Atmanand Prakash Pustak 081 Ank 08

Author(s): Popatlal Ravjibhai Salot
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531921/1

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US9) A saMvata 9 (cAlu) vIra se'. 2510 vikrama saMvata 2040 jeTha para meSTi matranI sAdhanA mATe guNa, II,ma. gro. le, midAsa zAnta dAnta guNavata, saMtanI sevAkArI, vArita viSaya kaSAya, jJAna tha na suvicArI; [ rayAdavAda rasa saMga, haMsa pAra zamarasa jhIla, zubha pariNima nimitta, azubha sarva karma naI khIlaI; tAdaza nara parameSTi pada, sodhananA kAraNe lahaI, sAha rAmajI suta ratna, nAmadAma INi pari kaheda.. Benewe prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara pustaka : 81 ] juna : 1984 e [ e ke : 8 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pRSTha 118 5 e a nu ke maNi kA krama lekha lekhaka 1 pada-para parama pU0 AnandaghanajI ma. sAheba 113 2 AnaMdamaya jIvana hA 5. pra. bhadraguptavijayajI gaNivara 115 3 citaLiye yAne TIpakIvALA paTTo lekhaka : sara Arthara konana DAyala anuvAdaMka : pI. Ara. sAta 4 satya sadA vijayate le. zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA 123 jJAnAmRta le. ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha 125 6 dAnamAM sarvotkRSTa jJAnadAna pU0 akala kavijayajI ma. sAheba 128 - 7 sarvadAtA jinezvara pa. pU0 upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma. TA. 5. 3 zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAne vArSika utsava saMvata 2060nA jeTha suda 4, tA. 3-6-84nA ravivAre taLAjA mukAme sArI saMkhyAmAM ra rahyA hatA. ullAsa pUrvaka bhaktirasanI amRta pAna sAthe. uttama bhAvathI gujatA hadaye, Aka'Tha tRtinA masta haiye apUrva lAbha lIdho hato. tAladhvajagirinA jhelaNe jhulatA zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunA maMdiramAM sva. zeThazrI mULacaMda nathubhAI taraphathI sagIta jamAvaTa sAthe rAgarAgiNI pUrvaka bahu ThAThathI pUjA bhaNavAmAM AvI hatI. temaja sva. vArA haThIsa'ga jhaverabhAI tathA bhAvanagaravALA zeThazrI nAnacaMda tArAcaMda tathA zeThazrI dhanavaMtarAya ratIlAla chaganalAla ( aMbIkA sTIlavALA ) tathA zeThazrI sAta cunIlAla ratilAla ane temanA dharma patnI jasumatIbena cunIlAla tathA bhupatarAya nAthAlAla zAha ( mahAvIra koraporezanavALA ) ane temanA mAtuzrI ajavALIbena vacharAjanI rakamanA vyAjavaDe sabhAsada baMdhuonA bhojana samAra'bha rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. sabhyonI sabhAmAM khulle haiye carcAo thaI hatI. temaja sabhA jJAna prasAra mATe vadhu pustako chapAve ane te mATe jJAnabhakta dAtA ane saMparka sAdhe tevI sahu sabhyoe abhilASA vyakta karI hatI. yAtrAmAM gesTanI paNa saMkhyA sArI hatI. jIvanamAM bhakti sabhara divasa vItatAM sahue khUba AnaMda anubhavyA hatA. e svargavAsa noMdha e zrI anilAla nemacaMda kApaDIyA ( uM. varSa 78 ) tA. 29-5-1984nA roja bhAvanagara mukAme svargavAsI thayela che. teo zrI mIlana svabhAvanA temaja dhArmIka vRttivALA hatA, A sabhAno teozrI A jIvana sabhya hatA. teozrI sabhA pratye UMDo rasa dharAvatA hatA, teozrInA svargavAsathI A sabhAne ghaNIja khoTa paDI che, parama kRpALu paramAtmA teozrInA AtmAne paramazAnti arpe tevI prArthanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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A sabhAnA navA mAnavaMtA peTane zrIyuta naTavaralAla nAthAlAla vakhArIyAnI \ jIvana jharamara rAdhanapura zaheranA jainonI khAsa viziSTatA che. moTA bhAge dharmacusta hoya che. tyAga, vairAga ane dharmanA saMskAro jANe gaLathuthImAMja pAyA hoya ! saMyamane mArge janArAonI saMkhyA paNa ghaNI. zrI naTavaralAlabhAino janma evAja eka dharma parAyaNa vakhArIyA kuTuMbamAM zreSThIvarya zrI nAthAlAla rAvajIbhAI vakhArIyAne tyAM mAtuzrI caMdanabenanI kukSIe saMvata 1987nA caitra vada 5 nA zubha divase thayo hato. zrI naTavaralAlabhAI bAlyavasthAthI ja khuba buddhimattA sarala svabhAva, sarvanI sAthe heta ane premathI vartana vivekabharI vANI ane paropakora vRttinA kAraNe saune prema jItI leto . nizALamAM mitro ane zikSakone prema sArI peThe saMpAdana karelo. bhaNavAmAM sadAya AgaLa paDato naMbara lAvatA. cIvaTa-khata ane udyamathI nonameTrIka sudhI abhyAsa karI dhaMdhAmAM jhe palovyuM.. rAdhanapuramAM skulamAM phI na hatI paNa navAba sAhebe phI. rUA. 1) hAIskulamAM nAkhI tenI sAme eka arajI taiyAra karI badhA vidyAthIonI sahI lai pote jAte navAba sAheba pAse gayA. emanI vinayapUrvakanI arajIthI navAba sAheba rAjI thayA ane phI nAkhavAnuM' rada karyuM. vaLI navAba sAhebe AzirvAda ApyA ke AvA paropakAranA kAme jIvanabhara karato raheje. dhArmika abhyAsamAM paNa navamaraNa vagereno sAro abhyAsa karyo. atyAre paNa dararoja navasamaraNa acuka bhaNavAnA. emanA pama patnI te dharmanA raMge raMgAelA hatA. paraMtu bahuja nAnI vayamAM lagabhaga thADo varSa agAu A phAnI dunIyAno tyAga karI svargavAsI thayA. emanI pAchaLa 1 dIkaro 3 dIkarI ema cAra saMtAno mUkIne gayA. zrI naTavarabhAIne mAtra 36 varSanI nAnI vayamAM bharayuvAnImAM kuTuMbane bAjo, vyAvahArika bAje mAthe paDaye. ane bALakonA hita khAtara temaja sAcA premanA saMskAra prabhAvathI punaHlagna na karyuM. be dIkarIo paraNAvI che. A bAbatamAM bahu uMcA vicAro dharAve che ane pavitra jIvana paropakArI jIvana jIvavA mAMja AnaMda mAne che. dhaMdhAmAM emanI kuzaLatA ghaNI che, zera saba-brokara tarIke emano dhaMdhe che. prekaTIsa ghaNI sArI che, e badhA karatAM sevAnA kSetramAM emanA hissA sArA pramANamAM che. teo muMbaInA gulAlavADImAM Avela zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA jaina daherAsaramAM TrasTI che. muMbaInA zerabajAra-Teka ekasaceInja sTApha yuniyananA pramukha che. rAdhanapura jaina pragati maMDaLanI kamiTImAM vividha prakAranI samAjanI sevAnA kAryo kare che, te saba kamiTIo mAM satya che, rAdhanapura bhojanazALAnA TrasTI che, rAdhanapura AyaMbIla zALAnA TrasTI che. e rIte aneka saMsthAomAM sevA ApI rahyA che. emanI cha bhAio paikI moTAbhAI mANekalAlabhAI sevAnA bhekhadhArI hatA, eka bhAI amerikAmAM che, traNa baheno paikI eka bene 50 pU0 AcArya devazrI 1008 zrI nItisUrizvarajInA saMgheDA mAM dIkSA lIdhI che, A rIte eka sevAbhAvI dharmAnurAgI zrIyuta neTavaralAlabhAI A sabhAno mAnava tA peTrana pade svikAratAM sabhA gaurava anubhave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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*AT KOT : taMtrI zrI popaTalAla ravajIbhAI salata vi. saM. 2040 jeTha : jUna-1984 varSa : 81] pada para paramapUjya AnandaghanajI mahArAja sAheba mere prAna Anandaghana tAna Anandaghana mAta Anandaghana tAta Anandaghana gAta Anandaghana jAta Anandaghana me. (1) bhAvArtha:- zrImad AnandaghanajI kahe che ke have te mane duniyAmAM kaI paNa vastu pitAnI bhAsatI nathI. have te eka Anandane samuhabhUta AtmA ja priya lAge che, Anandaghana AtmA teja have mAre prANa nirdhAryo che. Aja sudhI huM bAhya tAnamAM prema dhAraNa karatA hatA, have huM samajyo chuM ke manavaDe je tAna utpanna thatuM hatuM te huM nathI. have te bhAva tAna Anandaghana AtmA ja che-ema nizcaya karyo che. zarIrAdikane utpanna karavAmAM sahAyI bhUtane huM mAtA mAnato hato paNa have ce ane jANyuM ke jagatamAM janmanA saMbaMdhe aneka mAtAe karI paNa kaI sanya sukha ApavAmAM samartha thaI nahi; teja pramANe pitAnI bAbatamAM. tethI have Anandaghana AtmA teja mArI mAtA ane pitA. cAra prakAranI jAtino tyAga karIne meM AtmAne jAti tarIke mAnya che. kAja Anandaghana sAja Anandaghana sAja Anandaghana lAja Anandaghana me. (2) bhAvArtha:- have mAre sarva prakAranA kAryarUpa Anandaghana AtmA che. Atma vinA have mAre koI paNa bAhya kAryanuM prajana nathI. bAhya kAryomAM jevA jevA prakAranI vAsanA rahI For Private And Personal Use Only

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hoya che tevA tevA prakAranA avatAre punaH dhAraNa karavA paDe che. tethI bAdyanA sarva kAryamAMthI lakSya haThAvIne jJAnAdi anaMta sukharUpa kAryamAMja huM AtmA chuM ema meM nizcaya karyo che. AtmA sivAya anya sAjanuM mAre mamatva nathI. AtmAne ja meM sarva prakArane sAja dhAryo che. duniyAmAM je lajajA gaNAya che te kharekharI lajajA nathI. kemake tethI satyasukha anubhavAtuM nathI. have Ananda AtmA ja lAja che ema meM nizcaya karyo che. Abha Anandaghana, gAbha Anandaghana nAbha Anandaghana, lAbha Anandaghana me. (3) bhAvArtha :- have mAre bAhya Abha para mamava karavAnI jarUra nathI. bAhya Abha (megha)thI vRSTi thAya che ane te duniyAne jIvADe che, paNa sadAkAla sukha ApavAne samartha nathI. mAre Ananda samuhabhUta AtmA kharekhara AbhabhUta che. temAM upazama-amRta ghana rahyo che. tenI prApti bAda janma maraNanA duHkha rahetA nathI. duniyAnI rIte bAhya gAbha-garbha kahevAya che te paNa satyasukhano pradAtA nathI. tenAthI duHkhano ja anubhava thAya che. AtmAmAMthI ja ananta sukha pragaTe che tethI AtmA ja garbharUpa che. ATha ka rUpa nAbhi teja mAro AtmA che. nAbhi kamaLamAM ATha caka pradezanuM dhyAna dharatA Ama jyotine prakAza thAya che. bAhya padArthone lAbha te khare lAbha nathI-kSaNika che, kharA sukhane ApanAra nathI. AtmAnA jJAna, darzana, cArityAdi sadaguNone lAbha ja khare lAbha che; te lAbha AtmArUpa che. -ema zrImada AnandaghanajI kahe che. AB B B ka SR. che kAraNa # 0 thI 8 nA 9 $ * # 8 ''daM!' ' k . ja # # jA # jA ! # pragaTa thaI cUkela che sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le tathA zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-ra je jenI maryAdIta nakale hovAthI tAtkAlika maMgAvI levA vinaMtI che. ane te banne bhAge mULa kIMmate ApavAnA che. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-1 le (pRSTha saMkhyA-rara4) kIMmata rUpiyA paMdara. zrI sumatinAtha caritra bhAga-2 (pRSTha saMkhyA-440) kIMmata rUpiyA pAMtrIza. -~: sthaLa :-- zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa : bhAvanagara : (saurASTra) A BrI $ $ $ sa $ itA. 8 : bahAragAmanA grAhakene sTeja kharca alaga ApavAnuM rahaze. # : ja karI - #DB ' na ' G & T 9 114] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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B , B # ## # 8 9 aA 68maya. jIva60, . ? pacAsa pravara zrI bhadraguptavijayajI gaNivara upaniSadanA paraRSine ziSyae prazna karyoH zAstronA sArI peThe jANakAra che, zabdanA prabhAvI gurudeva! jIvana darzana aMge kaMIka kaheze?" sodAgara che paNa viSAda ne vivAdathI aLagA AnaMda!" pauraRSie maunane mahAsAgaramAMthI nathI. rIja ane khIjathI mukta nathI! bahAra AvatA mAtra eka ja zabdano uccAra karyo. evA lokone bI meM joyA che. ke jeo prabha, amane jIvana darzana karAvo ! jIvana derAsaramAM jaIne paramAtmAne pUje che, stave che, darzana dave amArA samAjanA keDiyAmAM paNa ukeganA UMbarAthI upara nathI uThI zakyA ! peTA !" evA lokone huM jANuM chuM ke jeo ghora "vatsa, A eka ja zabdamAM samagra jIvananuM tapazcaryA karI karIne dehane gALI de che, zarIrane darzana samAyeluM che !" sUkavI de che. paNa emanA caherA para juo te amane spaSTa nathI samajAtuM... mahAtman maNamaNa udAsIno AdhAra chavAyele che. vedanAnI DuM vadhu vizleSaNa karavAnI maherabAnI karaze ?? hA lAge . lai che emanA astitvane ! AnaMda eja ApaNA jIvananuM udbhave A badhuM kema? kAraNa ke A loko pAse sthAna che. AnaMda eja ApaNuM kendrabindu che ! "anaMda nAmanuM amRta nathI ! A leke svaAnada ja ApaNe svabhAva che. AnaMda ja bhAvadazAthI se gAu dUra rahyA che, sahajajIvana ApaNuM aMtima lakSya hoI zake Anada sahaja astitavanI sAthe emano samakhAvA pUrato ye saMbaMdha nathI ! viSayAnaMda nahI, paNa AtmAnaMda amRta che. pratyeka paLa AnaMdathI oLaghoLa hevI viSayomAM AnaMdanI abhivyaMjanA taddana behUdI joIe ! asat che. addhika sukhAnubhUti ane AnaMdanI jarAye kheda nahIM! anubhUti AtyaMtika rUpe alaga vastu che. priya viSayenA abhAvamAM, Indrijanya AvegonI jarIye udvega nahI ! gerahAjarImAM AnaMdanI anubhUti ughaDatI kaLInI kaI Avega nahI ! keI Aveza nahI ! jema khIlI rahe, vikasI rahe evI sAdhanA karavI Avazyaka che. sAdhanA....pratyeka sAdhana mAtra viSAda nahI! AnaMdanI yAtrA che ! jIvana AnaMda mATe che, vivAda nahI! astitva AnaMda Ape che! avasAda nahI! evA lokone huM jANuM chuM maLe chuM. jeo ke vikhavAda nahI! jUna-84] [115 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUrNajJAnI puruSe kahe che. zraddhAvAna, jJAna- sAMnidhya-sahavAsa mAtrathI ja bIjA jInA vAna ane cAritravAna mANasa kyAreya kheda, kaleza-udvega zamI jAya che. Avege vIramI udvega ke viSAdathI pIDita nA hoya zake ! jAya che. enI te AMkhomAM AnaMda uchaLato hoya. je lokone AvA AnaMdapUrNa astitvane hoTha para a naMda ughaData hoya. sahavAsa sAMpaDe che aA kharekhara dhanya che ! zabdomAM AnaMda ubharato hoya. AvA mahApurUSanA sAMnidhyathI jemaNe AnaMdanA hAthamAM AnaMda utarate hoya. amI ghUMTaDA maLI jAya che e to dhanyAti manamAM AnaMda umaDato hoya. dhanya che ! game tevI bAharI sthiti hoya ke paristhiti AnaMdano abhyAsa kare joIe! jyAre hoya ! paisA cAlyA jAya. nehI- vana mA kyAreya paNa tame prakRtinA khoLAmAM cAlyA pheravI le. ApaNuM pArakA nI jaya, duniyA jAva, jyAM kudarate khee bharIne saundarya veryuM hoya, evA hariyALAM medAno, le lAchama pahADe badanAma karI mUke, zarIra re genA pAzamAM jaka mAM jayAre rakhaDavAnuM maLe tyAre AMkhe baMda DAI jAya, chatAMye manamAM te AnaMdanA dIvA karIne prakRtinA sAMnidhyamAM DUbI jAje, prakRtimAM avirata jalyA kare ! enI ta: cAreka phIkI khavAI jAje, AnaMdane strota bhItaramAMthI phUTI nA paDe ke pAtaLI nA paDe ? nIkaLaze. - eka vAra svAmI rAmatIrthane saradAra pUraNa- jyAre kyAreka koI ramaNIya tIrthamAM jAva, siMhe pUchI lIdhuM ke jyAM lokonI bahu bhaDa nA hoya, TeLAo "tamArA jJAnanuM rahasya zuM che?" nA hoya, kalAhala ke zorabakeranA heya, tyAre mArA jJAnanuM rahasya eTale hara hAlatamAM, tyAM rahI jAje. derAsaramAM jAva ne nayanaramya dareka paristhitimAM khUza rahevuM ! khUzakhUzAla mUrtinI sAme besIne baMda AMkhe e mUrtinA banIne jIvavuM !" sauMdarya mAM khovAI javAnI koziza karaje. pArthiva paNa enAthI lAbha za?" khUbasUratImAM te khUMpavAnuM lakhAyu ja che lalATe, kyAreka apAthava sauMdaryamAM khovAI javAnI bhaIlA, AnaMdanI amIrAtathI vadhIne bIjo majA bI mANavA jevI che! e chalakAtA pavitra vaLI ke lAbha joIe che '' ja. huM pUrNa vAtAvaraNane bhItaramAM bharI leje. AnaMdathI rUpeNa nizcita banI jAuM chuM , tyAre huM sUSTine paripUrNa paramAtmA pAsethI AnaMda meLavIne ja zahenazAha banI jAu chuM! AkhI duniyA tyAre japane mane mAruM sAmrAjya bhAse de. ane samrATa jyAre kyAreya kaI prasannamanA mahAtmA banI jAu chuM !" pAse javAnuM thAya tyAre emanA nAme zabdanA kevI mahatvanI ane lAkha rUpiyAnI vAta sAthiyA pUryA vagara maunanA mata viNavA mATe kare che. svAmI rAma! samya jJAna, sAcuM jJAna kaviza karaje, maunapaNe emanA astitvane mANasane nizcita ane nirbhaya banAve che. nirbhaya mANavAnuM zIkhajo. AnaMdanI avanavI anubhUti ane nizcita manuSya ja sadA-sarvadA AnaMdanI sAMpaDaze ! anubhUti karI zake, meLavI zake! - jyAre kyAreka keI duHkhI ne sahAyatA AnaMdapUrNa astitvathI sabhara vyaktinA karIne emanA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI thavAnuM sad116] [AnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAgya sAMpaDe ane tamArA sahayoganA sahAre "huM AnaMdane abhyAsa karI rahyA hatA !" enA caherA para smitanI surakhI chavAI jAya tyAre tame paNa AnaMdathI bharAI uTha! AnaMdane abhyAsa? e vaLI zuM? kevI rIte?" zAMtiniketanamAM kavivara ravIndranAtha TAgora, eka vAra potAnA nivAsasthAnanI bahAra medAnamAM "hAsto, AvA madhura ane urjasvI vAtAkhurasI nAMkhIne beThA hatA, AMkho para palakano varaNane hadayamAM bharato rahuM chuM. avAranavAra paDado hatA ane hoTha para smitanA kule khIlyA AnAthI mane AnaMdane abhyAsa karavAnI taka hatA. kalAkAra naMdabAbu AvIne kayAranAce maLe che ! naMdabAbu, AnaMda e to amRta che, kavivaranI samIpe besI gayA hatA. ravIndranAthe amRta ! ene lakhI na zakAya ke kahI nA zakAya jayAre AMkho ughADI, naMdabAbu sAme joyuM. ane kavivara pAchA DUbI gayA AnaMdanA ApUchayuM : lekamAM UMDe UMDe..!!! kyAre AvyA, naMdabAbu?" badhA AnaMdane prApta kare. aDadho kalAka thaye haze, Apa bhAva- sahu nA Avega, udvega ane viSAdasamAdhimAM lIna hatA." vikhavAda dUra thaI jAo ! zrI hemacandrAcArya kRtam prAkRta vyAkaraNam ( aSTamo'dhyAyaH.) zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhAnuM prakAzana-94muM ratna che. sAcA arthamAM te ratna ja che kemake tenA vividha kAraNe prAkRta bhASAnA abhyAsIne punita bhASAthI prakAzita kare che. prAcIna prAkRta bhASAnA vyAkaraNomAM A pustakanuM advitIya sthAna che. arvAcIna vidvAnee A pustakane bIradAvyuM che. abhyAsane saMpUrNa jJAna maLe ane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa thAya te mATe A pustakamAM nava Appendices Avela che. jarmana jevA dezamAM temaja mahAna vidyApIThanI mAMga sArI che. te ja tenuM mUlyAMkana che. Price Rs. 25_00 Dolar 5-00 Pound 2-10 : prAptisthAna : zrI AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa, bhAvanagara, kSamA yAcanA A mAsika aMkamAM kaI azuddhi rahI gaI hoya athavA koI kSati mudraNa deSa hoya to te mATe manasA, vasA, micchAmi dukkaDam. taMtrI. = jUna-84] [117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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citaLiyo yAne TipakI vALo, pado, (gatAMkathI cAlu) le. sara Arthara konana Doyala anuvAdaka : pI. Ara. sAta kRpayA bese." thoDI ja miniTamAM amArUM gRhadvAra joradAra kAmaDhA hogsa" dhakkAthI gAjI uThayuM. eka khaDatala manuSyanI tenuM hAsya vistRta banyuM. kAyA najare paDI. mastaka para zyAma UMcI TepI, keTalenDa corDa vALA homsa" lAMbe keTa, hAthamAM jhulate cAbuka, vizALa bhAla para aneka rekhAo, sUrya tApathI tapeluM kapALa, - hArdika rasAsvAdane abhinaya karyo ane kahyuM, duSTa AvezathI aMkti mukhAkRti vALe deha, eka ApanI vAta majenI che. jyAre Apa ahiMthI bAjuthI bIjI bAju tarapha pharyo. tene jotAM ja ja padhAre tyAre bAraNuM baMdha karajo, ahIM te naryo lAge ke kaI zikArI pakSIno AbhAsa puro duSkALa-anAvRSTi che." pADe che, "mArA praznano javAba maLaze tyAre ja huM vyakti bolI, "kenuM nAma homsa che? jaIza. mArA kAryamAM vacce na Ave. huM bhayaMkara mAnavI chuM." ema kahI AgaLa vadhyA. saLiye "mArUM ja nAma, mAre lAbha Apane maLaze. uMcake, tene vALe ane paDakAra pheMka. mArA Apa koNa?" De. grIstI royaleTa, sToka morana hAthamAthI A5 kevI rIte meLave che te huM jouM chu." tema kahI tagaDAmAM tene pheMka. kuTuMbane" hase namratAthI kahyuM, "kharekhara ! veTasana, ApaNI bedarakArIthI ApaNI nAnI "ema karI zake tema nathI. mArI sakhIne nukazAna na pahoMcavuM joIe. nAsto oramAna putrI ahIM AvI hatI. huM tenuM patAvyuM. pachI hAmsa zaheramAM jaI kArya pAchaLa pagaluM dabAvate AvuM chuM. teNe Apane zuM lAgI gaye, kahyuM che ?' jyAre te pAcho pharyo tyAre eka vAgI gaye varSamAM Aje sArI ThaMDI che." hase kahya. hato. tenA hAthamAM noMdha ane AMkaDAthI bharapUra "are ! teNe Apane zuM kahyuM che ? Ave. bhUrA kAgaLa hatA. teNe kahyuM, voTasana ! meM zamAM AvI dhAradAra avAja sAthe te bolI uThyo. tenI patnInuM 'vIla" joyuM tenA rokANanI vArSika Avaka pahelAM hajAra pAunDa thatI hatI. have meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke pariNAma sAruM Ave." - khetI pedAzanA bhAva ghaTavAthI vArSika Avaka "zuM tame ADe mArge caDAvavA mAge che? 750 pAunDa jeTalI che. temAMthI dareka putrIne cAbuka halAvatAM teNe kahyuM. Apa kuTila bIrAdarane 250 pAunDa vArSika Avaka maLe. dareka chokarI huM oLakhuM chuM. tame koInA mArgamAM mAthuM paraNI jAya te pitAnI Avaka khUba ghaTe. tethI ja mAranAra homsa che. lagnanA kAryamAM ADakhIlI rUpa banavAne tene mAro mitra hasya. mukhya Azaya che." 118] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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have ApaNI DhIla gaMbhIra nukazAna kartA paNa ahIM rIperIMganI kazI jarUra jaNAtI banaze; kAraNa ke te bhaI ApaNo dhyeya jANI nathI. Ate mane khaseDavAnI cAlabAjI che." gaye che. Apa khIsAmAM velvara mUkI taiyAra emaja lAge che, traNe rUma nAnI parazALamAM thAo. atyAre ja gADI maMgA' chuM. veTarala khUle che. vaLI temane bArIo paNa che-je ke jaldI pahoMcavuM paDe. nAnAtemaja banyuM. voTaralathI gADI maLI gaI- kaI te dvArA pravezI zake tema nathI." ledharalenDa sudhInI. tyAMthI anya vAhana dvArA AgaLa vadhyA. veTasana gaMbhIratA pUrvaka vicArI "Apa aMdara jaI zaTara baMdha kare." rahyo hato. teNe mAre khabhe halAvyuM ane teNIe tema karyuM. hose bahArathI kholavA ghAsanA medAna tarapha aMgulInirdeza karyo. kezISa karI paNa vyartha. majAgarA tapAsyA. te hatuM eka morananuM jUnuM ghara charInI aNI ghusADI, uMcakavA IcchA karI. paNa gADIvAne temAM sura mIlAvyuM. ane kahyuM, ta: charInI aNaja peThI nahi. tyArabAda aMdaranI "A raste TUke che juo, pilI khAna jaI talAza karI. rahyAM che te taraphathI keDI mArga jAya che. AMkha eka jADuM doraDuM joI hose pUchyuM, "Ane para chAjalI karI, daSTi nAkhI, hase kahyuM, "huM tenI sAthe saMkalana che? dhAruM chuM ke te kumArI sTenara che. gADIvAnanuM gRharakSakanA rUma sAthe." sUcana svIkArI, bane utarI paDayA, bhADuM "bIjI vastuo karatAM A vizeSa navuM cUkavI dIdhuM." lAge che." vADa AgaLa AvI meM kahyuM, "bapora be varSa pUrve ja te mUkAyuM che." pachInI zubhecchA. kumArI sTenara ame amAruM ApanI bahenanI mAgaNIthI?" vacana pALyuM che." amane joI te khUba harSa pAmI. amArI sAthe hastadhUnana karI kahyuM. "nA, mArI bahene teno kadI upayoga paNa ApanI khUba IntajArI karatI hatI. DokaTara karyo nathI. amAre amArI joItI cIjo jAte royaleTa zaheramAM gaye che, sAMja pahelA AvA ja meLavavAnI hoya che. hase bheMyataLiyuM vAnI koI vakI nathI." DokaTara amAre tyAM tapAsyuM. pATiyA paranI tIrADo tapAsI, chevaTe Avela-tema meM kahyuM, tyAre teno deha kIko pathArI najIka gayA. doraDuM kheMcyuM. jaNAyuM ke paDI gayA. te zuM mArI pAchaLa paDela ??? te "DamA' muMbuM hatuM-koI ghaMTa vagADe tema na ema lAge che, paNa tuM ciMtA na kara. je hatuM. 'are ! voTasana jo to kharA, tane koI te luccAI karaze te tenAthI vadhu luccAI ame, 3 tAra sAthe joDela nathI paNa venTIleTara ughaDe che batAvazuM. ame have tArA rakSaka chIe." te sthaLe huka sAthe joDela che." pachI makAnanuM bArIkAIthI nirIkSaNa karyuM. "kevuM arthavihina ! AvuM to kyAMya najare chevaTane rUma De. royaloTana, vaccene rUma tenI paDayuM nathI." bahenane ane trIje kumArI sTenarane. - hase kahyuM, "ghaNuM vicitra ! are A te bolI, "have huM vaccenA rUmamAM rAtri venTIleTara te bIjA rUmamAM ughaDe che." vItAvuM chuM, rIperIMga cAle che tethI kumArI sTonare kahyuM, "te taddana adyatana che. jUna-84] [119 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ghaMTaDInA deraDAnI sAthe ja tenI utpatti che te dharmazALA kharuMne?" banI che." hA, te kAuna-dharmazALA." pachI teoe DokaTarane oraDe tapA. "sarasa, tyAMthI Apane rUmanI bArIo temAM eka seIpha joI ane pUchyuM, "AmAM dekhI zakAya che?" zuM che?" cokkasa." mArA pitAnA dhaMdhAne lagatA kAgaLa." "tamAre mAthAnA du:khAvAnA nhAnA taLe zuM tame te jAte joyA che!" tamArI rUmamAM ja rahevAnuM che jyAre tamArA hA, thoDA varSo pUrve oramAna pitA Ave tyAre paNa, jyAre te - "zuM temAM bIlADI nathI?" rAtrinA tenA rUmamAM sUvA jAya tyAre bArInA ,"nA, kevI vicitra vAta!" saTarsa kholI nAkhavA, tenA para nizAnI rUpe eka dIpaka mUke." sAruM A juo,"--ema kahI kabATa upathI dUdhanI rakAbI utArI batAvI. hA, barAbara " "nA ame bIlADI pALI nathI. citto bAkInuM amArA para choDe. ane vAnara che. vizeSa tapAsa karatAM tenI najara paNa Apa zuM karaze?" cAbuka para paDI. tene guMcaLuM vALI laTakAvela. ame tamArA rUmamAM rAtri vItAvazuM je Tasana! Apa zuM dhAre cho? avAja tamane DarAve che tenI talAza karazuM." e te sAde cAbuka che." Ape aphaphara nirNaya karyo che ?" are bhAI! te sAmAnya nathI. gunhA "kadAca" tarapha jenuM mana vaLeluM hoya che tyAre te khatara- "te pachI kaha-mArI bahenanA mRtyunuM nAka bane che." kAraNa kaho." bahAra nIkaLI hase kumArikAne kahyuM, "have "huM jaNAvuM te pahelAM tenI sAbitI raju dareka bAbatamAM Ape mArI salAha pramANe karavAnuM huM vadhu pasaMda karuM chuM." vartavuM paDaze." mArI bahenanA mRtyunuM kAraNa kahe. zuM te cakkasa, huM Apa kaheze temaja karIza." kharekhara bhayathI ja mRtyu pAmI hatI?" DhIla pisAya tema nathI. A5nI AjJA- " nA, huM ema dhAratuM nathI. bIjukeI kAraNa kitatA upara ApanuM jIvana avalaMbe che." che. paNa amAre have javuM joie. jo DokaTara khAtrI ApuM chuM ke dareka AjJAne amala Ave ane amane joya jAya te amArI musApharI thaze ja." eLe jAya. bahAdura bane. prathama huM ane mAre mitra ApanA "salAma, amArA kathana pramANe cAlaze, te oraDAmAMja rAtri vItAvazuM." bhayane hAMkI kADhazuM," te sAMbhaLI vaTasana ane kumArIkA vismita ame "kAuna Ina"mAM beThaka rUma ane zayana banyA. rUma meLavI lIdhAM. te upale mALe hatAM. tyAMthI hA, temaja thaze, vaLI huM samajAvuM-pelI enyu daravAjo ane sTokamerI gRha najare 120] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDatAM. saMdhyA samaye DokaTara gADImAM AvI vasene "hA mAM mAthuM halAvyuM. pahoMce, lokhaMDanA dvAra kholavAmAM chokarAne battI holavavI paDaze kadAca te venTIleTara vAra lAgatAM, te gajaryo ane mAravA muThI ugAmI. dvArA jeI jAya. eka beThaka rUmamAM dIpaka pragaTaya, te ame ahiMthI hense kahyuM, "uMghatA nahi, rIvolvara taiyAra joI zakyA. rAkhajo, huM pathArI pAse besuM chuM. tame khurazI voTasana ! Apane sAthe rAkhatA mana pAchuM para bese." paDe che." - voTasane rIvara bahAra kADhI, Tebala upara huM tyAM Apane upayogI thaI zakIza?" mUkI, homsa pAse netaranI soTI hatI. te teNe tamArI hAjarI khUba jarUrI che " bAjumAM taiyAra rAkhI. pAseja dIvAsaLInI peTI ane mINabattI zakhyAM, pachI battI helavI; ane te huM jarUra AvIza." aMdhakAra oDhI lIdhe. keTaloka samaya A sthiti"Apane AbhAra." mAM pasAra thayuM. ekAeka venTIleTaranI dizAmAM vRkSo vacce Avela makAnamAM 9 vAge battI prakAza camakyo ane tarataja baMdha. baLatA telanI holavavAmAM AvI. be kalAka maMda gattie pasAra kaDaka vAsa ane garama thatI dhAtunI vAsa AvI. thayA. ekAeka 11 vAge amArI sAme eka bIjAnA oraDAmAM koIke battI paTAvI hatI. prakAza camaka. hilanacalana ne dhImo avAja saMbhaLAyo. pachI pagabhara ubhIne kahyuM, "te ja sUcanA-cinha narI zAMti. e rIte adha kalAka vItI. pachI vaccenI bArIthI Ave che." kITalImAMthI nIkaLatI varALanA saMskAra je bahAra nIkaLatAM ame mAlika sAthe vAta avAja saMbhaLAyo. te ja kSaNe hAmsa kUdaye dIvAkarI. ame eka saMbaMdhIne maLavA jaIe chIe. saLI peTAvI ane belanA deraDAne seTIthI phaTakAyuM. kadAca rAtri tyAMja vIte. ame AgaLa vadhyA. voTasana, yune? joyuMne ? " ThaMDe pavana thapATa lagAvI rahyA hatA. tyAre eka paNa teNe kazuM joyuM na hatuM. jayAre hase pILo prakAza amArA hetune anurUpa sUcane dIvAsaLI paTAvI tyAre meM dhIme spaSTa saMskAra ApI rahyo hato. jevuM sAMbhaLyuM. paNa voTasananI AMkho aMjAI makelIthI raste karatAM AgaLa vadhyAM. jevA gaI hatI. kene hose phaTakAryo te tene khabara ame bArImAMthI praveza karavA jatAM hatAM tevAmAM na paDI. paNa teNe joyuM to homsano cahere eka bhayaMkara dekhAvanuM bALaka ghAsa para paTakAyuM bhayagrasta ane phIkakI banI gayA hatA. ane jhaDapathI aMdhakAramAM ogaLI gayuM. teNe phaTakAravAnuM baMdha karyuM hatuM ane venTIhe Izvara ! Ape joyuM ke ?" leTara tarapha tAkI rahyA hatA. te ja samaye bAjunA hepsa paNa Azcarya pAmela paNa turata ja oraDAmAMthI eka bhayaMkara cIsa saMbhaLAI, temAM yAda AvyuM ke te te mAMkaDuM hatuM, pachI ame mizrita hatAM krodha, bhaya ane darda, te cIkhe aMdara pravezyA. homsa avAja karyA vagara zaTara AjudAjunA lokone jAgRta karyA. amArA hRdaya baMdha karyA, battI meja para mUkI comera dRSTi pheravI. thIjAvI dIdhA, teo eka bIjA sAthe tAkI rahyAM. "heja paNa avAja ApaNo vinAza chevaTe uddhavasthAnamAM ja cIsa vilaya pAmI. notaraze." 'Ano artha zuM ?" veTasane kahyuM," jUna-84] [121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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hose kahyuM, basa, badhu ja patI gayuM-te para dhasI Ave che-te satya che. khADe chedanAra paNa uttama prakAre. rIlavara uThAo ApaNe khADAmAM paDe che. cAlo ApaNe A prANIne reyaleTanA rUmamAM jaIe. tenI guphAmAM dhakelIe. kumArikA che keI sahIgaMbhIra rare teNe dIvo pragaTAvyo. parasALa salAmata sthAne laI jaIe. pachI bhale polisa mAM thaIne dAkataranA rUma pAse gayA. bAraNuM banAva viSe jANakArI maLe tema kahI teNe khakhaDAvyuM, avAja na Avyo. AgaLio kera DAkaTaranA paga pAsethI cAbu kheMcI lIdhA. ane banne aMdara dAkhala thayA. sapanI DokamAM gALiyo karI pheka ane bhayaMkara teonI dRSTi para akathya citra paDayuM. sthAnamAMthI upADI, tejurImAM mUkayA ane tejurI baMdha karI. meja para zyAma dave hato. zaTara ardha khullA hatA. tejurI upara tejamaya kiraNa paData. koInA adhikAra ke haka upara trApa mAravI hatuM. tejurInuM bAraNuM khulyuM hatuM. lAkaDAnI khurazI ane jhuMTavI levA prayatna kare te bhayaMkara deSa che. upara DokaTara beTho hato-bhure ja ane pagamAM bIjAnA jAna sAthe bAjI khelavA jatAM, TarkIza caMpala. khoLAmAM lAMbo cAbuka. siliMga bAjI pitAnAja jAna para khelAya che, kudaratane tarapha AMkhe jaDAI hatI. tenA bhavAM pharato tyAM Dera che paNa nyAya che. vicitra pILo paTTo-TIpakIvALe. jANe ke jorathI Dedha mAnavIne mahAna damana che. mAnavInI kapALa para bAMdhyo na hoya. teo pravezyA tyAre teNe na karyo avAja ke na thaI keI gati. * sArI evI kArakIrdimAM dhULa meLavI de che. homsa dhImethI kahyuM, "TapakI vALa paDho! pAzavI baLa para AdhAra rAkhe narI mUrkhatA Tisane eka pagaluM AgaLa bharyuM. tarata ja che. mAthAnI jALa bIjAne sapaDAve kadAca, paNa dAkataranA vALamAMthI nAnakaDuM sarpanuM mAthuM bahAra aMte jALa gUMthanAra temaja sapaDAya che. mATe AvyuM. dha para vijaya meLavavA prayatna karo. kapaTI homsa bUma pADI, "e eDara jato rItarasamane tIlAMjalI Ape. potAne je maLe sarpa - sauthI bhayaMkara. daMza pachI daza sekanDamAM temAM saMtoSa rAkhI sukhI jIvananI majA hANe. dAkatara khalAsa thaI gayela che. hiMsA hiMsA karanAra (saMpUrNa) zrI zatruMjaya girirAja darzana zAzvatA vIrthanI upAsanA AvA punita pustakanA vAcana dvArA vizeSa rIte thaI zake che. tethI A pustaka dareka ghara vasAvavA jevuM che. navvANuM yAtrA karanAra bhAyavaM tane, vaSatapa karanAra tapasvIone, temaja zrI jaina saMghanA zrAvako ane zrAvikAone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAyaka pustaka che. A pustakamAM punita tIrthanA paMdara pheTAe che kiMmata phakta 600 rUpiyA je vyakita se ke sauthI vadhAre pustaka maMgAvaze temane daza TakA kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khArageITa bhAvanagara ( sArA ) 122] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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satya, sada. vijayate, -: lekhaka :zAstrI rameza lAlajI gAlA, (lAyanI moTA) satyano haMmezA jaya thAya che, zAstrakAre tuM satyanI pratijJA laIza eTale tArI patnI kahe che ke jyAM satya tyAM Izvarane vAsa che eTale tArAthI dUra raheze kharI? "hA, mahAtmAjI! Izvara prApti mATe kyAre paNa asatya bolavuM tame kaho cho ema ja che te ja satya che." ema nahi. satya kAryamAM ahaMniza hiMmata rAkhI zubha kevI rIte ? saMtajIe hasIne pUchayuM, tyAre pravRtti AdaravAthI vijayanI prApti thAya che, pelAe AturatAthI javAba Apyo, "he mahAtmA ! pachI bhale leke taraphathI ahobhAva maLe ke nahi. huM mArI strI pAse jyAre satya hakIkata kahevA je zubha kArya karatA hovA chatAM bhaya, zarama, besuM tyAre e dUra khasI mArAthI risAI jAya lajajA ke muzkelI gaNe che te kyAre paNa vijaya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa kyAreka piyare jaI ahIM meLavI zakato nathI. [ satyane darzAvatI eka suMdara [ mArA ghare ] AvavA cokhI no kahI de che. kathA jANavA jevI che.] mATe he saMtajI! AvI pratijJA ha levA samartha eka nagaramAM eka saMta bAvAjI satyAsatyane nathI." ATaluM kahI te tyAMthI potAne mAge upadeza ApI rahyA hatA, lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM cAlyo gayo. bAkInAone pratijJAthI zuzobhita zrotAjane e upadeza jhIlI rahyA hatA. Upa- karI AzIrvAda ApI chUTA karyA. dezAnta saMtajIe kahyuM ke saMtanA samAgamamAM pratijJA lenArAomAM ghaNI strIo paNa hatI, AvyA pachI je ekAda niyama nahi svIkArIe temAM eka sAMI nAmanI paNa strI hatI, tene A te ApaNe je pAmara jIva bIje kayAMya saMtajano Upadeza nasenasamAM lAgI gayo hato, maLa durlabha thaze. A vAta sAMbhaLI sau zrotA- saMtajIne Upadeza sAMbhaLyA bAda bhaya-zaramajanoe UbhA thaI kahyuM, "mahAtmAjI ! amane lajajA ke muzkelIne joyA vagara satya kAma game evI ApattimAM paNa khoTuM na bolavAnI karavAmAM e Atura rahetI-kayAre paNa acakAtI pratijJA Ape, sau zrotAjanono eka ja nahi. avAja sAMbhaLI saMtajI acaraja pAmI ubhA cheDA samaya bAda eka vakhata mahA bhayaMkara thaI gayA ane pAchaLa joyuM te eka mANasa dukALa paDyA, cAre dizAmAM kyAMya pANI nahi, beThele jevAya. mANasane joI saMtAthI rahevAyuM mAnavIe te zuM paNa pazu-pakSoe paNa pANI nahi, teNe moTethI ka , "he bhalA ! badhA siMhe vagara taDaphaDavA lAgyA, ana ane pANI vagara UbhA thaI gayA, te Apa sAheba kema vilaMba jIvavuM muzkela thaI paDayuM eTale badhA jIvana karyo?" saMtajIno avAja sAMbhaLI pele mANasa jIvavA je jatA rahyA. AthI e dezane rAjA uThI sAhebajI pAse Avyo ane kahyuM, "he puNya "ebhala ne citA thaI, ne prajAnuM duHkha dUra AtmA ! mArAthI satya pALI zakAya tema nathI karavA vicAra karavA lAgyA, vicArAnta potAnA eTale kSamA mAguM chuM" are bhalA mANasa ! putrane rAjya sepI ghoDe savAra thaI potAnA nAnA roga taDa para thI ema zAstrokta che mahelathI jaMgalamAM jato rahyo, tyAM eka vidyAdhara e zuM tame nathI samajatA ? vaLI bhAgyavAnuM! jyotiSIonuM maTha joyuM. temAM veda jJAtA jUna-84] [123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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suprasiddha cunaMdA nAme eka prakhara tiSa hite, sukavyA zarIra lUchI zarIranI dhrujArIne dUra karavA A mahAprabhAvika mahAtmA joI rAjAe namratA lAgI. Ama mAtA jema bALakane tema pelI strI bhAve kahyuM, "he mahAtmAjI ! vaM pravivAra tA. gheDesavArane bAkI rahelI rAtri dehanI garamIne. thI pUjAmAM si mi chama mama sparza karAvatI pAse rahI. rAtrinA chellA prahare kAma dA rAjJaH vaja' tyAM kAtiSa pelA puruSanI cetanAmAM jAgRtine saMcAra thayo ta, janana, rajanana ! rAka na ! tyAre AMkha khAlI jue che te paDakhAmAM ja mAtAnI rAjAe potAnI vigata kahetA kahyuM, "he jyotine jema ajANa-cAraNa mAtAne joI vicAravA dhaMra ! amArA pradezamAM mahA bhayaMkara dukALa paDe lAge ke kharekhara Aje paNa A pAvana pRthvI che e aTakAvavA keI sAre upAya batAve upara satIo che. dhanya jananI ane janmabhUmine jethI mArI prajA sukhI thAya," A vAta sAMbhaLI ke je kaLiyugamAM paNa upakAra karanArI mArI mAtA pitAnA vidyAnA baLathI jyotiSie kahyuM, he samAna A strI Aje jevAI. Ama eka satI rAjan ! melI vidyAnA jANanAra kaIke mRgalAnA nArIne upakAra mAnI, AzIrvAda meLavI savAra ziMgaDe maMtreluM mAdaLIyuM bAMdhI dIdhela che e thatAM ja potAnA pradeza tarapha ravAnA thayo. mAdaLIyuM chUTe te tamArA dezamAM varasAda paDe evI saMbhAvanA che." A bAjupate karela rAtri daramiyAna upakAra vRtti bIjA divase pitAnI sakhIone jaNAvI maMtranA jANanAra jyotiSanI vAta sAMbhaLI dIdhI ane duniyAne te bIjAnI phajetI kema rAjA tarata ja mRgalAnI zodhamAM nIkaLe thoDA thAya e ja joItuM hoya. eTale A bAju paNa divasanA prayane bAda e kArya siddha karyuM sAMinI vAta sAMbhaLI enI ThekaDI uDADavA lAgI, ane muzaLadhAra varasAda varasyA. ati varasAdane ane mazkarI karavA lAgI, kaI kharAba bela kAraNe rAjA pote paNa pANIthI ladabadI gayo bolavA lAgI, keI ene vezyA vagere paNa kahevA ane ThaMDIthI dhrujavA lAgyA jema tema rastA lAgI. ke enAthI dUra rahevA lAgI, kaI ene oLaMgI nesamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM dUrathI eka suMdara bhikhAraNa saMbodhavA lAgI. AvI te aneka makAna dekhAyuM. madharAtano samaya hato, Aju- vAtothI ene satAvavA lAgI, paNa ATalAthI bAju visAmAM jevuM na dekhAtA rAjA potAnA satIo DarI jAya te satI kahevAya kevI rIte? dhyAnamAM joDAne haMkArate AgaLa ne AgaLa e to leka niMdAthI DaryA vagara potAnuM kArya jaI rahyA hatA. tyAMja dUrathI AvatA gheDAna karavA lAgI. haNahaNATa zabda sAMbhaLI pelA makAnamAMthI eka strI bahAra AvI, joyuM te eka asavAra bhIne have thoDA divasa bAda paradeza gayelA badhA kapaDe taraboLa, gheDAne hAMkato hAMkato AgaLa pAchA pharyA sAthe sAMIne pati paNa pAcho Avyo, ghasI rahyA hate A dRzya joI pelI bAI dayAthI paNa loka A paNa leka pAsethI sAMInI hakIkata sAMbhaLI, pIgaLI gaI ane bhaya rAkhyA vagara ghoDesavAra " A gharamAM praveza na karyo ane sAMIne jematema kahevA pAse gaI ane tene citA mukta karI potAnA lAgyA, A badhu sahana karatI patine samajAvatI makAnamAM laI AvI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jema kahevA lAgI, "ha patideva ! duniyA deraMgI che. mAtA putranI, patnI patInI tema A juvAna bAI tuccha ane halakaTa svabhAvanI strIo tarapha puruSe ajANyA ghoDesavAranI saMbhALa rAkhavA lAgI. dhyAna ApavuM na joIe, chatAM Apane mArA tarapha enA bhijAI gayelA vacce kADhI eka bAju (anusaMdhAna pAnA naM. 127 upara) 124] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zALAmRta jJA.61.mata, , bhArata para -: lekhaka :ratilAla mANekacaMda zAha mu. naDIAda jJAnanuM phaLa virati che, jJAnanuM phaLa tyAga tanhAmRta pAmavAnI durlabhatA khAsa dhyAna che, saMcama che, pariNatinI nirmaLatA che. kheMce tevI che, valeNuM valenAranI IcchA te (1) tattva saMvedana jJAna joIe, (2) AtmA tara mAla pitAne hastagata karavAnI hoya paNa nubhava barAbara joIe, (3) aMtaranI jyoti valavatAM AvaDe nahi, te mAkhaNa chAza sAthe barAbara jAgrata thavI joIe, (4) aMdarathI sAcI malI jAya, mAtra mAkhaNane tAravI levuM ane parIkSA thavI joIe. sva-paranuM jJAna ane uMDA saheja paNa bagADa thavA na deva e te hoMziNamAM tenuM darzana ane pratIti thAya tyAre yArInuM kAma che, ahIM gagana maMDaLa e bhagaAnaMdaghana padanI prApti thAya mATe anubhava kare, vAnanI vANuM che. AkAza dvArA e kAna sudhI aMtara ti jagAve ane ghaTa-aMtarane para, pahoMce che, gaNadhara dvArA e gUMthAya chete kharUM AnaMdanuM sthAna che, tyAM anaMta Atma (jamAvAya che), ane valoNA dvArA pratyeka prANI darzana che. tyAM saMparka, saMbaMdha ke mUMjhavaNano sudhI te pahoMce che, bAkI to vakhatasara levA aMta che, tyAM anaMta Atma darzana che mokSaprada Ave te ghaNA kharA tevA bhavyane chAza male che, che. tyAM jAgatI jIta che ane tyAM chevaTe nirvANa mAla amRta che te te koI bhAgyavAna mikSa che. aMdara Utare ane te jaNAze, rahasya viralAne male che. ze, ane te AviSkAra pAmaze. pRthakkaraNa gagana maMDala meM gAya vIANI, vasudhA karo ane te tarI Avaze, vale to mAkhaNa dUdha jamAI upara tarI Avaze. ApaNe vepAra mAkhaNa meLa- saure ane bhAI! valoNuM valove te. vavAne ja have ghaTe, chAzamAM bharamAI javuM na tattva amRta keI pAI-avadhU-5 ghaTe. puruSArtha kare to pAmaze, bAraNuM khaTakhaTAvaze te khulaze mATe anubhava jovA zAstranA sAstro vAMcI jAya, sAMbhaLI jAya ke gokhI jAya paNa je pRthakakaraNa zakti ke tulanAane ghaTa aMtarane paro . tmaka zakti na AvI hoya te durAgrahamAM paDI yegI aMdara ja che, tene bahAramAM zodhavA jAya, tattvajJAnamAM ekAMta maI thaI gaye ke javuM paDe tema nathI. tenI parIkSA karavI paDe tema tattva dUra cAlyuM jAya che, pachI te vicAraNA nathI, te ghaTa-aMtaramAM che, e sAcI dhyeya mUrti kare ke vAdavivAda kare paNa enuM pUrva adhya che, e dhyAtA che, e dhyAnathI prApya che ane citta tattvane prApta karI zakatuM nathI. e dhyAna karanAra paNa che. te svayaM, AnaMdano ghana satyanI bIjI bAju joI zakatA nathI ane hAI AnaMda padane pAmanAra paNa eja che, A sAdhana dharmonI vicAraNAmAM te A vAta bhAre vAtanuM je saMvedana kare te khare guru che ane AkaruM rUpa le che. sAdhanane sAdhananI koTimAM sAce yegI che. rAkhavAne badale ene sAdhya dhArI meTI yuddha juna-84 [125 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhUmikAo UbhI karI de che, artha vagaranI carcAne dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya che, IsTa vastuno viyoga emAM Akhe uddeza bhUlI jAya che ane pote thAya, na game tevI vastu maLI jAya, tene parije rIte sAdhanadharmo kahe. tenAthI jarA paNa judA NAme mAnasika kSebha thAya ane vastu tarapha paDanArane game teTalAM halakAM saMbodhane ApavAmAM azuci thAya te ArtadhyAna nAmaka vairAgya che, tene jarApaNa saMkeca thatuM nathI. A paristhiti barI ke chokaro marI jAya, jelamAM javAnuM thAya, jyAM thAya tyAM tattva amRta prApta thayuM nathI paise khoI besAya ke Aga pANIthI nukazAna ema samajavuM. thAya, tyAre upara ca ivairAgya thAya che te dharmanI bAbatamAM bAhyADaMbarane sAdhya mAna AtaM dhyAnAtmaka kahevAya che, AmAM heya upAdeya vAmAM Ave, nirmAlya jhagaDAo zarU karavAmAM buddhi hotI nathI, udvega, viSAda, kalpanA taraMga Iti kartavyatA ghAravAmAM Ave, tyAM tanhAmRta Adine vaza thaI prANI virAga dekhADe te mAtra meLavavAnI bhAgyazIlatA prApta thaI nathI tema vyavahAra daSTie vairAgya kahevAya che, ene Atma samajavuM, mAtra kriyAmAM paripUrNatA mAnavAmAM vikAsamAM kazuM sthAna nathI. AvA vairAgyane Ave, kriyA aMtagarta rahelA rahasyane samaja- keTalAka duHkha garbhita vairAgya paNa kahe che. mehathI vAne prayatna paNa na karavAmAM Ave, tyAre paNa vairAgya thAya che. meha eTale ajJAna samajavuM e prANIne kharuM tattva rahasya prApta AtmAnuM svarUpa barAbara jANyA sivAya ekAta thayuM nathI. daSTie ene nitya ke, abadhya mAnIne saMsAranI nirguNatA samajIne virAga thAya te maha garbhita ghaNI vakhate te dharmane nAme pazcAt gati virAgya kahevAya che. emAM saMsAra tarapha, viSaye thaI jAya che, kriyA karavAne nAme magaja pharatI AMdhI caDhAvI devAmAM Ave che ane dharmiSTha tarapha aruci thAya che, paNa vastuone ane AtmAno saMbaMdha barAbara oLakhAyela na hoI dekhAvAno DoLa ke bhramamAM dharmAdhatAne piSavAmAM pUrato lAbha laI zakatA nathI. A ajJAna janya Ave che. ahIM tavAmRtanI prApti thaI nathI, vairAgya che. ucca keTinA sAcA vairAgyanI bhUmikA paNa mAtra chAza maLI che ema jANavuM. iMdriyanA mAM samyajJAna hoya che. vastune vastugate oLakhI bhege ne kALA bhayaMkara sarpanA zarIra jevA jANIne jIva-ajIvane paraspara saMbaMdha vicArI tyAgameTAM rAjyane dhULa samAna jANIne, baMdhuone vRtti thAya te jJAna garbhita verAgya kahevAya che, baMdhanA kAraNarUpa jANIne viSane jhera meLavelAM e prANI dravya-guNa-paryAyane oLakhe che, saMsAra anna samAna jANIne, Rddhine rAkheDInI sagI bramaNanA kAraNane samaje che, ane viziSTa buddhi bahena sarakhI jANIne ane strIonA samUhane -samaja pUrvaka sva-paranA vivecana sAthe tyAga tarakhalAnA DhagalA samAna jANIne te sarva padArtho kare che, te jJAna garbhita vairAgya che, sidhya sAdhana uparanI Asakti tajI daI, tenAthI anAsakata A vairAgya thaI paDe che. ane prANIone sAdhya rahI, eTale temanA tarapha rAga-dveSathI anAkuLa sudhI pahoMcADI de che. mekSanA sAdhanamAM A rahI. dharA vAsita banI virakta AtmA muktine vairAgyane khAsa sthAna che. A vairAgya e samyaprApta kare che. kanuM lIMga che. ane teno samAveza niveda" zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAja vairAgya para AkhuM zabdamAM karavAmAM AvyA che. vikAsa mArgamAM aSTaka lakhI dasamAM aSTakamAM verAgvanA traNa enI khUba upayuktatA che. enI vicAraNamAM prakAra batAve che, ArtadhyAna nAmaka, mahagabhita pUrva puruSoe aneka vAte aneka pustakomAM ane sajajJAna saMgata A traNe praTAro barAbara karI che. 126] [AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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puNya paNa Akhare sonAnI kheDI che ane saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra che, ane pApa-azubhA daya te gamatu nA, paNa vAstavika rIte banne pApa ane puNya nakAmAM che, bhagavAne phekI devA ceAgya che ane ema karIne navIna karmabaMdha aTakAvavA cAgya che te aTakAvavAnA upAya puNyathI rAcavuM nahIM ke pApathI mU jhAvuM nahi, e che. puNya-pApa pADAzI khAce, mAna-kAma dou mAmA; mohanagarakA rAjA khAyA, pIche... hI prema te gAmA. avadhU-3 bhAva pAMca prakAranA che (1) aupamika, (2) kSAyika, (3) kSAApazamika, (4) AdAyika, (5) pAriNAmika, ajIvamAM sadara pAMca bhAvavALA paryAyAnA sahava thAM, tathA e pAMce ajIvanuM svarUpa thaI zakatA nathI. uparanA pAMca bhAva ekI sAthe badhA jIvAmAM hoya che. evA niyama nathI, mekSamAM gayela muktAtmAmAM kSAyika, pAriNAmika e beja bhAva hoya che, saMsArI ( anusaMdhAna pAnA 124nuM cAlu ) avizvAsa hoya tA jema rAma sItAnI tema Apa mArI parIkSA karI zako chA. ane sAce ja zakAne TALavA patie pAtAnI satI strIne telanI kaDhAImAM dhakelavA lAgyA. tyAM moTA camatkAra thayA ke bIntu' kAMi koine khabara paDayA vagara tela pANI banI gayu', ane patinA dehamAM bhayaMkara vedanA zarU thai. e vedanA zAMta thavAne na-84] Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jIvAmAM koi traNa bhAvavALA, koi cAra bhAvavALA ane koI pAMca bhAvavALA hoya che, AvA prakAranA be bhAvA kSAyika ane pAriNAmika ja mAtra rahe che, ane bAkInA bhAvA khasI jAya e jIvanano hetu che, paNa e sthitie paheAMcavA mATe aMtaravRtti, saccAritra, tyAga, virAganA bhAvanI jarUra che, jyAre AtmabhAva prakaTa thAya, aMtaranI AtmadazA jAmI jAya ane paramAtma svarUpa prApta karavAnI lemAM Atma nimajjana thAya che, tyAre parabhAva para kAbU Ave che, tyAre bAhvAtmabhAva khasI jAya che, tyAre svasvarUpanI jhAMkhI thAya che ane vaheluM ke moDu A bhavamAM ke anya bhavamAM chevaTe Aja ApaNe karavAnu che, te karyA vagara chUTakA nathI, jyAM sudhI te karIzuM nahIM tyAM sudhI cAragatinA viSacakrane preraka baLa malyAja karaze, je atyaMta duHkhaprada che, temAMthI chUTavAnA purUSArtha AcarIye teja sAcA purUSArtha che, bAkInuM badhu ja bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra che te na bhUlavu jeI e. adale vadhavA lAgI eTale satI sAMI peAtAnA zIlakhAnA prabhAvathI patinI pIDAnuM haraNa karI IzvaranuM bhajana bhajatAM jIvana puruM karyuM. AthI ja satIone anulakSI yuropanA eka vidvAne karyu che ke izvaranA guNone bAda karatA ApaNe sauthI vadhu RNI strInA chIe ethI kayAre paNa strIne duHkha thAya AvA kAryo karavA e mahA pAyu che. bheTa saLaze zrI jaina A mAnada sabhA bhAvanagara taraphathI temanA sabhAsadAne "vairAgya jharaNA - nI pustikA bheTa ApavAnI che. tA sthAnika sabhAsadone zrI sabhAnI ephIsamAMthI lai javA namra vinati karavAmAM Ave che, bahAragAmanA sabhAsadone posTathI mekalI ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara. [127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 #s dA.61.mAM sarvotkRSTa jJALI.dAhI, lekhaka : pUjya akalaMkavijayajI mahArAja sAheba anaMtajJAnI vItarAga prabhue dharmanuM svarUpa Agama-zAstra, caritre, lakhavAM lakhAvavAM-chapAsamajAvatAM kahyuM ke dharma cAra prakAre thaI zake vavAM e trIjA naMbaranuM supAtradAna che. e traNe che. dAna karavAthI, zIaLa pALavAthI, tapa kara- sthAvara tIrtha che, ane sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvakane vAthI, ane zubhabhAvanA bhAvavAthI. dAna, zIla, zrAvakA e caturvidha saMgha te jaMgama tIrtha che. ne tapa e traNemAM zubha bhAvate joIe ja. chatAM temanI bhakti, vaiyAvacca, karavA rUpa che. jenAgama ekale bhAva paNa mekSe pahoMcADI zake che. cAra anuyogamAM vahecAeluM che. temAM dravyAnugRhasthane mATe dharmanI zarUAta dAnathI ja thAya yAga, gaNitAnuyoga ne caraNakaraNanuM ga. vadhAre che. dAna eTale tyAga. ApaNI pAse je vastu saMmajaNavALA mATe che. paNa dharmakathAnuga te hoya te bIjAne ApIe te dAna kahevAya che. AbAla-vRddha sarvane upayogI che, mahA purUSonA ahiMsA. saMyama, ane tapa e rIte paNa dharma jIvanacaritra vAMcI gyatA mujaba dareka jIva traNa prakArane kahela che. ema judI judI apekSAe AtmavikAsa sAdhI zake che. jJAnadAnane ja dharma samajAvyuM che. te darekamAM jIvadayA mukhya prakAra che, kaI vakRtvakaLAthI upadeza ApI samache. A badhuM samajAvavuM, ane heya tyAga karavA jAve che te koI lekhana kaLAthI sArAM sArAM ca, reya jANavA yogya. ane upAdeya AdaravA caritra lakhI dharmanuM svarUpa samajAve che. Aje yegyanI samajaNa ApavI te jJAnadAna sarvotkRSTa vyAvahArika jJAna vadhatuM jAya che. jyAre dhArmika che. abhayadAna, jJAnadAna ne dharmopagraha dAna ema rasa ochuM thatuM jAya che. pustaka chapAvI tenuM traNa prakAre dAna gaNAya che, temaja bIjI rIte mamatvapaNuM rAkhI ekaThuM karI mUkI rAkhavAthI udhaI abhayadAna, supAtradAna, anukaMpAdAna, ucitadAna lAgI jatAM pheMkI devuM paDe che. paNa chuTathI jJAnane ne kIrtidAna ema pAMca prakAre paNa kahevAya che, pracAra karavAthI te lAbha ja thAya che. ApaNI temAM prathamanAM be ucca koTInAM dAna che, te svarga pAse ekathI vadhu pustaka hoya te bIjAne lAbha ane apavarga eTale melanAM sukhane ApanAra kema maLe te vicArI tene dUra kare ane che, dareka jIva mAtrane pitane samAna gaNI tenuM udAratAthI sarvane upayogamAM Ave te rIte vartavuM rakSaNa karavuM, bacovavuM e prathama dharma che, ane joIe. viSamakALe jinabiMbajinAgama bhaviyaNakuM te abhayadAna tarike prakhyAta che. bIjuM supAtra- AdhAra. eTale ke A kALe jinezvara bhagavAnanI dAna sAtakSetramAM dhanano vyaya kare te che. te paNa pratimA ane jinezvare kaheluM Agama-sUtra e pahelA jeTaluM ja mahatvanuM dAna che. sAtakSetromAM banne upagI che. samyaga jJAnathI samyagazraddhA pahelA naMbaramAM jIrNoddhAra eTale jainatIrthane upanna thAya che. zraddhA viveka ne kiyA e traNethI uddhAra mATe jUnA maMdire samarAvavA ane jarUra AtmavikAsa sadhAya che. sakaLa kriyAnuM mULa hoya tyAM navAM jinamaMdira karAvavAM, pratimA je zraddhA tehanuM mULa je kahIe teha jJAna bharAvavI e bIjA naMbaranuM supAtra dAna che. nitanita vaMdI je te viNa kaho kema rahIye re 128] AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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eTale prathama samyajJAnanI jarUra che. temAM tIrtha". suMdara baMdha thAya che te mujaba vartavAthI uttama kara vagerenA caritro vAMcavAthI tyA stavana sajhAya- AtmavikAsa sAdhI zakAya che, mATe jJAnadAna e nA artha vicAravAnI tyA prakaraNa ane karma graMthanuM sarvotkRSTa dAna che. tene jeTalo bane teTalA pracAra jJAna meLavavAthI samyakatva nirmaLa thAya che. jJAnane karavo Avazyaka che. sarvadAtA jinezvara le. pa. pU. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI hai jinezvara ! Apa jevA dAnavIra hoya pachI ka9pavRkSa pAse koNa hAtha lAMbo kare ? he jinavara ! Apa jevA dAnavIra meLavIne pachI ciMtAmaNi pAse kANu mAMge ? he jinendra ! prasannatAthI icchita denAra Apa maLyA pachI kAmadhenu pAse kANu kheALA pAthare ? hai jineza ! udAra dariyAva dIla Apano saMbaMdha thaye pachI phaTAka kuTakaNiyA kAmadhaTa pAse koNa bhikha mAMge ? he jinezvara ? kalpavRkSa, ciMtAmaNi, kAmadhenu, kAmaghaTa, A badhAM ApanI prasannatA hoya tyAM sudhI prasanna. ane Apa aprasanna hoya to te sA aprasanna che! AthI he jinendra ! buddhimAna mATe A peja eka sevya pRya vaidya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atmanand Prakash Regd G. BV. 31. -- amUrya prakAzana :aneka varasonI mahenata ane sa AdhanapUrvaka parama pUjaya vidvAna - RnirAjazrI je imu vijayajI mahArAjanA varadahaste saMpAdita thayela ajoDa ane amUlya graMtha hA.u.2 6yacakrama, prathama, ane dvitoya, bhAga A amUlya graMtha jemAM nAnuM adbhuta vaNa na che te dareka sAdhu munirAjo tathA sAdhvIjI mahArAja mATe ati upayogI graMtha che. dareka gRhastha e ane samAjanI dareka lAyabrerI mATe vasAvavA joI e. A yutha mATe parama pUjaya AcArya zrI vijayadhamasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke bhAvanagara zrI jaina A mAnada saMbhAe A pustakanuM prakAzana karyuM te eka moTA gauravanI vAta che. je vidvAna muni mahArAja, sAdhvIjI mahArAja, tathA zrAvake temaja zrAvikA ene jaina darzananA abhyAsa mATe khUba ja upayogI nIvaDaze. bhAratabharamAM aneka jana saMsthA e che. teo e pragaTa karelA pustakamAM A! * kAdazA ra' nacacaka mane zreSTha sthAne mUkI zakAya tema che. mATe zrI jana A mAnada sabhAne dhanyavAda ghaTe che. ( kIMmata rUA. 40-00 pesTa kharca alaga ) bahAra paDI cukela che jinadattakathAnakema ( amA' navuM prakAzana ) - prastuta jinadattakathAnaka saMskRta bhASAnA abhyAsIo mATe khAsa upayogI evA kathAca'the che. sva. pRdaya pAda A ga ma prabhAkara dhruta-zilavAridhi zrI puNayavijaya ) mahArAjanI. icchAnusAra A graMtha prakAzana karavAmAM saphaLa thatA khuba AnaMda ane saMtoSa anubhavAya che. amArI vinatine dRDha namAM laine parama pUjaya sAdhvIjI mahArAjazrI e.kArazrIjI mahA rAje A graMthanuM sa pAdana--sa zodhananuM kArya karI ApavAnI kRpA karI che.' A kathAnakane gujarAtI bhASA mAM paNa saMkSipta sAra ApavA mAM AvyA che. A graMtha dareka lAyabrerImAM vasAvavA cAcuM che. ( kimata rUA. 8-00 ) ' lakhA zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA : khArageTa, bhAvanagara, ta'trI : zrI pI. paTabhAI ravajIbhAI salAta zrI A mAnada prakAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI e prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAna 6 sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeTha he mendra harilAla. A naMda prI, presa, sutA ravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only