Atmanand Prakash Pustak 088 Ank 02

Author(s): Pramodkant K Shah, Prafulla R Vora
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531989/1

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rI AtmAnaMda prakAza mananA adhyavasAya sArA ane pavitra hoya te AmA puNyanA bhAgIdAra thAya, je adhyayasAya azubha to AmA pApano bhAgIdAra thAya, A akaeNyavasAyane sudharavA-bagaDavAmAM bahAranA nimitto kAraNabhUta thAya che. pustaka : 88 a ka : 2 mANasara DIsembara 1990 Abha saMvata 8pa vIra saMvata 2517 vikrama saMvata 2067 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ke maNi kA lekha lekhaka pRSTha 27 svAdhyAyanuM prathama sopAna - pa. pU. A. zrI vijayavalabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. 17 | anuvAdaka : zrI kumArapALa desAI girirAja yAtrA saptapadI - pa. pU. paM. pradyumanavijayajI ma. sA. sopAna cothu bhagavAna mahAvIranA 'gaNadhara'ne pU munizrI vAtsalyadIpa ma. sA. Tuka paricaya vyavahAra zuddhi pU. paM', bhadra karavijayajI ma. sa. TAiTala peja 4 (4) A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya | zrI prakAzabhAI nAgaradAsa zAha mATuMgA-muMbaI --: yAtrA pravAsa :zrI jaina mAtmAna'da sabhA taraphathI saMvata 2047nA mAgasara sudi ekamane ravivAranA roja zrI taLAjAtIrtha uparanA yAtrA pravAsa yojavAmAM AvyA hatA. sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhyo Avela hatA. khUba ja AnaMda ane bhaktipUrvaka zrI paMcakalyANakanI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI savAra-sAMja gurubhakti tema ja Avela sabhyanI svAmIbhakti karavAmAM AvI hatI. su-vicAra kalpatarU ne ciMtAmaNi sama. mahAmaMtra navakAra .. maMgala Ape dukhaDAM kApe, | khele muktinA dvAra che kSaNa kSaNa samare zrI navakAra pala pala samA zrI navakAra, ghaDI ghaDI samara zrI navakAra, ahoniza samarI zrI navakAra, For Private And Personal Use Only

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"; svAghyAyanuM zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAna itaMtrI : zrI pramAkAMta khImacaMda zAha ema. e., bI. kAma, ela. ela khI. mAnava sahuta'trI : ku. praphullA rasikalAla vorA ema.e., ema.eDa, Shen : pravacanakAra : pa. pU. A. zrI vijayavallabhasUrIdharajI ma sA. tarUpI ImAratanA sauthI UMcA majaleA te svAdhyAya-taya. tapa tA ochu vatu thayu heAya te cAle, paraMtu svAdhyAya-tapa tA rAjarAja thavuM ja jaIe, svAdhyAya-tapanA pAMca prakAranA vicAra rIe te khyAla Avaze ke jIvananI pratyeka kSaNe svAdhyAya jarUrI che. svAdhyAya-tapanA UMoNMcA majalA para pahoMcavA mATe jJAnI puruSAe pAMca seApAna vatAvyA che. A pAMca sApAnamAMthI koI paNa sopAna dvArA tapa-bhavananA U'cA majale pahoMcI zakIe. A pAMca sopAna che- (1) vAcanA (2) pRSThanA (3) paTanA athavA parAvatanA (4) anuprekSA ane (5) dharma kathA. vizALa imAratamAM aneka sthaLe dAdarA hAya che ke kAi jagyAe liphTa paNu hrAya che. / judA judA dAdarAmAMthI jene je dAdarA para caDIne bhavanamAM pahoMcavAnI icchA heAya te pahoMcI zake che. svAdhyAya- bhavanamAM paheAMcavAnI AvI pAMca sIDI che jenA kramaza: vicAra karIe. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prathama sopAna ******* For Private And Personal Use Only Shi ++++++ : anuvAdaka : DA. kumArapALa desAi 1. vAcanA vAcanAnA kha che sUtra ane ane abhyAsa yAgya sAdhu pAse vidhipUrvaka bhaNyuM ane zAstranu karavA ane karAvavA, athavA te guru ke anya adhyayana karavu. AjanA samayanI bhASAmAM kahIe tA ema kahI zakAya ke zAstrA, graMthA ke pachI AdhyAtmika ane dhArmika bhAveAnI abhivRddhi karanArA sAhityanuM paThana-pAThana karavuM. zAztrA ane gahana dharmagra dhAtunuM adhyayana guru adhavA tajajJa pAse karavu joie. Ama na thAya to zAstra ke gahana graMthAnI pUrvApara virAdhI lAgatI khAkhatA vAMcavAthI zaMkA-kuza`kA jAmaze. A samaye zakAnu' yeAgya samAdhAna nahIM maLe tA vyakti tyAM ja aTakI jaze athavA te e koi viparIta mAge jIvana vyatIta karaze. A kAraNe ja jAte vAcana karavAne badale zAztrA, gUDha dha graMtha ke gahana tattvatra thAnu` vAcana guru athavA yeAgya sAdhu pAse karavuM' evu' zAstrAmAM vidhAna che.

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AnI pAchaLa be-traNa rahasya chupAyelA che. prabhAThe cAritryabaLa, pratyakSa jJAna ke vata pahelI vAta e ke guru pAsethI vAcanA letI bhAvanA hotI nathI. A badhA kAraNone lIdhe ja vakhate jyAM kyAMya pUrvApara virodhavALI athavA zAstrAdinI guru pAsethI vAcanA levA para bhAra te aTapaTI vAta Ave te tarata ja samAdhAna mUkI che. maLI jaze. pariNAme buddhi zaMkAnA vAdaLothI guru athavA nadi sAdhu pAsethI vAcana levA gherAze nahi athavA te viparIta mArgamAM bhaTakaze mATe paNa zAstramAM vidhi batAvI che. vAcana lenAra nahI. bIju rahasya e che ke guru ke vaDIlajano guru Adane mATe khAsana bichAvaze. niSadya pAsethI vAcanA levAne kAraNe emanA pratye vinaya, (zayA, bichAvIne, baMne hAtha joDIne sukhAsanathI samAna, Adara ane zraddhAnI bhAvanA jAgaze. guru AdinA caraNAne pAse besIne ekAgra citte vyaktine AnAthI lAbha thaze, paNa pratyeka saMsthAne vAcanA sAMbhaLavI. vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karyA vinA mATe paNa vinaya, anuzAsana, paraspara pratye Adara vAcana levI te eka prakAre jJAnanI AzAtanA che. bhAva, saneha jevA tatve anivArya che. emAM savAla e ubho thaze. ke vAcanA ApanAra paNa sAdhusaMsthA ke dharma saMsthA mATe e viSe sAdhune dIkSA paryAya AchA varSane hoya ane jarUrI che. je kaI vyakti sAdhu-sAdhvI ke guru vAcana lenAra sAdhunuM dikSAjIvana dIrgha hoya te pAsethI vAcanA levAne badale jAte ja zAstrAbhyAsa zuM ? moTA sAdhu vaMdana karaze kharA? jena. karaze to ene guru athavA sAdhu pratye vinaya- zAsananI A ja vizeSatA che. ane te mATe Adara dAkhavavAnI AchI taka maLaze. zAstromAM sAdhune nAnA sAdhu ja vadana karaze, paraMtu jJAna amuka bAbata paraMparAthI cAlatI AvatI hoya prAptine avasara hoya athavA te nAnA sAdhu che. koI sthaLe amuka saMpradAyanI amuka dhAraNA pAsethI zAstrAdinI vAcanA levAno prasaMga hoya hoya che. A badhAnI jANa jAte ja zAstrAbhyAsa te moTA sAdhunuM kartavya e che ke potAnAthI karanArane kaI rIte thaze? guru, sAdhu vagere te adhika vidvAna ane jJAnI nAnA sAdhunI vaMdanA zArasa ke graMthAdinI vAcanA ApatI vakhate ja karavI. A sanmAna ke vinaya vAcanadAtA nAnA ene gUDha rahasyanuM udghATana karanArI kaMcI rasAdhune nahIM, paraMtu enAmAM rahelA nAnA ane ApI de che. abhyAsane dAkhavavAmAM Ave che. jJAnane vaMdana badhAnI hAjarImAM je moTA ka nA ! sAdhunI vaMdana karavAmAM saMkoca thatA hoya to te hAthIdAMta jyAM sudhI gaMDasthaLamAM hoya che tyAM ekAMtamAM vaMdanA karIne vALanA laI zake che. emAM sadhI ghaNu majabUta ane zaktizALI hoya che. koI muzkelI nathI. paraMtu mArA sAdhunA hRdayamAM hAthInA gaMDasthaLamAMthI bahAra kADhayA bAda e e nAnA sAdhu pratye namratA te hovI ja joIe. dAMtamAM eTalI zakti hotI nathI ke eTalI AcArya saMghane nAyaka hoya che. ane bave majabUtAI hotI nathI. AvI ja rIte zAstra, ja sAdhuo tene vaMdana karatA ya che. AvA dharmagraMtha Adi gurumukhamAM hoya ane guru pAsethI moTA sAdhu paNa vAcana letI vakhate cA bApa saMbhaLavAmAM Ave tyAre tenI pAchaLa jIvaMta nAra nAnA sAdhune vaMdana karIne sAje ArAdhanA bhAvanA. tejasvI cAritryabaLa ane pratyakSa konA kare che. AvI ArAdhanAthI ja vaDanA phaLIbhUta vAranI zakti hoya che. A zAya guruvANIthI alaga thAya che nahi te e vAtane sArthaka ke tejI thaIne jyAre lipibaddha thAya che tyAre enI pAchaLa banatI nathI. nAra mAtAna-prakAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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vighA ne vinayI A viSayamAM jaina ItihAsamAM eka javalaMta chAyA. devInA maMdiramAM jaIne abhayakumAra bahAra camatkArika manAtI devInA sthAne bharAtA meLAmAM daSTAMta maLe che. rAjagRhI nagarImAM magadhasamrATa AvyA ane emaNe veSaNa karI, zreNika rAjana manarama vATikA hatI. jemAM badhI tuonA phaLa AvatA hatA. A nagarImAM vasatI , "nAgarike! sAMbhaLe! devI kahe che ke kerIne eka cAMDAla strIne kerI khAvAne dehada thayo. e " cera A meLAmAM ja che. meLAmAM AvelA leke tumAM kayAMya karI nahotI te lAvavI kaI rIte? * 9 mAM ja e cAra mojUda che." hAla vicAramAM paDyA. chevaTe eNe eka vyakti A sAMbhaLIne lo stabdha banI gayA A vicArI ke samrATa zreNikanI vATikAma te A samaye cAMDAlanA manamAM thayuM ke kharekhara A samaye paNa vRkSa para kerIo khelatI haze. tyAMthI camakAraka devIe mAruM nAma paNa kahyuM haze have karI teDIne laI aDavuM te vicAra karyo. AvI banyuM. cAMDAlAnI patnI roja vadhu ne vadha baLI pharI bIjI vakhata akSayakumAra devInA maMdiramAM thatI jatI hatI. cAMDAle enI patnIne AzvAsana gayA ane thoDIvAre bahAra AvIne bolyA, ApyuM ane e magadhasamrATa zreNika rAjAnI "bhAIe ! kerInA cera ahIM ja che. devIne vATikA pAse gayo. jeya te vATikAnI cAra meM enuM nAma pUchayuM te devI kahe tAre nAmathI bAju UMcI dIvAla hatA ane cAMpate cokIpaherI zuM kAma che ? tane e oLakhAya evuM nizAna hatA cAMDAlane thayuM ke kerI levA mATe eNe ApuM chuM'. jenI dADhImAM ghAsanuM taNakhaluM hoya enI ghA ajamAvavI ja paDhaze. nahi te kevI e ja cAra che." maLaze nahIM. cAMDAla jhaDapathI potAnI dADhI phALavA cAMDAlanI pAse avasthApinI ane avanAminI lAkhyo. tapAsa karavA lAgyuM ke dADhImAM kayAMya nAmanI be vidyAo hatI, potAnI eka vivA taNakhaluM to nathI ne ? cAMDAla dADhImAM hAtha ajamAvIne cAMDAle badhA ja paheregIrIne nidrA pheravatA hatA ke tarata ja abhayakumAre ene pakaDI dhIna karI dIdhA. cAMDAla bagIcAmAM pravezyo. bIjI lIdhe. ane pUchyuM, vidyA ajamAvIne eNe AMbAnA jhADa nIce "zuM rAjavATikAmAMthI te kerInI corI karI jhukAvI dIdhuM ane kI teDI lIdhI. cAMDAla pitAnA hatI ? '' ghera pAcho Avyo ane patnIne kerI khavaDAvIne cAMDAla bolyA, "jyAre khuda devI kahetI ene dehada pUro karyo. hoya tyAre e sAcuM ja hoya ne? " bIjI bAju savAre vATikAnA mALIe joyuM abhayakumAre pUchayuM, "kerInI corI te zA te AMbAnA vRkSa parathI keha kerI cerI gayuM mATe karI ?" hatuM. eNe rAjAne jANa karI. rAjAnA Azcaryane cAMDAla bole, "mArI patnIne kerI khAvAne pAra na rahyo ke A cokIpahero hovA chatAM dehada tha hato. je huM ene dehada pUro na keNa kerI corI gayuM haze ? zreNika rAjAe kare te e roja vadhune vadhu dubaLa thaIne mRtyu pitAnA catura maMtrI abhayakumArane kerInI cerI pAse tema hatI. mAro Akho saMsAra cepaTa thaI karanArane pakaDI lAvavA kahyuM. jAya. vaMzavela nAbUda thaI jAya." Disembara For Private And Personal Use Only

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dIdhI." akSayakumAre pUchayuM, "tArI e vAta te sama- parezAna thaI gayA, ghaNe vicAra karyo paNa samajAI ke patnInuM dehada pUruM karavA mATe te jAtuM notuM ke Ama thAya che kema ? karInI cAvI karI. paNa e samajAtuM athA ke eka divasa rAjAe cAMDAlane kahyuM, "are, ATalA badhA cekIdAre hovA chatAM tuM bagIcA tuM mArI sAthe kapaTa ramI rahyo che ? ATalA mAMthI kaI rIte phaLa cerI lA ?" badhA divasathI vidyA zIkhavADe che chatAM mane kema cAle kahyuM, maMtrIzvara, mane avasthApinI kazuM AvaDatuM nathI ?' ane avAminI nAmanI be vidyA AvaDe che, cAle kahyuM, "mahArAja, sAva sAcuM kahu pahelI vighAthI cokIdArane behoza karI dIdhA chuM ke huM mArI vidyAnA eka akSara paNa Apa ane bIjI vidyAthI AMbAnI DALane nIce namAvI nAthI chupAvatuM nathI ane A vidyA zIkhavavAmAM meM tamAma keziza karI chekeI kasara rAkhI nathI." mahAmaMtrIe cAMDAlane rAjAnI samakSa hAjara maMtrI abhayakumAra A saMvAda sAMbhaLatA hatA. karyo. rAjAe enA gunA aMge pUchaparacha karIne eNe rAjAne nivedana karyuM, "mahArAja, vidyAthI mRtyuda4 jAhera karyo. UMce Asane bese ane zIkhavanAra nIce Asane maMtrI abhayakumAre vicAryuM ke A bicAro bese te vidyA kayAMthI Ave ? Dolane kuvAmAMthI cAMDAla nakAmAM mAryA jaze. ene bacAvavAne kaI pANI levuM hoya te nIce jhukavuM paDe. ku pANI upAya karavuM joIe. AthI abhayakumAre mahArAja. ApavA mATe upara na Ave. e ja rIte vidhA zreNikane kahyuM, " mahArAja A cAMDAlane namra vinayI) thayA vinA maLe nahIM. Ama A mRtyudaMDa te Ape ja che, paraMtu enI pAse je cAMThalane siMhAsana para besADI ane tame nIce be vidyAo che te Apa zIkhI levI joIe. basa te ja vidyA prApta thAya." Ama nahI thAya te enI sAthe A be vidyAo "sAcI vAta che, tArI abhaya. ame bhUla paNa naSTa thaI jaze." karatA hatA." rAjAe saraLatAthI kahyuM. magadhasamrATa zreNikane abhayakumAranI vAtamAM rAjA tarata ja siMhAsana parathI nIce utaryo. tathya jaNAyuM. bIjI bAju abhayakumAre cAMDAlane cAMDAlana tihAsana para besADe pachI cAMDAla kahyuM. je tAre bacavuM hoya te rAjAne baMne baMne vidyA zIkhavavI zarU karI ane rAjAe vidyA zIkhavI , huM tArA prANa bacAvavA mATe AsAnIthI zIkhI lIdhI. rAjA zreNike vidyA zIkhI lIdhI. pachI abhaya cAMDAle kahyuM, "jarUra zIkhavIza. je mArA kumAre eka vakhata kahyuM, "mahArAja, pelA cAMDAla prANa bacatA hoya te vidyA zIkhavavAmAM mane kaI mATe Apane zo hakama che ?" muzkelI nathI." rAjAe kahyuM, "hukama kaMI vAraMvAra thAya kharA? siMhAsana para birAjelA mahArAjA zreNikane rAjaAjJA to eka ja vAra ApavAmAM Ave." cAMDAla nAce UbhuM rahIne vidyA zIkhavavA lAgyA. akSayakumAre kahyuM, "mahArAja huM te Apane cAMDAle vidyA zIkhavavAne puSkaLa prayatna karyo. e mATe kahuM chuM ke koI nirdoSa vyakti daMDapAtra paraMtu rAjAne ene eka akSara paNa samajAte banI jAya nahIM. cAMDAle Apane vidyA zIkhavI nahote. bhaNanAra ane bhaNAvanAra baMne herAna- eTale teo have ApanA vidyAgurU banI gayA che. prayatna karIza." AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tethI have AjJA Ape| ke vidyAguru sAthe zu' karavu' ? '' rAjAne vAstavika paristhitinA khyAla ApI thayA. pAtAnA vidyAgurunu' RpamAna ravAnI hiMmata TAMthI hAya ? mahArAja zreNike kahyuM, "abhayakumAra, tame mane gaMbhIra aparAdhamAMthI ugArI lIdhA che. have amArA gurujIne bheTa ApIne sanmAnapUrvaka vidAya kare. have emane paNa aparAdhamukta kare." A kathAnA ma" e che ke vAcanA ke vidyA lenAra vyakti game tevuM UMcuM pada ke vadhu vaya dharAvatA hAya tANa jo e vAMcanAdAtAne vinaya karatA nathI te| ene vAcanA phaLIbhUta thatI nathI. vinIta hAva tenI vidyA vadhe, avinayI ke avi. nIta hAya tenI vidyA ke vAcanAmAM koi vRddhi thatI nathI. vidyA dhaTe gathI A sa'da'mAM eka vyAvahArika udAharaNa joie. eka pa'tijI pAse e vidyAthI e bhaNatA hatA. pa'DitajI bannene kazAya pakSapAta vinA abhyAsa karAve. baMnene sarakhu zIkhave. A be vAghAthI mAM eka vidyArthI' vinayI ane saraLadayI tA. guru pratye prema ane vinaya dAkhavatA hatA tema ja temanI AjJAnuM yAgya rIte pAlana karatA ha, kazIye zakALaMge tA jijJAsApUrvaka pUchatA hatA. Ama dareka prakAre te gurusevA ane guruAdara karatA hatA. bIje vidyAthI udyaDa, avinayI ane ghaDI hatA. sevAnI vAta te bAjue rahI, paNa kayAreka gurunuM' apamAna paNa karI besatA hatA, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ba'ne vidyAthIe eka sAthe jaI rahyA hatA. evAmAM cAlatA cAlatA emaNe jamIna para meATAM pagalAM joyAM. A joine dhama'DI vidyAthI olyA, "are jo, ahI thI hAthI pasAra thayA lAge che." vinIta vidyArthI e kahyuM, "nA ahIMthI te hAthaNI gaI che ane te paNa eka AMkhe kANI. vaLI enI pITha para aMbADI hatI. emAM rANI beThI hatI. rANIe tAla vasrA paheryAM hatA. e rANI garbhAvatI hatI ane the|DA ja samayamAM ene prasUti AvavAnI hatI. '' abhimAnI vidyAthI A vAta sAMbhaLIne akaLAI uThayA. eNe enu khaMDana karatAM kahyu', "are ! tu teA saMjJa jevI vAta kare che. tArI badhI vAta pAkaLa bakavAsa jevI che.'' vinIta ziSya eNyA, "mitra, gurukRpAne A pratApa che. mArI vAta sAcI na lAge te joI le. hAthamAM paherelA kaganane jovA mATe dR NanI jarUra hAtI nathI.'' . abhimAnI vidyAthI" teA A badhuM sAMbhaLIne stabdha thai gayA, thoDe dUra gayA tyAM lako pAsethI ene sAMbhaLavA maLyuM ke rANIne bALaka thavAnu che. e hAthaNI para besIne piyara jaI rahI hatI, paraMtu prasavakALa najIka AvatA aDadhe raste ja aTakI javuM paDyuM. ahI ene putrane janma thayA. vinItanI bIjI badhI vAtA paNa sAcI nIkaLI. abhimAnI vidyAthI nuM hRdaya kSeAbhathI khaLabhaLI UThayuM', ane pAkI za`kA thaI ke guru pakSapAtI che. te Ana vidyA de che ane mane ApatA nathI. cAlatA cAlatA ane ziSye eka nagaramAM pahecyA. nagaranI bahuAra baMnee snAna ane pUjApATha karavAnuM nakkI karyu. snAna karIne bane eka divasa patijIe A baMne vidyAthI ne kAi kAmasara paragAma mAkalyA. vinIta ziSya to tarata taiyAra thai gayA, paraMtu dhama DIsadhyA karavA lAgyA. abhimAnIe jhaTapaTa sUyA !zaSyane javAnuM pasaMda nahAtu. e meAM caDAvatA caDAvatA mana vinA vinItta ziSyanI sAthe gayA. zasembara-90 ! For Private And Personal Use Only karI lIdhI jyAre vanayI vidyAthI zraddhApUrNa hRdaye izvara-stuti karatA hatA. [21

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evAmAM eka gharaDI strI e ja taLAvamAM snAna karIne pANInA ghaDA bharI ghara tarapha pAchI pharatI hatI ke ekAeka eneA dhaDA phUTI gayA. vRddha strI abhimAnI vidyAthI` pAse AvI ane melI, "are mahArAja ! mAre eka prazna che. mArA putra videza gayA che te kayAre Avaze ?'' uddhata vidyAthI olye, "are mAtAjI. e tA kyAranAya mRtyu pAmyA che.'' A sAMbhaLIne te vRddhA jora jorathI raDavA lAgI, najIka beThelA vinayI ziSyae pAtAnI saMdhyA pUrNa thatAM vRddha strIne kahyuM, "are mAtAjI, raDe che zA mATe ? Apa ghera jAe. tamArA dIkarA AjIkhuzIthI ghera paheAMcI gayA che. are, tamArI rAha jue che.' jIvamAM A zabda sAMbhaLatAM ja vRddha strInA jIva Avye|. e tarata ghara tarapha cAlavA lAgI, ghera pahoMcatAM ja eNe joyu tA aneA dIkarA rAhu jotA hatA. jananI ane jAyA bane premathI ekabIjAne vaLagI paDayA. vRddha strInA AnandvanA pAra nahAtA. eNe vinayI vidyAthI nu khUba sanmAna karyuM ane kahyuM, "sAce ja Ape kaheluM sAe se| TakA sAcuM paDatu. mArA dIkarA mane kSemakuzaLa ghera maLI gayA. ApanuM jJAna praza'sanIya che.'' ATalu khelIne vRddhAe abhimAnI vidyAthI" sAme jeyu ane elI, "A satyAnAzIe te| mArA putrane mArI ja nAkhyA hatA.' baMne vidyAthI e peAtAnuM kArya pUrNa karIne gurunI pAse pahAMcyA. abhimAnI vidyAthI e gurune kahyuM. "mahArAja, tama tA atyaMta pakSapAtI ane kapaTI che. Ane sAruM ane ucca jJAna Ape che. ane mata srAva UMdhuM ja bhaNAvA chA.'' 22] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir gurue kahyuM, "huM teA kazAya bhedabhAva ginA 'tene sarakhu' zIkhavuM che'. bAgA aa tame mane samAna che. mArA manamAM zu tamArA bemAMthI koInAya pratye pakSapAta nathI,' ghamaMDI ziSye kahyuM, "te| pachI mArI badhI vAta kheATI kema paDI ane AnI badhI vAta sAcI kema nIkaLI ? ' '' Ama kahIne abhimAnI ziSye rAjAnI rANI ane DeAgInA dIkarAnI ghaTanA kahI, tyAre gurue vinayI ziSyane kahyuM, "huM ziSya ! tuM ja kahe A badhuM te jANyu kaI rIte ? ' vinayI ziSye kahyuM, gurudeva, me' cAreya paganI pAchaLa laghuzaMkA thayelI joine anumAna karyuM ke ahIthI hAthI nahi, paNa hAthaNI pasAra thaI haze. DhAthI hAya tA cAra paganI vacamAM laghuzaMkA thayelI hAta. rastAmAM eka bAjunI velA keI khAi gayu hatuM ane bIjI bAjunI velA emanI ema ja hatI tethI anumAna karyu'* ke hAthaNI kANI hAvI joie. hArthInI sUDha paNa pahoMce nahiM tyAM sudhInI UM'cI DALIe tUTelI joIne mAnyuM 4 enI pITha para abADI haze, AgaLa jatAM rastAma bharAyelA joyA eTale jANyu ke khADImAM koI strI kheDI haze. hAthInI aMbADI para kaMI sAmAnya sro tA kayAMthI besI zake? khAthI meM anumAna kayAMka kayAMka lAla vajranA derA vRkSanI DALImAM kayu ke rAjAno rANI ja AnA para beDI haze. eka sthaLe hAthaNIne eka jagyAe besADavAmAM AvI hatI ane bAjumAM uThatAM jamInanA TekA levAmAM AvyA hAya tema dekhAtuM hatuM. A parathI jANyu ke e garbhAvatI che ane ene ceDA ja samayamAM prasava thavAne che. vaLI ene jamaze. paga dhULamAM vadhu UMDe khU`pelA hAvAthI enI jamaNI kha bhAre haze ema vicArIne kahyu` ke ane putra janma vaze, For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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gurue ghamaMDI ziSya tarapha joIne kahyuM, "zuM dharmanuM mULa : vinaya a, badhuM meM zIkhavyuM che. paNa vinIta ziSya e paNa kahe ke vRddhAne putra dezAvarathI ghera pAcho tamane khyAla haze ke pAkSika. caturmAsika ke pharyo che ema te zA parathI kahyuM ?" sAMsarika pratikramaNamAM samuccayamAM kSamApanAne samaya Ave che tyAre nAnA moTAnI kSamA mAge vinIta ziSyae kahyuM, "gurudeva, meM joyuM che ane jyAM pratyeka kSamApanA (khAmaNa) Ave ke A vRddhAno ghaDe ekAeka phUTI gayo. ghaDAnuM che tyAM e krama che ke pahelA AcArya badhA pI taLAvanA pANI sAthe maLI gayuM. arthAt nAnA sAdhuonI kSamAyAcanA kare ane e pachI e pANIne taLAvanA pANIthI thanAre viyAga dUra emanAthI nAnA ane tyAra bAda emanAthI paNa thaI gayo. A zukana parathI jANyuM ke A vRddhAne nAnA kSamApanA kare. Ano artha e thayo ke je enA putrane viyega jarUra dUra thaze. Ama sama. sauthI nAnA che te sauthI chelle khamAvaze ane je ene ja kahyuM hatuM ke tamAro putra ghera AvI sauthI moTA che te sauthI pahelA amAvaze. gayA che. AvuM zA mATe ? Ane uddeza e che ke gurujIe avinayI ziSyane kahyuM, " je A miTA sAdhumAM abhimAna jAge nahI, AcAryanA kazuMya meM zIkhavyuM nahotuM." manamAM e bhAva have joIe ke "tuM utkRSTa avinayI niruttara banI gayA. puNyabaLane kAraNa AcArya banyA che ane utkRSTa puNya te viyenA prazastabhAvathI ja prApta thAya A daSTAMta darzAve che ke je avinayI che enI che abhimAnImAM kayAreya prazastabhAva Avaze nahIM. kAcanA ke vidyA karI sakaLa thatI nathI. vinIta ja AthI have vinaya-gaNane kema cheDI zakAya che tane vighAne saphaLa banAve che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa AcArya banAvanAra ja A sAdhuo che. AcArya ene vadhu vikasita karI zake che. Aja-kAla sAdhu jayAre potAnAthI nAnA hoya tenI kSamAyAcanA karatA jananI pravRtti jemAM bhAre duHkha sAthe kahevuM hoya tyAre nAnA sAdhunA manamAM paNa keI tuccha joI e ke vidyAnA Adarane abhAve potAnAthI abhAve potAnAthI bhAvanA rahetI nathI. e paNa pitAnA pUjya tarapha adhika vidvAna hoya topaNa moTA sAdhu nAnA pUrNa vinaya dAkhave che. sAdhune Adara ApatA nathI. badhA ahanindra banI have vAcanAnA viSayamAM eka savAla e Ubhe gayA che. pitAne nAnA mAnavAmAM emane saMkoca thAya che ke je kaI gacha ke saMpradAyanA sAdhu thAya che. Ane pariNAme sAdhu-sAdhvImAM paraspara daryA ane dveSa vadhI rahyA che. sAdhu-sAdhu vI te kaI sAdhu-sAdhvI bhaNelA hoya, paraMtu vyartha sAdhvI bhaNelA na hoya te zuM karavuM ? athavA ane sAdhvI-sAdhvI vacce paNa paraspara meLa nathI. bAbatamAM samaya gALatA hoya te kaI gRhastha AnA chAMTA saMdha para uDe che ane tethI saMyama paMDite emaNe bhaNAvavA joIe ke nahi? je vighaTana pedA thAya che. paNa yAda rAkhavuM joie koI gRhastha paMDita emane bhaNAvavA jAya to e ke ladhutA apanAvyA vinA kayAreya prabhutA maLaze gRhasthane vaMdana ke vinaya karavA sAdhu-maryAdAthI nahIM'. eka sAdhake potAnI gurusevAmAMthI je pratikULa banaze. AvI sthitimAM ke e meLavyuM tenuM varNana karatAM kahyuM che. madhyama mArga nIkaLI zake ke jethI jJAna tarapha "DhaghutA re mana mAruM, avinaya thAya nahI ane sAdhuonI maryAdA grI sukSAra-nizAna jaLavAya ? Disembara-90) For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina samAjanu e durbhAgya che ke emAM bahu paraspara paThana-pAThananI vyavasthA paNa evI karI ochA bhaNelAgaNelA vidvAna maLe che, vaLI kaI hatI ke vyAkaraNa bhaNanAra vaiyAkaraNa vidvAna sAdhu gRhastha paMDita ke vidvAna hoya te samAjamAM pAsethI nyAyavALA nayAyika pAsethI ane darzana emanI kadara thatI nathI. mAtra lakSmIputrone nmAna zAstravALA dArzanika pAsethI bhaNuM letA hatA. A apAya che. sarasvatIputronI kadara karanArA te viralA prakAre vidvAna sAdhuonI vyavasthA hovAthI emane ja hoya che. AvI paristhiti hoya tyAM saMskRta adhyayana mATe brAhmaNa paMDitonI jarUra paDI nahIM -prAkatanA vidvAna maLe kayAMthI ? Ane pariNAme je jamAnAmAM hIravijayasUrijI abhyAsa ja meTe bhAge jainenA badhA phirakAomAM brAhmaNa , karatA hatA te samaye koI vidvAna paMDitathA abhyAsa karavAnA paripATa apAvavAmAM yAyika sAdhu maLato nahoto. AthI nyAyazAstranA abhyAsa mATe AvI che. brAhmaNa vidvAno tarapha saheje napharata hmaNa vidvAnI tarapha saheja ne emane dolatAbAda (AjanuM ra gAbAda) javuM nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNuM gaNadhara brAhmaNa hatA ane * paDayuM. jyAM nyAyazAstranA jANItA paMDitA hatA. bIjA keTalAya brAhmaNa AcArya banelA che. Aja-kAla te nyAya bhaNAvavAnI gAdI kAzImAM vidyAdAtAonuM sanmAna che ane kAzI ja badhI vidyAo ane vidyAnAnuM dhAma mAnavAmAM Ave che, gRhastha paMThita rAkhIne abhyAsa kare te utsarga-mArga nathI, paNa apavAda-mArga che. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ane vinayavijayajIne sAdhuo apaThita rahe athavA te yugAnurUpa adhya gahana adhyayana karAvavA mATe emanA guru emane thana kare nahI te enuM pariNAma ghaNuM bhayaMkara laIne kAzI gayA. kAzImAM brAhmaNonuM varcasva Ave. Adhunika yugamAM sAdhu je abhyAsa nahIM hatuM. vaLI zramaNa-brAhmaNa vacce lAMbA samaya kare te e dharma vyAkhyA yugane anurUpa rIte yathI virodha cAlatuM hatuM. baMne vacce kepa samajI ke karI zakaze nahIM, tema ja yugAnurUpa ane dhRNu pravartatA hatA tyAM keNa A jaina sAdhu dharmane navI dizA ApI zakaze nahIM. dravya, kSetra ane sAdhu vezamAM bhaNAve? ghaNI kaparI samasyA kALa ane bhAvanA vivaka paNa gaMbhIra adhyayanathI UbhI thaI. sAdhuone brAhmaNa paMDita pAse ja Ave che. bhaNavuM paNa hatuM ane pitAnI sAdhutA surakSita rAkhavI hatI. AthI guru AjJAthI emaNe madhyama amArA Agama prAkRta bhASAmAM che ane enA mArga svIkAryo jethI brAhmalma pati- pa na paranI prAcIna TIkAo saMskRta bhASAmAM che. Aje thAya ane teo bhAre hoMzathI bhaNAve. emanI dezamAM hindI bhASA vadhu pracalita che. AthI pAse baTuka (brahmacArI brAhmaNa) nA vezamAM sAdhu saMskRta-prAkRtamAM lakhAyelA nyAya ane darzana e javA lAgyA abhyAsa karI lIdhA pachI dharmazAstranA graMthonuM adhyayana atyaMta jarUrI che. A sthAnamAM AvIne sAdhuveza paherI levA lAgyA viSayenA abhyAsI vidvAna sAdhu-sAdhvI hoya te ' yazovijyajI ane vinayavijayajInA gurUdeva eTala pahelAM amana pAse abhyAsa karavo joIe. badhA dayALu ane parama upakArI hatA ke jyAre A tamane khabara haze ke AcArya hIravijayasUrInA baMne paMDitajI pAse bhaNavA jatA tyAre pAchaLathI nizrAmAM pAcasA sAdhu hatA. emAM kaMI sAhityanA teo emane mATe bhajana ityAdinAM vyavasthA paMDita hatA te kAI nyAyane, keI vyAkaraNanA tA karatAM hatA. sAthesAI adhyayanane mATe badhI ja kai jena zAstronA jJAtA hatA, emaNe sAdhuone vyavasthA karatA hatA. [ AmAnaMda prakAza 24) For Private And Personal Use Only

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patijI pAse thaze vijayajIe nyAya ane vivyavijayajIe vyAkaraNa bhaNavAnuM zarU karyu. ane potAnA viSayamAM pAraMgata banyA. emane vizva dAna ApanAgapaMDitajIe navyanyAyane eka uttama graMtha bhaNAvyeA. graMthanuM nAma rAkhyuM. 'khaDa khAvaTa A zI`kanA atha che khAMDanu bhAjana. vidyAdAnA paDitajIe A graMtha peAtAnA badhA vidyAthI Ane sabhaLAvyA. A sAMbhaLIne e vidyArthI 'jasalA' ane 'vinayA'nA du:kha thayu.. bAkInA badhA vidyAthIe ati prasanna thayA. A khanane eTalA mATe adhika prasannatA na thai ke e graMthamAM anekAntavAdane badale ekAMtavAdanA siddhAMtanuM ja vadhu maMDana karatrAmAM AvyuM hatuM. caze:vijayajIthI rahevAyu nahI. vidyAdAtA pati pAsethI e graMtha mAMgyA. emanI icchA pAtAnA nivAsasthAne jaIne bhaNavAnA hatI. patijIe graMtha ApavAnA InkAra karatA kahyuM, "A graMthanI eka ja prata che mATe jovI hAya tA ahI besIne joi le. lai javAze nahIM,'' yovijayajI ane vinayavijayajIe eka yukti karI, tyAMne tyAM besIne banee aDadhe aDadho kaDastha karI lIdho. baMnemAM tIvra buddhi hatI. ghera jaine nae kaThastha karelA graMtha propUro lakhI nAkhyuM. e pachI yazovijayajIe 'khaDakhAdya pradhanu' kuzaLatAthI ane sakhaLa tarka sAthe khaMDana karatu eka pustaka lakhyu. vidyAdAtA patijI A pustakane vAMcIne Azcaryacakti thai gayA. emaNe karelA khaMDananuM khaMDana kare tevI kai yukti na hatI maneAmana prasanna thaine paMDitajIe vicAryu. have A baMne pUrepUrA vicakSaNa ane buddhimAna thai gayA che. emane abhyAsa ! karAvavAnI Dhoi jarUra rahI nathI ane e paNa jANI lIdhuM ke teo jaina che." e22-3 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vidyAdAtA pIDatajIpe, baMnene sadbhAvanA sAthe kahyuM, 'huve tamAre kAzImAM rahevu joIe nahIM. tamAre Ana khatarAmAM che. keNu zuM karI besaze enA kAne khakhara che ? tame mArA vidyAthI che. meM tamane adhyayana karAvyuM che, kAzIthI vidyAa letAM pUrve ahI AvelI paDhitAnI cAryAzI gAdIne tamAruM tamArA jJAnanA camatkAra batAvavA paDaze jethI emane khyAla Ave ke mArA ziSyA keTalA tejasvI hAya che! ' yazevijayajIe cAryAzI gAdIenA vidvAnAne zAstrArthamAM parAjIta karyo. A cAyathI gaTTIe pAsethI emane vijayapatAkA maLI. te pAnA dIkSAdAtA guru sAthe kAzIthI vihAra karIne guja rAtamAM AvyA. bIjI bAju keTalAka varSo pachI vidyAdAtA patinI ArkTika sthiti atyaMta nabaLI thai gai. emanI pAse koi bhaNanAra vidyAthI paNa nahAtA. AthI paDitajI pAtAnA bhUtapUrva vidyAthI 'jasa lA'nI khAjamAM kAzI gayA. emane kayAMya jaina jasalA'nA patto lAgyuM nahI', kAraNa ke 'jasalA' nAmanA koi jaina sAdhu hatA nahIM. emaNe te zaiAvijayajI nAma dhAraNa karyu hatu. koie kahyu` ke kha'bhAtamAM yazAvijayajI nAmanA pracaMDa vidvAna jaina sAdhu che. paMDitajIe vicAyu ke kadAca e ja ' jasale ' haze ! AthI te khabhAta gayA, khaMbhAtanA jaina upAzrayamAM vizALa zrotAsamUha samakSa upAdhyAya zAvijayajI vyA khyAna ApatAM hatA. zrotAo matramugdha banIne amRtavANInuM pAna karatA hatA, evAmAM vyAkhyAna maDapamAM peAtAnA vivAdAtA patijIne AvelA joI ne ekAeka vANItha zrI gai. ane maze vijayajI vyAkhyAnanI pATa parathI nIce UtarI thayA. sabhAmAM sannATA chavAI gayA, zrotAjanA vicAravA lAgyA, ekAeka gurudeva vyAkhyAna adhu zuM mUkIne kema UbhA thaI gayA. [25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pitAnA vidyAdAtA paMDitaja + pha - kAraNe enI sAthe vaMdana-vyavahAra bhale na kare, vijayajI vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDI UbhA rahyA. paraMtu U Asane athavA te avinayabharI rIte paMDitajIe emane zraddhApUrvaka AzIrvAda ApyA besIne adhyayana karavuM joIe nahIM. yazavijayajIe zrAvakane kahIne paMDitajI mATe yogya AsananI vyavasthA karAvI. e pachI zrotA namratA hadayanI cIja che. e zabdomAM pragaTa ene saMbodhatA emaNe kahyuM, na thAya to paNa hRdayamAM to hovI ja joIe. namrattA heya te ja vocanA ke vidyAnI prApti A mArA vidyAdAtA guru che. tame mArI sArthaka thAya che ane adhyayana tejasvI bane che. pAsethI je kAMI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. emanI pAchaLa emanI chAyA che je emaNe mane yegyatA ApI zAstrIya vAcanA letI vakhate vinayanI sAthe na hatA te Aje tamArI samakSa huM je kAMI tapane soga thavo joIe. zAstrajJAna mATe karAtA belI rahyo chuM tene gya paNa na hota. bhAthI tapane sAdhuo mATe tapa ane gRhastha mATe upatame emanI je kAMI sevA karazo te mArI ja dhAna" kahevAya che Ama te pratyeka vidyAthIne adhyayana sevA banaze. karatI vakhate ghaNI tapasyA karavI paDe che. kAraNa ke 'kuaif; $ fSaa, kizAna, kuta: pachI zuM kahevuM paDe? zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe puNaE" eTale ke sukhAthIne vidyA kaI rIte paMDitajInI sevA karavAmAM kazI uNapa na rAkhI. prApta thAya ? ane vidyAbhilASIne sukha kayAMthI paMDitajInI nirdhanatA dUra thaI ane prasannatAthI prApta thAya? AthI zAstrIya adhyayananI sAthoteo kAzI pAchA pharyA. sAtha tapayAnI AvazyakatA darzAvavAmAM Ave dharmanI bAbatamAM ja nahI, paraMtu vyAvahArika emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kazuM nathI. tapazcaryAane sAMsArika vidyA paNa vinaya vinA AvatI pUrvaka zAstranuM adhyayana karavAthI zAstrIya jJAnanathI. vaLI vyavasthita adhyayana karavA mATe adhyApaka prAptinI jijJAsA, ene saMcaya ane enI tarapha sanmAna dAkhavavuM joIe. AthI sAdhu-sAvI- vRddhi karavAnI satata utkaMThA rahe che, aMgataee gRhastha paMDito pAsethI adhyayana karatI parizramathI meLavelI vastune pratyeka vyakti sAva vakhate emane Adara karavo joIe. sAdhumaryAdAne dhAnIpUrvaka jALavI rAkhe che, (vadhu AvatA aMke) ze kAM ja li zrI mahArAja meDIkala helavALA zrI caMpakalAla amIcaMdabhAI dhruva uM. va. 87 saMvata 2047nA kArataka vada 0)) amAsa tA. 17-11-90nA roja bhAvanagara mukAme svargavAsI thayela che teozrI A sabhAnA A jIvana sabhya hatA. dhArmIka vRttivALA ane milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA. temanA zuTuMbIjane upara AvI paDela du:khamAM ame samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe. teozrInA AtmA ne parama zAMti maLe evI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. lI. zrI jaina AtmAnaM sabhA, bhAvanagara For Private And Personal Use Only

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Lu Mi Mi Chuang Mi Ning Mi Mi Mi Mi Jiao Ban Ban Zhu Sheng :Fa : Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Xie Sui Mi Mi Mi Mi girirAja yAtrA saptapadI sopAna cAvuM.... prada AvI vAghaNapoLa ke sAmA cakakesarI re lola, prabhujI nemanAthanI cArI ke, puNya pApanI bArI re lola. pa. pU. paM. pradyumnavijayajI mahArAja sAheba saM. 2045 mAgasara sudi 2, nAgezrI jaina upAzraya jaa, THAT is :: REATE BY kAraNe pradyumnavijaya che eTale meM je jANyuM-joyuM te bIjA paNa tatra zrI deva-gurubhaktikAra suzAyaka jANe- juve, mane je gamyuM te badhAne game che gya dharmalA. bhAve ATaluM lakhavA taiyAra thaye! pujyapAda zAsanasamrATazrInI kRpAthI AnaMda vAghaNapoLanI aMdara te maMdiranI zreNi ja racAI che. mATe ja te keTalAka ane maMdiranuM maMgaLa vate che. nagara kahe che. paheluM ja zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM tyAM paNa tema ja he. derAsara Ave che. tyAM caityavaMdana karavAnuM hoya che. DuMgarathI rAjalA thaIne Aje ahIM AvyA ta karIne zrI cakezvarIdevI ane zrI vAghezvarIdevI chIe. ahIM nirAMta ane zAMti che eTale patra pAse javuM. A cakezvarIdevInI pratimAjI zrI lakhavA lIdhA. tane patra lakhavAnA nimite mAre karmAzAhe bharAyelA che. e pagathIe caDIne upara paNa girirAjanA sAnnidhyamAM rahevAnuM thAya che AvIe eTale sAme zrI kapadIyakSa che. jemanuM tene AnaMda che. tethI sAmAnya rIte kAgaLa pracalita nAma kavaDajakSa che. A kavaDakSanA prati. lakhavAmAM je ALasa thAya che tevI AmAM thatI mAjI mULa hatA te zrI kamazAhe bharelA hatA. nathI. girirAjanI prIti-bhaktine paNa maLe che. paNa te hAla nathI. A pratimA te nAnA che. A eTale mAre mATe to ghA fun #Ara kavaDajanI paNa eka aitihAsika kathA che jANavA vaNiyA jevuM banyuM che. girirAja aMge tene lakhuM to chuM paNa hajI zrI tapAgacchanA mULapuruSa zrI jamacandrasUrijI dhaNuM - dhANuM zodhavAnuM ane jANavAnuM bAkI che. mahArAjanI paraMparAmAM zrI dharma SasUrijI mahA eTale e badhuM zodhI-jANune pachI kAMI vadhu rAja nAmanA prabhAvaka AcArya mahArAja thaI gayA. prakAza meLavI zakAya. eTale kayAreka to ema paNa jeo mAMvagaDhanA maMtrIzvara pithaDakumAranA guru mana thaI Ave ke have AmAM zuM lakhavuM. A hatA, mahAna tapasvI hatA. maMtravidyAnA kSetre te badhAne khabara hoya AvuM te badhA jANatA ja siddhapuruSa hatA. temaNe e kALe dhaNAM zAsanahoya. paNa pachI tArI jijJAsA tarapha najara jAya prabhAvanAnA ane saMdharakSAnA satkAryo karyA hatA. DIsembara-90 For Private And Personal Use Only

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teAzrI eka gAmamAM virAjamAna hatA, rAja gAmanI bahAra sthaMDila bhUmie jyAre teozrI ziSyA sAthe padhAre tyAre gAmanA pAdaramAM UbhA rahevAnuM thatuM. tyAM ja eka vaNakaranuM ghara. gharanI osarImAM besI vaNakara kapaDAM vahyuM. hAthasALa upara kAma kare, rAja netramilana thAya. dhIre-dhIre sUrijI mahArAja ane muni mahArAjanA rAmaremathI jIratI tyAga ane vairAgyanI dhArA A vaNakarane sparzI gai. baravA ekavAra eNe ja sAme cAlIne pUchyuM, Apa badhA tA saMtapuruSA kahevAe, bhagavAnanA mANasa gaNAva, Apanu' te kalyANa thaI javAnuM paNa amArA jevAnu zu thaze ? amArA kalyANanA koI mAga ja nathI ? AvI haiyA sAMsaravI jijJAsAthI sU rivaranA haiyAmAM karuNAnuM pUra AvyuM. vAtsalya ubharAi AvyuM. sUrijIe kahyu', badhAja jIvAnA kalyANane mAga prabhue khatAnyA che. temAM tamArA jevA jIvA mATe paNa mAga che ja, vaNakara kahe, tame te kaheA ke A gharabAra DI gho,A dhaMdhA choDI dyo. paNa amArAthI kAMi evu thAya tema nathI. eTalu ja nahI' paNa kAMi tapa paNa thAya tema nathI. tyAga paNa thAya tema nathI. e sivAyanA kAI mAga dvAya te khatAnA. maNakaranI nikhAlasatA pAradarzaka hatI. dharmI jIvatuM paheluM lakSya ni bIpaNuM, te A pazukaramAM dekhAtuM hatuM. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir karavuM, tevuM kharAkhara mAnatA hatA ane sajjanenI A tAsIra che: svajane ramatAM bele, zilAlekha samAna te dunA zapathe eTale, pANI lekha mAna te,' niyama lIdhe pAlana zaru thayu.... zaru-zarumAM kaparu lAgyuM. paNa pAte svecchAe svIkAra karyo hatA tethI kaparI kasoTImAM paNa na DagyA. kayAre paNa bhUla na thaI jAya te mATe kuTu banA badhA sabhyAne kahI rAkheluM. eTale e rIte A eka ja niyaMa kharAkhara paLAtA gayA. ane kazA khAMcA vinA paLAyelA niyama kalpavRkSanI jema phaLe che. ne tame temAM dRDha raheA te. vaNakarane ekavAra A niyamanI krUseTI thai. rAtrinA samaya, bhUkha ane tarasa banne jora karatA hatA. gAMTha cheDavA prayatna karyo. paNa e gAMDa na chUTI ane pApanI gAMTha ukalI gai. zubhabhAvamAM ja deha cheDayA. devalAkamAM deva thayA, kapaTTI yakSa thayA, ane rirAjanI rakSAnu` kA` teo karavA lAgyA. e kapardI pakSanI A pratimA che. ahI eka zrIphaLa caDhAvavavu. jeIe, ane A stuti AlavI joIe. A pUbhave hatA vaNakara pApe bharelA chatAM, padgurunA upadezathI jIvanamAM nAnu karyu sukRta te tapAlana puNyathI sura thayA ne je kapaTTI banyA te siddhAcala tIrakSaka sadA rakSA amArI karA, A vArtA eka prabandhamAM A svarUpe Ave che. yaH pUrva tantuvAyaH kRtasukRtalA duritai| pUritA'dhaH, pratyAsthAna prabhAvA damaramRgadRzAmAtitheya' mU rijIe tene ga'DIsAMdbhaya' paccakkhANunA upadeza ApyA. jyAre paNa kAMi khAvuM hoya tyAre gAMTha choDIne khAvAnuM ane khAi rahyA pachI gaTha TET | ratIya rakSA, vALI devAnI. AmAM kayAreya bhUla nahI karavAnI, sevA cAhI prathama tanadhAmA cA vaNakarane A vAta jacI gaI. peAtAthI thai zake tevo dhama lAgyA. aMtara ga zauya hatu. ja. eTale prAMtanA sIdhA pachI prANAMte paNa tenu pAlana yakSa: zrI yakSarajaH sa bhavatu bhavinAM vaghaimaTI pa| || 2 || AtmAnaMda prakAza 24 } For Private And Personal Use Only

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A zI kapadIyalanA darzana karIne pachI zrI laIne beThelo rabArI, A badhuM zuM che? ahIM neminAthanI cerInA nAmathI prasiddha derAsaramAM A badhAnuM prayojana zuM che? A zilpanI pAchaLa javAnuM. AnuM bIju nAma bhUlavaNInuM derAsara paNa eka itihAsa chUpAye che. kahevAya che. AmAM ghaNuM jovA-jANavA jevuM che. ekakALe viharatA utkRSTa 170 jinavarane suMdara vAta Ama banI hatI. paTa che temAM 14 rAjalakanuM zipa te anU huM AjathI lagabhaga 800 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che zrI nemikumAranI jAna-temanA mATenI rI- che. aNahilapura pATaNamAM ghIvaTo che, tyAM maNi dIkSAne varaghaDe, A badhuM bArIkAIthI jovA yAtI pADe che, temAM zeTha kAmAzA nAmanA zrAvaka vase temane parivAramAM traNa putra ane eka putrI. e zrI neminAthanI corInI sAmenA bhAgamAM te traNa putramAM ekanuM nAma pratApadAsa. be sthAnanA darzana karavA jevA che. eka zrI kaSada pratApadAsa bAlabrahmacArI puruSa hatA. bIjA yakSanI devInI pAchaLa samavasaraNa maMdira che. vikramanA bhAI ena parivAra hatuM. ane temane vaMza hajI aDhAramA saikAmAM eka zrAvake mArA niji Aje paNa hayAta che. AkhuM kuTuMba dhamanA raMgathI granthamAM varNavyA pramANenuM samavasaraNa banAvyuM raMgAyeluM hatuM. game te kAraNa hoya zeTha pratApadAsa che. te zilAlekha paNa che. zrI vAsupUjya svAmIjInI khUba bhakti karatA. tapaane bIjuM enI bAjumAM ja raheja pagathIA svI paNa kharAM. zrI siddhagirirAja pratye hRdayamAM caDhe te zrI amIjharA pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM atizaya bhakti-bahumAna derAsara che. prabhujI khUba ja prabhAvaka che mUrti kArtikI pUrNimAnI yAtrA avazya kare. ane nayananehAriNI che, tenA pAchaLanA bhAgathI nava te paNa kAtika sudi 13-14 ane pUnamane TUMkanI zikharanI hAra dekhAya che. cevihAra aThThama karavApUrvaka kare, anA darzana karIne pagathIyA utare tyAre vAta te evI che ke sudi 14nuM mAsI jamaNIbAju eka nAnuM derAsara che. temAM bahArathI pratikramaNa karIne UMTaDI upara nIkaLe. UMTaDI ane paNa darzana thAya e rIte be paTa che. eka aSTA rabArI taiyAra hoya. pATaNanI pAsenA khAvI vAvaDI padatIrthane ane eka nadIzvaradvIpane. A banne nAmanA gAmanA ja A rabArI janagAninI 5Ta akhaMDa ArasanA zilAkhaMDamAMthI nirmANa UMTaDI sAthe hAjara hoya. bIje divase bAra vAgyA karAyAM che. temAM jhINI karaNI che, zilpInuM kalA pahelAM-pahelAM te dAdAnA darabAramAM hAjara thaI kauzalya tu jaNAI Ave che. jAya. . e pachI A bAju zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI A silasile varSo sudhI ekapaNa varSanA cArAnA derAsarajIne aDIne je derI che tyAM te khAMcA vinA cAlu rahyo. dara kArtAika pUrNimA, tane dara vakhate bhUlyA vinA jatA haze ja, ane comAsI pratikramaNa, vihAro aThThama girirAjanI e puNya-pApanI bArImAMthI tame nIkaLyA haze. yAtrA ane jAtane puNyazALI mAnI haze. temAM ekvAra yogAnuyoga evuM banyuM: ApaNe prazna A ja che ke A zuM che ? A comAsAmAM varasAda thayele nahI ne Ase-kAntakamAM sAMDhaNI, tenA upara beThelA zeTha, tenI nIce darahu ja unALA jevA taDakA paDavA lAgyA. pratApadAsane Disembara-90 For Private And Personal Use Only

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cevihAro aTTama Akaro lAge, paNa jAtrA karavI bArI banI jAya. te karavI. nIkaLyA to kharA, paNuM valabhIpura kevI suMdara etihAsika kathA A zipamAM pahoMcatA-pahoMcatA te bhAre tApa lAgavA mAMDyA. kaMDArI che. traNane tApa, tarasa ne thAke gherI lIdhAM. mAMDa mAMDa mAM tyAMthI AgaLa jatAM banne bAju madironI girirAja cA paNa AgaLa upara jaI na zakayA. taLeTImAM ja girirAjanA caraNe ane AdIzvara zreNei ane temAM birAjamAna siddhabhagavaMtane joi dAdAnA zaraNe eka sAthe traNeno kALadharma thaye. jyAM jyAM pratimA janataNa tyAM tyAM karuM praNAma svargavAsa thayA. traNenuM jIvana dhanya banyuM, belatA AgaLa vadhIe eTale hAthI piALa dekhAvA mRtyu utsava banyuM. sakaLa zrIsaMghe A traNe lAge. jamaNI bAju uparanA bhAge kavaDavaMjavALa uttama jenI trividha anumodanA karI. ane derAsara Ave ane sAva rastA upara eka gurU kALanA kATa na lAge tevuM kAma karIne amara banI ' nA darI che. e zrI zabaja mahAna gayelAnI kAyamI anumAdanA thatI rahe te mATe racayitA AcArya zrI ghanedharasUrijI mahArAjanI zrIsaMghe A zi95 racIne cirasmaraNIya A zubhUti che. temane vaMdanA karaje. A zilpa suMdara che, bArIkAIthI jovAlAyaka che. gurumahArAjanuM kayuM'. eka caraNa nAce che ane tyAM ja eka ziSya A samAcAra pATaNamAM kArataka vadi bIjanA ca caraNa karatAM dekhAya che. divase maLyA. eTale atyAre paNa temanA kuTuMbamAM gurumahArAja dhyAna avasthAmAM prANane brahma e divasa ujavAya che. AkhuM kuTuMba bheLuM thAya che. maNiyAtIpADAmAM teonuM gharaderAsara che. temAM A bramAM sthApana karIne samAdhimAM sthira rahe. jyAre kAkAsAheba (temanA kuTuMbanA badhA sabhya samAdhimAMthI pAchA jAgRta avasthAmAM AvavuM pratApadAsa zeThane kAkAjI sAhebanA nAme ja vAve hoya tyAre ziSya A rIte paganI ghUMTI pAsenA che.) sAMDhaNI upara beThA che ane rabArI nADIne sparza kare tethI prANa dhIre-dhIre nIce paNa che tevuM eka lagabhaga 25-300 va Ave. evI yAganI prakriyAne darzAvatuM A junuM bhIMtacitra che. vaLI AvA puNyazALI ja zipa che. vrata-paccakakhANamAM girirAjanI bhakti karatAM-karatAM A guruma tithI AgaLa hAthIpALa Ave. paraloke prayANa karyuM tethI temanI eka kAga tyAMthI DAbI bAjue sUraja kuMDamAM javAnA rastA mudrAmAM paMcadhAtunI mUti paNa bharAvavAmAM AvI che. A surajakuMDanA pAIne ApaNe tyAM khUba che ane e mUti hAla pATaNamAM jhaveravADAmAM mahimA che. caMdarAjA je pahelA kukaDA thaI gayA zrI vADI pArzvanAthajInA derAsaramAM che. A traNe hatA te A jaLanA nAnathI pAchA manuSya banI dhanya AtmAnA darzana tyAM thAya che. Ama to gayA hatA. e prasaMganuM nAnu-nAjuka ane suMdara A sAMDhaNuM-zeTha ane mArI pAse keNa jAya! citra A kuMDanI bhIMtamAM uparanA bhAge che. zi95nI eTale pUva puruSoe Ane puNya-pApanI bArInuM jema upasAveluM che. te jovA jevuM che. A kuMDanI suMdara, tamAma bALajIvana AkarSaNa jAge tevuM bAjumAM je kaMDa che tenuM nAma lImakuMDa che. rUpa ApI dIdhuM ! ane A vAta sAcI ja che ne! zubha mana-vacana ane kAyAthI girirAjanI hAthI poLamAM dAkhala thAo eTale gulAba vAtrA 25 puNyanI bArI che ane azubha mana- jAI-ju-camelI-dAudI vagare yupI , madhamadhatI vacana ane kAyAthI thayelI A yAtrA te pApanI (anusaMdhAna pAnA naM. 31 upara) ! AmAnaMda | kAra! For Private And Personal Use Only

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to bhagavAna mahAvIranA gaNadharane TuMka paricaya ho zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA 12 mukhya ziSya hatA. teo "gaNadhara' kahevAyA. teone TuMka paricaya A mujaba che. lekhaka : pUjya munizrI vAtsalyadIpa ma. sA. (1) zrI gautama svAmI nAma : zrI gautama svAmI janma : gabaragAma, magadha deza pitAnuM nAma : vasubhUti vika mAtAnuM nabha : pRthvI ziva : gonama dIkSA : 50 mAM varSa kevaLa jJAna : 81mA varSe nirvAga: karamA varSa, vaibhAragiri saMzaya : "paMcamahAbhUta (pRthvI Adi che ke nahIM? ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa kare tyAre 500 (2) zrI agnibhUti gaNadhara nAma : zrI agnibhUti svAmI janma : gabaragAma, magadha deza pitAnuM nAma : vasubhUti vika mAtAnuM nAma : pRthvI gotra : gautama dIkSA : 47mA varSe kevaLa jJAna ; 59mA varSe viNa : 78mA varSe, vaibhAragiri saMzaya : "kama che ke nahIM? ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 500 ziSya hatA. (3) zrI vAyubhuti gaNadhara nAma : zrI vAyubhuti gaNadhara janma : gobaragAma, magadha deza pitAnuM nAma : vasubhUti vika mAtAnuM nAma : pRthvI getra : gautama dIkSA : 43mA varSe kevaLa jJAna : pa3mA varSe 0mA varSe saMzaya : "A zarIra che te ja AtmA cheka zarIrathI alaga AmAM che ?" - (anusaMdhAna pAnA naM. 30nuM cAlu) sugaMdha Ave. saMkhyAbaMdha mALIo TopaleTApalA laIne beThA hoya che. prabhujIne caDhAvavA phUla levA paNa bhAva bAbatamAM rakajhaka na karavI. khUba udAra hadaye A badho vyavahAra karavo. A paLa pachI Ave chera tanapALa eTale dAdAne darabAra basa have dAdAnA darabAranI vAta AgaLa patra, uttara lakhaje dharmArAdhanAmAM ujamALa banaje. prinTa Disembara-90) 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 5001. pitAnuM nAma : dhanadeva vikha zive hatA.. mAtAnuM nAma : vijayAdevI (4) zrI vyakta gaNadhara gotra : vasiSTa nAma : zrI mata gaNadhara dIkSA : 54mA varSe janma : kekalAka gAma, magadha deza kevaLa jJAna : 68mA varSe pitAnuM nAma : dhanamitra nirvANa : 83mA varSe, vaibhAragiri mAtAnuM nAma : vAruNI saMzaya : jIvane baMdha ane mela che ke nahIM?' gotra : bhAradvAja. ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 350 dIkSA : 51mA varSe ziSya hatA.. kevaLa jJAna : 62mA varSa (7) zrI mauryaputra gaNadhara nirvANa : 80mA varSe, bhAragiri saMzaya : "paMcamahAbhUta (pRthvI vagere) che ke nahIM?' nAma : zrI mauyaputra gaNadhara ziSya. saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 600 janma : mAMgAma, magadha deza ziSyA hatAM pitAnuM nAma : mIya vidhya (5) zrI sudharmAsvAmI gaNadhara mAtAnuM nAma : vijayAdevI nAma : zrI sudharmAsvAmI gaNadhara gotra : kazyapa janma : kalAka gAma, magadha deza diIkSA. : 65mA varSe pitAnuM nAma : dhanamitra vika kevaLa jJAna : 80mA varSe mAtAnuM nAma : bhadvilA nirvANa : 95mAM varSe, vaibhAvagiri gotra : agnivezyAyana . saMzaya: "de che ke nahIM?" dikSA : 51mA varSe ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tya re 350 kevaLa jJAna : 93mA varSanA AraMbhe ziSya hatA. nivaNa : 101mAM varSAraMbhe guNazIla ceca (8) zrI aMkapita gaNadhara rAjagRhI saMzaya : "je cha A bhavamAM hoya che te nAma : zrI aMkapita gaNadhara ja parabhavamAM hoya che ke bIjA varUpe?' janma : mithilA nagarI ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 500 pitAnuM nAma : devada brAhmaNa zikhyA hatA. mAtAnuM nAma : jayaMti (6) zrI maMDita gaNadhara gotra : gautama nAma : zrI maMDita gaNadhara dIkSA : almA varSe janma : maurya gAma, magadha deza kevaLa jJAna : 58mA varSe 3 2} AtmAnaMda prakAza, For Private And Personal Use Only

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nirvANa : 78mA varSe a'zaya : "nArakIe che ke nahIM?" ziSya sakhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 300 zikhyA hatA, (9) zrI alabhrAtA gaNadhara nAma : zrI acalabrAtA gaNadhara janma : kaiAzalA nagarI pitAnuM nAma : zrI vasu brAhmaNa mAtAnuM nAma : naMdA gAtra ; hAsti dIkSA : 47mA varSamAM kevaLa jJAna : pa9mA varSe nirvANa : 72mA vaSe, vaibhAragiri sa'zaya : ' puNya ane pApa che ke nahIM? ziSya saM'khyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 300 ziSyA hatA. | (10) zrI metArya gaNadhara nAma : zrI metAya gaNadhara janma : tu'gika gAma, vaccha deza. pitAnuM nAma : datta brAhmaNa mAtAnuM nAma : varuNadevI gotra : kauDinya dIkSA : 37mA 1Se kevaLa jJAna : 47mA varSe nirvANa : 62mA vaSe, vaibhAragiri sa'zaya : "paraleka che ke nahIM?" ziSya saMkhyA che dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 300 | ziSya hatA. | (11) zrI prabhAsa gaNadhara nAma : zrI prabhAsa gaNadhara janma : rAjagRhI, magadha deza pitAnuM nAma : zrI bala brAhmaNa mAtAnuM nAma : atibhadrA gautra : kauDinya dIkSA : 16mA varSe kevaLa jJAna : 25mA varSe nirvANa : 40 mA varSe, vaibhAragiri . saMzaya : "mekSa che ke nahIM?' ziSya saMkhyA : dIkSA grahaNa karI tyAre 300 | zikhyA hatA.. naka kAma karatA ja ze kAM ja li zrI bhAvanagara zaheranA jaina che. mUTha tapa saMghanA AgevAna, pIDhaniSThAvAna, anubhavi kAryakara zrI paramANadadAsa narottamadAsa vorA savaMta 2047 mAgazara vada ekama tA. 3-12-90nA roja muMbaI mukAme svargavAsI thayela che teo zrI jaina AmAnada sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA. ane khUba ja sArI sevA, A sabhAne Apela che te kharekhara khubaja dhanyavAdane pAtra che teozrI dhArmIka vRttivALA ane milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA. temanA kuTuMbIjane para AvI paDela duHkhamAM ame samavedanA pragaTa karIe chIe, teo zrInA AtmAne paramazAMnti maLe evI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. lI, zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31 'REE'"'E B & [ pyauhAra zuddhi pUjya paMnyAsazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja sAheba vyavahAra zuddhi mATe kRtajJatA ane paropakAra e be guNanuM' pAlana Avazyaka che, kRtajJatA guNathI pramAdabhAva jaLavAya che. paropakAra guNuthI karUNAbhAva sacavAya che, kRtajJatA eTale bIjAnA UpakArane gAMThe bAMdhave te bIjAnA upakArane na bhUlave , paropakAra eTale parane upakArI samajavA temaja svIkAra te. kRtajJatA guNanA pAyA upara caNAtI jIvanarUpI ImArata ja sarvaguNu ma'ti bane che tAtparya ke pramodabhAva e jIvananuM paNa jIvana che. rAga-dveSarUpI mahAdeSanA samULa kSaya kraravAnuM sAmarthya dharAvatA A bhAva vaDe ja jIvana kharekhara jIvavA jevuM bane che. jIvanamAM kRtajJatA guNa pragaTe che eTale paropakAra guNa paNa khIlavA mAMDe che, tevA guNavALAne jagatanA badhA ja upakAro pratIta thAya che tethI jIve para karAtA upakArane ahaM'kAra tene 25zatA nathI. zrI arihaMta paramAtmA paropakArI che. e trikAlA khAdhya satyane sarva prathama hadayamAM mttita karavuM. temAM sAcI kRtajJatA che. teo zrInA guNAnI anumodanAnA A uttama mAga" apanAthavAthI pratyeka sakama" karatI vakhate, teo zrIneja AgaLa rAkhavAnI sad buddhi jaLavAya che. kha! samaye madada karanArane upakAra mAnIe chIe, temaja jIvIe tyAM sudhI tene yAda karIe chIe te niSkA2Na karUNAsiMdhu zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA upakArane kadIya na bhUlIe temaja dAya hRdayamAM rAkhIne jIvana jIvIe temAM ApaNI khAnadAnI che. taMtrI : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha prakAzaka : zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mu : zeTha hemendra harilAla, khAnada prI. presa, sutAravAha, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only