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Ramdasji, during the 'Bal-lila' performance of Krishna's childhood. "I used to go to have a 'darshan' of Krishna daily, used to listen stories now and then and used to get fascinated in the miracles regarding the Avataras and believed him to be the Lord Supreme, so that I had a deep desire to see his place of residence. A desire used to catch hold of me that how nice would it be if ! may be a religious head (a 'mahanta of the Lord's sect), may be performing 'Harikatha'(the Lord's story) with miracles wandering from place to place and may be a renounced sage. Morever, when I came across some wealthy and glorious person, I desired to be a powerful wealthy and worldly person. "In the meanwhile, I had gone through a book named 'Pravin Sagar'! could not follow it well, but I longed
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