Atmanand Prakash Pustak 082 Ank 08

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531933/1

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Atma saMvata 91 ( cAlu ) vIra saM', 2512 | vikrama saMvata jeTha 2042 58 3 pa. pU. Ana'daghanajI mahArAja sAheba taja mata kumatA kuTila ke saMga, jAkI saMgate' kubuddhi upajata hai, paData bhajaname bha ga taja (1) kove ku kayA kapura cagAvata, dvAno lhAvata gaMga, khara ku' kI nA aragajuM lepana, markaTa AbhUSaNa aMga taja0 (2) kaDA bhaya payapAna pilAvata, viSa huM na tajata bhujaMga, Anandadhana prabhu kAlI kAMbalIyA, caDhata na dujo raMga taja (3) aDI kumaprivALA ane kuTila manuSyanI saMgatino tyAga karavAnI hita zikSA darzAvI che. kALI kAMkha nIne bIjo 2'ga caDhatA nathI- ema zrI AnandaghanajI u pa deze che, dubhatra ane abhavyane dhama' nI vAta sTecatI nathI. duryAnathI ane kusaMgatithI zubha dhyAna mAMthI bhraSTa thavAya che. tethI adhyAtma-jJAnIo e nAstika - zaTha manuSyathI dUra rahevuM joI e. prakAzaka : zrI jana AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara. pustaka : 83 ] juna-1986 [ aMka : 8 For Private And Personal Use Only

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110 111 a nu ke ma Na ko krama lekha lekhaka pRSTha (1) antarAtmAne nirdeza phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI zAha 109 jIvana-kalA sAmAjika kAryo mATe maLela pUjya gAMdhIjI bheTane upayoga kaI rIte kAMTAM rakhAnI joDI sI. rAjagopAlAcArI 113 dharmAbhAsa ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha sukhI thavAnI kaLA pa. pU. zrI kuMdaku davijayajI ma. sA. 117 (7) bhakti viNa nahi mukti rameza lAlajI gAlA 118 (8) sa ya zuM ? e zI rIte maLe ? pa. pU. hemacaMdrAcArya raNavIra (10) samakti saMkalana : hIrAlAla bI. zAha 123 (11) A page upakAra karIne bhulI javuM vinubhAI gulAbacaMda zAha 124 115 12 0 121 A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya (1) zrI hIrAlAla jamanAdAsa zAha -bhAvanagara (2) zrI mahIpatarAya jamanAdAsa zAha-bhAvanagara (3) zrI rajanIkAnta bAbulAla zAha-bhAvanagara jeTha suda 1 ravivAra zrI AtmAnaMda sabhAnI varSagAMTha niyata kAryakrama mujaba zrI tAla devajagiri para tIrthakara bhagavAna zrI sumatinAthanA darzana ane pUjAnI jha khanA sabhAnA sabhyone hRdaye vasI hatI, savAranA 9-10 sudhImAM sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhyo hAjara thaI gayA. cA-pANI patAvIne sahu u9lAsa ane uma gabhara pUjA karavA pahoMcI gayA. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu tathA zrI sumatinAtha prabhunI pUjA karI, snAtramAM hAjara thaI gayA. pachI khUba A nada ane bhaktipUrvaka pUjAno lAbha lIdhA. duniyAnI ja jALamAMthI eka divasa to chUTayA--ane bhaktinA lAbha sArA maLe--tethI punita ane dhanya divasa sahue mAnyA. A rIte bIjI yAtrA vakhate sArI saMkhyAmAM sabhyo hAjara rahe tevI namra vinaMtI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI pAna taMtrI : zrI pipaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata vi. saM. ra04ra jeTha : juna-1986 varSa : 83] [ aMka : 8 AnaMdaghana jIvana pragaTAvavA * antarAtmAne nirdeza 4 lekhaka phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI zAha kaSTotaNAM nirmANathI abhibhUta thaI gabharAya zuM? zraddhAvaDe saMsAracIle kApatA karamAya zuM ? AvI maLe che je prasaMge azubha ke zubhane viSe, karI tulyavRtti zAMtithI kara citta saMyama daza dize. nA tuccha tuM ! nathI dIna tuM ! sAmarthya tArU je rahyuM, saMtapta kAM kara citta hAruM ! Ayu niSphaLa je vahyuM, nilepa banavA mohajala saMparkathI taiyAra thaI, zubha sAdhavA sAkSI banI durvAsanA jItI laI. ekatra karavA te baLo je mudra icchAnA hatA, Idriya taNA cAMca0thI je china bhinna thayA hatA, saMyama karI tuM ja te samyakatva dRSTimAM have, roLAya tArA caraNamAM adhyAtmanI siddhi jave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* * * che jIvaLI-kabI. # # jagatamAM sAdhana-sAmagrI pUratAM pramANamAM che. jIvanamAM avasara ane jIvananA sAdhano prAya: sahu mATe samAna che. keTalAka leke maLela avasarane sonerI avasara banAvI de che. sAdhanane mahAna upakaraNa rUpa banAvI le che ane jIvanane saphaLatAnA zikhara para laI jAya che. keTalAka lo ke senerI takane miTTImAM mIlAvI de che. eka gADImAM traNa musAphara saphara karI rahyA hatA. eka bhAratIya, eka jApAnI eka cInI. rastAmAM eka sTezana AvyuM. traNe jaNe zeraDIne eka eka TUkaDo kharIdyo. bhAratIya zeraDInA TUkaDA karI, cUsI tanA chatAM DabbAmAMja pheMkI dIdhA. DabbAmAM gaMdakI phelAI mAkhIo baNabaNavA lAgI. jApAnIe cAkU vaDe zeraDI chalI, TukaDA karyA cUsI ane chatA vagere eka kAgaLanA TUkaDAmAM paDIkuM banAvI DabbAmAM mUkI dIdhuM. cInAe cAku kADhayuM, zeraDI cholI, chIlakA utArI judA rAkhI dIdhAM. zeraDInA TUkaDA cUsyA ane chotA kacarAnA DabbAmAM nAkhI dIdhA. pachI begamAMthI raMganI pyAlI kADhI, chalakAne raMgyA. tarakIbathI kApIne sarakhA karyA, ane eka sarasa paMkhe banAvyo. bIjuM sTezana AvyuM tyAre te paMkho eka rUpiyAmAM vecI dIdhe. zeraDI kharIdI hatI phakta 20 paisAmAM. zeraDI khAdhI ane chilakAMnA eka rUpiyA upajAve. jIvana kalA asAramAMthI sAra kheMcavAnuM zikhave che. nirUpayogI ane bekArane paNa upayogI banAvavuM-te jIvana kalA. patnIne eka TANe tulasIdAse sAMbhaLyA ane bhagImAthA yogI banI gayA, patnInI haMsI ane AMsU saha juve che paNa subhadrAne eka AMsU dekhIne, dhanajI bhegonI viSama jALamAMthI nIkaLI ganI naukA upara AruDha thaI gayA. maDaduM te sahu juve che paNa siddhArthakumAre eka maDaduM joyuM ane jIvananI asAratAne bodha pAmI sAdhanA mATe nIkaLI paDayA. - kalakattAmAM eka nivRtta nyAyAdhIza sAMje pharavA nIkaLyA hatA. jhuMpaDI pAse Avela eka buDhAe putrIne avAja dIdhe, "beTI ! saMdayA thayAne keTalo samaya vIA gaye. haju sudhI te dIvA prakaTAvyA nathI." nyAyAdhIze ciMtanamAM DUbakI mArI, mArA jIvanamAM saMdhyA DhaLyAne keTalAya samaya vItI gayo che. haju meM paNa dIpaka pragaTAvyo nathI." jIvanamAM parivartana AvyuM. gharanI javAbadArI putrone soMpI saMnyasta svIkArI lIdhuM. jaina jagata nA saujanyathI 110 [ mAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAmAjika kAryo mATe maLela bheTano upayoga kai rIte ? * pUjya gAMdhIjI ane te hAra mArI patnI mATe hate. te bheTa bAra-vigraha pUrNa thayo hato. yuddha-pharaja- paNa prajAkIya kAryane laIne hatI. tethI tene mAMthI mukta banyo hato. mane lAgyuM ke bhArata bIjAthI alaga na pADI zakAya. je sAMje AvI mane bolAvI rahela che. mitro paNa Agraha karI bheTa mane maLI te rAte mane UMgha na AvI. rahyAM che. ane ahIM vadhu rahevAthI mAruM kArya becana mane meM rUmamAM AMTA mAryA karyA; paNa paise banAvavAmAM jhukI paDe ! ukela na sU. bheTa jatI karavI te paNa muzkela tethI meM sahakAryakarone mane mukta karavA hatuM ane te rAkhavI paNa teTaluM ja muzkela hatu. vinaMtI karI. ghaNI muzkelI bAda mArI mAgaNI jo huM rAkhuM te mArA bALako ane mArI eka zarate mAnya rahI- je samAjane jarUra patnIne zuM lAge? teone saMpUrNa sAdagInA paDe to mAre pharI AphrIkA javuM. zarata kaparI paMthanI tAlIma apAtI hatI. sevAnuM vaLatara hatI chatAM neha-baMdhane mArI pAse te zarata phakata sevA ja. "mAnya rakhAvI. mArA gharamAM kImatI alaMkAra na hatA. Izvare mane sneha taMtuthI bAMdhI che. ane amAruM jIvana sAdAInA 5the saratuM hatuM. te huM tenI baMdI chuM , -mIrAbAI, pachI amArI pAse senAnI ghaDiyALa kema hAI mAre mATe paNa A sneha-taMtu teDavAnuM zake? ame sonAnA hAra kema paherI zakIe? azakaya hatuM. A vakhate huM phakta nAtAlanA hIrAnI vIMTIo kema paherIya? bIjI bAju saMparkamAM hato. nAtAlanA ja hindIoe mane prema huM jhaverAtanA AkarSaNa para vijaya meLave tema amRtathI navaDAvI dIdho hato. vidAya-sabhAo upadeza ApatuM hatuM. te have A jhaverAtanuM Thera Thera yojavAmAM AvI. kIMmatI bheTa mane mAre zuM karavuM ? dharavAmAM AvI. A bheTomAM sonuM, cAMdI uparAMta meM nakkI karyuM ke A bheTe huM na rAkhI zakuM. hIrA jaDita vastuo paNa hatI. meM eka TrasTI maMDaLano DrAphaTa taiyAra karyo, temAM A ravIkAravAne mane zo adhikAra? svI. rUstamajI pArasI ane bIjAne TrasTI tarIke kArIne huM ema kahI zakuM ke meM vaLatara vinA nImyAM. bIjI savAre mArI patnI ane saMtAne sevA ApI che? mArA asIlonI bheTa sivAya sAthe carcA vimarSa karyo ane chevaTe A bhAre tamAma bheTa samAjanI sevA mATe hatI. bejamAMthI mukta banyA. eka hAranI kiMmata pacAsa gInI thatI hatI- bALako e mArI darakhAsta sahelAIthI svIkArI juna-86] [111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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tame lIdhI. teoe kahyuM, "A kImatI bheTenI ApaNe oLakhuM chuM. tame mArA dAgInA paDAvI lIdhA. jarUra nathI ApaNe te samAjane pAchI soMpavI tame mane tenI sAthe paNa zAMtimAM rahevA na de. joIe. jarUra paDaze to ApaNe sahelAIthI tame putravadhUo mATe alaMkAra lAvI rahyA hoya kharIdI zakazuM." huM khUba khuza thayA. "have tame tevI kalpanA paNa huM kema karI zakuM? tame te tamArI mAtAne samajAvazo ne ?-meM kahyuM. atyArathI mArA putrane sAdhu banAvI rahyA cho. teoe kahyuM, "cokkasa. A amAruM kArya. nahi, alakAro pAchA nahIM ja apAya. vaLI temane alaMkAra paheravAnI jarUra nathI. amAre mAja 'mAre mArA hAra upara Apane zo adhikAra? mATe temane rAkhavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. jyAre meM javAba Apyo, "zuM te hAra tamane amAre jarUra nathI tyAre temaNe te jatAM karavAmAM mArI sevA badala ke tamArI sevA mATe apAya zA mATe nA pADavI paDe?' paNa bolavuM saheluM che, karavuM agharuM che. Ie karela sevA mArI patnIe kahyuM, "tamAre bhalene jarUra na barAbara che, meM rAta divasa Apane mATe zrama hAya. tamArA bALakane paNa jarUra na hoya. uThAvyo che. mArA upara kAmano Dhagalo khaDaka ApanI zehamAM, bhale ApanA sUramAM sUra purAve che, ane mane azruo sArI banAvI che. A huM paheruM temAM ApanI paravAnagI na ja maLe badhuM meM ApanI sevA khAtara karyuM che." paNa mArI putra-vadhUo mATe zuM ? temane to te dhAradAra vacane hatA. keTalAka hRdaya saMsajarUra hoya ja. kone khabara kAle zuM bane ? ravA paNa nIkaLI gayA. paNa meM te alaMkAra prema pUrvaka apAyela bheTa jatI karavAmAM huM pAchA ApavAno nirNaya lIdho hato. chevaTe eka chelalI ja raIza." yA bIjI rIte temane samajAvavAmAM mane saphaLatA A pramANe dalIlono dhodha vaheto bo maLI. 1896 thI 1901 sudhImAM maLelI badhI ane chevaTe temAM abudhArA paNa bhaLI. paNa bALako bheTa suprata karavAmAM AvI. 'sTa-DIDa taiyAra makkama hatAM ane huM aDaga hato. naramAza karavAmAM AvyuM. beMkamAM thApaNa rUpe mukavAmAM thI kahyuM, "bALakane te haju have paraNAvavAnA Avyo. tene upayoga mArI IcchA mujaba ke che. temane nAnI vayamAM ApaNe paraNAvavA TrasTIonI IcchA mujaba samAja mATe vAparavAnuM mAgatA nathI ja. jyAre teo moTA thaze tyAre nakakI karavAmAM AvyuM. teo pitAnuM saMbhALI leze. vaLI ApaNuM ' A nirNayane mane kadI pastAvo thayo nathI putre mATe ApaNe alaMkAronI zokhInI patnI ane mArI patnIne paNa temAM ja DahApaNa che tema o lAvavA mAgatA nathI, ema chatAM jyAre samajAyuM. A nirNaye amane ghaNAM pralobhanejarUrata ubhI thaze tyAre huM to chuM ja. tyAre mAMthI bacAvI lIdhAM che. tame mane kahI zakaze." huM mAro spaSTa mata che ke prajAkIya kArya. zuM huM tamane pUchuM? huM Apane barAbara e kadI kIMmatI bheTa svIkAravI joIe nahi. kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM kaI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati mudraNa doSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDam. -taMtrI. 112) [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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A Pair of Sandals ( kAMTAM 2khALI. je.DI. lekhaka : sI. rAjagopAlAcArI manalanapura duSkALa grasta gAma. temAM ardha "teo ahiM che?" bhUkhyA rahetA camArone vasavATa. mocInA temAMnI eka che. bIjo anAja levA dhaMdhAthI nirvAha calave. paNa te gAmamAM Aju AvyuM nathI paNa tenI patnI anAja mATe bAjunA gAmanuM haTANuM sAruM. tethI sattA AvI che." dhIzoe tADInI dukAnanI paravAnagI Apela. A macI banI vasAhata vALuM gAmaDuM tADIne "zuM teoe gunho kabUle che?" chakajAmAM phasAyeluM te gaI rAtre DhIMcIne Avela ane tenI duSkALa rAhata mATe tyAM kedra ame sthApyuM. patnI sAthe kaMkAsa karatA hatA. AkhuM gAma amArA Agrahane vaza banI teoe tADI nahI jANe che. teo e gunho kabUlavo joIe." pIvAnI pratijJA lIdhela. teoe te vacana meM kahyuM, "teo zuM kahe che? pALyuM paNa kharuM. gunhegAre kahyuM, "gaI kAle huM mArI patnI eka vakhata mArI kuTira pAse mocI leAkA sAthe kajiyo karato hata- te vAta sAcI, zuM sAthe munima Ave. gurUvAre Azrama pAsethI mANasa potAnI patnI sAthe kalaha na karI zake? adha kiMmate anAja temane maLatuM. meM puchayuM, paraNita jIvanamAM zuM AvuM na bane? zuM banyuM che? te tADI DhIMcI che ke nahi, ke Aropa " kaza nahi teoe Aje tADI pIdhI che. pATe che ke nahi teTaluM ja jaNAva, tamArAmAM ame Apane tenI tapAsa karavA vinaMtI karavA eka paNa tADI kharIde te amAre AkhA gAma AvyA chIe." mATenI rAhata baMdha karavI paDe." A vakhate huM anya maMDaLane patra lakhavAnA teNe kahyuM, "te vAta juThI che !" kAmamAM hate. meM adhIratAthI kahyuM. "Aje je tame mane kahyu, " bajAA zuM karyuM che ?" tADInA paisA bharyA hoya te tema artha nIkaLe teoe kahyuM ke te vAta sAcI che. banne ke tame bajhAra bhAve anAja kharIdavAnA paisA kaMkAsa karatA hatA, paNa pIdhA-bAbata ame kazuM dharAve che. have ame rAhata baMdha karI daIe jANatA nathI. tame pIvA IcchatA ho te tema karo." meM gunhegArane pUchyuM, "to pachI munie meM pUchyuM, "gunhegAra keNa keNa che? tArA para ja kema Aropa mUke? zuM tene munie kahyuM, "be mANase." tArA pratye abhAva ke koI graMthI che?" juna-86] [113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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teNe kahyuM, hA, che ja; kAraNa ke TekarI para "hA" kAma karavA gayelA che teonuM anAja TikiTa "A rahyuM cAmaDuM je tamane piSe che. tene para levAmAM Ave che. te vAta meM khullI pADI che. tamArA baMne hAthamAM lo." meM tene mArA senDala meM munimane kahyuM, "Ama che kharuM?" batAvyA. munie kahyuM, A vRddha puruSane pUcho ke tenA teNe te hAthamAM lIdhA. putre tADI pIdhI che ke nahi. te gunhegArane have huM boluM tema bolo-IzvaranI sAkSIe, pitA che ane mArA pitAne bhAI che ! enI cAmaDInA rogaMda pUrvaka kahuM chuM - rAda praznanI patAvaTa kare." meM te vRddhane kahyuM, zuM tAre putre tADI te pramANe te be. pIdhI hatI ?" meM pUchayuM, tArA putre tADI pIdhI hatI?" "te kajiye karate hato te vAta sAcI." vRddha puruSe tarataja ekarAra karyo ane mArA are tene toDI pIdhI hatI ke nahi? tarapha pahoLI AMkhe joI rahyo. te vRdhe kahyuM, "nA, teNe tADI nathI pIdhI. mAro zvAsa thaMbhI gayo. kyAreka camatkAra phakta takarAra cAlatI hatI." bane che paNa A camakAre to mane AMjI dIdhe. munie kahyuM, te vAta tene sogaMda pUrvaka meM yuvAnane kahyuM, "upara mujaba tU segaMda kahevAnuM kahe." leze ne ?. meM kahyuM, "Apa sahu A vRddhanA sogaMda me mAneluM ke te potAnI mULa vAtane vaLagI para kIdhelA zabdo svIkAraze ? " raheze. teoe saMmatti ApI. teNe senDala upADayA ane kahyuM, "hA, meM kevI rIte ane kyAM sogaMda levarAvavA tenI tADI pIdhI hatI. A rIte na bhUlAya tevA mArA manamAM gaDamathala cAlI. teo belela prasaMga patI gaye. vAtamAM pharI bese. evI mane zraddhA na hatI, vRdhe pitAnA putranI tarapheNamAMja Teke A . e vakhate mArA kAMTA rakhA mane mUka rIte hato. have khAlI vidhi patAvI, vAta para paDade kahetA hatA, "nA, tame zraddhA mAM DagamagI gayA pADI devAnuM mane mana thayuM. mArAM bAra varSanA hatA- bhUla hatI. satya ane mAna (ahobhAva) berisTaranA anubhava e taraphaja DhaLatA hatA. mRtyu pAmatA ja nathI." . jyAre A upara huM vicArato hato tyAre mArI kharekhara kAMTA rakhA phakta upayogIja cIja najara nIce paDelA mArA senDala" para paDI. nathI paNa teo garIba micIo mATe "roTalo meM vRddhane belA. ane zraddhAnuM pratIka che. dareka mAnavIe te tame badhAM cAmaDA dvArA jIvana nirvAha paherIne dhImethI temaja mAnabharI lAgaNI dharAvI kare che, kharuM ne? cAlavuM ghaTe. 114] [amiAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhama.bhA.sa. le. ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha naDIAda sata puruSe kahI gayA che ke, bhagavAna che, te nityanitya che, avinAzI che, acaLa che, AtmAne bahAramAM DhaMDhavAnI jarUra nathI, teto sanAtana che. tamArI bhItaramAMja rahelo che te deharUpI maMdiramAM kasturI mRganI nAbhimAM che, chatAM suvAsa akhaMDa, AnaMda, jJAna, sukhamAM birAje che kayAMthI Ave che, tenI tene samaja nathI tethI kAraNa ke te tenA guNo che. bhagavAnane bahAramAM te meLavavA tyAM tyAM jhAMvA nAkhe che ane mAthA zodhavo te mAnavInI mUrkhatA che; tamAre AmAM paTakI kare che, te kevaLa tenI bhrAMtija che, che ja bhagavAna che; tenuM tamane darzana thayuM nathI pitAnAmAM ane tene zodhe bahAra te te male eTale tenA pratye tamane zaMkA che ane dehane ja kharI? kyAMthI male. e ja pramANe pote Ana da mAnI rahyA cho. kharekhara huM eTale AtmA jJAna-sukha rUpa hovA chatAM ajJAnatAne vaza vatI ane Ama eTale bhagavAna; AmAmAM je mULa bahAranA padArtho jevA ke, strI-dravya-vADI gADI guNe paDayA che; tenuM pragaTIkaraNa karI e eTale bAga-bagicA-baMgalA, kuTuMba, parivAradiApaNe paNa bhagavAna. je je bhagavate thayA mAM thI sukha zodhate bhamyA kare che ane chevaTe pahelAM ApaNA jevA ja bhaTakatA AmA thAya che duHkhane anubhava eTale pastAya che; hatA, teo e prathama samakti praduta karyuM pilA mRganI jema ApaNe saMsArarUpI ja galamAM ane AtmAne AtmAthI oLakhI temAM puruSArtha viSayarUpI kAMTAomAM sugaMdharUpI sukha zodhIe temaja vIryane pheravatAM, svasvarUpamAM ramamANa chIe ane chevaTe duHkhI thaIe chIe. rahI rAga-dvaSane vilIna karI kevaLajJAnano Avi - ajJAnadazA eja saMsAra sAgaramAM DubakIo kAra karyo ane prabhutAnuM pragaTIkaraNa karyuM, te - khAvAnuM mukhya kAraNa che, te daSTAMta dvArA atre pramANene puruSArtha ApaNe je A carIe te samajAvavAmAM Ave che. eka bebI taLAvanA ApaNe paNa pUrNatAne pAmIe je niHzaMka Are lUgaDAM dhoI rahyo hato, te jagyAe eka hakIkata che. prabhutA prApta karavA mATe bIje kaI vRkSa hatuM, tenA para samaDIe mALo bAMdhe hata; rAha nathI temaja te koIne IjA nathI. aMdha- te mALamAM samaDIe hIrA-mANeka jaDIta survaNamamAM adhama mAnavI paNa je vibhAvamAMthI sva. ne hAra, je rAjAnI rANI agAsImAM snAna bhAvamAM Ave, ane vItarAga bhagavate batAvela la karI rahI hatI teNe snAna karatI vakhate gaLA che ? AdhyAtmika patha prayANa kare to te paNa mAMthI kADhI bAjumAM mUkyo hato te upADI lAvI pUrNatAne pAmI zake che. mALAmAM mukI hate, tenuM pratibiMba pANImAM tuja te che" te jevo che tevo jANI paDI rahyuM hatuM. te dazya joIne, bebIne lAgyuM sukhI thA, matvA dhIre harSa zeka jAti" ke, hIrA-mANeka jaDIta suvarNa hAra pANInA te bhagavAnane jANI dhIra puruSa rAga-dveSa taje taLIe paDela che. te kADhavA mATe teNe athAka juna-86] [115 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prayatna karyo paNa te hAra te meLavI zake nahi. kAMI karI zake nahi; mATe AtmAnA guNo deha. chatAM meLavavA prayatna cAluja hatuM. sAMja mAMthI pragaTe nahi, game teTalI keziza karavAmAM paDI te daramyAna eka saMta tyAM padhAryA, temaNe Ave chatAM deha te jaDa che, tene kAMI samaja dhobIne pUchayuM ke, A zuM karI rahyA cho ? nathI, te kAMI jANatuM nathI, jANanAra, dekhanAra dhobI be hAra je pANIne taLIe paDele te aMdara beThe che, tyAM tene ze che. kartA bhaktA che te kADhI rahyo chuM. saMta nirIkSaNa karyuM ane (saMsArIpaNAmAM) paNa teja che. je kAMI gaNo bIne kahyuM, hAra pANImAM nathI, te te vRkSa te "teja" che mATe tene oLakhe, tene be paranA samaDInA mALAmAM che. tene je dekhAya che; ane tenuM pragaTIkaraNa kare. eTale ke jJAnadarzana, te to tenuM pratibiMba che; AkhI jIMdagI sudhI cAritranuM pragaTIkaraNa karo Aja A dhyAtmika A pramANe karyA karIza te paNa hAra te tArA rAha che, patha che, dhorI mArga che. bIje kaMI hAthamAM Avaze nahi. je vastu jyAM hoya tyAM rAha nathI, patha nathI. mATe satya samajI e satya tene zodhavAmAM Ave te jarUra male, mATe jhADa AcarIe ane satyamAM zraddhA rAkhI AgaLa para caDha ene mALAmAMthI te meLava, te vRkSa para vadhIe. dharma bahAramAM nathI te to kevaLa dharmA. caDa ane mALAmAMthI hA2 laI AvyA. te bhAsa che. dharmane bahAra na hRDha aMdara ja pramANe vivekI sajajane ! AtmatattvarUpI karo jarUra maLaze prayatna karo, purUSArtha Acare rana je potAnAmAM ja che. eTale je te tyA zodhe AtmAnI anubhUti karo, samakita prAdurbhata karo, te ja te tyAMthI maLe tema che, bahAra zodhatA amAnA guNonuM pragaTIkaraNa karI, ane te patha te kadI paNa male nahi. para AgaLa baDhatA chevaTe kevaLajJAnano AviSkAra karo ame purNatAne pAmo. karavA jevuM je kAMI cetananA dharmo cetanamAM che (guNa), jaDanA che te Aja che, bIju phephAM khAMDavA jevuM che. guNe jaDamAM che (dharmo) eka dravya bIjA dravyanuM kAMI hAtha lAgaze nahi, A zAne sAra che. he jIva! hArA zarIrarUpa vAvaDImAM AyuSyarUpa jalane kALa (divasa-rAta) rU5 araghaTTa prati samaya kSaNe kSaNe ulecI ja rahela che, te have tuM nizre kALakrame eka kSaNe avazya 3 maraNa pAmavAne ja che. te jayAM sudhImAM tuM nirA bAdha jIvana jIvI rahela che, tyAM sudhImAM puNyanuM bhAthuM bAMdhI le, jethI kadAcit cite maraNarUpa vidAya levAno avasara Ave te hune jarA paNa duHkha na thAya !!! he puNyAtman ! have to tuM jarA bedha pAma! have te to A jagatanA padArthonI mAyA mamatA mUka! jANI joIne, ke hAthe karIne tuM zA mATe hArA AtmAne pramAdavanamAM bhaTakAve che? jo tuM hamaNuM nahi samaje te nizci bhavAMtaramAM tuM ghaNuM du khAne pAtra-bhAjana banIza. je du:khone bhogavatAM tyAre te damaja nIkaLI jaze, ane pastAvAne te pAra ja nahi rahe ! mATe haju paNa ceta !! For Private And Personal Use Only

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sukhI thavA.chI. kaLa.. , pU. munirAjazrI kuMdakuMdavijayajI ma. sAheba a, nRpati sabhA bharIne beTho hate. kavio yazagAna karatA hatA. nagarajano ane sAmaMtothI sabhA cikkAra hatI. eTalAmAM sabhAmAM cAra sAdhake AvyAM. ghaNA samayathI rAjA sAcA sAdhakanI zodhamAM hato. vaLI te satsaMga-premI hato teNe sAdhakanuM ucita sanmAna karyuM. besavAne Asana ApyAM. yathAvidhi vaMdanA karI rAjAe prArthanA karI. ApanA AgamanathI sabhA pAvana thaI. Apane kaI vastunI jarUrata hoya te AjJA karo." prathama sAdhake kahyuM, "rAjana ! amane kaIne kaI ApanAra maLI rahe che. A5 Api te ThIkane na Ape taiye ThIka. "te Apa e batAve " rAjAe pUchayuM, " Apa A duHkhI duniyAmAM sukha kevI rIte mAnI rahyA che?" mArA sukhamAM aMtarAya karanArane koI paNa bhege pIsI nAkhIne mArA hakkanuM sukha meLavI lauM chuM." pahelA sAdhake jaNAvyuM. rAjAe kahyuM, "Apane kazuM maLI zakaze nahi." upara mujaba bIjA sAdhakane pUchavAmAM AvyuM teNe kahyuM, "mArA adhikAranA sukhamAM tarAya nAkhanArane huM ghauMmAMnA kAMkarAnI jema vINI vINIne dUra karuM chuM. tethI mArA sukhamAM kadI khAmI AvatI nathI." rAjAe sAdhakanA caraNamAM daza rUpiyA mUkyA, ane kahyuM, ApanA mATe ATaluM ja dhAryuM che." - trIjA sAdhake teja prazna sAMbhaLI, uttara Apyo "huM duHkhI saMsArane ja sukha mAnIne jIvuM chuM. ghauM maLe ke kAMkare. je maLe tene peTamAM padharAvI AnaMda mAnuM chuM. mArA adhikAranA sukhane huM bIjAnI pAsethI manAvI paTAvI meLavI lauM chuM." rAjAe tenA caraNamAM eka so rUpiyA mukyA. praNAma karIne kahyuM, "ApanI jIvana caryA ATalA mUvayanI che." rAjAe cothA sAdhakane pUchayuM, "mahAnubhAva! Apa jIvanamAM kevI rIte sukha meLave che ?" sAMbhaLe rAjan ! bIjA naMbaranA sAdhaka karatAM mAruM jIvana ulaTuM che. teo jyAre ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA vINIne kADhI nAkhavAmAM mukha mAne che tyAre huM kAMkarAmAM chUTA chavAyA paDelA (anusaMdhAna pAnA naMbara 119 upara) juna-86] [117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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# bhakita, viNa ihi mukita, gi lekhaka - rameza lAlajI gAlA-lAyajA moTA che ke je dharma maLyo hovA chatAM je samaju vizvanAM samasta cha sukha, zAMti ne mAnavI adharma Acaraze te tenA jevo pApI sAhebIne vadhAre jhaMkhe che paNa pitAne karela jIve A duniyAmAM bIje kaI haze ke kema te kRtyothI ene divase ne divase ulaTuM ja jevA prazna thaze. sAMsArika sukhonI te ghelachA bhava maLe che tethI nirbaLa banatuM jAya che ane bhaTakAvanAra thAya che tyAre dharma taraphanI ghelA parAdhInatA bhogave che. paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke bhaTakAvanArane aTakAve che ane chevaTe sadgati AvA saMjogo hovA chatAM je mAnavI potAnI paNa apAve che. mANasAIne na choDe te kahe che ke devatA paNa dharma tarapha vimukha banelA mAnavIne upadezaka ene namaskAra kare che kAraNa karI ga sUtramAM pharamAve che ke he mAnavI samudranI vacce paDelA kahyuM che ke jasTa dhamma sayA maNa devADapi te ratna ciMtAmaNi zodhavo muzkela che tema A namasaMti eTale ke dhyAvata, ahisAvata, bhavasamadramAM paDI gadhelA mAnava bhavane pharI dharmavaMta, lAgaNIvaMta vagere vizeSaNovALA zodho mahA muzkela che mATe huM mAnavI ! ceta ! manuSya pUjaka gaNAya che pachI bhale sAdhu hoya ceta ! jarA cetIne DagalAM mAMDa. nahiM te kAdavake saMsArI. mAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM bhAre paDaze jema nAnakaDo atyAranA samayamAM mAnavI pote nirguNI ziyALa jevo prANI e rAvata jevA moTA hAthIne banI gayA che eTale na karavA jevuM karI nAkhe ThagI mahA kIcaDamAM pheMkI dIdhe eTaluM ja nahi che eTaluM ja nahi paNa durAcAra ne bhraSTAcAra paNa yamadhAma pahoMcADI dIdhuM. te ApaNane zuM Acarate vaI gayo che sarva jIvomAM jJAnamaya, sAMsArika lAlasA rUpa ziyALa mAnava rU5 airApraganirAla jA keI jIva hoya te pRthvI upara vata hAthIne bhA vata hAthIne bhavarUpa kAdavamAM kheMcAvI nahiM be page cAlanAre manuSya ja che te ja manuSya make ? ane yamadhAma rUpa adhogatimAM nahiM Aje pragati ne badale agati tarapha prayANa pahoMcADaze? karI rahyo che. Agama kahe che ke uttama, uttamottama, madhyama, zAstramAM manuSyane mokSane adhikArI gaNe vimadhyama, adhama ane adhamAdhama ema cha che kAraNa deva nAraka ane tiryaMca pitAne dharma prakAranA manuSyamAMthI chellA be prakAranA manuSyomATenI hina sAmagrI-sAmagrI na maLavAne lIdhe ne choDI daIe te paNa pahelA cAra prakAranA teo vizeSa dharma AcarI zakatA nathI jyAre manuSya uttarottara sadAcAravALA hoya che paNa manuSyane badhI sAmagrI maLI hovA chatAM zAMtine AjanA kaLiyuganA samayamAM eka paNa e mArge javAne badale sAMsArika sukho pAchaLa deTa manuSya nathI ke je mokSane adhikArI hoya mUkI rahyo che. pUrvAcAryA te cokhkhuM kahI dIdhu arthAt paramazAMtine pAmI zake. 118] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhautikavAdanA abhyAsIo AvatI kAlane asanmArge jaI rahyA che e zuM anucita nathI ? tuccha mAnI kahe che ke Aje to majhA karIe Aje evA paNa ThagI jevA hoya che. dekhAya kAle keNa dIThI? enA anusaMdhAnamAM hita che ke pite zubha kAryo karI na zake ane je kArIo kahe che ke are bhalA ! jene tuM mane karate hoya ene aTakAvavA joradAra prayatno che temAM tuM hAjara che ane jene nathI mAnato karato hoya ahIM paNa jJa nI bhagavaMte kahe che temAM paNa tuM ja hAjara che ema samaja. mATe ke he mAnavI ! tane jo bhavAtare sukha ja joitu samayAnusAra zubha kAryo karI paramArtha zodhI le. haya duHkha jarAya gamatuM na hoya to bIjA jethI bhaviSyamAM kalyANavata thaI zake. vaLI, he vaDe karAvAtA zubhakAryomAM aMtarAya rUpa na thA mAnava ! mahA punyAne maLelA mAnava dehane nahiM te AnuM pariNAma tane duHkhamAM bhegavavuM visarI jaIza te pharI tane A mAnava deha paDaze. ane bIjI vaDe karAvAtA zubha kAryomAM maLe muzkela thaze. kAraNa mAnavI dhAre to jo tu sArUpa hoIza-rAjI hAiza-anumodanA mukti ane dhAre to nigodamAM paNa jaI zake karIza te cekakasa zubha pariNAmono aMdhakArI AvI tAkAta anya kaI paNa emAM nathI. banIza. vadha re to zuM ? mATe ja he mAnavI - paramazAMtinI jhaMkhanA tane rageragamAM hoya samaya maLe che sAdhanA mATe, te mahA puruSa vaDe batAvelA mArge gamana kara. - sAdhavuM hoya te sAdha, e vagara tAruM kalyANa nathI nathI, ne nathI. nahiM te pastAIza pAchaLathI, jayAM haze aMdhAruM gADha. eka kavie paNa sAcuM kIdhuM che ke... AvuM ati suMdara vANInuM upadeza hovA je tane joIe paramazAMti te bhajI le chatAM bhoga vilAsI mAnavI samAne badale 'AmAM "mAM bhakti. (anusaMdhAna pAnA naMbara 117nuM cAlu) ghauMne vINIne sukha mAnuM chuM. sukha ane adhikAra e chInavI levAne ke baLAtkAra meLavavAno viSaya nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa ene duniyAmAMthI DUbakI mArI sukhane zodhI levuM paDe che. jamathI Aja sudhImAM duHkha ja dukha bhegavatAM jeTaluM sukha anAyAse sAMpaDI jAya tene huM jIvanane naphe mAnuM chuM. jIvana vyApAramAM khoTa AvI paDe te te bheLavI levAmAM huM anerI kahejajata mAnuM chuM. ApanI bheTa mane jarUrI nathI." cothA sAdhakanA vAkyathI rAjAne uMDI asara thaI, siMhAsana parathI utarIne, tenA caraNamAM vaMdana karyA. temane rAjagurUpade sthApyA. bIjA traNeya manamAM kAMIka babaDatA tyAMthI vidAya thayA. sukha joIe che? te tene duHkhamAMthI zodhI kADhe. A rIte maLeluM sukha amRta samAna mIThuM che mAgIne ke uchInuM udhAra meLaveluM sukha nisteja che. koIne duHkha ApI ke baLajabarIthI chInavI lIdheluM sukha mRta che, kaDavuM jhera jevuM che. tyAre keIne haNIne meLaveluM sukha ene je sukhanI saMjJA ApIzuM te pachI duHkha kone kahIzuM? A che sukha-duHkhanI samasyA. tene ukelavI agharI che. paNa sAcA ukela dvArA AMtarasukhanI che bIjAne paNa sukhI banAvaze. juna-86] [119 For Private And Personal Use Only

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-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X X-X-X-X satya zuM ? e zI rIte maLe, ? 5. pU. hemaca'drAcArya X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X siddharAje A prazna paDitAne pUchyA. dareka paMDita pAtapeAtAnA sa'pradAyanI pratiSThA sthApavAmAM tatpara dekhAyA. emane mana satya mATe sa'pradAya nahi, paNa sa'pradAya mATe satya hatuM. tyArabAda siddharAje pU. zrI hemaca MdrAcAya ne A viSe puchyuM. AcArya bhagavaMte eka paurANika vArtA kahI, e vastunuM su Mdara rIte dana karAkhyuM. eka vakhata keAI e peAtAnA patine bIjI strInA mAhupAzamAMthI vaza karavA mATe, kAI tAMtrikanI madadathI, tene baLada banAvI dIdhA. pAchaLathI e vastunA pazcAtApa thayA, paNa tenA koI upAya hAtha lAgyA nAha. tenA vAraNanI tene kAI khabara na hatI. sa leAke tenI niMdA karavA lAgyA. eka vakhata te peAtAnA baLada-dhaNIne cArA carAvatI vRkSanI chAyAmAM beThI hatI. eTalAmAM tyAM ziva-pAvatI nIkaLyAM. pelI strIne rAtI joIne pArvatIe za Mkarane tenuM kAraNa pUchyuM. za kare banI hatI te hakIkata kahI. pArvatIne dayA AvI. temaNe zaMkarane e strIne pati pAchA hatA tevA karI ApavA vina'tI karI. "te jhADanI chAyAmAM ja baLadane pAchu puruSapaNuM maLe tevuM auSadha che'--ema kahIne zaMkara aMtardhAna thaI gayA. pelI bAie te sAMbhaLyuM. paNa auSadha kayu che-enI ene khabara na hatI. eNe e chAyA pharatI rekhA dorI temAM je ghAsa hatuM te baLadane khavarAvavA mAMDayuM. jyAre ema karatAM karatAM, peluM auSadha baLadanA khAvAmAM AvyuM tyAre ta pAchA puruSapaNAne pAmyA, mANasane paNa peAtAne kayA auSadhanI agatya che, tenI khabara nathI hAtI; eTale satyanA mArga gUDha hAvAthI, je mAsa sa dana pratye sanmAna rAkhe, tane satya meLavavAnA vadhAre taka maLavAnA saMbhava che. eka te siddharAja svabhAvathI sava dhama samanvayamAM mAnanArA hatA. temAM pU. hemaca`drA cAyanA A upadeze vadhAre samabhAvI banAvyeA. svarga vAsa noMdha zrI sAkaralAla gAMDAlAla velANI varatejavALA mubaI mukAme tA. 5-6 1986nA rAja svargavAsI thayA che. teezrI A sabhAnA mAnavaMtA peTrana hatA, teo A sabhAne khubaja sahArUpa hatA. dhArmi ka bhAvanA jyAre teo pujA bhaNAvatAM tyAre mahekI uThatI. sadgatanA AtmA cirasthAyI zAMti pAmeA. 120] For Private And Personal Use Only [AtmAnaMda prakAza

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: 2NavI,2 zrI sumatinAtha caritra A jaMbudvIpanA dakSiNArdha madhya khaMDamAM paNa amAre eka prArthanA karavI che. amarapura nAmanuM samRddhanagara hatuM. temAM zrI raNavIra bolyA, "he bhagavan! mane Adeza jinezvara devanuM maMdira khUba zobhatuM hatuM. kare huM ApanI zI sevA karUM? " raNamAla nAmano rAjA rAjya karato hato. tene munivare bayA, "prANAtipAta vagere pAMca vIrazobhA nAme paTTarANI hatI. tene raNavIra AsanI nivRtti kare. nAme putra hatA. raNavIra bolyo, "he bhagavan! bhArekama teno ekaja durgaNa tamAma guNone kalaMkita huM sarva A nI nivRtti to nahIM karI zakuM. karate hato. te hatA jugArane zekha. eka divase paNa parastrI viramaNa svarUpa virati AjIvana rAjAe tene ghata na ramavAnI salAha ApI. paya to avazya karIza." paNa nivivekI jevA vyasano tyAga karI munivara bedhayA, "A vrata paNa sakala zakatA nathI. kalyANa saMpadAonuM kAraNa che, saMkaTane nivAra- jyAre rAjakumAre jugAra choDayA nahi tyAre nAruM che. tathA svarga ane mokSa sukhanuM advitIya jAe paDato vajaDAvyA, "keIe paNa ta hetu che. tyArabAda raNavIre te vrata aMgIkAra ramavuM nahi." karyuM ane munivare e ISTa sthAna prati prayANa e sAMbhaLatAMja raNavIre mAnyuM ke mAruM karyuM. apamAna thaI rahyuM che. tarataja te eka khaDaga anukrame raNavIra kezaladezanA bhaSaNa samAna laIne koI na jANe tema cAlI nIkaLyA. zrI pura nagare pahora, rAjavI mahAsena hatA. paribhramaNa karatAM rAjakumAre, mArgamAM ahIM paNa jugAramAM phasAye, dhana meLavavA munione upadrava karatAM cora joyAM. 21 jhADa sonaiyAnA svAmI zrIpu ja zeThane tyAM karuNAdra rAjakuMvare huMkAre karI, corone khAtara pADavA praveza karyo. zeTha hisAba tapAsatAkahyuM, " are duSTo ! ubhaya lekane viruddha evuM hatAM. putra bAjumAM beThA hatA. hisAba na maLatAM A zuM mAMDayuM che?" zeTha putrane Thapako ApatA hatA. putra mauna rahyo. pachI saMgrAma jAmI paDe. kezarIsiMha jevA eTale gussAmAM cAmaDAnI cAbuka putranI pITha teNe badhAMne nasADI mUkyA. para mArIne kahyuM, bela, hisAba kema maLato munivarane kuzaLa mArge laI Avyo. nathI ? " munivaroe kahyuM, "he bhadra! jIvananI A dazya joI raNavIra vicAryuM "A lobhI apekSA rAkhyA vinA tame amAruM rakSaNa karyuM. zeTha, dhana mATe putrane mAre che. AvAnuM dhana tethI tamArA AvA saccaritrathI thoDA kALamAM letAM te kadAca mRtyu pAme ! saMpadAo pAmaze." tyAra pachI te lIlAvatI vezyAnA maMdire juna -86j. [121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pahoMcyA dIpakanA prakAzamAM teNe parU gaLatAM bhegava anyathA tuM saMkaTamAM paDIza." keDhIyA purUSa saMgAthe sUtelI lIlAvatI vezyA A badhI vAta gupta rIte rAjAe sAMbhaLI. joI. tyAra bAda kAma vivaza banela rANIe vALane ke dhanane lebha ! pitAnA zarIrane dhana vikherIne moTA avAje AkraMda karyA. mATe tRNa tulya mAnyuM. "huM je AnuM dhana "bacAve, bacAvo." luMTu to tenuM hRdaya ja kuTI jaze." paheragIre jAgyA, rAjAe Adeza karyo, ema vicArI te udyAnamAM pahoMce. pATalA "dvArapAle ! A corane mAryA vinA pakaDo." ghe laI rAjamaMdire AvyA. ghA karI pATalA anukrame rAtri pUrNa thaI. rAjasabhAnA samaye ghane pheMkI ane pachI doraDAnA AdhAre caDhIne rAjA siMhAsana para birAjamAna thayA. satya jharUkhAmAM pravezya. loko cagya sthAne beThA che. tyAM sUtelA rAjAe mAnyuM ke A rANI rAjAe keTavAlane Adeza karyo, "corane ahI hAja2 karo." anyamAM Asakta che. have joIe zuM bane che. tethI kapaTa nidrA karI rAjA sUto rahyo. koTavAla corane teDI lAvyo. corane jotAM ja raNavIrane jotA ja rANI, kAmadevanA bANathI - rAjAe vicAryuM , "A koI teja svI uttama vidhAyelI. AvanAra puruSa para rAgiNI banI : purUSa che. matrIe kahyuM, " A uttama puruSa ane bhega-sukha mATe prArthanA karI ane pUchyuM . paNa zuM corI kare che ?" "tame keNa che" rAjAe pUchyuM, "tame keNa cho ?" raNavIre kahyuM, A samaye paragharamAM pravezanAra kumAra bolyo, "mane oLakhIne Apane bIje keNa hoI zake? ' zuM kAma che?" - rANIe mAnyuM. "A cAra nathI, paNa koI rAjA belyA, "paraspara viruddha evA tamArA viziSTa puruSa che." A ja purUSa mAre mATe uttama caritrane joIne mane saMdeha thAya che mATe pUchuM chuM." che tethI kAmAvezanA kaTa kSe kumAra para pheMkayA. kumAre ciMtavyuM ke rAjAe rAtrinI tamAma kumAre pUchayuM, "Apa koNa che?" vAta jANI che. prathama rANIne abhayadAna apAvyuM rANI belI, "huM ahInA rAjAnI vasaMta pachI tamAma bInA kahI saMbhaLAvI. senA nAmanI paTTarANI chuM." raNavIranI vAta sAMbhaLI khuza thayelA rAjAe kumAre, saMvega bhAvathI bhavita cittavALA raNavIrane putra rUpe svIkAryo. ane moTuM rAjya banI kahyuM, "tame mArI mAtA tulya che." ApyuM. rANIe kahyuM, "kevI rIte ." A avasare raNavIra vicAre che ke sakala kumAre kahyuM, "parastrI viramaNa vrata meM guru jagatanA cha upara vAtsalyavALA ane karUNAmAM samakSa siddha paramAtmAnI sAkSIe grahaNa karela tatpara evA gurUdeve je strI viramaNa vrata che tevI parastrIo mAre mATe mAtA samAna che. karAvela tenuM ja A phaLa che. - rANI bolI, "jo tuM Avo dharmAthI che te ciMtAmaNI kAmadhenuM, kalpavRkSa-vagere puNyAnuM cerI kema kare che?" sAre ja sukha Ape che. raNavIre kahyuM, "karmanI pariNati vicitra gurUdeva jyAre ubhaya lokanA sukha ApanAra che mATe ja mAtAjI! AvuM akArya karavuM paDe che." che. tethI ciMtAmaNI kAmadhenu ane kalpavRkSathI mahArANIe kahyuM, mArI sAthe viSaya sukha paNa gurUdeva caDhIyAtAja che. 122) [AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che 9 # # # # # # E 8 9 3 F 0, @ 8, kAraNa ja che GB RP 9 8 B mAM che ke, za 2 + nA majA B & We - Book te "samakiMta, malina zrI hI saMkalana : zrI hIrAlAla bI. zAha bApA ke tame 9 kalAka B BE A RAtha mA caDAvI #lAkaDI Bka jas PG ABka : + dha = dala che 8 3 rAta-niyama, tapa, japa Adi dharma kriyAnI nA kALamAM mukti pAme che. te samakitanI pAchaLa nA jJAna ane cAritra anugAmAthI thatAM mokSamArga saMpUrNa saphaLatAne AdhAra samakti upara che. bane che. mudeva, sugu, ane sudharma A tattva trayIu para jemane acala ane aTala vizvAsa hoya. tene samakti-daSTi AtmA pApanA aTapa baMdha samaktivaMta Ane kahevAya. samaktine badhi- bAMdhe che. kuTuMbanuM pratipAlana karato hovA chatAM bIja paNa kahevAya che. te kuTuMbamAM otaprota banate nathI samaktine sahaga thatAM jIvanA AcaraNa ane jIvana | sarva depa rahita ane vItarAga hoya tene samyagra bane che. deva mAnavA kaMcana-kAminInA tyAgI ane pAMca mahAvratone dhAraNa karanAra guru hoya temane guru samaktinI pAMca lakSaNa che. jenA vaDe samamAnavA. jeo vItarAga thayA che ane teja kti guNa oLakhAya che tene lakSaNo kahevAya che. vItarAga deve kahelA sa pUrNa ahiMsaka dharmane paheluM lakSaNa "upazama" che. je krodhanA dharma tarIke svIkAre evI je aTala zraddhA te tyAgarUpa hitakArI lakSaNa che. jethI aparAdha samakti jANavuM. karanAra manuSya upara paNa manathI kharAba vicAratA A samakta saMsAra-samadrane taravAmAM vahANa nathI ane samatA rAkhI tenuM hita thAya tema samAna che. ane mokSa-mahelamAM praveza karavA vate che athavA madhyastha bhAve varte che. daravAjA samAna che, bIjuM "saMvega" nAme lakSaNa che. je devanuM grathi bheda thatAM ana tAnabaMdhInA cAra ane manuSyanuM sukha paNa duHkharUpa jANe che. kaSAya ane darzanamoha eTale samakti mohanIya, kemake te sukha paugalika che. te sukha asAra mizramehanIya, ane mithyAtva mohanIya maLI ane kSaNabhaMgura che. jyAre mokSanuM sukha avyA sAta karma phAtanA kSaya-upazama ke kSayopazama - bAdha, akSaya, avinAzI ane anaMta che ane thavAthI, te te prakAranA samakti bhAvanI prApti tene ja ekAgra mane Icche che. thAya che. samakti prApta thatAM Atama-kSa ane trIjuM "nirveda" nAme lakSaNa che. saMsAra mA-dizA nakkI thAya che. asAra che. rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha jema AMkha potAne darpaNa vinA joI zaktI ane mahAdi vibhAva janita janma, jarA, maraNa, nathI tema AtmA samakti vinA pitAne samajI rega. zeka, viyega, baMdhana vigere saMsAra zakato nathI. samakti pAmavAthI jIva zukala dekhathI baMdikhAnAnI jema trAsa pAmIne ane pAkSika bane che. ane te avazya ardha parAvartana (anuMsaMdhAna TAITala peja 3 upara jeo) juna-86] [123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ApaNe upakA2 karIcho. bhUlI javuM " bhAvanagaranI zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA tathA zrI yazovijayajI graMthamALAnA bhUtapUrva pramukha, mahAdaya presanA mAlika mArA bApujI sva. gulAbacaMda lalubhAI zAhanI tRtIya puNya tithie (16-6-86) temanA jIvananI satya ghaTanA mujJa vAMcakone preraNAdAyI nIvaDaze e hetuthI lakhavA prerAya chuM. vAta ema che ke AjathI lagabhaga 24 varSa pahelAM kerTa upAzrayamAM zrI citrabhAnuM yAne muni caMdraprabhasAgaranuM cAturmAsa hatuM. temanI suMdara vyAkhyAna zailI ane vyaktitve muMbaIne gheluM karyuM hatuM. mArA bApujI muMbaI Avela ane ame bane temanuM pravacana sAMbhaLavA gayela, pravacana pachI derAsaramAMthI nIce utaratAM daravAjAmAM eka suMdara vastra paherala lagabhaga 50 varSanI uMmaranA sajajana mArA bApujInA caraNamAM marataka namAvIne nIce mUkI paDayAM. mArA bApujI kahe, 'bhAI A zuM kare che ? huM tamane oLakhatA nathI. tame kAMI bhala karatAM lAge che." te bhAI bAlyA, "vaDIla tame mane kyAM thI oLakho? paNa tamAro mArA para moTo upakAra che. ane te vAta nirAMte sAMbhaLavA ApazrI mArA ghare padhAre eja vinaMtI. " mArA bApujIe kahyuM. ke bhAI amo eka snehInI moTaramAM AvyA chIe, ane temane tyAM mATuMgA jamavA javAnuM che ne muMbaImAM samaya te pALavuM ja paDe. chatAM, cAle temanI gADImAM besI daza mInITa vAta karIe" te bhAIe kahyuM, ke vaDIla AjathI lagabhaga 3ra varSa pahelAM (1928) huM ApanA bhAvanagaramAM Ane da presamAM nekarI karato hato ane lagabhaga traNa mahInA kapa jhITaranuM kAma karela ane cAra rUpiyA mAsika pagAra hato. mArI vidhavI bA ane huM beja kuTuMbamAM hatA, sthiti ghaNI ja kaphoDI hatI. evAmAM amArA dUranAM sagAM muMbaithI bhAvanagara Avala. ane temaNe mArI bAne samajAvyuM ke bAbune muMbaI mokale te tene mATe pArasI agara khAjA gRhasthamAM nokarI apAvIza. temane te loko sAthe sAro saba dha hato. A nokarI mAM kaI divasa uMco nahI Ave ? vaLI jyAM sudhI kamAze nahIM tyAM sudhI ma, rA ghare rahevA jamavAnI sagavaDa karI ApIza. dUranA sAmAnya sthitinA sagAM paNa e jamAnAmAM madada karatAM. bahu samajAvaTa pachI mArI bA kabUla thayA. mane paNa muMbai javAnI khUba uka DA thaI, paNa javAnA paisA kayAMthI kADhavA? te vakhate mu baInuM relave bhADuM lagabhaga daza rUpiyA hatuM. vaLI te daramIyAna amArI zerImAM rahetAM eka lahANA gRhastha muMbaIthI Avela ne teo pAcanInI AsapAsa rahetAM hatAM. ne mAre gulAbavADImAM javAnuM hatuM. teo mArI bAne maLyA ane sAcavIne laI javAnI khAtrI ApI. A sathavAre kema javA davAya ? be divasa pachI te bhAI javAnA hatAM meM bahu vicAra karIne presamAM baporanA bAra vAge badhA nokara jamavA jatA tyAre himmata karIne tamArA Tebala pAse ubho rahyo. Ape pUchayuM chokarA kema ubhA cho? zuM kAMI kAma che. ? je hoya te kahe. me Apane mArI vAta karI ane bAreka rUpiyA maLe te muMbaIne cAnsa maLe te mArI ane mArI bAnI jiMdagI sukhI thAva mArI vAta sAMbhaLI 124] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Apa be miniTa mauna thaI gayA. ane pachI mArI sAme joIne ubhA thaIne khissAmAMthI pAra rUpiyA Ape mane ApyA. ane kahyuM, ke jA tane cAnsa mA to hoya to rAjI thAuM chuM', huM A pane namana karIne jAtA hatA tyAM Ape mane pAchA bAlAvyA ne kahyuM, ' ke tyAM paracuraNa kharca mATe le A be rUpiyA rAkha. mAMgyA tA bAra ne maLyAM cauda ? te bAbate ApanA pagAra paNa ghaNA TUMkA hatA paNa Ape gajabanI udAratA dekhADI. utsAhathI ghera gayA ne mArI bAne vAta karI ane te bhAI sAthe mu khaI paNa AvI gayA. vaDIla Aje hu' eka pArasI pharmamAM sArA hoddA para chuM tenuM badhu' zreya Apane che. mArA bApujIe kahyuM, " ke tame sa jajana che ane dharmapremI che. ane upakAra bhUlatAM nathI. te TUMkamAM mane rAjI karavA hoya te tamane eTaluM ja kahu' ke ' tame paNa tamArI pAse koI nirAdhAra -duHkhI niHsahAya madada mATe Ave to yathAzakti madada karaje. sAmI vyakti A paNA upakAra yAda rAkhe ke na rAkhe paNa ApaNe upakAra karIne bhUlI javuM'. A zabdo sAthe chuTAM paDayAM tyAre te bhAInI AMkhamAMthI premanA-A bhAnA amRtabiMdu TapakatAM hatAM. | lI. vinubhAI gulAbacaMda zAha ( anusa dhAna pAnA naMbara 123nuM cAlu ) vItarAga kathita dharma temAMthI tA2nArA che ema rAkhe tene " anukaMpA " kahe che. jANIne teja dhama vaDe bhavabhramaNa thI chUTavAne pAcamuM lakSaNa * * A tiktA " nAme che. vItaicche che. rAga deve je vacana bhAkhyuM che te ja satya che cothuM lakSaNa " anuka'pA ?" che. te anuka' pA temAM kaI sadeha nathI. jinezvara bhagavAne bhASelA eTale dayA be prakAranI che. 1. dravya dayA. 2. sarva vacane anyathA na ja hAya, satya ja hoya, bhAvadayA. dravya dayA eTale duHkhI, dIna, rAgI, evI buddhi jenA manane viSe che ane AvI daDha zAkavAna je prANIo hoya tenA tevA prakAranA A stA eTale zraddhA jene che tene "AstiktA" | tamAM ma duHkha dUra karavAM te che. bhAvadayA eTale kahe che. dharma rahita prANI dharma nahI kare to bIjI gatimAM samakti be prakArathI utpanna thAya che. 1 nisaduHkhI thaze ane dharma karaze to bIjI gatimAM gaMthI eTale sahaja pariNAma bhAtrathI uparana sukhI thaze evuM citave ane dharmathI patita thAya che. 2 adhigamathI eTale sugurUnA upadezathI, prANIne dhama viSe sthira kare. A rIte yathA jinezvara devanI bhaktithI, sarvajJa zAstranA vAcana zakti e baMne prakAranI dayA karavAmAM udyama ane abhyAsathI utpanna thAya che. gharamAMthI jIva-jaMtuone kema dUra karaze ? 1. gharamAM vaMdA hoya to cUnAno TukaDo mUkI rAkhavo. 2. ga2ma tAvaDI upara kapura mUkatA tenI ga dhathI marachare ne trIsa dUra thaze. 3. kIDIonA dara AgaLa tamAkuno bhUko bhabharAvavAthI kIDIonA trAsa jaze. 4. udhaI na paDe te mATe pustakanI AjubAju tamAkunA pAMdaDAM pAtharavA. 5. rasoDAmAM khUNe khAMcare ke kabATa-gAdalA mAM ka sArI o thatI hoya to tyAM kapura mUkavu'. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakasb ] [Regd. No. G. BV. 31, - kIMmata 20-0 0 20 00 che che dareka lAyabrerI tathA gharamAM vasAvavA jevA alabhya graMthA | saMskRta grathA kIMmata | gujarAtI prathA trIzachI zlokA puruSa caritama | zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana 6-0 0 | mahAkAvyu m 2-pUrva 3-4 virA nyU jharaNA 2-50 pustakAkAre ( mULa saMskRta ) upadezamALA bhASAMtara 3 0 00 trizaSTi kSAkA puruSacaritam dhama" kauzalya 3-00 mahAkAvyam pava 2-3-4 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 3-09 pratA kAre ( mULa saMskRta ) pU0 agama prabhA kara paNa vijayajI dvAdazA2' nayacakrama bhAga 1 60-00 zraddhAMjalI vizeSAMkaH pAku bAInDIMga 8-00 dvAdazAra' nayacakrama bhAga rajo. 4-00 10-00 strI nirvANu kevalI bhaktI praka2Nu-mULa 10-00 dharma bIndu graMtha jinadatA AkhyAna sukta ratnAvalI 0-pa0 A sAdhu-sAdhvI yogya Avazyaka sukta muktAvalI 0-pa0 e kriyAsUtra pratAkAre jaina darzana mImAMsA ka-0 0 prAkRta vyAkaraNam 25-00 zrI zatrujaya tIrthanA paMdarame uddhAra gujarAtI gra'thA A hetu dharma prakAza 1-0 0 zrI zrI pALarAjAnA rAsa AmAnada vIzI 2 0 0 0 zrI jANyuM ane joyuM brahmacarya cAritra pUjAditrayI sa graha : 3-00 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhAga 2 je amivallabha pUjA 10-00 zrI 4thA ratna koSa bhAga 1 14-00 cauda rAjalaka pUjA zrI omakAnti prakrAza navapadajInI pUjA 3-00 zrI jJAnapradIpa bhAga 1-2-3 sAthe gurubhakti gahelI sagraha hai, sva. pU. A. zrIvi, kasturasurIzvarajI 20 - 00 bhakti bhAvanA 1-00 zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 15 - 00 huM ane mArI nA 5-0 0 e by 5 bhAga 2 35-00 jaina zAradA pUjanavidhi 0-50 5-00 1-0 0 che . 2-00 lakhA :- zrI jaina AtmAna 6 sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara (saurASTra ) tattrI : zrI popaTabhAi ravajIbhAi salata zrI AmAnada prakAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI prakAra4 : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara. mudrama : zeTha hemendra harilAla, AnaMda prI. presa, sutA2vADha, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only