Atmanand Prakash Pustak 085 Ank 09 10

Author(s): Kantilal J Doshi
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531966/1

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= = = 7 = "khA mami savva jIve" gAthA jIvanamAM jIvavA mATe che, jIbhathI mAtra be lI javA mATe nahi, jIva mAtra pratye mitra/95 tyavahA2 na rAkhI zakIe tyAM sudhI ApaNI jinabhakti adhUrI gaNAya. - pU. 5, zrI bhadra karavi jaya jI "trI : zrI ke. je. dezI ema. e. sahe'trI ; ku. praphullA 2sikalAla vorA bI. e. ema.e. patake : 85 thISADha-zrAvaNuM Atma sana 94 julAI-ogaSTa vIra saMvata 251 3 a ke : 9-17 1988 vikrama saMvata 2044 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ke A zuiM kA lekha lekhaka pRSTha (1) paryuSaNa ne maMgala sadeha 133 kSamApanAM 141 143 mana jItyu' teNe savarDa jItyu maMgala vibhUti gautamasvAmI 9 tapa : urvI jIvananI pagada'DI munizrI zIlaca dravijayajI che. zrI kumArapALa desAI ku. kakilAbena bI, zAha ku, praphulalA rasikalAla vorA mULa pravacanakAra A. zrI vijaya valabhasurIzvarajI ma. sA. bhASAMtara : DA. kumArapALa desAI 147 (5) 153 161 (7) samAcAra svapna siddhi amaracaMda mAvajI zAha 164 yAtrA pravAsa zrI jaina AmAnada sabhA taraphacI zrI karacha bhazvaranI pharatI yAtrA tA. 30-9-88 ane tA. 1-10-88 ane tA. 2-10-88 nI zukra, zanI, ravI traNa dIvasanI rAkhavAmAM Avela che. AmAMna 6 sabhA-bhAvanagara, koI paNa pheraphAra haze te derAsara beDuM upara lakhavAmAM Avaze. sa mAAcanA eka rAta aneka bAta : lekhaka AcAryadeva zrI bhadraguptasUrIzvarajI mahArAja (priyadarzana) prakAzaka : zrI vizvaka bhUNika prakrIzana TrasTa, mUlpa ; rUA. 20/- pRSTha 309. A pustaka suMdara chApakAma tathA sudara geTaapa sAthe pragaTa karavAmAM aAvela che. pUjaya bhadraguptasUrIzvarajInuM' 'kathAlekhana' anya kathAonI jema A pustakamAM paNa khuba rocakra ane A bAla-vRddha saune samajAya ane pasaMda paDe tevuM che. kathAnuM mULa vastu pu. mahApAdhyAya zrI yaze vijayajI 2yita 'ja busvAmI' rAsa mAMthI lIdhela che ane pUjaya sUrIjIe potAnA sacoTa bhASA, saMvAda, tatvajJAna nirUpaNa dvArA ghaNA upayAgI banAvela che. avI muMt2 kathA ApavA mATe jainasamAja tenA ghaNA RNI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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la = . * 18 : tA . 1 ja na zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza rUAna nanananana nananana mAnataMtrI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. varSa : 85] >> vi. saM. 2044 aSADha-zrAvaNa vAI gaI-88 0 [aMka: 9-10. - - - - - - paryuSaNo. maMgala saMdeza le. munizrI hIlacaMdravijayajI dara gaLyAM jevI enI dazA che. na vihAtuM na mAnavane mana maLyuM che, sAru' vicAravA je kad,- A ja jALane e cheDI zake tema nathI. mATe. jIbha maLI che, sAruM bolavA mATe, deha ane ene ene have khapa paNa nathI. e maLe che, sAruM AcaravA mATe, asahAya banIne have jiMcArI rahyo che re ! mAnavajIvananI A balihArI che, have zuM karavuM ? ane chatAM mAnavane sukha nathI. A traNe Ave vakhate asahAyane sahAya karavAnuM sadAvrata khAvIne beThelA dharmaguruo enI vahAre vastune durUpayoga karIne eNe peTa coLIne dhAya che. teo ene samajAve che. bhalA ! tuM zULa UbhuM karyuM che. ApaburAIe meluM baneluM enuM mana pitAnA mela dhovA-DhAMkavA bIjAnA muMjhAya che zA mATe ? khAkha karaNa ghaNI karI deSa kAdavano Azaro le che. cAra mitra cera enAM bUra phaLa paNa anubhavyA. have thoDI sArI hoya ema & RNa kare, bhagavAna mahAvIre upadezelI sAdha nAnA divase-payuSaNuM A gyAM che. have manane pArakI ni dA karI karIne karkaza banelI enI vaza rAkhavAno prayatna kara. manamAM rAga-dveSa jIbha AtmazlAghAnA gaMdA telamAM sinagdha thavA jevuM azubha tatva pravezI na jAya tenI takedArI maLe che, jANa thArane zAhukAja dabAvuM che: rAkha. kema ke kalezayukta mana duHkhanI paraMparA akAryo AcarIne azuddha banele ene vadhAre che, kalezamukta mana sukhanI. deha dharmAcaraNanA nAme daMbhanI lIlA Acare che. ane lalIbAIne lagAma bAMdhI de. e adaka taLAvanI pALe UMcuM mAthuM rAkhIne beThelAM pAMsaLInA jore ghaNAM pattAM khAdhAM ghaNI pIDA bagalAnuM mAnavadehe rUpAMtara. veThI. have ene kahI de ke : 1lIbAI! have pariNAme enuM jIvana pazu jIvanathI ye badatara meja karo. A khaMbhAtI tALAmAM pUrAIne, banI gayuM che. hAthanAM karyA ene haiye vAgyAM che. Aja sudhI pArakI paTalAI ghaNuM karI, have pite ja phelAvelI-kaLiyAnA jALAM jevI-A pagataLe parajaLatI lAyane javAnA ne ThAravAnA jaMjALa ene vasamI thaI paDI che. "sApe chachuM. divase AvyA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaI zake. zarIrane paNa niyamanamAM mUka. tapa kare. tanamananA melane tapAve ne dhrUve enu nAma tA. re mAnava! yAda rAkha ke svecchAe mUkelu. niyamana * dhana nathI, A niyamana tArAM sAmAyika eTale samatAnI sAthenI, sAmA cakra eTale mamatAnu mAthu manamAM mamatA bharIne tanavarDa samatAnA DhALa karanAranu sAmA manane nima La manAvaze tArI AMkhane nivi kArayika mAyAnA daMbhanA eka UmadA prakAra che. karaze. tArAM tanane nIrAgitA AApaze. ane tArAM AtmAne unnati tarapha laI jaze, AtmAnA udAtta guNAnI chAyAmAM sArI rIta rahevuM, enuM nAma paDyuM paNA. bhakSA mAnava mana, jIma ne dehane vaza karIne tu e udAtta guNAnu` sAmIpya pAmI zakIza. ane ema thatAM ja tArI asahAya avasthAne peDa Aya a'ta Avaze. asahAya dazAnA aMta ANuvA udyama karIe. mana, jIbha, dehane traza karavAnA saphahapa karIe. 2 mAnavIne Aje kayAMya cena nathI, ene sukhanA saMteSa nakkI, ne enA 6 khanA smRta nathI. samagra sasAra ane matalaSI bhAse che, cAgarama phelAyelI svAnI badakhA enA dilane parezAna kare che. e jayAM sukhanI AzA doTa mUke che, tyAM ene ghera zikSAnI hoTa maLe che. ane ene ja pe vadhI jAya che. hAllAno bhIta enI zAntinI vace avarodha banIne khaDI thAya che. pariNAme--e bhAre mujhavaNamAM mUkAya che. sAcI zAnti jyAM maLe ? A prANuprazna ene guMgaLAvI mUke che. ane 'zAnti zeAdha' e enu mAnavamAtranu anivArya kA khanI jAya che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A prANapraznanA javA" cheH sAmAyika, bhagavAna mahAvIre cIMdhele sAmAyikanA sAttvika mArga mAnavane zAntinA sAMnidhyamAM jarUra lai 134] manathI asatya ci'tavavu' nahi, vacanathI asatya lavuM nahi, ne zarIrathI asakS pravRttine! tyAga karavA sAmAyikanI A traNa prAthamika zaratA che, mana-vacana-kAyAne zubha pravRttimAM yAjavA, e sAmAmAM tu mukhya dhyeya che. satA kahe che keH bhAI ! enA paNa rannA che. mAtelA sAMDhane gaLe lAkaDu bhairavyuDhAya, paryuSAnI mahAna sAdhanA karavA kaTibaddha ne page deDu khAMdhyu hAya to ya e la gaDAte anIe. page cAlIne thADu thADu carI le che. ema sasAranI mAyAmAM rAmyA pAmyA chatra pakSa paryuSaNA jevA pAtratra divasa badhAmAM jaIne ghaDI be ghaDI. samavAyanA 'vA' karI zake che. savAla e thAya che OM mA zakaya krama ane jIva jaMjALI che. saMsAranI sekaDA jaLa jathAmAM e gaLAbUDa che. emAM e samatA krama zakhI zake ? keTalAMka mAne che ke 'mana caMgA to karATa ma gayA,' ghare beThAM A zA ii na thAya odhane ja! pUchavu che ke-halA ? vyApAra vaNaja ghera beThAM kAM nathI karatAM! majAramAM peDhIe dukAne zA mATe javu joI e ? kaho kemAMnu vAtAvaraNa ja nizaLuM hoya che. tyAM jaie te ja bApAnI sUjha paDe. te ja citta kSemAM pAAya. A ja emanA praznanA pahu jANa che. re! manane pavitra karavA mATe vAtAvaraNa zubha zuddha nahi joie ? jevuM vAtAvaraNuM tevI bhAvanA. dhamasthAnanuM vAtAvaraNa pAbitryasabhara che, te tyAM gayelA jajALI jIva paNa avazya samA AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAdhanA karI zakavAnI. koIne chetaravAnI vRtti manamAM na para te to ghaDIbe ghaDI karelI e samavanI sAdhanAo kALajI karaze, ane lebhI haze te saMtoSI e ja jALI jIvane ajape haLa bane che. banaze. re! bIjA divase e kahelAM pApa dhovAnA zani ene sulabha bane che. duAkhane bhAra e che divasene "panna kahevAya che. parvanA divase pApa ziya che ne sukhano prakaI thAya che. karo, te e kema chUTaze? yAda rahe ke "parva dine paNa parvanA bIjA divase samanI kareluM pApa lepa bane che, sAdhanA karavA prayatna karIe, kiTalAMka evA paNa che, je tanathI tapa karI zakatAM nathI, ane vadhu ja jALane kAraNe mananI sthita paNa e sAdhI zakatA nathI. e loke comAsuM beDuM ne varasAda zaru , pa "dhathI parva ArAdhe che enI pAse dhana che. AvuM ne ArAdhanA AraMbhAI baga che. zakti che. tenA vaDe e "amAripravartana AzA vacce te dharatI kI uThI. karAve che. katalakhAnA jevA mahAna pApasthAnakene ArAdhanA thaI te mana-mAlAe zAMtinI e "pa" pUratAM baMdha kare che. parvamAM karavAnuM bharatI annubhavI. A eka zodhuM kartavya che. abe la prANIone parvane mahimA ajaba che. parvanA mulyA - zayadAna maLe, ethI 4ttama bIju kazuM kArya nirdaya hatyAmAM davAnA bhAva jAge, kaMjusa paNa sa paNa deya dAlA ? dAna karavA prerAya, ane bhalabhalAM khAudharA jIvane e sAdharmika bhakita paNa kare che. sArdhAmaka e tapa karavAnuM mana thAya. eTale samAna dhama, gA vALe te govALa, ema paLanI AzAdhanAnA aneka prakAra che. koI dhama kare te sAthamika. emAM mArAM-nAnA tanathI ArAdhanA kare. ke I manathI kare, kaI bhedane sthAna nathI. garIba-tavaMgaranuM emAM AMtara dhanathI kare. jevI jenI bhAvanA evI enI nathI. e sAdhakane dareka prakAre sahAya karavI, AradhanA enuM nAma sAdharmika bhakti, A paNa dhanasAdhya 9 nIrogI zarIravALAM jIve tapa kare che. kiI ATha kaMpavAsa, kaI paMdara upavAsa, Avo he jA paNa sakAryo e kare che, ne te I no pavArA re che. bAhya dvaSTie e rIte pI ArAdhanA kare che. che! parva te be nAM pANI sivAyanI tamAma khAdya-peya nahI che. 'vanAM mIThA pANIne akhalita thatuonA, ane atyaMtara daSTie yAMnI zAha rakhe mAM vahyo jAya che. jenI jevI tAkAta, maDhina vRttione tyAga enuM nAma lapa. eTaluM pANI e le, ghaDAvALo vaDe bhare, ne keTalAMka manathI parvanI ArAdhanA kare che. thAlAvALA hAle bhare, lenAra letAM thAke, teo nizcaya kare che ke "vadhu nahi to A parvane ' paNa nadI ApatAM nahi zake. divaso mAM te manane ThekANe lakhIza.? e kopI kharA bhAvathI parvanI ArAdhanA karanArA haze to samabhAva keLavAze bhUlamAM ya kayAMya cha 'haLavo bane che. gusse na thaI jAya tenI cIvaTa rAkhaze. azi. pUrAM bhAvathI-daMbhathI ArAdhanA karanAro mAnI haze te namra banavA mahenata karaze. kepaTI jIva bhAre bane che. haze to saraLa banaze. ATha divasa daramiyAna AtmAnI upAsanAnA trIjA divase haLavA julAI ogaSTa-88] 15, For Private And Personal Use Only

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banavAne nirdhAra karIe. che. enA upadezane jIvanasA karavAne kAma kare che. zAstro kahe che ke ekAgracitte, pUrI zraddhAthI ThapasutranuM ekavIsa bhAra zravaNa karanAra jIva paryuSaNa eTale puNyanuM piSaNa. paramapaEUR meLavavAne lAyaka bane che, enuM jIvana paryuSaNa eTale pApanuM zeSaNa. UrdhvagAmI bane che. je divasamAM karelAM kartavya puNyane poSe, Aje upAzraye janasamUhathI ubharAze. bhAviko ne pApane zeSe, e divasenuM nAma paryuSaNA. kapasUtranI pUjA karaze. gujananA AzIrvAda leze A kartavyomAMnuM eka parama kartavya che: kupa* pachI dharmague kahapasUtranA vAcanane maMgala sUtranuM vAcana ane zravaNa, prAraMbha karaze. jaina munionA AcAranuM varNana kapasUtra e jainonuM pUjya-mAnya Agama. emAM Avaze. ane te pachI bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAya che. jema hindudharma mAM gItA, ane caritra kahevAze. IralAmamAM muzana, tema jaiina dharmamAM ka9pasUtra bhagavAna mahAvIranuM jIvana addabhuta che, no ene haiyAnI hezathI pUje che. pUrI zraddhAthI zimAMcaka che. sArA-mAThI karaNanA sArA-mAThAM sAMbhaLe che. kAraNa - emAM covIza tIrthakarane phaLanuM ekatrIkaraNa eTale mahAvIrasvAmInuM caritra che. temAM je khAsa karIne bhagavAna jIvanadANa sArI karaNIne pratApe e tIrthakara mahAvIranA jIvananuM emAM viziSTa darzana che. te thayAM, paNa e sAthe thaI gayelI ghaDIka mAThI emanA lokottara guNenuM emAM mIThuM smaraNa karInA pariNAmothI e "tIrthaMkara mahAvIra che, bAlAnAM darzana karatAM ya enA jIvananuM paNa bAkAta nathI rahyAM karmanA kAyadAmAM nAnA maraNa-zramaNa bhAvika haiyAMne vadhu AhalAda -meTAnI judI vyAkhyA nathI. rAya raMkanI judI Ape che. sAcAM bhaktane priyajananA guNakIrtana sajA nathI. tyAM te re tevuM pAme ne "kare te priyajana jevAM ja mIThAM lAge che. pAme," A be ja zAzvata-adala ni che. deva karatAM pakIna moDha cIja che. emAM paNa A niyamana romaharSaka amalanA prasaMgo butinI saMgata maLe, te ora raMgata jAme che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanamAM vAraMvAra Ave jaino kalapasUtranuM zravaNa tarkasaMgata zraddhAthI kare che, A prasaMgenuM rasamaya vaNa ka jUnA che. emanI viveka buddhi emane samajAve che ; mAdhyame sAMbhaLIne janasamUI ena da e mAdhamAM "puSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa." je mANasa heya lIna banaze, uMda nA preraNAnuM amRta paze. evI tenA belanI kiMmata aMkAya. A kapasUtra ApaNane paNa e mahApuruSanA jIvananI e zAstra che. enA praNetA che -yugapradhAna AcArya preraNAnuM amRta prApta thAya evI prArthanA karIe. bhadrabAhasvAmI. emanuM raceluM zAstra asatya hoI zake nahi emanA vacana para azraddhA videhadezanuM kSatriyakuMDa nagara che. dharmaparAyaNa rAkhavI, e pitAnI jAta para avizvAsa rAkhavA siddhArtha rAjA che zIlaguNasaMpana devI trizala barAbara che. enAM raNa che ane zraddhA te mAnavamAtranuM jIvanatattava che. rAjA rANI- baMne sukhI che. emane jIvanasaphaLatA meLavavAnuM prabaLa sAdhana che. AvI ratha nirvidhra rIte avirata cAlyA jAya che. zraddhA dharAvanArA jeno kalpasUtra dattacitte sAMbhaLe eka dhanya divasanI vAta che, devI trizalA 136) AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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devadulabha zayanakhaMDamAM kADhayAM hatAM. vAtAvaraNa thaI gayuM. e kAM te gaLI gaye, kAM te marI pavitra ane prasana hatu. madhyazatrine samaya gayo. ane e zekA kula thaI gayAM. emanI hatA. e vakhate trizalAe cauda maMgala svapna AMkhe AMsuone megha varasAvI rahI. samagra niyA, ravanadarzana thatAM ja e jAgI gayAM, rAjakuLa ne prajA paNa zakAtta banyAM. AnaMda havananuM maraNa karI teo anirvacanIya gAna baMdha thayAM. vAtAvaraNamAM samazAnanI zAMti dhyAna 8 anubhavI rahyA. temaNe rAjA siddhArtha patharAI. pAse jaIne A vAta karI. rAjA paNa Ana ghA, AnaMda gAna baMdha thayAM jaIne palAM jJAnI bane e zaiSa rAtri dharmadhyAnamAM pasAra karI. jIvane thayuM ? are ! ghaDI pahelAMno AnaMda savAra paDI. nityakAryazI paravArIne rAjAe kalela ekAeka kema aTakI gayo ? tarata rAjabhA bharI, vanizAnIone bolAvyA. emaNe jJAna daSTino upayoga karyo. te paristhiti emanuM cita samAna karIne savonAM phaLa bhAre vaNasI gaI lAgI. emanA manamAM thayuM ? pUchayAM. arasaparasa vicAronI Apale karyA pachI re! hAhaLa kaLikALanA A agama eMdhANa vivettAoe kahyuM ke rAjana ! tame parama che. meM mAtAnA sukha mATe karyuM. e emane bhAyata che. devIe joyelAM vakho dukhadAyaka nIvaDayuM. have lAge che ke guNa paNa adbhuta che. enuM phaLa paNa evuM ja addabhuta avaguNa lAgaze. te upakArInI gaNunA apache. rAjA siddhArtha ! tamane dhana-dhAnya-rAjya- marImAM thaze. samRddhi-kIrti vagere dunyavI cIjonA vipula lAbha ane eka UMDe nizvAsa nAkhIne mAtRsAthe eka mahAna putraratanano lAbha thaze. e bhakti preryA e jJAnI jIve potAnuM aMga raheja putraratna kAM te cakravatI rAjA thathe, kAM to halAvyuM. emanuM aMga hahyuM ke trizalAmAtA dharmacakravatI tIrthakara. jaya ho jJAtakalano. harakhI UThayAM. emanuM plAna mukha pAchuM hasI rahyuM. potAnI utAvaLa mATe emane pastAve A sAMbhaLI rAjA-rANI pulakita banyAM. svapna zAstrIone bahumAnapUrvaka akhaTa dakSiNamAM jaNAvyAM, ne AnaMda gAna bamaNA utsAhathI thaye. garbhanI kuzaLatAnA samAcAra emaNe saune ApI vidAya karyA. zarU thaI gayA. rANI trizalAne divase rahyAM che. chatAM A pachI pUre mAse, catra zudi terazanI zarIramAM thAka ke khinatA nathI. nitya navI ja yAtrie devI trizalAe potA putraratnane rakRtine anubhava thAya che. teo vicAre che ke janma Ape. A putraratna e ja bhagavAna re! ApaNAM kula-AMgaNe AvelAM potAM mahAvIra. deva-dAnava-mAnoe emane janmaAtmAne ja A prabhAva haze ne ! ane emane tsava karyo. A mahAmAMgalika prasaMganuM bayAna AnaMda sAgara hileALAM levA mAMDe che. Aje kalpasUtranA pravacanamAM varNavAze. eke eka bIjI tarapha-garbhamAM rahele jJAnI cha jaina e haze haze sAMbhaLaze ne AjanA divasane vicAre che : mArAM halanacalanathI mAtAne paripAta bhagavAnanA janma divasanI jema ujavaze. thatuM haze mATe mAre halacala na karavI joIe. ! hAlAnA jIvana prasaMganuM zravaNa paNa A vicArane temaNe tatkALa amalamAM mUka. bhaktanA 55-saMtApane avazya nAza kare che. paNa ethI te bhAre anartha sarjAya. mAtA trizalA mAnI beThAM ke "mArA 0 "abhimAnanAM phaLa mIThAM paNa hoya che e ani : julAI AgaSTa-88] [130 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAtano jUnI A navuM jevA" je anubhava emane sthAna na rahyuM. teo te bhagavAnanda dharma e dahADe IndrabhUti gautame le kene karAvyo. sabhAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM bhagavAnane siMhAsane vAta Ama banI: bhagavAna mahAvIra kevaLajJAna beThelo joyAM ke TharI gayA. dharatI paga taLethI prApta karIne pAvApurInA AMgaNe padhAryA hatAM. khasatI hoya e paLabhara emane bhAsa thayo. dee emanI nirUpama dharmasabhA racI hatI. - ekAeka emanA manamAM thaI AvyuM ! hu mahIM emAM besIne bhagavAna dharmadezanA saMbhaLAvI na AvyA hatA te kevuM sAruM thAta ! A to ' meM dIvo laIne kuvAmAM paDavA jevuM karyuM. have rahyAM hatAM. e sAMbhaLavA nagaranA seMkaDo loko jamIna mAge, ane asaMkhya deve AkAza mArgo * AnI sAme kema belAze ? ziva ziva ziva, have te bheLA zaMbhu ja bacAve. tvaritagatie jaI rahyA hatAM, AnI jANa AcArya IndrabhUti gautamane thaI. . A vicAramAM teo aTavAtAM hatAM. tyAM ja teo e ja nagarImAM thaI rahelA eka mahA- ra * rUperI ghaMTaDI je bhagavAnane avAja Avyo yajJamAM bhAga levA potAnA ziSyagaNa sAthe A ja Ave, gautama IndrabhUti ! Ava. tame bhalA AvyA hatAM. sAthe bIjAM daza AcAryo paNa AvyA. huM tamArI ja rAha joto hato. saparivAra hatAM. A agyAre ya AcAryo digaja A sAMbhaLIne ThaMDAgAra thaI gayAM. emane vidvAna hatA hatAM. temAM ye IndrabhUti te advitIya thayuM are! A te mane varSothI oLakhato hoya zAsasarva tarIke sukhyAta hatAM. eka deza ema late che mAruM nAma paNa jANe che gajaba e naheAte jayAM emanI khyAti pahoMcI na lAge che A mANasa. hoya. eka vidvAna evo nahote, je emanA paNa vaLatI paLe ja A vicArane emaNe nAmathI dhrujate na hoya. AvAM e IdrabhUtine ' khaMkherI nAkhyo. emane thayuM are mAruM nAma kAne A vAta AvI ke-gAma bahAra eka sarvajJa keNa nathI jANatuM ? bhalA, sUrane kAraNe na AvyA che. emanI pAse A badhAM jAya che oLakhe ? hA, mArA manathI gUDha vAta kahe to AcArya IndrabhUti chaLI UThayAM. emanA mAnuM. paNa A vicAra pUro thAya te pahelAM to "aha"ne A vAtathI jANe jambara dhakko lAge. bhagavAnane mIThA svara saMbhaLAyo : "he gautama emane thayuM : re ! eka myAnamAM be talavAra jagatamAM AtmAnuM astitva che ke nahIM, AvI hoya kharI? e ma -eka gAmamAM eka vakhate zaMkA tamane che, kharuM ? ane e zaMkA tamane be sarva jJanuM astitva sa bhAve kharUM ? kadI nahi, vedavAkyathI thaI che. kharU ? paNa bhAI ! jarA khare, A koI dhUrtaziromaNi IndrajALiye UMDo vicAra kare. vedanA je vAkayathI tamane Avyo lAge che. e badhAMne chetarI rahyo che, zaMkA thaI che, te ja vedavAkaya AtmAnuM astitva ane emane puNyaprakopa phATI nIkaLe. e sAbita kare che. e dvAdanA daSTi keNathI UbhAM thaI gayAM, ne A navA dhUrtanI sAthe vicAraze te tamArI zaMkA ApoApa nimULa vAdavivAda karI, ene mahAta karI, UbhI pUMchaDIe thaI jaze.' Ama kahI bhagavAne e vedavAkayanA bhagADI mUvAnA daDha nirdhAra sAthe teo cAlI rahasyamaya arthanuM uddaghATana karyuM. e sAMbhaLIne nIkaLyA. sAthe 500 ziSyone parivAra hite. IdrabhUti Azcaya cokta banI gayA. emane A dhUrta kevuM haze ? ene parAsta kema kare? potAnI bhUla samajAI. emanuM "ahaM" e. gaLI e vicAramAM te kyAre kapAI gaye tenuM paNa gayu. prabhucaraNe e jhukI paDayAM. bhagavAnanuM 138) AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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emaNe zaraNuM lIdhuM. bhagavAne emane dIkSA ApI rAkhavAne yaza ghaTe che bhagavAne sthApelI ujajapitAnA karyo. gaNadhara banAvyAM. vala zramaNa paraMparAne. na jANe e zramaNe na A pachI bAkInA daza AcAryo paNa kamazA che , to A yuga kevI ghora durdazA anubhavato AvyAM. emane paNa bhagavAne ni saMdeha banAvI, dIkSA ApIne gaNadhara banAkhyAM. bhagarAna mahAvIranA A be jIvanakAryonuM A agiyAra mahAna brAhmaNAcAryo sAthenI carana pasUtramAM sughaDa rIte karAyuM che. eka carcA khUba rasapada che. emAM bharapUra tarajJAna na kavi kalpasUtrane ka9pavRkSa sAthe sarakhAve che. bharyuM che. e carcAne vistAra gaNadharavAda' ' luhAnI jema A sUtramAM paNa mahAvIra caritra nAme suparicita che. bIja " che. pArzvanAtha caritra "aMkura " che. neminAthanuM caritra "thaDa' che. AdinAthanuM kadaMpasUtranA vAcanamAM Aje A gaNadharavAda' caritra " DALI" che. ane sthavirAvalI-zramaNonI Avaze. sAMbhaLIne tatvajJAnanA rasiyA tRpta paraMparAnuM varNana "phulamALa' che. banaze. Aje A sadA praphula phulamALAnI mIThI bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanakAryomAM be mukhya seDama mANavAnI che. hajAra hajAra pAMkhaDIvALA hatAMH 1. mAnavajIvananA AdhyAtmika mUlyonuM ene kulAnI tyAga-kathA Aje sAMbhaLavAnI che. prasthApanA ane 2. e mUlyanA pravAhane emAM sauthI pahelAM Avaze anaMtalabdhinA avicichana rAkhanAra eka ujajavala paraMparAnI nidhAna gaNadhara gautamasvAmI. vItarAga taraphane sthApanA, rAga ke akhaMDa ane ananya hAya, enI emaNe ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, preraNA emanA jIvanamAMthI maLe che. bIjAM daza aparigraha ane anekAMtanA mahAna Adarza gaNadharanuM paNa varNana thaze e pachI Avaze. jagata samakSa raju karyA, raju karavAnI emanI A kALanA chellAM kevaLajJAnI jaMbusvAmI, corI 12. ta AvI hatI. sarva prathama e Adarzone karavA AvelAM pAMcase cAronAM haiyA ja emaNe emaNe potAnA jIvanamAM utAryA. eka paNa cerI lIdhAM. kavi kahe che emanA jevo apavAda vinA e AdarzonuM saMpUrNa AcaraNa ' ke. vALa' thayo nathI. karyuM. e dvArA pitAnA AtmAne so TacanA A pachI te mahAna kRtadhara puruSanI zreNI sonA je nirdoSa ane vizuddha bane. Avaze. prabhavavAmI, zayyabhavasUri, saMbhUtiAtmAnA zuddhatvapUrNa svarUpane pAmyA. ane e vijayajI, bhadrabAhu svAmI ane chellAM paNa pachI ja e anubhUta Adarzone vizvanA cokamAM mRtadhara sthULabhadra, eka eka AcAryanuM jIvana jAhera karyA. khare ja, mahApuruSe je kare che e tyAganI adbhuta rasa lahANa karaze. jJAnano ja kahe che, ra e ja emanI mahAnatA nathI? avinAzI mahimA-gAthA gAtuM jaze. bhagavAne prasthApita karelAM A AdhyAtmika A pachIno kema ghaNe lAMbo chatAM eTalo Aje 2500 varSa pachI paNa evAM ja ja rasamaya haze. emAM Arya mahAgiri, Arya akSata ane sanAtana satya svarUpa che. e mUlyone sustI, Aya vajasvAmI vagere mahAjJAnIAja nA yuga sudhI akSata sthitimAM jALavI maha tyAgI zramaNa-puSpa guMthAze. cheka chelle julAI-ogaSTa-88 [199 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Avaze vIra savat 980 mAM jaina siddhAntane pustakastha karanAra yugapradhAna-mahApuruSa devadhi gaNi kSamAzrama, saurASTranA valabhIpurane emanA amara nAma ane kAma sAthe neDAvAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDayu.. bhagavAna mahAvIranA Adarzane avicchinna zakhanAra A tyAgI nigraMthapara pAnu gauravabhera maraNa karI pAvana thaIe. ' "kSamAM mAM' mAM pAse, kSamA A| badhAM mane, samA Apu badhAMne huM, kAIthI vera nA mane." paryuSaNApatranA Aje AThamA divasa che. sAta divasa sudhI vicArelu Aje AcaravAnu che. sAta divasa sAMbhaLyu. Aje amalamAM mUkavAnu che. jIva pramAdI che. jANye-ajANye eNe phrAinuM mana dubhaLyuM haze, mane-kramane enAthI kAIne kaTuvacanA kahevAyA haze, icchA-anicchAe eNe koIne trAsa-paritApa ApyAM haze. kyAre gussA ne kayAreka abhimAna, kayAreka chaLakapaDha ne kayAreka asa teASa, AvAM ane aparAdha eNe Acaryo haze. e aparAdhAnAM melathI kharaDAyelA enA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavAnuM Aje mahAparva che. va`bharamAM karelAM e aparA dhAnAM DAghAne vINI vINIne-zeAdhI zeAdhIne Aje dhAvAnAM che. aparAdhAnI leNAdeNInA hisAkhamAM jaza pazu bhUla rahevA na pAme, enI Aje kALajI 14+] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zakhavAnI che. 'micchA mi dukkaDa' laine devu' bharapAI karavAnuM che, micchA mi dukkaDa'' laI ne lezu' jamA karavAnuM' che, micchA mi dukkaDa" e maMtrInA mahAmaMtra nizAnI che. karI kathA Sa kAinA pAsa na che. aparAdhI jIva apazadhamukta banyAnI ge karavAnA e kela che. pAzi dveSa bhAvanI zAnti, enuM hArda che. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che. kAdhAna karI, phrAya tA agni che. e khaLaze ne khALaze. enA nAma kSamA`thI karaza. kSamA zrApathI e vIratA che, kAyaztA nahi, kharA kAyara tA kredhI che. eneA kASa kAyaratAmAMthI pragaTe che. te enI kAyaratA krodhamAMthI janma che. sAcA vIra krA na kare. e tA kSamA ja dhANu kare, maiM ! kSamA vItsya bhUSaNa'.' je kSamA karaze, tenA cittamAM aNukI prasannatA lahezo, Aja sudhI bejhila rahIne thAkelAM enA dilane bhAramuktine anerI khAna' lAdhaze. e khAnaMdasAgaramAM masta baneaA jIva jagatamAM ja tumAtrane mitra mAnaze, DhAI ene zatru nahi rahe. ane zatru na heAya ene bhaya ze hoya?e sAcI nirbhayatA prApta karaze. ane e ni yatAnA amRta mIThe AvAda ene makSa bhaNI derI jaze khamanAra ne khamAvanAranI ArAdhanA saphaLa che, na khamanAra ne na khamAvanAranI ArAdhanA phaLa che. ApaNI ArAdhanA saphaLa banAvavA kRtanizrayI banIe. For Private And Personal Use Only 'AtmAnaH prakAza

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra aemen6 le. DA. zrI kumArapALa desA khAmeSi santhe jIvA, sabve jIvA www.kobatirth.org khama'tu mai, na ke, [hu' tamAma jIvA pAse mAza aparAdhAnI kSamA mAMgu chu.. e tamAma jIvo mane temanA taraphanA mArA aparAdhAnI kSamA ApA tamAma jItrA pratye mArI maitrIbhAva che. mAre naI paNa jIva sAthe vaijJAva nathI.] (mattI jo sabhUbhesu 'vera' majha kSamAnA khelathI ane premanA cakSusI sa`sArane samAdhavAnI ane jovAnI zIkha ApanAra parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa che. je same che. kSamAve che, jeA khame che, khAve che teonI ArAdhanA che, tenI kSamApanA che. Aje ghera-ghera, kuTu e-kuTu e bhaDabhaDatA agni prajavaLe che. kayAMka mana UMcAM thayAM che te kayAMka dila rUDamAM che. kayAMka dveSanA Dakha satAve che ne kayAMya veranI Aga prajvaLe che, zuM jIvanabhara e agnimAM baLatA mane saLagatA rahevuM che ke zItala kSamApanAnA jaLamAM snAna karavu che ? Aje enA niya levAnA che. ane te ja parvanI ArAdhanA karI pramANa che. bhagavAna mahAvIre eka koDI mATe navacce navvANuM rUpiyA khAnAratuM mArmika chAMta Apyu che, 'eka mANusa kamAvA mATe paradeza gayA. khUba mahenata karIne e hajAra rUpiyA kamAyA. e have sArA sathavArA sAthe ghera AvavA nIkaLyA. eka hajAra rUpiyAmAMthI eka rUpiyA judo rAkhyA, te 99 upA-vAMsaLImAM nAkhI keDa AMdhyA. sAdhanAnA sAta divasa pUrA thayA pachI Uge U siddhinA savatsarIdina, Atmazuddhi ane ArAdhanAnA sAta divasanA saravALA kSamAyAcanAmAM che. AkAzanA maithathI AcchAdita haiyuM jala varasAthI svaccha banyuM hAya-raMgarAganAM indradhanu have emAM rahyAM na hAya evI rIte sAta-sAta divasa tapa, dAna, svAdhyAya ane pratikramaNunI pavitra dhArAmAM A ThaM snAna ane AkaThe pAna karanArA saDhAnAM hRdaca vAdaLavihoNu! AkAza jevA 17 banyAM che. krAma, krodha, mada ane mAnanAM undradhanu have emanI galIlA prasArI ADAM paDayAM nathI. nadIomAM navAM jaLa Ave ane kAdava-kIcaDa dhovAi jAya tema ca'vatsarIdinanA pratikramaNa vakhate jIvanamAM ahiMsA, anekAnta ane rigrahanI bhAvanAnA pUra vadhaze tema ja kSamApananA jaLa hileALe caDaze. pa keTalAka loko kinAre vase che. teo mAtra sapATI paranAM kreDI ane zAMkhalA ja meLave che. jaLamAM DUbakI mAravAnI emane IcchA ke sAhasa julAI ogaSTa-88] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hAtA nathI. je pazcAttApanA jaLamAM ke udAratAnAM vArimAM khakI khAtA nathI emAM AkaTa snAna karIne zucitA prApta karatA nathI emanI saghaLI AradhanA batha jAya che. eka rUpiyAnI eNe kADI lIdhI ane nakkI yu' ke A se| kaoNDImAM pravAsakharca patAvavA pIre dhIre eNe ghaNA rastA kApI nAkhyA. have gAma thADeka dUra rahetAM, e eka ThekANe khAvA beThA. tyAM pAtAnI pAsenI eka koDI bhUlI gayA. e AgaLa vadhyA. mArgamAM tene yAda AvyuM ke te eka kreADI pAchaLa bhUvatA ALye che; have eka keDI mATe vaLI navA rUpiyA vaTAvavA paDaze. paNa keDe 999 rUpiyAnuM jokhama hatuM. e laIne ekalA pAchA pharavuM ThIka nahAtu, eNe 2141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka ThekANe khADe chedI rUpiyA dAMTayA ne keDI A. zrI vepArI te nukrazAnImAM DUbI gayo. levA pAcho pharyo. kamANInI vAta hai dUra rahI paNuM mULagI rakama je sthaLe visAmo lIdho hato tyAM tapAsa jaIne Avyo, karI. jyAM bhAthuM khAdhuM hatuM te jagyA phaLI. A traNa vepArI jevA 5sAranA tamAma jyAM pANI pIdhuM hatuM tyAM kAdavamAM hAthe jIve che . pahelA prakAranA jIvA manuSatvarUpI nAMkhIne keDI zodhI, paraMtu kyAMya keDI na jaDI, mULa mUDIne jALave che, te uparAMta pUjyatAne deDate pAche pitAnA sthaLe AvyuM te tyAM pAme che, manuSya jIvanamAM sadAcAra, zIla ne dATelA rUpiyA kaI kADhI gayuM hatuM, enI to vrata pALI mukta bane che. keDI gaI ane nava navvANuM rUpiyA paNa gayA. bIjA prakAranA cha mudA nathI banatA, bhagavAna ma vIre kadI ke jema pelA mANase paNa manuSyatva jALavI rAkhe che, sADhA AvyA keDI mATe navase navANa khayA ema mANasa e pALe che. pitAnI vRttio khAtara lAkheNe AtmAne trIjA prakAranA che te manuSya paNa I nAMkhe che. kaDI jevA deDa mATe AmAnI khoI nAMkhe che. ne anAyAsa ne durAcArI banI amIrAI gumAve che. narakanA bhAgI bane che. saMvatsarIne mAma devadAna ane AMtarakheja paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAnA divaso mAM AjanA divase ApaNe jAtane baLavAnI AtmAne javAnI jarUra che. koDI je deha che. bhUla konAthI nathI thatI ? mANasa mA bhUlane ane temAM rahelAM mada, mAna, mohane bhale khoI pAtra gaNAya che. AvI bhUla koIvAra ApameLe nAMkhI e paNa lAkheNA AtmAne zodhIe. thAya che, koIvAra karma baLe thAya che, koIvAra Ameya paryuSaNa e AtmAnI najIka javAnuM. gerasamajathI thAya che. ApaNe icchIe chIe AtmAne zodhavAnuM parva che. kSamApanA e te ya jIvananA vyavavAramAM kaleza ane kaMkAsa sarvazreSTha mULa maMtra che, veranA aMdhakAramAM, haiSanA thAya che. A badhI bhUlo karmanI pATI para jarUra dAvAnaLamAM, bAlAnI bUrI bhAvanAmAM viharatA aMkti thaze, paNa e vajalepa bane te pahelAM jIvane mATe Aje AtmIya premane kAje prAya. e pATIne kerI karavAno prayatna te kSamA pana che. zcittanuM pUrva UgyuM che, dIpAvalInA parve naphA bhagavAna mahAvIra emanA pUrvabhavamAM tripRSTha te TAno hisAba karavAmAM aAve. saMvatsarIpa vAsudeva tarIke zA pAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagatuM artha che vArSika parva. A divase varSabharanA sIsuM reDayuM hatuM. yugo vItI gayA pachI bhagavAna sArA-narasAM kAryonuM saravaiyuM kADhIne khoTAM mahAvIranI sAdhanAnuM bAramuM varSa cAlatuM hatuM kAryomAMthI mukti meLavavAne niSThApUrvaka prayatna tyAre pUrva bhavane zidhyApAlaka govALa tarIke karavo joIe. Ave che, bhagavAna mahAvIranA baMne kAnamAM zULa ApaNA Agama zAstramAM traNa vepArInuM khosI de che. A ghaTanA batAve che ke veranuM eka daSTAMta Ave che. AmAM traNa vepArIo jhera samayasara utAravAmAM na Ave te kevuM sarakhI mUDI laIne vepAra karavA nIkaLyA dArUNa pariNAma Ave ? saMvatsarI parvanI sAcI hatA. deza-dezAvaramAM ghUmIne ghaNuM divase siddhi deSa darzanamAM che. Dagale ne pagale verAyelA sahu pAchA pharyA. pahele vepArI mULa mUDIne rAga-dveSane paMka pAra karI javAmAM che. bhUle bamaNuM karIne pAchA AvyA. bIje bhAvana pratye jAgRta na thAya te enI ghaNI kharAba maMdImAM phasAyo chatAM mULa mUDI sAcavIne pa dazA thAya che. 142 { Amada ke za For Private And Personal Use Only

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'mathI jItyuM teNe sarva jItyuM le. ku. kakilAbena bI. zAha manuSya mAtrane mATe mana ja baMdha ane purvaka ene sAdhavAmAM Ave che ! malanuM kAraNa che. samaye samaye pratyeka jIvAtmA prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAe cAra jJAnamAM asaMkhyAtA kamane pudgale jANe-ajANe grahaNa ghaNuM ane prabhune saMpUrNa samarpita evA guru kare che ane choDe che, mana vacana ane kAyA gautama svAmine vAraMvAra kahyuM che ke "samaya che karmabaMdhana ane karmavimuktinA kAraNarUpa che. che. ge yam mA pamAIe" je rIte arjunane nimitta mana, vacana ane kAyAne sAvadhAnI pUrvaka banAvI bhagavAna zrI kRSNa samagra mAnava jAta vega AtmAne karmathI mukta kare che ane eja mATe bhagavad gItAnuM sarjana karyuM, teja rIte mana, vacana, kAyAno asAvadhAnI bharyo upayoga paramakRpALu paramAtmAe pitAnA priya ziSya jIvane karma baMdhanamAM ja che. vacana ane guru gautamasavAmIne nimitta banAvI samagra mAnava kAzane nigraha mANasa dhAre to sAvadhAnI jAtane jAgRta karI che. pramAda eTale? ajAgRti, purvaka karI zake che. paNa mAnavanuM nAnakaDuM, asAvadhatA. mananI kSaNamAtranI ajAgati ApaNo agra cara evuM mana kazAya kAraNa vinA AkhI ! ke vinAza sarje che, ane eja manane samajaduniyAnuM paribhramaNa palamAtramAM karIne asaMkhya purvaka, sAvadhapaNe thayele purUSArtha siddhInA kevA karmonA dala asAvadhapaNe ekatrIta karyA ja zikhara sara karAve che tenuM ajoDa daSTAMta ApaNA za. stramAM zrI prasannacaMdra rAjarSinuM jovA maLe che. mana mAMkaDuM che. A nAnakaDA manane nAthavuM aMta duSkara che, mAtranI gaphalatamAM e pitanapura nagaramAM prasannacaMdra rAjA rAjya ApaNane chetarI jAya che. tenA para satata Watch na karatAM hatAM. rAjA ati dhArmika, satyavAdI ane nyAyapriya hatA, eka divasa pitAnA rAkhavI khUba jarUrI che, chatAM te dago daI de che. moTA moTA RSi, muni, tapasvIo paNa mana jharUkhAmAM besI nagaranI zobhA nihALI rahyA pAse devI jAya che. tethI ja te paramAgI hatA. AkAzamAM sahAmaNuM saMdhyA khIlI hatI, saMdhyAnI mane hara raMgAvalI AkAzane zebhAvatI pU. zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje prabhu kuMthunAtha vA mI pAse eka mAtra yAcanA karI ke "prabhu hatI. sa dhyAne A navaluM rUpa ane AkAzanuM atyaMta duzasAdhya evuM mane Ape sAdhyuM che, sauMdarya prasA.caMdra ekI Taze nihALI rahyA, enI Akhe e rUpa saudaryanuM pAna karatAM khuba "manaDuM durAsAdhya te vaza ANyi AnaMdaghana harSita thaI gaI. prasanI dra rAjaSi" prasanna prabhu mAruM ANe " kAraNa? "mana sAdhyuM prasanna thaI gayA. teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM." anaMta saMsAra vRddhinuM kAraNa paNa A nAnakaDuM mana ane e saMsAra paNa pratidIna khIlatI A navalI saMdayAnuM muktinuM kAraNa paNa e ja mana, je jAgRti rUpa te kSaNika ja che ne ? jotajotAmAM A julAI-ogaSTa-88 [143 For Private And Personal Use Only

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manAhara 2gAvalI aMdhakAramAM vilina thaI gaI. cAtaka kALA aMdhakAra chavAI gayA. rAjA prathamathI ja dhArmika manAvRtti vALA, pU` janmanA sAdhaka jIva hatA. nimitta maLatAM AtmA jAgRta thaI gayA. "ahA ! sadhyAnAM A raMgAnI jema A gulAbI jIvana, A suMdara deha saghaLu nAzavaMta che, anitya che,'' anitya bhAvatAM bhAvatAM tenuM mana vairAgyathI vAsita thaI gayuM. jIva jAge che. pachI kuTumba, parivAra, sa cegA kAne vicAra karavA nathI rahetA. Ama prasanna dra rAjarSi e pAtanA pAMcaja varSanA rAjaputranA rAjyAbhiSeka karyo ane putra tathA vahIvaTa ma`trIne soMpI sAkSAta prabhu mahAvIranA svahaste dIkSA grahaNa karI. vicAra te karA ! kevu. parama saubhAgya ke khuda tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA svamukhe jene karmamibha'te'nI bheTa sAMpaDI | ' prabhunI AjJA laI prasannacaMdrasuti A jamatamAM sAra rUpa nitya evA Atma zeAdhanamAM jemanuM mana pravRtta thayuM che tevA te sAdhucaryAne AAbhAvatA, vihArA karatAM, zagRhI nagarInA udyAnamAM kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM ubhA che. be hAtha AkAzamAM UMcA karyA che. eka page ubhA che ane kaThAra AtApanA lai rahyA che. te avasare paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhu kaivalIparyAyamAM vicaratA, cauda hajAra sAdhuethI parivRta thayelA, devatAo racIta divya suvaNu kamale para caraNakamalane dhAraNa karatAM rAjagRhI nagarInAM guNusIla udyAnamAM devatAo racIna samavasaraNumAM birAjyAM che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Apane atyaMta vahAlA prabhu mahAvIra ApaNAM zuzIla udyAnamAM padhAryAM che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLI zajAnA rAmarAma harSoMthI pulakita thaI gayA, vanapAlakane kADhI dravya bakSisamAM Apyu.... peAtAnA priya prabhu padhAryAnI A vadhAI hatI, tarata ja mahArAjAe mATA ThAThamATha ane ADa'khara sAthe prabhunAM darzana-vaMdane javAnI mukhya taiyArI karAvI ane cAlyAM. mahArAjA zreNIkanAM sainyamAM agrabhAge sumukha ane durmukha nAmanAM e cApadArA cAlatA hatA. teoe rastAmAM vanamAM prasacadra munine kArcasaga dhyAnamAM ubhelA joyA. AthI ara dara ane vAta karavA lAgyA, sumukha kahe, dhanya che A munine jeNe akhuTa rAyalasInA tyAga karIne mA kaThora evu' saoNMyama jIvana svIkAryuM che, AvA mahAna AtmAnA nAmanA uccAra mAtra pharavAthI ana tA pApAne nAza thAya tA temanA darzana vadanathI tA keTale lAbha ! tyAre dumu kha kahe che ke "are, A muninuM nAma sevAmAM paNa pApa che. jIvanamAM je potAnI pharaje ane kabvanuM pAlana karavAmAM pIibreDa kare che, tenAM jevuM nIMdanIya, kAyara bIju` krAi nathI'' kAraNa A munie potAnA pAMca varSanA bALakane rAjagAdI sAMpIne dIkSA lIdhI che. duzmanoe ekaThA thaI te tenAM nagarane gherI lIdhu che. nagaravAsIo bAda ane vilApa kare che. mATuM yuddha cAlI rahyu che. duzmamA khAla rAjakumAranI hatyA karIne rAjya grahaNu karaze. A badhu` pApa manA zIre ? tenI tuM prazasA kare che ? mAnavInuM mana nimitta vaza che. sunimitta maLatAM ne abhyudayanI sIDI caDavA lAge che. rAjagRhI nagarInA mahArAjA koNIkanA rAmapazu eja mana saheja Aja dunimitta maLatA rAmamAM prabhu mahAvIraneA guMjArava hatA tenA saDasaDATa gamaDI paDe che, uparanAM baMne cepa vanapAlake vadhAvaNI ApI ke huM svAAmana dAzanA vArtAlApa ka paDha para athaDAtAM ja 144| zyAmAna praka e For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhyAnastha muninuM dhyAnabhaMga thaI gayuM. muni, munipaNAne vIsarI gayA. pariNAmanI dhArAnA pravAhe vAI jatAM kSaNavAra na lAgI, krama nijha rAnI akhaMDa dhArA kSaNamAtramAM karma baMdhanamAM palaTAi gai, dhama dhyAna ane zukala dhyAnane ghUghavatA mahAsAgara, Ata, rauvra dhyAnanI mahA nALAmAM bhabhUkavA lAgyA. jJAnIe paNa jene pAra pAmI nathI zakayA. evA A mane aNugAra munine munirdezAnuM bhAna bhUlAvI dIdhuM. muni, muni maTI rAjavI banI gayA. Astra sajja rAjavI maneAmana duzmanA sAthe bhaya kara yuddha khelavA lAgyA. "eka maryAM, e maryA, ahA, keTalAne dharAzAyI karI dIdhA" ane prasannacaMdra pAtAnI A vIratA para prasanna prasanna thai gayA. "mArA jIvatA mArA zatrue mArA bhALakane mArIne rAjya grahaNa kare? ane ja kema ? " have mAtra eka zatru khAkI rahyo, zastrA khalAsa thaI gayA. kaIhIM, mAthA para je ni le Dhanu akhtara pahereluM che tenA loDhAnA pATe eka ane duzmana khalAsa ! " prasannaca Mdra have muni kayAM hatA ? raudra dhyAnamAM magna ane peAtAnAM vijaya para mugdha rASie mAthA paranA DheDhAne paTTo levA kAryotsargoMmAM uMce rAkhele, petAnA hAtha kharekhara ja mastaka para mUkayA, ane muni samakamA ! kayAM hatA rAjamuguTa kayAM che bakhtara ! kayAM hatA leDhAnA pATe ? tyAM hatu tAjI ja leca kareluM' suMvALuM mastaka ! muni bhAnamAM AvI gayA. "ahA ! pramAdavaza evA meM A zuM karyuM? " nu rAya ? kAnA putrI kAnA zatruo ? konI prajA ? ahA ! mane dhIkkAra che, muniraudra dhyAnanA vinAza mAthI pAchA vaLI pazcAtApanI keDI para caDI gayA, A mananI lIlA tejIe ! eka varagheADe tenI pAsethI pasAra thaine prabhu mahAvIra pAse pahoMce eTalI vAramAM te eNe mAkSa mAnA yAtrikane sAtamI nArakIe pahoMcADI julAI mAgaSTa-88] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dIdhA ane prabhunI dezanAM pUrI thai tyAM pAche mokSamArga para lAvI kevalajJAnanI bheTa ApI dIdhI. je samaye prasannathadra muniraudra dhyAnanI bhaThThImAM jalatA hatA tyAre temanuM khAdya svarUpa te sAdhaka muninuM hatuM. tyAMthI pasAra thatA zreNI: mahArAjAe bahumAnapUrvaka smRtinI khUba khUba anumAdanA karI, kAraNa zreNIka mahArAjA guNAnurAgI hatA, temane teA thayu ke ahA! dhanya che A mutine je Atma sAdhanAmAM lIna banyA che." A pramANe vAraMvAra stuti karatA traNa pradakSiNA I, atyaMta bhAvapUrvaka vadanA karI, pachI pAchA hAthI upara ArUDha thaI prabhu mahAvIranA darzane cAtmA. prabhu mahAvIranu samavasaraNa ane sAkSAta prabhunuM darzana karatA temanAM aNue aNumAM haSa vyApI rahyo, khUba khUba bhAva pUrvaka stuti karatAM vaMdana karIne prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA la.gyA. paNa temanA hRdayamAM pelA muni che, vAraMvAra manomana temane mabhita de che. AthI dezanAM pUrI thatAja mahArAjA zreNika vinaya pUrvaka prabhune puche che ke prabhu je vakhate meM prasannaca'dra munine vAMdhA te vakhate teo AtmasAdhanAmAM magna hatA. te vakhate teo kALadhama pAme te temanI zI gatI thAya ? zreNIkanA AdAyanA ke,i pAra raheto nathI prabhu pazu kahe che ke ' sAtamI nArakIe jAya, tene sava vRttAMta samajAve che ke te jyAre te munine vAdyA tyAre te te raudra dhyAnamAM magna hatA, te pachI jAgrata thayA, ane karI prAyazcita sAthe prabhudhyAnamAM lIna thaI peAtAnAM naThAra evA AtmAne nIdatA kSaNe kSaNe kharAkhamAM kharAba adhyavasAyathI bAMdhelA karmAMdale ne mULamAMthI ukheDI nAkhavAM mAMDayA ane zubha adhyavasAyano baLathI sAte naraka bhUmine anukrame chedatAM uttarIttara sarvArthI siddha vimAnamAM paDeAMcavA sudhInA karma dalA ekatritakaryA.... prabhu zreNikane A pramANe 141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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te zreNika kahe che ke prabhu A te kevuM Azcaya | tyAre prabhu kahe che ke huM koNika ! satra mana eka ja pradhAna che, je mana prasannacaMdrarAjarSi sAtamI narake ghasaDI gayu hatu. te ja mananI zuddha paNNiAmanI dhArA vaDe kSapazreNI mAMDIne paramapadanI prAptimAM paramakAraNa rUpa parama ujjavala evu kaivalya jJAna prApta thayuM. bhAta kare chetyAM AkAzamAM deva duMdubhinA nA "" pU ne dhanajI mAzaja mananI mA maka U thayA, prabhu mahAvIra kahe che ke, jue zreNiyalIlA ApaNanemantaramAM tIthI zrI nAtha prasannacaMdra munine kaivalajJAna prApta thayuM ane svAminA stavanamAM samajAve che... mahA meTA devA jayajayakAra kare che. adhyAtma cegIe paNa mananI bhIkSAnA kAra pAmI zakatA nathI, mATe ja kahyuM ke "mana sAdhyu tene saghaLuM sAdhyu ' mAM mana mo jemaNe sAdhyu te jIvanamukta dazAne pAmI gayA ane che sauMsAra sAganA pAra pAmI gayA. prasanacaMdra muni paNa ghaNAM varSo sudhI kevaDhIpaNe A bhUmi para vicamAM ane aMte mAkSapadane pAmI gayA. dhanya che ! mahAtmA Ane jemane manane sAdhyu koTI koTI va'nA te sahunA caraNakamalamAM! 'mana kI jIte jIta' manakI hAre hAra' paNa khA mana jItavu. keTaluM duSkara che ? zyAgama Agama gharane hAthe nave kila vidha AMThuM "mukti taNAM abhilASI tapIyA jJAna dhyAna vairAge ane chatAM te dagA I ke, "sUra nara paMDita jana samajAve samaje na mAza sAthe!" paramacaiAgI 146] wr Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir (pU. dharmadAsa Ni viracIta upadezamALA bhASAMtarane AdhAre) bhavatAraka kSama kApa vibhAva che. kSamA vabhAva che. kredha dveSa che, kSamA maitrI che. krodha mAraka che, kSamA tAraka che, A kSamAnA amRtathI Atmane abhiSeka karavAthI durAgraha, vigraha, viSa, droha Adi AghAta ogaLI jAya che. je krodhane vadhu jamAvI rAkhavAmAM Ave tA te veranuM rUpa le che, ane vera e tA bhavAbhava sudhI mAnavIne krodhamAM rAkhe che, AthI ja mahAsatIjI dhanakuMvarakhAIsvAmI caiAgya ja kahe che ke, "veramAM vigraha che, averamAM nigraha che, veramAM vinAza che, jyAre averamAM vikAsa che, veramAM vAMdhA che te averamAM sAMdhA che. veramAM viSamatA che te averamAM kSamatA che. veramAM vakIlAta che, jyAre averamAM kabulAta . vera vikRti che teA avera 'skRti che. vera vamaLa che jyAre ave maLa che. ane A veranAM viSa utAravAnA amara maMtra te kSamApanA che." For Private And Personal Use Only smAtmAnaMda prakAza

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- i . sane maMgala vibhUti-gautamasvAmI, preSaka : ku. kulA rasikalAla vorA bhAvanagara saraNi praNAzAya savabhIkhA-dArSine ! pAra gata evA vasubhUti nAmanA brAhmaNa rahe. sarvalablinidhAnAya, gautamasvAmine nama: je pRthvI temanI patnI. vidyAdhana te temanI sampatti jIvanamAdhanA, gAdhanA ke mikSasAdhanAnA ane vidyAdAna te temano vyavasAya. teone rAjamArga para je sAdhake puNyayAtrika bane traNa putra hatAM. IndrabhUti, agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti. divya, tejasvI ane prabhAvazALI tenAM meha, mAyA ane mamatAnAM jALAM ane vyaktitva A traNe nararatnanA caherAo prasannatA kaleza, kaSAya ane karmonAM baMdhana dUra thaI jAya. ApatA. pitA pAsethI vArasAmAM maLelI vidhAna abhaya, avara ane aSanA triveNI saMgamamAM upayoga yajJakarma ane dariyA mAM karatA. dharmajIvana-naukAna vahetI mUkI de tenuM jIvana kriyA ane zAstrArthomAM A traNe kumAra haratIsarvatra vAtsalyanI amRtasaritA vahAve che. jema pharatI vidyApITha samAna hatA, pArasamaNinA saMparkathI pAmaratA cAlI jAya che. tema jIvanasAdhanA dvArA AtmAnI khoja ane pIDha I-bU ti tamAM moTA putra hatA. amRtatatvanI sAkSAtkAra pAmelAM vIronA vikama saMvata pUrve 550 mAM tene janamyA hatA. prabhAvathI pagale pagale amIchAMTaNAM vase che. pUrve dizAmAMthI tejasvI vibimba pragaTe, jenAM guNagarimAthI ApatAM sphaTikamaya - AkAzamAMthI dhUmaketune teja liseTo pragaTe che. khANamAMthI mUpavAna hIre jhaLahaLe tema nAnakaDA vyaktitvamAM namratA, saraLatA ane ujajavaLatA gAmamAM mahAna IdrabhUti gautamane ja-ma thayo pratibiMbita thAya che ane mahAna jJAnI hovA hato chatAM, jJAnanuM gumAna nahi-moTapaNAnuM abhimAna - vajI jevI majabUta sAta hAthanI UMcI nahi tevA ananta piddhi-labdhinA havAmI guru gautama eka AtmasAdhaka saMta hatA. prANImAtranuM UMDaI kAma ane sapramANa aMga dharAvatA bhavuM icchanAra prema ane vAtsalyanI karuNAmUrti A IndrabhUti vAna sonAnI rekhA je UjaLa hatA, eka zreSTha sAdhaka hovA uparAMta teo hatI. chatAM saudayano lezamAtra garva nahi. mahApaMDita hovA chatAM temanAmAM nahotI dhananI aneka jIvonA AdhAra staMbha hatA. lelupatA ke saMpattinI tRSNa. zrI kRSNa vagavAne je dharatInAM kaNa para dharmo, dharmasthApake bhagavatagItAmAM arjunane kahe che . ane dharmakAryone mahAsAgara uchaLatuM hatuM te "karma pevAdhikA raste mA phaleSu kadAcamaH / pradeza te magadhano baDabhAgI pradeza. A ja magadhadeza bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA janma ane arthAta karma karavAno ja tAre adhikAra che. nirvANanI bhUmi-dharma nAyakonI avatArabhUmi ane tuM phaLa zI AzA rAkhIza nahi. dharmazAstronI racanAne preraNA strotra, A magadha. indrabhUti gautama unnata Adarza ane sadA dezanA gebara nAmanA gAmamAM veda-vedAMgamAM puruSArtha dvArA kriyAkAMDamAM vizArada banI gayA. julAI-ogaSTa-88) [147 For Private And Personal Use Only

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e arasAmAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvA mIne sADAbAra varSanI lAMbI AtmasAdhanA pachI kemaLajJAna pragaTyuM.... kalyANaka mahotsava UjavavA svarganA devadevIo dharatI para AvyA. samavasara NunI racanA thai. evA tA prabhAva hatA ke adhirAi vadhatA gayAM. temanu' atara eka myAnamAM e talavAra jevI becenI anubhavI rahyuM temane kayAM khabara hatI ke pANInA parapoTAne phuTatAM ane vAdaLanA chetarAmaNA rageAne bhUsAi jatAM keTalI vAra ! kAI ajaba, akaLa ane akathya akaLAmaNu emanuM aMtara anubhavatu hatu..peAtAnA 500 ziSyA sAthe IndrabhUti gautama bhagavAna mahAvIranI dhama sabhAmAM pahAMcI gayA. bhagavAna mahAvIranI A sabhAnu vAtAvaraNa krisA, ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM tatsanniyoM vairatyAgaH / prANI mAtra parasparanA vaira-bhAva bhUlI gayA hatAM. paraMtu bhagavAna mahAvIranI dha dezanAne devIe teA kayAMthI samaje ? kahevAyuM che ne ke si'haNanuM' dha tA suvarNa pAtra ja jhIlI zake peAtAnuM kartavya nibhAvavA bhagavAna mahAvIra apApAnagarImAM padhAryo. . sukha sAhyaSI ane bhAga-vilAsamAM rahelAM deva-karuNA, vAtsalya khanI laherI UThayu hatuM', indrabhUti paLavAra vicArI rahyAM kevuM prazAnta rUpa, Atmavebhava ane divya teja ! mahAvIra karyA kAinA harIpha hatA ! " IndrabhUti gautama, padhAro !,' zabdomAM vaDIla samu` vAtsalya, vahAlapa, madhuratA ane RjutA varasatI hatau paNu IdrabhUtinA ahamanA kIDo saLavaLI rahyA hatA, tyAM te bhagavAne temanA mananA khAtmAnAM Asta ttva viSenA sa Mdeha dUra karyA. IndrabhUti gautamanAM mananuM DhAMkaNu pRthvI gayuM. cittamAM satyanI jhAMkhI thai, jijJAsAnI tRptithI aMtaranA tAra raNukI UThayA : 'sunakara indrabhRti ke mana meM prema umaDa bhara AyA / sara se uThakara prabhu ke paga meM zIza namAyA || A samaye sAmila nAmanA brahmaNe yajJa zarU karyAM. temAM nAmAMkita vidyAnAne AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. temAM subhUtinA traNe putra. indrabhUti, agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti paNa hatA. hajArA DhAkI A mahAyajJanA darzane jaI rahyA hatA. ane.... bIjI khAjI eka AvuM ja adbhuta dRzya hatuM. asakhta mAnavIe bhagavAna mahAvIranI dharma pariSadamAM jai rahyA hatA eka mAjI yajJamAM heAmavA mATe nirdoSa pazuAne A nAda samagra vAtAvaraNane karuAmaya banAvatA hatA. ane bIjI mAjI nagarInuM AkAza devavimAnAthI chavAI gayu hatuM. ghaDIbhara tA IndrabhUti gautama ga ane AnaMda anubhavavA lAgyA. paNa devivamAnA yajJabhUminA AMgaNAmAM UtaravAne badale bIjI dizAmAM jatAM hatAM! jyAre temane khabara paDI ke A devA trikALajJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInI dharmasabhAmAM jAya che tyAre temane (IndrabhUtine) U DeDe AghAta lAgyA ane vicAravA lAgyA ke mArI jevA 5'Dita beThA heAya tyAM bIjo keNu sarvAMga hAvAnA DhAMga karI zake ? bhagavAna mahAvIranA sarvAMnapaNAnu` zumAna UtAravA mATe temanI becenA ane 14] 66 29 gautamanuM hRdaya mahAvIramaya banI gayuM. kalpavRkSa samAna samabhAvI ane sadazI bhagavAna mahAvIranA caraNeAmAM tee 50 ziSyA sahita jeDAyA tyAre bhagavAnanAM netre karugrA ane vAtsalyane! abhiSeka karI prathama ziSyane svIkArI rahyAM hatA. indrabhUtine AvatA vAra thai tethI tenA banne bhAie agnibhUti ane vAyubhUti tapAsArca gayA. lohacu baka lekhaMDane AkarSe tema te paNa pAtAnA ziSyA sAthe dIkSita thai gayA. gautamasvAmI bhagavAna mahA ! AtmAnaM prakA za

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vInA prathama gaNadhara banyA. kula 11 paDitA ane 4400 ziSya paNa temanA pathe joDAyA. gurU gautamaravAmI samasta zramappu saMghanAM nAyaka banyA jIvanasAdhanA ane zAsana prabhAvanAnA 2Mge raMgAyelA gautamavAmInu jIvana ane kAya dhanya banI gayAM. te divasa te vaizAkha suviM agiyArasanA yAdagAra divasa, dharatInA peTALamAM bIja zapAya che; khAtara, pANI ane mALInI mamatAlI mAvajata tene maLe che. samayanI sAthe sAthe phulanA avatAra dhAraNa kare che. A rIte jIvananA vikAsa kai nitAza e koI ekAeka manatI ghaTanA nathI. kALanI paripATI para aneka lIsATA racAya che tyAre jIvananuM kuzna khIle che. gautamasvAmI bhagavAna mahAvIrane samapiryaMta thaI gayAM, temanI vaccenuM snehaba Mdhana ghaNAM pUrva bhAthI joDAyelu hatu.. temanI temanA bhagavAna mahAvIranA maracinA bhave zraddhA ane bhaktipUrvaka sevA karanAra ziSya kapila e ja gurUgautama svAmInA pU. bhava. gurU-ziSya vaccenA e sambandha eTale eka ja kAyAnI che chAyA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA aDhAramA bhava eTale tripukhta vAsudeva tenA sArathI eTale gurU gautama svAmI. e bhavamAM paNa teo vacce snehanA dora atUTa hatA. zrI bhagavatIsAra sUtramAM kahevAmAM Avyu che ke chellA bhavamAM bhagavAne pAte ja gautama svAmIne teo vaccenA lAMbA samaja viSe vAta karI hatI. temaNe kahyuM : "huM gautama ! tuM mArI sAthe ghaNAM kALathI snehathI badhAyelA mautama ! te ghaNAM che prazAMsA karI che.... mane lAMkhA kALathI mArI anusaryA che;" A rIte janma janmAntarathI bhagavAna mahA julAI ogaSTa-88] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vIra ane gauttamasvAmI abhinna banI gayAM hatAM dIkSA grahaNa karyAM pachI gautamasvAmI AtmasAdhanA, AtmasAkSAtkAra ane Atmazuddhi mATe tapa, tyAga, vairAgya, saMyama ane khumArIpUrvaka "dhana mukti mATe jhaMkhI rahyAM. te sAcA arthamAM mumukSu banIne; sadRvicAra, sadbhAvanA ane sardUvananuM samatApUrvaka pAlana karIne puNyayAtrika banI AgaLa rahetA sAdhujIvanane zAle tevA verAzyapUrvaka bhagavAna mahAvIranI bhakti karatA rahyA. gautamasvAmI pAte paNa AtmazraddhA tathA tathA reIna e (meghadhanuSa)nA sumeLabharyA raMgAnI jema yAgasAdhanA karavA lAgyA. kharekhara! sAcA yAgInu dhyAna AtmAnI pu zuddhi ane meAkSanI prApti tarapha ja ekAgra thayelu hAya che, je rIte eka sphaTikamaya ratna aMdarathI pazu prakAza pAthare tevu ni`La ane bhadri a MtaH raNu, vivekazIlatAnI mUrti, amRtasamI madhuravANI ane sAdhutAnI phAramamAM sumeLa bhAgyeja koI yugapurUSamAM jovA maLe, AvA guNiyama gautamasvAmInI nAmanA cAmera phelANI. temane aneka siddhio tathA labdhio prApta thaI. jema ke temanA hAthanA sparza mAtrathI duHkha-darda, dInatA dUra thaI jatAM, game te Indriya pAsethI game te IndriyanuM kAma laI zakatA. sahelAyathI AkrAzanuM gamana karatA, sUryanA kiraNAne AdhAre pahAMDa ALa gatA, temanA agUThAmAMthI amRta varasanuM. sparzImAtrathI paNa te vastu akhUTa banI jatI. chatAM gautamasvAmI camatkArAthI seAhAmaNI ane leAbhAmaNI duniyAthI para hatA. temanI AsapAsa dhama bhAvanAnuM' akha'Da kvaca racAi jatuM jenI bhItaramAM mAtra AtmadarzananI mahecchA hatI. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI kraratAM gautamasvAmI uMmaramAM mATA hatAM chatAM tee temanI kAyAnI chAyA banI gayA. peAtAnA pAMDityanA upayoga (149 For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAna bhAvanAne vaza thaze" | karavAne badale bhagavAnane namratApUrvaka puchatA, banyo. samaya pAmatA devanA jIve svargaloka dA. ta. santonI sevAnuM phaLa zuM che? sabata ane tajIne mahAvideha kSetramAM vegavAna yuvarAja tarIke durvata vacce zuM bheda che? jIvane karmarAja zAthI avatAra dhAraNa karyo. ane A vegavAnano jIva coMTe che? vagere. bhagavAna mATe temanA re gobara gAmamAM vasubhUtinA putra tarIke IndubhUti remamAMthI lAgaNI pragaTatI, nenuM aMtara jANe gautamarUpe avataryo. kahetuM hatuM. bhagavAnanA zAsanane vistAra vadhate joI ne "pravAsI koI jaMgalamAM salAmata Azaro che. gautamasvAmI prasanna banI jatA. prabhunA zAsanane garama raNamAM taruvarane musAphara chAMyaDe gote. mahimA temane jIva jeTale vahAle hato. temanA 9 aAthIdAro sAla. mahAsAla, pikara, yaze matI tamane ema cAhuM chuM, prabhu kyAre kRpA karaze? ane gAmalI tyAgIone kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM. sugethI huM pukAruM chuM, prabhu ! kayAre kRpA karaza?' gautamasvAmI matijJAna, kRtajJAna, bhavadhijJAna, bhagavAna pAse nAnA bALaka banI gautama ane mana:5rSavajJAna dharAvatA hatA. paNa te ene svAmI dhanya banI jatA. mikSa meLavavAnI utkaTa jhaMkhanA hatI. te vicA"bhakti vAvo te bhAvanA maLe ane bhaga. 2tA hatA. A pratibaMdha pamADelAM tarI gayAM ane huM hajI ene e ja rahyo ! zuM mane mane kevaLajJAna ane mokSa nahi maLe?" pU. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane gautamasvAmI vacce nayavijayajI vicita zrI saMbhavanAtha stavanamAM AvI vizALa bhAvanA hatI. kahyuM che tema- "je jehane abhilASa re, te te jema UMce AkAzamAM virAjatA cadra mATe tehathI nAse." AvI sthiti gautamasvAmInI hatI. jo koIne ema ja lAge ke e mAtra mArA eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIre temanI dharma para amI varasAve che tema guru gautama mATe dezanamAM kahyuM ke je sAdhaka pitAnI labdhinA paNa saunA hRdayamAM e ja bhAva hatA. temanA baLe aA pada para jaI. tyAM rahelAM jinabione sAthe rahenAra para te asIma kRpA ane utsala vaMdana karI eka rAtri tyAM rahe to mokSano tAne abhiSeka karatA. samatA, satya ane sama- adhikArI bane ane te ja bhavamAM mekSa maLe. vayane sumeLa sAdhavAnI bhagavAna mahAvIranI gautamasvAmIne te mokSa meLavavAno pAya kahA gautamasvAmImAM paNa e be kaLAe khIlI maLI gaye. bhagavAnane anumati mAgI achA. nIkaLI hatI. padajInI yAtrAe nIkaLyA. teo to aneka parvabhomAM gautamasvAmI judA judA karmone labdhionA svAmI hatA. A kAzagamana karavAnI AdhIna thaI kayAM kayAM avataryA te viSe bhagavAna labdhi (caraNalabdha)thI vAyuvege te kSaNamAM ja mahAvIra svAmIe temane jaNAvyuM eka bhave aSTApadajInI taLeTImAM 5 iMcI gayA, e vakhate maMgaLa zreSThi hatA. antima anazana vakhate keDija, dinna ane seva' la nAmanA traNa tApaso tuNAne kAraNe patana thayuM pachI varUpe piAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe machA paddhagiri avatarI pUrva janamanA mitra kaMika paritra ane caDavAno prayatna karatA haze. keTalAka kaMdamULa pITha para besADI DUbate bacAvI lIdhe, zubhadhAna khAtA te keTalAka chappanA pa Ne cha3 ane emanA dharI te jyotimalI tarIke devale - mA deva pArale aThThama karatA hatA. paNa teo upara javA 150] | bAta bana da prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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asamartha hatA. teoe gautamathAsIne tyAM AvatA joyA. sUrya jevA tejavI ane bharAvadAra sAsu zarIra. teeAne zakA thaI ke A zramaN kevI rIte aSTA pagiri caDI zakaze? paNa gautapavAmI te ja ghAcaraNu labdhinA maLe sUrya kiraNAnA AdhAra laIne jotajotAmAM te aSTApada cI gayA. ta. khase vismayamAM paDI gayAM. jyAre gItamaravAsI pAchA AvyA tyAre tame me pUchyuM : he mahAtapasvI, ke hAyegI bhASa amArA guru banI. gautamasvAe kahyuM : brekaguru sarvajJa bhaganAna mahAvIraneja tamArA guru mAne. gautamasvAmI mahota hatA chatAM ke bamratA! badhA tApaseA tyAM ja dikSita thayAM. teone pAraNA karAvavA mATe labdhithI peAtAnu pAtra khIrathI bharI dIdhu ane te akSayapAtra khanI gayu. saune e khIramAMthI pAraNu tyAre sau manathI vaDhI rahyA. 501 tApasAne kevaLajJAna thayuM. pharIthI gautamasvAmInI mAkSanI bhAzAnI phulavelapara nirAzAnuM phula khIlluM hAya tevI lAgaNI thaI. temanA mananI vAtane bhagavAna mahAvIra pAmI gayA. temaNe kahyu ke tamArI ma.rA taraphanI snehabhAvatA tamArA karmInA nAzanI mADe Ave che. mehanI mAzAthI bharelI A nAnI sarakhI gAMTha chUTI jaze teA tatkALa tane kevaLajJAna ane mokSapra pti thaze. mATe paLa mAtra pazu pramAda na karIza. zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM A upadeza nIce pramANe che : "kusagge jahe osa biMdu la bamANam / eSa bhayANa nIviya samaya' goyama ! thoya cidui mA pamAyapa || 2 || "darbhanA agrabhAga upara paDeluM jhAkaLa banyuM jema thADI ja vAra rahI zake che tema manuSyanA jIvananuM paNa samajavuM, mATe huM gautama ! eka julAi ogaSTa : 8 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir samayanA paNa pramAda na kara " bhagavAna mahAvIre vicAyu ke mArA taraphanA 'dhiyAra pANI vahetu karavA madhanA ekAda anurAga gautamanA kevaLajJAnane rAkI rahyAM che. bhAgane toDI pADavA joie jayAM sudhI gautamane tenA mAtra khulye nahi bane. AthI temaNe mArA taraphathI kAI AdhAta nahI paDe tyAM sudhI gautamavAmIne devazarmA nAmanA brAhmaNane pratibadha pamADavA ceDA dUranA gAme mAkalyA. gautamasvAmI bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAmAM mAnada anubhavatA. te gayA ane kArya pU karI bhagavAnanA caraNeAmAM paheAMcI javA tsukatAthI nIkaLyA. kALanI ghaDImAMthI jema jema samayanI hatI zabyusaratI jatI hatI tema tema bhagavAnanI mahA nirvANanI ghaDI najIka AvatI hatI. pAvApurImAM bhagavAne kALanA eMdhANu pArakhI vIdhA tethI e divasanA upavAsa sAthe akhaMDa dezanA ApavAnI zarUAta karI. Ase di amAsa madharAtanI kSaNe bhagavAna mahAvIra AyuSyane khadha pUSNu karI mahAnirvANa pAmI sidha, budha, niraMjana nirAkAra banI gayA pAvApurImAM e amAsanI rAta divya, dedIpyamAna ane mahA nirvANanuM mahAparva banI gaI. devazarmAne pratidhIne pAchA utsukatAthI caDhI AvatA gautamasvAmInA manamAM eka ja jhaMkhanA hatI-kayAre prabhunA sAMnidhyamAM pAvana dana pAsu'? paNa kezu jANe TUMkI vATa lAMkhI banatI hatI. ane bhagavAna mahAvIranA mahAnirvANa pAmya nA samAcArathI gautamasvAmInA phula jevA hRdaya para vajrapAta thayA.temanu'rAmarAma becena banyuM: cittamAM sUkrAra vyApI gayA; vahANAnA kUvA staMbha jANe nAMdavAI gayA. emanA hRdayanA vedanAbharyAM pAkAra ane vyathAne vAcA ApatA [151 For Private And Personal Use Only

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beTAdanA jANItA gItaracayitA zrI pravINabhAI tattaffjAze nI # ni7 | dezAI kahe che : arthAt tADavRkSanI Toca para je sUci athavA gAyama ' kahI have ke pukAre? zAkhAbhAra Uge che tene nAza thavAthI saMpUrNa mananA saMzaya koNa nisAre ? tADavRkSa nAza pA che. te pramANe mehanIya karmavA nAzathI bIjA kone nAza avazya thAya che. koNa jue mAruM dilaDuM rUve, mArI kayAM gaI re chatrachAyA ? A rIte Aso vadi amAsanI rAtre chellA pahere gautamasvAmIne kevalajJAnanI prApti thaI. he mane zAne mUkIne cAlyA? " AtmA pUrNa rIte nirmaLa bane. kevaLajJAnanI paraMtu bhagna hRdayane AzvAsana ApanAra ke divya prabhA temanA mukha para chavAI gaI. bhagaAMsu lUchanAra tyAM koNa hatuM ? samagra prakRti, vAna mahAvIranA mahAnirvANu sAthe A prasaMga pRthvI, pANI, pavana, pazu tathA paMkhI udAsa ekarUpa thaI gaye. banI mUgu rUdana karatA hatA. gautamasvAmInuM kevaLajJAna prApti pachI 12 varSa sudhI aneka aMtara pUchI rahyuM hatuM. "Apa mane daMgA dAthA" labdhionI sahAyathI bhagavAnanI zAsananI paNa pachIthI teo jarA svastha thayA. vicAra prabhAvanA karatA gautamasvAmI rAjagRhanagaranA pravAhanI dizA badalAI tene thayu-prabhue je te ja vaibhAragiri padhAryA. jema kALa pAke ne phaLa, kaMI karyuM temAM kevaLa mAruM kariyANuM ja hoya * phula, pAna khare, nadI-nALA sukAI jAya tema te bolI UThayA-"mApha kare, mArA deSa hare, s* kALanA ghasArA sAthe deha ane AtmA paNa upAla bha juThA meM suNAvyA." vilIna thAya. 92 varSanI vaye kAyAnI mAyA ane A prazcAttApa ane AtmanirIkSaNanA para vijaya meLavI, eka mAsanA anazana pachI tApamAM gautamasvAmInA moha-mAyA-mamatAnA gautamasvAmI mahAnirvANa pAmyA. temanI AtmamohanIya karmo tUTI gayA. pa. pU. munirAja zrI jyota anaMtA AtmAonI jyotamAM bhaLI arUNavijayajI tamanI vyAkhyAnamALA "kama gaI. akSayasukhanA svAmI banI siddha banyA. taNI gati nyArI' pusatakamAM lakhe che- pAnuM- bhagavAna mahAvIranA A mahAna labdhividhAna, 489) - sadAsmaraNIya gautamasvAmIne kATI koTI va nA. "mamatakucivinAzAstragna kathA jaya jinendra mavati nAza. I badhAne khamAvuM paNa ekane nahi! eka eMsI varSanAM mAjI maraNapathArIe hatAM. jIvananAM AkharI zva sa letA hatAM. keIe emanuM kahyuM ke mAjI, have badhAne khamAve. tyAre mAjIe kahyuM, ke huM badhAne khAvuM chuM paNa vaceTa dIkarAne khamAvatI nathI, kAraNa ke e nAdiyAnuM mAre mAM jevuM nathI. Ama eMzI varSe paNa, ane jiMdagInA AkharI zvAseya mAnavInA manamAMthI be diye nAdiye jatA nathI chelle jyAre navakAra saMbhaLAvatA heya tyAre paNa mANasa jIvananAM jhera ane badalAnI gAMTha vadhu ne vadhu majabuta bAMdha hoya che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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* ta5 : udarvajIvALI pagadaMDI mULa pravacanakAra: AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrizvarajI mahArAja sa. gujarAtI rUpAntara : De. kumArapALa desAi Aje mAnavasayitAe bhautikatA tarapha tyAre gRhasthanI te vAta ja zI karavI ? AMdhaLI deTa lagAvI che. bhautika jIvananI jhAka- grahara tapazcaryAne bAhyADaMbara, camatkAra. jhamALamAM mAnavI enA aMtarAtmAne bhUlI gayo, artha prApti, sAMsArika kAmanAnI tRpti athavA che ane enI AdhyAtmika draSTi aspaSTa te yaza ke eSaNuM meLavavAnA sAdhana tarIke ane vismRta banavA lAgI che. atipravRttine mAne che. AvI kAmanAonI kedamAM tapazcaryA aMte thAkIne le thapatha thayela mAnavI zAMtinI havAthI ene yatheSTa prabhAva ke enI tejasvitA talAzamAM raNanA mRganI mAphaka deTa lagAve che. pragaTa thatI nathI. tapanuM sAcuM phaLa sAMpaDatuM ane e ja bhautika vastuono upabhoga karIne nathI ke jIvananI zuddhi thatI nathI. vaLI AvuM zAMti pAmavAnI IcchA rAkhe che. bIjI bAju ta5 vyaktigata ke sAmAjika jIvanamAM pravezelA keTalAka tapa-japa, sAmAyika jevI dharmakriyAo duSkarmo ke dUSaNane dUra karI zakatuM nathI, egya karIne enA badalAmAM zAMtino sade karavA nIkaLe che. prathama mArgamAM te upaganI vadhu udezayathI karavAmAM AvelI zuddha tapasyA ja jIvananI zuddhi vRddhi karI zake che temaja lAlasA enI viSayonI gulAmI vadhu majabUta banAve che. emAM zAMta kayAMthI hoya ? bIjA yatheSTa, prabhAvazALI ane phaladAyI banI zake che, mArgamAM ene zAMti maLI zake, paraMtu ene tapane uddeza tapa-japa Adine sAcA udeza ane svapa bhagavAna mahAvIre dazavaikAlika sUtramAM sa javuM joIe, tapa japa kazyAnI pAchaLa bho ra vAyana, sAdhanA sAMsArika kaLanI spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM che, prAptinI kAmanA ke yaza-kId athavA pratiSThA " ne navAi tAjikiri, je hAMsala karavAno uddeza hoya to enAthI kazuM pApa tAmila nA, nA sitAra prApta thatuM nathI. enA dvArA pitAne ahama, tafmaffkA. 7nA uttarala, krA vadhAre te kazA kAmanA nathI. yAra tamadA :' A ja mAnavI artha ane kAmanI pAchaLa temaja bhautika sukhane mATe satata deDI rahyo che. AthI kaI paNa sAdhaka A lekanA sukhane mATe dhArmika kriyAomAM paNa e bhautikatA ane eTale ke dhana yarA, ADaMbara, svArtha. viSayaarthakAmane ja zodhato rahe che. moTA moTA ucca sukha, puSaNa, labdhi jevI du-yavI vastuo sAdhake paNa tapazcaryA jevI pavitra dhArmika mATe tapa karavuM nahi, paraleka mATe paNa tapa kriyAnI sAthe bhautikatA ke arthalAmanI vAtane ka2vuM nahi. paralokamAM svargAdi sukha, vaibhava, jeDane tapazcaryAno sAce mama cUkI gayA che. devAMga vagerenI prApti thaze ema mAnIne tapa julAi ogaSTa 28] [153. For Private And Personal Use Only

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karavuM' nahiM. kIrti vadhAravA mATe, vAhevAtu khelAvavA mATe ke prazasti ke prazasAM mATe tapa karavuM' nahi. mAtra nija za (ka`maLane dUra karavA mATe ane spaSTa zabdamAM kahu' tA petAnI ane samAjanI Atmazuddhi) mATe ja tapa karavuM.' eka jainAcAya e paNa tapasya ne! hetu Ama khatAnyA che niISa, niniyAnAca', 'tana'nA prayojanam / freeteera sadbuddhiyA tapanIya' tapaH zumam // ' nirISa, nidAnarahita mAtra nirAnA ja pratyeAjanathI cittanA utsAhathI, sadUbhuddhi tathA vivekapUrvaka zubha tapasyA karavI joie.' tapasyAnA hetu samajyA vagara vivekabuddhi vAparyA vinA je tapa kare che teonA zapane bhagavadgItAe tAmasa ke rAjasa tapa kahyu` che bhagavadbhagItA spaSTapaNe kahe che 'mUDhaprANAtmageo yatpADayA kriyate tapaH / marasyAtsAdanArtha vA tattAmasamudAhRtam // satkAramAnapUjArtha tapeo thambhena vai yat / kriyate tadiha prokta rAjasa calamadhuvam // mAtra je tapa mUDhatAthI ane huThAgrahu ba pAtAnI jAtane pIDA ApavA mATe ke bIjAne parezAna karavA mATe karavAmAM Ave che. e tAmasa kahevAya che. je satkAra, saMnmAna ane pUjApratiSThA mATe bhapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave e rAjasa tapa che. AvuM tapa ca caLa ane athAyI che. ' ceAgya udezayukta sAttvika tapanI paribha SA AvI che 'yA parayA tapta mapastat trividhaM naH / aphalAkAMkSibhiryukte. sAttvika paricakSate || 154] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir koI paNa prakAranA phaLanI AkAMkSA rAkhyA vinA parama zraddhAthI je mAnasika, vAcika ane cAyika evuM trividha tapa karavAmAM Ave che te sAttvika kahevAya che. AvA prakAranuM sAMniSTha tapa ja AtmazuddhinuM kANu bane che. tapanI maryAdA tapanA uddeza 5STa thayA pachI svAbhAvikapaNe ja evA ja prazna thAya che ke tapanI sImA zu che ? tapa keTaluM kavu joie ? jainaSamanI STie vicArIe te| A viSayamAM TrAi nizcita ni ya ApI zakAya nahi. kAraNa ke pratyeka sAdhakanI bhUmikA judI judI hAya che. kAI eka bhUmikAne Arabhe hAya tA koi bIjI bhUmikAnA aMta para hoya. samAna bhUmikA na hovAthI koI eka sImArekhA AMkI zakAya nahi. hA, keTalAMka tItha 'kAnA yugamAM tapanI ane khAsa karIne anazana tapanI sImA AMkavAmAM AvI hatI. enuM atikramaNa nahi karavAnI zAstroe salAha ApI hatI. e samaye e niyama hatA ke je tI karAe potAnA jIvanakALamAM jeTaluM tapa ( satata jeTalA upavAsa ) karyA hoya emA zAsanamAM sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvakazrAvikA esImna sudhI ja tapa karI zake. bhagavAna mahAvIre potAnA jIvanakALamAM sauthI vadhu satata cha mahinA sudhInuM tapa ( upavAsa ) kayuM ethI bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsanamAM eka sAthe cha mahinAthI vadhu tapa karavAnuM vidhAna nathI. AvI ja rIte bhagavAna RSabhadeve vadhumAM 'vadhu eka varSa sudhI satata tapa karyuM tathA emanA zAsanamAM vadhumAM vadhu eka varSa sudhI ja tapa karavAnI AjJA hatI ane ene pariNAme bhagavAna RSabhadevanu 'vaSItapa' jANItu che. hAlamAM je varSItapa thAya che. emAM eka divasanA pAraNA pachI eka divasa upavAsa karavAmAM Ave [mAtamanIMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che, paNuM satata khAra mahinA sudhI upavAsa karava!mAM AvatA nathI kAraNa ke vartamAnakALamAM zarInuM gaThana ja evuM hoya che. tapanI gaudAnA vicAra karIe tyAre ApaNI sAme eka mIje paNa prazna Ave che ke ApaNe peAtAnI jAtane khAtapamAM keTale dUra sudhI laI jaizu, arthAt ApaNe keTaluM bAhyatapa karavuM joie ? kayAre ane kevI paristhitimAM mane cheDI devu joIe ? upAdhyAya yazovijaya chae 'jJAnasAra' nAmanA graMthamAM spaSTa kahyu che 'nayeva hita kArya duyana batra neo bhavet / mArI daSTie tA A aAkamAM tapanI maryAdAnu' mAmika vizleSaNa karavAmAM Avyu che. AmAM jainadharmAMnA cathA dRSTikoNa jovA maLe che. zarIra sAva zithila thaI gayuM hoMya, indriyA mAgaNI karatI hoya, mana bhAjananA vicArAtu hoya athavA teA kaleza pAmIne 'darAdara rIbAtu hoya ane tema chatAM A badhAnA bavAja sAMbhaLavAMne badale tame jorajulaga ane jabarajastI cAlu ja rAkhA emanA para baLAtkAra aMkuza rAkhA e zuM tapa kahevAca ? julAi-ogaSTa-886 keTalAka Teko dekhAdekhIthI ke vAhavAha lUTavA mATe ane kayAreka tA ane pratiSThAnA prazna banAvIne tapa karatA hoya che, A teA zarIra, Indriya ane manane pratikULa evA DhaDhayAga ja kahevAya, tapa vize jainadhama nA Ave Adaza nathI. nahiM. carcAmA meM dIyante, zIyarane naindriyAni ca ||"huM he sAdhaka ! tAre eTalu' tapa karavu joI e ke jyAM sudhI manamAM durdhyAna Ave nahi. A. dhyAna ane raudradhyAnathI mana leza pAme manamA rAgaSa ane kaSAyAnA durbhAva jAge nahi ane mana kusa kalpAthI gherAI na jAya. vaLI sAthosAtha tArA mana, vacana ane zarIranA cAga hIna bane naMdu mana dIna-hIna ane nahi. vacana kSINu bane nahi.zarIra zithila ane ati duLa thaine khIjAne bhArarUpa bane niha, zarIra lathaDIne sAva gumagu thai jAya nahi. A uparAMta tArI Indriya kSINa thAya nahi eTale ke indriyAnI kAzIlatA taddana azakata anI jAya nahi.' Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hRdaya khaLabhI rahyuM hAya, mana Ata dhyAnathI gherAI gayuM hoya ane citta samatulA gumAvIne DhAdha, dveSa, dhRNA ane raeNSa karI rahyu hoya ane chatAM tame koi bahAranA dabANuthI athavA tA ATaluM tapa tA karI lauM ema mAnIne tapa kare te tapa nathI, amuka mAse ATaluM tapa karyuM tA paNa karI nAkhuM' enAthI pAchaLa rahu tA mArI vaTa jAya. AvI rIte khIjAnI sAme mAjI jItavAnI IcchA rAkhavI e tapanA sAcA mAga nathI, tamAru mana harSa ane ullAsathI aLagu thaIne Aveza ane uzkerATanA pravAhamAM vahI rahyuM che. tapanA sAcA rasa ke enA AnaMdanA anubhava tamArA manane thatA nathI. jagatanA prANI mAtra pratye vAtsalyabhAva jAgavAne badale ke maitrIbhAvanI AtmIyatA udbhavavAne badale droha, bha jevA raudradhyAnanA bhAvAmAM mana dorAI ya teA mAnavuM ke tapanI sImA samApta thaI gai che. Ama chatAM maryAdAbhaMga karIne rUcita patha nathI, manane tapamAM khecI javAmAM Ave te te tapanA mAne a ja e ke tyAM sudhI tapa karavu joie ke jayAM sudhI zarIra sAtha Ape. mana smRti ane ullAsanI sAthe cAle. ApaNI IndriyA jAgI na uThe ane vANI kSINu thaI ka`pavA mAMDe nahiM. ane ati nA tyAga : keTalAka leAkA kahe che ke dehadamana, Indriya. [155 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hamana ane manane nigraha e ja tapanA lakSaNe tratA kathA hisAbamAM ! basa, A vAkayathI che, je mana ane nigrahane artha zarIra Idriyo bivamayaLane preraNA maLI gaI e vicAramAM ane manane dabAvIne kacaDI nAkhavA evo DUbI gayo. potAnI AMkhoe parastrInuM rUpa karavAmAM Ave te te sAva khoTo che. prAcIna jovAthI karelA pApanuM prAyazcitta karavAno nirdhAra kALamAM bhAratanA ghaNA sAdhake AvI bhramaNa karyo. pelI strI pAse le khaMDanA garamAgarama bhoga banyA. mahAbhAratamAM zaMkha ane likhita saLiyA maMgAvIne pitAnI AMkhomAM cAMpI nAmanA be bhAIonuM AvuM udAharaNa maLe che. dIdhA, kAraNa ke A akhAe pApa karyuM hatuM eka bhAI tapasvI hatA ane pitAnA Azrama mATe ene sajA maLavI joIe. A te banAvIne rahete hato eka vAra ene bhAI bilvamaMgaLa AMkhe phADI nAkhI ane sUradAsa kayAMka jato hato. rastAmAM ene bhUkha lAgI. banI gaye. AzramanA phaLa teDavAnI ene icchA thaI. vaLI e samaye AzramamAM koI nahatuM AthI koIne A ja rIte keTalAka prAdhakoe pagathI bhUla karI ane pitAnA paga kApIne sajA ApI. pUchyA vinA phaLa toDayA ane khAi lIdhA. mukhathI keI apazabda bolAI jAya nahi te saMjogavasAta AzramanA keTalAka tapasvI e ekAeka bahArathI AvI gayA ane emaNe ene * mATe ene tArathI sIvI dIdhuM. phaLa teDate joI lIdhuM, basa, pachI zu ! zuM A tapa karavAno regya upAya che? zuM emaNe ene aparAdhI gaNIne prAyazcita karavA zarIgna aMgone kApI nAkhavAthI pApanI vRtti para bhAra mUko. aMte rAjAnI pAse jaIne ke azuddha vicArane nAza thAya kharo? pApa ke eNe pote karelI corIne prAyazcita rUpe pitanA aparAdhanuM mULa kAraNa athavA te duka vicAronI baMne hAtha kApI nakha vyA. kAraNa ke corI e mULa vRtti to ApaNI aMdara hoya che tyAre baMne hAthe karI hatI, bahAranA aMgone teDavA, pheDavA ke kApavAthI AvI ja rIte bila maMgaLanI cha e. zuM vaLaze? bahArathI kaI cIja aMdara AvatI nathI. para ta a darathI ja bahAi jAya che pavi. suMdara strI para padhaenA para moha pAmIne tratA ke apavitratA, bhalAI ke burAI aMdarathI ene enI sAthe kAmavAsanA sevanano vicAra, * bahAra pragaTa thatI hoya che. bahArathI aMdara Avyo. e strI samakSa bilavamaMgaLa pitAnA jatI nathI. zarIrathI khoTuM kAma thaI gayuM te kuvicAra pragaTa karyA tyAre pelI strIe ene bIje e zarIrane ja hazuM nAkhavuM e tapane ucita divase AvavA kahyuM. pelI strIe potAnA pati pAsethI yukti pUrvaka bivamaMgaLane samajAvavAnI daSTikoNa nathI. anumati laI lIdhI. bIje divase zivama gaLa uparanA udAharaNomAM zarIra ane zarIranA Avyo tyAre pilI strIe pitAnA gharanA AMga- age ke Indriyone kApI nAkhavA nI ke naSTa thAmAM kIcaDa ane chANa rAkhyuM hatuM te pitAnA karavAnI vRtti jainadharmanI tapanI maryAdAnA vastro ane zarIra para lagADayA.bi. vama gaLe jAvuM da che keNathI taddana virUddha che. jainadharma kahe che ke vicitra vartana karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM te eNe tapa dvArA deha, mana, indriye A dinI sAdhanA kahyuM ke A zarIra Aje parapuruSanA sparzathI karo. ene haNazo nahi damana ke nigrahane artha apavitra thavAnuM che te A kapaDA ane zarIranA mAravuM; kApI nAkhavuM ke haNavuM nathI. paraMtu ane 52 chANa-kAdava lAgavAthI thatI apavi. ene vazamAM levu che. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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maravuM ene kahevAya ke jyAre zarIranuM banIne nirmada upaga kare. A baMne kaI aMga bhUla kare ane e aMga para ja prahAra anivAdanA prakAra che. sAcA tapane mATe ApaNe karavAmAM Ave athavA te zarI2, I driya, mana A baMne ati'ne badalo vacce rasto Adi pAsethI ema zaktinI maryAdA karatA zodha paDaze, paNa vadhu kAma levAmAM Ave. jyAre sAdhavuM ka.. eka bAju evA mAnavIo che ke jeo ene kahevAya ke jyAM zarIra, indriya ane mana vilAsI, pramAdI, ArAmapriya, duHkhathI Darapoka khAvA-pIvA ane paheravA-oDhavA mATe ja jIve che bhautika suvidhAo ane saMsAranA bhogake bhIru banI rahyA hoya tyAre ene pitAne sAdhano vadhumAM vadhu upayoga kare e ja hAthamAM levA mATe jarUrI tapa karIne anuzAsanamAM A rAkhavAmAM Ave. Ama thAya che je zarIra, emanuM lakSa banI gayA che. savArathI sAMja sudhI Indriya ane mana ka yakSama bane jIvananI A ja nahi paNa rAtanA bAra-eka vAge teo samasyA ene yogya rIte ukela zodhI zake. peTamAM kaMIne kaMI nAkhatA rahe che. A kaI paNa prakAranI paristhitino teo mukAbale divasa pazunI mAphaka kaMIka ne kaMIka karI zake. sukha hoya ke duHkha, ThaMDI hoya ke caratA hoya che. AvI vyakti bhegavilAsa garamI, koI paNa hAlamAM pitAne anukULa pradhAna jIvana jIvatI hoya che. emano hetu karI zake. mAtra bharapeTathIe vadhu bhajana karavuM, maLelI vastuono niraMkuzatAthI upayoga karo. AvA zarIra, Indriyo ane mana sazakta ane le ke ativAdano zikAra banyA hoya che. ahI baLavAna rahe e eka vAta che ane te vilAsa ke mane eka rasaprada daSTAMta yAda Ave che. pramAdamAM DUbelA rahe te bIjI bAbata che. zarIra, pa jAbanA malerakoTalA zaheranA jaina zrAvake indra ane mana baLavAna hovAnI sAthosAtha paDe zIonA dharmanI dekhAdekhImAM zrAddha prathAnuM enA para aMkuza jAgarUkatA ane yogya, pramA pAlana karavA lAgyA. eka vAra ahI ne eka NamAM tapane viveka hAya te huM mAnato nathI zrAvake zrAddha karyuM ane temaNe brAhmaNane jojana ke keI ne huM saMkaTa AvI paDe mATe bolAvyA, mAnyatA evI hatI ke jainadharma ativa dI paNa nathI ane ekAMta brahmadevatAnA peTamAM je bhejana jAya te enA vAdI paNa nathI, balake sApekSadaSTie samanvayavALI pitRone pahece che. zrAvake brAhmaNa mATe vAdiSTa che. AthI tapanI pAchaLa jainadharmanI evI daSTi khIra ane purI banAvI hatI. brAhmaNadevatA nathI ke evuM tapa karIe ke jemAM zarIra hoya e ThAMsI ThAMsIne bhejana karyuM. yajamAna zrAvake ke na hoya. deha mare ke che athavA to enA pitAnA pitRone vadhu bhejana pahoMcADavAnI para atyAcAra thAya. Indriyone mArIne ane dRSTithI brAhmaNane kahyuM, "paMDitajI have tame jeTalI damIne khatama karI nAkhavI athavA te zarIrane purIo khAze e dara purI para eka rUpiyo ma-yune dazA sudhI pahoMcADI devuM bevuM jainadharma dakSiNA ApIza." kahetuM nathI. bIjI bAju ema paNa kahetA nathI 5 DitajIe to peTane godAmanI mAphaka ke kazuM karavuM nahi ane mAtra ezaArAma ane bhavuM zarU karyuM Ameya ThAMsI ThAMsIne bhojana bhegavilAsamAM jIvana gALavuM athavA te je lIdhuM hatuM. tema chatAM rUpiyAnI dakSiNane kAraNe koI vilAsitAnA sAdhana maLe tene asaMyamI khavAya teTaluM khAdhuM. Akhare vipravara aTakayA julAIe gaSTa-48) [1pa7 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke pelA zrAvake kahyuM, "have tamane eka purInA pachI teo zuM bhejana khAI zake? ati bheLa be rUpiyA dakSiNamAM ApIza" paMDitajI karanAra saMsAranA padArthone moTA pramANamAM labhanA mAryA vaLI purIo khAvA lAgyA. durupayoga kare che, bagADe che ane bIjAne mATe Ama AgaLa jatAM eka purInA dasa rUpiyA achata saje che. eka rIte teo viSaya-bheganA sudhI ApavAnI vAta AvI gulAma banI jAya che. saMsAra pAsethI vadhu laIne ochuM ApatA hovAthI vinimaya cora banI patijInuM piTa hela banI gayuM hatuM. jAya che. vaLI sAthosAtha ati bhegI mAnavI khUba ThAMsI ThAMsIne khAdhuM hovA chatAM dasa rUpi- dharma, dhana, baLa ane zarIra cAreya gumAvata yAnA lebhe vaLI theDI purIe khAdhI. have tA hoya che. paMDitajI mATe uThavuM muzkela hatuM. paMDitajIne Indriyono upayoga te sAcA-khoTAnI putra cAvyo ane emanI hAlata joIne emane khATalA para nAkhIne ghera laI gayo. samaja mATe ane jIvanane surakSita rAkhavA mATe che. bhegI mAnavI A vAtane bhUlI jaIne paMDitajInI kaDI sthiti joIne lokoe potAnuM jIvana barabAda kare che. sparzendriyamAM emane salAha ApI, "bhAI tamane ajIrNa kasAI jaI atibhegI ati saMbhaMga karIne thaI gayuM che. DuM cUrNa laI lo. A sAMbhaLatAM pitAnA zarIrane nIcovI nAkhe che. enuM zarIra ja khATa para paDelA paMDitajIe kahyuM, "je aneka rogonuM ghara banI jAya che ane enAmAM mArA peTamAM curNa nAkhavAnI jagA heta te eka IndriyonI gulAmI ane vyabhicAra vadhI jAya pUrI vadhu khAIne yajamAna pAsethI dasa rUpiyA che. ene dharma, prema, kuLa, ghana ane enuM meLavavA nahi? huM kaMI eve mUkha nathI ke AkhuMya jagata luMTAtuM rahe che. peTamAM jagA hoya te daza rUpiyA javA u." svAdalelapa mAnavI jIbhanA svAdane vaza AvI balihArI che bhejanapremI brAhmaNanI thaIne bhAna bhUlIne bhojana kare che ane kyAreka AthI ja brAhmaNanI sAthe bhejanabhaTTa vizeSaNa to pitAne prANa paNa khoI bese che. lagADavAmAM Ave che. keTalAka brAhmaNe te ema Avo mAnavI pote ja potAne kabara khode che. kahe che paNa kharA- vAnagI ke bhejana maphatamAM AvI maLyuM hoya, pA jatra khyatve ja tura vALa ! paNa peTa te maphatamAM maLyuM nathI e vAtane melat sai dUra Ata-janama ! bhUlI jaIne e aneka rogone potAnA zarIramAM vasavA mATe AmaMtraNa Ape che. rUpale lupa "je kayAMka vaDA maLatA ha ya te ene mATe mAnavIo rUpanI camakadamakamAM pata giyAnI mAphaka dasa ejananuM a ta paNa dUra nathI. jyAM lADu baLI mare che. kSaNabhaMgura saudayane mATe jIvanamaLatA hoya te tene mATe se ye jana paNa dUra bhara pApanI kamANI kare che. AvI ja rIte praNendra ane kaNe niyano durupayoga karIne AvA atibhegI mANase aneka re goLa AsaktivAna mAnavI potAnI jiMdagI tabAha zikAra bane che. teo padArthone 5 u bha ga karI nAkhe che. atibhogI mAnavI potAnA manane karI zakatA nathI. koI vastu ke padArthane je gava svachaMdapaNe duSTa vicAronA gaDha jaMgalamAM vAne badale teo pote ja tene bhe ga banI bhaTakavA de che, ane Avo mAnavI pitAnA jAya che. bhejana ja emane khAI jAya che. manathI ja egya vicAra, sArA-khAne nirNaya 158 AtmAnaMda prakAza nathI." For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane hiMdu ahiMtanA viveka karavAnI zakti gumAvI bese che. AthI AvA atibhagavAda para tapa ane saMgamanuM niyaMtraNa rAkhavu jarUrI che, jevuM bhagavAna budhdhe pahelAM dhaNu bAhyatapa karyuM . emanuM zarIra tapathI kRza khanIne kAMTA khanI gayuM. emanAmAM UThavA-besavAnI zakti paNa rahI nahIM. emanuM zarIra eTaluM kramajora thaI gayu` hatu` ke tee jAte UbhA rahI zakatA nahAtA. UbhA thatAM ja emane mUrchA AvatI. ATaluM atitapa karavA chatAM emane jJAnanI prApti thai nahi. thAya kai rIte ? "jIe, A sitAranA tAra atyaMta khe cIne bIjI tra!jI atyaMta zuSka tapa dvArA potAnA khAMdhavA nahi. kAraNa khUba kheMcIne khAMdhI zarIra, mana ane indriyAnA naSTa karavA pAchaLa rAkhelA tAra tUTI jaze emAMthI madhUra te zu keTalAMka prayatnA karatA hAya che, vaidika parioE kaThora svara paNa nIkaLaze nahi. vaLI A bhASAmAM ane atiyAgavAdI kahevAmAM AvetAra atyaMta DhIlA paNu hovA joIe nahi ke che, AvA tapasvIe temaja bhagavAna pAtha jethI emAMthI icchele svara nIkaLe nahi. vAghe nAyanA jamAnAnA AvA sAdhako cAra tapa karavA mAMthI suMdara ane sUrIlA svara kADhavA mATe ane 'matinuM nivAraNa karavu jarUrI che." chatAM jIvanamAM zAMti, mAna, pavitratA ke skru tinI prApti karI zakayA naheAtA. zarIra ane indri dhAne ghAra yAtanA ApavI tevu jemanA tapanuM lakSa che teo pazu ativAdI che. 'vanA IsUtra' mAM AvA keTalAMka ati tapa karanArA lekAnu varNana Ave che. kAI badhI bAjI agni saLagAvIne peAtAnA zarIrane tapAve che. kAi kAMTAnI pathArI para sUe che teA kAi kalAkA sudhI nadInA pANImAM UbhA rahe che. vaLI krAI tA UMdhA laTakIne peAtAnA zarIrane kaSTa Ape che ane Ane tapa mAne che. A tapane bAlatapa (ajJAnayukta tapa) kahevAmAM Ave che. A prakAranA tapathI jIvananA yathayA dRSTikoN sAMpaDatA nathI, ane prakAranA atithI aLagA rahevAnI jarUra che. zuddha tapamAM banenu saMtulana hoya che. prakAranA eka vAra tee ciMtanamAM DubelA hatA tyAre eka vAra ganA pAtanA vAdA sAthe pasAra julAI-ogaSTa-88] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir thatI hatI. e pAtAnA sitAravAdakane samajAvatI hatI. celI A salAha sAMbhaLI. emanA hRdayanA tAra bhagavAna budhdhe vArAMganAnI vadane apAraNajhaNI UThayA. preraNAnA madhura avAja sa`bhaLAyA ke basa tane sAce rAha maLI gayA che ane te che 'madhyama mArga,' zarIrane tapathI eTalu badhu tapAvavuM' ke savu' nahi ke jethI e tUTI paDe ane eTalu dhu zithila ke DhIluM rAkhavuM nahi jethI e bhAgarata banIne ja gaLAi jAya. bhagavAna buddhane maLetrI e preNA tapanI khAkhatamAM taddana sAcI che. ApaNI jiMdagI eka vINA samI che. emAMthI madhura ane sUaA avAja kADhavA mATe jIvata-vINAnA tArane atyaMta jorathI bAMdhIe nahi ke na tA ene sAtha DhIlA rAkhIe. jIvana-vINAnA tArane eka maryAdA sudhIja AvI ja rIte tArane tapanI kase TIe kasavAnA che jarUra, paraMtu e I thADA zithila rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke jethI e anivAya AvazyakatAo pUrI karI zake, zarIrane TakAvavA mATe indriyAnA yogya upayAga karavA mATe mAtAsaka tRpti mATe, manathI suvicAra karavA mATe temaja sAmAjika, dhArmika, ane rASTrIya kSetramAM peAtAnA kabya ane javAkhadArInA palana mATe jIvana-vINAnA tAra thADA DhIla! rAkhavA paDaze. AthI A tArane khUba kasIne bAMdhavA nahi ke khUkha DhIlA rAkhavA nahi. (159 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAnA artha e che ke tyAga ane bhAga, pravRtti ane nivRtti- A ba'ne kinArAnI vacce ApaNI tapasya: "nadI vahevI joIe. Ama thaze tA ja tapasyAnI sAdhanA saphaLa thaze. zrImad bhagavadbhagItAmAM paNa kacegane mATe barAbara Ane maLatI ja vAta kahevAmAM AvI che-'yuktaahaarvihaarsy yuktaceSTasya karmasu / yuktasvapnAvabodhasya yetgo bhavati duHkhahe| || ' jenA AhAravihAra yukta (sra tulita) hAya, karmImAM paNa jenI ceSTA yukta hoya, jAgavAnu ane UMdhavAnu paNa yukta (mAtrAmAM) ya ene cAga (4) du:khanAzaka hoya che.' bhagavAna mahAvIranI dI tapasyAnu kAraNa ane tapanI maryAdA jANyA pachI eka evA prazna upasthita thAya ke jainadharmanI para'parA pramANe pratyeka tIrthaMkaranu mAkSa prati prayANu catu guNasthAnathI thAya che. bhagavAna mallinAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra ane tIrthaMkara hatA. AMtarika dRSTie tene eka ja mAga hatA, bhale bahArathI emAM theADo bheda dekhAya bhagavAna mallinAthe dvIkSA lIdhA pachI eka prahara bAda ja kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che ane mahAvIrane sADA khAra varSanuM ghera tapazcaryAya jIyana vItAvyA pachI kevaLajJAna thAya che. baMnanI kevaLajJAna prAptimAM ane tapasAdhanAmAM AvuM aMtara kema? bhagavAna mallinAthane bahu eche. samaya tapazcaryA karavI paDI, jyAre bhagavAna bhagavAna mahAvIrane sADA bAra varSanI sAdhanAkALamAM mATe bhAga tapazcaryAmAM pasAra karavA paDayA. AnuM kAraNa zuM? devaLajJAna prAptine paNa e niyama che ke teramA gugusthAna para paheA pachI ja e thAya che. ane e rIte banane teramA gugusthAna para pahoMcyA pachI ja kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM, 160 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jainAcAryAe Anu samAdhAna ApyuM che. e vAta nizcita che ke bhagavAna mallinAthane bahu tapasyA karavI paDI nahi. jayAre bhagavAna mahAvIrane dIA tapasyA karavI paDI, 'kalpasUtra'mAM bhagavAna mahAvIranA 27 jamAno cAna patananI kahAnI AlekhAI che. e vAMcavAthI ApaNI najara samakSa bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIgananA sarakArI, krUra ane bhayakara karyAM temaja sAdhanAnI jhAMkhI jevA maLe che. AthI e spaSTa thAya che ke bhagavAna mallinAtha karatAM bhagavAna mahAvIne ghaNAM kama bhogavavAnA bAkI hatA ane je karma bhAgavavAnA bAkI hatA te grA bhayaMkara ane tIvraadhavALA hatA. tripuSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM emaNe ati krura ka vaza nikAcitarUpa krama ba dha karyA hatA, ane bIjA paNa ghaNA janmAnA bAMdhelA kama hatA. A kAraNe ja bhagavAna mahAvIrane peAtAnA AtmA para lAgelA krarmAnA nAza karavA mATe ATalI badhI dIdhra tapazcaryA karavI paDI. jyAre tItha kara mallinAthanA agAunA janmAnA krarmonI mAtrA eTalI badhI nahAtI ane ene kAraNe emanA AtmAM adhika taiyAra hatA. AthI teo jaladI pragati karI zakayA ane bhagavAna mahAvIranA AtmA eTaleA taiyAra na hAvAne lIdhe dIgha tapazcaryAnA lAMbe mArga apanAvavA paDayA. pAtAnA gata janmanI bhUleAnA prAyazcita ane zuddhine mATe emaNe sADA bAra varSa sudhI kAra tapAdhanA karI. dIgha tapazcaryAnA zastrathI emane AtmAnI malinatA, apavitratA, doSA, vikArI ane kusaskArI sAme avirata yuddha kheDayu ane A te kevaLajJAna prApta karyu. AnAthI ema samajavuM joI e nahi ke emaNe dIrgha tapa karIne deha 52 jorajulama karyA. athavA tA niratara tapazcaryAthI zarIra ane IndriAne chaThThuM zINu karavA prayAsa karyo. balke emanA jIvanacaratra parathI khyAla Ave che ke AtmAnaMdaprakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAcA.2 (1) ama lecana prabhamukha dekhI vaMtanA jinAlayamAM zrI dharaNendra pavA vatI sahita zrI sahastraphaNA pArzvanAthajI, bha. zrI harakhyA ! vAsupUjya svAmI. ma zrI cadraprabharavA mA, vi.saM. 2044nA jeTha suda dasamane zanivAra . . . . . mA bhagavaMtAdi jinabiMba tathA zrI gautamasvAmI, bhaga nA maMgala divase bhAvanagaranI bhANI dharatI adhama svAmI, zrI ja busvAmIjI Adi biMbonI para senAne sUraja Uge dharma ! ja samA mA A pratiSThA anero utsAha AnaMda ane bhavyatAthI kRSNanagaramAM dharmanuM anokhuM prabhAta khIlyuM. karavAmAM AvI hatI. prANa pratiSThAne vadhu punita ane pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja tathA zrAvaka pavana ane maMgalamaya banAvavA mATe A ane zrAvikAno A caturvidha saMgha hele ca. derAsajInA raMgama'DapamAM ATha ATha divasano " aSAnDikA mahotsava, vividha pUjA ane pUjane "ama lecana prabhu mukha jevA adhIra, dvArA harSollAsapUrvaka ujavavAmAM Ave. cAlene sakhI pratiSThA jovA jaIe." pratiSThA nimite sAdharmika bhaktinuM viziSTa pa. pu. AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayacandro kArya, abhayadAna, jIvadayA ane anukaMpAnA dayasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanI nizrAmAM pu. munizrI vividha kAryo udAra hAthe karavAmAM AvyAM. roja libhadravijayajI ma. sAheba tathA munizrI savAre prabhujInI alabelI AMgI racanA, candrakIrtivijayajI mahArAja sAheba tathA anya upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna vANIno aNumale lAbha sAdhava ane sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtanI upasthitimAM ane sAMje bhaktirasamAM bhIjavanArI alaukika kRSNanagara mULanAyaka zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhaga- bhAvanAo dvArA sahunI dharmabhAvanA vadhu prabaLa (anusa dhAna pAnA 159nuM cAlu) ane tethI ja pratiSThA mahotsava hajAra teo satata vivekapUrvaka pitAnA jIvanane dharma. mANasanI saMkhyAmAM era dIpI u. sahastradayAna ane zukaladhyAnanA ciMtanamAM lIna phaNA 5. dhaMnAthajI ane gautamasvAmIjInI rAkhatA hatA je emanuM zarIra ati zithila mane hara mUti' e joI loko harSaghelA banI ane asthipIMjara banI gayuM hota te teo gayA. ane tethI ja jANe AkAzane AMgaNe kaI rIte ATaluM marmagAmI ciMtana karI make? pahelA pelA vAdaLAe e cAra-cAra varasanI - pratyeka gRhastha ke sAdhue pitAne karmonuM A tarasI dharatI para varSAne vArinuM siMcana nirIkSaNa-parIkSaNa karatA rahevuM joIe. ene karI potAno harSa vyakta karyo 34 pAyA... kSINa karavAne sabaLa puruSArtha ja joIe. puNyAha... priyatAM... priyatAM...no zabda ghoSa viSayavAsanA, kaSAya, malinatA ane avane havAmAM guMjato hato tyAM ja gautamasvAmIjInI AdinA prAyazcithane mATe tapasAdhanAne apanA- mUrtimAMthI amI jharyA ane AnaMdavibhera vavI joIe. e ja pUrNa saphaLatAnI paga che. banele caturvidha saMgha eka avAje bolI uThasthaLa-jenabhavana, bIkAnera tA. 3-8-48 ama lecana prabhu mukha dekhI harakhAM ! - julAI-ogaSTa-88] For Private And Personal Use Only

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(2) tapanAM taraNu baMdhAva sUrijI cukI derAsaramAM mULanAyaka zrI Adezvara dAdA padhAryA re. zrI puMDarIkasvAmIjI tathA zrI rAyaNapAdukA para aDhAra abhiSekane ajoDa prasaMga, mahAjJA nI aSADha suda 6, tA. 20-7 88 budhavAre vidvAna ane siddhahasta lekhaka munirAja zrI savAre 8 00 kalAke bhAvanagarane AMgaNe zrI jabuvijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI zubha nizrAmAM jinazAsana zaNagAra AcArya bhagavaMta zrI ujavAyo. vijayacandrasUrIzvarajI cAturmAsArthe maMgala A zAzvatA tIrtha para varase pachI jApraveza bhavya sAmaiyA sAthe vAjate gAjate AnaMda, nArA A prasaMgane nihALI bhaktirasa kahANanA ulalAsa ane bhavyatA sAthe caturvidha saMghanI amirasa ghuMTaDAnuM pAna karavA hajAronI saMkhyAmAM hAjarImAM thayo hato. cAturmAsanA praveza pUrveja yAtrike temaja sAdhu-bhagavaMto ane sAdhvIjI jJAna, saMyama ane sarasvatInA triveNI saMgamathI mahArAja, deza, paredezathI padhAryA hatA. ze bhatA teozrInI zubhanizrAmAM kRSNanagara ane subhASanagaramAM bhavya pratiSThA mahotsava ujavAya jenejagatanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare kotarI hate. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNamAM paNa temanI amI zakAya tevA A virala prasaMge siddhAcala yAtrAnA dareka haDe-haDe nobata ane zaraNAIe guMjI rasa vANu dvArA pratibaMdha pAmI bhAvanagaramAM ghare, ghare tapanA taraNa baMdhAze ane jainazAsanane hatI. lIluDAM AsapAlava ane lAla-gulAbI jayajayakAra thaze ja, tevI bhAvanA zrI saMghanA kulenA gajarAothI derAsara devavimAnanI jema haiye che. zebhI uThayA, jANe pRthvI para sva utarI AvyuM! prabhu bhaktimAM tallIna banelAM bhAvike (3) subhASanagaramAM praveza mahetsava saMgItanI surAvalI maMjarInA raNakAra ane jeTha vada 10. tA. 8-7-88 ne zukravAre bhaktigItanI ramajhaTamAM evA to lIna banyAM ke prabhunA janma mahotsava vakhate nAcatA Indra ugatI uSAnA ajavALe subhASanagaranA nUtana IndrANIonI jema le ke bhaktimaya banI gayA! gRhajinamaMdiramAM zrI caMdrodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA zubhahaste, zveta pASa NavALA (5) AtmAnaMda sabhA kare pokAra, zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavaMta, tathA zrI jana sAhityane karo pracAra ! sumatinAtha bhagavaMta tathA zrI zreyAsanAtha bhagavaMtane maMgala praveza caturvidha saMghanI AtmAnaMda sabhA e jaina sAhityanuM sarva hAjarImAM zAnadAra rIte ujavAyo hato, A zreSTha jJAnamaMdira che ane tethI ja A jJAnarUpI maMgala prasaMge zrI navagraha pUjana, dazadigapAla gaMgAnA pANI dareka kuTuMbamAM pahoMce ane e pUjana, tathA zrI aSTamaMgala pUjana, jinendra zrutajJAnanA prakAzathI sahunAM mananA dharmanI bhakti mahotsava ane bhAvanAne abhUtapUrva hariyALI phelAya tevA hetuthI A saMsthA dvArA kAryakrama jAye hate. bhAvanagaramAM rahetA yuvAna bhAIo-baheno mATe jaina kathA-lakhana spardhAnuM Ayojana karavAmAM (4) sakhI, meM Aja zatruMjaya dIThe AvyuM hatuM. aSADha suda ekamane gurUvAre tIrtharAja satI saMto ane mahApurUSonA jIvana para, zatruMjayanA sonerI zikhare para zobhatAM gagana- 6-8 kulasTeIpanI sAIjha mayAdAmAM, pitAnA [AtmAnaMda prakA zuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhASAmAM lakhAelI trIja kathAo sabhAne prApta rAkhI haze ke ApaNI AvatI navI peDhInA thaI hatI. kathAo vAMcIne nirNaya ApavAnuM vArasadAde A sabhA mAM Avaze, roja vAMcana kArya che. zrI navInabhAI zAha ane cha madhubena karaze ane temAthI bedha meLavI dharmanuM ane zAhe supere pAra pADayuM hatuM. jJAnanuM rakhavALuM karaze, paraMtu lAge che ke Aje A spardhAnA InAma vitaraNano kAryakrama A AzA dhULamAM maLatI dekhAya che, kAraNa ke tA. 24-7-88 ne ravivAre sabhAna holamAM yuvAnone Adhunika yugamAM AvAM vAMcana mATe savAre 11-00 kalAke jAyo hato. jyA phurasada maLe che ! ane tethI ja Thera - Thera kAryakramane Abhapha jati pI. zAha ane AnA jJAnamaMdiranA pustaka para dhUDa caDe che ne! zrImati latAbene gA eka suMdara prArthanAthI thaye. A spardhArmA 28 kathAo bahene e lakhI che. tyArabAda sabhAnA pramukha zrI hIrAbhAI zAhe jayAre e ja kathA bhAioe lakhI che, A sthiti prAsaMgika pravacana ApatAM kahyuM ke, jaina sAhi. zuM sUcave che ? tyano pracAra thAya ane ghareghare ApaNuM sAhitya navu sarjana na thaI zake te kaI nahi. paraMtu vacAnuM thAya tevA udezathI ja AvI spardhAnuM ApaNA jJAnanA vArasAnI jALavaNI karavI te AyeAjana sabhA dvArA thayuM che. teozrI pachI zu ApaNI pharaja navA? bhAvi peDhI ApaNI che. praphullA bene pitAnA pravacanamAM jaNAvyuM pAse jayAre jayAba mAMgaze tyAre zuM ApaNuM ke Aje ApaNane sahune 300 rU. nI sADI mastaka zaramathI namI nahI jAya? tyAre ApaNe sastI lAge che, paraMtu 15 rUA. nuM dhArmika svIkAravuM ja paDaze ke ame te phezanathI pharavAmAM pustaka meMghu dekhAya che. pustaka taraphanuM ApaNuM A vArase gumAvyuM che, sthiti karatAM A valaNa badalavA mATe A yugamAM AvI AjathI ja jAgRta banI ApaNe vAMcananuM dhyeya pravRttio khUba ja jarUrI che. te pachI ApaNA svIkArIe te ja A spardhAnuM mukhya dhyeya che ! mAsikanA taMtrI zrI kAMtibhAI dezIe paNa A vAtane samarthana ApatA jaNAvyuM ke Aje A spardhAnuM pariNAma nIce mujaba che. kelejanuM zikSaNa vadhatuM jAya che. paraMtu tenI krama vijetAnuM nAma InAma re, sAme dhArmika zikSaNa ane vAMcananuM mahatva (1) zrI praphullAbena rasikalAla 101 ghaTI rahyuM che. yuvAna varga philmI sAhitya tarapha vaLI rahyo che, je yuvAnavane ApaNe ApaNA */ (2) zrI pArulabena jItendrakumAra 71 sAhitya tarapha vALavI hoya te A eka stutya (3) zrI paMkajakumAra harSadarAya pa1 prayAsa che. tyArabAda spardhAnA nirNAyaka zrA (4) kumArI jotibena pratAparAya 41 madhubena zAhe pitAnA pravacanamAM jaNAvyuM ke (5) zrImati paviNAbena mukezakRmAra 31 ke A kathAo ame ghaNI ja hoMza cIvaTa ane 89% thI vadhu mArkasa meLavanAra sAta AnaMda sAthe vAcI che. amane AvI pravRttio spardhakone rU. ekavIsa ane bAkInAM aDhAra khUba ja game che ane satI sa tenAM jIvana pardhakone protsAhana InAma take rUA. 15 bedhadAyaka temaja preraNAdAyaka paNa che. aMtamAM ApavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. jyotibene prAsaMgika gIta raju karyuM ane je gItamAM jaNAvyuM ke ApaNuM jJAnI vaDIlee tamAM sabhAnAM maMtrIzrI hiMmatabhAIe A jJAnamaMdira sthApatI vakhate kevI moTI AzA sahuno AbhAra mAnya ane sahu vikharAyA. julAI-ogaSTa-48). [163 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMsthA samApAra vatanI zrI jogIbhAI cunIbhAI sata ke jenA sAta vyaktinAM kuTuMbamAthI 6 dikSAnA prasaMge saMskRta bhASAnA uttejana mATe bhAvanagara bhAvanagaramAM yojAyela bhavya abhivAdana samAre, jaina ve. mU. saMghamAMthI sane 1988nI sAlamAM jaina samAjamAM eka ja kuTuMbanAM sAtamAMthI S.S. C. parikSAmAM saMskRta viSaya laIne ane saMskRtamAM 80 TakA upara mAkarsa meLavIne pAsa , cha vyakitae dikSA le ane bAkInI eka vyakita thayA hoya tevA vivAthI bhAIo ane bahenonI paNa dikSAnI bhAvanA dharAvatI &Aya, Ama ekaja arajIo levAmAM AvI hatI. kula 20 arajIo * kuTuMbamAM sAta-sAta vyaktio dikSA letI hoya AvI hatI. temAM prathama naMbara ApanAra eTale to samasta jenomAM prathama ja prasaMga che. sauthI saMskRta viSayamaM vadhu mArkasa meLavanArane bhAvanaga2mAM vasatA rikSAthIo paikI zrI rU. 101 ane bAkI badhA 19 vidyArthI bhAIo jogIbhAI, temanAM dharmapatni guNavaMtIbena ane ane bahenane rU 51 pAritoSika InAma A temanI putrI harSAbenanA dihA prasaMge zrI sabhA taraphathI ApavAmAM Avela hatA, cInubhAI gheghAvALA (ghArI vizrAzrImALI 2. bhAvanagara jaina . ma. saMdhamAMthI je drasTanA pramukha)ne pramukha sthAne tathA loka jarUrIyAtavALA koleja bhaNatA vidyArthI bhAI ? - sAhityanA mANIgara zrI manubhAI gaDhavInAM atithI ene, jeoe kolejamAM phI bharI hoya tevA vizeSa pade bhAvanagaramAM dAdAvADImAM yajAyela kula 20 vidyArthI bhAIone kula rU. 3635 1 hate. (aMke rUA. traNa hajAra chase pAtrIsa)nA ziSya A prasaMge dikSArthIonuM bhAvanagara jaina vRtI A sabhA taraphathI ApavAmAM Avela che, saMgha, sAta mitra maMDaLa, satata parivAra, zreyasa jaina mitra maMDaLa, le kAgaccha jaina saMgha, bhavya dikSA mahotsava ni sozyala grupa, lAyansa kalaba opha samasta jaina samAjamAM prathamavAra sale, ta bhAvanagara (vesTa) vi. saMsthAo dvArA bahumAna mitra maMDaLanA upakrame salata parIvAra jIta karavAmAM Avela. * sata kuTuMbanAM muLa dAThA. hAla bhAvanagaranAM svapna sRSTi tamArA premanI saurabha, amArA dIlamAM beThI, tamArI vANI vimaLatA, amArA karNamAM TahukI. tamArA prasanna vadanathI, amArI kIkIe harakhI, tamArA saMga AnaMdathI, citta prasannatA pArakhI. ghaDI aNumula jIvananI ghaDIkamAM gaI sarakI, saMgI subhAgI paLanI, gaLAmAM sudhAmRta jharatI. hadaya banyuM mAruM uDI saurabha AnaMdanI, nayanamAM avyu che dhArA. vahAve tuM viyegInI. paDI sunI kuTIra mArI, sarI sRSTi gaI mArI, uDI gaI sava paNa aMdhArI, "amara jyoti thaI bhArI. - amara sAdhanA -- - For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya praveza mATe dAyakAmAM vikramasajajaka ghasAro zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA pramukha zrI je. Ara. zAhe Aje atre jaNAvyuM hatu' ke amArI saMsthAnA amRta mahotsavanI pUrva bhUmikAnA varSa mAM saMsthAnI mubaI, aTerI, pUnA, amadAvAda, vaDodarA, valabhavidyAnagara ane bhAvanagaranI zAkhAomAM kula 77 vidyArthIo 2hIne ucca abhyAsa karI zake eTalI suvidhA che temAM 492 vidyArthIo A pahelAMnA varSamAM ane hAla cAlu rahyA che. A varSe 275 jagyA khAlI paDI hatI. ' emaNe vizeSamAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, khAlI rahetI ra75 jagyA mATe A varSe kula 685 vidyA thI enI arajIo AvI hatI. temAMthI 331 vidyArthIone praveza ApavAmAM AvyA che. jemAM 104 lAna, 35 hApha lena, 126 peiga ane 66 TrasTa skolarono samAveza thAya che. emaNe spaSTatA karI hatI ke ke lejanA vidyArthIone rahevA-jamavAnI rAhatanI dare suvidhA, koleja ane yunivarsiTI parIkSAnI phI lena rUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. vidyArthIonI suvidhA. mATe mAMga hovAthI amadAvAdanA zrI sarasvatI ejayukezana sosAyaTInA chAtrAlayamAM 40 vivAthI eno samAveza karavAnI te saMsthAnA sahakArathI gyavasthA karavAmAM AvI che. saMsthAnI pUnA zAkhAmAM 66.49 , ane tethI vadhu, valabhavidyAnagaramAM 70 % ane tethI vadhAre amadAvAdamAM 60 , ane te u52, muMbaI adherI, vaDodarA ane bhAvanagara zAkhAmAM 50 % ane tethI vadhAre guNa meLavanArane praveza ApavAmAM Ave che ane A rIte dareka zA mAnI kSamatAne pUro upayoga thaze, je chellA ekAda dAyakAnA vikrama gaNAya ema jANu kAronuM kahevuM che. vidyAlaya mAM ekaMdare 845 vidyArthIono samAveza thaze. cetatA nara sadA sukhI bhagavAna mahAvIranA upadezanI paddhatinI e jJAtA - zailI eTale ke daSTAMta dvArA vAta samajA. vavAnI saraLa pazu mama vedhI zakI hatI rAjagRhanA comAsAmAM ekavAra emaNe A kathA kahI * keTalAka le ke atithi mATe gheTAne pALe che. ene khUba lADa laDAvI sAro ghAsa-pAlA khavaDAve che. e gheTo hRSTapuSTa bane che ane mAne che ke mArA jIvanamAM te AnaMda ane hahera che. masta thaIne khAvA-pIvAnuM ane mejathI pharavAnuM che. bIjA gheTA juone kevAM rakhaDe che ! kevAM bhUkhe mare che ! evAmAM gharadhaNIne tyAM atithi Ave che. gharadhaNI rAtAmAtA gheTAne pakaDe che ane enA vadha kare che. enA jhINA jhINA TukaDA karI svAdiSTa vAnagI banAve che. gheTAne maratI vakhate atithi AzvAnA zAka thAya che. A dRSTAMta ApIne bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che 'jarA UMDA UtarIne vicAra karo ke ghaDapaNurUpI atithi kone nathI AvatA ? mRtyarUpI charI kene halAla nathI karatI ? e atithI ane e charI akhyiA pahelAM je cete te ja kharo kharo cetyo kahevAya.' For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31 dareka lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMtha # tArI kha 1-9-87 thI mujaba raheze ? 50-00 500 0 80 - 00 80-00 5-00 RE saMskRta grathA kIMmata | gujarAtI gra"thA trizachI zalAkA puruSacaritama | zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana mahAkrAgyam 2-5' 3-4 vairAgya jharaNA 3-00 - pustakrAphrAre (mULa saMskRta) upadezamALA bhASAMtara 3 0 - 00 triSaSThi zalAkA puruSacaritam dharma kauzalya 57 0 namaskAra mahAmatra mahAkrAgyam pava 2-3-4 pratAkAre (mULa saMskRta ) pU A gama prabho kara puNyavijayajI dvAdazAra' nayacakram bhAga 1lo zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMkaH pAku khAI-DI'ga 10-00 dvAdazA2' nayacakram bhAga 2 dhuma bindu 15-00 zrI nirvANa kevalIbhukti prakraraNu mULa 25-00 Atmavizuddhi jinadata AkhyAna 15-00 sukta ratnAvalI 1-00 zrI sAdhu - sAdaivI yogya Avazyaka sukta muktAvalI - 7 e kriyAsutra pratAkAre jaina deza nuM mImAMsA zrI zatruMjaya tIrthane paMdaramo uddhAra . prAkRta vyAka guma ahi - dhamaprakAza 2-00 e gujarAtI prathA AtmAna da vIzI 2-00 zrI zrIpALarAjAne rAsa brahAya" cAritra pUjAditrayI saMgraha 5-00 zrI jAyuM ane joyu' 5-00 | mAmala9la bha pUjA 5-00 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 je 15-00 cauda rAjalaka pujA 2-hae zrI kaMthAratna koSa bhAga 1 20-00 navapadajInI purva zrI AtmakrAti prakAza guru bhakti gahuM dhI sagraha zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe bhakti bhAvanA che. sva. pU. A. zrI vi, kasturasUrIzvarajI 40-00 huM ane mArI mA 5-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 25-00 | jaina zAradA pujanavidhi e by 5 bhAga-2 4-00 | ja'bRsvAmi caritra 12-00 lakhA :- zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanaga2 ( saurASTra ) `ml `lm lh lm 5 -@ @ 40-00 = 5-00 20 1-00 = 0-50 taMtrI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. prakArAka ; zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zoTha hemendra haridvAla AnadaM prI. presa, sUtA2vADa, bhAvanaga2, For Private And Personal Use Only