Atmanand Prakash Pustak 085 Ank 07

Author(s): Kantilal J Doshi
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531964/1

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9 jha = = 7 = azrubiMdunI tAkAta eka amRmi dunI tAkAta keTalI ? pApAnA beTane DUbADI de teTalI. pU. paM. zrI yazovijayajI gaNa) = fg vaizAkha 555 ET pustaka : 85 aka : 7 Atma saMvata 94 vIra saMvata 2513 vikrama saMvata 2044 1988 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu ke maNi kA krama lekha lekhaka pR8 1 2 nirbhaya bane tapanI ArAdhanA abhayacanda lAlavAnI mULa pravacanakAra : zrI vallabhasUrijI ma. 98 guja. rUpAntara ; drA kumArapALa desAI zAhe rAyacaMda maganalAla 3 108 zrI jaina dhA. zi. saMghano 39mAM varSa mAM praveza prasa ge samAcAra samAlocanA saMsthA samAcAra 5 150 . 114 115 zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhAnA navA peTrana sAheba - 1 zeThazrI bacubhAi narottamadAsa verA muMbaI mAnyavara sabhAsada badhuo ane baheno, A sabhAne 92mA vArSika utsava zrI tAladhvajagiri upara sa'vata 2044nA pra. jeTha vada da ne tA. 5-6-88nA roja ujavavAmAM Avaze. A prasaMge savA2mAM tAladhvajagiri upara va. zeThazrI mULaca'da nathubhAI taraphathI pujA bhaNAvavA mAM Avaze. temaja sva. vArA haDIsa'ga verabhAI tathA bhAvanagaravALA zeThazrI nAnaca'da tArAca'da tathA zeThazrI dhanava'tarAya ratIlAla chaganalAla (aMbikA sTIlavALA) tathA zeThazrI salata cunIlAla ratIlAla ane temanA dharma patnI a. sau, jasumatIbena cunIlAla tathA bhupatarAya nAthAlAla zAha ( mahAvIra korporezana darabAragaDhavALA ) ane temanA mAtuzrI ajavALIbena vacharAja taraphathI savAre ane sAMje guru bhakti ane svAmIbhakti karavAmAM Avaze. to ApazrIne tA. 5-6-88nA roja savAranA taLAjA padhAravA A maMtraNa che te padhAraze jI. lI. zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA-bhAvanagara, pIche haTha nahi gaI kAla mATe 29te nathI AvatI kAla mATe DaratA nathI e pAchA kadI paDatA nathI. 'zAntisaurabha' For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnA navA peTrena zrI bacubhAI narottamadAsa verAnI jIvana jharamara koIpaNa kAryanI siddhi karavA mATe Atma vizvAsa, zraddhA ane daDha saMka95nuM baLa, kevI siddhi prApta kare che enuM sacoTa udAharaNa eTale zrI bacubhAI verAnI jIvana jharamara, temanI ela. AI. sI. nI kAmagIrInI pragati e vAtanI gavAhI Ape che zrI bacubhAI bhAvanagaranA pratiSThita verA kuTuMbanA nabIrA che, temano janma tA 10.4-27 bhAvanaga2mAM vArA narottamadAsa goradhanabhAI ne mAtA harakeAbenana tyAM thayelA paraMtu mAtra doDha be varasanI bALaka vayamAM ja mAtA ane pitAnI chatrachAyA gumAvelI. traNa bahene traNa bhAImAM e sauthI nAnuM saMtAna. A bALakane enA mAmA zrI maNIlAla prAgajIbhAI saMghavI muMbaI lAvyA. khUba ja heta ane premathI potAnA ja putra samAna gaNI ucheryo, moTo karyo, bhaNAvyA, paraNAvyo ane je premanA amISAyA te mAmA ane mAmIne lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda. meTrIka sudhI abhyAsa karIne sArI vepArI kaMpanI mAM sarvIsa karIsvamAnathI jIvavAnuM pahelethI ja emanA svabhAvamAM hatuM. paNa potAnA vikAsa mATe AgaLa vadhavAnI tamannAthI mana thanaganI rahyuM hatuM. nokarInI sAthe paNa zrI bacubhAIne vimAnuM kAma karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI-nokarI choDIne hiMmatapUrvaka vimAnA dhaMdhAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM. emanu saMka95 baLa bahu ja joradAra hatuM. rAja aDhAra aDhAra kalAka mahenata kare, ArAma herAma mAne, eka ja dhUna basa kAma kAmane kAma ! emane kAmamAM majA paDatI. jema jema purUSArtha karatA gayA tema bhAgye paNa yArI ApavA mAMDI sane 1975-76mAM pote ela.AI.sI.ne 1 karoDa be lAkhane cha-- hajAranuM kAma meLavI ApI rekeDa' karyo ane prati varSa AgaLane AgaLa pragati karatA ja gayA emanA kAryane dara varase kaMpanI bIradAvatI. | ApaNuM ve. me, jaina samAjamAM vaLI bhAvanagaranA ja vatanI ane verA kuTuMbanI eka vyaktine AvI siddhi prApta kare e gauravaprada gaNAya. emanuM dhArmika jIvana paNa AdazarU 5 che. harahaMmeza prabhAtamAM pAMca vAge nAhI dhoI pati-patnI banne jina ma dire pUna karavA niyamita jAya che. bhAva pUrvaka sevA karI pachI navakArasI paccakkhANa kare. 1 jema zrI bacubhAI dha dhAmAM kuzaLa che ema pramANikatA, nIti vagere sadguNonA AgrahI che. atyAre emanA patnI zrImatI madhubena, eka putra bhAI maniza tathA traNa putrIonuM sukhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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kuTuMba che. zrI bacubhAI gupta dAnamAM vizeSa mAne che ane koIpaNa dInadu:khInA AMsu luchavAmAM saDhAya tatpara rahe che. emanuM mArgadarzana khUba ja upayogI bane che. vaLI te bhAratanA badhA ja bhAgamAM tIrtha yAtrA e karI che. dharma pratye uMDI ane sAcI zraddhA dharAve che. sArI pustakainA vAMcanane khUba ja zokha che - te kahe che ke "sAcA dIlathI ane sAcA purUSArthathI kArya kare. prabhu sadAya sahAya kare che" zrI bacubhAIne kaI paNa mANasane dhaMdhAnI lAIna batAvavI, dhaMdhA nokarIe caDAva evI uttama bhAvanA che ane te mATe prayatnazIla paNa rahe che. uMDA buddhizALI ane dhAyu lakSa sidhdha karavA mAM otaprota banI jaI sididha meLavyA pachI ja nIrAMte bese che. AvA mahAnubhAva bhAgyazALI amArI sabhAnA pedrana banavAthI sabhA gaurava anubhave che ane A sabhAne samyagU jJAnanI pravRttimAM sadAya sahAyabhUta bane ane svAsthaya pRSNa dIrdhAyuSya bhogave evI zubhecchA. zrI rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha ka For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAnaddataMtrI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. varSa : 85] * vi. saM. 2044 vaizAkha me 1988 0 [aMka : 7 - nirbhaya bano ||- janma janma se bhaTaka bhaTaka kara, mAnuSa tana ke pAyA; kAma kare kucha ese badhu, dAga na lagane pAe, sAMsa - sAMsa nAma prabhukA legA te kucha pAegA; miTTIkA tana hai yaha, eka dina miTTIme mila jAegA. jAnA sAtha nahi kucha tere, balA - burA saMga jAyegA nekI ke nahI kama kare, janma janma bhaTakAegA. bAhAra je makha, prabhuko, vaha aMtara aMtaryAmI; pUjA tIrtha karatA phiratA, ghaTameM baiThA hai svAmI. saccI bhakti karale pyAre, agara prabhuko pAnA he; kAma, krodha, mada, lebha choDa, yadi zaraNa prabhukI jAnA hai. sabase prema karo mama banyu, palakA nahi ThikAnA hai, abhaya bane, bhaya ke cheDe, jIvana saphala banAnA hai. abhayacanda lAlavAnI ( zrI amara bhAratI mArca-eprila 1988 mAMthI sAbhAra) For Private And Personal Use Only

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7 tapachI aArAdha6I. muLa pravacanakAra zrI valabhasUrijI gujarAtI rUpAntaraH De. kumArapALa desAI dharmanuM trIjuM aMga che tapa, tapanuM nAma davAo paNa judI judI ApavI jarUrI che e ja sAMbhaLIne tame gabharAze nahi. kAraNa ke khAvuM. rIte vItarAga tIrthaMkara prabhu mahAvIre vibhinna pIvuM baMdha karavuM e ja tapanAM artha nathI. kamarUpI rogonA vibhinna auSadha batAvyA che. tapa aneka prakAre thAya che. tamane dharma mAnavAmAM keIne dAnarUpI auSadha lAbhakArI hoya che te Ave che kAraNa ke tapasyAthI vyakti ane keIne zIva, tapa ke bhAvarUpa auSadha hitakara samAjanA jIvananuM dhAraNa-poSaNa ane citta- hoya che. je jeno roga evI enI davA zodhana (saMzuddhi) thAya che. tapazcaryA mAnava vaLI rogInI jevI prakRti ke roganI jevI jIvanane khoTe raste jatuM aTakAve che ane je tIvratA-maMdatA hoya te mujaba auSadhanI mAtrA jIvanamAM koI bhUla, aparAdha ke deSa thaI gayA nakkI thAya. AvI vyavasthA atyaMta suMdara che. hoya to enI zuddhi (parimArjana) karAve che. paNa Ano artha e nathI ke eka sAthe dAna, A badhA kAraNone lIdhe ja tapane dharma kahyo che. zIla, tapanuM ArAdhana thaI zake nahi. jevI mAtra tapo-dharma kema nahIM ? rIte eka dardIne ghaNA prakAranA darda hoya te kaI e prazna kare ke je ta5 ja dharma che che vaidya ene eka sAthe ghaNA prakAranI davAo Ape dha te pachI zA mATe mAtra tadhirmanI ja vAta che. AvI ja rIte eka sAthe ghaNA prakAranA karavAmAM AvatI nathI? dAna, zIla ane bhAvanI karma paga ke kamaMga utpAdaka deSa karyA hoya te vAta kema karAya che? AnA uttaramAM huM kahIza dAna, zIla Adi cAreyanI eka sAthe ArAdhanA * dAna, zIla tapa ane bhAva- e cAreyanuM karavI Avazyaka bane che. gRhasthane mATe te pratidina cAreyanI ArAdhanA karavAnuM kartavyarUpe pitIkuM mahatva ane upayoga che. dharmanuM darzAvAyuM che. aMtima phaLa mokSa che tema chatAM keIne dAnathI te koIne zIlathI lAbha thAya che. keIne tapathI mAnavIne mATe anivArya te koIne bhAvathI prApti thAya che. AthI eka A daSTie tapa mAnavajIvana mATe rojiMdI vyaktine je prakAranI ArAdhanAthI lAbha thayo Avazyaka bAbata che. huM ja upavAsa karavAnuM evI ja ArAdhanAthI bIjAne e ja lAbha kaheto nathI, paraMtu anya aneka prakAranA tapathaze ema kahI zakAya nahi. vidya judA judA mAMthI koIne ke I prakAranuM tapa karatAM rahevuM gIonI nADI jaIne jene jevo roga thayo je e. Ama joIe te eka bIjAne hAya tevI davA Ape che. badhA rogIone eka sukha ApavA mATe athavA potAnA keI sarakhI davA samAna mAtrAmAM ApavAthI kaI hatune kAraNe mAnavI kaIne kaI rUpamAM lAbha thato nathI, kAraNa ke roga eka nathI paNa tapa karato hoya che. bALakanA gya uchera mATe ane kaheya che. AthI ja vA aneka prakAranA enI mAtA ThaMDI-garamI, bhUkha tarasa ke nidrA davAo rAkhe che ane temAM paNa judI judI prakRti ane jAgaraNa jevI bAbate aMge aneka kaSTa ane vaya anusAra eka ja davA bhinna bhinna sahana kare che. koI vepArInI dukAnamAM grAhakenI mAtrAmAM Ape che. roga bhinna bhinna hoya te bhIDa jAmI hoya ke tijorImAM nANAnI relamachela | amAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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cAlatI hoya to kArakhAnAne mAlika bhUkha, choDavA paDe che, paraMtu emAM svArtha hovAthI tarasa, UMgha Adi aneka bAbato sahI le che. ene tapanI keDhimAM mUkI zakAya nahi. zuM A tapa nathI? zAstra kahe che ke A uddeza sahita nahi hovAne lIdhe tene dharmAnubaMdhI tapa tapane artha kahI zakAya nahi. jo A paNa dharmapAlananA tapano artha koI paNa bhoge bhUkhyA rahevuM udezathI thAya ane enI pAchaLa nAmanA ke ke kaSTa sahana karavuM e nathI, paraMtu udezapUrvaka, kAmanAno hetu na hoya to te paNa dharmanI rachAthI samabhAvapUrvaka pitAnI IcchAone keTinuM tapa gaNI zakAya. eka sAmAnya daSTAMtathI vividha viSayomAMthI kavI e tapa che. AthI A vAta spaSTa karIe. ja eka jainAcArya kahe che - "chI nirodha, eka vyakti jelamAM bhUkhyA rahe che athavA tAH " IcchAo para aMkuza rAkhavo enuM te ene ochuM bhojana ApIne bhUkhyA rAkha. nAma ja tapa che. mAnavInuM mana atyaMta ca 2La vAmAM Ave che jyAre bIjI vyakti svecchAe ane udaMDa che. kayAreka e evAmIThAI khAvA bhUkhyA rahIne pitAnI Atmazuddhi mATe upavAsa utsuka bane che, te kayAreka kiMmatI vastro paheravA kare che. A bemAM je bheda che te bheda vAstavika Atura bane che, kayAreka ene vimAnamAM besavAnuM tapa ane upara darzAvelA kAryomAM che. jelamAM mana thAya che, te kayAreka AlizAna baMgale bhUkhI rahenAra vyakti jelanA keI adhikArI ke ane camakadAra moTaranI cAhanA rAkhe che. A karmacArI tarapha dveSa ke roSa rAkhyA vinA sama. mana kaeNdha, abhimAna, kapaTa ane lebhanA ghaDe bhAva pUrvaka bhUkhyA rahevAnI bAbatane sAhajika caDIne doDavA Icche che. mananI IcchA anata paNe upavAsa mAnIne ja svIkArI le che. jelamAM che ane ene kAbUmAM levA mATe tapa sivAya bahu thoDA kapaDAM ane sAdhanono upayoga karIne bIje kyAM mAga hoI zake? pauSadhavratane svIkAra kare che to A kriyA paNa tame kahezo ke amArI pAse dhanasaMpatti tapa gaNAya. che, sAdhanasaMpanna chIe pachI mananI IcchAo kaSTa sahevAnI dareka kriyAne tapa mAnavAmAM para aMkuza rAkhavAnI jarUra zI? Ane javAba Ave te narakanA jIvo, pazupakSIo ane vRkSone e che ke AmAM manane dabAvavAnuM ke mAravAnuM mahAtapasvI kahevA paDe. kAraNa ke A badhA nathI, paNa manane sAdhavAnuM che. mAnI le ke mAnavIo karatAM ghaNuM vizeSa kaSTa sahana karatA Aje tamArI pAse aDhaLaka dhanasaMpatti ane hoya che. A kaSTa sahevA pAchaLa jIvanazuddhi ke vipula sukha-sAdhana che. AvatIkAle AmAMnuM karmakSayane udeza hoto nathI. vaLI te vecachAthI kaMI nahi hoya te evI sthitimAM tame karazo ke samabhAvapUrvaka thatuM nathI ane ene pariNAme zuM? tame du:khI thaze. zeimana raheze ane ja ene dharmAnubaMdhI athavA sakAma-nija rA- jema tema jiMdagI TUMkI karaze. je pahelethI ja niSpAdaka tapa kahI zakAya nahi. e te akAma- tamane tapane abhyAsa hoya te AvI sthitine nirjarA-niSpAdaka hoya che. ane te anicchAthI, anAyAsa dhamapAlana-tapa- avasara mAnIne anyanI IcchAthI temaja kaSAya Adiyukata hoya vecchAthI samabhAvapUrvaka garIbIne kAraNe AvelA che. ema te ThekaTara, vidvAna ke ejInIyara bhUkha, taMgI ane sAdhanonA abhAvane sahana karI banavA mATe keTaluM badhuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe leze. ane AvI avasthAmAM paNa AnaMda che. A mATe vidyArthI avasthAmAM sukhasuvidhA ane mastIthI jIvaze. Ane artha e nathI me-88). For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke tame puruTAthe cheDIne paga vALIne besI koI vyakti mAkhaNamAMthI ghI banAvavA raheze. garIbIne dUra karavA mATe nyAyocita IcchatI hoya ane kacara, mela tathA chAzanA dharmayukata puruSatha jarUra karaze, paraMtu tame aMzane juda karavA mAgatI hoya te e zuM pite pitAnI svecchAe svIkArelI garIbImAM karaze ? e vAsaNane agni para rAkhIne barAtamane je AnaMda Avaze te addabhuta haze ane bara tapAvaze jethI mAkhaNa pIgaLe, AvI ja te ja tapasyAne sAco AnaMda gaNAya. hAya- rIte jIvanarUpI mAkhaNamAMthI kaSAya, kAma, hAya karIne keI muzkelI sahana karavAne badale ke viSayavAsanA temaja temAMthI janmelA karmonA taMgI ke abhAvathI pIDita laIne bhAgyane deSa melane dUra karIne zuddha AtmaguNa rUpI ghI kADhavA devAne badale svataMtratApUrvaka upabhoga karI mATe upavAsa vagere tapanA aninI AMcathI zakavAnA badhA sAdhana ane avasara tamane prApta zarIra, indriyo ane mana rUpI vAsaNane tapAvathaze. Ave samaye A badhI bAbato para - vAmAM Ave che. A rIte zarIra Adi tapavAthI 2chAthI niyamana karavAnI sAdhanA karaze te tamane karmone kacaro ane viSaya kaSAyonI vikRti bevaDo lAbha thaze. kaSTa sahana karavAne tamAre judA paDI jAya che. AtmA zuddha, tejasvI, abhyAsa vadhaze. taMgI ke abhAvane samaya paNa baLavAna ane guNa samRddha bane che. mastIthI gujAravAnI Adata paDaze. vaLI vecchAe tapanuM prayojana samabhAvapUrvaka tapa karavAne lIdhe dharmane lAbha paNa maLaze. A uparAMta eka vizeSa lAbha e tapanuM nAma sAMbhaLatA ja tarata ja ApaNe thaze ke jeo achatagrasta che, sAdhana vihInatAne saMskAra anusAra eka upavAsa, be upavAsa, traNa kAraNe duHkhI che emanI pratye AtmIyatA ane upavAsa ke ethIye vadhu aThThAI, mAsakhamaNa hamadada vadhaze. emanA dukhone sAco khyAla vagerene vicAra karavA lAgIe chIe. kaI Avaze ane pachI yathAzakti karUNA bhAvathI prerita mANasa mAtra AhAra choDI de ke pANI cheDI de thaIne emane sahAyatA paNa karaze. moTara eTale e kriyAne tapa kahevAnI ApaNane Teva baMgalAmAM rahenArA temaja rAta-divasa Ana da- paDI gaI che. jemAM ghaNA divasanA upavAsa kare pramodamAM mazagula heya emane mATe bhAge ene ApaNe tapasvI kahIe chIe. ahIM prazna bIjAnA duHkhane jANa hotI nathI. e thAya che ke mAtra be jana-tyAga e ja tapanuM Ama tapa eTale vyakti pote potAnI mUya che ke pachI tapanuM mUlya juduM che? jatane svecchAthI ane samabhAvapUrvaka tapAve che. bhajana-tyAga karavAthI te mAtra zarIra para AthI tapanuM eka lakSaNa AvuM che- ja kaSTa Ave che. enI asara zarIra para ja thAya "rAdhimAMDarizamAzukAnA che ane te kamajora ane zithila bane che. tAje huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke je jIvana ApaNane ' mana, buddhi, Indriyo ane cetanAnI sAthe kamANamAnIcarastA nAma taijatam // " zarIranA rUpamAM maLyuM che ene bhUkhatarasathI mArI enA dvArA zarIragata rasa, lehI, mAMsa, nAkhavAmAM ja tapanuM mUlya raheluM che ? biMcArA carabI, majajA ane vIrya tapAvavAmAM Ave che. zarIrano ke zarIranA hAthapaga jevA aMgone azubha karmone paNa tapAvavAmAM Ave che. ane za Sa ke aparAdha che? aparAdha te zarIranI tethI enuM nAma tapa rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che." aMdara rahelA mana, buddhi ane hadayamAM vasato 100] [ AmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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hoya che. kAma, dha, mAna, mAyA, lebha; biSaya- rIte zarIra rUpI vAsaNane paNa upavAsa vagerethI vAsanA ane emAMthI pedA thatA azubha kama e mATe tapAvavAmAM Ave che ke enI aMdara jevA vikAro te zarIranI aMdara AvelA manamAM karma vikArarUpI mela chUTA paDIne bahAra kADhI hoya che to pachI A zarIrane ATaluM tapAva- zakAya. vAno artha ? zarIrane mAtra sUkavI nAkhavuM enuM nAma sApa daramAM pesI gayA hoya ane tame dara tapa nathI, paraMtu zarIranI sAthe AtmAnuM patana para satata lAkaDI mAre temAM kaI akkalanI vAta karanArA rAga-dveSa, kaSAya, viSayavAsanA Adi nathI. daramAM pesI gayelA sApane bahAra kADhavA vikAro che emane sUkavI nAkhavA e tapa che. mATe becAra lAkaDI mArIne avAja karo e to jaina dhama ema kahetA nathI ke zarIrane tadana samajI zakAya, paraMtu satata lAkaDI mAravAthI nirbaLa, azakata ane paMgu banAvI de ke jethI paristhiti e Avaze ke dara tUTI jaze paNa kaI vakhata du:kha Ave ke thoDI vadhu ThaMDI, sApa nahi nIkaLe AvI rIte ApaNuM hRdaya ke garamInA sapATAne anubhava thAya to tene e manarUpI daramAM vikAranA je sA5 pesI gayA sahana na karI zake. saheja dhakko mAratAM ja e che ene bahAra kADhavA mATe mAtra zarIrarUpI dara gabaDI paDe ke potAnuM jIvanakArya karavAnI yogya para game teTalA prahAra karaze to paNa kaze kSamatA na hoya tevuM zarIra joIe nahi. vaLI artha nathI. aMdaranA vikArone bahAra kADhavA tapazcaryA pachI zarIra nirbaLa ane hatAza banIne mATe to zarIrane tapAvavuM paDaze. paNa mAtra sAva khokhaluM thaIne parAdhIna ane rogAdhIna zarIrane satata tapAve javuM e ja tapa nathI. thaI jAya evuM paNa kahetA nathI. A to zarIra e mATe tapAvavAmAM Ave che ke kAma, zarIrane mAravAnI vAta che, sAdhavAnI nahi. ke, viSayavAsanA jevA vikAre ati sthULa Ameya A zarIra eka divasa te mRtyu ane gAphela zarIramAM pravezIne potAno aDDo pAmavAnuM ja che, naSTa thavAnuM che. AgamAM ene jamAve che. e zarIra tapAvavAthI thoDA dabAI bhasmIbhUta thavAnuM che. eka divasa je cekakasa jAya kharA. AthI Indriyane vikAranI mAha. maravAnuM che ene mAravAmAM koI moTI bahAdurI? jALamAMthI choDAvavA mATe temaja vikAranI gati bahAdurI to emAM che ke amara evA AtmA para niyaMtraNa karavA mATe zarIrane tapa dvArA kRza sAthe lAgI gayelA kaSAya, vAsanAo ane karavAmAM ane kasavAmAM Ave che. zarIra, indriya vikAra sAme laDavuM ane ene dUra karavA. vagere bAhya sAdhanane tapathI tapAvavAne kAraNe jIvanabhara e sAdhaka aMtima samaye anazana aMdara beThelA vikAra pragaTa thAya che. ane durbaLa kare che tyAre jaina paribhASAmAM saMlekhanA (saMthAra) tathA vikArAdhIna banele AtmA pachI sabaLa kahevAmAM Ave che. A samaye zarIrane upavAsathI ane svAdhIna thaIne enI sAthe pUrepUre jhajhumI upavAsathI kRza karavAne badale rAgadveSa, kaSAya, zake che. vAsanA Adi vikArathI pahelA kRza karavuM paDe jema mela vAsaNa para hoto nathI. paraMtu che. A viSayamAM eka udAharaNa joIe, emAM rAkhelA mAkhaNa sAthe maLI gayelo hoya jaina dharmanA eka gachanA keI sAdhue Ama chatAM vAsaNane e mATe garama karavA mAM AmaraNa anazana (saMthA) grahaNa karyo hato. Ave che ke enI garamIthI aMdarano mela jude bhaktone AnI khabara paDatA emanuM sanmAna paDe ane ene bahAra kADhI zakAya AvI ja karavA mATe doDI AvyA. darzanArthIo umaTI [101 For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDayA. vizALa mAnavamedanI ane e sAdhunI rahyo chuM ke tuM Ane mATe yogya banyuM nathI" vadhatI pratiSThA joIne eka bIjA sAdhue aMte pelo ziSya pharI viSaya-kaSAyane kRSA pitAnA guru samakSa jaIne vinaMtI karI karavAnI sAdhanAmAM takalIna thaI gaye. garadeva! mane paNa AmaraNa anazana (saMthA) Ane artha ja eTale ke mAtra zarIrane karavAnI rajA Apo." tapAvavAthI ke sUkavI devAthI tapazcaryAno hetu "nA vatsa, hajI tuM ene gya banyA siddha thatuM nathI. zarIranI aMdara rahelA upadravI nathI." gurue nehabhAvathI kahyuM. rAgadveSa, kaSAyo ane viSayavAsanAne tapAvavAmAM ziSyae pUchayuM, "to gurudeva huM kyAre Ave. ene dAno pANI ApavAne badale nirAhAra Ane cagya banIza?" rAkhavAmAM Ave tyAre ja tapasyAnuM vAstavika gurue uttara Apyo, "pahelA bAra varSa lakSa pUrNa thAya che. Ama zarIrane khatama karavuM, tapa karIne sAdhanA kara. AtmAne vaza kara pachI khUba jhaDapathI ene aMta lAvavo ke pachI tuM Ane yeAgya banIza." zarIrane ati durbaLa banAvIne parAdhIna nISkagurunI AjJAne zirodhArya karIne pelA ma ya karavuM e tapa nathI. sAdhue upavAsa zarU karI dIdhA. bAra varSa sudhI purANakALanA keTalAMka tapasvIonI kathA tapa karyuM. enuM zarIra sAva sukAI gayuM. ujavAI (papAtika sUtramAM maLe che. A hADakAne mALa banI gayuM. e UThata ke esa tapasvIo jaLasamAdhi letA ke pahADanA zikhara tyAre hADakAMne kaTakaTa avAja thato. ziSyae parathI nIce jhaMpalAgatA athavA to agnisnAna joyuM ke have samaya pAkI gayo che tethI garanI karatA hatA. kaIne kaI rIte agAuthI mRtyunI pAse jaIne namra vinaMtI karI. taiyArI karIne teo zarIrane naSTa karatAM hatA. teo vicAratAM hatAM ke A jagatamAM jIvavAthI gurudeva, bAra varSanI mArI tapasAdhanA pUrI ja pApavRddhi thAya che. zarIrane mATe aneka pApa thaI che. have huM pUre yogya banI gayo chuM. karavA paDe che ane pariNAme jIvanamAM judA judA have mane saMthAra (AmaraNa anazana) karavAnI prakAre kaleza, saMgharSa ane duHkha Ave che. kyAMya AjJA Apa." zAMti sAMpaDatI nathI. pariNAme pApanA uddagamagurue kahyuM, "vatsa, hajI yogyatA meLava- srota jevA zarIrane ja naSTa karIne zIdhra AvA vAmAM DuM bAkI che." saMsAramAMthI mukti meLavI levI jethI pachInA have zuM bAkI rahyuM che gurudeva ?" Ama jIvanamAM zAti sAMpaDe. kahIne e sAdhue tarata ja pitAnI AMgaLI AvA prakAranA tapa ke bahAnAo kADhavA vALIne teDI nAkhI. athavA te keI atyaMta dukhI thaI AtmahatyA gurue kahyuM, "vatsa, tArA zarIrane to te kare e be vacce zo bheda? baMnenI najara te A khUba sUkavI nAkhyuM che. have te mAtra hADapiMjara saMsAramAMthI chUTIne pachInA janmamAM zAMti ja rahyuM che, paraMtu hajI sudhI tuM emAM rahelA meLavavA para heya che. jaina dharma AvA tapanuM rAga dveSa, viSaya, kaSAya, vAsanA Adi karma kyAMya samarthana karato nathI. jaina zAstro avA zatruonAM janakane sUkavI nAkhyA nathI dUra karyA tapane bAlata5 (ajJAnapUrvaka kaSTa sahevuM) kahe nathI. saMthArAmAM te sahu pahelAM e badhAne che. je karmothI ke janma-maraNanI ghaTamALathI sUkavI nAkhavA joIe. AthI ja huM tane kahI mukti ApatuM nathI. AtmAnaMda praka za 1 2] For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvA tapathI AtmAnuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. AvI rIte zarIra barAbara sajaja ane A zazarane A duniyAmAMthI naSTa karIne dUra kasAyeluM haze te tapasAdhA kAma, dha, vAsanA karaze te bIjA janmamAM paNa che keIne koI Adi mananA vikAro sAme laDIne ene parAjIta rUpamAM maLavAnuM ja che. emAM AnAthI paNa karIne hAMkI kADhaze. pitAnA bhUtakALanA azubha vadhu du: kha, kaleza ke pA5 Avaze te parezAnI karmone paNa tapathI kasAyelA mana ane zarIra ghaNI vadhI jaze AthI e siddhAMta zekha dvArA dUra karaze. AthI ja kahyuM che - joIe ke ame zarIra, Indriya, mana AdinI "tanA zuLa6 pujAra'' sAdhanA karIzuM ene mArI nAkhIzuM nahi. tapathI prAcIna eTale ke pUrvakRta pApone zarIra, mana ane indriyanI sAdhanA kSINa karo." siddhacaka (navapadajI)nI pUjAmAM tapapadanI tapathI zarIra, mana ane IndriyanI kaTI, TA pUjAnA pAThamAM ema kahevAyuM che - karIne ene kAbumAM levA joIe e udeza 'jinajo ne dInI mhAMne eka jaDI / spaSTa thayA pachI svAbhAvika rIte ja e prazna thAya ke emanA para kaI rIte kAbU meLavI zakAya. i muna 2 viSa nAnA jhUMpata surata mAM || tapathI ApaNe emane bekAbU thatA rokavA che. ramatA raMga zui chA, samarara rara maffi emane niyaMtraNamAM rAkhavA che ane emanA sagaDha samAdhi tagu vmatA mamatAkUTa nA ? para zAsana karavuM che. ApaNe IcchIe e rUpe vItarAga prabhae potAnA anubhavanA AdhAra ja ApaNuM zarIra, mana, Indriya Adi rahI para (karmo athavA vikArone roga maTADavA mATe) zake ane duHkhabharI vikaTa sthitimAM paNa ApaNe paNa ApaNe ApaNane eka adbhuta jaDIbuTTI ApI che jene sukha, saMtoSa ane AnaMda anubhava karI saMghatA ja eka bhayaMkara nAga (mana) ane pAMca zakIe. ThaMdha hoya ke garamI bhukha hoya ke tarasa, nAgaNIo (pAMca Indri) mRtyu pAmI. A sAdhanAno abhAva hoya ke saMkaTonI bharamAra hoya jaDIbadrI che ta5. enA prabhAvathI AtmA, samatA game tevI paristhitimAM ApaNuM mana, Indriya ane zarIra ApaNA anucara banIne rahe vikaTa | saMvara athavA paraguNagrahaNathI yukta banIne temaja paristhitinA gulAma nahi paNa mAlika banIne 9 (kaSTa, Aphata AdimAM) samatArasathI raMgAIne rahI zakIe. keIka divasa e paNa Uge ke zarIra Adi para raheluM mamatAnuM mULa ja bharama acala samAdhimAM lIna thaI jAya che. ane jenAthI khAvAnuM maLe ke na maLe. paraMtu ApaNA zarIra thaI jAya che." ane mananI evI makakama taiyArI hoya ke zarIra ane mananI gulAmImAM paDI raDIne jIvana pasAra ahIM Indriyo ane mana marI javAno artha karavAne badale bhUkha-tarasane mastIthI sahana karI aMkuzita thavuM ke vaza thavuM te che athavA to e laIzuM. khAvAnI lAlasAmAM nyAya ke anyAyano jora ogaLI javu te che jene dharmanI bhASAmAM vicAra karyA vinA kheTI doTa mUkIzuM nahi. S kahuM te Indri ane mana sadhAya javA te che. zarIra ane mananI AvI taiyArI hoya che ke zarIra Idriyo ane manane tapa dvArA kaI paNa kaSTa, duHkha, rega ke Aphatane sAmano sama. rIte sAdhI zakAya ? AnuM eka daSTAMta joIe. bhAvapUrvaka karI zakIzuM. AvI sthitinuM sarjana eka dhanADhya zeThanI patnI mRtyu pAmI. e ja tapanuM vizeSa prayojana che. emane eka ja putra hatA. e vivAha yogya me 88] (13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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thatAM keI khAnadAne kuTuMbanI chokarI sAthe zeThe gaI. ghara ane paDozanA badhA ja le ke ene enA lagna karyA, paraMtu kamanasIbe lagna pachI AdarapUrvaka bolAvatA hatA. potAnI suMdara emano putra mRtyu pAmyo. bicArI chokarAnA ane udAra svabhAvane kAraNe ene badhAnI cAhanA bhAgyamAM patisukha jovAnuM nahotuM. A duHkhI maLI. mAtAnI mAphaka e sahunuM pAlana-poSaNa chokarI pitAnuM mana haLavuM karavA mATe pitAne karavA lAgI. sasarA taraphathI te e nizcita picara gaI. piyaramAM AkhI jiMdagI pasAra karI hatI, vaLI khAnapAnanI badhI sagavaDatAo maLI zake tema nahotI, kAraNa ke enuM kharuM sthAna to hatI ane tamAma prakAranI mokaLAza hatI. sAsaruM ja hatuM. A vicAra karI e sAsare pariNAme e utsAhabhera pitAnA kAryo karatI AvI. enA sasarA mAtra dhanADhaya ja nahi hatI. dhIre dhIre e pitAnuM vaidhavyanuM duHkha bake vivekI ane dharmaparAyaNa hatA. teo paNa bhUlI gaI. pitAnI pativihIna vidhavA putravadhUnI mana:sthi- Aje vidhavAonI sthiti ghaNI kharAba che. tine barAbara samajI zakatA hatA. emaNe gharanA lekene e AMkhamAM kaNAnI mAphaka khUce vicArya', "AnA para dhAka jamAvIne ke ene che. keTalAMka johakamIvALA le ke te gharanI kaDavAM veNa kahIne duHkhI karIza te enA AtmAne vidhavA strInI milakata ane enA hakanI ja mAnakhUba AghAta lAgaze ane kadAca evI asahya jAyadAda paNa haDapa karI jAya che ane ghareNAM paristhiti sahana nahi karI zakatA e Ama paNa pacAvI pADe che. ene rAta-divasa herAnahatyA paNa karI bese. AthI ene evI rIte A parezAna karIne ane jorajulamathI enI pAse gharamAM rAkhavI joIe jethI enuM mana A khUba kAma karAvIne enA badalAmAM haDadhUta karIne gharamAM DUbeluM rahe ane kuLaparaMparA anusAra roTalAno TukaDo Ape che ane koI paNa prakAre dharmamAM enuM citta lAgeluM rahe. ene gharamAMthI cAlyA javA mATe ke AtmahatyA eka divasa taka joIne pote pitAnI karavA mATe majabUra kare che. enA vadhavyanI pIDA putravadhUne kahyuM. zAMta karavAne badale ghA para mIThuM bhabharAvIne enI pIDA ane vedanAne vadhAre che. e bicArI "dIkarI A le cAvIo. AjathI tuM gharanI manomana duHkha sahana karatI rahe che ane taka mAlika che. gharanI tamAma cIjavastuo para maLatA anAcAra ke svacchedAcAranA raste jatI tAro adhikAra raheze. tArI IcchA mujaba eno tuM upayoga karaje. tAre khAvA-pIvA, paheravA - A adhama mArga levA mATe je koI sahuthI oDhavA vagere mATe je kaMI joIe te magAvI . vadhu javAbadAra ke deSita hoya te tenI sAthe leje. paNa eka vAtanuM dhyAna rAkhaje ke tArA durvyavahAra karanArA enA gharanA leke ja che. jIvanamAM tArAthI evuM koI vartana na thAya ke : AvI vidhavA bahenone sanehathI ane samAna jenAthI tArA piyara para ke amArA para kalaMka pUrvaka mAjasevA, bALazikSaNa, gRhaudyoga ke lAge ane samAjamAM nIcAjoNuM thAya " sArvajanika kAryomAM kAma karavAnI taka ApavAmAM putravadhUe Ano saharSa svIkAra karyo. gharanI Ave te e samAjasevikA ke sArvajanika mAlika banavAthI e ghaNI khuza hatI. gharanI kAyakartA banIne samAjanI anupama sevA karI vyavasthAnI badhI ja javAbadArI enA mAthe zake che. pitAnuM jIvana paNa suMdara ane sAdhanA. AvavAthI dhIre dhIre enAmAM gaMbhIratA AvatI maya banAvI zake che temaja Arthika daSTie 104] [ AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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svAvala khI banIne gauravapUrvaka jIva pasAra karI zake che. paNa Avu vicAranArA che keTalA ? yAda rAkhA ! e A zIlamUrti vidhavAdevIone duHkhI karI che te emanA ataranI Aha bhabhUkI uDaze ane e Ahu AkhAya samAjanA vinAza karI deze. zeThe te dI dRSTithI vicArIne peAtAnI vidhavA pUtravadhUne suMdara rIte jIvana pasAra karavAnI svataMtratA ApI hatI. paraMtu atya ta sukha-suvidhA hAya, vilAsI khAnapAna hAya, tamAma prakAranI AjhAdI hoya, paNa jo jIvanamAM tapa na hoya, jIvanane tapanI kaseATIe kasavAmAM na Avyu' hAya tA manuSyane khATA mArge jatA vAra lAgatI nathI. atyadhika sukha suvidhA para tapano aMkuza na hoya teA jIvana para jokhama rahe che. vaLI A vidhavA strInI uMmara paNa ghaNI mATI nahotI. petAnI javAbadArI bajAvatI hAvA chatAM enA para yuvAnInA kAmAnmArke pAtA no prabhAva pADavAnu zarU karyuM. AraMbhamAM te eNe pAtAnI jAtane sabhALI lIdhI paraMtu jayAre unmAdanI uzkaTatA vadhavA lAgI tyAre eNe manomana vicAryuM, . koika evA upAya zeAdhI kAtu' ke jethI mArI kAmavAsanA zAMta thAya ane mArA kuLanI AbarU sacavAya rahe. jo A vAta bahAra phelAya teA baMne kuLane kalaMka lAge ane nIcAjoNu thAya. AnAthI bahetara tA e ke gharamAM ja AvI koi gAThavaNa karI levI.' mAnavI jayAre malina vicArAnA raste cAle che tyAre enI buddhi paNa enA adhama vicA rAne AcaraNamAM mUkavA mATe sAcI-khATI aneka yuktio sujhADe che. zeThanI vidhavA putravadhUe peAtAnA duSTa vicArane amalamAM mUkavA mATe eka yukti vicArI lIdhI ane khIjA ja divase peAtAnA vRddha sasarAne vinaMtI karI, me-88) 66 pitAjI! ApaNA rasoiyA atyaMta vRddha thai gayA che, ene pUrU dekhAtuM paNa nathI rasAI manAvavAmAM pazu ene khUba muzkelI paDe che tethI AjathI ja huM A jUnA rasAiyAne chuTTo karU chuM. tame Aje ja tapAsa karIne kAI cuvAna raseAiyAne laI Ave." Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zeTha anubhavI hatA. emanI buddhi jIvananI ghaNI taDakI-chAMyaDInA anubhavAthI pakava banelI hatI. putravadhUnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja tenA hAIne samajI gayA paNa ene ke| ApavA ke dhamakAvavAne badale zeThe pAtAnuM Atma nirIkSaNa karyuM, te vicAra karavA lAgyA, 66 suvidhA ane ATalI badhI sagavaDa ApavAnI Aha, A mArI ja bhUla che. ATalI sAtheAsAtha zarIra, indriya ane mana para svaicchika akuza rAkhanArA tapanI ene tAlIma ApI nahi. AvuM karyuM' hota te AvI sthiti karavu joie. jenAthI ene tapanI tAlIma maLe UbhI thAta nahi. mAre ja mArI bhUlanuM prAyazcitta aneM mananA milana vicArI dUra thAya. "" "( zeThe pAtAnI vaNika buddhinA upayAga karyA, putravadhUne snehabharI vANImAM kahayuM, dIkarI ! Aje te ekAdazI che. mAre to upavAsa che, AjanI raseAinuM kAma tuM sa bhALI le. kAle khIjA rasAiyAnI tapAsa karIza. ' vahue pAtAnA samabhAva khatAvatA kahayuM, pitAjI ! Apane bhAjana karAvyA vinA huM paNa nahi jammuM. huM paNa Aje upAsa karIza. " rr * zeThe ene prAtsAhana ApatA ray', * beTI ! jevI tArI IcchA sa`skArI vahunA A ja dharma che. ' A bicArI putravadhue kayAreya upavAsa nahAtA karyA. paNa have te baMdhAi cUkI hatI. zeThe enA zarIra ane mana para thatI [105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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upavAsanI pratikriyAne joI rahayA hatA, kAraNa magavA lAgyuM. cothA divase te sUI ja rahI. ke zarIra ane manane sAdhavA mATe ene jarUrI kabIrajIe sAcuM ja kahyuM che - heya teTaluM tapa karAvavA mAMgatA hatA, " na kucha dekhA jJAna-dhyAna meM, na kucha bIje divase joyuM te eka divasa bhUkhyA sevA thI je 1 rahevA chatAM enA zarIra para koI khAsa asara kahe kabIra suno bhAi sAdhA, jo kucha thaI nahotI. zarIranI carabI ghaTI nahotI. tethI emaNe putravadhUne kahyuM, AthI ja UpaniSada kahe che, " ' hai Aje amuka tIrthaMkarano janma kalyANaka khA:" (ana e ja prANone AdhAra che ) divasa che. AthI huM Aje paNa bIje upavAsa anna vinA akaLAtI hatI. AthI to kahe karIza.' bata che ke " marina lUTe anina nA ' A sAMbhaLIne tarata ja vahue kahyuM, " huM eTale ke annanA AdhAre ja mAnavI tAgaDadhinnA paNa Aje bIje upavAsa (belA) karIza." kare che ane aneka dhamAla-dhAMdhala macAve che. zeThe enI vAta para prazaMsAnA phUla caDAvatAM ana maLe nahi te badhuM ja baMdha thai jAya. belyA, "tArA jevI kulIna strIo ja dharmane Ama chatAM vahue sAhasa karIne kahayuM, samaje che." te pitAjI Aje huM paNa koI paNa trIjA divase zeThe vaLI bIjA keI saMjogomAM bhojana laIza nahi." tIrthakarane janma kalyAka divasa kahIne trIjo putravadhu pAMca divasathI bhUkhI hatI. zarIra upavAsa (telA) karyo. vahue paNa utsAha pUrvaka ane indriyo zithila thatAM enuM mana paNa zAMta telA karyo. zeTha vahunA zarIra para thatAM pari- thaI gayuM. manane khorAka ApanAra indriyo ane vartanane joI rahayA hatA. cothA divase catudazI zarIra che. enA mananI bhItaramAM kAmavAsanAnA hatI AthI zeThe kahyuM. je adhama vicAro hatA e cAlyA gayA. "Aja caturdazI che. mAre to Aja sAce ja mAnavI jyAre svecchAe bhUkhyo rahe che paNa bhajana karavuM nathI Aje huM tho upavAsa tyAre enA mana ane magajamAMthI azuddhi karIza." aLagI thaI jAya che ane vizuddha ciMtanadhArA vahue kahyuM, "te huM paNa Aje bhojana : ne te paNa A ja pragaTe che. A putravadhUnA dila ane dimAgamAM jAgelA malina vicAro pAMca upavAsanA prabhAvathI kayAMya cAlyA gayA ane ene badale zuddha bhAva, zeThe vahunI prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM, "dIkarI dhArA vahevA lAgI, tArA jevI dharmAtmA strIonA pratApe ja A "he prabhu! huM kevI duSTa chuM ! mArA sasarApRthvI TakelI che," jIe badhA ja sukhasAdhana, svataMtratA ane pAMcamAM divase hatI pUrNimA zeThajIe kahyuM adhikAra ApyA paraMtu enA para meM tapathI "huM Aje pAraNuM nahi karuM kAraNa ke Aje aMkuza mUka nahi ane mArA manamAM kuLane te parvano pavitra divasa che." kalaMkita nare evA nIMdanIya vicAro jAgyA. bicArI vahue kyAreya tapa karyuM nahotuM. dhikkAra che mane ! mane tapanI tAlIma ApavA trIjA divase enuM zarIra zithila thayuM. Daga- mATe mArA sasarAne pAMca upavAsanuM kaSTa sahana 106] [AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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karavuM paDayuM, have savAra thatAM ja emanI pAse Ama AMsu sAratAM sAratAM putravadhU sasarAne jaIne mArA manane aparAdha pragaTa karIne kSamA page paDI. mAgI laIza." sasarAe AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM, "dikarI bIjI bAju savAra paDatAM ja sasarAe putra- A to mArI bhUla hatI ke meM tane pahelAM ja vadhune kahyuM, "dikarI ! ApaNe bane pAMca-pAMca tapanI tAlIma ApI nahi. tuM te anubhavI upavAsa karI cUkayA chIe Aje fo divasa che. nahotI. AthI je kaMI banyuM tene mATe kaMIka mAruM zarIra zithila thaI gayuM che. Aje tuM aze huM javAbadAra chuM. tuM mane kSamA Apa game tema karIne rasoI karI nAkha. pAraNuM ane have tArA para tArUpI aMkuza rAkhIne karyA pachI huM kAMI juvAna rasoIyAne zedhI dhama mAM daDha banI rahe." lAvIza.' e divasathI ja putravadhUe pitAnA zarIra, vidhavA putravadhUe namrabhAve praNAma karatAM mana ane Indriyone tapanA mAdhyamathI saMyamamAM kahyuM, pitAjI, mAre have yuvAna raIyAnI levA prayAsa karyo. sAduM bhojana levAnuM zarU jarUra nathI." karyuM ane vacce vacce kyAreka upavAsa, AyaMkema dIkarI evuM te zuM thayuM? tuM zA bila jevA tapa paNa karavA lAgI. mATe nA pADe che?" sasarAe kahyuM. A che zarIra, mana, Indriya Adine sAdhaputravadhU bolI, "pitAjI, Ape mane pAMca vAne acUka upAya. upavAsa dvArA tapanI tAlIma ApI. ene pari. eka atyaMta capaLa ane taravarATavALo gheDa NAme mArA manane kuvicAra naSTa thaI gayA che. enI cAla khUba jhaDapI che. e ghaNo majaApa dharmapitA che eTale ApanAthI mArA bUta ane phUrtivALe che. ene kAbUmAM levA mananI koI vAta huM chUpAvIza nahi. tapanA mATe je tame sakhata mAra mArIne enuM kacuMbara aMkuzanA abhAvane lIdhe huM kAmavAsa- karI deze te zuM tame ghoDAnI lAza para savArI nAnA vicAronA pravAhamAM vahI gaI hatI karaze ? vivekI puruSa te ghoDAne kAbUmAM leze. ane e ja vAsanA grasta vicAronI mATe enI gati barAbara karavA mATe ene tAlIma meM yuvAna rasoIyAne lAvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM, kAma- A paze. AvI ja rIte zarIrane mAravAnI, vAsanA para vijaya meLavavAno mArI pAse koI pIDavAnI ke damavAnI apekSAe tapanI tAlIma upAya nahotuM, paraMtu have e UpAya jaDI gayo ApIne aMkuzamAM rAkhavuM joIe. Ama thAya che. mAre mATe Apane pAMca upavAsa karavA paDayA te ja tapanI sAcI ArAdhanA thAya. enI mane kSamA Apa." sthaLaH jainabhavana, bIkAnera tA. 2-8-48 ahakAra ane pavitratA ahaMkAra AphatanuM praveza dvAra che. pavitratA patiSThAnuM praveza dvAra che. zAti saurabha - 88] (107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI jaina dhArmika zikSaNa saMghane 39 mAM varSamAM praveza prasaMge samyaga jJAnanA abhilASIonuM svAnubhava ciMtana AcAra saMhitA lekhaka :- rAyacaMda maganalAla zAha zAsanapati mahAvIra paramAtmAnA janma bALako ane bALAo moTI saMkhyAmAM dhArmika kalyANakano parama pavitra divasa hate. AjathI jJAnanA jJAtA bane, AcAra-vicAramAM sAcA 38 varasa pahelAM dhArmika pAThazALAonA zrAvaka bane, samyagU jJAna prApta karIne sArA AgevAno, kAryakaro, vidvAne, vicArake, sa skArI bane, nyAya nIti pramANikatA jevA ciMtako ane utsAhI bhAIo pAThazALAo guNo dhAraNa karI sadguNI bane, zAsananA rasIyA aMge vicAra karavA bhegA maLyA, aneka vicAra bane ane emAMthI sAcA zradhdhALa samakittavaMta vinimaya pachI A zubha ane maMgaLamaya divase Adarza zrAva bane. A saMsthAnI sthApanA karI hatI. ane e mATe jaina saMskRti, paMca pratikramaNa, - je vakhate dAnezvarI zrImAna zeThazrI jIva-vicAra, navatatva, daMDaka, laghusaMgrahaNI, traNa mANekalAla cunIlAla, zAsanaratna zeTha zrI bhAgya che karmagraMtha tatvArthasUtra, brahaddasaMgrahaNI, ramaNabhAI dalasukhabhAI zropha, dharmAnurAgI zeTha zrI kSetra samAsa, kamma payaDI Adi sUtra, gujarAtI AvatalAla pratApazI, vidvAna dharmapremI zrI junI gujarAtI, saMskRta prAkRta bhASAo jJAnI katecaMda jhaverabhAI, zrI kezavalAla nagInadAsa, zrI gurUdeva e ApaNA upara anaMta upakAra karIne mehanalAla cokasI, zrI manasukhalAla tArAcaMda racelA stavane, sajhAye, stutio, stotro, zrI prANajIvanadAsa ha. gAMdhI, zrI manasukhalAla kathA sAhitya ItihAsa, bhUgoLa, khagoLa, ityAhemacaMda saMghavI, zrI dhIrajalAla TokarazI vigere dinuM jJAna prApta karIne vidvAna paMDito bane, mahAnubhAve A mITIMgamAM hAjara hatA ane jaina dharmanA UMDA abhyAsI bane, A saMsthAnI sthApanA karI hatI. vaLI zikSaka-zikSikAo ane bALakonI te samayamAM moTA bhAganI jaina vasatI pro para buddhine vikAsa karavA vakatRtva kaLA, lekhana kaLA, muMbaImAM hatI. tyArabAda parA mAM vasavATa kAvya prema, sAhitya prema, jJAna pratyenI abhirUcI vadhavA mAMDayo, pUjya gurU bhagavaMtenA upadeze dharma pratyenI zraddhA te mATenI laganI pragaTa ane jarUriyAto vadhatAM parAomAM TheraThera jina karavA prayatna kare, ApaNo bhavya bhUtakALa, madira. pAThazALAo, AyaMbIla zALA, bhojana itihAsa mahApurUSonA jIvanacaritranI jANakArI zALA ityAdi dhArmika saMsthAo thavA mAMDyuM. ApaNA pUjya mahAtmAe kalikAla sarvajJazrI dina pratidina vasatI vadhatI gaI te vakhatamAM hemacaMdrAcAryajI, mahAkavivara zrI siddhasena jainonI vasatI je pacAsa hajAra hatI te saMkhyA divAkara, zrI haribhadra sUrIzvarajI zrI manitaMgaatyAre vadhIne pAMca lAkha thayAnuM manAya che. sUrIjI, mahAyogI zrI AnaMdadhanajI, yogIrAja A saMsthAne uddeza ve mU jainonA zrI cidAnaMdajI. paMDita zrI vIravijayajI ma. AtmAnaMda-prakAza 108 For Private And Personal Use Only

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sA. AdI mahAna zAsananA jyotirdharonI karAvavuM - anumodavuM e jJAnAvaraNIya karmabaMdhanathI vipula jJAnagaMgA amRtapAna karavA samartha bane, mukata thavA, karmanI nirjara karavA ane anaMtA ene mATe atyAsIomAMthI vidvAna zikSA anaMta bhavanuM bhavabhramaNa TALI anaMta akSaya zikSikAo pAke, sevA ane samarpaNa bhAvathI sukhane denArUM che. pite jJAnI ane bIjAne banAve. bALake mAM zrI jaina dhAmika zikSaNa saMghanI sthA saMskAronuM sthApana kare, dharmane jIvanamAM AvA uddeza mATe AvI bhAvanA sAthe karavAmAM apanAvavA haMmezA prayatnazila rahe. vahevAramAM AvI hatI. paNa dharmane vaNI le, apanAve, Acare ane A udezane pahoMcI vaLavA 38 varasamAM jagatamAM jaina tarIkenI; zrAvaka tarIkenI zAna mAna kAryakaroe zuM zuM karyuM che ? zuM zu vadhAre, karavAnuM che ? ene vicAra karI AtmamaMthana A badhA mATe ene anurUpa pAThaya pustaka AjanA divase avazya kara! je kAMI karyuM hoya rAyAra karAvavA ane pragaTa karavA, bALakone rasa te enI anumodanA kare ane pramAdane vaza pragaTe, gammata sAthe jJAna prApta kare, evuM banI na karyuM hoya, pharaja na bajAvI vaphAdArImAM bAla sAhityathI mAMDIne cheka ucca prakAranA khAmI rahI hoya, je kAMI nyUnatA rAkhI hoya tatvajJAna sudhInA pAThaya pustaka pragaTa karI moTA te badhAnuM AtmasAkSIe saravaiyu kADhe. saMghanA pAyA upara abhyAsIo pakAvavA. bALake sAcA pratyeka kAryakaranI aMtaranI bhAvanA-samajaNa jJAnI banI jIvana paNa pavitra banAve, sva saMsthAnA hetuo Udezone amala karavA, pUrato paranA hita vizvanA kalyANa mATe paNa purUSArtha karavA mATenI ja hovI jove, pitAnA jJAnano upayoga kare, samyaga jJAnane ja saMsthAnA kAryakara-pracAraka mAnada hoya ke pitAnI sAcI saMpatti mAne, puraskAra yukata hoya paNa tenI bhAvanA niHsvArtha A kAryane protsAhana ApavA pUratA prayAsa sevA karIne potAnA jJAnAMtarAya karmane nAza kavA pU gurU bhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM mArgadarzana karavAnI ane potAnA jJAnaguNune pragaTa karavAnI prApta karavA pracAra ane prasAra karavA saMsthAnA ja hovI jove. jJAna-darzana ane cAritra traNe kAryavAhaka tathA pracArake vividha prakAre protsA- AtmAnI lahamI che. A lakSamI mRtyu pachI paNa hana ApavA mATenA prayatno tana, mana ane AtmAnI sAthe ja Ave che-bhavobhava sAthe dhana dvArA kare. rahenArI che mATe bIjA yaza kIrti ke bhautika lAbhe pratye moha na pAmatA jJAnarUpI saMpatti mithyAtvamAMthI choDAvanArI ane samaktine ane vItarAganI vANI maLI che eno ApaNe prApta karAvanArI jaina dhArmika pAThazALAo jina badhA svakalyANane mATe A saMsthA dvArA prasAra zAsananuM aMga che. A dharma AtmAne ghama' karIne prayatna karIe evI A pavitra mAgaNI che. AmAnA kalyANa mATe ajarAmara padanI ogaNacAlIzamAM varSe prabhu pAse mAgIe, prArthanA prApti mATe, pAThazALA prathama pagathiyuM che-samyagU karIe ane he prabhu ! ame bhUlecUke paNa bIjI jJAna e AtmAno guNa che svasvarUpanI prApti brAMtImAM na pIe evI amArI rakSA karaje ! mATe samyagra jJAna eja mukhya sAdhana che enI prabhu! tame batAvela mArgathI amo mohapAzamAM vinA badhuM ja aMdhArUM che--jJAna e dI5ka che. paDI calita na thaIe evI amane zakti jyoti che AvuM parama zreSTa jJAna prApta karavuM- Apaje! baLa Apaje! prabhu tame batAvela karmanA ma-88) [109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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siddhAMta pratyenI zraddhAmAMthI aMzamAtra ame na daIe ema amane cetatA rAkhaje!! aMtamAM calita na thaIe! yaza, kIti, mAnapAna ane e ja bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM ke he prabhe ! bhavabhava cAMdanI mAyA amane phasAvI na jAya, amArI tArI vANa, tArUM prarUpela samyagu jJAna maLatuM javAbadArI ame pUrepUrI adA karIe evuM rahe ane aMtamAM paMcama jJAna-kevaLajJAnanA amane baLa Apaje ! karoDonI kIMmatanA ciMtA- adhikArI vahelAmAM vahelI take banIe e ja maNI ratnathI adhika samyagU jJAnarUpI ratanane prAthanA !! svArtha mAM-mehamAM mAyAmAM le bhamAM aMdha banIne , jaina sAhitya zikSaNa patrikA" mAMthI sAbhAra bhUlecUke paNa patharo mAnI kAgaDo uDADavA pheMkI tAka a.mA.cA2 mAunTa Abu acalagaDhamAM niHzulka AdhyAtmika jJAna zibira paramapUjya yuvaka jAgRti preraka-21 AdhyAtmika jJAna zibiranA pravacanakAra anugAcArya panyAsa zrI guNaratna vijayajI ma. sA. tathA zrI munIratna vijayajI ma. sA. (bhAvanagaravALA)nA zubha sAnidhyamAM tA. 19-5-88 thI tA. 3-6-88 sudhI 16 divasanI ni:zulaka (vinA mUlya) AdhyAtmika jJAna zibira thaze tenuM Ayojana zrI AdhyAtmika jJAna kendra-44, khADIlakaroDa saMbaI 400 004 mAraphata karAvavAmAM Avaze temAM karmavAda jaina tatvajJAna-jaina itihAsamanovijJAna-AtmA-paramAtmA dhyAna AdinuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM Avaze. (1) jamavAnuM temaja rahevAnuM vinA mulya (2) AburoDa sudhI javA AvavAnuM bhADu (sekanDa kalAsa) devAmAM Avaze (3) hIndI mAdhyama mAraphata zikSaNa (4) maukhika temaja lekhIta parIkSA ane temAM pahelA naMbare utIrNa thanArane rUA. 151/- InAma ane bIjA zibirArthIone yathA yogya pArItoSika (5) pArItoSikamAM zilDa TrAphI temaja pramANapatra ApavAmAM Avaze (6) dhoraNa navathI koleja sudhInA vidyArthIone praveza maLaze. IrachA dharAvanAra vidyAthIoe koIpaNa eka saranAmathI pravezapatra maMgAvI praveza meLavI le. svIkRtI vagara praveza ApavAmAM Avaze nahIM. zrI kIrtibhAI jI. zAha, vaDavI corA khIjaDAvALI zerI, senIphaLIyA sAme, bhAvanagara 364001 AdhyAtmika jJAna zikSaNa kendra C/o. amarakumAra DhamaDhanI verAta kauna maniTara doDa, sidI (T) fpana : 307001 110] AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanI vaNathaMbhI vikAsa yAtrA zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanI teramI vArSika sAmAnya sabhA tAjetaramAM saMsthAnA mizrImala navAjI jaina sabhAgRhamAM maLI hatI. A sabhAnuM pramukha sthAna zrI zAMtIlAla TI. zAhe zobhAvyuM hatuM. Arthika pAsuM saMsthAnA TrasTI ane maMtrI zrI je. Ara. zAhe 1986-87nA varSano Avaka-kharcane. hisAba ane saravaiyuM rajU karyuM hatuM te anusAra varSa daramiyAna phA. 36 33 lAkhane kharca ane rUA. 34.57 lAkhanI Avaka thaI hatI. pariNAme rUA. 1.76 lAkhanI khAdha rahI che. varSa daramiyAna vidyAlayanI milakatanI cokhkhI Avaka rUA. 4.44 lAkhanI thaI, je saMsthAnI AvakanuM mahatvanuM pAsu che. vidyAlayanI kula milakata rUA. 14768869-73 nI che. vArSika ahevAla saMsthAnA maMtrI zrI sevaMtIlAla ke. zAhe varSa daramiyAna thayelI kAryavAhIne ahevAla rajU karyo. te anusAra A saMsthAnA muMbaImAM ogasTa krAMti mArga para ane aMdherImAM, mahArASTramAM, pUnA, ane gujarAtamAM amadAvAda, vaDodarA, vallabha vidyAnagara ane bhAvanagaramAM vidyAthI gRhe che. A badhA vidyAthIgRhomAM ArTasa, sAyansa, kemarsa. meDikala, ejIniyariMga ane anya ucca vidyAzAkhAomAM abhyAsa karatAM kula 540 vidyAthIo hatA. temAMthI 123 vidyArthIo snAtaka thayA ane 111 vidyAthIe adhUrA abhyAse chUTA thayA. sarerAza pariNAma 81.47 % rahyuM navA varSamAM kula 65ra vidyAthIone guNavattAnA dhoraNe praveza ApavAmAM Ave, jemAM 180 lena, dara hApha peIga, 196 peIga ane 214 TUTa vidyArthIone samAveza thAya che kanyA chAtrAlaya skelarazipa varSa daramiyAna 90 vidyArthIone rUA. 5540/- nI kelarazipa ApavAmAM AvI ane navA varSamAM 83 vidyAthIo-bahene mATe rU. 44600/- maMjura karavAmAM AvyA. lena ane lona riphaDa saMsthAmAM abhyAsa karatAM vidyArthIone rahevA jamavAnI sagavaDhatA koleja ane yunivasI TI parIkSA phI lena rUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. A saMsthAnI I. sa. 1915 mAM sthApanA thaI tyArathI Aja sudhImAM kula rU, 1.38 karoDanI lena ApavAmAM AvI. temAMthI atyAra sudhImAM rUA. 82.97 lAkha riphaMDa maLyuM. A rakama bAda jatAM vidyArthIo pAse rUA. 54.90 lAkha bAkI rahe che. prati varSa rUA. pAMca lAkhanuM sarerAza riphaMDa maLe je vidyAlayanI AvakanA (vArSika) 25 % jeTalI thavA pAme che. jinAgama ane sAhitya prakAzana vidyAlaya mAtra ucca zikSaNanI saMsthA nathI. tenA upakrame mULa Agama graMtha prakAzananuM me-88] (111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAma hAtha dharavAmAM AvyuM, A prakAzana zreNuM anvaye jJAtAdharmakathAMga sUtranuM mudraNa pUru thavAmAM che ane jyotiSkaraMDaka sUtra paNa TUMka samayamAM prakAzita thaze. A graMthamALAnA saMpAdaka pU jaMbuvijayajI mahArAja che. zrI motIcaMda kApaDiyA graMthamALAmAM A varSe vAcaka umAsvAti kRta "prazamarati' (anuvAda ane vivecana sva. motIcaMda kApaDiyA) ane sva. motIcaMda kApaDiyA likhita "jaina daSTie karmanuM prakAzana thayuM che. zrI mehanalAla dalIcaMda dezAI smAraka nidhi anvaye sAmayika sUtra'nuM mudraNa kArya pUruM thavAmAM che ane te TUMka samayamAM pragaTa thaze. jaina gurjara kavio bhAga-4" bahAra paDI gaye che. parisaMvAda ane jaina sAhitya samAroha varSa daramiyAna pAlitANAmAM navame jaina sAhitya samAroha yojAyo hato. jena gurjara kavio" prakAzana zreNInA upalakSyamAM "madhyakAlIna gujarAtI jaina sAhitya' viSe amadAvAdamAM eka parisaMvAda yojAya hate. upAdhyAya yazovijaya trizatAbdinA upalakSamAM "yazovijayajI vyaktitva ane vAmaya' viSe parisa vAda 1 ane 2 anukrame amadAvAda ane kobA (ji. gAMdhInaga2) mAM pU. paMnyAsazrI ThumnavijayajInI nizrAmAM pojAyA hatAM, A badhAM parisaMvAdanA prA. jayaMta koThArI saMyojaka hatA. DirekaTarazrI kerAsAheba ane mahApAtra vidyAlayanA DirekaTara zrI kAMtilAla DAhyAbhAI korAe 50 varSanI dIgha kAlIna sevA bAda vaya ane taMdu stInA kAraNe mukta thavA icachA darzAvI, jene vyasthApaka samitie sakheda svIkAra karyo, Ama chatAM "zrI jinAgama TrasTa ane sAhitya prakAzananA mAnArha DirekaTara tarIke emaNe sarjanAtmaka kArya nijAnaMda khAtara svIkAryuM. vidyAlayanA mahAmAtra ( Registrar tarIke jANItA lekhaka zrI pannAlAla 2. zAhe tA. 1-2 1988 thI javAbadArI saMbhALI lIdhI che. mULabhUta niyama dhama ArAdhanA jinapUja, rAtrI-bhojana tyAga ane abhakSya bhakSaNane tyAga vagere vidyAlayanA mULabhUta niyama che ane tenA pAlanane Agraha rAkhavAmAM Ave che. uparAMta vidyAthIe dharma ArAdhanA paNa svecchAe kare che. varSa daramiyAna 21 vidyArthIoe aDrAItapanI ane anya vidyAthIoe nAnI-moTI tapazcaryAnuM ArAdhana karyuM hatuM. amRta mahotsava yugapurUSa AcAryazrI vijayavalalabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrIe A saMsthAnI sthApanAnI preraNA ApI ane I. sa. 1915 mAM A saMsthAnI sthApanA thaI eTale I. sa. 1989mAM A saMsthAnI sthApanAnuM paMcoteramuM varSa zarU thaze. Isa. 1989 90 mAM A saMsthAnA amRta mahotsavanI ujavaNI thaze temAM samAjanA agraNIo, saMsthAnA pUrva vidyArthIo ane anya sA koIne bhAga levA ane saMsthAnA vikAsamAM sahAyabhUta thavA sabhAnA pramukha, maMtrIo, 112). [AmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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koSAdhyakSe, TrasTIo ane hAjara rahelA sau sabhyoe anurodha karyo hate. [krAuna ATha peja sAIjhanA Azare 40 pRSThomAM maMtrIoe taiyAra karela vArSika ahevAla parathI mahatvanA mudAone sAra-saMcaya) zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya ogasTa kAMti mAga muMbaI-400016 zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA mahArASTra rAjyamAM muMbaI, aMdherI ane pUnA temaja gujarAta rAjyamAM amadAvAda, vaDodarA, vallabhavidyAnagara ane bhAvanagaramAM kolejamAM abhyAsa karatAM vidyArthI o mATe vidyArthIgRho che. temAM navA satrathI praveza meLavavA mATenA arajI patraka ApavAnuM ca lu che. dareka vidyAthIgRha mATe alaga arajIpatraka bharavuM Avazyaka che. vetAmbara mRtipUjaka jaina vidyArthIe vidyAthIgRhamAM pALavAnA niyamo ane dhArAdhoraNa sAthenA arajIpatrakanI kiMmata rUA. 2 TapAla kharca rU. 0-50 paisA che. TrasTa dAtA ane bhalAmaNa karanAranI saranAmA sahita alaga nAmAvalinI kiMmata rU. 2-00 + TapAla kharca rU. -50 paisA che. je zAkhA vidyArthIgRhamAM praveza meLave hoya tenA spaSTa nideza sAthe uparokata saranAme jarUrI TapAla TikiTa (pisTala orDara mokalavA nahIM) mokalI niyata arajI patraka maMgAvI levAnuM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA maMtrI zrI je. Ara. zAhe eka akhabAra joga yAdImAM jaNAvyuM che. muMbaI, amadAvAda ane pUnAnA vidyAthIgRhe mATe arajIpatrake moDAmAM moDuM tArIkha 15-6-1988 sudhImAM uparokta saranAme pahoMcatA karavAnuM emaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. gujarAta rAjayamAM Avela saMsthAnA vidyArthIgRhonA arajIpatraka uparanA saranAme moDAmAM moDA pahoMcatA karavAnI tArIkha have pachI jAhera karavAmAM Avaze ema emaNe umeryuM hatuM. (1) prazamarati vistRta gujarAtI vivecana sahita) (saMskRtamAM); mULa lekhaka vAcaka zrI umAsvAtijI. gujarAtImAM vivecaka sva. motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIyA, prakAzaka . zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogaSTa krAntimArga muMbaI 400036. pRSTa 724 (krAuna ATha pejI), mUlya cAlIza rUpiyA. (noMdha A pustakanI samAlocanA ame phebru-87mAM Apela che te ahIM rajU karIe chIe vAcaka zrI umAsvAti viracita A prazamarati granthanuM va. zrI motIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDiyAe karelA vistRta vivecana sahita prakAzana karavA badala zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayane khUba khUba dhanyavAda. me-1988) [113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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A granthanuM saraLa bhASAntara sahita vivecana. . motIcaMdabhAIe 1949-50 mAM lakheluM. te Aja sudhI aprakAzita hatuM. zrI motIcaMdabhAI sAcA dharmArAdhaka hatA. ane teo je kaMI dhArmika pustaka vAMcatA tenuM ciMtana-manana karI jIvanamAM utAratA ane te pachI teno lAbha janasamUhane maLe te mATe vistArathI vivecana sahita lakhatA. dararoja sAmAyika karavI ane kaMIka dhArmika ciMtana-manana ane lekhana karavuM evI temanI niyamita kAryapraNAlIne kAraNe teone samaya vyavasAyamAM rokAyela hovA chatA samAjane moTuM dhArmika-sAhitya ane dhArmika vicAronuM vivecana-graMthanuM pradAna karI zakayA che. teo zrI dharma sAhityanuM UMDuM jJAna dharAvatA hovAthI suMdara ane saraLa bhASA mAM pitAnA vicAronuM nirUpaNa karela che. prastuta pustaka temanI vidvattA, dhArmika jJAna, ane vicAra-lekhana kuzaLatAnI gavAhI pure che. temaNe svahaste karelI noMdha uparathI A vivecana temaNe 1950 mAM purUM karyuM che, ane I. sa. 1951 mAM temanuM nidhana thayuM che eTale A temanI chelI kRti gaNAya. pitAno viSaya vadhAre spaSTa karavA ane viSayanuM mahatva samajAvavA jarUra mujaba vidvAna munirAjanI pUjA saMgraha ane sajhAya vagerene ullekha yathAsthAne karela che. jema ke ATha bhedanI sajhAya (zrI mAnavijayajI) azaraNa bhAvanA paM. gaMbhIravijayajI, tathA zrI yazo. vijayajI mahArAje lakhelI batrIzIomAMthI paNa temaNe AdhAra ApI pitAnA vivecanane sATa banAvyuM che. pUrvanA vidvAna pUjya AcArya munivaronA sAhityamAMthI teoe karelA ullekho parathI temanuM keTaluM vizALa jJAna ane vAMcana hatuM te samajI zakAya che. temaNe AvA ghaNuM pustaka ApI samAjanuM uttama kArya karela che. - kA. ja. jozI dhanya che dharma tane ! pravacanakAra: AcArya zrI vijayavalabhasUrijI prakAzaka :- zrI AtmAnaMda jaina sabhA muMbaI "dhanya che dharma tane !" nAmanuM A pustaka pUjya gurudevanAM pravacanA hindI pustaka "valabha pravacana "nA prathama bhAgano gujarAtI ane vAda che. A anuvAda kArya vidvAna ane prasiddha lekhaka che. zrI kumArapALa desAInI yazasvI kalamathI thayuM che. prApti sthAna - zrI AtmAnaMda jaina sabhA 39/81 dhanajI sTrITa muMbaI 400003 kiMmata :- daza rUpiyA prakAzaka ane lekhakane hArdika abhinaMdana - zrI hIrAbhAI bI. zAha 114] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paramAnaMda pratye lekhaka-saMpAdaka:- zrI harilAla mohanalAla. zAha prApti sthAna dhI gujarAta cUba enDa seniTarI sTorsa khADiyA cAra rastA amadAvada 1. keIpaNa manuSya A pustaka vAMcIne Athe saMskRtine anurUpa jIvana jIvIne sAro nAgarika banI zake che. khoTI Teva chUTe che ane sArI Teva paDe che, gharanA sau koI rasapUrvaka vAMcI zake che ane jIvananA cAre ya purUSArtha-dharma-artha, kAma ane mokSamAM upayogI sAtvika vikAsanI preraNA Ape che, amRta mahotsava jevA prasaMgane jJAnapracAra tarIke ujavavAnI A "pustaka prakAzana'nI navI prathA prazasanIya ane anukaraNIya che. sUcanAH A pustaka zrImada rAjacandra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra, kobA (jI. gAMdhInagara) thI rUA. 12 bAra rUpiyAmAM maLI zakaze. lekhaka, saMpAdaka ane prakAzakane abhinaMdana - zrI hI. bhA. zAha saMsthA samAcAra yuvA zakti-saMzodhanano utkRSTa prayoga eTale vakatRtva spardhA koIpaNa samAjanI jIvAdorI jAgRta yauvana ane saMskArI yuvA peDhI para avalaMbita che samAjanI pragati, utkrAnti ane krAnti utsAhI ane cAritryazIla yuvA varga vinA zakaya che kharI? AjanI yuvA peDhI utsAhI to che, paraMtu A jamAnAnI asara kaLIyuganI viSamatA ane vaicArika mAnasane abhAva yuvAnane cAritryazIla saMskAre samRddha ane dhArmika saMskArothI suzobhita banAvaze ke kema ? te eka prANa prazna che, A praznane jIvana prazna samajI, navI peDhInAM ghaDataranuM kArya jJAnI vaDIlenA hAthamAM che. tema mAnanArI ApaNI sahunI paricita saMsthA jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA taraphathI amara upAdhyAyajI zrI vijayajI mahArAja sAhebanAM jIvana caritra para, sabhAnA holamAM tA. 5-7-85 nA roja lekhita parIkSAnuM susaMskRta Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM parIkSA ApanArI yuvatIo -yuvAnone utsAha, zista ane pratibhA joIne sabhAnA Ayeja kone AvI parIkSAo vAraMvAra javAnI preraNA maLI ane A preraNAnA phalasvarUpe yuvA zakti saMzodhananA utkRSTa prayAga tarIke eka suMdara vastRtva spardhAnuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM kumArI jayotibenanA sUcanathI ane sahunI saMmatithI spardhAno viSaya nakkI thaye, "vartamAna yugamAM zrIpAla rAjA ane mayaNAsuMdarInuM jIvana ApaNane zuM kahI jAya che?" 18 vyaktinA enTrI phArma sabhAne maLyA ane pachI tA. 24-4-88 ne ravivAre spardhA yojavAmAM AvI. ma-88) For Private And Personal Use Only

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ugatI uSAnA sathavAre, sUrajanA seAnerI kiraNenAM ajavALe sabhAnA hela eka navI tAjagI utsAha ane AnaMdathI zaiAbhI uThayA. sabhAnAM mukhya kamacArI aravidabhAI khUkha ja suMdara rIte sajAvelA A hAlamAM 10-30 kalAke hIzabhAi zAhe spardhAnA ane nirNAyakA zrI navInabhAI je. zAha ane kumArI jAti pI. zAhanI upasthitimAM tathA sabhAnuM mAsika AtmAna da prakAzane varSothI prasiddha karanAra sAhityapremI taMtrI zrI kAMtibhAI dozI, atithivizeSa zro arUNubhAI joSI ane sasthAne jIvaMta rAkhanAra kamITI membarezanI hAjarImAM kAyakrama zaru karavAnA Adeza ApyA. prabhu bhaktinAM su Mdara ane bhAvabhInAM vAtAvaraNamAM spardhA zarU karavA mATe ku. yeti pI. zAha ane ku. jAgRti sI. dezIe su Mdara kaTha sAthe vIranI stuti ane svAgata gIta raju karyuM. sasthAnA pramukhazrIe tarata ja prAsaMgika pravacanamAM AvI pravRttionu dhyeya suMdara rIte sidhdha karyu ane tyArabAda hAjara rahelA 5 kAnu` vakatavya raju thayuM dasa mheneA ane cAra bhAiee niDaratA, AtmavizvAsa sAthe su Mdara razailIthI zrIpALa mayaNAnA jIvananA rahasyA raju karyA spardhAne zeAbhAvatA zvetAe vakatavya sAMbhaLavAmAM evA tallIna banyA hatA ke keTalA samaya pasAra thaye ? tenA paNa koine khyAla na AvyeA, Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir spardhakAnA vakatavya pachI zrI kAMtibhAi dezIe pAtAnI AgavI sAhityika bhASAmAM uttama pravacana ApyuM ane sabhA dvArA prakAzita thaela 'dvAdazAra nayacakra' nA uddaghATananA prasa`ga sudara rIte vaDubyA ane aMtamAM kahyu ke AvAM pustakonAM vAMcako taiyAra karavA mATe AvI spardhA yAjavAmAM Ave che. teozrInAM pachI AjanAM kAryakramamAM atithivizeSa zrI arUNabhAI joSIe hradaya gama vakatavya ApyuM. teee jaNAvyuM ke AjanAM yuganI A vizeSatAM che ke AvI sAMskRtika kAryakramAmAM bhAIe karatAM vhenAnI saMkhyA dareka jagyAe vadhu hoya che zu' AjanAM yuvAnAne sAhitya sAthe koI nisbata nathI ? aMtamAM banne nirNAyakAnAM pravacana khAi zrI navInabhAie nirNaya jAhera karyo ane sabhAnA pramukhazrInA hAthe prathama traNa vijetAone InAmA ApI dareka, spardhakane zrI ja'bhusvAmI cAritranuM pustaka ApavAmAM AvyuM A uparAMta sva. vanItAbena kAMtIlAla saleAta C/o. nItA sADI senTara taraphathI dareka spardhakane eka sTIlanA glAsa bheTarUpe ApavAmAM AvyA. zvetAe tALIonA gaDagaDATa sAthe niSNu ya vadhAbyA. 116) kAryakramanI purNAhutimAM sabhAnA pramukhazrIe zrI atithivizeSazrInA, banne nirNAya ke nA. upasthita zrotAgaNanA ane A kAryakrama saphaLa banAvavAmAM sAtha ane sahakAra ApanAra zrI sajayabhAi ThAranA paNa AbhAra mAnya. ane yuvApeDhImAM paDelI suSupta zaktinAM paricaya pAmI sahu vikharAyA. A spardhAnA vijetAe 1 2 ka zrI manISa rasIkalAla mahetA zrI jIjJa mena navInabhAI zAha zrI ilAkSIbena bhupatarAya mahetA For Private And Personal Use Only InAma rU|. 101-00 71-.. 51-00 |smAtmAnaMda-prakAza

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zyA.havAha aoo. vijJA.6[, lekhaka : zrI navInabhAI je. zAha (meja2) A paNe agAunA aMkamAM jaina dharmamAM svAdavA da/ anekAMtavAda ane anizcitatA tathA sApekSavAda jevA vaijJAnika siddhAMtonI tulanA joI. a have A paNe bIjI keTalIka vaijJAnika Thearies ka95nA e syAdavAdane keTalI maLatI Ave che te joizu . A paNe jANIe chIe ke prakAza eka zaktinuM svarUpa che. temaja prakAzanA keTalAka niyamo parivartana, vakrIbhavana, vyatikaraNa vi. ghaTanAnI jANItI che. paraMtu mULabhUta vAta, pra* za zuM che ? alabatta A paNe te joI zakatA to nathI ja. tenuM parAvartanaja nihALI e chIe, prakAza kaNano banelo che ke taraMgane te viSe matamatAMtara pravarte che, nyuTana ema mAnatA hatA ke prakAza atyaMta nAnA sUphama kaNAne baneluM che tene Neuton's Corpuscler the only light kahe che, te pramANe prakAza kaNane banelA che. hAijInanI Theory mujaba prakAza Waves taraMga/mA jA' nA banelA che tene ween theory of light kahe che, - uparokta ane vAde prakAzanI amuka amuka ghaTanA e samajAvI zake che. te viSe vistAra aprastuta che. A bane keyaDAne ukela vaijJAnike e ramujamAM ukelyA che. (vaijJAniko paNa ramujI hoya che, te mujaba tamAre soma, budha ane zukravAre prakAza kaNane baneluM che paNa maMgaLa, gurU ane zanivAre prakAza tara gAnA bane che tema mAvuM. jayAre ravIvAre tamAre prakAza, kaNa ke taraMga ? tamane game tema mAnavAnI chUTa che ! che ne barAbara syAdavAda vAdanA adUbhUta pratipAdita karatA siddhAMta. bIjuM IlekaTrAna ke je paramANunuM nAnAmAM nAnuM avibhAjita aMga che. te IlekaTrAna zuM" che ? kaNa che ke taraMga ? te bAbata paNa anizcIta che. eTale ilekaTrona kaNa-taraMga, taraMga-kaNu tema bane mAnavAmAM Ave che. jyAre IlekaTrona sthira hoya tyAre te kaNa svarU5yAM ane gati kare tyAre taraMga svarUpamAM che ema mAnavuM paDe che. Ama ilekaTrona ke je paramANunI nAbhi AsapAsa atra, tatra, sarvatra pharyA kare che te IlekaTrona-kaNa taraMga, taraMga-kaNa ema traNene che tema mAnavuM rahetu'-syAdavAda vAdanI bIjI pratiti che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd. No. G. BV. 31 kIMmata dareke lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMtho # tArIkha 1-9-87 thI nIce mujaba raheze. * saMskRta graMtho kamata | gujarAtI prathA trizachI zalAkA puruSacaritam zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 40=00 mahAkAvyam 2-5 3-4 zrI zatru jaya girirAja darzana 10-00 pustakAre (mULa saMskRta ) 50-00 vairAgya jharaNA 3-00 trizaSTi zalAkA puruSacaritam upadezamALA bhASAMtara 30 dhuma kIzaya | mahAkAvyam pava 2-3-4 pa-00 e pratAkAre ( mULa saMskRta ) 5-00 namaskAra mahAma'tra 50-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakram bhAga 1 le 80-00 pU0 agama prabhA kara puNyavijayajI 100 dvAdazAra' nayacakram bhAga 2 zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMka 1 pAku khoI-DI'ga 80-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama bhAga 3 je 84-00 Atmavizuddhi strI nirvANa kevalI bhukti prakaraNa mULa 25-00 mukta ratnAvalI 1-00 jinadata AkhyAna 15-00 mukta mukatAvalI zrI sadhui-sAdhvI cagya Avazyaka jaina darzana mImAMsA , 5-0 0 kriyAsUtra pratA kAre zrI zatruMjaya tIrthanA paMdaramo uddhAra prAkRta vyAkraraNuma ahaMtu dhuma prakAza 2-00 50-00 AtmAnaMda cAvIzI 2-00 gujarAtI prathA brahmacaryuM cAritra pUjAditrayI sa'graha 5- zrI zrI pALa2AjAne rAsa 40-00 3 Amavalabha pUjA 5-00 zrI jANyuM ane joyuM pa-00 | cauda rAjalaka pUjA 2-00 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 je 15-00 | navapadajInI pUjA 5-00 zrI kathArana ke Sa bhAga 1 le 30- 0 0 | guru bhakti gaphulI saMgraha 2-00 AmaMkAti prakAza 5 00 | bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 | zrI jJAna pradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe 40 - 00 | huM ane mArI bA | le. ra1, pU A. zrIvi. kasturasUrIzvarajI e | jaina zAradA pUjanavidhi 0-50 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 25-00 | ja'bRsvAmI caritra 12-00 8 deg 20-00 deg deg 0 lakhA :- zrI jaina samAna 8 sabhA khA2geiTa, bhAvanaga2 (saurASTra) taMtrI : zrI kAntilAla je. dezI ema. e. prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeTha hemendra harilAla AnaMda prI. presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only