Atmanand Prakash Pustak 071 Ank 07

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531811/1

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USIQ mAma saM', 78 ( cAlu ), vIra saM. 2500 vi. saM. 2030 vaizAkha mA pmaaye| 'ahINapaMcendiyatta pi se lahe, uttamadhammasuI hu dullhaa| kutisthinisevaai jaNe, samaya goyama ! mA pamAyae // pAMce Indriya paripUrNa prApta karavA chatA paNa dhamanu' zravaNa prApta karavuM kaThina che. ghaNA manuSya pAkhaDI guruonI sevA karatA rahe che. he gautama ! kSaNa mAtra paNa pramAda na ka2. prakArAka : zrI jaina zAtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara. pustaka : 71 ] che : 1974 [ aMka : 7 For Private And Personal use only

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lekha lakha lekhaka 1. guNehi sAhu aguNe hiDasAhu 2. zya yoganiSTa AcAca buddhisAgarasUrijIne eka mahatvane patra ... manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 3. muMgA jIvonA zrApa >> amaracaMda mAvajI zAha 4. pApano DaMkha ... manasukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA 5. jaina samAcAra - A ma Ta Na :mAnyavara sabhAsad badhuo tathA sabhAmRdu bahenA, - A sabhAnA 78 mA vArSika utsava saMvata 20 3 0 nA jeTha zudi 2 gurUvAra tA. 22-5-74 nA roja ujavavAmAM Avaze A prasa ge zeThazrI mULaca'da nathubhAI temaja sva vArA haThIca da jhaverabhAI. tathA temanA dharmapatnI he -kerabahene ApavAnA vyAja vaDe A sabhAnA lAIbrerI hela mAM savAre 9-30 kalAke pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM Avaze te mAMgatrika prasaMge Apa sau padhAraze. lI. sevake zrI jaina Amona samA jAdavajI jhaverabhAI zAha khArageIDha hIrAlAla bhANajIbhAI zAha bhAvanagara kAntilAla jagajIvana dezI tA. 15-4-74 mAnad maMtrIe. | sa mA cA 2 - sA zrI vardhamAna ke-epareTIva benka lI, bhAva nagaranuM maMgaLa uddaghATana tArIkha 8-5-'74nA roja gujarAtanI sahakArI pravRttionA praNetA zrI vIThThalabhAI amInane hate thayu hatu. samAraMbhanA pramukha sthAnethI zeTha zrI bhegIlAla maganalAla zAhe benkanI pragati mATe zubhecchA pAThavI hatI. atithi vizeSa padethI yuvAna udyogapati zrI jasubha I pra. mahetAe be kane AvakAra ApI saine A kAmamAM rasa levA jaNAvyuM hatuM. A prasaMge nagarapati zrI nagInabhAI zAhe vadha. ke. benkanA menejIMga DIrekaTara zrI vADIlAla ga dhI tathA anya DAyarekTara zrI manamohana taLI vageree prAsa gika pravacana karyA hatA. DAyarekaTara zrI manaharabhAI zeThe AbhAra vidhi karI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sabhAnA navA peTrana zrI dIpacaMda savarAja gADI" bI. esa. sI. ela. ela. bI. bAra-eTa-le nA TUMkA jIvana paricaya daDha ane nirNayAtmaka zaktine jenAmAM satata pravAha vahI rahyo che. evA zrI, dIpacaMda savarAja gADIne janma saurASTranA paDadharI gAme jaina kuTuMbamAM zrI savarAja jIvarAja gADIne tyAM tA. 25-4-1917 nA divase thayo hato. temanI mAtAnuM nAma kapUrabahena ane laghubaMdhunuM nAma cImanalAla, A kuTuMba dAna-dayAdharmAdi saMskArothI raMgAyeluM eTale A badhA guNa zrI. dIpacaMdabhAImAM saheja rIte prApta thayA che. mAtra cAra varSanI vaye zrI. dIpacaMdabhAInA pitAzrInuM du:khada avasAna thayuM ane tyAra pachI temane uchera temanA dAdAnI dekharekha nIce thaye. Arthika paristhiti sAmAnya prakAranI hatI. garIbI kaDavI ane tiraskAra pAtra lAge paraMtu jema kALAmAM kALI bhayamAMja suMdara phUla utpanna thAya che tema garIbAImAM mAnavInA hRdayamAM | apUrva hiMmata Ave che, tenI buddhi tIerga bane che. dIrdha dRSTi prApta thAya che ane garIbAIne je sahiSNutAthI sahI levAmAM Ave to e mAnavI mahAna banI zake che te pratyakSa rIte zrI, dIpacaMdabhAInA jIvana parathI joI zakAya che. zrI, dIpacaMdabhAInuM' prAraMbhika zikSaNa paDadharImAM ja thayuM. aMgrejI cha dhoraNanA abhyAsa pachI teo vAMkAneranI hAIskUlamAM dAkhala thayA ane meTrIkanI parIkSA uccakakSAe pAsa karI. mULathI ja teo svAvalaMbI eTale meTrIka pasAra karI temAM bhAvanagaranI zAmaLadAsa kolejamAM dAkhala thayA ane zikSaNakharcanI rakama jAte kamAI be varSa sudhI abhyAsa karyo. te pachI muMbaI AvI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAM hApha peIMga vidyAya tarIke dAkhala thaI royala insTITayuTa opha sAInsamAM abhyAsa karavA lAgyA, Ama saMsthAnuM RNa potAnA mAthe caDe e paNa temane gamatI vAta na hatI eTale vidyAlayamAMthI chUTI thaI svataMtra kamANI karatAM karatAM teo bI. esa. sI. thayA. te pachI ela. ela. bI. nI parIkSA pasAra karI teo dhArAzAstrI thayA. tIkSaNa buddhi, anokhI pratibhA ane sahRdayatAnA kAraNe eDavokeTa tarIke teo TUMka vakhatamAM jhaLakI UThayAM. muMbaImAM makAne ane jamInanI le-vecamAM teo vadhu ane vadhu rasa levA lAgyA ane pachI to A dhaMdha: mAM jhaMpalAvyuM. A dhaMdhAmAM temane bhAre saphaLatA prApta thaI ane Aje te A dhaMdhAmAM temanI gaNatarI A viSayanA niSNAta tarIke thAya che. aneka kaMpanIo, saMsthAo ane mahAnubhAvo temanI pAsethI A dhaMdhAne aMge mArga darzana le che, i. sa. 1961 mAM teo IMglAMDa jaI bAra-eTa-le thaI AvyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( temanA prathama patnI zrI. rukimaNI bahenathI temane razmikAMta ane hasamukhabhAI nAme be putro che. zrI rari makAMtabhAIe laMDanamAM rahI DekaTarI ucca kakSAnI parIkSAo pasAra karI che ane hAla tyAMnI eka nAmAkiMta hospITalamAM potAnA vizALa jJAnano lAbha Ape che. zrI hasamukhabhAI dhArAzAstrI che ane solIsITaranI parIkSA pasAra karI che. temanA dvitIya - patnI zrI, vidyAbahena eka suprasiddha zikSaNazAstrI che. teo bI. e. ela. bI. bI. I. DI, bAra-eTa-le che ane keLavaNI kSetramAM apUrva rasa dharAve che. zrI. dImacaMdabhAI pAse vipula dhana hovA chatAM pote e dhananAM mAlika banavAne badale TrasTI che, nI vahIvaTa kare che. dIna du:khIone gupta rIte teo sahAya kare che. teo temaja temane samagra parivAra ananya zikSaNapremI che. zikSaNanA kSetre zrI. dIpacaMdabhAie apUrva dAna karyuM che. temanI janmabhUmi paDadharImAM temanA 2vargastha pitAzrInA smaraNArthe 'savarAja jIvarAja gADI kanyA mahAvidyAlaya' cAle che. temanA mAtuzrInuM nAma joDI zrI. kapUraena jaina pAThazALA cAle che temaja paDadharanI AjubAjunA gAmaDAomAM prAthamika zALAo mATe aneka makAno baMdhAvI Apela che. ghATakoparamAM temanA mAtuzrInI yAdagIrImAM dhanajI devazI rASTrIya zALAmAM eka sabhAgRhe baMdhAvI Apela che. muMbaImAM ra AlatI gADI hAiskulamAM teo temaja temanA suzIla patnI zrI. vidyAbahena tana-mana-dhanapUrvaka rasa le che. mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAM temanA kuTuMbanI aneka vyaktio peTrana thayela che ane vidyAlayanI saMsthAmAM temanA aneka skolaro bhaNI zake tevI suvyavasi ta vyavasthA paNa karela che. zrI, gokaladAsa DAhyAbhAI zAha vizAzrImALI vaNika vidyottejaka, jAmanagara temaja anya aneka dhArmika, zaikSaNika ane sAmAjika kSetre kAma karatI saMsthAomAM teo TrasTI che ane potAnI sevAno lAbha Ape che. akhila bhAratIya jaina zvetAmbara konpharansanuM nAva tophAnanA vamaLamAM aTavAI gayeluM ane prayatno chatAM chellA keTalAka varSothI tenuM adhivezana maLI zakatuM na hatuM. zrI. dIpacaMdabhAInI keLavaNI pratyenI udAra abhirUcI, zAsana ane samAjanA kAryo aMgenI UMDI samaja ane dhagaza temaja sevA kSetre teozrInI prasarelI suvAsathI, I, sa, 1973nA mArca mAsamAM bharAyela konpharansanA 23mA amRta mahotsava adhivezanamAM pramukha tarIke temanI varaNI thaI ane konpharansarUpI nAvane tophAnanA vaMToLamAMthI bahAra lAvI tene sakriya ane saphaLa banAvavAnuM mAna temanA phALe jAya che. zrI, mAna ko opareTIva beMka nI sthApanA ane vikAsamAM temane mahatvano phALo che, ochAmAM ochuM bolavuM ane vadhumAM vadhu kArya karI batAvavuM e temanA jIvanane mudrAlekha che. AvA udAra carita, sevAbhAvI ane saujanyazIla zrI, dIpacaMdabhAI gADIne peTrana tarIke meLavavA badala A sabhA AnaMda ane gaurava anubhave che ane teo zrI tandurastabharyuM dIrdha jIvana prApta kare temaja temanA hAthe mAnavasevAnA aneka sakAryo uttarottara thatA rahe evI hArdika abhilASA pragaTa karIe chIe. For Private And Personal use only

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ja kat varSa : 7 ] vi. saM. 2030 vaizAkha - I. sa194 me [ aMka 7 - --- - -- - - -- -- - - - - - guNehi sAhU aannehi'saahuu| gihAhi sAhU guNa muzca'sAhU / vALA granagi' jo rAgadAsehi sama sa pujo|| gu vaDe sAdhu kahevAya che, avaguNa vaDe asAdhu thavAya che, mATe sArA guNone grahaNa kara, naThArA avaguNene tajI de. e rIte je pote potAnI jAtane vividha rIte bedha pe che tathA rAganA prasaMge yA haiSanA prasaMge barAbara samabhAva rAkhe che tene pUjya kahe. mahAvIra vANI" -upara For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. roganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrijIne eka mahatvano pI. lekhakaH manasukhalAla tArAthada mahetA saMpAdakIya neMdha : sva. yoganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI 49 mI svargArohaNa tithi jeTha vadi 3 tA. 8-6-1974nA Ave che ane te prasaMge zrI adhyAtma jJAna prasAraka maMDaLa dvArA muMbaImAM 5 paMnyAsa zrI padmasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanI nizrAmAM saddagata AcAryazrInA guNAnuvAdane eka samAraMbha ujavAze. sadUgata AcArya mahArAja mane je patra ahiM chApavAmAM Ave che te AjathI 23 varSa pahelAne che. chatAM e samaye A patranI je mahatvatA hatI te karatAM jaina samAja mATe vartamAna kALe A patranI mahatvatA aneka gaNI vadhAre cheA patramAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che tema A duniyAmAM matabheda te hoya che paNa matabhedane apekSAe ata lAvI zakAya che. vivekabuddhithI matabheda TALavA joie. matabhedanA kAraNe samAjamAM kahezanA AMdolane na pragaTavA joIe. AcAryazrIe eka mahatvanI vAta karatAM patramAM sAcuM ja kahyuM che keH "matabheda pAvanArA manuSyo zAMtinA sAmrAjyamAM rAkSasanuM AcaraNa kare che. " AcAryazrIe prastuta patra muMbaIthI, te vakhatanA e viSe paNa AcAryazrIe sarasa Takera karI che. jaina samAjanA agragaNya netA sva. zrI lAlabhAI gabhIra bimArI Ave tyAre evA dadIne dalapatabhAI zeThane amadAvAda lakhela che (adhyAtma sAravAra arthe ApaNe hospITalamAM mUkIe chIe. jJAna prasAraka muMbaI taraphathI sa. 1973mAM evA prasa ge ApaNe dardIne tiraskAra nathI karatAM AcAryazrInA pragaTa thayela graMtha dhArmika gadya paraMtu tenA pratye ulaTI vadhu sahAnubhUta dAkhavIe saMgrahamAM prastuta patra chApavAmAM Avela che ) chIe. AcAryazrIe patramAM AvI vAta kahIne patranI zarUAtamAM ja AcAryazrIe lakheluM che keH umeryuM che. eka dardInA saMsargathI anyane rogane sAomAM paDelA bematane zrAvakethI niveDe cepa lAge evuM je dhAravAmAM Ave te te ThIka lAvI zakAya nahi. paraMtu jo kaI rIte tamArA che, paNa DokaTaroe anya manuSyane jaNAvavuM jevA suzrAvakethI sAdhu vargamAM paDelA bhedanuM joIe ke amuka rogIne saMsarga na kare, paNa samAdhAna thatuM hoya te bahu sArU" A ulekha rogInA cepanA lIdhe prayajana vinAnI ane ghaNA ghaNI ghaNI vAta kahI jAya che. AjathI pAMsaTha ene harakata karanArI evI nakAmI dhAMdhala karavAnI varSa pahelAM paNa ApaNA zramaNasaMdhamAM kevI sthiti pravRtti kaI rIte prazaMsavA yogya gaNI zakAya parivartatI hatI tene sarasa citAra A vAtamAMthI nahi" AvI zake che. vartamAnakALe paNa vetAMbara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranI pacIsomI nirvANa jayaMtI saMghamAM A ja rAmAyaNa jevAnI maLe che. e ujavaNInI bAbatamAM vetAMbara saMpradAyanA sAdhuvakhata karatAM paNa vartamAnakALe zramasaMghamAM pari emAM bhAre matabheda pravarte che. meTo bhAga Ama vatI rahelI paristhiti dhu dukhada ane vadhu jayaMtI ujavAya che tenI tarapheNamAM che, te nAne khedajanaka che. AvA prasaMge zrAvakanuM kartavya zuM? e bhAga tenAthI viruddha paNa che. AvA vAtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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virodhIone AcArya buddhisAgarajInA zabdomAM game te mAnI le che te paNa mAre te paNa mArA kahI zakAya ke AvI nakAmI dhAMdhala karavAnI vicArone avalaMbIne cAlavAnuM che mArAthI bane pravRtti kaI rIte prazaMsavA gya gaNI zakAya tyAM sudhI keIne harakata na thAo ema IcchuM chuM. nahIM prastuta patrane marma ApaNA sAdhu bhagavaMte jenAgamanA anusAra satyane upadeza deve ane ane zrAvako samaje ane te mujaba te eja jenAthI viruddha keInuM maMtavya hoya te te A patra pragaTa karavA pAchaLa eka hetu che. na mAnavuM ane jaina zAsananI unnati arthe je zAsanadeva saune saddabuddhi Ape eja abhyarthanA! egya lAge te zubha pravRtti karavI ema mane ThIka saMpAdaka, lAge che. jenAgamanA AdhAre upadeza de ane AcAryazrIno patra bane tyAM sudhI jaina saMghamAM kalezanI udIraNA na thAya evI rIte dharma pravRtti karavI ema mArUM saM. 1967 vazAkha zadila mantavya che. tame jaina saMghamAM zakti vate evA - muMbaI hAlamAM ja upAye dezo te bhaviSyamAM jaina saMghane zrI amadAvAda madhye sazrAvaka zeTha lAlabhAi aniSTa pariNAma bhogavavuM paDaze nahi. ahaMkAra dalapatabhAI gya dharmalAbha : tyAga ane samayasUcakatA e be guNene lakSyamAM rAkhIne jaina dharmanA AgevAne hAla pravRtti vizeSa atri zAntiH tatrAtuM. jenA kAmamAM karaze te jaina zAsananI zobhAmAM vadhAre thaze. hAla je carcA cAle che tenAthI bhaviSyamAM zI jaina dharmanA pravartakee dIrdha draSTi ane samaya sthiti thaze te kaLI zakAtuM nathI. sUcakatA vAparIne jaina zAsananI unnatimAM bhAga tame amane muMbaI caitra mAsamAM maLyA hatA te joIe. jaina saMghamAM sAmAnya je klezanI tyAre kahyuM hatuM ke sAdhuemAM paDelA be matane udIraNa cAle che tenI sAme AMkha mIcAmaNAM zrAvakathI niveDo lAvI zakAya nahi. paraMtu je karIne AgevAne besI raheze te be kAcaMDAnI kaI rIte tamArA jevA suzrAvakethI sa dha vargamAM laDAIthI jema AkhA vanane ane temAM rahenAra paDelA bhedanuM samAdhAna thatuM hoya te bahu sArU. prANIone nAza thaye ema jaina saMghamAM paNa ApaNI vacce je vAtacita thaI te AdhAre jotAM tenAthI kicita hAni prApta thaI zakaze. sAdhu, mAre hAla bane te rIte samAdhAna karAvavA prayatna sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikArUpa jaina saMgha pAMcamA kare ityAdi vicAre 5ra huM AvuM chuM. tathApi ArAnA cheDA sudhI pravartavAne che. jaina zAsanamAM keTalAka saMge sAnukula na hovAthI mArAthI kaI patha ubhuM karavA mAgaze te te cAlanAra mArA vicAre pramANe pravartI zakAze nahi ema nathI, satyanA baLathI asatyane nAza thAya che. lAge che. ahaM tvathI kahAgraha karIne hAla je bane bhinna bhinna saMghADAnA sAdhuomAM je saMpa haze pakSakAro anucita pravRtti kare che tethI jaina te tenA sAmuM keInAthI joI zakAze nahi. saMghamAM aneka manuSya karma bAMdhaze. jeonI jaina dharmanI rItie je cAlaze te mekSa prApta zakti che teo hAla svazakti pramANe pravRtti karI zakaze. keTalAka uchAMchaLA lekhakethI jainenA karIne jainazAsananI sevA bajAvI zakatA nathI. manamAM asadu vicAranI asara thAya che. june mane AvI bAbatomAM paDavAthI lAbha tathA Atma- ane na e be jamAnAne oLakhI jainAgane hita avadhAtuM nathI. tethI mArI uparyukta bAdhA na Ave te pramANe caturvidha saMgha pravRtti bAbatamAM upekSA dekhIne banne pakSa taraphanA leke kare te kharekhara jaina dharmanI unnati thayA vinA eka mahatvane patra For Private And Personal Use Only

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rahe nahi keLavAyelAoe jaina zAstra saMbaMdhI karatA nathI. A jagatamAMthI sarvathA sarvadA sarvamAM ghaNuM jAvuM joIe. sAmAnya matabhedane dUra matabheda na paDe ema te kadI banI zake nahi. karIne eka bIjAnI sAthe premadhArIne pravRtti karavI matabhedathI magaja tapAvIne karuNa ane mitrIbhAvane joie. pratipAdaka zailIthI jaina lekha lekhe dezavaTo ApIne anya manuSyanuM azubha te karI lakhavA joIe. jo ke temAM paNa kaMI ekane IcchavuM joIe nahi. jainAga udarabhAva zikhave kahevAnuM nathI che ane udArabhAva rAkhavAnuM kahe che tathA mataduniyAmAM matabheda hoya che. parasapara eka sahiSNutAne kSamAnA paTha tarIke jaNAvIne tene bIjAnA vicAramAM paNa matabheda paDe che paNa mata AcAramAM mUkavAnuM kathe che. paraMtu tethI ema na bhedane apekSAe aMta lAvI zakAya che. matabhedanA samajavuM ke sopadeza devAnuM kArya baMdha karI vicAronuM sApekSanayAdathI samAdhAna lAvI zakAya devuM. AgamAM kathelI apekSAone dhyAnamAM che. viveka buddhithI matabheda TALavA joIe. paNa rAkhIne jenazAsananA sevaka banIne AkhI duniyA matabhedathI yU jagatamAM kalezanA Andolana ne AgaLa satya dhama dharavAmAM je duHkha AvI paDe pragaTe e hadayamAM khyAla lAvavAmAM Ave to te sahevAM ane jagatane udArabhAva tathA mata sahi. dAgrahane aMta AvI jAya. jeone nAnI vRtAne pATha zIkhave ane AgaLa vadhavuM. apekSAe AmenA AdhAre viveka addhi pragaTI ajJAna manuSyanI anupayogI dhAMdhalathI sajja hoya che teo matabhedathI skUla jagatamAM yuddha devane manuSyae satyamArgane parihAra karI asatya Ama traNa karatA nathI. matabhedathI paraspara solAM mArgamAM, pagaluM na devuM joIe. pakSApakSImAM asatya aMta:karaNa judAM thAya che ane je AMkhamAM prema ane bInaupayogI dhAMdhala cAlatI hoya che ane heya che te AMkhamAM deva prakaTe che. eka jinAjJAnI tenuM prAbalya vadhIne anyane ADe mArge doravAnuM sAMkaLe baMdhAyelA saMghamAM mahAna bheda pracche che. rUpa le che tyAre apekSA zilIne jANanArA sanna matabhedathI guru ane kitanAM hadaya judAM paDe che. manuSya satyane hRdayamAM rAkhIne satyane jaya ira che matabheda paDAvanArA mathe zAtinA sAmrAjyamAM che ane AjubAjunA sAnukULa saMyego ke je vaDe rAkSasanuM AcaraNa Acare che. matabheda game teTalA samAdhAna thAya tevuM nathI jenA te tatsamaye taTastha paDe vA keI palave te paNa jeonI syAdvAda jevI dazA dhAraNa kare che ane satyane apekSAe daSTi thaI hoya che temA te nayenI apekSAe jaNAve che tevA saMmayamAM teone ghaNuM sahevuM paDe sarvamAMthI satya jue che. halAhulane paNa je che, " che ane tevI dazAmAM AtmabaLa keTaluM che tenI amRta rUpa pariNumAvI zake che te sAmAnya bamaNA kasATI thAya che, matabheda ke nivRtta karavAnI bAbatane zubha rUpe pariNumAve temAM zuM Azcarya zakti kharekhara syAdvAda bhAvamAM rahI che. jyAM tadvata teo pAzrutane paNa sabhyazruta rUpe ' sudhI duniyAne yAdvAdabhAvanuM ucca jJAna nahiM thAya navA pariNumAvI zake che. teone matabheda pakSapAtanI tyAM sudhI matabhedarUpa magaranA mukhamAMthI nIkaLI kaMI asara thaI zakatI nathI. manuSya syAdavAda na zakavAnI nathI. AkhI duniyAmAM te zakti pragaTa * daSTithI saghaLuM vilAke te matabhedone saheje dara thAya ema ApaNI bhAvanA che. karI zake, vA matabhe yuddha akhabhe nahiM. ApaNe te syAdvAvAda daSTie sarvamatabhedane jeonA manamAM rAga dveSane nAza karanAnI IcchA samAvavA prayatna kare joIe. vAyunA vege dIpakanI vate che teo tabhedanA pakSapAtamAM paDIne potAnA zikhA kaMpe che, paraMtu je vAyu nathI hete te mAtmAnuM tathA anyanuM akalyANa karavA prayatna dIpakanI zikhA sthira rahe che. tadvata jyAM sudhI mAtmAnuM prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAmAM ekAnta daSTi hoya che tyAM sudhI mata manu satya mAnI le che. paraspara ekabIjAnA bhedathI mAtmA mananI caMcaLatA pragaTa kare che ane zreSathI yuktibAje evI akalpanIya vAta kare che pate pArakAnA dukhe caMcaLa bane che. anya ke jethI AgaLa pAchaLane vicAra nahi karanArA manuSyanA matabhe daI hoya tethI tenA upara ane bAbA vAkya pramANe ema mAnanArA che dviSa karIne jJAnIoe cacaLa banavuM joIe ? te te gapone satya mAnIne ghaNI bhUle karIne ane zA mATe ekAnta o upara dveSa kara ADA mAge derAya che. mATe kozanI uThThIraNAnA joIe? dardIone raga dekhIne dao upara keTalAka mAM thatA apanIya prapa thI zUrA DokaTaree zA mATe kheda vA vaipa kare joIe ? maLe ekadama keIpaNa jAtane acUka De kaTaroe te dardIone roga TALavA prayatna kara vyakata saMbadhI mata bAMdhI letA nathI ane joIe, ane tenA upara dayAbhAva lAva joI samyagU upaga vaDe cAre bAjuonI tapAsa eka dardIne saMsargathI ane rogane ceya karIne amuka nirNaya para AvavA prayatna kare che. lAge evuM je dhAravAmAM Ave te te ThIka che InAthI virUddha mata bAMdhavAmAM bhUla na thAya ema paNa DokaTaree anya manubene jaNAvavuM vAraMvAra vicAra kare che, tathA jAte tapAsa karIne joIe ke amUka rogIne saMsaga na kare ke I bAbatano abhiprAya Apavo hoya to te paNa rogInA cepane lIdhe prayajana vinAnI ane ApI zake che. ghaNAone harakata karanArI evI nakAmI dhodhava uparyukta bAbata para dhyAna ApIne 2 dya karavAnI pravRtti kaI rIte prazaMsavA gya gaNI sArane AkarSaze ane khUbuddhithI paranA zakAya nahi. viveka, vairAgya, brahmacarya, zuddha prema, hitArthe je egya lAge te karaze. A kALamAM uttama baMdhAraNo vaDe anya manuSyane dhamAM guDjhAnurAga dhAraNa kare teone dhanyavAda ghaTe che tarapha vaLI zakAya che. satya dadI chAnuM rahevAnuM A kALamAM guNe mUkIne kAkanI peThe cAMdAM kheLanathI ane asatya kadI ne , paDyA vinA rahevAnuM tArA manuSyanI oTa nathI. avaguNa koInAmAM nathI. matabhe ne nAza karavAnI IcchAvALAoe dekhavAmAM Ave temAM kaI Azcarya nathI. A keIe pitAnA manamAM jeje virodhI vicArA kAna mAM guNa dekhavAmAM Azcarya che. doSa dekhanArA thatA hoya te ekadama kahevA nahi ane banatA te lAkha maLI Ave che paNa dene TALavAne ja prayatna evA upAye levA joIe ke matabhedanI enI khapa karanAra te lakhemAM thoDA maLI Ave che. upazAti thAya. jaina zAsananI unnati thAya tevA kAryo karavAmAM sadAkALa lakSya ApatA rahezo. jainadharma pAmIne zAnta mana karIne sarvatra zAMti prasarAvavA je manuSya pramAda kare che te cintAmaNi samAna ane te upAya karavA. je bhAvi hoya che te bane narabhavane hArI jAya che. che ane te pramANe aMge maLe che. sarvanuM yuvati zAsanaM , ne bhaluM thAo. sarvatra zAMti prasare evI bhAvanA na thAta jAra, mUtA gi rs saphaLa thAo. manuSyae kAcA kAnana thaIne eka / jenAmenI zraddhA, ane teonuM zravaNa, pakSI mata kadI bAMdhI le nahi. kaI paNa manana, virati, prabhubhakti, vatanI ArAdhanA, bAbatane mata bAMdhatAM pahelAM potAnA hRdayamAM saMghanI bhakti, jaina zAsananI pramAvanA ItyAdi satyane nirNaya karavA prayatna kare joIe. dune vaDe svAtmAne prakAza karaze ane anya jenuM aneka prakAranA gapa geLAo pheke che, te gappa kalyANa karavA prayatna karaze. goLAone kAnanA kAcA ane akkalanA AMdhaLA zAntiH rU muMbAI-lAlabAga eka mahatavane patra For Private And Personal Use Only

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muMgA jIvonA zrApa lekhaka : amaracaMda mAvajI zAha-taLAjA saMvata 1990-91nI sAlamAM mArA hAthamAM jayaMtIlAla ena. mAnkaranuM AzvAsana maLyuM. zrI maNIkAMta kAvyamALAnI "nirbhAgI nirmaLA"nI tA. 13-8-1928 thI jIvadayA maMDaLIne pagabuka AvI. te vAMcatA hatA. tenuM karuNa citra vAMcI thaye pahe. ane hRdayanI bhAvanAthI jIve mArA hRdayamAM vedanA thayelI. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke- cheDAvAnuM kArya zarU karyuM. mAnasevaka tarIke zazIkAMta mArA lagnanI kaMketarI A vAMcajo, jIvadayAnI pravRttimAM khUba ja otapreta thaye. kaMku nathI mama rakatanA chAMTA karyA te jANaje. lekhe, kAbe A viSayanAM lakhavA zarU thayA ane te jIvadayA gogrAsa tathA dainika 2mAM sane A arasAmAM huM saMvata 1984nI sAlathI 1930-31 thI zarU thayA. ane hajAro nA eka gAya-bhe senA tabelAvALA dudhanA vepArIne abhayadAnanuM nimitta banyA. tyAM mahetAjI tarIke nekarImAM hatuM, te daramyAna meM gaLe bheMsa dUdha upathI vasukI jAya eTale A nibhaMgI nirmaLAnI kathanI vAMcatA mane kattalakhAne vecAya. ane tenA pADa, pADI, vAI vicAra Avyo ke, muMbaInI gAya, bheMsanI raDA, vAcharaDIne dudha cheDAvIne bhUkhyA tarasyA maravA karUNa kathanI AthI paNa vadhu karUNa che. ane tene da. A badhI karUNa kathanI meM najare joyelI. ane vAcA ApavAnI tamannA jAgI, "hiMdanuM haNAta A haNAtu hira yAne muMbaInA dudhALA DherenI karUNa mAruM hRdaya dravyA karatuM. A jaNa mane eka bheMsa hatuM. hira e rIta kattalakhAne tAjI viyAyelI Avela chatA kathanAnuM harigIta chaMdamAM kAvya zataka lakhavuM tenuM bacu marI javAthI te vaTakI gaI. eTale tene zarU karyuM ane eka bheMsa pitAnI kathanI kahI kattalakhAne vecI dIdhelI te vAta peDhI- meM teonA rahI che te rIte tenI racanA zarU karI. mukhathI sAMbhaLI huM ukaLI uThe. pApanI kathanI suNe ama jIvananI, vAcA vagaranA prANInI, gAdI para beTho chuM tenuM mane bhAna thayuM. te mAnavataNA upakArInI, karuNA bharelA jIvananI; bheMsane bacAvavA meM bIDuM jhaDapyuM. ane meM te mama duHkhanI kathanI suNI, karuNa tamane Avaze, mATe prayAsa karyo. muMbaInI zrI jIvadayA maMDaLI pIgaLe hRdaya tethI karI, azru jarUra vahAvaze. dvArA te bhesane rU.60) mAM kharAdI pAMjarApoLamAM e rIte zarU karI, grAmya sukhI jIvana makI te vakhate mane harSanA azru AvI gayA. ka saMbaInA vepArIone vecANa tabelAnI takalIpha, bheMsane abhayadAna maLyuM ane AvI rIta A baccAnuM maraNa, kasAIkhAne vecANa, bhayaMkara kattala, jIvadayAnuM kArya karavAnI mane bhAvanA jAgA, A badhe citAra tathA kattalanuM kAraNa kattalanuM muMbaI nagaramAM AvIo, maLI nekarI A lAInamAM, pariNAma vigere varNana karUNa rIte lakhAyuM. khe suzya najare dIThA, kakaLI uThaye mama atamAM, zrI zIvalAla muLacaMda zAha paNa A kAryanA muMgA bicArA prANIonA duHkha Acha kama 2 anubhavI hatA. temaNe A hakIkatenI buka prasiddha bhAvanA jAgI dayAnI, taka maLI sArthaka kare karI hatI. ane meM jAte vAMdarAnuM kattalakhAnuM dayAlaMkAra zeThazrI lalubhAI dIpacaMda jhaverI, najare joI tenA hadaya drAvaka citAra prakAzita pramukhazrI jIvadayA maMThaLI, tathA rA. ba. zrI karyo hate. te varNana A kAvyamAM karatA jyAre AtmAnada prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhe'sa kasAyanI churI nIce kattala thAya che, tyAre te hAya varALa ThAlave che. ane zrApa varasAve che. te rIte tenA ochAmAM ochA zabdo mukI nIcenI pukti lakhethI. muMgA jIvAnA zrApa Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir khAvAne badale jhADa kApIne khAvA lAgyA. ane bhArata deza atyAre reTI ramakhANeAmAM sapaDAI gayuM che. gAmaDAomAM paNa chAza vastu jevI durlabha thaI che. dUdha e rUpIe zera ghI paccIsa rUpIe zera te paNa cokhkhA nahIM. ATalI hada sudhI lokazAhImAM ApaNuM mahumukSu pazudhana khalAsa thayu. padezanu anukaraNa maraNuphaLamAM parizumyuM. meghavArI achatamAM bhAratanI prajA sapaDAI gaI. ahiMsAthI meLavelI svataMtratA hiMsAthI dUSita thai. hiMsAmAMthI' nIkaLI gayA ane te asatya, anyAya, anitI, atyA cAra anAcAra AdimAM pesI gaye|. dharma'ne badale adhama phelAI gayA. satya, nyAya, nItinu' dIvALuM na kaLI gayuM. mArA haNAvAthI thaze, duSkALa dUdha ne ghI taNA, leke piDaze dardathI, A zrApa mArA jANavA; bALako nahiM dudha pAme, khaccA amArA mAratA, leke rIkhAze duHkhathI, A dUdhanA jharaNA jatA. A 40 varSa pahelAnI bhaviSyavANI jevI ghaTanA e vakhate lakhAi gai. te vakhate brITIza muMgA jIvAnAM zrApa raja bhAratanI prajAne lAgI rahyA che. yA, karUNAnA lepa thatA jAya che. mAnavatA marI paravArI che. keTalu vadhuna karavu ? zrApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe hiMsAne mAgethI vastuo dUdha-ghInI bhayaMkara taMgI sarjAI. dUdha-dezane bacAvA. mu MgA Dhoranu` rakSaNa karI khetIvADI dvArA dUdha, ghI, chAza, annakLa AhAra vadhArA mAMsAhAra badha karAvA. A saMskRtInu rakSaNa karavA kaTIbaddha thAo. sarakAra hatI. tyArapachI bhArata svataMtra thayuM. pUjya mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe A kattala vI. khAkhata jaNAveluM ke 'sA dardInI eka davA' 'svarAjya" e svarAjya maLyuM ne pU. bApujI paNa cAlyA gayA. bhArata sarakAre tyArapachI A bhAratanA cAra pAyA gAya--gAvALa-khetIne kheDutane majabuta karavAne badale Adhunika yaMtrIkaraNa ane mejoAkha, AdimAM pragati karI, dezamAM khAvA-pIvAnI ghInA badale mugA jIvAnA lehInI nakrie vahAvavA yAMtrika kattaakhAnA vadhAryAM bhAvaMtanuM pazudhana e avaLI nItimAM kattalakhAnaHemAM ghasaDAi gayuM. mAMsa, hADakA, cAmaDA, lAhI, carakhInAM vyApArI ane nikAse zarU thaI. jhADanA phaLa OM zAMtiH For Private And Personal Use Only

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pApane DaMkha mana mukhalAla tArAcaMda mahetA tAo' vAdanA janaka mahAbha lAotyeno prathama patnI sAthe sarakhAvatAM tenAmAM UNapa ane mahAna ziSya cUDAMga-ce, cInanA eka bhAgamAM kacAca lAge che ane pariNAme sukha ane zAMtine meTe Azrama vasAvI potAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe badale duHkha ane saMtApa anubhavAya che. cUkhaganA tAovAdanA pracAra kAryamAM lAgI gayA hatA. jIvanamAM paNa kAMIka AvuM ja baneluM ane tethI vAMgasAna temane paTTadhara hatuM ane cUnAgane paDatA tenuM bIjuM lakhe chUTAcheDAmAM pariNamyuM. bela jhIlI le. vAMgamAna yuvAna, sazakta, vidvAna prathama patnI sAthenA dAMpatya jIvanamAM cUAMga ane pratibhAzALI hatA tenA paDachada kAyA para sAMsArika upAdhiothI mukta rahele, eTale bIjA jJAna ane brahmacaryanuM jhaLahaLatuM teja camakI huM lagna chUTAcheDAmAM pariNamyAM hovA chatAM sAMsa ka hatuM ane saune parANe hAle lAge te mIThI jIvananA be sahevA te taiyAra na hate. cUlAge ane madhura teno svabhAva hate. vAMgasAna pharI eka yuvAna, saMskArI ane rUpavatI kanyA jamaNA hAtha rUpa hatA ane Azramane vahIvaTa paNa tirthana sAthe trIjIvAra lagna karyA. tiyana asAmoTA bhAge tenA zire ja hatA. dhAraNa svarUpavAna ane bhAre pratibhA saMpanna nArI cUAMga mahAna dharmaguru ane AdhyAtmika valaNa hatI teNe prathama patnI mAphaka gRhasthAzramane. dharAvatA hovA chatAM vyavahAramAM paNa che sAkArika tamAma bAje upADI lIdhe ane cUmAMga pAcho jIva hatuM. tenI prathama patnI be dazakAne sukhI nizcita banyA. paraMtu tiyena pite kAMI cUkhAMganI gRhasthAzrama jogavI mRtyu pAmI hatI. te pachI mAphaka vikata nahetI saMsAranI sAmAnya nArI teNe pharI lagna te karyA hatAM, paNa cUAMganuM mAphaka tene paNa raMga lA saMsAra mATe UMDe UMDe vyAvahArika jJAna a95. prathama patnI ane cUmAMga tIvra keDa hatA. lagna pachI te evI badhI manesamavayaska hatA ane patnI patinI prakRti barAbara kAmanAo cUmAMga sAthenA sahajIvanamAM sAkAra na samajI gayelI, eTale te to tene badhI rIte anu- banI zakI. te saMskArI hatI eTale 1 kAMgane kULa thaI gaI hatI. sAMsArika jIvana vyavahArane sAnukULa banavA teNe tenA mananI evI kAmanAo tamAma beje teNe upADI che. dhe ane teonuM kacaDI nAkhavA athAga prayatno karyA. paraMtu mAnavadAMpatya jIvana atyaMta sukhI nIvaDayuM tethIja patnI nA mananA pravAha ke Apane jeTaluM vadhAre rokavAne mRtyu pachI tenA mATe bIjAM lagnanI jarUra UbhI prayatna karavAmAM Ave, teTale ja te vadhAre prabala thaI. bahu premALa, nehALa ane pati vAtsalya banatuM hoya che. Ama chatAM mAnavI pitAnI vRttinuM patnInAM patine jeTaluM sukha hoya che, teTaluM ja zuddhIkaraNa karI parivartana jokakasa karI zake, paNa du:kha bhegavavuM paDe che. AvA bhAgyazALI patideve ene dAbI ke kacaDI nAkhavAthI te tenA mUlya sAMsArika jIvanamAM nizcita ane ArAmazIla banI vyAja sAthe bharapAI karavA paDe che jatAM hoya che, ane pachI patnI na hoya tyAre cUAMgane paTTadhara vAMgasAna eka prakhara citrateo pAMgaLA ane rAMkaDA banI jAya che. temanuM kAra paNa hate. citrakaLAmAM te e te niSNAta jIvana Tu kharUpa ane dayAjanaka banI jatAM bIja hatuM ke nadI, samudra ke pahADamAM je naisardika patnI karavA lalacAya che. lagna pachI navI patnIne saudarya joI zakAya che, te karatAM tene AvA 72 AmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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cimAM adhika saundaryanA darzana thatA. AvI vizvAsane bhayaMkara droha karI rahyAM hatAM. paraMtu adabhuta kaLA vAMga yAnane kudaratanI eka anokhI kAdava ane kIcaDanA kUvAmAM paDI gayA pachI, bakSisa hatI. dharmazAmAM tiyenanI caca phUbe temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM bhAre kaThina che. indri tevuM na hatuM, tethI bAlyAvarathAmAM citrakaLAne para kAbU rAkhavAne badale, Indriye jyAre manane je zokha hati tene vagasAnanI sahAya vaDe vadhu potAnI icchA mujaba nacAvatuM thaI jAya che, keLavavAnuM mana thayuM. cUchAge paNa tenI kI tyAre enA mAlanuM adhaHpatana ma ya che. tiyena IcchAne pratsAhana ApyuM ane tine A ane dAMgasAna baMne saMskArI ane samaju hatA, kaLA zIkhavavA vAMsAnane AjJA karI. paraMtu tenI paristhiti mArga bhUlelAM pathike pachI te utsAhapUrvaka tine vArasAna pAse jevI suI gaI hatI. alabatta, cU game te citrakaLA zIkhavAnuM zarU karyuM. viyena ane vAMga . sva paNa A kaI vAtanI gaMdha paNa natI. sAna bane samavayaska ane yuvAna hatA. tina ! S tina cUAMga sAthe vyavahAra paNa atyaMta Ama chatAM vanasAna mATe garamI eTale tA nI mAM ne madhura ha. sUDAe cAMca mArelA rUpa hatI ane mAja rAte teno vyavahAra hate kuLanI mIThAza jema vizeSa hoya che, tema aparAdhI paraMtu citrakAma zIkhavatI vakhate tiyenanA hAthane A pachI paNa bAhya rIte te pati sAthe atyaMta parza kAMsAna mATe anivArya bano. yuvAna * pUrNa vartatI hoya che. mAnava mana bhAre strI ane puruSa vaccenA sahazayanI mAM eka * vicitra che, ja te cheTuM kare che e samajatuM evuM sAmAnya tAva utpanna thAya che ke je, eka- unA chatA paNa, anya koI ta jANe ema IcchatuM bIjAnA virodhI havabhAva, prakRti ane uchera chatAM nathI. puruSanA bhAve kadAca pragaTa thaI jAya, paNa ekamekanA nikaTa AvatAM lehacuMbakanI mAphaka AvA bhAvene chUpA rAkhavAnI akaLa kalA strI khecAya che ane AkarSaNa utpanna thAya che. strI jAtine ApI brahmAe potAnA hAtha dhoI nAkhyAM che. jAta ane puruSa vaccenA AvA AkarSaNanA pariNAme paraMtu Ama chatAM vAMsano maLa ane mAnava janma AkAra lete hoya che, tethI javA pavitra AtmA AvA pApane DaMkha lAMbo samaya AkarSaNane sahaja ane svAbhAvika ja mAnavAM rahyAM. * sahana na karI zakaze. tene thayuM ke adhaHpatananI eka divasa tina vAMjhAna sAme besI UMDI khAImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya te teNe citrakAma karI rahI hatI, tyAre ekAeka tenA Azrama ane tiyAthI dUra thaI javuM joIe. hAthe khAlI caDI gaI ane hAtha dhare thaI ga. ciMtA, AghAta ane vyathAthI tenI tabiyata svAbhAvika rIte ke pachI mananI kaI agamya lathaDatI cAlI ane cUbAMgaNI rajA laI te daranA icchAnI tRpti arthe, teNe pitAnA hAthane ekadama ja gAzramamAM cAlI gaye, agni ane dhRta sAthe dAbI devA vAMgasAnane kahyuM, paraMtu evI kriyAnA heya tyAM bhaDako thayA vinA raheto nathI. tiyena kAraNe banenAM mana daSata banyAM. arasaparasa pote paNa A vAta sArI rIte samajatI hatI, ekabIjae ekabIjAnI AMkhamAM vikAra ane eTale vanasAnanA AvA pagalAMthI tene AnaMda vAtA joyA. pachI te dhIme dhIme viveka, cAritra che, kAraNa ke tenA pApakRtyathI te sabhAna hatI dharma ane saMyamanA baMdhana DhIlA paDatA gayA ne te mATe tenA mAM DaMkha ane ja! ghAta hatA, ane aMte lapasI paDyAM. e mArge jatAM baMnene paristhitimAM palaTo thayo eTale baMnenA pApa ema te cokkasa lAgatuM ke teo cUAMganA kRtyane tyAM aMta AvI gayo. eka mahatvane patra For Private And Personal Use Only

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paraMtu pApa ane puNya baMnene tene phaLe thatAM tenAthI para thaI gayelAM hoya che. vastu ane AvyA vinA rahetA nathI, kudaratane A kAnuna banAvIne jevA samajavAnI temanI pAse eka che. bIjA AzramamAM gayA pachI, pApanA pazcAttApa. viziSTha daSTi hoya che. mananI samatulA jALavI nA kAraNe dinapratidina vAMgasAnanI tabiyata teo badhuM taTastha daSTithI jue ane vicAre che. lathaDatI cAlI. AtmArthI mAnavI mATe pApane anyanAM aparAdha aMge vicArI nirNaya letAM bhAra sahe e bhAre kaThina che. mANumranA rUpamAM pahelAM, sauthI prathama te te aparAdhanI pAchaLa rahelA pazuonI vAta judI che, kAraNa ke ene rahelAM kAraNe vicAra kare che. jene AvI daSTi puNya-pApanuM kazuM bhAna ja hetuM nathI. potAne prApta thaI hoya, te mAnavI pachI anyanA aparAdha aMtima kALa najIka che evuM samajI laI, pitAnA pratye dayA ane karuNa batAvato ja thaI jAya che. gurudeva cUAMgane tyAM bolAvyA. cuAMga pitAne krodha, tiraskAra ane dhRNAnI vRtti tenAmAM jAgI priya ziSya pAse turata pahoMcI gayuM ane je zakatI ja nathI. dazya teNe tyAM joyuM tethI stabdha banI gayA. cUAMgane pitAnI samIpa bolAvI vAMgasAne ga6. ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLI tene AzvAsana ApatAM gadita kaMThe kahyuM "gurudeva! meM Apane droDa gaMbhIrabhAve cUAMge kahyuM: "vAMgasAna ! je kALe ane vizvAsaghAta karyo che ane tene ekarAra je banavAnuM nirmANa thaI cUkayuM hoya che, te ApanI samakSa karyA vinA marUM, te kaurava narakamAM mujaba badhuM banatuM hoya che. gRhasthAzrama e paNa paNa mane jagyA na maLe." pachI pitAnA baMne eka prakArane vega che. dAMpatya jIvananI saphaLatAne hAtha meM para DhAMkI dayAbhAve DUsakAM letAM bolya: AdhAra strI karatAM puruSa para vadhu avalaMbe che. janetA jevI mArI mAtA tina sAthe meM patnInI jarUriyAte, IcchAo, AkAMkSAo, anAcAra sevyo che. tethI chUTavA mATe ja huM kAmanAo ane aramAne samajIne pUrAM karavAne ahiM AvyuM, paNa mAnavI nAsIne game tyAM badale, meM mUkhae patnIo sAthe guru-ziSyA jAya, paNa tenA adhama kRtyo tene zAMtithI besavA jevo saMbaMdha rAkhe. mArI eka paNa patnIne detA nathI. hajAre jherI sApa ane vIMchI ekI mATe huM yegya pati na banI zakyA ane mArI sAthe DaMkha mAre ane je vedanA thAya, tethI adhika AvI bhUlanA ja kAraNe atRpta tiyena ane tAre dAruNa ane asahya vedanA mArA pApa kRtya mATe avaLe mArge javuM paDyuM. tamArA baMnenI skUlanAnuM huM bhegavI rahyo chuM. Apa mane mApha karo te ja nimitta te huM banyuM chuM, eTale A samagra mAruM mRtyu kadAca sudharI zake." kissAmAM vadhumAM vadhu gunegAra te huM pote ja chu. paNa have atyAre A badhI vAtane bhUlI jaI, vAMgasAnanI vAta sAMbhaLI cUAMganA paga tArA cittane tuM parama kRpALu IzvaranI sAthe joDI nicenI dharatI ekAda be kSaNa mATe te sarI jatI A de. pApane pApa tarIke oLakhI lIdhAM pachI, e , lAgI. paNa cUAMga bhautika jagatane mAnavI na mANasa pitAnA jIvananuM bhavyamAM bhavya rUpa prApta hate, te te sAcuM jJAna hatA. AvA saMta karI zake che ane atyAranI ghaDIe huM tArAmAM jIvana vyavahAramAM je ke nipuNa nathI hotA, paNa evuM bhavya rUpa joI zakuM chuM. je badhuM thayuM te jJAnanA baLe prakRti ane saMsAra sAthe tene e , parama kRpALu paramAtmAe ApaNane bodhapATha devA gADha saMbaMdha hoya che, ke koI paNa AghAtajanaka : karyuM, ema mAnI vedanAmAMthI mukata banI jA !" banAvane te bahu sahelAIthI pacAvI jAya che. AvA saMte AghAta pratyAghAtanA niyamane vaza na vAMgasAne pachI atyaMta zAMtipUrvaka aMtima 74 mAtmAnaM prakA) For Private And Personal Use Only

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zvAsa lIdhe. sUAge pitAnA kartavyane e ja "mArA acetana manamAM rahelI vAsanAne huM te paLe nirNaya laI lIdhe. parakAyA pravezanI ga ja na oLakhI zakI, ane paristhiti temaja vidyA dvArA teNe vAMgasAnanA dehamAM pitAne chava saMjogane vaza thaI vAsanAne AdhIna banI gaI. dAkhala karyo. ziSyone pitAnA mRtyunI jAherAta mArAmAM rahelA pazutave mArA para vijaya meLavya, karavA AjJA karI ane pitAnA dehane surakSita huM hArI gaI. vAMgasAna zuddha brahmacArI hevA rIte sAcavI rAkhavA bhalAmaNa karI. vAMgasAna chatAM, tenI vRttimAM paNa kaI khUNe khAMcare chUpAIne jIvanta che ema mAnI saune vartavAnuM kahyuM ane rahelAM patatve tenI para humalo karyo ane de, AzramanA kampAunDamAM pitAnI eka banAvaTI dharmanuM mukhya ane prathama sAdhana che e jANatAM kabara karavA sUcanA ApI. bAhya rIte cUkhAMganuM hovA chatAM, amArA deha vaDe ja ame cAritrabhraSTa mRtyu thayuM tyAre vAMgasAna jIvanta rahyo. cUAMga banyAM. paraMtu AvA vakhate eTaluM te cekakesa A rIte tina pratye pitAthI thayelI bhUla sudhArI samajatA hatA ke, A pApa kRtya che pachI AvA vAMgasAnanA rUpamAM tenA cagya pati banI rahevA kALA kRtya mATe je vyathA ane vedanA thaI te Icchate hate. evI te asahya ane dAruNa hatI, ke temAMthI A tarapha pitAnA pati cUAMganA ekAe mukta thavA anekavAra ApaghAta karI mRtyunA mAge avasAna thayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne tine jamIna javAne meM saMkalpa karyo. paNa pachI pAcho vicAra sAthe pitAnuM mAthuM aphaLI je aphATa AkaMda ane valerAta karyA. te jai AavAcI nA pApanuM mRyu ochuM thavAnuM ? eTale dIkSA laI hadaya dravI uThyAM. potAnA pApakAra patra e tapomaya jIvana jIvavA mATe sAdhvInA maTha tarapha ekarAra karI pApathI haLavA banavAnI tenA mananI nI javA nIkaLI. vacamAM tamArI kabaranA darzana karavA ja. nathi . IcchA manamAM ja rahI gaI. jIvana ane saMsAra ahiM AvI, tyAre khabara paDI ke durgAgI hovA parathI tenuM mana UThI gayuM ane zikSaNI banavA chatAM mAruM saubhAgya te akhaMDa rahyuM che. have mane mATe jatAM pahelAM patinI kabaranA darzana karavA gaI. Apa AzIrvAda Ape ane mArA saMkalpa mujabanA mAge javAnI rajA Apo !" nArI hadayamAM kevA kevA parivartane thayA kare sUAge viSaNa haiye tiyenanA mananuM samAdhAna che! nArI abaLA hovA chatAM samaya Ave te prabaLA paNa banI zakatI hoya che. cUAMgane na karatAM kahyuM: "tiyena! Izvare mANasanuM ghaDatara tiyenanI vedanA, AghAta ane pazcAtApanA karatAM sAthe sAthe pazutatvanuM paNa temAM mizraNa samAcAra maLatAM pitAnA asala dehamAM jIvanuM karI dIdhuM che, e mATe ke mANasa sadA mATe e parivartana karI cUAMga rUpe ja tiyAnane maLe. pazutajyanI sAme yuddha karate rahe strI jAti vadhu patine sAje sAre joI tiyAnanA harSane koI paDatI lAgaNIzIla hoya che, eTale moTA bhAge AvA patanamAM patine doSa na jotAM mAtra potAne pAra na rahyo. agnimAM paDI baLI maravAnI temaja pANImAM DUbI jaI maravAnI nArImAM ajaba zakti ja doSa jIve che. A nAjuka bAbatane viliSTa ane taTastha daSTie joIe te cokkasa kahI zakAya hoya che, paNa pati samakSa pote patita banyAne ke saMsArI jIvanamAM patipatnI baMnemAMthI koI ekarAra karavA nArI kadApi taiyAra nathI thatI. paNa ekanI cAritra bhraSTatAmAM, bIjuM pAtra paNa Ama chatAM tiyene pati samakSa pitAnA pApano ochA vadhatA aMze javAbadAra te hoya ja che. khulle ekarAra karI atyaMta karuNA bhAve kahyuM huM saMpUrNa rIte deSa rahita hota, te mArI patnIne pApane DaMkha For Private And Personal Use Only

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karI paNa anAcAranA mArge javAnI kalpanA paNa nAza karavA mATe. tethI mane AzIrvAda Ape ke na Ave. evuM ja suzIla nArInA patinI bAbatamAM. have pachI jeTalA bha karavA paDe te badhI vakhate, eTale tArA thayelA doSa mArI paNa e sue pI banI pati tarIke ApanI sevA karI hisso che. huM jene lAyaka houM te ja mane prApta zakuM." thatuM hoya che, kudaratane mAro dhita kAnuna che." paraMtu tema chatAM pitAnA nirNayamAM makkama tiene AzIvAda rIpatAM cUAMganI AMkhe rahI vize cUmAMnA khoLAmAM potAnuM mahataka : bhInI thaI gaI. mahAmahenate atyaMta dhrujarA mUkI atyaMta dayA bhAve kahyuM : "nAtamArI avAje gaLagaLA thaI teNe kahyuM : "tiyena! tAre dalIla te tamArI mahAnatAnI dhotaka che. paNa tArA mArga kaMTaka ho ! tane sadA mArA AzIrvAda che." ja zabdomAM kahyuM ke strI je sukhane lAyaka nI AzIrvAda laI tiye jyAre bhikSuNI maTha tarapha rahI, te sukha mATe teNe phAMphAM na mAravA joIe. cAlI nIkaLI, tyAre atyaMta bhAre hRdaye cUAMga huM jIvuM chuM e te pApane pazcAttApa karI tene tene apalaka daSTie joI rahyo. * * * : jIgna vAsa noMdha : bhAvanagara nivAsI zaTha hIrAcaMda haragovanadAsa saMta 2030 vasAka sudI 3 gurUvAra tA. rapa-4-74 nA roja svargavAsI thayela che tenI noMdha letA ame ghaNI ja dilagIrI anubhavIe chIe. teozrI khUba dhamapremI ane bhAve mIlanasAra hatA ane sabhA pratye ghaNI ja lAgaNI dharAvatA hatA teozrI A sabhAnI vyavasthApaka samitinA sabhya tarIke rahI sabhAnA kAmamAM sakriya rasa letA hatA. teo A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya paNa hatA. svargasthanA AtmAne zAzvata zAMti maLe tevI ame prArthanA karIe chIe, mo - - - zrAmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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. . . . . . 20000000000000000000000000000000000 zAparI A d00000rara 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000008 -- : banAvanArA : : banAvanAra : - 0 bAIsa 0 lAIpha beTasa 0 Tay 0 Drejarsa 0 pensa 0 murIMga boyajha 0 boyanTa epareTasa | vigere.... ...... 0 relIMga zaTarsa bIlDasa 0 phAyaraprupha Dorsa 0 roDa rolarsa ane 0 vahIla berojha 0 rephayujha henDa kArTasa . pela phensIMga enajInIyasa | TIla Tenkasa | vigere zAparIA Doka enDa sTIla ku. prAIveTa lImITeDa. ceramena zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha menejIMga DIrekaTara zrI amRtalAla bhANajIbhAI zAparIA rajIsTarDa ophisa ane zIyA zIvI phoTa roDa, muMbaI-15 (DI. DI. ) phona : 448361/2 mAma "zAparI zIvarI-muMbaI. ejIarIMga vakarsa ane ophisa parela rAka, kesa lena, muMbaI-12 ( DI. DI.) phona : 395067, 374893 grAma : "zAparI A parela-muMbaI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaina samAcAra sva. pU. ma. zrI puNyavijamaccha zraddhAMjali vizeSAMka viSe keTalAka abhiprAyA. 1 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir aMkanuM saMpAdana temanA jIvananI kArakIdIne anurUpa thayela che. TAiTalanA phoTA kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrAcArya tathA gurjarezvara kumArapALanuM prAcIna citra tathA pratanuM prAcIna citra joi ApaNI bhavya saMskRtinuM darzana thatA AtulAda thAya che. e prAcIna khajAnAnu` sa'zeAdhana A pra. pU. puNyavijayajI mahArAje karI jaina zAsana Upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che." amaca mAvajI cAha ra vizeSAMka bhaDuta suMdara hai, atyaMta zramasAdhya va zraddhAdyotaka hone se abhina'nIya hai. Apa sarve sapAdaka maMDaLa tathA zrI ratilAlabhAI dvIpaca'dajI desAI Adi ke utkRSTa prayAsakI hArdika prazasA karate hai, astu. pyArelAla mUthA mAhi zraddhAluva 3 vizeSAMkanuM saMkalana, saMAAdhana, saMpAdana, prakAzaka ghaNI sarasa rIte thayu' chete mATe sa'pAdaka maMDaLa tathA sabhA kharekhara dhanyavAdane pAtra che. 4 pa. pU. ma. sA. nu' samagra jIvana sau koIne preraNAdAyI che. parama pavitra che. anuraNIya che. tamArA prayAsa ghaNuM| umadA che abhina MdanIya che," "munizrI puNyavijayajI zraddhAMjali vizeSeka joI vAMcI atyaMta khuza je dastAvejI svarUpanI gaNAya te mApavA badala hArdika dhanyavAda pAThavu` chu A lakhatAM huM mAnadathI evA gadi thAuM chu ke je bhAvane zabdastha azakata banI rahe che." 78 jhaverabhAI zrI. roDa thayA. AvI sAmagrI te Apa svIkAraze. karavAne mArI kalama jasavata kA. gAMdhI. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInI prAdezika pratinidhionI vArSika mITIMgamAM, peDhIe karelA kAmeAnI raju thayelI rUparekhA 1. amadAvAda: bahAragAmanA derAsarAnA ddhiAra mATe sa. 2029nI sAlamAM kula 9 gAmAne rUA. 1,60,000-00 jINuddhiAranA kAma mATe madada tarIke ApavA majura karela che. chellA sattara varSamAM kula 305 gAmAnA derAsarAnA jIrNoddhAra karavAmAM Azare rU. 1700000-00 'ke sattara lAkha madada tarIke apAyela che. A sAthe chellAM 45 varSa'mAM guMddhAramAM nIce pramANe khaca thayela che temAM-- For Private And Personal Use Only vAtmAna' prakAza

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rU. paisA (1) peDhInA vahIvaTanA derAsare vigeramAM 52,50,000-00 bAvana lAkha pacAsa hajAra (2) AbunA jIrNoddhAramAM 14,00,000-00 caida lAkha (3) judA judA gAmanA derAsare jIrNoddhAramAM 27,00,000-00 sattAvIza lAkha kula 93,pa0,00-00 vANuM lAkha pacAsa hajAra dina-pratidina bAvI mAMga vadhatI rahe che. ane peDhI taraphathI tene pahoMcI vaLavA zakya te karavAmAM Ave che. 2. pAlItANA : zrI pavitra zetruMjaya gIrIrAja upara jIrNoddhAranuM kAma cAle che. saM. 2029 nI sAlamAM jIrNoddhAra kAmamAM rUA. 3,29,700-00 Azare kharca thaela che. atyAra sudhImAM rUA. 26,00,000-00 Azare kharca thaela che. 3, junAgaDha : 1. zrI. gIranArajI upara jIrNoddhAranuM kAma cAlu che. temAM saM. 2020 thI saM. 2029 sudhImAM zrI nemInAtha bhagavAnanI TuMkanAM derAsaronuM jIrNoddhAranuM kAma thaI gaela che. temAM Azare kharca rU. 2,94,600-00 thaela che. hAla zrI vastupALa tejapALanAM derAsaranA jIrNoddhAranuM kAma cAlu che. 2. gIranAra upara rahevAnI sagavaDa vadhAravAnI jarUra hovAthI eka dharmazALA navIna bAMdhavA vicArela che. 4. tAraMgA : 1. zrI tAraMgA tIrtha uparanA derAsaronA jIrNoddhAranA kAme atyAra sudhImAM Azare rU. 11,21,000-00 agIyAra lAkha ekavIsa hajAra kharca thaela che. temaja derAsara sAphasaphI karI tenA upara havAmAnanI asara ochI thAya te mATe eka saMrakSaka pravAhI lagADavAmAM AvyuM che. jIrNoddhAramAM mUrtikAma cAlu che. paraMtu kuzaLa kArIgaronA abhAvane lIdhe te kAma haju be eka varSa cAlavA saMbhava che. 2. dina-pratidina yAtrikonI saMkhyA vadhatI jAya che. saM. 2025 nI sAlamAM 10001 yAtriko Avela jyAre saM. 2029 nI sAlamAM 72824 yAtrike AvyAM hatAM. 8. dharmazALAnI sagavaDo vadhAravAnI jarUra hovAthI, junI dharmazALAne sudharAvI vadhu sagavaDatAvALI karavAnuM kAma hAtha dharavAmAM AvyuM che. 5, kuMbhArIyAjI : 1. kuMbhArIyAjImAM vijaLIkaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM che ane pANI puravaTho maLe te mATe moTara paMpa mukavAnuM kAma vicAraNAmAM che. jena samAcAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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2. yAtrikonI suvidhA vadhAravA puratI sagavaDatAvALI eka navIna dharmazALA bAMdhavAnuM kAma zarU karela che. kharcane aMdAje rUA. 1,50,000-00 deDha lAkha che. 6. zerIsA : zerIsAmAM pANInI taMgI rahetI hatI ane pANI paNa svAdamAM khArAza paDatuM hatuM. yAtrikonI saMkhyA vadhatI jatI heI, pANInI muzkelI nA rahe te mATe eka borIMga 350 phuTa uMDuM karI, vijaLI ane moTara paMpa mukavAmAM Ave che. A badhAne kharca rUA. 43,000-00 betAlIsa hajAra thayA che. pANInI have puratI sagavaDa thaI che. 7. sAdaDI : zrI rANakapuramAM vijaLIkaraNanuM kAma cAlu karela che je cAreka mAsamAM purUM thavA saMbhava che. rANakapurajInA tIrthane prabhAva dina pratidina vadhatuM jAya che. ane dhArmika utsave paNa sArA pramANamAM zarU thayA che. tyAM eka vyAkhyAna holanI jarUra hoI, te baMdhAvavA vicAraNA cAle che. 8. makSIjI: zrI makSIjImAM bhejanazALAnuM kAma cAlu che. saM. 202tnI sAla sudhImAM rUA. 66000-00 chAsaTha hajAra Azare bartha thayela che. cAlu sAle kAma purU thavA saMbhava che. makSIjI tIrtha aMge dIgaMbara sAthe cAlatA jhaghaDAmAM DIsTrIkaTa tathA hAIkorTamAM ApaNA lAbhamAM phesalAo AvelA. te upara dIgaMbaree suprIma korTamAM spezIyala lIva phera apIlanI mAMgaNI karI hatI te nAmaMjura thaI che. 9. isarI : zrI sametazikharajI tIrtha aMge dagaMbara sAthe cAlatA dAvAmAM ApaNe purA purA thaye che ane dIgaMbaranA purAvAnuM kAma cAle che. bihAramAM azAMtine lIdhe te kAmanI mudata tA. 16-4-74 nI paDI che. dIgabarane purA purA thayA pachI sarakAra taraphathI purAvA raju thaze. purAvAnuM kAma eka aThavADiyAnuM bAkI gaNAya. tyAra pachI dalIle thaze. ekaMdara eka mahInAmAM purUM thavA saMbhava che. 10. janarala : 1. bhArata sarakAra InkamaTekSa ekaTa sudhAravA mAMge che. A bIla maMjura thAya te drone ghaNuM nukazAna thAya. A bIlane joradAra virodha karavAmAM Avela che. 2. gujarAta rAjya hAlanA TrasTa ekaTamAM ghaNA sudhArA sucavI cerITI kamIzanarane vizALa sattAo ke je sIvIla kerTane hatI te ApavA badalanuM bIla raju karyuM che. tema thAya te drasTIone kAma karavAmAM ghaNI muzkelIo ubhI thAya ane yogya nyAya meLave muzkela paDe. A bIlane paNa peDhI tathA bIjA TrasTa taraphathI virodha karavAmAM Avyo che. AtmAnaMda prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya vidyAthI zra pradeza zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA muMbaI a'dharI, amadAvAda, vaDodarA, vahelabha vidyAnagara, pUnA, ane bhAvanagaramAM vidyAthI"gRhe che. esa esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parIkSA uttINa" karI ucca abhyAsa karanAra vetAmbara mUrtipUjaka jaina vidyAthIne dAkhala karavAmAM Ave che. dareka sthaLanA vighAthI"gRha mATe alaga arajIpatraka che. dareka sthaLanA arajIpatrakanI ki mata eka rUpiyA che. TapAladvArA arajIpatraka maMgAvanAre arajIpatrakane eka rUpiyA ane TapAla kharcanA 35 paisA maLI rUA. 1-3 5 nI TapAlanI TikITa mAkalavA uparAMta je sthaLanuM arajI patraka joItuM hoya te sthaLa a'ge sapaSTatA karavI jarUrI che. arajI patraka svIkAravAnI chellI tArIkha 5 mI jana che. ucca zikSa) mATe sahAya ! - esa. esa. sI. ke samAna kakSAnI parIkSA pachI keleja mAM abhyAsa karanAra zvetAmbara mUrti pUjaka jai vidyAthI o/vidyArthinIeAne zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI modI ucca zramabhyAsa ziSyavRtti TrasTa phaMDamAMthI pUraka Arthika sahAya TrasTa ceAjanAnA niyamAnusAra lenarUpe ApavAmAM Ave che. te mATenu niyata arajI patraka 50 paisAnI TapAla TikITa mAkahAvAthI maLaze. arajI patraka svIkAravAnI chelI tA 2 0 mI jUna che. A phaMDamAMthI sahAya levA mATe arajI karanAre esa. esa. sI. parIkSA saMskRta ke adha" mAgadhI sAthe ochA mAM ochA 45% mArkasa meLavI pasAra karela hovI joIe. mAdhyamika zikSaNa aMge sahAya ! mAdhyamika zikSaNa ( dheraNa 8 thI 11 ) mATe zrI sArAbhAI maganabhAI meMdI lona kolarazipa phaMDamAMthI vetAmbara mU. pUjaka jaina vidyArthI e-vidyArthinIone lona ApavA mATenuM niyata arajI patraka 25 paisAnI TapAla TikITo mokalavAthI maLaze. arajI patraka svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 20 mI jUna che. kanyA chAtrAlaya ziSyavRtti ! zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya dara varSe ucca zikSaNa letI vetAmbara mU. pUjaka bahenane ziSyavRtti Ape che. arajI patrakanI kiMmata pacAsa paisA che. TapAla dvArA maMgAvanAre pacIsa paisA vadhAre mAkalavA arajI patraka svIkAravAnI chellI tA. 20 mI jUna che. e uparokta savela arajI patrake zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, ogaSTa krAMti mAga", muMbaI-36. upara Avela kAryAlayethI maLaze. e For Private And Personal Use Only

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20 - 8 ATMANAND PRAKASH Rogd No. B. V. 31 | khAsa vasAvavA jevA keTalAka alabhya grantho saMskRta graMtho gujarAtI prathA ? vahudhava uihI-dvitIya aMza 60-70 1 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 2 bRhatkalpasUtra bhA. 6 ho 20-00 2 zrI tItha"kara caritra 2 viSafNAstrApujati 3 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 4 kAvya sudhAkara 2-57 | madhaviSyim mA. 2, - 5 Adaza jaina zrIrano bhA, 2 paNa 2, 3, 4 (bacTha 4 dAtA) huM kayAratna koSa bhA. 1 12- puta zakiat 6-00 cha kathAranA koSa bhA. 2 pratA 5-00 | 8 Atma valabha pUjA saMgraha zi= @ @ 5 dvAdazAra' nayacakram hR@ -00 9 Atma kAnti prakAza 1-50 6 sammatitarka mahArNavAvatArikA 10 jJAna pradIpu bhA. (1 thI 3 sAthe) 10-0 0 7 tattvArthAdhigamasUtram sva. A, vijayekastarasUrijI racita 8 Na ghapa paNa vAta -00 11 dhama" kauzalya 9 khInini kevalibhuktiprakaraNe -00 12 anekAntavAda 2ee 13 namaskAra mahAmaMtra 2 - 0 14 cAra sAdhana 2- aMgrejI gayA 15 bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganA upAsake | Anekantvada 16 jANyuM ane joyuM by H. Bhatibacharya 1-00 | 17 syAdvAdamaMjarI 15-0 0 9Shree Mahavir Jain Vidyalay | 18 bha. mahAvIra yuganAM UpAsikAo 2-00 Suvarda Mahotsava Gratth 36- rahyuM che : saMskRtamAM 10 TakA ane gujarAtImAM tathA aMgrejImAM 15 TakA kamizana kApI ApavAmAM bAvaze. pArTa khacaja alaga. A amUlya graMtha vasAvavA khAsa bhalAmaNa che. I ! @khA ; cI ja na A tmA na 6 sa bhAga : bhA na na ga 2 ta'trI khImaca cAMpazI zAha, zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza tatrI maMDaLa vatI prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, bhAvanagara vAla: harilAlA devaca'da zeTha Anada prinTIMga presa, bhAvanaga2: For Private And Personal Use Only