Atmanand Prakash Pustak 087 Ank 08

Author(s): Kantilal J Doshi, Prafulla R Vora
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531985/1

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra || f 8 Pr FSF }}} }}} -- chAche. CUR www.kobatirth.org pustaka : 87 'ka : 8 STD zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza vIzamI sadInA moDha zAsana prabhAvaka, pa'jAma deze ddhAraka, ane jenI chAyAmAM khA bhAratabhUmi haMmezAM jJAnanA vilAse karI rahI che, tevA vijayavaMta nyAyAM bhenidhi 5. pU. A. zrI vijayAna'dasUrIzvarajI ( 5. pU . AtmArAmajI mahArAja ) mahArAjane namaskAra che. '' jeTha jUna 1990 Atma savata 94 vIra sa vata 1515 vikrama saMvata 2046

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra krama (1) (2) (3) dhanya tane puNiyA (*) (5) lekha zrI siddhAcaLanAM stavane jIvananuM amRtaH AlecanA www.kobatirth.org a nu * ma Ni kA hetulakSI prazno ane uttarA QUIZ jaina tattvajJAna upara praznotarI tathA suvAkayA samAcAra lekhaka Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mULa lekhaka pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba anuvAdaka ; / kumArapALa desAI le. kalApIena navInacandra mahetA zrImatI madhulatA navInabhAi zAha A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya (1) zrImatI jIjJAbena navInacandra zAha-bhAvanagara pRSTha For Private And Personal Use Only 10 112 116 118 121 vArSika utsava zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnA 94mA vArSika utsava zrI tAladhvajagiri upara savata 2046nA jeTha suda 3ne tA. 27-5-90nA rAja ujavavAmAM AvyA hatA. A prasa Mge savAramAM zrI tAladhvaja giri upara rAgarAgaNIpUrvaka pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI hatI. sabhyAnI sakhyA sArI hatI. A sabhAnA Avela sabhyAnI savAre-sAMje svAmIbhakti karavAmAM AvI hatI. AvatA aMka 'AtmAnada prakAza'nA AvatA aka tA. 16-8-90nA rAja e mAsanA sayukta a'ka tarIke bahAra paDaze. manuSyagati `patti pAchaLanI AMdhaLI doTa mATe nathI, manuSyagati indriyAnA viSayAnu AkaSa Nu mATe nathI, manuSyagati niSphaLatA maLatA sevAI jatA kaSAyeA mATe nathI, manuSyagati vyakti sAthenI duzmanAvaTa mATe nathI, paNa manuSyagati pApothI mukta thavA mATe temaja saghaLAya karmInA nAza mATe ja che.

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza | mAnahataMtrI : zrI pramodakAMta khImacaMda zAha ema. e., bI. koma, ela. ela bI. mAnaha sahataMtrIH ku. praphullA rasikalAla vera ema.e., ema.eDa. : che E * zrI siddhAcaLanAM stavane te dina kyAre Avaze, zrI siddhacA jAzuM, 2Sabha jirNoda juhAravA, sUrajakuMDamAM nhA, te dina, 1 samavasaraNamAM besIne, ji na va ra nI vANI, sAM bha La zuM sAce mane, 5 2 mA ra tha jANI, te dine. 2 samati vrata sudhAM dharI, sa6 guru ne va zrI, pApa sarva A le ne, nija Atama nidI, te dine 3 paDikadamaNa deya TakanA, kara mana keDe, viSaya kaSAya visArIne, tapa karazuM heDe, te dina. 4 hAlA re verI vacce, na vi ka ra va vero, paranA avaguNa dekhI, na vi kare cero, te dina. 5 dharmasthAnaka dhana vAvarI, i ka ya ne te paMca mahAvrata leine, pALazuM mana prIte, te dina 6 kAyAnI mAyA melIne, pa ri sa ne sahezuM, sukhaduHkha saghaLAM visArIne, sa ma bhAve rahezuM, te dina7 arihaMta devane oLakhI, guNa telanA gAzuM, udayaratana ema uccare, tyAre nija maLa thAzuM. te dina 8 R: : AA For Private And Personal Use Only

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AIRTER BE jIvananuM amRta H AlocanA gi nAma rAmA ) : mULa lekhaka : [: anuvAdaka : pa. pU. A. zrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. . kumArapALa desAI (gatAMkathI cAlu) - lakSmaNa sAdavInI kathA doDa lagAve che. lakSmaNa sAdhavI manamAM ne manamAM A aMge jaina itihAsanI eka jANItI kathA vicAravA lAgI, "jinezvara bhagavAna svAya te joIe, AjathI covIsIo ( 1 kALa caka) avedI (vAsanAnI vedanAthI rahita) che. teo pahelAMnI A vAta che. lakSamaNa nAmanI eka - kAmavikArothI jAgatI vAsanAthI rahita hovAthI utkRSTa saMyama pAlana karanArI sAthvI thaI gaI ' A savedI (kAma vAsanAthI yukta ) vyaktinI mano. te sAdhvI vargamAM khuba jANItI hatI, mAnavI | vyathAne kevI rIte jANe? kAma vAsanAthI game teTalI utkaTa sAdhanA kare, paNa tenI sAthe pIDita vyaktine keTaluM kaSTa thAya che tenI teone zuddhinI jAgRti rAkhavI joIe. Ama na thAya kayAMthI jANa hoya ? eTalA mATe ja temaNe te sAdhanAnuM abhimAna vadhI jAya che. prasiddha caritra pAlanamAM brahmacaryane sauthI vadhAre mahatva prApta thAya che, paNa temAM bhUla te jemanI tema ApyuM haze ?" ja rahI jAya che, ane te vize AlecanA va ithoDIvAramAM lakSamaNa sAlInI vicAradhArAe dvArA prAyazcita karIne zuddha thavAmAM na Ave te na vaLAMka lIdhe. emaNe vicAryuM, " oha ! janma janma sudhI bhUlanI paraMparA vadhatI jAya huM keTalA badhA kharAba vicAramAM paDI gaI. me che. AvuM ja lakSamaNuM sAdhvInA jIvanamAM banyuM. ka adhama vicAra karyo zuM vitarAga prabhune ekavAra je upAzrayamAM teo cAturmAsa sAna na hatuM ! teo te sarvajJa sarvadazI vyatIta karatAM hatAM tenI bahAra dhyAnastha thaine hatA bhalA emanAthI keInAya manebhAva dhupasUryano tApa laI rahyA hatA. acAnaka emanI yelA rahe kharA ? te pachI kAmavAsanA pIDitanA daSTi kAmakrIDA karatAM cakalInA yugala para paDI mana bhAva zuM te nahIM jANatA hoya ? jarUra je sAdhvIe tarata pitAne najara haTAvI lIdhI bApunA ho. temanAthI kaMI vAta sAva na hatI. hota ane ene sArI jagyAe sthira karI hota paNa huM A mAhanIyamanA udayatho adhamAdhama tA sAruM thAta paNa eNe ema na karatAM vadhAre vicAronA cakakaramAM paDI gaI dhikAra che mane !" utsukatAthI jovAnuM zarU karyuM. mane na malina Ama pazcAtApa karatI lakamAM sAdhavI e vicAra karavAthI kAma vikArane udbhava thavA vicAryuM, prabhue phAmathI bacavA mATe manamAM tenuM lAge, mana te AsAnIthI AkAza-pAtaLa sudhI ciMtana karavAnI paNa nA pADI che, abrahmacarya AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sevanane niSedha karyo che te yogya ja che. have ApIne cikitsA karIne tene svastha kare che te huM mArA A kuvicArane moTo aparAdha eja rIte sAdhuva" athavA gRhasthavargamAM mArA guruNIjInI samakSa jaIne yathArtharUpamAM AcArya athavA mukhya vyakita AvA aparAdha rUpI pragaTa karIne AlecanA karIne prAyazcita laIne rogathI grasta vyaktinI vAta sAMbhaLIne tene zuddha ane deSamukata thaI jAuM te ja mArA mana AzvAsana Ape ane prAyazcita karIne zuddha upara caDelo pApano beja haLave thaI zakaze. " thavAnI preraNA kare to zuddhinuM vAtAvaraNa sAha bIjI ja kSaNe emaNe vicAryuM ke A rIte jikatAthI racI zakAya Aja kAraNa che ke zAstromAM je spaSTa ane kathArtharUpe guNIjanI sAme huM jyAM AlecanA karIne zuddha thavAnuM kahyuM che tyAM mArA kAna vicArone pragaTa karI daIza to AlocanA paNa kevA prakAranI yogyatA dharAvatI teo mana mAM zuM samajaze ? vicAraze ke uca. vyakita sAme karavAmAM Ave tenAM lakSaNa batAvyA che. kuLanI umadA rAjakuTuMbanI chokarI thaIne manamAM "jAgo duttA riti tada 1 kevA peTA vicAra kare che ! huM temanI dRSTimAM halakI paDI jaIza. badhAnI sAme huM apamAnita karaje avinA mafm arTAirrrr" thaI jaIza. AthI AlocanA karavI mArAthI AlecanA sAMbhaLIne prAyazcita ApavAnI zakaya banaze nahIM adhikArI vyakti (sAdhuomAM) aparAdhInuM kalyANa (1) gItArtha - dharmasiddhAne anubhavayukata sAce ja Aje samAjamAM paNa Aja mane je hoya dazAne kAraNe aparAdhI vyakita khullA dilathI (2) mana-vacana-kAyA para kAbu hoya. pitAnA aparAdhAne spaSTa rUpe pragaTa karavAnI (3) doSa rahita caritranuM pAlana karanAra heya. (1) : vana . hiMmata karI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke je A rIte (8) AlecanA karavAvALI vyakitane tapa vagere pitAnA doSa jAheramAM pragaTa karanArane leke hIna daSTie jue che. tenI niMdA ane beijajatI ? rUpamAM prAyazcita svIkAravA aneka yukitao karavA lAge che. tene eka mAnasika rogI samajIne tenA protsAhita karavAmAM nipuNa hoya. ja tenI sAthe eka cikitsaka jevI amadada rAkhavI (5) AcanA karanArI vyakitanA doSa sAMbha. joIe eNe aparAdhano ekarAra karyA pachI LIne khinna na thaI jAya, gabharAI ke akaLAI ane prAyazcita lIdhA pachI samAjamAM tenA tarapha na jAya paraMtu aneka prakAranA uttama daSTAnta koI AMgaLI cIdhe nahIM ane te bAbatamAM saMbhaLAvIne zuddha caritra pALavAmAM pretsAhita uhApoha na kare, athavA khAtarI chetarIne karanAra heya. pAchalI vAtonI carcA na kare te samAjamAM (6) samyaka prakAranI AlocanA karavAmAM Aje pracalita aniSTomAMthI nevuM TakA aniSTa ane prAyazcita ApavAmAM thatAM khedakathI pUrNa dUra thai zake. satya kahevAnI hiMmata thaI zake. anubhavI hAya. AlocanA karavAmAM yogya sAdhanA khacakATa maTI zake. vira jema A vAta kahevAI che, tevuM ja uttama DAkaTaranI sAthe jema rogI mokaLe mane roga sadAcArI gRhAthanA viSayamAM paNa samajavuM. vize kahe che, tyAre DokaTara tene vaDhatuM ke mAre hA, te huM kahI rahyo hato ke lamaNA sAdhI nathI, Thapako paNa ApatA nathI balka AzvAsana paNa AzaMkA-kuzaMkAmAM DUbakI khAtI UMDI utarI [111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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gaI. emane vaLI pAcho vicAra Avyo "Ale. guru ke vaDIlonI sAme hRdaya ne AlocanA canA karyA vinA te zaddhi nahiM thaI zake ane kare che te aparAdhanA bhArathI bhAre banelA tenA A mAnasika pApano beje mArA citta para chavA- hadayane haLavAzano anubhava thAya che A sAthe ja cele ja raheze. mArA hRdayane A pApa khaTakatuM prAyazcita dvArA pitAnA AtmAnI zuddhi paNa raheze. tethI ja te kharI. guruNInuM valaNa joyA thAya che. pachI AlocanA karI laIza." AgamamAM kahyuM che ke je sAdhaka niSkapaTa ane | vicAronI bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM aTavAyelI lakSmaNa svaccha darpaNa jevA hRdayathI AlecanA kare che teNe sAdhvIe gurujInI pAse acanA karavA mATe alpa prAyazcita karavuM paDe che. paraMtu je manamAM jevuM eka pagaluM bharyuM ke tenA pagamAM kAMTo vAgI kaDa-kapaTa rAkhIne AlocanA kare che, tane amAruM gayo. teo tyAM ja aTakI gayA. manamAM vicAryuM prAyazcita karavuM paDe che be sAdhakeAnI aparAdha eka "have te AlecanA mATe nahIM jAuM. kemake pahelA sarakhA hoya baMne AlecanA paNa karatA hoya paNa pagale ja vina AvyuM. eNe mane jatAM aTakAvI jenAmAM saraLatA che. tene ekAM prAyazcitathI dIdhI." Ama chatAM sAdhvInuM hRdaya atyaMta saraLa chuTakAro thAya che. jayAre bIjo sAdhaka daMbhI na hatuM. emaNe vicAryu "guraNIne pahelAM sAmAnya paTI che. eTale teNe amArA prAyazcita karavuM rIte ja vAta karIza pachI emanuM valaNa joIne paDe che AlecanA karIza nahIM te nahIM karuM? ka paTa ane daMbha e evuM vi4 ) na le temane vinayapurvaka puchayuM "guNIjI je kaI canAnA amRtane paNa rayuka : bhAve che ke sAdhvIne kAmasevanane A vicAra Ave to teNe rogI je cikitsaka samakSa juhu bole tenI AgaLa zuM prAyazcita karavAnuM hoya ?" roganuM sAcuM varNana kare nahIM ane cikitsake temaNe e na kahyuM ke mane AvA khoTA vicAra puchelA praznonA javAba Ape nahI to tenAthI AvyA hatA ! eTaluM chupAvI rAkhyuM para tuM cikitsakane keI hAnI thatI nathI, balake tene te mane bhAvone oLakhavAmAM catura guNIjIe kahyuM, Arthika lAbha che, kAraNa ke regIne roga te vadhato "jenA manamAM Avi durbhAvanA AvI hoya te ja jaze. jo ke koipaNa hamadarda ane pramANika AlecanA karavAnI ane prAyazcita grahaNa karavAnI cikitsakane AvuM karavuM pasaMda nahI paDe paNa adhikAraNI che. tenA badale bIjI sAdhvI Ala- regI nI chaLavRtti ja enA raMgane vadhAraze, cikicanA karIne prAyazcita karI zake nahI je tA (sakanI phI ane davAne kharca paNa vadhaze. manamAM AvA kuvicAra AvyA hoya te tuM Alo. vakIlane chetarIne ke asala mukadamAmAM canA karIne prAyazcita karI zake che." saphaLatA prApta karI zakatA nathI ane avipakane viSarUpa kapaTa ane daMbha chetarIne keI vidyAthI AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. AlecanA jIvananuM amRta che. sAdhaka guru ke dAyaNathI peTa saMtADIne zuM kaMI garbhavatI strI vaDIlanI samakSa potAnI bhUlenI AlecanA karIne sukha meLavI zake ? deSanA bojAmAMthI haLave thaI zake che. jema du:khI vyavahArika jIvanamAM chala kapaTa ane raMbha vyakti hamadardInI sAme pitAnA hRdayanA du ane khuba muzkelIo saje che, tyAre Atamaka vyakata karIne eka prakAranI haLavAza anubhave che. jIvanamAM te e vadhu muzkelI ke na na ubhI karI te rIte aparAdhothI bhAre thayele AtmA sahRdaya zake? jaina dharmamAM sAdhanAnA kSetramAM mAyAne kaI 112) mAmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sthAna nathI. sAdhu hoya ke gRhastha, paNa baMnenA guNIjI sAthe kapaTa karIne kATalAM varSonI sAdha jIvanamAM, sAdhanAmAM ane AtmavikAsamAM mAyA nAne ghULamAM meLavI dIdhI. e spaSTatAthI ane avarodha lAve che. mAyAvI mANasane ahI mithyA- saraLa hRdayathI gurujInI pAse sAcI AlocanA daSTi kahyo che. vakatA, daMbha ane chalanane kAraNe te karI zakI nahIM. enA mane te nirNaya karI lIdho saccAI (samyakatva) pAmI zakatA nathI A sAdhu- ke tapathI meTAM meTAM pApa naSTa thaI jAya che. tyAM nAnuM prathama sopAna che. bhagavAna mahAvIre "sUtra A te mAro mAtra nAnakaDe ane teya mAnasika kRtAMgasUtra' mAM spaSTa kahyuM che. aparAdha che, tene dUra thatAM keTalI vAra lAgavAnI ? nA vija nI ki re T3 fkA teNe e na vicAryuM ke pavitra sAdhanAmAM kapaTanuM ma nija mAnavaMtA viSa bhaLI javAthI te anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM je iha mAyAI gijjai AgatA gabhAyaNataste janma-maraNanA cakramAM athaDAze tethI gurujIe e aparAdhanuM je prAyazcita darzAvyuM hatuM, tenA sAdhanAnA kSetramAM je pragatizIla sAdhaka tamAma karatAM te eNe anekagaNI tapazcaryA karI hatI. vastu parityAga karIne nagna rahe che, varSo sudhI tema chatAM niHzalya na hovAthI te zuddha thaI zakI tapazcaryA karIne zarIranA lehI-mAMsa sUkavI nAkhe nahI, ane 84 vIsInA kALa pachI 84 mI che. mahInAo sudhI nirAhAra rahIne zarIrane kRza covIsImAM zreNika rAjAne jIva jyAre padmanAbha kare che, ATalI badhI sAdhanA pachI paNa jeNe nAmaka prathama tIrthaMkara thaze, tyAre lakSmaNa sAdhvImAyAnI gAMTha nathI choDI tene te anaMtavAra garbhamAM jIno jIva mukita prApta karaze. Ane artha AvavuM paDaze, ne janma-maraNanA pherA karavA eTalo ja ke lakSmaNa sAdhvIjIe kapaTapUrvaka paDaze.' AlocanA karI, jenA duSpariNAma rUpe tene 84 vaccha darpaNa samuM hRdaya covIsI sudhI bhavabhramaNa karavuM paDayuM. daMbhavRtti sAdhu jIvanamAM ja nahIM paNa sAmA- sAra e ja ke jemAM nirdoSa bALaka potAnA jika jIvanamAM ya azAMti pidA kare che. eka vicA. mAtApitAnI sAme je vAta jevI hoya te rUpe rake kapaTI mAnavIne kabaranI upamA ApI che. ni:saMkeca kahI de che teja rIte sAdhake paNa nirdoSa kabara uparathI DhAMkelI rahe che. jenArane e pavitra. ane saraLa banIne guru ke mukhya vyakitanI sAme bhUmi lAge che. paraMtu tene ceDI badIne jaIza' kazAya khacakATa vinA je banyuM hoya te yathAtatha te tenI bhItaramAM gaLI gayelAM saDI gayelAM hADakAM kahIne AlocanA karavI joIe, AlecanA karatI ane durgadha mAratI mATI ja maLaze. e rIte vakhate tene guru ke moTI vyakitathI gabharAIne bhAva kapaTInA hRdayanI bhItaramAM malina, dagAra darbho- ke AzAne vyakta karavAmAM jarApaNa pheraphAra kare vanAnI mATI ane vakratAnAM hADakAM ja maLaze. joIe nahIM. e sAcuM che ke hadayanI pavitratA, saraLatA, gusenA akathanIya guNa ane niSkapaTatA vinA saghaLI sAdhanA niprANa che. guru pAse jaIne ziSyae kaI rIte AlecanA AvI kUTa, kapaTa yukta AlecanAnuM amRta paNa te karavI joIe? tenI vidhi chedasUtramAM vistArathI sAdhanAne sajIva ane saphaLa banAvI zakatuM nathI. vAvavAmAM AvI che. AlocanA sAMbhaLanAra gurunuM sAdhanAnA kSetramAM ATalI AgaLa vadhelI kartavya paNa batAvyuM che ke aparAdhI ziSya potAnA lakSmaNa sAdhvIe thoDI apratiSThAthI bacavA mATe aparAdhane je kaMI rUpe gurunI samakSa pragaTa kare, jana-90 113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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gurue te vAta anya keInI AgaLa pragaTa karavI AvA kuvicAra pachI tarata ja bIjI kSaNe tenA nahi je guru ema kare te badhA ja aparAdha gurune manamAM suvicAranuM kira camakayuM eNe vicAryuM, mAthe AvI jAya che. tenAthI sajanArA anarthanA "je vastuthI kutsitabhAva jAge tene tyAga kare guru sahabhAgI bane che, kAraNa ke zikhe te gurune ja ucita che. huM e khAIza nahI te kharAba mAtA-pitA samajIne pitAne badhe ja aparAdha bhAva paNa pedA nahI thAya. AthI AjathI ghevara dila kholIne rajU karI dIdhuM. have jo guru e khAvAnuM saMpUrNa rIte choDI dauM chuM." pachI zuM? vAta bIjAne kahe che te te ziSyane badanAma kare kumArapALa rAjAe e ja samaye ghevara khAvAnuM che ane e vAta aneka vyakita sudhI pahoMcI sadAne mATe choDI dIdhuM. javAne kAraNe be AbarU thavAnA DarathI A lecanA Ama chatAM saraLa hRdayanA kupALanA manamAM karanAra ziSya keTalIkavAra Atmahatya paNa karI bese hajI paNa A kuvicAra kAMTAnI jema khUMcato hate. che. tenAthI dhamanI niMdA ane avahelanA thAya che. tene dUra karavA mATe gurunI pAse jaIne Ale. ane lokonI zraddhA dhaTI jAya che. AthI gura canA laIne tathA teo je prAya, na Ape tene eTale gabhIra hovI joIe ke te ziSya dvArA svIkArIne zuddha ane ni:zaya thaI javAno nizcaya thayelI AlecanAne manamAM gupta rAkhI zake AthI karyo. kalikAla sArvajJa A cAya hemacaMdranI se AcaranA guNAmAM eka makathanIya guNa paNa jaIne rAjA kumArapALe pitAnA aparAdhanuM jIvathI dazAvyo che. Ano artha che, "keInA dvArA pitAnA iti sudhI varNana karyuM ane temane prAyazcita aparAdhanI karAyelI AlecanAnI vAta na kahenAra." ApavA kahyuM. - niSkapaTa AlocanA AcAryae kahyuM "AnuM prazcita ghAyuM huM gujarAtanA itihAsamAM kumArapALa nAmane che" "gurudeva ! Apa je paNa yAtri Apazo prasiddha rAjavI thaI gayA. te paramazaiva hovA chatAM te levA mATe huM taiyAra chuM." rAjA kumAra pALe kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya hemacaMdrasUrinA upadezathI kahyuM, jainadharmanA AcAra-vicAra pratye zraddhAvAna ane Acae ka je tame taiyAra che te anurAgI thayA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA yugamAM je sAMbhaLo je dAMtathI tame A ghera badhu che. ene kAma rAjA zreNika karI zake nahIM te AcAba paththarathI toDI nAkhe.' hemacaMdranI upasthitimAM kumArapALa rAjAe karI ananya zraddhAvAna kumArapALa rAjAe kazu ya batAvyuM. teNe pitAnA rAjyanA aDhAra pradezamAM vicAryA vinA tarata ja pAse rahelo eka paththara sarvatra "amariSaha nI cheSaNa karAvIne jIva upADa ane dAMta teDavA lAgyA.. hatyA baMdha karAvI dIdhI. ahiMsAne ATale bhavya AcAryae adhavacce ja ane raphatAM kahyuM pracAra kumArapALa rAjA AcAryazrInI preraNAthI ja jarA rokAI jAo kumArapALa" karI zakyA. A ahiMsAnA mahAna upAsaka kumArapALe puchyuM, zA mATe gurudeva ? ' kumArapALa rAjA pUrNapaNe zAkAhArI banI gayA ha. AcArya e , " , tame prA eka divasa bhajana karatI vakhate te ghevara khAI ta puru rahyo hato. ghevarane dAMtathI teDatI vakhate tenA vaI gayuM.' manamAM A vicAra AvyA, "mAMsAhAra tyAga kevI rIte thai gayuM, guru deva, meM te hajI karyA pahelAM jyAre huM mAMsa khAtA hatA tyAre data teDayA ja nathI.' AvuM karakaruM mArA khAte hate. AcAryae kahyuM, "hA, thaI gayuM. sAMbhaLe je 114 mAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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dAMtathI tame mAMsa cAvavAnI bhAvanA karI hatI, AlecanA pite ja karIne pazcAtApanI pAvanagaMgAmAM enA prAyazcita rUpe tame e dAMta teDavA taiyAra pitAnA badhA pApane gheI nAkhyAM hatA. paraMtu thaI gayA, AthI tamArI A zuddha bhAvanAthI ja samAjanI suvyavasthA mATe samasta aparAdhIonI prAyazcitanuM kAma pUrNa thaI gayuM." zuddhi mATe preraNA maLe eTale guru, samAja, athavA te samAjanA agraNIo ke vaDIle sAme pitAnA Ama guru samakSa niSkapaTa bhAvathI AlecanA : ne khullA dilathI ekarAra karIne tathA prAyakaravI ane pitAnA aparAdhane pragaTa karavA e 6. zrita svIkArIne zuddha thavAnI paddhati apanAvavI saheluM kAma nathI kumArapALa rAjA sAcI Ale vadhAre zreyaskara che. canA ane prAyazcitathI nakALa zuddha thaI gayA, temanA hRdayamAM gUMca kaTe nIkaLI gayA. khristI dharmamAM devaLamAM jaIne dharmaguru sAme pa vanAzinI AlocanA pitAnA pApone svIkAra karavA (Confess of sin)nI paddhati pracalita che. vAtAvamAM AlecanA te svayaM krUrata hoya vAstavamAM AlecanAne gya prAyazcita badhAja che. ane ene janma vyaktinA manamAM ja thAya che prAyazcitane nicoDa che. AthI AlecanAha prAya prasacadra rAjarSie svataHspharita thaIne potAnA zcita dvArA je jIvananI zuddhi kare che te parama manamAM AvelA duvicAre ane kharAba ceSTAonI padanA bhAgIdAra thaze. zrI navasmaraNAdi stotra sardehanuM prakAzana zrI navamaraNAdi satra sahanuM munizrI caraNavijayajI mahArAja sAheba dvArA saMpAdana karAvI vi. saM. 1992mAM A sabhA taraphathI prakAzana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. suMdara-sughaDa spaSTa devanAgarI lipimAM prinTa hovAthI samagra bhAratamAMthI tenI mAMgaNI AvatA tenuM punarmudraNa karIne pragaTa karela che. majabuta plAsTika kavara sahItanI A suMdara pustikA dareka jainanA gharamAM vasAvavA jevI che, kiMmata rU. 7-00 che. pacAsa ke vadhAre pustikA kharIdanArane 20 TakA kamIzana ApavAmAM Avaze. dharma prabhAvanA karavA mATe uttama pustikA che. -: vadhu vigata mATe lakho :- zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA-khArageITa, bhAvanagara-364001 For Private And Personal Use Only

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************* dhanya tane puNiyA # sohAmaNI ane alakhelI nagarI rAjagRhI patAnI chAyAmAM ne nadInA kinAre ze|bhatI e suMdara nagarI. jevI su'dara nagarI tevA suMdara tyAM vasanArA. satI sulasA ane metaraja tyAM vase. tapa tyAgathI zAbhatAM aneka zramaNA nira'tara tyAM Ave. emanA mavANInA pravAhamAM janagaNu sadAya prakSAlAtA rahe. rAjagRhImAM eka zrAvaka vase, nAme puNiye zramaNa zreSTha vamAna svAmI paNa temanA dhama pravacanamAM puNiyAnI prasazA kare, nigraMthenA dharmosutrA jevuM ja jIvana puNiyAe banAvI lIdheluM. puNiyAnI zrI tAinA pAra nahI, vaibhava enA gRhAMgaNe ALATe. ekadA mahAvIra (vardhamAna) rAja gRhImAM acAnaka AvI caDayA. puNiyA vadanakaravA gayA, ne saviveke puchyu, prabhu ! Ape A nagarI aNudhArI pAvana karI ame dhanya thayA. bhagavAna mahAvIre neha nItaratA nayane tenI sAme joyu'. zu' puNiyA Aje te cintA thai gaI. zAnI prabhA ? tArI ! mArI ! puNiyAnA zabdomAM khAdha avataryuM. hA. tArI pAse apAra lakSmI che, emAM tu DUbI jaIza te durgati dUra nahI haiAya Aha, evu kema banavA devAya ! na ja banavA devAya ! puNiyAe tatkSaNa hAtha joyA, prabhA ! je kAMi mArI sapatti che, temAM rahevA mATe ghara, sUvA sa'thAra, jarUrI sAmragI sivAyanI tamAma sapattine AjathI tyAga, prabhu ! AsakatI mArAmAM praveze te pUrve ja tenA tyAga 11 6 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir le. kalApIena navInacaMdra mahetA karavA vadhu sArA nahI ! hu* AjathI vacanabaddha thA" chuM. samagra rAgRhIe A jANyu' tyAre saue prasaMzAnA phUla varasAvyA. e paLathI puNiyAnu jIvana ja palaTAI gayuM, jyAM sapatti ramatI hatI tyAM sAdagI, jyAM vaibhava ramatA hatA, tyAM virAga AvyA, jyAM azva ramatu hatuM. tyAM sabhyatA AvI, jANe saskAre tyAM nivAsa karyAM. rAjagRhInA AMgaNe eka saMskArava'tA jIvananA darzana lAdhyA. puNiyo rAjanA have sADAbAra dokaDA kamAto. sAdAIthI rahe. eka dina khuda upavAsI rahe. ne atithi satkAra kare, bIje divase patnI upavAsa kare, ane atithane avakAre, atithi viDA divasa na jAya. e kaOM vithi joyA vinA Ave e atithi, tene satkArI na zaku te jIgyu byartha lAge. samaya vIte che, vRtabharyAM jIvananA teja puNiyAnA mukha para camake che. eka divasanI vAta che. puNiyA zrAvakane tyAM atithi AvyA che, aneAkhA e atithi che, aneAkhI che emanI vAta, vidyA. siddha purUSa che. e caturdazInA divasa che. puN yAne upavAsa che aMgage AvelA atithinA adbhuta satkAra karyAM che, bhAvathI sAdharmika bhakti karI che. AgaMtuka mahemAne cApAsa najara ghumAvI, gharamAM mATInu' lI paNa che, vacchatA che. jarUrI thALI-vATakA che. bIjuM kaIM ja nathI. puNiyAnA ane tenI patnInA mukha para saMteSanA teja che. siddha purUSanu mana dhanyatA varasAvI rahyuM " vAha purNiyA' te kamAla karI, duniyA dhanathI jIte che, tu vratathI jItyeA. mhArathI tArI pAse kaI AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rekhAtuM nathI. paNa hRdayathI tu keTale bharapUra che. paLavAramAM teNe nizcaya karyo eka ja vastramAM AvI sthitimAM ya jamADIne jame che. upavAsa tapelI vaTIne e doDa rAjagRhInI bahAra ene karIne svAgata kare che. jaladI atithine AMbI javuM hatuM A dhana tene vAha siddhapurUSanuM mana ahobhAvathI chalakatuM soMpI devuM hatuM vananI keDIe cAlatA atithine hatuM. emaNe nizcaya karyo, mArI pAse sAdhana che. puNiI jhaDapathI AMbI gaye. siddhapurUSe puNiyAne siddhinI zakita che. te puNiyAne pharI dhanavAna pitAnI pachavADe AvI pahoMcelo joIne AzcayathI banAva. pUchyuM, tame? saMdhyA DhaLI purNimAnI rAta prAraMbhAI. puNiyAnI chAtImAM zvAsa samAte hoto, puNiyAne gADha nidrA AvI gaI dharmanA zaraNe Apa evuM kazuMka karIne gayA ke mAre tarata deDavuM gayA pachI saMsAranI kaluSitatAne jANe spa je "3nahete rahyo. - eka vRkSanI pAse besIne puNiyAne kahyuM siddha purUSe madhyarAte rasoDAmAM jaIne eka mArI kaI bhUla thaI? " svaccha tapelI hAthamAM lIdhI, potAnI jhoLImAMthI "hA". maNi kADhaye, ne tapelIne sparza karAvya, tapelI ha", siddhapurUSa stabdha thaI gayA, puNiyAe senAnI banI gaI jIrNa vastramAM lapeTelI apelI kADhIne kahyuM, A prAtaHkALa thaye, kukaDe belyo tyAre atithi tame zuM karyuM? tame tapelI senAnI banAvI lIdhI, AgaLa cAlyA gayA. pharI kaIvAra AvavAnuM vacana paNa huM te rAkhI lau. eTale mArI jiMdagI zyAma ApIne puNiyAe savAramAM joyuM, to tapelI je ja banI jAya ne ! zrama vinAnuM levAya? Aje pitAnI hatI te ja na maLe tenI jagyAe sAva je bhAvanAo-aramAne mArA uramAM ubharAya che, senAnI tapelI. bArImAMthI AvatA sahastrazminA pachI te prakaTaze ! mahApurUSa mane suvarNa nahI kiraNe tene vadhu camakAvatA hatA. puNiyAne kSaNeka sarakama joIe. vidyApurUSanAM netramAM jhaLajhaLIyA vAra A zuM che te na samajAyuM, paNa pachI AvI gayA. atithinuM A kArya che, tevuM samajAyuM, tyAre teNe nizvAsa nAkhe, atithie A te anartha saryo "Ave apurva vairAgya bhAva kayAM maLe? je saMteA tapelI temaNe senAnI banAvI ApI paNa SathI tamAruM jIvana camake che. ane damake che e mane mAre navI ANavI kayAMthI ! ane survaNanuM mAre paNa prApta haja, suvaNane A jagatamAM kene zuM kAma che ! je hatuM te prabhunA vacane tyAkhyuM meha na hoya paNa tuM nilepa rahyo, dhanya tane A aNahakanuM mane na joIe. prabhu kahetA hatA puNiyA". aNahakanI lakSmInI kiMmana dhULa jeTalIye nathI. 3 puNayAnA hAthamAM rahelI sonAnI tapelI cama AkAzamAM uDatA paMkhIo, vananAM vRkSo, suryanA katI hatI. AMkhamAM raheluM jhAkaLanA TIpA jevuM kiraNa puNiyAnI mahAnatAne AvakArI rahyA. suMdara AMsu paNa. rAjagRhI e divase vadhu suMdara banI. juna-90] [17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hetulakSI prazno ane uttare QUIZ jaina tattvajJAna upara praznottarI tathA suvAkyo saMpAdika :- zrImatI madhulatA navInabhAi zAha te a T G hiraNAM rega zuM che ? :- vadhI gayelI mananI citA brAtA koNa? :- je zubha kare te. duHkha zuM che? - viSayenI IcchA mAtA keNa? - saMyamI vRtti tathA saMyamapUrvaka sukha eTale ? :- iMdriya uparano vijya. cAle saMyamapUrvaka rahe. tathA kugrahe kyA ? :- duSTa AcAre. saMyamapurvaka bese, saMyamapUrvaka bhajana kare, saMyamapUrvaka bele. sugraha kayA ? - vrata rUpI lamI. TUMkamAM :- mayamarUpI dharma mAtAnI jema viSa/jhera kene kahevAya ? :- dha, mAna mAyA - rakSaNa kare che. ane lAbha pitA koNa? :- je bhava pAra pamADe te. amRta kayuM ? :- viveka. gurU rkoNa? :- mahAvRtadhArI. dInatA zemAM che ? :- dharma vagara rahevAmAM deva keNa ? :- vitarAga arihaM. vaibhava zemAM che ? :- dhama bhAvanAmAM. yAtrA kone kahevAya ? :- jJAna, darzana, cAritra moTu zAthI? - saguNothI. tapa, saMyama vigere ladhu zAthI? :- para nidakothI. ganI paripAlanA, puNyazALI keNa? - gurU bhakita kahe te. bhAvanA eTale ? :- pharI pharIne yAda karavuM te kayAM rahevuM game ? :- mekSamAM. maraNa zuM ? - yazano nAza. chelI IcachA zuM ? :- mekSa. viveka zu? :- Atma jAgRti. sAcuM sukha zemAM? :- karmonI mukatAvasthAmAM, duniyAmAM caMcaLa zuM che? :- mana. kone bata nathI ? :- tRSNa taNe. bahere kezu? :- je hita vAkaya sAMbhaLe nahi keNu tarI gaye ? :- je virakta ane anA te ane je mokSa prAptinA sakata che te. vacane kAna hoya te paNa keNa DUbI gaye ? :- je vilAsI ane na sAMbhaLe te. Asakta che te. pramAda kenA jevo che ? :- sAcA zatru jevo che. 118] AmAnaMda prakAza pramAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAdhi eTale zuM? - dharmamAM jenuM mana suvAkayo athavA jaina tatvane niceDa/sAra hoya te. jANavA jevuM vAsakSepathI lAbha zuM? :- pApanI zuddhi patra 34 hI zrI, ahaM namaH - temAM zuM artha mAga baLavAna samAyeluM che ? te pAMca parameSThinuM sAratattva che. banAvo ane devane ane siddhacakanuM AdI bIja che. te parama tatva dharma tarapha AsthA che. tene je jANe che te saMsAranA baMdhanane chedIne pedA kare. A mokSane pAme che. te sarva zAstronuM rahasya che. varasIdAnanuM mahatva zuM che ? :- paramAtmAne sarve vidaneno nAza karanAra che. vaLI te kalpavRkSa tyAgadharmane samAna che tenuM ekAgra citte vidhipUrvaka smaraNa vizvane saMdezo karavAthI sarva vAMchIta phaLa prApta thAya che. pahoMcADavAnuM tathA mehane nazo utArI AbhAnI niMdA kare. dagrLa nirAzi tyAgano mahimA kareaif | samajAve. kAma kare te sArA kare. bhagavAnanA guNa kIrtana rUpI pAMca stavana jIvana te jAtrA tirtha che tenA pratyeka pagathIye kayA kayA che? - zakava, caityastava nAmastava, satkarmanA karo. zrutastava ane siddhastava. jiMdagI eka maMdira che tene zaNagAre. mAnava jIvana paNa eka maMdira/devAlaya che. ApaNe e namutthaNuM : arihaMta vANuM; legasa pukhta maMdira zaNagAravAnuM che. maMdiramAM kacaro na bharAya. svaradI, siddhANaM budvANuM. vAsanAno kacaro ne kAmanAone kATamALa A pAMca sakAro kyA kyA ? - jIvane durlabha jIvanamaMdiramAM na ja ThalavAya. evA pAMca sakAro maMdiranA zaNagAra che--kIrtana, pUjana, arcana, sArI saMpatti satya, zIla, saMyama ane sAmyatAnA zaNagArathI A saddadravya, sArA devaLane zaNagAre. kuLamAM janma, jIvana jIvavA mATe che. A jIvana khAvA mATe nahi, zatruMjaya darzana, jIvana mATe khAnapAna che. khAnapAna mATe jIvana nathI. samAdhi, ane ApaNuM jIvana khovAI gayelA ApaNu AtmAne saMghanI prApita bAnA levA mATe che. vaLI A jIvana, DhasaraDo karIne (caturvidhi saMgha) pUrU karavA mATe nathI, te te dAdIlathI jIvavA pAMca prakAra kyA kyA? :- puMDarika gIrI, mATe che. temaja A jIvana UMghavA mATe nahi, paNa pAtra, prathama prabhu, UMghI gayelA AtmAne jagADavA mATe che. taduparAMta paMca parameSTi ane sukhaduHkhanA saravALA mATe jiMdagI nathI. jiMdagI paryuSaNa parva. te aMdhArAmAM ajavALA karavA mATe che tethI manane zubha pravRtimAM jeDe juna-90] [119 For Private And Personal Use Only

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khAlI mana te bhUtanuM ghara khanI jAya che, na rAkha Aza kadI kAi pAsa, pachI tane kANa karI zake nirAza.' mATe mAgavAnu` cheDA tamane sukha Ape|Apa maLI jaze. jAtane bhUlIne jagatanI ja jALamAMja jo aTa vAI jazuM te jIvana Akhu' kahavu' jhera banI jaze. mananI vAta manamAMja rAkhA, te jAhera na kareA, khelA te| mIThuM madha aratu ja kheleA. mauna eTale ApaNA divya vicArAnuM pavitra madira. vANI AMdhI che te mauna sAnu che. koI krodha kare te ApaNe pANI banI javuM. ApaNI AMkhe jovuM bhale ane kAnathI sAMbha Lavu', paNa kharU'; paraMtu meDhethI khelavAnuM nahiM. jeTalu' duniyAmAM oie, sAMbhaLIe teTalu kahevAnuM nahi. duniyA tA kAMTAnI vADa che, joI joI ne paga mUkeA. bahuja vicArIne jagatamAM jIvA. mIThuM, Athe ane utAvaLa AchA sArAM. AgrahI nA khaneA, khIjA mATe kAMika karI chUTa. eka samaye ekaja kAma kare, ataDA na raheA. tamArI jAta sudhAraze. te jagata Akhu sudharI jaze. jIvana teA vahyA kare. jaLanI jema paNa ApaNe rahIe kamaLanI jema. 120| Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir taravaratu' tana ane madha jharatAM vacana jhaLakAvaze. prema mAgavAnI cIja nathI paNa anarAdhAra ApavAnI RRmIrAta che. saiAthI lAMkhI yAtrA ataryAtrA che. dAna, jJAna ane tapanA rAja abhyAsa karavA te AvatA bhavamAM prApta thAya che. kemake adhUrI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM je mANasa maraNa pAme te bIjA bhavamAM peAtAnI adhUrI ArAdhanA pUrva nA abhyAsathI cAlu karI zake che. rasanendrIya, meAhanIyaka, brahmacadyuta ane managupti jItavA ghaNA durlabha che. pAMca IMdriyA ane manane pApathI aTakAvI sAre mArge vALavAthI sa'sAranu jhera utarI jAya che caiAda guNaThANAmAMthI, traNa guNuThANA jIvanI sAthe parabhava jAya che. jevA ke (1) mithyAtva (2) sAsvAdada (6) avirati sabhyaSTi upasa dvAra :chelle... huM vitarAga, ApanA pAdapIThamAM mastaka namAvatA, pUNyanA paramANu jevI ApanI pAdaraja mArA lalATa upara cirakALa raheA. sIma dharasvAmi, mane Apane deza laI jajo, kSAyika samakti Apaze, 'ta samaye mArI bhAvanA zuddha rahe. mahAvidehu kSetramAM vAsa ho. siddhakSetramAM vAsa raheje, astuH For Private And Personal Use Only AtmAnaMda prakAza

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jika pArasa paNa samAthAra a sagai diYTHEPLACEEEEEEE EEEE zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza nA sahataMtrI prA. praphalAbena verAnA gajhala-saMgraha "zvAsane paryAya" nuM vimocana prA. praphulAbena Ara. verA racita gajhala-saMgraha "zvAsane paryAya" nuM vimocana tArIkha 21/4 90 nA roja gujarAtanA khyAtanAma gajhalakAra De. cinubhAI modIe karyuM hatuM. samArohanA pramukha sthAne jANItA patrakAra ane kavayatri Do. aMjanA saMdhira temaja atithi vizeSa tarIke vidvAna vakatA ane keLavaNIkAra zrI jayendrabhAI trivedI upasthita rahyA hatA. teoe praphulAbenanI racanAone ane sarjaka pratibhAne biradAvI hatI. A samaye gAMdhI mahilA kelejanA vizALa sabhAkhaMDamAM zikSaNazAstrIo, kavio ane bhAvakenI hAjarI khUba neMdhapAtra rahI hatI. A pustaka mATe praphullAbahenane gujarAta rAjya sAhitya akAdamIne rUA. 5000/-ne puraskAra prApta thayela che. - praphulAbahena bhAvanagaranA ja vatanI rasIkalAla bhudarabhAI verAnI putrI che. temane kuTuMbIjananI nikhAlasatA, kartavyaniSThA ane sahakAranI sAthe saMgharSanI hUMphana sadhiyAro maLe che. zakSaNa, kalA ane sAthe ja dharmamAM paNa teo UMDo rasa dharAve che. teo hAla bhAva nagaranI bI. eDa. kolejamAM vyAkhyAtA che. aMgrejI viSaya sAthe bI. e. ane ema. e. hovA uparAMta bI. eDa. ane ema. eDa. mAM yuni. prathama sthAna meLavyuM che. hAlamAM pIeca. DI. karI rahyA che. 1983mAM khaMbhAta mukAme gujarAta rAjya kakSAe yuvaka mahotsavamAM gajhala lekhanamAM paNa prathama sthAna meLavI raupya caMdraka tathA rokaDa puraskAra prApta karela, zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA yejita jaina kathA lekhana spardhAmAM paNa temaNe prathama sthAna meLavyuM hatuM. teo rUpANI pAThazALAmAM zikSikA tarIke kArya kare che. praphullAbahena sAhitya, zikSaNa ane dharmamAM uttarottara pragati sAdhe tevI hArdika zubhakAmanA. zrI rUpANuM derAsarajImAM mULanAyaka zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI varSagAMTha nimite yojAyela raMgadazI mahotsava jeTha suda 4 tA. 27/5/90 ne ravivAre bhAvanagaranA rUpANI derAsaramAM mULanAyaka zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI varSagAMThanI bhAvabharI ujavaNI thai hatI, savAranA 6 vAge bahenanA prabhAtiyAthI gabhAre gUMjI rahyo hato. 7-30vAge zrI zAMtinAtha mitramaMDaLanA bhAIoe Dholaka, maMjIrA, [121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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khaMjarI ane hAramoniyamanA sUranI saMgata sAthe bhAvabharI zailImAM sanAtra aNuvyuM hatuM. savAre 9-00 vAge zrI ajita maMDaLanI bahenoe sumadhura kaMThe dAdAnA darabAramAM pUjA bhAvI hatI. savAre 10-30 miniTe derAsarajInA zikharanI dhajA maMgaLa mute badalAvI tyAre A zubha avata sarane nihALavA AkAza paNa jANe be ghaDI thaMdhI gayuM hatuM. jyanAda ane ghaMTAravanI vacce jena zAsananI dhajA maMda pavananI laheramAM pharakatI hatI. samagra vAtAvaraNa maMgalamaya banI rahyuM hatuM. sarva zrI nagInadAsa meghajIbhAI kapAsI, zrI khAMtilAla ratilAla zAha, zrI manubhAI nagInadAsa kapAsI zrImati vImaLAbena hemacaMda zAha ane saMsAyaTInA sahakArathI bapore 12-00 kalAke saMdhapationA bahumAna sAthe zrI bakubhAi zeThanA ghera svAmivAtsalyanI bhakita rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI jemAM ajita maMDaLanI bahenee zrI madhubahenanA mArgadarzana nIce pIrasavAnI javAbadArI suMdara rIte bajAvI hatI. kudarata khuza thaI ane AkAzamAMthI amI-chAMTaNuM paNa thayA. zatre 7-30 thI 9-30 rUpANI pAThazALAnA bALakee rAsa-garabA, nRtya, nATaka abhinaya. vagere raMgadazI kAryakrama raju karyo hate. zAlibhadra ane IlAcIkumAranA nATaka vizeSa noMdhapAtra banyA hatA. rAjA-rANI- zAlibhadra ane IlAcIkumAranA pAtra rAjakIya poSAkathI zobhatA hatA. A kAryakrama zeTha zrI bakubhAI ane zrI che. je mahetAnI vizeSa upasthitimAM yojAyo hato. A kArya kramamAM jaina samAjanA saMniSTha kAryakara zrI navinabhAIkAmadAra ane zrI saMjayabhAI ThAra khAna hAjara rahyA hatA teoe bALakene pretsAhana paNa ApyuM hatuM. zrI bakubhAIe, zrI DIje. mahetA sAhebe, navinabhAIe ane saMyabhAIe pAThazALAnI pravRttine biradAvI bhaviSyanI zubhecchA pAThavI hatI. A kAryakrama suMdara rIte karAvavA badala pAThazALAnA zikSikA ku praphulAbahena rakasilAla verAnuM zeThazrI bakubhAIe sanamAna paNa karela. kAryakramanI saphaLatA mATe pAThazALAnA bALakoe sArI evI pUrva taiyArI karI hatI. mitramaMDaLanA bhAIoe bhAvabharI bhAvanA bhAvI hatI. samagra mahotsavanI saphaLatA mATe zrI zAMtinAtha mitra maMDaLa, ajita ma DaLa ane anya sakriya kAryakaroe sArI jahemata uThAvI hatI. kAryakramanI vizeSa saphaLatA zrI razmikAMtabhAI harasorA je jena na hovA chatAM potAnI kAyamI sevA ane hAramoniyamanI saMgata ApIne bajAve che temane AbhArI hatI. dara ravivAre derAsarajImAM snAtra bhagavAya che. temAM paNa teo sumadhura gIte racI, gAI ane sUranI saMgata Ape che. A prasaMge temanuM khAsa sanmAna karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. zrI candanabALA kanyA zikSaNa zibira (kramAMka 34). zAstravizArada jainAcArya sva. pa. pu. vidharmasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (kAzIvALA)nA prasidhya AgamIya graMthonA vivecaka (nyAya-vyAkaraNa -kAvya-tIrtha) pa. pU. paMnyAsazrI parNanandavijayajI ma. sA. (kumArazramaNa) tathA 5 5 prazA-mUrti jainAcArya vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma. sA nI AjJAtinI tathA A zibiranI praNetrI pU. sAdhvI sUryaprabhAzrIjI tathA temanA viduSI vAcanAdAtrI zikhyA 6 . sAvI divyaprabhAzrIjI ma. sA. (jaina darzanAcAryA) AdinI nizrAmAM zrI ghelAbhAI karamacaMda jaina 122! amAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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seneToriyama TrasTa (vilepArlA vesTa) dvArA zrI candanabALA kanyA zikSaNa zibiranuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. tA. 1 me thI 11me sudhI A zibiranuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. virArathI laIne muMbaI sudhInA parAonI lagabhaga 250 jeTalI bahene dararoja baporanA 12 thI 4 sudhImAM AvatI hatI. A zibiramAM bI e., ela ela bI, 1, bI.e. 31, bI.koma. 35, bI.esa sI. 6, ema e. 2, kelejIyana, esa.esa.sI. tathA nIcenI kakSAnI bahene temaja vaiSNava. paTela tathA iMglIza miDIyamamAM bhaNatI bahene e paNa khUba ja utsAhapUrvaka bhAga lIdho hato. zibira pUrNa thayA bAda bahenanI sAdharmika bhakti karavAmAM AvatI hatI. tA. 9 menA savAre 6 vAge benDasahita samUha caityaparipATInuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. temAM 400 jeTalI bahene joDAI hatI. zrI caMdraprabhu derAsara tathA zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha derAsare (pAla iTamAM) darzana karIne AvyA bAda zibira sthaLe bahenanI sAdharmika bhakti karavAmAM AvI hatI. temaja caMdanabALA kanyA zikSaNa zibira TrasTa taraphathI rUA. 5 tathA zrI haMsAbena manaharalAla taraphathI rU. 1nI darekane prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI tA. 11 menA bapore parIkSA levAmAM AvI hatI. temAM bhAga lenAra bahenone tA. 19 minA zrI caMdanabALA kanyA zikSaNa zibira TrasTanA TrasTI sva. zrI bAbubhAI Ara. bhANasALInA dharmapatnI prabhAvatIbena taraphathI tathA zrI ghelAbhAI karamacaMda jaina seneToriyama TrasTa dvArA InAmo ApI prAsAhita karavAmAM AvyA hatA. zibiranA udghATana prasaMge zrI zAMtibhAI bI. zAhanA pramukhapada heThe zrI sumeramalajI esa. sAlarecAnA varadhaste jJAnadIpaka pragaTAvavAmAM Avyo hato. InAmI meLAvaDo zrI ramaNabhAI DI. zAhanA pramukhapada heThaLa jAye hato. baMne prasaMga para padhArela atithi vizeSa tathA AmaMtrita prasaMgane anurUpa vaktavyo karyA hatA. - pu. gurUbhagavaMte A yugamAM zibiranI AvazyakatA samajAvI maMgala AzIrvAdAtmaka pravacana karyuM hatuM. inAma vitaraNa prasaMge zibiranA viSayane lagatuM gIta tathA AjanA moMghavArInA yugamAM rabAtI ApanI sAdharmika bahenenI karUNadazA batAvatI hRdayasparzI nATikA "zrImaMtAnI zeThAI garIbonI garIbAI" zibirArthinI bahenee raju karI hatI temane baMne TrasTa taraphathI tathA zrI zAMtibhAI tathA ramaNabhAI taraphathI yogya bakSIsa ApavAmAM AvI hatI. - zrI ghelAbhAI karamacaMda jaina seneToriyama TrasTanA utsAhI tathA zikSaNa premI menejiMga TrasTI zrI rAjendrabhAI jI. zAha tathA spaSTa tathA suMdaravakatA temaja kuzaLa kAryakara zrI dinezabhAI saMghavIe tana mana dhanane suMdara sAtha ane sahakAra ApI saMghamAM zibiranuM je suMdara tathA saphaLa Ayojana karyuM te khubaja prazaMsanIya tathA anumodanIya che. A zibirano mukhya uddeza che AjanA bhautikavAdanA yugamAM AjanI yuvA peDhIne jaina dharmanuM molika tAtvika temaja tArmika zikSaNa ApI temane deva gurU dharma pratye aTa zraddhA utpanna karAvI pApathI pAchA vALavA temaja satya zIyala, sadAcAranA saMskAra ApI temanuM AdhyAtmika tathA nautika rIte jIvana ghaDatara karI jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zikhavavI atyAra sudhImAM 15500 thI vadhu bahenoe bhAga laI pitAnuM jIvana dhamamaya tathA sadAcAramaya banAvyuM che. juna 80] [123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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A zibiranA menejiMga TrasTI zrI dhIrajalAla ema. zAha tathA TrasTI zrI ramaNikabhAi ela. bhaNasALI zrI cInubhAI eca. zAha zrI rasIkabhAi e. maNiyAra zrI aMbAlAla sI. zAha zrIkatI tArAbena DI zAha zrImatI kAMtAbena Ara. bhaNasALI, zrImatI saralAbena sI. zAha tathA zrI prabhAena bI bhaNasALI che jee A pravRttinA vikAsa mATe sarvAMga ane sabhAna rahI Ane vadhu vegavaMtI banAvavA mATe satata prayatnazIla rahe che. noMdha :-- pa. pU. paM. pUrNAnavijayajI ma. sA. (kumAra zramaNu) tathA pUrva sAdhvI sUrya prabhA zrIjI, pUrva sA. divyaprabhAzrIjI AdinuM cAturmAMsa devacaMdanagara bhAyaMdara vesTamAM che. saranAmu :--mI zakhezvara pArzvanAtha jaina derAsaranI peDhI, bAvana jinAlaya devacaMdanagara roDa, bhAyadara vesTa, jillA thANA pIna na. 401101. 124] abhyAsa aMgelAna sahAya zrI zvetAMbara mUrtipujaka jaina vidyAthI A/vidyArthinIne enjiniyarIMga, ArkiTekacara, dAkatarI, cATaDa ekAunTansI, tathA kAsTa ekAunTansI, bijhaneza menejamenTa, lalitakaLA, jaina dharmanA ucca abhyAsa mATe dheA. 12 nI parIkSA pasAra karyo pachI DiplemAnA abhyAsa mATe esa. esa. sI. parIkSA pasAra karyAM pachI TrasTanA niyamAnusAra leAnarUpe AcAya zrI vijayavallabhasUrI dharajI janmazatAbdi zikSaNa TrasTa taraphathI leAna sahAya ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenu' niyata arajI patraka rU! 2-60 ma. e. dvArA athavA TapAla TikITa meAkalavAthI nIcenA saranAme maLaze. arajI patraka svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 30 julAi che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Ban AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI janma zatAbdi zikSaNa TrasTa, Ban C/o zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya ogasTa krAMti mArga muMbai-4000036 rAga-dveSarUpI ghaTI Aje zaherAmAM AchI paNa gAmaDAmAM ghaNIvAra najare paDatI anAja daLavAnI ghaTInI prakriyA jeNe joi haze tene barAbara khyAla AvI jAya che ke anAjanA je dANA ghaTInA be paDa vacce jAya che tanA teA khArIka leATa ja thai jAya che. paraMtu uparanA paDanA madhyabhAge khIlIne TIne rahelA dANA salAmata-akhaDa ja rahe che. enA lATa thatA nathI. khareAkhara e ja prakriyA rAga-dveSarUpI ghaTI ane AtmA vacce thAya che. arthAt rAga-dveSamAM paDela jIva pIsAI jAya che. paNa enAthI alaga rahenAra sahIsalAmata kheMcI jAya che ane sukha-zAMtinA anubhava kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only Ban saMkalana :- praphullAbahena vArA ( 'tattvajJAna pravezikA'mAMthI sAbhAra ) AtmAnaMda prakAza

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hita-mita tathyavANI pU. paM. zrI bhadrakavijayajI mahArAja sAheba vANI e vicArane pragaTa karavAnu... sAdhana che, vAg--labdhi' dvArA AtmA zrApa, AzIvA~da ApavAnI zakita dharAve che, mitavANI samyak ciMtanamAM hetuM mane che. mATe ciMtana ThIka thai zake te khAtara vANI pari mita khelavI joIe. hitakArI paNa jANI mita bhASAmAM satya sApekSapaNe khelavI joIe. manamAM uThe te paNa vANI che. te gUDha vANI che. tene parAvAka kahevAya che. te vaDe paNa guNu grahaNa ane hi'ta ci'tana thavu' joI e. ani'dA ane guNagrahaNu te hitavANInuM lakSaNa che. a Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hitavacana AparezananI jema ubhaya mAnya hAvu' joI e arthAta zreAtA-vakatA ubhayane mAnya hAvu* joie, vAgU labdhi mATe satya, samyak, ciMtana mATe mita, pathyavacana khelavu'. niMdA pITha pAchaLa thAya che, hita buddhithI sanamukha deSa prakAzana te hiMta ciMtanAtmaka vANI che, sad vastunuM manana te mauna che. 'manyate yA nathatu tatva ' na kevala bAga nirodhana' mauna mityadha : // arthAt kevaLa vANI-nirodha eja mauna nathI. manana purvaka karelA maunathI vANInI zakita vadhe che. pANInI zitanI jema vANInI zakti paN sa mAnya che. deSa dehanA che. tethI nazvara che ane guNa AtmAnA che. tethI amara che. dekha dehanI sAthe bhasmIbhUta thAya che. satya, prema, nibhaRRyatA vagere sadguNa AtmAnA dhaM che. tenA manana punu bhASaNa samaLa asara kare che, koinA paNa deSa gAvAthI jIvana pavitra nathI thatuM, paNa duSita thAya che. te vANInA bagADa che, durUpayeAga che, pANInI jayaNAnI jema vANInI jayaNA bhASA samitinA pAlana vaDe karavI joie. niSadha jaLanI jema viveka vagaranI vANI paNa vinAzaka nivaDe che. vANI AMtara che, zabda mahtva che. te vaDe vANI vyakata thAya che. AMtara vANIthI AMtarabhAva uThe che. tenI vizva para meATI asara thAya che, Zheng For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31 AgAmI janagaNanAnA 10 mAM khAnAmAM jaine ' jaina lakhAve te mATe jaina konapharansanI apIla bhAratamAM vasatI keTalI che. tenI gaNatarI dara dasa varSa pachI karavAmAM Ave che. sane 1991 nA varSamAM dezamAM rahela vasatInA AMkaDA ApavA sAthe judA judA dhamanI keTalI vasatI che tenA AMkaDAo jAhera karavAmAM AvanAra che. ane te mATe 1 lI epIla 199 0 thI dezabharamAM janagaNanAnu' koma cAlu karI devAmAM Avela che. JS 5]+) ladhumatI saMkhyAmAM rahelA jaina samAjanI vasatinA sAMcA AMkaDA prApta karavAnuM mAdhyama janagaNanA che. ApaNA eka sarvekSaNa mujaba jainenI saM'khyA eka karoDa jeTalI che. sane 1981nI vasatI gaNatarI vakhate akhila bhAratIya jaina zvetAmbara kenpharansa ane bIjI saMsthAonI jhuMbeza ane pracAra pravRtti vyavasthIta karavA chatAM 30 lAkha ane 19 hajAranI jainAnI vastI nAMdhAI che. tema ola inDiyA jaina zvetAmbara kenpharansanI sabhAmAM pramukha sthAnethI berIsaTara zrI dIpacaMda esa. gArDae jaNAvyu hatu. vadhumAM maMtrI zrI jayaMtabhAi ema. zAhe jaNAvela ke, ApaNI vasatI ochI noMdhAvAnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke, vasatI patrakanA phrAmamAM rahela dhunA 10mAM khAnAmAM vetAmbara, digambara. esava la, pAravAla, vi. saMpradAyanA nAma agara zAha, saMghavI, mahetA jevI aTake lakhAvatA hovAnuM paNa jANavA maLe che. temaja vasatI patrakanI noMdhaNI karanAra karmacArIo bIna kALajI tathA utAvaLane kAraNe potAnI marajI mujaba puchayA vinA dharmanA khAnAmAM ''hiMdu'' lakhI le che. eTale ja nahi paNa dhamanA khAnAmAM "jaina" lakhAvie tyAre teo ''jaina'' e hiMdu dhamanI zAkhA che. ema kahI "jaina"" lakhavAne badale ''hiMdu'' ja lakhI nAkhe che. ola inDiyA jaina vetAmbara jainpharansanuM 25 mu' adhivezana dilahI khAte maLela temAM vasatI gaNatarI ane jaina'' ne TharAva karI vasatI patrakanAM phAma mAM dhamanA khAnAmAM sau koI jaina lakhAvI jAte tapAsI pachI ja karmacArIone potAnI bIjI vigato lakhAve tema nakakI karela che. te mujaba sane 1991mAM sarakArI vasatI gaNatarImAM ApaNe sau sajAga banI jenenI sAcI sakhyA prApta karavA jAgRta banIe tema saMsthAnA upapramukha zrI kizorabhAI vadhIne harAva raju karatAM jaNAvela hatu. - vadhumAM akhila bhAratIya jaina sa'sthAo, kAryakaro, jaina 'patrakAro vigere A bAbatana' mahatva samajI cAlu thayela vasatI gaNatarI samayamAM dhamanA 10 mAM khAnAmAM "jaina" ja lakhAvavA mATe pracAra kArya upADI levA upapramukha zrI vasanajI lakhamaNuzI zAhe anurodha karyo hato. tuM'trI : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha prakAzaka : zrI jaina khAmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, maka zeTha hemendra harilAla, khAna' prI. presa, sutAravATha, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only