Atmanand Prakash Pustak 004 Ank 12

Author(s): Motichand Oghavji Shah
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/531048/1

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che AtmAnaMda prakAza. huM deharo. AtmavRtti nirmala kare, Ape tatva vikAsa: AtmAne ArAma de, AnaMda prakAza. pustaka 4 thuM. vikrama saMvata 1963. azAhaaMka 12 ma. prabhustute. zArdUlavikrIDita. pUre vAMchita vegathI sakala je chAyA dhare zAMtinI, TALe tApa kaSAya kamaja taNe pIDA hare brAMtinI; rakSA AzritanI kare praNayathI rAkhe sukhAkAramAM, te se jinakalpavRkSa sukhathI je sAra saMsAramAM. 1 badhATaka. vasaMtatilakA, mithyAtvane malinatA mana je dhare che, nitye durAcaraNathI nava je Dare che; je the *pramAda vaza zrAvaka janma hA, 1 manoratha 2 kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA. 3 saMsAramAM bhramaNa karavAnI. * pramAdane vaza thaIne. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnaH prakAza te pAmare manuja janma badhA gumAvyeA. je yatnavAna nahi' kema sudhAravAne, sAdharmine viSamAMthIja tAravAne; jeNe svadharma manathI na kardi khajALye, te pAmare manuja janma mA zumAvye. jeNe janmyuM nava kadi 'jinanAma prIte, *satyarvamAM nava kA tapa je surIte; pALI pacharI sujinatIrtha viSe na Avye. te pAmare manuja janma dheA gumAvyuM. cAritrara`ga nija aga viSe na dhAre, *ArAma Ama dharavA nahi je vicAre; AnaMda Atmika kadi manamAM na lAvye, te pAmare manuja janma badhA gumAvyA. citAmaNI. eka camatkArI vAttA. (gata aphanA pRSTha 25ra thI zarU. ) aikya. ma mahAmuni citAmaNIe bhAratavarSIya jJAna maMdira viSe dezanA ApyA pachI bIjeja divase ekaya viSe eka Tuku ane sodhaka vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. jJAna madira viSe karelI e mahAnubhAvanI dezanA sAMbhaLI vamAna puranA zrAvaka vargamAM For Private And Personal Use Only 1 prayatna cAle!. 2 vipatti-duHkhamAMthI tAravAnuM yatnavAnuM. thayA nathI. 3 jina bhagavatanuM nAma, 4 aThThama yAdaza vagere sArA pamAM. pa charI pAlatA yAtrA na karI. huM cAritrane raMga cha AtmAmAM ArAma-vizrAma, pakSe AtmArAmajI gurUjInuM dhyAna dharavA. 8 AtmAnA AnaMda pakSe mA mAnada prakAzathI thayeleA AnaMda.

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1 ciMtAmaNI, tenI sArI asara thaI gaI hatI. keTalAeka Astika zrAvakoe te tevuM jJAna maMdira sthApana karavA nizcaya karyo hate. ane potAnI lamane temAMja sadupayega karavA tatpara thayA hatA. bIje divase mahAnubhAva ciMtAmaNie evuM jANuM akaryo viSe vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. vyAkhyAna samaye vardhamAnapuranI zrAvaka prajA te sAMbhaLavAne ulaTathI khAvI hAjara thaI hatI. vyAyAmazALA chetA ane zretrIothI cIkAra bharAI gaI hatI. jyAre barAbara samayathayo eTale mahAmuni ciMtAmaNIe nIce pramANe potAnuM vyAkhyAna zarU karyuM.-- priya zrAvaka gaNu, Aje ekaya upara vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM che. A jagatamAM dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa-e cAra purUSArtha sAdhavAnuM mukhya sAdhana aikya che. jyAM aikaya hoya tyAM sarva prakAranA vijaya ane sarva prakAranI saMpatti vAsa karIne rahe che. zrAvako, tamAre prathama eka zabdane artha samajavAnuM che, ekayane artha ekatA thAya che, te eyanA traNa prakAra che. dharmae, guNa aikya ane svabhAva cikya. eka dharma sAMbhalI ekaja dharmabhAvanA mAnavI te dharmaaikya kahevAya che. jeo judA judA dharmanI bhAvanAone mAne che ane eka jJAti athavA eka vargamAM sAmela thAya che, temAM dharma ekya rahI zakatuM nathI. dAkhalA tarIke tamArI zrAvaka komamAM pratimA mAnanArA zuddha zrAvako je pratimAne nahi mAnanArA zrAvakabhAsanI sAthe ekya karavA jAya te teonuM aikaya kadipaNa thatuM nathI. jyAM eka ja dharma bhAvanA sarvanA hRdayamAM ramI rahI hoya, jayAM pUjya ane mAnya ekaja deva, gurU ane dharma hoya, tyAM dharmanuM ekya prakAzamAna thAya che ane tene divya prabhAva sarva sthale prasarI rahe che. bIju guNaaiya ekaja jAtanA guNothI saMpAdita thAya. che. je vyaktimAM je guNa hoya, te vyaktinuM tevA guNInI sAthe For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAnaMda prakAza. aikya thAya che. samAna guNa vALA manuSyo tevA nirmala eka sAdhI zake che. jemAM paraspara virUddha guNa rahelA hoya teonI vacce kadipaNa aikya thaI zakatuM nathI. - trIjuM svabhAvaaya. svabhAva e prakRtinI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. suzIla svabhAvI manunuM aikaya suzIla svabhAvI manuSyonI sAthe ja thAya che. ane kuzIla svabhAvI manuSyanuM aikya kuzIla svabhAvI manuSyanI sAthe ja thAya che. bhinna bhinna svabhAva ke prakRtivAlA manuSe kadipaNa aikaya meLavI zakatA nathI. priya zrAvake, A traNa prakAranuM ekya barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhI tevA zuddha aikyane meLavavA prayatna karo. tame saghaLAo eka dharma nA Azrita che eTale tamArAmAM dharmaaikya satvara AvI zakaze. have tamAre guNakya ane svabhAvaaikaya-e bane ejya meLavavA prayatna karavo joIe. zrAvaka e zabda kevI vyaktine lAgu paDe? zrAvakama zA zA guNa hovA joIe? ane zrAvakapaNane adhikAra kayAre prApta thAya? e badhAne vicAra karI zrAvaka paNanA sarva guNa saMpAdana karavAthI guNa ekaya prApta thAya che. arthAt badhA zrAvake ekaja guNa vAlA hoya te teomAM guNa akaya evuM prApta thAya ke, jethI saMpanI saMpatti sahaja prApta thAya che. AthI dareka zrAvakoe guNaaikya meLavavA prayatna kare joIe. trIjuM svabhAvaaikaya paNa tevI ja rIte prApta karI zakAya che. svabhAva paNa guNane anusarIne hoya che. jyAre samAna guNa prApta thaye to pachI svabhAva ekya saMpAdana karavuM azakya thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke, svabhAvanI pravRtti guNane anusarIne rahelI che. svabhAvanA be bheda che. duHsvabhAva ane susvabhAva. je sArA guNa saMpAdita thayA hoya te susvabhAvaja thAya che ane guNa saMpAdana thayA na hoya te du:svabhAva thAya che. priya zrAvakagaNa, tame e traNa prakAranA eka viSe vicAra karI te pramANe pravartana karaje. ethI tamArAmAM saMpanI pUrNa kaLA udaya pAmaze ane tamArA dharmanI jAhejahAlI vRddhi pAmaze. Aja For Private And Personal Use Only

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ciMtAmaNI. 273 kAla e traNa prakAranA ekayanA abhAvathI tamArI dhArmika ane sAMsArika avanati dekhAya che. tamArAmAM kusaMpa, kaleza ane spardhA vagere viparIta de ethIja prabalatAne pAmyA che. saMgha tathA jJAtinI sudhAraNAmAM tamane e de kharekhara aMtarAya karanArA thaI paDayA che. saMparUpI kaHpavRkSanuM tethI sarvathA. UmUlana thaI gayuM che. sAmAjika (kenpharansa saMbaMdhI) Unati rUpa sUrya prabhAne AcchAdana karavAmAM te meghapaTalanuM AcaraNa kare che. priya zrAvaka varga, e traNa prakAranuM aikaya saMpAdana karatI vakhate tame tamArA caMcaLa manane tAbe karaje. je e manA tAbe nahIM rahI zake te tamArA ekane kSaNamAM teDI pADaze. mana e sarva kaSAyanuM sAdhana che. bIjAnA deSa ke durguNa joIne manuSya tenA upara kodhe bharAya che athavA tene aprItinuM pAtra gaNe che. te nuM kAraNa e che ke manuSya anyane pitAnAthI judA jANe che tathA mAne che. doSavAna gaNAtAM chatAM paNa e manuSya ApaNuMja aMga che ApaNAja vargano che, ethI te ApaNAthI bhinna nathI. te karmAdhIna thaI viparIta svabhAvane dhAraNa karanAre thaye che, temAM tene deSa nathI, te nirdoSa dharmabaMdhu ApaNI aprItinuM pAtra nathI, paNa adhika prItinuM pAtra che. te karmanA balathI devAnuM che ane ApaNe nirdoSa chIe, mATe ja ApaNuM anugrahanuM, ApaNuM dayAnuM ane ApaNI amRta daSTinuM te pAtra che, mATe tene sanmArge caDAva joIe. pitAnI mele cAlavAne asamartha evA be mAsanA bAlakane, tenA azaktirUpa deSane joIne kayI mAtA prItithI laIne kaTIla ke nathI besAratI? AMdhaLA manuSyane zuM dekhatA mANase tenA aMdhatvanA deSa mATe dayApAtra gaNa ke tenI kuTelI AMkhe joI tene anAdara kare? jema nirAzrita manuSyane Azrama ApavAthI ja zrImatanI zrImaMtAI zebhe che, tema saddaguNI zrAvake durgaNInA deSa TALavAnA prayatna thIja ane pitAnA sadaguNenuM uttama udAharaNa tene ApavAthI ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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274 mAbhAvaprakAza. tenuM sadguNIpaNuM obhe che. tamArA dharmI badhu doSavAna zrAvaka de!Sa kareche te jANI joine karatA nathI paNa temanA ajJAnathI kare che. te doSamAM jeTalI tamane doSa buddhi thai che, teTalI temane thai hoya te te kadvija doSa kare nahui; ane evA tamArAmAM paNa ghaNA avaguNA haze ke jemAM tamane guNubuddhi hAvAthI tame te chADI zakatA nathI. manuSya prakRtinA eve svabhAva che ke je kSaNe te doSane yathArtha doSa rUpa samaje che te kSaNe te avazya tene tyajI Dha che. tethI TrASavAlAnA doSa TAlavAne tenA sAme thai tenI Upara gussA karavA e sala UpAya nathI, paNa te dveSamAM tene doSa buddhi pragaTe eve tene Adha ApavA eja saphala upAya che. tenI sAme gusso karavAthI tame paNa karma baMdhanA kAraNu rUpa cAe che, ka tethI tenA doSane tame thoDI vAra dAkhI zake che, paNa doSanu' mUla je ajJAna te tenAM hRdayamAM vidyamAna hovAthI punaH punaH tenAthI doSa ja thAya che. ane ema thavu e svAbhAvika che. mATe huM zrAvaka gaNu, tame jo bIjAne edhanA kAraNa rUpa thaze te tamArAmAM traNa prakAranu aikaya prApta thaze eTale te aikayanA balathI tame saMgha ane jJAtinuM hita sArI rIte karI zakaze. apUrNa yAtidharma ane zrAvakadharmanA saMvAda, ( dvitiya darzana ). (gata 'kanA pRSTha 257thI zarU.) Avaka dharma-pAlu, kahA tevI AnaMda dAyaka vArtA zI che yati dharma-mArA keTalAeka Azrita munioe dIrgha vicAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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yatidharma ane zrAvakadharmane saMvAda 25 karIne jaina konpharansanA sabala pakSane svIkAryo che. temanI pavitra mane vRttimAM e nirNaya thato jAya che ke, bhArata varSanI jenA kenpharansa Arvata dharmanI pavitra bhAvanAne jAgrata karanArI che. tenI aMdara sAMsArika ane dhArmika bane viSe carcAya che. je sAMsArika viSaye che, te paNa pariNAme dharmane puSTi ApanArA che. A kAMi ochA AnaMdanI vArtA nathI. zrAvaka dharma-mahAnubhAva, e kharekhara AnaMdanI vArtA che. je munie tanamanathI konpharansanI unnatimAM bhAga leze te alpa samayamAM ja tenI unnati thaI zakaze. have Apane eTaluM kahevAnuM che ke, A vakhatanI karasanI beThakamAM kAMI navuM jovAmAM AvyuM che ane tethI Ape tenuM kAMI bhaviSya dhAryuM hoya te te mane jaNAvI kRpA karaze. yati dharma-bhadra, A vakhatanI kenpharanse pitAne vijaya vAvaTe sArI rIte pharakAvyuM che. lAkha rUpiAnI sakhAvata karavAmAM AvI che. rAjanagaranA dharmavIra purUe pitAnuM dharmavirya darzAvI ApyuM che. mArA Azrita munivaree paNa te mahA kAryane sAruM anumodana ApeluM che. rAjanagara ke je bhAratavarSamAM jaina dharmanuM prakhyAta pATanagaranA jevuM che, te sarvanI daSTie sAbIta thaI cukayuM che. tyAMnA saMghanA AgevAne je siddhakSetra nA vyavahAranA rakSaka ane sattAdhIze che, e sattAnuM mahAmya temaNe vizvanA saMghanI Agala udAratAthI darzAvI ApyuM che. Avaka dharma-mahAnubhAva, e vAta kharekharI che. rAjanagara te rAjanagaraja che. Apa tenI je prazaMsA karI che, te sarva rIte yogya ja che. (aTaluM kahI zrAvaka dharma ciMtAtura thaI gayo.) zrAvaka dharmanI AvI ciMtAtura sthiti joI yati dharma nIce pramANe puchayuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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76 mAmAnada prakAza, yati dharma-bhadra, hamaNuM ja harSamAM hatA ane pAchA ciMtAtura kema thaI gayA? me je prazaMsA karI che, te tamArA Azrita zrAvaka varganI ja karI che. potAnA svajananI prazaMsA sAMbhalI tamane vadhAre AnaMda tha joIe. te chatAM AnaMda ne ciMtA zenI thAya che. zrAvaka dharma-bhagavad, ApanI Agala spaSTa kahevAmAM kAMI paNa harakata nathI. jyAre Apa mahAzaye rAjanagaranA mArA Azrita varganI prazaMsA karI te sAMbhaLI mane pahele te harSa thaye hatuM, paNa tarata ja mane eka vAta yAda AvavAthI mArA manamAM bhAre ciMtA thaI AvI che. yati dharma-bhadra, kaho zI ciMtA thaI AvI che? zrAvaka dharma-mahAzaya je mArA Azrita varganI Apa AvI bhAre prazaMsA kare che, paNa temAM joie tevI ekatA nathI. temAMnA keTalAkanA aMtara judA che. konpharansa tarapha bhaktibhAva dhAraNa karanAro varga joIe teTalA balavALe haju thaye nathI. yati dharma-bhadra, e vAta zI rIte jANavAmAM AvI? mane te sarvanA hRdayane ekaja bhAva lAgato hato. zrAvaka zarma-mahAnubhAva, ApanuM hRdaya nirmala che, tethI Apane ema bhAse temAM kAMI Azcarya nathI. paNa mane te mArA hRdayamAM kharekhara bhAsa thaI AvyuM che. kadi koI kanpharansa tarapha bhaktibhAva rAkhatA hoya che tathApi teo amuka bAbatamAM potAnI IcchA pramANe na thAya eTale keTalIka vakhata teo pAchA haThe che. ane vakhate tema thatAM A mahApariSanI virUddha thAya te bhaya rahe che. mahAnubhAva, A bAbata kenpharanyane hAni karanArI che ane tethI kaI vAra bhAratanI jaina ma samAjamAM aMtarAya AvavAne mahA bhaya rahe che. ane tene mATe mane moTI ciMtA udbhavI che. yati dharma-bhadra, evI ciMtA karaze nahiM. jina zAsana For Private And Personal Use Only

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tidharma ane zrASakadharmanA saMvAda, 297 nA prabhAvika devatA te aMtarAya dUra karaze. zrAvaka dharma--mahAzaya, ApanA vacana sAMbhaLI mane harSa cAya che. tathApi jyAre kAMi navIna aniSTa banAva bane che,tyAre sArA manamAM atizaya aMtarAya thavAnA bhaya rahe che. vaLI jaina mahA samAja e bhAratIya jaina prajAnA sarva prakAranA uddhAra karavAnu` mahA maDala che. temAM sAmela thanArA sarva gRhasthe paraspara sAdhAma khaMdhue che. temanA deva, gurU ane dharma ekaja che. ane temanI hRdayanI bhAvanAe samAna che. te chatAM paraspara bheDha bhAva dhAraNa kare ane ekatAne bhaMga thAya tevA kAraNeA utpAdana kare te kevA anartha thAya ? bhagavanDa icchuM chuM' ke, zAsana devatA jaina kAransanI rakSA kare. udita thatA aMtarAye nAza pAmI jAe. mArA ane tamArA Azrita evA zrAvake ane sAdhuenA hRdayamAM sArI bhAvanA pragaTa thAe. yatidharma--bhadra, mArA hRdayamAM paNa kei vakhata zaMkA rahyA kare che ke, jo konpharansamAM keipaNu vakhata azAMtinA kAraNeAnA udaya thaze te saparUpI kalpa vRkSa sukAi jaze ane suparUpI viSa vRkSa palAvata thaze. zrAvaka dharma--bhagavana, mane paNa evIzakA thayA kare che. ane kenpharansamAM sa`pa rUpI kalpavRkSa zI rIte pallavita thAya? tene mATe vicAra AvyA kare che. yati dharma--(harSa pAmIne) bhadra, niHzaMka thA. mane eka kharekharA upAya sujhI Avye che, jo te pramANe varjhana thAya te bhArata varSanI jaina prajAmAM kAyamane mATe sa`parUpI kalpavRkSa pallavita thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only zrAvaka dharma--teve za upAya che ! yati dharma--bhadra, te upAya e che ke, huM mArA AzritAmAM praveza karU, ane tame tamArA AzritemAM praveza karI, tethI

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A mAnada prakAza. te pita pitAnA parsamAM daDhIbhUta thavAthI kadi paNa kusaM thavAne vakhata Avaze ja nahiM. vaLI muniono muni keinI sAthe rAgadveSa rAba na joIe tevo hovAthI, temaja zrAvakene dharma temaNe sarva sAdharmi baMdhuo upara samAna bhAva khI vartavuM joIe te hevAthI jyAre teo A pramANe saMpUrNa aMze amala karaze tyAre temAM saMparUpI kapavRkSa svaraH palavita thaze. zrAvaka dharma-bhagavana, Ape darzAvelo A upAya barAbara che, paNa temAM mane zaMkA rahe che. yati dharma-zenI zaMkA rahe che? zrAvaka dharma-bhagavana, sAMbho. mArA Azrita zrAvakone keTaleka bhAga mAre anAdara karanAre che. huM temanI AgaLa jAUM chuM, tathApi teo mAro joIe teTale sakAra karatA nathI ane keTalAka to mAro tiraskAra paNa kare che. eTale huM nirAza thaine pAche AvuM chuM yati - zoka karIne) , mAre paNa temaja bane che. mArA keTalAka munio mAre ra kAra karatA nathI je ke mAre kahevuM joie ke, keTalAeka anagAre mane ghaNe Adara paNa Ape che ane cAritra dharmane prabhAva darzAvI mArI tarapha premanI daSTie jue che. zrAvaka dharsa-bhagavana, evI rIte keTalAka mane paNa mAna Ape che, paNa te varga ghaNoja e che ke, mahAnubhAva, kahe tyAre have ApaNe zuM upAya kare? yAta dharma-bhadra, mArA manamAM evuM sakure che ke, hAla ApaNe dharya rAkhIne rahevuM ane jyAre tevo prasaMga Ave jayAre ApaNe kaI sAre upAya zodhI kADhIzuM ke, jethI munio ane zrAvakonA rasamAjamAM saparUpI ka9pavRkSa niraMtarane mATe pallavita thaI jAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ja konpharansamAM vaLI have pachInA mahAna kAryane sAru samudrataTaparanA vicAro, 277 zrAvaka dharma-mahArAja te prasaMga kayAre thaze? yAti dharma-bhadra, tene mATe lAMbo kAla vicAra kare paDaze. zrAvaka dharma-bhagavad , te kAma satvara kare te vadhAre sAruM. kAraNa ke je vilaMba thaze to pachI AvA mahAna kAryane moTI hAni thavA saMbhava che. vaLI have pachI bhaviSyamAM maLanArI kedha paNa konpharansamAM jo saMparUpI kalpavRkSa pavita thayeluM nahiM heya te vakhate moTI hAni thAya. yati dharma-bhadra e zaMkA rAkhaze nahi, kAraNa ke, have pachI maLanArI konpharansamAM prathama (cha) bhAvanagaramAM maLanarI che. ane bhAvanagara e sirA... dezamAM uttama kSetra kahevA che. sArA sArA vidvAna ane cAritradhArI sunivara chekSetramAM vicarela che. pavitra munivaranI uparAvArUpa amRta jalathI e kSetra upara ghaNA lAMbA vakhatathI hamezAM sAruM siMcana thayA kare che. temaja tamArA Azita kAvaTa paNa A kSetramAM dhArmika ane rAMsArika unnati pAmelA che. bhadra, vadhAre zuM kahevuM ? e kSetranA saMghanI aMdara kusaMpane praveza thavo paNa azakya che. tema chatAM kadi kAlanA prabhAvathI je tyAM kusaMparUpa viSavRkSa pragaTa thaze te paNa te cirakAla TakI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke, e saMghane teve prasaMge zAsana devatA saMpUrNa sahAya karavA tatpara thaze. apUrNa samudrataTaparanA vicAro. lInA kaDApradeza jevA, lalita lalanAmAM lubdha aneka lakSmIpationA nivAsasthAnarUpa, cittane camatkAra pamADanAra, virakata vicAravALAne paNa mahA mehamAM nAkhanAra evI sArthaka nAmAbhidhAnavALI mohamayI nagarInA pazcima taraphanA, eka zAnta paNa veta suMdara havelIonI harenI hArane lIdhe jenAranI draSTi For Private And Personal Use Only

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180 AtmAnaMda prakAza. ane citta ubhaya ne vismaya ane Ananda ApanAra lattAmAMthI, cAmAsAnI eka suMdara sAMje, e yuvAna mitrAnu... jeDu' pasAra thatu hatu. emana! dekhAvaparathI ee Ucca hiMdu kuTubanA pharaja dA hAya ema jaNAtuM hatuM. ubhaye ujavaLa magALI kumAzanA khetI ane kALA cakacakIta kAzmIrInA DagalA pahe hatA. eke mastakanA rakSaNArthe cAInA bradharsanI UMcI vADanI eka TarkIza kepa paherI hatI tyAre tenA sAmatIe eka AchA gulAbI rabane jepurI kTAvIMTayeA hateA. navIja phezananA taiyAra karelA peTarna pramANe banAvelI gInInI vIMTIe emanI AMgaLIomAM, ane rUperI hAthAvALI iiMglIza anAvaTanI chatrI A temanAhAthamAMze bhIrahI hatI. (eka ghaDIe ghaDIe zivenane hAthamAMlai cAlatAM cAlatAM ene Amatema nihALatA tA; vaLI kai smaraNa thatAM e padabhraSTa karelI te punaH svasthAne pratiSThita karatA hatA tyAre bIjo peAtAnI iglIzameDa' chatrIne havAmAM Ama tema pheravatA, hAthane, paTTA khelanArAo kare che tevA 'hA nI kasaratane anubhava karAvatA te. ) ubhace dhIme pagale vAta karatA cAlatAM cAlatAM rastAnA e kAMTA AvyA tyAM jamaNA hAtha bhaNIne pasada karyA. e parathI ema anumAna thayuM ke emane irAdo samudra tarapha pharavA javAnA haze; kAraNa ke, e jamaNA hAtha bhaNIne raste ekAda vaLaSNu lIdhA pachI sIdhA tyAMja jatA hatA; ane aneka nirdhana ke dhanavAna, yuvAna ke vRddha, nAgarikAne vyApAra rAjagAranA parizramathIe ghaDIne vizrAma levA tyAM kvA Du2vA AvavAnA paricaya paDI gayA hatA. yavahArathI khinna thaelA hustha nAgarikoneja A sthAna iSTa hatuM ema nahAtu.. gRhaeN vAsa tyajelA virAgIyeAgIjana paNu apratima ravAbhAvika sraSTi sAMdaryanA anubhava pAmavA koi antara maLanA prerAyalAAkarSAyelA tyAM AvatA kuravA AvelAnI draSTie paDatA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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nA vize, samudrataTaparanA vicAre, 281 bhAI ramaNika jaLanidhinAM UchaLatAM jaLa joI TopIvALe jene haratAM pharatAM TepI mastaka parathI hAthamAM levAne abhyAsa paDI gaye hatuM te bolyaH "gArava ane utkRSTatAne Adarza keie kayAMya paNa vileka hoya te te Aja che. Ane joIne mane eka aMgreja kavinI kRti smaraNamAM Ave che- Stupendous Ocean, Beautiful, Sublime, and glorious Mild, majestic, foaming, free Overtime itself victorious Image of iternity. vAstavika che. e aMgreja citArAe enA svarUpane yathAyogya citAra Ape che" vAtavAtamAM beu mitra ratnAkaranA taTapara AvyA ane eka lAMbI zIlA gelI paDI hatI tenA upara beThAM. besatAM besatAM ramaNika be - "tuM kahe che te barAbara che. huM tarapha najara karUM chuM te draSTi maryAdAthI paNa pele pAra sudhI vistAra pAmele eTale ke jenI hada huM nakI karI zakatuM nathI e A jaLanidhi mane kharekhara eka camatkAra lAge che. ene joI, enA attamAM tara uchaLe che tema mArA atamAM paNa aneka taraMge udbhave che. paNa-paNa huM mArA taraMgo kahI batAvuM tenI pUrve e pazcimAtya kAvanI kRti barAbara dhyAnamAM laIe." ThIka, je. ativizALa evA A ratnAkara sAgarane vizeSaNo ApyAM che e pratyeka sAbhiprAya che," pite je kaDI bolyuM hatuM temanA patyeka padane punaH uccArate eno artha besAra mohana bole "e suMdara che, kAraNake enAmAM sindarya ane zobhA rahelI che. vaLI gAravavALe che, kAraNa ke unnati ane mahatvane idea Ape che. e kArtimAna paNa che, kAraNake Ave vazALa ane geravavALe tene sarva keInA mukhathI pitAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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282 AmAnaMda prakAza. yazagAna zravaNa kare che. vaLI ene kSamAzIla kare e paNa sAbhiprAyaja che, kAraNa ke e kadI potAne zAnta ane dayArdra svabhAva tyajIne pracaMDabhAva dhAraNa kare to enA udarapara ArUDha thaIne vahetA aneka naukA samuha kuzalajaLaprayANa karI sukhe pitAne ISTa sthAne pahoMce che e due pahoMcI vaLI ane eka rAjAnI jevA pratApavALe varNae emAM kaMi asatya nathI, kAraNa ke eka rAjAnA jeTaluMja enuM paNa ati praDha aizvarya , chA ene foaming kahyA che te pratyakSaja che kAraNa ke jI emAM himAdrinA zikhara samAna ujavaLa navA rUnA DhagalA jevA phINanA rAzi ne rAzi caDhayAja kare che, A rAkarane vaLI free nuM upanAma ApyuM emAM paNa kaMI atizayokti nathI kAraNa ke e svataMtra ane svecchAcAri che, he rAtri game ema UchaLyA UchaLa kare che. vaLI e game e samaye paNa astitvavALe che. e sarvadA vidyamAna che mATe Time (kALa) upara ene vijaya meLa vanAro kahe. e paNa yathArtha che. kAraNa ke kAge game e vastu ne upArarUpe nAza che, paNa Ane nAza nathI. che! A meM kahyuM enuM A kavinuM chelluM caraNa sAkSI bhUta che. A vidrattAne adhikArija A ratanAkarane Image of ctnity eTale nityatAnI pratimA-arthAt sAkSAta zAzvatatva kahe che." zuM suMdara citra" mehane karela kAvArthane rAmajI samajIne, carvaNa kareluM gaLe utAratuM hoya ema ramaNika bole. dhanya che e citrakAra kavine ane enI lekhanazaktine ! paNa bhAI mehana, tane atyAre A jaLasamUha joIne e aMgreja kavie varNavelA vicAranuM smaraNa thayuM tema mane paNa ene izanathI kaMIka anubhava thAya che. paNa e mArA anubhava e taddana bhinna, tArA aMgrejathI Itara tArA aMgrejane bodha ApaNane eka mArge dorI jAya che, tyAre mArA aMtaHkaraNane mArI buddhi anya vicAra zreNImAM prere che. e bahudazI aMgrejanA anubhava For Private And Personal Use Only

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samudrataTaparanA vicAre. 283 mArgamAM AvyuM e eNe citaryuM e uttama che; jaLanidhi samudranA yaza vAdane guNagAna karI, ene ucita nyAya Ape che. paNa mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM urdUbhave che e enA guNuvAda ke yazogAnanA vicAro nathI. ApaNA pakavabuddhinA zAstrakAronA buddhiparipAka AvA sthaLonA darzanarUpI dadhimAMthI je tAtparyAsArabhUta mAkhaNa levI kADhe che tenA vicAromAM mArU hadaya rokAyeluM che. * je bhAI ... vicAronA vamaLamAM gothAM khAte khAte nizcayanI sapATI upara tarI Ave jaNAtAM, ramaNika mehanane pitAnA akura paNa daDha Morals pate samajato hato tevI rIte samajAvavA prayatna karavA lAgyuM - je bhAI mohana, tArA a grejanA sea-side thoughts 2 mAM enI vizALatA, sandarya, zreSThatA, sahiSNutA, azvarya ane nityatA AdinuM bhAna karAvyuM che tyAre mArA Arya zAstrakAra mane A ja samudranuM darzana karAvI enA-kSaNamAM gagana sudhI uchaLatA ane kSaNamAM pAtALamAM pesI jatA caMcaLa kalailenuM, prasaMge prasaMge jaLa ubharAI AvatAM thatI kahevAtI bharavAnuM ane punaH e zAnta thaI jatAM thatA kahevAtA eTanuM, ane ene agAdha uMDANamAMthI janma pAmI vaya thaye prabala thaI aniSTa karatAM pAchuM vaLI na jotA evA enA tophAnanuM tAdaza citra mArA pe khaDuM karI, vastu mAtranA udaya ane astanuM apAjanA sukha-du:khanuM ane saMsAramAM manuSya mAtrane nAnI aneka balavAna upAdhionuM astitva sAbIta karI Ape che." , " e to kapALe kapALe judI mati " huna be - eka-eka sthaLane eka vyakita kema anubhave ane anya vyakita kema anubhave. ra rA aMgreje te phakta samudranA guNa 1 piTha 2 samudrataTaparanA vicAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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khAmAnaMda prakAza, avalokyA che. ane tArA zAstrakAroe e guNa avalevA kAravavAnuM eka bAjue mukI tuM kahe che tema e jaLanidhinA chAtaparathI ApaNe zuM sAra grahaNa karavAne che e batAvavA prayatna karyo che. te e emanA prayatnamAM teo saMpUrNa aMze vijayI nIvaDayA che ke kema e avelekavAnuM rahe che. kAraNa ke, A vizALatAnA Abehuba citArarUpa samudrane joIne zuM vastumAtrane udaya ane pasta, janasamAjamAM sukha ane sAthe lAgyuM duHkha, ane saMsAra cakanI baLavAna upAdhio ja smaraNamAM Ave che? paNa vAta pachI--e pachI jevAze. pahelAM te tuM mane ema kahe ke saMsAramAM zu e udayAsta-sukha-duHkha Adhi upAdhi, sarva che? " hA bhAI hA, saMsAramAM e sarva che." mehananA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA prayatna karatA ramaNike hAsyathI uttara Ape" saMsAramAM e sarva sukha (?) che. samaja ke saMsArI jIvane sukha kyAMthI hoya? aneka vidha du:khamAM kadAcita yatkiMcita sukha prApta thAya te te e nazvara hoya che, mATe ja ziSTa purUe A saMsArane asAra ane mithyA kahyo che. emAM eka paramAtmAnuM smaraNa ja sAcuM che. emAM avataranArane pitAnA pUrvabhavanAM karmanA ge nAnAM prakAranA sukha duHkha bhegavavAM paDe che. (nirdhanatA ke dravyaprApti, vaMdhyatva ke putra prApti ityAdi e kamajanya duHkha sukha che.) " tyAre A vAta tuM mArA cittamAM ThasAvavA mAge che, te sarva manuSya nathI samajatA ema tArUM kahevuM che?" nA, mArUM evuM kahevuM nathI. sarva manu e samaje che ane kahe che suddhAM ke A saMsAra sukhanI irachA kevaLa kumADAnA bAcakA bharavA jevI che. paNa eka paNa jaNa pitAnA antaH karaNamAM e vAta ThasAvatuM nathI. mAtra mukhethI duHkha duHkha pikAcarcA kare che, For Private And Personal Use Only

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samudrataTaparanA vicAro. fche tyAre evA zuM du:khane duHkharUpa nathI jANatA ke dukha dukha pikArya kare che ne sukhane mArga zelatA nathI ?" nA, ema nathI. jo ke keTalAka ajJAnI cho evA haze ke duHkhane sukharUpe mAnatA haze (kAraNake pitAnuM mana mAne te sukha ane na mAne te duHkha) te e keTalAeka bhAga e haze ke je duHkhane duHkha ja mAnate haze, paraMtu karyo karma bhegavavAM paDe che. bhegavavA zivAya chuTako nathI. pachI te zubha ho ke azubha che. zubha karma te puNyae e bhegavavuM joIe chIe; nahiM ke kevaLa azubha ka ke pApaja. " mohananI zaMkAe nivAraNa karavA rUpa A saMvAda ATale sudhI cAlyA pachI roDA samaya paryanta zAtinuM rAjya prasaryuM. evAmAM ramaNikanA samudranA darzanathI udbhavelA vicArone jANe vizeSa sahAyanI apekSA che te huM paripUrNa karuM ema dhAkarIne ja hoyanI ema sAme dRSTi maryAdAmAM bhUrA AkAzamAM eka nhAnI nAjuka vAdaLI samudra upara jhulatI hatI te kSaNavAramAM ApaNu mitrane mastake AvIne vikharAI gaI. divasa vaSarUtuno hato tethI thoDA vakhata pahelAM je megha be chAMTA mAgatAM mAtra zarama Ave vRSTi karI gaye hato ane je bALako kahe che tema pANI thaI rahevAthI pAchuM pANI bharavA gayA haze-te puna: vagara mAge varSavA mAMDaze te sarvane pavitra snAna karAvatAM ApaNane kema bAtala karaze devI bhItithI, ramaNika, je vakhate vakhate uce dRSTipAta nAkhyA karate hato tenI daSTie A banAva paDaze. e jotAM ja e bolI uThyA joyuM ke ?" mohana je pitAnA mitra ramaNikanA A "hAna zA vyAkhyAna upara-emAM bharelAM amRtamaya bedha vacana upara ane vizeSataH enI pitAnI AvI anupama vidvattA ane gurUnA samAna gajAvavAnI zati-upara mehita thaI gaye te For Private And Personal Use Only

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AmAnaMda prakAza. ene enI mehanidrAmAMthI jANe jAgrata karI enI daSTine pitAnI daSTi sAmuM jovarAvI ramaNike uce AkAza bhaNI AMgaLInI saMjJA karI kahyuM--"joyuM ke, bhAI mehana? mArA A vicArane A vAdaLI paNa sahAyabhUta thavA AvI--ne gaI. samudranA kAle ApaNane je vastu mAtrane anitya svabhAva Adi batAve che te ja anityatA ApaNane A nhAnI zI vAdaLI, je kSaNa pUrve te svachAre vihAra karatI AkAza ne samuthI vacce adUbhUta-alaikika lIlA bharI latI hatI, te vAyunA ekaja sapATAthI viparAtAM, zIkhavI gaI." mehane uce joyuM-AkAza bhaNI joyuM-te vAdaLAMthI AzyAma jaNAtuM hatuM te vAdaLane vIkharAI gayelI vAdaLIe nirmaLatA ApelI jaNAI. paNa mohana A badhuM zravaNa karIne tenA upara manana kare te karatAM ramaNika A badhI Philosophy vairAgya, ne DahApaNa, ne kayAM zIkhI AvyuM te jANavAnI ene prabaLatara jijJAsA thaI priya vAMcanAra, hananI e prabaLa jijJAsAne tRpta karavAnI AvazyaktA svIkArIne paNa, ene tRpta karatAM pahelAM eka trIjA pAtranI sAthe oLakhANa karavI jarUranI che. mohana ane ramaNikanA nhAnA nhAnAM lectures je ke e be mitranI vacce ja hatAM, trIjA keIne mATe na hatA. te paNa ene eka trIjo jaNa zrotA te hate. emaNe ahIM AvIne zIlApara beThaka lIdhI ne seheja vakhata thaye haze eTalAmAM tyAM eka dhADha vayano gRhastha AvIne eja zilAne eka khUNe beThe hate. eNe zarIre eka svaita jhINu agarakhu paheryuM hatuM, ane mAthe eka navA jevI kasabI terA vALI pAghaDI hatI paNa paga ughADa hatA; vaLI kapALamAM kesaranuM tilaka hatuM. tethI ane mastake rahelI pAghaDIne ghATa jotAM, e eka gujarAta taraphanA junA For Private And Personal Use Only

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samudrataTaparanA vicAro vicAranA jena gRhastha haze ema anumAna thatuM hatuM. e gRhastha vAlakezvaranI ucI TekarI parathI dhIme dhIme cAlyA AvatA hatA tyAM zrama lAgavAthI, jagyA joI jarA vizrAma levA beThThA hatA. beThA beThA e bane mitranA "samudrataTapara" nA vicAro eka dhyAnathI zravaNa karatA hatA. emane paNa e goSTImAM bhAga levAnI prabaLa IcchA thatI hatI paraMtu te eka vadezika ane emanI sAthe aza paNa paricaya mahetA-e avasthAe emanI prabaLa icachAne dAbI dIdhI hatI. emaNe mehananuM aMgrejI jJAna,-eNe samajAvelI kavitAnA artha parathI jANIne mastaka dhuNAvyuM. pote je ke e bhASA jANatA nahotA, te paNa je eNe artha karyo tene marma sArI rIte samajyA hatA ane e samajAvanAra pratye keI avyakata AkarSaNane lIdhe ja jANe nehabharyA draSTipAta nAkhatA hatA. ramaNikanI jJAna saMpattie emane savizeSa Azcarya pamADayA hatA. pitAne praDhAvasthA prApta thayelI hovAthI yuvAvasthAne gya saMsAranA vicitra cha de tarapha kaMIka kaMIka tyAgavRtti thavA mAMDI hatI. e tyAgavRttine vizeSa saphaLa karavAnA hetuthI e e vaLI ene vairAgyanA pustaka-kathAo AdinuM jaLa siMcana karyA karatA hatA ane tyAgI evA gIjane-saMvegI munIo AdinA saMsargamAM pitAne ghaNekhara kALa nirgamana karatA hatA. "sArasvata" nI ekAda vRtti dhArI zIkhI, pachI, saMskRta kAvya Adi svayameva vAMcatAM-samajatAM-artha karatAM AvaDe evI vegavatI IcchAne vaza thaI, aMgrejI skUlemAM zIkhavavAmAM Ave che e mArgepadezikAne abhyAsa karyo hato. ATale abhyAsa emane turaMta kaMI sahAyaka thaI paDa nahote parantu eTaluM to eTaluM saMsakRta paNa kaMI vAkaye lakhatAM vAMcatAM samajatAM AvaDavAmAM saDAya mata thAya eja emanuM turatane mATe ISTa hatuM. jo ke, For Private And Personal Use Only

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AmAna prakAza. pAchaLathI eTale jyAre ApaNe emane ahI jaIe chIe tyAre emane e viSayane abhyAsa kaMIka anubhavathI kaMIka vijyanA abhyAsIonA saMsargathI ane kaMIka pitAnI meLe ja rUra gA pustake bese, na bese te paNa gurU pAse jaI puchI puchIne, samajIne vAMcavAthI vadhI gaye hate. Ama hovAthI ramaNi ke samudrane joIne je je vicAra darzAvyA tathA mehananA mananI zaMkAonuM akhalita paNe samadhAna karavA prayatna karyo te sAMbhaLIne pite evuM vairAgya vRttine siMcana karatArUM ghaNuM vAceluM-anubhaveluM ene lIdhe, sAnandAzcarya pAmyuM. vaLI ene " samudra taTa para "ne vicArone upakAraka evA tatkSaNa maLI AvelA vAdaLIne daSTAMte te ene A gRhastha pAsethI ghaNuM ja uttama Certificate apAvyuM. e videzI 50 muMbaI AvyA ane aDaA yuvAna mitra jene pite aMgrejI bhaNelA dhArate hatA temane AvA amUlya ugAro sAMbhaLyA, te pahelAM te pite ema ja samajatA hatA ke, jeo aMgrejI bhaNe che teo kaMI saheja sAja gujarAtI bhaTTa jarUra jegu aMgrejI jANI parIkSA ApI Ave che eTaluMja bAkI emane saMsAra vyavaDAranuM kazuM jJAna hotuM nathI, ane sAdhAraNa samaja zakti samaja sivAya vizeSa jANavAno prayatna karavAnI suddhAM IcchA hatI nathI. paNa A ubhaya mitranI AvI anukaraNa karavA yogya goSTIe emane zravaNa pathe pahoMcI emanI e samajaNa pheravI, emanI bhUla sudhArI, emane prAya. zcita ApyuM. prAyazciyane ane emane kahyA vinA cAlyuM nahi ke meM atyAra sudhI utAvaLA thaIne koIne viSe agya abhiprAya bAMdhyA hoya te te mAro deSa mithyA che. Aja ramaNika ane Aja mehana emanA saMvAdaparathI aMgrejI bhaNelA jaNAya che chatAM, me pUrve bAMdhele abhiprAya emane mATe aMza mAtra satya nathI, apUrNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmacarya prabhA, brahyacarca prabhAva. narmadAsuMdarI. (gata aMkanA pRSTha 219thI zarU.) jagalamAM bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM siMha, vyAgha, vagere kara prANIonI garjanA thaI rahI hatI. koI paNa manuSya daSTi mArgamAM AvatuM na hatuM. zIkArI prANIonA judA judA bhayaMkara zabda zravaNagocara thatA hatA. A vakhate eka musAphara te jaMgalamAM AvI caDe hate. A jajALamAMthI prasAra thaI te eka baMdara upara javAno hato. pite eka sArI sthitine vepArI hate. mAtra ketakathI A jaMgala jevAne AvI caDe hato. tene bIje kAle baMdara upara paDAva karI rahyuM hatuM. te musAphara AgaLa cAle tyAM eka suMdara strI vRkSa nIce besI rUdana karatI tenA jevAmAM AvI. tene jotAMja musApharanA hRdayamAM dayA AvI, te sahAya karavAnI buddhithI tenI pAse Avye. te musApharane jotAM ja te strI vadhAre rUdana karavA lAgI. musApharI tene olakhI zakyo nahi paNa te strIe tene oLakhI lIdhe. te lI, kAkA, huM kamAge ahiM AvI caDI chuM. mArA pati mane aMhI mukI kAMI cAlyA gayA che, te zA mATe gayA haze? e vAta huM tadana jANatI nathI. te musAphara be -bahena tame kema cho? ane ahi zA mATe AvI caDayAM che? te strI bolI, kAkA, zuM mane nathI oLakhatA ? huM tamArI bhatrIjI narmadA suMdarI chuM. te nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja te musAphara Azcarya pAmI gaye. teNe narmadA suMdarIne sArI rIte elakhI lIdhI. pitAnI bhatrIjI AvA ghera jaMga lamAM anAthA-azaraNa thaI phare che, tene mATe tenA hRdayamAM ghaNoja kheda utpanna thaye. For Private And Personal Use Only

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290 AmAnaMda prakAza. vAMcanAra, A musApharane lakhI zakaze nahiM. temaja narmadA suMdarI A jaMgalamAM zI rIte AvI? e vAta paNa tene jANavAmAM AvI zakaze nahi. tethI te vAta pragaTa karavI tevI Avazyaka che. mahezvaradatta jyAre narmadA suMdarIne laIne yavanadvIpamAM jatuM hatuM. baMne daMpatI vahANamAM besI samudra prayANa karatA hatA. te vakhate koI pAsenA dvIpamAMthI eka madhura saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM. te saMgItane svara purUSane hato. te sAMbhaLI narmadAe pitAnA patine jaNAvyuM, " prANanAtha, sAMbhale A ke madhura kaMDa che? anumAnathI jaNAya che ke, te svara ke purUSane che. A gAyana karanAra purUSanuM zarIra zyAma che, tenA hAtha, paga ane keza dhUla che. ane A gAyaka mahA satvavaMtu purUSa che. " satI narmadAe potAnA jJAnabalathI ane nirmala hRdayathI gAyakanI A pramANe prazaMsA karI. te sAMbhaLI mahezvaradattanA hRdayamAM zaMkA AvI. teNe vicAryuM ke, " jarUra kAMIka A strInA hRdayamAM vikAra thayela che. jema menA kezIka pakSI sAthe lubdha thAya che, tema A mArI priyA e gAyakanI sAthe lubdha thaelI jaNAya che. je te lubdha na hoya te te adRzya purUSanA svarUpane zI rIte jANuM zake? ahA! strIo kevI adhama hoya che. A priyAne huM te mahAsatI jANatuM hatuM, paNa te pitA ane mArA zrAvaka kulane kalaMkita karanArI nIkalI. amRtavallI, viSavallI thaI pachI AvI duSTa strIne vizvAsa kare egya nathI. tene to tyAgaja kare ucita che. " A pramANe mahezvara datta ciMte hatuM, tyAM yavanadvIpanuM baMdara AvI pahoMcyuM. mahezvara datta narmadAne laIne tyAM utaryo. tenA manamAM nizcaya thaye ke, A duSTa strIne tyAga karI deve AvA vicArathI te baMdara upara utarI narmadAne laIne pAsenA vanamAM gaye hate. eka sarovarane kAMThe beThe tyAM zrAMta thayelI narmadA suMdarIne nidrA AvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmacarya prabhAva gaI. teNIne nidrA AvelI joI mahezvare vicAryuM ke, "je huM A strIne mArI nAkhuM te mane strIhatyAnuM mahApApa lAge, mATe eNane ahi nidrAvA mukI cAlyA jAuM." AvuM vicArI mahezvaradata tene sUtI mukI cAlyA gaye. pachavADe pile musAphara AvyuM ane teNe narmadA suMdarIne joI hatI. je prasaMga vAMcanArane dhyAnamAM che, jyAre narmadA suMdarI jAgrata thaI tyAre teNue pitAnI pAse pitAnA patine joye nahi, eTale e ciMtAmagna thaI gaI. teNIe bhayabhIta thaI jaMgalanA cAre bhAga levA mAMDayA. paNa kyAMI paNa mahezvaradatta jovAmAM AvyuM nahiM. "pati e pati ! A pati ! " ema pikAra karatI e balA araNyamAM aTana karatI hatI. ane paMcameSTInuM smaraNa karatI hatI. tevA mAM pele musAphara teNIne ma hato. je prasaMga vAMcanAranA dhyAna upara Avelo che. narmadA suMdarIne je musAphara maLe che. te vIradAse nAme vaNika che. te narmadA suMdarIne kAke thAya che. te vyApAra karavAne yavana pimAM AvI hatI. tene karmaNe narmadAsuMdarIne melApa thaI Avyo hato. vIradAse potAnI bhatrIjIne zAMta karI ahi AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM, teNIe pitAne vRtAMta savistara kahI saMbhaLAvyo pachI narmadAne dhIraja ApI ane potAnI sAthe laI vIradAsa barbara deza (yavanadvIpa) mAM AvyuM. nagaranI bAhera taMbU nAkhI teNe pitAne kAphale tyAM utAryo ane narmadA suMdarI sukhe tyAM rahetI hatI. vipatimAMthI vimukti. viradAsa yavanadvipamAM rahetuM hatuM. te nagaramAM te sArI rIte vikhyAti pAmyuM hatuM. cAcaka lekene sArA sArA kAma For Private And Personal Use Only

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AmAna prakAza ApI teNe pitAnI dAna kIrti sarva sthaLe prasarAvI hatI. tenA paTabhavana (tabu) nI Agala yAcakane vRda ubharAI jatAM hatA. eka vakhate eka dArasI vIradAsanI pAse AvI ubhI rahI. vIradAse teNIne pitAnI pAse lAvIne puchyuM-suMdarI, tuM koNa che? ane ahiM zA mATe AvI chuM ? te ramaNI hasatI hasatI bolI-zeThajI, A nagaramAM hari nAme eka suMdara vezyA che. te A nagara yavanapati mahArAjAnI mAnitI che. yavanapati teNInA saMdarya ane saMgItathI mohita che. tethI mahArAjA yavana patie evI vyavasthA karI che ke, je kaI vyApArI A dvIpamAM vepAra karavAne Ave te daravarSe te hariNI vezyAne eka se ATha sonA mahoro Ape. tethI te mane ApanI pAse mokalI che. vaLI te Apane pratyakSa malavA Icche che. Apa je eka vakhata te raNanI manohara mUrti avalokazo te ApanuM hRdaya ghaNuM prasanna thaze." dAsInA AvA vacana sAMbhaLI vIradAsa vicAramAM paDe. vIradAsa sadA telanuM mahAvrata dhAraNa karatA hatA. enI manovRtti parastrI ke vezyA tarapha paNuM anAdara dharAvatI hatI. tethI teNe hariNI vezyAne te dAsInI sAthe ekaso ATha sonAmahera mekalAvI ApI. dAsIe te dravya pitAnI svAminI hariNIne ApyuM. te vakhate vezyAe dAsIne kahyuM, dosI, mAre tenI pAse thI dravya levAnI IcchA nathI. game tema karIne tene ahIM lAvya. te uparathI dAsI vIradAsane belAvA gai. vivekI vIradAse vezyAnI pAse AvavAnI nA kahI. paNa te catura dAsI tene game tema samajAvIne vezyAnI pAse lAvI. vezyAe varadAsane hAvabhAvathI vaza karavA mAMDe, paNa teNInA hAvabhAva vRthA thayA. vIradAsanI pavitra vRtti teNInA hAvabhAvane tAbe thaI nahi. vezya hariNI jayAre vIradAsanI upara vijaya melavI zakI nahi, eTale te vezyA e kapaTa karavIdAsanA hAthamAMthI tenA nAmanI mudrikAkADhI lIdhI pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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brahmacarya prabhAva. 193 teNIe virakta bhAva darzAvye ane vIradAsa tyAMthI chuTI peAtAnA peTabhavanamAM AvyeA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vIradAsana! AvAsamAM eka sudara strI rahe che, e vAta hiraNInA jAvAmAM AvI hatI. tethI hariNI kAipaNa yukti thI tene haraNu karavAnI icchA rAkhatI hatI. je te ramaNIpAtAnA tamAmAM Ave te teNIne eka zrRMgAranuM... uttama sAdhana thai paDe AvI kudhAraNA te haraNInAM hRdayamAM rahelI hatI. eka vakhate vIradAsa vepAra arthe utArAnI mADera gaela te avasara jANI haraNIe dAsIne kattu' ke, A mudrikAnI edhANI ApI tuM zeThane uttarethI te suMdara strIne lai Avya. zvetAnI zeThANInI ajJAthI te caturadAsI narmadAsuMdarInI pAse AvI ane kahyuM ke, vIdAsa zeDa mAre ghera beDA che ane ta ne tyAM khelAve che. jue A mudrikAnI edhANI ApelI che. narmadA suMdarI petunA kAkAnI nAmAMkita pukAnte niHzaka page dAsInI sAthe cADI. dAsI teNIne vasyAnA gharamAM laI gai. tyAM vezyAe tene petAnA eka guptagRhamAM saMtADI rAkhI. apUrNa. vartamAna samAcAra. vidyAbhyAsane mATe prakhyAtI pAmelA kaccha kADAya gAmamAM suni mahArAja zrI haMsa vijayajI sAheLa tathA panyAsajI zrI sapa leyajI AdI munirAja padhAA hatA. A gAmamAM e jInAlaya uparAMta eka zikharamadha pASANunu jJAna madira che, tathA mIjA be meTA jJAna bhaDAre che. temAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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94 AtmAnada prakAze. paNa eka bhaDAra teA vividha ra'ganA Arasa pASANanA kapATethI suzobhita thayele che. temaja jainazALA, kanyAzALA, tathA parajJAnathI vidyAbhyAsa mATe AvanArI jaina khAnue mATe marphIMga sahita eka zrAvikAzALA paNu ahIMyA che. jevI rItanI sAna pustakanI sAra sa`bhALa ane jJAna bhakti ahI' dekhavAmAM Ave che. tevI anyasthale AkhA hiMdustAnamAM javaleja ApaNe joi zakIzuM. ahIM haMmeza derAzaranI mAphaka gaNadharAdi mukita Arhat vANInA pustakAnI dhUpa pUjA pUrvaka stuti stotra stavanAdithI bhakti thAya che. yadyapi AvI rIte UnnatinA zikhara upara A kSetra caDeluM che. tApaNu khAmIe! ghaNI che, ahInA traNe bhaDAra nI TIpa jUnA jamAnAne anusatI che, te navI Dhakhapara graMtha kArAnAM nAma vigerethI bhuSita thavI joiye.-- paDhita vargamAM paNa keTalAeka strI purUSa tabhedane laI prAcIna derAsarane avidhi caitya gaNI tyAM darzana karavA javuM pasada karatA nathI, ane tee gheADA varSeA upara banelA navIna derAsaramAM jAya che. ahita purUSanA moTA bhAga kheDuta varga che, tee mAMhelA keTalAka te koipaNa derAsare darzana karatA nathI. kAraNake te ApaNA zrAvaka bhAiceAne haLa laine ane zrAvikAone peAtAnAM mALa paccAM sAthe khabhe kAdaLe mUkI kSetramAM javuM paDe che. te bicArA kheDuta varga satrAranA paheramAM uDI mAthe reTalA sukI simamAM jAya che, te varganI dayAjanaka evI sthiti che ke, tee gaLe cAMdA paDelA jakhamI leAhI luhANa thayelA khalAne gADe tathA haLamAM ke pANInA kesa kheMcavAmAM kheDatAM jarA paNu ae cakA khAtA nadhI, te joine dayALu sAdhu sAdhavI varganA hRdayamAM kramakamATI uThe che, tevA julama eka kaeNDAyamAMja che ema nahi', A kaccha dezamAM ghaNA kharA sthale kheleAnA A hAla che. te For Private And Personal Use Only

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vartamAna samAcAra, bIcArA muMgA prANunI dAda keNa sAMbhaLe, eTalAja mATe muni mahArAja haMsa vijyajI sAheba vAraMvAra jenapatra mAM lekha ApI pikAra uThAve che. A bAbatane rAjasabhAthI babasta mATe pagalA bharavAnA mI. amaracaMda pI. paramAre muni mahArAjanA patramAM svIkAra karyo hato, paraMtu te viSe haju kAMi paNa pagalA bharavAmAM AvyAM hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. are! ahIne apaThita vargaja Ave che, ema na samajavuM paThita vargamAMthI paNa keTalAka khetIvADI kare che. kheDUta vargamAM vAzI vidaLane paNa bahu kama vicAra hoya che. temanI strIo rUtu dharma paNa kavacitaja pALe che, tethI bIjI suzIla strIone parza karI AbhaDacheTa karI muke che. tethI devagurU ane jJAnanI meTI AzAtanA thAya che, alabata AvA kurIvAjane tadana baMdhakaravA nyAtathI baMbasta thavAnI jarUra che. kacacha dezanI aMdara ke DAyane zrAvaka varga vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavAmAM ghaNo utsAha bharyo bhAga le che, muni mahArAja nA vyAkhyAnanI asara thatAM keTalAka bhAvika sadagRhasthAe deva pUjA karavAno tathA darzana karavAne niyama lIdhe che, ane sAthe rAtrI lejanAdikane paNa tyAga karyo che.- te uparAMta keDAya gAmanA jakhamI belonI davA karavAne ahI nI pAMjarApoLa taraphathI stutya TharAva karyo che. AvI rIte karachanA sarva gAmevALA TharAva kare te keTale moTo lAbha thAya, ane te avAcaka prANano keTale moTo AzirvAda maLe te sujJa sajajane saheja samajI zake tema che, A TharAva uparAMta ahIMnA derAsarane nagna putaLIone sudhArI levAmAM AvI che, ahIMne tathA rAyaNa gAmane dAkhalo laI mudrA tathA bhadrezvarAdi devalanA kAryabhArIe bIbhatsa putaLAne sudhAravAnI khAsa AvazyaktA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAmAna AkAza, amArA jANavAmAM khAsa bArIkIthI jenAra taraphathI AvyuM che ke, AbujImAM paNa AvAM bibhatsa citre sUphama AkAramAM kerelAnI lAIna che. jo Ama hoya tema lAgatA vaLagatAoe bArIkIthI tapAsa karI tene tAbaDatoba sudhare kara joIe. kAraNa ke AvA nAmAMkita dele mAM kharAba citra ke ketarakAma hoya te tenI peTI asara bIjAnA dilamAM sacoTa besI jAya che, jene devaLamAM vairAgya janaka ke bhakti darzaka citra hovA joIe. ke DAyathI vihAra karI mahArAja sAheba nAgalapura thaI kaccha mAMDavI padhAryA che, temanuM comAsuM e mAMDavInA dariyA koThe tAraosanI pAsenA makAnamAM thanAra hovAthI temanuM padhAravuM dAdAvADI thatAM prAtaHkALathI mAMDavInA utsAhI kA sayuM taiyAra karavA mA hatA, teo vaDA ThAThamAThathI vAkAramAM sajaja thaI sAmA gayA hatA. zaheramAM be vAgyAnA sumAre dabadabA bharyA temane praveza thatAM dareka rastAomAM kekanA ToLAne ThaTha jovA maLyuM hatuM, tenI sAmudrA joI ja uparAMta kSatrI brAhmaNa ane bhATIyA leke kAra karatAM najare AvatA hatA. daza vAgatAnA sumAre varaghoDo zahera bahAra nIkanya hatuM, tyAM dariyA kAMThA upara AvelA zrI ajItanAthajI mArAjanA zikhara baMdha derAsaramAM darzana karI mahArAja zrI upAzrayanA sthAna para padhArI zrI ajItanAtha svAmI ane sagara cakravatInI utpattinuM vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. A vyAkhyAnamAM pratye hajAra zretA strI purUSe bhAga lIdho hato, thAnakavAsI bhAI tathA anyadarzanIyo paNa hAjara hatA, ane chevaTe muni mahArAjanI mINa vANI sAMbhaLI sAkaranI prabhAvane laI zretAjano vidAya thayA hatA. For Private And Personal Use Only