Atmanand Prakash Pustak 058 Ank 05

Author(s): Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531669/1

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SHRI ATMANAND PRAKASH bhALAMnA bhagavAna bhagavAna bhoLAMne che, nikhAlasano che. satyaparAyaNane che, unAda buddhimAnAno; rAjyadaMDathI ke bhautika saMpattithI chakelAone ke potAnI buddhinA ahu kAranA zilAlekhe pheMtarAvanAranA nathI. pUjAnI sAmagrI keTalI che, kevI che te bhagavAna jotA nathI, e to pULa karanAranuM aMtaHkaraNa jue che. abhimAnathI dharelA hIrAmotInA thALa eka bAju rAkhI, te AtmasamarpaNuthI dharelAM, phaLa, phUla, patra ke azranAM asahAya bindune svIkArI le che. bhagavAna bhAvanA bhUkhyA che. senArUpAnA ke bauddhika ke bhautika saMpattionA DhagalAthI prabhune mAruM lAge che, - ApaNe prabhune pAmavA heya to tene ApaNe zuM puravuM joIe te na vicAravuM joie, ApaNe kevA thavuM joIe e ja vicAravAnuM che. e aMtaryAmI ApaNe kevA chIe e ne barAbara samaje che, ne te rIte ja A pazune phaLa Ape che. rARLAjIta pustaka pa8 karataka 54 1 prakA 25 i:zrI jena jhanAnAnaMda slanA che nAbaS LI 2muM phAgaNa saM. 2017 For Private And Personal Use Only

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a nu kra maNi kA 1 subhASita 2 aMdhAre vItyA janmArA (munIrAja zrI lakSmIsAgarajI ) 3 dravyanA upaga ( viThThaladAsa mU. zAha ) 4 puruSArthane badhu sulabha che ! (sA, bAlaca da hIrAcaMda) pa zeTha kasturabhAi lAlabhAIne sanmAna patra (zeTha DosAbhAI abhecaMda ). 6 e mArga nahi jAuM . ( zrI gopAla dhruva ) 7 daza bALake ne be kumArikAonuM kuTuMba ( jana sa deza mAMthI udbhUta ) 8 prabhuprIta (zrI bApulAla kAlidAsa saMdhANI) 9 6, rajIsTrezana opha nyujhapeparsa (sela) rUlsa 19pa6 anvaye 'AtmAnaMda prakAza saMbaMdhamAM nIcenI vigato prakaTa karavAmAM Ave che 1 praddhisthaLa-khArageTa, bhAvanagara 2 prasiddhikrama--dareka mahinAnI paMdara nI tArIkha 3 mudrakanuM nAma harilAla devacaMda zeTha kayA dezanA bhAratIya, ThekANa'- AnaMda prInTIMga presa, bhAvanagara 4 prakAzakanuM nAma zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhAnI vatI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha bhAvanagara kayA dezanA bhAratIya, ThekANuM khArageTa, bhAvanagara pa taMtrI maMDaLa zrI khImacaMda cAMpazI zAha, zrI viThThaladAsa mULacaMda zAha, zrI harilAla devacaMda zeTha kayA dezanA-bhAratIya, ThekANu' zrI jaina AtmAna[da sabhA bhAvanagara sAmayikanA mAlikanuM nAma zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara amA AthI jAhera karIe chIe ke upara ApelI vigato amArI jANa ane mAnyatA mujaba khabara che, tA. 15-3-61 'khImacaMda cAM. zAha viThThaladAsa mU, zAha hariyAla de. zeTha For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrIAsamAnaMda varSa pa8 muM] phAgaNa tA. 15-3-61 [ aMka pAme subhASita ahaMkAro dhiyaM brUte mA suptaM prativodhaya / utthite paramAnande na tvaM nAhaM na vai jagAra / / bhujaMgI chaMda kahe che ahakAra che buddhi nArI, sutelA patine jagADe na pyArI; kadI UThaze saccidAnaMda eha, raheze na tuM jAgI ke muja deha, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra jUThI A www.kobatirth.org adhAre vItyA janmArA ( rAma--dekha tere saMsAra kI hAlata) ja jALamAMhI, huM aTavAye kiratAra ! ugAre huM bhavatAraNahAra. mAhamayI aTavImAM mAre, tu hI eka A dhA ra; ugArA he bhavatAraNahAra, mAyA mAha taNeA e kayArA, kuDa kapaTanA lIdheA sahArA, vyatha gayA avatAra prabhu, AMdhine vaTALa DarAve, teAphAnI sAgara mIvarAve, avaLe mAge nAva caDI A, lAgyA prANa thakI paNa pyArA aMdhAre vItyA janmArA muja ughaDyA leAcana dvAra ugArA he bhavatAraNahAra--1 nAzavaMta A kAMcana kAyA, svajana saMbaMdhI sau e parAyA rAga dveSanI sadhaLe chAyA, lAgI jIvane A sau mAyA sukha duHkhanI bhramaNAmAM rajhaLye, prabhu huM apar pAra ugAre he bhavatAraNahAra~2 bIhAmaNAM mAjA thatharAve sadgati kerA patha cUkAve sujha yA mahu ugArA he bhavatAraNahAra--3 mArga bhUlyAnA tu sathavAre pApa sakalanesa haranAre khUMce bahu A saMsAra vAra ugArA hai bhavatAraNahAra-4 dIna du:khIyAnA tAraNahArA, bhavanA sAgare tuM AvAre, trAsyA huM e paritApeAthI 2e ugArI dIna dayALu bhava ugArI, jIvana naiyA pAra utArI saMsAra kerA pApa haThAvI, lakSmIsAgara kAvya vAMcI. manana karajo, mAnava ! saphaLa kareA avatAra, le jo te mAM thI sA ra Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ugAre he bhavatAraNahAra-pa racayitA :---munirAja zrI lakSmIsAgarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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AjakAla ghaNe bhAge evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke dhana, dravya ane sauMpattinA sabaMdhamAM aneka loka aneka prakAranA vicAra dharAve che. keTalAka teA vairAgya dhAraNa karIne kahI khese che ke dhana atyaMta kharAba vastu che. tenAthI amuka amuka hAni thAya che. eTalA mATe tene eka atyaMta tuccha ane tyAjya vastu samajavI joIe. Ama kahenAra loko drAkSa na maLavAthI tene khATI kahevAvALA ziyALanI jevA hoya che. teo hAsyathI ? bhaja kaladAra'nA mahAmaMtra japyA kare che, paraMtu kAMI na maLavAnA kAraNe lokAne mULathI peAtAnI tyAgavRttinA paricaya karAve che. eka prakAranA leAkeA evA hoya che ke jenA mata ukta matathI bilakula viruddha heAya che. tee kahyA kare che ke saMsAramAM mANasanA kAI sagA bhAI hAya tA te kevaLa dhana-sa`patti ja che. teonu maMtavya evuM hoya che ke vagara paise ApaNuM kAI nAnAmAM nAnu` kA` paNa thaI zakatu nathI. te eTale sudhI ke dhana vagara ApaNe khAIpI zakatA nathI, sU zakatA nathI, cAlI zakatA nathI, khesI zakatA nathI, zvAsa paNa laI zakatA nathI. e sa leAkeA dhananI zaktinuM varNana karavAmAM atyuktithI kAma lIdhA kare che. paraMtu vastusthiti evI nathI. e banne prakAranA lokonA mata bhramamUlaka ane ajJAnathI paripUrNa che. sAcI vAta e che ke kAI kAI lAkA lAcArIthI kathA kare che teTale darajaje dhana tuccha ane tyAjya vastu nathI. temaja te eTalI badhI vadhAre mahatvapUrNa vastu nathI ke jenA mahatvanuM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dravya nA u pa cA ga anu. viThThaladAsa mU. zAha digdarzana karavA mATe lAMbI lAMbI vAto karavI paDe. hA, eTaluM te avazya mAnavuM paDaze ke dhananA viSayamAM apAtratA ane ALasajanya dhRNA rAkhavAthI kAma cAle tema nathI. ApaNe svIkAravuM ja paDaze ke dhana eka upayogI vastu che. tenA vagara ApaNu` sAMsArika jIvana duHkhapUrNa ane kaSTamaya banI jAya che. ghaNA lekA dhananA du:khane laIne nirAza banI jaI saMsArane asAra samajavA lAge che. keTalAka leAkeA tA dhanAbhAvane laIne peAtAnA dhanavAna pADeAzI sAthe dhRNAthI vartavA lAge che. jIvana-samAmamAM vijaya prApti karavA mATe je je sAdhane niyata thayelA che temAM avasthAnusAra upayukta dhana paNa agatyanA bhAga bhajave che. kharI vAta te e che ke dhana vagara saMsAramAM manuSyanu vyavahArika jIvana zithila ane nirupayeAgI banI jAya che. eTalA mATe eTalu' ucita che ke ApaNe ALasamaya vivAdAdvArA dravyane tiraskaraNIya vastu na gaNavI joI e. paraMtu sAcA ane khullA dilathI sAca vagara eTalu mAnI levuM joie ke dhana eka upayAgI vastu che. jenA abhAvathI manuSyanI dazA pAMkha vagaranA pakSInI jevI thAya che. paisAnI khAtara rAta divasa vadhAre paDatI hAyaveAya karyA karavAthI zuM pariNAma Ave che te sau kAI jANe che. vadhAre lAbha ane tRSNAnA aniSTa pariNAma kArDathI ajANyA nathI. te sAthe eka bIjI vAta paNa dhyAna ApavA yogya che. te e che ke adhika For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza dhana prApta thavAnI sAthe aneka vastunI bIka rahyA dhanahIna manuSyo pitAnAM kuTuMba tathA mitrane kare che. ciMtA pIcho choDatI nathI, erenA bhayathI bhAra rUpa bane che. rAtre nidrA AvatI nathI, kuTuMbI janomAM jhagaDe upanna thAya che. vagere vagere. paraMtu je adhika eTalA mATe dhanane ghaNAmukta daSTithI jovuM dhananI sAthe aneka Apattio lAgelI che to joIe nahi. ghaNayukta dRSTithI jovA yogya vastu vicAravA jevI vAta che ke daridratAnI sAthe keTalI te che dhananI tRSNA-dhana to bahumUlya vastu che bhayaMkara Apattio lAgI rahelI che. A kahevAnuM dhanathI ja ApaNA sadAcaraNanI-satyanikA, nyAyakAraNa e che ke dhana eka mahAna zakti che ane priyatA, udAratA, mitravyayitA, dUradarzitA, paropakAra, jayAre e zaktinI prApti thatAM paNa Apattio AmatyAga vagerenI parIkSA thAya che. e rIte dhanane AvI zake che tyAre te zaktinA abhAvamAM arthAta hamezAM bahu mUlya vastu mAnavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu daridratAmAM te te karatAM paNa vadhAre anAtha AjakAla vijJAna yugamAM ane pAzcAtya sabhyatAnI banyA kare "pakSa vIti kAni:" ane te uttarottara vRddhi thavAne kAraNe tenI upayogitA paNa "chinne sAtha ago mavati'nA udAharaNa vadhI gaI che. samaya evo AvI gayuM che ke dravya hamezAM daSTigocara thAya che, je dhananI sAthe eka vagara aneka saguNane vikAsa thaI zakato nathI. vyaktiviSayaka temaja rASTrIya jIvana-saMgrAmamAM vijaya Apatti rahelI che te daridratAnI sAthe daza Apa prApti arthe dravya eka mahAna sAdhana thaI paDela che. ttio avazya rahe che. juo nirdhanatA keTalA anartha upajAvanArI rAkSasI che tenuM varNana ApaNuM samAcAra patro vAMcanAra jANe che ke yuropIya nItividoe karyuM che ke mahAbhArata yuddhamAM kare rUpiyA svAhA thaI jatA hatA. kharI rIte jotAM e yuddha yuropanI Arthika rAzi viti hIpati: sArUrizvare te zaktine eka sAro namune hatuM. sArAMza ke pratyeka na: aH ifmU vmAjamAdA manuSyanuM kartavya che ke teNe potAnA kuTuMba, samAja, nivAH surati zAni juNA parighakavare deza temaja rASTranA sAMsArika sukhane mATe dravyane navuM kSa nirdhanatAravAnA I yacita upayoga karavo joIe. te mATe sauthI arthAta daridratAthI saMkoca ane lajajA Ave saraLa rasto e che ke pratyeka dazAmAM ApaNe ApaNI Avaka karatAM kharca ocho kare I e mATe che, lajajAne laine vairya cAlyuM jAya che, dharyanA yAda rAkhavuM ke dhanane ucita upayoga karavAmAM, cAlyA javAthI parAbhava thAya che, parAbhava thavAthI dhana kamAvAmAM, kharcavAmAM tathA bacAvavAmAM koI kheda thAya che, kheda thavAthI zoka ane pazcAttApa thAya paNa manuSyanI vyavahArika buddhinI parIkSA thaI zake che, ane pazcAttApathI kSaya arthAt nAza thAya che. tene che. dhanane ucita upayoga ja vyavahArika buddhinI e mujaba daridratA sarva ApattionI janetA che soLa che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa daridratA, nirAzA ane udA. sInatAne paraspara mitratA che. e sarva eka ja sthaLe dravyanA viSayamAM ApaNe traNa bAbatono vicAra nivAsa kare che. daridratA eka evI vastu che ke jene rAkhavo joIe. (1) dravya kayA ane kevA upAyothI svIkAra karavAnuM kAIne paNa sAruM lAgatuM nathI. meLavavuM. (2) kevI rIte kharcavuM. (3) ane kevI tene svIkAra kaI manuSya lAcArIthI ja kare che. rIte bacAvavuM. pArjanamAM sauthI pahelAM dhairya daridratAthI dAsatva prApta thAya che ane vRddhAvasthAmAM rAkhavAnI parama AvazyakatA che. zairya nahi rAkhavAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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dravyane upayoga mANasa lebI banIne te mATe aniSTa kAryo karavA varita vitta sa nara: kustIna: tatpara banI jAya che. dravya prApta karavAne bIjo mahatva- ra vaMdita: sa yutimAna guNa: . pUrNa upAya e che ke jarUra paDe to ApaNe ApaNA sa eva vaktA sa ca darzanIya: bApadAdAnI kArya karavAnI purANI ane nirupayogI sarve muLA: vAMcana mAgrathase . rItene tyAga karavo joIe. dravya prApta karavAne trIjo arthAta jenI pAse paisA hoya che te manuSya upAya e che ke sarva karyo dezakALanI AvazyakatAne kulIna, paMDita, zrutimAna ane guNa gaNAya anukULa ja karavA joIe. kharca karavAmAM mANase che. te mahAna vaktA che, atyaMta darzanIya che, vadhAre sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe, kemake tenA upara , kemake saghaLA guNo kAMcana eTale paisAmAM samAja tenA bhaviSyano AdhAra rahelo che. kharca karavAnI yelA che. nirdhana manuSyanI vAta tenA pitAnA ApaNane traNa kAraNethI jarUra paDe che ? 1) prANurakSA gharamAM paNa kAI bhAnatuM nathI. ane dhanamATe (2) pitAnI Ijajata-AbarU kAyama rAkhavA vAna manuSya bIjAnA ghare jAya che te tyAM paNa mATe. (3) koI satkArya karavA mATe. e sivAya tenuM devanA jevuM sanmAna thAya che. AthI siddha bIjA keI hetuthI kharca karavAmAM Ave te te thAya che ke paise eka mahAna zakti che. dravyane apavyaya athavA dravyane durupayema kahevAya. dravya aneka arthonuM mULa samajIne ghaNuM leke tene dhaNubacAvavAmAM prathama eTaluM joI levuM joIe ke yukta daSTithI jue che, paraMtu e teonI bhUla che. ApaNI saghaLI jarUriyAto pUrI paDI che ke nahi ? anarthonuM mULa te dravyanI tRSNa ane lebha che. keTalIka vakhata evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke keTalAka dravya pote nathI. eTalA mATe vidvAnoe dhanane manuSya rUpiyA luMTAvI daIne eka paisAne meha uttama sevaka ane "duSTa svAmI" nI saMjJA ApI che. kare che. ApaNe kaMIne kaMI bacAvavA prayatnazIla paraMtu Ama chatAM paNa dhanopArjana karavuM e rahevuM ja joIe. evo vicAra na karavo joIe ApaNuM jIvananuM parama dhyeya nathI, te ApaNA ke ApaNe hamezAM ghaNuM bacAvI zakatA nathI. keTalAya jIvananA viziSTa uddezanuM kevaLa sAdhana che. ghaDIbhara dhanavagaranA mANase pAIpAI bacAvIne dhanavAna mAnI laIe ke ApaNI pAse akhUTa saMpatti thaI banelA jovAmAM Ave che. bIjuM kAMI nahi gaI che, paraMtu ApaNe rAta divasa tenI uttarettara eTale vicAra avazya karavo joIe ke manuSya vRddhi karavAnI ciMtA karyA kahIe chIe, ApaNane zarIranI sAthe aneka Apattio lAgelI che ane khAvuM pIvuM paNa nathI sUjhatuM ane saMta nidrA paNa tethI thoDe ghaNo dravya saMcaya karavo ja joIe. je nathI AvatI. te e dharmathI zuM lAbha thavAne ! mANasa pitAnI saghaLI Avaka kharcI nAkhe che tene kaMI paNa nahi. kevaLa ApaNe jiMdagIbhara kaSTa uThA. vyavahArika bhASAmAM mUrkha kahevAmAM Ave che kemake vavAnuM ja raheze. khAvA pIvAnuM ke kharca karavAnuM pitAnI jAtane jiMdagIbhara dAsatvamAM rAkhavAmAM te ApaNAthI banI zakaze nahi. chevaTe madhamAkhInI pote ja sahAyaka bane che. jevI dazA thAya che tevI ApaNI dazA thaze. pazcAttApa paise eka addabhuta zakita che emAM jarA paNa sivAya kAMI paNa hAtha nahi lAge. jiMdagIbhara saMdeha nathI. dhanavAna manuSya vidyAhIna hovA chatAM kAyAne kaSTa ApIne ApaNe dolata meLavIe, paraMtu ayaMta prabhAvazALI hoya che, samAjamAM tenI vAta tene ucita upaga na karIe te pachI ApaNI AdaraNIya gaNAya che. buddhimAna manuSya paNa tenI pAse akhUTa delata hevAthI zuM lAbha? jema bIjA hA mAM hA meLavyA kare che. kahyuM che ke . manuSya muThIbhara anAja khAIne jIve che tema dhanavAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza leke paNa muThIbhara anAjathI ja jIve che. sAcuM hoya to tenI paNa sImA niyata hoya che. je khorAka kahIe te dhananuM mahatva tene ucita upayoga ApaNane rogI athavA ALasu banAvI mUke che karavAthI ja vadhe che kemake kahyuM che ke, "Surely te nakAme che. vastrAbhUSaNano paNa vicAra rAkhavo use alone makes money rot a conte joIe. evAM kapaDAM kadI na paheravAM joIe ke mptible stone." je ApaNI sthitine pratikULa hoya ane je paheraje paisAne koI paNa upayoga thato nathI te vAthI ApaNane kaI chela chabIlA samaje. atyAranA eka paththara karatAM vadhAre nathI. je dravya vaDe ApaNI hiMdu samAjamAM evI aneka kurItio ane kuprathAo parAdhInatA naSTa karIne svataMtratA prApta karI zakatA dhUsI gaI che ke je samAjanuM lehI cUsI cUsIne nathI temaja je dravya vaDe ApaNe ApaNA dAridraya- divase divase puSTa banI rahela che. jJAnadaSTinA pIDita bhAIonA duHkha dUra karI zakatA nathI tathA je abhAvane laIne temAM eTaluM sAhasa nathI ke teo dravya vaDe A saMsAranA koI paNa aMzane ApaNe sukhI. e baMdhane teDI zake. sakheda kahevuM paDe che ke karI zakatA nathI tene zuM kahevuM joIe ? tenuM nAma jyAM sudhI e kurItie kurivAje samULagA naSTa nahi paiso ke paththara? paise eka evI vastu che ke jenA abhAve thAya tyAM sudhI hindu samAjanI unnati dUra raheze ApaNe bahu duHkhI thaIe chIe ane paiso kevaLa kurItione laIne koI paNa manuSya unnatinA mArgamAM duHkhe dUra karavA khAtara ja meLavavAmAM Ave che. AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. UlaTuM ene devuM karIne je A satya vAta hoya che je paiso meLavyAthI potAnuM kAma calAvavuM paDe che. kemake te ema ApaNAM duHkho ochAM nathI thatA tene paise kahI Icchato hoya che ke potAnA kuTuMbIo pitAne dhanazakAya nahi. te te ApaNA mastaka upara eka prakArane vAna ane udAra mAnyA kare. enuM phaLa dravyanA bAje che. je ApaNAM mRtyu pachI ja UtarI zake apavyaya sivAya bIjuM zuM hoI zake ? AvI che. je manuSya aDhaLaka dravyane svAmI chatAM tene sthitimAM ucita bhAga te e che ke ApaNe ApaNI koI paNa prakArane sadupayoga karatA nathI te dhanavAna jarUriyAta jema bane ema ochI karavI nathI, paraMtu te kaI viziSTa jAti, deza ke rASTrane ApaNI Avaka pramANe kharca karavAmAM mahAna kevaLa gumAstA athavA khajAnacI che. te vicAre buddhimattAnI jarUra che. je manuSyane kharca Avaka digIpayata dravyuM meLavIne tene hisAba rAkhe che karatAM vadhAre hoya che te satyaniSTa rahI zakatA nathI. ane mRtyu pachI tene cArja koI bIjAne soMpIne eTalA mATe je manuSya saccaritratAnI kiMmata samaA saMsAramAMthI vidAya thaI jAya che. tenuM samasta je hoya che tene mATe jarUratuM che ke teNe pitAnI jIvana dravyanuM rakSaNa karavAmAM ja vyatIta thAya che. AvA Avaka karatAM vadhAre kharca kadi paNa na karavo joIe. mananI sthiti ane jiMdagI atyaMtazocanIya che. keTalAka manuSya kahetA hoya che ke amArI Avaka - ahiM A eka vAta upara vizeSa dhyAna ApavAnI ochI hovAthI amAre kharca vadhAre thAya che. paraMtu jarUra che. dravyano sadupayoga zuM che ? jyAM sudhI e teonI bhUla che. sAcuM te e che ke teonI ApaNe dravyano sadupayoga tathA pagane taphAvata Avaka jeTalI vadhe che teTale aMze kharca karavAmAM nathI samajatA tyAM sudhI saMbhavita che ke ApaNe temane saraLatA thAya che ke je pramANe Avaka vadhatI dravyano vyaya kaI arthakArI kAryomAM karavA lAgaze. jAya che tenAthI vadhAre pramANamAM tenI kharca kara je ApaNe dAna karavuM hoya te pAtrA pAtrane vicAra vAnI pravRtti paNa vadhatI jAya che. eTalA mATe avazya rAkha joIe. je ApaNe bhojana karavuM pratyeka manuSya evI jAtanA kharcanI pravRtti rAkhavI ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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dravyane upayoga joIe ke jethI te kaMine kaMI bacAvI zake, e nathI. eTale ja kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke-- bacAvelI rakama bhaviSyamAM tene bhAre madadarUpa thaI rahi paraM para mAthA namarjhana thatA paDe che. vadhAre dravya meLavavAmAM sukha raheluM nathI, phI hi dhanaM kurAM thatA na tu yA sukha te ochA kharca karavAmAM temaja saMtoSa rAkha. eTalA mATe pahelAM ApaNe pAtra che. prApta karavI vAmAM raheluM che. sukha prApti mATe mANase saMyamI joIe, pachI dravya te chAyAnI mAphaka ApaNane ane svArtha tyAgI thavuM paDe che kema ke sonA cAMdImAM anusaraze ja. eTalI zakti rahelI nathI ke te manuSyane mATe svA- A lekhamAM bIjI keTalIka jarUrI bAbate zya ke Arogya kharIdI zake. manuSya je kAMI kamAya vistAra bhayathI lakhavAmAM AvatI nathI. pratyeka che te enI Avaka nathI. tenI kharekharI Avaka te manuSya Avaka kharcane barAbara hisAba rAkho, te je kAMI bacAve che te che. keTalAka lake karakasarane potAnAM jIvanane saMyamazIla banAvavuM, devuM karavAthI bhUlathI kRpaNutA samaje che, paraMtu karakasara e kaMju- bacatA rahevuM. vagere bAbate atyaMta mahatvanI che. sAI nathI. karakasarane artha e che ke potAnI sthiti evA ghaNA thoDA bhANa haze ke jemaNe ukta tathA Avaka anusAra amuka hada sudhI kharca kare. bAbatanI avagaNanA karavAnuM kula nahi bhagavyuM karakasara e eka sadaguNa che, paraMtu kANatA daguNa hoya. tethI e viSe bhAre vadhAre lakhavAnI jarUra che. moTA bhAganA lokonI garIbAI tathA parAdhIna jaNAtI nathI. devuM karanAra ane asaMyamI puruSo tAnuM eka mukhya kAraNa e che ke teo nAnI bacata sarva sthaLe maLI Ave che ane teonI dazA haMmekaravAnuM turacha samaje che. je mANasa dara mahine be zane mATe zocanIya jovAmAM Ave che. eTalA mATe aDhI rUpiyA paNa bacAvI zakatA hoya che te varSanI je mANasa bhaviSyanI ApattiothI bacavA mATe Akhare pacIsa trIsa rUpiyAne mAlIka bane che. tathA sAcI svataMtratA prApta karavA mATe kAMI paNa paraMtu je mANasa potAnI lelupatA pUrNa karavA dravya saMcaya karavA Icche che teNe sauthI pahele khAtara be aDhI rUpiyA vAparI nAkhe che te varSanI pATha saMyamazIla banIne devuM na karavAno Akhare sayamI manuSyanI sarakhAmaNImAM garIba ja che zIkhavo joIe. prastuta viSayanA saMbaMdhamAM eka paraMtu eka vAta hamezAM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI ke aMgreja vidvAna graMthakAranA upadezane sArAMza lakSamAM je ke paise jarUrI vastu che to paNa kevaLa paisAthI rAkhavA egya hovAthI ahiM ApavAmAM Ave che. ja mANasanuM jIvana saphaLa thatuM nathI. je mANasa " pramANIkapaNe dhanavAna banavAne prayatna kare, koIpaNa mAnasika guNa nathI, je mAnasika sadAcaraNane nahi te saMtoSapUrvaka daridra banI rahe. pUrepUrI tuccha samaje che, je hRdayazUnya tathA dayArahita hoya khAtarI karI le ke tamAruM dravya pramANIkapaNe ane che te mANasa dhanavAna hoya to paNa kazA kAmano nyAyathI meLavAyuM che. jeNe pitAnA aMtaHkaraNano nathI. kemake te paisAnI eka moTI thelIthI vadhAre viveka gumAvI dIdho che te kharI rIte saMsAranI nathI paisAthI paNa adhika mUlyavAna vastu mANasanI saghaLI sArI vastuothI vaMcita thaI cUkyo che. yogyatA ane zIla che. kemake nathI enuM kAI haraNa vivekanI sAthosAtha tamArA Arogya tarapha paNa karI zakatuM ane nathI koI ene nAza karI zakatuM. dhyAna Ape. je manuSyanI pAse viveka ane svAthya UlaTuM tenAthI manuSyamAM dravya pArjana karavAnI zakita che te kharekhara prabhunA kRpApAtra banI zake che. trIjI ane pAtratA Ave che. dhanopArjana karavAnI yogyatA vastu dravya-tene anAdara na kare, paraMtu eTaluM e ja sAcuM dhana che. kemake manuSyanA dravyane nAza hamezAM samaraNamAM rahe ke manuSya jIvanamAM aDhaLaka dhana thaI jAya che, paraMtu tenI yogyatAne nAza thatA saMpatti prApta karavAnI kazI khAsa AvazyakatA nathI." For Private And Personal Use Only

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puruSArthane badhu sulabha che ! lekhaka-sAhityacaMdra bAlacaMda hIrAcaMda, mAlegAma AmAmAM anaMta zakti prasutarUpe rahelI che, TuTavA mATe ghaNuM ghaNanA ghA karavA paDaze. te mATe e sahu ke jANe che ane aneka jAtanA karmone temane to kALanI rAha jovI paDaze. chatAM emaNe lIdhe te zakti upara AvaraNe caDhI gaelA che ane paNa thoDe ghaNe te purUSArtha karavo ja paDaze ane tene lIdhe evI zakti ApaNAmAM heI zake ke kema ema karatA temane a5 jeTalI bhale hoya paNa siddhi enI paNa ApaNane zaMkA thayA kare che. ApaNAmAM prApta thayA vinA rahevAnI nathI. thoDA prayatnothI evI zaktio che ane te ApaNe dhArIe to pragaTa thoDI sthiti prApta thayA pachI kAMIka AtmavizvAsa paNa thaI zake eTale AtmavizvAsa ApaNAmAM jAgI jAgavAne saMbhava upasthita thavAno ja ane pachI jAya te ApaNe e gupta ke prasuta zaktio pragaTa ApaNe paNa kAMIka karIe te tenuM phaLa maLe che. karavA prayatnazIla banIe ane e prayana A paNe ema khAtrI thatA ApaNane vadhu parAkrama karavAnI zarU karIe arthAta purUSArtha pheravIe te ApaNe hIMmata AvI zake tema che. aNadhArelI siddhio anAyAse prAta karI zakIe emAM jarAe sa deha nathI. jema dIvo jhaLahaLato kaI paNa kAma karavAne ApaNe jyAre samartha prakAzamAna hoya paNa tenI AsapAsa AvaraNa ane ane balavAna banI jaIe tyAre keIpaNa vastu avarodhe jyAM sudhI vidyamAna hoya tyAM sudhI ApaNe bhAre thaI paDatI nathI. kahyuM che ke, ra di mA: te joI zakatA nathI ane evo dAvo haze ke kema temanAm je mANasa keIpaNa kAma karavA samartha enI zaMkA ApaNane Ave che. paNa eya mAge banI jAya che, tyAre tene koIpaNa vastu bhAre thaI purUSArtha pheravavAmAM Ave che tyAre te anAyAse paDatA nathI. ApaNane jyAre pAzera ke aDadhe zera pratyakSa thAya che. eTale purUSArthane badhI sidio bhAra paNuM upADo muzkela ke bhAre thaI paDe che sulabha bhAse che. sukAI gaelA jhADanA ThaThAne nahIM, tyAre ghaNA evA hoya che ke, keTalAeka maNane bhAra teo saheje upADI le che je kAma be divasamAM ApaNAthI kAMI thavAnuM nathI. e to meTA paNa ApaNe karavuM muzkela lAge te ja kAma ghaDInA jJAnIo ane parAkramIonuM kAma che. ApaNA jevAnuM chaThThA bhAgamAM karI nAkhanArA ApaNe joIe chIe. e kAma nathI. evA nirmAlya ane purUSArthahIna je graMthe vAcavA ne samajavA varase gALavA paDe vacano bolanArAo mATe ame kAMI kahevA mAMgatA tenA aneka bhaulika graMtha samartha purUSoe thoDA ja nathI. kAraNa emanA karmanA AvaraNo eTalA sajajaDa vakhatamAM lakhI mUkyA che, e pratyakSa ApaNe joIe ane nibiDa che ke emanAmAM AtmavizvAsa jAgavA chIe. e zakti ke sAmarthya emanAmAM kayAMthI mATe haju ghaNo kALa javAne che ane emanA baMdhane AvyuM ? jyAre teo azakya jaNAtuM kArya sahaja For Private And Personal Use Only

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puruSArthane bahu sulabha che ! bhAve karI nAMkhe che tyAre ApaNe paNa je Ichie pitAnI jJAnapipAsA bujhAvavA mATe parAkeTInuM duHkha to kema na karI zakIe ? ApaNo AtmA atyAre veThIne paNa pitAnI icchA pUrti karI letA. pitAnA sabala nahIM lAgatuM hoya chatAM enAmAM e zakti jJAnane lAbha bIjAone ApI anyanuM jJAna che ja e kabula karavuM paDaze. AmA te badhA AtmasAta karI letA ane jJAnAnaMdane apUrva lAbha sarakhI ja zakti ane guNo dharAvanArA che. tyAre meLavI A masAdhanA karI letA. sAte zrI tiApaNe ja zA mATe prayatna na karIe. ApaNe paNa gati. sAhasa vinA lakSmInI AzA karavI nakAmI dhArIzuM te bIjA unnata ane zaktizAlI AtmA che. bhale pachI te jJAnalakI hoya ke dhanalamI hoya ! jevA ja kAryo saphala karI zakIzuM emAM saMdeha rAkhI atyAra sudhI jagatamAM je je jJAnI ane dhanI vakhazakAya nahIM. mATe ja amo kahIe chIe ke, UThe NAyA che temane badhAne kaparA divyamAMthI pasAra ne parAkrama pheravavA lAgI jAo kakta rodaNA thavuM paDeluM che, e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe, dharma ravAthI te ApaNe sadAne mATe pAchaLa ja rahI purUSArtha paNa evo ja kaThaNa hoya che. paNa nizcaya javAnA ! ane AtmabaLathI ene jJAnI leke sulabha karI mUke jene vyavasAya ke vyApAra karI lakSmI meLavavI che. dharmanA rakSaNa mATe pitAnA zarIranuM balidAna ApanArA aneka saMta mahAtmAnA vakhANu zAstrahoya tyAre te, huM mAruM ghara kema chADuM? paradezamAM mArUM keNa huM paradezamAM zuM karI zakIza? evA kAroe muktakaThe karelA che. badhAmAM purUSArtha e ja mukhya che ane koIpaNa kAryamAM siddhi meLavavA mATe rodaNA reta beze nahI. jiM dUra vasAvavAnuM ! purUSArtha ja phera je vyApArIne deza ke paradeza ghara AMgaNuM ja lAgatuM paDe che ane tethI keIpaNa prathama darzane kaThaNa lAgatuM kArya sulabha thaI jAya che. hoya, te ja kAMI paNa kamAI jAya che. mAyakAMgalAo purUSArthanI sAthe je ApaNe priya lAge evuM te ghara kema choDAya ? evA vicAramAM ne vicAramAM tAtasya po'yamiti bruvANAH kSAra jala kA belatA heie te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI gayA jevu thAya. je mANasa madhura ane jJAnayukta bolate hoya puer: fpatti ! A te ApaNA bApadAdAne kUvo te bhale ghere hoya ke pravAsamAM haya, svajanomAM hoya che, enuM ja pANI ApaNe pIne rahevuM joIe. ke pArakAonI sebatamAM hoya, dezamAM hoya ke paraba ke ApaNe kyAM zodhatA pharIe ? evA dezamAM hoya ene to ghaDIvAramAM ke pArakA jaNAya ja vicArathI khArU pANI ja pItA rahevuM joIe. evA nahIM. tarata ja badhA mitra thaI javAnA ! ane aNaevA khoTA vicAre karI AgaLa vadhatA aTakI paDe tyAre tenI unnati zI rIte thavAnI ? ene purUSArtha dhArelI madada game tyAMthI ubhI rahevAnI ! pitAnI bahu ja sulabha thaI jAya che. jene dhana ja kamAvavuM mAThI vANInA pratApe koIpaNa pArakA evA rahevAnA ja che, tene paradeza paNa svadeza thaI javo joIe. evA e nahIM. mIThI vANI ane saMskAritA, jJAna ane parAkramI bhANasane raziyA zuM ane amerikA za? mananI udAratA e eka jAtano mohinI maMtra che. jarmanI hoya ke bhale jApAna hoya, phrAnsa ne cIna game tevA sthitaprajJane paNa e maMtra AkarSI zake che enA mATe te ghara AMgaNuM ja gaNavuM joIe -- mATe ja ApaNe koIpaNa jAtane purUSArtha karavA pahelA kALamAM jyAre pravAsanA sAdhana salabha hatA nikaLIe tyAre madhuravANInA A AkarSaNa maMtrane nahIM tyAre vANiA vANiyA) pitAne vepAra cukavuM nahIM joIe khIlavavA mATe duSkara e jokhamane pravAsa karIne mIThI madhurI vANI bolavAmAM kAMI ApaNe paNa pitAne vepAra vadhAratA. temaja jJAnIo paNa gumAvavAnuM hotuM nathI. kaMI parizrama paNa karavAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza 90 hAtA nathI. tyAre ApaNe mitracana zA mATe na khelatA rahIe ? prabhu mahAvIra bhagava tanI sAme laDIne jIta meLavavA mATe mahA paMDita iMdrabhUti gautama AvelA hatA. emanA manamAM te pratyakSa zatrubhAva ramI rahela hatA e kAMI jJAnacarcA karavA mATe ke maneviAda mATe ke premAmatraNa mATe AvelA na hatA. prabhu temanI sAme kAi kaDora zabdo khelata ke teAchaDAi batAvata te emAM kAI jAtanu Azcaya' na hatuM t. khATA che, ane tArA dharma mithyA che, ema khelavAmAM paNa prabhune vAMdhA na haveA. tU yajJamAM pahiMsA kare che ne hu AdhAM chuM ema khelavAnA emane adhikAra paNa hatA jo sAmasAmI vAdAvAdI maMDAi hAta tApaNu jayanuM pAsu bhagavata taraphaja jhukayu hAta, e nirvivAda che. tyAre dayAnidhi bhagavate gautama RSi sAme eka pazu kaDavA akSara ucaryAM nahIM. ulaTI amRta nitaratI premabharI vANIthI temanuM svAgata karyuM temanu` kuzala puchyu. ane jema kAI kuzala vaidya daradInuM dhyAna jAya te pahelAja tenA a'ganuM zakya dUra kare ane hasate moDhe enu samAdhAna kare, temaja prabhu mahAvIre gautamaRSinA manamAM kheMcI rahelu zalya dUra karI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir temane peAtAnA mitra te zu` pazu prazaMsaka ane ananya ziSya banAve e ghaTanA zu' batAvI Ape che ? phakta mIDI ane madhurI vANI ! caMDakauzika jevA pratyakSa kALasvarUpa nAgane paNa prabhue mIDI vANIthI jItI lIdheA hateA. geAzAlake prabhune pIDA ApatA pAchu vALI joyuM na hatuM, tene paNa prabhunI mIThI vANI ane zAMtatA AgaLa namavuja paDayuM. matalaba ke purUSAnI sAthe kSamA ane mIDI vANI ajaba rIte kadrupa thAya che. tyAre ApaNe paNa tenA upayoga zA mATe na karavA ? kAI evI zaMkA kare ke, evA kAryo teA prabhu jevA mahAn AtmAeja karI jANe ! ApaNuM zuM gajju ! paNa sAthe sAthe e paNa samajI rAkhavuM joie ke, prabhu tI kara jevA mahAn AtmAe kayAMthI AvyA ? eka vakhata te paNa sAmanya kATInA ApaNA jevAja sAmAnyaAtmA hatA. ane aneka bhavAnI sAdhanA pachI ja e saphaLa thayA hatA. tyAre ApaNe hIMmata nahIM hAratA parAkrama ne purUSArtha zA mATe AraMbhI devA nahIM. badhAne e sadguddhi jAge eja sadicchA ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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zeTha zrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAIne bhAvanagaranA zrI jaina saMgha taraphathI tA 20-2-1961 ne semavAranA roja apAyelA sanmAna patra che * cha jha - - - - - mAnyavara zeThazrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAI uccakeTInI zilpasthApatyakalAnA dhAma samA AjanA A maMgaLamaya prasaMge zrI bhAvanagara jaina tIrtho ane jinamaMdira dezamAM TheraThera sthapAyelAM jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapAsaMgha samasta taraphathI che. A tIrtho ane A maMdire jema jena saMrakRtinI, ApanuM hArdika sanmAna karatAM amane harSa thAya che yazakalagIrUpa che tema bhAratIya kalAsamRddhimAM paNa ane ApanI dharmasevA, samAjasevA ane rASTrasevA- ene gauravabharyuM sthAna prApta thayela che. AvA rUpI triveNI aMge amArA bhAvabhInA udagAre aneka jaina tIrthasthAna ane jinamaMdirane vahIvaTa pragaTa karavAnI zAsanadevanI kRpAthI A taka maLI che zeThazrI ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI saMbhALI rahela che. te mATe amo AnaMda ane gauravanI lAgaNI anu "tAara mUrtipUjaka jaina saMghanuM pratinidhitva bhavIe chIe dharAvatI A mahAna saMsthAnuM pramukhapada suyogya rIte dhanya dharaNI saurASTra! e saurASTranI dharatI zobhAvI rahyA che, e hakIkta jema ApanuM gaurava sUcita kare che, tema e saMsthAnA gauravane paNa sUcita para pitAnA karma-dharmathI sukhyAta bhAvanagara zaherane kare che. zeTha A ka. nI peDhIno ane Apane Avo AMgaNe ApanA jevA sucarita karmavIra-dharmavIranuM samAna e amane sonAmAM sugaMdha je paga suyoga thavo e saMdhanuM sadbhAgya che. A saMsthAlAge che. dvArA sakaLasaMdhane ApanI uccatama vahIvaTI zakti ane samajaNano amUlya lAbha maLe che ane hajI AdaraNIya zeThazrI ! dharma tIrtha ane saMgha kaLi kALanA e traNa kapataonI sevAmAM Apane a paNa vadhu ane vadhu maLato raheze mUlya phALo che. Ape jaina maMtrIo ane jaina ApazrImAM kaLA pratyenI je ucca abhiruci zreSThIonI mahAna paraMparA anusAra rASTrahita sAthe ane kalAkRtionuM mUlyAMkana karavAnI je virala ta rahIne A badhI sevAo hAMsala karI che. zakti che tene lIdhe jaina tIrtho ane jainamaMdirane A prasaMge amane ApanA pratApI pUrvajonI je lAbha thayA che tenuM mUlya AMkI zakAya ema yAda AvyA vinA rahetI nathI. gujarAta ane bhAra nathI. prAcIna tIrthasthAnanA saMrakSaNa mATe Apa tane ItihAsamAM jemanuM puNyanAma suvarNAkSare kerA- hamezAM jAgRta rahe che. ane koI paNa prAcIna yeluM che, te mahAna zAMtidAsa zeThane Apa vaMza ja sthApatyane joddhAra karavAno prasaMga Ave che tyAre che. puNaleka zeThazrI zAMtidAsanI sevA ane sadA- enI prAcInatA ane kalAsamRddhi jarA paNa khaMDita cArane namUnArUpa ApanA pU. pitAzrI zeThazrI lAla- na thAya e rIte e kAryamAM A5 je mArgadarzana bhAI sudhIne traNa varSano ItihAsa e gujarAtane karo cho te e viSayanI ApanI UMDI sUjha, jaina dharmane itihAsa che ane e itihAsa yaza dIrdhadaSTi ane nipuNatAnuM sUcana kare che. rANakapura, ne dAnathI ujajavaLa che. AkhuM jagere suvikhyAta kalAdhAma dvAranuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnA prakAza ra kAryAM ApanI A virala zakti ane amUlya sevAnI sAkSI pUre che. ame ApanI A sevAenI prazaMsA karIe chIe ane Apane hArdika dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. rASTrapremI mahAnubhAva ! ApanI kImatI sevAo jema jaina dharmAne ane sa Mdhane ha MmezAM maLatI rahI che te ja rIte samasta samAjane ane dezane paNa maLatI rahI che. gujarAtanuM hita te sadAkALa Apane haiye vaselu che ane jyAre jyAre gujarAtane mAthe sa`kaTa AvI paDayuM. tyAre tyAre Apa ApanI sevAo ApatA rahyA che. vaLI gujarAtanA sarvAM gI utkarSa kema thAya enI Apa nira'tara ciMtA sevyA kareA che. ta-uparAMta rASTranA AgevAna ane dIrdhadraSTi dharAvatA udyogapatiomAM ApanuM sthAna dhaNuM meAkhare che. madhyastha sarakAra, rAjya sarakAra ane vyApAra udyoganI aneka nAnI moTI saMsthAo, vyAyAra-udyoganA dareka mahattvanA praznamAM ApanI salAha sUcanAnI apekSA rAkhe che ane Apanu mACdana harahaMmeza khUba ja upayogI thaI paDe che. khAnagI sAhasanA dhuraMdhara hAvA chatAM jAhera kSetranI aneka javAbadArI Apane sarakAra taraphathI soMpAya che te ApanI pramANikatA ane rASTrIya bhAvanAmAM je akhUTa vizvAsa che tenI pratItirUpa che, vidyApremI zeThazrI ! upara jAgyuM tema vyApAra -udyoga sAthe Apane ati dhaniSTa saMbaMdha hovA chatAM keLavaNI ane vidyAnI mahattA Apa yathA rIte pichANI zakayA che. Ape keLavaNInI aneka saMsthA sthApavAmAM ane ApaNI UcharatI peDhImAM vidyAnA pracAra karavAmAM moTA manathI ane dezanA tamAma nAgarikAne lAbha maLe te rIte lAkhA rUpiyAnI udAra sakhAvatA karI che. traNeka varSa pahelAM Ape sthApana karela lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdira 'bhAratIya saMskRtinAM ucca "" Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ayayana ane sazeAdhananI sasthA dvArA ucca koTInAM vidvAno taiyAra karavAnI ApanI bhAvanA dIdaSTinu sUcana kare evI che. jaina sAhitya ane saMskRtinAM aneka agA upara hajI prakAza paDave bAkI che; te kAryuM. A sasthA dvArA, avazya saMpanna thaze evI amArI zraddhA che. vidyA pratyenI ApanI AvI prItinI ame khUba khUba anumodanA karIe chIe. dharmapremI zrImAna ! atyAre dharmabhAvanA virala banatI jAya che ane vaibhava-vilAsanI bhAvanA vega pakaDatI jAya che. temAMya zrImaMtAI sAthe dharmAbhAvanAnA saMyoga te ati virala banI gayA che. Ape ApanA vanamAM e cAga sAdhI banAvIne saune mATe eka uttama anukaraNIya dRSTAMta pUruM pADyuM che. ApanA A dharmaprema saune mATe abhinaMdanIya banI rahe evA che. jaina saMdhane ApanA jevA rAktizALI, bhAvanAzIla ane dharmapremI AgevAna maLyA che. te enI khuzanasIbI che. vartamAna jaina dhanA dhaDatara ane caNataramAM ApanA phALA sauthI vizeSa ane yazasvI che tema kahevAmAM bilakula atizayAkti nathI. ApanI anekavidha sevAo A yuganA itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare aMkita thai rahe tevI che. ame ApanI e bahumUlya sevAone aMta:karaNapUrvaka aMjalI ApI A sanmAnapatra Apane arpaNa karIe chIe ane dharma, samAja ane rASTranI vadhu sevA karavA mATe Apa sukha-zAMti ane taMdurastIbharyuM dIdha AyuSya pAmeA evI paramakRpALu zAsanadeva pAse hradayapUrvaka prArthanA karIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only zeTha DAsAbhAI abhecaMda jaina meTTA derAsara, bhAvanagara. vi. saM. 2017 phAgaNu suda ke : pramukha : tA. 20-2-1961 zeTha bhogIlAla maganalAla li. ApanA guNAnurAgI zrI bhAvanagara jaina zvetAmbara mUrti pUjaka tapAsa dha

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rrrrrrrrrrrrrraaasaadae e mArge nahi jAuM esegreresueuereceu ueuse zrI, gopAla dhruva nAno hato tyAre eka vAra gharanI bahAra ramatAM jAna dosta gaNatA. eka vAra ame bela ramatA ramatAM eka aparicita raste caDI gaye. ema kAMI hatA. tophAnI kizerenuM pUrNa mastIthI khelatuM ToLuM ! bhaya jevuM nahotuM, AjubAju vastI hatI. UghaDatA emAM bahu kALajI ne sAvadhAnI na hoya tema bane. taDakAvALI savAra hatI ane je raste caDI gayo hato ane eTale mArA mitre phUTabolane daMDe jorathI ko tyAM banne bAju sarasa majhAnI jhADI hatI, paNa huM te acAnaka mArA nAka para vAgyo. nAkamAMthI lohInI bedhyAnapaNe cAlyo jato hato tyAM acAnaka pagamAM sera chUTI. huM ghaDIbhara tammara khAIne nIce paDayo. kAMTo vAgI gaye. bahu ja pIDA thaI ghera jematema mane barAbara yAda che. nIce paDatAM mArA manamAM eka karIne pAcho pahoMce. kAMTo mA pAse kaDhAvyo, paNa vicAra jhabakI gayo hato ke-phUTabola ramIe te enI aNI aMdara rahI gaI. e pAkI ne do ATaluM badhuM vAge ne ? ApaNe have phuTabela ramavuM mahino khATale sUvuM paDyuM. eTalo trAsa sahana karavo ja nathI. paDyo ke manamAM ne manamAM meM nakkI karyuM: have keI ne sAce ja tyAra pachI meM phUTabola ramavAnuM divasa e mArge nahi jAuM. mUkI dIdhuM. (hamaNuM TesTa mecamAM kenTrakaTarane nAka para vAgyuM, paNa TAMkA levaDAvI pAcho tarata e ramavA paNa tyAre mane khabara nahotI ke evo nirNaya mATe hAjara thaI gaye e hakIkata jANatAM mane mArI karavAmAM huM bahu ja moTI bhUla karI rahyo chuM. tyAre vAta vadhu tIvratAthI yAda AvI gaI hatI.) pheI te mArA manane huM sAdI ne saTa vAta samajAvI deto ke-bhAI, je bhAge kAMTo vAge e mArge jaIne zuM mane kahetuM to javAba vALate evI ramata zuM A ramavI, jemAM nAka ghavAya ne kadAca mAthuM paNa Te? kAma che ? e ramata khelavA jevI che - keipaNa mArge kAMTa vAgI zake ne ajaba jevI vAta, keie mane kahyuM nahi ke mArAM bA bApujIe ke meTA bhAI-bahenoe bhAI jIvana AkhuM eka ramata che, temAM nAka ghavAya paNa mArI bhUla batAvI nahi ke bhAI, kAMTe vAge ke mAthuM phUTe ke jAna jAya, te paNa e ramata khelavA e rastAne nahi, tArI potAnI bedarakArIno vAMka jevI che. mana bharIne khelavA jevI che. hato. tuM jarA dhyAna rAkhIne cAlyuM hota to kAMTo meTo thaya ne lagna karyA, pachI eka divasa na vAgata ane bedhyAnapaNe cAlavAthI te koI paNa , ' bahu ja utsAhathI mArI patnI mATe eka bheTa chAnI bhAge kAMTo vAgI zake. rIte kharIdI lAve. manamAM hatuM, jaIne enA hAthamAM pachI A vRtti phUlIphAlI. zALAmAM eka dasta A sADI mUkIza tyAre tenA manamAM khUba vismaya sAthe mAre sArI mitratA hatI. badhAM amane jigara ne AnaMda chalakAze. madhura kalpanA karate huM ghera For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza Avyo ne mArI patnInA hAthamAM sADInuM bekhuM dRSTibiMdu keLavyuM hatuM. je kAMI pratikULa hoya tene mUkI utsukatAthI tenA uddagAra sAMbhaLavA talapI tyAga karavAnuM daSTibindu keLavyuM hatuM. rahyo. paNa khokhuM bolatAM ja tenuM mAM paDI gayuM. ane eTale jIvananI ghaNI moTI saMpattithI huM jarAka thebhIne te bolIH "tame bheTa lAvyA ethI vaMcita rahI gayo. je kAMI maLe tema nahotuM te mane bahu ja AnaMda thaye. paNa A raMga mane zAbha meLavavA jevuM nathI evA kAyara sUtrathI mArI jAtane e nathI, eTale mane e sADI sArI nahi lAge. " huM salAmata rAkhato thaI gayo. muzkelImAM huM pelA mAruM mana ekadama pAchuM paDI gayuM. keTalA kabUtaranI jema AMkho baMdha rAkhI de ne mAna badhA ullAsa ne AnaMdathI huM bheTa laI AvyuM ke muzkelI che ja nahi. raNamAM AMdhI Ave tyAre hato ! manamAM thayuM, kAMI nahi, bheTa lAvIe te mAhamRga jema retImAM mAthuM saMtADI daIne mAne che AvuM thAya ne ! have ene ja paisA ApIne kahIza ke AMdhI che ja nahi, ema jIvananI muzkelIomAM, ke jA, tArI meLe tuM kharIdI karI Ava. eka te vicAravAnAM, sakriya mArgo zodhavAnA, emAMthI pAra mahenata karIne, vastra dhIne lAvavI, ne pAchI ene UtaravAnA prayAsonAM kAra vAsIne huM ema mA pasaMda na paDe ! rahyo ke muzkelI che ja nahi. mArI buddhinA keI aMze mane kahyuM nahi ke paNa jIvana enI sAme AvI chokaramata kema patnInI ruci paNa mAre jANavI joItI hatI. ene sAMkhe ? mArA salAmatInA dvAra teDIne muzkelIo mATe bheTa kharIdatAM pahelAM, ene zuM zabhaze ne huM mArI sAme AvI UbhI rahI. tyAre mane bahu ja nahi zebhe ene khyAla kara joito hato. jethI paDI. dareka vakhate huM muzkelIthI bhAgI gayo hato. pharI vAra kharIdavA jatAM yogya bheTa lAvI zakAya. muzkelIne dUrathI ja TALI hatI, palAyanavAdI banyo hate eTale jyAre bhAgI javAya tevuM na rahyuM tyAre nakArAtmaka daSTibiMdu mArI sthiti ghaNI kaDI thaI gaI tyAre ja mane te haMmezA AvuM thatuM rahyuM. jyAM paNa kaMIka samajAyuM ke kAMTe na lAgavA devo heya te kALajI muzkelI UbhI thatI, vAMdho paDato, nukazAna thatuM rAkha nI, joine cAlavuM, joDAM paheravA e ene tyAMthI huM hoM pheravI lete. mane thatuM? e badhI IlAja che. "e mArge nahi jAuM' ema kahIne bAbatamAM UtarIe te muzkelI sahevI paDe che to ApaNe ApaNI badhI vidhAyaka, sarjanAtmaka ApaNe emAM UtaravuM ja nahi ! zaktine haNI nAkhIe chIe pasaMda na hoya, ane tyAre huM bhUlI jato hato ke jiMdagI aNagamatuM hoya, pratikULa hoya e badhAnI sAme kevaLa saphaLatAnI sIDI nathI, jyAM AsAnIthI eka ApaNe UbhA rahevuM dhaTe, ene samajavAne, enA eka pagathiyAM caDI javAnA hoya, jiMdagImAM sukha. saMdarbhamAM ApaNI vRttione, ApaNI jAtane AnaMda ullAsa che to sAthe muzkelIo, saMkaTo, samajavAne prayAsa karavo ghaTe. 'muzkelIomAM mane viTaMbaNAo, Apattio, prazno, paNa che e muske- mUkIza nahi ' evI prArthanA bhagavAnane karavA karatAM lIo sAme jhUjhavuM joIe. ApattiomAMthI mArga "huM muzkelImAM mukAuM tyAre temAMthI pAra UtaravAnI kADhavo joIe, praznone uttara meLavavo joIe, ane hAma Apaje " evI prArthanA karavI ghaTe. jIvananI badhI paristhitine sakriyapaNe sAmano karavo mRtyu e jIvanane sauthI moTo prazna kA joIe, mArAmAM te meM eka nakArAtmaka kAraNa ke Akhare te jiMdagI ane muzkelI For Private And Personal Use Only

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daza bALake ne be kumArikAonuM eka vismayakAraka kuTuMba darA eka bahu vismayakAraka kuTuMba che, jemAM judI nasIbane abhyAsakrama pUro karIne temaNe ame judI jagyAethI AvelAM dasa bALake che ane emanI rikAmAM ja judI judI ispitAlamAM kAma karyuM', saMbhALa letI be kumArikAo che, enI AkhI pachI amerikAnI na mATenI AMtararASTrIya kAunsIlavAta A pramANe che. dvArA temane amerikAnI bahAra javAnI taka maLI. navI dilhInI bhAgoLe, kutubaminArane raste A saMsthA amerikA tathA anya dezo vacce narsenI vizALa bagIcAvALu eka Adhunika makAna che. bALa. Apalene kAryakrama yoje che. konI kAlI belI ane madhura hAsyathI tenI dIvAle guMjatI rahe che. A bALake jude jude sthaLethI bhArata para pasaMdagI AvyAM che. temanAM mAtApitAe temane tajI dIdhA A banne bahenapaNIoe bhArata AvavAnuM che, paNa to ye teo anAtha nathI. pasaMda karyuM. ahIMthI be na amerikA gaI ne zarUAta amerikAthI te banne ahIM AvyAM. bhAratamAM dilhInI A addabhUta vAtane AraMbha dasa varSa pahelAM viliMgDana ispitAlamAM temaNe naveka mahinA kAma thayela. dasa...dasa hajAra mAIlane cheTe AvelA ame. karyuM. A ispitAlamAM je tyajAyelAM ke mAbApanI rikAmAM be kanyAo nasIgano abhyAsa karatI hatI. anicchAe janmelAM bALako hatAM temanA pratye temane kumArI jIma lagna ane kumArI jekI licI. vizeSa sahAnubhUti janmI. temaNe AvAM bALakone 1950mAM bannene ekabIjAne paricaya gADha maitrImAM ucheravAnuM kAma ja jIvanabhara apanAvavAnuM nakkI pheravAI gayo, kAraNa ke, bannene eka bAbatamAM UMDe karyuM. alabatta emAM muzkelIo hatI. e mATe rasa hato, mAMdA ane ghavAyelAM bALakonI suzraSA bhArata sarakAranI rajA joIe, kAma mATe paisA karavAne. joIe, jagyA joIe ! bannene sAtha anivArya che. muzkelI vagaranI jiMdagI enI zI khAtrI ? ane mRtyu e jIvanane sauthI saMbhavI zake nahi. vaLI, game teTalI salAmatI mATe prazna che, jene avagaNI zakAtuM nathI. game jALavavA chatAM ye akasmAta te nivArI ja zakAtA teTalI rakSA ne salAmatI vacce paNa mRtyu ene nathI. havAI jahAjamAM akasmAta thAya e Dare mArga karI le che. ane mRtyune game teTale Dara hoya emAM musApharI na karIe te ye TreInamAM paNa chatAMya keNa ema kahI zake ke "bharavuM paDe e pIDA akasmAta te thAya ja che. ne akasmAtane bhaye eTalI badhI che ke huM janmavAnuM ja pasaMda nahi TrenamAM javAnuM TALIe to page cAlatAM jatAM paNa karuM !' I meTara ke khaTAre ApaNe sAthe TakarAI na paDe janasaMde"mAMthI sAbhAra udyuta For Private And Personal Use Only

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2 zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza nANAMkIya madada saMkhyA vadhI gaI eTale pachI saMsthAe navI dilhImAM zrImatI indirA gAMdhI ane bALakalyANa mATenI potAnuM eka vizALa makAna baMdhAvyuM. iDiyana kAunsilanAM maMtrI zrImatI tArA alI thoDA mahinAnI uMmarathI mAMDI, traNa varasanI begamanI madadathI 15nA okaTobaramAM bhArata sara uMmaranA bALake atyAre A gRhamAM che. mArI kAranI rajA maLI. paisAnI madada kumArI lenganA lenganuM kahevuM che ke A gRha kAMI anAtha Azrama pitA che. lensa taraphathI maLI. teo pazupAlanane nathI. ahIM bALakene khorAka, rahevAnI sagavaDa, dhaMdho kare che. potAnI AvakamAMthI amuka hiro premanI hUMpha, kALajI ne uparAMta bhAvi sukhanI A kAma mATe ApavAnuM temaNe nakkI karyuM e khAtarI ne salAmatI maLI rahe che. A bALakone mATe eka phAunDezananI sthApanA karI. A bALagraha koI daMpatI AvIne dattaka laI jAya evI rAha zarU karavAmAM bIjA kuTuMba taraphathI paNa madada maLI, ame jotAM nathI. A daza bALakanuM te amAruM saMsthA pote kaI dAna svIkAratI nathI, tene maLatAM kuTuMba che. teo pukhta vayanA thAya tyAM sudhI ame badhAM nANAM phAunDezana mAraphata Ave che. temane sAcavIzuM. ne zikSaNuM ApIzuM. bhArate jhaDa ane chevaTa 1956nA DisembaramAM, bhArata AvyA pachI pragati karI rahyuM che ane A bALake moTAM pachI barAbara eka varSe kumArI licI ane kumArI thaze tyAre dezane temanI jarUra paDaze." lege jUnI dilhImAM eka makAna bhADe rAkhI jIvanane AnaMda kAmanI zarUAta karI, gRhanuM nAma temaNe rAkhyuM " tame tamAruM kuTuMba, mAtRbhUmi vagere choDI signala hema. duniyAne bIje cheDe anAtha bALakonI saMbhALa levA gaurava ane zraddhA AvyA che, to emAM tamane zA badale maLe che ?" dhIme dhIme kAma jAmatuM gayuM. sauthI pahelAM koIe pUcheluM. ane tyAre kumArI licIe smita dilhInI iravine IspitAlamAM tyajAyeluM eka bALaka karIne uttara Aye hatoH AnuM prathama sabhya banyuM. tenuM nAma hatuM AnaMda. "bALakone sukhI, taMdurasta ane salAmata jevAM pachI to bALake cAre bAjuthI AvavA mAMDyA. eka e amArA jIvanane mukhya AnaMda che. ame ahI dAvanathI AvyuM, eka alAhAbAdathI AvyuM. khUba sukhI chIe." "jana sadezamAMthI sAbhAra upUta prabhu prIta lekhaka -bApulAla kAlidAsa saMghANI vIrabAla mAravADA prIta sanAtana lAgI tethI pala mana nA dara jAye tuMthI..1 janama janamanuM samaNuM phaLIyuM dila AvI tuja caraNe haLIyuM...2 tuja hAsya hAsya lase uramAM tuja spaMdananAM kIDana amamAM...? muja khAnapAnane viharanamAM tuja guMjana uMgha ne jAganamAM...4 dhana dhAma kazI nahi bheTa khape ! tuja AtamamAM muja Atma lape...5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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samAcAra bhAvanagara (1) sva. zeTha hIrAlAla amRtalAlabhAI e pAnAnA pitAzrI ane mAtuzrInA nAmathI amRta nivAsa' ane ' jaDAva nivAsa' nAmanA Arogya nivAsa bAvIne zrI saMdhane karavAnA samAraMbha zeTha zrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAInA zubha haste tA. 20-2-61 nA roja karavAmAM AvyA hatA. samAraMbhanuM pramukhasthAna zeTha zrI bhogIlAla maganalAle svIkAryuM hatuM. zarUAtamAM che. khImacaMdabhAIe nivAsa gRhanI pUrva bhUmikA samajAvI zeThazrI hIrAbhAIne jIvana paricaya Apyo hato. tyAra bAda zrI paramANu dabhAIe paNa zrI hIrAbhAInA paricaya Ape hatA tyAra bAda bhAvanagara yuni. nA pramukhazrI gaMgAdAsabhAI be zabdo kahyA hatA. te pachI zeTha zrI bhegIlAlabhAI e zrI kasturabhAIne A vidhi karavA vinaMtI karI hatI.' ne te pachI zeTha zrI e uddaghATana vidhi karatA kahyuM hatu ke A sva. zrI hIrAlAlabhAinA mAtA pitAnA nAmathI baMdhAyela Arogya nivAsanuM uddhATana thayela huM jAhera karUM chuM te pachI zeTha zrI hIrAlAlanA jIvanamAMnA prasaMge varNavI zeThazra e temanA pratye mAnanI lAgaNI darzAvI hatI ane A prasaMge temanA kuTumbIone tathA saune AbhAramAnyo hato. | (2) zrI bhAvanagara jai, . mU saMdha taraphathI tA. 11-2 - 61 nA roja zrI dharmavijayanI nizrAmAM zeTha zrI bhogIbhAInA pramukhasthAne zrI caMdulAla vardhamAna zAhanA haste vaDavA jaina upAzrayanI uddadhATana vidhi karavAmAM AvI hatI. A prasaMge zrI dharmavijayajI mahArAje maMgaLa pravacana karyA bAda saMdhanA maMtrIzrI gulAbacaMdabhAI, zrI manubhAI kApaDIA, zrI lIlAvatIbena tathA anya vaktAe e prasaMgocita pravacana karyA hatA. eprIlanI paMdaramI tArIkhe " mahAvIra jama kalyANaka ? eka bahAra paDaze to bha0 mahAvIranA jIvana sabaMdhI kA, lekha, vArtAo, atihAsika noMdha vagere tA. 1lI eprIla pahelA lakhI mokalavA sau lekhakene namra vinaMti. prakAzana samiti AtmAna derakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Reg. N. B, +31, bhAvanagara jaina saMgha taraphathI samAna patranA zeTha zrI karaturabhAIe Apela pratyuttaranA sArabhAga * bhAvanagara AvatA mArU' je samAna karyuM che te mATe huM' aMta:karaNapUrvaka !inAra mAnuM chuM' 21madAvAda temaja muMbaInA jaina saMkeH bhAvanagara-1| sadhanI paNa viziSTatA che. bhAvanagaranA saMdha vAMthI niSThApUrvaka anokhI rIte kAma karI rahyo che. bhAvanagaranA - varSothI pAtAnI ekatA [LavI rAkhavA saphaLa thayA che te mATe abhinaMdana. A paNe jaina hovAno dAvo karIe chIe, paNa jaina zuM kahevAya te jANatA nathI. | RApaNI sa sakRti Aja sudhI akhalita rahI che te tenA traNa sAdhana-sAdhu, sAjavI ne purAkalpa DArA ne AbhArI che. mArI prAcIna sAdhiya ne pAme che teTaluM' 'kAI pAse nathI. te mATe ApaNe gaura levuM joIe. paNa ApaNane to tenI paDI nathI. - huM hindanA judA judA bhAgomAM pharyo chuM ane maMgapharIthI kahuM chuM ke jene "vaitAmbara madirane je rIte sacavAyo che tevA ahIje kayAMya sacavAyA nathI. A paNa dharma mAM deva drazyanI vyavasthA evI che ke A rakama bIje vAparI zakAtI nathI, jethI kaLA ane mAsInatA TakI rahI che. jene saMskRti vadhu vikase tema mAnatA che. te AgevAno tathA sAdhu sAdhvIjIoe vicAravuM joI e. - mApaNe kriyAkAMDa ane anuSkAne mAM paDI gayA chIe te ThIka che paNa badhuM" samajIne karavAmAM Ave te ISTa che. AtmAne uce laI javA A kriyAne anuSThAne che, A paNe derAsaramAM jaIe che e, paNa maMdira kevI sthitimAM che te jotA nathI. hAlama!! ApaNe navA 'dira takhtI maMdira mAM navA navA paTTo vagere mAM nAmanI sAthe sAtha kIrti mATe rUpiA ApIe chIe. paNa A prathA che ke nathI. roDa , ka, nI peDhIe. TharAvuM kahe che ke uddhAra mAM nAma lakhAvavA vALA nI bhAvanAne protsAhana a! pevuM naha. beTI rIte lAkho rUpIA khacI nAkhIe te pabu vyAjakhI nathI. keTalAka gAmomAM vatInA pramANu mAM eka maMdira hoya chatAM bIja mu dila kIti ane nAmanA mATe thAya te vyAjabI nathI. bA paNa bha' DAranAM aneka prAcIna ane upayogI puratakA che tene upayoga karavAne * badale tALAkuM thI lagAvI besI rahyA chIe tenuM kAraNa samajAtu' nathI - jetenI ridhAna adalAtI rahI che. utkrAMti hatI te rANI tathI A sthiti sudhAravA jena dhe. kosa taraphathI prayAsa thAya che. Aje sarakAra paisA Ape che eTale nAnA bhaTA udoga karavAmAM anukULatA AvI che, te AzA rAkhuM chuM ke A pachI tetA pAse karIe. rAtanAM sa-bAna karavA mATe hu' saMdhanA AbhAra mA*tuM' chuM. zaTha zrI kasturabhAi A paNI jaina AtmAna sabhAnA peTrana che, prakArAka : khImacaM' cAMparathI zAha, zrI jena AtmAnaMda sajAvatI mudraka : harilAla devacaM' : : Ananda prInTIga aisa-bhAvanagara. For Private And Personal Use Only