Tulsi Prajna 1991 10

SR No.: 524568
Original Sutra Author: N/A
Author: Parmeshwar Solanki
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Publication Year: 1991
Total Pages: 118
Language: Hindi
Classification: Magazine, India_Tulsi Prajna, & India
File Size: 6 MB

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HOW I BECAME WHAT I AM
Dr. Chilana Mulk Raj
The need for evolution of consciousness is felt not only for social reconstruction and national integration, but more so to halt destructive tendencies which threaten even the human survival. Any step on behalf of conscientious persons to join hands, hearts and heads together will be definitely helpful in promoting widened consciousness. The most fundamental requirement, however, is for every one to undertake self-education activities for raising consciousness. The first step in this direction is to start watching the self.
Proceeding with sincerity on the path, I discover how often my consciousness slips into unconscious and subconscious realms. As I continue watching, mysteries start revealing, 'Who I am' and 'What I am made of". The structure and map of my consciousness reveal many hills and deserts. I also discover many dark and bright spots on its topography and landscape. Travelling further, I learn about the boxes in which I am confined and the blocks which hinder my further growth. If I do not mutilate the problems, nor resort to rationalization, my joy is greater in understanding the reality.
As I proceed further, I identify the filth and silt which have gathered over the years, My joy knows no bounds when I understand how and where the mud came from. The process is unending. the result is beautiful. I know where my consciousness is flowing. I feel I am unique and wonderful, though wrapped. I realize that my own efforts will only help me in further progress. It is also clear that the most essential condition for expanding consciousness is 'authenticity' in all matters of life.
This process helps me to learn myself about myself. It enables me to be alert and aware when I descend into lower consciousness. I recognize three pathways of sensations, images and memories which constitute my psyche. In the process of discovery of my inner landscape, I come across my strong and weak points. Unrolling of the memories manifests how I became what I am. I am willing to acknowledge way I acted the way it happened. I am also to judge myself more impartially. Above all, I am able to discern my uniqueness and respect the uncustomary traits of others.