMpazI zAha pravacanakAra : yugadeSTA AcAya zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI anuvAdaka ; zrI kumArapALa desAI pU. munizrI rAjaratnavijayajI ma. grA. sa'kalana : zrIca'da pAlItANA sakalana ; kAMtilAla Ara. salAta For Private And Personal Use Only pRSTha 1 2 6 G 12 13 5 A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhyazrIe zrI rasIkalAla jayaMtIlAla zAha (hArIjavALA) bhAvanagara zrI bharatakumAra nagInadAsa zAha-bhAvanagara zrImatI madhubena nagInadAsa zAha-bhAvanagara zrI narendrakumAra vanamALIdAsa mahetA-bhAvanagara zrI caMdrakAMta manasukhalAla zAha-bhAvanagara zrI virendrakumAra vinayacaMda saMghavI-bhAvanagara

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza taMtrI zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha te cAlaze. bhale kaMI ja mujane nA maLe basa tuM maLe to cAlaze bhale Aza mujake nA phaLe basa tuM phaLe to cAlaze vizvAsa ke vizvamAM vahAlA jinezvara ApathI chUTavA mAMgu chu aMtare bhabhava taNA saMtApathI dinakara bhale huM nA banuM.divaDo banuM te cAlaze... IcchA mane che eka ke pArasa maLe kaMcana banuM AzA mane che eka ke tAraka ma bhavathI tarU tarI zakuM nA bhAvathI bhale caraNe rahu te cAlaze ... pUjA karI huM pUtyanI e parama padane huM graha pitA maLyA jinavara samA vArasa banI zobhI rahuM vArasa banI ja nA zakuM paNa dAsa thauM te cAlaze . ified For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-96] - - - che nUtana varSanA maMgala prabhAte che zrI pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha-pramukha "zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza" mAsIka 93 varSa purA karI 94 mAM varSamAM praveza kare che tathA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnuM A zatAbdI varSa cAle che, je ApaNA sarvene mATe AnaMda tema ja gauravano viSaya che. zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza" AtmajJAnanI sugaMdha phelAvatuM sajIvana tathA sadvicAra arthe jJAna pragaTAvatuM pragati karI rahyuM che. amo mAsIkamAM vidvAna pU. gurubhagavatenA lekho, jaina dharmamAM tatvajJAnanA lekha, vidvAna bhAIo tathA bahene taraphathI AvelA lekho, jaina sAhitya ane itihAsanA lekho, bhakti aMgenA lekhe tathA bhAvanagaramAM cAturmAsa padhArela pa.pU. gurubhagavaMtanI zubha nizrAmAM ujavAyela dhArmika kAryo, ArAdhanAo. dhArmika mahatsava vigerenI mAhitI samayAnusAra pragaTa karIe chIe. zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA dvArA thatI anya pravRttio tarapha jarA najara karIe zrI jaina Atmada sabhA jaina sAhitya tema ja jAtIya samagra dArzanika sAhityanA prakAzana kSetre AgavuM sthAna dharAve che. Agama saMzodhaka 5.5, vidvAna munizrI jabU vijayajI mahArAja sAhebe athAga parizrama uThAvIne sa zodhana karela ane saMpAdita karela "zrI dvAzara nayacakramanA traNa bhAgonuM ApaNI sabhAe prakAzana karela che. jenI paradezamAM jApAna, jarmanI, osTrIyA, amerikA vigere dezamAM ghaNI mAga che; tene pahelo bhAga punaHmudraNa (rI-prInTa ) karAvavAnuM kArya cAlI rahyuM che je pUrNa thavA Avela che ane jenuM vimocana A zatAbdI varSamAM karavAmAM Avaze, A punaHmudraNa rI-prITa) nA kArya mATe 5.pU. vidvAna munizrI vijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI preraNAthI jApAnanA eka DokaTara sAhebe ApaNI saMsthAne sArI evI Arthika sahAya karela che. saMvata 2008nI sAlamAM ApaNI sabhAe zrI tIrthakara caritra sacitra) prakAzana karela tenI gujarAtI AvRttinuM prakAzana kArya pa.pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI nayaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI preraNAthI cAlI rahyuM che. je pUrNa thavA upara che. tema ja tenI hindI AvRttinuM prakAzana pa.pU. indrannisUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI preraNAthI cAlI rahyuM che. gata Aso mAra mA zAradA pUjana vidhi" pustikAnuM prakAzana saMsthAe karela che. je jaina vidhi anusAra copaDA pUjana arthe ghaNuM ja upayogI puravAra thayela che. A sabhA pitAnI ja mAlikInA makAnamAM "jAhera phrI vAMcanAlaya" calAve che. sthAnika bhAvanagara, rAjakoTa, amadAvAda tema ja muMbaIne dainika vartamAna patro tathA vyApArane lagatA aThavADIka ake paNa vaMcANe mukavAmAM Ave che jeno ghaNuM bhAI o sAro lAbha le che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-96] A sabhA sArI lAIbrerI paNa calAve che jenI aMdara prate, jaina dharmanA pustake, saMskRta, prakRta pustake, vyAkaraNanA pustake, aMgrejI, gujarAtI, hindI pustako tema ja neveleno samAveza thayela che. A pustakone lAbha 5 pU. gurubhagavate ane sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba cAturmAsa daramyAna jJAnAbhyAsa tema ja vyAkhyAna samaye pravacana athe sArA pramANamAM upayoga kare che. jene tema ja jainetara bhAIo-baheno paNa sArA pramANamAM A lAIbrerIne upayoga kare che. dhArmika pravRttio - 1, saMvata 205ranA poSa vada 2 ne ravivAra tA. 7-1-96nA roja ghoghA mukAme zrI navakhaMDA pAzvanAthajIne yAtrA pravAsa rAkhavAmAM Avela hato. gheghA zrI navakhaMDA pArzvanAtha dAdAnA raMgamaMDapamAM sabhA taraphathI pArzvanAtha paMcakalyANaka pUjA saMgItakAra maMDaLI sAthe bhavya rAgarAgaNIpUrvaka bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. ghaNI ja sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhAnA sabhyo tema ja mahemAne A yAtrA pravAsamAM joDAyA hatA. savAre tathA bapore gurubhakti tathA svAmibhakti rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. 2. saMvata 205ranA caitra suda 5 ne ravivAra tA. 24-3-96nA roja pAlItANA mukAme sabhyazrIone eka yAtrA pravAsa rAkhavAmAM Avela hatA, tyAM zrI siddhAcalajI tIrtha upara pUjA temaja samuhamAM caityavaMdana karavAmAM Avela tema ja nIce zrI takhatagaDha jena dharmazALAmAM gurubhakti tema ja svAmibhakti rAkhavAmAM Avela. sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhya bhAI-bahene joDAyA hatA. A zatAbdI varSa nimitte sabhAnA sabhyazrIono be divasano pharatI yAtrA pravAsa tA. 3-8-96 tathA tA. 4-8-94nA roja rAkhavAmAM Avela hatuM. bhAvanagarathI lakajharI basamAM nIkaLI prathama khaMbhAta tIrthe pahoMcyA hatA. tyAM sevA, pUjA, dazana bhakita Adine amUlya lhAvo laI kalika, thalateja, thaI kabA pahoMcyA hatA. tyAM rAtri rokANa karI vahelI savAre sevA, pUjA, darzana, bhakita Adino amUlya lahAvo laI amadAvAda-pAlaDI-sthita zrI jina sosAyaTImAM cAturmAsa birAjamAna vidvAna AgamaprajJa munizrI jaMbU vijayajI mahArAja sAhebane vaMdana karela, tema ja zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA zatAbdI varSanI ujavaNI aMge mArgadarzana meLavela. sabhAnA hodedArazrIoe pUjyazrIne bhAvanagara padhAravA AgrahabharI vinaMtI karela. pUjyazrIe jaNAvela ke mArI anukULatA mujaba hu tamane lakhI jaNAvIza ane zrI jaina AtmAnaMda saMbha je 100 mAM varSamAM praveza karI jena sAzananI ane jene samAjanI amUlya sevA bajAvI rahyuM che te saMsthA jJAnanA A amUlya satkAryonI suvAsa vadhune vadhu phelAvatu rahe tevI hArdika zubhecchAo pAThavela. anya pravRttio :-- 1. saM. 205ra nA kArataka suda ekamanA roja besatA varSanI khuzAlImAM maMgalamaya prabhAte sabhAnuM snehamilana rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM hatuM. ane kesarI dUdhanI pATI 2khavAmAM AvI hatI. 3, For Private And Personal Use Only

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[zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza 2. saM. 2052 nA kArataka suda 5 nA rAja jJAnapa'camInA suavasare sabhAnA lAI prerI hAlamAM suMdara ane kalAtmaka rIte jJAna gAThavavAmAM Avela. jJAnanA darzane savAranA 6 vAgyAthI pa.pU. AcAryaM bhagavate pa.pU. munibhagavate tathA pa.pU sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebeA darzanArthe padhArela ane dazananA lAbha lIdhA hatA. khUba ja sArI sakhyAmAM bhAI e baheneA tathA nAnA bALakee paNa daza'nane ane jJAnapUjAnA utsAha pUrvaka bhAbha lIdhe hatA. 3. ApaNI sabhAnA zatAbdI varSanI zAnadAra ujavaNI nimitte tA. 5-8-96nA roja nyu. esa.esa.sI. parIkSAmAM sa`skRta viSayamAM 80 ke tethI vadhu mAsa+ meLavanAra vidyAthI bhAi-bahenone inAma apaNu karavAnA eka samArabha ceAjavAmAM Avela hatuM. A varasa zatAbdI ta hAI ne vadhAre rakamanA inAme ApavAmAM AvelA. 31 bhAi-baheneAne InAme ApavAmAM Avela. A uparAMta kelejamAM abhyAsa karatAM sAdhamika vidyAthI one skolarazIpa Tama-phI ApavAmAM Avela. jemAM 22 vidyAthI ene skelarazIpa ApavAmAM Avela. sabhA dvArA prakAzita karelA graMtheAnu` sabhA vecANa kare che tathA pa.pU. mahArAja sAhebe, pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheA tathA jJAnabha DArAne bheTa paNa Ape che. 5. pU. gacchAdhipati A.zrI subodhasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe ApaNI sabhAmAM hAdedArazrIonI vinatIne mAna ApI ApaNI sabhAnI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI. teozrIe kahyu ke vartamAna samayamAM jJAnadire AtmAnA vizrAma sthAneA che ane jJAnane sAce mA` matAvatA mitrA che. emAM sa'gAheyAlA mahAtmA purUSA ane jyeAti dharAnA amRtatulya vacane jIvanane navI navI preraNA ApI manuSyanuM ghaDatara kare che. e jJAnanA dIvaDAe AtmAnA prakAzanA kiraNeA pragaTAve che. Avu` kA` satat ekasesa SaSathI bhAvanagaranI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA karI rahI che. atyAra sudhImAM aneka prAcIna graMthA pragaTa karIne asthAe mAnavajIvanane ajavALavAnA ane jaina zAsananu gaurava vadhAravAnA prayAsa karela che ane bhaviSyamAM Ave vizeSa prayAsa karavAnI umedya dharAve che. teezrIe pramukhazrI prameAdakAMtabhAi tathA sabhAnA haddedArazrIo zrI cImanabhAi zeTha, zrI hiMmatabhAi meAtIvALA, zrI divyakAMtabhAI saata, zrI cImanabhAI zAha, zrI kAMtibhAI saaAta vigerena amUlya gra'theAnI jALavaNI aMge ceAgya sUcanA karI samagra jaina samAjane zrI jaina AtmAna' sabhAnI lAIbrerInA lAbha levA jaNAvI saMsthAnA zatADhI varSanI ujavaNI aMge aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApelA. tA. 23-9-1996nA roja prakhara vidvAna DaoN. madhusudana e. DhAMkA ( DAyarekaTara amerikana insTITayUTa epha inDiyana sTaDITa-banArasa) tathA amadAvAdanI zAradAbena cImanabhAi ejyukezanala rIsarca insaTITayuTanA DAyarekaTara zrI jitendrabhAi bI. zAhe sabhAnI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI ane hastalikhIta pratAnA bhaMDAra tathA tenI jALavaNI aMge ghaNI ja khUzI vyakta karI hatI ane te agenA ceAgya sUcane karyAM hatA zrI vinAdabhAI krupAsI, presIDanTa mahAvIra phAunDezana kenTIna (yu.ke.) e ApaNI sa`sthAnI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI ane sasthAnI lAI prerI tathA hastalikhIta pratAnA bhaDAranu' khArIka nirIkSaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-96] karyuM hatuM ane amUlya graMthanI sAcavaNI ane saMtoSa vyakta karyo hato ane sabhAnA hoddedAra zrIone abhinaMdana pAThavyA hatA temaNe zrI tIrthakara caritra (citra) nI IbIsa AvRttinuM prakAzana karavA paNa jaNAvela ane te pustakanuM sAruM evuM vecANa tyAM paNa thaI zakaze tema jaNAvela. saMvata 205nI sAlamAM pAMca pedrane tathA tetrIsa navA AjIvana sabhya thayA che. A sabhAnI pragatimAM 5.pU. gurubhagavate, pa.pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAje, vidvAna lekhako ane lekhikAo. peTranazrIo tathA AjIvana sabhyazrIo vigeree je sAtha-sahakAra Apela che te vene khUba ja AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. Apa sarvenA jIvanane harSa ane ullAsa mAga prere tevI prArthanA ane zubhecchA saha nUtana varSAbhinaMdana, - ---- - - - ja Atma vaMcanA # zrImad ekavAra kAviThA padhAryA hatA. eka divasa verazeThane meDa zrI prAgajIbhAI nAmanA eka bhAIe zrImane dhamadha sAMbhaLIne zrImane kahyuM : bhakti te ghaNI karavI che. paNa peTa bhagavAne ApyuM che te khAvAnuM mAge che; te zuM karIe ? lAcAra chIe! ' zrImad pUchyuM : tamArA peTane ame javAba daIe te ?" ema kahIne zrImad vera zeThane bhalAmaNa karatAM kahyuM : "tame je bhajana karatAM che, te emane be vakhata Apaje ne pANInI maTakI Apo ane A upAzrayanA meDA upara beThA beThA bhakti kare, paNa zarata eTalI ke nIce kaMIne varaghoDo ja hoya athavA bairA gIta gAtAM jatAM hoya, te paNa bahAra jevuM nahi. saMsAranI vAto na karavI. keI bhakita karavA Ave te bhale Ave, paNa bIjI kaI vAtacIta karavI nahi tema ja sAMbhaLavI nahi prAgajIbhAIe sAMbhaLIne bolI uThyAH e pramANe te amArAthI rahevAya nahi! A jIvane bhakita karavI nathI, eTale peTa AgaLa dhare che. bhakita karatAM keNa bhUkhe marI gayo ? jIva Ama chetarAya che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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sat, cit ane AnaMdanI prApti ; pracanakAra : yugA AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI : anuvAdaka : zrI kumArapALa desAi anumAna ane Agama nAstikramAM nAstika vyakitane paNa anumAna pramANanA AdhAra levA paDe che. nAstike peAtAnA paradAdAne joyA nathI, para`tu te pote che, tethI tenA pitA, pitAmaha, prarpitAmaha paNa avazya heAvA joie, evA anumAna pramANathI enA paradAdAne eNe mAnavA paDe che. kayAMka rAtre varasAda paDavAthI jamIna bhInI thaI gaI heAya, paraMtu nAstike varasAda varasatA joyA na hAya. savAramAM e nAstika gharanI bahAra nIkaLe ane jamIna bhInI jue, te tarata ja anumAna karaze ke ahIMyA rAtre sArA pramANamAM varasAda varasyA haze, kAraNa ke jamIna hajI ya bhInI che. te AtmA jevA adbhUta ane atIndriya padane anumAna pramANathI mAnavAmAM ene zu vAMdhA che ? AgamapramANathI paNa AtmA siddha thAya che sa.jJa, vItarAga mahApuruSa Ata kahevAya che. temanA vacana AgamapramANa kahevAya che. Apta puruSAnAM vacana zAstrAmAM aMkita che. tenA para avizvAsa rAkhavAnuM koi kAraNa nathI. temaNe zAstromAM AtmAnu varNana karyu che. je koi nAstika kahe ke ame te Agama pramANane mAnatA nathI. te emane ema pUchavAmAM Ave ke tame laukika vyavahAramAM potAnA pitA, mAtA, mATAbhAI vagere hitecchu vyakitaonAM vanAne pramANa mAnIne cAle cho ke nahI ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zrI AtmAnada prakAza ( haptA ceAthe ) adAlatamAM zAhukAranA ceApaDAMne pramANa mAnavAmAM Ave che, te temane niHspRha paramakaruNAzIla, ekAMtahitaiSI Apta vItarAgI che, paraMtu sAMLaLIne paNa enA svarUpane jJAnI sivAya koI jANI zakayuM nathI." AvA gahana Atmatatttane mArI buddhi ane sayama anusAra samajAvavA ane siddha karavA kaziza karuM chuM. For Private And Personal Use Only savaprathama te AtmA nathI" A kathana ja AtmAne siddha kare che, jema ke eka mANusane aMdhakAramAM deraDu sApa jevu lAge che, A prakAranI bhrAMti tyAre ja zakaya bane ke jyAre A jagatamAM sApanuM astittva hoya. jo duniyAmAM sApanu` kayAMya astittva ja na heAta, te sApanI bhrAMti thAya kevI rIte ? jeNe jaLa joyu' che, te ja mRgajaLamAM jaLanI kalpanA karI zake che. jeNe kadI jaLa jJeyu ja na hoya, evI vyakita mRgajaLamAM jaLanI kalpanA kevI rIte karI zake ? e ja rIte AtmA nathI' e kalpanA paNa tyAre ja thai zake, jyAre jagatamAM kayAMya ne kayAMya AtmAnuM astittva heAya. je AtmAnu' astittva ja na heAta, enu nAma ja kayAMthI Aveta ? ane tenA niSedhanI AvazyakatA zA mATe UbhI thAta ? pariNAme AtmAne niSedha ja astittvane siddha kare che. AtmAnA AtmAnA astittvanA svIkAranuM bIjuM kAraNa

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navembara-DIsembara-96 e che ke jeTalA samAsarahita pada hoya che, temanA vAcya padArtha A jagatamAM jarUra hoya che, paraMtu je pada samAsayukata hoya che enA vAcya padArtha kadAcit nathI paNa hotA. udAharaNa tarIke zazaaega ke AkAzapuSpa A baMne pada samAsayukata che. A sAmAsika padonA vAcya padArtha kAI nathI, paraMtu jyAre e baMne padAne alaga karavAmAM Ave te te maLe che. zaza eTale sasaluM, bhR`ga zIgaDuM. A baMne jagatamAM jovA maLe che. mahApuruSA dvArA varNavelAM zAstrAne pramANa mAnavAmAM zu vAMdhA hoi zake ? eTale eka vaijJAnikane navI zodha karatAM pUrva agAunA vaijJAnikoe sthApeleA siddhAMta ke paddhatine pratyakSa na hovA chatAM pramANabhUta mAne che, te pachI AgamamAM varNavelAM siddhAMtA ane vacanene prabhAzubhUta mAnavAmAM zuM vAMdhe ? koI evA savAla kare ke bhUtakALamAM koI ne AtmAnI upalabdhi thaI hatI, evu mAnavA mATe AdhAra zuM enA uttara e che ke jo koI ThaM mahAtmAe bhUtakALamAM AtmAnI zeSa na karI hota tA zAstrAmAM AtmAnu' vaNa na ja kevI rIte Aveta ? e sAcu che ke vibhinna zAstrAmAM AtmA ane tenA sAkSAtkAranuM varNa`na bhinna bhinna prakAranu` maLe che, paraMtu A bheda te vivaraNanI bAbatamAM mULa vastu evA AtmAnI sattAnA viSayamAM te koI be mata nathI. AthI spaSTa che ke vibhinna zAsra AtmAnA astittvane svIkAre che ne tenI anubhUtinuM paNa bhaNna kare che. Ama AgamapramANathI AtmAnu N astittva siddha thAya che. sat cit ane AnaMda have ApaNe mAtmAnI oLakhanI rIta joI e. kai vastunAM lakSaNAthI tenI oLakha Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir thAya che, lakSaNa eka prakAranA asAdhAraNa dha hAya che. je te vastu siSAya bIjI vastuomAM hAtA nathI. AtmAnuM lakSaNa zAstramAM batAvyu che- sat cit ane Ana'. sA aya che - jenA traNeya kALamAM nAza na thAya. jyAre jyAre joI e tyAre tenu enu e ja svarUpa dekhAya, temAM kaze vadhAre ghaTADo na thAya, te sat che. AtmA sat eTale ke svarUpanI dRSTie haMmezAM eka sarakhA ja hAya che, te avinAzI che. AtmA jeTalA pradeza (vistAra) vALe che, temAMthI eka paNa vistAra kayAreya vadhu ke oche| hAtA nathI. te bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAnamAM svarUpanI daSTie samAna rUpamAM rahe che. jevI avasthAe dekhAya che, tyAre AtmAnA koI kahe ke bALapaNa, yuvAnI ane vRddhAvasthAe rUpamAM paNa parivatana thAya che, eTale te sat kevI rIte kahevAya ? AnA uttara e che ke A parivatananI sUcaka evI traNa avasthAe zarIranI che, AtmAnI nathI, Ama chatAMya keIema kahe ke A parivartana AtmAnuM che, te enI zaMkAnu samAdhAna e ke jyAre e vyakita ema kahe ke huM bALaka hatA, hu yuvaka banyA, huM vRddha chu, tyAre A traNeya avasthAmAM tame jene 'hu' kahe che, te teA pratyakSa che. jo AtmA badalAte rahyo hata te traNeya avasthAomAM tene A piravata'nanI jANa ja na thAta. pariNAme spaSTa thAya che ke A traNe avasthAmAM 'huM ' badalAyA nathI. para`tu teNe traNeya avasthAomAM upasthita rahIne parivartana nihALyu che, tethI ja svaya. adalAtA nathI. para`tu zarIramAM AvatI avasthAenA piravata nane anubhava kare che. te AtmA che. AtmA eka dehanA tyAga karIne khIjA dehamAM jAya che, eka yAnimAthI bIjI cenimAM gamana For Private And Personal Use Only

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[zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza kare che tema chatAM tenuM mULa svarUpa badalAtuM nathI, trIju rUpa che AnaMda. jemAM deza, kALa ane tenA vistAranI saMkhyA eTalIne eTalI ja rahe vastuthI bAdhA na thatI hoya, je anukULa-sa vedanache. deha badalAya, paNa AtmA nahIM AthI AtmA rUpa hoya, te AnaMda che. Ama te iMdriyothI zabdanI vyutpatti AvI karI che. AnaMdane khyAla Ave che, paraMtu pUrNa AnaMda te IdriyathI para che. mIThAI khAnAro ema kahe " atati satata' gacchatIti AtmA" je niraMtara pitAnA svarUpamAM gamana karatI kema mIThAI khAvAmAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI? ke mIThAImAM bhAre AnaMda che, to pachI mAMdagImAM rahe che te AtmA che." tethI spaSTa che ke AnaMda mIThAImAM nahI AtmAmAM AtmAne bhAvika - upAdhijanya guNa che. pApakarmonAM kAraNe AtmA para AvaraNa AvI badalAya che, kiMtu AtmAnA svAbhAvika guNa jAya che. pApakarmo dUra thavAthI AtmA sAcA badalAtA nathI. AnaMdane anubhava karI zake che. AtmAnuM bIju rUpa cita che, cita dvArA Ama sat, cit ane AnaMda e traNa AtmAnA asAdhAraNa rUpanI jANa thAya che. je AtmAnA asAdhAraNa dharma che. A asAdhAraNa dharmo svayaM prakAzamAna che. tene prakAzita karavA mATe parathI dhamI AtmAnI oLakha karI zakAya che. bIjA kenI sahAyatAnI AvazyakatA nathI. AtmA AtmAno vicAra atyaMta gahana che. AtmAnA sUryathI paNa adhika prakAzamAna che. utkRSTa sAdhanA svarUpanuM yathAya jJAna thatAM te pitAnI zakti karanArA A rahasyane pAmI zake che. enA khajAnAne prApta karavA mATe puruSArtha kheDe sUryane AtmA joI zake che, paraMtu sUrya - che, tame paNa AtmAnA saccidAnaMda svarUpane AtmAne nathI joI zakato vAstavamAM netromAM ame samajIne tenI sAdhanA karazo to tamArA jIvanane jovAnI zakti nathI, te zakti te AtmAnI che. paramAtmAnA nikaTa laI jaI zakaze. jyAre netra to kAraNa mAtra che cit (jJAna) sthaLaH gADIono upAzraya pAyadhunI, muMbaI. AtmA sivAya kaI padArthamAM hetuM nathI. samayaH vi. saM. 2006 zrAvaNa sudI 4, zanivAra zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara dvArA jJAnapaMcamI mahotsavanI ujavaNI zrI jaina AmAnaMda sabhA- bhAvanagara dvArA cAlatAM zatAbdI varSanI ujavaNI nimitte prativarSa mujaba A varSe paNa saMvata 2053nA kArataka suda 5 zukravAra tA. 15-11-95nA roja sabhAnA vizALa lAyabrerI helamAM suMdara ane kalAtmaka jJAnanI goThavaNI sabhAnA sTApha tathA anya bhAvika bhAio dvArA bhAre jahemata pUrvaka karavAmAM AvI hatI. savAranA cha vAgyAthI rAtrinA nava daramyAna aneka- sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaM te, sakaLa zrIdhana, zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhAI-bahene tathA nAnA bhUlakAe e hezapUrvaka darzana-vaMdanano lAbha lIdho hato. ghaNuM bALakee kAgaLa-kalama Adi sAthe lAvI jJAnanI pUjA bhaktibhAvapUrvaka karI hatI. suMdara ane kalAtmaka jJAnanI goThavaNI, darzanAthIone vizALa samuha pravAha avirata Avate joI TrasTIgaNe UDI AnaMdanI lAgaNI vyakta karI hatI li. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-99] g auSadhe jyAM hAre che, AsthA tyAM vijayI bane che! A duniyAmAM osaDa ke auSadhi ja moTI revAnI pAgalatA karAya kharI? A satya ghaTanAne cIja nathI, moTI je koI cIja hoya. te e saMbaMdha ratanacaMda hemacaMda nAmanI eka vyakita AsthA che ! jenA aMtaramAM AsthA hoya. enA sAthe saMkaLAyela che. mATe pANI paNa amRta jevuM kAma karatuM hoya sane 1950no A banAva che. tyAre koI che, ane AsthAviheNa AdamIne mATe amRta - gAjArI paLe ratanacaMda hemacaMdanA gaLA para eka paNa pANI jeTaluMya kAma ApatuM nathI. mATe ema kahI zakAya ke, auSadhiomAM parama auSadhi gAMTha dekhA dIdhI. thoDA ja vakhatamAM e gAMDanA AsthA che ! vedomAM vaidarAja vizvAsa che nidAna tarIke kensaranuM darda jAhera thayuM. kensara ane davAomAM rAmabANa davA zraddhA che. jenI eTale kesala ! ratanacaMdanA motiyA marI gayA. pAse A traNanI mUDI che, e kensara jevI 1 emane be divase tArA dekhAvA mAMDyA. jIvanamAM vyAdhimAMthIya pharI beDo thaIne nIrogI banI zake dhamanI jeNe ArAdhanA-rakSA karI hoya, ene ja che. A traNane jenI pAse abhAva che, ene zaradI A rakSavA AvI ApattimAM dhama hAjara thAya ! jevo roga paNa smazAnamAM pahoMcato karavA mATe 3 ratanacaMdanA jIvanamAM "dhama-zraddhAnA nAme moTuM pUte che ! AvI AsthA ane zraddhA je vaLI mIThuM hatuM. ethI emanI deTa davAo ane yaMtra-maMtra ana taMtranA adhirAja samA mahAmaMtra ja davAkhAnAo tarapha maMDAI paNa jema davAo levAtI namaskAra para hoya, te to evA rogIne deha. gaI, emakensaranI gAMTha vadhu ne vadhu vakaravA mAMDI. roganI sAthe viroga paNa nAbuda thatAM beDo pAra bhAratanA khyAtanAma badhA sajananI mulAthayA vinA nathI rahetuM. kAtanuM pariNAma paNa jyAre sAva zUnyamAM AvyuM, ahI rajU thatI A eka satyaghaTanAnA vAcana tyAre ratanacaMdanI jIjIviSA cheka amerikA sudhI pachI upara mujabanA urabola haiyAmAM ghumarAyA laMbAI ane tyAM pahoMcI emaNe kesara aMgenA vinA nahi ja rahe ! vadhArAmAM ema paNa thaze aneka upacAro karyo. A upacAro pAchaLa nava. ke, mahAmaMtra pAse bhautika-duHkha dUra karavAnI lAkha rUpiyA jevI jaMgI-rakamane pANInI jema bhIkha mAMgIe to rIjhelA caka " pAse potAnuM veyo pachI paNa je phalazruti AvI, e joine cappaNiyuM eDavAthI bharavAnI mAMgaNI mUkavA jevI jIvavAnI tamAma AzA mUkI daIne ratanacaMda mUrkhatA che ! rIjhale cakravatI to bhikhArInI punaH muMbaI AvyA AkhI paDIne tenAthI bharI devA samartha che, muMbaInA Agamana I ajaba ghaDI AvI. enI pAse vaLI cappaNiyAne eDavAithI bharavA ane zaraNadAtA tatva tarIke mahAmaMtra upara jevI sAva tuccha mAgaNI mUkAya kharI ? ema ratanacaMdanI najara kaMIka sthira thai. Aja sudhI mahAmaMtrano prabhAva che, jemAMthI tamAma roga- navakAra to ghaNA gayA hatA, navakAranA mahimA duHkhe upAdhio ane saMtApa satata pedA thatA aMge Aja sudhI sAMbhaLyuM paNa ghaNu ghAvyuM hatuM, rahe che. e bhavarogane mULathI ja ukheDI devA paNa emAM zraddhA-vizvAsano je bhAva Aja samartha che, ethI enI AgaLa vaLI dehanA ja sudhI na bhaLe, e A ghaDIe bhaLe ane ra... du kho-roge dara karavAnA ja rodaNa e vicArI rahyA ke A davAone dariyAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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10] [zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza phe Ine, have mahAmaMtranAM khoLe jIvana dharI dauM chuM. jo jIvI javAze, to pachI AnAthIya daIne zAMti-samAdhithI maravuM zuM khoTuM? jIvanamAM vadhu hasatA haiye maLIza. ane mRtyu anivArya je zAMti-samAdhi svapna paNa joI na hatI, ene haze. te jyAre aNAnubaMdha joDAze tyAre pharI mRtyu TANe meLavI levA eo marajIvA banIne maLAze! medAnamAM paDyA. ratanacaMdano parivAra dardInA A aramAnane sane 1950no phebruArI 25no divasa jANe amalI banAvIne rUmanI bahAra cicita-cahere matano saMdeza laIne Ugyo hoya, ema saune geDavAI gaye. davAonA bhUtapretathI ane naLI. lAgavA mAMDayuM. ratanacaMdane gaLAno bhAga kulIne enI DAkaNAthI mukta banelA ratanacaMda keI eTale sthUla thaI gaye ke pANInuM TIpuya aMdara alaukika-anubhUti karI rahyA. jIvanano cheDe jAya - Di ane tarasa te evI ugra banI ke, jANe sudhArI devAno emane nirNaya aNanama ane AkhuM sarovara gaTagaTAvI javA e tRSA jhAvA viracita hatuM, zarIramAM zakti nahotI, chatAM nAkhI rahI ! muMbaInA jANItA kensara niSNAta Do. manamAM jANe makkamatAno mahAsAgara bharatIe bharUcAne A citra aMtima-ghaDInA jaNAtAM, caDe hato. koI jAtanI mAgaNI ke zarata vinA emaNe ene saMdezo najIkanA sagAone ApI eo navakAranA zaraNAgata banI gayA. "namo dIdho. ratanacaMdaneya e saMdezAno aNasAra AvI arihaMtANuM" ane "sava sukhI bhavatu leka: " ma. DekaTara vidAya thayA ane emaNe ghaTasphoTa A be dhvani jANe emanA zvAsozvAsanI sAthe karatAM kahyuM : ghUMTAvA lAgyA. A be mitrone jApa jema jema A davAo badhI dariyAmAM nAkhI Ave AgaLa vadhavA maDiye, ema ema e dardInI mArA moDhA para lAdavAmAM AvelI A badhI AsapAsa koI anerI zAMti chavAtI cAlI. je pAIpalAIno (naLIo) ukheDIne ukaraDe phekI deha pathArImAM paNa ArAma mANI zakato nahote. de! davAnI eka khAlI boTala paNa A rUmamAM : e deha A jApanI paLamAM TaTTAra rahevA chatAM haveM joIe nahi. Aja sudhI zAMti-samAdhithI vedanAnA vegane ocho thatAM anubhavavA mAMDe. jIvana jIvavAmAM te hu asaphaLa rahyo, paNa mAre mahAmaMtranA caraNa-zaraNe ratanacaMde e rIte have A asaphaLatAnI AMdhImAM aTavAine ja zaraNAgati svIkArI hatI ke, jemAM sthaLa-kALanA mRtyune paNa bagADavuM nathI. mArI icchA evI che bheda paNa bhUsAtA jatA hatA. jApamAne jApamAM sAMja ke, mahAmaMtranA kheALe A jIvananuM samarpaNa karI vItI gaI temaja rAtano paNa aDadho bhAga pasAra daIne have zAMtithI maravuM! huM have ghaDI be ghaDIne thai gayA. ane dadInA dehano badho roga jANe mahemAna chuM. ethI A rUmamAM have mArI aMtima- ekaTho thaIne bahAra nIkaLI javA chAMvA nAkhI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa pADavA koI pharake paNa nahi. rahyo hoya, enI pratIti karAvatI eka evI ja evI mArI icchA che. sAMbhaLyuM che ke, navakAranI joradAra lehInI UlaTI thaI ke, ratanacaMda e niSThAnuM je rakSaNa kare che, e navakAra-niSThAnuM UlaTI thayA pachI koI jUdI rAhata anubhavavA rakSaNa paNa kaI agamya-tatva ja che ! have kadAca mAMDayA, e UlaTImAM jANe kAyAnuM tamAma kesara A zaiyA mArI aMtimayA paNa banI jAya, vevAIne bahAra nIkaLI gayuM hoya, ema emane - ane lAgyuM. lA te atyArathI ja saune "khAmemi savva . vipatti me sabdhabhUsuMno neha saMdeza suNAvI vahelI savAre rUmanuM bArA ratanacaMde evuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-96 tyAre bahAra ciMtita caherAonI lAIna lAgI hatI. emaNe rAte anubhavelA rAhatanI vAta karIne thoDA kalAka bAda kahyuM ke, mane ema lAge che ke, je gaLu pANInuM TIpuM utAravAya taiyAra na hatuM, e have garama dUdha utAravA mAnI jaze ! dUdhanA glAsa hAjara thayA. mahinAo pachI Aje ratanacaMda garama-dUdhanA e glAsa gaTagaTAvI gayA sau Azcaya anubhavI rahyA, smazAnanA daravAjethI A rIte jIvananA yauvana--kALamAM pravezatA dadIne joIne sau koi mahAmaMtranI agamya-zaktine bhaktithI praNAma karI rahyA, davA--dArUne dezavaTo ApIne AsthAnA AdhAre-AdhAre mahAmatranA jApamAM kalAkonA kalAka sudhI kheAvAi jatA ratanacaMdane je mastIne anubhava thatA, e emaneya avaNu nIya-koTineA jaNAtA, 'name ariha'tANu" ane 'sa tra sukhI bhavatu leAka' ne e jApa thADA divasa cAlyuM ane ratanacaMdanA dehamAM, kensaranI keAI asara sama khAvA pUratIya na rahI. pachI te phrUTa uparAta anAja paNa kensara-grasta e gaLAmAMthI nIce utaravA mAMDayuM. je 24 phebruArIne DokaTaroe jIvananI chellI tArIkha khatAvI hatI, e tArIkhathI kharAkhara be mahinA bAda ratanacaMda jyAre cAlIne De. bharucA pAse pahoMcyA, tyAre ekavAra te DokaTarane lAgyuM ke; A zu` ratanacaMdanu pretAviSTa zarIra te mArI sAme hAjara nathI thayuM ne ? emaNe ekAeka daradIne kahyuM mArA mATe A pahelA ja anubhava che ke A rIte kaI nadI eka smazAnane ghATe jaIne ane yamarAjane hAthatALI ApIne chaTakI gayeA hAya ! tamane kaI davA lAgu paDI gaI ? nAma teA jaNAveA. jethI kensara a ge thaI rahelAM sa'zeAdhanA saphaLa anI zake ? : ratanacaMde kahyuM : agamya-zaktinA A paracA che, rogane mArI haDAvavA jyAre auSadhiothI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir [11 bharyo bharyo (humAlaya hutAza haiye hAra svIkAre che, tyAM mahAmatra paranI AsthA AvIne vijayanu medAna mArI naya che. auSadhamAM paNuzaktipAta karavAnI mahAzakti je kedanI pAse hoya, te e AsthA pAse che. AvI AsthAnI ArAdhanAe ja apAvyA che. aDhAra lAkhathI vadhu sapatti ane mane jIvana-maraNanA jaMgamAM jaMgI vijaya varSonA jeTalA samaya paNa mArA kensarane nAbuda karavAnI vAta te dUra rahI, paraMtu AgaLa vadhatu vinA eka rAtamAM jo huM rega mukata thayA hAuM; aTakAvI paNa na zakayA; tyAM pAi paNa kharacyA te e prabhAva amArA navakAra matrane ane me' karelI AsthApUrvakanI enI ArAdhanAnA che. davA ane davAkhAnAnI duniyAne lagatI AbehavAmAM ja zvAsa lenArA DeAkUTarane mATe te A badhI vAtA navI ja nahi, navAIbharI paNa lAgatI hatI. ageAcara apratyakSane zraddhAnI najare na jovAnI peAtAnI tAsIrane A satya ghaTanAe camatte eka tamAcA lagAvI dIdhA hatA AsthAnI vAta bhale parAkSa hatI, paNa enu zubha pariNAma teA pratyakSa ja hatuM. ethI ene InkAra karaveya zakaya nahAtA. ratanacaMdane DaoNkTare tapAsyAM tyAre emanA nakhamAMya rAganu kai cihna najare na caDyuM. pAtAnI thiyarI sAme paDakAra banelI A satyaghaTanA para e divase sudhI yuddhanA sahArA laine manana-mathana karI rahyA, paNa enuM rahasya meLavavA e asaphaLa ja rahyA ! kAraNa jyAM zraddhA-AsthAne Azaro levA anivAya hatA, tyAM DokaTarAe taka-buddhinI sahAyatA svIkArI hutI! noMdha :- jenA haiye zrI navakAra tene karaze za sa'sAra ? pustakamAMthI sAbhAra. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza sAcA hoya te sahune ajavALe | [ saMgrAma sonI ] pU. munizrI rAjaratnavijayajI ma. sA. pramANikatA jIvananI zreSTa nIti che ema kahevuM chatAM A bInA banI hatI. kayA IrAdAthI jeTaluM AsAna che. eTaluM ja muzkela kAramI kasoTInI koNe A apaharaNa karyuM haze ? e zeAdhamAM saMgrAma paLe ene AcaraNamAM utArI batAvavAnuM che. jIvanano DUbI gayo paNa e prazno nirUttara ja rahyA. e sthaLe bha mAthe jhaLuMbato hoya tyAre bhalabhalA ThekedAro ya bIju ke hatuM ja nahI. bhalA pachI pRchAya ne ? sacAI sAthe bAMdhachoDa karI letA hoya che, prANa kone ghaDA divaso vItyA ane e sthaLa keTalAka priya na hoya bhalA ? bukAnIdhArIe AvyA. e cUpacApa saMgrAmane baMdhanapaNa saMgrAma nI saMsAranA AvA sagavaDiyA mukta karI rahyAM. saMgrAme pelAM prazno vAraMvAra pUchA, ThekedAra karatAM nokhI mATIne mAnavI ha. jaina dharmane paNa badhA sAva mauna hatA. jANe jIbha ja na hoya." e ekanika ArAdhaka, paNa enI niSThA dharmakriyA pUratI saMgrAmanI AturatA vadhI gaI. eNe nirNaya karyo ke ja sImIta na hatI. jIvananI kSaNa e nikAsabhara banavA jyAM sudhI mArA praznanA uttara nahi Apo tyAM sudhI prayatna karatA. aprAmANikatA ke chaLa-kapaTanI bhASA che. huM ahI thI mukta nahi thAuM. huM chAe keda e kadI na samaje. bhogavIza. enI A niSThAnI eka vAra bahu a pharI agni- saMgrAmanI daDhatA sAme pelA bukAnI dhArIo jhukI parIkSA thaI. banyuM evuM ke keTalAka dai mAnavIe.e gayA. emaNe uttara Ape 'ame dhana meLavavA mATe dhana paDAvavAnA IrAde enuM apaharaNa karyuM. Ama to tamAruM apaharaNa karyuM hatuM.' saMgrAma pa miDa jevA zUravIra hatA. ane apaharaNa te pachI tame mane baMdhanamukata kema kare che ? ' me to muThThImAM levAne khela. pelA duSToA jANana eTale saMgrAme AzayathI pUchyuM. ja hatA eTale emaNe chaLakapaTathI saMgrAma bebhAna banAvIne baMdhanagrasta karI dIdho. amane me bhAgye dhana maLI gayuM che mATe saMgrAma jyAre bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre e ekAMta '! jeNe tamane e ApyuM ? ane keTaluM janarakhya sthAnamAM keda hate. halI na zakAya evA gADha A yuM ?" baMdhane ene deha baMdhAyo hato. saMgrAmane viya e 'tamArA putrae. mArI amAgaNI mujaba para cAra nuM hatuM ke ene koI zatru te hatA ja nahi, (anusaMdhAna pAnA naMbara 1pa upara) For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara rIembara-99] : IN karmarAjAnI karAmata [gatAMkathI cAlu) (mahAsatI zAradAbAInI vyAkhyAnamALAmAMthI) saMkalana : kAMtilAla Ara. salata have netAnuM kahyuM? jetA dharamadAsa zeThanuM dila levAI gayuM. zeTha bebhAna thaI gayA. pANIno chaTakAva karatA sasarA vane dIkarInI jema rAkhe che. nIlA bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre bAlyA. AvI phUla jevI paNa lAja maryAdAmAM rahIne sasarAnI sevA komaLa vahune AvA du:kha ! nAnapaNamAM mAtAbhakita kare che. samaya maLe temAM sAruM vAMcana, pitA cAlyA gayA. paraNIne sAsare AvI. ciMtana kare che. A rIte duHkhamAM paNa sukha sakhanI ghaDI AvI tyAre tene pati cAlyA mAnIne jIna vitAve che. paNa zeDane manamAM gaye. zuM kamarAjA tArA khela che ! nIlA kahe eka kIDo kerI khAya che, have huM gharaDo thaye ' bApujI! raDazo nahi, karmo keI ne cheDatA chuM. mArA mATe paNa kayAre gojhAro divasa nathI. Apane je vAta pUchavI hoya te pUcho AvI jaze e khabara nathI. mArA maraNa pachI nIlAnuM koNa ? ATalA moTA AlizAna tamArU bhAvi zuM ghaDayuM che? bagalAmAM A sukha ane vaibhavamAM te ekalI zeDa haiyuM kaThaNa karIne bolyA, beTA ! mane kevI rIte rahI zakaze ? zeDanA manamAM A eka muMjhavaNa che. du:kha che. je muMjhavaNa hoya aNu che chatAM koI divasa kahetA nathI. te khullA dile kaho. have mane ghaDapaNa AvyuM nIlAne paraNIne AvyA varSo thayA chatAM nIlAe che. mRtyu kayAre bharakhI jaze tenI mane khabara nathI mukha joyuM sasarAnuM ke sasarAe nathI nathI. mArA maraNa pachI tamAruM zuM thaze ? mukha joyu nIlAnuM. nIlA tenI maryAdAmAM rahIne ATalA moTA baMgalAmAM, tame ekalA kevI sevAbhakita kare che eka divasa sasarAthI na rIte rahI zakaze ? tame tamArI jiMdagIne rahevAyuM. temaNe nIlAne bolAvIne kahayu. vahu vicAra karyo che ? te jANavAnI mane adhirAI beTA ! mAre tamane eka vAta pUchavI che. meM AvI che. bApujI ! tamane to hamaNAM A tamane aMtaranI vAta karavA bolAvyA che. nIlA prazna thayo haze. paNa meM to tamArA dIkarA sapheda sADImAM lAja kADhIne sasarAnI pAse gujarI gayA tyArathI nirNaya karI lIdhuM che. A AvI. tyAre sasarA e nIlAnuM mukha joyuM. sAMbhaLatA sasarAnA manamAM aneka tarka-vike caH i vagaranuM kapALa ane vedanA yukata mukha thavA lAgyA hajAro vicAra AvavA lAgyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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14] zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza AvI rUpa rUpanA aMbAra, nava yauvanAnA manamAM ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. bhagavAnanA saMte vicAranA tarage te hoya ja ne! beTA ! zilpI che. temanA caraNe jIvana arpaNa karazuM tamAruM bhAvi tame zuM paDyuM che? te saMkeca na te jIvananuM sAcu ghaDatara thaze. eka sArA hoya te mane kaho. putravadhUno vicAra sAMja- prasaMge ravivAranA divase bahena bhAIne ghera LavA zeDa utsuka banyA. e javAbamAM AganI jamavA gaI. bhAIe bahena bahu vahAlI hatI. garamI haze ke bAganI ThaMDaka haze ? e kapI bhAIne tyAM saMpatti aDhaLaka hatI. bena jamIne zakAya tema na hatuM. ghera javA taiyAra thAya che, tyAre bhAI bahenane mAruM bhAvi bhAgavatI dIkSA eka nAnakaDI peTI bheTa Ape che. bena ubhI nIlAe makakama mane kahuyu. bApujI ! Apa rahI che. letI nathI. bhAI ! tAre mane bheTa dIrdhAyupa bane ne mane ApanI sevAno lAbha A ApavI che ? bhAIne manamAM thayuM ke bena khUba maLe, mArA bhAgyamAM jyAM sudhI ApanI sukhI che tene mArI A bheTa ochI paDI lAge sevAno lAbha maLaze tyAM sudhI laiza jayAre che huM to tenI AgaLa sAva a95 chuM. teNe ApanI sevAno lAbha maLavAnuM mAruM sadda A peTImAM traNa talAne senAne dAgIne mukIne bhAgya naMdavAI jaze tyAre huM bhAgavatI dIkSA piTI bheTa ApI che. bahena kahe bhAI ! mAre agikAra karIza. A zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeThanI kaMI jarUra nathI bena ! huM to phala nahi ne chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. beTA ! tu phulanI pAMkhaDI bheTa Apu chuM. bhAI ! je tAre kharekhara kuLadIpaka che ! ATalI badhI khAnadAnI ApavuM che te huM mAMgu te Apa. bahena jamavA tArAmAM che ! tuM sAcI virAMganA che ane te beThI tyAre tenI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. te jamatA A saMkalpa paNa hatuM ke te tArA jIvana mATe raDI hatI ane jamIne uThI tyAre paNa raDI AvuM nirmANa ghaDayuM haze ! dhanya che, eTA, bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke tene mAtA yAda AvI dhanya che tane ! mArA mATe te tAruM jIvana ho ! agara huM je Apu chuM te ochuM paDayuM. sevAmAM arpaNa karyuM ane mArA mRtyu bAda tuM na lAge che. bhAI kahe bahena ! tAre je mAMgavuM hoya sAcI virAMganA banIne jaina dhamanI bhAgavatI te mAMga, paNa mArA ghera AvI che to nirAza dIkSA agikAra karIne mArI sAta peDhIne uja thaIne raDatI AMkhe tane javA nahi dau. javaLa karIza. mArI sAta peDhInuM nAma ujaja- bhAI ! hu jamavA beThI tyAre baTeTAnuM zAka vaLa thavAnuM haze eTale tamArA lagna mArA hatuM. huM tane kaha chuM ke baTeTA te anaMta kAyanA dIkarA sAthe thayA dIkaro to mRtyu pAmyA, paNa jI che. tu anaMtakAyanA jIvone abhayadAna peDhInuM nAma rAkhavA tamArA jevA strIratnane Apa. A benanA jIvanamAM dhama keTalA vA mUkatA gayA. bApujI ! ApanA gharamAM AvyA haze ! enA karatAM anaMtakAyanA jInuM aAya - pachI meM je saMskAro meLavyA che teno A dAna vahAluM lAgyuM, amane raMge bahArathI, uparI badhA pratApa che ! have Apa mArI ciMtA na nahi paNa hADahADanI mIjAmAM hovI joIe, karatA, jIvananA chellA varSomAM sukhethI dharmArA bahene bhAIne kahayuM-tuM anaMtakAyanA jIvane dhanA kare. abhayadAna Ape e ja mAMgu chuM. "sahu jIvo ApaNe jIvana kevuM jIvavuM che ? barabAda ane jIvavA de." jIva hiMsAthI bacavuM heya to banAvavuM che ke AbAda banAvavuM che ? e helanA khANI-pINA baMdha kare che. benanA kahevAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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navembara-DIsembara-96] bhAIe anaMtakAyanA jIne abhayadAna ApavAnI leko temanI prazaMsA karatA hatA. AvA budhdhipratijJA karI. keTalA puNyanA bhAtA bAMdhyA. gharanA zALI AnaMda gAthApati AnaMdathI rahe che. vaDile je AvI pratijJA le te svAbhAvika rIte Apa badhA paNa have tapa karavA jAgRta banaje. gharanA badhAne paNa levAnuM mana thAya. vIra prabhue Apela budhino AnaMda gAthApati Anada gAthA patinA jIvanamAM ghaNA guNo jevA mahApurUSanI jema sadaupaga kare che. nilAe hatA te buddhino upaga jayAM jhaghaDe hoya tyAM pitAnA patinA avasAna bAda tara : nirNaya karyo saMpa karAvavAmAM, azAMta vAtAvaraNane zAMta banA hane ke sarakAranI sevA karavI ane pachI meM kSA vavAmAM, koi paNa jAtanA pakSapAta vagara nyAya levI tema Apa paNa badhA tapa ane sevA kara. karavAmAM ane bIjAnA duHkha dura karavAmAM karatA. vAre nirNaya karaje. tapane bhedInAda vAgI rahayo hatA. kayAre paNa dhananI lAlo. yaza kItInI che. je je tamAro raMga jayanA. lAlace dhino avaLo upayoga karatA nahetA AthI vANijya gAmamAM temanuM khUba mAna hatuM. ( kamazaH ) (anusaMdhAna pAnA naMbara 12nuM cAlu) hajAra senAmo ApI che. emAM dago ramAya te te saMgrAmanuM phaLa lAje. enA saMgrANa camakI gaye. ATalI badhI senAmahoro karatA te huM ke damAM rahevAnuM pasaMda kare. lA kAgaLa mAtra gaNatronA sampamAM ja potAnA putra ApI de. -kalama huM ja mArA putra para saMdeza lakhI ApuM. ane e paNa potAne mukta karavAnA bIja upAya e tamane nagara senAmahoro Ape pachI ja mane ajamAvyA vinA ja, e vAtamAM saMgrAmane bheda lAge. mukta karaje...' takSaNa eNe luMTArUone kahyuM. ' lUMTArUonA haiyA dhabakAra cukI gayA. saMgrAmanI 'tame hoziyAra che. paNa mArA putra tamArAthI saMcAraprasiddha saccAI te emaNeya sAMbhaLI hatI, savAyA hoziyAra che. nakakI sonAmahoronA nAme bhaLatI paNa e metanA mAmalAmAMya AvI adabhUta rIte cIja padharAvI daIne e ramata ramI gayA haze lAvo, jhaLahaLatI haze evI emane kalpanA na hatI. e mArI pAse." e vaLatI ja paLe bhInI AMkhe ane bInA aMtare stabdha lUMTArUoe saMgrAma pAse senA hera saMgrAmanA cara. na. saMgrAma jevA sAca-dila dharI, saMgrAme emane khAtarI karAvI dIdhI ke e senA. mAnavInI saMgata e luMTArUonA aMtara-A kAze te maheromAM navuM pittaLa hatuM. saMgrAmanI saccAI para paLe saccAIne sUraja Ugyo e subhaga samaye pelI lUMTArUone mAna jAgyuM. tyAM to saMgrAme navo dhaDAko paMktinI vAta sahune sAcI lAgI ke : "sAcA hoya e sane ajavALe che, juo, A rIte dhana ApavuM mane jarAya na che. A rIte dhana Apava' mane jarAya na baTana rUpane paNa suzobhita banAve che: game. mAruM apaharaNa thAya ne badalAmAM dhana devuM paDe attara je kAgaLanA phUla para, e mArA dilane avazya khUMce. paNa mArA putro ema te e ene ya suvAsita banAve che. karavA saMmata thayA che te have karavuM ja rahyuM. chatAM sa. zrIcaMda-5 litANuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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[AtmAnaMda prakAza bhAvanagara sthita kRNanagara jaina derAsare sUrimaMtra AdinI bhavyAtibhavya ujavaNI bhAvanagara jaina ve yU pU. tapAgaccha saMghanA ahebhAge A varSe zAsanasamrATa samudAyanA vidvAna AcAryo pU A. zrI vijayasUryodayasurIkavarajI ma. sA., pU. A zrI vijayakuMdakuMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nanana AcArya devazrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. A. zrI vijaya bhadanasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. Adi vizALa sAdhu-sAdhvI vRda bhAvanagaranA judA judA sthAne birAjamAna hatu. bhAvanagaranA panotA putra pU. A. zrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA sUramaMtra paga prasthAnanI pUrNAhuti prasaMge kRSNanagaramAM yojavAmAM Avela zrI gautamasvAmI pUjana, zrI kRSNanagara sosAyaTI svAmIvAtsalya, zrI paMca kayANaka pUjA, sAmuhika caityavaMdana, zrI bhakata rAtra, zrI labdhitapanA tapasvIo taraphathI pUjA, kRSNanagara sosAyaTI svAmI vAtsalyane lAbha lenAra guDa taraphathI kuMbha sthApanA temaja zrI laghuzAMti jevA vividha kAryakramonuM suvyavasthita Aye- jana karavAmAM Avela. A kAryakrama prasaMge boTAdanAM zrI mohanabhAI mAstara, zrI azokabhAI, zrI abhayabhAI zrIbharatabhAI, zrI jasubhAI zrI naTubhAI, zrI kamalezabhAI tathA bhAvanagaranA zrI lalitasUrI maDaLa ane zrI vRdhicaMdrajI jaina saMgIta maMDaLoe potAnI amUlya sevAone lAbha ApI seva bhAvikone bhakitamAM tALa karI didhA hatA. pU. A zrI zIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA tA. 18-11-96nA roja 46mAM janma divasa nimitte eka viziSTa kAryakramanuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM jemAM pUjayazrInA janmadina nimitte abola jIvene cheDAvavA zrI kRSNanagara jaina derAsaramAM birAjamAna vividha prabhujIenI bhavya AMgI spardhA, temaja gahlI spardhA rAkhavAmAM Avela A spardhAmAM anukrame raMjanabena, mAlatIbena, madhurIbena nIlAbena, dipAlIbena, jalpAbena, dInAbena, tathA anya nAnI bAlikAo ku. pitA selota, yazA, hetala, dIpeza, vigere vijetAo banela. A prasaMge pU A. zrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. caturvidha saMgha sAthe kuba-- nagaranA sidhdhArtha phaleTamAM rahetA bha vanagara zaheranI ApaNI saMsthA zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA upapramukhazrI divyakAMta mohanalAla selotanA grahAgaNe padhArI mAMgalika pravacana Apela. samagra kAryakramane saphaLa banAvavAmAM kRSNanagara vibhAganA zrI dinubhAI, zrI vanamALIbhAI, zrI vasaMtabhAI, zrI vinubhAI, zrI caMpakabhAI ( baDe ) zrI bhAskarabhAI, zrI devendrabhAI dozI, zrI zazIbhAI, rUpANI sosAyaTI vibhAganA tathA ApaNI saMsthAnA pramukha zrI pramodakAMtabhAI zAha, zrI hiMmatabhAI motIvALA, zrI cImanabhAI zeTha, zrI mahipatabhAI vakIla, zrI Ara. ena. dalAla, zrI virendrabhAi, zrI ghanubhAI, zrI jayubhAI, zrI caMdubhAI, zrI vinubhAI plAsTIka, zrI mehanalAla jagajIvanadAsa leta parivAra, zrImatI hIrAlaphamI ratilAla gIradharalAla parivAra, zrI bhAdarabhAI savajIbhAI jerA parivAra temaja avanI pAThazALAnA bAlaka-bAlikAo, zrI mahAvIra jaina For Private And Personal Use Only

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mahilA maMDaLa, zrI lalita sUrI maMDaLanA bhAIo Adi vizALa kAyakaronI prasaMzanIya sevAo tathA tana, mana ane dhananA sahayogathI sArAye cAturmAsa daramyAnanA aneka su avasaro anumodanIya ane AkarSaka rIte ujavAyA hatA. preraka :-- pU. A. zrI zIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. e samaDhIyALA pAMjarApoLane cetanava'tI banAvavA AgaDa pUvakaapIla karI hatI. pU. AcAryazrI sUryodayasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. AcAryazrI ku'daku'dasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. AcAryazrI zIlacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. AcAryazrI vijayabhadrasenasUra zvarajI ma. sA. Adine bhAvanagara sthita zrI jaina AtmAna'da sabhAnA hodedArazrIo zatAbdI varSanI ujavaNInA upalekTamAM maLyA hatA. jenA saMdarbhamAM pUjyazrIoe A sabhA uttarottara pragati sAdhI jaina samAjanuM gaurava vadhAre tevA maMgala AzIrvAda Apela. pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAje Adi tA. 25-11-'96nA kRSNanagara jaina upAzrayethI vihAra karela che. A prasaMge aneka bha vikAo hAjarI ApI pUjyazrIone bhAvabhInI vidAya ApI. pharI pharI bhAvanagaranI bhUmine pAvana karavA Agraha bharI vinatI karI hatI. | zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagaranA peTana membara tathA AjIvana sabhyazrIo joga | zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA-bhAvanagaranA peTrana-membaro tathA AjIvana saRIone namra che vinatI ke okaTobara-96 AkharamAM atrethI dareka peTrana membara tathA AjIvana sabhyazrIone che mAhitI phema ane paripatra ravAnA karela che. jemAMthI haju ghaNA sabhyazrIo taraphathI mAhitI che phema bharAIne Avela nathI. te have vadhu vila'ba na karatAM A mAhitI phAma' bharI satvare ja mokalI ApavA kRpA kare. pramukhazrI zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara. tA. ka. :- phakta peTrana membaroe ja potAnA pAsaporTa sAijhanA bleka enDa bahu ITa phoTA che mokalavAnA che. AjIvana sabhyazrIoe phakata mAhitI phoma bharIne mokala nuM ke che. grA na'. avazya lakhavo. jenI noMdha levA namra vinaMtI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shree Atmanand Ptaknsh Regd. No. GBV. 31 AHlA rAgadveSAdayo doSA asmAka vAstavA dviSaH / tAn nihanti mahAn bIraH sa eva purUpottamaH / / * rAga dveSa vagere deze ApaNA kharA duzamana che. emane mahAna vIra ja naSTa karI zake che, ane e ja uttamottama puruSa che. ' * Passions like attachment, aversion and others are our real enemies. Them a great hero destroys, And he alone is really a great or supreme man. BOOK-POST zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza The. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA &00 rUda- Talce''1cen. From, tatrI : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara. mudraka : Anada prinTIMga presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only